#i miss them both so goddamn much
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Inspector Sullivan needs a shave, but an injury means he can't do it himself. Who better to ask than Sidney Carter?
Sid opens the caravanâs door and stops short on the threshold.
Inspector Sullivan stands on the crate Sid uses as a step, looking â well. Awkwardâs a given whenever Sullivanâs around, but this is something else. Hat clutched in his left hand, stubbornly refusing to look Sid in the eye, a pretty blush dancing on his cheeks.
Intriguing.
âSullivan. What is it Iâm supposed to have done this time?â Sid drawls, crossing his arms and leaning against the door. âThought you were off work, anyway?â he asks, gesturing at Sullivanâs other arm.
Itâs bound tightly against the manâs chest, supported in an uncomfortable looking sling that seems out of place against his suit. His coat draped over his injured side, his hand sitting loosely in the sling, not clutching a fountain pen and notebook ready to interrogate.  It all just looks⊠wrong.
âI am. Thatâs not- thatâs not why Iâm here.â Sullivan says, looking sheepish. Christ, Sid can feel the discomfort radiating off him in waves. The pair of them have managed a sort of truce in the past few weeks, more civil, less likely to antagonise each other.
âOh? Then what could you possibly want with little old me?â Sid teases. Heâd be lying if he said he isnât enjoying watching the other man squirm.
Somehow, Sullivan manages to look even more uncomfortable, so Sid takes pity.
âLook, come in, would ya? No use standing out here waiting for the grass to grow.â He turns to allow Sullivan entry, though not before seeing Sullivanâs throat bob with a bracing gulp. Nerves? Odd.
Sullivan steps through the door, then reaches to pull his coat off. The action looks awkward, ungainly with only one arm of any use. Sullivan winces, a flash of pain crossing his face, and before Sid can realise what heâs doing, he steps forward to help.
âCâmere.â He says softly, reaching to pull the coat off of his shoulders.
âThank you.â
Sid waves it off, gestures the other man to one of the seats in the cramped space. He watches Sullivan a second, observes. He looks a little unkempt, a little less put together than he normally does.
A few strands of hair lying out of place, top button of his shirt open, no tie. But most of all, Sid notes with interest, dark stubble lining his jaw and cheeks. A far cry from Sullivanâs normal look, clean shaven and buttoned up. Itâs really quite attractive.
 He opens his mouth to ask again why Sullivanâs here, but the inspector beats him to it.
âListen, Cart- Sid. Iâm sorry to do this, I really am, but I havenât got anyone else to askâŠâ Sullivan trails off.
Sid waits with a raised eyebrow.
âI canât- I donât- Would you give me a hand with shaving?â he finally blurts. âI know itâs a reach and you really donât have to, but I canât do it myself, and like I said, I didnât know who else to ask.â Sullivan finishes, with a wary but hopeful glance at Sid.
Oh. Well, thatâs not quite what Sid expected. At all. The strangest thing is that he doesnât find himself opposed to the idea of it, of helping the other man shave. No, rather the opposite. To be so close to Sullivan, to hear the rush of his breath, feel the warmth of his skin under his touch. Itâs tempting. Dangerously tempting.
Besides, thereâs always been something between them. Something more than the petty rivalry they have on the streets. Mutual interest, mutual attraction, neither brave enough to do anything about it. Now Sid thinks about it, this seems like a perfect opportunity.
By the time Sid snaps out of his thoughts, Sullivan is rambling again.
âYou really donât have to, I shouldnât have asked, I knew it was a stretch, Iâm sorry. Iâll go-â
Sullivan rises and attempts to move towards the door, but Sidâs quicker.
âNo! No, itâs okay, I donât mind. Come and sit.â Sid says, blocking Sullivanâs path to the door.
âI really am sorry to impose on you like this. I wouldâve gone to the barber, butâŠâ Â
Some of the tension eases from Sullivan, and he perches back down on the seat.
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âNah, donât blame you. Peteâs alright for trims but heâs more likely to slit your throat than give you a proper shave.â
Sullivan smiles faintly, and fiddles with the edge of the sling as Sid busies himself with digging his shaving kit out.
Besides, Sid could hardly refuse, could he? Especially since itâs mostly his fault Sullivan needs the help anyway.
âHowâs the shoulder, anyway?â He asks with a hint of apology in his tone as he heats up some water.
âSore. Stiff. Painful.â Sullivan replies with a rueful smile.
Well, it wasnât totally Sidâs fault. Both of them had been in pursuit of Kemblefordâs latest killer, feet thundering up the hardwood stairs of the country house. Sid had gone one way, Sullivan the other. Too distracted with sprinting down the long, labyrinthine hallways of the house, Sid hadnât been entirely looking where he was going.
 In his defence, Sullivan hadnât been looking either.
The pair of them had collided, and Sullivan had been sent flying back down the stairs, landing with all the elegance of a stampeding rhinoceros. Sid, forgetting completely what heâd been doing, had rushed to check on him, but the stubborn bastard had waved him off, instead continuing the chase and making his arrest.
Still, not even Sullivan could ignore a broken collarbone for very long â though Goodfellow had had to drag him near kicking and screaming into getting medical attention.
And now, here they are.
âI am sorry, you know?â Sid says, soaking his cleanest towel in the hot water.
âI know, Carter, youâve said at least twelve times. Not to mention that I wasnât looking where I was going either.â
âYeah, but still. Anyway, warm your face up with that while I change the blade.â Sid offers him the wet towel, and Sullivan takes it with surprising gentleness. Heâs not sure if the obedience just stems from how awkward Sullivan is, or something altogether more interesting.
 Still, Sid intends to do a good job. Heâs got out his finest shaving soap, the stuff he normally saves for Lady Fâs posh events, and heâs even cracked out an aftershave that he thinks Sullivan might like.
The idea that Sullivan will soon smell like Sid sends a little thrill up his spine â no, control yourself, Carter.
âCome here, into the light.â Sid requests.
ââŠOkay.â Sullivan replies softly, barely more than a murmur.
The first contact of the shaving brush on Sullivanâs jaw makes the man recoil slightly. Without thinking, Sid brings his other hand up and puts it gently, so gently on the back of Sullivanâs head. He feels the short, close-cut hairs on the manâs neckline, and absently he wonders what Sullivan uses to make his hair feel so soft.
Working up a lather on Sullivanâs skin takes no time at all, even though Sid is trying to drag it out.
âAlright?â He asks as he sets the brush down, swapping it for the razor.
Sullivanâs eyes are half lidded, like heâs lost in a distant memory. He blinks and seems to realise where exactly he is.
âOh â yes, thank you.â He says, a little shakily.
âRight. Stay still, then. Donât want to hurt you again.â Sid replies with a cheeky smile.
The first pass of the razor down Sullivanâs cheek is tentative, careful, barely making contact at all. He wills his hands to keep steady. The second attempt is better, more confident â blade leaving a smooth, clear trail behind.
Sid loses himself in the motion of it â Â he follows the contours of Sullivanâs well-chiselled jawline with ease, careful and cautious and delicate. Down the cheeks, over the lips, on the chin. He brings his other hand up, cupping the other side of the manâs face to keep him still, and he feels Sullivan lean ever so slightly into the gentle touch.
Interesting.
Abruptly, Sid realises that this might be the only sort of physical touch Sullivan has had in a long while. Heâs so professional, so proper and, Sid thinks, rather lonely. He flicks his eyes up to try and meet Sullivanâs, but theyâve gone half-lidded again, like heâs half a world away, basking in a hazy state of bliss. Heâs never seen the other man so pliant. Sid feels a little shock of pride that heâs the one to have induced it.
âTilt your head back.â Sid whispers. Sullivan complies, baring his throat without a second of hesitation. Thereâs an odd⊠vulnerability to it, like watching a hedgehog uncurl, like watching a feral cat show its belly.
Sidâs fingers rest lightly on the other side of Sullivanâs jaw. The soft thump of the manâs pulse beats a rhythm on Sidâs fingertips. Sid, moving very slowly indeed, rubs his thumb gently over Sullivanâs cheekbone, swiping away a fleck of soap left behind. The motion draws a delightful little sound from his throat, a tiny little subconscious moan that Sidâll be thinking about on his deathbed.
He drags the razor down Sullivanâs neck, painstakingly gentle around his Adamâs apple, moving the blade away as he watches his throat bob up and down with a swallow.
Heâs nearly finished, and Sid finds himself mourning it. A few more strokes, a few more passes, light and mindful and slow.
One more, and⊠there.
Itâs over too soon. Sid sets the razor back down on the caravanâs table, but leaves his hand where it is cupping Sullivanâs face. He brings the other one up to mirror it on Sullivanâs other side.
Sullivanâs eyelashes flutter, a deep, blissful exhale, then his eyes blink open. Slowly, tentatively, his good hand settles itself on the small of Sidâs back.
Sid leans forward, careful not to crush Sullivanâs injured arm where it rests in the sling, thumb again stroking over Sullivanâs cheek as he presses his lips to Sullivanâs.
Itâs slow, itâs sensual, and so deeply passionate. He is kissing Inspector Sullivan, and Inspector Sullivan is kissing back.
It seems to last an age, but unfortunately the pair of them do need to breathe, so Sid pulls back.
âAlright?â He asks again, but this time itâs through a mad grin he canât seem to wipe off his face.
âI- er- Yes. Yes.â Sullivan laughs, peering up at Sid with startled but deeply pleased eyes.
âWe shouldâve done that sooner.â Sid says. Sullivan laughs, and instantly it is Sidâs favourite sound.
âI suppose I should thank you.â Sullivan whispers, hand still resting on Sidâs back.
âNo need. Dâyou want aftershave?â
âOh- yes, please.â Like itâs not a thinly veiled excuse to keep Sidâs dextrous hands on his face.
Sid rubs a little into his palms, and dabs gently across Sullivanâs face, feeling the smooth, silky skin courtesy of his own ministrations. He grins with pride as he manages to draw another one of those little noises from Sullivan.
They look at each other for a moment, then Sullivan stands and reaches for his coat. Sid reaches out and gently pulls his arm down, earning himself a quizzical look.
âWhy donât you stay? Sânot like youâre at work â come lay down with me a while.â Sid urges, tugging the other man back.
Sullivan pauses a second, thinking, face unreadable. Just as Sid is accepting that heâs going to go, Sullivan speaks.
âAlright, then.â
A radiant, beaming smile is his reward as Sid pulls him towards the caravanâs bed. He leans in for another kiss, then another, then another.
âSid?â
âHm?â
âThank you.â
ao3
#father brown#inspector sullivan#sid carter#sidney carter#sid x sullivan#fanfic#i miss them both so goddamn much
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I cant believe these live in my house with me
#like. oh my god.#I donât talk about my guinea pigs that often on here but I need u guys to know that they exist and I love them so fucking much#guinea pigs#the one on the left is boo berry#middle is trix#right is cocoa puff#booboo is a neutered boar and heâs the sweetest little baby ever. heâs so laid back and calm#trix is skittish and very feisty#cocoa puff is a grouchy old lady these days but in her youth she was a very intelligent and friendly piggie#louie.txt#I used to have another one named coffee bean but she sadly passed away recently#so I adopted trix and booboo as companions for cocoa puff#The introduction went really well but I think cocoa puff is a bit thrown off bc trix and booboo are young (trix is 11mo booboo is 2y)#shes like get these goddamn kids off my lawn!!!!!!#we both miss coffee bean a lot#we had some time to prepare bc she was sick for a couple months before her passing#but waking up one morning to find her dying was very shocking and traumatizing#she was my little baby i miss her#she was skittish and shy but sweet. no hint of attitude in her she was just anxious#unlike trix who is both anxious and full of unbridled rage#anyways#Rest In Peace Coffee Bean youll always be my little baby
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I see you reminding Laura about Imogen's deranged mixed-our-blood-together-vial, Aabria, and I appreciate you SO much
#i'm gonna miss aabria at the table so fucking much she is so goddamn good at remembering good threads to pull on#and so insanely good at both creating her own character moments but also teeing up others for them#just SO fucking good#man#critical role#god that commune gave me CHILLS#also i adore all her fcg sideeye god fucking bless#anyway aabria fanblig forever
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not me popping back on here with a post after months of semi-inactivity (uni is being a bitch) just to reiterate how much i love writing the pahkitew island cast.
aside from sammy and amy (obviously), literally everyone else can be shipped with one another and it'd make sense to some degree, like it takes skill to create a group of people so inherently shippable (platonically and/or romantically) and ofc the writers didn't know it they just shoved a bunch of random ppl together and dusted their hands off on it but fr tho đ
(yeah im planning out my leonave 'stranger things inspired' au, and the gears are turning, and i forgot just how much i love writing for this dumbass group)
(i swear im working on the next chapter of a guide to surviving the apocalypse too)
#no but i've way too many ideas lmaoo#i forgot ive a whole longass post in my drafts dedicated to ramblings abt this longfic and i came across it today ahaha#like amy leading a manhunt for leonard bc shes got everyone to think he killed her sister (who she didn't even like much smh)#and topher's one of the ppl involved and when shawn hears he's like âtopher? yeah i can handle him dwâ (possible tophawn minor pairing??)#and leonard's abt to get the equivalent of being burnt at the stake literally#when guess who shows up in a fucking mercedes of all cars#fucking dave#and he helps leonard escape narrowly by driving fast af and leonard's so confused bc like âi thought you'd be with those guysâ#and get this: dave doesnt believe leonard killed sammy bc of his vehement belief that leonard doesn't know magic LMAOOO#and leonard doesnt know whether to be affronted or grudgingly thankful bc if it wasn't for dave's desire for everything to be normal#leonard would have been part of the witch trials 2.0#and idk who's watched st but the plot is somewhat inspired by it#like shawn goes missing first and dave as his best friend is panicking abt it (in this one axel is shawns cousin???)#and then when they find him at last the weird deaths start leading to leonard finding sammy dead and this whole situation#and theres a whole different world underneath them and its up to leonard dave ella and sky to team up and prevent certain destruction#and theres slowburn leonave (with pining leonard and oblivious dave)#and leonard lives with his uncle whos understanding of his passions (unlike his dad who basically gave him away for the same reason)#and leonard's life is total opppsite from dave's#and they both know it#and omgggg this au has been a brainrot for so goddamn long#but idk why i just got a slew of ideas for it today#and like dave stays over at leonards at one point and leonard gives him his bed (like a gentleman)#and the next morning shawn barges in like âwheres my best friendâ bc ever since he was taken he's been v paranoid abt losing the ppl he lov#and he hugs dave and daves like âhow dirty are you rnâ and shawns like ânothing yet i waited so that i can hug you when i see your dumb ass#and everyones like abt dave to leonard âidk if he's the right one for youâ#but then later on dave saves his life by going a little bit unhinged classic dave-style#and ends up scaring a nurse and receptionist into retiring early#total drama#td leonard#td dave
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ah fuck off I'm going thru juanaflippa feelings now
#she keeps crouching at charlie during dia de los muertos đ„ș#i miss her i miss her GAH#SHE WAS THE BEST EGG#charlie is. so so gentle with her. he knows its the real her. im going to fucking cCRY#FUCK OFF WAIT#HE JUST PUT DOWN A SIGN TYPING LOVE YOU FLIPPA THANKS FOR ALL#FUXK OFFFFFFF I MISS HER SO GODDAMN MUCH#i need to rewatch all the juanaflippa vods#even the ones where its just charlie and mariana arguing#mentally i am there. when juanaflippa was helping mariana build his house#and slime came over and they all hung out#and they asked flippa to choose who she liked better between both of them and she couldnt choose so she dug a hole down and#im gonna be sick im gonna be sick#VOD IS OVER okay okay before i backflippo myself into a juanaflippa cry session
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I've just been. Thinking. About how close I am to Finally reaching things I've been looking forward to in ITNL
Like. I'm writing chapter 17 rn. And it should not be too long of a process.
Chapter 18 is wolfwood. Then chapter 20 ish will be the reveal of Something I've had cooking for A Bit. The chapter after that (21?) will be the first signs of smth I've had planned since the BEGINNING.
And that's just. So exciting to me. All these things I've been looking forward to getting closer and Closer...
I'm getting there. I'm getting there.
#speculation nation#itnl shit#of course ww is Vitally important both for this to be a vw fic (i SWEAR it's a vw fic) but also just#i miss him :(#soon. Soon. so very soon...#the stuff after that is so exciting to me personally and i have been having. So. MUCH. trouble. keeping my mouth shut about them.#half a goddamned YEAR keeping my mouth shut about this biggest thing and#i still have a few more months. cant even b 100% upfront with it for a good while more.#but. im getting closer. wont have to be quite so tight-lipped about it.#(i say as if there arent literally like 6 people who know about this bc if they dont care about spoilers then i go WILD in dms)#but anywhere public with readers. cant talk about it. i am tight lipped mcgee. zip em and throw the key away#just kinda getting excited lol. so very soon...#im hoping this will serve as good motivation to Keep Things Moving. im so SO close...
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......... now what if i took all my feelings and stuck them in a tiny matchbox and hid that tiny matchbox somewhere . yeah
#I MISS THEM SO BAD IT. AUGH#this is fine my messages arent getting responded to and i have no clue if felps is even alive. this is fine and great#i am totally cool and calm and collected and not feeling my entire world crumble around me because i still have TWO partners#who both care about me SOOOOO much. fuck you uh. fuck what are they called ill have to ask fit phil or etoiles anyway YEAH#chomp chomp#(godDAMN shes got issues <- writes her - đŠ)
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i miss my dogs
#zeta's been dead five years now and chubie almost four and i still miss them both so goddamn much this isn't fair#we should have the same life expectancy this isn't fucking fair
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;_; !!!
#terii.txt#my extra commentary in the tags bc saying it on the post a little embarrassing but gosh reading this made me burst into tears#both in my own personal situations and also thinking abt him#i think its a good reminder regardless if youre in a bad or good situation#i miss my friends a lot so much everyday and i try my best to spend time w them and do my best for them#also makes me think abt him and his life... that would make him say this and mean it so sincerely....#sorry this ones going on main bc idk. this isnt necessarily me thinking of him in a f/o way but just in general so yay#kabu#pokemon#pokemon masters#gym leader kabu#sorry. comfort character of all time. goddamn.#kabu pokemon
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#maisie and conan r both so funny silly goofy i love them smđ#me trying not to be parasocial but literally their little speeches and stuff in btwn songs were so funny lol#conan said a little thank you after every song it was so sweet i love him ;-; and maisie was honestly just so funny i love herrr#goddamn they both went so hard đđđđđđđ already post concert depresso fr#it was so so fun đđđđđđđ i got a bourgeoisieses shirt and it was way too expensive but i dont give a fuck i'm so excited to wear it#sang my little fucking heart out to both of their sets along w everyone else what a fucking vibe#especially everyone screaming along w conan#i want to do it again ;-; immediately ;-;;;;#god these two have th best bangers holy shit#lost the breakup was SO FUCKING FUN#top of my fucking lungs *OH SHIT!!!!!!!! YOU LOST THE BREAKUP!!!!!!!!!*#MANIAC WAS SOOOOO FUCKING FUNNNNNNNNN#god fucking dammit#i have to be productive and stuff tmrw and whatever but i don't want to do anything#rip i dont even have like concert vids to look at tho bc my stupid camera only works in .5 lens so i didn't bother LOL#we were already kinda far away / not super close so .5 made it tiny#but it was fun anyway <3333 i'm literally not gonna be listening to any other music for the next idk like next month#i need to go get ready for bed but i rly don't want to lol đ#i just want to live in today bc it's concert day đ„č even tho concert is over but if i go to sleep#i'll wake up and be even more removed fromconcert than right now not going to sleep đ„č LOL#wonder if my roommate can hear me typing on my laptop rn for this and is like wtf she doing#guys i fucking love music so much.#đ„čđ„čđ„čđ„čđ„čđ„čđ„čđ„čđ„č#jeanne talks#i'm surprised by how much energy i had i was jumping up and down sm lol#the songs were too fun to jump to i couldn't help it đ„čđ„č#A;JSHGAIFGALJGJLRJNGAKLJFDBJDJLKDNFREGLRGJAF;#conan and maisie i miss u already ;-;#ALSO SINGING ALONG SO LOUD IN THE CAR BEFORE AND AFTER W MY FRIEND WAS SO SO FUN đ„čđ„čđ„č#y canât that just be my entire life . why canât concerts be a thousand million times easier to go to
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â come on and show me
[part ii | part iii | masterlist]
logan howlett x f!reader x wade wilson
rated e - 5.5k
tags: Logan POV, MMF threesome, jealous!logan, reader is wade's girl, mutual pining/crushes all around, voyeurism, dirty talk, open relationship, oral sex, fingering, Logan doms both of them, 69ing, fucklicking, ball worship, come eating, PiV
a/n: I want them to kiss and I also want them to kiss reader to here this is! đ
Right now, all he can hear is Wade running his goddamn mouth. Drowning out the sounds you make - so fuckinâ pretty, and the prick is too busy listening to himself to appreciate it.
Thereâs one thing that Logan knows for sure - and itâs that Wadeâs not doing it right. Not like he would.
(or - Logan tries to shut Wade up, and it doesnât quite go as expected)
Logan can hear Wade from here.
Running that goddamn mouth already, and the sunâs only barely up.
Can hear you, too. The little whimpers that you try bite back. He can imagine the way your teeth sink into your lip - the thought has him shifting in his chair, breakfast forgotten.
So fuckinâ pretty, and the prick is too busy listening to himself to appreciate it.
Knows he could make you even louder, too. Itâs almost like heâs at the mansion again, looking at another toy he canât touch.
What a waste.
The sounds crescendo, the chanting of a name layered with that endless babble that makes his teeth grind, before the sound breaks.
Trying not to look interested when the door opens a few minutes later. Snatching up the newspaper thatâs been sitting on the cluttered tabletop for a month now, flicking it open.
Ignoring how Wade strolls out, adjusting the waistband on a pair of grey sweats that are hanging way too low on his hips for comfort.
Rummaging around for a bottle of water, the glow of the fridge illuminating the curve of his ass. The cut of the pants look familiar, Logan's eyes narrowing as he wonders if those are his missing pair-
The edge of the paper flicking up again into place again, just as Wade stretches - bending further, before the bottle is snatched from the back.
Logan huffs.
âHey roomie,â Wade hums, flicking the cap at him. It sails through the air, disappearing into his forgotten cup of coffee with a little 'plunk', âDonât let me interrupt that killer Ed Tom Bell impression youâve got going on, just hydrating for round two.â
âOoh,â A cock of his hip, as he turns - head tilting as he thinks, âDoes that make me Josh Brolin? God, I love him.â
âThatâs all?â Loganâs eyebrows lift as he sneers - ignoring another reference he doesnât understand, âBeen going at it for a while.â
As soon as he says it, he regrets it. Opening himself up for an attack. He can already hear the sing-song response at the admittance that heâs been listening.
Screwing the Pavlovian pooch, with the way that he's more than aware that his dickâs half-hard. The result of taking care of himself one too many times - an attempt at getting himself back to sleep, pretending that he isnât jerking himself off to the beat of the frame that bangs against the walls.
Luckily, Wade zeros in on the exact wrong part. Sputtering, as water drips down his chin, âThatâs all? What do you mean, thatâs all?â
âYou heard me,â The paper crinkles in his fist, âIn fact, Iâm surprised you even got round one off. Much less that sheâs sticking around for another.â
âYou wound me, and yet, flatter.â Wadeâs hand flattens over his heart, âI never knew you thought about me like that.â
âI havenât been thinking about you, you ass,â Logan snarls, teeth bared, âI just know that if youâre talking, then youâre not doing it right.â
Wade grins at that, teeth scraping over his lower lip as they stretch wide.
Eyes flicking over his form, assessing in a way that has Logan bristling - voice going syrupy-smooth, âIs that right? You think you can do better, mutton chops?â
The breath he inhales is ragged. That feeling back again - an urge to curl his hand around Wadeâs throat, and squeeze.
âYeah,â Logan growls out, âYeah, I fucking do.â
The table shakes as Wade plops himself down on the edge, a leg crossing over the other. Interest gleaming in his eyes as his head tilts towards the bedroom door.
âAlright. Bring on the magic tricks, Angier.â His hands splay wide, wiggling, âGonna show me how to make your fingers disappear?â
Logan glares, his eyes flicking down to where the fleece pulls across his hips.
âRight.â He spits, âLike youâve got another in you?â
âHey now, pookums. Marvel Jesus, remember?â Wadeâs hand makes a sweeping gesture in front of his crotch, âJust give me three minutes and Iâll have risen.â
âThatâs disgusting.â Logan barks, âAnd get off the table.â
If anything, it makes Wade sit harder. His legs pivoting until he can spread his thighs on either side of the paper, ankles dangling off the edge.
âDisgusting?â His tone pitches up, âSays the man thatâs rocking a stiffy. Gonna jerk it at the breakfast table when I leave? You know Blind Al eats there.â
The paper twitches reflexivity in his hands, and Wadeâs smile pulls wider as Logan shoots him a death glare, lips curling over teeth.
âWhy the fuck would I do something like that?â
Wade hums, âCall it an educated wish.â
âCall it an educated get-the-fuck-out-of-here.â Logan scoffs. His eyes flicking towards the bedroom, the door still shut, âYouâre talking like she wants this.â
Wadeâs finger presses at the edge of the newspaper heâs hiding behind, and Logan bats his hand away.
Heâs still not gotten used to all the skin, he doesnât know where to look. The slightest shift back in his chair, but heâs already pressed up against the wall.
âOh please, as if we donât take turns roleplaying as you,â Wade sighs longingly, âThis would be a wet dream come true.â
His eyes narrow then, as his tongue runs across his lip. Voice dropping again, coaxing.
âLook,â Wade says it like heâs leveling with him - talking man-to-man,âIf you wanted to fuck her, peanut, all you had to do was ask.â
And for a moment, Logan truly considers it. Not just the fantasy thatâs been playing through his head for weeks.
Weirder shit has happened, he supposed.
Heâs already been claw-deep into Wadeâs guts. A brawl in that shitty van that lasted until morning. Bound tip-to-tip in the void for god knows how long.
Getting walked in on in the bathroom at least twice in the last month. A gleeful âmind if I cut in?â, before Loganâs fist is sending him into the vanity.
The last time it took a full week to get the sink fixed.
Not to mention that Wade apparently seems so certain that his clothes were now their clothes.
So fucking keen on sharing.
So it wasnât a stretch to think he might want to share you, too.
Thereâs something caught between his teeth, heavy on his tongue. About to loosen, when the door is opening.
Swallowing them down as you step through, thighs bare under a too-big t-shirt. Arms wrapping around Wadeâs shoulders as your lips press against his cheek.
âThought you were coming back, Red.â You coo. Drawn out by the sound of bickering as you had basked in your afterglow.
âMorning, Logan.â A smile sent his way after, turning sheepish, âYouâre up early. Hope we didnât wake you.â
He grunts in reply. Pretending there wasnât a little jolt in his stomach at the sound of his name. That he hadnât been thinking about spreading you across this table, lifting the hem of your shirt up-
If heâd been in your bed, no one would have had to wonder.
The whole damn floor wouldâve been woken up.
âHe thinks I fuck bad, so Iâm gonna prove heâs wrong,â Wade adds in, cheerfully, âThat okay with you, gorgeous?â
Logan glares over the top of his paper. A rough clearing in his throat as your eyebrows lift, glancing his way.
He hadnât really meant to bring you into this, or at least, thatâs what heâs telling himself.
That eye contact dropping, as you lean into Wade, your chin propped on his shoulder, âIs that right? How are you going to do that?â
Loganâs answer comes out flat, as he examines an ad in the bottom corner of the page,âIâm not doing anything.â
Wade sighs, his head knocking back against your shoulder.
âCome on, Wolvie. I would love for you to prove me wrong,â He needles, digging deep, âPut your money where my cock should be.â
Logan still doesnât look up, âNot interested, Iâm busy.â
The sigh that pulls from his lungs is long, a near-whine.
âWhat, with reading?â He exclaims, âJesus you really are old. The retirement home called, theyâre missing a resident.â
Loganâs eyes snap up now, narrowing, âFuck. Off.â
With a sigh, Wade fucks off. Legs curling, until heâs rolling off the table. Your hand fitting in his, a water bottle tucked under your arm as you head back towards the room.
âThe offer still stands!â He calls.
A beat, before you turn.
âLogan?â You call, as heâs helpless - his eyes pulling away. Drawn to you.
A little wink sent his way. Your finger gesturing towards his chest, as you smile.
âYour paperâs upside down.â
Loganâs still not quite sure how he got here. His feet moving on his own, fingers catching the bedroom door just as it starts to close.
Almost backing out when he sees the look of Wadeâs face, pleased as fucking punch.
Standing by the edge of the bed now, as you kneel on it in front of him. Fingers slipping across his chest - curious, with the way your eyes flicker over his face. Eager, though you hide it well.
âSo what exactly did you tell Wade to get him so worked up?â Your fingers twine around his neck, as his find your hips.
He hums at that - flicking towards his roommate before they find yours again.
âAll I said was that if I can hear his mouth running from out there,â Loganâs fingers dent into soft skin, tugging you closer, âHe canât be doing a good job.â
Thereâs a shift off to the side. Wade sinking down into the beanbag chair he pulled up,âCan you believe that? As if I donât have a good grade in my oral and my dickabilties.â
âA gold star, babe.â You shoot him a tender smile, before they focus on Logan again. Shoulder lifting, as your grin grows, âI mean, Merc with a Mouth, right? Seems like part of the package.â
He huffs, eyes dropping to your lips.
âYou think itâs good,â Loganâs tone is almost pitying, âBut itâs only because you havenât had better.â
That pulls a gasp from your throat, eyebrows lifting.
âYeah, I think youâre trying to emasculate me, but honestlyâŠâ Wadeâs hand splays wide over his crotch, âSploosh.â
âSploosh.â You echo softly, and he can feel you shift closer. Can smell the fresh curl of arousal that heats your skin, as his hands ghost higher. A small smile, as your head tilts, âSo you just all talk then, orâŠâ
âNo.â Logan scoffs, âNo, Iâm not.â
He closes the gap, more certain now. Mouth pressing against yours, as you squeak - tense in his arms, until you go liquid.
Soft tits pressed to his chest as his tongue sweeps against your lips. Swallowing a pretty moan as they part for him, his own groan rumbling in his chest as his hands wander.
Slipping down, ghosting against skin. Feeling the goosebumps that rise, as he draws circles against your hip. His name whimpered, and it shoots straight to his cock.
Not even a heartbeat, before the chatter begins.
âBet your pussyâs wet already, isnât it baby?â He coos, âA kiss like that, itâs even got me a little worked up. And Iâm just producing this show.â
Loganâs eyes crack open as he glares, âYouâre not producing shit, asshole.â
âOoh, I bet you SO wish you worded that in a different way-â
You huff against his mouth, your touch guiding him back. The thought lingers, curiosity burning. Letting his fingers toy with the hem of your shirt, knuckles brushing your thigh.
Tracing around to the curve of your ass, his wide palm splaying out, then squeezing against bare flesh.
âIs he right?â He rasps, his lips brushing against yours. Half-hating that heâs letting Wade get in his head, but the thought-
You gasp again, and his teeth flash with his smirk, âAre you wet for me already, sweetheart?â
âSheâs been since she first saw you. Goddamn Niagara Falls,â Wadeâs voice has softened - teasing now, âIsnât that right, gorgeous?â
An amused shake of your head, as something silent passes between them. Logan doesnât pretend to know how your relationship works - other than the fact that Wade was willing to do anything to save this world for you.
And that thereâs something inside him that tightens - a flicker in his belly - whenever he looks at you. Whenever Wade flirts with him. That sharp annoyance from their meeting slowly bleeding out with each day goes by.
Something else taking root, the more time he spends with both of you. Heâs not good with his emotions. Doesnât want to name that ache when he saw you together.
A silent wish, with his shifting daydreams. With the jerk of his fist in the morning. Imaging you in his bed, at first. And then, more - two sets of hands. Two mouths at his cock, and then heâs suddenly coming harder than he has before.
Heâs become greedy, the more you both give him.
âShow me.â Itâs a command, soft and low.
Logan can feel your thighs press together, that little squirm. Tucking this new discovery away as you lean back, eyes dark with desire.
The briefest hesitance, before your fingers loosen from him. Slipping down, under the hem of your shirt. The nails on your other hand bite into his shoulder as you sigh - two fingers gliding through the wet folds of your pussy.
Pulling them back for him to see. Glistening, your arousal stringing between them. His hand is already curling around your wrist. No resistance as he tugs - guiding your fingers past his lips as they part.
Sucking the sweet taste of you as he groans, deep in his chest. Eyes fixed on yours so he can see the way yours widen, feeling how your fingers flex against the swipe of his tongue.
âLogan.â You sigh his name, and it only makes his moan - eyes shutting as you press down against his tongue. The need slipping into your voice, pleading.
âI wanna feel your mouth. Show me, too,â You sigh, as you slip from him, âShow me what you meant.â
Christ, heâs been aching for this. Eager to drown himself in your pussy, if youâd let him.
Thereâs a sharp clap that forces his eyes open. Wadeâs enthusiasm as he drags the bag closer, chin cradled in his hands.
âYeah, Logan. You gonna show us your dickabilites, or what?â
He shoots him a withering look. Softening before he turns to you, his chin tipping up.
âLay back on the bed for me, sweetheart.â
You listen so sweetly, and it makes his cock throb. A quick dart of your eyes over to your boyfriend, who only nods.
âTake that off, baby,â Wade coos, âShow him how pretty you are.â
Heâs not sure when he started letting Wade make orders, but for once heâs not wanting to argue about his suggestions.
Because fuck, you are pretty. No arguing with that.
Letting his eyes sweep over every inch that is revealed, as you lift the hem of your shirt. The curve of your hips, your soft tits that he canât wait to get his mouth on.
Baring yourself, as you lean back against the pillows. His eyes are fixed on your cunt, already fitting himself between your thighs. Fingers reaching - ready to part you open. Taste you himself, bury his tongue inside you.
Your hand reaches out, pushing against his shoulder.
âWait, you too.â You pout, âLetâs play fair, okay?â
He huffs, lips quirking. Hands catching the hem as he tugs his own shirt off, Wade diving for it as he tossed it towards the floor.
Twin gasps rise, and if he was a much younger man, he may have blushed.
âFuck.â Wade groans, a hand dropping down his crotch and squeezing.
Youâre already leaning forward, a hand flattening against his skin. A soft "wow" slipping from your lips - feeling the way his muscles jump as you slide over his pecs, the thick hair covering them.
A hand hooking around his shoulder - a smirk hidden as you tug him down on top of you.
Soft, beneath him. Those needy whines he loves so much caught between your teeth as he noses at your neck. Teeth nipping at skin, an urge to leave a mark for later.
That cry finally loosened as he moves down. Teeth and tongue biting and soothing at the tight peaks of your nipples. Broad hands cupping and squeezing, liking the way they fit in his palms. The way you moan, arching into his touch.
âGive me more of that,â He murmurs against your skin, "I want to hear you."
Your body tensing beneath his when he settles between your thighs. They have to spread, to fit his shoulders. Opening you up, putting you on display.
Watching how you clench - a throaty chuckle as his thumb presses just shy of your folds. Tugging you open, seeing how your skin glistens with slick already.
âPretty fucking sight, you know that?â His eyes flip up to yours.
Youâre propped up on your elbows. Teeth sinking into your lip, breath held as your eyebrows slant in anticipation. Lips parting with his words, a minute shift of your hips.
âYou should see it when itâs stuffed full. Boston cream's got nothing on her."
Thereâs an embarrassed groan of his name. Logan ignores him - letting his thumb rub against the tight nub of your clit, instead. Your word turning into a sharp, inhaled breath.
Teasing, each circle achingly slow. Aware of the two sets of eyes on him, burning his skin. A low ache in his belly, his glaze fixing on yours, watching as you inhale as his mouth lowers.
A soft lick, tongue lapping against your slit. Tasting you more thoroughly, dragging against soaked skin, as his fingers tease at your entrance.
Focusing on your clit, tight flicks with his tongue. Letting his lips suck on the tight bud, as he sinks down to one knuckle, then another. A second finger slipping in once you get used to him, making room for himself as he scissors you open.
He can hear the soft, wet sound of your cunt, with each plunge of his fingers. Flexing and curling them until he can feel you clamp down.
The quiet sounds you make - soft breaths and gasps - turning louder. Panting now, as you whine. Hips lifting to meet the curl of his tongue, until he pulls back.
âShould be hearing this,â Logan grits out. A quick glance towards Wade as his fingers pound into you, âNot you talking out of your ass.â
Thereâs silence for a long moment, the words coming out distracted.
âYou talk about my ass an awful lot for a man who pretends he's not interested,â Wade manages, slowly, âYou change your mind about that, too?â
His breath shallow, as Logan growls in annoyance. Attention returning back to you. Fingers working faster, head dropping again to tongue at your clit.
A leg hooks over his shoulder - a heel digging into his back, tugging him closer. Logan loses himself - growling into your pussy. His own hips pressing down into the bed, as he tugs at his belt and button, relieving the too-tight ache of denim.
Feeling how you leak against his palm, tighten around his fingers. Chase that winding pleasure as you arch into his mouth. A hand drifting off the bed, reaching. Grasping.
âLogan.â Youâre begging again, pleading. For more, for anything. For him not to stop, and he leans into the way you tug at his hair, guiding him to the right spot.
You come with your fingers entwined with Wadeâs. With your thighs clamped against Logan's ears as he rips a cry from you - long and loud - threatening to suffocate him.
Would be the way heâd choose to die, if he could.
The sounds come flooding back, as your thighs loosen. Boneless and languid, your smile wide as your fingers trace his scruff, the sharp curve of his jaw.
Perhaps he was wrong, to think he could silence Wade entirely. Your orgasm has only made him more vocal - complaints about how âfucking hard he isâ mixing with rambling praise.
âWilson.â He finds himself growling. Beckoning with two fingers, as Wade practically springs from the bag.
âOh my GOD,â Wade is gushing, clambering onto the bed with him, âThis is way better than joining the Avengers. Even if they do have Thor.â
âHuge praise.â You smile drunkenly, pushing yourself up to press your mouth against his.
And under his direct instructions, Logan finds that Wade almost listens.
âGet on your back,â He points, as you scooch to make room.
"Ooh, dirty." Wade grins, splaying out on his back, hands tucked under his head.
âNo,â Logan makes a frustrated sound - ignoring another comment. A twirl of his finger, âThe other way.â
His head is cradled near your hips now, legs stretched out toward the pillows.
Loganâs next words are a growl, âNow, clean her up.â
Wade groans, as he catches up.
âFuck.â He whines, âYeah. Come here, baby.â
Hands guiding you into place, your knees framing his head, as you face towards the headboard. Wadeâs mouth already tipping up to meet you, a soft moan as his tongue swipes against your slit.
âI donât want to hear you until she comes.â Logan rasps, and he can see the way Wadeâs hips lift.
Just now catching the darkened fabric, where it tents.
Another thing to catalog.
Content for now to let his hands drift as he stands behind you at the edge of the bed, his chest pressing to your back. Sucking a mark in the hollow under your ear, feeling the buzz of your whine against his lips.
Hands cupping your breasts again, feeling their weight. Pinching at the tight peaks, before his thumb is smoothing over them.
Your eyes are blown wide, fingers curling against your thighs. Panting as the overstimulation tips towards pleasure, the feel of the sweet mouth below you soft and familiar.
Shifting as you sit, rocking back to where Loganâs cock presses against your lower back. His hands tugging at the zipper, shoving his jeans down as he works himself free. Kicking them off, after.
You gasp when you see him from over your shoulder, and he canât help the way he twitches in his hand at the sound. Canât pretend he isnât leaking from tasting you, his cock heavy as he lets go to let it hang between his thighs.
âFuck, thatâs not fair.â Itâs muffled, and you hum in agreement as Wade lifts you to get a better look, âGod didnât make you perfect enough as-is? Just had to make you proportional, you goddamn stallion.â
A derisive sound as his arm wiggles out from under you, fingers reaching.
âAnd Jesus H. Christ, look at the girth-â
Logan bats his hand away.
It should annoy him. That Wade isnât listening. That heâs commenting on his cock - but it doesnât.
Canât help but think that in here, in this room, the chatter isnât so bad. Would never admit that heâs wrong, just that when heâs admiring and not on a dumb-as-fuck tangent, itâs almost - flattering.
Maybe thatâs too far. Tolerable, perhaps.
âYou want my mouth?â You offer sweetly, breaking into his thoughts. Hungrily.
Thereâs a flash of white teeth as Logan smiles. A hand pressing gently against your back, until youâre stretched out over Wade.
âNo. Iâm still gonna fuck you, baby.â He rasps, âJust wanted a little peace and quiet while doing it.â
You moan, thighs inching wider. Head turned so you can watch the way he moves behind you. Adjusting your hips until your ass is in the air, his fingers gripping the base of his cock as he lines himself up.
âKeep going, Wilson.â He grits out, when the man goes still beneath them.
A rough chuckle rattles.
âNot a fucking chance, human tripod. I am SO watching this.â
Fuck it. He lets him.
Letting the tip of his cock press against your entrance. Wadeâs arms curling around your thighs, holding you in place as you string tight above him.
âGod, itâs even bigger from this angle. Feels like Iâm in a goddamn eclipse right now.â
âWhy do you sound surprised, babe?â Your voice is strained. Face buried against Wadeâs stomach, fingers curled in the sheets, âI thought you guys fucked in the void.â
That fleeting curl of warmth leaves him.
âWe what?â Logan growls, leaning back to glare at the peek of dark brown eyes, the top of a bald head he wants to slap.
Teeth bared, as he snarls, âWe didnât fuck. I beat the shit out of him in a goddamn van.â
âAll night long.â Wade laughs - and then sighs fondly, âAnd isnât that just the same thing?â
Fingers encircle his cock from below before he can retort, squeezing. A tug as he guides him into the tight clench of your pussy, and Logan thinks he really should just shove his claws into Wadeâs dick.
But that desire bleeds away, as you stretch around him. The twin groans from beneath him, the sounds blending together.
âOh,â You moan, clenching around him. Back arching, as he slips in another inch, âMakes sense. Was⊠was just wondering why it took you so long to join us.â
Logan goes still for a moment, with this new information. A realization that he could have had this the whole time, if he had asked.
That Wade hadnât been joking before.
He groans, hips snapping forward. A grunt below as your knees squeeze against Wadeâs throat, but from the way you squirm, Logan can tell that his mouth is at work again.
Teasing at your clit, as his own hips slowly start to move. Feet planting on the bedroom floor as his hands fit against your waist.
Using the leverage to drive himself deep. Hips flush as his balls slap against your skin, growing sticky with your release.
âThis is hot, this is so fucking hot,â Wade groans, babbling as he sucks in a breath, âIâm so going to jerk my dick raw thinking about this later.â
And with the reminder, he supposes he can throw his roommate a bone.
âCome on, baby,â Logan rasps - reaching. A little nudge against your chin, angling your head, âLooks like he needs a little help.â
Itâs benevolent. Itâs selfish - his fingers biting into skin as you realize what he means. Watching as you tug at the waistband of Wadeâs sweatpants, pushing them down.
The man moans, from between your thighs. Sweet nothings mumbled as your hand wraps around his cock, angling it into your waiting mouth.
Watching how the leaking tip presses into your cheek. The buck of his hips as you fist moves, while you suck - your spit slicking up his cock.
It looks like the rest of him. Mottled skin, the tip flushed a deeper shade of red. Long and thick in your hand - Loganâs cock throbbing at the way you swallow him down, how your lips part to make him fit.
His pace picking up. Pounding into your tight, wet cunt as Wade groans against your clit. Tongue lapping and licking, winding you higher as Logan drives you towards a second.
Slowly drifting, as the flicks of his tongue grow longer. The tip pressing against your folds, as you groan around his cock.
Further down. Tasting the tang of your release - the salt of skin where youâre split open, stretched wide.
And then further. Logan jerks, as something wet drags along his shaft.
âWade.â It comes out as a rough growl. Pitching into a huffing whine when it happens again, flattening against the heavy weight of his balls.
Choking him, as his rhythm stutters. Hips flexing into you as he grinds himself flush, teeth gritting.
âFuck.â Itâs hushed, pulled from his lungs.
Having to find himself again - hold back the urge to come right that second - as you squirm beneath him. Wadeâs tongue traveling from your clit to the tight seam of his sack, his hips rocking in your mouth.
Finding a rhythm together, Loganâs head tilting back. The room filled with lewd sounds of their joining, of wet mouths and the rhythmic pounding of the headboard against the wall.
Lucky that Al was out for the morning, or else theyâd never hear the end of it.
Your cries pitch up, as his cock drags against the spot his fingers found. Something clenching deep in his guts, eyes dragging down to how you look wrapped around him. The pink peek of tongue beneath, how the combination makes his toes curl.
Imagining another morning. Sharing you in another way, his cock buried in your ass while your lover fills your cunt. Whimpering between them, unable to form words.
The sound you make now are not that different - the cadence of your panting is one heâs coming to recognize.
âYou close, sweetheart?â He rasps, arcing over you, âCan feel your pussy clenching around me. So fucking tight, canât wait to feel you come all over my cock.â
It pulls a moan from you, head lifting from Wadeâs cock. Resting against his stomach, as your hand wraps around him. The jerk of your fist messy, off rhythm.
âYeah, you are.â Logan hums, as his hips rut into you, âCome on, Wilson. Make our girl come.â
Thereâs a rough groan. Wade listens for once, head tilting to suck at your clit. Logan concentrating on the angle that makes you cry out, a hand fisting in the sheets.
Their names a mumbled mess on your lips, as youâre yanked higher and higher. Your moans pitching up, growing louder.
Just like his dreams. Even better, really.
âPlease,â You whine, âIâm, Iâm-â
A high-pitched gasp, then, as your face buries against Wadeâs hips. As your pussy clamps down around his cock, fluttering with the steady saw of his hips.
âGood fucking girl.â The praise is soft, as his thumbs rub circles against your skin, âThatâs it, let him taste how sweet you are.â
Working together, the tight licks against your clit going lazy again. Dipping to your entrance to taste your release against his shaft, Wadeâs cock leaking and bobbing against his stomach.
Drawing out your pleasure, until the stars fade from your half-lidded eyes. Until the rushing in your veins ebb, and the pulse around his cock fades.
A low sigh, before Loganâs reaching - his chin tucking against your shoulder. His hand curling around yours, guiding it back to Wade's cock.
âDonât forget about him.â Another command, but gentle this time. His hand moving with yours, palm mapping your knuckles as he sets a rhythm, âThere you go.â
He could let go. Youâve found yourself again, eyes hazy. But he keeps his hand there. Keeps a pace that is so much firmer than your own, his own hips matching the rhythm as he chases his own end.
Wadeâs groan replaces yours. A hand leaving your thigh to wrap around his, biting down hard into muscle. It only drives him deeper into you. Loganâs own moan bitten back as the tongue against his dick slips against his sack again.
Then against the thin layer of skin just behind, teasing.
âFuck.â Itâs a rough growl.
His hand works faster, teeth gritting. Feral sounds caught in his throat, as the pressure in his belly grows.
The last thing he sees before he comes is the drips of white against his knuckles. The warmth, a ragged groan against the inside of his thigh. Your mouth closing around to catch the rest, taking Wadeâs cock into your throat with a soft sigh.
It robs him of his breath. A shuddering moan, as he grinds himself deep. Spilling into you again and again with each pulse of his cock, blood rushing in his ears.
Legs threatening to give as he empties himself, as his chest presses flush against your back. His face buried in your hair, as your tongue traces his knuckles. Cleaning them, as he did for you.
When he can, Logan eases from you with a grunt. Watching how you gape, then clench, now empty.
A bead of his release welling up, dripping against your skin. You go to move, but Wadeâs hands curl around your calves - pulling you flush.
Itâs hard to look away, as he licks away Loganâs come. A sharp ache of desire with the sound of a needy groan, as his tongue dipping inside.
Maybe Wade doesnât have such a bad mouth, after all.
Loganâs arm is numb, but he canât bring himself to move. Canât remember a time when heâd let his brain turn off like this. A brief moment of silence, and itâs bliss. His world standing still.
âSo thatâs how you do it.â You muse quietly, dizzily. Head cradled against his chest - fingers dragging through the hair, gently scratching.
A stirring on his other side, where Wade is using his bicep like a pillow.
âMm, I donât think I got it,â Wade counters, but itâs soft - hazy at the edges. âThink I missed a couple steps. Was that round two or three?
"Three," You say - as Logan grunts, "Two."
The fingers on his chest drift down, dipping over his stomach.
âWell, either way...â You hum, snuggling a little closer, âMaybe you oughta show us, one more time.â
Wade flips over then, chin propped in his hand, âAt least. Maybe even twice. Weâre bad learners, peanut. Dumb as fucking rocks, really.â
âMhmm,â You sigh, âReally dumb. Can't even count.â
And he canât stop the twitch of his lips, even with his eyes closed. Had forgotten what it was like to be warm like this.
To be wanted.
And maybe, he even feels⊠content.
Something he never thought heâd be, again.
thank you so much for reading! it means so much and I am so happy to be dipping my toes into these pairingsđ
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degradation taken too far (mature content 18+)
context/warnings : itâs smut, so kids shoo! hell of a lot of degradation. theyâre so mean i hate them. (swearing, words used : slut and slutty) angst to i have no idea what. pls do lmk if i missed any tws. and as always, its not proofread :p gojo ver.
ryomen sukuna âis that all you can do? all your yapping earlier about ridinâ me was just talks? answer meâ his sudden shift in demeanour has you feeling really small. sure he is a rude ass prick but not to you. never to you.
âno- i can take it. i really can ryoâ tears sting at your eyes as you struggle to take in his full length. his hands giving your waist a small squeeze.
âyeah and thatâs all youâve been saying for the past goddamn fifteen minutes. either you take it like a good girl or iâll just have to find someone who will. trust me, i canâ he eyes held no remorse of the words he just spewed and thatâs when you break.
correction, you shatter.
somewhere in the back of your head you knew heâll never leave you but him wording it out makes it seem like itâs bound to happen.
and so tears stroll down your cheeks, your hands and legs giving out on you, your body going limp against his and you whisper the same thing over and over again.
âdonât leave me ryo. iâm sorry. didnât mean to upset you. iâm so sorry. donât leaveâ
quickly his arms wrap around your body protectively, your face between his shoulder blade and neck, wetting the area with fresh batch of tears.
âi could never leave you. youâre-â youâre it for me. âyouâre always the one that keeps me sane. thereâs no way iâll ever leave you. iâm sorry baby, forgive me. i didnât mean a word of what i saidâ he says.
when he didnât get a response from you âlook at meâ he whispers. slowly you leave the comfort of his neck and meet his eyes.
âi didnât mean it. you could leave me on deathbed and i still wouldnât mean itâ
âi canât leave you ryo. i love you way too muchâ you sniffle, new tears threatening to spill so you go back to huddle against his neck.
god. he knows you mean it. and thatâs what makes him feel like a dickhead.
âme too, i- i lo-â he struggles, just as your palm reaches up to cover his mouth.
âi know ryo, i knowâ you whisper, placing your forehead against his, both of you basking in the quietness of the surrounding.
geto suguru âfuckin-! ah shit! some insane grip you have on me baby. canât move if you clench and lock me up like thatâ he smirks against your neck.
âand a bit quiet today ainât ya? you sure had a lot to say to satoru earlier hehâ he remarks.
âwe were just catching up suguru, nothing-! nothing moreâ you whine.
âcatching up you say? does catching up require smiles and touches? do they angel baby?â he raises his eyebrows.
âno..â you avert your eyes away from his.
âthatâs what i thought. so for that, now you payâ he pulls out suddenly, and pushes all the way back in making you yelp out loud.
âsugu! ah fuck, i donât think i can go another round baby. sâtoo much!â the pressure was starting to get to you and you were starting to lose stability.
âhah, i know you can baby, this slutty pussyâs all youâre good for anyway. fuck, doesnât matter whose it is, as long as youâre filled. am i right?â his words pierced straight through your heart.
since when did he-?
out of reflex, your hands reach out to touch his face to make sure that this was a dream nightmare. otherwise thereâs no way he-
âdonât touch me with those filthy handsâ he spits but makes no effort to push your hand off.
âdo you really think thatâs all iâm good for?â your voice is soft, filled with pain, and suddenly itâs like heâs broken out of his trance.
what the fuck am i doing, he thought.
slowly he pulls out, all whilst holding your hand against his cheek.
âabsolutely not. no. fuck, did not mean it angel. i promise. i- i donât know what came over me-! didnât mean it. please iâm sorry. next time if i ever lose my shit with you, i want you to take the nearest sharp object and plunge it into my chestâ he heaves out a guttural sigh.
âyou were really mean you know..â you wipe your eyes.
âi know baby, fuck. i didnât mean it. i did not mean it. iâll never do it again princess, everâ he repeats.
his face lands on your chest, thanking all the gods and the stars out there for giving him another chance.
heâll never screw up again and thatâs a promise.
nanami kento âyou really couldnât wait for a few hours? just had to go and think with your cunt, right? have you no- ugh! no shame?â his thrusts were sloppy as his hands were placed around your hips.
âkento- slow down baby, i- i donât think i can lastâ you whine, hands clutching at the sheets.
âno. you asked for this you little slut. so shut. the. fuck. up. and take it!â each syllable was accompanied by a harsh thrust.
the usually composed, sweet and calm nanami was nowhere to be found. heâs never once called you a âslutâ and what caused this? you rubbing him through his pants and riling him up at his office dinner earlier tonight.
he warned you off multiple times but did you listen? no.
âwhy are you so quiet now? i thought this is what you wantedâ his voice comes out raspy and cold.
a quiet but audible whimper escaped your lips, making him halt his actions.
slowly he pulled out, gently laying you on your back as your body shook with each sob.
âsweetheartâŠ? why are youâŠâ
you look up at him, eyes puffy and swolllen âiâm sorry kento, itâs just that, youâre never home these days and i missed you so muchâ a cry thatâs sure to crack his heart leaves your lips.
âi just wanted you all to myself for tonight but i didnât mean to be a bother-â
his warm body hovers over yours, âyouâre never a bother baby. always know that. you will always be at the top of every and any list i make. thereâs nothing more i want than coming home to you everyday after work. and i didnât mean to lash out at you. you didnât deserve that, iâm sorryâ he leans down to press a kiss to your forehead.
âyou will always have me sweetheart, never forget that. now let me make it up to you yeah?â
#bro iâm actually so scared to post this cuz iâve never written anything like it before god bless#jujutsu kaisen#jjk smut#geto smut#jjk x reader smut#jjk x reader#geto x reader smut#jjk angst#jujutsu kaisen smut#sukuna smut#geto x reader#nanami smut#sukuna x reader smut#sukuna x reader#nanami kento smut
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I NEED MORE FRATBOYS! GETO AND GOJO
âźââ§âș...lunar's note: im being self indulgent and im not sorry at all so enjoy a lil blurbie :33
âźââ§âș...content: fratboys!stsg x fem!reader, mentions of weed use, breeding kink, wet and messy, dirty talk, overstimulation, dumbification, teasing, degradation, mentions of birth control
"aww...satoru, you're gonna break the poor thing."
suguru's soft hand moves to push some of your hair out of your face, a coo leaving him as he watched your eyes try to focus on him. you're just too cute for your own good, looking up at him with those teary eyes while satoru fucks you like a bunny in heat.
poor thing...you wouldn't be walking right for a while after this.
in a weak attempt to comfort you, suguru leans down after taking a hit from the joint hanging loosely from his fingers, blowing the smoke in your face. he knew it wouldn't do much to help your fucked out state, but you just looked so cute when you pouted at him for it.
"goddamn, satoru. you're fucking her like you're trying to get her pregnant," suguru chuckles as he exhales more smoke out of his nose, eyes following as it dissipates in the air. "stop tryna breed the poor thing , y' gonna kill 'im."
the room goes silent and suguru knows he's made a mistake. making such comments around the satoru gojo only ends up with trouble...
satoru looks down at you, eyes wide and wild, almost looking as if they were glowing.
pregnant?
you can't get pregnant, you're on birth control and never miss a pill, it wouldn't take, he thinks with a huff of a laugh.
but...the thought of trying to knock up his darling best friend who's already fucked so dumb does something to satoru. and that's when it clicks in his brain, his mouth dropping open in a little gasp.
"b-breed...i-i'm gonna fuckin' breed you," he whispers, an evil grin breaking out on his face. "hoooh my fuckin' god, baby girl, i'm gonna breed ya all fuckin' night," satoru groans, lifting your legs up over his shoulders as his hips start to move again.
those broken whimpers and whines from you turn to gasps and hiccupped cries as satoru presses even deeper into you, so desperate to make sure you can't feel, smell, taste, or process anything but his cock abusing your insides.
"'t-toru, s'toruuuu," you drool, plush lips parted as moans constantly pour out from you. "d-don' fuck me like that, i-i'm gonna make a mess! s-s'toruuuu!"
suguru can only hope the music from downstairs is loud enough to cover up the sounds you're making that are accompanied by the nasty, squelching sounds of that tight, sloppy cunt gushing the mixture of your slick and suguru's cum.
but...would that be so bad?
if everyone could hear how cute you sound crying out for both of them? knowing that none of them ever have a chance with you? his thick cock twitches a little, the exhibitionist in him clearly liking through that.
"tsk, tsk, tsk...you both are nasty, y'know that?"
suguru leans back down next to you again, able to watch both of your expressions. the way your body trembles from overstimulation, unsure if you want more pleasure or want a break, your hips jerking with each of satoru's deep, unforgiving thrusts.
"ohh, but you could never be a desperate lil' slut like satoru is, could you, sweet angel? look at those tears...poor thing, we're corruptin' you aren't we?"
he reaches out, brushing away some of the tears just to lick it off his thumb. "you can take it, angel girl, you can take 'toru's big, stupid cock in that pretty little cunt."
he's mean, so so mean and unfair. not just to you, but to satoru too. he's barely holding it together, the mixture of the primal need to fuck a baby into you and the heat in his lower belly from suguru's teasing too much for him.
"fuck, f-fuck, baby, wanna fill y'up, wanna give you my kids! i-i'll take such good care of you, y'know that, right," he pants, voice husky and desperate. those baby blue eyes are unusually dark, watching as his cock disappears inside your creamy cunt over'n'over, a pitiful little whine falling from his lips.
"y-yeah, yeah, yeah, imma...i-imma get you nice andâfuck, don' squeeze yetâa-an' round, mama, then we'll propose at graduation s' everyone knows you're me 'n' sugu's, you wan' that, baby?"
oh, that expression your wearing nearly sends him spiraling into insanity. he can practically see those hearts floating in your eyes as you nod almost drunkenly, your hands shakily finding themselves into his hair.
"m-mm! wan' your baby in me, g-gimme a pretty one," you pout, tugging his hair just right. satoru just lets out a crazed laugh, his eyes wide and manic.
oh boy...what did you just agree to?
"y-yeah? h-hehe, yeah? knew you wanted it, knew y'fuckin' wanted it," he groans, smashing your lips together in a sloppy, wet kiss, tongue sliding against yours noisily. "me 'n' sugu gonna take turns breedin' this pussy, mama, 's okay? never gonna be empty, even after y' get that thing removed, gonna have ya full all. day. long."
suguru just chuckles and shakes his head, one of his hands trailing up satoru's spine. the way his hips stutter inside you is adorable.
"mm, that would be nice. the pretty angel feeling out cum sloshing around her pretty tummy all day in class, having to talk to professors while it drips out of her gooey little cunt, getting those panties all messy? mm, sounds like a dream come true,'' suguru purrs, leaning in closer to satoru's ear.
"who knows...maybe if you cum enough, she won't even have t' stop taking her pills...maybe it won't be able to work if you flood her pussy with enough cum."
you keen as you get folded in half, the tip of his cock knocking again something that makes your tummy squeeze. poor satoru, he's got pleased tears in his own eyes now, just suguru's words nearly making him explode inside, his balls aching, needing to empty themselves inside you where all his cum belonged.
"get deep, get real deep in her, satoru, kiss her cervix f'me, pretty boy...'n' make sure you kiss it niiice and deep when you cum, okay? let's see if we can breed her t'night."
#gojo smut#geto smut#gojo x reader#geto x reader#gojo satoru smut#geto suguru x reader#gojo satoru x reader#geto suguru smut#jjk smut#ËËË â
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reader being a spoiled âgood girlâ kook who doesnât give rafe the time of day with his reputation and treats jj like shit when he does work around her house for her dad. at least until jjâs snap story updates with her getting fucked from behind, the hand gripping her hip hard enough to bruise having that unmistakable signet ring on it and jjâs moans being heard from behind the camera as his cum starts to land on her tear stained face đ
OH. this has been rotting since the end of july and iâm sooo sorry, i hope you see this sweet nonnieđ„șđ©·
CW: smut! 18+ only! threesome, jj posts it on his snap story, piv sex, male receiving oral, facial, praise and degrading. rafe ân jj are kinda fucked up for this but oh well.
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Youâd always been known as the âgood girlâ on the island. You never got into any trouble, you steered clear of parties, and you definitely didnât hang out with people who were constantly getting themselves into some shit.
Rafe Cameron was nothing if not persistent, heâd always tried to hit you up, asking what you were doing, wanting you to hang out with him, but you never gave him the time of day, why would you? He was not a good guy, and everyone knew it.
The same goes for JJ Maybank, the well known, most attractive Pogue on the island. You saw him a lot, seeing as your father had hired him to do work around your house a lot. JJ was also quite persistent, always trying to make you crack, bend your own rules, but your walls youâd spent years building up had you treating him like the no-good Pogue he was.
You treated both men pretty unfairly, at least, thatâs what the public saw. No one knew that you were secretly a filthy slut behind closed doors for both the Kook and Pogue kings of Kildare Island.
âThatâs it, baby, takinâ Rafeâs cock so fuckinâ good arenât you? That tight little cunt loves to be pounded from behind doesnât she?â
JJâs words have your pussy clenching tightly around Rafeâs thick length, pulling a low groan from him. Your bloodshot eyes look up, finding JJâs ocean-blues, his phoneâs camera pointed right down at you.
Wanting to give JJ something good to watch later, you push your head down further, taking his entire length down your throat, eyes never leaving his. JJ groans, his free hand making its way to the back of your head, fingers tightly gripping at the messy, tangled locks. He holds your head down, forcing you to suck in breaths through your nose the best you can.
He slightly tilts his phone up, capturing only Rafeâs toned abdomen and the way his hands were tightly gripping at your hips. His fingers dig into your skin so hard youâre sure youâll have bruises later, but youâre too fucked out to care. You loved that they were your dirty little secret, loved the way they took turns fucking your throat, pussy and even sometimes your ass. They knew you had a reputation to uphold though, and they didnât seem to mind the way you treated them in public, so long as they could fuck you like this whenever they wanted, you could do as you pleased in front of everyone else.
âFuck, Y/N, your pussy feels so goddamn good, gripping my cock like she was fuckinâ made fâme.â Rafe rasps, his thrusts becoming sloppier.
JJ releases your head, allowing you to pull off of him and suck in a much needed breath of air. More tears slip past your lower lashes, making JJ breathe out a dark laugh.
âGod, you look so fuckinâ pathetic, cryinâ like a fuckinâ baby while Rafe fucks that sweet cunt and I take this sweet mouth. Go on, suck my cock, princess, itâs aching for you.â
Rafe grunts, his fingers digging into your hips harder as he uses them to pull you back onto his cock, forcing you to meet each of his thrusts.
You lower your head, tongue darting out and softly swirling around the swollen, leaking head of JJâs cock. He groans, lowering his phone back down to capture you sucking him off again.
âEyes on the camera, baby. Donât wanna miss a second of your facial expressions while my cock is down your throat and Rafe fucks you from the back.â
You quickly obey, forcing your eyes to look up and into the camera of JJâs phone. You begin bobbing your head up and down his length, sucking and licking every last inch of him until you feel his cock pulse inside your mouth.
Rafe groans, slamming his hips forward one final time before his warm, sticky load is filling your pussy. âFuuuuuck, baby, gonna have you leaking my cum for the rest of the day.â Rafe groans, holding onto your hips as he holds your ass flush against his groin as he rides out his high.
JJ isnât too far behind Rafe, quickly pulling himself from your mouth and jerking his cock. A low, raspy groan fills the air as his cock twitches, his warm, sticky cum landing on your face and tits. JJ slowly removes his hand from his softening dick, his phone coming down and right in your face as he records the little facial he gave you.
âThatâs it, baby. Gotta show everyone whose fucking girl you are, donât we?â
In your euphoric, fucked out haze, you donât catch JJâs words⊠You just softly nod your head, saying âYeah⊠Your girl.â
He and Rafe share a look, laughing lightly between one another before they both remove themselves from your bed, quickly dressing and helping clean you up. JJ tucks you into your bed after they have you completely cleaned up, placing a soft kiss on your forehead and whispering, âMaybe thisâll teach you to be nicer to us in public, baby.â
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Description: Your best friend Eddie starts to look very appealing to you, but if you suggest a dynamic change, will he go for it?
Warnings: NSFW, Minors DNI, AFAB reader, weed smoking, virgin Eddie x virgin reader, grinding, fingering, fem oral receiving.
A/N: I just wanted to write a little goofy, not so confident Eddie and this poured out of my brain hole. Enjoy! Reblogs and comments keep me alive so please for the love of all that is smutty reblog if you enjoy it!Â
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âAll I'm saying isâŠâ you take a big pull of the joint Eddie wiggles at you, his rough fingers brushing your lips. Your voice comes out croaky as hell when you speak, holding the smoke in, â...you can't do the voice.âÂ
The film plays quietly in the background as you both hang out on his couch, paying little attention to it.Â
Eddie scoffs at you, taking the smoke back, and takes a big lug of it himself, hand coming to rest on your bare ankle that was thrown casually over his lap.Â
âWhat you trying to say? You know I can do voices. I could totally do Vader.âÂ
Giggling, you wiggle your feet as he lightly drags his fingers over them.Â
âDon't do that, you know it tickles!âÂ
Holding his hands up and away from you, you almost miss the contact. Which was insane. This is Eddie, for fucks sake. Your best friend. The asshole who made you nearly piss your pants in seventh grade from tickling too hard, who does stupid shit to get you to smile when you're sad.Â
Recently though, the little lingering touches he gives you make your toes curl. Those glances that last a little too long for best friends, the drag of his hand on your back when you move through a crowd. It was crazy, but a part of you couldn't help but think he was feeling the same way. It wasn't like you were in love with the guy, at least not like that. He was almost family. Which made the feelings that you were having sinful in a way that made your thighs clench.Â
The flirting didn't help. Eddie flirted as naturally as breathing. He was just so goddamn charming; he had chemistry with everyone. Which made it even more awkward. What if your salacious thoughts weren't reciprocated? Maybe it was just your raging hormones and you needed to keep them in check before you lose your best friend.Â
âYou're wrong you know.âÂ
Eddie's words bring you out of the daze you've been falling into; you blink at him, confused.Â
âHuh?âÂ
Eddie rolls his eyes, and flashes you a smirk that does nothing to quench the fire inside, right when his large hands move to your waist and tickle you relentlessly. You're gasping giggles as he pins your hands over your head, full weight pressing into you. Somehow, he's got his narrow hips in between your thighs, which is definitely not helping the situation.Â
âI can totally do the voice, see?â He drops it two octaves, letting a deep bass voice flow out of him, âLuke, I am your father.âÂ
Fuck, that shouldn't turn you on, but it did. That, and his forced proximity has you feeling uncomfortably wet. It's embarrassingly seeping into your panties; so much so that you cringe at your body's betrayal.Â
He's just so damn close. So close, that you see something fluttering behind those brandy wine eyes of his. Or, was it merely your imagination?
Only one way to find out.Â
Biting your lip, you flutter your eyelashes softly and speak in the sexiest voice you can.
âDoes that mean I should call you Daddy?âÂ
Eddie's mouth drops open in a perfect O, eyebrows knitted.Â
âYou can't- you just- fuck!âÂ
He clambers off of you in an attempt to put some space between you, crossing his legs on the couch. Eddie looks flustered, cheeks burning red as he looks at you like you just grew an extra head.Â
âI can't what, Eddie? Can't tease you like you tease me?âÂ
âHuh? I don't tease you! When did I-âÂ
âOh, pinning me down don't count, huh?âÂ
Crossing your arms over your chest, you watch as he blows air out, grabbing a cushion and ramming it in his lap.Â
âI didn't mean it like that, it's just, I dunno.âÂ
Looking down at his hands, he fiddles with his rings. The sheepishness he's showing is adorable, and so unlike him that it stops you in your tracks. Maybe you should just go easy on him, just a little.Â
âDon't worry about it Eds, I'm just fucking around.âÂ
There's a bit of tension released from his shoulders, but he's still not looking at you.Â
Fuck, you need another smoke.Â
âYou want me to roll?âÂ
âHell no, I've seen you roll.âÂ
Scrunching your nose in fake anger, he laughs at you.Â
âLook like a little chipmunk when you do that.âÂ
âAll I hear is that you think I'm adorable.â You giggle as he mockingly rolls his eyes.Â
âOK, you roll, I'll grab some sodas.âÂ
Getting up, you smooth your skirt down and walk over to the fridge. The cans are on the lower shelf, so you bend to grab two, making a mental note to tell Eddie to buy some more.Â
When you look back, Eddie's slid to the floor, rolling paraphernalia spread out in front of him. It would be a normal scene, if he didn't still have the cushion wedged in his lap and his face wasn't glowing redder than your underwear.Â
Underwear⊠underwear that he might have seen, since you just bent over. And the only reason why he'd keep that cushion in his lap is if heâŠÂ
Oh.Â
Wordlessly, you put the soda next to his elbow and scoot up on the couch, entirely unsure about what you're supposed to do in a situation like this. The furthest you've ever gone is some over the clothes stuff.Â
Plus, this is Eddie. Your stupid, asshole, mean, tormenting, breathtakingly gorgeous best friend. You curse, wriggling a little in your seat. Your panties are so damp they're practically glued to your privates, a heat emanating from you that's making your insides burn.Â
âMilady.âÂ
Eddie holds the joint to you, perfectly rolled and more surprisingly, unlit.
âEddie, you always take the first toke. Rollers rights, remember?âÂ
He shrugs and passes it anyway, giving you the lighter too, as he lifts himself onto the couch with both hands, letting his cushion shield drop briefly. Long enough to see the tightness in the crotch of his pants.Â
Now the feel of your slick is dampening your thighs. Pushing them together as tight as you can, willing the feeling to dissipate, you light it with trembling hands. One puff, two puffs, pass. As his fingers graze yours, he looks at you appraisingly.
âYou alright there sweetheart? Not comfy?âÂ
Nothings gonna happen if you just sit here and whine like a bitch in your head. Take the leap.Â
âIt's a little, er, embarrassing.âÂ
Knees squeezing together so hard it's bordering on painful, you look up at him through your lashes. Eddie's eyes are wide and warm, a light smile wrinkling them at the corners softly.Â
âIt's only me, come on. You can tell me anything.â
Huffing and wriggling some more, you watch him inhale smoke, and blow it out, a slight pout to his mouth that makes you want to pepper it with soft kisses. Then hard kisses. Then, other stuff. Fuck.Â
âIt's not- we don't, talk about this kinda stuff. I don't wanna⊠cross a line, you know?â
âHey, it's alright.â His thick fingers shakily touch your knee, thumb rubbing back and forth. You're not sure if it calms you or makes you worse. It could be both.Â
âFine. Just, don't look at me when I tell you this, âkay?âÂ
There's a little laugh from him, then he rests his head on the back of the couch, eyes staring resolutely to the ceiling.Â
âAlright weirdo I'm not looking. Shoot.âÂ
Tightening your knuckles, your face creases with the effort as you let fly the words that may well end your friendship.Â
âI'm uncomfortable, I'm just- fuck, I'm really wet, OK?â
Of all the things you could say, you know Eddie was not expecting you to say that. Especially when he blushes profusely and his grip tightens hard on the cushion in his lap. True to his word, his gaze is directed firmly on the ceiling.Â
âThat's really-â His voice is broken; squeaky and boyish. He coughs and it comes out much lower, almost comically so. âThat's, er, interesting.âÂ
You can't help it. A crazy laugh shoots out of your throat. An insane laugh. A mental institution laugh. It seems fitting for the situation. Here you are, on Eddie fucking Munsonâs couch, telling him how wet you are? You've finally lost it.Â
He laughs with you, helping to diffuse some of the awkward energy filling the room.
âSorry Eddie. It just feels a bit, surreal, you know?âÂ
Eddie risks a look at you when he hands the joint back. You both stare at each other, each wishing to read the other's mind.Â
Remember who you're talking to. This is Eddie. You can talk to him about anything.Â
âListen, Eddie, this is way out of fucking left field but I'm gonna say it. Have you like, done stuff, before?âÂ
Taking the biggest inhale you can risk without swallowing the roach, you pass the smoke back. There's a very slight shake to Eddie's hand. For some reason it gives you a bit more confidence. His voice wobbles more dramatically than you've ever heard.
âYou mean like, sexual, stuff?âÂ
He finishes the smoke and stubs it out, glancing at you. There's a heat in his eyes that you're not used to seeing.Â
âY-yeah, I mean, honest truth? I've only done over the clothes stuff. Nothing more than that. And you?âÂ
Eddie coughs, puffing his chest out a little in full man-mode.
âI mean, yeah sure, a bit more than that, you know.âÂ
You do know. You know by the way he worded that, he's at least not gotten past third base.Â
âYou're a virgin too then.âÂ
âHey!â He huffs, turning to you, âI'm like, way less of a virgin than you are!âÂ
You laugh loudly, knocking his arm with your fist.Â
âDoesn't make you less of a virgin, you idiot.âÂ
He laughs, shaking his head.Â
âSuppose you're right. Some hook-ups âround the back of The Hideout don't count for much.â
Reaching for his hand, you brush his knuckles with tentative fingers.Â
âEddie, what I'm trying to say is, well maybe- we could help each other out? I'm a bit⊠frustrated, and so are you. You know?âÂ
He squirms a little, recoiling from your touch.Â
âWhat makes you think I'm frustrated?âÂ
âEddie, I'm not a fucking idiot. I know why you're grabbing that cushion.âÂ
He laughs, his special fake laugh he reserves for awkward occasions. That is, until you grab the cushion from his lap and throw it across the room.
He's hard, almost painfully so. It's pressing against his zipper in such a way that you know it must be uncomfortable. You take in a harsh breath as you look at his face. So many emotions seem to be fighting for dominance. Clear arousal, some confusion, a little bit of pity, maybe? Which is the last thing you want to see.
Maybe you were wrong.
âI'm saying that we can help each other. I'm attracted to you. I'm not declaring my love for you or anything. It's not like, some crazy confession. I'm just saying we could⊠relieve each other.â
âOh.â His whole demeanour has shifted at your words, âso you don't like, love me, or anything?âÂ
âEddie, you are so fucking stupid. Of course I love you, you're my best friend. Just not like that. I mean, I kinda want you to⊠touch me places, don't mean I want your hand in marriage!âÂ
His chuckle rings against the tinny walls of the trailer. Then, he looks at you, really looks at you. Biting his lip, he walks his hands toward you, stopping just shy of your constricted knees.Â
âGlad you said that. I didn't know how to say that I kinda⊠well, that I like you, that way, but not like⊠man, you said it better.âÂ
And just like that, your Eddie was back. It wasn't weird, far from it. After the way you'd been acting around each other for years, it just made sense.Â
You both smile at each other. A genuine, familiar smile. One that hurts your cheeks, that makes your chest fill with warmth.Â
âI know this is like, super weird, but it might help, you know?âÂ
Eddie crawls further towards you, palms splayed on your knees. The simple touch has you quivering.Â
âWhat if it's too weird? I don't want this to ruin our friendship.âÂ
You smile softly, and unclench your thighs slightly, knees spreading. Enough to make his eyes dart down to your core and back up, laced with want.Â
âTell you what Eds. Kiss me.âÂ
âAnd how is that gonna help?â
You laugh, beckoning him forwards. As if on a string, he leans toward you, his rough hands grazing the tops of your thighs. You try to disguise the gasp it elicits from you, but it doesn't seem necessary. Eddie's breathing hard, hard enough to hide any impromptu noises from you.Â
âJust kiss me Eddie. If it's weird and gross, we'll laugh about it. If it's, erm, better than that⊠well, then we can maybe take it a little further.â
Eddie leans in more, hovering over you as your head rests naturally into the armrest. But he stops, inches from your face, hesitating.Â
âI don't- shit, I don't know what to do!âÂ
Laughing loud, you reach out and twirl a section of his hair in your soft hands, adding definition to a curl.Â
âJust, use a move on me. You know? Like I'm one of those girls at The Hideout. Come on.âÂ
He laughs, knuckles dragging over your cheek.Â
âThat's⊠this isn't the same. You're not like that âÂ
âFine, just- come on to me. Hit me with your best shot. Just, I dunno, just-â
The rest of your sentence dies on your tongue as he cradles your jaw and presses his full lips softly to yours. You don't know what you were expecting, but it certainly wasn't this. He holds your face almost delicately, tongue lapping gently at your lip until you allow him to slip it inside.Â
It's a slow, deliberate thing, as if he's mapping out your mouth in case you never agree to do this again. Not that that's a danger to you. His tongue is burning hot; a slippery warm need, igniting the fire that was already smouldering within you.Â
His form relaxes slightly, allowing his weight to drop. His chest falls onto yours, no doubt telling him of the heaving gasps you're taking. You couldn't find it in you to mind, not whilst he's prising your legs open with one knee, his thigh pressing against just where you need it most.Â
A moan races out of your mouth and into his, muffled into his chasing tongue. The warmth between your legs is just getting worse, stoked by the pressure of his searching knee. Suddenly there's tension exactly where you need it, the coarse denim of his thigh rubbing hard against your throbbing nub.Â
âEddie, fuck!â
He smiles into your mouth as he pushes his leg harder, groans overtaking his mouth as you use it to chase your pleasure.Â
His perfect mouth traces down your jaw, nipping and sucking at your flesh. His thick tongue lathing over your taut muscles, your tiny fingers grasping onto his arms almost pathetically.Â
When he breaks away to look at you, eyes searching for doubts, you can't help but think how beautiful he looks. His hair's a little messier than usual, cheeks flushed pink, and those full lips look even plumper than before.Â
âSorry, should have checked in. Was that, alright? Not too weird?âÂ
You try to slow your breathing, but it's no use. It usually takes you a while to get there on your own, but you were so close to coming on Eddie's leg after a couple of minutes of making out it was almost shameful.Â
âI'll say, jeez. I nearly- er, got carried away.âÂ
âReally?â Eddie's eyes seem to brighten as the corners of his mouth twitch up into a cheeky grin.Â
âDon't let that get to your head! I'm just really⊠needy right now.âÂ
âFuck,â he replies, adjusting his bulge, âright, carried away, you say?â
Before you can process what he's said he leaps up, grabs you by the waist and throws you over his shoulder. Your giggling squeals echo through the trailer, ringing out like the peals of a bell as he barges into his room and throws you on the bed. Laughing and red faced, with your skirt rucked up around your hips and your arms flung above your head, you notice Eddie's gaze shamelessly skimming to your panties.Â
Shaking out of his bare faced revelry he jumps onto the bed next to you, eager as a kid at Christmas. He's on his side, a large hand roaming over your stomach, across your waist, down to your hips and skimming just under your thin sweater.Â
âYou want me to take this off?â You ask, tugging at the hem.Â
âOh, er- yeah, I-I mean if you- do you want to take it off?âÂ
Eddie bumbles through his words as you giggle at him, his usual confident demeanour evaporated at the thought of your body.Â
âEddie you dingus, you've literally seen me in my underwear before!âÂ
âWell, yeah⊠but that was before you, er, filled out.âÂ
It was a long time ago. A hot Summer spent running around the trailer park hitting each other with water balloons. You'd almost forgotten how far back it was.
âYou don't have to be scared of my boobs ya know.âÂ
Eddie scoffs, hitting you playfully with a flick of his finger on the tip of your nose. You grab it, trying to bite it but he's pulling it away and you follow. It turns into yet another wrestling match as laughter rings from the pair of you. He tries to hold his hand up high but then you straddle him.Â
Suddenly, his arm goes limp and you pull the offending digit into your mouth triumphantly, nibbling softly. It's then you realise you're straddling his stomach and he's completely lost, staring at the way your skirt is wrinkled.Â
Play fight discarded, you shimmy down his body and revel in the little shaking breath Eddie makes as you sit gently on his crotch, the hardened bulge pressing into your clothed heat.Â
âFuck, you're so warm.âÂ
You blush as his fingers dig into your hips as if afraid you'll disappear.Â
âYou can feel that, through your jeans?âÂ
He chuckles low in his throat and the sound travels straight to your tummy, letting loose a cascade of butterflies.Â
âFeel it? It's like a freaking furnace. Bet it'll feel amazing inside you.âÂ
It's just Eddie, running his mouth; in fact it seems he didn't mean to say that out loud judging by the look on his face. He always has an issue separating outside thoughts and inside thoughts. It was so casually spoken though, you don't think he realised just how dirty it sounded.Â
Your fingers smooth up his stomach, feeling the muscles tense under the contact, pulling his shirt up with them.Â
âReally hot when you say stuff like that.âÂ
You're embarrassed admitting it, but you're so turned on that he needs to know how much his words affect you. Mostly so he'll keep using them.
âYeah?âÂ
âHmm.âÂ
You're dragging nails over his abdomen, tugging his t-shirt higher and higher. He doesn't seem to mind, firm hands pulling your hips slowly back and forth. So you take a shot, and yank it up high. He gets the message, lifting his arms over his head so you can fling it off and away.Â
There's no subtlety to the way he pulls at your top, sitting up to wrench it off you. He's panting, eyes raking over your red cotton bra as if you were in the finest lingerie. Then your lips crash together, desperately exploring each other's mouths, teeth clashing in urgency. You collapse on top of him as he holds your hip with one hand, guiding you over his hardness as the other palms your breast over your bra.Â
That feeling is back, the burning tingling mass of arousal clutching your insides, growing and growing quicker than ever. You rut against him, each pass sending a zip of sensation all the way from your clit to the tips of your toes.Â
Moaning in his mouth, you break away and he nips at your neck, rough fingers snaking into your bra to clumsily rub your nipple. You cling to his waist tightly as the feeling mounts, and mounts, and finally-Â
âEddie! Oh- oh fuckinâ hell!âÂ
It happens. The thing that had never happened to you outside of your own late night desperate fumblings. It flows like liquid fire through your veins, buzzing across your skin in a wild burning sensation that takes you utterly by surprise. Your sounds are feral; incoherent and needy, as your thighs grasp him firmly as if in fear of him moving away.Â
After a loaded silence, whilst you both breathe, and breathe, you finally unclasp your legs around him, falling to the side in an ungainly heap of arms and legs. Â
âWell. Holy fucking shit.â you laugh nervously, legs shaking with the after effects.
âSo, not too weird?â He smiles, taking the opportunity to get on top of you, arms either side of your head.Â
âIt's a little weird. Only ever, you know, came, on my own, so yeah.âÂ
âYeah?â The cocky look is back, a hand trailing down your shoulder to rest on your breast.Â
âCan I take this off, please?âÂ
You smile and lift your back up so he can slide his hand behind you, fumbling around to try and get the clasp, swearing under his breath.Â
âI don't know, can you?â You question, stifling giggles.Â
âYou could just help me, you know, you-you devil woman- Oh wait I did it!âÂ
The clasp springs free and Eddie's proud smile nearly splits his face apart as he eagerly pulls down the straps.Â
âYou're such a goofball.â
âYou've got amazing tits, Jesus Christ.âÂ
Heat flushes your chest and before you can retort he's kneeling between your legs, hot mouth sucking roughly on a nipple. Words fail you, your body the only thing talking as you arch your back and push toward his greedy lips. Letting go with a loud pop, he sucks a hickey right in the middle of your sternum, running his thumb over the wet mark after.Â
âI wanna go down on you.â He blurts it out, spill words tugging out of his lips before he can stop them.Â
âYou wanna what?â You respond, dazed as he looks up at you, eyes full of fire.Â
âI wanna use my mouth on you. Down here.âÂ
He drags his fingers low, pressing one just to the top of your mound.Â
âYou really want to?â As far as you're aware, that's not a thing guys tend to want to do. At least that's what you've heard. Eddie seems to be an exception.Â
âMore than anything.â He's brutally honest, eyes wide and begging.Â
âI mean, if you want to, sure.âÂ
âOK, shit, just wait a sec.âÂ
Getting up so fast it must make his head spin, he unbuttons his jeans and wrestles them down his legs, tossing them away. The tent in his boxers makes your eyes widen.
Breathing a sigh of relief, he climbs back on the bed.Â
âSorry, just so fuckinâ hard it hurts.âÂ
Nothing can stop the whimper that shoots out of your mouth at his words. Again, he's just being honest, but he doesn't seem to understand how sexy it is.Â
Moving to unzip your skirt, he bats your hand away to do it himself. Before he pulls it off, he looks at you nervously.Â
âJust, let me know if you don't like something. Or if you do. I've er, I've not done this before so lower your expectations.â He laughs it out, embarrassment coating each word.Â
âI thought you had a bunch of hook ups at The Hideout?â You tease, smirking at him.Â
âRight, full disclosure, I've erm, used my fingers before, a few times. And once- once some girl tried to give me head and I busted in like three seconds, OK?âÂ
He grabs a bunch of his hair and hides behind it while you chuckle.Â
âEddie, it's fine, I'm glad you told me. It's just me. I'm not gonna judge you, you know that.âÂ
âYeah, of course.â The breath he lets out is loud, tension melting from his body, and he bends to pull your skirt down and off. Your panties are next; they cling to your core so much it makes you cringe, but he doesn't seem to mind.Â
âCan you, spread your legs a little sweetheart?â His voice is husky, eyes staring straight at your pussy. Feeling exposed, you do as he asks, fighting the urge to pull away from his gaze.Â
âLook at you. Beautiful.âÂ
Smiling at his words, it turns into an open mouthed gasp as he strokes his fingers softly through your folds.Â
âFuck me, you're soaked.âÂ
Then his tongue is slipping across you, feeling tentatively as he keeps your legs wide with his rough palms. It's different; wet and messy, but it's incredible. The pleasure increases tenfold as his wandering mouth finds your clit.Â
âEddie, right there, right there!âÂ
He groans, pushing his face into you so hard you can feel the vibrations from the noise. He's moving his tongue up and around it, making an absolute mess of spit and slick over you. Suddenly he tries sucking and your back leaves the bed, hands coming to clutch at his hair.Â
âOh my God, do that again, please please, oh fuck!âÂ
He does it again, and again, smoothing each suckle with a flat lick from his tongue. Fingers graze your hole suddenly, making you jump. As you look down you see Eddie's entirely consumed by what he's doing, rutting himself into the mattress like an animal. One finger breaches you, feeling around, pumping slowly in and out. It's good, but it's not great.Â
You feel ashamed even trying to guide him but you attempt to shake it off.Â
âEddie?âÂ
âHmm?â He looks up, an almost dazed expression in his eyes.Â
âCan you- can you curl your finger upward?âÂ
âLike this?âÂ
Your reaction is instantaneous, hips rucking up to his touch.Â
âFuuuck.âÂ
âYeah? That good, sweetheart?âÂ
That smugness is back but it isn't in you to care. There's no words, just little whimpers and moans as you grab him by the hair and push his mouth back where you need it.Â
When he adds another finger, you're gone. Your walls are clenching around him, sucking him in as the feeling of his thick digits stretching you fills your entire being. Dots dance in your vision as your whole body feels fuzzy, tingles whispering over your skin. You cry out as the feeling escalates, bubbling through you until you can't see, can't think, clawing at Eddie's head until you reach an impossible precipice. Then, it explodes, showering you in waves, over and over.Â
âOh my God that was amazing, fuck Eddie, you're incredible, I never came that hard in all my life, Jesus Christ!âÂ
You're babbling, you know, bubbles of platitudes popping out of your mouth in almost nonsensical sounds as your legs twitch like crazy.Â
Eddie scoots up a little, face pressed into the plush of your stomach. He mumbles something incomprehensible. Leaning up on your elbows, you pull his hair a little making him look at you.Â
âYou alright there? What'd you say?âÂ
Eddie laughs, kissing your tummy, face flushed pink.Â
âI said I fuckinâ came in my pants.âÂ
Then he hides again, as if your skin can cover his embarrassment.Â
âEddie, come here you dope.âÂ
He climbs up you, leaning on quivering arms. The front of his boxers pushes on your sticky core.Â
âDon't worry about it, that's kinda hot.âÂ
âYeah? You're hot. That was, wow. I think I found my favourite place.âÂ
You giggle, pressing kisses to his lips. There's still traces of you on him but you don't care.Â
âCan you tell me what you said again?â He asks, grin fighting to envelop his whole face.Â
âHuh?âÂ
âYou know, how I'm the most incredible lover in existence.â Waggling his eyebrows at you, he strokes a wayward hair off of your sweaty forehead.Â
âI did not say that!âÂ
âI'm paraphrasing, it was pretty close.âÂ
You hit him on the chest playfully and he falls to the side in a terrible act of mock pain. Crawling on top of him, you continue to smack him, fake punches thrown at his ribs.Â
âOK, you win, I cannot best you!âÂ
Grabbing your hand, he kisses your knuckles and you melt against him, pressing soft kisses to his mouth. They turn harder, tongues massaging each other as he runs his hands down your back.Â
You break away to plant a single kiss to the tip of his nose.Â
âMaybe in a bit, you know, when you've⊠recoveredâŠâÂ
Dragging your nails down his lean chest you look up at him, biting your lip.Â
âWe can⊠go all the way?âÂ
Eddie's face lights up. He grabs you and flings you down so he's on top, kissing your neck and jaw sloppily as you squeal at the sudden onslaught.Â
âYes, fuck yes, gimme like two minutes, five tops.âÂ
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Trying to sleep alone fucking sucks :/
#i moved back into my parents place and goddamn#i been here less than a week and i already wanna throw myself through a window lol#me and my partner were actually talking about moving in together and the everything promptly went to shit financially for the both of us#theyre worried they have to move back to their home state and it scares me so much im no good with long distance#i miss them so much right now#my parents have already gotten pretty controlling about when i can leave the house and theyre already pissed at me for seeing them so often#im a fucking adult holy shit why do i put up with this#aorry for the rant shit's just... weird right now
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