#i rly rly RLY gotta finish this lil series

[suntails]

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[aalstroemeriawrites]

Hi!

I just finished binge reading “I can't hold it & I have nowhere to put it down” (it was absolutely stunning and I literally could not put it down) and I was wondering if you have any fic recs while I patiently wait for the next chapter? After finishing Greywaren and then this I can’t stop thinking about Pynch lol

(Also I love the way you write Ronan)

HI LOVE!! oh my god! I’m so glad you’ve been enjoying. :-) a binge read of a long fic is seriously one of life’s greatest pleasures…

& thank you for saying u like how I write Ronan!!!! God I’m obsessed with him. It’s an honor to think that I have good hands to hold him in <3

I’ll try to provide a bit of variety here - some of these I haven’t read in a min so check the tags & such to make sure they’re right for you!!

Here’s a great fic that is canon-divergent in terms of Ronan and Adam getting together earlier than TRK, Drive It Like You Stole It. It’s a Greywaren/Magician fic, basically just exploring Pynch’s shared relationship to Cabeswater, particularly in terms of Adam’s budding attraction to Ronan in conjunction with his connection to Cabeswater.

This one’s…? A little kinky? If that’s for you? Also a college AU. I tend to steer clear of AUs but I rly liked this one. It’s also part of a series that’s pretty damnnn good. Basically Ronan just getting everything he wants on his birthday, lmao. That does include Adam using a butt plug. You have been WARNED!! and the sirens go all night

You’ve gotta have a good TRK chapter 39 fic - and I love a persimmon. So good.

Here’s a pre-relationship AMPED UP/slightly resolved sexual tension Pynch fic, also slightly canon-divergent placed within BLLB. It’s just… oh my god. In-character and a great Adam fic. spinning gotten strange

I’ve recced this one before but if you haven’t read it. My fuckjng god. This is my FAVORITE pynch fic of all time : TWO OF MF CUPS. also a lil canon divergent (didn’t realise I liked that so much????) in which Ronan confides in Gansey, Adam confides in Blue, and these sons of bitches figure their shit out in the BEST possible way. Like. Great Gangsey. Great characterisation. BEST EVER SEXUAL TENSION. You HAVE to read this if you haven’t.

[ncytiri]

10 characters tag!

10 favorite characters from 10 different fandoms, tagged by @p-paradoxa, thank u gav!!!

finn (star wars) - i mean what more can i say about finn that hasn't already been said. truly one of my favorite characters ever, even with all the wasted potential he had, john's performance was just so great to watch and really made finn THE shining star of the sequel trilogy

neytiri (avatar) - my @'s namesake, a defining character in my bisexual awakening, mother to MANY! i absolutely adore neytiri and all of the parts that make her such a beautiful, broken, hopeful character <3

samwise gamgee (lotr) - i can't think about sam without wanting to cry. i see so much of myself in him but also he is the ideal friend!! loyal to no end, kindhearted, strong, samwise is just so beloved to me

essun (the broken earth trilogy) - it's been a while since i read the trilogy but i remember essun being such a wonderfully written but depressing character, from her childhood to her as an adult and so on. she has stuck with me ever since i finished that series a few years ago and i think about her so often 😭

gordo stevens (for all mankind) - MALEWIFE EXTRAORDINAIRE! i mean. yes he wasn't faithful in the 60s but my god was that man in love with tracy... gordo is such a funny guy but everything about him is SO sad... s2 gordo especially, the time skip showing how life has treated him but how he would still go to any lengths to get tracy back :(

jonas kahnwald (dark) - JONAS :(((((((((

shiv roy (succession) - always having to work 100x harder than all the men around her and STILL getting mocked and othered by them just to get ahead of her... shiv roy (and sarah snook) you will always be famous!!

hinata shoyo (haikyuu!!) - my sweet lil volleyball loving angel... he means the world to me...

kirsten raymonde (station eleven) - i need to rewatch to refresh why i love kirsten but something abt her always being so hopeful and trusting but also wary of ppl but full of love for theater as that is the one thing keeping her connected to her old life and jeevan and frank 😭 also her style is so cute and quirky i love it sm

river ward (cyberpunk 2077) - i could rant and rant abt the hate river gets but that is not the point of this tag game lol. for as little as we get of river in the whole game, he became a highlight for me during my first playthrough and i rly loved how complicated of a character he was <3 plus robbie daymond being his VA was another bonus 🤭

i gotta tag 10 other people but i feel like i have tagged too many ppl recently and i dont wanna be annoying so if you see this and also wanna do it, tag me!! <3

[paula-zotter]

Gabriel Mokake as George Washington! 💙

[garoujo]

can we see your manga shelves!! 😍 also i can’t remember but are you single?? i just got a bf & i swear it’s so weird having less time/emotions to daydream about/dedicate to my 2d bfs although they still get lots of my daydreaming time!! relatable?? my heart is confused lol 💕

omg yes yes!!! i’ll leave some pics under cut for you cause i just got finished with them (i’m so dusty now gross),, & yes i’m single hehe ♡ ～('▽^人) omg congrats on getting a bf my love i’m super happy for u tho!!! your 2d bfs will be with you forever anyways,, they’re just gonna wait around missing you hehe <333 they gotta share sometimes!!!

[dastardlydandelion]

my thoughts on fear street 1666 now that i finished scrubbing all the toilets, got to go home and watch it

holy shit. that movie. wow. 

it wasn’t as fun as the other two. didn’t employ the same campy tropes. didn’t present itself in a flourish of period typical style. while i enjoyed the first two films paying homage to classic horror tropes and making the most of the stylish side of their respective environments, i am v grateful and relieved that 1666 *wasn’t* as fun as the other two and actually presented the horror of puritan fanaticism and witch accusations more srsly. imo it portrayed that grave, twisting dread that the subject matter calls for. i appreciate that bc i think i would’ve been uncomfortable if they attempted to do smth more campy with the time period given what we already knew abt the circumstances of sarah’s death even before the film. 

more of me blathering on and on abt fear street 1666 under the cut: 

the twist actually worked on me this time. they actually got me on this one, u guys. i rly watched this franchise believing sarah fier was possessing ppl and wreaking her vengeance on the town, but this whole time it was the fuckin’ goodes. nick, i never liked u, i think ur more interesting than i did before before when u were a generic as generic gets asshole, so now ur somewhat more interesting but even bigger of an asshole than i gave u credit for. ur literally the worst asshole of assholes, ur a walking infected hemorrhoidal rectum of a human being. 

don’t get me wrong, i always thought sarah was going to be portrayed sympathetically. i never doubted that. my theory was that sarah was going to be a sympathetic villain. i thought 1666 would’ve revealed why she cursed shadyside. i figured she would’ve cursed her townsfolk for turning their backs on her, maybe, or hurting/killing hannah, or using her for her witchcraft and then getting angry if it backfired on them, or smth like that. i thought we were going to watch a story abt sarah’s descent into darkness and while she’d defo be a tragic villain, she rly would be the person behind the possessions...but it wasn’t even her. she and hannah were just vulnerable to the town’s suspicion and persecution bc they were queer women who didn’t behave the way society wanted them to behave. and they were blamed for evil actually wrought by heterosexual men in power, and when sarah realized there was no way out of it, she took the blame upon herself so hannah was spared and she cursed only the goode family?? 

THAT IS SO MUCH BETTER. FUCK. THAT IS SUCH A BETTER STORY. kudos to this trilogy for being more intelligent than it ever had to be, when it could’ve just skated on the notoriety of the fear street series, the style, and billing notable cast members. 

so yeh, i defo 100% appreciated the goode men from wealthy sunnyvale being revealed as the true villains. i actually got my wish of nick getting killed in the face. i love that sarah possessed deena to do it herself!!! and deena!! oh man, i love deena so much. she was wearing a homebrew vest to protect herself made of fear street novels + duct tape, u gotta love it. ig she wanted to prepare herself since sam stabbed her at the end of 1994. on that note, she’s v active in this film for someone who has a fresh abdominal stab wound and i mean, the situation defo calls for it, but i hope she remembered to properly dress it and take a couple ibuprofen or smth. shit, i’m gettin distracted again. okay!! 

i loved errything that went down in the mall. i adore that josh and adult ziggy got more time to shine. i was so! so! happy at martin’s inclusion on the action. he deserved that after the way nick treated him in 1994. our occupations are also p similar so i defo relate to martin on that front. i loved it all the neon and blacklight stuff at the mall. that part was v stylish, that was p cool. spraying the killers with the blood so they kill each other!! yes! that was perfect!! it was incredibly practical and enjoyable for me, as a gore fan, to watch. 

i liked the sticky note on the wall at the end from deena and josh’s dad, that he had a job interview. i wonder if this is bc the curse of shadyside has been lifted with the end of the goodes?? 

yk, i feel like now knowing what we know abt the actual evil, i gotta wonder how much re-watch value there is to be gleaned from this trilogy. for example, in 1978, nick liked ziggy and didn’t want her to die. he performed cpr on her even tho she’d been stabbed a fuck ton of times and tbvh, the chances of success of resuscitation depending on what exactly it is was ziggy succumbed to seem v slim. at first i attributed this to a suspension of disbelief bc this is fiction (and to be fair crazy do happen sometimes irl, ykw, sometimes reality can surprise u) BUT now i’m sittin here like...was the cpr successful bc nick’s deal with the devil gave him the power to do that?? did his bargaining of others’ souls and offering them up for possession grant him the ability to have some control in that situation somehow? at least more than a normal human being should?? idk. it’s a thought. 

what else, what else? 

i feel like outta the three, 1666 had the most tension overall. i was p gosh darn emo abt the relationships. deena and sam’s relationship i’ve cared abt since the beginning but the contrast of them getting the opportunity to have it and be together, in parallel to the way sarah and hannah’s ended just moves u. or, it moved me at least. sarah tells hannah they’ll go somewhere and kiss in broad daylight before kissing her in almost total darkness, and then the film ends on deena and sam kissing in the sun. i was also glad deena and josh’s sibling relationship got touched on a lil bit more. thought it was cute that she tried to cook for him and produced smth that just dead ass looks inedible. i also thought it was sweet that ziggy reunited with nurse lane. she can do that now, she can leave her house without fearing the return of the curse, and she deserves it. <3

i’m impressed with the trilogy overall. each movie easily could’ve been an r-rated goosebumps episode and imo all were certainly better than that. i feel like each film was better than the previous, but personally enjoyed each one. some things were p predictable but i think much of that is intentional. 1994 and 1978 were clearly paying homage to classic slashers and familiar horror tropes. i personally didn’t find the predictability off-putting bc i recognized what they were trying to do, and felt the quality in the other elements made up for it. i was genuinely shocked by the actual villain reveal, i personally didn’t predict that. again, i always thought sarah was going to be sympathetic and i never liked nick at all, but i didn’t suspect sarah was just. dead ass *not* going to be a villain or that he was going to be the big bad. 

really dug the style of these films. loved that we got an interracial lesbian couple who made it thru the trilogy without either the predatory lesbian trope or the byg trope happening. i liked most of the characters we got to know and the only character who *rly* grated on my nerves was the villain who got stabbed in the eye. 

gosh, i want more fear street movies!! if i had to pick one outta any of the slashers featured, i’d want to see ruby lane’s story. i would like to see this production team milking the most outta the environment in the 50s, the style of the 50s, music, and whatnot. i enjoyed nurse lane even tho she was super bad at murder, so it’d be cool to see her again and who she was before her daughter got possessed and killed 7 ppl. also, ruby sings when she kills?? 

that’s weird and creepy and neat. totally down for it. 

[rurifangirl]

for the ask game💅💅

3. Least favourite things to draw?

15. Biggest artist pet peeve?

21. Weirdest thing you've ever drawn?

22. When is your prime time to work on your art?

23. Do you listen to music or watch shows while you work? If so, what's your favourite?

24. How do you deal with artblock?

25. Based on your recent reference searches, what would the FBI assume about you?

Dudjskdjfh aight SO

3. Least favourite things to draw?

Feet. Gotta be them. I basically just do a polygon most of the time and Is partially the reason as to why i do halfbodies (it's also cus school but we don't talk bout It)

I also don't really like drawing folds?? Idk why, it's just stronger than me.

Also can't really draw veil and :(

15. Biggest artist pet peeve?

,,, that i don't really do the opposite canvas thing. It mainly comes cus I just wanna do stuff and don't bother after rendering butwgsjdj that's pretty much that.

Another thing that counts Is rly big parts of hair, that sometimes do cover up some mistakes i could've done (but in general i do prefer to exxagerate hair so😭😭), or just some lil wonkyness or adding that lil spiciness.

21. Weirdest thing you've ever drawn?

I don't even have explenation for these so suffer w mw

BUT if ya mean as of recently then it's idk prolly mad ruri

22. When is your prime time to work on your art?

Hskdkdjdj I think around an hour? At maximum 1:30, but there's times where I could finish slightly early depending on the piece.

23. Do you listen to music or watch shows while you work? If so, what's your favourite?

Absolutely do!! I've recently checked out people like Wendigoon, Shanspear, Just Stop, James Somerton and some other youtubers talking bout different stuff.

I now just listen to anything, though i still do watch Baily Sarian for her True crime series. I don't put on music cus id get too easly distracted shjdkfjd

24. How do you deal with artblock?

I suffer🥰🥰

25. Based on your recent reference searches, what would the FBI assume about you?

That i want to pose like a vampire, holding a nerf gun, in a magical girl uniform

I can't tell ya much more cus itd,, get pretty akward

[meltwonu]

🍒 CHERRY BOMB INBOX MESSAGES 🍒 

First of all, I just wanted to say thank you so much for all the love and support with Cherry Bomb 🥺 It was sooo fun to write and I can’t believe I wrote a 20 chapter series off of a drabble 😳 I think it’s the longest thing I’ve ever written tbh! It’s been a long time goal for me to start and finish a longer series so I’m glad I ended 2020 with CB 😭💕 This is gonna be long and under a cut ‘cause I’ll be answering all of your CB related q’s and delving into some alt storylines/future ideas I thought of too~ Let’s get started! 💕

*named anons are included in this inbox roundup~ 

Nooooo omg 😭💕 I’m always struggling with my grammar and sentence structure and I know I use semicolons so much(they should’ve named the damn album off of me with how fuckin much I use the damn thing ☠️) but thank you!💕 I try!! I love writing koo as some snarky lil shit, its so fitting of him LOL I also wanted to write him in more, like, there WAS a draft where he was actually called in to help film but I tossed it in the end cause I was like mmm is that too fast? I def wanna include him in future spin off works tho, I think he deserves to be a lil shit for a while longer dkfjhkdsjh 🤣🤣

😗💕 someone had to be it hehehehehehe I toggled with the idea of who it should've been for like a whole week but I was like... u know who would suit being an eccentric CEO? Soonyoung ☠️ LOL I also toyed with the idea of the other members working under him too but unfortunately I started writing it out as them not all knowing each other 😩 

Thank you and happy new year as well!💕 I’m glad it was funny cause I meant for it to be funny! 🥰 I didn’t want to end it on a super serious note or anything cause tbh the alt ending was a lot more boring than this and there was also another alt ending where they did one final camshow and stopped filming for good but I was like,,,,, no I dont wanna end it on a ‘sad’ note ykwim? I wanted to leave it open ended just in case I wanted to write spin offs(which I do ☠️)

THANK YOU AND YES! 😌 To go off of the last little section I wrote, I wanted to do spin offs kinda in the same au with the other members(👀) where soonyoung scopes for other potential talent! ykwim? they gotta pay their student loans somehow 😏 that blurb I wrote a long time ago of seokmin being a camboy also comes back to mind and I'd like to somehow bring it back into this au a little hehe 💕 also with mingyu, minghao and wonwoo’s love for filming and taking photos I was like,,, there is a lot to work with here and I rly dont want to end it completely ☠️

Thank you! 💕 Omg I was SOOOOOO tempted to throw a horanghae in there ☠️☠️☠️ but can you imagine going to that first meeting and expecting CEO soonyoung in a neatly pressed suit all serious and ready to sign papers but in reality its just him in a tiger print tracksuit  with a stack of papers he had to print off thrice bc he lost them DJKFHKSDH 

He got his revenge in chapter 20 hehe he rly said, NOT TODAY YALL 😈 heheheheheheh 

[inkykeiji]

Clariiiii hiiii!! I just finished all my finals and I haven’t been on this blog in a while, so I’m planning on catching up on ur recent writings but I had to come in here and talk about the anon u just answered about the movies that inspired your works!! Cause I’m obsessed with like genuinely every single one of them and I can SO see how ur inspired by them. Goodfellas is one of my fav movies ever and the comparison between Henry and Tomura...wow. Like u got it...like Henry is ultimately unstable especially by the end of the movie and that kind of thing is already happening with Tomura based on the recent installments of bmb so yeah I absolutely see that. (Also the shinning inspo? Making me very nervous for what is to come but so so excited!) ALSO??? Reservoir dogs holy shit Dabi is absolutely reminiscent of Vic Vega that is driving me insane!!! Dabi dancing and singing as he tortures someone??? Many thoughts head full. Anyways I love the inspo for poison as well cause I’m genuinely so obsessed with like lovers on the run or criminal lovers who would kill for each other...Just like such a good trope. That was so interesting to read and now I’m gonna go catch up on ur writing and I’ll probably come back and praise u for it lmao hope ur day is going well hon!! 🕊🕊🕊

HELLO DOVE BB <333

first of all, congrats on finishing your finals!!! i hope you feel a little lighter and have some time to pamper yourself and relax now <33

HAHAHAHA AAAAAAAAAAH DOVE THANK YOU THANK YOU EEEEEEE i love film so so soooooo much so pls feel free to come chat with me about it any time!! YES RIGHT????? like i said, henry and michael both remind me of tomura in different ways, but he’s absolutely more henry than michael hehehe <33 i’m so glad you agree tho!!! goodfellas is one of my all-time favourite films as well!!

LMAO don’t worry, it’s more uhhhhh like a FEELING/concept from the shining than a plot point...kinda, hehehehe oop

YEAH YEAH YEAH LIKE YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND I HAVE SUCH A MASSIVE CRUSH ON VIC AND HE REMINDS ME OF DABI SO MUCH???? or i guess, more appropriately, dabi reminds me of him hehehehe <33 they both have that sociopathic killing-is-fun vibe yk??? like they’re so SADISTIC ugh i love it sm  <333

SAME SAME like literally yes omg yes i love that type of love that seriously borders on obsession from BOTH sides, from BOTH parties, yk? and it’s just so unhealthy and so co-dependent but they’re SO in love????? and then adding the whole ‘lovers on the run’ trope where it’s quite literally them against the world and all they need is each other???? ugh i love it <333

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HEHEHE YOUR SECOND ASK CAME IN AS I WAS HALFWAY THROUGH ANSWERING UR FIRST SO I’M JUST ANSWERING THEM HERE TOGETHER <33

first of all, my gosh no of course it’s not annoying!!!!!!!! dove babie if anyone ever tells you that your asks or your compliments are annoying then they’re a fucking asshole who does not deserve your attention or interaction. i am so thankful that you drop by to share your thoughts, i promise!! so never be shy! <33 it may take me a few days to answer but i try my best to answer everything i receive! <3

AAAAAAAH HEHEHE THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! yeah i really picked like,,, the most side side character for that piece ahahaha but i love naoya so much and i felt like he was so perfect for the concept!! but i’m super duper happy to hear that you enjoyed it!!! <333 when i heard that u were looking for my recent stuff i ran to edit my lil navi hehehe even tho my masterlist rn is missing like,,,, five pieces or something ridiculous like that :// rly gotta update that...maybe i’ll do that today hehe

YAAAAAAY EEEEEEEEEE I LOVE THE TWINS SO MUCH I CAN’T EVEN BEGIN TO EXPLAIN IT TO YOU!!!!!!!!!! i’m SO ridiculously excited for their fic series aaaaaaaaaaah but thank you, thank you! it really is so much fun to take one of my favourite characters ever and seriously examine him and split him into TWO people ehehe <333

of course i don’t mind!! nothing happened to it bb i just haven’t been working on it! the tag is still linked, but y’all stopped sending me asks pertaining to the AU so i haven’t written much for it since the last ask i got!! i do still have the reader + dabi fooling around at the back of keigo’s classroom ask in my drafts, and i am still planning on turning that into a oneshot, and i also have an ask from the anon who sent in the prof keigo dumbification + manipulation ask pertaining to how touya + tenko would react when/if they found out, and i still plan on writing a lil drabble for that as well!! i just haven’t gotten around to working on them yet <3

aaaah thank you again my sweet lil dove bb!!!! <33333 i really appreciate you stoppig by to share your thoughts with me and i’m so so so happy that you enjoy my work and that it brought you a bit of entertainment hehehe <33

[cnc-hoebayb]

Cnco in fights

Idk if someone has done this already but i always thought of this and if they’ve ever been in like physical fights before lol so here it is bbs

Erick

-Not good. At all

-Probably started over something stupid tbh

-Like he accidentally got caught recording someone or said the wrong type of joke after that they did not take well

-Prolly laughs when they threaten to hit him

-Gets real quiet when he realizes they’re not joking

-Yells for Richard or Zabdi to come help him

-All it takes is literally for them to be like “sorry, he’s a little brat sometimes, he’s just a kid”

-And Erick still acts all big and cocky

-“You see how he just left”

-“yeAH Erick, you pendejo, becaus e you’re an inFaNT”

-Brags about how HE scared the guy out of fighting him

-No one believes him ever

Zabdiel

-Let’s be real y’all

-He can pummel you to the ground if he wanted

-Just like his size alone, all he gotta do is push with some force and yo ass is on the floor

-Probably will fight someone if they insult his friends/family

-Or if they’re just being an ass, he’ll say something like “cuidado..” kinda sternly

-He won’t throw the first punch tho he’ll wait

-And when they come in he could probably catch it and straight up just put em in the dirt

-Chris is his hype man every time. “OOOOooOoH!!!!!!! GET hiM”

-One hit in and someone’s all passed out on the floor and he’s like “carajO. let’s go i accidentally rocked this guys shit”

Joel

-Would get into a fight by accident

-Sees a circle of people dancing n yellin so he jumps in like “whaddUp ✌🏽”

-“WAit you’re not dancing heLp”

-Wouldn’t hit someone unless they hit him first too

-Would probably get his ass beat a lil bit but wouldn’t care, he only fights for something important anyway, so it wasn’t for nothin

-Imagine mi joelito cielito with like a huge bruise on his face tho

-Or a cut lip

-And he looks so sad yet so hoT

-Gives a fake story of what happened and make himself sound super noble

-Like hes lying..but also he did kinda fight someone who was trying to harass a girl in the club so it was pretty noble

-Hes just a humble thot

Richard

-Gets into fights often

-Hes just very protective of everything so he has to prove it with a little beat down lol

-Is really cocky about it ofc

-Like if someone is intstigating it he just laughs and is like “you rly don’t wanna start wit me”

-Can also put you in the dirt

-I mean he’s small but also strong asf he can do some damage

-“They were askin for it”

-“Richard they probably didn’t mean to step on your new shoes, it’s crowded in here.”

-Would rip his shirt off or something before and intimidate the hell out of someone

-Would make sure everyone is watchin too

-This BiTch always wins a fight, he swears!! And no ones ever seen him lose so you just kinda gotta believe him

-He can walk away after it like nothin. Just wipes some blood from his lip, makes sure his clothes are in tact, and he could deadass finish the convo y’all were just having.

Christopher

-Is too bold

-Fight anyonE

-*Hears someone say “this song is getting annoying” about his fav song at a club* “bitcH WHAT”

-Would absolutely throw the first punch

-Erick has a continuous series of insta stories like “Why/Who Chris is fighting today” and vids of Chris yelling or throwing shoes

-Would also get his ass whooped

-But gives it his all tbh

-His bulky rings he has on every finger kinda helps

-Also v attractive when hes beat up, his glasses have a lil crack, his knuckles bruised and bloody

-Won’t stop until the person apologizes or stops first

-Probably still becomes homies with the person after the fight “alright bro that was fun sorry bout that, you know how it be”

[kyunswife]

Do ,, every day6 member for that ask u reblogged

asghfj anon brace yourself

Jae

1. My first impression of them

i liked him the most ❣ i remember watching I Wait n thinking that he was rly cool after that What Can I Say just did it for me, i was like yes, you have been chosen, take my heart lmaoo i rly thought…..

2. What I think their best era was

i love him during the school series, the pink rly suits him but being the Black Hair Enthusiast that i am i must say he looks superior w black hair w n w/o glasses, i like his cute small eyes

3. My favorite thing about them

how he is his unapologetic self, bear w me i’m going somewhere.. i feel like ppl expect him to be a clown 24/7 n like these ppl need to piss off, whenever he feels like being funny n hyper he will just be that and the same way when he’s just chill n quiet or giggling in the back bc of the other members, that way his personality, to me, comes off as natural n not forced, did i make any sense¿ also he’s 1.82 cm 🤭❣

Sungjin

1. My first impression of them

i didn’t like him at all at first asjhdjsaja i feel terrible now saying this but it’s probably bc of this, i was like… ok you may be handsome n have a cute smile but you’re still… in spanish we say mamón lmaoo idk how to describe it but it means something like snobbish¿¿¿¿ when you think you’re better than anyone else¿¿ yeah

2. What I think their best era was

defenitely I Smile 😍😍😍

3. My favorite thing about them

when he was talking abt why he cut his hair n how much better he feels abt himself, it hurt a lot to know he struggled w self esteem issues but then he said something along the lines of how strong he got mentally bc of this n,,,, i rly don’t wanna get emotional rn sajdsa but i just truly admire him n i am so proud, i love him 💕💕💕💕

Wonpil:

1. My first impression of them

He is a ᵗᶦⁿʸ baby… boy i was not wrong lmaoo but i had a hard time figuring out what was the whole hype abt him like, everyone seems to adore him n i couldn’t find That in him¿¿¿ but then i started to see the way he interacted w the members so i was like i see u, superb, you funky lil boy 👀

2. What I think their best era was

this performance, i can’t find any gif abt it tho, but the hair is similar, i guess it was around How Can I Say-ish

3. My favorite thing about them

i think even the members have said it before, that they admired his strong mind, it makes me think that they love to annoy him the most, but if you notice his reaction to it, it’s like he has this “n what abt it” aura. i loved it when Young K was making fun of him while he was cooking the seaweed soup n he was just like, nope gotta cook, gotta concentrate, i’ve got no time for you mister and Young K loves that, also his laugh is life ✨

Dowoon:

1. My first impression of them

🚨🚨🚨*attractive male alarm activated* 🚨🚨🚨 

blame it on the I Wait MV asdjks i didn’t expect him to be the youngest ok ✋ n i certainly didn’t expect him to be an actual puppy n That was such a great turn of events 💕🐶

2. What I think their best era was

I Wait, I’m Serious n Hi Hello lol just any time his hair is messy ✨✨✨

3. My favorite thing about them

i love the way he’s getting rid of his shy persona, i mean he still looks super awkward afhlsdkj but he doesn’t get red every time he has to speak 🤭 

i loved it when they were somewhere backstage n Young K said something abt Dowoon doing a great job performing n he literally started twisting in his seat bc he was excited n he made this face

then Young K is like “n this is why you should never compliment Dowoon” asfdhsagkdf cuteeee 💖💖💖💖💖💖

Young K:

1. My first impression of them

ooff okay 🙏

like I said before, Jae was my bias for like a few days lol…. even during my Jae phase i was like, damn that’s one (1) Good Looking Specimen, he must be a fire sign 👀👀👀 like during that part in I Wait when they’re playing their instruments under the rain he was going Mad w that bass n yeah, that was v s*xy 🤭 

honestly idk how i ended up completely whipped 😩😩😩 but i am, like he was so attractive to me, his smile, his voice, the way he carries himself… he gave me this super chic n rocker bf vibes but then asjdfhkas it happened, it had to happen one day or another lol i saw his dorky side, his love for food, his accent when he speaks english, his lyrics, the way he plays the guitar/bass, the way he interacts w the members, how he needs to tease ppl in order to achieve peace n happiness, when he’s all soft n confident ashgdksjd *britney yeah gif* this is unsurprisingly morphing into a love letter, we all saw it coming 🤦‍♀️ n I haven’t even reached the part of what i love the most abt him 🤐

2. What I think their best era was

there is no such thing as a bad era for Kang Younghyun imo, every era, every mv, he kills me so…. here are some of my fave looks 😩

3. My favorite thing about them

a few weeks ago i was watching Terry’s old videos n omg he was such an underdeveloped Sag ashdfgs he’s pisces moon was at his peak 😩💕😩💕  just wanted to get that out of my chestashdgjas but honestly i’m restraining myself from writing a whole essay abt why i love Kang Younghyun so to keep it short n sweet he’s a v talented man who puts a lot of passion in whatever he puts his mind into, like i admire him so much for being a full time musician who finished his career, like i could never tbh, school is so damn hard by itself he must have been super tired all the time but it feels so good to know that he did, I am so proud of him 😭😭😭😭 when he was doing a radio thing on vlive w sungjin n he was late bc of school, the boy was panting for like 15 min after he arrived ashdgjas n then sungjin asked him if it was hard to be a student + idol n he was like…. uhhhh yes 😢 

like i said i rly don’t even know how i ended up admiring him so much, like one minute i was like did i rly went out of young k’s fancams to watch¿¿¿¿¿ am i rly doing a natal chart of this Sagittarius guy¿¿¿¿¿ that’s when it hit me lol

ohhh and THIS when he said “i think every person lives with insecurities until the day they die” ughh i love an eloquent w a beautiful mind, like this whole video, the way he explains why he’s behind this Young K persona, my god, he’s so damn beautiful, inside n out…. i think i’m gonna stop right here ajdshkjsks 

[baekhvuns]

From :- 🥀

Yo ✌️

I'm cursing myself rn cuz i typed a whole ass message thinking I had sent it to ur ask but somehow it was a post and I realised it the next day when I saw everyone had a reply...and i was like WHERE IS MINE BAEKS? Tsk..m*embarazzed*

Anyways, my back feels like it's gnna break fr...it hurts so much and my exams are arriving which is ...well ...shit and dude practicals 😿 there is no way I can run or even do jumping....I've gotta prepare myself somehow . And all these notes to complete srsly ಥ‿ಥ student life is probably the hardest phase of life.

I CANT WAIT FOR ANOTHER SEONGHWA FIC IM SORRY BUT YOURE JUST THT ONE WRITER YK?!?!?!AND A FELLOW PUNJABI 😭😭😭😭 GORRLL ILY ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Ok but bp Slayed at VMAs and new jeans is perfect but i also wish tho they were age appropriate like .. there're PPL my age and younger than me debuting and here's me binging on some imaginer stories and having a fantasy abt me and my bias •́ ‿ ,•̀ still better than doing drugs tho 🌝

Also abt tht controversy of ATEEZ at ISAC , so PPL were disappointed abt the food tht ATEEZ served not even tht .... They were disappointed abt the quantity eye-

Idk it just made me feel like bish wut? Is this who we are? Is this wut we represent?

Oh right I've been greatly influenced by Tumblr to make aesthetic boards abt stuff and I made for your ffs IM A LIL TOO PROUD OF THEM I'll shar them once I'm done with all of them I also wanted to make aesthetic trailers or something but idk how to share them ....I'm... still... confused by this app :')

Also, would u maybe write a ff inspired by a Punjabi movie of u watch them? What was the most recent bollywood movie u watched? And .... "Ajab Prem ki kahani" x seonghwa 😭😭😃🤧🤧plsss it's my all time fav. I was 3 when it was released and i still watch it whole heartedly.

People be lucky out there meeting ATEEZ....how does it feel to live my dream 😖 but we will meet them baek someday.... someday

Ok then tc of yourselves, and things gnna be fine asf , hv proper rest AND SIT STRAIGHT AND RELEASE UR JAW

Hmm better 😔 😃

Ok then

Buh-bye 👋

hello!!

Yo ✌️

yo 🔫

I'm cursing myself rn cuz i typed a whole ass message thinking I had sent it to ur ask but somehow it was a post and I realised it the next day when I saw everyone had a reply...and i was like WHERE IS MINE BAEKS? Tsk..m*embarazzed*

LMFAOOOO BFWKHDKE U WERE READY TO ATTACK DBDBD

Anyways, my back feels like it's gnna break fr...it hurts so much and my exams are arriving which is ...well ...shit and dude practicals 😿 there is no way I can run or even do jumping....I've gotta prepare myself somehow . And all these notes to complete srsly ಥ‿ಥ student life is probably the hardest phase of life. //// I CANT WAIT FOR ANOTHER SEONGHWA FIC IM SORRY BUT YOURE JUST THT ONE WRITER YK?!?!?!AND A FELLOW PUNJABI 😭😭😭😭 GORRLL ILY ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

omg i hope u do well in ur exams!!! ik the ones there are insane good thing i esCAPED fbwmbfek work hard and get good results! u got this!!! <33 HRKWHFKQHDWK I HAVE A SERIES FOR HIM ILL PROBABLY START IT AFTER I WRITE THIS ONE SO I CAN FINISH THE YEAR OFF W SEONGHWA DBDB THABK U PLS 😭😭😭 YES I AM HELLO FHWNDB GIRLIE POPS THANK ILU

Ok but bp Slayed at VMAs and new jeans is perfect but i also wish tho they were age appropriate like .. there're PPL my age and younger than me debuting and here's me binging on some imaginer stories and having a fantasy abt me and my bias •́ ‿ ,•̀ still better than doing drugs tho 🌝

nO YOUR RIGHT THEY SLAYED SUPER HARD AND LOOKED SO GOOOD !!!! miss kim jisoo hand in marriage 🤲🏼 i rly like new jean’s song attention! such a pretty song the harmony is >>> LMFAOOOO BDNWBDSJDJD

Also abt tht controversy of ATEEZ at ISAC , so PPL were disappointed abt the food tht ATEEZ served not even tht .... They were disappointed abt the quantity eye- Idk it just made me feel like bish wut? Is this who we are? Is this wut we represent?

atp anything anyone does is disliked, if u breathe ur disliked if u exist u’re disliked so whAT DO U DO 😭😭 it was rly stupid tbh but it even turned out to not be true so bfmwbddj

Oh right I've been greatly influenced by Tumblr to make aesthetic boards abt stuff and I made for your ffs IM A LIL TOO PROUD OF THEM I'll shar them once I'm done with all of them I also wanted to make aesthetic trailers or something but idk how to share them ....I'm... still... confused by this app :')

OH PLS SEND ID LOVE TO SEE !!! for videos u can submit a video!

Also, would u maybe write a ff inspired by a Punjabi movie of u watch them? What was the most recent bollywood movie u watched? And .... "Ajab Prem ki kahani" x seonghwa 😭😭😃🤧🤧plsss it's my all time fav. I was 3 when it was released and i still watch it whole heartedly.

i haven’t made on on punjabi movies but i have on bollywood ones! currently i have a jab we met + chennai express! yjhd is already done! bodyguard was apparently like the bolly movie as well,,,, yeah! AINT NO WAY U WERE 3 BDMWHDKWI FEEL OLD DBDBD but i will write more bollywood x ateez for sure! tho they wont be the same but the idea yeah <3

People be lucky out there meeting ATEEZ....how does it feel to live my dream 😖 but we will meet them baek someday.... someday Ok then tc of yourselves, and things gnna be fine asf , hv proper rest AND SIT STRAIGHT AND RELEASE UR JAW Hmm better 😔 😃 Ok then, Buh-bye 👋

RIGHT WHEN IS IT OUR TURN BDDBDB but they’re coming 5 hours away from me so i might get to see them gONNA START BARKING FOR SEONGHWA DBWNBDWK 😭😭😭

[markblush]

omg i had bed hair as well LOL when i first went on i was like ?????? why did i ever give my character hair like that ??????? and then she shook it off and went back to normal i was so confused 😭 omg fr i wanna play ms again but it's not supported on mac ugh i was able to play a little bit on my brothers pc when i was home during quarantine but then i went back to school and couldnt steal his pc so :/// ahhhhh that's so fun i might get katamari 👀 bfnkdd you should play genshin!! it's rly fun hahah i don't think i necessarily have a fave rpg, but kingdom hearts is a game i always go back to so ill go w that! do you have a fave? omg right when they first announced shotaro i was thinking about how happy yuta must be :D he finally has a buddy!! woooo!!! i actually listened to iou the other day and i love how groovy? it is the vibes are immaculate and i do see what you mean when you said it was christmasy :') omg renjun is soo cute, esp his relationship w hyuck i love them so much 😭💗 also xiaojun do be my wayv bias (also hendery but thats besides the point) omg great minds 😌

ahahaha AW djhfsjk :’)))) honestly me in my old ds town tho 👀 haven’t played it in ages :’D and RIGHT honestly same ahaha it’s like I have all these other games I want to play but then I just end up playing ms or something LOL and aw really!! that sucks :’oooo crossing my fingers that you’ll be able to play again!! i heard there’s like a bts event going on rn so that’s kinda interesting ahaha

and ahhh you should!! omg I haven’t played it much and I’m actually still getting used to the controls HAHAHA I’ll be going one way on my analog sticks and my dude will be going in every direction on screen and dfjksfh it’s a chaotically good time ahaha and the music definitely contributes to it!

ahhdhfsj I SHOULD!!! honestly gonna download it soon :’> my fellow elf I got assigned was telling me about it as well and ahhhh! I gotta jump on the trends dfjhkfjlskd :’) and ooH! kingdom hearts!!! it was always a game I wanted to play when I as younger :’) can’t say I know a whole ton about it but.. I remember in elementary school the background on my ipod touch was Roxas 😳😳😳 I had the biggest crush on him LOOOL and for me perhaps persona 5?? I’ve yet to finish it too but it’s so much fun :’) Honestly kind of reminds me of when I was playing botw - once you started playing, you just wanna keep playing forever ahaha I’ve wanted to play the other ones in the series but haven’t gotten around to yet! ><

ahh and yeah :’0 AWWWW jpn buddies!!! 🥺 shotaro is such a cutie and just the happiest ball of fluff  🥺🥺 o man and him joining definitely throws out at possibility of there being a jpn unit (oof esp since there was a lil hint in the outro??? 😳) so that’s pretty exciting! and yeah! there’s something about iou that just sounds 😔👌👌 but omg speaking of music!!! what are your some of your favourite songs rn? :^D would love to hear what kind of music ur into!!

and aw!!! yeah honestly i live for renhyuck’s friendship man :’)))) ahHH AW hendery!!!! he’s been growing a lot more on me nowadays too! ahhdfsdhkj i just really love goofy ppl :’’>>> (!!!!!!!!! GREAT MINDS) and man xiaojun!!! ya dude oof that dude.... honestly I was thinking about changing my un to a xiaojun related one but!!!! I had just changed it about a month ago ahaha

also hope u have a good weekend!!!!! take care of urself!!!!!! i love u friend💕💕💕💕

[theboykingofhell]

for the writer asks: 4, 22-26!

holy SHIT i COMPLETELY forgot about those but thank you so much!!

4. Do you have writing habits or rituals?

my thing is that generally i don’t start writing until 6pm for warm-up/roleplay stuff and until 1am for book stuff. sometimes i dabble a lil bit beforehand but it’s like a loose schedule i have to really dedicate my attention on something

i also always have tumblr open haha my process is literally: [refreshes dash][types a paragraph][refreshes dash][writes two sentences of dialogue][refreshes dash][getsREALLYINTOITANDFINISHESSCENE][refreshes dash and scrolls through as a reward]

i also just have a lot of rly specific orders of doing things when it comes to writing for my rp group like i tend to cycle through my characters in a certain order because that keeps me focused and organized and the more organized i am the more productive i can actually be with my work ehe

22. How many drafts do you need until you’re satisfied and a project is ultimately done for you?

when it comes to books UMMM two... i spend a lot of time on the first draft so i can’t imagine even needing or wanting a second, really. the second draft is more to edit evreything and refine things but, again, since i (unfortunately) do that a lot during the first draft, it’s not much! but that’s what makes it so fun hehe

my scripts tho, ah.. i have one finished and the other nearly finished so, judging on the process it took to do those, generally at least three. and that’s because the first draft is literally me just vomiting out dialogue without any sort of prose, no narration, little to no stage directions, nothing. the second draft is when i make it all fancy, and any other drafts after are just part of that process in making it fancy

(like the completely finished script had 4 drafts and the third and fourth draft only differ because one is written in a more, uh... tumblr? way? and the other is in a more ‘proper’ script format)

23. Single or multi POV, and why?

depends on the story! out of my three main books rn i have two that are single and one that is multi and that’s all based on the cast of characters. the multi one has about 5 characters that i rly wanna focus on (maybe more!) while the single ones have two protags and one’s point of view is dedicated to describing the second. they’re both equally fun for me... (multi is RLY exciting tho)

24. Poetry or prose, and why?

proseproseproseproseprose.

i mean, i get told a lot that my prose is VERY poetic and that’s nice so there’s that. um i can’t get into poetry, i feel like there’s this structure behind poetry that is ENTIRELY imagined, like, i dont think it applies to anybody else but me, but i can’t make myself fit into whatever box i assume you need to make to make a poem a POEM so it’s not a comfy fit for me. the closest thing to poetry i write is just lil snippets for my suggestion blogs and even then that’s literally me taking one line or a few lines of my prose and handing it out

25. Linear or non-linear, and why?

I LOVE NON-LINEAR... it is very VERY hard for me to make a story that doesn’t, at some point, devolve into some sort of non-linear fashion because... it’s more fun... i rly like that quote about emotional logic i saw before. to me, there’s a very specific journey i want the character and the reader to go on and sometimes you can’t get there by going from beginning to end

i think it also just reflects the psych far more than a linear story does. human beings are CONSTANTLY ruminating over the past, learning from their mistakes, recovering from what’s happened to them... a lot of my stories are very heavily based on what trauma has happened to so-and-so character and how they cope with it so to me it’s necessary to literally go back and show what happened, because, to the character, it’s still happening and they’re still processing it and you don’t get that effect if i just start from the bad thing and go on. i think it’s far more immersive if the character exists as they are, acts as they would, and suddenly you’re brought back to know why, and by the time you’re in the present again, you understand about the character, and the character (the way i do it) has finally passed a hurdle that will put them ahead, and bring the reader with them into the future...!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaa i love writing

26. Standalone or series, and why?

STANDALONE... i love that fuzzy-headed feeling when you finish one (1) good book and you put it down and it’s final. DONE. not to say that a series doesn’t have that same effect (um my poor ruined ass after reading the series i’ve read this past year) but i just love the idea of having something so compact and so precise and so confined in its one lil area of existing.

it’s also just... that a series requires a LOT of content!!!! i don’t like writing fluff haha i struggle with it a lot, i am VERY to the point so sometimes i just don’t even have enough material to make it to a series.

actually, a lot of it is because my characters are VERY focused on what’s happening to them, like. i tend to write emotional-driven stories, so maybe??? four MAJOR things happen, that’s four chapters, but then each chapter has like ten of the emotional fall out, the relationships and the way they break or form, the reactions to everything that’s happening. my one series has plot point after plot point happening but i still GOTTA write that reaction so... that’d either make for a VERY long book or i had to make it a series lol

also i just. this is more for me with movies but i don’t like sequels lol i have one story to tell and once that story is told it’s done. sometimes i entertain the thought of having a sequel to tsg but. i cant imagine ever writing it. my characters start at point A, they end at point B, there will never ever be a point C that will be as important for them to start another journey because that was IT. IT’S DONE. 

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