At this point (episode 8), DFF scares the shit out of me. It all got so tense and I thought this couldn't get any worse but then Mr. Keng shows interest in Non and I feel sick. This is not a love triangle, this is a love rectangle where Phee gets hurt for staying by Non's side, Mr. Keng bones his underaged student and Jin watches it all unfold.
There are many aspects to Non's character and his story, so I feel everyone of us can relate or understand him. He has anxiety and severe depression, he gets bullied, he feels like a burden and he's involved in something way too big, too risky and too deadly. I watched all of this with rising discomfort especially since Phee showed up and I fear what Tee will do. It just makes me question how mean desperate people can be. How on earth is bullying and making someone else take the blame and the inevitable downfall in any way satisfying? How can somebody be so ignorant? I truly fear Tee, he is capable of too many things.
But what really made me scream and made me run away from my screen is the sex scene of Non and Mr. Keng. Truly, it makes me want to vomit and it raises deep concerns. It brings back memories about my school days. I had this very young teacher who reached out to students, one of my closest friends included, by sending them d*ck pics and stuff like that. So, watching this unfold and searched intimacy actually getting answered by the student makes me so uncomfortable that I needed to get some distance.
It feels too real - it actually is too real. And Non's personality feels too normal. Everybody knows someone like that, everybody had someone like him as a classmate, everybody knows how much these kinds of people tend to be naive or how easily they get attached to someone who shows interest because they don't have anyone else. We all know somebody like Non and it's truly horrorfying and disturbing to watch his life get out of hand. I'm actually scared what's going to happen and I'm scared how realistic it will feel
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A large burning canvas could be seen in the distance.
The neat fingers, full of small dents from the friction of the sword handle, caught a small flame, which immediately went out from faint pressure.
There was silence, a living silence, one of those that strains with its sound. A warm wind heated his battered, but carefully polished armor.
"You want to say something"
"I want" Blurr answered, turning sharply to the dark silhouette behind him that was quietly watching him until now. He clenched his fist with a grinding sound, where the spark died out, and demonstratively opened it towards the darkness. "And this is how you are paid for making the world freer! This is what remains of your legacy, and you react as if it doesn’t concern you at all!"
"It does not concern me anymore" the figure answered him calmly.
"Shockwave, stop!"
"Is that an order?"
"It's a request” His angry expression made it clear that this request was an obligation. “I just don't recognize you for these few months." His hand shook slightly with anger. Black smoke seeped through the cracks in his armor.
"I don't recognize myself for even longer time." Blurr visibly trembled at these words, realizing where the dialogue was leading. Shockwave slowly approached, his long, deformed fingers, three times longer than one of Blurr's fingers, carefully reached out to his hand and wrapped his palms in his huge paws, kneeling down to be on the same level with him. "Blurr, I-"
Blurr turned his head away so as not to see one piercing, but such a swampy dim light of his terrifying eye, which had become more precious to him than his weekly knightly brigandage. "Shut up. It's too early, we haven't agreed on when exactly to do this"
The dull mass of metal, which was only a tangible casing, after some hope of catching at least a spark of doubt, only lowered its head heavily. The crackling of the fire continued to be heard around. The soot reached them, gifting them with at least some warm light among the shades of cold before dying. Realization, regret, reluctance were not reflected in the knight's optics. His armor, always proudly looking into the face of danger, now reflected only the cowardly lights of the fire from behind. Despite this, he did not remove his hand from the strong lock until the blades themselves parted. Shockwave disappeared. Disappeared as he had done for the past few months.
Blurr turned back to the burning wall. From afar were heard screams, squeals, grinding, clanking. The column of fire did not subside, as if it was fed by fuel from secret reserves. It had been burning like that for hours, as if to show the greatness of this building over others that would have left only a column of smoke long ago.
Shockwave's last school of dark magic was burning out, as was the will of its creator to live.
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The thing that gets me about history and humanity is that you never know what is immortalized, and the things that will be immortalized are things you would never think.
I saw a person sharing a new tattoo, and it was one of Onfim's drawings. A boy who lived so long ago he is barely a blip now, but his drawings meant so much to people that somebody is now permanently marked in their skin with one of those drawings. Do you ever look at the things you make and just sit there and wonder if this is the thing that future people look at? Do you ever look at your art, your writing, your schoolwork, or anything that is yours and just wonder who will find it, who will fall in love with a piece of your humanity and become overwhelmed with emotion over? It's not unlikely. It's not totally unlikely that somebody will find a piece of you in the distant future and devoid of any other context of who you were will still love you because you were here. You were here, and you are still here, even hundreds or thousands of years later. Treat yourself with the same love that so many have for dear Onfim.
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One thing that's starting to really get to me with the James Somerton stuff is a real strong undercurrent of disdain toward his fans. And yeah, I was one of them. A good scam artist isn't as easy to spot as y'all seem to think. You forget that you have all the information right now. Two days ago most of you had never heard of him and it would have kept going. Anyone can fall for a scam, nobody is immune. I would love to have had whatever resources you guys think we all should magically know about so I could have kept my sad $5 a month I really needed but thought was going to something worthwhile. Some of us can only devote so much energy into things and when you have no idea whatsoever that something is amiss of course you're not going to go digging for sources, why would you when everything is fine as far as you know? I really wish I could have seen the dissenting opinions on him but for many, many reasons that aren't just that the dissenting voices weren't widely circulating at the time all I had was the thought every now and again that "huh that doesn't seem right" and then go on with my day. And I think that happened to a lot of us. So yeah. Say what you gotta say about Somerton, he has more than earned it with the damage he's caused, but maybe don't shit so hard on his former fans because that is going to be you someday with something, it happens to everyone sooner or later.
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...I seriously cannot stress how much I hate tags like "Give us BAMF Aziraphale" because it seems to imply that he's not badass.
He IS. Tell me how well most people could endure 6000 years of consistent, persistent demoralization, harassment and shitty treatment without snapping?
Do you know how HARD it is to be kind when you've been put through a system that actively discourages kindness and softness, a system that tries to beat it out of you - not physically, but still. The fact that Aziraphale got through all of that and is not just still kind, but still has the capacity to be kind to the very people who hurt him, is fucking remarkable.
Aziraphale is badass. Period. Full Stop.
It's well past time that we stopped equating physical and fighting prowess as a measure of badassery. Just about anyone can exercise and get strong enough to fight someone. Just about anyone could possibly get weapons training. Neither of these things is half as brave as putting yourself in front of a crowd of people and holding off 70 demons with just conviction and a candleholder because it's the RIGHT THING TO DO.
EDIT: I had to add this while I was thinking of it.
I feel like people are buying into Heaven's version of badassery. Angels were made to FIGHT. To fight the last big battle against demons and Hell.
Aziraphale is a deviation because he DOES NOT WANT THAT. He doesn't want to fight a war that will hurt billions and destroy the world. His defining moment in Season 1 is when he stands in the face of the quartermaster and refuses to fight the way they want him to. Instead of a weapon, he chooses to find another way.
If anything, I would think it's leading to the idea that Aziraphale feels he must fight, that he has no choice, and then, when it comes right down to it, finding another way. A kinder way. A BETTER way.
By the standards of Heaven, Aziraphale picking up his sword and fighting would be Normal. Him refusing and finding another way is what makes him Unique. THAT'S what makes him badass.
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Still obsessing over Megs wanting to carry sparklings. I can imagine some bots thinking it's just a weird joke/phase he has and just laughing about it. Meanwhile Megs gets upset and sad when he gets denied any attempt to get knocked up or hear anyone says things about how he'd be a terrible mother. Some bots make comments about how "his body wouldn't be fit to carry" even tho he's got them thick thighs and birthing hips-
Anyway this probably makes no sense fbndnd just really thinking about angsty Megs who rlly wants to be a mommy
I can see this and in this scenario i can see Megatron going on and on about how they shouldn't restrict the right to carry post war, I'm really feeling a "g1ish megop develops post war" thing here as I've seen a fic of that and it was great
Or
Tfp megasound where they got sidetracked from their quest
Or
Mtmte megarod, post good ending
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What do you think would be your redstone poisoning symptoms if you just straight up ate redstone dust regularly? (assuming normal human and not mumbo sapiens) asking for a friend and also myself.
-redstone anon (idk if this is taken I'm new here)
hmm i think if you're eating it at a slow enough rate not to put you out of commission entirely (think something along the lines of heatstroke but also you've had like 15 cups of coffee) you'd end up with redstone eyes and deteriorating vision pretty quick, plus some nasty digestive issues.
that level of exposure would mess with cognitive functioning too, but those would present differently depending on the person. it's sorta radiation, sorta magic, and magic is tied to intent, so i figure it would more or less reach into your head and attack whatever neural pathways are tied to your deepest desires or something like that. it could drive you to obsession or make you fear your own intentions, maybe both. maybe it just makes you feel sicker and worse any time you want anything
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What if....
Neris Week: Day 7 - Free Day | @nerisweek
So, I was kind out of time and did it fast, so shapes be kinda weirder than usual, idk... And the background is definitely bad... Anyway, that is how I pictured a "what if Nesta had a bond with Eris and it snapped while they were dancing on Hewn City"! And also a represetation of the bond itself.
Down here is zoomed pictures of Eris and Nesta, sorry for the worse shapes 😭😭
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