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moongothic · 2 months

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Madoka is the promise you won't turn from a child, full of hopes and dreams and the wish to save the world, into a bitter adult who just wants to hurt others and ruin people's lives

Madoka promised to be there for you to remind you of the person you wanted to be and to stop you from becoming what you sought to destroy

Madoka made that promise and became the very embodiment of it

#Moon posting #Feeling emotional about Madoka Magica all out of the blue and I'm making it your problem #IDK I saw a video in my YT reccs ranking Doremi toys and I really enjoyed it (sadly can't remember who it was)#So I went to check what other content the person had made and they had recently-ish done a blind reaction to Madoka #Didn't watch the whole thing just The Good Shit at like double speed (it was completely uncut and I wasn't in the mood for a full rewatch)#And god. The way the fucking ending to this series still makes me fucking sob like a baby EVEN WHEN WATCHING AT DOUBLE SPEED #I dunno what to tell you I really like that series. Like I just do. Madoka is Good Actually #IDK I feel like everyone has a lot of Opinions about the series and all I can say is that y'all are wrong and don't understand it #MADOKA ISN'T ABOUT BEING EDGY GRIMDARK TORTURE PORN!!! IT'S ABOUT HOPE!! AND DREAMS!! AND NOT GIVING UP!!#Y'all remember that post about how sometimes if you need to imagine Naruto encouraging you to help you get out of bed and brush your teeth #Then you imagine that dattebayo #And that is literally what Madoka is.#Except instead of self-care Madoka is there to stop you from being a toxic little dickweed and be nice to others #Sometimes you need to stop and ask: Would Madoka do that? Would Madoka say that? Would she be proud of me right now?#Don't ask me why I'm posting this it is 5 am I should be in bed man

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anewp0tat0 · 1 year

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I tried but not very hard to see what the anniversary date was, and i decided to just prepare myself for the 16th or the 18th... it was the former. so, as always, but this time truly by accident... happy belated 17th birthday Black Butler!! I truly hope this year is amazing for us.

this year, I decided to use an idea I had wanted to try for a while but I never thought I would be able to pull off. and I still probably couldn't in the best way.... but regardless, here is a made up last chapter scenario.

you can also see this comic on webtoon here. whatever your fancy, if you please :>

#I don't know if this thing makes any sense or if it means anything at all. or if it looks like anything actually carefully put together #but hey it was nice! so I hope it brings a little bit of pleasant feelings... or terrible ones idk #i was going a page a day fully intending to finish by the 13th the latest but yeaaa things came up. but whatever this is the last day that #I'm in america until some months later so it's still a special day for me! so it still counts. and also do specifics really matter so much #at this point #sadly while I wasn't rushed this time I did intend to use the remaining days i had to revise the visuals framing and diologue. so I'm not #100% confident. but c'est la vie #kuroshitsuji #black butler #kuroshitsuji fanart #fanart #sebastian michaelis #ciel phantomhive #digital art #and... I would be absolutely lying if I didn't try to put just a little bit of dadbastian undertones in there. it's what I do #but I think it's up for interpration. after I decided that I was gonna draw in my own style instead of trying to replicate yana's(as fun as #that would be) i decided to go crazy

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ghostclowning · 8 months

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a collection of whatever this is. honse. honseposting

#svsss #but a little special #it's all about friendship now #luo “no one ever wanted to be my friend” binghe didn't make it here sadly but maybe someday #elements of harmony don't make any sense here i drew that on a whim dont think about it too much #yknow what actually some nice healthy friendship could fix all of them yk.

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godzells · 26 days

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sorry i haven’t been posting stuff here folks,life’s been rough

but look!drawings!!!

#these are actually kind of oldish but then again i haven’t been drawing much Hatchetfield as of late sadly #nowadays my main fixation is return of the living dead so i’ve been making stuff with that instead #but i mean hey been wanting to post art on here anyways again so boom here we go #starkid #hatchetfield #paul matthews #pokey #pokotho #blinky #blinkotep #lex foster #wiggly #wiggog y'wrath #the guy who didn't like musicals #black friday #nerdy prudes must die #nightmare time

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roberrtphilip · 6 days

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robselle + terms of endearment

#giselle philip #robert philip #morgan philip #sofia philip #enchanted #disenchanted #enchantededit #disenchantededit #patrick dempsey #amy adams #enchanted 2007 #enchanted movie #rucksack*#specifically terms of endearment they use for their daughters 💛💚#there's a line in the novel (which sadly didn't make it into the movie) where giselle calls morgan “my love”#and I so desperately wanted to include it in this edit but it wouldn't fit 💔#but just Know... she was supposed to call morgan that 🤧#(might make a separate edit for that later actually . hm..)#also I was trying to only include “sweetie/sweetheart” but I couldn't Not include “little princess” ... she's his little princess !!!

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sealrock · 2 months

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I need a new icon

#cid.txt #slowly going insane over here and i need to ramble #so this is still early and crimes isn't back completely. but i may end up giving paris a new face. face 2 specifically #i will say face 2 middie is less angular now which is something i like. it got softer but not babyish #before DT face 2 was more mature than i imagined paris looking like. i originally was gonna use that for their older look down the road #i was never /completely/ satisfied with f1 pre-DT but it didn't affect me as much as it does now #the eye shape is the most important part. paris has heavy-lidded angular eyes in my head #whereas face 1 got too round. at least from my perspective (it's definitely the iris of f1 that's screwing with me)#and looking at the emotes in the CC with f2 i saw more of paris in it than their current face #expressions for f1 now got cutesy sadly. 'annoyed' is more of a pout than an actual scowl #i know for certain achille is keeping his face based off his vibes but paris makes me cringe just looking at them #i'm making preparations in the event this happens and i snagged the free fanta from ul'dah #i'll still need to do some tweaking if i go through with this: like giving f2 thicker eyebrows tone down the eyelashes and a nose scar #and still find a way to make the lips more matte. but at least they're not /too/ glossy #anyway i should be in bed but i'm bouncing off my walls

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tenrose · 4 months

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I hate living in this world.

#misc #negativity tw #first off i had an argument with a colleague at work #we had to move places for the millionth time in this stupid open space #which already annoyed me #but this guy came at bargained like he always do while i said nothing because it's not like we chooae #and he always does that for actual work because and idk at first i made a snarky comment about now that he got what he wanted he better be #ready to work instead of hiding when somebody ask him to do his job #and he told me he didn't understand the remark #and my hot temper that makes me snap every five years took over #i bet he has by now complaining aboutme like he does about everything #anyway i take hours to calm down (not calm after 4 hours)#I'm also pissed at me cause i can't get emotional without shaking stupidly which makes me look like an hysterical person (i mean sadly i am)#also if there has to have an explanation once my anger is gone tomorrow i will be back on social anxiety mode which is gonna make it worse #all of this reminded me that i need to find a new job for ten thousand reasons #but unfortunately all employers are shit and actually i don't even know what i want to do #and as usual i have no energy for anything because i am still a major piece of shit #then i wanted to relax #made the mistake to open Instagram because I'm also stupid #and i know i don't often talk about politics and stuff #but it's really draining me #i barely or read news just enough to be aware #and honestly its exhausting but I dont want to complain cause Im in a privileged position where i have the chance to be able to 'shut off'#and yes my country and especially this government is sickening me #and like its people too #and also insta is full of pride posts #and i am stupid to read the homophobic and transphobic comments #and genuinely these people alongside racist and islamophobic people really scare the hell out of me #hopefully i don't engage but i shouldn't read anything at all tbh #speaking of pride im spiralling because even tho i kinda identify as aro i feel like a freak and i have nobody to tell me im not

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twofacedharveydent · 3 months

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Close your eyes and leave it all behind Go where love is on our side It's a trustfall, baby

Blue Books Series | Noelle Kelley x Jamie Reagan → Happy (belated) birthday @missecharlotte

#ocappreciation #edit: for others #missecharlotte #ebday2024 #blue books series #blue bloods fanfic #( last one #still sorry i didn't get to make more #i was going to make some edits for your original stories as well #but as you know that hospital stay and the new meds are really kicking my ass #and so all i've got is the stuff i was able to make before that #i love and miss nol and jmaie so much #i had also planned on surprising you with reading and reviewing the last couple chapters i'm behind on for them #but now sadly that'll have to wait until things level out and i can actually function again #i hope you liked all the presents and that they brought a little jjoy to you -even if they are a little late #happy birthday boo!!!! love you!! )#edit: mine

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andthebluestblue · 3 months

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Anyway shout out to all the eight thousand medical professionals I've had to interact with in the course of this miscarriage who have had to deal with A Man (confusing) having a Miscarriage (deeply tragic and a delicate topic) who won't stop compulsively making jokes about it (???)

I GET that as a professional they can never risk misinterpreting something as a joke and doing a polite chuckle right before the patient bursts into tears but it is unlocking something in me and unfortunately. That something is More Jokes About The Miscarriage Currently Occurring

#me after every one of these appointments to my spouse sadly:#they didn't laugh at my miscarriage jokes #tw:miscarriage #HUMOR IS A HIGHER COPING MECHANISM ACTUALLY #ACTUALLY the only fully humorless person was the second ultrasound tech #who was an asshole on the phone anyway #and did NOT enjoy my “bet you want to make real sure you're giving the right person a transvaginal ultrasound huh” after she confirmed my #identity #so it's her own fault that after she told me to be careful getting off the table I couldn't hit her with the ole #what's it going to do #cause a miscarriage?

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lonelyzarquon · 10 months

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:(( just gonna throw some of my disenchantment out there ig.......

literally what in the ao3 fix-it scenario was that. fourteen gets a tardis. he's still the doctor. but suddenly he can just live a normal life™️? pls be fr. and fifteen IS the doctor too so he carries all the memories all the pain and loss, and fresh out of the oven he's fine and behaves like a therapist. yeah. what the fuck

and fourteen. you're telling me that this mf has gone native and lives like a human? while having his tardis to pop to whenever? tenagain? tentooagain more like. EXCEPTTT tentoo is half human hence the ability to heal & have a normal happy life with rose. this doctor is STILL an ALIEN. makes noooo sense to me babes <3

oh rtd. the same man who wrote "this song is ending. but the story never ends" went fUCK IT the song will never end!😁

i loved ncuti he's fucking excellent but if with him they throw away all the alien-ness & make him this accessible human-like no mental burden doctor... don't know if i'll vibe with that but to each their own soo

#read the leaks a while ago (sadly) but didn't remember them in detail so i thought it'll make some sense on screen oh damn was i wrong #we're making a supposedly big emotional statement (???) but it's not earned #and it contradicts the doctor's nature (especially this face) but it's fine ig 'cause we've had therapy book talk #the doctor's compelling'cause they can't have a normal life. take that away? fix-it fanfic with no emotional value sorry #didn't vibe with the acting in the final scenes as well actually soap opera material 😬#i'm not going all dw is dead! send BUT it's sooo stupid underwhelming and uncalled for...#mayybe it will grow on me but i doubt it heh #anyways we're off to christmas insanity with goblins and the doctor IN DA CLUB so i can't be that pissed #dw spoilers #dw negativity #(JUST IN CASE IDK)

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ssaalexblake · 2 years

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Actually, you know what? Josh and Donna’s first kiss absolutely was always meant to happen with her fully clothed and him in his underwear and yes this is my hot take.

#josh x donna #it's about the power balances with them #she Had to have the hand over him for this to happen with the context of the first 5 seasons #which is why her being the active force in it all works and him just flailing #and not believing his luck is so on point #(he's literally the Only one who didn't know that they'd end up making out eventually)#him being half asleep and not remembering that they don't actually kiss normally and just on the fly kissing her #is just. amazing. ofc it'd happen like that!#and then donna taking charge and steering the way is obviously how it'd go #she's a fucking icon tho #they have all this tension for YEARS and then make out once #and she propositions him that day #i love her.#that the proposition fails bc josh's brain breaks for a second is also peak josh #she then jumps from propositon to seducing #and finally finds a way to distract josh on an election day #i did not predict this spiral today but here we are #might actually go watch the episode but also might not #sadly this whole thing happens in the same ep that Other thing happens in

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medicinemane · 5 months

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"Highly respected individuals including henry kissanger..." well I gotta stop you right there, you've got a major inaccuracy cause no one in their right mind respects that man

#I'm barely even joking there; obviously politicians have for whatever god awful reason #but when it comes to actual people; I don't think I've ever heard a single person say anything respectful or even nice about him #not to mention that from everything I can tell he was a fucking idiot who not only did horrible things #the horrible things he did didn't even lead to the outcomes they were supposed to #he kinda just made the world worse for no reason #not to mention me and everyone else for years and years all seemed to collectively agree 'I thought he was dead'#and I didn't respect him enough to even acknowledge him dying at the time #but honestly while I don't believe in celebrating most people dying; it's hard to say the world isn't a better place with him gone #I wouldn't even call him slightly respected; let alone highly #the person who said it seems nice enough; but what he posts is all economics and man...#some of the stuff that comes out of his mouth it's like... I suppose from an economic theory that makes sense #but as a normal human you just sound sick #like any time he frames stuff around how 'companies expect that they'll be able to charge more each year for their products'#like listen... I'm not saying I fully get deflation; but I get enough to realize that it's sadly generally not great #but 'companies won't be able to charge more for their products' is the worst way to explain why it's bad #anyway; my point here is that it didn't surprise me to hear him say kissass is highly respected #but I stand by my assertion of 'respected by who? I ain't met them; all my friends hate his dead ass and want to send him to Cambodia'

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sesamenom · 6 months

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trying to figure out Lomion's relationships for the reverse gondolin au - so far I have Rog as his mentor instead of Eol and Celegorm as his "uncle". he's not particularly close with Idril, but Turgon helps him with the politics/statecraft stuff. anyways I can't figure out a marriage candidate for him for heir-identification purposes so

#silm #silmarillion #reverse gondolin au #not art #lomion #i dont really have any ship/sexuality headcanons for lomion #so idk who to stick him with #but he is the high king after all and does need somewhere for the crown to go in the case of his likely demise #maedhros can get away with zero children because he has plenty of brothers & cousins #but sadly lomion is an only child (or at least the only surviving child...?)#and by his reign most of his family has been wiped out #idril still sails in the au so she cant inherit #i think celebrimbor is the only close friend/family he has living after the destruction of gondolin??#celebrimbor def would not *want* to be king but i could see him taking the crown in an emergency #so that sauron/morgoth/whoever would focus on him and give his family/people time to escape #the lomion/tyelpe idea actually happened bc i was thinking about if he should be obsessed with the opposite cousin the au #since idril is like 300some years younger than him and they didn't meet until much later #and anyways they're even more cousins-removed than russingon so it should be fine right? lol #the other main marriage option im considering is giving one of the other Lords a kid #maybe egalmoth can have a random daughter somewhere in there?#i don't want to make it too much of a 'random person + random heir kid' situation #so maybe he can just adopt a kid? but then if he dies early the kid is too young #(bc he doesnt have a kid when idril arrives)#also gil galad is younger here to make the timelines work #anyways and if he dies early and his kid is too young but he's also not married and has no siblings then idk who would be regent #bc by the end of the FA i'm aiming to have turgon & aredhel dead; elwing & earendil dead/departed; tuor dead; and idril sailed #and then that leaves like nobody alive family wise #aaagh help me i have no idea who inherits after him #like. does celebrimbor have to be king for a few hundred years? he probably would sooner dissolve the formal kingship than deal with that #or do i throw it back at gil galad? how does gil even get to gondolin?? where does he come from

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oreegaanoo · 6 months

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A sensual drawing coming out soon-ish, I started drawing some touchy fitpac art some time ago and it's just about finished :)

#p #they're standing so close to one another.... is all I'm saying #I didn't capture Pac's essence as well as I wished but I want to throw this drawing to the internets already and forget about it #so sadly he just looks. like a guy. Like any guy. and I'm sad about that.#maybe..... I'll change it still.............. maybe.................#no promises because I am so done with it already :')#I also started another drawing which is of just Pac and it's looking so cool but idk what to do with the background. So. Still a wip #but!! I looked up an actual pose reference for it and that made it cool!! He's got weapons but he's walking along all chill and cool like #and it's inspired by his cubito's new skin I really like it #he does look a little sad in it so if I want to make him cooler I'll have to change his face a bit but otherwise very happy with his design #--in that one!#that one coming out much later as I keep working on it and other things

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solvicrafts · 1 year

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You may think I am exaggerating when I talk about my workload with all the plush dolls and how the drow line alone is going to easily have close to 40 if not more.

I am not.

Not pictured: 13 other drow dolls that I have finished but are packed away in storage in preparation of the move.

#felted dragon shop #4 of these are mine #1 is for my brother #the rest of these are all gonna go into the shop #you will notice in the last pic that there's a few dolls that have not been sewn yet... there's 7 in that bundle!#btw the dolls without elf ears with the chitons and peplos are actually from last year #I made a line of random plush dolls just before Halloween that I never ended up listing because they didn't fit an actual theme #and I wasn't really sure what I was going for just yet so I thought I'd probably give them away to friends or something #and some of which still need hair added to them #those ones will be in the shop and offered at a discount since the magnets don't work right in them sadly #my drow and surface elf and Raistlin plush all have their magnets working correctly #ALSO I JUST REALIZED THAT 2 OF MY HALF-DROW DOLLS DIDN'T MAKE IT INTO THIS LINEUP #also this lineup does not include all the accessories and doll jewelry I've made and am continuing making #or the prototypes for my monster plush since those are super rough and I need more materials to finish them #plus I'm working on the Bregan D'aerthe website #plus I'm also revising and rewriting big parts of my novel because I got pushed into publishing it way before I was ready to #so since I didn't promote it basically no one read it and I took it down to edit and republish sometime next year

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supercimi · 1 year

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my kitten

(to anyone who maybe scrolling this is not a story nor is it a rant but its written for myself by me so skip if you want)

my little cute kitty who i miss very dearly i hope you're okay wherever you've gone to, we've searched for you for the past week yet we still can't find you,but I'm still hoping that you're alive and well somewhere even if it's not by my side.

i wish i had petted you more, i wish i had played with you more.

i wish i had looked out for you more.

i know there's sadly millions of lost cats out there other than you, i know i still have your siblings, i know that you getting lost doesn't mean you're gone (i pray it doesn't) i know that maybe life outside would be better for you than our small home and you might even find a better home to stay at. knowing how charming you are that wouldn't be so far fetched... still, i will never stop missing you.

although my family doesn't completely believe me I think your brothers miss you too.

you all are such mischievous and energetic little kittens you kept running all over the place playing tag with each other and with others, stealing snacks or playing in any box you'd find like it's some kind of jungle or something and you my kitten would even steal lollipops or candy from us! you even managed to gnaw it open and munch on it! i hope you're not eating anything weird wherever you may be it can't be good for you!

you know .. your brothers aren't as energetic as before.

they don't play a lot anymore, they also became more close to each other and if one is not there the other mews until he finds him or he mews back... you used to really hate it and mew loudly if your siblings were in one room and you were alone in another even if I'm with you...maybe they picked it up from you?

sometimes they don't eat much... or maybe that's just me putting too much on their plates? haha

i didn't get used to putting just two portions of kitten food yet...

my little kitten i know it's dangerous out there but i pray with all my heart that you will be alright and be well fed and safe.. and i know its simply my selfishness and I know it's not good to be so insistent... still i pray that you will come back home to us.

and even if you don't come back I will always love you and pray for your safety.

#..this is... sadly not a story I'm writing or drabble i wrote.. its more like a diary entry so its OK if anyone coming across this skips it #i... still haven't lost hope! i.. know it may be just false hope that I'm believing and only god knows what happened to her... still #i this hope is what's keeping me going #this belief that god will be guiding her to safety is what's helping me the most #even though we posted ads and searched for so long we still can't find her.. but i believe in him and i believe that she will be okay #.... i actually started writing this post as a draft in the third day since she got lost...#but i hated to even think to give up so i decided to wait for a week who knows she might come back right?#but she is still lost.... she still didn't come back #and I'm absolutely not giving up on her coming back! i didn't write this to give up...#i... just wanted to sort out my feelings....#today happens to be the day she got lost a week ago and also the day I'm worried about something happening to someone i care about #....them and my cat both of them are dear but far from me...#it makes me sad that i can't do more...#i will keep looking and believing as i always have #I'm not giving up #because I love them so I hope they'll be okay

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