#i remember when i was like 11/14 and ppl would say that none of this fandom drama mattered because it was just fandom stupidity

[urproblematicfav-arsonk]

Every time I see a post lamenting how Viv used to draw weird furry erotica, or the 2012 ass "pedo bear" style comedy that was always a joke and just fandom bullshit. How Stella obviously was supposed to be fucking her brother but its been pulled back on, or how ValAngel is obviously kink shit(even if we're also taking it very seriously at the same time)

Like, everything about this show was supposed to By Freaks, For Freaks. From the character design, to the edgy humor.

But fandom culture has changed a lot from when Viv first started out in that OC's tumblrina time. Ship and let ship has almost completely died, purity culture and the normalization of second degree murder has resulted in a creative landscape thats so fucking terrified to be seen as "problematic", that art is being pushed aside and sanitized because no one has fucking basic reading comprehension.

I mean, that whole thing where people were telling Bryan Fuller that he's the reason that gay conversion camps are good and should come back full force. The amount of trans women I saw on Twitter become publicly accused of "cp". A youtuber at one point SAVED the "cp" on her computer, edited the "cp" into a cutesy thumbnail, and distributed it. So, either its not csem and she fucking knows it and wouldn't have saved it and reposted it but really wanted to to tell people to kill this one specific woman, OR this is how seriously these kinds of people take things like literal csem.

Like, is Vivziepop annoying? Yeah, kinda. Is she not necessarily the best writer in the world? No, not really. But she's not a pedophile or some serial abuser because she's a furry. I'm genuinely so baffled by people watching a Furry Show and then being like, "omfg......she drew.........furry porn?????". I wouldn't be surprised if at least some of the reason Hazbin/Helluva turned out so wonky(outside of amazon)is just, Viv didn't feel safe or comfortable actually expressing her art and telling her story. There's so many people who would jump for joy if she killed herself, because they think snakes are a good enough reason to kill someone. Not to mention, the baseless accusations about stupid and meaningless things muddies the waters of actual abuse or things that could be legitimate problems. There's a 50/50 chance the thing Viv did that was problematic will be "drew pictures" or "has bad working conditions" and both of these tend to be held to the same standard of shit we need to take her down for.

I hate how you can't critique anything anymore, because saying you're "critical of the media" is more often then not, just a fucking dog whistle for "omg pls pls give me the opportunity to harass someone for not giving in to the thought policing I PERSONALLY have made up." Instead of someone who actually likes analysis and media criticism.

I'd love to complain about Hazbin/Helluva, I think it kinda sucks!!! I'm genuinely heartbroken that something that was obviously meant for Weirdos has been appropriated by puritanical babies, like they're horny housewives ashamed of themselves because they like 50 shades or whatever.

[callmehere-iwillappear]

20 Questions For Fic Writers

this has been sitting in my drafts for probably months and i actually don't remember who tagged me at this point sorry </3

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

26

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

168,724

3. What fandoms do you write for?

currently just rise but i've had some other fandoms i've written for in the past

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

call me here (i will appear) Use Only For Intended Purpose The Idiot's Guide to Blindfold Chess new phone who dis because i fear i'm lost (and i cannot be found again) wow big surprise(/s) all of these are rise al;jfldksjfkd

5. Do you respond to comments?

i try to but uh </3 i am not very good at it

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

ummm. probably waiting for answers, wasting time bc even if u know the comfort and healing comes there very much isn't any in the fic itself so whoops </3 i am not good at hurt/no comfort so i don't. have a lot of fics that would really qualify

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

uuhhhhh ig fibonacci? most of my fics have relatively happy endings and. this is the one with the least angst overall so

8. Do you get hate on fics?

not yet thank god

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

i do not alfjdlkjfkdls

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

imma keep it real with you chief most of the crossovers that i've written are with other people's aus and idk if that counts

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

not that i know of fingers crossed

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

nope

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

yeesssss? sorta? it's not like, on ao3 but i've done some collab crossover stuff with friends (see aforementioned crossover question)

14. What’s your all time favourite ship?

god idk. i don't do a lot of shipping these days sorry </3 i have some ships i think are cute but i'm not like, into them enough to say they really qualify

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

i want to finish idiot's guide and cmh very very badly and i refuse to jinx it. idk abt npwd solely because of like the type of fic it is, idk if it'll ever be finished finished yk. like there'll always be more little scenes i can do

16. What are your writing strengths?

um. i've been told i'm good at character voice

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

sweats nervously

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

i don't really do it? i probably wouldn't unless it was like, just a couple words - i don't mind too much when other ppl do it bc i have a translation extension on my laptop but i don't have many options when i'm on my phone

19. First fandom you wrote for?

doctor who........ i was like. god idek. fifteen? maybe younger i straight up don't remember <- also none of this is on ao3 this was like, back in my ff.net days and i don't think i even remember my login lmao

20. Favourite fic you’ve written?

hmm hm hm. okay. probably because i fear i'm lost. just bc like... idk i'm proud of how it turned out and i'm really . idk. happy with the reception it got. i'm happy it reached people who can relate to it. and it's short enough that there's not like, enough space for there to be parts where i just have to force myself to write stuff i'm not 100% happy with to fill in the gaps. if that makes sense

tagging: You

[tallyhoot]

For the 70 horrible queations

I pick

All of them

Except the ones you're not comfy answering

alright :3

v answers :P

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? no not really but y'know they suck

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? pearl {my cat} :]

03: Do you regret anything? yeah

04: Are you insecure? yeah a little bit

07: What did you last eat? a really fucking good chicken sandwich :)

08: Played any sports? i did swimming a few years ago {does that count?} i also used to play cricket at school :P

10: When was your last physical fight? last year? it was a fight with my mom over something I can't even remember

11: Do you like someone? im sorta unsure if i like them or not so idk

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? yeah and i felt like shit lmao

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? sorta yeah

14: Do you miss someone? yeah a little bit but its been years since we talked

15: Have any pets? yeah! two dogs two cats and a few fish

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? eepy

18: Are you scared of spiders? nah im the one who has to kill all the spiders that my siblings find

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? yeah I've got some things to say to some ppl

21: What are your plans for this weekend? i might go out somewhere with family

22: Do you want to have kids? How many? nah ive done my fair share of parenting already

23: Do you have piercings? How many? yeah both of my ears are pierced :]

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? none because school sucks

25: Do you miss anyone from your past? yeah my elementary school teacher

31: Does somebody love you? i dont think so

32: What is your favourite color? green or yellow

33: Do you have trust issues? yeah :P

34: Who/what was your last dream about? uhh in my dream a doctor asked if i was autistic and i said "no i dont think so" but she said i might be, i woke up very confused

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? my mom i think {it was her fault too}

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? forgive but i forget before that even happens

38: Is this year the best year of your life? not really but its better than the years before it

51: Favourite food? spaghetti :D

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? yes and no

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? um i think it was feeding my cats

55: Are you mean? sometimes

56: How many people have you fist fought? two

58: Favourite weather? rain :3

59: Do you like the snow? ive never seen snow irl before

62: What makes you happy? my mutuals, my cats, food, games, my siblings, my dogs, the internet, my guitar, music :)

63: Would you change your name? yeah :D

[batri-jopa]

a meme!

Thanks for tagging me @notasapleasure

1. Are you named after anyone?

Not after a real person. My mom said it was a name of a doll in some kind of fairy tale that she watched (or read?) and she just liked that name.

2. When was the last time you cried?

A week ago. Well, I guess I asked for it: after all those years I just should have known better than dwell on that kind of stuff from the past and in this part of my hormone cycle. (You know stuff like one of these few extremally rare moments in your life someone from your closest family said sth that made you feel like shit but thinking about it years after still never fails to make you feel like shit all over again?)

3. Do you have kids?

No. Surprisingly no. If asked ten years ago I would most surely say I'm going to. Not that I ever really desired it so much. More that not wanting was always considered as something that is worthy of condemnation. So it was just that "normal thing to do" with no deeper thinking involved nor required, you know?

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

It depends but sometimes it feels like the last thing that is left to defence my mental stability. And I'd rather be commenting an absurdish situation (especially in my job) than a person.

5. What sports do you play/have you played?

Table tennis my love!❤ Any other I ever tried playing is not even worth mentioning (I played field hockey two or three times and football once or twice and I remember really enjoying it. But unfortunately girls were let to play it extremally rarely, we were expected to play volleyball or basketball - none of which I ever liked😑)

6. What's the first thing you notice about other people?

I'm not sure what kind of situation I'm expected to consider... So in the place where I am just a random person in the crowd (railway station and such) I would probably first notice if anyone looked angry or impatient or irritated - to make sure I can avoid getting on their way (e.g. being a patient in a waiting room it's about sitting quietly with your head low and ignoring any possible evil comments about healthcare and politics). As for when I'm feeling safe or even going to meet someone new - I will pay attention to people's face expression and eyes, I also like to see someone smiling or doing or wearing something that make me think we have something in common. Also I notice their clothes sometimes if I liked the colour or the pattern (I can't help it, my brain is of visual artist😅 It doesn't mean I judge ppl by their look. Many times I find something ugly in objectively pretty person that I did not liked and in somebody I liked I'd always find some beautiful detail, regardless their look)

7. What's your eyes colour?

Yellow on the inside with blue ring on the outside. I like to think it makes them look a bit green from a distance.

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

If only two options avaliable I'd rather choose happy ending. Life is scary enough😅

9. Any special talents?

Drawing I guess. I am able to project a picture from my brain to a flat paper with a piece of charcoal and it's like freaking magic. It never stopped to amaze me.

10. Where were you born?

In a town in north Poland.

11. What are your hobbies?

Drawing most of all. Also creating short stories on my head I then illustrate or longer stories I sometimes write down. Given more free time I also like to engage into pyrography, sewing stuffed toys or crocheting. From time to time I like to travel, most usually to one of Polish towns but traveling abroad I like too.

12. Do you have any pets?

Cat for the last 4 years. Before that I was having syrian hamsters for almost 20 years (16 hamsters).

13. How tall are you?

165 centimeters.

14. Favorite subject in school?

Mathemathics above everything else! Also liked Polish, biology and chemistry. Most hated was always sports, while geography, history and physics were dangerously close to "hate" line.

15. Dream job?

Dream as "daydream"? I sometimes fantasize if I was born again I'd like to be one of the graphics making animated movie, like those of a Pixar studio. Or a pastor officiating weddings of gay couples

Dream as what I wish or plan: creating art on request or design prints for t-shirt, cushions and children blankets, maybe designing playing cards too - just enough for me to be satisfied that I can do it and my client to have a personalized gift. At the same time working other job 2-3 days a week to earn just enough for a comfortable life.

Tag fifteen mutuals - that's the worst part, how do I get so much?😑 Okey, everybody, feel invited but not pressed: @figuringthengsout , @chrisoels , @morulezopelforever , @sharp-lines-in-charcoal , @parttimereptile , @greenbloodedskink , @krejong , @theflyingrhubarb , @sunlightismydestroyer-blog , @asteeee , @bylercultism , @princesspink48484 , @elephant-reincarnation , @angleshades , @sweetlullabyebye

[butchviking]

i challenge you to... all the questions you havent done yet 🔪 (or just the first 10 you havent done if thats too many)

that is a lot for sure but hey, i got the time.

4. mythical creature you think/believe is real?

none of them... thats why theyre mythical... sorry for being boring but i believe in the real world im afraid!

5. favorite form of potato?

dauphinoise!!!!!

9. do you have a skincare routine (and how many steps is it)?

i uhh. i guess. it's 1-2 steps. i wash my face and then sometimes i moisturise it.

11. anything from your childhood you’ve held on to?

YES my teddy bear joe 🧸 who is currently on his way to a country i just left 😭 im so worried for him i hope he makes it 😭😭 (also an mcr shirt from when i was like 10/11 lol. of course.)

12. brand of haircare/bodycare/skincare that you trust 100%?

i would never trust any brand 100%. however i usually buy simple face wash & moisturiser. im not super brand loyalty abt it or anythin tho i just like that they don't stink of perfume like most do

13. first thing you’re doing in the purge?

HIDING girl wtf 😭 my ass would NOT survive the purge im 5'4 female have no fighting skill at all & don't own a gun. it would b nice to rob some places get some money & cool stuff but there would b other ppl there doing the same thing and if they want to kill me over the last bottle of rum at the asda or something then im totally fucked. im hide and hope everyone is niceys :3

14. do you think you’re dehydrated?

rn? no i don't think so. i had to drink my big bottle of water real quick before i got on this plane.

16. thoughts on mint chocolate chip?

it's good!

17. an anxious compulsion you do everyday?

oh i wouldn't even know. that shit doesn't even register to me anymore. theres so much weird shit i do that dont even notice til someone points it out

19. the veggie you dislike the most?

celery 🤮

20. favorite disney princess movie?

uhhhhhh. when i was a kid i liked cinderella 2? i don't remember any of it anymore though. frozen was ok? mostly i just liked let it go tho. im really not a disney gal lol

21. a number that weirds you out?

this is ironic. 21. i dont like it and i dont like that its a multiple of 7. it shouldn't be. AND a multiple of 3. dont like that.

22. do you have an emotional support water bottle?

nope. could do with getting one of those huge 1.5L blue plastic ones again tho, i had one a few summers ago n i loved it but it broke

23. do you wear jewelry?

currently, yeah! wooden rosary on my wrist and a viking-style metal twist ring. i go thru phases i pick an item or two and refuse to ever ever take them off for like 6 months, n then they break or i lose them or smthn and then i dont wear anything for another few months until i find smthn else.

24. which do you find yourself using, american or british english?

british bc i am british

25. would you say you have good taste in music?

yes. i have the best music taste in the entire world and im right about everything

28. last meal on earth?

either a giant platter of shredded duck (hoisin on the side) or a giant platter of salmon. no other components necessary i'll just shovel that shit down w my bare hands

[basaltbutch]

thanks for tagging me @sunshineinbetween! :D

1. Why did you choose your url?

Mostly just wanted a change of pace from my old one! (Also my biological & abusive father was stalking my old url so.) But basically uhhhh i love wandering around in the middle of nowhere like a lost child and also corvids <3

2. Any side blogs?

Quite a bit actually! None of them are super active anymore because I stopped caring about social media. Only one that's still kinda used is @softsayings which is a joint blog between rickshaww and I.

3. How long have you been on tumblr?

...I wanna say 2017??? Is when I made my first account? I abandoned it after a couple of months and never picked it up again (it was a kin blog, surprising probably no one) and I made this one in,,, March 2018 according to the archive. So when I was about 16.

4. Do you have a queue tag?

I do not and the only thing I put in my queue is the anthropocene sea foam post whenever someone reminds me about it <3

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?

This blog originally was a witchcraft blog. I. don't think that's the case anymore lmao.

6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

@rickshaww my beloved drew us for my birthday present and I wanted to show it off :3

7. Why did you choose your header?

Cool and sexy abandoned building we found during a roadtrip and one wall looked like album art!! (Also think it's especially cool how that building had the lyrics from the Garages' Deicide written on the wall and how I'd absolutely never even think about doing something like that.)

8. What’s your post with the most notes?

On this blog, it is, and I quote, "AAAAAAAA DISCIPLINE FUCKS HARDCORE" which 30 whole people seemed to like and I pray my blog never gets any bigger because if it gets like my old aesthetic blog I will just nuke this one and start over.

9. How many mutuals do you have?

No clue! I think I'm mutuals with most of the ppl I follow/that I regularly see on my dash though.

10. How many followers do you have?

109!! And I never want to get above 200.

11. How many people do you follow?

201! Also want to stay pretty low,,, too many and it gets overwhelming.

12. Have you ever made a shitpost?

uhhhhhh I cannot recall. Probably? Do the anthropocene spam posts count??

13. How often do you use tumblr each day?

Oof.

14. Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?

Uhhhh,,,, no...??? I don't think so, at least not a real one.

15. How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

You put too many of those on my dashboard and it's an instant unfollow babey!! I do not wish to see it <3 if I think it's important and I have enough energy to care I would reblog it anyway, you guilt-tripping me automatically makes me stop listening <3

16. Do you like tag games?

I do!!! Would love to remember to do them😔. They make me feel like we are all sitting around a campfire asking each other weird questions.

17. Do you like ask games?

Sometimes!! I think it's funnier when I get just. random asks out of nowhere though. (my inbox is literally always open btw, go ahead and send me stupid shit if you're bored)

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

A really popular mystic messenger fan artist at the time. became mutuals with me and then immediately dipped for twitter?? Otherwise most of my mutuals r just chilling in our little corners. Doing our little gay activities.

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?

Uh,,, I don't think so? 100% aro here, no crushes to be found. Y'all do make me really happy tho :3

Uhhhh no pressure tags; @rickshaww @heathenhouse @redminibike1

[dickpuncher420]

fic writer review

tagged by @chitsangenthusiast thank u kath <33

1. how many works do you have on ao3?

23! which is. so crazy to me?? no way i’ve written that many stories lmao

2. what’s your total ao3 word count?

144,536 (also like half of that is from this past year alone LMAO??)

3. how many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

only 3: atla, daughter of smoke and bone, and leviathan. and since 2015 ive only written for atla lol

4. what are your top 5 fics by kudos?

fumbling towards ecstasy

love language

sunday morning

the kind of love (i’ve been dreaming of)

before the storm

5. do you respond to comments, why or why not?

i try to!! i’ve def been slacking recently, and i generally only respond to comments on a new fic for a certain amt of time after it’s been posted. but i like to do it bc i LOVE when fic authors respond to my comments, so i just want to return the favour to other ppl who might feel the same way! :)

6. what’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?

LMAO i was about to say none and then i remembered as we fade in the dark, which i wrote years and years ago so i just forgot it existed hfhsjs

7. do you write crossovers? if so, what’s the craziest one you’ve written?

nah, not a fan of em

8. have you ever received hate on a fic?

omg YES i got THE funniest comment on victory lap where this person was just SO MAD that sokka was a dick to zuko abt figure skating, calling him toxic and shit akwhdjwhs like i swear they just completely missed the entire point of the fic it was so funny

9. do you write smut? if so, what kind?

FUCK yeah i do baby. idk if i would say i specifically write a certain kind of smut but i am very fond of writing established relationship sex where they’re just very comfortable w each other and already know each other really well. which is funny bc my most popular fic is a first time sex fic but oh well ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

10. have you ever had a fic stolen?

as far as im aware no

11. have you ever had a fic translated?

nope! i did have fumbling towards ecstasy podficced tho if that’s anything?

12. have you ever co-written a fic before?

yes, once, and tbh i don’t think i’d ever do it again djhsjshs it’s just not rlly my jam

13. what’s your all-time fave ship?

i rlly don’t think it’s that hard to guess LMAO

14. what’s a fic you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

ughh i hesitate to say lover come back bc i am still dead set on finishing it one day but i just haven’t made any real progress on it in so long and just arrfgghhdh it haunts me. i have so much of it written already and i don’t want it all to just go to waste :(

15. what are your writing strengths?

i’d say…dialogue and having my writing feel very physically grounded in the moment. personally, i don’t like to spend a lot of time in that sort of abstract, reflective headspace—i prefer to focus on specific, concrete moments and interactions. i try to bring attention to the sensory side of things to make it feel more tangible

16. what are your writing weaknesses?

both over- and under-editing lol. sometimes i’ll rework a line or passage too much when it was much better off the way i’d originally written it. and sometimes i’m so intent on just getting things done and posting that i don’t spend much time editing at all

17. what are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages on a fic?

personally i would never do it myself, and i’m not a huuge fan of it in other fics either. there is one rlly old makorra fic that i love tho that does it and i think it works incredibly well in the specific context that it’s in

18. what was the first fandom you ever wrote for?

leviathan! those books were my first introduction into any kind of fandom stuff, they still hold a special place in my heart

19. what is your favorite fic ever written?

my favourite fic that I’VE ever written is probably victory lap, closely followed by love language. i’m still incredibly proud of both of them, but victory lap wins out in that it was such a huge, daunting project that i never expected to actually complete—and then i smashed out 26k words of the most self-indulgent au i’ve ever written in a little over two weeks and i was like. holy fucking shit. i can’t believe i did that JFHSJSH

also i’m very happy with the way i managed to execute all the stuff about sokka’s feelings and motivations and the struggles of being an athlete. it was just such a fun and fulfilling way to combine two of my biggest interests ^_^

now if we’re talking abt my favourite fic that someone else has written….shit. pls don’t ask me that, i can’t choose >_< i have a favourites tag in my bookmarks for a reason

tagging: @dameferre @goldrushzukka @ofherlionheart @foyal @lesbianvampireboyfriend @quenchyest @zukkababey @badgerfrogzukka

[chitsangenthusiast]

fic writer review

tagged by @bisexuallsokka thank you 🧡 🧡 putting my tagging here so @maderilien @dickpuncher420 @marriedzukka @zukoscalzones @babydotcom if any of you are interested!!

1. how many works do you have on ao3? 27! only eight of those were written within the past two years tho lol

2. what's your total ao3 word count? 163,360.....which felt fake bc of the long break between writing so i counted only the recent fics and that's. still 91,749 holy shit lmao

3. how many fandoms have you written for and what are they? if i'm remembering correctly, then six! (atla, harry potter, that singular fruits basket fic when i was 14, kpop (shh), marvel, mdzs, and atla again lol)

4. what are your top 5 fics by kudos? useless facts (clintbucky - and tbh only bc it's a 5yo fic lol)

hold me like you do, cover me in blue (zukka)

hands, knees, please, tangerine (zukka)

get a glimpse of this candy paint (clintbucky - also a 5yo fic lol)

don't go wasting your emotion (sangcheng)

5. do you respond to comments, why or why not? i actually didn't use to, but i do now. i feel like the 'leave a comment' game has changed significantly on ao3 and i like showing my appreciation back now! (oh man i have so many comments i still need to respond to omg)

6. what's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending? lmfao none. i'm not a huge fan of writing angst-based stories or endings, BUT i guess technically it's the mallrat in me can be considered for this one since chpt 4 did end with some angst (for now!)

7. do you write crossovers? if so, what's the craziest one you've written? i don't write fandom crossovers but i do like writing ridiculous au's, and i would say that the funniest jobs i've given any character was the clintbucky exterminator/locksmith story that never got finished lol (rip)

8. have you ever received hate on a fic? holy shit poor little 13yo kath used to get OBLITERATED for my characterizations lmfaoooo please know that my attempts at writing good characterizations now come from blood, sweat, and (literal) tears

(still salty i never received hate from the sangcheng troll last year tho. they loved to attack me on twitter but NOT my fics??? i feel slighted smh)

(more below! felt it got long!!)

9. do you write smut? if so, what kind? l m f a o

anyway keep me humming, keep me going is now the second fic that has a title from beyonce's song 'blow' bc those lyrics have a chokehold on me when i write nsfw!

10. have you ever had a fic stolen? no but i've had specific passages from some really old stuff that was stolen and very obviously rewritten/paraphrased, which is. harder to prove lol

11. have you ever had a fic translated? nothing recent but a few of my old hp fics on ff.net were translated!

but omg the best time it ever happened was a year ago when i found out that not only had a 15yo fic of mine been translated (and credited!), it had also been converted into a beautiful pdf!!! complete with cover art and border art!!!! wasn't even aware it was done bc whoever did it had only done it within the last few years i think, but it was such a wild experience to find it i have the pdf saved on my laptop lol

12. have you ever co-written a fic before? i have not! i don't think i've ever had a dedicated beta either, which probably explains a lot lol

13. what's your all-time fave ship? ALTAIR/MALIK they're not even my first otp (which draco/ron and zukka still go strong, followed by clintbucky) but THEY are the ones that seize my heart like no other ship has done 🧡🧡

14. what's a fic you want to finish but don't think you ever will? the zukka ba sing se/blue spirit poetry fic 😔 which is unfortunate bc i'm still so excited to write it/there's a lot written of it, but chaptered fics are nerve-wracking lol

15. what are your writing strengths? idk if ppl necessarily like it, but i really like my writing style! sure it's obvious i write for fanfic vs anything publishable, but i enjoy that lol

also ppl tell me i'm really good at banter, characterizations, and immersing them in the story, which is wonderful bc i do work really hard on that!

16. what are your writing weaknesses? finding the right words. in general, it's so extremely hard for me in that i don't have much of a mental dictionary/thesaurus i guess. it can be upsetting at times, especially when i know there's a better word or way to phrase the line but just have to let it go. i am simply not one of those people who can come up with big words (or words that are like. normal ones to use when describing smth lol)

17. what are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages on a fic? it can be a good touch to the fic! i don't have very strong feelings on it, i suppose

18. what was the first fandom you ever wrote for? atla, tho harry potter is the one that actually survived the period of fic deletion i once went through on ff.net lol

19. what is your favorite fic ever written? everyone is going to know the answer to this one, but hmlyd hands down my actual baby <333 after a 4yr long break from writing, i knocked out 3 fics but it was hmlyd that really got me excited! writing it was a BLAST, my entire heart went into it, and it's one of my fics that i actually do genuinely go back and read frequently bc it makes me so happy lmao

tbh if i hadn't written hmlyd, i probably would've stopped writing for the fandom after hands, knees, please, tangerine and gone back to lurking lmao

(keep me humming, keep me going is a good contender tho. which goes to show that the fastest way to my heart is just inundating myself with tender competitive lovers lmao)

[lemon-ty]

While I have no time to draw I found that thing from twitter and I don't think it would be bad if I post at least anything till I'll be free to draw?? and let's say that's just one another post before I'll finally add some of It in my blog

I'll just answer all in one post let's go, guys

(Movies & mini series & book mixed)

1. Favorite female character

I don't think there're a lot of 'em lol. But

Patricia Uris

That's right, not Beverly. Patti has one(!) chapter and somehow I fell in love with her character while reading it. She's got her own story before Stan and she's got a very very very beautiful relationships with him.

(I'm so in love with Uris family I mean whyyyy can't I just have some Stan with his pretty wife and a CHILD THANK U VERY MUCH)

2. Favorite male character

RICHIE

I'm just in love with him he's perfect next

3. Worst character

Bill?

OK, let's talk about it. I was kinda neutral to everyone in the Loser club except Richie for a year or more. Then while being in fandom I fell in love with these guys like with everyone of 'em concluding Bill. But when I decided to actually read a book... why is he so stupid and careless and fjligvdsvfuklugxseggh

Moron.

I really tried not to be "of course u let kid go alone what will happen right??" but this.fucking.weather.this.fucking.fact.that.Georgie.told.him.he.was.about.to.go.to.the.closed.area.u.know.closed.bc.it.was.dangerous.to.go.there like BOY, u killed ur brother when he stepped out of the house HAVE U EVEN LOOKED TO THE WINDOW???? Was it ur plan how to get rid of him bc he was clever and better than u and everyone loved him more? Bc if it was, well, congratulations! it worked not like u expected but still worked!

I'm bullying Bill Denbro in my house I wish for the alternative version with George as a main character instead of him-

4. Favorite scene

Richie and Beverly dancing together

I LOVE their friendship they're like BEST BROTP EVER

I love all their interactions and I find it SO ADORABLE they danced together I always think about it ...about 'em

5. Favorite member of the Loser club

Well, again? Fine. RICHIE

6. Original or remake?

I'd say book? But if we're talking only about films when of course remake

I saw mini series some time ago and that was cute and had a lot from the book (and abult Eddie-) but it was so naive and looked kinda stupid (sorry everyone but I'm the new auditory and I can't get that seriously especially after new films) while new films... Weeelll...

Let's be honest, I saw It 2017 only bc of James McAvoy in the second chapter and I found it boring. And then the second part I found more like a comedy than horror. I didn't like films that time but I liked characters (Richie). Some weeks ago I rewathed both It 2017 and It 2019 and second one is still too long and a comedy but first I found interesting

So remake is great at least on the second time watching and that's enough

7. Reddie?

Reddie is always the answer it's never a question cuz the answer is YES all the answers YES

8. Ben of Bill?

Oh that's a question for me and my hate to Bill!

Ben OF COURSE

Not only bc I hate Bill, Ben is awesome himself. In films he was more leader for the Losers that Bill and Mike like together?? And have u seen that he did fo Henry in the book? Damn boy u're way too cool slow down

9. Best ship

Look question 7

10. Worst ship

OK it took a lot time to find the one bc I don't think there's any ship I would actually hate or smth but if thiiink Bill × Beverly

First, bc Bill?? Seriously?? Go and find someone better, my girl

Second, bc Ben and Bev have much more chemistry (god, Richie and Bev have more chemistry and this tells the person who would kill for reddie)

11. Book or movie?

Book

(and if u say the book is too big I swear I-)

12. Tim or Bill as Pennywise

Why do u need to ask such difficult questions?? I mean, I love every version of Pennywise no matter if it's book or 1990 or 2017-2019 they all are great in their own ways

So both Tim and Bill have an extreme charisma, different but equal in power

I like Tim's Penny bc he's simple and warm I mean c'mon I would definetly hug him or anything and die happy, I mean, he just got ur trust??? And I like how bad effects make him seams not like an awful monster who will eat u but like a friendly mischief (listen me up: he makes sink dirty right after Bev cleaned it up like phhhhhhhhahaha really u're a moron u know). Yeah, that's not that Pennywise is meant to be but that's adorable

And I love Bill's version bc he does look scary (in a some way, of course). Yeah yeah new effects are doing their work and the costume is less friendly than Tim's but the most important is Bill's acting. His mimic and expressions are perfect he fits this role way too good. And, damn, he's so funny like... Yeah, I'd spend my last minutes with him he's great, that would be the most hilarious death I could ever get

So... can I just say both??

13. Funniest character

Do u really see this as a question??

Richie. The funniest guy ever. I would go to his stand-up. I would buy his merch. I would buy hi- AHEMAHEM

Seriously, I found him irritating watching 1st movie first time but after 2d started I've changed my mind he's a diamond that makes films better like he's the only reason I didn't fall asleep while watching 2d part

14. Worst character fear

OK, let's say we don't count the book here. Bc, u know, the fears in the book was, well, like actually kid's fears. Like someone just saw a horror film great now they've got a deep emotional trauma that's like kids work.

So saying about movies...

Stan

Does anyone really got what's wrong with that painting?? I mean???? Just an art what's wrong with u, Stan, do u like... hate art???

I do not get it, plz, if u do, just explain me bc I have no fucking idea why should it be a normal fear that's stupid

15. Favorite actor from the film

James McAvoy

Like I said I went to this fandom ONLY bc of him

16. Favorite adult character

Do u think they grew up and anything changed? Hell no!

Richie

Forever Richie

17. Worst encounter with Pennywise

None? I really can't name u anything bc they all are great at leeeeast bc of Pennywise taking part in it. The scene with him can NOT be worst

(but still-

Eddie's such a stupid brave boy like WHY does he always need to go to scary deadly places I mean are u going to die of what????)

(in the book he just decided that was a great idea to actually try to get into the Neibolt house like ????????????????? U FUCKING BRAVE IDIO-)

18. Worst jump scare

I don't pay attention to any jump scares sorry

None

But I can name my fav! Mrs. Kersh. Not bc she's scary but SO FUNNY OMG

(and in mini series she IS scary, yeah...)

19. Favorite quote

Everything Richie says

20. Least favorite ship

Stanbro

This ship is really great: there're reasons why it's existing and the ship dynamic is good but... I hhhaaaateeee Biiilllllly. And that's the whole problem, yes. Blame me but I can't love otp if I don't like one of the characters

21. Favorite fan account

Don't follow any

22. Favorite Pennywise quote

Is he saying anything??

Alright-alright I know how it looks. "U say u love Penny but don't remember any of the words he's saying". Yes! All I remember is that everything he says is cool but, yeah, sorry, I have nothing in my head

23. Best friendship

RICHIE TOZIER

&

BEVERLY MARSH

24. Richie or Bill?

Who the fuck will choose Bill?????? Richie's the best

I mean, u want me to choose between my fav one and the one I hate most? really?

25. Eddie or Ben?

Not lying to u that's a difficult question. I like both of 'em so I needed a list with +s and -s of each one

Eddie:

+ Jack Dilan Grayser's face

+ the thing with hand

+ u can joke about his mom

+ s.h.o.r.t.s

+ he's mean I like ppl like that (I'm person like that)

+ can kill u with the knife just stuck in his cheek

+ healer

+ brave as hell

- he's SO loud

- non human speed of talking

- most of the time he's a wimp, let's be honest

- DEAD

- has scary tendencies of amputation everything

- not Riche's husband somehow

- mindlessly brave as hell

- FIVE

- PARAGRAPHS

- OF

- OBSCURE

- MEDICINE

- STUFF

in his very first chapter

Ben:

+ an architect (i concider all of 'em like gods)

+ punctual. If he said he'll be in ur bar on Saturday when he'll be doesn't matter he's in London right now

+ I tell u he's a hidden leader

+ can drink and stay sober

+ HE

+ PUNCHED

+ HENRY'S

+ BALLS

- wrote a haiku I don't like haiku

- minuses are ended

So Ben has less +s but less -s if u compare to his +s. So, sorry, Eds, but Ben

26. Funniest scene

Every with Richie

27. Least favorite male characters

I can't just say Bill again, right? Or I caaan???

Bill

28. Most underrated character

MIKE

I see ppl love every character even the once that has really small time (STAN) but I haven't seen so much ppl loving Mike. Everyone kinda... forgot about him?? What an irony

29. Favorite edit

Every with Richie

30. Is fack real?

No

Plz don't ship real ppl

[a-sam-manson-screencap-a-day]

saw this here and i have no idea if i have asks or whatever set up so i figured i’d just answer them all myself anyway. i don’t often talk about other stuff in the phandom so thought it’d be cool!

1) When did you first watch Danny Phantom?

back when it was originally airing, so it’d be around 2004 

2) What’s your favorite fic?

“stuck” by the amazing @ghostgothgeek - sam and vlad are stuck in an elevator together and the way it’s written honestly feels like an episode. it’s just amazing, love it! but i have so many fics that i love, the phandom are outrageously talented 

3) If you could canonically rewrite any episode, which would you chose?

i feel like urban jungle was a bit of a missed opportunity. i adore plant!sam but i really feel like she should have had more to actually do! and this isn’t a rewrite of an episode, persay, but i would have loved an episode with the whole trio being evil and maybe jazz or someone like that having to save the world, i think that’d be neat 

4) What’s your favorite ship (if any)?

amethyst ocean

5) Thoughts about Amethyst Ocean?

i adore their chemistry together and they’re just so obviously meant to be! they ground each other and they strike me as having always had a really healthy dynamic which i really dig. i’m all about them teaming up to save the world and kick ghost ass! i have more thoughts but i’ll probably save that for another post, lest this turn into an essay 

6) Thoughts about Gray Ghost?

not a fan 

7) Thoughts about Swagger Bishie?

i can dig it for sure 

8) Thoughts about Wes Weston?

he’s not a character i’ve included in any of my writing yet but i’ve read some other stuff featuring him that’s been really cool. so i’m all for it! i also think it’s super creative 

9) Thoughts about Vlad?

the poster boy for “just get over it already, dude” but in all seriousness, he’s stylish and i like him. he totally needs a slap from time to time though 

10) Would you rather wear the striped pants or ‘It’s not gay if he’s dead’ t-shirt?

the latter 

11) Most underrated fic trope?

evil trio, there’s never enough of it imo 

12) Most overrated fic trope?

nothing really stands out here and personally, even if something isn’t my bag, i just think it’s great to see ppl writing DP stuff so i wouldn’t say any of it is overrated 

13) Which do you prefer more, ghost hunger or dissection fics?

can’t say i’ve ever read a dissection fic but ghost hunger isn’t really my vibe either so... uhh... neither? 

14) Have you ever read a dissection fic and if so, do you remember your first one?

never

15) Who’s your favorite character?

i wonder 

16) Would you rather Danny be an astronaut or the Ghost King?

hmm, good question but i’ma go for ghost king because there’s a lot of possibilities to be had there

17) Would you rather Danny expose his secret to his family or classmates?

i’m one of the rare ppl who like phantom planet so i was happy when everybody knew his secret and knew him as a hero. but, excluding phantom planet, i’d go for family. it’d certainly make his life a lot easier! 

18) What do you think ghost speak would sound like?

echoey with lots of reverb, like a spacey shoegaze album 

19) Thoughts about field trip fics?

big fan! 

20) Thoughts about “season four” fics?

a-okay by me 

21) Which two characters would you like to swap bodies for a day?

paulina and sam primarily because it’d be hilarious but also because they’re near polar opposites though they’re both definitely fierce and maybe aren’t as different as they originally think. but i love the body swap trope in general so any combination would be dope 

22) Any headcanons about the Infinite Realms?

nothing very interesting unfortunately, but i love reading other peoples’s HC’s!!

23) Any headcanons about the A-Listers?

i am absolutely convinced that dash is gay (wow, my headcanons are ridiculously boring, huh??) 

24) Any headcanons about Dani?

none 

25) What song do you associate with [character]?

there are a tonne of songs i associate with sam but the first one that comes to mind is snake river conspiracy’s cover of how soon is now 

[sothischickshe]

super agree nosedive is unfairly aligned and now I’m v curious to hear your black mirror ep ranking

Ooooh this is a QUESTION

First I must preface with some Points:

I'm English

I almost don't think the pre Netflix and Netflix shows are comparable, but I'm willing to try

The circumstances in which I watched the episodes impacted my experience for sure in a few cases

I haven't seen many (possibly any?) of the Netflix era ones more than once, and I'm not sure I've seen all of the others multiple times

While I appreciate the way that they made all the stories fit into a connected universe, I think it weakened the show overall

I think the seasons should have never had more than 3 episodes, I think it weakened the show overall

I find a lot of English (not necessarily British) media too cheesy and too rada to watch

I would have preferred a Charlie Brooker annual newswipe thing the last few years to a black mirror I think, although I did like the last season quite a bit

Onwards!

1. Fifteen million merits

Look I know everyone thinks San junipero is the best ep, but they're wrong! The pre glossy Netflix era is the peak, and that's it.

I also can't believe this was the second episode, especially given how forgettable the first is mostly.

I think this is more of the mission statement for the show tbh?

And I love it for a few particular things, that I think the episode would be forgettable without:

- the 'love' story is kind of hollow, but that works

- the fact that the character is kind of possessed with this need to DO something to SAY something, but has no clear plan beyond that

- Daniel kaluuya

- the ending! The way that a voice critical of the system is brought into it to be complicit. I'm sure this happens everywhere, but the style and aesthetics they used, and the facts that the character is black, and that the show aired on channel 4, are what I really appreciate

2. White bear

I mean it's just fucken amazing!! Lenora is amaaaaazing in it!!! I go back and forth btwn these eps for spots 1 and 2

3. San junipero

It's great! Defffffinitely the best of the Netflix era. It's fun! It's bittersweet! It's intriguing without being confusing!

4. The entire history of you

It's not hard to watch! It's fun in parts! I like the concept a lot!

Also, my friend warned me it was a Stephen mangan ep, and I do not like Stephen mangan, but said friend has horrid eyesight and it turns out to instead have a man who looks nothing like Stephen mangan in it, so that was relieving

5. Be right back

Oooof. I liked it more on rewatch. The first time i watched it it had such like gothic horror vibes that I was soooo tense the whole time! Great ep, great concept, great cast

6. White Christmas

Really solid ep, is quite long, obviously

7. Shut up and dance

I like that I guessed the twist, cos I was like who cares this much abt ppl knowing they masturbate oh wait oh ohhh. I like it when there seems to be logic to the writing?

8. Striking vipers

Enjoyable episode, interesting concept, great cast. STILL MAD AT THE TWO IDIOTS WHO WOULDNT HELP A PREGNANT WOMAN CARRY THE FUCKING DISHES THOUGH WYD

9. Uss callister

It's fun! The take down doesn't really make sense though?? But it's fun!!

10. Hated in the nation

I can't say I remember this in detail (bees??) but I remember it being enjoyable though also kinda not making huge amounts of sense, and I like the ending. Also Kelly macdonald!

11. Playtest

Solid ep! Think I would have enjoyed it more if ppl hadn't told me it was really scary, cos i was poised to be terrified the whole time and it wasn't terrifying?? I do not enjoy fear

12. Nosedive

Solid ep!

13. Rachel Jack and Ashley too

Also a solid ep! Not horrifying! I liked last season cos there were 3 eps, none duds. Weird to present a nin song as an ashley o original though?

14. Smithereens

What was this about? Yea I vaguely remember. Look I fucking love Andrew Scott (though was he claiming to be like 33 in the ep?? Nah babe) and the tension was done well, but the reveal wasn't that interesting? Nice to see topher I guess?

15. Black museum

Idk, letitia's great obvi and there's a lot of great moments but I find the concept for the ep a bit too gimmicky?

16. Arkangel

It's fine, nice direction. Didn't we kind of do this already with white Christmas though?

17. Hang the dj

It's fine, but didn't we already kinda do this but much better with San junipero?

18. Men against fire

It's fine, but idk isn't this an adaptation of every Philip k dick story ever? I can just watch electric dreams thanks - at least that knows it's an anthology show!

This felt like world building, and for what?

19. The national anthem

It's fine I guess, but pretty forgettable, pretty gimmicky

20. Crocodile

It's OK I guess, but forgettable. The twist is stupid.

21. The waldo moment

Legitimately annoying

22. Bandersnatch

So I don't have Netflix and watched a pirated version when smacked out on pain killers post surgery. You couldnt pick options, there were just... All of them. So many of them. A horrid experience. Truly baffling.

Feel like this was designed to make me pay for Netflix. Not happening mate.

23. Metalhead

Objectively shit. Still worse than that bander snatch experience

[lucky-klover]

Stole this from @dead----eyes

1.) do you have a crush on anyone?

That I’m consciously aware of? Mmnope

2.) what’s your favorite candy?

Sour candy or chewy/gummy candy.

3.) favorite love song?

Uhhhhh... idk? I probably have one but none come to mind right now.

4.) what was your first kiss like?

I’ll let ya know when it happens.

5.) what was your last kiss like?

I’ll let ya know when it happens.

6.) sexual/romantic orientation?

Ima shy bi.

7.) do you prefer poems or love letters?

To write or receive? I’ve written poems (not love poems) but never love letters but I’d be down to write either. To receive??? Idk, the thought of someone doing this for me seems... odd. (Guess cuz I can’t really picture anyone liking/loving me enough to want to do this.)

8.) favorite fanfic trope?

Don’t really read fanfics.

9.) favorite milkshake flavor?

Cookies n Cream or Strawberry

10.) dinner dates or brunch dates?

Brunch! Dinner dates seem so serious while brunch dates seem fun n casual 😊

11.) favorite flowers?

Yellow or Blue/Purple Dinnerplate Hibiscus Fairy, Yellow/Blue/Purple Orchids. However I do not like receiving them as a gift.

12.) favorite perfume/cologne?

Don’t really have a go to brand/scent. If I’m feeling basic probably a vanilla body spray. I have a Loki cologne I like too. Overall, a subtle but noteable scent is good for me.

13.) favorite candle scent?

Don’t use candles but the one I have is a rose macaron scented one.

14.) what’s your ideal first date?

Uhhh... I get the feeling I wouldn’t be aware I was on an ACTUAL first date. But if I had to think of one... I guess a Day date? Go out exploring?

15.) favorite love story?

Like a trope? Ironically probably the one I’d fall into. Person A likes Person B, but PB is so painfully unaware of PA’s attraction to them despite obvious hints from EVERYONE about it. Is probs in denial/unaware of their own attraction to PA. That is until one day it hits them like a fucking freight train and now PB is dying because of it.

16.) what’s the most attractive thing a person could wear?

*shrugs* if their outfit has some thought to it/well coordinated then idrk.

17.) chocolate, vanilla, or red velvet?

I’m assuming this is cake, so red velvet.

18.) snow, rain, or sun?

Rain

19.) sweetest romantic memory?

I’ll tell ya when it happens. (Also if I remember. I have spotty memory)

20.) favorite dating sim (and favorite character)?

Don’t play these kinda games. However! An artist I admire is creating her own d.s game and so far my fave is their piano themed character named Frankie.

21.) fictional crushes

Heheh ho boi. Before it was the grouchy, “I don’t care” but they actually do, usually had some scruff. But lately, cheerful dumdums with A+ smiles 😁 (these are guy tropes. Can’t think of any lady fic crushes.)

22.) what’s your dream wedding like?

Well the thought of dating is such a wild concept for me that the thought of a wedding? Unrealistic.

23.) what makes you blush?

Not sure. I get flustered when someone gives me an unexpected/genuine compliment. But I don’t always fluster up when this happens. So I’m not sure...

24.) do you believe in love at first sight?

Nope

25.) do you believe in soulmates?

Skeptical

26.) denim jackets, leather jackets, or bomber jackets?

All three. Mostly wear denim jackets cuz I like putting buttons and pins on em.

27.) what’s your sign?

Pisces/Tiger

28.) are you single?

*insert Pringle joke here* Yup

29.) do you prefer to charm, or be charmed?

I think naturally I charm. But I’d like to know what it’s like to be charmed.

30.) guitar or piano?

To play or listen too? To play piano. To listen both.

31.) favorite romcom (or any romantic movie)?

I think I’m too judgmental to enjoy any romcoms/romantic movies. (Something I wanna work on.)

32.) do you fall in love easily?

LMAO NOPE! Anyone who knows me well can vouch that I am BOTH dense/oblivious as fuck.

33.) valentine’s decorations: yay or nay?

If someone’s doing it for me: unnecessary. If my partner wants them: sure.

34.) would you prefer to propose or be proposed to? what’s your dream proposal?

See #22

35.) cloud gazing or star gazing?

Both! Grass hill cloud gazing fun. Star gazing on the hood of a car calming.

36.) do you like to dance?

For shits and giggles yeah. Otherwise I have no idea how to dance.

37.) what’s your OTP?

Ones currently holding my attention: Lukanette and Kirimina

38.) kittens or puppies

Both but I haven’t held a kitten in FOREVER 😭

39.) coffee, hot chocolate, or tea?

Coffee

40.) favorite soda?

No preference

41.) do you prefer gazing wistfully out the window or lying dramatically over the sofa?

Neither?... I’d daydream while looking out a window though.

42.) favorite ABBA song?

Who?

43.) fuck/marry/kill? (anons name 3 people of your choice)

Not much of a kill person, so kitty n her bf can do that one for me.

44.) favorite pajamas?

A t-shirt and shorts

45.) favorite liquor?

No preference

46.) do you think about love a lot?

Nope. Unless silly/fluffy scenarios count. (Like cuddling in some blankets w/SO while y’all watch tv kinda fluff.)

47.) a walk in the park or a walk on the beach?

Park

48.) hand kisses or nose kisses?

Haven’t received either but hand kisses. To give: hand kisses, especially if I’m wearing lipstick that’ll leave a mark on their hands!

49.) what’s your dreamhouse?

Owning a house feels like a lotta maintenance/stress. Especially if I want a spacious one.

50.) would you confess your feelings to your crush?

Lol ppl hate my response to this. This gunna be a long answer.

Most likely I wouldn’t. Not cuz I fear rejection, tbh i don’t care if I’m rejected. That’s best case scenario for me. I have two other fears about it. I can’t see myself gaining a crush on someone I barely know. Meaning this person and I would have to be on some level, friends. But I don’t like the thought of romantically liking my friend. Fear 1: if I like and confess then get rejected, I’m scared I’ll make things awkward and ruin the friendship I had with this person. I’d much rather crush and swallow my feelings dry than to potentially ruin a friendship. I know they’ll find someone else to be with, and although it’d be bitter sweet, I’d be happy for them. Fear 2: they reciprocate the feelings. As silly as it is, it does genuinely stress me out to think of someone returning the feelings I would have for them. Like? What? Why? The fuck??? Ok now what? What if we date for a bit and it doesn’t work out? Then we’re no longer friends cuz it’s awkward or whatever. Because of these thoughts I find the concept of actually being in a happy/loving and long lasting relationship so foreign and bizarre. Im not saying that it’d be unattainable for me, difficult yes but not unattainable. It’s just a thought that my mind struggles to grasp.

[jaketism]

@eddiemylovee tagged me so :)

1) do you make your own bed? sometimes, usually only when someone is coming over or right before i go to bed

2) what’s your favorite number? 3 or 9

3) what’s your job? i sell comissions if that counts?

4) can you parallel park? i cant drive at all :3

5) a job you’ve had that would surprise people? uh. selling commissions? idk its the closest ive come other than cit

6) do you think aliens are real? yes but in the boring way. but also the sexy scary mystery way? like i think theres life we cant comprehend bc its so radically different from us- like their senses are completely different and we cant detect each other yet :)

7) can you drive a manual car? no! i cannot drive!

8) what’s your guilty pleasure? riverdale and also tiktok

9) tattoos? none yet but i have plans

10) favorite color? dark red!

11) things people do that drive you crazy: pick at their nails in that way that makes a click noise? also like. mouth noises

12) any phobias? not really anymore, trauma kinda desensitized me to fear, but i used to be afraid of spiders and heights. also fucking. tryptophobia. i have that one. i cnat spell it and i wont google it to check bc pictures would show up.

13) favorite childhood sport? SOFTBALL WAS VERY FUN ACTUALLY I KINDA MISS IT NO ONE TELL MY DAD LOL

14) do you talk to yourself? yes constantly

15) what movies do you adore? raw, venom, the goldfinch, the lighthouse, CATS 2019 (as you can see i have TASTE)

16) do you like doing puzzles? yes, but i dont have any good ones at my house :/

17) favorite kind of music? to listen to is like. alt rock and folk punk? idk genres r hard. also some pop. to see in concert punk/hardcore, moshing is very fun

18) tea or coffee? i like both but drink tea more

19) what was the first thing you remember you wanted to be when you grew up? archaeologist! dinosaurs were my first special interest, i think

im too tired to tag ppl sorry if were mutuals and u want to do it and say i tagged u

[bunnyblooms]

OKAY FUCKER ALL THE QUESTIONS FROM THAT ASK MEME THE LGBT ONE

1. Identity and pronouns.

I'm agenderfluid and they/them pronouns. My sexuality is aroflux and asexual.

2. How did you discover your sexuality?

Pretty much at 14 was like "idk i don't relate to everyone else i don't find celebrities hot or sex remotely something i want. If i could reproduce without sex i would. Oh. I'll just call myself asexual, like a sponge!" (Which asexual is incidentally what the creators of Spongebob were going for, fun facts. Spongebob is ace rights.)

3. Have you experienced being misgendered? How do you overcome it?

Mmmm I am constantly misgendered bc I'm nonbinary and live in a binary society and the way I compartmentalize it is basically just dressing how I want and not making an attempt to pass as anything tbh. The only time I feel misgendered is when someone knows my pronouns and doesn't use them anymore tbh. So basically. Letting go of how I want to be perceived helped. I will say tho, I refuse to come out to my dad bc he won't respect it and it'll be more painful hearing him misgender me knowing how I identify, but. That's certainly a privilege I have since I'm not transitioning. (ATM at least.)

4. Who was the first person you told? How did they react?

I technically didn't come out as ace. My ex-best friend knew bc I talked about it, but neither of us knew it was an identity. So the transition upon finding the label was virtually nonexistent and all of my friends were LGBTQ as well so it wasn't stressful or shocking. It helps that around the time I discovered the label I'd met two friends who were ace and felt the same way I did. My experience with my asexuality is definitely the model that should be the norm with the community and what we as a society should aim for.

As for my gender I'd made comments in the past that I wished I could just be genderless and it really kind of sat with me when my ex-best friend came out as trans bc I was like "Oh? You don't have to be the gender you are at birth?" Belial from Angel Sanctuary was a character that resonated with me at the time, and this was right around the time I made my ace friends. It wasn't until a year later that I discovered the nb community and one friend who was genderfluid that I decided to start trying different pronouns. And basically I came out as questioning and transitioned to nb without a formal declaration, which I also feel should be the goal for society.

I was at a con with my best friend at the time who was trans and he'd come out with my now ex-best friend while they were dating. And I was really anxious bc I felt like ppl would assume I was a transtrender and shit, and my friend said something about gender and I kind of awkwadly implied I might not identify as female and he was really great about it! He was like "If you wanna talk about it or try different pronouns you can." :D

5. Describe what it was like coming out.

I pretty much did this im question 4 hehehe.

6. If you're out, how did ppl react?

I'm not out to family, that I know of. They found my facebook which has my identity listed in my about, so I'm in limbo with them where none of us talk about it so idk if they register it as an LGBTQ thing or not.

My friends were all supportive! It helps that I have like no cishet friends lmao.

I also came out to my class on TDOV two years ago for a project where we step outside our comfort zone. I'm luckily in the social work program which has social justive built into the tenants of the profession so it was pretty positive! People still misgendered me after and were more concerned with "but i'm scared of ppl getting angry at me what should i do to talk about this with them" which. 9__9 Not surprising. But there was a mom whose kid and her kid's partner are both genderfluid and bigender so it was a good experience and I had an ally which made me comfortable in sharing it in the first place.

7. What is one question you hate ppl asking about your sexuality?

Inevitably when I say I'm ace, non-aces assume I have no interest in dating which. Way to conflate being aroace with ace and ignore that there are aros and aces who want relationships. That's my biggest pet peeve.

8. Describe the style of clothing you often wear.

I wear flannels and ripped jeans or shorts mainly. I basically dress like a butch lesbian. I'll wear dresses and stuff but I do not like dressing femme and prefer to offset softer things with hard things. Like. When I wear dresses I have to wear clunky combat boots with them or have short hair or something.

9. Who are your favorite LGBTQ+ ships?

Hmmm. Depends if you mean canon or not. Canon, it's probably FigAyda from D20 and Catradora from She-ra. Shion/Nezumi from No.6 is also one of my faves. There's also Chie and Ai from Virgin's Empire. Blupjeans from The Adventure Zone and JonMartin from The Magnus Archives.

As for Not Confirmed ships, I like Flick/CJ from Animal Crossing, Tsuna/Enma from Katekyo Hitman Reborn, uhhh. Reigisa from Free!, Kanji/Naoto from Persona and Chihiro/whatever the fuck his name is Mondo? Or the other guy I forget, from Danganronpa. Also RenLaw, RenStrade, and VinceLaw+VinceFarz from BTD.

(I am including straight relationships involving trans ppl obv.)

10. What does makeup mean to you? Do you wear any?

I hate how I look with make up it makes me dysphoric. But to me makeup is a good expressive outlet and bomb as hell, so when I do wanna wear makeup, I prefer wearing eyeliner and lipstick (esp in black or blue or green or purple) and glitter.

11. Do you experience dysphoria? How does it affect you?

I experience what I refer to as Silhouette Dysphoria a lot. I experience chest dysphoria but a lot of times it's less about me having them at all and me not liking how I look with them. The same goes for my hips and overall shape. Hence silhouette. I also experience genital dysphoria to a lesser degree, and when I do it's less hating my genitals bc they should be different but more just having any at all. Luckily I was born with internal genitalia so I don't have to think about it as much. Social dysphoria I also experience, but I've talked about that already.

How I deal with it is binding and stuff.

12. What is the stupidest thing you've heard said about the LGBTQ+ community?

Hmm. The ppl who genuinely argue that accepting the community means you'll be forced to accept pedophilia or beastiality. Like. Lmao no?

13. Favorite thing about the community?

I just love how great it feels to be in it tbh. It can be so positive and loving and just genuinely make you feel good about yourself.

14. Least favorite thing about the community?

Exclusionists.

15. Have you ever been to your city's pride event?

No, but I went to Pride in Des Moines!!! IT WAS GREAT!

16. Favorite LGBTQ+ celebrity?

I don't really follow celebrities, but probably Ian McEllen and Tim Gunn.

17. Have you been in a relationship and how did you meet?

I was in a relationship for a while with a friend of mine and it was wonderful tbh. We met in a server and started talkng more, and started out as qpps then became partners and like we broke up, but I still enjoyed the experience and wouldn't go back in time and stop it from happening. My other qpp tho. That's something I would do lmao.

I also have a bf but that's a secret~

18. Favorite LGBTQ+ book.

I haven't read a lot of books, so I guess I have to say The Raven Cycle bc that's the only one I remember reading.

19. Have you ever faced discrimination?

Mmmm the only time I have experienced direct discrimination I was giving a friend valentines chocolate in high school and some kid called me a d*ke when i walked past him.

The other stuff is like. My therapist telling me to check for a hormone imbalance when I said I was asexual.

20. Favorite LGBTQ+ movie/show?

She-ra, "To Wong Foo, Thanks For Everything", The Runaways (the movie not the show), No. 6.

21. Favorite LGBTQ+ bloggers?

I don't have any lmao.

22. Which slur do you want to reclaim?

Queer, bc it's already been reclaimed and it fits me.

23. Have you ever gone to a gay bar or drag show? How was it?

Nope. Never, but it'd be fun!!

24. How do you idrntify your gender?

Already answered this lol.

25. Interested in having kids?

Nope. I'd be too scared of screwing them up.

26. What identity service would you give your younger self?

I wish I'd known there was an ace community before I was older tbh. So that, probably.

27. What do you think of gender roles in relationships?

I personally like playing a feminine role, but I also think gender roles are unecessary, so like. As long as I'm an equal I don't care what role I play lmao. If you wanna treat me like the handmaiden, as long as you're not doing it bc you see me as a woman I don't care.

28. Anything else you wanna share about your gender?

Nah. Just. I don't bother trying to pin it down anymore bc the more I analyze it the less I understand it.

29. Something you wish ppl knew about being LGBTQ+?

Hmmmm not really. It's fun outside of the systemic oppression?

30. Why are you proud to be LGBTQ+?

For me it's less about pride in being LGBTQ+ and more being proud to express myself authentically. 🤷

[itsnotabloodytuba]

@iwatchforher tagged me in this so here I am

1. Do you make your bed? How can I make my bed if I never get out of it lmao

2. What’s your favorite number? idk if I have one but like 2?

3. What’s your job I’m kind of a student and also I do have a job and a temp agency for day cares but I haven’t picked up any shifts since october and also I’m currently super sick so I’m not doing anything

4. Can you parallel park? never tried

5. A job you had which would surprise people? I worked at a bunch of church camps??

6. Do you think aliens are real? Is it even about thinking it anymore??? haven’t they like proved it??? and either way yes

7. Can you drive a manual car? I absolutely can but I am absolutely not allowed to

8. What’s your guilty pleasure? saying mean things about ppl behind their backs sry

9. Tattoos? none but I have like 8 in mind

10. Favorite color? Black, baby pink and dark blues

11. Things people do that drive you crazy? lots of things but men making all those weird noises are the worst

12. Any phobias? Snakes bitch. SNAKES

13. Favorite childhood sport? Gymnastics

14. Do you talk to yourself? All the time lmao

15. What movies do you adore? Brassed off (1996) bc I’m a band geek. Grease 2 bc Michelle Pfeiffer. but really mostly Swedish ones like Masjävlar (2004) and Så som i himmelen (2004)

16. Do you like puzzles? Love them I actually finished one the other day

17. Favorite kind of music? Post-hardcore and early punk (Preferably Swedish punk but UK is ok too). And also traditional Scandinavian and traditional eastern European music.

18. Tea or coffee? COFFEE BEECH I fkn hate tea I couldn’t live without coffee

19. What’s the first thing you remember you wanted to be when you grew up? A teacher, which I’m studying to become (not very actively rn bc I’m sick but usually)

I tag @krieger-harris1124 @calamity-ashley and @everything-anything-20 

[qiyana-thighs]

Tagged by my gorl @knifeears , thanks babe!

1. Do you make your bed?

- I make sure it’s not messy.

2. What’s your favorite number?

- I don’t have one, but I do tend to favor numbers that are not divisible by two.

3. What’s your job?

- I’m a full-time law student.

4. If you could, would you go back to school?

- I am in school!

5. Can you parallel park?

- Yeah, but I don’t do it a lot.

6. A job you had which would surprise people?

- I’ve never had a job.

7. Do you think aliens are real?

- Obviously, the universe is too big NOT to have life other than us.

8. Can you drive a manual car?

- I prefer it!

9. What’s your guilty pleasure?

- I don’t think I have one lol.

10. Tattoos?

- None, but I want a Cherry Bomb brush stroke from Okami somewhere on my body. I also want David King’s rose behind my ear/on my neck. I’ve been toying with the idea of a ”No equivocations” or ”Game over” tattoo as well.

11. Favorite color?

- Red!

12. Things people do that drive you crazy?

- Snore, normalize breaking the law (like some of y’all freaks on tumblr dot hell tryna say shoplifting is ok; it’s not), arrive late.

13. Any phobias?

- I have arachnophobia lol.

14. Favorite childhood sport?

- Equestrian sports, which I still do. Aikido and figure skating, which I never tried but was oddly fascinated by.

15. Do you talk to yourself?

- I like to pretend I’m a Twitch streamer when playing games sometimes lmfao. I do character building exercises like this as well sometimes.

16. What movie do you adore?

- Saw 1-3! Ratatouille is good too.

17. Do you like doing puzzles?

- Jigsaw puzzles? Yeah I enjoy doing puzzles, and I’m pretty damn good at them too. I can solve Rubik’s Cube.

18. Favorite kind of music?

- Video game OSTs most of the time.

19. Tea or coffee?

- Iced coffee or bubble tea.

20. The first thing you remember you wanted to be when you grew up?

- An astronaut! I had a picture of Eileen Collins hanging above my bed when I was like 4-6 years old.

Ok so idk any ppl on here but uhh @lesbianellenripley / @jungwhee / @ineffablewitch / @youcantcancelquidditch y’all can do this if y’all want to