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My brain has turned to goo (harmonizing with baby Halbrand), and my thoughts are becoming increasingly unhinged.
I have just realized that of course Annatar has a bow in his hair. He is a gift. He wrapped himself with a ribbon. 🤣
Even those golden parts of his robe look like he's a wrapped gift.
[exit last braincell]
#the rings of power#rop season 2#annatar#i have been devoured by#rop insanity ltd.#and there are still 3 days left#and a friend comes visiting me on the 28th#i pity her#i will be most odd host#*mad cackle*
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sometimes i forget that even though my father demeans and literally emotionally abuses my mother (by the looks of it anyway) she still loves him and i can't fathom it. yeah he does a lot for this family but so does she and he keeps fucking undermining her efforts it pisses me off
#he doesnt deserve to be called my dad#i told my mom i think hes a fucking bitch in spanish and she was so Mad ?#yeah yeah respect your elders and parents but i believe it has to be earned. he hasnt earned mine because he always puts her down#i pity her#maybe because ive also thrown my morals aside for a man before and i may do it again but its just so. idk#i guess i need to keep these thoughts to myself instead of trying to make her understand#like he wanted my brother to move the jeep before we got a parking ticket and my brother was sick#and yet he didnt even ask me. so I went back go sleep#and when I looked#there was already a parking ticket on there because of trash collecting. its HIS fault and my brothers for not asking me#if theyd just asked i couldve had it done#he pisses me off#vent post#!!! haha what a world.
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miku.
#she lost my patreon poll by ONE VOTE so i took pity and drew her too#she so cute#love her#hatsune miku#vocaloid hatsune#hatsune fanart#hatsune#miku hatsune#vocaloid#fanart#illustration#art#digital art#artist#my art#anime#gaming
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Manifesting boothill and robin next event 🙏
#my art#strawberridraws#fanart#hsr#hsr fanart#honkai star rail#Honkai star rail fanart#boothill#hsr boothil#I got. 65 tickets babey little over a week left to keep grinding#at one point I had 70 but I cracked and did a worthless ten pull on herta LC#sigh my will is weak#anyways. I have feixao and firefly so I technically don’t need Boothill#but. have u considered he’s silly#and hot but mostly silly#I’ll go for robin first and hopefully get her in enough time to also get my boy#however I have like. 0 pity so . I’m dreaming big
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that rabbit lady? yeah she's pretty chill
#hmmmm#HMMMMMMMMM#i really fw vanny and her design#its a pity she was so lucklaster in the game but#oh well#she still slays#my fart#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddy's#fnaf security breach#fivenightsatfreddysfanart#fnaf vanny#security breach vanny#i actually tried to make so serious art#wtf man#gross#art#digital art#fnaf
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I love putting her in funny little outfits
#everytime im sad i just doodle her in some new outfit#just rough couple weeks and i havent seen my family so its only. work and responsibilites at home#and i just wanna relax and have someone else take care of me and make me dinner GKJNFDKJGNFD#but hence my more self pitying posts...just kinda tired#i feel like i havent properly relaxed in weeks because its work -> all home responsibilities on just me -> hormonal issues with meds#also hence my sudden desire for blythe merch. i wish to hold her
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also final word on this probably- I *like* Joyce Messier a great deal as a character. I think she's cool and interesting. I find it fascinating that she tends to approach things very bluntly. the words she uses and the manner in which she analyzes things, this is sort of an instance of a character who knows exactly *what she is* and articulates it in a manner congruent with the writers of the game. she is, as she says wryly but honestly, "a bourgeois woman". i cant think of too many rich people who would without prompting and prodding, self identify with marxist social taxonomies in this way, even with a thin veil of ironic self deprecation. She's educated. she knows the words and the motivating logics of class analysis. and shes *cool*. harry picks that up. honesty is cool. bluntness is cool. cynicism is cool. she is quite open about her place in the world and how she conceives of it. unlike a lot of other powerful figures in the game, i dont think shes completely swallowed by self justifying rhetoric the way, say, sunday friend is. or she is up to a point. she knows about countercultural movements and she has affinities for them and is also aware that they inevitably are consumed by capital. (this, by the way, is kind of complex in that like. ok its a depressing reality but also i think if the de team was fully bought into that line of thinking, they would not make this game. it is telling that joyce of all people would critique cindy on the basis of capital subsuming revolutionary art. I dont think joyce is wrong per se, but i think she is drawn to that line of thinking because it is *very comforting for someone of her class position to dismiss the value and power of revolutionary art and critique of capital* just a thought) She's disgusting in that her power is not rightfully hers. her position is not rightfully hers. she is actively repressing and oppressing others in service of disgusting, semi-fascistic, hypercapitalist forces. shes enjoying the comforts and benefits that such a role allows her. shes disgusting shes frustrating shes profoundly arrogant (as her clash with evrart claire proves definitively). Her self satisfied idiocy is what allows her to play with fire and foolishly assume she cannot be burned. She's smart but her comfortable position puts the blinders on her and so she's also pretty fucking stupid. and shes also deeply deeply sad. I empathize. I pity her. She's so fucking sad. I don't think she is drawn to self medication and self destruction through constant pale exposure or all that rueful nostalgic rumination for no reason. She knows what she is to the world and she knows what she's doing and she's too cowardly and comfortable and self interested to change, but she's too self-aware to ignore it completely. I think she probably dislikes herself to some degree and i think its destroying her. Like most of the cast of the game, she's complex and deeply human. She's hateful, but I also think she is too well realized to hate, at least not for me.
#i envy her obviously but i also pity her a fucking lot#i think she lives an adventurous appealing life that is largely facilitated by her moral cowardice#and is honestly characterized as profoundly empty and disheartening for her#shes a vibrant person and that vibrancy is being turned to ugly ends and its killing the spark#oppressive structures are bad for the oppressors too#joyce is a middleman to power but she is still in a place of power over the ppl she interacts with#that grants her a lot of excellent perks but its making her miserable and it renders her deeply pathetic imo#disco elysium#joyce messier
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I wonder how many times Clark and the batkids + Alfred revived Bruce with the Lazarus Pit and just never told him abt it
#he pieces it together later but i mean. its so hard for him to miss now that hes looking back at it#like why is he always always always cold with a turtleneck on and heating blasting#why is his appetite so scarce? how come his sleep deprived body withstands hours - sometimes DAYS - of patrol#and functions perfectly? how come time passes by but he stays the same? why wont clark and dick stop giving gim#*him looks of loving grief?#why does harley slam her fists on her head when she sees him? ' no no no you're gone. you're GONE. I KNOW you are!'#why does selina smile at him with such heavy pity ' sorry bruce. i don't do ghosts'#bruce wayne#dc#dc comics#batman#batfamily#clark kent#dick grayson#jason todd#bc they def exclude the cloning. they dont want another bruce. they want THEIR bruce. tim#like can you imagine jason getting up in tim's face and just ' if you're not gonna stand by us then stay out of our way'#dark bruce? tired. dark BATKIDS? sign me the FUCK up#batdad#text
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mockley time it's mockley time will you have some mockleys of mine
#my art#oc#mockley#anthro#furry#dinosaur#i think i like this mockley i think i'm guiding her to where she needs to be design-wise to fit in with her human cohorts#and the lines were fun as hell to render. mockley has so many textures#been in an art rut recently. feel like i'm guiding my art where i don't want it to go. and also feel limited in what i can do#big pity party basically lol but it's good to recognise that and be like well whatever. just do some studies and get back on track#less throwing myself against the same wall and more finding a ladder to get over it. which will involve more studies and less oc drawings#and also less comparing myself to other people and especially people younger than me who have amazing art it's BAD for you#compete with YOURSELF and you can neverrr lose. you can never lose if you have fun LOSING#learn to LOVE losing#my favourite vinny vinesauce quote and one of my favourite motivational quotes ever. he said it as a joke while salty at mario kart#but it's resonated positively in my life ever since hearing it#fall in love with failing.....learn to love losing....(said to myself)
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Rhaenys + her slight smirk Steve Toussaint: What she does [...] there's always a slight smile playing on [Rhaenys's] face in scenes that I always find interesting. Like a sense of being amused at the situation. If you go back and look at Season One, it's quite a consistent thing.
#each of these looks can be studied#like bfr it's usually a confidence thing in herself or pity on the scene partner... or both#like she is not just “amused” at it but just knows more or the other person is behaving in a way she'd predict and she understands#or she just feels totally secure or empowered in the scene like they can't touch her#there are degrees to the smirk - there is a legit scale#any way i love her and her smirk#we should let women be superior when they have cause#my gifs#house of the dragon#rhaenys targaryen#eve best#hotdedit
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C for Cyclop! 👁 Full art: twitter, bsky
#terato#nsft#monster fucker#monster lover#cyclop#size difference#size kink#offffofogdfpogf ok i like this one#this girl is gonna have so much fun this month i'm not sure if to pity her or envy#couldn't be me........#dnd art#cheesy art#monstertober#kinktober#Valeska
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hi3 doodles
#honkai impact 3#hi3#vita#songque#thelema#fu hua#herscherr of sentience#i started playing again a few months ago bc i got rlly curious abt songlema.. also bc i saw garuda hua was rerunning#also bc i heard vita was gonna be playable so i wanted to save a bit#i love short haired vita!!!#also ngl i was scared when pulling her that shed be just like hua on hard pity.. got her at 80th#not great but still better-
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Wardin provincial tax magistrate on the annual Apomalo Tlinya (phrase close in meaning to 'journey of the late (autumn) sun'), which is a tax collection tour.
His station is marked by his white cloak, royal blue belt, gullfeather khattanocuy, the ability to bear a sword, and a scroll containing documents stamped with the Usoma's seal confirming his identity and authority. He does not travel alone, but is accompanied by a large retinue of scribes, soldiers, advisors, and servants.
All citizens have tax obligations regardless of class, and these are owed primarily in grain and livestock. This is based in this internal economy being predominantly a barter system (with its coin currency having direct value as precious metals and serving as a means of establishing fixed values for various trade goods) and heavily reliant on agricultural goods. It is significantly more difficult to evade or cheat on taxes when what you owe can be established by sight, measured in hard to miss livestock and fields of crops.
As such, taxes are collected via annual tours in which these magistrates (personally appointed by the Usoma and collecting in his name) tour their lands in person. The Apomalo Tlinya serves multiple purposes. It is primarily a method of collecting tax, but also doubles as a way to assess a province's agricultural wealth and well-being as a whole and to take an official census of the population.
This routine act of taxation has been integrated into official religious practice, being looped in with the bounty of the harvest season and thanksgiving to the face Inyamache for having provided the necessary long summer sunlight as the days grow shorter. The actual Apomalo Tlinya begins upon the official celebrations of the New Maize day in each capital city (usually observed on a separate day at the actual end of the harvest for each village), where the festival ends with the tax party leaving the city in procession. The magistrate always ceremonially rides a red bull khait, bearing a solar disk framed by royal dual-viper insignia on its horns. The bull's journey is compared to the ideal seasonal behavior of the sun, generating new life out of rain-fertile earth and then 'dying' after the harvest to allow for the rains to come. Villages who host the Apomalo Tlinya entourage each night experience a fringe benefit via permission to introduce any receptive mares to the bull and possibly get some (very valuable) calves out of it. The bull will be sacrificed at the end of the journey in a final act of thanksgiving, in hopes this offering will help ensure the next year is bountiful.
The attempted veneer of solar thanksgiving and harvest cheer aside, the Apomalo Tlinya visit is enjoyed by just about no one (except for perhaps the people lucky enough to get a pretty khait calf out of it), as it entails the personal loss of some of this aforementioned harvest. Nobility owe SUBSTANTIALLY higher taxes than commoners (given that they are considered to Own the majority of the crops/livestock, which is only Tended by their land's peasants), though the actual tax burden is proportionately steeper on the peasantry (whose tax obligations will come primarily out of their allotted share of the harvest, and/or any livestock they raise on the side). Taxes don't tend to be outright devastating in years with average crop yields, but an already bad year can be made ruinous by this visit. The timing also coincides with seasonal harvest festivities. A few unlucky villages every year may have their New Maize feast day interrupted by the sound of horns and a small legion of white-clad taxmen bearing down to collect.
Each province has only one tax magistrate, making this a lengthy and logistically complicated undertaking. It begins at the end of the harvest season (late summer), and the rounds may not finish until early winter. While it might be easier to divide these duties among a greater number of less-powerful officials, this allows taxation to remain Relatively centralized and performed by trusted appointees (often friends or relatives of the Usoma himself). This has had side effects of these officials becoming especially powerful individuals within each province, with very little checks in place to prevent corruption (beyond hope for sustained loyalty, often reinforced with special privileges and favors). Flagrant abuse of this system is rare, but more unpopular magistrates are commonly suspected to leverage additional off-the-books taxes for their own personal gain.
#I have a longer draft post about the tax system (also tributary system) tax evasion etc but it's not finished because I'm bad at#economics and need time to verify that it's not insane/stupid before I post it#Side note Hibrides was originally going to be married to the Son of one of these guys and didn't partly due to her father#pitying her Immense distress at the notion (he was creepy and his vibes were terrible) and largely because said official was embroiled#in the early stage of a scandal after leveraging a prized stud khait from a lesser nobleman with tax debt and keeping it for#himself/was probably doing things like this on the regular/was a known drunk and gambling addict who had made routine scenes#getting into fights at the Erubinnos city games. The potential groom probably had no involvement with this and it would be#ostensibly a more secure and prosperous arrangement but the dad was enough of a tinderbox of a person that it was like#Eh maybe the unaccomplished nobody son of a RESPECTED public figure/personal colleague is adequate#(there was economic motivation there too it was just the 2nd and lesser of two main options) (All things considered her situation#is Probably better the way it is)#imperial wardin
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my head says pull for ruan mei but my dick says pull for sam 😫😫
#manifesting ruan mei and her lc on low pity so i have pulls left for firefly. please please please please#ruan mei#firefly hsr#hsr#honkai star rail#devxdraws
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YASMINE AL-BUSTAMI | The Chosen 4x03 Aftershow
#yasmine al bustami#kacy#the chosen#wlwgif#dailyflicks#dailytvwomen#lgbtsource#ncis hawaii#dailywlw#usergay#femalegifsource#filmtvtoday#usernati#wlwsource#fybadassladies#tvarchive#femaledaily#dailytvfilmgifs#ladiesofcinema#dailywomen#I love her sensitivity and vulnerability in this interview#she's so expressive#It's easy to connect emotionally with her#It's one of the things I love so much about Yas.#It's a pity we didn't have a great aftershow with NCIS: Hawai'i#or at least Yas and Tori commenting on an episode.#my graphics#i don't really know if my new sharpening settings are on point#the video wasn't hq so...
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I don't care how many times the rich & famous talk about how being rich & famous is the worst fate humanly possible I will never ever ever believe them for one milisecond lol
#I love mitski but oh my god ''shittiest exclusive club in the world''...you know the other time ive heard that phrase used?#families and friends of people who killed themselves. we often say welcome to the worst club in the world to new ppl on forums#but yeah im sure the heaps of money and thriving career doing what you love isnt worth it bc sometimes fans are creeps. uh huh#yes this is an extention of my chappell rant no i dont want to talk abt it anymore it just makes me too furious lol#every celebrity rallying around her to throw themselves a pity party godddd i cant deal w/it lol#as I said before i would voluntarily put myself through every saw trap in existence to have what you people have#do you really not know how bad the average persons life is. let alone the least privileged 10% ...#and dont send me asks moralizing about this again i really & truly will not change my mind. these people are fucking ridiculous
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