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tapakah0 · 11 months ago

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#*giggle*#hello Universe #I think I accidentally burned out the side of me that consumes content #can't read something or watch properly but some things are still okay like your og comic so I think I might get back soon only to your main #and answering some people and socials are stressing me out a little bit lately pffht #but always happy to see you and know that you're okay *giggle*#excuse my quiet stare and company #I'm trying my best to recover properly since there are plenty of things I want to do #...you know you can stay here to recharge #Have the sweetest night and a lot of inspiration moon #.....I think I also accidentally burned out the emotional side of me I really mean it that I'm happy to see you......

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mattodore · 16 days ago

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when i say they'd act like this in public too...

#river dipping #matthias evanoff #theodore doe #a burning house to live in #echthroi #ts4 #ts4 video #minus the kissing! theo would allow neck kisses but that's it. spins them around. my emotional support ocs..................#currently recording some animations because i want to update the gif that's on my page theme #i might just redo the old gif actually. but i'm testing a bunch of other animations out in the meantime #i spent forever working on updating their skinblends yesterday and troubleshooting a lot of issues i'd just been ignoring w my game #i think i fixed most of them? but i still have weird black dots that show up along the horizon line of my screen sometimes. shrugs.#found a really funny glitch tho which is that when i have the outdated cas columns mod in matthias’s dick doesn’t work lmfaooo #i use a new model that’s still in a testing phase and somehow cas columns screws with it and matthias can't get hard #the erectile dysfunction cas columns glitch <3 #also been decorating theo's apartment a bit more. i have so much build cc and YET i'm struggling to find clutter it's agony #his apartment is meant to be a bit messy and full of old furniture and random things he's just picked up over the years #and dead flowers everywhere but alas... there's no cc for that so i've just been putting live plants down instead </3 #also this couch isn't meant to be in his apartment lol it's just that this animation only works with this couch so. too cute to pass up.#anyway #sharing this and then getting back to it

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d8tl55c · 5 months ago

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oh boy !! ! ! ! !!! ! thANK y0u all for the kind words on my last art posts. you all get it and i was/still am so happy about it

as promised, here's some close-ups of the comic for image quality's sake, and other screenshots i rescued from the community whiteboard (and something else)

first up another sketch of mystery gender-ambiguous being. (please send me more name ideas for them if you got one- i like to hear em! (reminder it's the side character that appeared for <10 seconds in AvM Ep. 30))

a few fav scenes

emotional support cwab

they weren't meant for this purpose exactly, but i do have countless "fluffy sticks" loose in my notes and homework sheets from the school years.

papery critter.

even when i wasn't confident in fur or feathers, they helped me practice posing and create some satisfying gradients/flowing poses. (im a sucker for good tail poses) (oh yay! i found a good pic...)

and finally, little sneak peak for you for reading so far ;3

i realized that whiteboardfox is pretty great for my working needs. simple and to the point and all. feels nice with the mouse and the tablet.

so i started hashing out a big project idea just to see if it holds up and

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several hours later ...

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oh

oh man

it's a little bigger than i expected

<next>

#--/ art #alan becker #animator vs animation #animation vs minecraft #Minecraft bed #ava the dark lord #ava the chosen one #me when the project that obviously wasn't going to be done in one night isn't done in one night: D: !?!?!?!?#kudos to whoever routed the Speedrun actual short because that one is so fun and clean and savvy #clever made up time-savers? includes orange's TNT shield-jump?? nonlethal dragon dispatch??? sweet #ithink you can see where i tried to head with this #turns out that turning up the complexity 98 notches higher makes things trickier to parse hmmmmmm?#in fact i might need some help with this one ;>v>' like a lot.#i had a bit of a story and route set up already i just... wanted to make sure everything was at least kinda there...................#we'll see #the pie joke. i was trying to categorize which foodstuffs chosen should be able to make on the fly. with their flame hands.#ex. cooking meats makes sense because flint and steel works for the same purpose (you can kill a burning animal to get cooked meats)#but baking bread or drying kelp seems way more involved or whatever -> needs a proper furnace environment #HOWEVER... i noticed that Steve can just summon pumpkin pies from his bare hands if he wants to without even a workbench. so. sure! lol.#this is scraping the surface of the minutiae i want to consider #(ALSO KUDOS to everyone who RUNS/works on all-advancements. of course. riding on your shoulders here)#final joke is that chosen didn't know how crazy this undertaking would be to learn #but dark is very literally programmable. so you could maybe just plug some TAS instructions into him and off he goes #or even more open-ended than that just give him the list of advancements + stipulations + the wiki and similar result #it'd get done but. i dont think he'd find that fun at all. prefers to write his own instructions if you see what i mean #i might be forgetting some context. it is rather late you see. please ask me questions about this! ;P #tco aa

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phantombre · 6 months ago

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Dude, I swear. This Slay the Princess game has tainted my view on literally everything.

So, I recently got back into Spooky's Jumpscare Mansion (Highly recommend, btw. The HD renovation is getting a massive graphics update in the fall), and I decided to restart by playing through the story mode (Basically, the main game where you run through 1000 rooms getting chased by monsters and cardboard and whatnot).

Along the way, you can read these notes written by people who entered the mansion and didn't make it. The first collection of notes is by a guy who can only describe things as "romantic":

I can hear Smitten saying all of this in my head.

It must be that floaty, poetic style of writing, but still...

#ramble #slay the princess #stp voices #voice of the smitten #spooky's jumpscare mansion #it isn't just this #Smitten has also infiltrated Shakespeare and other bits of poetry #again it might just be that writing style...#other moments of my life being corrupted by Slay the Princess include:#adding “crock of shit” and “what if I throw it out the window” to my everyday vocabulary #wondering what it's like to burn and/or drown #an unhealthy want of trying to tame the crows outside of my house #seeing if I can gain function of my heart lungs liver and nerves in that order.#lol #:)

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xitsensunmoon · 7 months ago

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Coming back to Tumblr to find all of the juicy ass Monday posts be posted all in a row just because I scheduled them beforehand is low-key iconic of me

#if anyone is wondering where i am i kinda got spontaneously told to move out #so my whole summer currently is just. moving stress #no time to even think about drawing</3 so fucked up #and after this whole thing is done i might just burn out for the next few months lol #stressed out me am #the moon's juicy ass cheered me up a bit tho jfkahhajd #xit shh

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happi-dreams · 27 days ago

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Not uber great day I’ve been feeling super lethargic and just ,, ehh..

Did some lost&found n sona doodles tho :0

#lost&foundau #will I ever talk about this au properly ?#I should!! I can actually !!!! but the horrors of anxiety #I don’t want to be cringe #so no context once again enjoy #<:]#me and my sister have figured out basically everything BUT the slow burn special spaceship-y stuff which is kinda funny #h. how do you do that #what do I gotta write ???#I’ve never dated anyone i duno #I dunno !!#I write all the intracies of him suffering isolation and what that does to him easy peasy #but apparently trying to write him blush around a spaceman is too much for my confetti brain #horrific!!!#might be up for a bit longer so I can get some school work done but behhh

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void-of-lazyness-and-cats · 3 months ago

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I've been playing bg3(got it since one of my friends wanted to use the character creator and it seemed like a waste to ignore it otherwise) and so far I'm enjoying it

However my thoughts can best be summed up with:

HOLY FUCKING SHIT WHY DOES EVERYONE KEEP THROWING SHIT AT GALE

ILL PUT HIM IN A CORNER TO IGNORE HIM, THEN SUDDENLY THREE ROCKS FIVE GREASE BOTTLES AND A BATTLE AXE WILL LODGE THEMSELVES IN HIS HEAD

LIKE, NONE OF THE OTHER CHARACTERS GET IT THIS MUCH THIS FREQUENTLY

IF ASTARION GETS SOMETHING THROWN AT HIM ITS LIKE ONE BOTTLE O GREASE, MAYBE A MOLOTOV

WITH GALE ITS THE ENTIRE FUCKING ALCHEMISTS POUCH

PLEASE HE ONLY HAS LIKE 2 AND A HALF HIT POINTS IM RUNNING OUT OF HEALTH POTIONS

anyway apart from that I'm having a great time:)

#like i know hes kinda annoykng but this seems a bit excessive #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 gale #gale of waterdeep #random other thing i found funny was doing that burning house thing #(there might be more but im only in act 1 so idk)#and my tav and karlach are just wading through fire and flames #being heroic and whatnot #and i just have gale and wyll parked out front to keep them from dying #just making small talk as they watch a building burn down in front of them

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anxiously-awaiting · 3 months ago

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hi his outfit is a fucking MESS rn but <3 bedi alter for your thoughts

#aaart #bedivere fgo #my sillyyyy <333 #i have . notes about him in my brain #bc i think one of bedi's best attributes is his loyalty #but his loyalty isn't him yesmanning yknow? like he's WILLING to say this is wrong you shouldnt be doing this to arthur if needbe #but bedialter is that loyalty with the morality dial broken off #he does not give a shit if his master/whoever he's aligned with is evil or bad he is loyal to them over even his own sense of right and wro #also the misconception of bedi using dark magic is a real thing and VERY recent as far as i know #ive seen a lot of people claim very specifically that bedivere used dark magic or was a sorcerer and there was a story where he almost got #burned at the stake for it but arthur swooped in and saved him #but i can say with a good bit of certainty that there's no basis for that in the 'original' arthurian 'canon' bc i've never found anything #about it with a source #i may be wrong tho i'm autistic not a medievalist so .#anyway back on track. my pookie bedialter #mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah i wike him #his hair goes dark at the ends like that bc its another riot specific deep cut in that. his voice actor also acts for another white haired #character in another anime i like (konoha from mekakucity actors) and (spoilers for that ig) his character gets possessed and color swapped #so when he's possessed and getting sillay he's got dark hair and i thought it looked cute on bedi idk #i like him i might make changes here n there (and figure out his outfit more) but. im posting him now bc i think he's hot

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front-facing-pokemon · 2 years ago

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#absol #they look happier than umbreon which is strange to me. umbreon being all sad and angry while absol #known widely as The Edgy pokémon‚ is like. smiling a little bit. they're vibing they're totally fine #they're glad they got to be in rescue team #you go girl. go off‚ absol. even in rescue team they didn't feel like they had a Super cohesive tie to the story besides Being There and #helping and whatever but maybe that's just rescue team being my least favorite pmd game. but maybe that's part of *why*#if i'm right. i might not be right. maybe i just didn't pay enough fuckin attention in rescue team. there's *two of them*. someone out there #must like them enough for there to be a remake. and i know the general pmd community considers rescue team better than the 3ds games bc they #'re all nostalgia-driven like all pokémon fans and think that the older games are OBVIOUSly better even though the 3ds titles are #total masterpieces just like the rest of pmd. i'm not gonna complain abt this here bc i think the general pmd fanbase on tumblr are like #generally pretty nice and appreciate the 3ds games. y'all are nice here. elsewhere it gets scary. luckily everywhere else is crashing and #burning before our eyes. score. although apparently tumblr is also trying to given the whole “collapse reblogs” thing they're doing??#big yikes. hope that doesn't happen. anyway

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zankydraws · 1 year ago

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#el cool p #incredibox #incredimeme #i might take a break from drawing for a few days so here's another meme B)#i think i burned myself out a bit lol

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igbylicious · 3 months ago

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can’t believe it. the disabilities are disabling me. the audacity ://///

#igby’s chatter #igby’s venting #i had to pull myself back from getting too hype over the concept pics bc i could actively feel my brain burning out in realtime ngrhgrh :/#i knew i was close to an edge but didn’t realise it was *that* close :/ time to exist in conservation mode for a bit sigh #i have a few responses to whiway reblogs loaded up in the queue but the others might take a lil longer #but pls know i’ve seen all the nice things ppl said („ಡωಡ„)♡#and i’m gonna bask in them like a cat curled up on a sunny spot on the floor while i ride this out („ಡωಡ„)♡#have fun freaking out over the guys on my behalf too asdkdsajkasd ♡♡♡

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perilegs · 14 days ago

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my resolution for this year was to learn hiragana and katakana (not even japanese as a whole. just. some characters.) and i figured i'd learn how to write my name bc it'd be embarrassing if i didn't know how to do that and is it just me or does it look kinda cute. like, レービ <- that's like U_U* or -_-* to me

#ive acquired a 2nd hand textbook so i think i'll also actually learn the language a bit in a slow manner bc that will obvs support #learning the characters #u might be wondering why my plans are the characters only #it's bc i want to keep my goals small so if something happens or i get busy i can still manage it and i won't be disappointed #also by telling myself i'm only learning the characters i have zero pressure to learn anything so i will learn things out of pure curiosity #which means i'll have fun and actually learn things instead of stressing #kinda regretting it's the writing system that turned me off from learning it like a decade ago #bc if it weren't for that- i'd now be able to play ooe 😔#also i do still want to learn polish but i need a break to also give myself 0 expectations so i won't burn myself out learning languages #i think 4 languages is a good amount. i can forget swedish and spanish it's fine #im finnish so obvs i know finnish. english and swedish were mandatory to learn in school. and i also took spanish. taking a 4th language #is super common so idk i feel a bit inadequate speaking only 2 languages well #but i think my goal of speaking 2 well and then 2 a bit less well is doable. and i'm not talking about this being a goal of idk a year #or two but something i will very slowly work towards so it stays fun and me being curious is what will lead this instead of pressure #if that makes sense #ahh anyways this is soo besides the point #my focus is on reading & listening #though jpn and fin have Really similar sounds so listening will not b a problem #leevi talks

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karliahs · 3 months ago

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it is done!! at last!! not technically my first time making a cardigan, but first time making one that isn't basically just a big square, and first time doing buttons

shoutout to my mother for commenting multiple times on the bright grassy green cardigan someone in a show we watched was wearing & how hard it is to find things in that colour. made it real easy to know what to do for her birthday

pattern + yarn

#crochet tag #we're about the same size and it fits me pretty well so...fingers crossed #idk what i'm gonna make next...the past few years i've tried to make presents for both my mother & sister for their november birthdays #and then for christmas as well #and. i think that's burning me out a bit #might just make some little tree decorations or something and free myself from the stress of trying to rush again all december

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skelelephant · 11 months ago

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hey hi I would love to talk about how the music in this episode of tmagp. The Music. sounds a little familiar doesn’t it. For a snippet here and there

Sounds a little bit like some of the music from tma. Like the Unknowing. And the violins from tma’s opening theme……..

Maybe when they’re in the institute itself. We’ll hear more fragments of the old music

#I ran this by hope first bc I wanted to know if I was being insane or not. I might be a little bit insane. a little. BUT THEY HEARD IT TOO #IF YOU LISTEN. WHEN THEYRE IN THE BURNED OUT WRECKAGE OF THE INSTITUTE #YOU CAN KIND OF HEAR THE VIOLINS WHEN THE MUSIC REALLY SWELLS #AND THERES UNKNOWING MUSIC IN BONZO’S THEME #MARK MY FUCKING WORMS #tmagp #tmagp spoilers #tmagp theory #sun in an empty room #the magnus protocol

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lunaetis · 10 months ago

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i've been feeling disassociated from genshin lately. i still love the muses i write and the relationships / dynamics i've formed but my own interest in the game / lore as a whole had been dwindling a lot in the past few months. i'm sure that my interest would pick up once the new patch / story is released but as of now, i don't think i have much of a muse for genshin muses aside from a selected few here and there. with w.uthering w.aves scheduled to be released next month, i know i'm going to invest a lot of my attention and time there bc i have been waiting for the game for years & i'm really excited for it. i might remove some of my genshin muses or move them to request only but i'll sit on it a little bit more before making any changes.

#.ooc #[ genshin burn out had been with me for many months now #and with how stressed i am with work lately i find myself even less motivated #to get on or dive into it again #so i might adjust my muselist later #i'm contemplating a bit of a semi-hiatus too bc i've been ??#feeling weird about being on tumblr as of late #tho i think that's my stress talking #i'll see after the long weekend if i still feel the same before making proper announcement for it ]

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candyheartedchy · 1 year ago

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I hope I’m not dealing with burnout again…

#i may have been drawing too much lately…#and may be burning myself out a little #like I been taking breaks here and there #but at the same time I have A LOT of stuff I need to finish #the fan comic those kiss asks and other things #I just been tired #but I want to draw still lol #I have so many things I want to work on that I may be overwhelming myself #and my mood been all over the place too lately #so idk #might make myself coffee or something and chill for a bit #💬 chy chatter 💬

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