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lab-gr0wn-lambs · 2 years ago

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Oh the pain of being tired 24/7 but your daydream topics have become overplayed and annoying. There’s only so many times you can lay down and stare at the wall and think about hurting your OCs before you want them to shut the fuck up about being hurt.

I need a burst of energy so I can stay awake for 3 days solid and recharge my daydream angst.

#I'm not sure these are things normal people say but we'll give it a shot and see how people respond #that feeling after a daydream detox? where you tryna sleep and you let your daydream guy do a sad speech?#and you FEEL it?#that's the good shit #never felt so rested #but yeah it's like I get social burnout from the brain boys. get on outta there leave me alone #I'm such an introvert that I want the figments of my imagination to just Fuck Off #I'm tired rn but it takes me like 1-4 hours to fall asleep and I get bored but I need some new extremely specific scenarios

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fembutchboygirl · 2 years ago

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Lilac lost Cross at the shopping mall. He's terrified of escalators btw

Id: a stock photo of a busy shopping mall. A tiny digital doodle of Lilac, my oc, is edited standing in the middle. They're pale, with purple pigtails, a bright pink and blue striped shirt, cross earrings, black pants and a purple phone in their hand. They look distraught and have their mouth wide open mid-scream. A text bubble above them says "A" in big font. End id.

#he's on the third floor he's invisible and he can't find the normal stairs #blue ocs #lilac #cross #hiiii this is for the 4 or so mutuals who care!!!! i spent an hour on this #if you dont know who lilac or cross are i highly recommend browsing the blue ocs tag or asking me abt them #especially if you like ghosts literal odd jobs people with weird genders or workaholics who need to sleep

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noxtivagus · 2 years ago

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I FEEL SM BETTER AGAIN

#🌙.rambles #IM ACTUALLY SO EXCITED TO WAKE UP LATER #nothing particular special #but i'm getting back to my normal self again yayy #i'm gna listen to the voiced lines from #YK MR JEREMY ANG JONES ! WHO VOICES MY OTHER FAV CHARA IN THE CRITICALLY ACCLAIMED MMORPG #hermes my beloved 🥺 he's my darling he deserves the world ( and a long warm hug )#MY INSPIRATION TOO WAH SO MUCH TO WRITE AND IMAGINE #i wna read more poetry!!!! n books again #N WRITE MY OWN TOO i wna work on more original stuff AND also. yk yk again. cringe #i'll play more ffxiv tmrrw n mess around with ahem yes #SPEND TIME W MY FAMILY ! the four of us are my favorite people in the world #yes of course i am one of my most favorite people. self-love ✨#n do school work too ! i'm motivated once more actually #i'm still coughing n it's nearly 5 am oh no i got distracted for 2 hours so i really need to sleep soon but #it's such a relief to feel this way again #ngl i'm still going to probably be rather distant situationally #i need to work on consistency wah managing my energy is so wack #>.> my motivation n inspiration n all of that is getting back #i'm excited to do a lot tmrrw #even if i don't do a lot then i'll be kind n patient w myself ! yeah !#yk i spent most of the day then in empyreum in game #housing area for ishgard so #the music uwah 🫶🏼#i'll look at my notes again too later today #a lot i wna do huh ! one at a time 🤍

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morewyckedthanyou · 2 years ago

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today's been one of those days when i've done nothing other than lay in bed and sleep most of the day away

#and i mean i have genuinely just slept #i even remember having some fucked up dreams #also no i have no idea why i have been so exhausted - i slept alright the night before even #idk how ''normal'' people who only need like 7-8 hours of sleep each night and then are energetic the whole day do it #i genuinely don't #😩#personal

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s1yfox14 · 2 years ago

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I just watched one of those scenario skit videos where someone explains an ADHD trait through a skit with an ignorant person. "Wait so all your thoughts play at the same volume like they are of the same importance?" THOUGHTS HAVE VOLUMES? Are y'all neurotypicals out here with thoughts layered like onions in terms of how loud they are because if I think two things at once those are equal in footing. there is no difference between thoughts. which is why sometimes my mind is so flooded with I want to do all these things and think all these things at once but it's so much I can't even hear myself think anymore, and other times my brain is just a single stream of coherent thoughts. Like right now. Because I am thinking and saying every word in my head as I am typing it I am not thinking ahead or back im just going. Okay so actually tho. Y'alls thoughts don't all surface in the same volume type way? Like I know volume is an odd word to describe it as but it's like. the same prominence? That's a thing??

I'm constantly being re diagnosed with my neurodivergency. goddammit i wanted to go to bed 2 hours ago. and i said goodnight one hour ago. im not going to get enough sleep. fucking hell. goodnight.

#mmmm.#i swear i realised 10 minutes ago that my struggles to understand people aren't normal and are actually APD or at least most likely that #and apparently its been an hour and i still havent done the homework i needed to do. shit.#AND I NEED TO SLEEP. GOODNIGHT.#sly stop rambling

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mxdotpng · 3 years ago

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talking to people is so so so hard and i am so very bad at it

#.text #im sorry if we havent talked in a few days.... a week... a month......................... uh... thats my bad........#i feel very bad and weird and ummm intrusive! when i dm people first so i just dont do that ever to anyone for any reason!#it does not mean i dont want to be friends or talk to anyone... sorry #cons of being my friend: this #you will never have any normal conversation with me because i am not prone to talking #i may talk a lot some times but the majority of the time i literally just sit in silence irl and online 💔💔 sorry sorry sorry #my mom says its weird and so has other people my age which is fair and also my fault completelt understandable #whoopsie #its easy for me to sit and think of a response online. however in person its. really hard. just to open my mouth and speak #which. if youve ever sat in vc with me and i am unmuted i am Not quiet bc im shy or anything i just genuinely do not talk ❤#this is how i would be irl too ❤ sorry <3!!#im tired. i havsnt been sleeping much these few days. its making me too vulnerable i gotta go #less sleep means im less inclined to lie and stay quiet. bad #imgonna look at this after i finally pass out for 13 hours and be mortified that i shared any informationsbout myself #and then forget this post existed about 5 minutes afterwards. bc i do that #i have somenpeople i need to text. maintaining friendships and all that. willdo that when it isnt 3am #someone tell me how tk start conversations... i dont get it..#anyway #goodnight

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southislandwren · 2 years ago

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ive been astoundingly Normal at my internship so far so maybe [redacted] just made me act like that :/ i bet it was that damn mustard gas incident

#actually the mustard gas incident happened during my 6th month at [redacted] so i was insane for a good while before that happened #but ive been SOOO normal working on this farm. ive had like 3 minor incidents that i barely remember. thats how normal ive been #ofc i think working 1 on 1 with someone vs. letting an 18yo loose in a factory produces very different results #this is a nature vs nurture issue i think lmao. hopes inability to function vs being inside 12+ hours a day or touching grass 24/7 #i do have a hunch that ill become Abnormal soon bc my aunt revealed some info that has got me Thinking #(apparently my boss is not all the way straight. this info revealed during pride month. girl we have got to go to a pride parade together)#diary post #also have you guys figured out yet that if you block 'diary post' you dont have to see posts like this from me #i am so fukcing sleepy i was going to stay up and play ultra sun but im tired :( cheese day today so ive been up since 5 #but i found up my boss gets up at 3:30 fucking am EVERY DAY #girl the milky way is still RISEN at 3;30 in the summer that is SLEEPING HOURS!!!#kinda want to be like. bestie can i come over at 4am and we can look at the milky way together. i can show you the constellations i know.#ofc that would mean i have to wake up at 3:30am but like. milky way my beloved <3 #or i could sleep at her house (especially now bc her husband is on a fishing trip and it wouldnt be weird it would be like a sleepover)#and then i wouldnt have to drive 10 minutes at the ass crack of dawn.#not even the ass crack of dawn the sun rises at 5:30 she wakes up fully nestled within the ass of night #i cant. i would rather kill myself than wake up at 3:30 every morning for the rest of my life #anyway im tired and i want a cat so at least one of these farm people im working with should give me one of their barn cats.#you dont need 6 cats but i need just one little creature :(#okay great post guys. hit the showers

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moonjade · 3 years ago

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This might sound odd but does anyone else need to have things go in a certain way before they can do something? I’ll give an example since idk how to word it better. Before I go to sleep at night, I have to watch the same YouTube video at the same time stamps (I start watching in the middle of the video, around the 10:30 timestamp, then from the beginning of the video), then I have to lay on my left side for a few minutes, and then I can finally go to sleep (on my right side). I can’t sleep otherwise. I also have to have a fan going because I can’t sleep without it. But it has to be a certain sound and frequency. Is this normal or 😅

#text #personal #i also can’t sleep in hotels because it’s not my bed and the lighting/temperature/etc is not to my preference #plus i can’t sleep next to/near other people because it fucks up my sleep environment #this applies to more than just sleep btw #i have to have the same breakfast every single morning #i have to be able to shower at the same time every single day #i need to have an established routine and when that gets interrupted then i get super emotional and pissy #and like super upset and mad. like REALLY upset and mad that i could throw a fit #i do not like change at all and would rather live the same exact (or similar) day every single day #i like predictable environments. i like when it’s quiet #somehow going to the grocery store always ends up with me having a headache or becoming extremely irritable #like there are just too many people and noises and why are there 50 kinds of spaghetti sauce to choose from #unrelated but i can’t handle hot temperatures at all but i also can’t handle being too cold either #ugh I just wish i could be Normal(tm) and just deal with it like everyone else does #and it affects my relationships/possible relationships to other people as well #like sorry i can’t go out because it’s too noisy/bright/I haven’t been there before so idk what it’s like #um anyways this was extremely embarrassing to type out but I’m sleep deprived and have only gotten 4 hours of sleep and I’m going to Disney #today so. i just know everything is going to be amplified by 100 and I’m gonna have a migraine and get upset

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katierosefun · 3 years ago

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hey hey hey you know what’s a perfectly normal response to being terrified as hell of zombies? deciding you want to write a whole fic about the zombie apocalypse, even though your chest is literally about to close in on itself

#caroline talks #see. . ..i have some images in my head which i need to get out so i'm mostly okay with this #but also i just got a little dizzy thinking about it #it COULD be because i didn't get enough sleep last night.#(falling asleep and waking up every 2 hours bc i kept having fuckign NIGHTMARES ABOUT ZOMBIES)#(like it was so bizarre in one nightmare it was like. nothing was happening per say)#(it was more like. i was looking into a parking lot and there were perfectly normal people roaming around)#(but i just had a very sick feeling that the peace was going to be broken soon and i WOKE UP)#(and then i fell back asleep and this time my nightmare was that i somehow knew i'd been bitten by a zombie)#(except. .. ofc it's a dream so i didn't feel any pain but my friends and family were looking at me)#(and they didn't know but I KNEW and in my dream i thought 'i need to get out NOW' + i woke myself up AGAIN)#(+ i had to tap my thumb and pinky finger together a bunch of times to make sure i was actually awake and not stuck in another nightmare)#anyways in order to cope last night i just listened to a lot of veggie tales #(hence my almost drunken posting last night)#(also it didn't help that my neck felt vaguely itchy)#(see like i'm scared of spiders. i'm also scared of demons. but like. both things don't bother me as NEARLY as much as zombies.)#(where like thinking about them is enough to make me have a full blown panic attack which is kinda funny bc zombies aren't real caroline)#(but bc i'm deathly afraid of them i spend hours searching up zombies + a possible dooms day with zombies it's a problem)#ANYWAYS. . . . i was like 'hm i have an idea forming in my head'#'is this just me projecting my intense fear of zombies'#'maybe.'#'but will this fix me?' NO IDEA #anyways. i need to focus on other things but my head's . . . .oOPH #does anyone have super cheerful happy shows/movies to rec in the meantime #tw zombies #but anyways if anyone thought they knew how afraid i am of zombies #you guessed wrong! i am TERRIFIED of zombies ! ! ! ! terrified ! ! !#terrified enough that once my friend and i went to a haunted house and i was chill with the ghosts and the vampires and stuff #but there was this one person who did a REALLY good zombie impersonation and i had a fake knife on me and i FROZE #i got so far as to point my fuckign PLASTIC KNIFE at them and then my friend calmly tugged me away

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imabiscuitinthousandworlds · 3 years ago

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tbh, it kinda sucks that everyone in my family and all of my friends got through the vaccine with any side effects and i'm completely out the next two days...

got my third shot yesterday and a nice headache for today along with sore limbs, i love it :D

...normally i wouldn't mind too much because i'll take that over dying from a deadly virus anytime, but today would've been the second to last time in my rethorics course which i absolutely adore :/ there was no way i'd make it another three hours tho

#.. which was proven by me taking smth against my headache and then crash to sleep four hours #it all sucks #i hate it when i feel welln't. yknow. i mean everyone does probably but still #had it been tomorrow- no problem but why today??#i didn't even get out of forgetting my latin homework bc i stayed that long. an entire normal school day #why TODAY when i had classes in afternoon?? and rethorics?? i just love it so much but NO-#hell i waited over two hours of nothing to do in school once so i wouldn't miss it but THE FUCKING SIDE EFFECTS-#i mean. id do it again any time. covid is fucking deadly and my family caught it once already. possibly me too #ugh #i'm just. don't mind me i'm just. my head's coming up again. i hate this #a biscuit's rambles #despite possible effects for a day or two: GET VACCINATED. seriously. it can save your life. it can save other's lives.#for most people it's not a question of if but WHEN they get it #so make sure you survive it. WITHOUT needing the hospital. WITHOUT long term effects.#two days with flu-like symptoms are better than fucking dying

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t4tstarvingdog · 3 years ago

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bloggers who have a 5-11/12 sleep schedule, my heart goes out to you<3

#truly there is no other sleep schedule like it but the pain of having to change it bc you need to get a job or because your family wants you #to be awake at normal hours or to hang out with them… well. 5-11 people know what i mean #timothy's txts.

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cruelsister-moved · 3 years ago

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oh my god my american flatmate keeps bringing people in and having them over at 1am and then like loudly laughing and joking with them like sorry but I have to get up at 8am tomorrow? like it's a monday night.... um what if you killed yourself

#im not going to that class bc Im exhausted can't sleep got bad personal news today and my period so like I wont be able to do it without #blacking out #also sorry for mentioning that she's american but it's the loud american talking and laughing like #if my irish flatmate had someone over I wouldn't even know bc they wouldn't be so LOUD #they're not even shagging if they were they might be quieter. for what reason do u need someone in ur house at 1am on Monday night #if not to shag #oh my god. People being loud at night literally makes me soooooooo mad #he only arrived like an hour ago too like why are you inviting someone over at midnight to sit in your room and say oh mah gawwwdddd #you can do that AT A NORMAL TIME

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yawn-emoji · 3 years ago

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hngmfh

#thinking abt how i was like 'oh i cannot handle doing emotional labor for other people rn i need to focus on myself because i am at the end #of my freaking rope' and then THAT NIGHT. literally HOURS after having that realization and telling people abt it #i had a four hour call w my siblings in the dead of the night talking abt the most traumatic things our family has ever experienced that i #was either never aware of or only knew a tiny bit abt. like. what the hell i am so messed up from that conversation #i keep being normal and thinking normal thoughts and then all of a sudden i just remember like. everything that we talked about all at once #how am i supposed to go to WORK how i am supposed to SLEEP how am i supposed to EAT and just. carry on as normal knowing all of this #i cannot do this i can NOT do this #journal

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sleepless-in-starbucks · 4 years ago

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can i trade in my body? i want to trade in my body

#vent #i feel. fucking faint #idk why- i could've sworn to gods i had eaten enough today #and 6 hours of sleep hasnt fucked me over before #can dysphoria make u faint? gods i hope not #ik i said i prefer being the doter and i Do but i stg i. hh. yeah other thing y'know words hard #geography still exists tho ugh #what can happen tho is [redacted] so i might [redacted] later #have to dye eggs at 8 #which should be nice. i just. ughhhh #i. kinda wanna cry if im being honest- have all day? just dont feel the emotional need to #shit just feels like too much ig- im fine i swear just. so tired. ugh #ugh ugh ugh #tomorrow was already gonna be kinda. overloaded and messy for me this is Not helping #imma make popcorn tonight #maybe talk to [redacted] about [redacted]#im redacting stuff bc i dont want them to feel forced into talking with me but. i think it'd be. nice?#i think they'd? be okay with it? like. with talking to me about that- just as a convo like normal people do y'know?#gods i suck at socializing

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stayatsam · 3 years ago

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think im gonna sleep in tomorrow :)

gn everyone sleep tight <3

#im talking like 10-11 #i normally wake up around 6 nowadays #another 4 or 5 hours of sleep.... insane #i know its like oh blah blah adults only need 6-8 hours of sleep #for some reason im one of those people who need more sleep than on average and its really unfortunate #especially because i have insomnia!#i can be exhausted and then straight up just not sleep a whole night lol #one night last week i was so exhausted after work i got in bed at 8:30 and i was up until 7 am where i fell asleep for a half hour #before getting up for work the next day #ANYWAY long tags good night everyone <

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astriefer · 3 years ago

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Styx love you better be taking a nap rn-

Sleep is good

SLEEP IS GREAT

HAVE SOME SLEEP

Thank you Zia the scolding worked 😜

Yes I know sleeping is great I LOVE SLEEP

ALSO why I do remember you being in my position some time ago and mutuals shouting at you the same thing? 😂

But still thank youuuuuu :3 That's the first time in forever I fell asleep fast and with no hour-long-daydreaming-to-exhaust-my-brain haha ^-^ I mean I don't want to reflect on the embarrassing thing I did 2 months ago brain, thank you. You also don't have to create endless scenarios in my head. Are you not tired enough?

#so my brain needs to stay awake over 24 hours to be exhausted by itself in a level allowing me to allow right away #that's not helpful brain #pls brain #I make it worse than it is though haha #sleep is great and it comes when you least expect at like on the couch or in a weird position :3 #just I don't think it ever took so much NO effort at all???#that's how normal people sleep?#can I do that to?#mutuals #mine #perosnal #zia tag #littlx-songbxrd #thank you zia I took my plunge into dream world //^-^//#very great #very peaceful #thank youuu :D #ask

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