#i might regret posting this but COME ON
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yeah, you're right, they should have made him gregnant instead
anon turn on your location I just want to talk.
'as evil as Shiv'. be serious. be serious with what you say. 'He wants to love and be loved'...and Shiv doesn't? Her whole arc is wanting to love and be loved, but being unable to understand and perform love properly due to her whole situation. It doesn't make her good by any stretch, but it doesn't make her evil either. And she still tries! She's honest with Tom on her wedding night even though it brings her no advantage, and she begs Logan to save Tom even though it brings her only disadvantage.
#i might regret posting this but COME ON#COME THE FUCK ON#the greg stuff too...it's really easy actually to trace a line directly from greg and comfrey through to the 309 wedding through to now.#i don't love it but it's consistent#and i do think it tracks actually with greg wanting attention from Tom#haarping on#i am only tagging succ bc i was asked to do so in an anon the other day#but it's hopefully far enough down my tag list to keep it out of search if tumblr still does the top 5 tag thing#succession
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people will really say fiyeraba is underdeveloped and boring and forced heterosexuality and then turn around and ship fiyero and boq based on one look from dancing through life
#like come onnn#what are we doing here folks#I get it you want to put Fiyero with someone so you can ship gelphie unimpeded#but idk I think shipping Fiyero with a white guy he's barely spoken to over the woman of color that is his canon love interest#is maybe not as woke as you think it is#anyways I might regret posting this but idc I am#SO SALTY#Wicked#Wicked movie#fandom wank
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"To your future career in the circus" 🤡🍷
#barok van zieks#ryuunosuke naruhodou#baroryuu#the art of a lemon wedge#every ship have that one line we keep coming back to#and this ones mine#DO U UNDERSTAND WHAT STARS HAD TO ALIGN TO GIVE ME THIS DIALOGUE#i only regret not drawing this sooner#ME CLOWNS#i do want to paint this#but rn i have so much backed up#well might as well post the clean sketch#since someone did technically request clown ryuu
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I guess I tried....
#posting after a month because damn it !#call it 'admiration' if you want...#and now I'll just go hide in a corner I guess#will I regret this ? probably#but there sometimes comes a time when one has to go 'fine I'll do it myself !'#that was it I guess :')#Jafar#Hakim#Jafar x Hakim#just my random drawings#it's been two years now... I had to do something for this ship#please take into consideration there's been years that I only draw rarely and I don't know why I even decided to do this#I know I am utterly terrible with colouring specially colour pencils :'')#also yeah I know there are so many things wrong with Hakim's clothes I might do better next time I guess :')#plus messed it up a bit with the scan and I absolutely hate it but anyway :/
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if he has 5000 fans I'm one of them, if he has 100 fans I'm one of those, if he as 1 fan I am that one, if he has 0 fans I have died and gone to hell to see him personally. I rest my case
#demos ramblings#good omens#its 4 am i should be asleep but i wanted to finish rewatching ep4 s2 dont @ me#unless its to talk abt him then do @ me#free my man he did all that but i don't care#he just wanted that promotion and he deserves it give him a raise in whatever currency they got down in hell#fucking satan bucks or whatever#i cant be the only one who likes him come on#someones always gotta carry the weight of being obsessed with a side character no one gives a shit abt and it might as well be me#oh look its 4:20 am yippieeee (i am not in control of my actions rn)#goodnight everyone ill see you tomorrow when i regret this post
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i wish real life romance was like the movies..who cares about "talking stages" just grab my face and kiss me in the rain. fuck.
#post posting#i just dont understand how this works in real life#i get the movies! i get those i love them#but my friends will tell me that theyre 'talking' to a bunch of different people and#i see those videos of frind groups in different 'stages' of talking? or something#like im so happy for you i think? but i dont know what that means#come back to me after they chase after your train to tell you they love you through the window because#it might be their last chance to say it and they'll regret forever if they dont#🤷
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#i have two comics that are close to done and dont know which one to finish#ones oblivious pining and the others joking about dating the blue spirit#also i have tickets to see the ATLA concert tomorrow?!? im so excited#ahh i have so many zukka comics planned but im not sure which one to start on next#ones a longer post canon one about sokka drinking cactus juice and confessing and zuko doesnt know how to say he feels the same when sokka#puts his life on the line for him#another is the 'do you regret it' betrothal one thats not really angsty#one's a redo of my tea shop au with sokka being the college kid who comes in to work lte at night#ones a canon one about zuko getting sick and not knowing how to trust the gaang#i really like that one but its not really shippy#and then more. so. many more that i dont know which to start#hajsjdj#notmyart#CRAP I NEED TO SET UP MY STORE#i might just accept that maybe ill take a loss this first time and do it before i cant anymore. just do the easiest platform and just Go
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This is going on the main blog because it's way too controversial for the Sonic blog, but- I wish the Sonic fandom could treat Eggman like how the Hollow Knight fandom treats the Pale King.
The Pale King, AKA, a character who is objectively a bad person and who did Horrible Warcrimes Things To Children, but is allowed to have multiple fan interpretations. No one's denying the Crimes but he's allowed to be interpreted as a nice person or a mean person fanfic-by-fanfic. Some fics write him as a great dad, or at the very least a dad who's trying his best. Others (the ones more closely aligned to canon, arguably), write him as a horrible dad, or sometimes not even a dad at all.
Levels of meow-meow-ification with this character are also regulated in this way. Fics range from "he did nothing wrong!" to "he did everything wrong" and there's no fighting about it. It's a very effective institution of "don't like don't read".
There isn't any fighting about this. Nobody in the Hollow Knight tag is writing essays about "um Actually??? he's a horrible person so if you think otherwise. . .". All views of this character exist simultaneously, and people enjoy these different interpretations of this character side-by-side, jumping from "good dad" fic to "bad dad" fic with just a single click.
And GOD I wish that were the case for one Dr. Ivo Robotnik Eggman. I want to click on one fic where he's torturing children and then click to the next where he's giving them nothing more than an evil cackle and a pat on the back. This dude can contain multitudes.
"But Eggman has more canon!" bro the Sonic fandom has been ignoring canon it doesn't like for the past two decades. Why should we stop now??
#posts that I might regret making#dr ivo robotnik#ivo robotnik#eggman#dr eggman#eggdad#sage robotnik#metal sonic#this is coming from someone who is writing a bad dad eggman fic as we speak by the way!#if I see one more post about how 'eggman is evil stop making him nice!'#i'm gonna punch a wall#let people have fun#this is why we need tags for good dad bad dad eggman
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I've been jumping back and forth between my (Mostly) Good Playthru of WOTR and my Asheera replay of BG3, and it's so interesting having these games shown in stark contrast so close to one another.
I am frothing at the mouth for Anevia/Irabeth fic though. Gotta go digging...
#personal nonsense#asheera replay posts#Asheera Round Two is now basically mopping up companion quests before I just rush through the ending sequence#Now I've got saves scattered all over the place (that will inevitably break when/if a Definitive Edition comes out lmfao)#I might end up recording a bunch of the scenes for myself w/ Asheera just in case that does happen#It's been fun reaffirming her character choices/roleplay all over again and I think I'm ready to do my honor mode run#I'm also approaching The Moment of WOTR w/r/t good ole cam cam and this KC is not going to abide by Camellia#my heart breaks and my soul weeps for that moment#but at least I get to enjoy Arue's storyline this time (since I did a much worse iteration of it in my first pt...)#also Azata is pretty fun so far! Way more engaging than the Aeon -> Devil run already (hope I don't regret saying this!)
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Since me and @santongkabayo (I’m sorry for exploding your dms xd) are creating an f1 warrior cats au I wanted to share kittypet lance I quickly drew
#do I dare even tagging THIS…#ls18#I guess don’t attack me if you find this randomly sob#I was also gonna post smth else for this au but I regretted it#anyways uhh more f1 warrior cats au art and lore n stuff might come later or tmrw
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Just hit 100 works on ao3 😭 that’s not including the stuff I deleted or left on Wattpad. I’m literally insane
#ao3#I don’t go on their often but I want my fics archived#I used to delete my shitty fics when I was in middle school and only read/posted on Wattpad#I regret that now cus I wanna look back and see how far I’ve come#I used to use photos instead of describing 😭 I was so goofy#and I wanna thank all my readers!#ik kudos and likes and notes shouldn’t be your drive (and they aren’t fully for me) but it definitely helps and gives me motivation#not to mention the kind comments#those make it feel like it was worth posting…that im making other peoples days as well#even on my fics that only get 10 likes it might dishearten me a bit but then I think that hey. at least those 10 people got a fic
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Saw a tik tok saying Gale was a ‘pick me’ and can I just say- BITCH WHAT. The tik tok was about how he ‘literally said he wishes he could be in more pain so Katniss would love him🙄’ ……WHAT. He said she only notices him when he’s in pain- NOT THAT HE WANTS TO BE IN MORE FOR ATTENTION. This was so cleARLY pointed at KATNISS, who was struggling with her feelings. Gale pointed out something OBVIOUS. Katniss only wanted him when he was in pain because she loved him and couldn’t stand seeing him like that, which got confused as potentially other more ‘romantic’ feelings for him. Katniss is a protector, this is made clear from the BEGINNING. FROM THE FIRST PAGE OF THE SERIES. So this way of thinking makes perfect sense for her even if she doesn’t get it for a while herself. Anyways. Gale wasn’t a pick me. Some of y’all need to think of him as an actual person instead of listing as many horrible things about him as possible just because he was in a ‘love triangle’.
#I realize this post is very angry#and I might get some backlash for it….#but oh well#no regrets#I’m tired of people being so single minded when it comes to gale smh#do i ship them?#hell no.#but Gale tried his best with what he was given#and was flawed#but he was her best friend#and ppl need to chill on the gale hate smh#thg gale#hunger games#katniss everdeen#the hunger games#thg#hunger games gale#gale hunger games#gale hawthorne#katniss and gale#thg katniss everdeen#thg gale hawthorn#thg series#im in my hunger games rant era#hunger games movies#the hunger games katniss#thg katniss#the hunger games gale#rereading thg has been both a blessing and a curse#thg mockingjay
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ugly maths.
i hate maths, right. i don't usually like numbers, and if i do like numbers it's gotta be an 8 or a 48 and nothing else.
thing is, i've recently caught myself doing maths again. ugly maths. the kind of maths that, really, i've been trying to avoid as much as possible because, well, it's ugly!
you... wanna see?
okay, fine... but don't say i didn't warn you!
ugly, see? look at all those numbers! not a 48 in sight!
huh? what's that? you don't see what i'm on about? oh... oh! hang on, lemme just—
better? yes? no? no? okay, what if i—
mmh, yes. ugly numbers. see it now? can you see why they're ugly?
here, i can make it worse.
these numbers are ugly. the maths they make me do is ugly.
now i'll level with you: the worst ones by far are the yellow numbers. the maths they make me do it the ugliest.
why ugly?
because it makes me ugly.
those numbers turn me into not only a suddenly number-obsessed fool, but a fool who also cannot understand these numbers and what they mean and why i feel like they reflect on me and my ability.
87, 75.
the thoughts are as follows:
• the orange numbers are big, so why are you being ugly about the yellow ones? you should be happy with what you have. so many nice big numbers! not everyone receives that.
• is it that there are two different audiences for these two different fics? perhaps. they are quite different works, with different appeals, and different themes. maybe you are reading too much into it.
• why are you obsessing over numbers anyway? you don't like maths! you left maths behind when you were 16, put it down!
okay, okay, fine! i'll put the maths down. right here, in fact!:
that 87 was an 83 at the start of the year. the 6161 it is attached to was a 5453.
4, 708.
ugly maths.
the 75 is a nice number. in fact, compared to 87, it is beautiful, radiant, enchanting. at the start of the year, 75 was 48. wow. now that is one sexy number!
27.
mmmm.
6161, 1061.
5100.
87, 75.
12.
mmmm.
you know, my most favourite comment left recently on a fic of mine was 2 characters long: :(
it made me :)
well, actually, it made me >:) because it was left in response, presumably, to one of the key scenes in a new chapter which left the exact impression on someone that i hoped it would.
they must be the only one who reacted like that, though.
1.
have i mentioned that that 87 and 75 include author responses?
i won't try to do more maths, there. it might not end well for me. the maths is making me tired enough as it is, and i have an early start tomorrow.
oh! but, that being said, i have another set of ugly numbers to show you, so keep 87 and 75 in mind.
ready?
838, 245.
(want a hint? the green numbers!)
838, 87. 245, 75.
9.6, 3.3.
ugly maths. it's ugly again, see? i don't like it. i'm seeing numbers within numbers within numbers, and i can't seem to stop!
the numbers make me ask new questions:
• why is it not good enough?
• people seem to engage more with one fic over the other, so shouldn't you prioritise?
• is all this maths this really good for you?
no, it isn't.
i want to avoid ugly maths. ugly maths makes me want to tear my hair out. it makes me want to start from scratch. it makes me want to grab someone and scream. it makes me want to cry and press a button that has tempted me many times before when the numbers become too ugly to bear.
ugly maths turn me into an ugly person.
ugly maths make me obsessive, paranoid, anxious, regretful, vindictive, spiteful, alone.
i hate maths. i hate numbers, just like, it feels, the numbers hate me.
#helia rants#cw vent#i'm okay but i'm not#this has been playing on my mind over the last couple of weeks#it's aimed at the sky rather than anyone here#i know i'm not the best myself as commenting. i justify it to myself by affirming i don't read much. which i don't.#since the start of the year i have tried to comment on everything i have read#bearing in mind i may also dm someone rather than comment because i want to scream and ramble about their fic more personally#that being said. i know i'm not the only one who finds themselves doing ugly maths#and in turn starting to feel uglier too#i don't like looking at the numbers#i was doing well at the start of the year#but as i open my drafts and look to a new chapter and at the notes i wrote#i can't stop myself from opening the fic. from seeing where it's at. from seeing if it's changed. from checking my inbox to see if...#if only...#what it's meant is that i've come to a point where a fic i loved has become exactly that: a fic i loved. past tense#the other fic is still a fic i love. but i know deep down that that is tied to the numbers too#i hate that this is what i've become#because i have tiny fics. fics with 50 hits and maybe 1 comment. and i love them. i still love them#but when it comes to the big ones. the multi-chapters. the hefty fics. after a point all i see are numbers#and those numbers have come to determine both my happiness and fulfilment as a writer#and so i am ugly. i am sad. i am pathetic.#and i don't know how to stop.#helia's stuff#this was meant to save back into my drafts. i was editing tags. tumblr decided it should post. so... so be it.#also this is not an attention thing if anyone dares go 'oh but you're a good writer uwu' i might do something we'll all regret#this is also not a 'ffs comment on my fics will you 😒' hell no#it's just about me. and my issue. and my unhealthy relationship with these fucking numbers.#gotta get this shit out of my head somehow :)
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i think about that person who said they like the way i draw knees every time i draw knees
#talkys#im gonna keep talking here so i dont make another text post hi#i bought some alcohol based markers and immediately regretted it but im still excited#i was in need of retail therapy i guess. havent had packages arriving in a while#tmi coming up -> finally also bought pink and cow print jock i'd been eyeing for months#if it gets here on time i might wear it with the cowboy ken outfit to the barbie movey#(if the cowboy ken outfit even happens)#i need to earn sum money and am opening comms today but ive been doing really bad#i keep sleeping fine but waking up with headache and tired no matter what#last night i tried so many times to draw talon for a redraw and it wouldnt work#and my wrist started hurting after like 10 mins#i thought taking a break from art was supposed to help. i just feel like ass. i feel horrible in every direction.#waugh#feel bad about art feel bad about gender feel bad physically feel bad about my life and future. feel bad about. lonely. i just feel bad.
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Also hoping things at work pan out the way they're looking bc it's so surreal to know I'll be in a position where people are gonna be looking up to me
#much is brewing.. also recently got a pay raise so that's pretty nice#my old manager got to see me have a rough time starting out and is now seeing the staff say that they really want me to work#with them and they'd love to see me in a leadership position bc they said they can see it in me#and when they said all that i actually felt like i could believe it! they said good things and i was actually taking it in#anyways pray for me bc i wanna get certified to give vaccines and we're gonna be approaching the holiday season#when all my certifications are complete l m a o; you're supposed to get over the whole poking ppl with needles thing pretty quickly#iirc i have to practice by injecting saline into a pharmacist or smthn so there's that too#the pay raises from all this will be great bc lemme tell you. gabriel cosplay process is not gonna come cheap 😭#i still have to plan out how I'm doing this 😭 planning to make the spear as well; the swords are cooler and more important#but this outfit is gonna be a lot of firsts and the swords might just be a little too much next to the full body armour djfjkf#I'm gonna leave the helmet alone for a while and I'll probably regret it but I'm not strong enough to deal with that yet lmao#though. i could do the helmet and then take silly full body pics in cute outfits with it bc that's funny#i need at least one pic in full armour while holding the body pillow. debating bringing the pillow to the con I'm doing this for#bc that would also be really funny; would be kind of a pain to carry around with me but hear me out: it would be really funny#i have digressed wildly from the point of this post#shai speaks
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I may sound stupid but I hope this AI art trend will just be a really bad time just like NFTs were.
I don't get how AI bros can think of themselves as artists. I get the frustration of not being able to draw, I've been there, and I guess I had the "privilege" to have the time to learn but.
Please.
To any frustrated person out there
It's never too late to learn how to draw.
Pick a pencil, draw that cool action scene you have in mind, copy Hatsune Miku's box, imitate that fucking lime mouth drawing, anything. It won't look good, but I swear it will if you keep going. For god's sake use that frustration to fuel your motivation. It takes only passion and training to become an artist, talent is a fraud.
Idk, art is the thing that makes us human in my opinion. And I can't imagine a world where there's no comics, no novel to read, no movies to watch, no music to listen to... I'm so sad that artists are always always treated so poorly when they make life worth living. Can you imagine a world without them? Life would be so monotonous man... Artists deserve more respect and recognition.
Someone pulled many all nighters to make this manga you enjoy, someone took many hours of their free time to write that fanfic you're reading, someone bit their fucking finger and went crazy while making the fanart you look at for only 5 seconds (hi that's me sksksk)
Anyway, my fellow artists, writers, musician... In fact when I say artists I'm not only talking about people drawing, I'm really talking about anyone producing art in any form sksks
Anyway. You guys, I love you all so so much and everyday I'm thankful you were born and you make what you make. I'm so proud of you for that, you're all so strong and admirable. Please keep making art, I don't say this just as an encouragement, I say it as someone who really enjoy and admire what you make. You're making me happy, you put little stars in my eyes and my heart. I swear I tell the truth when I say that you make someone go wah with your art, you are shaking someone's world, you are changing an aspect of their life forever with what you make. I know the amount of effort and love you put in your art, I know the horrid pain you're going through while making it, I also know the joy you feel when you're done making it. We share all that together and I think that's wonderful. There is such beauty in our struggle and that's something AI and their users can't understand.
I love you all, deeply, and I'm so thankful for everything you do. 💖
#my stupid thoughts#this whole situation kinda makes me die inside#but if someone can read my post and feel a bit better well that would make me happy sksk#most of my mutuals are people who made me go wah with their stuff#and I'm friend with them now!! how cool is that skskks#btw I hope I'm not making people worried again with my mental health sksksk#I did bit my finger out of frustration and anger#I but it pretty badly it's been 13 days and it has not fully healed yet sksks#it might leave a scar#but I don't regret it tbh!#can you imagine being so involved and passionate about something you make that failing it makes you do that#see that's not something AI bros can understand when it comes to art
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