#i probably have undiagnosed autism
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I want to play guitar, but all I have the energy to do is watch Markiplier, read fanfiction, listen to music, and scroll through this fucking app
#this is a tag i guess#markiplier#mcr fanfiction#my chemical romance#mcr#why i am like this#why am i even here#lolz#undiagnosed neurodivergent#neurodivergent#adhd#undiagnosed adhd#i probably have undiagnosed autism#undiagnosed autism#autisic#lol#ur mother
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What if God was an agender aromantic asexual aplatonic entity
#theology#agender#aromantic#asexual#aplatonic#god is lgbtqia+#i dont need to smoke weed i already have undiagnosed adhd and autism and that probably slaps more than a few dried leaves ever will#aroace#arospec#acespec#aplspec#lgbtqia#pride#pride month#i need to get some sleep
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gravity falls au where everything is normal except the damage being possessed by bill causes to the possessed person's eye causes occasional hallucinations in the corner of that eye, astigmatism, and central heterochromia in both eyes that slowly branches out from behind the pupil the longer or more frequently they're possessed
#inspo for the central heterochromia comes from the fact i have it and the ring in the center is yellow#bill cipher#gravity falls#stanford pines#dipper pines#<- since this would apply to them#silas birchtree would probably have almost completely yellow eyes by the time bill left his corpse#battery powered YAPPING#mackie's undiagnosed autism acting up again#battery lore#? kinda
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honse.
#this is the only thing i've really managed to draw today 😭#these are inspired by brofightiscancelled's six same flanks art. it filled me with the urge to doodle da little horses again#drawing mlp style ponies is weirdly relaxing i should do it more when idk what else to draw lol#fun fact : my first active account on tumblr was for mlp g4#i don't remember the username bc it was in middle school and my memory of back then is DOGSHIT#probably bc of the trauma from navigating the public school system with undiagnosed autism ya'll know how it is#btw i based kara's coat color off on the sextuplets' blue suits#so to me they'd all have that coat color but with different hoof colors & similar cutiemarks#anyways i think kara would say his favorite pony is rainbow dash but it'd really be rarity since she's fashionable & generous#( just like him 😏 ) <- that's his internal processing not mine#kuroba would like applejack. like cool honest butch that's dedicated to her family? of course they'd like her#osomatsu-san#osmt#mlp#karamatsu#oc : kuroba#mj draws
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Meanwhile I've also been rapidly succumbing to madness over these two and have a deep need to start over White 2 again
#pokemon#screaming crying throwing up nobody gets them like i do. trying to find anything abt them in the tags was a mistake.#like yeah hugh is a tryhard edgelord w anger issues but also he is the protag's BIGGEST hypeman#they're childhood besties they're probably always goofing off and egging each other on#they both probably rosa absolutely have/has undiagnosed autism#rosa is nonbinary in the way kirby is. i won't elaborate bc i don't even know what that means but it is SO real to me#maybe there's budding feelings there but MORE importantly they share a brain and have made a blood oath#they're just weird kids who are inseparable. to me.#trainer rosa#rival hugh#my art
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The AQ Autism Test
Not me getting 37....
#I should honestly sleep#I really should#My eyes are dying#I ironically had things that I should have been doing bu I keep on having his crisis over and over again#undiagnosed neurodivergent chaos gremlin#maybe asd#autism#asd#probably autistic#maybe AuDHD#Probably AuDHD#undiagnosed neurodivergent
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the ellis debate has gone on for so long “hes not dumb hes just silly” “hes not silly hes just stupid” here is my take. hes just dedicated to The Bit above all else. hes a lil dumb but more than that he is just off the shits simply for the fun of it. my man is just here for a good time not a long time and puts all hes got into it🫡
#also major undiagnosed autism vibes but thats another conversation LOL#basically i think hes no genius but hes definitely not as utterly unintelligent as everybody percieves him to be imo#we know he loves chasing thrills and prioritizes it over his and others’ safety#(and others’ sanity lol)#i dont think hes actively playing a role but 1) extreme dedication to having the most fun time ever#and 2) being in major denial (poor guy💀)#foster a fuck it we ball type attitude lmao#oh and also ik the fanbase typically characterizes him as this innocent ball of sunshine but people often forget that he can be kinda -#- snotty snarky and out of pocket sometimes💀💀not to the degree of nick obviously#but to the point where rochelle has a line calling him a complainer#and theres a few misc bits of dialogue along those same lines which is so funny to me#im probably waaay overanalyzing this but its fun to me !! i like when the curtains arent JUST blue#they probably were intended to be but they arent to me ^.^#all this is lighthearted btw i dont give a shit that much interpret him as you want have fun w it !! ^_^#l4d2#l4d#left 4 dead#left 4 dead 2#ellis l4d2#headcanons#left4dead#ellis left 4 dead 2#l4d2 ellis
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is somebody gonna match my meek
#scared about starting my masters aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#gonna pretend thats not an issue for the next month ig <3#i probably have undiagnosed adhd or at least autism-related executive dysfunction that i can't manage so uhhh idk. running my own project#is gonna be Scary#i think i just fuck it we balled through undergrad#guh#kas yapping
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Well tried to have my grandma talk more about what I was like as a child in school and I do not remember the sitting in a fetal position under the desk or being dragged kicking and screaming to the principals but yeah that sounds like me
#wren's posts#I was a child with undiagnosed ADHD and chronic overstimulation#Probably autism too#Its a wonder I didn't have *more* trauma from that
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just thought "he should be at the club" about one of my characters. girl he should NOT be at the club he'd hate it even though he'd want to like it.
#nate#i'm trying to get into the habit of having oc tags#he HAS tried to be fair. nate has probably tried to go to the club#i'm sure it didn't go well#i should think about him going to the club i think he'd make out with a guy because he thinks that's what he'll enjoy#but he ends up freezing in panic#(he's gay but also has undiagnosed autism and an incurable feeling of alienation)#(he thinks he'll like hooking up with people because he doesn't often get a chance to do it. but it never feels quite right.)#this has been oc hour. well. nate minute#persimmon's rambles#he ends up freezing in panic a lot#fight or flight more like freeze or fight (he always either freezes or fights)
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*My mom tells me to do something*
*Two minutes later*
Me: "Wait what did she want me to do?"
Also me: "Do you want me to explain the lore of 'Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge' by: My Chemical Romance?"
#mcr#my chemical romance#this might have happened a few minutes ago#idk#this is a tag i guess#uhhh#i probably have undiagnosed autism#emo#frank iero#gerard way#mikey way#ray toro#my chemical fucking romance#im not okay (trust me)
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I just think we should get some more body horror into sex! it's already kind of gross, emotionally and physically, why not take it to the next level? where's the blending of person-hood? where's the cannibalism? where's the lack of borders, the complete erosion as you open yourself in the most literal and vulnerable way you can without dying? can i bring a fucking scalpel to the bedroom and you can go nuts on me? you're already sticking your fingers inside my pussy, why not in my, say, lower intestine?
is this fucking anything?
#sapphic nsft#body horror nsft#body horror#again i have never had sex#i might be asexual#and i have religious trauma#and i also probably have undiagnosed autism#my pov is not to be trusted
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i've been thinking about how uncanny by ghost fits kieran hinoki so well again... like
these lyrics are driving me up the fucking wall rn.
#i've mentioned it once before but depersonalization and not feeling truly human is a huge thing for my interpretation of kieran#and this song fits so freaking well for that ugh#the ''i need to feel like i'm human through you'' line especially kills me#is the you referring to florian or ogerpon? both it's referring to both#i'll also say that hinoki struggling with feeling othered and nonhuman definitely goes hand-in-hand with him having undiagnosed autism#( speaking from personal experience as someone who struggled a lot w/ depersonalization b4 i found out i was autistic )#anyways i'm still sitting on my kieran fanmix but once i can play the dlc epilogue i'll probably drop it#there's a lot of vocal synth stuff on it. surprisingly no crane wives but that's only bc it doesn't fit the vibes#wait. could i put take me to war on there..... 🤔 we'll see#chara : kieran hinoki#mj.txt
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In hindsight its a little bit funny that they were trying to exposure therapy an autistic person out of social anxiety
Like it SUCKED, but it was a little funny
#moss mumbles#reading d/an ho/wells book rn bc i never read the whole thing and i wanted to#and some bits of it are rly helpful for me#but cbt gets mentioned#and it just reminded me of when i was like 14#undiagnosed#and these poor people were trying to help me through social anxiety. meanwhile whats ACTUALLY wrong is autism#that meant putting me in social situations only made thinsg worse#anyway yeah it made me giggle#shout out to the Healthy Minds worker that compared treating social anxiety to treating a fear of spiders#i didnt have the heart then to tell you that ive been terrified of spiders my whole life and its only gotten worse with exposure to them#but if u ever see this then i probably should've told you that. im sorry
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does comicy have autism or adhd perchance.
idk she just looks neurodivergent
hmmm idk. Both is good
#i know i have given both comicy & confessiony whatever undiagnosed condition i have. which is probably autism and/or adhd#knightext
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Y'all, if any of my teachers ask me something and I am in a position where I can't just say that I have ADHD (considering as I can't get a diagnosis right now), I might just have to say that 'I am clinically incapable of prioritising tasks'.
#I wonder if it will work....#It might be worth a shot#I honestly wish I could get meds though#Like#I think it would actually help#meds#ADHD meds#ADHD#AuDHD problems#I have no idea what I would say if they asked about the undiagnosed autism....#Probably just something that sounds more like social anxiety#To be fair though#I dare say I have social anxiety as well#But I think that might greatly be a consequence of me probably being autistic#self diagnosed AuDHDer#Woo!#undiagnosed neurodivergent chaos
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