#i miss my grandma a lot
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Imp #521- Iris the Impling This particular #memorial Imp is actually mine. I waited until today to finish them because today would have been my Grandma Sue's 85th birthday had she not passed on June 1st, and felt it only fitting that their creation day be her birthday. Miss you lots Grandma ;_;
#Imp#521#Impling#Memorial#I miss my grandma a LOT#They decided they wanted to be named Iris#Which funnily enough was my great grandmother's name
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All the Americans on RedNote/Xiaohongshu that are interacting with Chinese people for the first time and are realizing that our governments hate each other but that we can build community/friendship with Chinese people reminds me of a conversation I had with a student of mine.
For context, I taught kids from China how to speak English for 4 years. I had one student named Rain (his English name) from Guangzhou. He was about 9 years old, and I'd been teaching him since the very beginning of his English journey when he only knew very basic vocabulary like vegetables. He got to the point in his language learning where he could use simple words and sentences to talk about more complex subjects.
There was one class we had that I still think about to this day.
"What classes did you have at school today?" I asked. "Math? English? PE?"
"Math yes. English class yes. And... history," he said.
"Oh history? Nice," I said.
"Teacher, I don't like USA a little bit," he said.
"You don't like it? Why?" I asked.
"Because..." he tried to explain before realizing that he didn't have the words he needed to express himself. He switched to miming and drawing the USA fighting with/being mean to China.
"So you don't like the USA because the USA fights China? Hurts China?" I asked for clarification.
"Yes, yes, I don't like it a little bit," he nodded.
"Do you like USA people? I like people from China," I said.
"You like China people?" he asked.
"Yes, I love Chinese people," I said. "I don't like when the USA and China fight, but I love Chinese people."
"Me too!" he said. "Kind of don't like USA, but I like USA people."
In that moment, I was amazed that even with a language barrier, and even with our age difference, we could come to the same conclusion that we didn't like what our countries did to each other, but that didn't mean that he had to hate American people or that I had to hate Chinese people.
"USA people and Chinese people are kind of different," I said, referring to our cultural differences. "We are the same too."
"Yes, kind of the same," he agreed.
That's what many Americans on RedNote/Xiaohongshu are starting to understand better.
#i miss rain. he was my favorite student :'(#he improved so quickly bc he genuinely liked learning--and he got into his advanced english class at his school#he was so excited to tell me :')#i got to meet his grandma once :')#i actually met a lot of my student's family members lmao#they took me to restaurants and birthday dinners and lunar new year celebrations and even to freaking disney in shanghai#the disney one was wild. i was like there's no way your mom is making you have an english lesson at disney#but the chinese do not fuck around when it comes to english lessons bro
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A hummingbird, in memory of my grandmother.
#hummingbird#tritone#art by me#my grandma passed away last month#i'll miss her and her house - where i spent so much of my childhood - a lot#she was 95 and still living in her home and driving her car and she died suddenly and painlessly which is as good as it gets for anyone
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the dark tournament arc has been an emotional rollercoaster and i am emotionally wounded
but like kuwabara got a cool sword (wip)
#kazuma kuwabara#yu yu hakusho#you go gay boy#look at him#the dark tournament or whatever#i fucking hate you toguro#they couldn’t go one day without insulting genkai#i miss my weird badass grandma#i miss her a lot
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i desire a new winter coat but the idea of shopping for one fills me with sadness. it’s snowing in an icky wet way but thanksgiving cactus!
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#mayo blogs#i have three winter coats but one of them is a hand me down from my mom one i inherited from my grandma#and the other i’ve had since highschool and is missing some buttons#oh and i have a ski jacket but i’ve also had that since high school#i want a victorian looking coat so bad but i spent a lot of time looking for one last year and didn’t find any i thought would be good#grrrrr
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had this moment yesterday of "what am i gonna do, go take ceramic classes and do what i enjoy in life that makes me happy instead of being useful?" and it was this 💡 of like. thats probably something to strive for. to not be miserible.
#im like just banging my head on the wall. i have a new dr appt in feb and this is a dr that sorens dr recomended instead of a random person#and im hoping please please take my immense chest pain seriously i havent been able to smile in half a year#im wondering that since this is supposedly good health insurance im on now if i can do something about my knees#since sorens grandma had knee replacement surgery and has been thriving with it and she brought it up to me recently#and ive never had surgery so its a scary concept sometimes. but fine! ill say it! i miss walking on my own!#i miss ice skating! i miss dancing! i miss being able to do anything! im so sick of the pain!#i want my legs to feel normal! i want my chest to feel normal! it doesnt have 2 be perfect it just has to not hurt so much!#i also got some new shirts today so i feel less embarassed about how i dress since a lot of my shirts dont fit anymore#and! i have an appt in a few days for glasses! so i can finally see again! my visions gotten really bad over the years and its like#officially too bad to do most things. cant read subtitles on a tv anymore. playing video games is too difficult to see anything#i feel like i have to reinvent myself from the ground up. and i felt like i almost started to see myself as a person for the first time#and then well. health crisis. isolated in a little blue room for several months. pain. i think im a different person now but not by choice#anyways hiiii
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can't stop thinking abt how much my grandma would've loved toji.....
#she was a very bossy woman#but not in like a mmm rude way#she was just the head of the house yk?#she lived at the countryside and so there was always smth to do#i used to spend all of my summers and school holidays there with her#and every weekend when my parents and her son would come visit she just gave everybody a job lmao#oh wait so she wasn't technically my grandma she was my grandma's sister but . to me she still counted as a grandma okay#anyway#i think if yk she'd still be here and i were to take toji with me to there#they would get along very very well#bc i think toji would do everything she said without a question or a complaint#she was a big talker too so i just like to imagine him helping her out with whatever while she tells a story about whatever#and he is . listening#perhaps peeks at what i'm doing in the meanwhile but he's good okay#he's gonna be a good little worker hehehhee#(and i'm gonna be drooling for the entire time bc holy fuck he's like dirty now and he's sweating and he's being sooo so nice and mmmm sexy#and then for dinner we barbeque smth and he gets to show off his skills with the grill sahgdghsdhgsagdas#and then ofc we go to the sauna and then swimming#i would've loved to tell him stories about the place#and then we'd sleep in a bed that's just a bit too small but neither of us care#and i would whisper more stories bc i have sooo so many stories to tell abt the place and her#mmmmmmmmmmmmm#i miss her and i miss her place#it's still there like i still occasionally go and visit (her grandkid is taking care of it now) but it's not really the same anymore#anyway i think the morning would be sooo so lovely too we'd get coffee and she'd most definitely makes us pancakes and wahhh#i think this is one of the sweetest daydreams of mine#i think he would've loved it there a lot#despite all of the work#i think he would've loved it#miji
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What's the worst and happiest day of your life?
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Like, at the same time?
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That’s a pretty hard one. My life’s been mostly highs or lows, not both at the same time. The closest I can think of would be around when I started the union, but that was more a period of time than a day…
#asks#anon#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#chilchuck dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#ooc: the closest for me would be back when i was still in high school#i think it was the tail end of spring brake#or the weekend#went out and had an awesome day with my brothers#and a family friend who is basically my brother#found a cool knife that i still have#just general banger day right?#anyway that night my grandma made ribs for me cause they’re my favorite#but we ate out so i was saving them for the next day#she PASSED AWAY THAT NIGHT#AND SAID FAMILY FRIEND ATE MY RIBS THAT MY LATE GRANDMA MADE FOR ME#THAT I WAS SAVING FOR THE NEXT DAY NOT KNOWING SHE WAS GONNA DIE#it’s been 8 years and i’m still upset about it ngl#her birthdays next month i should plan something#though she hated that kinda stuff#i usually get her her coffee and a pastry she liked to get when we were doing things out of the house#maybe i’ll plan to do bingo with my mom since we used to do that with her a lot#i miss her
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Handsome Jack poem 4 - Longing
If this is what love feels like - I don't want it anymore I always long for something, but not for someone, to hug them after they're gone I never thought I would crave a lovely lazy night With you, no longer gone, just by my side What did I do to deserve all this? I never knew I would be born I only ever wished for you to see me for what I could become And now, all that's left are marks that won't get lost in time But your voice will be gone before I can look behind my back Had I sinned so much for you to go through such faith? Who cursed my past life for this one to go in flames? I won't let it burn me - I will make it my Rome to rebuild And you will be proud, proud of me, of what memories I will bring I miss you every day, but no one can ever know They will stain your image, take what you truly were Because they will never see the world like you had shown me before I will build it by myself though, because without you, I'm forever alone
Women, am i right
#my writing#borderlands#borderlands 2#handsome jack#poem#bl2#why is it that exams are best time for me to go 'you know what - i will write some stuff'#i just#he longs#he longs for love and appreciation but - he never seems satisfied#he already is at the top#biggest company#ceo#respectable and scary for many#but he still#he longs for someone#he still gets shy around nisha#he might have missed moxxi too#for sure - his wife's death influenced him a lot#but so had his mother#grandma#he was meant to know about loss of love#not about love itself#@krotration if u read this i shake u your art is so fine IOHFIAHOIA
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vessel sleep token the first belly dancer
*runs away*
Come back 🥺 You're cooking 🥺
I wanna give him those cute belly dancer waist scarfs with the clinking coins 🥺✨
#okay fun fact/darya lore:#my parents never let me celebrate halloween growing up (christian household waddup)#but my middle school once had a costume contest and i really wanted to participate. so they agreed as long as i didn't dress scary#so i went with princess jasmine (because she's my fav and i was named after her lmao)#but we couldn't afford to buy a whole ass costume so my grandma made me one#it looked like it but it was missing some ✨pizzaz✨#so we got one of those coin chain scarves in blue and gold#obviously i didn't win or anything BUT i used to play dress up a lot and used that scarf quite often#also i had an arm bracelet full of coins too that i would wear pretty often. so i guess little 10/11 yo me was a secret belly dancer lmao#(i did used to pretend i was Shakira so yeah)#🙂👍#darya answers#anon ask#sleep token
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Btw depending on whether or not I meet my grade boundaries, I may not be on here for a bit 🥲
#Results are tomorrow and it would be lying to say I haven’t been freaking out#I’ve had nose bleeds (every morning) & nightmares for the past 4 weeks it’s been pretty unbearable#In other news I’m seeing my friends today (yippeeeeeee)#And my sibling is back home and I missed them a lot#and my grandma is out of hospital and also my dad#and my cat seems to be getting better too so I can’t complain#Probably delete laterr
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oh they didn't even BOTHER inviting me to aunty Net's funeral. I really am estranged.
#gran's probably still pissed at me for missing grandma's funeral#even though it was literally my dad's fault for not telling me when it was on until late the night before#but now they don't even invite me. i just get told that a loved one has passed and don't even get to know the date of their burial#and idk. i wouldn't have gone anyway. I'm not breaking my no contact for this.#but the fact that they didn't even make a pretence at inviting me says a LOT about just how much they've written me off#hmm much to think about#the system speaks
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F in chat
#not for broadcast#lol idk how to post these on twt and discord#so hi tumblr#alex winston#sam wells winston#sam winston#chris wells#suzie winston#charlie winston#i forgor grandma cass..... errrrr#anyway!!!!!!!!#ch bullshit#i really love how the text segments are the way they re theres a lot going on#but theyre not major so u kinda miss them LOLLL#my username is literally chris' full name and my pfp is my art of them LOOOLLLLL#anywayssssss
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finally made it to the house of usher ^^
#i got home#grandma is back to her shenanigans implying bad things about my character#my cats missed me a lot though my beautiful girls#im gonna wolf down food real quickand then
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being homesick and changing as a person so much the place you grew up in isn't your home anymore is such a core part of ati and upon further inspection i think i was projecting a little
#like yea that is a very common basic thing that happens to a lot if not most adults#but also i think i get homesick a bit too easy#when i moved away from home i moved to the closest big city that's only an hour away and i was already deeply familiar with it#but i was so sad despite knowing i personally could never thrive in my hometown#i wanted to experience the big city but it was so scary and it still is and i miss the comforts of my hometown but it's not just me that#has changed#dont get me wrong i wouldnt move back bc i have hobbies and friends and a job and most likely a career in the city i live in#and this truly is a place i don't think i could ever move away from. unless it is to a neighboring city#it's so hard for me to imagine there are people who move not just across the country but a completely different country and they just. adap#i could never. i was visiting my hometown every week for like the first year i lived here#i eventually want to move to a bigger apartment and ive been looking at places already even tho i need to graduate before doing that#and i'm. getting homesick just thinking about moving to a different part of the city.#i like the area i live in. i like the cornerstore and the distance to the closest grocery stores and parks#i like how my grandma used to live in this area when she was around my age#i'm not good with change and i know it but there are several things about moving that make me miserable#like yeah obviously i will move out from my single bedroom apartment when i can and i'll be so happy and it'll be good for me#but despite having lived here for only a bit more than 4 years i'll miss this apartment. i have so many good memories from here and i'll#never be able to visit it again and have it feel the same#but that's the least sad thing imo. i dread being in a different area more lmao#but it's fine i know i'll adapt as long as i don't have to move to a different city ever again gfsahgak#idk ive had a long day and im feeling a bit melancholic#i'll sleep in tomorrow >:3c#leevi talks
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