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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan sizhui#lan jingyi#ONE HUNDERED (+6 bonus) COMICS BABY!!!! WE MADE IT!#There's still at least 200 more to go at the rate I'm going but still! Triple digits for a comic project feels worth celebrating.#I'm no stranger to setting myself on projects but this is certainly the most adventurous and long-term one I've undertaken.#The aim was to be done by the end of September (whoops (I also took a few breaks to post other stuff)) But I'm still having fun!#Thank you all so much for joining me on this journey! I have a celebration announcement tomorrow!#Sorry this one doesn't really feel like a 'comic 100'. It's sandwiched between two comics that were supposed to be 'comic 100'...#I love how excited Jingyi is to be in the garden. And I will never miss an opportunity to have them fish.#Slowly...I am setting up my punchline with all this. I promise it's leading somewhere.#Lan Sizhui didn't fit into the frame for panel 3 so I like to think he dove in after a fish#Afterall that's were lan zhan is in this comic. Under the water. Hunting. LSZ is just following what his mentor taught him.#Sorry I broke Jingyi's characterization for this punchline. He's one of the biggest wangxian shippers in canon. But fishing comes first.
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you'll see them again !
too many thoughts and things done with Intent to fully explain myself . partially bc this was supposed to be much much longer, but i think i would like to play more in the space of post-game loop.
#finallyw finished the game . i'm dunking them into the primordial soup ^.^#before i forget#isat spoilers#isat act 6 spoilers#anyways . i created a very specific analogy of how the universe and the big bang Works when i was 8 and i will never shut up about it#whatever space our universe inhabits Was like a completely still lake and the big bang was something disturbing the surface.#our universe expands and will eventually run out of energy like a ripple on that lake#regardless of how their world Actually works . i think that something like that would be a popular belief in sif's country#vague idea rolling around . loop fades or is like . Somewhere Between. siffrin's unintentional rituals keep them around#something triggers them to properly exist again (i promise there are themes here) and they wash up on the shore of vauguarde#they are especially malleable for a little bit . kind of going through craft metamorphosis . they are given a place to stay for a while#there is more but these tags are already ridiculously long . someone talk to me abt them before i go nuts#frogart#m
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i often really do feel like an .. unwanted part of the fandom, i dont draw beautiful landscapes, i have unpopular but strong opinions im constantly annoying about and rarely change, dont like/dont draw the pretty young popular twinks and hot gurls to fanboi over nor do i turn characters into one, the opposite moreso, draw only one ship no ones heard of really, got little energy to interact with the few people that are nice to me and send me asks so it probably looks like im ignoring everyone and unfortunately but still rarely get so stressed i get overwhelmed and emotional about pehaps seemingly minor things and spiral almost into a breakdown feeling super embarrassed about it afterwards but the damage is already done and i look like a freak or agressive weirdo
#ganondoodles talks#also probably sounds like self pity#but this feeling hits everytime i see a super popular artist be the popular cool artist#i am a little weird i know that and thats not somethign bad i think#but the internet never gets to see that much of me#i tend to write posts when i am at my worst bc it has to go somewhere#so the image it tells people is that im a weirdly strong opiniod freak that gets breakdowns over nothing#i also dont feel like im otherwise -cool tm- enough to balance that out#i dont think my art is as stylized or as inventive as others nor am i cool to interact with bc idk how to be cool to interact with#i feel double bad when i misstepped with someone i used to talk to bc of something stupid ... or just dont know what i did wrong#im guessing its especially when i am in that spiraling state of mind where i really am not myself tbh#it still feels very bad bc i feel like i can never make it up to anyone again#sorry i acted like a jerk my brain was exploding in emotions in a desperate attempt to deal with something idk how to deal with-#-and made me not act like myself but now i feel really dumb about it#doesnt sound like a good excuse#... i want to thank those that do stick with me#even if i acted strange sometimes- even if i disappointed sometimes- even when i couldnt keep a promise#there are little things that still make me angry at myself#like that one time i asked in the tags whod read as long as the end of them and if someone did shoudl send me an ask so id draw a lil thing#and i got two#and i kept trying to remeber oh shit i need to do that and forgetting again/not having energy for it in a loop#i still feel like a jerk about it but now its probably too late#i wish i could answer all asks i get but man my energy for that is always rock bottom#no matter how much i enjoy the ask#and i love getting asks!!!#im sorry :((
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op i would like you to know that your fixed version of fight club the novel got me through my ib extended essay. i did not have my own copy with me at the time of writing and only after a brief panic did i remember your holy contribution. often i would trail off into reading it out loud in the middle of trying to find a passage. sadly the word count made me cap it at 4000 words. thank you and godspeed soldier.
LMAO BEEN THERE BESTIE been over half a decade but I did a historical one on the Stonewall Riots. bro you would not BELIEVE how absolutely insane I got when, since the historical EE requires you to extensively consult primary sources (for those not in the know, this means sources created during and right after the event, like newspapers, speeches, etc. I'd also found a monograph from just a year or two afterwards iirc), I went from expecting to confirm the general mythos about Stonewall to being like Oh God Oh God Its All A Lie!!!!!!!!!1!1! Its All A LIE!!!!!!!!! <- baby's first realization that political groups, even ones you belong to, will use historical revisonism extensively and with extremely questionable morals, and crack down on anyone who acknowledges it
seriously so funny to me that a sort of joke ee thesis ended up being a Defining Life Experience
I can absolutely imagine how much it'd help to have your book be ctrl-f-able, glad I could help out there. Godspeed soldier, may you gain all the college credits
#asks#ftr most stuff commonly discussed around stonewall originated from a 2016 tumblr post#i wish! i was joking!#like literally guys i promise you Im Not Lying. I Promise You#frankly the amount of modern liberal politics that originated from 2013-2016 tumblr. that i watched go from some nonsense to stuff debated#on the national stage or treated as well researched fact and not something tumblr user xxxxxxx came up with in 2015#... it's a bit dark really actually#anyway kudos to u anon for reminding me of this. i wonder if i still have my own ee tucked away somewhere#i was still sooooo early in my 'question authority people will lie to you they do not always have good motives even if they say they do'#development that i spent the entire essay trying to be very fairhanded to the modern schema#nowadays i would be a lot meaner v.v
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having another one of my job-related crises
#where are the jobs for blokes that do fuck all. where are they!!!!!!!#i am quite literally looking for jobs where you do nothing. you do not understand how much i dont want to do anything#granted my current job has a certain amount of doing nothing in that i have the time to look for jobs where i do nothing#but i want to do even more nothing. do you understand#if i lived on my own i probably would consider some weird night shift job#but its probably better i have the routine i have living during the day like a normal person#despite the drawbacks of my cursed routine#where are those jobs i see people making tiktoks about where you do fuck all in the office and send like one email a day. id kill for that#my dream is to be paid for like. mostly sitting somewhere where i can work on my needlepoint#id even do mindless data entry. PLEASE pay me for mindless data entry i love repetitive tasks. if you let me listen to music im unstoppable#ive come across a couple data entry jobs but i think they always require a college degree#and its like oops sorry i never had the time or money for that! still dont! however i can promise you my autism is qualification enough#my dad talks about the market research jobs he used to have and how for like the entry level jobs there#there was clearly so much goof off time they were playing early computer games and shit#but there were like so much more data entry jobs that i guess are obsolete now bc of technology#and its like yes technology good but theyve destroyed an important job category: jobs where you do fuck all#whenever i have one of these crises i also check out gigs n jobs on craigslist and unfortunately everything there seems so sketchy#like every 'personal assistant' job sounds either super pervy or like im going to get serial killed#i should get paid a million dollars a year for doing nothing at all i think#anyway once again my only option is my successful director dreams. would be great if theyd actually happen#<- guy that doesnt spend enough time actually working on creative works in progress#well anyway. such is my mental state today thank you for your time
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Gael García Bernal in Me estás matando, Susana (2016, dir. Roberto Sneider)
(these gifs also feature Verónica Echegui)
Gifs are all 540px wide so you can click to see larger.
[other gael filmography gifsets]
#gael garcía bernal#me estás matando susana#ggb filmography gifs#gael garcia bernal#there's more nuance to this film than you might think from the trailer#can't find the interview now but roberto sneider said he needed to come up with a way to still have the audience kind of root for eligio#and understand why susana hadn't just left him years ago#in spite of what an asshole he is at the start of the film#and realised that casting gael was the trick that made that work#i appreciate he looks sad in all of these but it is a comedy i promise just a comedy in which he's sad a lot#it's interesting to see a mexican view of the usa captured here too#btw you would not believe the effort i had to go to to get english subtitles of this#or even spanish subtitles which would have been fine#but apparently there are no deaf people in spain because spanish region 2 dvd has no subtitles at all other than for the english sections#grrr#(and the only english-language srt file i could find was terrible)#i mean it had a us cinema release the official subtitles must exist somewhere#you're killing me susana
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Hello... I live 😭🙏🏼
#a;msg#🍒#just barely but hey#it’s been a while#haha sorry you know how it goes... life amirite 👺#i’m gonna be around for 2 weeks or so (for sure hopefully) because GOODNESS I FINALLY GOT A VACATION WOOP WOOP 🗣️‼️#can’t promise a lot tho. erm :/ i’m in my final year of college and i haven’t had a ton of time#but!!!!!! i’m making something for k day!!!!!! on that note happy k day everyone 🥳🥳🥳 my belovedest#as they say 🦜 graphic design is my passion 🤠🙌🏼#i still have one more panel to work on but hey it’s going somewhere so i’m allowed to be annoying here right 😁?#you guys i had finals starting from the release day of aorashi 😔.. my nonexistent luck always striking at the worst moments#so i was gone. survived the finals but was burnt out beyond comprehension. then new sem started 😭#vacation started early october but honestly am just :/ still burnt out... but had to show up on k day bc yEAH#honestly forgot how much of a love hate relationship i have with graphic design but despite everything i AM enjoying it#(of course i am it has k’s face everywhere) 😛#sorry for rambling update i guess 🙆🏽♀️#edit: i will also catch up with my tag and queue everything!!! cannot wait to see the lovely stuff 🤩🤩
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Having kind of a shit day for very little reason. Reblog with photos of your pets to assist with a speedy recovery.
#I wish I could just get a good cry out#stupid eyes not producing enough liquid#I was planning on going to the beach with the rest of my theatre troupe today but I couldn’t get a ride because my mom is sick#and the people carpooling didn’t have enough seats#so I laid in bed all day upset and wishing I could just cry#because despite being there for 3 years I’m still on the outs of a lot of going-ons#vent posting#I promise this won’t be frequent#I just need somewhere to get this off my chest#a cat always helps right?#yeah. cat pics solve everything.#that sounded weird… actual cats guys#like the ones that knock stuff off of shelves and scream until you give them food
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aww im a little sad ur archiving bc u r one of my favvv writers on here i lovelove ur work sm!! obvi if its whats right for u then i support 100% but that being said thanks so much for all uve done <3333
🥹☹️🥹☹️ THANK U FRIEND.. this is so sweet.. goh... Means the world 2 Me. ☹️🩷🩷
i'll probably be back by the end of the year to be honest !! i think i just need a fresh start... if you see a new blog in the tags who likes akaashi and joke bear. um. hey. fair warning it probably won't be a Writing Blog TM but. i'll be there.! if u like me for my whimsy and heart i guess.. shrug emoji.... (silly) (not at all offended if u don't follow me there LMAO)
#🧾nia.answers#<3 sof#i still like writing but !! id like to feel less pressured and worried about. Not Writing. ... feel free 2 do whatever... iykwim...#also i think ive created a self fulfilling prophecy of being ass at interacting here. i give up dawg. just gonna retry somewhere elsehdhssj#anyway. rlly rlly RLLY thank u for the message!!! 🥹 sometimes i forget ppl. like my writing. or blog. HEIFKEODNWK#itll all still be here!! and if i DO delete this blog i promise it will nOT be unless i copy pasted all my works somewhere to be reposted#my attachment issues cannot let go that much bro LMFAO
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Me, when Sebastian joins my party for the first time: Okay, this time I'm not going to forget about you, Sebastian. I'm going to make an effort to use you a lot this playthrough so I can better understand you.
Also me, immediately forgetting about Sebastian while finishing Act 2 and making it halfway through Act 3 before I finally notice his Faith quest: ......................Oh. Right. My bad.
#da2#dragon age 2#sebastian vael#listen in my defense..........i don't like bringing sebastian anywhere sksksks#okay look i seriously tried but every time i bring him somewhere i always think man i wish i had brought someone else#and also i do just forget about him! i finally added him to my party at one point and he had 24 points to spend...#that's how long i neglected him after i promised myself i was gonna use him more and then i didn't#it's not that i don't like sebastian as a character though i do tend to side eye him A LOT... it's just that i like everyone else more#even aveline like i'd take aveline over sebastian any day and that's saying something... or is it? i have a lot of feelings about aveline#whereas my feelings about sebastian could maybe fill a thimble...it doesn't help that in my canon run as a mage hawke#i romance anders and well... sebastian wants me to kill anders and my hawke is like 'do i approve of blowing up the chantry? complicated.'#'am i breaking up with anders for this? absolutely. do i still love him? mmhmmm. am i going to kill him sebby? i'd sooner set varric aflame#then sebastian threatens to bring an army to kirkwall and leaves so i can't say i have the greatest opinion on him#even the time where i did kill anders and he stayed in my party he was just... there#and then he glitched out and started t posing while asking if ed ever found out what anders wanted to do in the chantry so..... yeah#but even this playthrough where i'm playing as a lady warrior with a different personality and everything... i'd just rather use anyone els#also keep him away from bethany i do not approve sksksks she's too good for him#i want to understand and see the different angles of him like with the other companions but i've yet to convince myself to do it#also sebastian romancers out there can you like... explain? genuinely can you explain the appeal? i'm curious#because of all the love interests in da2 i look at sebastian and you'd think i'd maybe be more interested? but it's like...#i know about the chaste marriage and everything like that's fine i don't need sex to be a thing in the relationship but it feels less like#an asexual romance and more like... y'know... being with a priest and i guess that's just not one of my kinks? sksksks#i guess there's also the prince angle but i romanced alistair in dao and kept him a grey warden i don't really care about royalty power#and i don't have issues with him being a part of the chantry [well i do but yknow what i mean] since i romanced cullen in dai#and his whole deal with the chantry and magic and shit makes his romance interesting to me but sebastian is just.... a bit too much i think#i don't know i'd like to understand because i really don't but i also keep forgetting about him
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A non-comprehensive list of Duke Thomas stories! :) These are not in any order, feel free to start with what sounds most interesting<3
Batman: Endgame--okay, mostly not in order. This story has admittedly very little Duke Thomas in it, but serves both as his reintroduction and as setup for his coming appearances(it is astoundingly easy to follow what comes next without this story, however, I skipped it when first reading WAR) if you are looking to read it, it's contained in issues #35-40 of Batman vol 2 if I recall correctly
We Are Robin--here we start in on the good stuff! This story is dark. It's bleak. Duke is dark, and bleak, and cynical. He's also quippy. And the entire series is about hope. Batman is gone. The heroes in general are gone. This is the aftermath of Joker wreaking havoc on everything and everyone, and it feels like no one's doing a damn thing. No except the mysterious Nest, and the Robins he's recruited. Truly one of my favorite comic series. Ever.
Batman and the Signal--if you can find the collected edition at the library or the secondhand shop, you should not skip it. Truly, a fun read. Duke tells Batman he "is the shit" and immediately regrets it. Daytime shift. The Hatch. Izzy and Riko. Jay. Just so much. Great times, what's not to love?
All-Star Batman--this has some overlap with the collected edition of BATS. You could totally just read the three issues of BATS and then All-Star Batman separately. The choice is yours. However, the meat of this series that is truly worth highlighting--bat and signal fucked up road trip! Compellingly complex and such a nuisance Harvey Dent! Duke plays flight tunes! Wonderful!
Batman and the Outsiders--another fun series! Bumblebee Bats(Cass and Duke bonding!) Evolution of Duke's powers! Probably one of the weaker series overall on this list but still very fun and worth reading!
Batman Secret Files: The Signal--this one comes with a warning: if you read this you will be Very Upset. Just as the rest of us are. Because it sets up a storyline that is Not expanded upon. That they completely dropped. This issue came out and there was no follow up. Is it good?... mileage varies? Personally, there was some good ideas set up, and some frustrating ones, but truly the biggest problem is that none of the ideas set up matter, because there was no follow up.
Once again, these are all just stories with Duke that I know of off the top of my head! He's had quite the short history, made shorter by DCs chronic inability to decide what the hell to do with him, but there's plenty to be found if you're looking! Please feel free to add your favorites to the list as well<3
#duke thomas#void posts#the signal#listen sometimes i can be nice about it okay#there's plenty of great duke stories that are not difficult to get your hands on i promise and you'll enjoy it#i know its hard to know where to start sometimes and the answer is: somewhere. anywhere. you could go down this list in a line#or you could eeny meeny miny moe it or you could pick which description sounds the most interesting#comics are confusing and order doesn't matter anywhere you start will still leave you confused#it'll still be fun and you'll get less confused the more you dive in and just read#and it's. REALLY easy to follow along with duke's story in all honesty. even without context you can follow what decision he's making and#the heart behind those decisions. he's a very real and understandable character#please fall down the rabbit hole and love him as i do<3
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every other poster on the tube right now is advertising a new musical called ‘the time traveller’s wife’. for a blissful moment i forgot that a ‘wife’ is something that a heterosexual woman can be, and, believing it to be a beautiful lesbian tale akin to tihylttw, decided to google the synopsis to see if it was worth checking out. big mistake. ‘man first encounters his future spouse as a young girl, returns to kiss her at 18 and marry her in the future, remaining the same age as barely any time passes for him meanwhile she spends years alone pining for her distant angel’ blinks. what does that remind me of. oh yeah apparently this came before. i’m already suffering through series 5 at the current moment, so, plenty enough of that for years to come, thank you, and— what a surprise— the novel the musical’s based on was a primary inspiration for you-know-who’s weird fixation on this particular plotline. the worst part about the time traveller’s wife is that there aren’t even any cool steampunk clockwork droids or gorgeous 18th century french dresses to make up for the vomit-inducing implications. i have never been more disappointed. mind wipe, now
#in hindsight it’s funny how enamoured i was with tgitf when i first watched it. because i had in my inexperience considered it original and#clever. instead of a rehashed version of a story that already exists and is just as awful when you think about this ‘romance’ for over 2#minutes. and then he does it AGAINNN#babe wake up it’s beating steven moffat with hammers monday#so this is where the poison root spread from. i’m going back in time to erase the novel from existence so he never reads it. come up with#better ideas. also leave little girls alone#i still love tgitf but only for the reasons above. the aesthetic and the scifi aspect. and the tragedy i GUESS. kinda because for reinette#it’s a tragedy but for ten it’s literally like. five hours max#do you think he didn’t come back for her on purpose? he couldn’t bring her along because she was too important a historical figure? he left#her there despite promising to pick her up in five minutes. knowing full well she would be gone before he heard of her again#i bet he did that deliberately. had to keep her living in hope because he couldn’t refuse her but he couldn’t take her out of her own life#wow this post veered somewhere else entirely. sorry guys#doctor who#dw#the girl in the fireplace#the time traveler's wife#jamie.txt
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also if only the physical copy of how to disappear completely & never be found i first encountered & read a few years ago (sort of [roughly avg age ten] reader book, not any similarly titled How To) hadn't disappeared completely & not been found since, probably b/c i put it somewhere i intended to be For Safekeeping, which is also how my binder vanished....b/c it's one of those like. those book for late elementary/middle school readers when they just weave in this unrealism which makes for a delightful range & unpredicability? and with a cynical protagonist girl like off to the races like wow her mom is depressed asf & smoking? and it's about A Family History Secrets Mystery so blatantly a haunting that the inciting incident is basically introducing a haunted [family history secrets mystery] house. and spoilers don't matter like it's stemming from there being this missing uncle who grew up so in contrast to the Winsome Winning Sibling Who Does It All Right while seeing his own affiliation with rats that he tried to disappear completely & never be found which led to this Tragedy which led to this more unintended disappearance of his & he haunts this house & wants to be left alone & only goes out at night with this [ambiguous Is That A Giant Rat Or Weird Small Dog (protagonist affected by these family situations who expresses her preoccupation with an awareness of how fate can Strike and Get you with this interest with roving packs of killer chihuahuas. people think she's weird though she spontaneously befriends this other girl struck with this bolt from the blue & a bit weird / outcast & then Insightful who i wish was in it more)] & plays into the hauntedness danger like playing into the [something's Wrong with you then] until having to take yet more action where the urge to express the truth comes out more both b/c living that hidden is more threatened but also b/c now the niece children are more threatened as well. ft. a sort of preternatural blurring of time b/c of only being communicated with through this uncle via his comic pages (that he paints?) of dubiously accurate translations of irl events that are created so quickly it seems to verge on foresight, imagine like "hmm what's this painting. it's me standing in this room looking at this painting??? as someone ominous lurks in the shadows right behind me?" in both [now how could you know this & paint it really fast ahead of time] and [horror]
#i've had good times & thrills & things from other books i've read in the past xyz years & all#but i think this had the best in its final sections with [''uncle rat!''] like that was so incredibly unbelievably hype#and a further ending with a reconciliation that lets the Weirdo still be how they are but with more support lmao#i'm like yeah i want to live in the abandoned house only coming out at night only leaving secret homemade books with Some Truths#yeah i wanna exist in secret passageways & be unseen & uninteracted with & get by despite it all; sure#and disappear (mostly) and (not be found for a while until you have more motivations to help very parallel parties)#and have an affinity & affiliation with animals ppl are also like oh weird bad gross Never Want To See Them who are scroungily around#not implied to be a supernatural connection rather than just like. oh this person is a friend. from chihuahuas; rats; coatis....#also the How To & Never Be book's like core event to The Mystery is. truly so tragic lmao my god. it's really great#i'll just see about reading a digitization somewhere b/c i am Not gonna be able to find it#and the uncle is So mysterious that like. you don't get many Interactions w/him & are just going off of these emergent factors#the situations as they are as consequences of prior events; that he Is this withdrawn & communicating As some haunting monster etc#the way you technically don't also get to know like [what was bruno like prior] Directly W/Promised Accuracy and yet#the [metaphorically i mean] angle going on for everyone like perceiver truth teller Weird Odd One Out yeah yes#bit like [ :) (devastation)] verse talking abt him through a ''so your disabled relative'' lens (who also even w/magic was Just Existing)#here's a guy just existing like :) = my god this absolutely sicko who would even do something like that lmfao. god we've all been there#grappling with [tendencies] they couldn't understand....many things + just the way bruno approaches Speaking is like. okay.#my man's autistic. highest honor i can bestow. among other plausible ways of being disabled / nonconforming / abnormal#also the highest honor....rat affiliated disappeared uncle in How To? well he's really simply not possible ''yes he is Normal(tm)'' so
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How To Kill An Immortal
Cora Maguire is an unlucky Immortal who figures out they're being stalked by a group of mortals against their entire existence. Changing their identity and moving back to Ireland to escape their lurking gazes and ill intents, using it as a means of transitioning as well, they find themself with a new name: Rayan Hyacinth. Unfortunately, however, they manage to track him down once more when he takes a risky visit to see a good friend, and ultimately he gets kidnapped. Now, he has to endure months of torture and mistreatment, subjected to highly illegal and violent treatment at the hands of his captors with hardly any relief at all. And after a couple long, draining years, his Immortality begins to stop functioning the way it's supposed to. But he can't tell whether that body in the attic is real or not...
#i still have no idea where HTKAI is going to be set in#perhaps somewhere in the uk since. yk. I Live Here™#i might. im not sure though. yeah i might. hmm. anyway!!#ill get to writing soon y'all i promise 🙏🙏#whump series#immortal whumpee#team whump#multiple whumpers#whump oc#oc whump#whump#How To Kill An Immortal#all i know is that its gon be GOREY
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hi chat, ive been trying to """coming up with my own attempt at happiness"". basically the good news is i (try to) vent less. so dont be surprised if my blog is Extra dead.
#not sure how long this will keep up#but if i forgot to keep my promise then please do yell at me#(not forcing but just note that i Am bad at Memorising)#idk#self improvement i guess#is this what happened if you finally buy a new book and go somewhere relatively far away from your home? or is this because im too excited#-to read some books i still havent finished yet for once#why am i even sharing all this?#why exactly do i even share both happy and vent on tumblr dot com in the first place?#oh yeah i forgot#my life sucks#but i still havent finished reading children of hurin my god why did i buy that before even getting the hobbit#amnywyas im going to sleep
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You ever just like. Have something randomly pop into your head that like causes you to spiral rapidly but then you snap out of it like 30 seconds later. Yeag
#sorry i thought about my great aunt's peach perfume that she let me have when i was like 5 because i loved it so much#and i freaked out because i couldn't remember if i had finally runout of it or not and if i did that would be Bad For Me Mentally Right Now#but i snapped out of it because I'm positive i still have some. i know this i know it#i promised myself when i was little that i would never use the last bit so i could keep it and smell it forever#so i KNOW i still have it somewhere in my box of makeup stuff. maybe I'll have to find that tomorrow#because if i was out of that i. don't know what I'd do about it but i don't think they sell it anymore so I can't just get more#and anyways this bottle specifically is special because it was my great aunt s and there's no replacing that#anyways. i don't know why I'm posting this i am just going through one hell of a night tonight and i guess talking makes me feel less alone#i really should be sleeping now but. idk
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