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#*giggle*#hello Universe#I think I accidentally burned out the side of me that consumes content#can't read something or watch properly but some things are still okay like your og comic so I think I might get back soon only to your main#and answering some people and socials are stressing me out a little bit lately pffht#but always happy to see you and know that you're okay *giggle*#excuse my quiet stare and company#I'm trying my best to recover properly since there are plenty of things I want to do#...you know you can stay here to recharge#Have the sweetest night and a lot of inspiration moon#.....I think I also accidentally burned out the emotional side of me I really mean it that I'm happy to see you......
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oh boy !! ! ! ! !!! ! thANK y0u all for the kind words on my last art posts. you all get it and i was/still am so happy about it
as promised, here's some close-ups of the comic for image quality's sake, and other screenshots i rescued from the community whiteboard (and something else)
first up another sketch of mystery gender-ambiguous being. (please send me more name ideas for them if you got one- i like to hear em! (reminder it's the side character that appeared for <10 seconds in AvM Ep. 30))
a few fav scenes
emotional support cwab
they weren't meant for this purpose exactly, but i do have countless "fluffy sticks" loose in my notes and homework sheets from the school years.
papery critter.
even when i wasn't confident in fur or feathers, they helped me practice posing and create some satisfying gradients/flowing poses. (im a sucker for good tail poses) (oh yay! i found a good pic...)
and finally, little sneak peak for you for reading so far ;3
i realized that whiteboardfox is pretty great for my working needs. simple and to the point and all. feels nice with the mouse and the tablet.
so i started hashing out a big project idea just to see if it holds up and
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several hours later ...
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oh
oh man
it's a little bigger than i expected
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#--/ art#alan becker#animator vs animation#animation vs minecraft#Minecraft bed#ava the dark lord#ava the chosen one#me when the project that obviously wasn't going to be done in one night isn't done in one night: D: !?!?!?!?#kudos to whoever routed the Speedrun actual short because that one is so fun and clean and savvy#clever made up time-savers? includes orange's TNT shield-jump?? nonlethal dragon dispatch??? sweet#ithink you can see where i tried to head with this#turns out that turning up the complexity 98 notches higher makes things trickier to parse hmmmmmm?#in fact i might need some help with this one ;>v>' like a lot.#i had a bit of a story and route set up already i just... wanted to make sure everything was at least kinda there...................#we'll see#the pie joke. i was trying to categorize which foodstuffs chosen should be able to make on the fly. with their flame hands.#ex. cooking meats makes sense because flint and steel works for the same purpose (you can kill a burning animal to get cooked meats)#but baking bread or drying kelp seems way more involved or whatever -> needs a proper furnace environment#HOWEVER... i noticed that Steve can just summon pumpkin pies from his bare hands if he wants to without even a workbench. so. sure! lol.#this is scraping the surface of the minutiae i want to consider#(ALSO KUDOS to everyone who RUNS/works on all-advancements. of course. riding on your shoulders here)#final joke is that chosen didn't know how crazy this undertaking would be to learn#but dark is very literally programmable. so you could maybe just plug some TAS instructions into him and off he goes#or even more open-ended than that just give him the list of advancements + stipulations + the wiki and similar result#it'd get done but. i dont think he'd find that fun at all. prefers to write his own instructions if you see what i mean#i might be forgetting some context. it is rather late you see. please ask me questions about this! ;P#tco aa
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Dude, I swear. This Slay the Princess game has tainted my view on literally everything.
So, I recently got back into Spooky's Jumpscare Mansion (Highly recommend, btw. The HD renovation is getting a massive graphics update in the fall), and I decided to restart by playing through the story mode (Basically, the main game where you run through 1000 rooms getting chased by monsters and cardboard and whatnot).
Along the way, you can read these notes written by people who entered the mansion and didn't make it. The first collection of notes is by a guy who can only describe things as "romantic":
I can hear Smitten saying all of this in my head.
It must be that floaty, poetic style of writing, but still...
#ramble#slay the princess#stp voices#voice of the smitten#spooky's jumpscare mansion#it isn't just this#Smitten has also infiltrated Shakespeare and other bits of poetry#again it might just be that writing style...#other moments of my life being corrupted by Slay the Princess include:#adding “crock of shit” and “what if I throw it out the window” to my everyday vocabulary#wondering what it's like to burn and/or drown#an unhealthy want of trying to tame the crows outside of my house#seeing if I can gain function of my heart lungs liver and nerves in that order.#lol#:)
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Coming back to Tumblr to find all of the juicy ass Monday posts be posted all in a row just because I scheduled them beforehand is low-key iconic of me
#if anyone is wondering where i am i kinda got spontaneously told to move out#so my whole summer currently is just. moving stress#no time to even think about drawing</3 so fucked up#and after this whole thing is done i might just burn out for the next few months lol#stressed out me am#the moon's juicy ass cheered me up a bit tho jfkahhajd#xit shh
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I've been playing bg3(got it since one of my friends wanted to use the character creator and it seemed like a waste to ignore it otherwise) and so far I'm enjoying it
However my thoughts can best be summed up with:
HOLY FUCKING SHIT WHY DOES EVERYONE KEEP THROWING SHIT AT GALE
ILL PUT HIM IN A CORNER TO IGNORE HIM, THEN SUDDENLY THREE ROCKS FIVE GREASE BOTTLES AND A BATTLE AXE WILL LODGE THEMSELVES IN HIS HEAD
LIKE, NONE OF THE OTHER CHARACTERS GET IT THIS MUCH THIS FREQUENTLY
IF ASTARION GETS SOMETHING THROWN AT HIM ITS LIKE ONE BOTTLE O GREASE, MAYBE A MOLOTOV
WITH GALE ITS THE ENTIRE FUCKING ALCHEMISTS POUCH
PLEASE HE ONLY HAS LIKE 2 AND A HALF HIT POINTS IM RUNNING OUT OF HEALTH POTIONS
anyway apart from that I'm having a great time:)
#like i know hes kinda annoykng but this seems a bit excessive#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 gale#gale of waterdeep#random other thing i found funny was doing that burning house thing#(there might be more but im only in act 1 so idk)#and my tav and karlach are just wading through fire and flames#being heroic and whatnot#and i just have gale and wyll parked out front to keep them from dying#just making small talk as they watch a building burn down in front of them
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hi his outfit is a fucking MESS rn but <3 bedi alter for your thoughts
#aaart#bedivere fgo#my sillyyyy <333#i have . notes about him in my brain#bc i think one of bedi's best attributes is his loyalty#but his loyalty isn't him yesmanning yknow? like he's WILLING to say this is wrong you shouldnt be doing this to arthur if needbe#but bedialter is that loyalty with the morality dial broken off#he does not give a shit if his master/whoever he's aligned with is evil or bad he is loyal to them over even his own sense of right and wro#also the misconception of bedi using dark magic is a real thing and VERY recent as far as i know#ive seen a lot of people claim very specifically that bedivere used dark magic or was a sorcerer and there was a story where he almost got#burned at the stake for it but arthur swooped in and saved him#but i can say with a good bit of certainty that there's no basis for that in the 'original' arthurian 'canon' bc i've never found anything#about it with a source#i may be wrong tho i'm autistic not a medievalist so .#anyway back on track. my pookie bedialter#mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah i wike him#his hair goes dark at the ends like that bc its another riot specific deep cut in that. his voice actor also acts for another white haired#character in another anime i like (konoha from mekakucity actors) and (spoilers for that ig) his character gets possessed and color swapped#so when he's possessed and getting sillay he's got dark hair and i thought it looked cute on bedi idk#i like him i might make changes here n there (and figure out his outfit more) but. im posting him now bc i think he's hot
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#absol#they look happier than umbreon which is strange to me. umbreon being all sad and angry while absol#known widely as The Edgy pokémon‚ is like. smiling a little bit. they're vibing they're totally fine#they're glad they got to be in rescue team#you go girl. go off‚ absol. even in rescue team they didn't feel like they had a Super cohesive tie to the story besides Being There and#helping and whatever but maybe that's just rescue team being my least favorite pmd game. but maybe that's part of *why*#if i'm right. i might not be right. maybe i just didn't pay enough fuckin attention in rescue team. there's *two of them*. someone out there#must like them enough for there to be a remake. and i know the general pmd community considers rescue team better than the 3ds games bc they#'re all nostalgia-driven like all pokémon fans and think that the older games are OBVIOUSly better even though the 3ds titles are#total masterpieces just like the rest of pmd. i'm not gonna complain abt this here bc i think the general pmd fanbase on tumblr are like#generally pretty nice and appreciate the 3ds games. y'all are nice here. elsewhere it gets scary. luckily everywhere else is crashing and#burning before our eyes. score. although apparently tumblr is also trying to given the whole “collapse reblogs” thing they're doing??#big yikes. hope that doesn't happen. anyway
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#el cool p#incredibox#incredimeme#i might take a break from drawing for a few days so here's another meme B)#i think i burned myself out a bit lol
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can’t believe it. the disabilities are disabling me. the audacity ://///
#igby’s chatter#igby’s venting#i had to pull myself back from getting too hype over the concept pics bc i could actively feel my brain burning out in realtime ngrhgrh :/#i knew i was close to an edge but didn’t realise it was *that* close :/ time to exist in conservation mode for a bit sigh#i have a few responses to whiway reblogs loaded up in the queue but the others might take a lil longer#but pls know i’ve seen all the nice things ppl said („ಡωಡ„)♡#and i’m gonna bask in them like a cat curled up on a sunny spot on the floor while i ride this out („ಡωಡ„)♡#have fun freaking out over the guys on my behalf too asdkdsajkasd ♡♡♡
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it is done!! at last!! not technically my first time making a cardigan, but first time making one that isn't basically just a big square, and first time doing buttons
shoutout to my mother for commenting multiple times on the bright grassy green cardigan someone in a show we watched was wearing & how hard it is to find things in that colour. made it real easy to know what to do for her birthday
pattern + yarn
#crochet tag#we're about the same size and it fits me pretty well so...fingers crossed#idk what i'm gonna make next...the past few years i've tried to make presents for both my mother & sister for their november birthdays#and then for christmas as well#and. i think that's burning me out a bit#might just make some little tree decorations or something and free myself from the stress of trying to rush again all december
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hey hi I would love to talk about how the music in this episode of tmagp. The Music. sounds a little familiar doesn’t it. For a snippet here and there
Sounds a little bit like some of the music from tma. Like the Unknowing. And the violins from tma’s opening theme……..
Maybe when they’re in the institute itself. We’ll hear more fragments of the old music
#I ran this by hope first bc I wanted to know if I was being insane or not. I might be a little bit insane. a little. BUT THEY HEARD IT TOO#IF YOU LISTEN. WHEN THEYRE IN THE BURNED OUT WRECKAGE OF THE INSTITUTE#YOU CAN KIND OF HEAR THE VIOLINS WHEN THE MUSIC REALLY SWELLS#AND THERES UNKNOWING MUSIC IN BONZO’S THEME#MARK MY FUCKING WORMS#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#tmagp theory#sun in an empty room#the magnus protocol
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i've been feeling disassociated from genshin lately. i still love the muses i write and the relationships / dynamics i've formed but my own interest in the game / lore as a whole had been dwindling a lot in the past few months. i'm sure that my interest would pick up once the new patch / story is released but as of now, i don't think i have much of a muse for genshin muses aside from a selected few here and there. with w.uthering w.aves scheduled to be released next month, i know i'm going to invest a lot of my attention and time there bc i have been waiting for the game for years & i'm really excited for it. i might remove some of my genshin muses or move them to request only but i'll sit on it a little bit more before making any changes.
#.ooc#[ genshin burn out had been with me for many months now#and with how stressed i am with work lately i find myself even less motivated#to get on or dive into it again#so i might adjust my muselist later#i'm contemplating a bit of a semi-hiatus too bc i've been ??#feeling weird about being on tumblr as of late#tho i think that's my stress talking#i'll see after the long weekend if i still feel the same before making proper announcement for it ]
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I hope I’m not dealing with burnout again…
#i may have been drawing too much lately…#and may be burning myself out a little#like I been taking breaks here and there#but at the same time I have A LOT of stuff I need to finish#the fan comic those kiss asks and other things#I just been tired#but I want to draw still lol#I have so many things I want to work on that I may be overwhelming myself#and my mood been all over the place too lately#so idk#might make myself coffee or something and chill for a bit#💬 chy chatter 💬
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the sanitisation of the internet to make shit (no one wants) marketable because media giants urged on by puritan lobbying dont want to acknowledge that we are naked apes who have created based around sexual experience for thousands of years is so flawed
sure theres heinous content on the internet but thats just true of everywhere - in a GIANT library youll just find more because theres more STUFF
its got NOTHING to do with keeping kids safe or the allegedly child-approved internet wouldnt be a hellscape
#enshittification is one hell of a drug#hell i might not have stopped drawing and burned that upkeep and learning time for FIVE YEARS if not for this shit#we the people out here arent allowed to do sexy stuff unless its made by the vultures for us#and we must be content with whatever beige content we are served even when its gruel and it tastes a bit off#god americanised western society is a poison#also yes im one of those people who thinks 90s-00s internet safety should come back#the kid safe TM internet is a corporate hellscape with no soul#rory's ramblings
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Info for them all under the cut
In Order of appearance.
Soleil Goddess of Sun-She/Her (but sometimes he/him. Genderfluid)
Ambrose God of Nature- She/He (Immortal but immortal child)
Orion-He/Him
Balance Deiateen of Time-He/Him (black hair)
Unity Deiateen of Wisdom- He/Him (white hair)
Eloise Goddess of truth-She/Her
Orpheus God of the moon-He/Him
Relationships
Soleil is the adopted mother of Orion, Ambrose and Eloise.
Orpheus is the husband of Soleil and father of those kids Soleil keeps dragging home. Has a whole pack of magic pet wolves so he's not one to talk-
Balance and Unity are brothers, both are very often called by Soleil's kids 'grandpa'
Other facts
Eloise is a very new Goddess, only 20 years old.
Ambrose is a very old god, as in one of the first, but she is in no way shape or form an adult. that is a baby that eats dirt and claims it as his gender.
Ambrose also has the highest kill count of all the gods on their planet but ignore that she's just a baby-
Balance and Unity do not come from the same planet as the rest of them, and can only visit every so often.
Orion is the only "normal" one here....for now-
You cant see it in the portrait but Soleil has muscle. She can and has broken down walls to get to her kids, and she'll do it again for fun. She also broke a sword in half with her teeth. We stan Soleil in this house
#im-#hah anxietttyyyyy might cry a bit but thats okay cause these are my comic babies and i need to post them sooner or laterynow-#just...makes me nervous throwing them out thier cause#i get protective#thier my babies#star-buds#oc#comic#soleil#eloise#balance#unity#orion#ambrose#myscribbles#jus be nice to them cause otherwise soleil will burn these posts-#orpheus#divine hope
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rest in pieces to this zombie au fic thats been abandoned in my drafts for almost a decade... we coulda made history together, u and i....
#i had an outline and everything. i NEVER make outlines and never have so this was very much out of the ordinary#i gave natsume AND mikan horrible tragic angst to deal with it was SO MUCH FUN. oh well#the writing is SO uninspired and bland but it was fun#sharing bc i think of this idea a lot and i wrote a bit more than 5 chapters of it but thought nobody liked zombie aus#so i wasnt sure abt posting.... maybe i can consider it again in the future and do a rewrite? but i have so many other ideas#so that might not be efficient of me#my fic#gakuen alice#ga#little anya things#this was so detailed i had a whole system worked out for their base and everything.... i never even got to nm liking each other lol#it was gonna be a real slow burn hhhh
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