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more autistic ethan headcanons
EVEN more projecting but under the cut this time. slight tw bc being autistic is hard man
Okay i dont know how in my last post i didnt talk about the part of siren song where benny puts him in the closet with the headphones but it is so autism swag and it really reads like this is not the first time this has happened which i adore, having a friend who knows the drill when youre having an autism moment can be such a lifesaver like some of my friends and I have hand signals and bits of asl we use to communicate when things are too loud or bright or when the verbal thing just isnt on the table and i could see ethan having a system like that with his friends because school is a sensory nightmare especially if youre plagued with visions oh my god that sounds like a sensory nightmare just ebing pulled out of reality to see things and hear noises it makes my skin crawl just thinking asbout it
speaking of visions i know if it was me that would absolutely trigger self destructive stimming/ self injurious behaviors :( and yeah ill project this on to him too I think coming out of a vision would be super stressful and trigger scratching and biting arms, hitting his head with the heel of his hand and his friends are aware of this and try to redirect but its hard sometimes yknow. but in terms of other stimming classic hand flapping, walking on toes, rocking back and forth, pacing in little circles hell yeah that is so fun. Deep pressure! this is the best most calming thing ever, he is a weighted blanked enthusiast and will ask his friends to just crush him, though idk if this hits the same if your friends dont have body heat or heart beats
nonverbal ethan is dear to my heart the words thing is hard, also echolalia like he is jsut going to say the same word over and over or repeat your words back to you so deal with that how you will
also unusual sitting positions i dont have a lot to say about this but he doesnt sit normally he couldnt possibly
#i could say so much more sklrghuBILTNUIGC#projecting <3 <3 <3#autistic ethan morgan#ethan morgan#mbav#my babysitter's a vampire#PLEASE talk to me about this#i need to draw him today
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bit by a mouse today and the image of fyodor dostoyevsky flashed across my mind
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so john has complete control of arthur’s left hand, yeah?
#hey john i think i have a solution for your feelings of lack of agency#idek i was bored at a market today. here’s this#amazing how i was able to draw him looking like a different guy in each of these#has someone done this before? they must have#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#john doe#oscar malevolent#procrastinating animating… i need to finish wolf animatic
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Call this the Whoopsie AU (it's barely an AU)
I mean. Narinder never explicitly SAID the Lamb would stay dead... :3c He probably should have been more specific. >:3c
Part Two:
Well. The Lamb tried, but...sorry, Nari, the crown hates you now. Shouldn't have been so quick to lend it out, I guess. :D
Aaaand Part Three:
'Isn't he just adorable?' -The Lamb, probably, while their followers smile and nod and internally scream at the brand new hellcat they now have to share living space with...
Anyway, nothing says 'Dead To Me' like following a person around to loudly remind them of how dead they are to you. Right? Right. Narinder's got this all figured out. <:]
#fanart#comics#cult of the lamb#cotl#narilamb#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#cotl yellow cat#this is my headcanon and i'm sticking to it#the lamb is a goofy stabby-babby goober and narinder is just a grumpy asshole who constantly velcroes onto them for hella snuggles#look - if you've been trapped in the afterlife void for over a thousand years - you are GONNA want a fuckton of snuggles#that's just science#the scribble comic i did with narinder and the yellow cat can technically work as part four i guess#only instead of the lamb Going Gremlin at the attempt to steal their other followers' devotion#they just comin' at him for Rad Cuddles OuO#someday i will draw these two with the proper height difference i imagine them having#today is not that day#today is also not the day i pin down exactly how long i want narinder's tail to be#(but i want it to be Very Long - just because)#there are inconsistencies here and there and probably some mistakes but i have been working on these for a week and i am So Tired guys#EDIT: haha yeah i forgot to color in narinder's fukken ears again#fuk :)#EDIT 2: i fixed it but it's probably too late at this point lmao#EDIT 3: THE LAMB'S FUKKEN HORNS JFC#i am not editing this thing anymore cuz i need sleep and the mistakes are already out there *dies of artist mortification*
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realizing how much i like drawing him a million years too late :<
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuta okkotsu#okkotsu yuuta#yuuta#fanart#jjk fanart#i amn so sleepy today GJHKGJDS just felt like doing a bit of a return 2 form with red/white/grey colour palettes... smth easy#i will get back to being Actually productive now that i hav purged th yuuta brainworms fr the time being#rly tho it is criminal that i am only Now realizing how fun his design is given th state of canon.......#i want to draw him more! but ... the gojo suit.....#i think that whenever i draw yuuta it will b original flavour. i do not particularly want 2 draw limited edition gojo yuuta#also will i shut up abt these brushes yet the answer is no smile :)#the little Rake-y one is my LOVE when i was swatching them i honestly didnt think i would like it#but shes got so much personality!!!!!!#need to fill space? pastel rake. shadows not blending and look muddy? pastel rake#s tier brush in this Already stacked set
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but we'll never be rid of each other
#the silt verses#brother faulkner#sister carpenter#tsv#no joke this is the fastest I finished a drawing in 2 years#started this friday night and worked all day today to finish it before the finale#(not ready for the finale btw. so sorry for the person I'll be)#shoutout to the crane wives' icarus for inspiring this drawing#in particular the lyrics: oh my brother my brother / who have you become in the wake of all that's happened here? /#our hands are pulling everything apart#alt in id text#(as per usual pls lmk if the description is too long! or needs editing#EDIT: FORGOT TO SAY i contemplated putting faulkner in his robes but#i liked the imagery of him and carpenter as equals stripped away of all titles#when you remove the titles and robes and lies who is it underneath?
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Good morning, Sleepyhead.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#'WWX was asleep for 4 days' is an incorrect factoid.#The average WWX sleeps for 8 hours. The PD-MDZS WWX who was asleep for 40 comics and 4 months is an outlier.#We are back to present day! I have missed drawing them!#Ah...the contrast between how the flashback ended (cold and distrustful) to how wwx wakes up (warm and watched over)...#The gap between the past and present is very important. Not just in this story but in our lives too.#The past can still hurt and it doesn't just go away with time as some say. It is the power of realizing that things have changed.#We can't get the good back. The bad memories have concluded. Those live somewhere else now.#It is hard to realize that you have to live for today and tomorrow. The past is so loud.#For WWX it is realizing that despite the mistrust in the past - He really does have faith that LWJ will be there for him.#It is the reflection of knowing that you changed and will keep changing and that change is good and kind sometimes.#But more importantly...and this I really do mean with all my heart:#It will all end up okay in the end. Even after the worst day. The most painful losses. You will get through it.#What feels like a breaking point is truthfully just another step you have to take. You'll get through it even though it feels like the end.#There are wonderful things you have yet to see. Friends you have yet to meet.#Even if it hurts so badly...one day it just aches. Someday you'll go a few weeks not remembering that it ever hurt.#Oh and because my izutsumi comic revealed many people were in need of hearing this:#You are loved. Right now. You are so loved right now. We just forget to tell each other that.#Go tell the people you love that they matter to you. I'm assigning you homework!!! You are graded on completion.
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the full page of radahn doodles bc i love him :3
(Radahn, Elden Ring)
#ganondoodles#art#elden ring#radahn#doodles#general radahn#starscourge radahn#im not good at making sketch pages look good#but i have a mighty need to draw him#but need to stop for today bc my thumb needs a break#i want to yell about him#and all his ost is gonna make me cry even harder than before#elden ring dlc spoilers#... just bc those lil doodles in the corners#also added leonard to the everyone so mean to me meme
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Day 25 of Sirentober / Doctober
Muse / Oracle
The Sleep of Reason Produces Monsters
Available as a print on my Etsy Shop
#doctorsiren#gravity falls#the book of bill#billford#stanford pines#bill cipher#jheselbraum the unswerving#gravity falls fanart#digital art#my art#procreate#sirentober#sirentober 2024#doctober#doctober 2024#francisco goya#we looked at that art piece in my art history class on Wednesday#and I knew I NEEDED to draw it as Ford#and then the quote at the top is what the Muses said to Hesiod when they first met him#we talked about it in my Greek and Roman Lit class at the beginning of the semester#and I’ve been holding onto it since then for an art piece with both Jhes and Bill in it#😁😁😁😁#this one was a day late because I got really busy#but I’m getting back on track today :)
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you open my Super Important Documents and its just pictures of charles xavier
#xmen#mcu#xmen movies#xmen first class#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#todays schedule has been ruined by my ever occurring need to practice drawing movie charles its horrendous#i started this sheet last night but then i kept adding to it and i keep wanting to add to it but i MUST stop myself#in an ideal world i get paid to draw charles xavier and erik lehnsherr but no i live in this baka society#sleepless charles WAS inspired by me starting this at 1AM and forcing myself to sleep at 4AM#and then here i am picking i up still later .... i need professional help i fear but i aint got time for that#NEVERTHELESS I THINK IT GOT IT NOW. I THINK IM OK. i think i know how i wanna go bout drawing him now ...#chat can i confess that like. .5% of the reason i barely draw FC charles i because of his hair#for some reason some demonic entity prevents me from drawing it easily i am in STRUGGLE CITY#the only thing that gets me is that whenever i draw him i can only think of the likes of a disney prince but man thems the strokes ig#i also drew a quick dark phoenix charles but i figured id just keep this first class oriented#anything else i want to say ? uh. hm. its funny i never do any of these sheets for erik#genuinely On My Life made One (1) sheet and was like 'no yeah i got it. i got it down'#literally not my fault his head is So Shaped and defined but anyways. this aint about him.#i mean it could be. i still wanna do a doodle page concentrated on drawing how his powers show#more specifically how do i wanna draw the glow cause i cant decide on it ... also i wanna draw the 'levels' ...#but thats for another time. for right now i should probably eat i havent eaten all day#bye bye !!!!!! here's to hoping i draw something thats not a doodle sheet one of these days
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no one look at me I had a difficult day alright
#sometimes you just have to spend a few hours drawing podcast men exclusively kissing I don't know what else to tell you#I'm so anxious today but this helped#I need to draw more kisses actually#gay smooches even#god I just need this pathetic little priest to get some happiness and kisses I project way too much into him#malevolent#fanart#art#blindfaith#blind faith#oscar malevolent#arthur lester#my art#masked
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jenniferrrrr the strugglerrr
(like right before he faked his deathhh ouu superhero spiralling into insanity & darkness from years of stress and anguish..) its kindof funny like he was like damn ok my superhero friends think im dead now & im registered now as a brand new supervillain. Mission Accomplished. umm what now.. (SURPRISE! YOU'RE TRANSGENDER! BITCH!)
#ilike my ocs an their story that meand mywife made up#lalalaaa its my favorite showww#lalalaaa#horrible burnout day BUT we get 2 talk about gay freaks online at end of day... win...#btw idont know if isaid this here but even tho ill use she/her w jennifer sometimes its mainly for like in the pasttt like the Sonar era et#but thats still jett like. still his NAME his names jennifer he still likes it & kept it ok#so he doesnt use he/she its just he/him but only she/her when i specifically pick out when to say it 😭yes because no and when yes was go#whateverr it my touys im trans i pick da rules#i love ocs i love playing touys#im playingg#grips the table my knuckles go white#god i needed playing#after today#god please#drawing#digital art#art#oc#illustration#my art#supernormal#original character#supervillain oc#murph an joanies supernormal
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He forgor 💀
#Something silly that popped into my head today and wanted to draw quickly jksdfksjf. i rly wanna draw more of all of these guys....#windyart#scribble comic#the hollowridge disaster#dianne#adriel#knife#i keep being held back by the need to make adri scary and cool all the time but i gotta remember HR at its best is when its deeply unseriou#so im allowed to make him an idiot whenever the situation demands for it. it makes sense dont worry about it
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Happy Birthday Sonic ! ⭐🎂
#AND HAPPY ANNIVERSARY SONADOW 💙🖤💙🖤💙🖤#i was in SEVERE artblock and couldnt even make bday art for him till i saw sega superstars tweeting out that its sonadow anniversary today#ARTBLOCK BE DAMNED i had the power of gay on my side now 😩!!!#i swear i wouldve made sonic art for his bday but#i needed to draw the boyfrienss.....so now u get anniversary art#sonadow#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#my art
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I like the idea that Cross realised Killer was touchstarved (he didn't have the words for it but he noticed how much Killer would settle down from it) and started giving him very small basic affection. Pat on the back, hand on the shoulder, maybe a quick friendly hug, all things he probably learned through royal guard training and thinks of as normal friend/coworker stuff.
But as they both got more comfortable in the routine of it, Killer started instigating touches and he was not shy about it (like not just leaning into Cross's side during movie night, he looks like he's trying to get into Cross's jacket with him)
And that this more intense affection made Cross realise he might also be just a little bit touchstarved
Bonus:
#UTDR#UTMV#Cross Sans#Killer Sans#The cuddles are mutually beneficial#Both of these boys desperately need a little love and affection#Really I just imagined Killer hugging up on Cross so close it looks like he's a living blanket and I wanted to draw it#And then y'know what? Throw in HorrorDust cuddles too while we're here#Cross is nervous they'll find out he desperately wants touch and think less of him#As if he didn't just have the exact same revelation with Killer and nobody said a word#As if he isn't sitting across from people literally in each other's laps#It's okay he won't get rid of Killer any time soon and he's about to be like a barnacle on this man#So he'll get all the hugs he could need#I'm in a very sappy cuddly mood today it seems#Also I forgot the username but the person who made the ''we need more kross'' post this one is partially for you!!
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got him off-balance!
#my art#ds9#star trek deep space nine#julian bashir#elim garak#garashir#watercolor#image desc in alt text#i normally post on mondays but. today im breaking my pattern! getting a little silly. getting a little wild. garashir jumpscare#“tumblr user chitinleg garak would neot easily let himself be swooped off his feet into a hug like that” yes i know BUT!#look at his expression. look at how his arms r pinned. he didnt let this happen LMAO julian just surprised him. grabby huggy human behavior#if you look really closely you can see the tiniest frown in the world on Garak's face. because he's like “EEP !”#cant see bashirs face at all in this only his body but i think we can all imagine that whatevers going thru his head. he needs this hug bad#ALSO. for anyone wondering what the fucked up shadow is that starts at the juncture of the teal sleeve-cap where its set into the armhole#the jumpsuits have a bit of a fold of extra fabric (called an Action Pleat) there which allows for a little more maneuverability of the bod#AND creates a really sleek and flat back panel#because you can see the fabric twists along the side arent grabbing the flat back fabric theyre grabbing the fabric folded beneath it#often times i think about drawing out a dissection of kiras first uniform and this voy era one for other artists to use. bc god knows#i struggled at first to find full body references#they like to shoot ds9 very close to peoples heads. and the camera is so blurry. they smeared butter on that thing. god bless
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