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God ever since that leak I've been googling pokemon news every day to see if there really will be a presents on the 2nd I need that home compatibility soon
#i really want it before i go on vacation#that way i can play the game during then#i think that's reasonable
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wanted: marine hunter takanome mihawk
#shanks: oh i want him alright#dracule mihawk#takanome mihawk#one piece#one piece fanart#op fanart#i accidentally went way extra on this than i intended to 💀 i got bored waiting for my brother + my phone was charging#it was just supposed to be a b&w sketch with his eyes yellow or red but it got out of hand when i was like 'maybe i'll do skin for funsies'#ah well. im really starting to get into painting with this one brush. one day i'll merge it with the style i use more#cuz rn i tend to break out the painting only when i wamt smth a liiiiittle👌 more realistic.#i stress that 'little' bc calling my style 'realistic' in any sort of way feels inaccurate lol#i digress#i love imagining marine hunter mihawk being some teenage punk between the ages of 17 and 23#idk when he became a warlord but if he had this epithet even before roger's death that would put him in mid-to-late teens#since at roger's execution he was 19 amd already had yoru#so it's kinda funny to imagine the marines being hunted by some teenager with dramatic sideburns and an even more dramatic sword#last post of the year! :)#i had no chill this month. pls dont expect anything on my blog again till march lol.#(im half-serious; im going on vacation for all of february and i have some prior pieces i need to focus on in jan haha. we'll see tho!)
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New pfp
#team fortress 2#tf2#tf2 fanart#tf2 pyro#blu pyro#Just to specify this is not becoming a pyro or tf2 art account just#I've been wanting to change my pfp and my banner for a while cuz the arts on it was so old#anddd I needed to do it before school really start to kicks in...#and pyro is very drawable#hope I dont regret it#its most certainly going to be temporary#until the next big vacation I guess
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WW2 be like
#i was always taught that french people just really didnt want to go to war so they ignore what was happening (+tried not to have a far right#government) and that since the first ever paid vacations/dayoff happened before WW2 we were too eager to enjoy vacation and go to the beach#(among other places) to want to think about what was going on outside the country (did it blow up to our face? yeah)#strangely 'if i dont look at it it doesnt exist' doesnt work#used czechoslovakia bc like. yeah. also i didnt know who else to use even if there are most likely countries that fit the role#hetalia memes#history memes
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you'll be pleased to know that on my first day back at my job after my two week vacation i am already in one of my semi-regular Job Crises where i feel like if i dont find a new, better job soon im going to explode into 5 billion pieces
#in case you were wondering if i was handling it well#considering getting some sort of degree . but i cant afford that!!!!!!!!!#but i may need one. if i want a better job........#this is so evil. where are the jobs where you can just do fuck all#in all seriousness back to the degree thing im considering getting a degree in library sciences but i dont even have a bachelors 💀#i was too broke for college! had to work! still have to work! no time or money to go to college then or now!#my crisis aside its extremely funny to me how im not even through my first day back and im like oh lol right i hate every minute of this 👍#also im trying not to have Severe guilt abt the ticket(s) i bought the other day like some crazy person but thats another story#yes ill make the money back yes ill enjoy the show but the Guilt..........#which was entirely because my dad was like >:( when i told him i got a ticket for a Far Lesser amount#and im just hoping he doesnt notice how much my bank account has gone down. oops#but that aside and back to my job crisis:#i cant stand it here!!!!!! i really do hate it!!! and i need a new job. however? everything abt the job process is awful and against me#i was planning on writing an article when i got back from vacation but you guessed it im now too stressed/upset to be creative#which is hampering any possibility of my creative aspirations becoming some sort of career#im so tired. already right back to where i was before my vacation when i really needed a vacation#:( . like ill be fine lol i just. am going through it and these tags have gone on too long#but i think i really will get worse if i stay here for longer and its not even that bad but by god sometimes it is#anyway . im taking it well
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Magentaahh!
#college: you aren't gonna graduate for maybe another 2 years if you take summers off#me: don't care#college: at least go full time#me: nope. i did full time for my 2 bachelor degrees. im reclaiming my time with the masters by going part.#college: well you won't graduate with your peers#me: you really think igaf? i dont care if its cohort 1 or 20 i graduate with. im following my own pace. not theirs. i am in no rush#college: yknow that biology minor is still an op--#me: shhh shhh shhh...i still have august and most of september before i have to deal with your shit susan lets talk then#me: now gtfo my boat. its summer vacation for god sake.#pretty much word for word how it went talking to the adviser that decided to call me up ON. A. SUNDAY.#kids don't let unis peer pressure you take your sweet ass time#magenta is my vent word#i know they want us to go out and save the mental health field asap but nahhh#if it burns while they're waiting for me then I'll work with fires
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very very quick wip for now<333
#my art#wip#i wanted to try something new with the lineart :0 looking good for now<333#i need to finish this before going on vacation cause y'all.#i'm gonna stay for days and days without any computer or wifi to check tumblr- or anything really :'D#muah muah i'm probably gonna go after two days but dw i'll post a mini announcement before leaving for those who don't read tags hhh xD#my last drawing of the month being cross smiling is so worth it tho >:')c happy crossy my beloved<3333
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I feel like the hardest part about long distance that nobody seems to talk about is just how much of your life it has to consume and change to work out
#and that’s not inherently bad#but I think it’s weird that it’s not really spoken about#in the spaces about long distance#but it fundamentally changes the way you view so many parts of your life#/everything/ ends up existing through the frame of your relationship and overcoming the obstacles with it#like pto isn’t just the time to relax at home or take a vacation to wherever#it’s primarily time to use to see your partner#and money saved up#isn’t just to cushion your savings#it’s also a plane ticket#and especially for international ones#you are always having to be thinking ahead to the future#wanna move to them?#gotta be starting that process at least a year and a half before you expect it to happen#want to just go and see them?#not really realistic for at least a month from when you decide you want that to happen#and to combine that when you’re struggling to tread water in the right now?#there’s no words for how overwhelming that is#even with the love of your life#but yeah I feel like ldr’s are so much more than just ‘normal relationship with struggles of being far away from each other’#I mean I guess that still technically applies#but you know what I mean#ignore me I just don’t have anywhere to express the thoughts in my head about this
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So busy with Sparkstember that I almost forgot that I go back to school on tuesday
#honestly maybe it's better this way. i'd rather just not care at all rather than be super stressed about it#just like i've been doing with every little thing for most of my life#might have missed the date when we were supposed to choose our elective courses. well whatever Lol#and i still don't even know what my schedule is or what classes i have this semester oopsie#well the university itself doesn't seem particularly pressed about giving us the schedule either#but i'd probably better still read up on the classes at least before they start#i don't have high hopes for this year just like with the last. probably should just stop pretending that i still want to study anything atp#this wasn't even my first choice of a course bcs i had to prepare for that damn exam to be accepted for my preffered one#but i couldn't be bothered to study for it again which probably should have told me enough abt whether going into this again is a good idea#i'm so tired just thinking about it but i know that actually looking for a job and then having a job will be a thousand times worse so uh#but at least i'd have my own money and start doing something ughhhh. useful maybe. who knows what it will be though#i have no ideaaaaaa. but this feels like just putting off the inevitable. like at some point i need to get my shit together#i will probably report at the end of the next week about how i'm so done already#i don't really knowwww mannnnnm. i don't feel like i had any vacation at all even though 3 months have already passed#and i also sort of didn't prepare something relatively easy to do that would have given me an actual document#that would confirm that i actually finished that part-time school thing last semester#can't really be bothered to come back to it at this point though#well at least i learned something actually useful and interesting from that and that's enough for me tbh#and a lot of it is also relevant to my current area of interest (digital drawing and computer graphics in general)#well speaking of which i'd better just get back to drawing now lol. just one more left to finish!!!#in short i guess that my new way of dealing with stress is just ignoring it all#well it's worked in some way at least so it can't be an entirely bad thing lol#goosepost
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this morning i am thinking about how i've been nervous for like. all of august?? about the upcoming yearly summer get together at my new job because i didn't know how to present myself, if these people are going to think i'm weird and unprofessional if i'm myself or if they'll think i'm fake and boring if i mask and what if everyone hates me or they all think i'm an anxious mess because i don't talk to anyone all night??
well the event was last night and it was really nice and i'm just thinking about how. when i was helping with clean up after the event i said "i don't think i know these bowls, do they go back in the cupboard or did someone bring them from home for this?" and one of my coworkers said in a small high pitched voice "oh, hello ms. [last name], we are the bowls :)) nice to meet you :)))"
#like. oh!!#maybe its okay to be weird#met this coworker when i was there for trial work before they hired me and immediately liked her#was very disappointed when she was on vacation at the beginning of the month when i started working there#now shes back & and i WILL befriend her. i hope#or die trying. etc etc#also just. this is such a small team and like. almost all women and a lot of young women and so far i feel like everyone is just really nice#i'm so. aaaaaah. i want this to go well i like this job sm
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head in hands. i spent half of the day cleaning the flat and only like 2h ago sat down to rest but my roommate just came home and announced that i need to get up and help her pack all the stuff RIGHT NOW because she originally wanted to do it tomorrow morning but since im going out for a while it has to be NOW 🧍
#girl it's almost 10pm#you weren't here for 4 days and it was no problem but im going out for 2 hours tomorrow morning and suddenly we have to do#everything now because of that#the only good thing is that while cleaning i watched the whole season of an anime#i SOOO want to tell her to do it alone since i already cleaned the flat by myself but it would 100% end with an argument hhhhh#and that's not the end#i tell her that before thursday i won't be able to move my things because my parents took the car on their vacation#and she said you do you but you'll be sleeping and sitting on the ground#and we can't postpone packing furniture to wednesday because on thursday she's going on another trip#just great#would it really hurt her to tell me that before when i had access to the car and was staying alone in the flat while she was on her trip#i guess i can always take a bus and move my stuff this way but it'd require doing that 2-3 times#and bus fees cost 😔
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happy friday, ur girl just had to delete 1000+ twst screenshots from her phone :')
#IM NOT EXAGGERATING#most were scenes that i wanted to do a post/analysis on#but forced myself to let go bc i really dont do that anymore#screenshots of old twst dms :( i miss getting excited over updates#anyways i haven't been ignoring messages i promise 😭#my boss is on vacation next week and we had a bunch of things to wrap up before then#will be back around to catch up and answer some asks hopefully this weekend 👀
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My best friend of ten years and I broke up last night and I ultimately feel relieved, a little lost and guilty though. I am stressed over the cat situation
#i will say it IS my cat who keeps starting shit w the others it’s actually some craziness. but no we broke up bc we were never compatible#she’s too passive and im not so she wont tell me when she doesnt like something or want to do something and then blames me for not knowing.#and i just havent liked her for a very long time and have probably been unintentionally taking that out on her. how are we going to work out#visitation rights for the cat???? i think since she’s here til the end of july if she trusts me enough i can just come over when she’s not#there (letting her know this ofc) and then when she leaves for her millionth vacation this year i can work out something w her and the guy#thats going to be catsitting her cats#no but back to the cat. im chilling with him and the other cats last night and he goes over and bites the neck for no reason and the other#cat obviously loses it. and im like leon what the fuck man#i defend him so often like oh hes just playing but no he really IS picking fights#oh she’ll have a roommate! if she’s ok with me coming over when the roommate’s there and not her then we can do that too before july ends.
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christ almighty i miss being happy.
#ooc. o kaptain.#[i got Taco Bell. and now it’s…. making myself want to consume it because i feel like a hollow void. this sucks. when does this end??? i#literally haven’t done anything for myself in like a month and it’s slowly driving my ass insane. i literally cannot remember the last time#i actually went to visit someone or like. really hung out with somebody. and I don’t have the money and I don’t have the time and I just..#feel very sad about it. I can’t remember the last time I went on any kind of vacation but it was before my mom died. and let me tell you.#feeling like you’re trapped in a never ending loop with nothing to look forward to is… difficult. don’t mind me I’m rambling. I’m gonna go#write I just… I’m having a moment where I hate everything and I deeply miss happiness. looking forward to things. feeling loved.]#venting /#parental death /#negativity /#[I don’t know why I miss my mom so bad suddenly but I do.]
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CON CRUNCH IS REAL I THINK IM GONNA JUST START HOT GLUING SHIT TOGETHER TONIGHT FUCK IT WE BALL!!!!!!!
#AAAAAAA#how important is peronas hat REALLY#months of work and i’m still putting shit together t-minus 72 hours before i gotta start loading the car#you know. the usual#me: haha i have plenty of time to get everything done#the last two weeks of july: TWO COWORKERS ON VACATION SO YOU GOTTA WORK 6 EXTRA DOUBLES ON TOP OF UR REGULAR DOUBLES#MULTIPLE SELF -IMPOSED AND ACTUAL IMPORTANT WRITING DEADLINES FOR EVENTS#OH ALSO STILL NOT DONE W/ THE COSPLAY FOR THE CON YOURE DRIVING 500 MILES DOWN THE COUNTRY FOR [[checks calendar]] IN THREE DAYS#AND SURPRISE!!!! YOUR IN-LAWS SHOWED UP TO SPEND THE WEEKEND BC THEY WANTED TO GO TO THE BEACH BUT DIDNT WANT TO GET A HOTEL#me: [[through gritted teeth]] haha i have plenty of time to get everything done#asdflhjhskdfhjls someone send help i need 8 extra hands and 30 more hours in the day. sitting at work going insane rn#i need to stop working 6 days a week. thats definitely not helping the ol' stress levels#i slept for 15 hours yesterday bc sunday is my only day off. which knocked out 15 hours i could have used to get stuff done unfortunately#anyway i’ll post test pics + closeups of my accessories before i hit the road#i’m doing a costume test wednesday night after work#I SWEAR TO GOD IM HAVING FUN ALL OF THIS IS FUN STUFF IT'S LIKE A GOOD STRESS!!!! except im also on fire at the same time#gyro.txt
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okay google how do i move out of eastern europe but stay in the eu but go somewhere i speak the language but somewhere that has healthcare and somewhere where i dont need to become a construction worker and also somewhere that is not germany. thanks
#i wanna go to aotearoa I've always wanted to but it's so FAR AWAY. also i need somewhere cold also i#love authentic gothic buildings too much to leave europe. but omfggggg#like it's truly so. i dont want to move somewhere where english isnt a main language but the#uk is out and ireland is unlikely and canada is just somewhat nicer french usa and nz is 4 days travel away. blows up#whatever i have 4 semesters of uni left to think about it. it just feels like im#hurtling full speed at the inevitability of living the rest of my life in Germany#i dont want to live in germany idek why but im sooo. like omg nooo 😭😭😭#partly because it's such a cliché but also coz it's such a vacation country for me like we#went there for vacation like. unironically at least 3 times every single year#insert joke abt *getting back at the 10000000000 german tourists that come to hungary every day* that I'm too sleepy to make#it's so . like i used to have a specific goal in mind (uk ☹️) but then SOMEONE had to go and leave the eu#and also the uk sucks fat shit like csöbörből vödörbe omg. but now i have no#real goal so im just drifting w the vague knowledge that any second now I'll have to pack all my#shit up and escape before it's too late. but where 😀😀😀#i have no qualms abt leaving my f*mily behind but I'll miss budapest#and if i left Europe I'd miss it too especially coz even canada feels really far let alone nz which yknow. 3-4 days of travel#it's the lack of goals that's killing me like OMFGG HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WORK HARD AND#STRIVE FOR SMTG WHEN I HAVE NOTHING SPECIFIC IN MIND...#i mean ''get the fuck out'' is something but it's not Enough. i need to be insane about a#place that's accessible. all the cities/locations im crazy about are inaccessible for one reason or another#bristol and wales are in the uk. nz is on the exact opposite side of the planet. life so sad.#canada is the most likely one honestly but like omgggg. godddddjfdnffnfjfmmf#they should invent a budapest that's not in hungary. they should invent a hungary that isn't comically awful#barking#ok to rb#eastern europe#like im fluent in 3 languages and i can get by in like 10 other ones i Could brush up on any language relatively quickly if it came to that#but it's like. 1. I'd have to pick a location 2. learning a new language also means#getting an entire new personality as well which yknow. idk if i have the capacity for another one rn#i should just become fluent in the ones im somewhat good at but idk which to pick
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