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‼️ yall… YALL ‼️
Dune 2 is fucking
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that’s all i have to say
#yes i’m in love with Princess Irulan#and Lady Jessica#dune part 2#dune part two#dune movie#i need several days to recover from this
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Phileas Fogg, you accidental temptress
#david tennant#david tennant in chairs#technically not a chair#but I don't care for obvious reasons#him splayed out is reason enough#I just got thru a hurricane and several days without power and I need this#good lord he's beautiful#even when he's supposed to be recovering from being poisoned#i wanna bury my face in that chest#how is his neck so hot?#just want to run my tongue across all of that#phileas my beloved#phileas fogg#oh the things that i would do for phileas#i'd be as classy as he wanted#keep a pinky out while he blew my back out#around the world in 80 days#atwi80d#abigail fix
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Yes im crying who's fucking asking
#all for the game#aftg#the foxhole court#the raven king#the kings men#I think I read the first few pages of this series several years ago and then never properly got into it. Then the other week I think I saw#some jerejean art from The Sunshine Court and it reminded me that this series exists. So I bought all the books and today I finished them#after two weeks of non-stop reading.#I am in tears#If you ever thought of reading this series please please do. I've already dragged one of my mutuals into it and I don't plan on stopping.#I think ive even convinced one of my irl friends to read it#regardless. what a fucking series. I'm gonna hold this series so close to my heart goddamm#I still need to read The Sunshine Court but I need a day to recover I think#andrew minyard#neil josten#andreil#Kevin day#aaron minyard#renee walker#dan wilds#matt boyd#allison reynolds#seth gordon#coach wymack#david wymack#abby winfield#nora sakavic
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i think i’m so captivated by vash and nai’s story because it’s kind of my worst nightmare.
like, this idea that someone you were once inseparable from can so suddenly become unrecognizable to you, that they can move on and — even worse — no longer recognize you… it haunts me. change is an inevitable thing but it’s easy to miss when you’re changing alongside someone in similar ways; it’s the distance that makes it so scary. i fear that one day i won’t remember my brother or my sister or my best friend as they are; i fear that i’ll search for something in them that has long since left. i fear that they might do the same to me.
what’s more harrowing is the fact that when the twins realize they’ve both changed, it’s like they’ve already died. they’re already mourning each other even when they’re still right there, right next to each other. i hope no one ever has to mourn me like that. i hope every change is a new life to be celebrated. i fear for what a funeral must look like for a living soul.
#mine#update: it’s ok to rb!!! please do i love seeing people’s thoughts#sorry i’ve been reeling for days over that last episode#i’ll start reading trimax soon i just need several more days to recover from stampede okay. okay? okay.#trigun stampede#trigun#trigun spoilers#vash the stampede#millions knives#eden speaks
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this is my "Never Gonna Give You Up". we've been neiled.
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can i just say. nick's acting in that scene. truly outstanding. i have no idea how he was able to capture henry so unbelievably well when he hadn't even read the book at that point. he managed to make that monologue sound exactly like i've always pictured henry delivering it... i am actually devastated for him that this scene was cut since it might legit be his best performance in the movie
#i'm just......... WOW#i will need several days to recover from this it has blown me away#nicholas galitzine#rwrb#red white and royal blue
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#so one half of the couple i'm house/dogsitting for had an unexpected medical emergency on their trip#which -- i won't go into details but it culminated in a pretty serious diagnosis and emergency major surgery#and now they're coming home today after getting medevac transport back to california#and have asked me to stay here for a few more days while they settle in#as the one who had the emergency needs 24/7 care during recovery but is being released from hospital to recover at home#and they need someone to basically keep looking after the dog/keep her from getting in the way while they figure out what care he needs#anyway i agreed to stay a few days like they asked#which means i'm trying to finish my coursework before they get back later this afternoon but man my focus levels are LOW#and honestly they have been for several days at this point because once again it seems that waiting to hear about medical stuff has become#somewhat of a panic response trigger for me since the extended nightmare of february this year with my dad#and mostly i've been able to compartmentalize but the energy that takes has truly wiped me out#to the point that i'm genuinely shocked it hasn't set off a fibro flare up (touch wood)#also i really don't know this couple very well at all -- they're mostly friends of my parents-in-law#i've looked after their dog for them several times over the past couple of years#but obviously that's been while they aren't home#and i've only had fairly brief interactions with them#so i do feel a bit awkward about being here while they're going through something so serious and personal#but they're nice people and they need the help and i'm able to provide it so i'm gonna push past that#anyway just a tag post venting thing
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possibly the sexiest p7 of all time
outscored the alpines in a car that was slower than my suv on the straights
tyre whisperer of a last stint
his family is there to give him a hug
i call it a net positive day
time for summer shut down i hate this god forsaken sport
#all i wanted today was points and we got points so i'm happy#out scoring the alpines genuinely made my day#i need several business years to recover from that#love you the most my precious muppet#lando norris#mclaren#f1
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my doctor was sooooo fucking worthless and unhelpful im going to masturbate and i hope it fucking kills me
#“no need for follow up”#“yeah you did have several cysts we scrapped off your remaining ovary but. dw about it. idk why they were there. dw about it. oh also your#ovary on that side was freakishly huge but. dw about it. it might go away. dw about it#*doctor shrug emoji* “#“go see a gyno next year maybe. but not me im too important for that. go find and onboard a gyno to your situation. next year maybe idk lol”#he barely even looked at my incision like#this fucking appointment could have been an email. or a phone call. or they just could have let me start driving again. also i forgot to ask#if i can stop drinking ensure now or after the 6 weeks? cause that shit cost $$$$. but he probably would have been super unhelpful if i had#fr fr this guy only wanted to give me the time of day when he thought i might have fun cancer inside and now he's like gtfo!!!! get your#fugly cancerless ass out of here!!!! recover from a major surgery on your own you swagless cancerless loser 🤣 we arent helping your#swagless ass!!!#anyway it seems weird and fucked up that im was never offered to see a physical therapist and i guess am going to have to blindly trust my#abs they sliced thru are healing or whatever and to rawdog my own physical recovery of my muscles? even just dumb shit like. my center of#gravity has drastically changed since the mass removal and my back hurts like shit all the time because all my posture muscles were built up#for when i had an extra 30 pounds of cyst hanging in the front and my posture and walking reflected that. and i lowkey don't know how#hard i am able to be with my healing incision because its really tight and makes me hunch forwards still. like i would really like to know#how much i can safely or maybe should be forcing my skin and incision to stretch. without damage? is that crazy#am i crazy???#this shit is why i didnt see a doctor for 2 years until my problems had snowballed into a 30 pounds ovarian cyst that was crushing my other#organs and had one of my kidneys all backed up with piss. and even getting emergency treatment for it everyone was like. how did you like it#get this bad?? how could you not know you needed to seek medical treatment???? like. bro. seeking medical treatment isnt even a guarantee to#get medical treatment.#anyway he said my “remaining ovary seemed low key polycystic but dw about it. don't quote me on that im not dealing with it.”#bro i dont want to doctor google it i wanted an actual doctor to deal with it. fuck you.#like. maybe even a doctor who knows my situation so i dont have to struggle with getting someone to believe me and take me seriously.#but whatever. back to trying to figure out the daily protein and extra calories my body needs for recovery via doctor google i guess.#its fine 🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬
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Don't think I've ever had an outer ear infection this severe. Everything is clogged and painful and the lymph nodes are swollen and my temperature is rising, although only slightly. This whole summer has just been one health crisis after another
#i did get switched on oral antibiotics today to keep it from spreading#and my cpr was normal#but im still scared it'll become something severe#and i know the antibiotics need more time than a day AND they'll likely help even if it does spread#but christ#i dont think my stomach will ever recover from the amount of painkillers and antibiotics ive had to take lately#my reflux has already been off the charts
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Ohhh my gosh my parents are so exhausting. I love them but goddamn i just want to sleep for 100 years. This was day 2 of Family Time we have Brunch in less than 10 hours I am going to Die
#day one was Disneyland with little cousins which was amazing! i loved it and i love my itty bitty cousins but they are 4 and 7 and Disney#is already A Lot sensory wise so like#overwhelmed already.#like i love Disneyland and I’m really glad i have the opportunity to go#but i need several days to recover from that preferably in my comfy room alone#but instead we did House Repairs and Cleaning today#which again is really nice but also includes my mom coming into my (and my roommates) home and touching and moving all the stuff#and like. do we need to rearrange furniture? ok it looks better like that. ok ok I’m sorry for questioning it ok#do we need to move my roommates stuff? yeah i know she left it out in the common area but like. maybe let’s not touch it bc she’ll get upset#at me about it. ok your just gonna put it in front of her room. ok. ok fine ok sorry#(she got upset at me about it)#anyway 3 breakdowns later i am so tired and I’m still the immature ungrateful child
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i found out today that i wasn't the only person on my team to get laid off, which makes me feel better. misery loves company etc
#they axed TWO people on my team of FIVE. absolute massacre#the other guy is here on a visa too so he has to find a new job in 2 months or else he gets deported#fucking awful!!!!! at least i can take my sweet time. which i intend to lmao i need a week or two to recover#i get 8 weeks severance and i'm still gonna get my annual incentive in april which'll probably be another month of salary#and i do have savings. if i'm frugal i could be fine until the end of the year#but i obviously don't want to do that lmao i'm aiming for being employed or at least close within 2 months#anyway my work bestie gave me the scoop today. she's taking over my work for me when i'm gone#my last day is the 26th and from now until then all my meetings are with her to ~*~ knowledge transfer ~*~#half our happy hour squad was laid off 😭 our friend who works at the parent company was also laid off#we're gonna go out and get trashed friday night as a last hurrah#work bestie and i are still down to keep the happy hours going lol but we'll see how the other half of the squad feels#m.txt
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i need the fucking fluffiest goddamned vashwood fic around
pls if someone could hook me up PLEASE help
#speculation nation#i mean i could look for one myself. but listen i have gone through. the wringer.#i Cannot continue onto trimax volume 11 like this. gonna need to ruminate on 10 for like. at least several days lol#honestly 98 anime would probably be the perfect pallet cleanser (at least to start with)#except i promised my friend id watch it with them (aka the true reason i havent watched it yet)#oughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i am never gonna fucking recover from this#AND ME STARTING MY WOLFWOOD POV OF SENTIDO Ouogughghghghgjfg#maybe i should just reread chapter 3 of sentido. though tht might just get me crying too#i feel like a wet paper rag wobbling in the wind like a torn up flag on a pole#or a pair of underpants. the worst underpants ever. full of holes. drenched in the rain. and purple polka dots.#not that you could tell in the dark rain and mud. the worst goddamned underpants on a flag pole to ever exist. just wobblin#thats me. thats how i feel rn.#/ shinji ikari on the chair. that also displays it. Obviously it is synonymous. obviously.#head in my hands. i am fucking WRECKED right now.
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@loveyouhomex tagged me, thank you ♥
What colour are your eyes? blue
What instantly tells you if a person is good? this is probably way too deep, but when i started typing out "there's no way to spot that immediately" and thought about an explanation, like, there's stuff hidden away........... no, it's even more than that. nobody's really good, everyone has their bad parts. you just need to find out if you can deal with these parts - for example, i noticed this because often, i can't stand ''''''nice''''' people because they can be really pretentious.
Do you have a recurring dream? not really
What is the most interesting class you have taken? i started a course on molecular cooking once, it was really neat until they started to talk about chemistry which i know nothing about
How often do you find yourself day dreaming? all the time, basically
Name/Nickname: schnaf
Zodiac: libra
Height: 160cm
Nationality: german
Favourite colour: dark blue
Favourite season: spring
Favourite animals: monkeys. i love smort animals with hands. (UGH also i had two on my lap recently ♥ they were just hanging out and i crouched down to get a better look at them and suddenly the bigger one jumped on my lap and the smaller one didn't want to miss out ♥)
Favourite fictional characters: wen kexing. he's sassy, he's fun and then he isn't anymore. good for him and stuff ♥
Tea, coffee or hot chocolate?: tea, sometimes hot chocolate as a treat
Average hours of sleep?: 6
Cat or dog person: i am very openminded ♥
Number of blankets slept with: one
Places ancestors are from: Germany and Czech Republic - i'm just doing a copy and paste here askdjlfhaksjdf
Dream trip: i'm currently planning trips to the maldives and iceland which is pretty neat ♥ i also really want to go to some remote places in the north (yes i looked up vacation on spitzbergen). also, the easter island is one of my childhood dreams ♥
Blog established: october 2011
Random fact about yourself: i got sick right before my last vacation and it was pretty windy there and people were wearing winter coats and stuff........... while i undressed and jumped into the ocean. i wonder why i'm still sick
Three ships: jun han x jungsu, ode x gaon, yizhan
Last song: a post-rock compilation
Last movie: it's STILL cherry magic the movie. i'd ask for movie recommendations but sadly i'm not in the mood for watching movies
Currently reading: once again, it's my fic series i'm planning to post
Currently watching: i finished my skam rewatch a few days ago, since then i'm on a break................ not in a watching mood lately
Currently craving: i'm planning a trip to munich only to visit a bunch of restaurants and i want to go NOW
i'm tagging @xjungsu, @vodeaare, @halamadrid-miasanmia, @blueside-hobi, @strangerinaholyplace, @jcamilov06, @stardatewow and @sevensforasecret ♥
#edit: i did go to munich last weekend because football and i tried a bunch of restaurants#it was super exhausting and my knee hurt for several days#but it was really nice#went to a cat cafe. which isn't as spectacular as i thought but hey! i did it!#found a mexican place which is really good#accidentally went to the wrong korean restaurant - i wanted to visit one i've already been to but ended up at a new one#they were FAST (in augsburg i waited like 2h once so now i'm wary) and the food was good#but then the owner threw us out bcs more people were coming#won't come back thx :)))))#and then we went to a chinese place and there were a lot of chinese guests which is quite a good sign#and they had handmade noodles and were really friendly and the food was pretty good and the price too#and then i noticed if we didn't leave within like 5 minutes we'd miss our train home and had to wait for another hour#but the cute waiter struck up a conversation bcs he saw our fca stuff :)))))) which was sweet but boi i need to catch my train#there were so many people talking to us bcs of our fca stuff oh boi social interactions maxxxxed out and stuff#i want to do another food trip but not too soon. i need to recover from this trip
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... i feel like the easiest solution to the whole ~but migrants keep coming here with nothing and then expecting us to feed and clothe them~ thing and whining about the cost to the coast guard of trying to find the boats they arrive on would be
offer free shipping? station a number of reasonably big ships near or at where migrant ships usually leave from, kind of a schoolbus version of a passenger ship, nothing luxurious or pretty, but staffed and equipped to transport as many people as possible in safety and dignity while being as cheap and low-maintenance as can be. and then get barracks set up as close by as possible, where people can stay until the ship sets sail, with the same low-cost, low-effort setup
and then anyone who wants to cross the mediteranean, instead of having to pay exorbitant amounts of money to some shady entity for a space on an overloaded ship, can just. report to the official coast guard ship, which will make the trip the same time every week, and if they missed it, they can get a bunk in the nearby barracks and wait for the next one
and then! everyone who shows up can get basic medical treatment and at least temporary papers if they haven't any, and there can be co-ordination with the european ports, so everyone knows when and where the next ship will arrive, how many people are on board, what immediate assistance they will need, and any other relevant information
hell, if there's something stressful or expensive or otherwise troublesome at one port, they can contact the coast guard and go 'yeah, we said we'd accept the next ship, but there's been [thing] and we're overwhelmed as-is, but the next port over is set up for your arrival', and then no one needs to deal with the unexpected arrival of several hundred injured, ill, or starving people that need immediate help in a million ways
just. we know migrants will cross the mediteranean. it's a thing they've been doing for decades at this point. we also know it's a source of stress and trouble for everyone involved. might as well accept it and make it as safe and controlled as possible, reduce the amount of emergency something-or-other to react to and ensure that the people who arrive are fed and clothed and ideally can actually migrate with their families instead of having to figure out who they can afford to pay the fare for and make their situation even worse
#a grievance against society#also no charging anyone for staying at those barracks#and no fares for the ships#and if anyone goes 'but what about wealthy people wanting to travel for free'#if they're prepared to spend several days in cramped and uncomfortable spaces#with a ton of strangers#just to save a bit of money#they should absolutely be allowed to do that#hell if you set it up like this#there might even be an option of setting this up near an airport#and if someone has been separated from their family#or needs medical treatment that goes beyond the bare minimum#they can make a deal with the airlines#to fill up empty seats on the planes#not ideal to transport hundreds of people i don't think#but every now and again helpful for getting a child and parent re-united#or making sure someone can recover from surgery in a place where they can build a future#instead of somewhere they have to be terrified their past will catch up#we should just apply harm reduction principles more often#if people keep doing a thing even though it's dangerous and expensive and difficult#instead of making the thing more so in hopes of stopping them#we should maybe make it as safe and easy and accessible as possible#and only when people aren't getting killed in absolutely foreseen and avoidable ways#we can try to find and address the root cause of their actions#but first we need to not needlessly hurt or kill peopl#also yes that means all european nations need to help finance this project#it helps the non-mediteranean states too!#and it's the right and proper thing to do
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GOD Aftersun absolutely fucking SLAYED me DEAD goodbye
#I need several business days to recover from this#charlotte wells you'll be hearing from my lawyers#I am obsessed with paul mescal's nose
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