#i need me that stimulation-

[puppys-rhythm-heaven]

kind of hilarious to me how chaotic the rhythm heaven fandom is. i guess it makes sense cuz the games are chaotic too but it's just. the content's great. this is a rhythm game n people make it like impossible to actually follow the rhythm (either through spam or just by making it extremely dumb)-

[idontmindifuforgetme]

Once I was listening to a podcast and one of the hosts was like “the key to confidence isn’t never making mistakes and knowing everything, but making mistakes and being totally okay w the fact because everyone makes mistakes and it’s not a statement about your worth” and oh my god okay. My trauma bond w shame is dying a slow death.

[frankiemanki]

Listen, I'm as happy as the next gay, adhd having, old-timey animation lover that Raggedy Ann and Andy: A Musical Adventure (1977) is coming back into the spotlight and getting the love it deserves....... BUT I've cleaned ao3 out and I need new stimulant so pls help

[hypermegabomberboy]

how dare ao3 go down while i should be paying attention in class. my stories :(((

[sommerregenjuniluft]

Barty and james eating reg out at the same time

i’m. okay yes hello nonny you’re onto something there fjkdkd like just full on tongues out, skulls knocking as they try to wedge their heads between regulus’ thighs like i hope bro is flexible because on the left barty is pressing that leg into the mattress and then on the right james has it Hoisted over his shoulder all out of the way and oh god like their faces are so close they kind of start making out and oof pls i’m spiraling. also i’m So incorporating this into Little Death pt2. i need them both completely Slick with regulus, hell make him squirt over Both of them, evan is just stroking himself at the side and completely awestruck but then also he starts doubling over laughing because they are a MESS now and regulus just lays there all sweet, black dots in his vision, body Shiveringg wowwowow james starts licking reg’s cum off barty’s face and neck and that just makes Him horny and then barty is pulling them up right and their hip flush together and evan takes care of reg and ACTUALLY lemme pull out my doc real quick😭✍🏼

[since-times-long-forgotten]

anyone ever just. bite their arm. like. arawrawmfphf I need to release energy awrfrwrjfrawrarwrrrwrmphwrf rrfwf 

[burinazar]

i think the made in abyss concert today pressed some kind of healing reset button on my soul btw

[pseudophan]

literally not gonna get anything done until i've figured out whether there's actually something wrong with my heart or if it's just anxiety so i booked an ekg lets hope they can do it tomorrow so i can get some PEACEEEE

[pain-is-too-tired]

*Baps you. Baps you. Baps you. Baps y-*

Remember y'all. Caffeine is a stimulant. Stimulants typically have opposing affects on those with adhd. If a demigod drinks black coffee they ain't getting a burst of energy. At most they're going be able to focus their adhd more. Or just get tired and have heart palpitations.

Will is not staying up because of 100+ coffees. My man is awake out of determination and pure spite. The fact he hasn't snapped is a miracle.

Also. They're probably low on iron. Get those kids some supplements.

[dollyboned]

i should relate more to my giftedness but it's so damn hard when the only part of it that really applies is "i got good grades without studying don't fucking ask me how"

[kerryweaverlesbian]

Need castiel to come and hit me in the head with a hammer

[genericpuff]

Fighting off cold and flu has always been difficult for me and it's only getting harder as I get older. I find the transitioning from being "sick in bed" back to "functioning person" can often be the hardest part, especially when it comes to congestion which can take days if not weeks to clear up, so even if I'm able to walk around, do basic tasks, etc. I'm uncomfortable the whole way through. At least when it comes to my back pain, that's something that I'm used to and can predict and accommodate; getting sick is none of those things.

What's making it even more difficult this time around, compared to every other time, is the fact that I went from being healthy and medicated to sick and unmedicated. So that transition back into "functioning" is being slowed further by my returning inability to focus, to push myself through the uncomfortable feeling of doing literally anything, to be at peace with boredom.

Every single time I want to do anything that isn't laying in bed, it's met with both "I don't know if I'm physically capable of doing that because I'm sick" and "I don't know if I'm mentally capable of doing that because I'm off my meds."

And it's incredibly exhausting.

[skunkes]

OKAY PRO OF NEW MEDS: i havent had an overthinking spiral in WEEKS its 100000x easier to just let thoughts that normally leave me sobbing for hours float past me. Ive never been so happy to be "unfeeling." No more 30 page vent posts of thoughts ive been looping for hours because idk what else to do with them

Cons: literally everything else.

[rapidreptile]

autistic understimulation isn't just physical btw. it can also be entirely emotional. like wanting to feel something so bad, but just not being able to find that emotion to any great degree, as much as you feel like you want to. it's a big reason why I seek intimacy in most of my friendships. like friendship is cool and awesome and I love it. but I also need things to hit my brain a lot harder than just 'hanging out' sometimes

[laundryandtaxes]

I think that comparisons between access to prescribed stimulants and medications like insulin are categorically inappropriate, and I will personally hand to anyone a card to mock people making that comparison. However, today I called Walgreens to ask whether they'd gotten Adderall in (because I called last Wednesday and they were out of stock, and I know from having experienced this multiple times over multiple months that they get new shipments on Wednesdays) and the woman on the phone told me they were out of the generic (which my prescriber only began prescribing because the name brand was out of stock) and that the name brand would be $326 unconvered, but that my insurance would cover a 5 mg dose, which, due to the laws around schedule 1 substances, means I would have to call my prescriber to have them resend the Rx to the phamracy, but this time for 3x daily 5 mg capsules. And I just said thank you and hung up but inside I was like ma'am, I know it isn't your fault but this is actually exactly what one would cook up if the intention was to torture a person via the process of accessing their stimulant prescription.