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Sign the emojis!!!!! I want to download them but then. How will I remember
I really need to start caring more about signing my work fgdjgfb
anyway, here's the emoji version signed:
if you want the regular version with my @ then @ryanthedemiboy made an edit (thanks again ryan!!)
I hope you enjoy!
#ask#autism#aww tysm#autism creature#tbh creature#custom emoji#look at me signing my work#i need to stop being lazy#and sign my stuff#one day i might even try alt text#I hope it's ok for now
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I MUST clean my room tomorrow… the amount of clothes on my floor is atrocious
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Body’s doing that thing again where it hurts
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OKAY IM GONNA HAUL ASS AND WRITE
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shout out to my unfinished comic and my unfinished joker out drawings and my unfinished oc sketches and my unfinished art for school and
#i literally need to make a schedule or something to motivate myself to work on stuff#its so bad its so bad especially the comic that ive had drafted since like november and redrafted twice#i need to stop being lazy#my.txt
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the thing about art is that it was always supposed to be about us, about the human-ness of us, the impossible and beautiful reality that we (for centuries) have stood still, transfixed by music. that we can close our eyes and cry about the same book passage; the events of which aren't real and never happened. theatre in shakespeare's time was as real as it is now; we all laugh at the same cue (pursued by bear), separated hundreds of years apart.
three years ago my housemates were jamming outdoors, just messing around with their instruments, mostly just making noise. our neighbors - shy, cautious, a little sheepish - sat down and started playing. i don't really know how it happened; i was somehow in charge of dancing, barefoot and laughing - but i looked up, and our yard was full of people. kids stacked on the shoulders of parents. old couples holding hands. someone had brought sidewalk chalk; our front walk became a riot of color. someone ran in with a flute and played the most astounding solo i've ever heard in my life, upright and wiggling, skipping as she did so. she only paused because the violin player was kicking his heels up and she was laughing too hard to continue.
two weeks ago my friend and i met in the basement of her apartment complex so she could work out a piece of choreography. we have a language barrier - i'm not as good at ASL as i'd like to be (i'm still learning!) so we communicate mostly through the notes app and this strange secret language of dancers - we have the same movement vocabulary. the two of us cracking jokes at each other, giggling. there were kids in the basement too, who had been playing soccer until we took up the far corner of the room. one by one they made their slow way over like feral cats - they laid down, belly-flat against the floor, just watching. my friend and i were not in tutus - we were in slouchy shirts and leggings and socks. nothing fancy. but when i asked the kids would you like to dance too? they were immediately on their feet and spinning. i love when people dance with abandon, the wild and leggy fervor of childhood. i think it is gorgeous.
their adults showed up eventually, and a few of them said hey, let's not bother the nice ladies. but they weren't bothering us, they were just having fun - so. a few of the adults started dancing awkwardly along, and then most of the adults. someone brought down a better sound system. someone opened a watermelon and started handing out slices. it was 8 PM on a tuesday and nothing about that day was particularly special; we might as well party.
one time i hosted a free "paint along party" and about 20 adults worked quietly while i taught them how to paint nessie. one time i taught community dance classes and so many people showed up we had to move the whole thing outside. we used chairs and coatracks to balance. one time i showed up to a random band playing in a random location, and the whole thing got packed so quickly we had to open every door and window in the place.
i don't think i can tell you how much people want to be making art and engaging with art. they want to, desperately. so many people would be stunning artists, but they are lied to and told from a very young age that art only matters if it is planned, purposeful, beautiful. that if you have an idea, you need to be able to express it perfectly. this is not true. you don't get only 1 chance to communicate. you can spend a lifetime trying to display exactly 1 thing you can never quite language. you can just express the "!!??!!!"-ing-ness of being alive; that is something none of us really have a full grasp on creating. and even when we can't make what we want - god, it feels fucking good to try. and even just enjoying other artists - art inherently rewards the act of participating.
i wasn't raised wealthy. whenever i make a post about art, someone inevitably says something along the lines of well some of us aren't that lucky. i am not lucky; i am dedicated. i have a chronic condition, my hands are constantly in pain. i am not neurotypical, nor was i raised safe. i worked 5-7 jobs while some of these memories happened. i chose art because it mattered to me more than anything on this fucking planet - i would work 80 hours a week just so i could afford to write in 3 of them.
and i am still telling you - if you are called to make art, you are called to the part of you that is human. you do not have to be good at it. you do not have to have enormous amounts of privilege. you can just... give yourself permission. you can just say i'm going to make something now and then - go out and make it. raquel it won't be good though that is okay, i don't make good things every time either. besides. who decides what good even is?
you weren't called to make something because you wanted it to be good, you were called to make something because it is a basic instinct. you were taught to judge its worth and over-value perfection. you are doing something impossible. a god's ability: from nothing springs creation.
a few months ago i found a piece of sidewalk chalk and started drawing. within an hour i had somehow collected a small classroom of young children. their adults often brought their own chalk. i looked up and about fifteen families had joined me from around the block. we drew scrangly unicorns and messed up flowers and one girl asked me to draw charizard. i am not good at drawing. i basically drew an orb with wings. you would have thought i drew her the mona lisa. she dragged her mother over and pointed and said look! look what she drew for me and, in the moment, i admit i flinched (sorry, i don't -). but the mother just grinned at me. he's beautiful. and then she sat down and started drawing.
someone took a picture of it. it was in the local newspaper. the summary underneath said joyful and spontaneous artwork from local artists springs up in public gallery. in the picture, a little girl covered in chalk dust has her head thrown back, delighted. laughing.
#writeblr#warm up#this is longer than i wanted i really considered removing that part about myself and what i went thru#but i think it really fucking bothers me that EVERY time i talk about being an artist#ppl assume i just like. had the skill and ability to drop everything and pay for grad school.#like sir i grew up poor. my house wasn't a safe space. i gave up a FREE RIDE TO LAW SCHOOL. for THIS. bc i chose it.#was it fucking hard? was i choosing the hard thing?? yes.#but we need to stop seeing artists as lazy layabouts that can ''afford'' to just ''sit around and create''#when MANY - if not MOST - of us are NOT like that. we have to work our fucking ASSES off. hard work. long and hard work#part of valuing artists is recognizing the amount we sacrifice to make our art. bc it doesn't just#like HAPPEN to us. also btw it rarely has anything to do with true talent.#speaking as someone with a chronic condition i hate when ppl are like u have it easy. like actively as i'm writing this my hands r#ACTIVELY hurting me. i haven't been posting bc my left hand was curled in a claw for the last week#this isn't fucking luck. after a certain point it's not even TALENT. it's dedication & sacrifice.#''u get to flounce around and do nothing with ur life'' is a narrative that is a direct result of capitalism#imagine if we said that about literally any other profession.#''oh so u give up 10 yrs of ur life to be a doctor? u sacrifice having a social life and u get SUPER in debt?#u need to work countless hours and it will often be thankless? well i wish i was that lucky''#we should be applying that logic to landlords ONLY#''oh ur mom and dad gave u the money to buy a house? and all u did was paint it white and rent it? huh.''
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happy halloween! 🎃🐈⬛👻🐇
#i just wanted to draw emu as a jiangshi .#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#polysho#enjoy halloween everynyan unfortunately i have to go work a shift. i thought abt dressing up for fun when i get back#but 1 im lazy 2 i dont live alone and its my luck that somebody ends up knocking when im in the middle of being dressed like a clown#so i would rather not risk it. idk how people get into cosplay just for photoshoots/videos i dont have that conviction .#but halloween con was lots of fun and i got to see friends and trade candy so i enjoyed my celebration already. ^_^#also STOP BEATING THE SHITNOUT OF ME IDEK IF I CAN BOOO BACK FROM A SIDE BLOG. YOURE KILLUNG ME#once again some random guy will be hittimg you back. boo#to end my tags i am going to be pissed off because i cannot draw well rn and its KILLING MEEEEEE#im art blocked as hell and mad about it. my zines....#its so annoying like with my personal art its whatever but people spend Money on zines i need to get good.#its been like over a week so i thought inwould be free. sigh#i often draw emu fiending off of tsukasa. the way things should be. amen#also inthink rui would love to go all out for costumes but he got busy modding a tshirt launcher to shoot candy and forgot abt his costume#so hes a tuxedo cat. he thinks hes so funny
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The ever expanding list of movies/shows to watch, music to listen to, books to read and places to visit yet I can’t even take the time to hang up a painting I’ve had for months…
#why am i like this#there’s not enough time in the day#I need to stop being lazy#why does listening to a whole album feel like a chore#always sleep deprived#shitty vampirecore
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i miss perhaps love so much i need more cassioteez
so do i!!!!! it’s missing soowoosan and yunhoyn hourssss
#talk: perhaps love#i habe made up my mind and decide to do sth about it when steeeam ends#until then#i need to stop being lazy#and actually update steeeam!#— asks
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I LOVE THEM SM😭😭😭
#they are my roman empire#Yasammy>>#I need to see them being asilly cute couple in jwct#pls im forever greatful for them being canon#they are the cutest#jurassic world camp cretaceous#jwct#jurassic world chaos theory#camp cretaceous#yasmina fadoula#jwcc#sammy gutierrez#yasammy#istg if u told me to write an essay on why they are my favs i could write a whole book#not even kidding at this point#🥹🥹🥹#if i could analyze every scene with them in it i would.#(im just too lazy)#anyways i must stop yapping#they are my first people i ever shipped in a fandom#and im so happy its them🥹#cant wait to see them in jwct fr fr#ok enought yapping#goodbye#have a happy rest of ur day
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The sand may brush off (Do memories last forever?)
Happy DL anniversary i am NOT LATE LETSGO
Dtiys from @pikorulli on twt!! (from like sept 2022 LOL)
#grian#goodtimeswithscar#double life#double life smp#desert duo#is there a dl anniversary tag i have no idea#trafficblr#traffic smp#my art#i remembered i never finished this dtiys so now it is a perfect oppotunity LMAOSKFLJ#and sorry for lack of acitivity lately !! Ive just been doing aus and spidersona with friends a lot#maybe i will post them later :DD#there are leftover botw au doodles too LOL ill prob throw them all in a dump tmr (if i remember)(and am not being lazy)#(dear lord i need to stop being lazy to post ASJFAK)
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may I request a pic of N and maybe Alder's volcarona?
Hope this helps with your art block!!
"Boy of misguided ideals, do not make an enemy of me." - Alder's Volcarona to N probably
#Got lazy with this one again :'D#I need to stop being so impatient lol#n harmonia#natural harmonia gropius#unova#pokemon#pokemon fanart#pokemon black and white#pokemon bw#n pokemon#volcarona
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Best friends having a meeting
#miles tails prower#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fandom#tails fanart#tails the fox#sonic#sth#shadow the hedgehog#rouge the bat#can yall guess what the tik tok audio was???#i really love all their facial expressions#man i did this norning#i need to stop being so lazy#ahhhh
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selected daily comics
#my art#my comics#dailies#daily comics#I need to stop being lazy and scan these better but sorryyyyyy#Riverdale
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aaaand BUMBLEBEE 😊 !!!!
#this isnt humanformers it's just my own bumblebee design like hes very much robot still#the face plate just isnt white cus um i do wat i wanbt#LOL#human bee would have afro puffs to resemble his antennas that curl at the tops for the horns too#the lil blue things being his fluff are his door wings!#i want him to be like one of those big fuzzy fat bees where their wings are so tiny how do they even manage 2 fly#well this one does not !#goldbug tho i think should fly bcs starscream parallels and his wings are not stubby and round like bbs here#which he ruthlessly ridicules bb for and flaunts his giant bee wings#anyways bbs servo fluff helps conceal his stingers#if u look closely on the face he has a nose scar and what looks like 3 freckles on each side#but rlly theyre just rips from the nose scar breaking and moving like mini scrapes from ur big car scar#he has an arm btw i just didnt feel like blocking that part of his body where the rest of it would go so i amputated him lol#it's ok i redesigned him off of cane bumblebee so it ok bumblebee it artist interpretation ok#i love his cane tho i need to fraw him with it i just hate fullbody aint nobody got time for that (me only)#(im. lazy )#ANYWAYS yea so. this is my idea of idw bee.. i think he would discover the and bumblebee meme and Not stop saying it. actually#bumblebee got wider and slighter taller but his wings have not ever changed#bumblebee#transformers#tf#if u wanna think of it as humanformers u can but hes an android then and not like a human human so ill tag it#humanformers#tf idw#maccadam#transformers idw
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Got caught getting those late night munchies
#lazy doodles#couldn't sleep so time to continue thinking abt them#who needs sleep#when you have lyney n lynette#tho i feel bad for leaving freminet out#all i was thinking abt was all that dessert lynette ate in lyneys story quest#n her not being able to stop herself from yummy food#cuz honestly so true#can relate#genshin fanart#genshin impact#drawing#lynette#lyney
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