#i read a t4t fic and omg

[deescontinuity]

t4t relationships.... please i need one, t4t please save me......

[enkimesh-truther]

image via @ xelarale on twitter / @xelarale on tumblr

I’m literally never active on twitter but my friend sent me this picture and… omg! I wrote a fic just like this!

Here is the link if you’d like to read it :)

Happy pride month to all t4t relationships!

[wrongcaitlyn]

tawny I love this chapter. t4t frazel is just… wow your mind 🤌🏼🤌🏼 also I love how you wrote hazel it feels so like. analogous to canon I guess? idk it slays. im going to pretend that the will thing is just will being silly and nothing bad will ever happen to either of them!!! omg wait. wait. was the excerpt a hint. is it a happy secret. omg. I don’t wanna say it in case im way off base. anyway I just KNOW nico was tearing up reading his chapter fr I love apollo

ahsdghsdf THANK YOU!!! <3 i actually read a fic with t4t frazel in the background (i'm like 99.9% sure it's this one, "you and i were (fireworks)" by demigodbeautiies, totally recommend) and then when writing this chapter, i just couldn't get it out of my head. which is funny bc i read the fic ages ago, but i couldn't let go of the hc- and then i wrote their first meeting, and it all fell into place!!! i just love them so much and i feel like it fits so well <33 (plus, hazel and nico bonding... then frank and darren bonding.... i have to say frank fanboying over darren was my favorite thing ever. he's gonna go crazy when one day in the far far future darren's like his,,, uncle in law? yeah, uncle in lawsdkljf)

and i'm SO glad that the hazel pov was similar to canon!! it's my first time ever writing in her pov so i'm really happy that it turned out well :))

andddd i shall not say ANYTHING about the will thing. but nico was 100% tearing up when reading apollo's memoir <33ksdjf

[shieldofiron]

I'm working on adding to my T4T Munver college fic Getting to Know You, what kind of classic college au scene should I include?

If you want to read the fic it's here

[hermanunworthy]

I hope it gets better! Here’s some hermie and oakworthy HC

Hermie can lightly change their height but is true the 3rd tallest of the teens.

Normal and hermie are both big on physical affection, but both have very different stance on physical affection. (Also both are touch starved)

Hermie has a mullet (but the cool e-binary type)

Oakworthy is T4T and they are both neither male or female (fully) (norm is transmasc non-binary, and hermie is transneu)

Cold4warm

Hermie read hamlet

Hermie has seen ride of the cyclone 

Hermie has a tail it can change (this is where dood/dude got a tail from)

Has medication on them

Normal made them friendship bracelets

Normals really big on giftgiving and physical affection while hermie big on acts of service and physical affection.

Bi4bi

Hermie’s favorite type of animal is a really weird bird or red pandas (normal’s are snake and raccoons)

THESE ARE SO REAL IM JUMPING UP AND DOWN OMG. nb4nb bi4bi oakworthy is so important to me. also this reminds me that i want to write a fic about both of them being touch starved and their relationship w physical affection

[notthatalex]

hi omg i love the fellowship of shame fic! vv good i really enjoyed the juxtaposition of sweet and realistic/not super porned up sex (though i do like that too dont get me wrong) with the absolute nonsense bullshit theyre both saying at any given time these dweebs are so funny. And some bottom augustus rep! we need more frfr, (and ANY t4t nintendogs but whatevs). you're writing is epic thank you mwah!!!

Thank you!!!

Yeah that's exactly the vibe I wanted to hit! I don't know if could write super porned up sex if I wanted to (I also do enjoy reading that stuff from time to time tho). But yeah there is a reason my brain gripped so strongly onto nintendogs and not a 2 pretty anime boy ship or whatever. Give me the weirdos and losers!!!

Also the whole NoFap dynamic was super fun to explore in a smut fic haha.

<3333

[coiled-dragon]

Steel and carmine! Also all your excitement about dracfield has made me start reading fics of them, I can’t believe I’ve been a dracula fan for so long without seeing the light

Steel- I like your posts Carmine- t4t lust

asdfdgdfg <3

And omg im so happy?? I love,,, when I influence others to partake in my obsessions muahahah THE POWER!!!!!!

[seishun-emergency]

Hehe, thank you for being understanding! Since I've uncovered one of your ultimate OTPs, it's only fair I ask you to peer-review my own OTPs: Chiakana (my number one!! Love them!! I found you because of them!!), Tsumunatsu, Rinniki! -🐟

omg the little fish emoji... mermaid anon u r so great i hope u know how much i appreciate ur presence!!!

chiakana - amazing. outstanding. i watched the ryuseitai episode of the anime and were like wow they r a married couple and then i read meteor impact and went wow they are teenagers struggling 2 understand themselves and reconcile their personal idealistic framings of the world with their realities while not losing their authentic selves and desires... who are also a married couple . tldr i love chiakana (if the fact that ive written 2 fics abt them didnt already tell u that)

tsumunatsu - oh theyre fun :3 i like the way they banded together in the fallout of the war and had their misunderstandings and baggage and worked thru it. its like . childhood friends to strangers to friends(?) to enemies(?) to reluctant allies to friends again to lovers. they have complexities they contain multitudes. i also like t4t natsumugi a lot hehe transmasc natsume very near and dear 2 my heart and i think tsumugi can have whatever gender he so desires

rinniki - oh they make me INSANE!!! domestic bickering married couple looking asses. but also for all they bicker they do love each other soooo much they would not have stuck by each others' sides for this long if they didnt and that kind of devotion and loyalty and care for one another is soooo incredible !!!

mermaid anon u have great taste in ships im a big fan of these :33

[gardenjins]

dont worry !! i did find your insta but was too nervous to dm you there,, so i went for anon here instead. i hope it’s okay to talk to you like this 🫣

the unforgettable fic will hopefully be a maknae line fic (if the actual fic doesn’t stray away from what i’ve drafted so far) !! very excited to work on that more as soon as uni gives me some more breathing space

i am also writing a t4t xiho fic in which dongju is slowly figuring out his gender, it’s as much a character study as it’s a ship fic and i’m hoping to finish that soon 🫶 the boys !!

i keep having unforgettable on repeat,, i saw the boys live last week and they’re even better live. what.

i hope you have a good day/night, whatever time it is for you right now :D

anon 🌻

I wish my notifs were better but!! yes that is totally understandable tbh, as annoying as the notifs from tumblr are (like I didn't get notifs for either of these messages I'm sorryyyy 😭) I do like that it's easier for people to stay anonymous if they wish! using external apps on twt and insta for anon messages doesn't sound ideal to me sufjskd

so yes tldr I'm totally fine with talking to you like this!! 🫶

I love the little snippet you sent 😭 would love to read more if u ever want to share!! also omg I'm so happy for you!! they're SO amazing live, I'm like on the edge of my seat waiting for more tour dates sjfhskdk I wanna see them so bad 🫠

I hope you also have a lovely day or night or whatever time it is!!

[angeltrapz]

i was just wondering do u have any saw fic recommendations?? (besides ur own, which are all great btw)

sjhfaskj thank u fr the comment on my fics <33 as for recommendations!! I do have quite a few I like!

the street cats (making love) series by doztoevsky literally knocked me out the first time I read thru it. It's SO well-written and they have both Hoffman + Strahm's characters down amazingly!! This series is actually what got me to like... understand where ppl are coming from when talking abt hoffstrahm tbh!! (related is also their series bad company which is also phenomenal... obsessed w how well they write Adam!!) - Ships included in this series: Hoffstrahm and Chainshipping! (though the latter only rlly appears in lost in the supermarket)

Strip the Paint by fiddlestick is actually one of the first fics tht came to mind when I saw this ask! Everyone is SO well-written and the dynamic btwn Amanda and Adam and Lawrence? I am Obsessed. It's literally been living rent-free in my head since I read it for the first time and I cannot recommend it enough!! I ADORE the way the three of them interact with each other (ESP Mandy and Adam) and with others SO much. (related is Friend of My Friend, which explores the dynamic btwn Lawrence and Mandy within the universe of Strip the Paint!!) - Ships included in this fic: Chainshipping, eventually!

all the little pieces that make up a life series by allegedly_writing! Not only is it an amazing exploration of what life after the bathroom trap is like for Adam and Lawrence, it's also phenomenal t4t rep that I don't see nearly enough of!!! It's also a lot of domesticity, which I am Also weak for. This series means so much to me and the care + tact with which it's written is beautiful and definitely deserves the love it gets <3 They've also got some good character pieces, esp the steady sting of realization (Daniel Matthews), the shadow of my life was hanging over me (Jill), + and death rode on a pale horse (Amanda)! - Ships included in the first series mentioned: Chainshipping!

There are A Lot of my bestie's fics that I could include here, but one that really struck me was Stop Bath (fakebodies)! It's so so sweet and I go back to reread it pretty often tbh. I'm very weak for fics where Adam like... realizes he's loved, yk? bc he deserves that. And this fic delivers!! + I am incredibly fond of the idea that Lawrence takes pictures of Adam occasionally as well + Adam getting emotional over that bc he's so used to being the one Behind the camera, and the fact that someone wants to immortalize him as he is in some manner,, pure fluff and well worth the read <3 - Ships included in this fic: Chainshipping!

rematch by unstuckintime is genuinely one of the most unique and interesting SAW fics I've read omg. I honestly quite like time loop-centric stories, and this one is absolutely incredible!! I know I've said this a lot so far but the way they write Adam is so so on point and very Him if that makes sense - both in his actions, his voice, and his introspection over the course of the fic. It's a very interesting concept that was executed brilliantly!! - Ships included in this fic: Chainshipping (not centric but definitely implied at the least)!

i could not stop for death by flwergardens is absolutely AMAZING like the prose in this fic... breathtaking. I honestly had never even thought abt the concept of vampire Adam (or vampires being introduced into the SAW universe in general) until I read this and the way that it's written is absolutely incredible!!! The way sensations and scenery and general atmosphere is described is genuinely SO appealing and really reiterates the vividness of what's occurring! (there IS some mention of gore, but it's not too graphic; it's tagged properly but proceed w caution.) - Ships included in this fic: Chainshipping, at least implied!

I don't see enough Lynnmanda but I Can recommend into my arms by lynndenlon! As ppl can probably tell from the content of my writing, I'm very fond of like... hurt/comfort fics, esp in regards to nightmares, but also the exploration of trauma that we otherwise don't see reflected Super often in the franchise itself (which might be bc I Also have PTSD, but. u know.), and this fic handles it very well,, they Do deserve to be soft sometimes. I also think it's a very skilled use of first person POV (Lynn's POV)!! (I care them so much omg,, I'm also like. not typically fond of first person but it Works here!) - Ships included in this fic: Lynnmanda!

For similar reasons as that Lynnmanda fic, there are no winners (there are only survivors) by mewhiphand is an absolutely Amazing exploration into Amanda's life directly after her game & how she's coping with it. It's very tactfully written and it's one of those fics you can just Feel with the way things are being described, if that makes sense! It's a very well-written Amanda-centric fic and handles her emotions so well!! - Ships included in this fic: N/A!

okay I also have to include the sleeping with the television on series by jayjesus bc. It is fucking HILARIOUS. THIS is the Hoffstrahm dynamic (very, VERY dysfunctional, as I see it being btwn those two) I adore reading, and not only is the dynamic fun to read about, their usage of prose is also awesome too. Hoffman and Strahm are SO bitchy to each other in this series jkdsfaks I love it!! - Ships included in this fic: Hoffstrahm!

I'm sure there are. many more but these ones are some of my faves!!!! ty for asking <333

[nonbinarygerard]

i literally am writing so many fics right now its a problem and im gonna tell u all about them bc who else do i have to tell.

my t4t vampire x vampire hunter college and they are roomates omg they are rooomates. enemies to lovers <33 frank, the vampire hunter, gets top surgery and the vamp gerard needs to nurse him back to health. frank has no real proof that gerard is vampire but is very into the occult and well its kinda obvious. gerard can just possess people and constantly just fucks with frank. also gerard just steals T gel to lather on their body bc they are a vamp and they cant do the a doctor, and poor transmasc nb gerard wants top surgery and doesnt know how to get it :((( this is the one ive just started but its such a banger, it was meant to be a one shot  but i think its gonna be 20k+ words but i just love it

necromancer x demon. frank is just chilling in the astral plane as u do, he is a very well known witch, specialize in death magick, and a trans demon called gerard contacts him and they are like i need u to find someone who for me and frank is like only if u get me a hearing with satan. so true frank, he wants to be immortal i get that. its based of real witchcraft, im kinda becoming a witch bc its the coolest thing ever. im writing this for the preternatural bandom challege (well probs it might be too long idk)

dorian gray frerard fic, which is really about what it means to be an openly queer artist in the twenty first century and have all ur art be about queerness and ur relationships. i had it on ao3 but the prose were old and real bad. im always editing it and i like to think of this as my magnum opus. the fic that will be done in the next 10 years bc every word has be perfect. the prose has to sound like a contemporary painting, a meshing on the old and the new. i think about it all the time but i have to be a better writer to write it

butch4butch lesbian romcom. a banger, the most lesbian thing ever written in my opinion, its like frank is shane from the L word and her butch lesbian best friend of many years Gerard has declared that they are “going hetero” and now engaged to marry a man in three weeks and frank is like what the fuck do u just say??? ur a butch lesbian??  this one is about 40k words ive written most of the first draft, im just editing it. some chapters have been beta read. this will be the first chapter fic i publish. im gonna write it all before i publish so i can change things i need to.

my nb4nb model x photographer fic. its about goths, punks, life, death. u know a mediation on art and life. queerness and art and integrity. its like about things. its more of a character study. this is meant to be a one shot bc like i think i might have made it to long again

sapphic magic school au. my baby <333 frank is a nb butch lesbian necromancer and gee is a bisexual transfem half-vampire. its more of a contemporary epic fantasy, like the world building is very intense. you paint magic, u change the perception of the world not the actual world itself. frank is like obsessed with the old masters and that how they paint spells. the plot is kinda up in the air right now i have like 10k words written but i dont think its what i want to write and i need to world build some more. its a real slow burn. like this will be my long affffff fic. its more about frank, gee, mikey, ray and their adventures than just about frerard u know its there. also mikey is a massive repressed homo its hilarious imo

good omens inspired but they overthrow the gods lmao as u do. frank is crowley and gerard is azriphale i really wrote a revolution into my mcr fic haha bc why not. i started writing it years ago but this would be a hard one to write like its kinda more the left hand of darkness but if crowley and azriphlae were in it

pride and prejudice but its a modern emo retelling IM JUST SAYING. okay so i started writing it but wolfstar but jk rowling sucks also i know rpf fanfics are kinda weird (as i write so many i know im aware but i am just so in the mcr fandom) but idk what other fandom to write it in

i have more lmao but ill stop there didnt mention my orlando au, tattoo fic, or pixie fic. some more off the top of my head. i have too many fucking ideas and i need to finish my wips and publish them.

also omg my buying a boyfriend fic so true now that is a one shot

[campgender]

"C1, he remembers from somewhere; the atlas, holding up his entire world." Look this line is from a fic you wrote two years ago but every so often I reread it again and it makes me feel insane every time. Like. it is so tender. and just... agh. Possibly the most beautiful and romantic thing I've ever read.

omg thank you so much this absolutely made my day!! i was so thrilled with that line when i wrote it and i’m so honored it’s stuck with you. t4t tenderness is truly where it’s at

fic is here (link; 18+) for anyone interested!

[nonbinarygerard]

Your fic is so good I might have cried a little reading it

omg thank you 😭😭😭😭 i cry as i write to im so emotional. literally everytime anyone says anything about my fics i get so 🥰🥰🥰 idk if u read my lesbian ones (tbh their prose are kinda bad but the dialogue still slaps (hopefully haha )) or my t4t one which if u did thank u so much ur gonna be so hyped to know more trans and very gay fics to come!!!!!