#i need me that stimulation-
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Once I was listening to a podcast and one of the hosts was like “the key to confidence isn’t never making mistakes and knowing everything, but making mistakes and being totally okay w the fact because everyone makes mistakes and it’s not a statement about your worth” and oh my god okay. My trauma bond w shame is dying a slow death.
#I feel like until my prefrontal cortex is developed I’ll just be prone to freaking out#So I’ll artificially stimulate whatever 30 something year old brains effuse naturally by meditating#And continuing the hunt for a therapist who is much older than me 🩷#My current therapist is cute I think I just need older ppl to dissect my ill diseased mind too
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Listen, I'm as happy as the next gay, adhd having, old-timey animation lover that Raggedy Ann and Andy: A Musical Adventure (1977) is coming back into the spotlight and getting the love it deserves....... BUT I've cleaned ao3 out and I need new stimulant so pls help
#raggedy ann#raggedy andy#doll#idk how tags work#im gonna cry#i need stimulation#raggedydoll#raggedy ann and andy#raggedy ann and andy 1977#ao3#ao3 get on this#what is wrong with me
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how dare ao3 go down while i should be paying attention in class. my stories :(((
#ao3#yes i need to pass economics to graduate#no i will not pay attention#that class is painfully tedious and makes me want to slam my head into the wall for any stimulation at all
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thinking of mommy!sugu bouncing reader on his knee / making them ride his thigh 😞 would love to see a post about this 🙏🏻🙏🏻 (would love to be 🧸 anon or 🍰/🧁)
Mdni :3
Weird way to propose but YES I will MARRY you 🧸 anon and have ALL of your children
Look as much I think the whole bouncing you on his thigh thing is purely to calm you down, I KNOW for a FACT that it will turn most if not all of you on lmaooo (projecting)
However, it does greatly depend on YOU whether or not he will be able to successfully brainwash you into associating his thigh bouncing you with having a mushy brain and the urge to suckle on mommy's boobs lol. It's either putting you to sleep or waking you tffff upp, in any case he likes either outcome, be it his sleepy baby mindlessly babbling in his arms, or a sensitive blushing whining mess absentmindedly grinding on him.
Speaking of grindinggg!!!! I did mention before that he deprives you a little, but there's no doubt that mommy!suguru adooooressss when you cover his lap with your cum. He's not too picky but he would much rather you be in nothing but your panties/boxers as you chase your orgasm, while he teases your nipples with feather light touches, or kneads your tummy or thighs.
Another thing is that you physically can't cum without his permission... it's not that he's mean about it, but again, the whole "mommy's approval thing" "gotta make mommy proud"
You don't get to do this often ESPECIALLY if you're too shy to bring it up with him (bcuz trust that he WILL make you say what you want from him out loud, you would just rather keep it to yourself lmaoo) and he doesn't like when you touch yourself either, bcuz mommy is supposed to take care of everything for you(sorry I had to 😔) so the orgasms you do get to finally experience will leave you pliant and limp in his arms, mindlessly mumbling slurred little "thank you"s and "I love you mommy"s and that alone is better than being inside (and potentially hurting his baby) in his opinion <33
#Mommy!suguru is the last stage of the service dom infection#again . we are keeping this gender neutral as always 🫶#i would wanna get into more details (genital stimulation and what not) buuuutttt maybe some other time when I'm not ab to collapse lol#god im so sleepy but needed to answer this one bcuz it was so yummy T^T#ANYWAY TEDDYNON ACQUIRED!!!!!#none of those emojis are taken!!! :D so you can pick whichever one you'd like :>#do send me a follow up ask if you'd rather go with the cake or cupcake :3#–. 𐙚 ̊vale.answers.ᐟ.ᐟ#˗ˋˏ –. 𐙚 🧸̊.anon.ᐟ.ᐟˎˊ-
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Barty and james eating reg out at the same time
i’m. okay yes hello nonny you’re onto something there fjkdkd like just full on tongues out, skulls knocking as they try to wedge their heads between regulus’ thighs like i hope bro is flexible because on the left barty is pressing that leg into the mattress and then on the right james has it Hoisted over his shoulder all out of the way and oh god like their faces are so close they kind of start making out and oof pls i’m spiraling. also i’m So incorporating this into Little Death pt2. i need them both completely Slick with regulus, hell make him squirt over Both of them, evan is just stroking himself at the side and completely awestruck but then also he starts doubling over laughing because they are a MESS now and regulus just lays there all sweet, black dots in his vision, body Shiveringg wowwowow james starts licking reg’s cum off barty’s face and neck and that just makes Him horny and then barty is pulling them up right and their hip flush together and evan takes care of reg and ACTUALLY lemme pull out my doc real quick😭✍🏼
#anon ily i needed that little brain stimulation#fic: die a little death for me#BTW i love when ppl send me asks like this keep it comin!!#anomnom#jarty#rosestarkillerchaser
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just had the worst angsty ludonarrative idea about p3 burda and daniil thinking about artemys hands. imagine if artemys hands fend off daniils apathy/give him mania, so holding hands, hugs, back rubs, pats on the shoulder, etc. is a crucial part of the strategy to keep touch-starved daniil sane with all the time looping. (bonus angst: compared to other drugs, daniil doesnt build a tolerance, but it is addictive)
but then if daniil dies too many times, it pulls a p2 and takes away his ability to hold hands.
#inconsolable.#at first he thinks so what? i cant shake hands? and then it sinks in when the player loses the option like the p2 hug penalty.#and if its addictive then the game shows him constantly losing health/gaining apathy(?) and theres nothing the player can do but heal him#anyways. this nightmare popped into my head while getting groceries. im busy running errands and writing this in my parked car.#but the connection of p2 hug penalty and p3 daniil obsessed with artemys hands and needs the right amount/type of stimulation to function.#head in hands#what on earth are you yapping about?#pathologic 3#pathologic 3 spoilers#pathologic 3 quarantine#<-still spoiler tagging for safety#if anybody wants to steal this idea go for it (and tag me in it!) im not an angst writer and i dont write hurt/comfort either really
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What if I want to be a detective but like a Nancy Drew or the Scooby Doo gang one who only solves silly little cases that help people and don’t involve murder
#maybe I want to be a treasure hunter and a genealogical researcher and track down missing objects and maybe art thefts#the film noir detective would be too depressing I’m prone to that#the problem is I’ve gotten mentally strong but also I’m not MentallyStrong#I hear and see terrible things every day but I’m not very impervious and it exhausts me easily#and then throws me into funks if it’s not hopeful and exciting#I need a direction! I need something purposeful desperate hopeful and imaginatively stimulating (fun)#that’s my ideal job description
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anyone ever just. bite their arm. like. arawrawmfphf I need to release energy awrfrwrjfrawrarwrrrwrmphwrf rrfwf
#I feel like a dog#(I say as I nuzzle my face into my dog while in a bitebitebite mood) (thank u to my dog for enthusiastically putting up w my frolicking)#for me biting is definitely an adhd self-stimulation thing.#like. I need stimulation and so I BITE#rwfrwffwrarawrf#chomp#not with intention to hurt. with intention to CHOMPCHOMPMUNCHWRF.#chomping on your arm while listening to soap by the oh hellos instead of doing the dishes >>>#THE OH HELLOS ROUNDS AHHSGHEHDHDHGD#sun speaks#sun’s posts#adhd#stimming#dunno if dog brain. but if dog brain then dog brain go chomp.#neurodivergent#biting stim#hesitantly tagging this#therian#otherhearted#because. otherhearted? question mark?#and I know some of em might like this#shrug#doghearted#…?#guys idek whats happening
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*Baps you. Baps you. Baps you. Baps y-*
Remember y'all. Caffeine is a stimulant. Stimulants typically have opposing affects on those with adhd. If a demigod drinks black coffee they ain't getting a burst of energy. At most they're going be able to focus their adhd more. Or just get tired and have heart palpitations.
Will is not staying up because of 100+ coffees. My man is awake out of determination and pure spite. The fact he hasn't snapped is a miracle.
Also. They're probably low on iron. Get those kids some supplements.
#mine#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson and the olympians#pain rambles#will solace#coffee#adhd#adhd things#actually adhd#actually audhd#seriously tho#i do mean this affectionately#but chat#why do you think non adhd people take adderall to be hyped up?#its a stronger stimulant#My mom literally gave me sugar free caffeine drinks until she could find better way to control my adhd as a kid#because the meds they gave made me worse but the teacher was on her about that I needed it and the doc was no help#i was drinking Starbucks for a bit at 7-8 years#and my teacher THANKED my mom for the putting me in meditation after the doc already took me off and i was drinking those#my mom was five secs away from killing someone all 6 years i was at that school tbh
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i should relate more to my giftedness but it's so damn hard when the only part of it that really applies is "i got good grades without studying don't fucking ask me how"
#like what am i supposed to do when i relate a lot more to my undiagnosed and treated as fake by my parents audhd?#i feel like i am faking my giftedness and not my autism or my adhd!!!#at this point academic stimulation makes me mad bc i don't feel like i need more#in fact i need people to listen to this really large amount of knowledge that i've got from these 2 strict and selective topics#and to be loved by infodumping since i was a kid#i was just a kid.#giftedness#actually gifted#autism#actually autistic#adhd#actually adhd#audhd#actually audhd
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OKAY PRO OF NEW MEDS: i havent had an overthinking spiral in WEEKS its 100000x easier to just let thoughts that normally leave me sobbing for hours float past me. Ive never been so happy to be "unfeeling." No more 30 page vent posts of thoughts ive been looping for hours because idk what else to do with them
Cons: literally everything else.
#talkys#horrible sleep no matter how early i get to bed the _ thing stomach issues so fatigued all the time and more#im already on lowest dose 😞 qheres that post thats like i need stimulants#i might actually have to seek out a psych bc i think my main dr said theres not much else He can do for me neow
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school is back in session. free time is 100% gone. 😀
#i knew this would happen but it’s still sad to experience#i quite literally have no time because of studying/homework/reading/lectures#and I’m also working my normal job#and when i DO have time i’m so fucking exhausted that all i want to do is be Not Sober and rot on my comfort youtuber’s channel#i don’t even want to watch shows in my free time because that brings about too much emotional stimulation that i’m too tired to experience#that doesn’t even make sense but it’s true#i also recently just experienced something rattling that i can’t really talk about bc it’ll give away too much personal info lmao#but it was Not Fun#but it was also eye-opening in a good way? but nothing about it was good#i wish i could make private posts for my very close mutuals who i could trust to tell#i kinda want to get it off my chest and i’ve told a few of my irl friends but like… this shit is still haunting me#had a nightmare about it last night. kicking and sweating and full-on panic kind of nightmare#luckily my alarm woke me from it. unluckily i then had to get up and go to work#anyway. i really wanted time to write this weekend but there’s just so much shit i have to do#i have an interview for a research position and four (YES FOUR) group projects i need to start this weekend#god help me#this is my own fault for pursuing a STEM career#but yknow… women in STEM 🥳✨🫶🏼🤩#fay talks
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autistic understimulation isn't just physical btw. it can also be entirely emotional. like wanting to feel something so bad, but just not being able to find that emotion to any great degree, as much as you feel like you want to. it's a big reason why I seek intimacy in most of my friendships. like friendship is cool and awesome and I love it. but I also need things to hit my brain a lot harder than just 'hanging out' sometimes
#don't take this as me using my autism as an excuse to garner sympathy/ pity intimacy or ill freaking bite you#genuinely i need extra stimulation to actually stimulate the emotions that make me feel alive#and i will seek that responsibly
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I think that comparisons between access to prescribed stimulants and medications like insulin are categorically inappropriate, and I will personally hand to anyone a card to mock people making that comparison. However, today I called Walgreens to ask whether they'd gotten Adderall in (because I called last Wednesday and they were out of stock, and I know from having experienced this multiple times over multiple months that they get new shipments on Wednesdays) and the woman on the phone told me they were out of the generic (which my prescriber only began prescribing because the name brand was out of stock) and that the name brand would be $326 unconvered, but that my insurance would cover a 5 mg dose, which, due to the laws around schedule 1 substances, means I would have to call my prescriber to have them resend the Rx to the phamracy, but this time for 3x daily 5 mg capsules. And I just said thank you and hung up but inside I was like ma'am, I know it isn't your fault but this is actually exactly what one would cook up if the intention was to torture a person via the process of accessing their stimulant prescription.
#and the first step of getting the rx sent in a new form would be typing in the name of my current prescriber#which i literally do not know offhand because i have been being shuffled between various PAs or whatever for over a year since my og dr left#which has been fully fine because the Adderall man does not need to know my business and the only times theyve poked at my personal life ive#been like excuse me...i am here for stimulant and we do not need to discuss that but thank you very much#so it is fine except when i need the providers name to start a like 4 step process#which also involves me calling walgreens specifically to fill the rz#bc they cannot fill the rx without the patient calling directly first for schedule 1 substances#as in yes the prescriber can send the rx and they can have it in stock and they will not fill it until the patient calls to fill it
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wow I didn’t think reblogging that tea post and then seeing people’s tags would deal me such strong psychic damage. come over I can fix you I can find a tea you will like. “I don’t like tea” how can you say that as a blanket statement when there are so many vastly different kinds of tea. head in hands
#‘it’s like coffee but not good’#while a cup of black tea does have a great deal less caffeine in it than coffee#it also has a stimulant called l-theanine which is NOT found in coffee#and the more complex combination of the two stimulants hit your system much more slowly#which is why tea doesn’t give you jitters like coffee does#anyone who’s like wow I need my coffee to survive but I hate that it makes me nauseous and gives me heart palpitations and bad breath#to you I say. wean yourself off coffee and onto tea!!!!!!!#but WAIT I can keep going. nauseous? ginger tea. sore throat? peppermint contains menthol which works as a numbing agent#green and black teas are both very high in antioxidants#chamomile and lavender do both have a calming affect#BUT WHAT ABOUT THE TASTE I hear you say#IT TASTES LIKE GRASS. try a floral tea or a black tea or chai or Thai tea#ITS SO BITTER you’re either steeping it for too long or the water you’re using is too hot#not to sound like I’m fucking uncle iroh or something I just apparnerlt have strong thoughts and feelings about tea#I can’t handle ppl going ugh I hate tea and it’s like. overbrewed lipton in microwaved tap water.#anyway MY favorites are jasmine and lavender earl grey#and currently I’m really into this corn silk tea my brother bought me at h mart#it’s like gen mai cha but even more#congrats for making it this far into my tea rant tags. if you comment your tastes I can give you a personalized tea recommendation
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tbh kinda sad that hadestown seems to be getting more and more popular yet very few people stay in fandom and continue to create stuff :(
#me being me#i do appreciate folks here#but it's also a bit sad when there are few things that stimulate your obsession and it's been FOUR years#(before I get 'maybe you should contribute yourself' I'll saw that sadly I'm contributing too much to a point where i repeat myself...)#i need food that isn't made by me to make even more food...
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