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"Should we dine in here?"
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benson becoming a monster, born to the frankenstein of his stolen childhood and ruined life, his hands fractured and bloodied screaming remember, i am thy creature in that barren school parking lot; i was benevolent and good, misery made me a fiend
#the passenger#benson#‘i ought to be thy adam / i am rather the fallen angel; whom thou drivest from joy for no misdeed’#‘everywhere i see bliss; from which i alone am irrevocably excluded’#been rereading it recently and benson as the monster to sheppards frankenstein goes kinda crazy to me#especially the contrast of frankenstein being unable to banish the monster he created from his mind versus sheppard-#who doesn’t even recognize benson. doesn’t even hint at it. was able to move on. crazyyyyy
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i’ve really swung back against remakes this year. i’m really starting to feel hostile to the fact that just by existing they will always functionally replace the original game to the majority of consumers. people like to insist they don’t, but most of these remakes do not have their originals made legally accessible alongside their remake, and it’s just a reality that the majority of consumers will not emulate out of a combination of laziness, being limited by being on iOS, technical incompetence, a fear of legal retaliation, and “lol old games have jank.” just a complete refusal to engage with these games on any genuine level or god forbid find any functional value or meaning in what’s popularly considered ‘jank’ compounded by their remakes inevitably sanding its corners down they don’t have to. you see it with pokemon, sonic, resident evil, harvest moon, even games that do have their original available but are infamously ‘too dated’ like patho— it drives me fucking bonkers. i can’t look up shit about the original mineral town or wonderful life anymore, the latter of which is a damn near unrecognizable game, meme-status hatred of pokemon rby by people who have never played the damn thing is compounded by frlg’s existence, everyone on the goddamn internet says you can just play patho 2 and not 1, don’t get me fucking started on sonic- i can’t take it anymore. i’m sick of the position these things are in. i wish it wasn't like this in a time where it's easier than ever before to re-release older games.
#also i don't say laziness as a judgmental better than thou thing. i am VERY lazy about this kind of shit too. it's just how it is.#after i got to a certain age i'd rather pull my own teeth out than spend 3 business days downloading an iso on my dial up internet#and then also needing to configure or download an emulator#i mean i still do it sometimes it just means i play video games less often in general#switch speaks
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Christian (n.) :
A damn hypocrite
First light flickering
Half dust, half breath
Blown apart by the whirlwind
Going to disappoint you
Cells and atoms; see also: church
Bird that flies through cupolas
Message carrier
Purveyor of false certainties
Grappler with contradictions
Ache
Caught in a time loop, dying
Heart of the heavens
Friend who lied about praying for you
Who endures, has endured, will always endure
Most expensive prize
#while I'm messing around with list poems here's this#i literally started it in my notes app a while ago lol#but i am rather pleased with it so here it is#i... really love list poems#when they're done well#etc#leah poetry#pontifications and creations#only thou art holy
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My daily kudos digest always brightens my day (upside of having written so many fics even if I haven't posted or updated anything on AO3 only started a WIP on DW, shh in a year). However, kudos on shorter fics I'm personally very fond of, but which aren't my "major" fics in terms of popularity, are always particularly nice and today was like... a red-letter kudos day :D
#the last actually has more than i realized but it's still well under the mark i use for the 'major' fics#actually now i'm curious ... yeah the 'major' ones by that metric are:#1) season of courtship#2) but thou didst not leave his soul in hell#3) per ardua ad astra#4) we get dark only to shine#5) contradictions and varieties#6) anomaly#7) tolerably well acquainted#8) the talk (though tbh i don't really think it 'counts' for these purposes; it's just part of season of courtship)#things mostly held together as a series rather than individual fics would add lucy skywalker (my most bookmarked series)#i love all of these but it's always very exciting when some random short one-shot that took months to finalize shows up the digest#anghraine babbles#deep blogging#fic talk#fic talk: ten facts about tarrlok#fic talk: the gift of men#fic talk: all the genuine frankness of her character#ao3#anghraine's pics
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I'm hyperfixating on viewtiful joe again btw
#I forgot to make this statement sooner#y'know. just to keep it registered. so I can look back on it in the future#I think it's been a week or two since I've been hyperfixating officially#realistically it's probably been a bit longer but I didn't REALIZE that I was hyperfixating again yet#my theory is that the viewtiful joe side of my brain saw that qsmp surpassed its record#for media I spent the most time hyperfixated on#and it was just like#naaurrr#and it forced a vj resurgence on me#I'm not really SURPRISED . I've already accepted that my obsession w/ viewtiful joe is like a lifetime thing#but I'm just kinda like 'fucking god damn it not again'#anyway yeah ummmm dunno what this means for me bc like#I do not want to go back to the sad life that I lived when I was really into viewtiful joe#and I would spend hours making art just to post it and get 2 likes from my friends#so I dunno what I'm gonna do#I'll probably still be in the qsmp fandom tbh#or rather. I'm in the tazercraft fandom at this point#for the qsmp as a whole I guess I'm not that into it anymore#still love tazercraft thou :3#lucasings
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sometimes a girl is just a trained actor panicking so bad that she starts googling "how to stand out in an audition"
#i'm not going to get it. i can't do shakespeare. why did my acting professor tell me i could be#at stratford one day. i can't even get small time citywide theatre gigs. i can't do shakespeare.#thoud'st have great glamis that which cries thus thou must do if thou have it.......#and that which rather thou dost fear to do than WISHEST SHOULD BE UNDONE....#someone kill me.#maia.txt
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who even are you lol get out of my inbox
#(ooc. ✧)#bet this person aint even latino#(answered ask. ✧)#idgaf im gonna be mad either way#either put respect on the cultures & diversities latam inhabits or just dont touch them at all#simple as that#i'd rather have no rep than some hogwash#as OP said#i have every right to be pissed!#the MOMENT natlan was mentioned that it was gonna have latam/pilipino/african “inspirations” or whatever#i knew damn well it was gonna be messy#just dont fucking do it if you cant do it right.#i'm not gonna deny that the CCP is awful as it continues to rob people of good media and threatens peopels literal lives#i would NEVER deny that and i sincerely hope that things get better and change for the people that live in fear bc of it#but i cannot stand poor representation either.#so dont come at me with this shit again lol#literally nothing gets me more than someone tryna pull out some “holier-than-thou” shit in saying why i shouldnt be angry#sorry for the negativity and putting this shit on y'alls dashes#negative cw#i guess?#idk#anyway <3 go away
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Do Unto Others by MSI gives me Elquackity vibes while Pt. 2 gives me Quackity vibes.
#qsmp#qsmp quackity#qsmp elquackity#elq act very holier than thou like the song#not necessarily in a moral scene but he just overall thinks he's superior/right and will try to do so in any means necessary#even manipulating people and do questionable mysterious things like kidnapping an egg etc etc.#the first verse feel so heavily elq to me because of the whole “jealousy” connotations the singer clearly has with “it should've been me”#elq goes a lot into how he IS quackity and will straight up deny anyone/become angry if someone says so otherwise#the phrase "do unto others' has heavy religious connotations but feels very displeased/livid when spoken throughout the song#steadily ramping up until it feels like a rage filled repetitive shout#the phrase means treat others how u want to be treated#but in both elq and q mind it would be the opposite bc in elq eyes the islanders/eggs wronged him while for q the federation did#“You did it unto me / And now I'm doin' it unto you” is very quackity-esque#he took his frustration of the federation out on fred and tubbo#calling tubbo a rat and kidnapping fred#the fact part 2 feels all jumbled and the words are breaking here and there is very quackity-esque after the fed brought him back#idk know why but q/elq with religious imagery is something neat to me i think its bc of the cross necklace/federation giving a certain vibe#sorry for tag rambling id rather not put in the actual post#/seed
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this is a very Guy Named Romeo thing of me to say but juliet capulet needs more love . like genuinely winner of the annual girl of all time award since since 1594
#i'm writing a paper on her and ophelia rn so i was looking for quotes and like . i forgot just how stubborn and commanding she is#'swear not by the moon' 'i will not marry yet and when i do swear' 'oh bid me leap rather than marry paris off the battlements of any tower#'do thou but call my resolution wise and with this knife i'll help it presently'#'yea noise then i'll be brief o happy dagger this is thy sheath there rust and let me die'#like BABE???? she's actually so iconic#romeo.txt
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who needs sex when i can just put on some black metal and do some shiverpeaks exploration with eeyyaah. <3
#its a special kind of bliss#thou bm is rather bjora marches in vibes and colors so i might do drakkar later#glitch.txt#eeyyaah#idk why im tagging him when i just mention him but <3
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Okay, just call me out I guess. 👀
#getting real close to home & existential with these YT vids I found#I literally went into coding/programming only because I was good at it & pressured by my parents bcuz their generation required college#for “good jobs”. now all I got is this paper & no jobs revolving around those skills that give me health care#really reevaluating my wants lately; I want to be safe & just live as comfortably as I can with some friends & partners#what i **enjoy** is entertaining ppl & I used to **enjoy** making art#theres nothing that involves some capitalist grindset bs that I actually find fulfilling#if i'm to be stuck looking from job to job no matter what & not finding that which I enjoy; I might as well go somewhere where my safety#is not an issue; such as living with my friends in Finland#I want to let my inner child heal but its rather difficult with all this transphobic mess going on#are things gonna be hard? sure#yes I'm aware of that. thats like saying things aren't already thou#this may not be what my parents want#but it is what **I** want & I'm ready to devote studies & have made plans to ensure I can safely get my wants#thecottagefairy#youtube#mine#OP
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The emo transmasc urge to name myself Adam because of Frankenstein’s monster
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Mei and MK attributing a lot of Red Son's like Red Sonness to a difference in culture and demon traditions and then they meet other demons and they do none of that shit Red Son does. She's just Like That [autistic]
#blaze's yapping#filled with firehazard thou ghts . screams s#I havent finished that little one shot and irs been like A MONTH OR TWO jesus#im not great at writing rather evidently but i RLLYYY wannawrite for these two
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.·:*¨༺𝕺𝖍 𝖍𝖔𝖜 𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖛𝖊𝖓𝖑𝖞༻¨*:·.
#my art#wtf fluffy#fluffa-mocha-bean#sketch#uwu#my oc#fluffy#im tired#2019 vs 2023#redaw#angel#A redraw of something I did back in 2019#comparing it to doing it in 2023 (๑´•.̫ • `๑)#I will say I'm quite proud and rather happy with this new version (人*´∀`)。*゚+#thou i feel like not a lot of people will care to see me doing another drawing of fluffy again#hopefully i will have something better to post than fluffy all the time
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Hello! I'm not sure how tumblr works but I created this account just so I can say thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything you have done. Your Short Hair mods have truly enriched my Mass Effect journey by bringing my FemShepard to life in a way that I could never have imagined. Creating my FemShepard with your mods has been an absolute joy, and I am so grateful for the fun and excitement they have brought me. So again, thank you!
omg, thank you so much! it warms my heart to see that you’ve enjoyed the mods i released ! i’m glad you liked everything i did with making her buffer and whatnot, hehe, and i’m esp happy that you like the hairs !
but tbh, after about two weeks (give or take) and some more thoughts on it, i don’t think i’ll be coming back anytime soon. i think i’m done w modding mele rn. i’m sorry it came to this 🥺🥺
but thank you again !! ❤️
#ask and thou shalt receive#the modding itself was always really stressful and i just#i don’t like it now#thinking about going back into my wips makes me really nervous bc i’m not sure what i can or can’t release#and the last thing i want to do is hurt anyone or anybody so i’d rather just not release anything at all
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