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i need to get this off of my chest but have yall ever watched pascal’s sub sluts on p*hub becauseeee:33
he’s so fine i need him so badddd??!! i absolutely want an older guy like him to just use me, toss me around, manhandle me… my brain is just ??!! malfunctioning right now and omg… he’s very much my type :3
girliesss, if you want links… let me know teehee x3
#nymphia notes#i feel like this is so niche but like#i need to let this out#am i the only one who watches him#he’s so fine guys omgggg#also the k!nks and stuff in his videos got me going wdhdjdjsjs
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my thoughts about steddie are soooo normal in both content and quantity btw c:
#going insane#like i love them too much#i need to let this out#they are my safe space#and also !!!#they inspire me#to branch out !!!!#they broke me out of my art depression drought#and idc if ppl leave im staying here#bc it's fun !#as long as im having fun with it#and i can have fun with ppl#im staying#i adore them#!!!!!!#robbie talks#steddie
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vent post because i still feel miserable hours later
i think most of my friends officially hate me
i’ve been constantly venting all day, and there’s no way they aren’t sick of me
i care about them deeply, and if they really do hate me, maybe i deserve it
i can’t ever seem to be happy for more than a day
i always seem to get fucked over and constantly whine about it
and because of this, i feel like my friends are tired me
i fear that they wish i would just shut up and at least pretend to be happy
i wish i could be happy, but i cannot because i genuinely might be depressed or at least totally fucked in terms of mental health
i want to communicate with them, but i’m too scared to
i might just make things worse than they already are
if they were irritaed with me, they would tell me
but, i’m still fucking terrified
i feel so alone
i feel like nobody cares
i wonder if my suicide would be worth it
maybe it is
#kae is fucking livid#vent#suicide tw#tw suicide#i don’t usually vent here but#i need to let this out#i’m so fucking exhausted i just wanna feel free somehow#none of the distractions i have tried have helped either so#venting about it seems to be the best way to help
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THIS IS NOT FUNNY ANYMORE... THE UNIVERSE IS REALLY OUT HERE DOING EVERYTHING IT CAN TO GET ME TO WRITE SILENT HILL JAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Y'ALL CAN'T CONVINCE ME THIS IS SILENT HILL JAKE IMITATING BOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHO IS READER'S HUSBAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 IM DYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#guys i need someone to revive me#jesus fr#what the fuck is this coincidence#no it's not#this is the sign for me to write this fuck ass love square fic#fic: forget me not#fic-media#im aware i probably spoiled the fic but who fucking cares jesus#i need to let this out
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Another game people should play and talk about more is Pizza Tower.
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JKR missed the opportunity to make harry and draco as friends starting 1st year until 4th year and make them have a very very bad fallout when things are already starting to take a darker turn
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I love you. Still, fuck you. Fuck you and your high horse in which you perceive me as something to be pitied. That you have all the answers and you think you know better. When you couldn't even contain it if I were to tell you that. You'd see the fuck you and you'd say you only have good intentions and if I were to really love you, I wouldn't say fuck you.
#to all my friends no worries im not vagueing you#this is actually about my family#personal#i need to let this out
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(✿◕‿◕) die (ꈍ ꒳ ꈍ✿)
#MY GIRLLLLLLLL <333333 you're doing amazing sweetie kill them all you deserve to#anyway. coping mechanism. the problems in my life i could solve if society just let me have a death note#this show really is an exercise in patience and suffering i get SO squicked out#by how much the horrible characters and situations mirror the insanity of what's happening in real life#also the revelation that some of the actors are Exactly as shitty as their characters are is. ugh.#but every time i'm like okay i can't take it i need to stop to protect my headspace#i think of kimiko and am like.... no... i need to see my gir....#hope karen gets jucy roles in other shows too PLEASE#the boys#kimiko miyashiro#karen fukuhara#theboysedit#tvedit
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The most recent realization is that I feel I am a better elder child than most. At least based on how I treat my mom in comparison to how I see or hear about other children's treatment and relation to my present tour company.
I may not have the right to judge. But either I am feeling sad for the mother (because her daughter is holding back favors and provisions, even information from her and she receives too little), or I am feeling frustrated (because a son is leaving it up to me to care after his own freaking mom when really, this is meant to be a trip so why do I have to play elderly sitter)? I don't know. I just want to relax really. I want a trip when the center is ME. I deserve to use my vacation for such trips.
I don't wanna always be in a crowd and have to please people or care after them or make them comfortable. I mean that is fine, sure. But I deserve rest too. And I do not find myself rested, having to cater over other people's needs in MY SO CALLED VACATION.
#feelings#spilled thoughts#dear eldest daughter#vacation blues#rantings#i need to let this out#i deserve a break#i wanna pamper me now
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I don't need therapy I need rabid gay people freaking out in my inbox
#writing#fanfic writing#writing community#fanfic#ao3 fanfic#fanfiction#fanfic authors#writing fanfic#fanfic writer#ao3 writer#ao3 memes#fanfic memes#ao3#also goddamnit i cant with gimp why cant you just let me outline text quickly and easily#this shit is like trying to build an entire house out of one giant block of cement#brb need to pirate a workable copy of photoshop because jfc
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left on read.
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last year i finally read "all that's said in the low light" by headlocket which i feel like has developed its own reputation by now, but just in case you don't know - it's kind of known in the fandom as a massive tearjerker. As promised, I cried buckets over it and it left an enormous impact on me.
I drew this comic (after getting permission from headlocket) as a what if on a situation in chapter 12, where Simon goes through a period of radio silence from Johnny after essentially giving him his blessing to date other people, the utter clown. We only see it from Johnny's side, who is really going through it, but the mental image of Simon staring at a slew of his own unread messages really stuck with me...did he think this was it? That that shitshow of a conversation he had with Johnny might've been the last they ever had? What if Johnny just never responded to him again? Did he regret giving him permission?
bonus - simon's forlorn and temporarily one-sided conversation:
#thank you again to headlocket for a) letting me draw a fancomic for a very personal piece of writing and b) writing the damn masterpiece#i read it on a day where i really needed the cry and god the catharsis...#you ever read a fic that genuinely rewires your brain a bit?#sometimes i boggle at this fandom and the soaring tales people manage to spin out of such...specific source material#youre all miracle workers <3#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#ghostsoap#cod mw2#giragi art#fic art
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'Cause I'm stuck with your stories
#epic the musical#telemachus#odysseus#hermes#athena#circe#will I get beat up labeling this as another ‘rkgk’#ok technically the ‘stories’ Telemachus knew wouldn’t be of the odyssey but let me have my epic lyrical moment#I just needed to get this composition out of my head#in another universe I’m more patient to color this </3
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MWAH!
#if you're cold they're cold. Let them in#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#scopophobia#monitoring goes hard. had to get this outof my system#congrats deco27 for releasing a new song that sounds like a new song[TRAIN PASSES OVERHEAD]#Well my most esteemed oomfs have agreed with me so idc. his discography has been looking up since hao though. i like hao. ^_^#Hi everynyan i got my fucking wisdom teeth out last week i AUUUUGH. FUUUUUCK. MY LIFE#Its fjne. Its fine its whatever. Tch. Tch.#I;m feeling the end of semester crunch something crazy i also have a cosplay to make in less than 2 months i havent started#emunene revstar art keeps me going#I NEED TO POST STUFF TO BSKY FIRST BC I WRITE THE ALT TEXT THERE AND THEN GO OH FUCK I DIDNT PUT IT ON TMBLR OT TWT. And u cant fucking#edit alt text onto stupid tweets because that app fucking sucks. GOD DAMNIT
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oops, still feral over pre-war Dead End Dratchet
(drift: you're rusting at every joint gasket: but isn't that doctor chummy with the cops? we're literal thieves??)
started with the headcanon that drift hung around the clinic like a feral wet cat for a while, then halfway through shading these, I started thinking, what if deadlock was an especially reliable assassin because he knew what kind of damage would make sure that even the best of the best couldn't bring you back
#couple million years later#ratchet is performing autopsies and very determinedly not thinking about teaching that one kid which energon lines are most volatile#you ever get this image in your head of a guy lurking around the guy who saved his life and then think#guess i need to design a clinic#but because your dumb brain needs context you think i guess i need to design the surroundings so you start a daytime wide shot too#and then an even dumber part of your brain is like let's do it all in that fake etching style that you haven't totally worked out yet#and then you also get sad about gasket so you stick him in too#they're done at least we achieved something aaaaaaa????#transformers idw#maccadam#tf drift#dratchet#tf ratchet#ratchet#gasket#drift#mtmte#my art
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Snow bots au anyone? :D
They're back together a year later because it's snowing again❄️
All right! For context: I imagine them hanging out every winter in some kind of resort (a resort that Blurr owns. Because his bar business has expanded that much over time.)
#maccadam#transformers#snow bots au#uh that’s a lot of characters. okay let’s go#left -> to right. top to bottom haha#Swerve#Rung#Tailgate#Rewind#chromedome#cdrw#jazz#prowl#jazzprowl#rodimus#rodimus prime#Wing#Drift#Blurr#Swindle#I originally wanted to add Brainstorm falling out of bus window and Perceptor catching him but my brain is shutting down I need to sleep ha#jazz and prowl switching their hats be like#Prowl: I sense something is wrong..where's my hat?? (looks around) (sees it on Jazz's head) Oh there it is. Cool.#five minutes later: wait. If my hat is there than what am I wearing right now???? error 404#world greatest detective ladies and gentlemen~
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I'm always pushing you away from me / but you come back with gravity / and when I call, you come home
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#yuuji#megumi#deleted scene gege told me#god im not over 266 i will never ever ever be over 266#im so incredibly unwell abt them i cant believe this is the timeline we live in#itafushi friday....itafushi everyday.....#decided 2 forgo my usual miku and broke out the emo playlist fr this one . breaking my own heart :3#how many itfs embraces do i need to draw until i successfully manifest it in canon#gege i beg i plead pls let them H U G#they r so traumatized they r so touch starved pls hug pls contact pls Holds/Is Hold#anyway if megumi's height is inconsistent no it isn't <3 if he looks like 2 completely different ages no he doesnt <33#......kids r Hard guys gomen i tried my best#honestly it's probably not even that bad i think its the arm angle in the first one thts throwing me#i had to play around w it so much that i think im just tired of looking at it#megumi voice whatever !!!!!#thats not important the important thing is Itafushi Hug#and i do believe i met my quota in that regard#also yes my pen pressure Is still dying thank u fr asking but i did this fr them Anyway pls clap
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