#i need therapyyyy

[siren-serotonin]

me last night telling myself i'd go to sleep but i just ended up reading a fluff and angst fanfic about homo skeletons (specifically error/ink) instead

there are several things wrong with me :)

[friedapplejuice]

i’m so possessive it’s ridiculous. sometimes it scares me a little. what’s mine is mine and i don’t fucking share. i hate that about myself. i don’t act on it; i’m acutely aware of it and i keep myself in check, but it’s such a strong feeling that it’s hard to beat back.

[fizzsparkpop]

pov you just got caught sneaking into your father’s royal library and he is less than thrilled. you could even say he looks like he’s about to straight up kill you

[nukenai]

Sucks to have to interrupt light teasing about not doing something with "I am dealing with a debilitating medical condition and do not have regular assistance with daily tasks" bc then everyone feels bad and it sucks

[daily-scott-smajor]

top 10 things the mods have said about scott

[blurrycow]

therapyyyyy. therapy! THERAPY. theRAPYYYYYYY

[widevibratobitch]

ughhhh im like. not even depressed as in im not. actually. sad. im just like. dissociating 24/7 what is going on. 

[endivinity]

my finger is healing slowly, but it is healing. it's got scarring on the sides where the damage was, likely on the tendons there. I still can't straighten it fully, and it still swells over time when I do art. but it's gone on to a silicone splint today! the rigid splint needs to be put on occasionally, and I have to massage it often with this horrid little wire sphincter to try and break up the scar tissue and give me flexibility and proper circulation back. I'm kind of mad that my attempt to fix my sleep disorder and correct my ADHD ended up in this injury that'll likely be permanent like... why did the meds do this. why they bully me. i just wanted to be better :(

i also have to go back to therapyyyy oh boy. turns out when you're unemployed and poorly socialized (autism presenting as social anxiety lol) and settle into minor comforts you start getting real skittish about changing that even though existing in it sucks. I just need to be coaxed out of the hole a little bit

[tripthelightfandomtastic]

It's random, but I always think about how Jake would help you through a panic attack. Or if you're nervous or anxious or something. I need people to be there for me when I'm having an anxiety attack. To hug me and comfort me, and try to distract me. Because being alone during that can be scary. The thought of jake being there for you in a time of need like that. Ugh. He just seems like he would give you the best tight hug. Deep pressure therapyyyy.😫

I think Jake's arms holding me so tightly as your breathing is erratic, and your hands are shaking, unable to keep from crying, would be enough to help bring you some peace. "Hey, hey, it's okay. You're okay. I'm here, baby. It's just you and me right now. You're okay. You're safe." Jake's voice soothes as he holds you tight, his hand running through your hair as he calms you down from your panic attack. "Listen to my heartbeat, remember," He'd remind you as your ear is already tightly pressed to his chest, tears staining his shirt. "Listen to the sound of it beating and breathe in." Jake says as he breathes in deep, you follow his lead and breathe in shakily. "And out." He exhales, and you follow suit, repeating this pattern with him. "There you go, good girl." He praises sweetly. The scent of Jake's cologne and the warmth of his skin manages to bring you down. Your body is so tired that you just want to sit. Jake doesn't let go but instead helps you to the floor as he holds you in his arms, his back resting against the wall as his hand gently rubs small circles on your back. "You're okay, sweet girl. You're okay." Jake kisses the top of your head. "I'm right here."

[lumpiya]

redacted asmr as adventure time quotes !! pt. idk-

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angel: so let me get this straight… you’re hitting on me ;)

david: NO.

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babe: turns out he’s medically unfit for re-ed. hes got a rare condition called garbage body.

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honey: so how long have you had this house?

guy: yes that is true !!! :D

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freelancer to kody: hoooo… you’re a sociopath.

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gavin: i think acceptance has washed over me…

freelancer: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-

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lasko: my parents always told me that simple possessions arent the most important things in life.

co worker: word em up !!

lasko: they told me all you really need is a good computer

co worker: amen !!!

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lovely: why are you holding your bass up high like that?

vincent: i dont know. i just get better finger action this way?

lovely: but you look like a nerd

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ash: thanks for seeing us off guys!

david: yeah of course, its my boat

milo: and we care about him ya dingus!!!

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darlin: it means excessive pride of arrogance

lovely: that’s like you darlin !!

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vincent: bless this sword fahdur

william: MMMMMMM CHECK PLEASEEEE-

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darlin: im tryna get him to bite me later ;)

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angel after they caught ants eating their snacks: YA HUNGRY??? ILL EAT YOU. ILL EAT YOUR MOM-

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gavin: am i a walking love magnet?

lasko: well you paid the price no doubt. and i wanna have your babies-

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sweetheart to the inmates: DO THE SPLITS. NOW DO THE SPLITS YOU MILK LIVER MAGGOT PIEEEEEEE

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lovely: you gave me some kind of hostage syndrome !! i. need. THERAPYYYY-

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[humblemediagenius]

Tell me about the Funny Dog.

Hi anon. You asked and you shall receive.

words cant describe how like, absurd of a character ruff is. hes so fleshed out and has like a million pieces of information about him. I even made a list of things which I forgot to update so now that I'm rewatching the show I need to update it

Anyway here's a short list of my favorite fun facts. He got banned from Europe for having bad fashion sense. he wanted to be a fire dog but got rejected because he's not a dalmatian. In fact he has had like a million jobs including being a historical reenactor, space dog, street performer, ballet dancer, and probably way more I can't remember right now. he has a criminal twin brother and yes that's a real plotline in this show. His cooking skills are so bad his family refuses to go to his reunion. He has a tendency just to make things explode or break his computer. his crush threatened that if he didn't stop sending her bad poetry, she would sue. he accidentally went to jail once. HE HAS TO GO TO THERAPYYYY i am studying him under a microscope

[missazura]

i need to get back to therapyyyy

[desifemininewoman]

ur a Badi behen every Badi behen needs I love youuuuu, your posts are therapyyyy love youuuu tysm🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶

Thankyou <3 that made me so happy bhai. As a badi bhen I felt very validated.

[nerves-nebula]

Oh boy, that last comic really made me sad/pos

As you said, it changes everything and it changes nothing, they'll probably start being paranoid about any interaction Leo and Splinter have going foward

They will look at how happy Leo is to spend time with him and just wonder how he is able to do it, then again that's what grooming does to you. You might hate it, be disgusted by it, be afraid of it and the person but you still spend time with them because you are used to it

Leo has a survivor streak, But it's directed mostly to himself as self-preservation. What would he get from running away? Unlike his brothers he doesn't want to go away from everything he knows and deems "safe" because of how isolated he is from them

He has no friends(Like Raph)or someone who cares for him more than at à very basic level (Like Mikey and Donnie who have eachother and Raph)

He might be their sibling and he cares for them at à minimun because even when he is told how little they should mean to him Splinter also makes them "important enough" that he wants to keep them with him

I guess I just see myself in her but very different because even when I found out what my abuser was doing was wrong I stayed well into adulthood to protect my siblings since my abuser fixation was me(I used to daydream they would one day say I was "too old" but that never happened)

Had to fake I cared and they were very delulu about my feelings and our "relationship" which started when I was a literal toddler, didn't want to endanger my siblings until I got all of us out and they never knew what was going on, I've never told anyone even when the bitch kicked the bucket

And I guess Leo would have been the same? I can't see him opening up because he want to about it, he would rather be in denial than see herself that way

leo WOULD rather be in denial, but unfortunately one of the things his brothers required for them to not abandon him was to work on his emotions. he does talk about it eventually, but not as extensively as some of his brothers. he mostly just acknowledges it and sometimes brings it up if its relevant to current emotions, but most of that trauma is saved for THERAPYYYY BABYYY

GUH I love ur reading of leo here its really fun to see all the stuff you pick up on and how you related to her mindset

ugghghghhh this ask is making me dream about the farm house arc. if i ever get around to it that might be the next Big Comic, or, alternatively, the next Big Fic (after I finish caracal carousel) (which lets be honest at this point its going to take a LOT of time to do)

though I kind of think I need to develop the PLOT/world/background cast more because they would play into how The Boys end up at the farm house. And the turtles fighting Shredder is what makes them work more as a team and get closer as siblings- so i should really get on it with designing shredder and his goals and shit. GUH.

sidenote: I'm sorry you went through that, and I'm glad the BITCH is dead. I know how fucking hard it is to decide between your own safety and your siblings safety and frankly doing what you did sounds hellishly difficult.

[saferplacetohide]

I need Therapyyyy

[spacyacey]

Lays down on the ground. I wish it was August already so I can start therapyyyy. I need a fucking professional to help me dig through this fucked up situation im obsessing over. before my executive dysfunction fails to keep holding me back👍