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Got into a car accident the other day (Iโm not at fault and am mostly okay beyond some bruising/a mild concussion) but the car is totaled and I could use some comfort. Maybe from older bro Saeyoung?? Im really feeling the pain of losing my car. She was old and kinda funky but got me from point A to point B well and I miss her ๐
Saeyoung never wants his family to fall into danger!
The first thing that would happen when you told him you were in an accident is him doing everything he possibly can to make sure you're safe and comfortable.
Sure, is it worth pointing out that he would make sure that whoever puts you in an accident in the first place was taken care of if they were 100% at fault, yeah, but that's not something he would bring up with you as you are trying to recover. He's your big brother, and as much as he would want to get revenge on somebody who hurt you, he values taking care of you much more in the immediate.ย
You know he's a mother hen no matter how much he says he's not. As soon as you are safe and sound in your bed, make no mistake, he has stocked your room with everything you could ever need. You don't have to get up or go very far to get anything. If he could make it so you wouldn't have to stumble that far to go to the restroom, he would do that as well, it just depends on how much of a time constraint he has.
He can make anything happen, and he will definitely go over the top in that realm. You have to give him credit for being ready for anything, at least.
He often says that's the one good thing about his paranoia. He can't always stop worrying, but he's ready for anything to go wrong at any moment. It helps him when something does go wrong, but he prays that nothing goes wrong so he doesn't have to put those plans into action.ย
It's one thing to know that something could go wrong, it's another to see it happen. No amount of preparation is going to make him feel better about the fact that you got hurt and he couldn't stop it from happening.ย But, make no mistake, he's sitting at your bedside so you can tell him about your woes since there's not much else you can do but rest or talk to him.
When you tell him that you're sad about your car, he'll get it. He understands the emotional connection you can build to a vehicle because it is something that takes you everywhere. You put a lot of emotional compassion into this thing that helps you traverse the world and see everything there is to offer.
It's not silly to grieve over this loss, that's what he'd tell you.ย
"Listen, little racer, I know youโre bummed out that someone took your baby. I would feel the same way if somebody demolished one of my cars. But, all good things come to an end, and even if this wasn't on the best of circumstances, you get to reflect on all the good times you had to come to terms with this loss.ย Do you want to tell me about your favorite trip you took with your car? I'd love to hear one. That's the great thing about being around someone who gets it, you get to hear the stories not everybody tells."
#makialene#mod kait#ask#mystic messenger#anon#mysme#mysticmessenger#mm#saeyoung choi#choi saeyoung#drabble#luciel choi#choi luciel#i pray you're feeling okay!#I hope you can get some rest and recover
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#I've played with irl atheists and catholics and everything in between#but it rarely feels like faith is a real factor for anyone-- DM or player#outside ofโ againโ divine spellcasters and Big Epic Plot Things#I mean there are a couple of 'RAAAHGH FUCK THE GODS >:C' edgy backstory types but#no one is just Normally Culturally Religious and it's WEIRD#like it's not even a matter of faith in dnd! the gods are LITERALLY OBJECTIVELY PROVABLY REAL#so what does that MEAN for the average person! how does it shape language? business? culture?#where are the people wearing holy symbols like amulets-- or the way modern christians very casually wear crosses?#blessings over meals? prayers before bed? burnt offerings?#and like I enjoy thinking about world and culture building but I know that's A Whole Thing but even just like...#it doesn't feel like anyone believes in gods at all except clerics and paladins#like they DO because they factually exist but in the same way I 'believe in' like. the president of france.#like yeah he exists and is important to some people but has no bearing on my life whatsoever#that's such a fucking weird approach to the DIVINE in a polytheist world where those gods are YOUR CULTURE'S GODS??#I am bad at this myself but I'm not religious so it's harder for me to remember what Being Religious All The Time Casually is like lol#funny enough my character with the most intentionally religious background in this sense#is one of my ones who's ended up wrapped up in Big Plot God Things lmao#'aubree starts the campaign with a holy symbol of yondalla because of course she does why wouldn't she'#'oh okay well she's gonna get deeply and personally entangled with a bunch of death gods immediately' fdkjghkdf oh!! welp#you don't really pray to urogalan unless you're breaking ground for a new building or someone just died so it's STILL weird for her lol#but at least I had the framework there of 'oh yeah the gods exist and matter to me and my everyday life and culture' in general#about me#posts from twitter
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it feels so strange and so horribly selfish to shed tears of relief and joy that your grandparents', mother's, brother's, and aunt's/uncle's homes won't be destroyed due to the hurricane shifting last-minute whilst simultaneously knowing that said shift now means someone else's family will now have their homes destroyed instead
#i can't explain the relief of knowing it moved and they will be okay!! and yet i feel awful for feeling that way!!#that's why people praying for these things to move feels so weird - you're just wishing for someone else to suffer in your place#are we bad people? i dont know#despite this confliction i am still relieved they will keep their homes#yet i am also horrified at myself for feeling that way
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there are things that you don't do for a year or more and pick up just right where you left off and these days i fear loving you might be one of them
#double meaning on that but. yeah.#it's like. i haven't touched the imaging software i use for an entire year. soldering iron in decades. pick it right back up. to my surpris#muscle memory is crazy#i don't draw for months and pick up right where i was with a few sketches bc the work you put in stays even when you don't actively practic#when it's something you've practiced weekly and daily it sticks with you and ig that's good#but then it's like. the horrors. that haunt you. yk? what if a part of me will always save a soft spot for my ex. what then.#what if I'm fine now and I'm doing okay and i don't miss it and I think i'm okay moving forward and i see her and suddenly I'm on the floor#what if some part of me that was in love never really went away what if i haven't managed to kill all of it yet#bc i genuinely would not know what to do. i. i don't want to admit it but one of my worst fears is liking someone who doesn't like you back#and what's even more horrifying is if it's obvious. if everyone can tell. and usually I'm good at hiding it! (not really) but it's just. id#it's shame in liking someone who you tell yourself you don't want to like and you know you shouldn't. and not having control over it.#hoping praying that either she does something that turns the little switch in my head that sends her into the unforgivable category#or that i become straight. or that i become straight. mhm. yep. or ig the other option is i get a crush on someone new but like. mm.#i kinda have gotten w every person I've had a crush on since hs and i kinda don't think im ready for another rs so soon.#the baggage i just got is. hm. idk i kinda don't wanna unpack it. it's something that can easily be done if i had the missing pieces but.#i don't think I'm ever gonna get them. so. instead I'm gonna take. maybe another 3 months or 5 months or a year or a few. to just. slowly.#idek. it's just triggering old things. bringing me back to when i was 14. i never really got closure from that either. it took me 3 years.#I'm sure this time it'll go away faster but idk experiencing it a second time has a different feel to it. idk. it's weird.#it's like. idk. it's like you're watching it happen and you're not even there anymore. idk. i really don't know.#oh. I've been dissociating.#idk maybe it's for the best i really don't know i really don't know and everyone says i have to do what's best for myself but idk what is#my life is on track things are moving forward I'm doing better and healing but i can't escape the feeling of dread#something is going to catch up with me sooner or later and idk what it is idk at what intensity and idk if i will be ready for it#but anyway. when you love someone intentionally every day for a while. when does it go away? will it go away?#or will i have to live haunted by ppl who are alive but changed. so practically dead w/o the opportunity to mourn. for the rest of my life?#like i don't think i get it. loving this person was like. cooking and eating. intentional. ingrained into everyday life. effortful.#what if my mind does forget but my body still remembers. what then. what if it's like searching for sth you don't remember having anymore#ig I'm just trying to figure out how much to forget these days. how much won't hurt if it all comes back to haunt me#delete later
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๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ฆ๐๐ซ๐! ๐ธโจ
Grace finally has a Magicam account, and what better use for it than immortalizing their friendships?
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โ ึดึถึธหยทหณห๐ ึดึถึธ.
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๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ I finally made an account!! First pic, tea party preparations with housewarden of Heartslabyul! ๐น๐ซ
โค๏ธ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ_๐ผ๐ณ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ LMAO? HE'S SUCH A PRUDE LOLL
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌโ ๏ธ ๐๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฒ_๐ฑ๐ฒ๐๐ฐ๐ฒ @ace_ofhearts dude you're aware that housewarden Rosehearts owns a magicam account right?
โฆ๏ธ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฎ๐บ๐ผ๐ป๐ฑ_๐บ๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ totes adorbs!! but kinda bummed u didn't pick me for such a cute pic idea... (ใ
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โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ @diamond_mind Oh I'm so sorry!! I got so busy with preparations that it slipped my mind u_u; I'll save you a spot next time, promise!
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โโ โ.๐หหณยทห ึดึถึธ โโ
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๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ ....okay so this MIGHT turn into a series. I pray to the Seven that Leona isn't active on magicam or else I'm migrating (he looks so peaceful tho, doesn't he?!)
๐บ ๐ท๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ต๐ผ๐๐น__ Grace.
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ @jackhowl__ Jack...... 5 replies
๐ ๐ฟ๐๐ด๐ด_๐ฏ๐๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ต๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต๐ณ you owe me a deluxe cutlet sandwich now btw ๐
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ I don't recall that being on our TOA?? 1 replies
๐ฐ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ฎ_๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ ????? LEONA KINGSCHOLAR???? ISN'T THAT THE PREFECT WHAT. 1435 replies
๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ด๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐บ_๐๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฎ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฎ Sevens you narrow minded idiot.
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ is that literally fucking leona kingscholar 34572 replies
โปoh, except.... maybe they forgot one little detail...
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๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ Decided to pay our octobuddy a little visit at the @mostrolounge this afternoon ๐๐นWhat a face! (also, wow where did all of you come from?? Was Leona's sleeping visage that baffling of a prospect? รนแดu,, actually, I'm now realizing that I hadn't even set this account to private...oops.)
๐ฌ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐๐.๐ฎ.๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ ahahah!! oh man look at his face! little shrimpy's got guts~
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ thanks for being the cameraman buddy รนแดu อกออโ
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โค๏ธ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ_๐ผ๐ณ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ I'm surprised you didn't get ptsd just from walking into that room LMAO
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ @ace_ofhearts hm okay how about you join me next time
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌโค๏ธ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ_๐ผ๐ณ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ @yuur_grace no thank you <3
๐ฌ ๐ท๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฒ.๐น๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ต. hahah. how swift. perhaps i may join you one day to capture such riveting images. 3 replies
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ ok no I'm actually so invested we can't just move on from the fact that this guy showed up all of a sudden and just KNOWS Leona kingscholar personally?!?? 200 replies
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๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ Another face cradled! And a dear friend hugged! Had a blast at this wonderful get-together in Scarabia dorm โ๏ธ๐ฎ๐ I think I'm ready to sleep for a week though hahaha ^^;
โ๏ธ ๐ธ๐ฎ๐น๐ถ๐บ๐ฎ๐น๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐บโช I'm so glad you came! I don't think I've had that much fun with friends in a while! You're always welcome whenever you feel like visiting ๐โจ
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌ ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ @kalimalasim always!
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME 1240 replies
๐ ๐ท๐ฎ๐บ๐ถ๐น_๐ There's still some leftovers if you'd like to take some for Grim. Or yourself, really. 2 replies
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ oh okay so there's even MORE. why not. SURE. 212 replies
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๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ Nothing better than a long evening spent with the beauty queen himself @vilshoenheit. And look, he reciprocated! How sweet~ ๐โจ A wonderful idol, an even better friend.
๐ ๐๐ถ๐น๐๐ฐ๐ต๐ผ๐ฒ๐ป๐ต๐ฒ๐ถ๐โช How precious. Do take good care of that manicure.
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌ๐ ๐๐ถ๐น๐๐ฐ๐ต๐ผ๐ฒ๐ป๐ต๐ฒ๐ถ๐ Wait, Grace, is this a private post?
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ will do! ๐ค 2304 replies
๐ ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐น๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐น_๐ณ๐ฒ๐น๐บ๐ถ๐ฒ๐ฟ man you're better than me, i can't stand a second doin any a this balderdash
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ your loss,, it's sooo relaxing ๐โโ๏ธ
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ YOU GUYS I CANT COPE ARE YOU KIDDING MEEEEEEE 784 replies
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ is this guy some sorta undercover cop or sum?? how's he got all these crazy ass ties??
๐น ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ต๐๐ป๐๐ฟ๐ผ๐ผ๐ธ oh, lร lร ... quelle beautรฉ, the calm before the storm~
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๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ Seems like I've been graced with this nice little picture from @0r1h0_shr0ud2 during a visit to Idia's dorm! No face hold unfortunately, but it's quite cute!๐ฉต๐ค Very rare, it seems Idia has yet to realize the photo being taken ^o^. Peep the adorable little PreMo gacha figure I got for him...? ๐
๐ฉต ๐ฌ๐ฟ๐ญ๐ต๐ฌ_๐๐ต๐ฟ๐ฌ๐๐ฑ๐ฎ I was so happy that you decided to stay and keep my brother company, Grace Alexander-san. Idia doesn't show it, but you really made his day!
โ โ โ โ โ โ ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ @0r1h0_shr0ud2 awww! I'm always happy to spend time with you both! ๐ค 3 replies
๐ ๐ด๐น๐ฌ๐ฌ๐บ๐๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ถ woah when was this?! you can't just spring such a rare event out of nowhere! delete, delete!!! 5 replies
โฆ๏ธ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฎ๐บ๐ผ๐ป๐ฑ_๐บ๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ oh my Seven!! you both look so dope! truly inspiringโ and can we talk about how *adorbs* you look with that biscuit hanging from ur mouth?? (หต โขฬ แด - หต ) โง
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ @diamond_mind brothaaaa keep this up and you'll be fighting off rumors for days LOL รนแดu ahuahu
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌโค๏ธ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ_๐ผ๐ณ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ @yuur_grace OH U WANNA HEAR ABOUT RUMORS??? HAHAH
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ Am I tweaking or is that like. *The* Idia Shroud from the family Shroud part of the largest technological pioneers in Twisted Wonderland. Or am I insane.
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ this HAS to be a social experiment atp?? What in the world is this guy's power??? 467 replies
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๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ it felt almost special, leaving my vest off. Maybe it was the winter breeze. Tsunotaro helped me with his cape, though, despite my insistence. What a sweet personality! ๐๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ We took a long walk through an abandoned woods, found some gorgeous gargoyles. To end my little series, I asked to hold him as well. He doesn't own a magicam account so I can't tag him... But at least he can keep the pictures :) Hurray! It ends! ๐คโจ
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ THERE IS NOOOOO FUCKING WAY I REFUSE NO NO ABSOLUTELY NO WAY THIS IS AN EVIL PRANK WHAT WHAT WHATTTTATSYSYTHJDHJ WHO IS THIS GUYYYYYY 1204 replies
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๐ฆ ๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐ด๐ฒ๐ฒ Grace, you must know I have never been so entertained in my long life. Why, Malleus himself sits beside me and stares down at the screen in bafflement!
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ @vanrougee ???? Explain?? ToT
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌโฆ๏ธ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฎ๐บ๐ผ๐ป๐ฑ_๐บ๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ @yuur_grace you sweet summer child ๐ญโ
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌ ๐ ๐น๐ถ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด.๐๐ถ๐ด๐ฏ๐ผ๐น๐ @yuur_grace YOU ARE ENTIRELY UNCONNIVING. YOU PLACE MALLEUS UNDER INTENSE SCRUTINY FROM THE MASSES AS WELL AS LADY MALEFICIA! YOU SHOULD BE MORE MINDFUL, HUMAN!!
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ OH my god.
HEHEHE I HOPE YOU LIKED THIS AS MUCH AS I DID THIS WAS SO EXHAUSTING BUT SO FUN TO MAKE !!! ๐ฉท๐ค๐ฉทโจโจ Also pls don't look too hard at the numbers ik a lot of them are wrong I'm sleep deprived and high on 3 monster cans ๐ค
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so, nerdy loser college boy choso *sighs* *opens legs*
a/n: just so you know, this man is gonna make you do all the hard work for a piece of that loser boy dick ๐ฎโ๐จ so... um so at some point around 2000 words in i realised this is way more than a hc post :3 eat it up if you will!
nerdy!choso who borderline has no friends except his gaming buddies who doesnt meet irl like ever. he doesnt like going to classes, especially this one. he doesnt need it but it's a requirement for all first years. and boy is glad it is when he sees you come in.
nerdy!choso who only listens to discussions when you're talking. suddenly he needs to put down his headphones and nod at every word you're saying. his eyes follow every gesture of your hand, every sway of your ass, every single time you fix your hair.
nerdy!choso who is starting to get a bit enamored with you, your style, your way of speaking. he loses track of time gawking at you in class from the last benches as you prettily do all the work in the class. he hates how beautifully your hair falls on your face, how nicely your clothes fit you despite being pretty modest for college. he hates how he can see the silhouette of your tits when you turn to the side. but he's too much of a gentleman to keep looking.
nerdy!choso who ends a game early when he remembers you, lying and saying that he had promised someone to meet them somewhere. the place is his bathroom and the person was you. god, you really shouldn't wear those tight jeans to class y'know? how will he continue to be a gentleman if you do?
nerdy!choso who despises groupwork but prays to dear god this class has some reason to pair you two together. he's getting so desperate to talk to you knowing damn well he too pussy to do it on his own. and the lord answers his prayers, the teacher assigns groups of three for a presentation. it's you, him and some slacking trust fund baby.
nerdy!choso who is about to combust and have a full blown panic attack when he sees you approach him after class with that smile on your face that would make the angels swoon. you're going on about distributing the work equally and what not while he is trying his fucking hardest to not accidently make eye contact with you and piss his pants : (
nerdy!choso who now has your name, your number and your email and he feels like the happiest man on earth. his hands are literally shaking as he responds to your request to call. he's overthinking every word he types.
choso: yeah i can do wednesday. choso: i'll be okay with whatever day you want.
nerdy!choso who hops on video call and short circuits with a view of you in an oversized band tee and a brief view of your room. why did you have to be this pretty? why did you have to video call him when you couldve done the work on text? why did you have to put your hair up like that? why oh why did you have you say "choso? hey, you there?" so seductively to bring him back to the present?
nerdy!choso who gets like no work done in a 30 minute call which felt like three hours. he knew he would hardly be paying attention so decided to record the call with your consent, saying he'd need the notes you were typing out on screen only to play it back and stroke his dick to you for what might've have been the twentieth time this week. his strokes only getting faster as you say his name in that voice he imagines sounds way better moaning and screaming it instead.
nerdy!choso who, after the presentation, is on greeting terms with you when he sees you studying in the library. he sits as far away from you as he can while still being able to see you. occupying the coziest corner of the library to stare at you study right when you come up to him.
"can i join you, choso? i'm all alone and your space seems comfy" you say with a smile, "of course, i dont mean to disturb you, is saw you were on your own too, so..."
uh oh, uh oh, uh oh. god no. please no. please dont say yes. please dont be staring at her like some dumb idiot (too late) please.
"uh... yeah sure why not?" he awkwardly says as he makes room for you to keep your things. he was such an idiot for thinking he could say no to your pretty face in the first place.
nerdy!choso who is absolutely drunk on your scent. it feels way better than any alcohol he's ever had. he feels like an animal in heat when he smells your sugary perfume mixed with the styrofoam-y air conditioned smell of the library. you're gonna kill him, yknow? how is he supposed to respond to this? what is one to do when their stupid college crush sits next to them? he gives you a half smile before furiously typing away on reddit, the only place with answers for losers like him.
nerdy!choso whose hands. oh his hands. (can be i a big whore for a second?) his long hands that feel like they're the size of your face. his kempt, beautiful and trimmed nails. his lengthy fingers that seem to yearn for something more to foddle with than just the keyboard or controller. he typed as such an insane pace it made your pussy ache. he was going so fast, jesus. those hands were meant to do more than just ask "how to talk to girls" on reddit.
nerdy!choso who (on the advice of reddit) asks if you would want him to order something for you. you tell you had a frappuccino not too long ago and that it was quite sweet and filling. and he hates himself for thinking that he could give you something much sweeter and filling than that like a horny fourteen year old.
nerdy!choso who is now determined to not come off as a creep so he does his work with the focus of four adderalls. he is typing as fast as his heartbeat, not realising he got two classes worth of work done in just an hour. he looks over at you, blissfully unaware of the absolute war in his mind.
nerdy!choso who feels as though if he doesn't muster up the courage to ask you out right then and there, he'll probably be the biggest loser on the planet. (as if he wasn't already)
nerdy! pathetic! choso who stutters a million times and barely gets the job done then too. his eyes are scanning your entire being (trying his best to not gawk at your tits) for any sign of discomfort.
"so- uhh so ummm... wo-would you, like, uh... like to do this again? sometime?... i got a.. a lot of work done today, so.."
oh heavens, the sheer nervousness in his tone makes you want to pull his pants down and show him how to really get work done.
you agree with a smile, even suggesting a better, more ambient (more romantic) cafe to study in. choso's heart is about to burst and flood the fucking library with his blood the way it is beating at an alarming rate.
"umm yeah uh 5 sounds... awesome... i hope it isn't a-a bother to you?" "no way, choso. i loved today," you offer him a smile as you gather your things, "i really like your hair, by the way" "i like your hair too, y-y-you smell very nice", he gulps.
fuck. why did he say that? what? you smell nice? who says that? is he like ten? you can't help but giggle at the sheer embarassment on his face.
he feels as though he's gonna melt into a puddle and turn to stone and throw up all at the same time.
nerdy!choso who is the most stupidly hot guy you've ever met, you think as you go giggling back to your dorm. mental note: pick a skimpy outfit for 5pm ;)
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I've been praying for a mentor like how Titus 2 tells older women to teach younger women because hey! I'm a younger woman. Because the church I grew up in, which I'm still thankful for, taught more "watered down" theology so I didn't have anyone I could "imitate" like how Paul says imitate me as I imitate Christ. Because these were people who didn't even know God's word very well so I didn't really take their advice seriously. Agkhfhggm. I know that sounds mean but that's how it was.
Now I'm in an awesome church but because we've attracted a lot of new Christians recently, I'm in a small group with mostly new people that I'm not as comfortable with asking for wisdom.
So recently, I went out on a limb to message a woman in the church that I reeeeally admire because of her inner strength, wisdom, etc. how she stays organized. So she gave me advice, reminded me that things don't happen overnight, and even offered to chat over coffee at some point. And I wanted to cry ๐ญ lol. Like pleaseeee give me your wisdom. I want it so badly. Like I feel like I'm starving here by trying to glean wisdom from podcasts and audiobooks. But to have a person to talk to and actually knows you? Like, that's such a blessing.
#as a side note it's great that our church is growing#it comes with its own challenges but they're good and sanctifying challenges#like figuring out whether or not to tell the very sweet old lady in our group that she's probably listening to false teachers#I'm just praying she'll realize it the longer she's at our church#and I've tried to bring up stuff subtly during group discussions#(and i feel like there's an older couple who've caught on to what I've been trying to do ๐)#but at the same time I'm like am I being prideful?#am I not valuing the other wisdom this sweet old lady might potentially have?#idk but I know that my warning bells were sounding based on some of the things she shared#but she's so very sweet and works so hard to serve the people around her#it also doesn't help that I'm the youngest in the group#and they all have adult children#is this how Timothy felt?#and why Paul had to tell him in his letter to not let anyone look down on you because you're young#okay I'm totally just rambling at this point lol#anyway I hope the Holy Spirit will help her discern between truth and lies#but I also hope that I would have a caring heart like she does#and I admire her for that
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A second look at the human fucker community on monster tumblr
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After a while you start to notice some trends in how people talk about fucking their hoomans
Vampires: This is Brother Reginald Regicus Regicum who I slowly corrupted and tempted with earthly desires across several long years until he became a creature of the night like myself. We're throwing his one year vampirization party in a month, here's the invite, if you don't come it's a personal insult, to me.
Orcs: This is Himby the Himbo who I snagged in some raid I did because I got bored on my way to the grocery store. It's funny when I make him wear cat ears.
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Demons: These are Sir Good and Sir Goody. I make them wear matching collars because of how they were all but boyfriends before I enthralled them with my dark magic. You noticed their matching collars right?
Werewolves: You'll never believe this, but my human Stucky, who used to be called Lady Stuck Up, was actually a repressed and stuck up person before I helped her embrace her wild side TM.
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Naga: ...Anyway after spending 400,000 years praying I finally met the human who is the love of my life and we recited mantras together, after 200,000,000 years of this we began to *blushes* hold hands and then the gods...
Other kinds of dragons: This is King Dragonslayer the Unfucked. I use him as a display stand for my jewels when not fucking him.
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Showing the humans parts of their world they've never seen (the depths).
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Man humans really are such pathetic creatures
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Stop reblogging this as a human fucker post! I advocate for exterminating those pests! It's literally in my bio! Human Fuckers DNI!
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Hey OP we need to 'talk' IRL. Don't bother turning on your location, I already know it.
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Seeing elves in human fucker communities is always such a "bro thinks he's on the team" moment. Oh yeah you're so different from humans with your pointy ears and... oh right that's literally it.
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Elves are like humans but lame and pretentious, even lame and pretentious humans are better. Eying a 'human' only to notice pointy ears is like biting into a blueberry muffin thinking it's a chocolate muffin, if blueberries tasted like shit.
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If it makes you feel better I fuck both humans and elves, just got back from a raid where I scored plenty of elves to make into my obedient little whores.
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That doesn't make me feel better.
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Finally going to an actual human town. What do human eggs look like? Don't want to cause any problems by mistake.
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People on this webbed site will really just say anything about hoomans huh?
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OP, humans don't lay eggs. It's weird that you thought they did. They're mammals.
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I thought they were like platypi no need to get up my ass about this
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I'd say good morning, but I didn't wake up with a beautiful human on each side of me so actually it was yet another mid morning.
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Canto V
Plagas!Leon Kennedy x fem! reader
Synopsis: Leon's back from Spain, but there's something off about him.
CW: nsfw 18+, p in v, dubcon, implied somnophilia, breeding kink, bruising, titplay, cunnilingus, creampie, unprotected sex, forced orgasms, overstimulation, lots of spit, choking, reader passes out during sex
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It may as well be a universally known concept that when youโre in a relationship with a government agent, youโd better get used to being strangers with the finer details. Who, what, when, where, and why made themselves at home in your vocabulary while you were dating Leon. It was all futile; he couldn't ever tell you where he was going for his next mission or when he was coming back to your grabby hands. Swearing confidentiality with your left hand on the Bible trumps a loving, concerned girlfriend apparently.
Leon had been gone for a few days this time around, and you werenโt sure when exactly heโd be back. You prayed to every divinity who cared to listen that he would come back home safe and sound to you. You did so every time he left. The government calls, he runs, you make your deals with Jesus.
The clock strikes midnight as you flit around your apartment, closing the kitchen and ensuring everything is locked up for the night. You got home from work rather late, and youโre looking forward to falling into a deep slumber, especially since youโve taken your everything shower, completed your skincare routine, and changed into a cute teddy bear print cami with matching boy shorts. While your heart aches for your absent boyfriend, you throw your shoulders back and keep your chin high, braving another night of sleeping alone in your queen-sized bed. You slide under the covers and turn off your bedside lamp before closing your eyes and ultimately slipping into a welcomed state of unconsciousness.
Scratching, more scratchingโฆ Huh? You blearily open your eyes before squinting at the time displayed on your alarm clock - 1:48 am. Did something wake you? You donโt hear anything, yet you have the sinking feeling that something did lull you out of your sleep. You fumble to turn the lamp on - thankfully, thereโs nothing standing in the corner of your room or anything else that would have you screaming bloody murder until your lungs collapsed. The covers are pulled aside as you sit up in bed, planting your feet on the hardwood floor.ย
Once your feet lightly hit the floor, a terrible shuffling resounds from the living room which makes your blood freeze over. Your limbs are immobilized, but your eyes move towards the door, like youโre in a state of sleep paralysis and your demonโs lurking around the corner. Heavy footsteps grow closer and closer to your door, and you watch the doorknob turn in slow motion.ย
The door swings open, and your body dissolves.ย
โLeon?โ Your eyes blink at him, unsure for a second if heโs the product of a sleep paralysis induced hallucination.
Your lover stands before you with a somewhat dazed expression himself - dark circles engraved below his exhausted eyes, faded bruises on his face, dark veins trailing across his pale skin. He stands transfixed for what feels like forever before he blinks. โBaby.โ
The sound of his voice breaks you out of your own stupor, and you launch off the bed and straight into his arms. You bury your face in his chest as you wrap your arms around him tightly. โYouโre home.โ
He shudders violently before his arms encircle you as he buries his face in your hair, inhaling the smell of your shampoo - ah, figs and camellia, a breath of fresh air from guts and mold. โI missed youโฆ I almost didn'tโฆโ His voice is unsteady, wavering in a way that makes you want to never let go of him.
โIt's okay, my love. You're home now, youโre safe.โ
โI almost didn't make itโฆ You donโt know what happenedโฆโ His hands shake slightly as he grips onto you a little harder.
A lump forms in your throat at the realization that he could have very well perished during this mission. Itโs not often that he lets you see him in such a vulnerable state, so hearing the fear decorate his tone causes your heart to squeeze painfully.ย
โWhat happened?โ
โYou know I canโt tell you that.โ
โFine, at least tell me where you were. Sโnot like I can head there and foil the governmentโs plans after itโs already over. โ
โ...Spain.โ
You wonder what kind of horrors had transpired in Spain, but you know better than to inquire further. You hold him close and rub his back soothingly, trying to make him feel as loved as possible. โIt's over now, right?โ
โRightโฆโ A hint of worry colors his tone as he presses a kiss to your head. โCan we just go to sleep?โ
โOf course,โ you reach up to gently rub the shadowy veins visible underneath his eyes and creeping up his neck. โAre you feeling okay?โ
โYeah. Guess my body just went through a lot back there.โ
You take his arms, turning them over and over and examining them closely for any serious wounds. Thankfully, you donโt see anything except for the occasional minuscule scrape, though the unnaturally dark veins worry you. Youโre afraid they may be the result of some sort of vascular impairment, so you make a promise to yourself that youโll drag him to the doctorโs office soon for a proper assessment. You help him wash up, letting him use your products so heโs soft and smelling like you. You hold each other close in bed, relishing the feeling of finally being able to sleep in each otherโs arms after time apart.
Ouch. You wince slightly as you wake up to the sun streaming in through your lace curtains. You drowsily fumble for Leonโs hand to hold first thing in the morning like you usually do, but the space next to you is empty. You certainly hope you hadnโt just dreamed of his homecoming.
โBaby?โ You croak as you wince again. Are you naked? And why are you so sore? Your eyes trail down to your arms which are littered with bruises. Eyes wide like cherry pies, you tug the comforter off to discover that the rest of your bare body is marked in a similar fashion - bruises bloomed across your neck, teeth marks engraved in your breasts, handprints stamped onto your hips like someone had been gripping onto them for dear life. Trembling, you slowly raise yourself up to a sitting position. You squirm as you feel slick in between your thighs, how fresh it is, you can't say for sure.
โLeon?โ Your voice sounds foreign to your own ears as you call out for your lover.
Youโre dazed as you take a step forward, feeling your body spinning like a ballerina, a delicate little thing thatโs been used and abused and stuffed in a box marked FRAGILE. A strong pair of arms wrap around you from behind, anchoring you to his bare chest- theyโre so much warmer than your Leonโs. Your eyes flutter as they gaze straight up into a pair that look like your Leon's except theyโre murkier, hungrier.ย
Inky blood vessels coagulate underneath his skin, giving him a mottled appearance. They interweave throughout his body like morbid ribbons decorating his limbs for a funeral. He breathes heavily as he squeezes at your already tender body, causing you to whimper.
โLeon, โm soreโฆ What did you do?โ A low growl reverberates within him as he pulls you back onto the bed, shoving you onto your back. Before you can interrogate him further, his lips smash against yours. His kisses are all teeth and slobber, filled with nothing but the desire to ravage everything you hold near and dear.
โMine, all mine,โ he groans as he latches his lips onto your neck, decorating it with his very own artistic flair. โMine to keep forever.โ You whimper at the way his lips assault your most sensitive point like a wolf ready to tear out the wide eyed fawnโs throat.ย
โFuck, feels so good,โ you moan which further ignites that primal instinct in him that wants to give you the greatest pleasure youโve ever known, all for the sake of claiming you as his very own mate. He squeezes your tits together and spits on them before rubbing it into your nipples with the rough pads of his thumbs. You squeal at the stimulation as he takes a nipple in his mouth, suckling at it as hard as he can before letting go with a pop.
โGod, Leon,โ you cry out as he continues to suck on your tits. He pushes them together as hard as he can and forces both nipples into his mouth so he can lap at them like a creature who stumbled across an eternal spring in the vast desert.
โLove these tits,โ he groans. โSweet fucking nipples, made to suck on all day and night. To think theyโre gonna get even bigger when they're full of milk.โ He pushes his face in between them before finally pulling away with a slap to each one, watching them jiggle with a carnal gaze.
โM-milk?โ You whimper as he kisses across your abdomen and lowers down to your leaking pussy.
โYeah,โ he pants as he spreads your dripping folds open with his thumbs, inspecting the remnants of the now stale cum he had dumped inside while you slept like an unsuspecting angel. โYour body has accepted my gift.โ A tinge of fear courses through your veins at this last line; you canโt put your finger on why it makes your skin crawl, but they donโt sound like your Leonโs words.
โGift?โ You involuntarily moan as he lets himself drool on your pussy before pressing sloppy kisses straight onto your clit.ย
โYouโll take my seed.โ He starts lapping at your pussy ruthlessly, but not before grabbing your thighs and forcing them to clamp around his head, keeping him fused to your most intimate parts. Your sweet noises overflow the room as your back arches like heโs possessing you, dragging you down to flail around for eternity among the powerful black winds. Your voice turns shrill as you cum on his salacious tongue. Canto V.
When he finally emerges for air, his eyes are now murkier than before - the once serene blue that inspired such tranquility is now charred, tenebrous. โLeon,โ your eyes tear up as you gaze down at him with your elbows propping you up.
โShh,โ he smirks as he raises himself up to pump his hard cock a few times before aligning himself with your pretty hole. โMy baby, my lamb. Gonna get your beautiful belly all swollen for me. Gonna creampie you as many times as it takes.โ He pushes himself inside your sopping cunt as you wail for the heavens. Your pussy allows him to enter with ease, clenching around him like it needed him to breathe - which it did. He begins to thrust into you with all the vigor of a madman.
โSo good for me, my fucking girl,โ he pants as he continues to pound into you. He leers at the way your tits bounce at each thrust before leaning over to spit on them. Your chest gleams with his saliva as you moan louder than you ever have before, like your throat really is being ripped out by the big bad wolf. His cock reaches deep, hitting all the spots you know nothing else can, and before you know it, youโre cumming all over him as he continues to pummel into you. Your nails dig into his back as you try to claw onto anything that can keep you physically grounded through your orgasm.
He laughs a little to himself as he continues to fuck you despite the fact you just came. โL-leon,โ you cry out. โSโtoo much, too sensitive.โ
โYou can take it, been taking it all night.โ His balls slap against your ass as he leans down to jam his lips against yours, licking into your mouth until your headโs all dizzy again. He rears back to push your legs up against your chest as his cock pounds into you; the new angleโs making your eyes roll all the way back into your head. โOh, fuck,โ he murmurs to himself as his breath hitches and he stares down at you losing yourself in the mating press. โThatโs a good breeding bitch.โ His words are hushed, but they bounce around in your head and yank another orgasm out of you, leaving you sobbing from the overstimulation.
โSโokay baby,โ he coos as he kisses your salty tears away and wraps a hand around your smooth throat. โYouโre doing so well, accepting my gift.โ His eyes unsettle you, damn near pitch black as they peer right into yours. Your battered pussy tightens in tandem with the hand gripping your throat. Your tongue lolls out as you start seeing stars, and he sucks on it. โGive me another one, little lamb.โ
โC-canโt,โ you slur as your limbs dissolve. You want to give him another one. Want it, want to bear his child, want to exist for him. Want to breathe him, let him pump through your circulatory system. His breathing becomes erratic, damn near hysterical, as he nears his own high. He rubs your swollen clit to bring you closer to yet another orgasm, though you wonder if youโll live to tell the tale once you reach it. He pounds into you as hard as he can, unrestrained growls falling from his lips as he dumps his load into you. You manage to cum yet again, release so intense on your already wasted form, that it shatters your senses. Youโre vaguely aware of someone shrieking, and it takes a while to realize that itโs coming from your own mouth. You did it. Your vision goes black, and you slump into unconsciousness.ย
The first thing you perceive when you regain consciousness is the calloused hand gently caressing your face as if youโre a china doll. โLeon?โ Your mumble brings him to slowly gaze at you with concern and shame.
โBaby.โ He raises his other hand to hold yours with all the love and tenderness he could muster. โHow are you feeling?โ
โSoreโฆ tiredโฆโ You frown slightly as you try to sit up, but he stops you from straining yourself. โWhat happened, Leon?โ
โIโm so sorry.โ His eyes are cast downwards as if the floor will be more forgiving than his own lover. โIโm not okay.โ
โItโs okay,โ you frown as you squeeze his hand reassuringly. โYou didnโt hurt me.โ
โI couldโve. I thought this thing had resolved itself in Spain.โ
โWeโll figure this out together.โ You gently tug his arm, signaling to him that for now, you just want him laying with you. He slides into the bed and cautiously rolls you over on your side so that heโs spooning you from behind. He buries his face in the crook of your neck and gives your belly a pat.
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โก You're Doing Amazing Sweetie | MV1
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Summary: George finds out and the only thing Y/n can do is hide and pray that George doesn't take out Max on track.
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Y/n paces anxiously near the monitors while Charles and Lando loiter as if they had all the time in the world. Charles had his arms crossed, his race suit tied around his waist, and Lando was demolishing a plate of snacks meant for the Ferrari engineers. Y/n had been hiding out in the Ferrari garage since the paddock opened to avoid crossing paths with George.
โOkay, tell me the truthโhow screwed am I?โ Y/n asks, whipping around to face them.
โOh, monumentally,โ Lando replies through a mouthful of cookie. โLike Titanic levels. Possibly Pompeii.โ
Charles nods along solemnly. โAlso George is definitely plotting something. He walked by earlier muttering to himself like a Bond villain.โ
โFuckโ Y/n groans pacing faster.
โYou do realize hiding here makes you look guiltier, right?โ Lando says, biting into another cookie
Y/n glares at him. โWhat do you want me to do? Parade around the paddock with a sign that says โYes George, I am the mother of Max Verstappenโs future spawnโ?!โ
Charles snorts so hard that his espresso nearly spills. โPlease donโt. George would spontaneously combust.โ
โPlus technically speaking this is your fault,โ Lando says, jabbing a finger at her.
She raises an eyebrow. โMy fault? Iโm not the one who told the entire world, โIf it werenโt for the baby.โโ
โThat part was clearly Maxโs fault,โ Lando interjects, not looking up from his plate. โBut this whole โletโs date secretlyโ thing? Yeah, Iโm blaming you for that one.โ
โExcuse me?โ Y/n shoots back.
โDonโt get defensive,โ Charles says, holding his hands up. โBut we told you this would end in disaster. And now? Look at you. Hiding in my garage like some kind of fugitive because George looks like heโs ready to blow up Redbullโs hospitality. You should have told George the second you two realized your relationship was serious.โ
Y/n groans, tugging at her hair. โWhatโs done is done and I canโt change that now can I? And Iโm here because I obviously canโt stay at the Mercedes garage if I want to avoid my brother and staying at Redbull is a deathwish. Imagine whatโll happen if he catches us both in the same place. I just hope George doesn't do anything stupid in publicโ
โWhy do you think weโre here?โ Lando says, grinning as he gestures to himself and Charles. โWeโre like the UN Peacekeepers of the paddock. Weโll keep them both separate and make sure nothing happens today.โ
โLike that's very reassuring,โ Y/n mutters.
As the drivers line up for the national anthem, Y/n stays glued to the monitors, trying to keep a low profile. George, however, was impossible to miss.
โGreat,โ she mutters to herself as the camera pans to him. His jaw was clenched, his expression thunderous. It looked like he was barely holding himself together.
Oscar was hovering near George, subtly blocking him every time he shifted toward Max. Y/n couldnโt help but feel sorry for the Aussie, who looked like heโd accidentally wandered into a battlefield.
From his other side, Lando was casually draping an arm over his shoulder as if trying to calm him down. Instead, it seems to piss off George even more as he tried to shrug him off with a sharp glare, but Lando remained latched on.
โPlease let this be over,โ Y/n pleads at the screen.
The tension only escalated as the drivers headed to their cars. George made one last attempt to corner Max, and Y/nโs heart leaped into her throat.
โOh no. Oh no. Donโt do it,โ she whispered at the screen.
Oscar, ever the unwilling mediator, once again intercepted George, his hands up in a placating gesture. Y/n let out a relieved breath as George backed off, though he still looked furious.
She slumped back into her seat, her nerves frayed.
โJust one race,โ she muttered to herself. โOne race without drama. Is that too much to ask for?โ
The drivers climbed into their cars, and the screen cut to the grid formation. Y/n felt a brief moment of peace, knowing that for the next couple of hours, George and Max would be too busy driving to tear into each other.
f1teaspill posted:
f1teaspill: Tensions are at an all-time high after todayโs race! George Russellโs post-race interview took a dramatic turn when a journalist brought up Maxโs cryptic baby comment and rumors about Georgeโs sister. ๐ฑ After repeatedly trying to dodge the question, George snapped, delivered a firm warning about personal boundaries, and stormed off.
The paddock drama just keeps escalating. Fans spotted George glaring at Max throughout the national anthem, and it seems like Oscar and Lando had to play paddock security to keep the peace. Whatโs your take on all this chaos? ๐ผ๐
Post-Race Interview Transcript:
Journalist: George, P5 todayโa decent result to round out the season. Can you walk us through how youโre feeling about the race and the teamโs performance?
George: (nodding) Yeah, it was a solid race. Not quite the result we hoped for, but the team worked hard all weekend. We gave it our best shot with the car we had. Of course, as a driver, you always want more, but I think we made the most of the opportunities we had out there.
Journalist: Fair enough. And, of course, today marks the end of an era with Lewis Hamiltonโs final race for Mercedes. Whatโs it like to share this moment with him? Any reflections?
George: (pauses, visibly emotional) Itโs bittersweet, really. Lewis has been such a huge part of the team and the sport as a whole. Heโs not just a teammate but also a mentor and a legend in Formula 1. Sharing the garage with him has been an honor. I think I speak for everyone at Mercedes when I say weโre incredibly grateful for everything heโs brought to the team and wish him all the best for what comes next.
Journalist: Well said. Now, George, I have to shift gears a bitโthereโs been a lot of chatter about some off-track tension. During the national anthem, fans couldnโt help but notice you glaring at Max Verstappen. Care to address that?
George: (stiffens, smile faltering) I wasnโt glaring at anyone. I was focused on the race, like I always am. People are reading into things that just arenโt there.
Journalist: Really? Because from the footage, it looked quite... pointed. And after Maxโs comments yesterday about making peace with you โbecause of a baby,โ itโs hard not to wonderโ
George: (cuts in, voice tight) I donโt see how thatโs relevant to todayโs race.
Journalist: (pressing) George, fans are speculating nonstop. Is it true? Is your sister having Max Verstappenโs baby?
George: (visibly bristling, voice rising) I think weโve strayed far enough from the purpose of this interview. This is about Formula 1, about racingโnot gossip or baseless rumors.
Journalist: With all due respect, George, Maxโs words werenโt exactly cryptic. He was talking about a baby and making amends with you. Surely, you can understand why people are curious.
George: (snaps, voice sharp) Curious or not, itโs none of anyoneโs business. This is supposed to be a post-race interviewโnot a soap opera recap. The media needs to learn where to draw the line. Weโre here to race, not have our personal lives dissected under a microscope.
Journalist: But George, the fansโ
George: (interrupts sharply) No. Enough. The media needs to maintain boundaries and stop meddling in our personal lives. Iโm done here.
(George rips off his team cap, storms away from the interview pen, and disappears into the paddock, leaving the journalist and cameras stunned.)
Comments:
user: George was NOT here for the nonsense today. That โdraw the lineโ speech? ICONIC
user: Honestly, respect to George for standing up for himself. The journalist was pushing way too hard. Let the man race in peace user: Never seen George this mad before ๐ณ What is going on in the House of Commons???
user: Why do I feel like this confirms the baby news? Like he didnโt deny it, and his reaction was TOO intense
user: Respect to George for standing up to the journalist, but letโs not lieโhe 100% confirmed the drama with that reaction. ๐ผ
user: Okay, but imagine George finding out about the baby at the same time as us ๐ญ
user: George looked like he was going to deck Max during the national anthem. Thank you, Oscar, for literally being a human shield
user: No but why did George look like he was seconds away from body-slamming Max during the anthem? Lando had to literally hold him back ๐
user: Okay, but the real question isโฆ what BABY? Whose baby? Did George even KNOW about this baby before today?!
user: Theory time! 1. Max and Y/n were dating in secret. 2. George didnโt know about the baby and is spiraling. 3. Netflix is eating GOOD
user: Imagine being George and learning about your sisterโs alleged baby from Twitter
user: Lewisโ last race with Merc and THIS is what George has to deal with. Poor guyโs gonna need therapy after this season
user: The way everyoneโs ignoring this is also Lewisโ last race with Mercedes ๐. George snapped so hard we forgot to be emotional
user: Lando probably whispered something dumb like โYouโre doing amazing, sweetieโ while George was vibrating with rage
user: F1 isnโt just a sport. Itโs a reality TV show with occasional car racing
Max stood under the glare of the cameras, trying to look composed despite the post-race fatigue gnawing at him. P6 wasnโt what heโd wanted, but at least heโd avoided the chaos brewing elsewhere in the paddockโor so he thought.
โSo, the strategy was clearly compromised by the penalty,โ the journalist asked, her tone probing. โDo you think there was any way to recover from that?โ
Max nodded slightly, his words coming out measured. โYeah, it was tough. We lost track position early, and once youโre in trafficโโ
โSorry to interrupt.โ
The voice was eerily calm, almost polite, but it carried a weight that immediately silenced the conversation. Max turned to see George standing there, his posture casual but his jaw clenched tight.
The journalist blinked, clearly taken aback. โUh, George? Weโre in the middle ofโโ
โI need a moment with Max,โ George cut her off, his tone civil but firm. He glanced at Maxโs PR manager with an unnervingly calm smile. โI hope you donโt mind.โ
The PR manager hesitated, looking between Max and George. Max let out a quiet sigh, already resigned to whatever was about to unfold. He gave a small nod. โItโs fine. Iโll be back in a bit.โ
Before anyone could say another word, Georgeโs hand clamped onto Maxโs shoulder. It wasnโt rough, but it left no room for argument.
Max allowed himself to be steered away, his body language slumping slightly as though accepting his fate. George didnโt say a word as he guided Max through the paddock, weaving past mechanics and team personnel. A few glanced their way, their curiosity piqued, but no one dared to intervene.
โAre you going to say something, or are we just walking in ominous silence?โ Max finally muttered, keeping his tone light but knowing full well George wasnโt in the mood for jokes.
George didnโt respond, his grip tightening slightly as they turned into a quieter corridor behind the team hospitality units.
โOkay,โ Max said with a dry laugh, โthis is starting to feel like a bad cop drama.โ
George stopped abruptly, spinning Max around and slamming him against the wall. The thud echoed in the empty space, and Max winced slightly but didnโt resist.
โWe need to talk,โ George said, his voice low and steely, every word laced with barely contained anger.
Max met his gaze, his usual unflappable demeanor faltering under the intensity of Georgeโs glare. For a moment, the air between them was thick with tension, unspoken words hanging heavy in the silence.
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Iโll Take Care Of You
Pairing: Lando Norris x reader
Warnings: sick Lando, smut
You weren't supposed to show up at the Las Vegas GP because you had your own business commitments, but knowing the state Lando was in, you decided to drop everything and come with him. You knew he needed you there and there wasn't a second of doubt in your mind whether or not to go with him when you saw how sick he really was.
After Brazil, Lando was not feeling well mentally. He couldn't sleep, he wouldn't eat or drink, his mood was at zero and all of this affected his immune system which resulted in him falling ill just before the Vegas GP.
Your heart ached seeing him like this because you knew there was nothing you could do except be there for him until he got through it. The only good thing about all of this was taking the pressure of being a world champion off his shoulders until next season at least.
Before the Vegas race, Lando could barely function, to be honest. His nose was blocked, his head was pounding, and he could barely hear in one ear.
As you closely followed the race in the garage, it no longer mattered to you which place he would take, you just prayed that he would finish the race safely and successfully so you can get him out of there.
So once the race was finally over, you were relieved, and so was he. When he got out of the car and took his helmet and balaclava off his head, he immediately looked for you with his eyes.
"Baby.." You looked at him sadly, approaching him and extending your arms towards him. "Are you alright?"
"Hey, love" His head fell onto your shoulder as he buried his face in your neck, pulling you closer to him. "I feel so sick" He sighed quietly and you immediately put your palm against his forehead to check his temperature.
"Lan, you're burning"
He was exhausted, so tired he could barely keep his eyes open and head up. He desperately needed to rest and all you wanted was to get out of there as soon as possible.
"Go get changed and we're going to the hotel, okay?" You tell him.
"No, I don't wanna go to the hotel, I wanna go home." He says.
"Lan, you can't get on a plane like this. You need to get some rest first and then we're gonna go home"
"No, please baby, I just wanna go to our home, please. I really need it. I know I'll feel better as soon as we get home." He whines. You sigh for a moment just looking at him as you ponder if this really is a smart decision. "Please" His eyes plead and you finally agree.
He was clinging to you the entire flight, holding his head in your lap and trying to sleep. He still had a fever so you improvised compresses to put over his forehead.
Lando wasn't sick often, but once in a while when he caught a cold, it would wipe him out. It was the same this time. He was bedridden for a week, and you were there every day taking care of him. He wasn't even exaggerating, he was really sick and you were worried he would get dehydrated or his condition would get worse. You even wanted to take him to the emergency room, but he promised he was fine and just needed you by his side.
Once he finally felt well enough to get out of bed and go further than the bathroom, you felt a pair of arms hug you around your waist as you prepared lunch in the kitchen.
"Hey, baby" Your eyes lit up when you saw him.
"Hey" He smiled nuzzling his head into your neck and leaving a kiss.
"Are you feeling any better?" You asked.
"Mhm. My throat is still a little sore, but I feel much better." He says in a hoarse voice.
"Well, good then." You rise on your tiptoes to leave a kiss on his cheek. "You have no idea how happy that makes me. You really got me worried."
"Thank you for taking care of me" He smiles putting your face between his hands.
"You don't need to thank me for that. I enjoy doing it."
"I know, but that's my job - to take care of you and me."
"You know how they say, 'in sickness and in health'." You both laugh considering you're not even engaged yet, let alone married even though people around you keep asking you about it all the time.
"Do I hear the wedding bells?" Lando asks.
"I don't know, do you?"
"I think I do." He smirks biting his lip before pressing his lips against yours knowing it's only a matter of time before he proposes to you.
Although he felt better physically, he still hadn't mentally recovered from the 'defeat', even though he didn't want to admit it. But it gave him away when you looked for him on his side of the bed in your sleep and couldn't find him.
You squinted at your phone to see what time it was and when it showed 2 a.m. you found it strange that he wasn't there because he usually sleeps all night.
You headed straight for the living room where you found him on the couch in front of the TV. He was lying down in his boxers, watching TV, but his gaze was thoughtful and you knew something was bothering him.
"Lan?"
"Baby, what are you doing awake?" He asks extending his arm for you to lie down next to him.
"I have the same question for you." You say taking a place next to him and leaning your head against his chest.
"Couldn't sleep, I was tossing and turning the whole time. I got up so I wouldn't wake you up."
"And why couldn't you sleep?" You ask, but he stays silent. "Baby, what's bothering you? Talk to me, please."
"You already know what it is" He sighs tracing his fingers over your shoulder. "But I don't wanna talk about it anymore. I really don't, I just need to get through it."
"Is there anything I can do about it?"
"You're here with me. That's all I need." He says placing a kiss to your forehead.
But you were determined to do something, anything, to make him feel at least a little better. And what's better than satisfying him to relieve him of frustration and tension.
Besides, it's been over two weeks since the last time you fucked. You'd be lying if you said you didn't need him in the same way and you thought tonight was the perfect opportunity for both of you so you straddled him and started kissing him gently.
He gave in to the kiss, not yet realizing what you were up to. It was only when you slowly started grinding your hips against him that he smiled into the kiss.
"What's on your mind, baby?" He asked gripping your hips.
"Just wanna make you feel better" You said moving your lips to his neck. He moaned throwing his head back and you felt him starting to get hard underneath you.
You soon positioned yourself between his legs and pulled his boxers down. He quickly got rid of them, throwing them aside, and you began to kiss him around his length.
"Wanna please you" You said between kisses.
He took his cock in his hand and tapped it against your lips. You stuck out your tongue and licked his tip making him groan in response. You teased him by slowly licking him up and down and he was starting to get impatient.
"Baby, please" He whispered stroking himself against your lips.
"Please, what, Lan?" You asked innocently, stopping his hand and cupping his balls.
"Put it in your mouth"
His breath catches as your lips finally wrap around his cock. He collects your hair into a ponytail and tilts his head to get a better look at you taking him all the way in.
You keep taking him deeper and deeper until his tip hit the back of your throat and you gag around him.
"Oh fuck.." He moans while his fingers keep raking and twirling in your hair. Your hand soon replaces your mouth as you spit on his tip and stroke him up and down. You don't want him to cum this way, you want him to cum inside you and you know he's close so you straddle him again guiding his cock to your entrance.
"Fuck, baby, fuck" His hands are pulling your night dress up to reveal your ass and grab it. He lets out a low groan as you slowly sink down on him. Leaning back, he shifts his hips up to adjust how he's sitting.
"You feel so good, so big inside of me" You whine as your rock your hips back and forth.
"Yeah?" His eyes are stuck on you as he grips your hips tighter and presses his lips against your neck.
"Stretching me out so good, Lan, shit" You make special effort to compliment him tonight as you keep on riding him quickening your pace.
He grips your ass tighter pulling you down harder on him. His breath is ragged in your ear and it makes you take him deeper and harder needing him to lose control. And you know what's coming next when you feel him twitch inside you.
"I'm cumming" He chokes out triggering your own orgasm. You clench around him as he fills you up biting his teeth into your skin.
He hugged you tightly, kissing your forehead while you lay leaning against his chest, barely catching your breath from the sweet release you both needed so desperately.
"I love you" He whispers. "I love you more than anything"
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Hi hi I just found your blog like an hour ago and Iโve been scrolling and am obsessed with the way you write for the l&ds!! โค๏ธโค๏ธ if you donโt mind I love a little angst and was wondering if you could write the boys reacting to MC showing up at their doorstep heavily injured from like a fight with a wanderer.
Oh my gosh thank you!!! And I don't mind at all, my friends make fun of me for how much I enjoy hurt/comfort and angst :'D Thank you for the request!
LaDS men react to you appearing on their doorstep, injured and bleeding
Xavier -
If you end up at his door, it's more than likely because your unconscious decided to hit the button for his floor rather than your own. You just wanted to get home, not bother anyone, but he's stood right there. Having just come home from grabbing a late night snack from a nearby convenience store, you stumbled out of the elevator right as he's unlocking his front door.
He drops his keys and his bag.
It's a good thing too, because your legs gave out right then, so it's much better for him to catch you if his arms are free.
He's calling your name, and while you're still conscious, you're not really processing anything anymore. You're in too much shock, and you've lost too much blood by now.
He'll get the door unlocked and rush you inside his apartment, setting you down on his couch as he runs for a first aid kit, calling the association for emergency services while he does so.
"You're going to be okay. I promise. Just continue to breathe, alright?"
Xavier doesn't know if he's saying that to comfort you or himself, but he also isn't stopping to think about it, as he rapidly administers first aid to your wounds to at least slow the bleeding until help can arrive.
It's three in the morning but he's wide awake sitting next to your bed at the hospital, something unnatural for someone so sleep deprived usually.
He can't bring himself to shut his eyes though.
It's not work the risk.
Not until you wake up first.
Zayne -
It's like his brain splits into two the moment that he sees you standing there.
One side is his medical knowledge rushing forward as he moves to catch you as your feet stumble beneath you, trying to impossibly assess the extent of the damage before even getting to see it all. It's the half that's taking you to his kitchen table, because it's the easiest workspace for him right now. The one that's pulling out his doctor's bag from the closet in the hall, and the first aid kit from the cupboard in the kitchen as he cuts your shirt open.
The other side?
Oh honey, his heart is breaking.
If you think there's a day at work where he doesn't pray to any existent or nonexistent god that he doesn't see you today, spread out on a gurney or operating table without warning due to your unconscious state, then you'd be painfully wrong.
It's amazing how well he works while panicking on the inside, his skilled hands patching your wounds after meticulous sterilization, any sutures needed placed perfectly even through your pained groans tugging at his heart.
He knows he needs to get you to the hospital, even though he's taken good care of you in his own home. But he needs to sink to the floor for a minute, his back dragging against the wall as he heaves a deep sigh. It's a heavy toll feeling the stick of the dried blood on his hands- your blood on his hands.
With all his knowledge, he knows you'll be okay. He knows he himself will be okay. But right now-
He's not.
Sylus -
The N109 zone is beyond dangerous, mostly due to the criminals and leeches lurking in the dark shadows, but there's also no shortage of Wanderers, including ones that have been genetically altered to be even worse than they normally were.
So when Sylus sees you stumbling at his doorstep, bloodied hand reaching for the knob as he glances at the camera feed, he's not sure he could say he's ever moved so fast in his life otherwise. "Sweetie-" He breathes, as he catches you, scooping you up and rushing you inside as quickly as he possibly can without aggravating your already extensive injuries.
Luke is already running for first aid, and Kieran is already contacting the doctor. Mephisto is shrieking in the hall as he follows Sylus to his bedroom, protesting the fact that Sylus had needed him for surveillance of a target today instead of watching you.
Sylus knows.
He knows this is his fault.
If he had had someone keeping an eye on you, this wouldn't have happened.
His eyes are glued to your barely conscious form in his arms, the guilt in the recesses of his heart digging deeper with every slather of red that painted your skin.
Sorry to say, you're going to have your work cut out for you when you wake up. It's going to take a lot of heavy lifting on your part to convince him that he's not at fault for what happened to you.
And you will be waking up.
Sylus will make sure of that.
Rafayel -
Don't make his nightmares a reality.
Not again.
He's catching you before you can even begin to sway, and he'll be lucky if he remembers to shut the door behind him, his body melding against yours as he picks you up and runs down to his car.
"No, no no no. You stay awake, cutie."
He's definitely breaking at least a dozen laws just trying to get you to Akso hospital as quickly as he can. His mind is racing as fast as his car is moving down the streets, wondering what could have happened to you, what he should be doing right now, if he should have administered first aid to you before taking off-
But he's there so fast, it would have been nearly identical on the clock regardless of him still choosing to rush you to the hospital, or run to get and administer first aid for you from within his home.
He's there until you wake up- wide awake no matter how long it takes. It could be minutes, hours, days- he can't sleep. The image of you dying before him- the image of you standing on his doorstep as well- etched on the back of his eyelids every time he tried to close his eyes.
He talks to you even when you're not awake, stroking your hand, your cheek, the side of your neck- trying to make sure you're as comfortable as he can make you.
When you wake up again, he has to hold himself back with everything in him from squeezing you too tightly. He doesn't want to burst your stitches or harm you, but his body and arms are all-encompassing on you as he hugs you firmly, his face buried in the crook of your neck.
He really doesn't need you to see him cry.
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โห๏ฝกโเญจโงเญงห ๐ถ ๐ช๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ด๐ ๐ช๐๐๐๐๐๐. หเญจโงเญงโ๏ฝกหโ
CAPTAIN CURLY SMUT HEADCANNONS !! NSFW under the cut. MDNI.
(These are all completely random, not tied to any prompt. I just want more stuff about this guy cuz I love him) Fandom/characters: Mouthwashing, Captain Curly, other characters briefly mentioned.
Content warning: Smut (obviously), p in v, curlys packing, title kink, thigh-riding, face-sitting, size difference, manhandling, reader is AFAB, creampie, multiple rounds, riding, cursing, J*mmy.
-He's a grower, not a shower.
I firmly believe Curly is a distinguished gentleman, unlike J*mmy who would most likely brag about how big he is and end up only being like, 5 or 6 inches. Curly, however, will not mention his size until you see it for yourself. And when he sees your face, he panics. "Oh-shit, uh- i-is it gonna be too big for you? It's okay if it is, I should've warned you.."
He's four inches soft, uncut. I think he keeps himself decently groomed. He's not completely bare, but it isn't a forest. He's got a little v-line that's only visible when he wears sweatpants that you go absolutely feral over. When he gets hard, whoo boy. 9 inches, throbbing. He's got a cute little vein near his tip that you like to attack when you're sucking him off because it makes his thighs shake. He's got a little bit of a mushroom tip, maybe more rounded. Perfect for hitting all those good spots inside you. In short, he's big. (he tucks it, that's why he doesn't have a bulge in his sprites. Also I'm sorry trans-Curly headcannon people ;-;)
-"Need a seat? I'll volunteer."
VEEEEEERRRYYY into face-sitting. Very. Like, the first thing he wants when you guys get freaky is for you to sit on his face. He's not exactly sure why he likes it, to be honest, he just loves the feeling of you absolutely lose yourself on his tongue. He isn't worried about suffocating or anything, since he's a lot bigger than you, so don't be afraid to ride his face! he can handle it! But seriously, use this guy as a seat. He'd give you a few licks up your slit at first to warm you up (again, gentleman) before going for your clit. And when he gets it, he sucks. Hard. He'd also probably sneak a finger or two inside you to add extra stimulation, because he really wants you to come on his face. He desperately yearns for the sound of you screaming his name as your juices cover his face and tongue, letting you ride your orgasm out before lifting you off his face and setting you down. "Alright, sweet-stuff, my turn. On your knees, please."
-Save a Polle, ride his big ass thighs.
So... we've all seen his sprite. He's thick as fuck. He's got a booty and bigger tits than me. But he also has deliciously large thighs.. so use that to your advantage, because he's totally down with it. He likes using it as foreplay to get you wet enough to take him, and he just likes the feeling. He'll probably give himself a hand while you're doing it, or he'll just watch and leave the touching to you.
He isn't much for public sex, but if you're really horny, he'll let you get high on his thigh over his uniform and gently praise you when you come. It gives him a little buzz to be doing something like that in a risky situation, like while he's in the cockpit sitting at the control panel, or even in the commons of the ship with Daisuke in a few rooms away. When you do come, which isn't that long after, he'll kiss you all over your face and head and twirl your hair in his fingers, using his other hand to rub your ass or back.
"There you go, sweetheart, that's a good girl. Good job."
-Sir yes sir.
I know, I know. He gets called 'Captain' and 'Sir' for his job. But if its coming from you when he's balls deep in you.. It's an entirely different reaction.
"D-did.. you just call me- mgh..- Captain?"
It makes him ferociously horny to hear that title slip from your lips, so pray you'll still walk tomorrow. "Ooh, fuck, yeahhh. Call me that again, baby. Call me that again.. Uh-huh. Captain takin' care of this pretty lil' pussy, huh.."
He doesn't dirty talk that explicitly, but you calling him captain gets his creative juices flowing. Oh, also his come. Yeah..
Its also perfect teasing material. You two couldn't even be getting it on, you'd just sneak up behind him and kiss him on the cheek and say "Morning, Captain!" In that tone you know drives him wild. Boom, hard. Poor guy.
-Yeehaw!
favorite position? Cowgirl. For many reasons. One, he loves looking at your face while you ride his cock. The noises, the facial expressions you make, the way your tits bounce up and down with your hips.. He wishes it was a renaissance painting to look at every morning. He also just likes being able to hold you easily. When you're on his lap, its easier for him to snake a hand up and hold your hair out of your face, or to give your ass gentle love taps (he would never spank you, unless asked to). He's a very hands-on guy and wants to touch you, everywhere he can.
Of course, he doesn't mind the occasional doggy, or missionary, or hell, even a Full Nelson, because you KNOW he's able to hold you like that. Manhandling comes naturally with Curly. Gently, of course. He would never hurt you.
-Gets a little messy.
Curly's no one pump chump. He'll go for hours. Even if he's came inside you at least five times, he'll keep going. He's got hella impressive stamina. His motivation? Seeing your cunt leaking his seed when he pulls out. He wants you to still find it in your underwear 3 days later. No hole goes unfilled. He's not exactly a breeder, per-say, though he definitely wouldn't complain about getting you pregnant, he just likes seeing you in a state. He thinks of it as artwork, leaving you so stuffed to the brim. The next day, he'd pull you aside and give you a quick finger-orgasm, just to see if his come's still in there. When it leaks onto his fingers along with your own, he's a very happy man. "Ahh, look at that. Still got it in ya. Should fill you up even more later, hm?"
oof. my hands hurt. ;-;
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#i need to let out some stuff#since i can't and DO NOT want to speak to this person#i'll just write them everything I want to say to them#first of all are you okay like genuinely okay#idk why i wonder if you're doing okay even tho you made me feel like complete shit#just wanna know if you're okay#i think about you way too much it annoys me#you tend to keep a lot to yourself and your mind is all over the place but i hope you know that everything will work out in the end#dont be too hard on yourself please#and good things are coming#your past has been difficult and painful but i promise not everyone is here to hurt you. if only you give a chance to good things#are you still starting that new program in fall#even tho you're a fucking rat i still wish you succeed in whatever you do#do you know i pray for you? i keep you in my duas bc i dont want to keep this hatred for u in my heart. i dont want to feel anything for u#how are you processing your reconnection with your dad?#i know you say you don't feel anything but that shit is still heavy. i hope you're able to get the answers you're looking for#i hope you find some peace from it and that you get some type of closure#are your friends still the same shitty assholes#you lowkey deserve better and i hope you find an environment that will help you actually grow#and become a way better person cause i know you have so much potential. you're just with the wrong crowd#match your words with your actions. you'll get very far in life#i find ways to talk about you. mostly negative but i just keep mentioning you bc i miss u. and i hate this. i dont want to miss u#i hate you and at the same time i don't#i hope you leave my mind very soon#i still don't understand why you acted the way you did and if u even feel bad for hurting me
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เฉโกหณ 'i'm sorry' - logan x gn!reader
summary: logan would never hurt you, but in his nightmares he's often not able to control his claws - he's hurt you, the one thing he never wanted to do. (1k) tags: vivid descriptions of nightmares, war, slight blood, vague mention of suicidal thoughts, reader comforts logan, traumatised logan, hurt/comfort, angsty, established relationship, for the 'claws' prompt for logan promptober.
his dreams are seldom peaceful, even with you by his side. it's war, it's blood, it's loss. it's the same every damn night.
the visions drag him under, flashes of bright light, the rattle of ricocheting bullets, comrades screaming his name, pleading to the man who survives it all yet prays to god for it to end.
he's snarling, trapped, cornered like prey. he's a warrior, a soldier, a brother, aimed like a gun and twice as deadly. he's seen bloodshed, seen victory, stared death in the eye and watched it walk away. all claws and teeth, anger flowing like a steady river with no clear purpose.
it's not real, he tries to remind himself, yet it is, it was. it was once all he knew.
a scream and it fades away to black, his voice piercing the very fabric of his nightmare, dragging him back to reality. his claws are extended, ready, primed. it's an all too familiar feeling, but one he has never grown used to, waking up like this.
it's then you come into his view as if suddenly appearing, perched on the edge of the bed cradling your arm. your eyes are wide, your rate of breathing matching his quickened pace. logan is disorientated, one foot planted in reality and the other firmly stuck in his dream. it's not until the crimson-red liquid begins to drip along the length of your arm that he realises what he's done.
no.
"it's okay," you reassure him quickly though your voice shakes as you see the colour drain from his face, "baby, you didn't mean it, it's okay."
but he's already tearing himself apart, guilt eating him alive and spitting him back out. how many times does he have to learn this lesson before he locks himself away like he should? how many people is he going to hurt in a blind haze?
you can tell by the look on his face that he's falling apart, purposefully beating himself up inside that metal skull of his. "hey," you whisper, inching closer - but he flinches backwards.
"n. . . no," logan barks and shakes his head, "stay away, i. . ."
it breaks your heart to see him this way, he'd never hurt you intentionally. though he's known so much violence, he treats you with the tenderness only a man who's known loss can provide. you know he's not a monster, not the one he's told he is, not the one they built him to be.
"it's alright, logan," you whisper softly, inching closer, "you didn't mean it, i know that - it's alright, you're awake now."
he eyes you with a frightened gaze, the whites of his eyes prominent as he attempts to slow his breathing. he's tense, almost as though he's preparing to flee.
all he wants is your comfort, but he won't allow himself to have it.
"logan," you speak again in that same tone, "look, it's only a little cut. . ." you outstretch your arm for him to see. his eyes flit down to your wound, his body reluctantly and gingerly moving a little closer. you're right, it's not deep, the bleeding is lessening and it won't even scar. but it doesn't matter, because he still hurt you.
his lip quivers, a sight that has your breath hitching in your throat. he keeps his gaze on the blood as he takes your arm in his hands, "i'm. . . i'm so sorry," logan whispers shakily, unable to express the depth of remorse he feels. the calloused pads of his fingers trace across your skin, each touch a tender apology.
you shake your head, reaching out to cup his chin and tilt his head up as he surrenders to your touch, tears falling from his deep hazel eyes. "i forgive you."
those three words pierce him, he doesn't think he deserves it, doesn't deserve your forgiveness. you should run, run from the untamed animal locked inside him that rears its ugly head in the night. but you don't, you stay with the beast though he could break you. because you know he won't.
he breaks, nuzzling himself down into the safety of your chest as you hold him. "shhh," you coo, "that's it, it's alright. . ."
logan can't describe the security and serenity he feels in your arms. your voice can always reach him through the storm in his mind, the never-ending relentless torrent of thoughts and memories. you wade through, to find him at the edge of it all and bring him back. and he's always grateful.
he wants nothing more than to promise you that he'll never hurt you ever again, but he can't. you both know that. you accepted this the moment you fell in love, you'd walk through hell and back for him, and more.
and so would he, for you.
his body curls, seeking your warmth as he melds into your shape while you both lay back on the sheets. you run your fingers through his hair, your other hand tracing small shapes on his arm he has wrapped tightly around your waist.
"love you," he mumbles into your skin, breathing in your scent and letting it fill him, soothe him. god, he'd never get tired of saying that.
and as his chin tilts up, his gaze meeting yours above him, he melts in your embrace. he sees that love reflected in your eyes, so much of it. so much so that it overwhelms him in the best way.
"i love you too," you smile, leaning down to kiss his forehead as his eyes flutter shut. he reluctantly allows himself to fall back into the realm of slumber, encouraged by your soothing presence.
this time, he dreams of you, your future, the future he wants to create with you.
he dreams of waking up peacefully with you in his arms, of the morning sunlight rays seeping into the moment as it washes across you both. and he prays that this world will allow him this, prays to a god he no longer believes in, begs to be given the opportunity to simply exist with you.
he wants nothing more than that. the opportunity to love you for as long as he can, as long as you want him. and he hopes you want him for a while longer, because he's not sure if he'll ever know how to let you go.
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