#i miss everything about them
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one of my favorite post-series puentalay headcanons is that talay brings puen to chatuchak market exactly ONCE and puen gets obsessed with it
being an actor from a very young age meant that puen always had to be on a very strict healthy diet, so his manager always controlled which food he got to eat, and the few times he could cook for himself his busy schedule still didn't allow him for much experimentation other than already pre-made stuff
so when talay brings him to chatuchak on a saturday to get some food, puen falls in love with the whole experience: hunting for what he needs amidst the thousands of booths, bargaining with the vendors for the price, watching all the different kind of people going on with their days and doing their business........
after a couple of years puen knows most of the aunties by name and they're all ridiculously charmed by him, which talay finds both hilarious and horrifying, even more so when they start doting on talay as well and WINKING at him because you can say what you want about old ladies but they sure are perceptive (talay does soften a lot after one of them tells him she understood they are together from the way talay makes puen smile) [but also puen may or may not have bought matching towels with their initials embroidered on them from one of the stalls]
i also love the idea of puen eventually starting his own vegetable garden at home thanks to the help of all the people he knows from the market who give him tips on which plants to grow and how
#this is probably a very silly headcanon ;;;;;;#but god i miss talking about puentalay#i miss everything about them#also my anxiety may or may not be through the roof at the idea of going back to work tomorrow after a week of being gone#and i may or may not be trying not to think in general because being sick truly made painfully obvious how alone i am#hence me focusing on the only thing that truly matters instead#anyway#vice versa#puentalay#m: txt
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The Afton kids deserved better in FNAF..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#michael afton#elizabeth afton#dave afton#David Afton#cc fnaf#fredbear#fnaf helpy#afton family#fnaf pizzeria simulator#fnaf 4#KEEPING yall on your toes it’s time for an angst comic#if I think too hard about Michael’s story I will sob#Michael is defined and driven by his own guilt/regret#mean everything he does in FNAF is to free his siblings#and also get rid of his father#and in the end decides to rid of himself too#I just gotta believe he just misses them#wishes they all could of had better lives#full stolen childhood#nobody can make me hate you Michael Afton
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mourning black and the death of ideals
#i haven't moved on from this yet. btw. i'm still here#finally decided to draw the thought i've been ruminating over for days on end bc it's like a parasite eating away my brain#stated this on the initial post i made days ago but there's just smt so gut wrenching and sickening#about how dazai will have worn black exactly twice in his life: once as a member of the mafia and now at kunikida's funeral#a color that initially signified devotion to the mafia and his demon prodigy alias now signifies his grief#him having to wear black again at the funeral of another doomed fatalist who chose his heart over his survival. his own partner.#kunikida's death being so reminiscent of the tragedy that initially caused him to defect and flee#and everything tying together full circle and effectively breaking him#asagiri rly said fuck knkdz it's doppover we lost gang 😭😭😭#why did bro leave that fucking notebook behind#fool. do you know that angst potential you have left me to work with?#love never won in bsd. it lay dead and festering#i don't know how much longer i can keep saying i miss them. i'm going to kill myself if he doesn't come back#i've never wanted something to be death bait so desperately#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#kunikidazai#knkdz#kunizai#(??? technically. its implied anyway)#lotus draws
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What I wanted so badly was for Mary to learn about her boys from Cas. Like that night where Cas finds her when she can’t sleep and she expresses that she just doesn’t know anything about her sons since she missed so much?? All I wanted was for Cas to sit down with her at the table and just start telling her about them. Basic stuff at first: their favorite foods, their sleeping habits, the stuff he’s just observed by being their passenger for years.
And then I want him to say something totally Cas, like “Dean always wears more layers but that’s because his body naturally runs two degrees colder than Sam’s. But that’s normal for him and not indicative of any illness, so it’s nothing to worry about.”
And as they talk, it starts to get a little deeper, and Cas tells her more. He tells her about what she missed, about all the horrible things that happened to her sons and how they coped; how it changed them. And he tells her about Sam, he does, but really it ends up being all about Dean.
He’ll tell her about how Dean clenches his fists when he’s upset, even as he tries to keep his face impassive. About how Dean drums his fingers on the steering wheel when he’s anxious. He’ll tell her about Dean’s nightmares, about the ways he’s chosen to cope. He’ll tell her how to know when to approach Dean and when to give him space, how to gently acknowledge what he’s feeling without pushing him too far.
And with every word he says, Mary’s curious head tilt from when she’d seen them hug in reunion turns into a bone deep type of certainty. Because Cas is telling her things that only someone who paid special attention would notice. He’s telling her things that only someone very, very close to her son’s heart would know.
Cas will tell her the cliff notes of what they’ve been through; will tell her how the whole world looked to Dean and he rose to the occasion over and over again. He’ll tell her about Dean’s doubts in himself and then vehemently declare them as wrong and explain, at length, why. He will tell her about the people Dean has loved— the people who loved him like he was their own— and lost. He will tell her about Bobby, Ellen, Jody, Donna, and Charlie. He’ll tell her about Claire, too, and how Dean stepped up.
And the whole time, Mary will have this realization that oh, she may not have been around to guide and protect her sons, but there was always someone there to care for them and support them when they needed it. She will realize that she and John may have left them, but they were never alone.
But more than that, there was someone there for Dean. Someone picking Dean over and over again while Dean picked Sam, or the world, over himself. There was someone fighting for Dean when he wasn’t fighting for himself. There was someone who saw Dean, and loved him unconditionally.
Sitting across from her, at the asscrack of dawn, filling her in on all the things she missed was every mother’s dream: someone who loved her child with the kind of devotion that would break the world. And from the sounds of the stories she was being told, it did break the world. Someone whose love is entirely untainted and comes without any strings attached.
It’s so clear to her as she listens to Cas talk that Cas loves Dean with no expectations. That loving Dean is something he just does, like he doesn’t know how not to love Dean, like the possibility of not loving him never occurred to Cas. He loves Dean in a way that Mary knows can and will soothe Dean’s sharp edges and battered heart. He loves Dean in the kind of pure way that tells Mary that it will continue to endure and overcome everything without ever diminishing, even the littlest amount.
Mary, through tears, will tell Cas how she always told Dean that there were angels watching over him. And before Cas can make some comment about Dean being the Righteous Man and the interest of most of Heaven, she will place a hand over his and give him a motherly look that will convey all the things she’s not sure how to say— and the things she’s not sure Cas is ready to hear yet. And Cas will flush and look away, mumbling about how her son is very special to him.
And when she pulls him into a hug and murmurs thank yous into his shoulder, she will be comforted in the knowledge that her sons turned out to be wonderful men, and that they managed to stay together through everything. She will be comforted to know that no matter what happens, no matter her shortcomings as she tries to fill a role she never meant to leave, Sam will have Dean and Dean will have Cas.
And this time, when Cas tells her that she belongs here, she will believe him. And she will tell him that he belongs here, too.
And when Dean wakes up a few hours later and wanders in to find Mary and Cas still chatting over the table, he’ll be surprised— but pleased— to find Mary looking more at ease. He’ll be pleased when she gives him a warm hug and pats him on the cheek and tell him with all the sincerity that only a mother can muster that she’s glad that he met Castiel. And when Dean agrees, a little confused, Mary will just smile at him.
“I always said I’d like a third son.” She says, “so give him a reason to take our last name, won’t you?”
And Dean will splutter and turn fifteen shades of red as he steadfastly doesn’t look at Cas but mumbles something that suggests he’s not against the idea at all.
And Mary will laugh again and wink at an equally red Cas before heading towards the kitchen like “Cas said waffles are your favorite, so I hope you’re hungry!”
#mary Winchester could have been a good character#and the Mary&Cas friendship could’ve been everything#Mary deserved to learn about her sons from someone who loved them#and she deserved to see how they were never truly alone#like that whole scene I was screaming for Cas to talk to her#Cas helping Mary navigate the stress of situating herself into her boys life could’ve been so powerful#because he had to do that and he’d know#and Dean having cas to keep going to as he tried to cope with his own side of things???#im just saying#this show robbed us of a lot but this is one thing I feel especially bitter to have missed out on#Castiel#dean winchester#mary winchester#spn#supernatural#destiel#deancas
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YOU LIE AND I STAY, AGAIN AND AGAIN.
1. letters of sylvia plath | 2. i know im not the only one, sam smith | 3. cut, caitlyn siehl | 4. ask polly: help, im the loneliest person in the world!, heather havrilesky | 5. cool about it, boygenius | 6. driving east (2002), helen frankenthaler | 7. motion sickness, phoebe bridgers | 8. wishbone, richard siken | 9. bicho 87/9 (1987), gego | 10. gilded lily, cults
#what do you do when you’re not allowed to be angry?#I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED LINGER BY THE CRANBERRIES#warning: the homoerotic girlbestfriendship can and will kill you#yeah sure everything is fine I forgive you <- resentment is killing them from the inside out#im truly lesbianisms weakest soldier#save me venezuelan art…#<- about gego!!!#mine#on lying#on heartbreak#poetry#web weaving#web weave#phoebe bridgers#boygenius
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FINALLY i can reply to comments without the comsec lookijg weird as hell. Bless this update and also bless everyone for being so kind to my posts all the time:,) i appreciate it sooooooo much and now I can express it back as well so like have this art as an accompanying thank yoi
#ive noticed my franmaya doodle is occopying my notifs again thank you everybody love everyone happies an also enjoy#ive been wanting to make a little miss perfect art of them forawhile but i never do bc why did i ever think it was a good idea to#be passionate about everything but my time consuming college course#abywayd!#ace attorney#art#ace attorney fanart#ace attorney art#aa art#nrmt#narumitsu#wrightworth#its the wormssssss he nrmt worms#rah
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missing someone bad for you
trista mateer / trista mateer / sue zhao / u.k / u.k / clementine von radics / trista mateer
#web weaving#webweaving#on loneliness#on grief#on missing someone#on love#quotes#poetry#text#i miss them so bad it aches! i want to cry in their lap again! i want to tell them about everything! i want the world to stop ending!#i was treated like a dog. i left on my own but i still miss the doghouse in the backyard#it wasn’t much but it was something. i should’ve taken what little i could get. i didn’t know that i would leave and get nothing instead#the decision to eat nothing instead of the scraps on the floor is insane. and now i’ve got nobody and we’ll never talk again#there’s a person with half of my soul walking around and i can’t do shit about it#i forget them for a moment but then i see them in my instagram notifs and i blow up the world
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Swapshipping ☕
#fight club#soapshipping#the narrator fight club#tyler durden#artists on tumblr#fight club 1999#digital art#illustration#life is so beautiful when idc abt proportions and anatomy and perspective and many other things#everything I sill post from now on will probably be colored sketches from school#they look weird cause I tend to draw deformed things during class#mhnggnhn I missed them...#rator got that fuckboy pose ik ik#rare rator outcunting tyler moment#I just wanted this to look weird I want it weird I need it weird yes#couldn't force myself to render shoes also#this drawing was all about the process#I like how they turned out tho hehe u.u#martyryo
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Is it just the post breakup depression or does going to target by yourself actually kinda fucking suck
#i miss my target buddy#i miss my in n out buddy#i miss my after work hangout buddy#i miss my life buddy#i miss everything about them#i’ll stop sad posting eventually but#not today
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sleepover with the buddies.
#no this is not old art hahahahahaha what?#literally miss them sm anyone got jew content im so far behind#obey me raphael#obey me thirteen#obey me 13#obey me mephistopheles#obey me mephisto#raphael#13#mephisto#obey me#ok but why am i actually kind of proud about this#sure i hate Mephisto's ugly ass pajamas but everything else looks cute#wait a minute WHERE THE FUCK ARE THEY??? 😭😭😭 BITCHASS WHERE DID I PUT THEMM..... .......
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MAYA AND CARINA STATION 19: 7x10 'One Last Time'
#station 19#station19edit#station 19 spoilers#carina x maya#carina deluca#maya bishop#mine#i liked this scene and the kiss and everything#and we did get a glimpse of carina saying she was worried#but how does she not find out just how close maya was to dying??#and maya expressing how scared she was almost losing everything??#like that was such a missed opportunity IMO#and having them both at the same scene again only to not interact...like why?#its crazy to me how maya was just fine after what she went through but then andy collapsed and we didn't even see what happened to her prio#such a missed opportunity to not have carina work on maya and have her more injured later on but...story of this show's life i suppose#no sense in staying angry now when it's all over#this scene was very them and i'm glad about that
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Blank the Series 2x5
#blank the series#fayeyoko#faye peraya#faye malisorn#yoko apasra#lesbian#lgbt#wlw#thai gl#gl series#girls like girls#girls love#gl drama#gl thai drama#blank the series s2#blank the series edit#blank the series 2x5#seigifs#lets all live here collectively#im not ready for this series to end im so sad about it#i dont want it to end pls#i miss them already#;-;#they are everything to me
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Miami GP 2024 - Max and Charles Edition
#f1#formula 1#f1edit#max verstappen#charles leclerc#lestappen#maxverstappenedit#charlesleclercedit#dailyf1#lestappenedit#we're not gonna talk about how long this is#and this is not even everything i missed some stuff and we got some other things today#but i could not be bothered to add them i had no time and no space#anyway miami was insane#f1*#2024 miami gp#2024 lestappen fest#making shit happen
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we're still right where we're supposed to be together through ups and the downs, dungeons and ivory towers
@froschkuss has blessed me with this lovely commission of io and estinien, i can't stop looking at it!
#io laithe#io/estinien#estinien varlineau#EVERYTHING TO MEEEEEE#ooooooo the way his eyes open in a little flutter 🥴💗#HER SMILE#and ofc.... hands....#i may never recover#thinking about them agreeing to wander separately for a bit because estinien is feeling restless#but ending up in the same place anyway and just melting into each other on that first night because they missed each other so much!!#i love them too much they might actually give me a heart attack#ffxiv
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Jaiden: Do I have to go with one other person, or can I have like, a group?
Cucurucho: Yes.
Jaiden: That's... not... [Laughs] There's two options there...
Cucurucho: Ha ha ha.
Jaiden: Ok, so– [Laughs] I'll go- I'll go with–
Cucurucho: [The Admin audibly laughs]
Jaiden: I'll– did you just laugh? [Laughs and hits her desk]
Cucurucho: Ha ha ha.
Jaiden: [Keeps laughing] I got the– I g– Am I going crazy? [Laughs] Ok–
Cucurucho: I hope you enjoy the– [Soundboard audio cuts off as Cucurucho runs away]
Jaiden: Thank you, thank you! I made him snicker, guys, I made him snicker! [Laughs]
(Fun fact: Retroity recently confirmed it was her laugh we heard!)
#Cucurucho#Jaiden Animations#QSMP#Jaiden#June 6 2023#I MISS THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#Man I adored Jaiden and Cucurucho / Osito#I'm so sad we never learned more about their past connection#and you know. Everything else#But the moments we do have are still nice to remember#I know this is a bad posting time but I'm impatient with clips and I've been meaning to post this one for ages#Anyways. Retro did a great job as Cucurucho
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"Minthara is so abusive to the player" *INCORRECT BUZZER NOISE*
Minthara would literally go to fucking hell for the opportunity to personally beat the absolute shit out of the person who actually did abuse you. She will throw hands with gods and devils just to avenge you.
And you will not be able to convince her not to.
#bg3#baldur's gate#minthara#minthara baenre#evil murder kitten#when i'm having a bad day - i just remind myself that minthara would definitely have some things to say about my parents#i would literally have to hold her back from knocking their lights out#well... id hold her back from one of them. she can have free reign of the other#all you gotta do is whisper a name - and babygurl is gonna go fix it#within 48 - 72 hours - your abuser will go missing under mysterious circumstances#and you do not even need to tell her to do this#she will do everything she can to ensure you can sleep at night knowing your abuser is gone#and can never touch you again#and if you still have doubts - just remember that she made an oath (a divine vow) *to you*#in which she will never harm you nor allow harm to come to you#and to quite literally seek vengeance against all those who have harmed you#ya'll can miss me with your minthara hatecanons and your poorly misunderstood readings of her and the comments taken outta context
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