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reidmarieprentiss · 2 days ago
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Could I please request Spencer & Fem Reader based on the episode 9x24 when he gets shot and reader is super worried about him so is comforting him and doing all she can to make sure he’s ok and just fretting over him and on the jet she’s helping him in and just sitting with him next to the couch, brushing his hair so he sleeps. Just lots of cuddles. Maybe overbearing for Spencer because he’s not used to being the one taken care of since it’s usually vise versa. Thanks!!
Wounds: Physical & Emotional
Pairing: Spencer Reid x fem!reader
Category: angst, hurt
Warnings/Includes: aftermath of Spencer getting shot, reader being overbearing, Spencer snapping, no happy ending
Word count: 2.1k
a/n: hiii i hope this is okay <33 i needed some angst so this was perfect
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The atmosphere in the hospital room was filled with a quiet tension, the sterile smell of antiseptics mingling with the dull hum of machines. Spencer lay there, eyes half-open, a little pale and looking both exhausted and grateful just to be alive. His neck, wrapped in fresh bandages, still bore the marks of his ordeal, a stark reminder of how close he’d come to something irreversible.
You stood by his bedside, fingers gently resting on the thin hospital blanket, as if the mere act of touching it could somehow channel some of your strength to him. You'd been pacing the hallway for what felt like hours, running through every worst-case scenario, but finally seeing him, hearing the faint sound of his breathing steady and rhythmic—it brought a wave of relief so overwhelming it nearly took you to your knees.
As his eyes fluttered open, a soft but tired smile curved on his lips when he saw you there. “You… you really didn’t have to stay,” he murmured, his voice a bit strained, weakened from both the injury and the exhaustion that came with it.
You shook your head immediately, your hand instinctively reaching for his, fingers wrapping around his gently. “Don’t even say that, Spencer,” you whispered, your voice thick with emotion, each word infused with the worry you’d been bottling up since the moment you’d found out he’d been hurt. “There’s nowhere else I would be. You… I was so scared.”
He squeezed your hand weakly, his thumb tracing a small, reassuring pattern against your knuckles. "I'm sorry," he whispered. "I know... I know how it must've felt, seeing me like that."
“No, no,” you replied quickly, shaking your head. “You don’t have to apologize for anything. None of this was your fault. You just… you’re always putting yourself out there for everyone else, and… Spencer, I can’t lose you. Not like that.”
His gaze softened as he looked up at you, the slight sheen of tears glistening in your eyes. He’d seen you in countless stressful situations, through endless cases and late-night work sessions, but this—this was different. “I’m still here,” he assured, his voice barely above a whisper, but steady. “I’m still here.”
You couldn’t stop yourself from reaching out and brushing a loose strand of hair from his forehead, your fingertips lingering, just relieved to feel the warmth of his skin beneath them. “You have no idea how glad I am to hear you say that,” you replied, your voice catching. “I didn’t… I didn’t know if I’d get to.”
He closed his eyes for a moment, leaning into your touch, letting himself be comforted by your presence. The weight of what he’d been through hung between you both, unspoken yet deeply felt. It was as though your silent worry, your prayers for his survival, had wrapped around him, bringing him back.
“Are you… are you comfortable? Do you need anything?” you asked, your voice barely louder than a whisper, but still filled with all the care and concern that had carried you through those agonizing hours of waiting.
He chuckled softly, a little hoarse, but there was a warmth in his eyes as he shook his head. “Just having you here is… more than enough,” he replied, his hand squeezing yours a little more firmly, a silent acknowledgment of how much it meant to him that you’d stayed, that you were there.
Your hand drifted from his forehead to his cheek, your thumb softly tracing the edge of his jaw, and for a moment, he simply closed his eyes, letting himself rest, letting himself lean on you.
“Promise me,” you said softly, breaking the quiet that had settled over you both. “Promise me you’ll be more careful next time, that… that you won’t go scaring me like this again.”
He opened his eyes, looking up at you, a small, apologetic smile tugging at his lips. “I’ll try,” he whispered. “But you know me…”
You rolled your eyes, a reluctant smile of your own finally breaking through the worry. “Yeah, I do,” you murmured, shaking your head fondly. “Which is exactly why I’ll be here, making sure you keep that promise.”
Your concern for Spencer had taken on a life of its own, a constant, consuming presence that followed him from the hospital back to work and even into the comfort of his own home. Every glance his way was laden with worry, every touch a check for signs of strain or pain, an endless stream of small but deeply attentive gestures. It seemed you couldn’t stop yourself from fretting over him, as if that watchful care alone could ensure his safety and recovery.
On the jet, you were never far from his side. When he tried to settle into the couch, you followed, bringing a small pillow and blanket, making sure he was comfortable, even sitting right beside him as if to act as a physical buffer against anything that might cause him pain. 
“Let me know if you need anything,” you whispered for what felt like the tenth time, fingers gently brushing a stray curl from his forehead. You stayed close, sometimes pulling a chair beside him, sometimes gently brushing your fingers through his hair in a rhythm that would lull him to sleep. Every time he shifted or opened his eyes, he found you right there, watching him with that same blend of worry and tenderness.
But back at home, your concern reached new levels. You simply couldn’t bear the idea of leaving him to fend for himself—not after what he’d just gone through. Any movement he made was met with your insistent, gentle intervention. “No, no,” you’d say softly but firmly when he reached for the coffee pot or attempted to carry anything from the kitchen. “I’ve got it. You’re supposed to be resting.” You’d guide him back to the couch or bed, a hand on his shoulder as if you thought he might collapse any moment if left unattended.
He found himself surrounded by the constant reminders of your care: you’d already brought him fresh coffee, placed his favorite books within easy reach, even left snacks and water close by. You practically fussed over him like he was made of glass, which at first he found touching. There was an odd but comforting warmth in how your love translated into these little gestures of support.
In the quiet intimacy of his apartment, you’d taken to accompanying him into the bathroom, even the shower, ensuring he was never alone. “I just… I can’t bear to leave you alone yet,” you’d said with a nervous laugh the first time, reaching for his hand. “It makes me feel better, okay?” 
Spencer, both surprised and touched, had reluctantly agreed, though he couldn’t deny the awkwardness. You watched him carefully as he bathed, helping him wash himself, bringing him his towel, even brushing his hair afterward with the same attention you give every one of his movements. 
Every small thing, even the routine act of bathing, became a moment for you to ensure his well-being. And while it was comforting, he found himself increasingly confined by your constant care.
Finally, it became too much. Spencer, who had always prided himself on his independence, was beginning to feel suffocated, trapped by the very love that usually gave him comfort and strength. He’d always been the one to look after others, the quiet pillar of support, and the sudden inversion had been tolerable at first. But as the days wore on, he found himself unable to breathe under the weight of it.
One evening, after yet another shower where you hovered nearby, he reached a breaking point. Just as he reached for the towel, he looked up seeing you already holding it, his face was now laced with frustration and fatigue. “Can’t you… can’t you just give me a little space?” he snapped, his voice louder than he intended, sharp enough to startle you.
The words hung in the air, and you looked at him, taken aback by the sudden tension in his voice. He sighed, running a hand through his hair, the frustration evident as he struggled to put his feelings into words. “I know you’re worried about me—I know. But you won’t even let me bathe alone,” he continued, his tone edged with an exasperation that mirrored how he felt. “I can’t even think for five minutes without you hovering!”
You took a shaky breath, hurt and confusion clouding your expression as you tried to process his outburst. “I… I just wanted to make sure you were okay,” you said softly, your voice breaking with the vulnerability you’d tried so hard to keep hidden.
Spencer’s gaze never softened, “I know you’re worried, and I want to appreciate it, I do. But I need time to myself. I need to feel like I can still do something without help. I need space from you!” he raised his voice again.
You flinched as your heart sank, realizing how tightly you’d been holding on to the fear of losing him, how it had manifested in every act of love, every worried glance, every touch that you’d thought was comforting. You nodded, stepping back a little, trying to offer him the space he so clearly needed. “I’m sorry,” you whispered, eyes dropping to the floor. “I… I’ll give you that space.”
As you quietly closed the bathroom door behind you, Spencer felt a calmness settle over him, a rare feeling of unencumbered space. He hadn’t realized until that moment just how much the attention—though well-meaning and deeply appreciated—had begun to weigh on him, like an invisible net keeping him grounded. The soft click of the door seemed to signal a return to normalcy, to a routine he thought he’d lost somewhere in the haze of his injury.
But what he didn’t realize was how deeply his outburst had hurt you, how you’d clung so desperately to the idea of keeping him safe, only to feel dismissed, even resented, for the very care you’d thought he needed.
Spencer felt lighter as he brushed his hair, each stroke a small declaration of independence. He took his time shaving, enjoying the familiar ritual. He finished, splashing cold water on his face, feeling as if he’d reclaimed a part of himself, a small but significant piece of control.
Satisfied, he wrapped himself in a fresh towel and stepped into the bedroom, thinking of nothing but how good it felt to finally be able to tend to himself. But the moment he crossed the threshold, a chill settled over him. His eyes flicked to the small armchair in the corner, the one that had become a fixture for your bag during your stayover, always waiting quietly, a reminder of your presence and your watchful care. Except now, the chair sat empty. Your bag was gone.
His heart stilled, a sinking feeling creeping into his chest. Quickly, he threw on clothes, barely fastening the buttons of his shirt before moving through the apartment, calling out your name, his voice echoing through the silent rooms. “Y/N?”
He stepped into the living room, glancing around in hopes you were just out of sight, maybe near the kitchen or just down the hall. But there was no answer, no sound, just an aching quiet that pressed in on him like a vise.
“Y/N!” he called again, louder this time, almost pleading. But the silence that met him felt crushing. His mind whirled with dread, memories of the sharpness in his tone, the flash of hurt in your eyes just before you’d turned away. The realization of what he’d done, what he’d said, crashed over him with a painful clarity. In his desperate need for solitude, he hadn’t stopped to consider what his words might mean to you, hadn’t thought of how they might cut deep after all you’d done to care for him.
The hollow ache in his chest grew as he scanned the empty room, his mind replaying each moment you’d been there, every touch, every comforting smile. He could still feel the warmth of your hand in his, the gentle brush of your fingers through his hair. The thought that you might’ve left, might have taken that warmth and devotion with you, was more terrifying than anything he’d faced in the field.
His voice softened, almost a whisper, as he spoke into the empty room, “Please, don’t go.” But the quiet, unyielding silence lingered, leaving him alone with the weight of his words, and he realized that maybe, just maybe, he’d pushed away the one thing he truly needed.
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I Know You Didn't Sign On For This
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Season Three Episode Five (Midseason finale)
Dr. Spencer Reid x Reader (Aaron Hotchner’s Sister)
Words: 5342
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Summary: A killer returns in his efforts to torment Aaron. Forced to stay behind, the reader must grapple with the possibility of loss. 
Notes: To be fair… I did warn you. When I began this series, I realized that I’d have to do this episode because of the time frame I laid out and man, did it hurt to finally get here. This is a doozy, but I hope you guys like it. I actually had a really good time writing it (is that bad haha?) Also, I decided to split up this season so that I could work on part two while part one was posting. I’m hoping to have part two done by January. (fingers crossed) Thank you guys for all the love! 
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After
You couldn’t look her in the eye, not without wanting to tear her apart. She pressed record. 
“Let’s start with why you were unofficially brought in to accompany the team in their pursuit of a dangerous fugitive.” 
“Don’t.” 
Strauss clasped her hands in front of her on the table. “Don’t what, Miss Y/L/N?”
“Don’t talk to me like I’m just another civilian.” 
“You are not a federal agent and you did not have the clearance nor the authority to be on that search.” 
“The only safe place for me was with the team and you know it.” You wanted to scream, wanted to throw something, wanted to slap that high and mighty expression off of the section chief’s face. 
“We would have put you in protective custody,” Strauss reasoned. 
“And look how well that turned out,” you snapped back. 
She leaned back in her chair. 
You leaned forward. “And don’t you dare try to pin some protocol bull against Agent Hotchner because he told me exactly what you just did. But in the end, we both knew the only place Foyet couldn’t get me was with the BAU team.”
“With your fiance.” She watched you, analyzing every word, every tick. 
“I was stationed with Dr. Reid, yes.” You crossed your arms. “Since he had to stay out of the field due to his leg injury, he primarily remained at Kassmyer’s house where several officers were working the crime scene. I figured it was the best place for me to stay out of the way and to stay with the most people with guns in case Foyet changed his route.”
“But you didn’t expect him to do that,” she said, “did you?”
“No.” You swallowed, your hard exterior faltering for a moment. “I didn’t.”  
Strauss glanced down at the paper in front of her. “Can you describe your interactions with S.S.A Hotchner on the day of the incident?” 
You scoffed, smiling bitterly as you stood. “We’re done here.” 
“Miss Y/L/N, sit down.”
“As you so graciously pointed out, Agent Strauss-” You growled, gripping the edge of the table. “I am not one of your agents. So we’re done here.” 
She opened her mouth to argue. 
You grabbed the door handle. 
“If you have any more questions, you can call my damn lawyer.” You walked out of the room, slamming the door so hard you thought the glass would break. 
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Before
You knew before the agents ran by your door that something was going on. Aaron had been more alert than usual, more insistent that you don’t stray too far from the BAU or your apartment. Spencer had been more attentive, making sure that you were sleeping alright and that you didn’t go anywhere alone. 
But it was when Emily checked in on you that you knew something was going on. 
“What happened?” You asked. 
“I wish I could tell you, Y/N, but we don’t know enough,” she said, hurrying away again. 
With each agent that went by, you started to put the pieces together. 
They found him. 
-
“Stay here.” 
“You’re kidding, right?” 
Aaron’s eyes blazed in a way that almost scared you. Almost. 
“I can’t sit in the office and wait for you guys to find him.” You crossed your arms, looking to Spencer for some help. 
“Y/N, the safest place for you-” Spence started. 
“Is with all of you.” You ran your fingers through your hair, not even realizing how much you were shaking. “Look, I have almost died in my own home, I’ve been attacked in my brother’s apartment, and I have been taken from a police station,” you snapped. “I am going with you.” 
“Anderson,” Aaron said. 
The agent came running. 
Hotch gave you a hard stare. “Make sure she doesn’t go anywhere.” 
“You can’t be serious,” you snapped, taking a step to leave. 
Anderson stepped in your way. 
Aaron sighed. “Just… stay safe. I’ll have Garcia update you when she can.” 
“Aaron, please.” You tried again, but Anderson just gave you an apologetic look and stayed in place. “You can’t leave me here.”
He didn’t say anything else. Your brother turned and left, shoulders tense and fists clenched at his sides. 
Spencer gave you a small, awkward smile. “It’s safest for you to stay here. I don’t want to think what he would-” He shuddered. 
“Spencer, please let me come with you,” you pleaded, taking his hand. “Aaron can’t do this alone.”
“He won’t be alone.” Spence brought your hand to his lips. “We’re going to get Foyet, Y/N.”
“Not if he gets you first,” you muttered, blinking back angry, terrified tears. 
He pressed a kiss to your forehead, whispering against your skin. “I love you.”
“Spence-”
“I’ll call you if I can.” 
Spencer hurried out before you could inevitably change his mind. Hotch was right. Protocols and everything aside, you would only be in more danger going after Foyet. Still, leaving that room made his heart hurt. 
You gritted your teeth to keep from screaming in frustration and fell back into Aaron’s chair. 
“We haven’t officially met.” Anderson cleared his throat and awkwardly stuck out his hand. 
You simply glared in return. 
-
Reid hated it. He hated leaving you behind, leaving you in the dark. The fear in your voice echoed through his head and made his chest feel tight. He’d left you just like he’d left you at the police station. You were right. Nowhere was safe. And he’d left you. 
“Reid,” Morgan’s voice pulled him out of his thoughts. 
They were on the way to Arlington to find ‘Peter Rhea.’ Or, as Reid had figured out- The Reaper. Reid sat in the car, his knee bouncing anxiously while he stared out of the window. 
“Sorry, what were you saying?”
Morgan looked at him through the rearview, Rossi in the passenger seat beside him. 
“Anderson’s sticking with Y/N at the BAU, right?”
“Yeah.”
“So she’s safe, kid,” he reassured him, turning into the parking lot of the building they were meeting at. 
“That’s what we said at Fairfax,” he muttered, using his crutch to help him out of the car. 
While they were getting set up, waiting to move in, you were pacing your office, watching for your guard dog outside. Anderson had been in and out all day, running to find information and to make calls that would help with the case. If you just waited for the right moment…
It felt like every inch of you was screaming. Like your barely healing scars were ready to burst open and bleed life right out of you. You wrapped your arms around yourself as if you could hold it all in. 
Spencer stood amongst the SWAT team and his team and wished he could do something. Even without his leg injury, his brain wasn’t any help. He could predict where Foyet would be, but that didn’t matter if they didn’t get there in time. 
Images from countless nightmares came flooding back to him. Pictures of Foyet’s knife piercing your stomach, slicing across your skin, his sick smile slick with your blood as you tried to speak through it. You, in the hospital bed, flatlining. The patchwork of your body after the doctors did the best they could to stitch you up.
What if he went after you again? 
You gulped down a glass of water with a shaking hand, a part of you still wishing it was something stronger. Anderson had gotten called away, something about Foyet not being at the apartment. 
Your phone rang. 
“Sam?” You answered. 
Why would the Marshall be calling you?
“Sam, what’s happened?”
“That’s cute. Was he going to be your handler too if you hadn’t been so stubborn?” 
Your stomach dropped. 
“Foyet.” 
“Hello, darling.” George Foyet grinned into the receiver. “You know, I’ve always regretted that we didn’t have more time together.” 
“Come get me and we will,” you snapped, already gathering your things. 
There was only one reason he’d have Sam Kassmeyer’s phone. 
“Ooo, so feisty. So fun. And yet so… been there, done that.” You heard an engine start. “I just wanted to give you a heads-up about the agenda for today. It’s so unfair that they’re making you miss out on all the fun.” 
“If you tell me where you’re going, I can join you.” You picked up your keys. “We’ll all have a great time.” 
Foyet clicked his tongue in scolding. “Now, Y/N, that would be cheating.” Wherever he was, he was pulling away from the sound of his car. Even if you got there in time, he’d be long gone. Just another chase. “Tell Aaron I send my love.” 
He hung up.
You tried to call Aaron, but he didn’t answer. He was either too busy or too pissed off at you to pick up. You didn’t have time to try and reach them through Garcia. If Foyet had been to Kassmeyers, then the agent was either dead or dying. 
“Goddamnit,” you exclaimed, almost throwing your phone across the room. Instead, you took a deep breath, pulled yourself together, and opened your door. Anderson was busy with a call, giving you the perfect opportunity to slip out. 
Foyet was going after Hailey and Jack, and he’d just found the perfect way to get to them.
You just hoped Aaron reached them first. 
-
Spencer spotted you first. With Hotch still with the US Marshall who was bleeding out on the floor, everyone could only stand by and watch. He’d just glanced out of the window when he saw you running up the sidewalk, your panicked face lit up by the blue and red lights of the approaching ambulance. 
“Uh, Hotch,” he said. 
Morgan and Prentiss both turned. 
“Oh, you have got to be kidding me,” Morgan said. 
“How did she know to come here?” Prentiss asked. 
Spencer opened the door, frowning. “Y/N, what are you-”
“Is Kessmeyer okay?” You asked through heavy breaths. “I got a call from Foyet from his phone, so I knew that he would be-” You pushed inside and saw the blood. “Oh god.���
The wall of agents kept you from getting too close. Spence put a hand on your arm. 
“You can’t be here.” 
“Did you say you got a call from Foyet?” Prentiss exclaimed. 
“What the hell is she doing here?” Aaron asked, not getting up from Sam’s side. 
You ignored him, nodding at Emily. “He called me from Sam’s phone. I have it in case I needed to-” You took a deep breath and looked away from the blood. “He wanted me to know what he was doing. He wanted to taunt me because he knew I was stuck at the BAU. I came here because I was worried Marshall Kessmeyer might be hurt.” 
The paramedics moved you all out of the way. 
“Gunshot wounds to each leg, one foot, he’s missing several fingers and appears to be badly beaten,” Reid told them without blinking. 
“Christ.” You ran a hand down your face, trying to see over the couch where the Marshall lay. 
The paramedics moved in. Aaron stood to let them work, Kassmeyer still trying to tell him something. He turned his burning gaze to you.
“I told you to stay.”
“And I tried to call you,” you fired back. “Foyet called me. He wanted me to know he knew where I was. He wanted me to know where he was going.” 
“You can’t be here,” he snapped, his cool fury more terrifying than any shout. “This is an active pursuit of a dangerous criminal. You cannot be here.”
Other officers were showing up, ready to treat the house as a crime scene. 
The paramedics wheeled Sam out. He tried to talk to Aaron through the blood in his mouth. 
Hotch clenched his jaw and took a breath. 
“Reid, stay here with Y/N. Make sure she does not try to follow us,” he ordered. He pointed at you as he went to follow Sam. “We will talk about this later.”
“Come back alive and you can yell at me all you want, Aaron.” 
He gave you a final glance and the anger in his gaze flickered soft for a moment, revealing the relief of seeing that you were alright. Aaron hurried out. 
You looked around at the group of agents, crossing your arms as a sudden chill ran over you. 
“He found them,” you said. “He found them and now-” You put a hand over your mouth to keep the cries back. 
Spencer pulled you into his arms without hesitating. You were tense against him, shaking from the effort of trying to hold yourself together. He rubbed your back in the way that always helped you calm down. 
“We’re going to find them first,” he whispered. 
Reid looked over your shoulder at the team. 
A darkness hung over all of them and no one looked at you. 
“I want him gone,” you said against his shoulder. 
“I know.”
“What if he’s already there? What if Hayley and Jack are already-”
“We have to assume they’re alive.” JJ stepped towards you. “Like any case.”
“But this is any case.” You moved away from all of them, closer to the door. “This is The Reaper. This is Foyet. The man who attacked the strongest person I know in his own apartment. The one who almost killed me. Nothing about this is like any case.” Your voice bordered on hysterical. 
JJ frowned. “I just meant that-”
“I can’t just stay here and wait for something to happen.” You reached for the doorknob. 
Spencer grabbed your hand. 
Logic returned to your system. 
His eyes pleaded with yours. “Stay with me.” 
You closed your eyes, took a breath, and let him pull you back to his side. 
“I’ll call the U.S. Marshalls, see what they can tell us,” JJ said. She stepped away to make the call, but the others just stood there, each of them trying to wrap their heads around what the hell was going on. 
Dave, who had been talking to one of the paramedics before Aaron left, put a hand on your shoulder. 
“We’ll find them, kid.”
You could only hope that he was right.
-
When Hotch called, he didn’t mention you. He needed to forget that you were there, to push him to the back of his mind so he wouldn’t turn around and handcuff you to his side so you could never be in harm's way again. Then again, it was with him that you’d been hurt so many times before. 
He hung up with the team and dialed a different number. 
Emily sighed, listening to Penelope. From the tech’s side of the call, there was a series of beeps. 
“What’s that?”
Somehow, you already knew. 
Penelope’s tone changed, flat with shock. “Hotch is calling Foyet.” 
You held Spencer’s hand tighter. 
“Damnit, Aaron.” 
The phone rang and you all listened. 
Foyet answered. “Agent Hotchner.” 
“If you touch her-” Aaron started, the fury and fear evident in his usually controlled tone. 
“Be gentle?” Foyet mocked. “Like I was with you?” He chuckled, the sound sending shivers up your spine. “Or your sister? Y/N seems well, by the way. Even though you’ve got her locked up in that ivory tower of yours. Such a pretty thing. A little old for me, but-” he clicked his tongue. “It’s a shame I didn’t get to pay her a visit one more time.” 
You tried not to show it, but it felt like your whole body had started to shake. Every word he said was like the knife slicing into you all over again. 
“What the hell took you so long?” Foyet asked. “I was beginning to think this phone was dead or something.” 
Aaron remained silent. 
Foyet noticed. “Why so quiet? You usually lash out when you’re frustrated.”
“Bastard,” you muttered, trying to keep your breathing steady. 
Spencer held you a little closer. 
“I’m not frustrated,” Hotch finally responded. “You’re more predictable than you think.” 
“Am I?”
“You didn’t know where Haley was so you made her come to you.” 
“You make me sound lazy.” 
“Just another way for you to show control.” 
What are you doing, Aaron? You wondered. You watched the reactions of everyone on the team, but they were all listening as intently as you were. 
“Oh that’s terrible,” Foyet said, his voice jeering. 
“Your mother tried to protect you from your father, but she wasn’t strong enough.”
“You make me sound like you’re sister,” Foyet snapped. It was barely perceptible, but you could hear the slight edge of frustration rising in him. “Or maybe just you.”
Aaron ignored him. “You hated her for that, didn’t you? You decided all women were weak.” 
“Those are your words, not mine.” 
Their words melded together in your mind as a different scene took over your thoughts. 
“She’s so pretty, Aaron. You didn’t tell me your sister was pretty,” Foyet said as he drove the knife into your side.
“Aaron…” You were losing consciousness from the hit you’d taken to the head, but you could take in every ounce of pain. 
Your brother laid across from you, his blood pooling on the carpet around him. If you could get The Reaper to focus on you, maybe Aaron would make it. 
“Is that…” You struggled to speak. “All you’ve got?”
“You know what I’ve been thinking?” The voice on the phone brought you back. “Haley looks pretty good with dark hair. She’s lost some weight. Must be all the stress you’ve caused her.” 
“Oh god,” you mouthed, bringing your hand up to keep from making a sound. Spencer held you close, but even he was still with shock and fear. 
“Where’s the little man?” Foyet wondered. “Oh, there he is. Does he like Captain America because of you?” 
A different phone began to ring. 
“That’s your wife,” Foyet said. “Hold please.” He answered the other line. “Mrs. Hotchner.”
“I’m here.”
“Open the gate and I’ll drive in.” 
“Okay.” 
Just the sound of her voice made you want to scream, to warn her. 
Aaron would make it in time. He had to. 
But you didn’t even know where they were. 
“Aaron,” Foyet spoke on the other phone again. “I really got to go.” 
The line went dead. 
Gate. Somewhere with a gate. 
You went rigid in Spencer’s arms, your eyes darting back and forth like you were reading something in front of you. 
“The gate.” 
Emily turned to you. “What?” 
“One time, in high school, I had to jump over the gate to sneak back in after going to some concert Aaron didn’t want me to go to. He said it was too exposed, too many drunk adults. I could get hurt. I, of course, didn’t care, and got beer spilled all over me. Haley caught me and smelled the beer. She said it would be our secret.”
“Y/N, what are you talking about?” Derek asked. 
“The house. Foyet took them to the house, to Aaron and Haley’s house.” 
Morgan nodded. “He has to be in control. He wants to take over Hotch’s home.” 
The place that had once been your home would now be a warzone. 
“We have to go,” you said. 
Dave shook his head. “The best thing you can do for your brother is to stay safe and stay away.” 
“But-”
“Reid?”
“I’ll stay with her.” Spence kept his grip on your hand as the other members of the team rushed out of the house. 
You could have fought. You could have kicked and screamed and forced Spencer to let you go. But you had no weapon, no bulletproof vest, and no clue as to what you would do when you got there. If anything, you’d make it all worse. 
It was up to them now. 
Garcia called. 
“Where’s Y/N? Anderson said she left and I can’t find her anywhere in the BAU and-” Her shrill voice sent a pang of guilt through your chest. 
“I’m here, Penelope. I’m with Spencer. The others are going after Aaron.” 
“Oh thank god,” she sighed. “When I find you, I’m going to give you such a big hug and then I’m going to yell at you for scaring me.” 
“Keep us on with everyone,” Spence said. Something he’d later regret. 
Penelope paused. “Foyet’s calling Hotch.” 
Derek spoke from a different line, driving. “Garcia, can you get us on?” 
Aaron answered. “Foyet?”
But it wasn’t Foyet that spoke. 
“Aaron?” 
It was Haley. 
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After
He sat across from you, hands clasped in his lap, waiting quietly for you to say something. 
Dr. Lance Sweets looked at the journal you’d placed on the table. He glanced back up at you. 
“Did you write about it?” He asked softly. 
You shook your head. 
Waiting for your permission, he picked up the journal to look at the last entry. 
“Why did you decide to bring it with you today, Y/N?” 
You met his eyes but he could tell you weren’t really looking at him. 
“I was hoping you could tell me how,” you said. 
“How what?”
“How I’m supposed to write about it?” You tried to keep your voice even, but every word felt broken. “How I’m supposed to wrap it all up in a neat little summary so I can get on with feeling better.”
“No one expects-”
“I know what everyone expects,” you snapped. “They expect me to grieve and to hurt and to fall apart. But I can’t do that. I can’t be the weak one anymore. Aaron needs me more than ever now so I need you to tell me how I’m supposed to get over listening to the person I called my sister die over the goddamn phone. Can you just help me do that?”
You didn’t realize you were shouting until you were forced to catch your breath. 
Dr. Sweets waited and set the journal Spencer gave you back on the table. 
“Sorry,” you whispered. 
“It’s okay.”
“No. It isn’t.” 
He took a breath, nodding. “You’re right. It isn’t.”
“I should have died,” you said suddenly. “Did I tell you that? The doctors said it was a miracle I survived, let alone without any major permanent damage.” You laid a hand where you knew the scar was. “Other than needing a new kidney.” 
“What makes you say you should have died?” Lance leaned forward. 
“Maybe if I had, he would have been satisfied, you know?” A tear slipped down your cheek. You didn’t stop it. “Maybe Foyet wouldn’t have kept going. Maybe-” You inhaled sharply. “But instead I-” I chose to come back. 
“George Foyet was a serial killer who wanted to hurt Agent Hotchner in any way he could,” Lance said. “He was never going to stop.”
“I know.” 
“There is nothing you could have done to stop him, Y/N.”
“I know.” Your voice cracked. 
Lance gave you a caring, supportive nod and leaned back again. 
“Then let’s start over, huh?”
You nodded, brought your knees to your chest, and broke down. 
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Before
Everything stopped. If she had the phone that meant…
Spencer, realizing, reached to hang up. He stopped when you shot him a look that said ‘Don’t you dare.’
“You’re okay?” Haley sounded surprised and relieved. 
Aaron took a second to answer, his voice straining. “I’m fine.”
“But, he said that-” She stopped herself. The fear set in. “Oh, Aaron.” 
“He can hear us, right?” 
“Yes.” Her breathing shook. “I am so sorry.”
“Haley, show him no weakness, no fear.” 
“I know.” Haley calmed herself enough to keep it together. “Sam told me all about him.” She put together another piece. “Is he, um-”
“No, Sam is fine.” Aaron kept his hand on the wheel even as everything spun out of control. His heart pounded in his chest and it took every ounce of strength he had to keep his tone steady. 
“Aaron, Aaron, Aaron,” Foyet scolded. “Is that why your marriage broke up, because you’re a liar.” 
“Don’t listen to him, Haley.” 
“I have Sam’s service phone right here.” 
You stared at the large blood stain on the carpet, unable to move. 
Foyet continued. “They sent out a mass text about his death. You can take a look if you want.”
You turned to Spencer. 
He cast his gaze to the ground and nodded. 
“He’s trying to scare you.” It was getting harder for Aaron to keep the desperation out of his voice. 
“Did you even tell her what this was about?” 
No. Aaron thought. Please no. 
“About the deal?” 
“He’s just trying to make you angry.” Aaron checked the street he was on. He wasn’t close enough. If he could just be faster…
“Well, she should be. She’s gonna…” Foyet paused. You could hear Jack playing in the background. “D-I-E because of your inflated ego.” 
You shook your head, muttering. “Don’t listen to him, Haley. Don’t.” 
“Ignore him, Haley,” Aaron said.
“I’m sure you don’t want her to know this part, either. You know, all he had to do was stop looking for me and you wouldn’t be in this mess?” Foyet mocked.
“Don’t react.” Aaron blinked back tears, feeling like his foot would break the gas pedal. 
“What is he talking about?” Haley asked. 
There was a long, painful silence. 
You gripped the back of the sofa like your life depended on it, numb tears making their way down your face. 
Spencer didn’t know what to do. With all of his training and knowledge and studies, he didn’t know what to do. 
“Tell Jack I need him working the case,” Aaron finally said. 
“What?” 
“Tell Jack I need him working the case.”
You wracked your brain trying to understand what he meant, but you understood one thing. He knew how this was going to end.
Haley cleared her throat and forced a smile into her voice. “Jack, did you hear that?” 
The phone switched hands and the next voice made Aaron’s chest ache even more. 
“Hi, Daddy.”
Aaron’s voice finally cracked. “Hi, buddy.”
You punched the back of the couch and pushed away from it, starting to pace. If he touches that little boy…
“Is George a bad guy?” Jack asked, so sweet and innocent it made your tears fall harder. 
“Yes, he is.” Aaron composed himself. “Jack, I need you on this case with me. Do you understand? I need you to work the case with me.” He could only hope he would understand. That he would remember. 
“Okay, daddy.”
“Jack, hug your mom for me.” 
You finally put it together and froze. 
He knew how this was going to end. 
Spencer took a step toward you, but you stayed back, both of you listening to the silence of a son’s unknowing goodbye. 
“Mommy hug me too tight.” 
“I’m sorry.” You didn’t know how Haley was doing it. Maybe this is what it really meant to be a mother. 
“Why are you sad?” Jack asked. 
“Oh, I just love you so much.” 
“He has to make it in time,” you said, barely loud enough for Spencer to hear. “He has to get there. He-”
“Mommy, I gotta go. I’m working the case.”
Haley let go again. “Okay.” 
Small footsteps signaled Jack’s escape. 
“He’s so cute,” Foyet’s voice returned. “He’s like a little junior G-man. I’ll be right up, Jackie boy!” 
“You stay away from him,” you growled, though you knew he couldn’t hear you. 
Aaron could barely hold the steering wheel steady, he gripped it so tight. “Is he gone?” 
“Yes.” Haley fought her tears.
“You’re so strong, Haley,” Aaron said. “Stronger than I ever was.” 
You thought of every movie night she would put on to make you feel better, every nightmare she’d woken you up from. You thought of how she stood up to the press during your mother’s trial and wouldn’t let anyone near you. How she’d protected you like you were her own. 
Aaron remembered when she had Jack, how she held herself together even when he was a mess. He thought of her smile and her eyes and her voice, even as it shook now. 
“You’ll hurry, right?”
Aaron took a sharp breath, hiding his cries. “I know you didn’t sign on for this.” A tear finally escaped down his face. 
“Neither did you,” she said, resolved. 
“I’m sorry for everything.” He hated himself for saying it, as though it could fix anything. As if it could stop what was going to happen. 
Haley breathed in deeply and let it out, wondering if it would be her last. 
“Promise me you will tell him how we met,” she said. “And how you used to make me laugh.”
The tears flowed freely down his face now, but still, he drove. “Haley…”
“He needs to know that you weren’t always so serious, Aaron.”
You thought of the pictures she showed you every year for their anniversary. Pirates of Penzance. He looked so happy. 
“I want him to believe in love because it is the most important thing.” Her voice shook with the strain of keeping together. “But you need to show him.” 
Aaron could hardly muster a whisper now. “I promise.” 
More silence. 
Then…
One
Haley walking down the aisle, the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen in his life. 
Two
Her beaming face as you walked across the stage at your graduation. 
Three
Haley’s exhausted, but utterly happy smile as she held Jack in her arms, looking up at Aaron with joy and so much love. 
The line went dead. 
Aaron threw the phone onto the dashboard, hoping it would break. 
And she was gone. 
You ran outside, but only made it to the lawn before you fell to your knees and were sick through your sobs. 
Spencer followed as fast as he could, kneeling down to hold you up.
“She can’t be- maybe she’s- please, she can't be-” You gulped through your words, unable to get enough words to say them. 
“Y/N,” Spence started, but he had nothing he could say. 
You stood on trembling legs and started for your car. “We have to go.”
“Y/N, we can’t.”
“You don’t understand.” You whirled around, your red eyes wild and desperate. “He’s going to kill him.”
And you weren’t sure who you meant.
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After
Spencer had barely stopped the car before you were hurtling out of it, sprinting toward the surrounded house. 
“Y/N!” He called after you, but you didn’t listen. 
They wheeled a stretcher out of Aaron’s former home, carrying a body bag too big to have been your sister-in-law. 
“No,” you gasped. You ran harder, your lungs burning and your heart pounding. “Aaron!” A few of the first responders turned to you, but nobody looked for long. You screamed again. “Aaron!”
Dave found you, putting himself between you and the door. 
“Get out of my way.”
“Believe me, kid,” he said softly. “You don’t want to go in there.” 
“Where’s my brother? I need to find my brother. Aaron!” 
“Aunt Y/N,” a small voice called out to you. Jack waved from JJ’s arms, his young eyes blank and confused. 
You felt sick all over again. 
“Dave, please, where is he?” 
That’s when you saw him. His shirt was covered in blood and his face was cut, already starting to bruise. But he was alive. 
“Aaron!” You ducked around Dave and sprinted into your brother’s waiting arms. 
He didn’t even make it out of the doorway. The second he locked you in his embrace, Aaron felt his legs give out. You basically had to hold him up, his body shaking hard with sobs. 
“I couldn’t get here in time,” he cried into your shoulder. 
You didn’t say anything. You just clung to him as you both cried. 
After what felt like hours, Aaron pulled away. He held something in his fist and stared at his hand with a dark expression. 
“Y/N…” He spoke without expression. “I found this.” 
Any breath you had left your body as he opened his hand. 
It was your locket.
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butterflydm · 22 hours ago
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Overthinking the leaked casting for s3
wotseries.com posted another (rumored) casting for s3 a couple of weeks ago and it prompted me to go through all our known casting so far and (probably) do some overthinking (plus, the last time I Did Speculation, we got some new info very soon afterwards, so maybe that will happen again, lol):
Our new casting spoiler is Ann Ogbomo, a British actress who was part of the South Africa filming cast (which was used for both Rhuidean and Tanchico, I believe). So she could be Aiel, or one of the flashback characters, or a character in Tanchico.
She seems too old to be Tuon (otoh, Tuon might get aged up and sorta combined with Tylin in the sense of being an ~older woman~ for Mat? The books never really did anything interesting with Tuon looking younger than she was, and her being older would make her more experienced as a sul'dam), but could possibly be Egeanin or another Black Ajah Sister in Tanchico.
Other 'recent' (since the last time I posted about it) castings are Cameron Jack, Fredrik Wagner, and Michael Lindall. We don't really know anything about what Fredrik might have filmed but it looked like Michael filmed on the Two Rivers set. Cameron Jack is an actor who looks to have potentially filmed during both the Czech Republic and the South African stints of filming.
We got our first official casting of a Sea Folk character in Carmela Bonomi as Jorin din Jubai (who has a good rapport with Elayne during their time together in the books, and is the reason that Elayne figures out that the Windfinders can channel). Given the director she worked with, it sounds like she's in 3x5 and/or 3x6 -- if we meet the Sea Folk in 3x5 and then leave with them from Tanchico in 3x6, this backs up the idea that maybe our Tanchico kiddos will reunite with Rand's side of the storyline in 3x7 & 3x8 (maybe in Tear). My current speculation of "2 episodes together; 4 episodes in the Waste/Tanchico; 2 episodes together" still sounds like it could be valid (except for Perrin, of course, who would still be in the Two Rivers at the end of the season), and gives Rand & Elayne and Lan & Nynaeve screen-time to spend together to build their relationships.
We also learned about Olivia Popica as Jeanine. She gets added to Liandrin's group of Black Ajah Sisters who are likely going to break out of the White Tower in ep1 (probably killing at least one Sister in the process) and then head to Tanchico to be part of Elayne & Nynaeve's storyline.
Total Black Ajah Sisters that will Probably go to Tanchico: Liandrin, Jeaine, Ispan, and Joiya. If Moghedien is also in Tanchico, I wonder if that's going to be the extent of our Black Ajah Sisters -- it probably would be good if the number of known BA Sisters didn't outnumber the number of known non-BA Sisters!
Other leaks that wotseries.com has mentioned before:
For Andor: Morgase (Olivia Williams), Elaida (Shohreh Aghdashloo), Galad (Callum Kerr) -- we will almost certain also have Gawyn here, since s2 confirmed his existence in the world of the show, but no casting leak yet. Shiaine (Raksha Hoost) might fit in here as well, though she might also be a Secret Character, since her identity gets taken over by a Darkfriend at some point, iirc.
We also have a listing for someone for Jaq Lounalt (Rob McLoughlin), who works for Arymilla in the latter books but might work for Jaichim Carridan (Jared Doreck) in the earlier ones? He's a Darkfriend, at any rate. Might appear in a couple of potential places. Carridan is in Tanchico working with Liandrin & co in TSR, so they might both be there.
For 2R/Perrin: Faile (Isabella Bucceri), Jac al'Seen (Paul A Maynard), and Marin al'Vere's actress is now Rina Mahoney.
For Aiel/Rand: Maigran, da'shain Aiel (Tereza Duskova), Latra, older version (Ania Marson), Solina, Aes Sedai during the Breaking (Thandi Sebe) - these all seem likely to feature in the glass columns sequence.
For the White Tower: Lelaine (Rebecca Root)
We also got a leak that an actor named Robert Strange shot for the show and this is interesting because he's a creature actor and has played several non-human characters in his career (that said, he is also very tall, and so might be an Aiel). But thanks to @markantonys for noticing that he's mainly a creature actor, because otherwise I would have fixated on his height and assumed Aiel! But given that he does act as a lot of creatures, I feel like he's a strong candidate for a Finn.
Then we have a bunch of leaks that aren't attached to a particular role:
Diêm Camille (5'9" - maybe Aiel?)
Nuno Lopes (I've seen spec that he's one of the Forsaken)
Luke Fetherston  (seen spec that he's Luc)
Nukâka Coster-Waldau (I suspect an Aes Sedai)
Björn Landberg (6'6" - maybe Aiel? taller than Josha)
Synnøve Macody Lund (6' - maybe Aiel?)
Clare Dunne (5'9" - maybe Aiel?)
Salóme Gunnarsdóttir (5'7" - maybe Aiel?)
Clare-Hope Ashitey (has been nominated for several acting awards)
And other potential cast who are more tenuously suspected:
Iman Marson (looks young, maybe 2R character?)
Ian Atwiine (also pretty young; maybe 2R character?)
Ferdinand McKay (very little info)
Kiren Kebaili-Dwyer (6' - maybe Aiel? maybe 2R)
Diana Dulinkova (5'7" - maybe Aiel?)
Natasha Culzac (6'1" freckled redhead - Aiel?)
Lots of potential new characters. Nothing that I've seen disproves my most recent speculation about s3, though that can change quickly.
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multishipperbish · 2 months ago
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storing this here cause i'll forget otherwise. i designed a tattoo for my mom (or myself if she doesn't like it) of the creepy gas mask kid from dr who in the style of Banksy because we rewatched the episode today and we got to talking about what it might look like. i fucked it up a little cause the arm was supposed to be pointing (instead of holding a hand) but i had no idea how to achieve that + he's not facing the right way to be pointing + he's not nearly as menacing as i'd hoped but whatever. i kind of really like it even though i keep finding things wrong with it. would go hard on either of our forearms i think
tw for gas masks. i know that shit is creepy as fuck so be warned. it's a transparent image so uhhh rip if you got dark mode on. i do and it's great for the night but shit for this image in particular. oh well
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bumblingbabooshka · 1 year ago
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Harry Kim saying Naomi is lucky to be born on Voyager and that he would have given "anything" to have her life when he was a kid...
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#He sees NO downsides????#Also I love how Neelix was yelling and panicked and Harry was like 'haha ok buddy. Hey this little guy is ugly huh~? See ya later!'#absolutely unbothered and not the least bit curious - love him <3#saw someone post about how they don't like 'once upon a time' bc Neelix doesn't tell Naomi right away about her mother .... bro.#c'mon. Anyway I love Neelix and him trying so hard to shield Naomi from bad things / upset bc he KNOWS how fucking painful#it is to lose a family DID make me tear up.#Also Naomi in that burned-down forest (symbolic of innocence?) was a kickass visual. Neelix telling her about his family and Naomi trying#to comfort HIM??? SHE'S SUCH A GOOD KID MAN....Neelix making her a flotter doll was also v cute#OH AND Naomi going 'I Am Borg...' and Neelix going '~??? No you're not~!!!' and Naomi giggling...added NOTHING to the#episode - as it should be!! Sometimes you've just gotta have a really cute silly moment <3#Tuvok: [says something] / Tom: Nice bedside manner Tuvok =_=#Tuvok: [about to say the most beautiful comforting words you've ever heard one parent say to another] And I took that personally.#Love how Naomi is scared of Seven at first...girl that's your roommate.#HEHEH she starts off the series scared of her but by the end she's her little buddy and also her intern#but yeah never forget that Harry Kim can and will say the most unhinged things but so casually that no one will really clock it#NEVER forget that he says he remembers.....either being an infant or his own birth - both WILD to me#Harry Kim lowkey loves destiny and being special and the idea of 'chosen ones' and the narrative even though he will fight it all if it#harms the ones he loves#Harry: (guy from an alternate timeline who replaced the dead Naomi with the alive one from his own) That kid's living the dream <3
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rinbylin · 1 year ago
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可待的意思是 请你 等等我。 (please wait for me.)
#posts made by me for me myself and i only#keep scrolling! just me having a mental breakdown! nothing to see here!#me hearing lwx say 可待的意思是请你等等我 for the 7378414828th time: *bursts into fucking tears*#my posts#hlht#lhl#ok. serious thoughts time. it's always lowkey funny to me that it's genuinely believed#(like in xcp's eulogy for him)#that xdq cares more about his people than anything#it's not that i think he doesn't care? he's actually kind and good and feels for his people but?#he cares in a detached and distant way exactly in the manner he can from within the palace walls#...which is reminiscent of huahua in the last episode going yeah he's a good emperor (really?)#and i'll give up my only chance to survive in exchange for the peace of the world#(he says. but it's also for xiaobao - like. every political move xdq makes it's mixed with personal stake)#he does things *for* the good ever since he has been the lxy who built sigumen#but is it really *out of* goodness or he's just trying to live up to the ideal xia#his self-imposed isolation as the top of wulin is as iron-clad as the palace walls of confucian social roles that hold xdq in#the way that hlht is all about the social world and lhl is all about the world outside of that which xdq dreamt about#then at the end of the day they both go back to the water bodies where they wish to be released into... bye#and they leave behind loved ones who will go see the world for them#xdq is so much less cruel to them than huahua is tbh#at least xdq had aggressively fought for them and to be with them#both stories are like. what happens to someone AFTER they're at the top and was born into/for that role?#do you know what fucked up things that does to someone?#ok bye FOR LEGAL PURPOSES THIS POST IS FOR MYSELF and whoever wants to read ONLY
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uniformbravo · 8 months ago
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the natsuyuu manga is so funny the volume will be like "natsume grapples with his desire for unconditional love versus his fear of burdening those around him, knowing the more he opens his heart to the people he cares about the more he stands to lose if something goes wrong; these people are the warmest he's ever known and he's the happiest he's ever been and that scares him because he can't shake the feeling that it's fleeting and fragile and could all disappear at any moment, so all he can do is fight to protect everything he loves and hope one day he'll deserve the precious happiness he's been given here"
and then the blurb on the back is like "natsume climbs up into the attic to look for some books, but... uh oh... is that a... g-g-g-ghost??!? things are about to get freaky deaky in here if he doesn't do something... quick!!! will natsume be able to handle it before the clock strikes thirteen, or will he become... gulp... the ghost's next meal?!?"
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myfanfictiongarden · 8 months ago
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Omg…. episodes 11 & 12 The Spoils and Kalends of February is what I`ve been looking for.
I’m not kidding when I say I’m in tears, this episodes were incredible.
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the-best-bagel · 5 months ago
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trying to watch ZZ right after Z gundam is actually really fucking hard. I don't think I'd mind the tone shift if there was a little more seperation between the series, but having zz pick up literally right after z is pissing me off.
Fa is so real for being mad the entire time like you just saw all your friends die, Kamille's lost it, and now the ship is being manned by a bunch of 14 year old highschool dropouts fucking around while she and the rest of the old crew are still just trying to survive.
I have no idea why sunrise had ZZ be Z's second cour its so bizzare and they both suffer for it. the zeta cast [Fa] just gets shoved to the side before they've really had a proper conclusion while the ZZ cast just feel like an annoying intrusion.
If they had just given them like a year long timeskip and had all the Z stuff come in as flashbacks once the ZZ plot actually started happening then the tonal dissonance might have been a lot milder and we'd get the opportunity to care about the new characters without the baggage of Z's ending. That's basically what they did with Char's axis stuff and i think it worked there
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tariah23 · 5 months ago
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Outside of all of… that happening to Gojo, and finishing Snowfall the other day, eek……..
#I can live with what gege did to Gojo even though it hurts so much bro#but I can’t deal with what happened to Franklin bro that’s one of the worst character endings ever omg my chest….#i meant it in a ‘that’s so fucked up’ way not ‘this is badly written’ because it really does fit his character….. even though witnessing#such a strong and ambitious character turn into……. THAT in the end… bro…………. not Franklin 😭…#his pride left him in ruin… the fact that he actually still had ppl who were willing to stand by his side in the end and help him but he#couldn’t accept it because in his own words ‘I built this shit! and if I wanted to tear it down with my own hands than I will-‘ like he was#so used to being in charge.. the boss… never taking orders from the people who worked for him… and whenever any other character would make#suggestions or decide that they wanted to branch off he’d completely lose his shit because in his mind they’re all stronger together and he#felt like he was losing control of the circumstances that arose and that ‘if only they would’ve listened to ME then everything would’ve#been just fine-‘ and the crazy thing is… Franklin was usually right 😭 like 90% of the time but it’s just he couldn’t communicate with his#friends and peers without blowing up like a demon just because they made their own decisions lmfao#especially without him/his consent lmfaooo he was a control freak for sure#so many awful things wouldn’t have even happened if everyone stuck together and listened but at the same time other characters grew tired#of being underneath him and it was within their right to go do their own thing like I get it#so many things were going to wrong in the end 😭… also teddy is such a bitter bitch bro#the fact that Franklin willingly decided to become…. I can’t even say it…#in the end over receiving what he’d consider a handout is insane…….. living like that? in filth because he’s too prideful to ever work#under anyone ever again even if it’s with a trusted friend… the money really blinded him but I get it#if I had 73 mil stolen from me out of nowhere by a bitter white man just because I told him I didn’t want to do business with him anymore#in the 80’s then I’d lose it too but ong Franklin was too ambitious to end up like this…#he kind of character you’d just watch and instantly think to yourself ‘this guy could go anywhere he wants. he’s no caged bird…’#so it makes his ending even more devastating……..#rambling#if you ever watch snowfall don’t watch the last episode 🥺 please promise me you won’t?
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freak60000 · 1 year ago
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i CANT stop thinking about how heartbreaking simon and betty’s story really is like every time i think about it i’m so emotional because it’s so bittersweet and so beautiful and so tragic and such a perfect doomed lovers story i can’t take it i haaate them
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earl-grey-crow · 8 months ago
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so. coyle.
#that's the best I can do right now I can't think of anything clever#I'm just sorta. WHAT is going on. what is kat not telling alice. what did jacob do. what is anything.#and kat being so close to seeing jacob?? only for the british to take him away??#I think that's why I'm just staring dumbly at my screen right now I can't believe it she was so close#chyler leigh you are amazing at communicating kat's emotions in the most devastating way#that last expression it looked like kat felt she could tear the british to pieces for taking her brother away#anyway. in other news#the way home hallmark#wouldn't be a hallmark series without a founder's day celebration#I'm a little wary of where they're taking del and what's his name? sam? if they're taking them anywhere#I hope they don't end up together partly because I don't like the idea of anyone replacing colton#partly because I don't really like him and partly because I don't think we need it#also have I missed something?? or have they not said that guy's name?? the one always at the coffee shop talking to alice#I still don't know if I like him or not he reminds me too much of brady (except for the fact he most definitely doesn't#have a five year plan) which is weird but he seems mildly interesting?#hmm parallels between the augustines and the town and the augustines and the time travelers? like always observing always something I don't#know I don't have coherent thoughts#elliot's father is. intense. to say the least. I have concerns#also not rita always trying to rip off tourists lol#and best for last: I like coyle tbh I'm so excited for the next episode because it looks like he'll be in a lot of it#I just really really hope they maintain his weird complexity and not be like oh you thought he was pond scum but he's not really it was jus#bad first impressions or whatever#I really hope they let him keep his paradox of sorta bad sorta good it's part of his charm#I was dying over that scene between him and kat like wow go off then#okay I think I've exhausted the tags enough#earl crow ramblings
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ehnrat · 2 years ago
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i was also lookin up the full versions on the KHR songs and i saw that ponycanon uploaded one of my fav endings 3 weeks ago and HRMMMMMM
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jackpotsadmon · 2 years ago
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shit like kizuna and distant blue sky are going to be the fucking death of me man
(long kizuna and pokemon rants in tags + a lot of emotional rambling and spoilers)
#digimon n pokemon were my first two animes and like. i hold those memories very dear to my heart#i loved both of these btw i am holding back tears i just saw distant blue sky i love ash man he’s just. like he’s just some guy i love him#he gives off this kind of childish joy that made me love pokémon in the first place when i was little . like baby etke would sit and watch#the gengar episode from the first season on repeat SOBBING#i don’t have to say why kizuna one hit KO’d me do i? /lh#mini rant actually because it’s been an . Hour#agumon and gabumon were so and are so important to me as characters . the point of digimon partners in season one is that they are there#to be a mirror to what their partner needs to accept and overcome. gabumon never gave up trying to make matt feel loved and helped him stop#repressing his feelings and agumon and tai gave eachother things to live and fight for!! that’s why agumon’s speech about life in 02 gets me#because he has had to fight a lot. but he did it all because he had tai and tai had him#and i think what kizuna missed the mark on was that it wasn’t that tai and matt didn’t need them or want them anymore.#it was that agumon and gabumon helped them get to a place where they don’t need that mirror anymore.#it sucks and i wish they hadn’t left but like. i think that’s the point#like we’ve all had shit that has helped us grow and cope and learn and when we leave it or when it leaves us it feels painful. it sucks#but you realize how much that thing really helped you become a better person#christ this got personal and ranty. anyways i’m still emotional about kizuna#kizuna’s ending wasn’t happy. but you could tell in the credits that even if they didn’t have their partners anymore#the lessons they learned from them is still there#digimon#gamma’s static#pokemon#digimon last evolution kizuna
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howblunt · 2 years ago
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Two Kyle episodes in a row??? Trey and Matt… you’re spoiling me
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