#i need to get rid of this crush like asap

[girly-softie-belle]

gorgeous gorgeous girls have crushes on people they shouldn't have crushes on

[sxcret-garden]

Ateez when they're jealous ღ NSFW Edition [M]

ღ Ateez all members x fem-bodied!reader ღ genre: smut, headcanons (dom-sub dynamics in some parts, semi-public sex in some parts, most of them get more or less possessive) ღ warnings: alcohol consumption in some parts

Author's note: Maybe I went a liiiittle overboard with this.... maybe I'm also very tempted to turn one of these into a full fic....

Hongjoong:

He's usually one to deal with his jealousy in a very adult manner and simply talk it out with you. However, after coming home jealous one day and having what was probably the best sex in your relationship up until that point, you've made an arrangement to deal with your jealousy in the bedroom. So it's really become more of a game to him than a pestering feeling to get rid of asap. And today as well, after you've spent a little too much time (in his opinion) having a very engaged conversation with the cute waiter of your regular place to get dinner, Hongjoong can't wait to get home and to drag you off to his bed. And that's exactly what he does, as you're filled with expectation because you didn't exactly miss the evil smirks he's been giving you throughout dinner, and you could guess what would be coming once you're home. He's moving slowly as he crawls on top of you, brushing his lips against yours in teasing kisses, and then telling you to strip naked for him. Will be the biggest little shit ever as he touches you in all the ways he knows will rile you up, and has you cursing underneath him when he pulls his fingers out of you just as you're about to cum. "You're gonna have to beg for it, babe," he whispers, licking his fingers clean. "I'm not gonna let you cum until I know you can't take it anymore."

Seonghwa:

Is so shocked when after weeks of suffering he finally figures out that seeing you with your male best friend makes him jealous, that he impulsively decides to get (almost blackout) drunk. What he forgot to consider was that you were scheduled to make dinner with him at his place, and so when you walk in on him having downed what's probably his third bottle of soju you're definitely mad at him. Wondering whether it'd even make sense to try to reason with your drunk boyfriend, you do eventually end up scolding him, but the second you're within reach he pulls you down onto his sofa, crawling on top of you. He's blushing from the alcohol, and usually you'd have found that cute, but today the cold stare he gives you makes you shiver. Worriedly, you ask what's wrong with him, and finally he explains. "I'm jealous. Like really jealous of your best friend. And drinking it away wasn't the best choice but right now I just need to make you mine." You're not sure if you should be impressed how in control he is for the amount he drank or if you should just be insanely turned on by his words, but when you give him permission with a nod it's not like he leaves you any time to think about this further anyway. Has you both naked in no time and pins you down as he fucks you rough, and if you think he'll be satisfied with giving you just one or two orgasms that night, you couldn't be more wrong.

Yunho:

Doesn't get jealous ever, except for that one time when you had only just started dating and were still in a bit of an awkward phase of figuring everything out together. Now usually he doesn't mind you going out to see your other guy friends, he has no reason to worry about that because he trusts you to never betray him. However, who he doesn't trust is that one guy who very obviously has a crush on you and he wouldn't put it past him to try to steal you away. And so he even went so far as to warn you about it, but you just brushed it off, defending the other guy and saying he's just a friend. And well, when one night your boyfriend witnesses how that guy drops you off at Yunho's place and he's being just a little too touchy before he hugs you goodbye, that's when the jealousy sets in. Needless to say he's upset when you walk inside, and not knowing what to do with that feeling, he simply kisses you. And it's a passionate kiss filled with need, the kind of kiss you've never received from your boyfriend up until that point. Yet he takes the lead, and soon he pushes you up against a wall, hands roaming your body and his lips nipping at your throat. "I don't ever want to see that guy touching you like that again," he mutters, rolling his clothed hard on against your hips, making you throw your head back. "You're mine and nobody else's." When he feels you going limp in his hold and all you can do is agree and whine at his touch, he takes you right then and there, proving to you that nobody could ever make you feel as good as he can.

Yeosang:

When he's jealous he needs reassurance above all else, especially towards the beginning of your relationship. The only problem is that he's kinda slow at figuring out that he's jealous, and so it's often you who picks up the cues before he does. And you know he tends to get sulky and avoidant when he feels bad but can't quite put his finger on why, so one day you decide to try to help him out of that. And so you approach him, telling him straightforward that you want to have sex with him. And pulling him out of his bubble takes a while of hesitation from his side, but when you take him by the hand to walk him to your bedroom, he doesn't protest. Crawling on top of him and making out with him, you wait until you can feel him somewhat relax underneath you. Your fingers of one hand tangled in his hair while the other roams his toned upper body has him melting underneath you, and just then you ask him whether he's jealous, in the sweetest tone you can muster. "I... I think so," he mumbles. "Do you need me to prove to you that I only want you?" you ask, and Yeosang nods. And you'd be surprised how quickly he can go from desperately clinging to you as you get him off slowly, humming praises for your boyfriend, to him flipping your positions around and with a "Sorry, I need this now" he starts thrusting into you, hard and slow. The pace as well as him suddenly taking charge of the situation makes you see stars, and his desperate but possessive groans could make you cum right then and there.

San:

Seems more helpless than anything else the second he comes back from picking up some takeout coffee for the both of you when he sees a complete stranger flirting with you, and you doing nothing to ward the guy off. And of course he'd be jealous at the sight, but he decides to play the tough guy for now, telling the guy off as he approaches. "Dude, what are you doing flirting with my girlfriend?" He puts an emphasis on his last word, and his voice sounds darker than usual. And though the stranger leaves immediately and you two continue your date as usual, something's off about San once you arrive home. Dragging you off to the bedroom by the sleeve of your shirt, he doesn't say anything and doesn't let you see his face right until he has you pinned to the bed, hovering above you and pressing a fiery kiss to your lips. Clothes don't stay on for long, and when he finally has his hips snapping into you, you have to slow him down from how rough he's being. "Fuck, that guy pissed me off," he mutters as he buries his face in your neck, leaving his mark there. When he has you coming undone underneath him, he doesn't stop, continuing to fuck you towards your next high, and your head starts to spin when you hear his next words, growled into your ear, "Don't ever flirt with another man again. Don't even look at someone else, or do you think anyone else could ever fuck you this good?"

Mingi:

Well if he isn't a wild card idk what. Gets jealous rather easily, and from him sulking like a kid to him taking charge and dragging you off to the nearest secluded space, anything could happen. It entirely depends on his mood that day, and a bit on the situation too. Mingi definitely needs you to comfort him if it's the former option, but the good news is that he'll be fine rather quickly after you assure him he has nothing to worry about. However, after you've been dating for a while and he's internalized that you're not gonna let someone else take you away from him, that helplessness soon turns into anger at whatever guy is flirting with you. And so one night when you're out with friends, all being a bit tipsy and this one guy just won't stop giving you all of his attention, Mingi eventually shoots up from his seat and drags you to the restrooms without an explanation. Kisses you feverishly after locking up the stall he entered with you, and only when you ask him what's wrong he gives you an explanation. "I don't like the way that guy looks at you. It pisses me off," he hisses, before going right back to kissing you. His hand finding your core underneath your clothes in no time, he starts fingering you, even teasing you about how you're already wet for him, and eventually he'll flip you around so he can grind his clothed bulge against your ass as he gets you off, relishing in the way you're desperately trying to suppress all noises.

Wooyoung:

Big switch energy so this can go one of two ways, but after the initial deep conversation you had about jealousy and how you can trust each other despite that feeling sometimes arising, the one thing that's for sure is that you're gonna resolve it with sex.  Even when the jealousy is barely even there, just like earlier today when you had commented to your boyfriend on how handsome one of Wooyoung's friends looks in his latest insta post, he doesn't miss the opportunity to seek proof that at the end of the day you only have eyes for him.  "And what about me?" he'll asks as he walks up to you from behind, hands put on your waist and his lips ghosting above your neck. The tone of his voice gives his intentions away immediately, and it doesn't take long for him to spin you around in his hold so he could kiss you, dragging you off to the nearest surface to have sex with you on (whether that's the bed, the sofa, or the dining table he doesn't care). And it really all depends on your mood whether he'll pin you against it, making you beg for him until he's satisfied, or put all the power into your hands and let you have his way with him until he's the one whining for your touch. One way or the other, the reason for his jealousy will soon be forgotten, because now all that matters is you and him chasing pleasure together.

Jongho:

You're at a party hosted by a mutual friend of yours, and from the moment you dressed up at home you've known that your outfit choice today is doing something to your boyfriend from the looks he's been giving you. You like the attention, you're not gonna lie, and you can imagine what this night will lead to once you're back in the comfort of your own home, after making him stare at you all evening. However, what you didn't expect were the death glares he's been giving one of your male childhood friends who's been occupying you ever since you walked into that party. You know Jongho isn't the type to get jealous easily, but when he does he usually struggles with expressing it. However, you also know your boyfriend will usually do the right thing anyway, and so when he pulls you into the empty kitchen and locks the door behind himself, you expect him to simply tell you about his feelings. What you certainly do not expect is him backing you up against a counter with a possessive stare glued to your lips. "What's wrong...?" Kisses you instead of answering your question and makes your head spin from the way he runs his hands down your body alone. There's need and anger behind his actions, and in no time he has you pressed up against the kitchen counter, facing the wall now, both your pants and underwear pulled down just enough so he could fuck you from behind, teasing you with just his tip until he has you begging for more, and this really is just what he needed to alleviate his unnecessary feelings of jealousy...

[deathlooksgoodonyou-if]

Hello! I have a question about Jules and Dylan’s relationship. Not so long ago you’ve said that Jules had feelings for MC but avoided putting any label on their relationship. Why did Jules start dating Dylan then? I’m so interested it trying out all the romantic routes in your game! I totally get that Jules’ romance is the most popular choice among your anons so far (can’t blame them tbh I’m looking forward to it too ���) BUT I am extremely intrigued by Dylan’s route! MC and Dylan reluctantly? bonding over their loss and finding love and happiness in each other sounds so angsty but sooooo good.

Anyway, wish you all the good luck with your project!

Not so long ago you’ve said that Jules had feelings for MC but avoided putting any label on their relationship. Why did Jules start dating Dylan then?

Jules dated Dylan just to get over MC. The mc had power over them. Too much power that Jules never even allowed the mc to have in the first place but it just...happened and they soon realised they couldn't stop even if they wanted to. Mc had the ability to make them change their mind about things with a snap of their finger. And if there was smth Jules didnt tolerate, it was someone having so much control over them. The only person Jules had ever genuinely cared about was their sibling. They had never planned to give mc so much importance and felt the need to get rid of that asap. They panicked. And panicked Jules never made the right decisions. As much as they would have liked to believe so.

Jules never really belonged to Dylan and that's ...kinda of sad. Poor dylan. Jules acted as a bad romantic prospect to both Mc and dylan. Did they have regrets later? Yes but it was too late by then.

Also, mc met jules before dylan entered the picture. So, you can choose to lose feelings for Jules the moment that happens.

BUT I am extremely intrigued by Dylan’s route! MC and Dylan reluctantly? bonding over their loss and finding love and happiness in each other sounds so angsty but sooooo good.

Oh dylan's route is going to be fucking angsty depending on your relationship with Jules. Imagine ending up having feelings for the person your partner had a crush on? Lmao. But if you're only friends with Jules then Dylan will be softer. More willing to open up about his grief and regrets.

[candycryptids]

Levraut fishes up what is CLEARLY a cursed artifact. Like the kind of cursed that'd take Y'shtola and Urianger half an expansion to figure out how to deal with it.

Who would he try to give it to with a big ole smile and a "Oh I just thought of you when I found this" ?

[as a mild aside I love this ask so much I might gpose something for it later because it made me laugh]

So there’s two options to this- and both are equally possible, so just think of it as a place where the timeline splits 😂

The first one is handing it off to Kizuna who he thought of immediately as being just the sort of Hero to deal with the sort of mess a cursed artifact comes with. Perhaps it would be of use during his battles to come? Who knows- Kizuna’s Eaten Voidsent several times in the past so hopefully the worst case is he slurps it dry, and it’s just a cool definitely not cursed trinket that doesn’t pulse under your fingertips like it has a lifeblood of its own.

Lev needed it out of his own hands asap though. It was whispering to him. Shapes curling in the corners of his vision. Out on the water he saw what he thought was a ship, lantern dangling as an inviting beacon. So why did it have fins, the glint of teeth poking out of the water at the bow? “Hail, sailor,” it calls, “come hither, cast off the dingy, we’re stranded, we can pay you handsomely, and more,”

Anyways. Get rid of it.

Or! He gives it to Tangy- an orange cat who would probably appreciate this sort of thing. Some sorta gauntlet, mysteriously lacking corrosion from its time under the waves. When he’d hauled it up, it had been grasping at the lure. Yet it pried away easily, like it was meant to be held. To be worn.

‘Much too big for my hands, though,’ a voice unfamiliar in his mind murmurs.

“Here, you seem the sort what would really ‘preciate this sorta find,” he declares, presenting this glove, washed clean of the salt and wrapped in soft cloth. To Tangy, his new made friend, made in the Rising Stones. She’d just been complaining her hands had hurt from using them bare to fight. Surely a glove would be a welcome gift.

Certainly, he was not guided into her path, a gullible, stupid girl, who slides the gauntlet on like a perfect glove with a bright and too-toothy smile. “Oh I LOVE IT!��� She squeals, and then she goes off to crush another Garlean squadron that was patrolling too near for comforts.

The gauntlet tries to whisper, to probe, to control, manipulate, but Tangy brushes it off. ‘Thats not very nice,’ she tells it once, when it had suggested that if the merchant was going to insult her she should show him her full might, demand respect.

‘I’m not going to waste food like that,’ she stubbornly defies it again later, when it urges her to pour boiling hot soup into someone’s lap after an off-handed comment about Moenbryda rubbed raw wounds of all seated.

She polishes this glove, gives it a place of high honor (right next to her bedside table!) and even has a replica made for her other hand. Too stubborn to be manipulated. It gives up, eventually, resigned to its fate of being wasted

Sometimes it tries to call to others; Thancred, Urianger, Y’shtola, Ishi’li- never Keathan, who would smite it before it could take hold.

Someday she’ll slip up, and perhaps some other hand will slide into that welcoming embrace, and it will renew its efforts to overtake, consume, throttle, command, Rise.

Anyways Kizuna + Keathan belong to @dustedbooksandreadingnooks and this was really fun to answer MWAH

[writefullyrobin]

2x05 – Father’s Day thoughts

This was a pretty jam-packed episode that seemed to wrap up most of the season 1 hangover plots with Frank and the Jackson family with Eddie now being found. I feel a bit bad for Sheila. I don’t think she liked Eddie but he was the father of her child so conflicting emotions all around! Frank is of course going to try and take advantage of the situation with Eddie’s pension. I think they’ll drop the suspected murder plot pretty quickly because I don’t see that having a lot of steam but Frank panicking about needing an alibi was pretty funny. The one time he genuinely hasn’t done anything. Karen surprised me by telling the police the truth about having sex with Frank. I know she did it because she thinks Frank did her a favour in getting rid of Eddie for good but still. I’m not sure what I expecting Sheila’s reaction to be after learning her daughter and partner had sex but apparently she knows Karen is the one in the wrong.

Neglect fosters self-reliance? Seriously Frank? He does have some of the best lines and it was funny watching him pass on his pearls of wisdom of Lip but yeah. Frank should never be used as a positive parenting example!

Fiona and Lip had a nice heart to heart this ep about the Karen baby situation. I’m all for Fiona refusing to raise another child and I think Lip needed to hear that. They all rely a lot on Fiona but I’m proud she’s setting some boundaries down early. I’m not convinced the baby is even Lip’s so I don’t think it’ll end up being a problem.

Kev really is the best guy in the series. He doesn’t even stay mad at Veronica for the misunderstanding she had thinking he was cheating on her. I really do love this couple. They screw up but don’t hold grudges.

Ethal has been adorable this season. Her crush on Malik is just so cute. She’s grown on me since her introduction. She’s also grown on Veronica too because she nearly went mama bear over her there.

Will someone please sit Debbie down asap and explain she should not be using Karen as an example for anything? That road things to Bad Things.

[thequeenofsastiel]

My thoughts on Red, White, and Royal Blue the movie(spoilers for the book and movie)

I'll start with the good parts:

The casting was very good. I loved Uma Thurman as Ellen Claremont-Diaz.

The main characters had excellent chemistry, and the scenes in which they were intimate were well directed. They genuinely seemed to desire each other.

Building on that last point, I appreciated the fact that the movie didn't dial down the fact that they were extremely sexually attracted to each other. It didn't try to desexualize(yes that's a word now) them in order to make it more palatable for people who are still homophobic. Granted, it's unlikely that very homophobic people would watch the movie, but I can imagine people who are at least somewhat homophobic getting persuaded to watch it by someone they love. This movie didn't cater to that audience, and I think that's great.

The movie did a good job at showing us their texts and emails in a way that's more enjoyable than just having us see their texts. It effectively made them cinematic.

It was very funny when it wanted to be, and moving when it wanted to be.

The score was excellent.

Now onto things I didn't like:

They shouldn't have gotten rid of Alex's sister, June. She was a significant part of his life and I think the movie suffered for not having her there.

While I understand changing the fact that Ellen got divorced made things simpler, and wasn't relevant to the main plot in any way, I still would have preferred it if that had stayed the same.

I wish they hadn't gotten rid of Rafael Luna. I totally get it, he was an expendable character, and the movie was already two hours long. They didn't need him figuring out that Richards was spying on Alex and Henry to win the election. That plot point could be tossed aside. I still didn't like it.

I absolutely hated the fact that Alex didn't fly to England asap to see Henry the way he did in the book, and emotionally supported Henry for quite a bit.

I also disliked the fact that Henry's mother wasn't there to support him. It was inspiring to see the way her son's distress drove her out of her depression so she could be there for him. The way she stood up to her mother to protect Henry was one of my favorite scenes in the novel, and I was crushed that they just tossed that to the side.

I detest that Alex gave a speech confirming their relationship without consulting Henry. In the novel they made that decision together and Henry was right by his side. The movie made it seem like he was outing Henry without Henry's consent, and that's a big no-no in the queer community. We don't out each other. Ever. For all movie Alex knew, Henry was planning on calling the emails a hoax. The movie did Alex dirty.

"History, huh?" In the book, that was something that got said in one of their emails, and people took that quote and made shirts about it. It made me cry. I hate that they changed it.

I also feel like they should have included more emails. In the novel, Henry and Alex grow more and more verbally affectionate with each other even before the "I love you," so it felt a lot more natural in the book when Alex was ready to say it.

It's hard for me to grade this movie, because I'm comparing it to the book, which I know is very often a bad idea. But still. This movie was a lot of fun. I think I would have enjoyed it more if it didn't feel like I was watching the book on fast forward with some of my favorite scenes cut out. If you haven't read the novel, I do recommend it. They did a good job adapting it to the screen, despite what they cut out. For the most part, the things that got cut weren't crucial to the plot, so the movie didn't feel incomplete. My biggest gripe is about Alex giving the speech without Henry. It made him look bad. In the novel, Alex was very, very cautious about making sure that Henry was entirely ready to come out to the world. He was encouraging without being overtly pressuring. So to have him confess to the world without talking to Henry first...it was deeply upsetting.

Still, overall it's a good movie. I'll probably rewatch it at some point, though if I do it with other people I might be the obnoxious person going "ACHTUALLY, IN THE BOOK--"

I will say, I think the movie was too short for the novel. It should have been three hours long, so they could have included all the events and people that were cut out. But honestly I tend to think that in general movies are too short. It's probably why I prefer television series.

Thanks for reading!

[silviakundera]

Empresses in the Palace ep 16

"And now she dares to take away my Persian Ink!" Hard agree, my darling Hua Fei. Screwing your man is one thing, but fucking with your brows is another!! ✊

but babe, why u want to live with a baby??

Lmao look I know its A BABY but it's a fictional one and I'm amused that her palace is so crap at taking care of it. My career girl is just NOT the maternal type. Drugs the kid with crushed sleeping pills; "It works just fine on me." lmaoooooo

ffffuvk she's looking ragged in front of the emperor GURL let that baby go. Neither of you are having a good time.

Zhen Huan, I know the emperor is your dad's age but this fickle dude that might kill you or your besties someday is not the DILF protector you need, in metaphorical OR literal thunderstorms.

Empress savoring the new girl being humiliated by the new new girl 💅

While Zhen Huan plans for the long game by serving up Ling Rong. She's in it to win it now. Definitely feeling disconcerted about matchmaking her friend with her husband but willing to do it so they have a stronger backing in the palace. The first sign for me tbh that she could be empress material. And tbh for once the Empress isn't laying it on thick. LR truly has a celestial voice. Consort Yu supposedly was admired for her pipes but she has nothing on LR. The way she looks back. Yaaaasss always leave them wanting more.

That half-sister is gonna become a real problem.

me trying to picture how u draw eyebrows "like distant mountains"

ep 17

Prince Guo is not hot but not grandpa. He's also not the source of humiliation & suffering for a busload of ladies. I'm sold! yeah, I ship it. Please bang in despair at your wasted lives at least once, thx.

Hua Fei taking a big swing to frame up Zhen Huan by poisoning the favored baby. But it's not actually that risky, because her brother is impeccable armor.

Duan Fei is the real MVP. Everyone knows she's lying but the emperor clearly respects her and isn't willing to embarass her. No more than he's willing to severely punish my gf Hua.

Hope Duan gets her revenge.

Ep 18

So the emperor totally knows Hua Fei posioned the kid that he actually likes, but General Nian's skills trump all.

I'm honestly not sure if Zhen Huan should be trying to push the emperor to not reward Hua Fei. He's gonna do what he thinks he needs to.

Half-sister Huanbi is getting on my NERVES. And finally ZH's, thank god.

Prince Guo is so chill. He just strolled by like, hey crying servant, what's up? oh, somebody dissed your look? you're doing amazing sweetie, don't worry be happy. (Exit stage left.)

I think I love him.

Our protagonist with a BIG WIN. (crowd sounds) 👏 👏 proved half-sister is a traitor and her nemesis finally annoyed the emperor enough that she'll miss a promotion.

Girl, u know I love u. You're the only one for me. But Hua Fei, darling, you really need to properly space out your scheming. It's too much. The man needs some time, space, and calm to properly ponder how much he loves & appreciates your brother.

Ep 19

This episode should be subtitled "The Tale of Two Loves' or '2 Ships For The Price of One'.

First she risks it all to sneak in to hold hands longingly and shed tender tears with her Mei Zihuang. Then romantic coincidental rescue by Prince Guo and a late night boat ride with poetry & literature musings.

And I'm winning because I ship both of them.

Not sure how I feel about Half-Sister Intervention. Huanbi's situation is fucked and in a different drama she'd be the revenge-seeking protagonist. But she's also dumb as hell to want to join the harem and give up the chance to escape to a normal life. She's seen what a hell this place is. Ultimately, she has reason to resent ZH and their family. And she has a dangerous secret. What if she flips again? Just get rid of her ASAP. It's life & death struggles over here, no space for second chances.

[marvellouspinecone]

Sorry, not done:

Because I have decided that I want Mels to regenerate after all. That would mean that the Ponds will already be struggling with the fact that their daughter is their best friend and then also that she killed the Doctor before she talks to them. And us too, so that'll make the reveal better and more like in the series, I think. (but more impactful bc we know Mels and we've had fantheories about her being River that turned out to be true and we will be so happy about that :))

But it will also mean that the Doctor in his half-delirious dying state will start calling her 'River'. And she will totally call him out for it because she may have killed him but he is not calling her his other lover's name while trying in vain to kiss her so there's that. But then he touches her cheek and goes. "It's you. This face - that's River Song."

And I think that will always be an exciting idea for Melody but she obviously focuses on the important bit: "but Amy said River was your wife. We're not married." And he laughs in that quiet, dying way of his and goes "Spoilers." And she will tell him about dreaming to marry him before they had even met so he asks her to marry him. Her parents are right here after all. Hey, you know what? He'd even go and put on a suit for her, just let him pick himself up, hang on a sec. (also get rid of the blood because in my mind in this version there's a lot of blood). And she tells him "Don't you dare." Because if they're married in the future and she has not married him yet, then he simply can't die so she won't do it. And he probably makes a comment about how Pond stubbornness should be able to stop the world in its tracks. And they laugh and cry together and we'll all die from angst and cheesiness like we should <3

But when her parents talk to him one last time, it's that thought that gives her hope that this isn't the end. She hasn't married him yet and he will NOT miss their wedding

Honestly though. Moffat owes me boyfriend/girlfriend - 11/Mels. I mean, what he has with River is unparalleled to me, but add some softer, sweeter and then all of a sudden very devastating 11/Mels to that? It would be such a nice extra layer. And they would be so much fun together!

Like, obviously, we would need to have some kind of conversation about the dating River and Mels at the same time and them both being a little jealous of each other situation. But like, River would obviously find it hilarious and tease him about Mels. And I think Mels would be about as jealous of River as she would be of the fact that everybody seems to know and love that enigmatic person and she has always missed her so far?! Because if the Doctor has a girlfriend/crush/wife/whatever, Mels should get a chance at dating her, too. That's just a fact.

(Someone will probably tell River that Mels wants to meet her to see if they could possibly date and she'll go 'oh, yeah, obviously, she sounds like a blast. Someone should introduce us asap')

Okay, now I'm done.

Screaming crying, all the feels🤧😭

Mels being jealous of herself and then going "yeah she sounds fun we should meet" about HERSELF is peak Doctor Who timey-wimey shenanigans, and arguably is up there with the "you named your daughter after your daughter" masterpiece.

I don't think there would be much trouble with the Doctor dating them at the same time, simply because it never felt like dating to me when i was watching the show. The Doctor obviously doesn't trust River until he learns that she is Mels and it's more about cautious flirting while keeping her at arm's length, which is... ok hurts, but it doesn't prevent the writers from all the jokes about him getting it on with historical figures and such. He actually might keep the same distance with Mels, bc the curse of the Time Lords and all that classic Doctor/companion stuff that we love. It doesn't mean we can't get couple-y moments (Ten and Rose were always awfully touchy-feely and romantic without actually going canon until the very last moment) but it would add another layer to their relationship

[that-oneweirdchild]

Alright Fanfic writers, i'mma need stories of this trope asap-

No one can see colors, nothing at all so its basically monochrome. And Person A have the first words of their soulmate would say to them on their forearm. And vice versa. And when both are said and see colors, they have found their soulmate.

Like an example:

For two soulmates let's say Person A has, "You really fell for me huh?" on their arm. Person B has, "I fell down 7 feet of stairs, what do you think??" On theirs.

That would be on their arms until middle school where they encounter. Person B falls down the steps in front of Person A. Person A would say, "You really fell for me huh?" and in turn Person B would see colors. When Person B says their response, Person A would see colors.

There is a thing called unrequited color explosion although. There's a common and saddening fact where you found your soulmate but that soulmate does not have you as theirs.

For example lets say Person A had Person B's words on their arm and when Person B says it, Person A get the colors. But when Person A says theirs, Person B gets nothing. No colors, no spark, nothing. So Person B is not their soulmate, at least to Person A.

Some can work around it and if its platonic, they stay as friends. If romantic well, have fun with the angst.

Like imagine

Just like, "You know the eyes of your soulmate are so blue!"

And Person A is like, "They aren't they?" said all dreamily and Person B is like, "...My eyes are blue?"

Or even

It's New Years Eve or the Fourth of July when this happens. The two characters were sitting alone away from the rest of the world as they await the firework display. Person A had a crush for Person B for some time now, and how they think they are truly meant for Person B is because they finally saw colors after so long and their soulmate's words were spoken to them by Person B to make that happen. Person A plans to ask out Person B tonight, to finally rid away the tension.

So as the fireworks explode off in the distance creating an alluring display, the conversation goes as follows.

"The colors," Person A pauses trying to hold back their nervousness, "They are beautiful aren't they?"

The blush on their face can't help but intensify as Person B chuckles, "Eh? What do you mean? Did you already find your soulmate or something? I'd have to admit I haven't seen any yet."

Their heart drops as the final clock signals the midnight. The stars once brightly alighting Person A's eyes dims as the silence takes over the moment.

"You don't?"

Listen I just need something like this, please I'm craving

[laststandx3]

Spoiler for twd daryl dixon ep 3 I'm once again buffled by the amarican wank that is daryl dixon. It's not possible that a whole country speaks english for him but he can't manage ONE mercì. I fuckin hate him. Learn the fucking language. And he speaks too american for people to understand him.

Then everyone acting like that kid is jesus back on earth. For fuck sake. He's just got some antibiotic blood.

You want me to believe that's the same little girl from last episode? It's been 12 fucking years in the story timeline: that child is dust. You can't ignore that much physics

Even for post-apocalypse standards the demimonde is low tier for a nightclub. Great music. But are they supposed to have electricity? There's a girl with pink/purple hair. How do they still have all those stuff 12+ years after the apocalypse. Im not saying everyone should be sad and gloomy and never dress up ever, but it seemed to me that even eating was a hard task. Where do all those party people live? Don't they have to grow their food? Having a nightclub in a post-apocalypse setting isn't wrong per se. but the society around it needs to match up to that level of surplus. we're shown 3 guys and a grill who grow all the food for the community that's hosting dixon. nothing else, except the zombies. now to have at least alchol (admitting that for electricity they have a generator and if you want to eat you eat home bc the demidome isn't a restaurant) there should be people growing fruits or potatoes or anything really bc you can be a wonderful singer but if there's no food not only people won't have time to listen but you'll be to hungry to sing. anyway i feel like i'm digressing so back on the story:

we're 34 minutes in (48 total) of french people bending over backwards to accomodate daryl dixon's need. (like you know french people are just like that. that if you ask any european we do love to help americans, it's like second nature here, we respect them so much we don't want them to go back to their country asap and never come back. I think i understand why all those people are trying to give dixon a boat now. i hope they manage to get rid of him fast.) what was I saying? yes 34 minutes in AdNag shows up in the classiest outfit i've ever seen him in. everyone say thank you to tdw costume dept who saw him in that blue acrylic adidas zipper and said we can aim a little higher with this one. So it's been 12 years and Quinn is still crushing hard on Izzy, simp. and in the same sentence we find out he saved her after a suicide attempt we also discover that (spoiler), 1) he sort of tried to kill sister, and 2) HE FUCKED THE SISTER!! he's little jesus' dad!! smelling god-complex already, but that would be putting to much faith in the writers So for the privilege of getting rid of dixon, izzy would introduce laurent to his dad (who if you forgot, has tried to kill her sister not once but twice, although leaving her to die is a technicality, but i think the point was he REALLY wanted to not have sister around) dixon calls the "deal" off, ruining the lives of french people once more bc the evil militia guys are back, and this time instead of nuns they kill those 5 poor souls who made the mistake of inviting dixon in and not kicking him out right away. And you'd think that since dixon and izzy just had a fight and he's packing to leave alone in the night he'll take this opportunity to leave those people alone and stop endangering them. but no, he tells them to meet him later in a different place. Genuinely tho, does he understand 20+ people (mostly nuns) died bc the evil guys are after him? Is he asking team-jesus to follow him bc he cares or does he wants human shields? I'm really confused bc if i knew bad guys were after me SPECIFICALLY i wouldn't invite people i care about with me.

let's finish on a bright note: compared to the other 2 episode this one was well written. Izzy's actress is good, she's just given a very inconsistent character that is badass until the writers need her to be a sad womanTM. i don't think the writers put effort and depth in the character but surely she's doing what she can since she just got the vibes of the character instead of a backstory. I said bright note: great music. great plot twist (i mean maybe it happens a lot in other genres but I'm not used to secret father subplots). AdNag.

[prince-l0ki]

(Gif by @unearthlydust )

The Walls Are Way Too Thin

Summary: You and Bucky are roommates. You have a crush on him but he starts bringing a girl to your apartment. Songfic based on The Walls Are Way Too Thin by Holly Humberstone. This is my first published fic!

Pairing: Roommate!Bucky Barnes x Reader

Tags: Gender neutral reader, Unrequited love but not actually, Angst with a happy ending, Songfic

Word Count: 1,515

A/N: Originally posted on AO3 but decided I should post here, hope you enjoy!

(AO3)

The sound of the front door closing alerted you that Bucky had just gotten home. You had been living with the super soldier for a few months. Apartments were apparently a lot more expensive than back in the 40’s, and Sam had helped Bucky place an ad online looking for a roommate. You had needed a new place to live asap after you left your abusive ex, which led you here.

“Hey Buck, dinner’s almost ready.” You called out as you stirred the pot of spaghetti. Boot clad steps entered the kitchen and you heard a sigh as Bucky sat at the table. You took the pot of sauce and meatballs off the burner.

“Tough day at the office?” You said with a smirk.

“You have no clue.” Bucky responded. “Thanks for cooking dinner, by the way. Smells great.” You looked over your shoulder to see Bucky’s small smile. That smile could melt your heart a million times over.

“It’s no problem. Besides, I’m doing my part for the greater good. Superheroes can’t fight on an empty stomach.”

“Well, I wouldn’t call myself a superhero, but if it makes you feel better I won’t object.” Bucky let out a small chuckle. You set down a bowl in front of him and sat with your own.

“We’ll just have to agree to disagree then.” You smiled at him. When the both of you were together like this, it was hard to deny the sparks between you. Every smile left your stomach doing flips. Every laugh made your heart skip a beat. But you would never have the guts to make a move. You guys were friends, and if he wanted to be more then surely he would make a move.

When he brought a girl home for the first time, your stomach plummeted to your feet. It had been half a year since you moved in. The two of you became as close as can be, but nothing progressed past pure friendship. So really, you shouldn’t have been surprised. Bucky was a very attractive man, and he deserved to find happiness with someone. You just wished that someone was you.

They had both walked into the living room while you were on the couch watching New Girl. He told you earlier that he was going out, but no other information had been given. You assumed he was with Sam. So, when he walked in with a girl in tow that looked like an Instagram model, you had to stop your jaw from dropping to the floor.

“Hey, uh, this is Katie. Katie, this is my roommate.” Bucky introduced you. You gave a small wave, your throat constricting and not allowing you to speak. Katie obviously did not care at all who you were, just giving you a small glance. She leaned in to whisper in his ear. She giggled as Bucky’s cheeks were tinted red.

“Uh, we’re gonna head to my room.” He choked out. You gave a small nod and returned your attention to your show as they walked out. The pain in your chest was palpable. Now, of course you knew what they were going to do. You weren’t an idiot. So once you heard Bucky’s bedroom door close, you stood from the couch. You walked to the front door, grabbed your keys and coat, and left. You did not want to be around to hear them doing… you know what.

After living with Bucky for so long, you knew how easily sound traveled in this place. Many nights you woke in the middle of the night to the sound of Bucky’s nightmares.

That day it became obvious to you that you had to get over this stupid crush. A crush, because it had to be. Small, insignificant, and easy to get rid of. So you pulled away, starting to spend less time at the apartment. You leaped at any invitation by your friends or coworkers to get out of the house, no matter what it was.

Unfortunately, you couldn’t always leave when Bucky brought Katie over. It became apparent to you that she was not going anywhere anytime soon. The first night you tried to muffle your cries as you were basically forced to listen to them go at each other. A week later you bought a pair of noise canceling headphones. God, the walls were way too thin at this place.

After actively avoiding Bucky for as much as possible while you still lived together, your paths crossed on the way to the bathroom at midnight one night. It had been one of those nights that left your stomach tied in knots.

“Hey.” Bucky said when he noticed you. You gave a small hi in return, continuing to walk past him.

“Hey, wait. Are you okay? I feel like I never see you anymore.” His brows stitched together. The look of concern on his face should’ve made you feel better, but it just made you feel worse.

“I’m fine. Just been busy at work.” You said with a shrug, feigning nonchalance. It was obvious you were trying to end the conversation as quickly as possible, but at this point you didn’t really care. You knew it wasn’t fair to treat Bucky like this. The pain in your chest made it hard for you to care. So, you walked away, not waiting for a response.

After that night, Bucky started treating you the way you treated him. Only speaking when necessary, leaving the room without so much as a glance. This was good, you thought, this is what you needed to get over this love. At that point you couldn’t ignore what it was anymore. It was pure, larger than life, sickly sweet love. All those stupid songs about love being painful suddenly made sense to you.

More months passed. Nothing changed. It was starting to eat you from the inside out. Every time you saw Bucky it was like a stab to your heart. You tried to move on, going to bars and clubs and going home with random men. The Bucky shaped hole in your chest could never be filled.

He was still seeing Katie, god knows why. Sure, she was attractive, but she had the personality of every mean girl that went to your high school. Because of your ridiculously thin walls separating your bedrooms, you could basically hear everything. God, some of the stuff she would say was vile. Bucky didn’t seem like the type to be with a girl like that, but apparently your impression was wrong.

After an unsuccessful night at the bar, you stumbled up the stairs to your apartment. You definitely shouldn’t have done those shots. Swearing under your breath, you struggled getting the key in the hole. Before you could get it in, the door swung open revealing a very annoyed looking Bucky Barnes.

“God, how drunk are you?” He grumbled out as you stumbled in. You kicked off your heels and nearly face planted.

“Why do you care?” You spit out, losing control of your temper.

“You’re right, I shouldn’t care. We’re clearly not friends anymore. You walk around this place looking like you watched me kick a litter of puppies. I know I’m a monster, but I thought you didn’t see me like that.” His voice rang through every cell in your body. You sobered in an instant.

“I don’t think you’re a monster. I never have. What happened is not your fault, how many times have I told you that?”

“Then what did I do?” The sadness in his voice broke your heart. It was time to come clean.

“Bucky, I… I’m in love with you.”

“What?” Shock painting his face.

“I thought it was some stupid crush. I wanted it to be. But when you started bringing Katie here… it hurt. I couldn’t deal with it. You know how thin these fucking walls are. So I pushed you away. I thought it would make this feeling go away, but it just got worse. I’m sorry, I know I hurt you. I know you don’t feel the same, I just- Can we please be friends again Buck? I miss you so much.” You choked out a sob, all your pain finally out in the open. Bucky engulfed you in a hug. Your tears soaked his shirt as you cried.

“Hey, hey, it’s okay. Sweetheart, please don’t cry.” You pulled back to look at him, still sniffling. “It wasn’t all your fault, I was acting like an idiot. I love you. Of course I love you. Katie, she was…” He sighed. “She was a distraction. We were never serious. And you… you’re too good for me. I didn’t wanna burden you with my baggage.”

“James Buchanan Barnes, you could never be a burden.” You said as sternly as you could while tears trickled down your cheeks. He placed his hand on your cheek and leaned down so your faces were inches apart.

“God, I love you.” Bucky whispered before his lips found yours. And in that moment, your heart found its home.

[imthepunchlord]

Reason why nobody takes Volpina well: they distroyed the fans hopes for Lila, made Marinette seem bad because of the OOCness in relation to her crush, Adrien seem and act as an idiot, the fact that they were deluded into thinking that he cares about the plot and freaking Plagg not noticing the Peacock brooch. Truth be told, it IS possible that Gabriel simply was a retired Peacock, but WAYZZ, THE SENSORY KWAMI, being unaware of it not

Oh man, you take me back anon.

I was there in the early s1 days. I was there for the predictions, the headcanons, and it was an amazing time. We were all so excited for Lila and so curious. It was universally agreed that she was going to have a HUGE crush on Ladybug, her and Chat were going to be love rivals, and she was going to be so badass she could punch an akuma in the face and scare the butterfly, intimidating HM to cool it while LB was off to NY, trusting Volpina to keep Paris safe.

And the theories. I can't remember them all but I remember two.

One idea was that she was Ali's twin sister, they both were revealed around the same time, both had green eyes, and both coming in near the end of s1. It was thought she was a ready hero and was going to help the residential heroes. And Ali later would've gotten a miraculous as well, with Butterfly being the most popular idea but I'm with my friend in hoping for Turtle Ali.

Another theory had been that she was Adrien's cousin, she didn't like her uncle, he didn't like her, and she wanted to help her cousin grow a backbone. She was also a model and of a rival company and discovered the potential of Marinette and did want to reel her in for her company if the Agrestes were going to be too slow or overlook her.

That was the most fun time we had with Lila.

But Volpina aired and well... yeah no one was happy. Honestly it should've been are forewarning of what was to come.

Also, this thought had come to me a few days ago, but Volpina should've been an Adrien ep.

Adrien and Marinette both should've met and learned about Fu s1 wise.

Princess Fragrance should've been Marinette's as, how they went about it was the dumbest thing ever. Tikki stated she needed to go to a kwami healer, that means there's someone out there who knows about kwamis and how to help them. There is NO REASON for Marinette to lie about Tikki "being a cat" for this if this man is able to help Tikki that means he knows what TIkki is, if anything, she should've been asking questions. She should've learned that Fu is the Guardian here, the one who picked her.

Adrien should've learned about Fu in Volpina.

Plagg should've opted to have Adrien go to the Guardian ASAP with that book, he knew it was important enough to get it out of the safe, but it didn't seem like he had any other plan outside "I hope Tikki sees it by chance". Plagg should've just taken Adrien to Fu, have that be his ep to meet Fu instead, we can skip out on that drama in Syren, get rid of the potions as I don't care for them, and that could've been the start of Adrien's arc of improving as a hero.

And this could've better led into Collector with Gabriel learning that the heroes might suspect him to be HM, as in canon, that just kinda comes out of nowhere. Because the book is gone, how do you know for sure?

Either way, the Volpina we got was a hot mess and I don't think anyone really enjoyed it.

[tobiosmilktea]

 umpah umpah! smau

↪︎ bokuto x f!reader x iwaizumi

[021] — like a storm!

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a/n: swear my writing hasn’t been that good recently and i blame it on my lack of freetime 😔 anyway here’s 4.5k words of trashy word dump that i wrote in 2 hours ;)) also peep the tlc reference

in theory, this picnic blanket was much too small for the likes of fitting a webtoon author, an editor, and a beefy volleyball player all at once, and yet, it still managed to fit two more to come join—tightly bunched up in the park at night as the crisp air temperature slowly drops. having a picnic at the cusp of autumn and winter was a definite mistake, but then again, perhaps they were used to it by now.

it wasn’t like the cold was bothering bokuto at this point anyway as his blood simmered with a boiling hot ichor. he had a death grip on his phone as satomi left him on read. all the volleyball player could do was roll his eyes and scoff as he taps your shoulder. akaashi, who sat on the other side of you was in the midst of speaking to you, yet was interrupted by the bright white light from the screen shone across your faces.

your eyes scanned the texts, feeling your lungs desperately yearning for air. her words suffocated you, crushing your airways as you struggled to breathe. perhaps you have forgotten how to at that very moment. they say it takes about three minutes for someone to suffocate from the lack of oxygen and if akaashi didn’t shake you, that probably would have been you. the fact that seeing that damn photo made your heart shatter more times than you could count over a course of the past few days. you couldn’t catch a fucking break, could you?

you had to look away. if you had stared at satomi in iwaizumi’s bed any longer, you would’ve screamed your head off.

“god, these cookies are so fucking good. i would literally marry these if i could,” kaori moaned into another bite of a matcha shortbread cookie. she practically threw herself over yuko’s lap as she reached in her little baggie for more. “these cookies are a godsend, (y/n), where did you get them?”

“this bakery right next to onigiri miya, apparently they make good lemon macarons as well.” you mutter. the semblance of seeing those texts was still evident upon your expression.

yuko doesn’t fail to notice the way the timbre of your voice had changed within a sudden moment. she gives you a look, “what’s wrong?” her words, careful and genuine filled you with something somber as bokuto handed his phone to her.

kaori grunts slightly as she lifts herself off of yuko, yet her body was still leaned over to skim the texts along with her.

it was a nervous habit of yours to fiddle with your fingers, picking and scratching at your chipped nail polish until it was all gone. you don’t remember when this became a habit, but you always did this whilst you waited for something you dreaded to hear the answer to. as if the nerves within you pooled into a wave, crashing back and forth like a tide until you either get dragged along with it or somehow manage to survive.

their expressions contorted into a nasty mixture of disgust and absolute horror. even kaori who has seen the despicable sweet-tongued manipulations of nicotine-stained fingers of incels had to shake her head and push the phone away.

“i never liked that girl from the start,” yuko scoffs. she hands the phone back to bokuto, watching him switch it off and dropping it onto the cushioned picnic blanket in annoyance.

“god, the amount of anger coursing through my body right now...” muttered bokuto, “i can’t believe she would do this.”

“at least she didn’t do anything to iwaizumi,” akaashi tried to reason. things were already so messed up, it was the least he could do.

kaori shakes her head, clearing her throat from the dryness of the shortbread cookie. “doesn’t matter,” her words were venomous and cutthroat, “she’s still a terrible person considering she got him drunk and made him tell her shit that wasn’t any of her business. what a fucking snake.”

you pursed your lips slightly, wanting to close your eyes and make this all disappear the moment you wake up. the chill of the night air had finally struck you. it was that sudden urge to run away as fast as possible, to escape the words you wholeheartedly wanted to leave behind continued to follow you like haunting poltergeists. and as if the tingling phrases of whispered memoirs of your mistakes weren’t enough, your own decisions whether it was right or wrong lingered back to both iwaizumi and bokuto. it’s heavy baggage you so dearly wanted to get rid of, but the solutions seemed so skewed and out of place for you to comprehend properly that even the chill in the air started to burn.

bokuto glanced at you with worry coated the emotions in his eyes. his hand reached for yours, lacing his fingers through your own as his palm—though rough and calloused—was warm against the biting cold of your hand. it comforted you more than you had expected with the way it was hidden from the others, almost melting when bokuto started to rub his thumb in little circles on the back of your hand and over your knuckles.

your hands were so soft, he had forgotten how much he liked holding them. he could memorize each and every detail just by admiring the way your hand looked so tiny next to his, yet they fit together like a glove.

you swore your heart was ready to jump out of your throat then. you weren’t sure if bokuto could even feel the way you squeezed his hand slightly as a silent answer.

“we should do something about it,” you say after a few beats of silence had passed, but it only comes out in a hushed mutter.

bokuto squeezed back, “like what?”

“i don’t really know,” you shrug while you shook your head, “just something that’ll make her learn a lesson or two.”

kaori gasps, “we should sue her!”

you and the others gave her a look.

“like seriously, sexual assault allegations are terrible especially since she’s a famous sports team’s physical therapist!”

“there probably isn’t enough evidence for that to work, kaori, considering they only made out.” yuko says matter-of-factly, “besides, suing someone is expensive and we don’t have that kind of budget right now.”

kaori braids over arms over each other in disappointment, “that’s lame.”

“yuko’s right.” you sighed, “i don’t want things to get out of hand and end up going public either. iwaizumi is already mad at the fact that i used him for a webtoon and surely being part of a lawsuit would only make it worse.”

it had come to a point that you had noticed how far everything has come. you wanted to laugh at how fast everything went downhill within a matter of months. the skeleton of your mistakes was just waiting for its last bits to fall and crush you.

there had to be a way to just make this—whatever this entire thing is to just end already.

akaashi opened his mouth to speak after keeping his thoughts to himself this entire time, “what if we just... get her fired?” he finished the last of his words in a blazing hesitance as if we would absolutely hate the idea. granted, it wasn’t much to work off of just by a simple proposal, but it had potential.

“we could, but how exactly are we going to do that?” bokuto asks curiously.

“didn’t you say that tomas recently got injured?” akaashi starts, earning a nod from bokuto to have him continue, “well if we want to be discrete as possible we could do it the old-fashioned way.”

yuko furrowed her brows as she asked, “which is?”

“if she keeps missing work or arriving late, she could potentially lose her job.”

kaori bursts out laughing, heaving a heavy snort as she mused at akaashi, “seriously? is that really our best option?”

akaashi rolled his eyes as she teases, “since you wanted to go the legal route, technically, it is.”

the girl’s laughter came to a slow cease, cocking her head in interest as she waited for one of them to elaborate.

“no yeah, there’s still a chance for this to actually work.” bokuto starts without a second thought. hell, he even forgot he was still holding your hand. “professional sports teams require their medical team to be at every game whether it’s real or just practice since the players are always at risk of getting injured. satomi’s known to be good at being there every day on time, so if yoji and their boss sees that she’s consistently missing work now for... let’s say—iwaizumi—and tomas isn’t getting treated asap, they’re allowed to replace her. and if you’re replaced, there’s basically no going back even if it is just temporary. and if that happens...” he pauses as he holds back a smirk, “she’s going to be fined legally with negligence—worst-case scenario, she’ll probably be fined for nonfeasance too.”

“whoa there, those are some big words, sir.” says kaori, “someone catch me up here?”

akaashi lets out a sigh, “nonfeasance means failure to do what’s expected.”

the sound of awe left kaori as she nods in understanding.

“is this really necessary? it seems like a lot of work just to get back at her.” yuko has always been a rational person, just like akaashi, but the only difference between them was that she liked to do things the fastest and most easy way.

“if we play our cards right, i think we could do it.” says bokuto.

“then i think we need all the help we can get if we really want this to work out.” akaashi said, craning his neck towards you to ask, “should i tell semi and suga about it?”

it’s not even a question for you to answer considering how obvious the answer was. of course, you had to tell them. they basically knew everything already, and if anything they’re the only ones who could make this plan actually work.

“i can also tell my team about it to help.” bokuto adds in, but you cut him a look, “only atsumu, sakusa, hinata, and tomas of course. i promise i’ll only tell them what they need to know. what do you think?”

“as long as satomi gets what she deserves.”

you hated the way your thoughts were an endless motion of suffering. it had been keeping you awake all night as you tossed and turned. you couldn’t rest now as if a giant cinder block of forbidden serendipities would clash-boom-bang back onto you as it was being held by a teetering string of floss. it was bound to snap at any second. you yearned for even just a few minutes of rest as maybe these suffocating feelings would disappear once you woke up in the early morning.

it was still dark out—three a.m... maybe, but all you knew was that it was late and your flurrying thoughts were giving you so much residual energy that you needed to extrude. it wasn’t a form of adrenaline or a sugar rush, no, it was something else. your body was well beyond fatigued, but rather your mind was running like a brain on drugs.

there were so many things rushing through your head that it morphed into a jungle of tangled vines of plenty. it was a storming blizzard that couldn’t be calmed down as you finally pushed yourself off your bed, forcing your sheets off of you and sitting on the side of the matress. guilt was eating you alive, gnawing at your hollow chest as your semblance withered while the minutes passed. you just wanted for everything to just stop. please just stop.

maybe this is why you never told any of them. the stress, the consequences— you knew damn well that shit would hit the fan if you did, and yet it’s inevitable. the truth would have come out sooner or later.

ugh, why are you like this? you thought to yourself, dragging your fingers through your hair as you sighed out.

the answers were obvious, but it was the tingling of your lips that sent waves of heat to your cheeks as you recalled the kiss... the kiss! holy shit, the kiss. it hit you then when it played back in your head from a few hours ago when bokuto dropped you off at your door. something melted in bokuto’s eyes the moment you looked back at him, heat emanating from every inch of his skin as you tracked the tension in his body. he leaned over with his face just a few centimeters shy from yours and you swore he could probably hear your heart punching against your ribcage. bokuto could feel the warmth of your breath fanning against his chin and for a moment the world and all the problems in it seemed to disappear for a brief moment. before you knew it he kissed you gently as if it was his last. it certainly would be for a while, anyway.

“dammit,” you cursed in a harsh whisper, leaning over to switch on your bedside lamp in a swift flick.

you slapped your cheeks to force the thought out of your head as you made your way to your desk. you turned your desk lamp on with it’s bright yellow hue flickering slightly over your messy work area. it was scattered with paperwork and miscellaneous notes that it was surely beyond your mood to even fix-up.

usually, you tend to be pretty clean and organized with your desk space, and yet with recent events, you’ve been letting the work pile up instead. you’ve always liked the saying, this is something future (y/n) can deal with, but for once you hated yourself for it. besides, look where it got you.

a sigh escaped your lips when you plopped yourself upon your chair. your delicate fingers traced along the edges of the neatly bonded sheets of love cemetery’s storyboard. you started it earlier today with the help of the rest of the ddd team after the director of the project gave you the freedom to do so as usually, he would be in charge of making the storyboard and such. despite being rather chaotic on a daily basis, you were glad to be surrounded by people who always put a smile on your face while still getting work done. those were the best types of people to work with—friends that cared about you.

you guys managed to get the first fifteen pages done and you needed twenty completed panels in less than twenty-four hours. you were used to this type of pressure, especially while you were working on your webtoon. you were surprised how many times you sprained your hand from constantly working that the aching pain between your joints and your wrists were second nature at this point. surely, you would have carpal tunnel by now if akaashi wasn’t there to always nag you to take breaks.

with a few wrist stretches and cracks of your knuckles, you flipped to the next scene—the day you and bokuto met. your heart tugged slightly as you envisioned the scene you drew in your webtoon, slowly converting it into a movie scene in your head.

oh, how things have changed.

your hand ached for mercy by the time seven a.m. struck. the sun had already peeked through the horizon, sending rays of sunlight through the blinds of your bedroom window as a greeting for the new morning. you had been sketching out the storyboard for five nonstop hours (give or take a few minutes in between trying not to let the different events in the story get to you).

you’ve always had a strange habit of ignoring the pain in your wrist, but now it was certainly unbearable. the lead pencil that was hot to the touch from the heat from your hand dropped onto your desk in a clatter. your eyes flicked down to your palm as you could feel the fatigue darkening your eyebags. your hands were practically alabaster from the constant pressure that it took a good moment for the circulation to run back into your hand.

you left your bedroom and made your way to your kitchenette. it was like your body was moving on its own, grabbing a mug, turning on your kettle, and tossing teaspoons of sugar in your cup for your morning tea as if you were on autopilot.

silence had surrounded you for far too long, you needed some form of sound to keep you sane from staying up all night and leaving you alone with your thoughts to just take over. sounds from the television hummed through the quaint air of your apartment in the lowest possible volume, just beneath the whistling of the tea kettle atop your stove.

you poured out the boiling hot water as your eyes followed the way the tea steeped through the liquid like a spreading storm.

the doorbell rang then, causing your head to swirl towards your door with slight confusion filling your expression. who would even come by so early in the morning?

the floorboards of your apartment creaked at your light steps as you trod towards the door, almost flinching at the cold surface of the handle as you unlocked it. you pulled the door open. there was that infamous morning chill in the autumn air that bit at your bare arms and legs. the heat from your apartment escaped at the motion as your breath hitched within your throat.

he looked out of breath and filled with fearful tension as his broad shoulders relaxed a bit at your sight. his usual soft brown locks that are always styled was tangled and woven into each other like a basket weave. hell, he looked as if he rushed immediately here the moment he woke up, all disheveled and almost desperate. poor guy didn’t even think to put on a coat before coming.

what the hell is he doing here?

“iwa—?” you attempted to say out loud in a harsh whisper that could barely leave your body in the first place. and yet, your voice disappeared into his chest as he pulls you into him, warmth engulfing you like burning ember.

you swallowed the lump forming in your throat as you froze. call it shock or just plain confusion but you couldn’t bring yourself to move your arms from the way iwaizumi’s embrace trapped them to your sides. just the plain sensation of the heat rising from his skin was enough to simmer down your awe as you finally managed to wrap your arms around him.

“i’m sorry,” he mutters into your shoulder.

you captured your bottom lip between your teeth. “i’m sorry too,” you say in the same matter, yet your voice almost sounded hoarse from the dryness in your throat. “i should’ve told you the truth.”

“and i shouldn’t have said those things that i said to you...”

a response would usually follow right after, but you couldn’t piece together the correct words and all of the nuanced phrases in your head to say into the air. your thoughts were too far cluttered and chaotic to even say anything more other than, “it’s okay.”

iwaizumi could only pull you in closer, hold you tighter, and leave his arms around you as if he feared that you would disappear out of his reach if he were to let go even in the slightest. he made the mistake of letting you go that one night many years ago and he has learned his lesson since them. he’s not going to take any more chances.

you two have been in each other’s arms for a while now, but you couldn’t find the strength in you to let go. you haven’t felt iwaizumi’s hugs in so long that perhaps you wanted to savor it a bit longer as well. like a little treat—a reward of a few minutes of peace after a thunderstorm of misunderstanding where all that’s left is the aroma of lingering petrichor of bittersweet nothings. you would like to call this a small victory, but something was off.

“iwa,” you say once you finally pulled yourself into your senses, “what’s wrong?”

“i did something bad, (y/n). i fucked up.”

you pull away from him slightly, just enough to be able to look at him in the eye but still be in the comfort of his arms. “what happened?”

“i was so fucking stupid, i shouldn’t have agreed to go with satomi.” oh, you thought as the words left his mouth. you pursed your lips together, forcing yourself to lock your gaze onto him as he spoke. “i ended up getting drunk and telling her everything that happened by accident.”

it’s okay, i already know. i already know, i already know. the words rang inside your head as you fought to say the words, but nothing was coming out. you did nothing wrong, it’s okay, it’s okay. there was so much hurt and betrayal lacing iwaizumi’s copper eyes that you feared anything you say (regardless if it was in his favor) would obliterate everything that just happened into dust. seriously, how bad would it sound telling a person that you were already aware of what they did? iwaizumi already had so many trust issues that you were treading on thin ice right now.

it really all came down to the question: do what’s right or do what’s easy?

right or easy, right or easy?

for years you have been choosing the easy route to undermine your problems. you always thought to yourself, if you had ignored the problem long enough, eventually it’ll all go away. it might have worked for the tiniest of things, but you should’ve known it would never work when you were fucking up other people’s lives from your own selfishness.

you didn’t want to be selfish anymore.

“we ended up sleeping together.”

you scrunched your brows in confusion, “what?”

did satomi lie then? did they actually sleep together?

“i-i don’t even remember how it all happened!” iwaizumi exclaimed in such urgency. he certainly didn’t want to make the gap between you two any bigger, “all i remember was that we kissed but before i knew it, i woke up to her in my bed but she was fully clothed.”

you sigh with a huff, trying to piece together the disarrayed parts together as you recalled bokuto’s words from last night, satomi doesn’t lie when it comes to sleeping around. the sentence wandering your thoughts as the boy before you continue to ramble. so maybe satomi didn’t lie after all, “listen, iwa—”

“you gotta believe me, (y/n), i didn’t mean to do it. when i said that i still love you the last time we texted i meant it—”

“haji, i said listen!” you huffed as you grabbed his arm. the sudden name change was enough to shut him up and possibly cause a surging red tint to his ears. you found it adorable, but you had to cut him some slack since you hadn’t called him that since high school. “last night i was with akaashi and bokuto.”

iwaizumi was already making a face before you could even start. “why were you with them?”

“just hear me out okay?” you pleaded.

he saw the aggression in your eyes and immediately shut up, nodding for you to continue.

“while i was with them, satomi texted us about everything that happened. she said that you guys only made out and didn’t do anything beyond that.” you explain, watching the slight relief softening his expression, “she ended up just sleeping over instead that’s why she was in your bed.”

you didn’t expect him to say anything when you finished your thought. it was a lot to sudden comprehend as you two just stood there waiting, swallowed up in your own thoughts.

“don’t blame yourself, okay?” you attempted to break the silence, “what satomi did was wrong.”

iwaizumi’s wandering gaze flickered back to you, fist curling up into a tight ball until his knuckles turned marble white. but as quickly as he felt the aching of his nail digging into his palm did he let go and let his shoulders drop. he sighs while he ran his hand through his tangled hair. he didn’t know what to say and the silence was punishing.

you parted your lips slightly as the words tickled your tongue. “this, um, might be too much to ask and you don’t have to say yes, but we need your help with something.”

“who’s we?”

“bokuto, akaashi, kaori, and the rest of my team.” you answer truthfully, “we’re trying to get satomi to face the consequences.”

iwaizumi nods, not hesitating for a second. “alright, i’ll do it.”

well that was easier than you thought.

you held back an amused laugh, hiding your smile behind your hand as you pull away from him. you made your way back to your kitchen as you had forgotten about your cup of tea from earlier.

“but...” iwaizumi trailed behind you as you sipped from your mug. “i was the one who made a move on her first.”

“oh,” you say. you definitely didn’t know about that small detail that sent ivy-like jealousy through your veins, “i mean... you were drunk so it makes sense.” you tried to justify without making your envy too obvious.

you turned away from him, fearing that he could see right through you.

“i kissed her thinking it was you,” he states.

your eyes widen then, slapping your cheeks that heated by the second. there was a grip around your swiftly beating heart, aching within your ribcage as you attempted to calm the roaring serendipities that threatened to bloom prematurely.

a composed sigh leaves you as you pull yourself together, turning back around to face iwaizumi with a meek smile. “cool,” you mused awkwardly as your brain search rapidly for a way to change the subject. iwaizumi moved closer to you, sending you into a mild panic, “have you had breakfast yet?” you asked out of the blue.

but before you could even fathom what he was doing, he cups your face between his hands and pulls you in.

your heart flutters and stops when iwaizumi pressed his lips against yours, soft and delicate as if you were the most fragile thing within his grasp. and you were. his touch against your jaw was light as it trailed down your neck. he could feel the raging ichor that soared through your veins like a wildfire while your hand that was splayed against his broad chest could feel the thumping of his heart against your own palm.

you pull away from him as he says, “no, i haven’t.” but it wasn’t to let him answer, rather, it was the thought that iwaizumi came second place again.

fun facts! —

yes. y/n did kiss both bokuto and iwaizumi within a span of a couple hours 💀 queen shit fr

after iwaizumi left, y/n immediately facetimed kaori and akaashi and told them what happened

it was definitely awkward between bokuto and iwaizumi when they saw each other, but it was harder to avoid satomi

(also by saying “iwaizumi came second place” means who was able to kiss y/n first not who won her feelings over)

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[vemuabhi]

Love me again

Pairing : Sanji X Fem! Reader

Requested by pandawondergirl (wattpad)

Warnings : Angst, hurt, comfort then happy ending

Word count : 2.4K

A/N : According to KST, its Jhope’s birthday! Happy birthday Jhope my sunshine! Cmon guys listen to Daydream for happy vibes (Clickable)

I hope you like the story!

"Y/N! Can you come here for a sec dear", called Sanji as you instantly went towards him, leaving the game in between.

"Damn... Y/N not again!", said Ussop as you just gave him an apologetic look. Luffy and Chopper, just smiled at you when you went into the kitchen.

You saw that the blond was making pastries. You stood beside him and looked at him. He smiled at you and lifted his spoon up, with the small treat with it.

"Say ah~", he said making you blush. You had a crush on the blond for a long time. Maybe from the day you joined the crew. He was so elegant, handsome and very polite. You always had a spot for gentlemen like him. As he instructed, you opened your mouth. He placed the piece of pastry in your mouth and pulled the empty spoon back. "So, how is it?", he asked.

"Its... its really amazing! The way it just melts in your mouth and the sweetness is just perfect", you complimented.

"Awww thanks a lot dear. So... do you think Nami san will like it?", he asked.

Yes you liked him, but... it was one sided. He liked Nami. And most of the times he asked you for help. So, you continued to help him.

"Sanji, trust me. She will be totally be mesmerised by it", you answer honestly as you place your hand on his shoulder and looked into his eye.

"Thanks dear. You always help me", with that he smiled widely at you.

Everytime you helped him, he would give you the most dazzling smile you'd crave for. That smile of his... it was everything you could ask for. Atleast this emotion and smile were true between you two. Atleast he didn't give anyone this smile other than you.

You watched him as he swooned over to the navigator and gave her the pastry. She smiled as she ate it and he melted at that sight.

Oh only if he looked at you. Only if he noticed you. Only if he liked you back... you knew it wasn’t the case and were also thinking of giving up. But, when ever you tried, he needed you and you couldn't help but be there for him. Couldn't stop helping him to make Nami fall in love.

You knew, Nami wouldn't like him in a romantic way. She just saw him as a friend. You didn't hate Nami. You couldn't even. She was amazing.

Once when you all were on Sabaody, the way he swooned over every single girl, made you feel even more jealous. ‘Maybe I need to confess’, you thought. But the way he just made you a nervous mess every time, you even tried to talk to him, made you to go for a second option. 

You took a paper and wrote all your feelings down on it. It definitely made you a bit confident to give it, rather than to say it to him. You gently placed it in his pocket, where he usually keeps his cigarette because you knew he’d definitely look at it, if you kept it there. You then continued to watch him if he shows any reaction of that small love letter of yours and waited and waited. 

You all ate your food and then you saw Sanji... literally crushed that love letter of yours and threw it. Your heart was broken at his reaction. The worst you imagined was, he gently rejecting you. but... this... you never expected. Tears welled up in your eyes and you went to the restroom and cried for a while. You were never the type to cry in front of others. Oh little did you know that it was a nasty drawing handed to him. So he crushed it and threw it way. “No snacks”, he said as Luffy and Ussop stopped to laugh and whined. ‘No more. Ill stop these feelings’, you thought and went towards the table. 

You all then got into the mess, with Kizaru and Kuma sent you all flying to different islands. Sanji who was sent to Okama island, was stressed so he placed his hand in his pocket to take a new cigarette but he noticed a paper which was carefully folded slipped out of his pocket. He bent down and gently picked it up. Then suddenly, the Okama people attacked him. So he had no choice but to place it in his pocket and run away. 

You started to train with the people on the island and had only two thoughts in mind. ‘To get stronger for Luffy and to get rid of these feelings for Sanji’. On the other hand, Sanji read your letter and had tears in his eyes. ‘Y..Y/N loves me?!’, he thought as he read the letter again and again to make sure he didn’t imagine anything. He was overwhelmed with happiness, never in his life he thought he could have a person love him. But, there you were, in every step when together, trying to make him happy. He realised how he also liked you but never knew about his own feelings. 

3D2Y

You came to the island of Sabaody after 2 years to meet your crew. You were more stronger, more confident and even developed your haki skills and were so exited to train with Zoro. While you were going towards the island not long after you heard someone familiar.

“VIVA SABAODY!!! I NEED LADYYY!!!”, he shouted.

Way too close to your heart that you didn’t even had to turn around to look at him. Even after 2 years, just his voice, made your heart beat faster. ‘What the hell?! I thought I was over him’, you thought and paced faster. You didnt turn around, just kept walking. Away from that voice. away from him. You knew this was a futile effort because you were of the same crew. But your heart just couldn’t bare it. But, you couldn’t win against his speed. He noticed you. He noticed you even when you changed. You were more mature and more stronger. But he noticed you. 

“Y/N!! Y/N! is that you?!”, he was shouting as he headed towards you practically ran towards you. Just in a couple of seconds, there he stood infront of you. With his ever charming smile. He looked at you and then fainted with nosebleed. His behaviour was still the same, but this is the first time he ever got a nosebleed seeing you. ‘Only because of some small changes, nothing more’, you thought. You had no option but to carry him to the Shakki san’s bar. You crouched down and placed your arm behind his shoulder and carefully lifted him up with using your devilfruit powers. No matter how much you tried to avoid, your mind kept telling you, how his fluffy hair grew, how he changed his hair to view his other eye, and how... how you still had feelings for him even when you denied. ‘Damn my stupid heart’, you cursed as you reached the bar. You let him be there and left.

After a while, Sanji slowly opened his eyes slowly and got up. He then remembered the encounter with you.

“Y/N!”, he exclaimed as he looked around the bar, only for Shakki san to chuckle and pat his head.

“She brought you here when you were unconscious and left”, she said. He got up right away and thanked Shakki san and left the bar. He went towards the shops to buy food and controlled himself so much not to just stand there talking with the ladies. He wanted to make the best food for the three of you... especially, for you.

He bought food and came over to the ship, only to be fainted with nosebleed right after seeing you and the other two ladies. He woke up after a while and sunny started the journey to the mermaid island. He then without wasting time, came towards you and took your hand in his as he walked away from the chaotic group.

‘Why the hell am I not pushing him away?’, you thought as he brought you to kitchen and stood before you. He took a deep breath and asked, “Y/N, do you... do you like..”, he practiced this for two years and now he became a nervous wreck. You wanted to be cold towards him. You didn’t want these feelings for him. So you said, “Hurry up will ya! I don’t have time”. His face was stunned. He looked at you with a very hurt expression. You were hurt. You didnt like the way you talked to him.

“Ah, I.. I’m sorry, its just that, I wanted to ask you that, is it true that, you..like me?”, he asked.

You sighed and replied, “I.. I used to like you Sanji and yes it was the truth. But I don’t anymore.”

He was shocked. His visible eye was open wide. He didn’t expect this answer from you. He thought you two would date. Now here you were, saying you liked him but you don’t feel the same for him now.

“But... may I ask, why? Did you like anyone else during this time?”, he asked you. 

“No, no one. Its just that, I liked you so much but,” you couldn’t stop, you werent nervous. You wanted to tell him how much you were hurt so you continued, “I was heart broken, when you rejected my confession then-”

“WOAH WOAH! Rejected your confession?! When did I ever do that?”, he questioned with the most serious and confused look.

“You did. You crumbled my love letter infront of my eyes. I never thought you would be the type to just plain stamp on my feelings. Especially you Sanji, you dont even know how much hurt I was when I saw that”, you said as you looked into his eyes. 

“Y/N, what are you even talking about? I wouldn’t do that. You should know it more than anyone else on this ship”, he said as he sighed and placed his hand in his pocket. He took out a pink envelope and gave it to you. You took it and opened the envelope. It had the same folded white paper in it. You teared up as you saw that paper. 

“I saw your letter, when I was thrown away on an island. I wanted to contact you asap, but I didn’t knew where you were”, he said as he came closer to you and gently wiped your tears away. He continued, “Y/N, I’ve kept this letter for all this time and I’ll continue to keep it with me. It’s the first time a person ever said that they like me. And, more over its from an amazing person like you. Did you think, I’d reject you?”

You sobbed even more and leaned your head on his chest. He slowly placed one of his hand on your shoulder and with the other he patted your head soothingly. 

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry Sanji. I should’ve known. I misunderstood you. Forgive me.”, you said still didnt looked at him. He said, “Its fine. Dont cry. Y/N, I’ve been waiting to ask this, Will you go out with me?”

You stopped crying as he said it. You lifted your head and looked at him. He was serious. He didn’t have any heart eyes or nosebleed.

“Are you... sure?”, you asked. He smiled and said yes. You giggled and nodded. As soon as you nodded he couldn’t control his emotions and hugged you tight as he lifted you up. 

“THANKYOU SO MUCH!”, he screamed as you chuckled. With still you in his arms, he left the kitchen and you both were met with the whole crew staring at you two. He let you down and placed his arm around your shoulder.

“WE ARE DATING!”, he announced making the complete crew jump in joy. Even when Luffy and Chopper didn’t understand what it was but still were happy anyway.

Days went by and you all achieved your goals. You both faced so many troubles, had many memorable moments. The way Sanji dotted on you made you to become happier than ever, because that was what you wanted from him, because he was your prince. You loving and caring for him, made him even more crazy for you, because that was what he wanted the most in his life, and you were the angel of his heart. Once you found a paper on your desk, which said meet me at the beach. You followed the path of rose petals and ofcourse, no one but Sanji would do this.He is cheesy AF, bt you love it though. There you saw, Sanji with a bouquet of red roses. ‘How did he arrange all of this’, you thought as you looked at the beach. He arranged a candle light date. He gave you the bouquet and escorted you to the place. You sat on your chair and he knelt down before you. He held your hand in his and said, “Y/N, you make me so happy every single day. You made me a better person. Time with you is the most precious of all. So, would you give me the honour of standing next to you for the rest.”, he took out a small dark blue box and opened it and continued, “Will you become the Queen of my All blue for life, will you marry me”, he ended as you started to cry.

“Yes, my King of All Blue”, you said as you sobbed and he placed the ring on your finger. You both got up and kissed. Then all your friends came towards you two and congratulated you two. Luffy hugged you two as he nibbled on the food, Sanji made for you.

You couldn’t help but be overwhelmed. He was your prince, now he was becoming your King. You couldnt be anymore happier than this.

After disbanding from crew, you both went to Barratie, for some days to meet Sanji’s family. As soon as you were introduced as his fiance, everyone was stunned. They all celebrated this by making a huge party and you felt blessed for all this. For Sanji, for his family and for everything else.

XOXOXOXOXO

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[firstaidspray]

Multiples of 10 for Mary/Rafe bc i NEED some lore asap

AJDJKFKDS THANK YOU FOR SO MANY...I love to talk about them...

10. How do they resolve their arguments? Depending on who started it and why, Kimi will get really angry and then cry because she can't handle her own emotions if she started it, and she will cry out of genuine sadness and hurt if Rafe started it. Either way, Rafe will just end up feeling bad for making her cry, and he'll apologize and try to comfort her. And again, depending on who started it, she will either resist (she started it) or just completely melt (he started it). It usually just ends in him holding her close while she cries it out, and once she's done they'll try to do something nice together, like share a bath/shower or cuddle.

20. Do they give each other nicknames? I talked about this once, but they do have these special nicknames. It started when Rafe was still in the hospital under Kimi's care, and he said, "can I just call you Kimi? Dr Anderson seems so formal now that we're friends," and Kimi said "well I wouldn't care I'd you called me…" and her mind instantly sprung to Tim Roth in Pulp Fiction, who she has a crush on AND reminds her of Rafe, so she finished with "honey bunny, but I think the hospital would prefer we keep it professional." (Honey Bunny is what Tim Roth's character calls his gf.) Then later on, after he's out of the hospital, he calls Kimi "Honey Bunny," and she's SO shocked and embarrassed by this, especially because he remembered that little interaction, but it does really make her heart melt so it becomes her nickname. Likewise, Kimi starts calling him "Pumpkin" (Tim Roth's character) which she thinks will annoy him, but he thinks it's really cute, and their nicknames stick. 

Another is "Angel," which Rafe started because when he first met Kimi when she came into his hospital room to take care of him, he was on some major painkillers and with the light behind her head, he thought she was an angel. So that name has always been there.

 He also calls her general things like baby, babe, princess. Kimi sticks to just "Pumpkin" or the occasional "babe" or "hon."

30. Do they attend any clubs or formal parties together? Well of course they do!! Even though after Rafe survived the Libertalia incident (in my au he did because he decided to help Nate and Sam and they made up bc I like ppl to be happy) he tried to loosen up on the rich boy lifestyle, he can't stay away from the occasional fancy party. Kimi is always so embarrassed when they go because she's super shy and introverted, and Rafe is showing her off because he loves her so much and wants everyone to know that he does. (Also, on the NSFW side, he can usually convince her to go to these events by promising to fuck her in a closet or somewhere else semi-public.)

40. Thoughts on kids? I think Rafe doesn't like kids, he seems like the type of guy who cringes when he sees a little kid acting excited in public LMFAO. Kimi likes kids a lot, but personally wouldn't be able to handle having her own. 

50. Who makes the best flower crown? I think Kimi would!! She would pick the prettiest flowers and be so careful weaving them together...and then make Rafe wear it and post pictures online. He acts embarrassed, but secretly thinks its fun and cute.

60. Who will punch someone out if they are rude to their partner? I think both have the potential to do so. We know Rafe is aggressive and impulsive so it's no surprise if he does it, but Kimi is very unassuming and reserved with some major pent up anger, and if someone is being shitty towards Rafe, she WILL use it as an excuse to beat the shit out of someone to get rid of some of that rage. 

70. Who is the hopeless romantic? RAFE. He literally would send flowers and gifts to Kimi's clinic after he got out of the hospital, constantly make appointments just to see her, and even when they get together he sends flowers to her work still and he's always doing the most to make sure she knows she's loved, with acts of kindness, gifts, physical love, verbal love. He's very dramatic about valentine's day, birthdays, any time when gifts and attention on Kimi are the focus. Kimi is honestly just too reserved to be this way herself, but she really loves that Rafe is like that.

80. What do they love about each other the most? Rafe loves that Kimi is just so...real. So grounded, down to earth, normal. She's not like people he's been around who are either rich and materialistic or just thieves or criminals, she's a genuinely sweet girl who works to help people and even helps him become more down to earth. Kimi loves that Rafe is very passionate about everything, very determined. Even thinks it's a bit hot that he is aggressive. 

90. Who is the one that would bring the puppy home? Kimi would. She'd be like "oh but we will just foster them for a few days, I'll find them a home!" And then they'd have a dog. I'd like to write them a dog, actually. I'll have to think on that.

Again THANK YOU I love to talk abt them...I'm so glad you wanted to know lore 💖

EDIT: As of Feb 19 2022 Mary's name was changed back to Kimi.

[jbreenr]

⚠ LOKI 104 spoilers ⚠

I loved seeing Asgard at the beginning. I just did.

Knowing that Ravonna was the one that couldn't keep Sylvie from escaping explains why that case was so personal to her.

I gotta admit that I got excited when I saw the room with the Time-Keepers.

They freaking got rid of the hunter because she knew she was a variant. I hate it here.

“What makes a Loki a Loki?” Him saying that a Loki don't die, survives had me crying. Tell that to Endgame!Loki.

Them holding hands and accepting their deaths was too much for me.

Sif. Sif. LADY SIF LADIES AND GENTLEMEN. JAMIE ALEXANDER WAS IN THIS EPISODE AND I FREAKING SCREAME OUT OF EXCITEMENT!!!

The time cell is an interesting way of punishment.

Mobius said they had brought to the TVA Krees, Titans and Vampires. You know what that means? If not (and probably not) Morbius, BLADE connection!

B-15 knew something.

Now, Loki got emotional over Sylvie's potential death. And Mobius saying that Loki had a crush on her. Uuuh… I don't know how to feel about it.

Also, him telling Loki that he's a bad friend. He's hurt. I don't like it.):

B-15 taking Sylvie back to Roxxcart so she could confirm what she saw when Sylvie used her and asking “What now?” after being shown that she's a variant. I. Didn't. See. That. Coming.

Mobius finding out that Ravonna lied to him. I wanna punch her in her perfect teeth.

“Trust the word of a friend.” They're besties. Mobius and Loki are besties.

And they got caught! Why did they get caught? That's not fair.

I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY ERASED MOBIUS. I WANT TO PHYSICALLY FIGHT SOMEONE RIGHT NOW.

What happened to B-15? She just fell to the ground. Or, did I miss something?

The fake Time-Keepers. Idk man. It was kind of obvious. At least their appearances were not convincing.

Who created the TVA? Was it Kang? Is it still too soon to talk about him?

F*ck you, Ravonna for erasing Loki!!!

Also, thank you for interrupting him.

“Is this Hel? Am I dead?” THAT FREAKING POST-CREDIT SCENE. THERE WERE OTHER LOKI'S AND I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS IN THE NEXT EPISODE ASAP.