#i mean no offense to any of you btw (sorry if this sounds a bit weird)
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One of the funniest things about having moots w/ differing opinions & mindsets & views is that some of y'all would fuckin' hate each other.
I am moots with some users who adore Patton! I love hearing their thoughts on their favourite Father Figure Figment. How he's their comfort character and such, bc I love listenin' to all my moots.
I'm also moots with at least one (or more, idk) Patton-haters. I like hearting their rants to show some basic support of "I hear what you're saying", and seeing their own analysis on Patton bc he isn't perfect & they always make that a nice point in their posts.
Both parties make excellent points! And both parties understand he isn't a perfect character. They'll still clash if they ever meet, but both have some valuable thoughts on the character.
It's even funnier when ya take in account that I am somewhere in the middle of "kinning" and "hating". I am neither, but also in-between. For me, it's a complicated relationship with this character. One thing I really love is seeing grey-area, complicated Patton.
I like to write things my moots want to see in fanfic. So, yes, I have written hurt/comfort w/ Patton being comforted for a Patton-kinning moot. I have also written Patton who faces the things he's done wrong, especially when it comes to him and Roman (mainly in drafts).
Like I said, it's funny to me how different y'all are. I love each one of ya (/p). Being someone in the grey area/complicated viewpoint is also kinda funny when talking to my wonderful moots <3
#ignore my random ranting#just an observation tbh#idk how i became moots with such different people but it's interesting to see (/lh)#like both of y'all of great points to make!#and both of y'all would clash so much omg (/lh)#i mean no offense to any of you btw (sorry if this sounds a bit weird)
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Hayfever Haze
Fandom: Hell//uva B//oss
Summary: Mill//ieâs run out of hayfever medicine, and itâs got Moxx//ieâs in a bit of a daze.
A/N: Im sure if you follow me you know how much I say that I want Millie content, so I finally got off my ass and wrote a little something. This is like, my first full kink fic so bear with me. Both m&m have the kink in this fic btw, as per my headcanon. I might do a part 2 depending on if people like this or not so let me know what you think đ
There were a couple things Blitz knew he could depend on whenever he walked into IMP. Loona doing anything but working, something heavy falling on Moxxie, and Millie's megawatt smile. One of those things was missing this morning.
"Mills?" Blitz called, only for his coworker to shush him with a finger to his lips.
"Sir, could you be any louder?"
"Well sure I can, Mox, but you'd have to buy me dinner first-
Moxxie rolled his eyes, "Eugh. Sir, I mean it. Look."
Moxxie turned Blitz's head to see Millie, sitting at the conference table in her typical spot, head down in her arms. Was she...crying? He couldn't hear any sobbing, and Moxxie would probably be all over her-
Blitz's train of thought was interrupted by the sound of snoring. He watched as Millie's head turned and the sound became less muffled.
"Normally I'd say something about not paying you to sleep on the job-
"Sir, we don't have a client today-
"Shut up, Mox! Can't you see your wife is trying to sleep? Now, I was going to say that normally I'd say something but she...doesn't look too good."
Blitz was right. The position Millie passed out in didn't look especially comfortable, especially for her neck. Her nose and eyes were flushed red, and her mouth was slightly agape as she slept. There were crumpled-up tissues on the table around her and floor at her feet, and a red gingham handkerchief loose in her hand.
Blitz got intense, staring Moxxie in the eyes. "What happened? Did you hurt her, Moxxie? Cause I swear-
"What? No sir, I would never!" Moxxie sighed, gesturing towards his poor wife, as if it was obvious. "She has really bad allergies this time of year: not used to the city trees, and we ran out of her allergy medicine. She was up all night because she couldn't breath through her nose."
Blitz noticed that Moxxie seemed a little...less confident than when he normally spoke. He could chalk it up to trying to be quiet so he doesn't wake Millie up, but there was something else there too. He didn't have too much time to dwell on it before they whipped their heads to a sound from across the room.
âHupt'TSCHUH!!â
Sniffles and a tired moan followed her audible heavy sneeze. Millie brought a hanky up to her face to blow, but was unsuccessful as only a squeak emitted from her nose.
"Guh..." Millie lifted her head from the table. "Sorry 'bout the mess, B, I'll clean it up." She sniffed loudly, rubbing her the sleep from her itchy, irritated eyes. Moxxie, ever the gentleman, scrambled to clean the tissues up before his wife could.
"You sure you should be here, Mills? No offense but you look like death warmed over."
"Thanks, B." Millie mumbled with slight irritation in her tone. "It's these damn trees and all the pollen in the air. Its different than back home. Didn't know I had allergies 'till I moved here.â She sat up, aiming to be spry and attentive to the assignment. âWhat's on the agenda for today?" She punctuated her sentence with a thick sniffle. Her usually energy was gone, her voice showing clear signs of a scratchy throat and thick congestion.
Blitz side eyed Moxxie, unsure of how to react. Can you let an employee have sick leave for allergies? She'd probably just get them caught on a mission with all her sniffling and sneezing. Well its his business, he reasoned, he can do whatever he wants.
He went back to his daily boss monologuing routine. âWell, I was thinking that-
"hupT'SCHUh! hechT-CHIEW ! huh...heuhh....HUdshcHhH! Sngkkk." Millie wiped her dripping nose on her sleeve. âBless me. Sorry, boss.â
Blitz resumed. âThat since you can't go two seconds without sneezing, Loonie and I will go out and get your medicine while you and Mox stay back and get some rest.â He wrapped his arms around Loona to give her a hug. She scowled, and although she didn't hug back, she didn't push him off. Blitz grinned.
"We can't really go on a mission with you sneezing so much, Mills, we'd probably get caught. And Stolas and I aren't exactly on...peachy terms right now so we can't expect him to come save us if we do."
Moxxie put a hand on her back, assuring her that neither he nor Blitz thought any less of her or her capabilities. Moxxie could tell how bad her allergies were back at the apartment, but she insisted she was fine. She couldn't skip work over allergies! And she definitely didn't need to.
"I'm fine, Blitz, really."
Moxxie took her hand. "Millie, honey, Blitz is right. We need our strongest fighter in tip top shape." He tapped her nose and smiled reassuringly, hoping she'd take the compliment. The second his finger lifted however, he noticed Millie's eyes shutting and her head leaning up. She lifted her hand to cover the sneeze, forgetting her husbandâs fingers were still interlinked with hers.
"hUT'zchiEEWww!! snff...snff"
As the spray hit his hand, Moxxie felt an electricity spread through his skin. Heat rose into his cheeks as blood also rushed to...other areas of his body. He took in a small, but noticeably sharp, breath. "B-bless you, honey." He stuttered out.
Millie turned, a bit mortified. "Ugh, sniff sniff, sorry honey. It snuck up on mbe." She patted down her pockets, looking for something to clean off his hand with, only to come up with used tissues. "I'b all outta tissues." She snuffled, and it came out louder than she thought it would be. "Exusbe mbe."
Blitz quickly glanced down the same place Moxxie had glanced. Ohhhh. That makes sense, he thought to himself. He'd noticed Moxxie's...peculiar behavior around sneezing before, but he always chalked it up to being uptight. Moxxie could be pretty hoity toity sometimes, so Blitz always assumed his gunman was a germaphobe. But a part of him always wondered if it was more than that.
He had his answer now. He watched with a smug grin on his face as Moxxie shyly offered Millie a handkerchief from his inner coat pocket. God, how did he manage to be that much of a gentleman while he was that horny?
"We'll get some more tissues too. I was gonna run out anyway. Your snot isn't the only...bodily fluid that comes out frequently here. Bye M&M!"
Loona didn't look up from her phone as she walked out the door. Blitz lingered in the doorway a while, locking eyes with Moxxie. He taunted his employee, watching him blush harder as a shit eating grin spread across his face.
"Have fun while we're gone. Bye, Millie Billieeeeee!â
Millie watched them walk out the door before slumping her head on his husbands shoulder. âI think all this congestion is makinâ mby head tense up.â
At the sound of her suddenly lower, raspier voice softly hitting his ears, Moxxie felt his tail pointing and smiled. âI can help with thatâŚâ
TBCâŚ
#hell//uva b//oss#mox//xie and mil//lie#mill/llie#allergies#snz kink#bli//tzo#loo//na#millicent writes#snz fic
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Hi!
Could you maybe do villanous x a reader who has rabbit ears please? Thanks!!
RULES ARE RULFES NO SPECIFIC CHARACTERS OR THINGS ITS BEING A HC UHHHH
ok lets begin since i'm sleepy ITA 1 AM WHAT THE FUCK
"but sugar-sp1c3 you said your limit was 4 character-" I KNOW OKAYI' JUST FORGOT WHEN DOING THIS
VILLANOUS WITH A S/O WITH RABBIT EARS HCS !!
Characters, Demencia/Dementia, Dr.Flug, 5.0.5(platonic?), Black hat, penumbra, Sun Blast, Miss heed(not in order lol)
Demencia / Dementia
she woudl make fun of then
but like
A LOT
"Hey bunny ears!"
i feel like she would bite them idk
i mean yes she mocks of you BUT THATS HER WAY TO SHOW LOVE TO YOU..at least i think!
she haves 2 sides
the left one where she mocks and jokes and bites of you ears
and the right side where she praises you and your eyes and- you are basically her new black hat
she would often play with them
or if you have both rabbit and human she would be like:
"SO YOU HAVE SUPER HEARING!!?! OMG THATS SO COOL"
Dr. Flug
his first honest reaction is that gif sorry i don't make rules
HE THINKS THEY ARE COOL AND PRETTY ASF
HE MELTS IF THEY EVEN MOVE LIKE
HE JUST STARES AT YOU IN AWWE UNTIL HE SNAPS BACK TO REALITY!
unless his with black hat bc in that case he avoids to look at your ears at all cost since the "jefecito" can notice and idk yeah
he would probably want to do some experiments
but only friendly ones!!
like testing if you can do other things
if you have extra sensitive ears
or somthn idk i have no ideas rn
he would like to caress them on his little free time
oh btw he would LOVE if you and 5.0.5 where like best buddies or you would be his second parent-like figure(i swear i am trying to make his non specified gender I SWEAR GUYS)
he just lvoes you and you ears so much
5.0.5
he's a fucking bear bruh đ
ok so thsi will be platonic like buddies or a second parental figure, or smthn like that
he loves to "talk" about your ears or ask you questions.(if you don understand them he would force flug to translate lmao)
he is very careful when he is trying to touch them since y'know..big paws
but he still tries!!
i imagine if he maked cupcakes the icing would be a drawing of an airplane, of dementia, a chameleon or a black hat idk, for you YOUR RABBIT EARS AND A HEART BECAUSE I THINK THEY ARE CUTE!!!!
he would even "ask" you to use you as inspiration for any dessert, or drawing or smthn.
i bet if he haves a rabbit plushie he gives it to you and/or puts something on the ears(ribbons, little hats, etc) he would be like "bow bow!" [siblings!]
Black Hat
he probably threats to rip off your ears
and eat them
basically hurt you
DUDE HE IS LIKE THE ANTI CHRIST ON HIS UNIVERSE WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO TURN HIM INTO A ONCELER?
Penumbra
SHE
LOVES
YOUR
EARS
SHE OFTEN POSTS THINSG ON HER INSTAGRAM(with your consent ofc) LIKE "my sweetie's ears where a bit messy today! so me and sun blast fixed them just a lil bit.... loved the result! đđ"
she would ask if you are sensitive to things like sound or something to try to not let a lot of hard things that can cause a hard sound when they fall or make sure Curie or Sunblast don't throw things
she oftenly tries to impulse you to not cover them! but if you like to have them covered, she would be okay with that too!
the same that flug
she would ask to make some little and non-offensive, experiments on your ears
if you don't want, its okay!
if you want, its okay too!
"look! i got you this! i bet it would make your ears fur brighter!..and curie's too"
Miss Heed
okay she would POST LIKE 10000 HISTORIES, POSTS, AND A LOT OF THINGS IN ALL HER SOCIAL MEDIA
LIKE SAYING "HAH MY s/O'S EARS ARE UNIQUE AND YOURS NOT"
but she would never say that out loud.
she would ask to records tiktoks or anything about them, like idk trends, popular songs or just quick vid like "watch me take care of my Sweetie S/o ears!"
if they are sensitive, during the event of when she had everybody under her control or smthn she would keep you away from them
yes she would be a bit sadistic and evil but she still cares abt you
..or she just does the same thing that she did with them..
when she's at..THAT place..she draws in a corner a lot of little ears, like if she misses you and misses your ears..
if you visit, she would beg to touch them again , to feel them..she would be crazy for it..
Sunblast
Red BEFORE the "The Dreadful Dawn".
Orange AFTER "The Dreadful Dawn" and BEFORE the events of the comic and The "Heedeous Heart"
Yellow AFTER "The Dreadful Dawn" and the events of "The Heedeous Heart" and the little comic
even if you where his S/O he would mock of you and of them..
listen he knows you are his S/O but he just..feels like its the right thing or it doesn't matters
he doesn't even minds as i can think
he is just like "oh i am just joking! geez.."
Now under Penumbra's uhm..how do i say it?..NOW WITH PENUMBRA LMAO
he realized that he may have been a bit too much harsh with you..
he persuades Penumbra to localize you or visit you to apologize
if things go well..you both could try again!
and he is better.
He even tries to make you be friends with Penumbra! like he did with her
He still makes jokes but he thinks about them for a long time like
"no..that would hurt their feelings..NO ITS BAD..well- no wait..no..oh...this one may be good.."
he fears of you getting like the other ones..he tries to protect you at all cost
if you do get under Miss heed's..thing
he would be like mad but that multiplicate it for 10 and then for 100
the only thing that keeps him away from hurting heed and all her followers its his current little size and Curie
when you aren't under heeds control he makes sure you and your ears are okay..
he asks everyday if you are 100% SURE IF YOU ARE OKAY
after the Miss heed thing he is worried more than he should be but like c'mon
leave the little guy alone :(
he lost 2 of his most special people in his life just because a pink bitch
#Missheed x reader#villanous x reader#dementia x reader#Penumbra x reader#black hat x reader#x reader#sunblast x reader#dr.flug x reader
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hey!! i saw that ur writing reqs were open and i was wondering if u could write (platonic) hcs of the main 4 finding out their friend, reader, is trans ftm?
++reader transitioned before meeting the main 4 and is afraid of revealing it to them, worried that their relationship as friends might change somehow or they might not even see him as a guy anymore
take your time!! i love ur writing btw !!!!!!
sp main 4 finding out reader is trans ftm
A/N: thank you so much!!! i can do a mtf or nb vers for anyone who wants it :) i'm sorry if anything is offensive or anything!!!
TRIGGER WARNING: some transphobia on cartmans part (i know this sounds bad but jsut read itđ) and probably some talk about dingalings and hoohas (very briefly)
stan marsh
he's curious about it!! like he'll ask a bunch of questions about how you found out and what it means and stuff
he honestly probably doesn't know a lot about it before u explain it to him. like he knows people are transgender but he never learned about gender dysphoria or why people transition
he might ask a few,, personal questions. he genuinely doesn't mean to be rude or weird he's just curious !! will stop and apologize if you are uncomfortable
"seriously, you don't look like you were born a girl. i never would've been able to tell."
it might make him question his own gender??? like he might talk to you about it sometimes and he explains it as 'not really feeling like either a boy or a girl'
other than that he doesn't really care, like he doesn't treat you any differently. honestly he probably forgets it if anythingđđ like in the T.M.I. episode he asks why you aren't lining up to get ur wiener measured and then he's like oh yeah oops i forgotđ
kyle broflovski
"oh. really? like, actually? huh."
he's honestly just confused as you've never said anything about it before. he might ask why you didn't tell him but when you explain he understands and tells you he wouldn't view you differently no matter what
"i mean, i think it's stupid that some people deliberately go out of their way to misgender people. like, you've been a boy and i've always seen you as a boy, so why would i purposefully make you feel bad? that's just stupid!"
he appreciates if you teach him a bit more about it, 'cause he doesn't know a whole lot
i feel like he'd purposefully do more,, boyish things with you???? like he invites you to play football or play video games more or like idk. do boy things.
he doesn't do it to single you out, he just really wants to make sure you feel like you fit in with the rest of the guys, so he's always inviting you to meetings with the dudes and treating you like a brother
eric cartman
i feel like there are a lot of different ways this could go, but mainly i feel like he's never actually going to view you as a girl?? if that makes sense
like he'll make fun of you and probably tease you (similar the whole sand in kyles vagina thing and calling him ms. broflovski and shit yk??) but no matter how much he tries to crack transphobic jokes he still sees you as a guy
he honestly might be a little uncomfortable at first because he feels like you're 'a spy for the girls'. but he quickly gets a stern talking-to from kyle and at least doesn't voice that opinion anymore
either way as much as he hates it he still sees you as a dude, if anything it just makes him uncomfortable to think about ur (or anyones) sex so he just goes with the flow. literally dress up as anything and he'll treat you like it. he doesn't want to put that much effort into caring
so yeah he makes fun of you and misgenders you but not in a genuine way. he can try but he still views u as one of the guys so he just accepts it and moves on. again he doesn't care enough to dwell on it
kenny mccormick
he might ask a few questions like stan but he genuinely on god fr doesn't care. it literally does not affect his view on you at all
he doesn't necessarily fully understand what being trans means but he doesn't really need to to understand that u are what u are. like if ur happy being a dude then be a dude he doesn't get what's so hard to grasp for some people
kenny isn't really one for labels. he also hasn't really explored his gender and stuff and honestly?? he doesn't plan on it. it just doesn't matter to him, he's fine with just living his life (when he's actually alive and living it)
even if he does have a few erm personal questions he keeps them to himself. he knows it could be a touchy subject and he really just thinks that whatever you were born as isn't any of his business
he will defend u whenever you face harassment from certain people, like he honestly just tells them that it's not their business and to fuck off. he mostly jumps in because he knows it probably hurts to hear stuff like that and tries to tell you that it doesn't matter what other people think, all that matters is that ur happy in your skin :)
#south park#sp x reader#south park x reader#platonic sp x reader#south park x platonic reader#stan marsh x reader#kyle broflovski x reader#eric cartman x reader#kenny mccormick x reader#sp headcanons#sp fandom#pineappleciders
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Dad!Matt struggling to communicate with his nonverbal autistic son while he is overestimated
Hello hello hello. Back again with another fic! Btw my friend with autism proof read this to make sure it was accurate and not offensive so yaaaaaayyyyyy.
**I do not own any characters or part of the franchise from Daredevil**
Pairing: father!Matt Murdock x autistic!son!reader!
Genre: slight angst but ends with comfort
Summary: go to req
Tw: cussing, overstimulation, Matt sorta snaps at his son :(
All Too Much
It was a humid day. Too humid. Gross. Muggy. It made your clothes stick to your skin and made your hair damp. It made you want to gag.
Matt had to take you to work this Saturday. You didnât really mind because you liked Foggy and Karen but the office smelled horrible and the color hurt your eyes. You sighed and flapped the hand that wasnât being held by your dad.
âAlmost there, Jr, câmon.â Your dad seemed distracted, which means he couldnât pay attention to what you were signing in his hand.
Not that you really could anyway; one of your hands was holding his. His phone was in his pocket which meant you couldnât use the text to speech app he downloaded for you.
You two stopped in front of his law firm. He buzzed in opened the door, gesturing for you to go in. As soon as you walked in the smell of the neighboring offices hit you. The scent of smoke and mold and the feel of the dust brushing your face made you gag. You looked at your father. You wanted to tell him you didnât wanna be in here.
âAlright Jr, up we go. Iâm running late.â He picked up his walking stick and began jogging up the stairs.
You watched him and took a deep breath before following him up the stairs. You bit your bottom lip hard.
Every possible sense was immediately flooded with too much information.
The phone ringing. People talking. Papers flicking. All the different smells of individual people. Cigarette smoke coming in through the window from a neighboring office. The underlying stench of mold. The sun was too bright. The paint on the walls reflected a horrible color due to the light. Suddenly your once soft shirtâs collar gripped your neck too tight. It felt like every fibre of the shirt was rubbing just the wrong way on your arm hairs, your skin. There was a gross taste of sweat mixed with the copper taste from your now bleeding lip.
You noticed your dad was no longer beside you. You whipped your head around, your hair brushing your cheeks. You spotted him talking to Karen and holding some of his braille papers.
You hastened over to his leg and tugged on it lightly. No response. You shook his leg and made grunt. Still no response. Finally you hit his leg twice and made a high pitched whine.
ââŚOkay. Thanks, Karen keep working on that.â Matt finished with Karen and knelt down.
He looked mad.
âWhat? What could you possibly want?â His harsh tone was like a slap on the cheek.
He sounded mad.
Tears welled in your eyes and you ran into his office, slamming the door and hiding under his desk.
âShit.â Matt sighed.
He took a deep breath in and walked over to the door to his office. He knocked three times.
âJr? Can I come in, please?â He focused on you and what action may signal a response.
Then he heard a small sniffle.
Fuck, he made you cry. Shit shit shit.
âIâm coming in, ok?â He said.
He opened the door slowly and closed it gently. He walked around to his desk where he heard you crying. He sat on the floor across from you, next to his chair.
âHey, Iâm sorry Jr. I shouldnât have snapped at you and taken my frustration out on you. Can you forgive me?â He whispered.
You looked at him through tear filled eyes and nodded but put your head on your knees.
âCan I do anything for you? Do you want your headphones?â He asked.
You nodded quickly. Your dad opened one of the deskâs drawers and reached inside. He pulled out a pair of noise canceling headphones and slid them to you. You peeked out from your knees and grabbed them. You put them on and began to calm down.
âDo you wanna stay in here until youâve calmed down?â He asked.
You nodded again.
âYou know that I love you, right?â Matt asked.
You shakily tapped his knee, your gesture for his hand. He held his palm out you formed âilyâ in his hand and he smiled as he felt around it.
You put your head back down on your knees.
âAlrighty, Jr. Iâll check on you in 15 minutes.â You watched him get up slowly.
Before he left he scribbled something on a sticky note and stuck it in the ground close to you. When you felt the vibration of the door close you looked at the note.
âBye, Jr. I love you so so much.â
#marvel#daredevil#matt murdock#matt murdock x reader#daredevil x reader#marvel x male reader#daredevil x male reader#daredevil x autistic reader#father matt murdock x reader#Matt Murdock x son reader#Matt Murdock x autistic son reader#son reader#autistic reader#male reader
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Just saw your post and I'm kinda want to share my thoughts for the self aware au sksnksan (kinda a bit shy HAHAHABAđđ)
It's all started when I encounter self aware au Genshin, well ofc they all Yandere. It's fun to see there's a lot of headcanon lol. And then I enter SAGAU Genshin where it's the reader is the "imposter" and "God", it was fun at first reading it but I find myself not enjoy it since I find op reader kinda boring and I don't really like how all the characters worship and obsessed them isneiww but of course, this is my preference and I don't mean anything offensive. (Well, this means I'm not really a fan of harem jansia) Also it's quite rare to see the non-yandere self aware one đ although ig I still enjoy the yandere one haha
Anyways, I always thinking when the reader suddenly isekai to the game, I think they will started to notice the change of behaviors of the characters than how they act in-game, depends how observant they are.
Like hey, have you noticed how Riddle seems to nervous around you? That's quite weird isn't it? Have you done something wrong? Hm, maybe it's nothing! Is it just me or did Leona kinda clingy than usual? Is he like this in-game? Also I swear that Azul always almost lose his composure. I wonder what's wrong... Kalim is the same sunshine as always... but something feels wrong, but what is it wrong? His behavior never change... Right? The famous actor, the loveable Queen Vil seems to quite love to give you skincare, I don't mind but isn't the skincare products seems too much than usual?! Is this normal? Idia also the same as always but why do I feel like wherever I go, there's like cameras? Shivers...
Also Hornton- Malleus, is it just me or there's a sound of thunder just now? Why are you looking at them with that scary eyes of yours? They didn't do anything wrong tho...
Depending on the player's personality, they will probably more open up to the characters they simp or pretend they never seen this person for the rest of their life. If it were me, I would pretend like "Omg! What is this world?! Totally did not play this game or know the characters! Hahaha!" even if they are secretly obsessed with the player, you never know if they truly know they are just a bunch of characters slap into the game for entertainment purpose. You don't want to make the situation more weirder, do you? Let's pretend we did not heard any characters simping for the player, haha- oh shit wait, why are they attacking each other-
Although the self aware au are fun and games especially yandere, let's imagine yourself fr Isekai in the game and all the characters obsessed with you. I hope you mentally prepared for that haha :) It may be a very scary experience but who knows some ppl into it
People say they will fix the obsessive and tragic characters, but how about fix yourself first?/lh
Okay but fr, it will be kinda cool chatting with the self aware characters but imagine you got slap into the game and after getting close to the characters you like, imagine you kinda want to tell them the truth and be like:
âHey, you're a game character btw.â
âOh dw, I know.â
âHaha that's great! Wait what.â
I think that's all from me, I feel like I wanted to share my thoughts more for the self aware au but I feel like my brain already flush out all my remaining thoughts for this đ I'm really sorry if this offensive to people cuz of my wording, but hey! Everyone has their own different preference so you do you! :D (okay that sounds kinda rude wtf me-)
Anyways, that's all. Thanks for taking the time to read. Stay healthy and have a good day/evening y'all.
Tbh if you write yandere you sometimes have to say âUh... this not only kinda but very wrong.â (bc there will always people who will be like âI want to have such a relationship!â no, no you don't) and I couldn't find anything offensive until now so dw. (I think there is nothing offensive in there? Tell me if I'm wrong. Maybe I'm already too tired to think straight.) And it's your opinion on the SAGAU. Totally fine. If people are mature enough they will just be like âok. Their opinion. Not the law of the world.â
But your take on the whole thing is also pretty fascinating. (Nevermind that little bit at the end. Made me chuckle.) I mean, reader just gets launched into TWST without any warning so of course they will not be prepared for anything and just take what they are given. Ofc it's going to be scary.
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BnHA Chapter 310: A Tale of Two Kacchans
Previously on BnHA: Flashback!Deku was all, âhey, you know what sounds like a good decision? Abandoning my studies at the safest place in the country so that the bad guy who wants to find me and kill me has literally nothing standing in his way of doing that.â All Might was all, âI fucking knew you were going to say some bullshit like that so whatever, but IâM COMING WITH YOU and Iâm also going to invite the Hawksquad to come with us, mostly so that I can steal Jeanistâs car.â Jeanist was all, âokay fine you can borrow my car, All Might, but only if you wear jeans.â All Might was all, âokay sureâ and he wore jeans and also sunglasses and a leather jacket and it was pretty rad. Anyway so now theyâre out there fighting crime and hunting down the LoV and stuff, and absolutely none of it is going to end well, Iâm just letting you know now. But I guess weâll let them enjoy it while it lasts.
Today on BnHA: Horikoshi is all âhappy belated Kacchanâs Birthday makeste, hereâs the flashback you really wanted at long last,â and proceeds to pull the old vestige flashback out of the kitchen drawer and upend its contents all over my Friday afternoon without the slightest bit of warning. OFA III is all âWHATâS UP IâM JUST SOME GUY, HELLO,â and okay?? Hello yourself. OFA II, on the other hand, is all, âokay yeah I have different hair and stuff, but Iâm like 98% sure Iâm either Bakugou or his goddamn twin, I mean look at me.â Which, yeah. I looked, and he really is though you guys. Anyway though, so he and OFA II basically just showed up in the First (who goes by Yoichi now)âs prison cell one day all âHEY THERE, WEâRE HERE TO SAVE YOU, APPARENTLY, ALTHOUGH WE SEEM REAL CONFUSED ABOUT IT TBH BUT HEY.â And so they saved him, and Yoichi was all âhey nice to meet you do you want to join my super-exclusive Saving The World Clubâ, and so they did, and then the chapter ended lol. I would have said yes too.
oh my sweet lord?? I didnât realize we were getting a color page this week, but LOOK AT THIS
this could have been a fucking volume cover. Iâm almost mad that it wasnât, lol but I mean fkldjslklk just look at it??! Horikoshi out here spoiling us and making sure weâre well fed since next week the manga is on break for Golden Week. well this will certainly help to tide me over. hot damn look at those colors
so now itâs raining on some dumb building in the middle of somewhere
is this where the Hawksquad has set up camp for the night? or are we actually cutting back to the League? thatâd be unexpected (but not unwelcome)
ffff nevermind dammit itâs just more random citizens under attack
feels like this is the third or fourth scene weâve had of civilians being Under Attack since this arc started. I mean no offense, but I think we get it by this point. itâs the end times, etc. etc. weâre well aware that things have gone to shit
so apparently these two guys are facing off against a girl with a mutant quirk. and sheâs telling them that sheâs not a monster and she was just scared, oh shit. I believe her btw, you can see it in her face
but these assholes donât believe her at all and theyâre pointing what looks to be some type of support item gun at her
you know whatâs interesting, is that this kind of random quirk discrimination is the exact kind of thing PLF and the like were swearing up and down theyâd put a stop to with their glorious revolution. itâs almost like those guys were completely full of shit. huh
so yeah, fortunately for this woman someone is stepping in and intervening before she can be blasted to bits by this trigger-happy asshole for absolutely no fucking reason
looks like a hero actually stepped in and saved her?? but no that canât be, heroes are the ones that ruin everything and make everything worse, or so I understand. lol where did all of this sarcasm come from out of nowhere dlkdsjlk Iâm sorry guys I just suddenly got swept up in the hypocrisy of certain peopleâs philosophies out of the blue idek
anyway so it is of course Deku saving her, and now heâs trying to talk thess jerks down all diplomatically instead of just kicking their asses, which is certainly a choice
MOTHERFUCKER IâM
fucking impossible to miss the real world parallels here. shit. this woman nearly died for her crime of Walking While Having A Mutant Quirk huh. and meanwhile Deku is just letting this guy scurry away and even letting him keep that fucking bazooka of his, like, ????
fucking hell sheâs crying!!
lmao this chapter is actively trying to make me mad now huh. thatâs some genuine righteous anger Iâm feeling on behalf of this fictional ferret lady whom I only met two minutes ago. girl you are not the one who needs to explain herself here!! you didnât do anything wrong holy fuck. everything about this situation sucks so much
fkKJKLMMMHFGH
âIâm sorry I made you upset, please enjoy this panel of tiny!floating!Deku hefting this ladyâs massive beach umbrella up for her like the fucking gentleman he isâ well okay then thank you sir
and JUST LIKE THAT the tension is broken and Iâm entirely incapable of taking the rest of this conversation seriously because Dekuâs trying to be all calming and authoritative, but now the illusion has been broken because I know he only comes up to like her knees
âwell thanks again for saving me young man. Iâll leave you to it, Iâm sure youâve got more important things to do like protecting your Lucky Charms cereal from all those greedy childrenâ
oh hey All Might
you wouldnât have just let that guy with the bazooka just walk away to commit more attempted murders would you?? man
OH MY GOD DEKU IS IMMEDIATELY DITCHING HIM AGAIN
I ~CANNOT STAY HERE~ oh, well, sorry to keep you detained I know youâre busy
dfslkjlk oh my god
fucking told you Deku didnât pack any food lol. itâs literally all notebooks in that bag you guys. he couldnât just leave them all in his dorm room when he left, because what if someone tried to read them and came across one of the pages where he absentmindedly doodled Kacchanâs name surrounded by little tiny hearts oh gosh
AWWWWW
I needed this Horikoshi. thank you for this wholesome soul-cleansing interaction after all of that bullshit earlier
so now Dekuâs climbing up this tall building to eat his lunchbox more dramatically. Tokoyami would be proud
and Banjou is saying that society right now is just like in The Good Old Days (read: bad old days) when quirk society was even more of a mess than it is now
which is exactly how AFO likes it, no doubt
so now Dekuâs having a whole conversation with Banjou seemingly out loud lol, weird. and heâs basically saying that they donât have any clues as to where TomurAFO and the League are hiding right now, and none of the Tartarus escapees theyâve found knew anything either
mmmmmfmhm, marge simpson noises
but you think you can?? you, alone, by yourself?? you think you stand a chance?? I just need you to think this all through a bit more kid
Deku it is NOT JUST YOUR RESPONSIBILITY ALONE, PLEASE REALIZE THIS ALREADY. YOU MAY BE THE CHOSEN ONE, BUT EVEN THE CHOSEN ONE NEEDS HIS FRIENDS BY HIS SIDE GODDAMMIT
and of course my pleading is all in vain, because heâs a fictional character who canât fucking hear me, and also because Iâm pretty sure thereâs only one character who is going to actually be able to get him to hear reason here. Iâve been saying it, and Iâll keep saying it lol. so until then I guess Iâll just have to be patient
anyway so it appears weâre segueing into another flashback??? HORIKOSHI PLEASE GIVE ME SOME BAKUCRUMBS BEFORE THE TWO WEEK BREAK, I BEG YOU
dlKSDJLFKWJELKGHSLGKLEKJLFKHLGK
YES, THANK YOU, I KNOW WHERE THIS FUCKING IS LOL, ITâS NOT LIKE IâVE BEEN OBSESSED WITH FINDING OUT WHAT HAPPENS IN THE REST OF THIS SCENE OR ANYTHING LMAO. BUT ANYWAYS DONâT MIND ME, YOU WERE SAYING??
oh my god oh my god Iâm not readyyyyy, but also FUCK YEAH I AM SO FUCKING READY LOL LETâS DO THIS
YOU GUYS
IâM ABOUT TO STEP IN THAT ROOM AND YEET ONE OF THOSE FUCKING CHAIRS AT YOU ALL
NOOOOO
IâM ABOUT TO GRAB BANJOUâS GOGGLES AND STRETCH THEM OUT AND SNAP THEM BACK SO THEY SMACK THE SHIT OUT OF HIS FOREHEAD!!! ITâS WHAT HE DESERVES!!! IâM ABOUT TO MOVE TO JAPAN AND GET A JOB WITH DOORDASH AND FIND OUT WHAT HORIKOSHI LIKES TO ORDER FOR LUNCH SO I CAN BE THE ONE TO DELIVER IT SO THAT WHEN HE OPENS THE DOOR I CAN FINALLY ASK HIM âHEY WHAT THE FUCKâ IN PERSON
AHHH NO EVERYBODY SHHHHH STOP TALKING!!!!
SOMEONE PLEASE TELL THAT PERSON SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF THEIR LUNGS IN THE BACKGROUND TO SHUT THE FUCK UP, OH WAIT, THATâS ME
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LOL THIS FUCKING ASSHOLE!!! LOOK AT YOU!!! YOUâRE NOT KIRISHIMA OR SHINSOU OR IIDA IN A WIG OR ANYBODY LOL. YOUâRE JUST A DUDE. BROOOOO ABOUT FUCKING TIME, WHATâS GOOD
I CANâT SCROLL DOWN AHHHH BUT I HAVE TO BUT ITâS TOO INTENSE AHHHHHHH
I CAN SEE THE TOP OF HIS SPIKY HEAD, ITâS FINALLY THAT TIME AHHHHHHHH OKAY IâM GONNA DO IT HERE GOES
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ITâS HIM. IT FUCKING REALLY FUCKIGN IS HIM OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. WHY AM I SO SHOCKED LMAO IâM THE ONE WHOâS BEEN SAYING THIS THE WHOLE DAMN TIME LMAO. OH GOD. O H MY FUCKING GOD
well okay then sir. so are you an ~ancestor~ or a Kacchan from another timeline or so whatâs your deal then
YOICHI WHO IS YOICHI
YOICHI ALWAYS KNOWS WHATâS UP. LMAO WHO IS YOICHI
(ETA: Iâm going to punch myself in the face lmao. heâs Yoichi. he, the First. thatâs his name. name reveal at long last what what!!)
MORE IMPORTANTLY SHOULD I BE IMAGINING NOBUâS VOICE RIGHT NOW BECAUSE LMAO I AM ANYWAY BUT YEAH
(ETA: I actually think heâs going to end up being voiced by Nobuhiko whether he ends up being Kacchan or not, just because it fits right in with the general âidentical in almost every wayâ aesthetic heâs got going on.)
TUMBLR HOW WE LIKING OUR ANGSTY ALTERNATE UNIVERSE KACCHAN?? EVERYONE HATED YOU SO MUCH BEFORE THEY EVEN MET YOU, BUT THEY FORGOT TO CONSIDER THE POSSIBILITY THAT YOU MIGHT BE HOT LMAO WHAT A TWIST
âsome bright-eyed bratâ oh come on. ITâS GOTTA BE HIM LOL
oh my god you all are probably TIRED AS FUCK of all my screaming but IâM SORRY IMMA HAVE TO DO IT ONE LAST TIME BECAUSE...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
that face. that expression!! THE FACT THAT HEâS OUT HERE OPENING DOORS WITH HIS FEET, LIKE HOLY SHIT!! JUST ADMIT THE JIG IS UP ALREADY
and so they really are the ones who busted First out of his jail cell huh
so how did they know you were in the room?? why did they come and break you out?? and how, pray tell, did they know to get you to transfer OFA to them?? hmmmMMMMMMMM
oh MY GOD
you guys. oh my god. itâs too much. every last bit of it lines up exactly with the Bakuverse theory sdkjfj Iâm short-circuiting. itâs really fucking happening oh my lord
HELLO SEXY ALTERNATE UNIVERSE KACCHAN WITH HIS SEXY FUCKING SCAR, FUCK YEAH WE REALLY ARE EATING GOOD THIS CHAPTER
HELL YEAH WEâRE GOING. WEâRE GOING FULL SPEED YOU GUYS. LMAO IâM SO FUCKING HYPED RIGHT NOW I DONâT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF WEFKJLDKFFFF
SO, EVERYONE, LETâS RECAP. -- ACTUALLY NO, I STARTED TO WRITE UP A LIST, BUT I IMMEDIATELY REALIZED IT REALLY JUST NEEDS TO GO IN ITS OWN THREAD. SO I MADE IT AND POSTED IT, AND NOW IâM FINISHING UP THIS HOT MESS OF A RECAP POST. SO NOW WEâRE BACK TO THIS ONE FINAL PANEL OF DEKU EATING HIS KATSU ALL SERIOUS
YES SIR. YES SIR, WE GOING, FULL SPEED AHEAD, WHATEVER, IDK WTF IS HAPPENING BUT YES!!
lol, anyways so as I said in my other post, mysterious sexy guys with tragic pasts are what bring us together as a fandom, so whatever your thoughts are on the rest of it, letâs just rejoice in that. itâs what we deserve
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44 with Jimin. Lots of fluff and a little bit of angst. I love your writings btw they make my heart swoon!â¤ď¸â¨
"Please come home, this doesnât feel right".
idol boyfriend!jimin x reader/oc
established relationship
word count: +850
genre: angst, fluff (I think this is way angstier than you wanted, i kinda missed the lots of fluff part, sorry :'()
summary: Jimin had just came home and he didn't even say hi to you, he went straight to the bedroom completely ignoring your existence, and that hurt.
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It was unusual to have an argument with Jimin, you tried to be as honest as possible in your relationship to avoid any kind of conflict and he acted the same way with you. Of course there were times where he wouldn't talk to anyone when he was feeling down, not even you, and even though you wished he told you everything that was concerning him, you knew that he had all the right to keep some things for himself.
But today was different. He had just came home and he didn't even say hi to you, he went straight to the bedroom completely ignoring your existence, that hurt. Everything seemed fine earlier, that's why you had no idea what the hell was going on.
"Chim?" you called for him from the other side of the door but there was no response, so you just pushed the door and headed inside the room. He was laying on the bed with his eyes closed but it was more than obvious that he wasn't sleeping. "Did I do something wrong?" he was acting so cold towards you that you couldn't help but think that maybe you've done something that made him act like that.
The only response you had from him was his head shaking as saying no.
"Is there anything I can do to make you feel better?" you said almost whispering.
"Yeah, just leave" his voice didn't sound harsh but his words definitely felt like a kick on your chest.
You didn't say a word, clearly he didn't want you near him at the moment, and If you said something you'd end up probably crying since it was the first time he asked you to leave like that, so you just grabbed a coat and headed straight to the front door.
It was when he heard the door shouting that he realized what he had said, he didn't literally want you to leave the apartment, it was so late and you were out there alone in the streets. He'd never forgive himself if something ever happened to you.
Your apartment wasn't near his, you didn't have your car and you didn't grabbed some money, so going back home wasn't an option.
You decided to take a walk to the nearest opened shop and just stay there until you felt like coming back.
The moment you sat on a chair you felt your phone vibrating in your pocket, he was calling you.
You thought for a moment about declining his call but what if something happened? What if he needed anything?
Were you mad at him? Yes, but of course you still cared about him.
"What?" that was all you said when you picked up.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say that" your heart stopped for a second when you noticed he was crying. "Please come home, this doesnât feel right".
You didn't want to come back just yet, but you knew that it was the best thing to do, so you just replied with an 'Ok' and started to head back to his apartment.
Once you entered you saw him sitting right next to the door waiting for you.
"I'm so sorry" he said right after you got in.
"There are so many things I want to say right now, but you look like shit, no offense, so I don't think it's the right moment to talk because we both know that this would end up with both of us saying things we don't mean and that's the last thing we need right now so let's just go to bed please, we can talk tomorrow ok?" you sighed and left him standing there as you made your way to the bedroom.
You grabbed your pajamas and locked yourself in the bathroom to get changed.
Once you were ready you unlocked the door and headed straight to lay down besides your boyfriend that was already there.
"I know you didn't want to talk but at least can you hear me?" you just nodded. "You didn't deserve to be treated like that earlier, and I've already said it but I'm sorry" you didn't want to cry but it was so hard when he sounded so hurt and sorry.
If you were honest and now that you think about it, he actually didn't do anything wrong or said anything bad, his attitude was just so abnormal that it might have felt like it was something big when it wasn't.
"Hey, it's okay" you turned your body to face him. "I should have noticed you just wanted to be alone" you moved placed your hand on the side of his neck and gently caressed his skin.
"But I always want to be with you, it doesn't matter if I had a bad day, I don't know what happened to me today" he looked like he was about to start crying again.
"Oh babe, it's fine" you moved your body closer to his to hug him.
"I love you so much" he said giving the top of your head a short peck as he hugged you tighter.
"Me too Chim, me too.."
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Recess sobs and bedtime resolutions
Pairing: fem!Reader x Spencer
Request: Ok so the reader is a psychologist and is married to spencer and they have a 5 year old daughter who gets in trouble for punching a kid because they picked on her because they didn't beleive her dad was in the fbi If that makes sense any who if you don't write this i get it I just want to see speancers reaction
Trigger warnings: bullying, physical violence. (let me know if i forgot something)
Category: fluff, slight angst.
A/N: thank you so much for this request! I hope you like it. The daughter sounds a bit older than 5, in my head sheâs in the early stages of elementary school. Let me know what you think about it! Iâd be glad to receive some feedback. (Btw I hurt my own feelings writing this, you canât even imagine...)
You were in your office, a typical Tuesday afternoon until you heard your office phone ring once more. You held up your finger to make your client pause what they were saying, you picked up the phone only to hang up.
âI apologise for the inconvenience. Now where were we ?â you said trying to get your client comfortable again despite the ringing. As she was about to speak up again, your cellphone rang, Spencerâs name lit up your screen and thatâs when you were starting to get concerned.
âIâm so sorry I have to get that.â You said exiting the office to take the call. You were happy to hear your significant otherâs voice nonetheless you knew he wouldnât normally call you during working hours.
âHi darling, is everything okay ?â
âNo, not really. The school called, thereâs an emergency.â he responded wrapping his scarf around his neck as he was making his way to the elevator.
âWhat happened ?â you asked getting more and more worried.
âShe punched a classmate in the face. Can you believe it ?!â he pressed the button 0 waving goodbye to his coworkers.
âWhat ? Our daughter? Jane ? Are you sure itâs not her evil twin ?â
âEviler twin you mean ? No offense, Y/n, but if she had one, Iâm pretty sure you would rememberâŚâ
âAlright, Iâll tell my secretary to cancel all my appointments for the day. Iâll meet you there.â
âLove you, bye.â
âLove you too.â You answered before hanging up. You made it a little bit of a rule to yourself to never say âgoodbyeâ to him because you thought that if you did it may increase the chances of you never seeing him again. You knew it was a bit silly but with all those times he was close to death, youâd believe in any superstition if that meant he would get home safe.
After taking care of your client and letting your secretary handle the rest, you hurried out of your office to drive to your daughterâs elementary school.
You pushed the interphone button, once you were allowed entrance you walked to the principalâs office. You softly knocked, when the door opened it showed Spencer sitting in a chair right across the desk, next to it was an empty chair meant for you.
âIâm sorry, I came as I soon as I could.â you apologized.
âWell, I assume youâre Janeâs mother. Itâs nice to meet you. Iâm Principal Walker.â he greeted shaking your hand. As you sat down, Spencer gave you his best polite white smile.
âDo you know what youâre here for ?â he inquired.
âYou said our daughter was involved in a conflict with a student...â you answered.
âYour daughter punched a student in the face.â He said bluntly.
âRightâŚâ
âAre you sure itâs Jane ?â Spencer asked still struggling to believe it.
âWait until you see her knuckles...â
Spencer put his face in his hands in defeat, you rubbed his shoulder to bring him comfort.
âWhat happened exactly ?â you asked.
âWell, it was during the 10AM break. Jane went out to play with her classmates when a boy started arguing with her. Next thing we hear is a scream, the boy is on the floor crying.â
You and Spencer both looked at each other with an immense look of stupor.
âThe boy, did he bully her ?â Spencer asked trying to find some innocence in the sweet child of his.
âNot that we know of.â answered the principal.
âIs he okay though ?â you questioned.
âYes, just a minor injury. He went back home.â
You nodded, âSo what happens next ?â
âWe are giving her a warning but the next time something like this happens there will be harsher consequences than a simple punishment. Understood ?â
âYes. we understand. Thank you for your time, sir.â you said as you rose up from your chair. Spencer and you both exited the room finding your daughter in the waiting lounge looking guilty as ever. You saw Spencerâs face look puzzled and hostile. To torture your daughter with even more guilt you told her to ride back home with her dad which she did not love but couldnât protest.
Spencer hardly spoke to Jane the entire drive. He was dry, so much it looked like he ignored her. Jane was desperate to get him to talk to her.
âPlease, dad. Donât be mad at me!â she exclaimed.
âIâm not mad, Iâm disappointed.â those words he pronounced cut like a knife. You knew that by seeing her dadâs reaction she would become aware of the gravity of her actions. And he actually wasnât mad, at least not until he saw her pouting face. He loved her too much to be angry.
âOkay but can you just talk to me!â she whined.
âOh we will, back home with your mom.â
That car ride lasted longer for Jane than usual. No music, no anecdotes nor laughs, just plain silence and introspection while gazing at the landscape.
Your house was in the suburbs near a forest, Spencer had all sorts of scientific arguments as to why living near nature was beneficial but you just loved the paysage before your eyes when taking your morning coffee. The location was perfect; in nature which means less pollution, noise and lower criminal rates yet a short car ride from the city which was full of cultural spots and with high quality education.
Jane tried to run up the stairs in hope to avoid her parentsâ correction but was interrupted by your strict toned voice; âNot so fast, young lady.â
She shut her eyes stopping dead in her tracks, she lifted her stuffed animal and said to it âIt was nice knowing you, fluffy.â She then turned around and sat on the couch.
Spencer was pacing around, âWhy did you do it ?â He asked his daughter his voice slightly higher than before. She started melting in tears which truly pained him. You walked up to her, as you were sat on the couch next to her you started stroking her arm and drying her tears.
âItâs okay. Weâre just trying to understand why you did that. Thereâs no way you wouldâve done it without a reason.â you told her.
âJeremy kept making fun of meâŚâ she struggled to get out whimpering.
âHow long has he been making fun of you ?â Spencer asked.
âSince Valentineâs day when everyone was exchanging cards but my box was empty.â You glanced at Spencer in shock of how long you hadnât known your daughter was getting bullied, silently suffering.
âHoney, Iâm so sorry you had to go through this.â you reassured her kissing her cheek and running your hands through her hair. âBut what happened exactly that made you punch him ?â
âHe made fun of dad, he wouldnât believe he was in the FBI.â She answered tilting her head up. âI asked him to stop but he wouldnât so I defended myself.â she affirmed seeming not so guilty anymore. You unwrapped your arms from her giving her a frown.
âThatâs not how you deal with problems.â Spencer said sitting on the low table across the couch.
âYeah, you couldâve talked to us first but you didnât even try. You know you can tell us everything ?â You backed him up.
âI know but I thought I could deal with this problem on my own. You guys always seem so good at it. And I want to be just like you when I grow up.â
You glanced at Spencer both slightly smiling at each other.
âIf thereâs one thing I learned from my job at the FBI is that violence is never the answer. Itâs only justifiable if itâs legitimate defence; when you life is in danger.â
âDad, do you still love me ?â she asked watching her feet swinging on the edge of the couch.
âOf course, I love you. I always will, no matter what.â he responded taking hold of her hand. âOkay?â She nodded. She didnât seem to understand that punching someone is wrong. You needed to have a talk with Spencer;
âNow go to your room and do your homework, weâll talk punishment tomorrow morning.â You said.
âBut-â she protested.
âNo buts, go to your room.â You ordered.
You joined Spencer on the couch, he looked completely defeated. âHey, are you alright ?â You asked him while taking a seat next to him. âYes.â He answered a bit too quickly. âI meanâŚNoâŚNot really.â You knew exactly why he was feeling like this. âItâs not your fault, Spence.â you reassured him playing with his hair.
âThis whole timeâŚAnd I didnât know she was struggling. What kind of father am I ?â
âI come home every night and I didnât know about this. Itâs not because of your job, itâs not because of us. Iâm blaming the school, here. Theyâre the ones who are supposed to prevent bullying from happening.â
He rummaged his hair with his hands whilst his elbows rested on his knees.
âPlus itâs a good sign, she doesnât get along with kids her ageâŚâ you said slightly smirking.
âHow?!â Spencer asks slightly irritated due to his public middle school flashbacks.
âItâs a sign of high intellectual potential. Her emotional age is too advanced for kids her age to understand, they tend to be too insensitive for her. She believes animals and inanimate objects have emotions and that they are intelligent. She talks to her stuffed animal like itâs a pet. She took the pepperonis out of her pizza! Also she has an enormous amount of creativity and sheâs highly sensitive to her surroundings. Have you seen how she profiled your every move and suddenly her emotions followed ? Just like you sheâs protective of the ones she loves. She only punched that kid because he wasnât exactly talking highly of youâŚâ
âSo youâre sayingâŚâ
âOur daughter could be a genius.â
âAs mother as daughter.â he complimented with a smirk.
âOh come on we know whoâs the genius here!â you said slapping his shoulder playfully.
You both chuckled. You kept talking for at least half an hour to come up with a plan you both agreed to. Itâs not good for a child to watch their parents disagree.
~slight time lapse~
An hour after dinner, you went up to your daughterâs bedroom as it was her bedtime. You leaned on the door frame admiring Spencer, sat next to Jane on her bed, reading a story to her about conflict to teach her what to do in the type of situations she got in. He learned that from you since you were a psychologist. He admired how resourceful and clever you were. He couldnât be more proud to have you as his significant other and the mother of his child. Your foot made a cracking noise on the hard wood floor which caught Jane attention.
âMommy! Come!â she exclaimed shaking her little hands.
âWhatâs up?â you ask sitting next to the bed.
âMe and dad were reading this book you got me and now i understand. Iâm sorry for not coming to you first. I just didnât like what they said about dad.â
âHoney, it doesnât matter what people think of you. Seeking validation from people can be so unhealthy. If you keep bottling up your emotions youâre going to explode like a bomb and thatâs no good.â
âCan you forgive me, mommy ?â
âOf course. Youâre still growing, as long as you learn from your mistakes Iâm confident youâre going to be alright.â You answered squeezing her hand. Spencer watched in awe, it reminded him how in love with you he is.
âYes, please donât ever do that again!â he said a bit too quickly with a high pitched voice that made you all burst in laughter.
âAlright, you should get some sleep.â you told her giving her a kiss on the cheek and tucking her in; âGood night, my love.â
Spencer kissed her temple and set aside the little book he was reading to her wishing her good night as well. You walked out switching the lights off. As you walked down the stairs you asked Spencer to stop in his tracks pointing your finger up; Jane was talking to her stuffed animal. You both had to muffle your laughs. The future looked bright.
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you belong with me (d.m one shot!)
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you belong with me + fred or draco ( u choose im not picky at all !! ) ur writing is amazing btw <3
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PROMPT: based on you belong with me by taylor swift (an installment of my taylor swift x harry potter series. to read more about it, click here) Draco doesnât know how to express his feelings.
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you belong with me (d.m one shot)
You and Draco have a complicated relationship, to say the least. Most days you were at each otherâs throats ready to tease each other until one left the room or turned an embarrassing shade of red. Heâd reply to your words with a rude remark- which you learned not to take to heart- that leaves you in a fit of laughter because you knew he never really meant it.Â
It started out in your first year, when you would try to talk to him, as best as your 11-year old half-blood self could. When you were sorted into Hufflepuff and were placed in the same class as the Slytherins for Defense Against the Dark Arts. You were partnered up with young Draco, who wore a frown on his face when he was separated from his friends in the class.Â
You stared at the boy, taking in his appearance. You grew up in the Muggle world, only learning about the Wizarding world in small bits through your fatherâs stories. You tapped his shoulder, âHi, Iâm Y/N Y/L/N.â
Draco furrowed his eyebrows, looking up and down from your face to your outstretched hand. Reluctantly, he shook your hand, âDraco Malfoy.âÂ
You grinned at him, scooting over to get closer to him. âYou look like a barbie doll.âÂ
âA what?â he asked, looking at you with a grimace. He moved his chair to create more distance between you two, completely defeating the purpose of your move, âWhat the hell is a barbie doll?âÂ
âYou guys donât have barbies here?âÂ
âIf it's something from the Muggle world, then no.â Draco scoffed, opening his book to the correct page. âAnything from the Muggle world is inferior to the Wizarding world.âÂ
âI donât know,â you replied, oblivious to his obvious jab. âI will say I miss pens and pencils because these quills are just ancient.âÂ
Draco didnât talk to you for the rest of the class period, just sneaking side glances at you as you struggled to write with your quill. He rolled his eyes at your cluelessness with all things Wizards and wondered how on earth you got accepted to Hogwarts. I already hate this bloody school, he thought.Â
Over the years, you found yourself creating a bond with Draco. Despite his terrible people skills, you seemed to be patient with him, not really taking offense to his words. You would laugh and say something kind to him, throwing him completely off balance. Draco didnât mean to be rude, you see, he just didnât know how to talk to people. So he acted like a little boy on the playgrounds, pulling the pigtails of the girl he thought was very pretty.Â
Then one day, you returned to Hogwarts and puberty hit you like a truck. Draco almost didnât recognize you. You walked into the Great Hall, yellow tie proudly around your neck, with your fellow Hufflepuffs. You threw your head back laughing at something Cedric said and having to take a moment before you could say something back.
Draco noticed that your hair grew longer and your features matured over the summer. Your lips were more plump and you sported a natural blush on your cheeks. He gulped, ignoring the banter of Crabbe and Goyle to his left as he watched you take a seat beside Cedric. You noticed his eyes and sent a smile his way, causing the boy to look down at his plate, embarrassed that he was caught staring at you.Â
Cedric looked at what got your attention and let out a chuckle to see a flustered Draco, âThat boy is so smitten with you, you know that, Y/N? Itâs quite funny actually.â
You grinned at Cedric, âHowâs that funny?â
âBecause heâs crushing on you like a little school girl and itâs funny to see it not returned.â
âWho said I donât return the feelings?â
He raised an eyebrow at your question, âDo you?â
âMaybe.âÂ
Draco was both irritated and relieved that he didnât have classes with you this year. To say that he forgot how to speak when you passed by him, was an understatement. Every time he saw you even walk in his general direction, he would turn around and walk the other way. He didnât know why but he did. You made him nervous all of a sudden and he didnât like it one bit. As much as he hated to admit it, he missed your banters. His days seemed very uneventful without them.Â
He was walking towards the courtyard when he felt someone grab his forearm, pulling him towards a secluded part of the castle. Dracoâs eyes widened when he realized it was you, angrily huffing as you stopped behind a pillar. You let go of his arm and crossed your arms over your chest. He was mentally debating if he should just run now. Surely you wouldnât run after him, right?Â
As if reading his mind, you glared at him, jabbing your index finger in his chest. âDonât even think of running, Malfoy.âÂ
He gulped, nodding slowly, âO-okay..â
Once you saw his demeanor, you cleared your throat, realizing youâre probably scaring him. You frowned, âWhy are you ignoring me?â
âWhat?â he asked, acting clueless but he knew he was ignoring you. He rubbed the back of his neck with his hand, nervously looking everywhere but your face in front of him. Merlin, you were prettier up close. âI donât know what youâre talking about, Y/L/N.âÂ
âDonât be daft, Malfoy,â you rolled your eyes. âIâve known you long enough to know when youâre avoiding somebody. Remember when you got Pansy in trouble and she swore she would hex you the next time she saw you? She was so furious that you were absolutely sure that she would so you would hide from her. The same way youâre hiding from me now. So what gives, Malfoy?â
Panicked, he said the only thing he could think of, âIâm not avoiding you. Did you ever stop and think that maybe because we donât have classes together anymore, that means I no longer have to talk to you?âÂ
âOh.â You blinked. You swallowed down any feeling of sadness as his words marinated in your head. You looked down, hiding the stray tear that slipped from your eye from the boy in front of you. You wiped it away hastily, clearing your throat before looking up. âI-Iâm sorry. I thought we were past being just classmates⌠I mustâve misunderstood, then.â
His face dropped, leaning over to touch your shoulder, âY/N-â
âNo,â you interrupted, giving him a sad smile before backing away. âSilly me, thinking that we were friends. Youâre Draco Malfoy, youâre too cool to have friends. Iâll leave you be now. Sorry for the inconvenience.âÂ
Before he could tell you just how wrong you were, you already disappeared from his vicinity. You walked away, hurriedly, down the corridor, ignoring the sound of Dracoâs voice calling after you. Draco groaned, punching the side of the pillar in annoyance. Why canât he just be nice for once?
You and Draco avoided each other pretty much entirely after that day. You were too ashamed to face him and Draco was too nervous and scared to come up to you and apologize. You just felt stupid thinking that something was brewing between the two of you. It wasnât until Cedric dragged you to a Slytherin party- for Merlin knows what- that you and Draco were forced to cross paths again. You huffed as Cedric rolled his eyes and grabbed your hand to lead you to the Slytherin common room.Â
âI donât understand why I have to go with you.âÂ
Cedric looked over at you, irritated by your attitude, âY/N, you need to have fun. Loosen up a bit!â
âHmph,â you groaned, following him anyway. He mumbled greetings to Slytherins that you passed by, not letting go of your hand. Cedric was one of your closest friends, this affection between the two of you was normal. It didnât mean anything but a sign of your friendship. âI am very much a fun person.âÂ
âI didnât say you werenât,â he stopped in front of the drinks, letting go of your hand to make the two of you some drinks. He mixed in random liquids, making you grimace because he was never good at proportions and you knew this drink would be horrid, before handing it to you. âIâm just saying you need to have fun.âÂ
Reluctantly, you chugged your drink, coughing after it burned your throat. You were indeed correct- the drink was terrible. âI hate you, Diggory.âÂ
Chuckling, he sent you a wink, âI loveee you, Y/L/N.âÂ
You wanted to say something back but Cedric suddenly stumbled over. Luckily, he caught his balance before he fell face first on the Common Room floor. Draco bumped into him, glaring at the Hufflepuff as he made his way to the group of Slytherins on the other side of the room. When he looked up to meet your eyes, his expression changed. His face became blank, eyes ghosting over your face. Draco gave you a small smile that vanished just as quickly as it came. He turned his back and returned to acting like you didnât exist.Â
Cedric snapped his fingers in front of your face, trying to get you out of your trance. You blinked a few times, now focused on your friend who had a shit-eating smirk on his face. You hissed, âWhat now, Diggory?â
âSeems like Malfoyâs jealous,â he sang, laughing behind his cup. âI would love to push his buttons and see him completely blow up at this party.â
âDonât be ridiculous,â you sighed, stealing his cup and drinking the rest of his disgusting liquid. You grimaced, why did I do that? You continued, âAnd besides, how would we make him jealous?â
âLike this,â he started. Then, he leaned in your ear, dangerously close to your skin. In a breathy voice, he said, âPretend I said something funny.âÂ
You giggled at his antics, thinking of how ridiculous your friend was being. But when you shot a look at where Draco stood, you began to reconsider your original opinion. He was standing there, uninterested by the story Blaise was telling him from beside him. Dracoâs nostrils were flared and the cup he was holding was starting to lose its shape with how tightly he was gripping it. He didnât even bother looking away when you cocked your head to the side to look at him.Â
You thought he wouldâve done something to get your attention but for the rest of the night, Draco kept his distance. After a while, Cedric gave up, shooting you an apologetic look that his plan didnât work out. In fact, Cedric left you at the party a few minutes after Cho showed up. He said he was getting tired and was going to head up, but the two werenât necessarily discreet when Cho left five minutes before Cedric did. You sent a wink his way and began to finish your drink, realizing that there was now no reason for you to stay.Â
With a sigh, you tossed your cup into the bin and began to get ready to leave. Draco watched with a panic as you retreated to the exit. He chewed nervously on his bottom lip, unsure of what to do. He watched you disappear into the darkness and slumped his shoulders.Â
âRun after her, idiot.â Blaise chuckled beside him. âAnd hurry up, Iâm tired of you sulking.âÂ
âWhat?âÂ
âGo on, Draco,â Blaise simply rolled his eyes and ushered his friend out of the Common Room. âYouâve been staring at her the entire night. I reckon you donât even know what Iâve been saying all this time.â
Finally coming to his senses, Draco ran after you, getting a hold of your shoulder to pull you towards him. You looked at him, confused as to why he was out of breath and standing there like a deer caught in headlights. He stared at your face, taking in your beauty. He wanted nothing else but to tuck that strand of hair behind your ear or kiss your lips that seemed to be glistening under the glow of the lights in the corridor.Â
âDraco?â you asked, removing his hand from your shoulder. You crossed your arms over your chest, trying to seem defensive, but in reality, you just missed him. âWhat do you want?âÂ
Draco gulped, not realizing that he now has to actually talk to you. He didnât think heâd get this far. He blushed, gaze averting to the empty hallway behind you. He took his bottom lip between his teeth, a sheepish smile on his face. You leaned forward a bit as if saying, âWell get on with it.â Draco sighed, closing his eyes for a moment, trying to find the right words to say. Without thinking, he blurted out, âAre you dating Diggory?â
âWhat?â
He grimaced, mentally face-palming. That was not what he wanted to say. He groaned, âI mean-â
âYouâre a git, you know that?â you hissed, shoving him a bit. âYou tell me that weâre not friends and make me feel so bloody stupid then all of a sudden, after not talking to me for weeks, may I add, you think you have the right to ask me about my dating life? You-â you paused, taking in a breath. âYou-Draco Malfoy- have no right to ask me anything.âÂ
He stood there, unable to say anything back. What could he even say? What you said was valid, you had a reason to be upset with him. He has been such an arse to you and for no good reason! Draco knew he was just being stupid.Â
You rolled your eyes and walked away, assuming that Draco wasnât going to say anything else. You scoffed loudly, shooting him a glare as you turned to leave the boy alone in his loneliness.Â
Draco called out for you again, âY/N-â
âOh and for the record-â you turned around to face him again, but not daring to walk closer to him. âNot that itâs any of your business but me and Cedric are just friends. Heâs not the guy I fancy.âÂ
âY/N! Merlin, please stop walking away! How do you walk so bloody fast?â Draco jogged towards you again, this time stopping in front of you to prevent you from moving any further. You still wore the same scowl on your face and he couldnât help but stop and think about how cute you look. He chuckled, eyes lighting up when he saw your lips quirk up to a small smile before it vanished. âI didnât mean to ask about Cedric. Quite frankly, I donât care about your relationship, or erm, non-relationship with him. Well, I do b-â
Both of your eyebrows raised in amusement at the boyâs blabbering, âWhy would you care about my non-relationship with Cedric?âÂ
âI just said I donât, Y/L/N,â he blushed, rubbing the back of his neck. He looked up at you, growing more flustered once he saw the smirk on your face. âOkay, yes, I do care but listen⌠Blimey, how do I say this? I just, Y/N, I-â
âSpit it out, Malfoy.â
âYoubelongwithme.â Draco spoke quickly, almost making you miss what he said.
Mouth agape, you asked, âCome again?â
He sighed, âYou belong with me. I fancy you. A lot actually. Thatâs why I avoided you all this time. I just⌠I donât know, you know? Iâve never really fancied anyone before. I donât know what Iâm supposed to do.â
âNot run away from them,â you teased, laughing lightly at his cluelessness.Â
âAlright now, no need to laugh,â he mumbled. âItâs already embarrassing enough confessing my feelings to the girl I fancy but for her to laugh at me is something else.â
âIâm laughing because youâre cute, Malfoy,â you hummed, reaching up to touch his cheek. âBut run away from me again and Iâll hex you into oblivion.âÂ
Draco couldnât do anything else but nod as your scent filled his senses. You were slowly inching closer to him, breath tickling his lips. He visibly gulped, snaking his hands around your waist to pull your body closer to his. His nose nudged yours, âPromise I wonât.â
âGood,â you whispered, eyes flickering up to meet his own and then looked down at his lips. His tongue darted out, wetting his lips. You pushed your lips together, sighing in content as he groaned into your mouth. His lips moved with yours in sync. Both of you were too caught up in the feeling that you didnât hear the footsteps coming closer to the both of you.Â
Someone cleared their throat, making you two jump away from each other, fearing that it was one of the professors. You shook your head, burying your head into Dracoâs chest when you realized who it was. Draco wrapped an arm around you, smiling down at your retreated figure.Â
Cedric chuckled before walking away, âTold you we could make him jealous.âÂ
Draco nudged you, âYou were trying to make me jealous?â
Now it was your turn to be embarrassed. To silence him, you pressed your lips to his again, âShut up.âÂ
âGladly,â he muttered, kissing you deeply.
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lesbiansandgayssupporttheminers is racist; she thinks she understands racism better than poc, stands by racists, and attacks poc for trying to speak to her about racism
Tw: racism, rape mention, incest mention. also possible transphobiaÂ
For the full story, you first need a bit of background: if youâve been following me for a while then you will be aware I have called out @ayeforscotlandâs racism several times. I would recommend reading this post for a full explanation.
In addition to the incidences mentioned in the post I have just linked, ayeforscotland has also had interactions with neo @androidgynes who is Romani and another person who is black (but didnât want to be named) and theyâve both also called him out for his racism.
Anyway so. @androidgynesâ saw that lesbiansandgayssupporttheminers was reblogging from ayeforscotland, and that the op of the post was @/getpoliticaluk (who defends incest). Androidgynes messaged lesbiansandgayssupporttheminers (who I will from now refer to as lagstm) and informed her that ayeforscotland is racist and getpoliticaluk defends incest - the conversation that followed went like this. (the below screenshots are posted with permission from @androidgynesâ)
The post that neo (@androidgynes) linked of mine was this. And I mean... clearly that particular post by ayeforscotland was very racist, he literally just sat there laughing about anti-black racism as if it was a joke. When @mangopickledâ tried to speak to him about how offensive this post was, he removed her comments from the notes of the post (like. to be clear: ayeforscotland, a WHITE MAN, made a post about racism, and then removed a WOMAN OF COLOURâS commentary from that post when she told him that his comments were inappropriate). When I saw that, I called that out, and he blocked me. Thereâs many levels to his racism here that I donât have the energy to explain, and if you donât understand why itâs so problematic then you should probably stop reading here cos you clearly know nothing and probably care even less about anti-racism.
So on that particular post that neo linked to lagstm, there is ayeforscotland being racist, and 2 woc calling out his racism. And yet on having this post shown to her, this is how she chose to respond
lagstm literally says that she thinks my views on racism lack nuance. I am a woman of colour, I am visibly muslim, and Iâve experienced racism pretty much all my life. And here is a white woman saying that she thinks my views on racism âlack nuanceâ. I,, I genuinely donât have words to convey how angry this makes me. Literally who does she even think she is. Not even is it racist to dismiss my literal LIVED experience of being a woman of colour in this country, but she is literally saying âlook at these stupid brown folk, they donât know what theyâre talking about cos theyâre so stupid :)â
neo points out firstly that as a white person lagstm doesnât have the right to make that call, and also that there is ofc another woc on that post saying that exact same thing, and androidgynes themselves are roma. lagstm is not just dismissing me as a stupid savage who is too stupid to form complex thoughts, but she is also indirectly saying the same thing about 2 other poc, and saying that her judgement, as a white person, is more sound than all of ours.
Itâs also worth mentioning that neo, who is Romani, was polite to lagstm during this exchange, and lagstm was rude and dismissive. I find this deeply hypocritical. Lagstm has been talking a lot about the policing bill and how it will affect GRT communities, but when sheâs talking to someone who is actually *from* the Roma community, she is dismissive and condescending. All this shows is that sheâs fake AF. She pretends to care about the Roma community on her blog and then speaks down to them in private.
And again this is worth repeating: AYEFORSCOTLAND WAS BEING RACIST ON THAT POST. IT WAS RACIST. WHAT HE SAID WAS RACIST. So lagstm isnât just ignoring 3 poc, she is also ignoring,,,, you know,,, the actual racism,,,
And she also says ayeforscotland is borderline racist? Like she acknowledges ayeforscotland is borderline racist but sheâs still happy to follow him? Like that alone would be enough for me actually
neo then blocked lagstm and messaged me and told me what happened, and showed me the above screenshots - btw prior to this neo and I had never interacted. Anyway I was obviously a bit disgusted but instead of going straight to blocking lagstm or making a callout post straight away, I messaged her to explain herself and take back what she said. That is now two poc who tried to resolve the matter privately - clearly a lot more than lagstm ever deserved. Androidgynes messaged me last Friday, and I messaged lagstm the next day on Saturday
My convo with lagstm went as follows:
So you can see that initially she was apologetic and said she âdidnât mean to imply that that my judgement on racism was flawedâ (even tho thatâs literally what she said) and defended herself by saying âI react poorly in interactions like thisâ - genuinely not a defence but whatever. She then proceeded to say that what she doesnât trust my opinion on is Scotland and Ireland - which completely irrelevant. Firstly I am ambivalent to Scottish nationalism and have always said I donât know much about it, and I support the reunification of Ireland. And secondly, my issue with aye has got literally nothing to do with Scotland or Scottish nationalism; he is racist all on his own. And the post neo linked was barely even about scottish nationalism, it was just him being anti-black. So lagstm saying âI donât trust your judgement on Scotland and Irelandâ is ridiculous considering that Scottish/Irish nationalism have nothing to do with this.
Like akjfbkjdfbs this is actually so ridiculous. It doensât make any sense. Lagstm clearly says âI donât trust pakisstaniâs judgement on THIS issue [the issue being racism] and her views on THIS issue [the issue being racism] lack nuanceâ but now turns around and says âI wasnât talking about racism, I was talking about Scotland/Irelandâ like she must really think Iâm dumb
And you can see Lagstm bringing up unrelated hypothetical scenarios, and saying âin this situation, you canât tell me to defer to pocâ which i found ??? Like why are you bringing up scenarios in which you think you are allowed to educate us poor and stupid black and brown folk?? I then told her she was straw-manning and that her points about Ireland/Scotland were ridiculous, but then she claimed it was me that was engaging her in bad faith. Like SHE, the white woman who practically said that I am too stupid to understand racism, and when confronted on it started straw-manning and bringing up unrelated scenarios, said I am not engaging her in good faith. AFTER both neo and I tried to speak to her privately about this. Like I tried to speak to her privately AFTER I FOUND OUT SHE HAD SAID RACIST THINGS ABOUT ME. BUT IâM NOT ENGAGING HER IN GOOD FAITH? LMAOOO
And then the accusation about rape threats which is actually the most disgusting part of this entire thing. I shouldnât have to explain that accusing 2 poc of conspiring to send her rape threats (without any evidence whatsoever. Frankly I think sheâs lying about the rape threats đ¤ˇđ˝ââď¸ itâs quite a transparent attempt to distract from her own nasty behaviour and deflect onto us) is actually extremely racist. She is invoking her white fragility and painting me and androidgynes as aggressors who are threatening her safety and inflicting/threatening to inflict sexual violence on her. It is beyond disgusting đ¤Ž
Whatâs more, neo is trans, so when lagstm is baselessly accusing them of issues related to rape, she is also playing up to transphobic tropes.
One more thing worth mentioning is that there are several lies peppered throughout lagstmâs comments. Firstly when she claimed to have briefly unfollowed me - she didnât actually. I was checking regularly, and she never unfollowed me. This was a small lie that I picked up on striaght away but because it wasnât relevant I didnât say anything about it. But I just think itâs interesting that she would lie for no reason. And another lie - feigning ignorance about ayeforscotlandâs racism, and actually even asking for receipts is incredibly disingenuous when on this particular post, if you scroll through the notes, you can see she has literally liked it. Like she had already seen the posts where me and mangopickled called out his racism and literally LIKED it, and when neo says to lagstm that aye is racist, lagstm says âreceipts please :)â YOUâVE ALREADY SEEN THEM! AND LIKED THEM! screenshot in case she unlikes it (sorry for including dumb comments by dumb scots but i need to prove itâs the same post so):
LASTLY. Last point I swear. When lagstm said âit was also coloured by the statements theyâd made about another tumblr user, which didnât relate to racism, which I didnât address with them because I didnât want to upset themâ <- she must mean getpoliticaluk defending incest? So like what is lagstm saying here, she didnât want to bring up that she also herself defends incest?? Like is she tryna say sheâs a pro-shipping freak?????????????????????? What other way is there to read that statment
Okay thatâs everything.
Iâm not interested in discourse on this post - if you are white and think lagstm isnât racist or youâre inclined to defend her then save your breath, I donât need white people telling me what is or isnât racist. I gave her the chance to defend herself, which is way more than she deserves, and this is how she responds. Her actions and indefensible and she can choke âşď¸â¤ď¸Â I will be unfollowing/blocking anyone I see reblogging from her because I deserve better than to follow people who are ok with racists â¤ď¸Â
#lesbiansandgayssupporttheminers#uk politics#<- tagging this so all of you can see what kind of person you're reblogging âşď¸â¤ď¸#ayeforscotland
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Tried cooking curry for the first time. Almost caused a fire :( On the bright side, a friend of mine was over and saved my damsel in distress ass. My cooking ego has been cracked and out pours my hopes and dreams, a burnt omelette in the end. Sorry for being inactive, sometimes it seems I canât even get out of bed for anything. i even forgot to attend an internship fair at my collegeâŚthough it was optional so no biggie. How are ya??
Oh no you poor thing!!! Hooray for friend saving the day. (o: I cook a little bit, so if you need some pointers I'd be happy to offer some. How... did you almost cause a fire with curry, if you don't mind me asking? I remember I burnt some veggie burgers once, that was my worse offense. Oh, and another time I was using a baking tray lined with paper, and it touched the element of the oven and caught on fire. Thankfully I noticed. That was also a vegan schnitzel, funnily enough. I haven't burnt any meat yet.
Were you browning the meat or something for a curry? When I make curry I usually use leftover meat. I do a pot roast in my Le Creuset pot (I used my Best Mate's mother's when I lived at her place, but it was the one thing I invested in when I moved out; you can get them secondhand!) and then I save the stock from that as well as the leftovers, so that's the base for the curry. Although it depends what sort of curry you're making as well, because it can mean a lot of different things. I like Persian curries.
Your culinary career is not at all over yet, trust me. Also if you're in dorms (I don't understand American dorms... they sound dreadful) I imagine it's really hard to cook in. Don't be disheartened, cooking is like any other skill and can be learnt. I'm not the best but I know a lot of basics now.
And whoops about that internship fair! Oh well, you figure those things out in your first year. I'm sorry to hear you're having difficulty getting out of bed, I know how that feels. It's really hard. You should be kind to yourself. <3 I usually try to do at least one thing I can do a day when I'm stuck like that, even really small stuff.
I'm ok thanks. Working on the next chapter. Having similar difficulties with trying to do stuff. Such is life, etc.
Don't apologise for being inactive btw, as long as you're doing alright that's what matters! I've made a few posts you might like to look at though. (o: Take care! <3
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Hi can I get a rafe imagine where theyâre dating but the reader loves the pouges and she has like a protection spell especially on Pope and she finds out what he did to him at the golf course w topper and reader ignores him or makes him jealousw JJ as punishment tysm this my first time requesting one so I hope thatâs not too much aha
A/N: I changed some things to make it more intense and angsty, hope you like it either way. (Sorry for taking so long, btw)
Best Friend - Rafe Cameron
Words: 3.700+ words
Type: Angst & Fluff
Summary: (Whatâs in the request)
Warnings: English is not my first language, sorry if I misspell something. Swearing, maybe? Fem!Reader.
A/N: Gifâs not mine :)
You swipe clean the wooden tables while listening to Kiaraâs conversation with JJ, silently.
âY/N, can you give this to the table in the corner please?â Kiaraâs dad, Mike, says to you.
âOf course,â You say with a smile.
You discard your wet cloth and wash your hands quickly before grabbing the plate of food and taking it to, who you believe are, some tourists.
They thank you as you place the plate down and as you walked away, both of them started eating their appetizer.
Your phone vibrates on your back pocket and you check it quickly, a text from your boyfriend, Rafe, wishing you a good morning. You smile down at the screen and answer him quickly before Mike could notice, but Rafe is quick to ask something else: if youâre going to the party tonight.
âWhat did I say about phones, missy?â Mike says, making you look up at him and apologize, smiling at his fake-angry expression.
âSorryâ
You send a quick âidkâ to Rafe and shove the phone back in your pocket.
âIâll see you later, Y/N,â Pope says while walking out with JJ.
âBye, have a nice day at work,â You tell him, and he smiles at you while waving at you and walking out.
If you had to choose, Pope is definitely one of your favorites guys in Kieâs whole friend group. No offense to JJ and John B, but you always found Pope so cute and innocent. Heâll always be your favorite.
And thatâs probably something that Rafe does not like. Even when dating a Pogue (you), Rafe wants you to stay away from that crowd and hang out with him and his kook friends.
As if his crowd is any better.
Kie walks behind the counter as well and gives you a small smile when noticing that you spaced out. You smile back while slightly shaking your head and turn your attention back to the plates.
(âŚ)
Itâs been some hours, and your shift is finally done. Itâs almost time to have dinner and youâre exhausted. How are you supposed to go to a party?
You say a small âgoodbyeâ to Kie and her parents before walking out.
As you were scrolling through your phone and walking down the small makeshift wooden bridge, you see John B walking back to the restaurant with a frown and a glare.
âHey, whatâs wrong?â You ask him once noticing.
âWhat, are you going to act like you donât already know?â John B asks you with an angry tone while scoffing at your concern.
âKnow about what?â
âAbout what happened to Popeâ
You look at him confused. Wasnât Pope supposed to be working until now?
âYou really donât know, do you?â John B asks and you shake your head, ignoring the texts that youâre receiving from Rafe. âPope got jumped when he was delivering groceries in Figure 8â
Your eyes widen in shock right as those words came out of his mouth.
âBy who?â
âRafe and Topper at the golf courseâ John B says, and you start to understand his anger towards you.
Your boyfriend did this to one of your best friends.
âHow bad is it?â
âPretty bad,â John B says while nodding and looking down at the flooring beneath you, âPope is at his house, in case you want to see himâ
âYeah,â You say while sighing in disbelief, âIâll go over to his, thenâ
John B nods again and turns to walk out of this conversation and in the restaurant, probably, to tell Kie everything. You walk down the wooden path and get to your momâs borrowed car before driving to Popeâs house.
(âŚ)
After some time of hanging out with Pope at his house and trying to make him feel better, everyone from the friend group started to come inside to the house.
You ignored JJâs glare as he came in and you went over to the kitchen to make Popeâs favorite sandwich. And Kie comes in.
She sits next to Pope on the couch, taking a look at his bruised skin, but she doesnât say anything, she just looks.
You walk back and give Pope the sandwich, which got you a smile and a small âthank youâ from him. You smiled back slightly and sat on his other side.
âDid they say why they did this to you?â Kie asks, finally speaking.
âJust that I donât belong to that part of the islandâ Pope answers before taking a bite out of this sandwich.
You look down as you felt your blood boil. How could Rafe do this? And for what? Some sort of sick entertainment?
You want to call him and make him drive over here just to get screamed at, but you decide not to, for many reasons, but mostly because he has a big party tonight, that you were supposed to go with him. And to be honest, ditching him sounds way better than exploding at him. Especially when he doesnât know youâre doing it. Guess that that party will be very entertaining. Waiting for his partner the whole time. What a fun time!
JJ continues to send a glare towards you as you heard Kieâs way to change the subject with Pope, but she stops when noticing the blondeâs annoyance towards you.
âJesus Christ, JJ. Itâs not her fault that this happenedâ Kie says.
âOh really?â JJ asks with pure anger in his voice, âBecause sheâs the only one here that is dating a fucking Kook that surprisingly is the one that beat Pope into a pulpâ He says, using sarcasm.
âHow does that make me at fault here, exactly? Because I date a Kook, JJ? Screw you!â You say, not taking his annoyance anymore, âI might date Rafe that doesnât make me less of a friend to Pope or less of a human when it comes to knowing whatâs right or wrongâ
âDoesnât seem like itâ JJ says, âRafe has done so much fucked up shit and you still date him, maybe you donât know the right or wrong thingâ
âOh well, excuse you,â You say with a tone filled with sarcasm and annoyance, âDo you want me to dump him over text or call right now just so you can feel slightly better about yourself and what youâre saying? Because, surprise surprise, JJ! I know my boyfriend fucks up a lot, but fuck me if I want to have a conversation face to face with him when shit like this happensâ
âI still havenât seen you plan a conversation with himâ
âOh, shut up, JJ!â Kie says, defending you. âItâs not her fault, she doesnât control Rafe. He was the one that fucked up, so that means that he should be the one feeling like shit. So, stop trying to make Y/N feel that wayâ
JJ rolls his eyes at Kie but finally shuts up and leans back on the couch.
âIâm going outside for a bit,â You say in almost a whisper.
Pope and Kie look at you slightly concerned, and you walk around the coffee table to step outside to the warm night. When shutting the door behind you, you lean your head back on the cold wall, deep in thought.
(âŚ)
You tie the lace of the apron behind you when stepping into the restaurantâs open kitchen and you say a little âgood morningâ to Mike and the other co-workers.
âYou look tired, did you sleep well?â Mike asks you.
âNo, my neighborâs dog didnât shut up for a second, last nightâ You lie, making him smile a bit.
âThatâs roughâ He comments, making you say a little, âyeahâ.
You start by picking up the plates of many types of breakfast dishes and taking them to each table, trying your best into giving a smile to each customer.
You stayed up late last night because of everything that happened. You want to talk to Rafe about everything, but you just donât know how to. And also, the words that JJ gave you last night also didnât really help with trying to feel less pressured.
Rafe texted, called, left voicemails. Everything. And you ignored most of them, you read some and heard some of his drunk voicemails, in which he would act like he was sad because you dumped him but eventually, say that he loves you anyway.
So that didnât really help either.
Today is Kieâs off day at work, which means that youâll be extremely bored today, but hopefully, she will still have any kind of meal here.
After almost an hour of serving plates of food to many tourists and some locals, and grabbing back the plates, Kie and the guys walk in, ready to have their late breakfast.
Pope gives you a small hug when seeing you, while you are occupied with asking him how bad he feels today, in regards to how sore he is. Which you just got an âIâm fine. Better than everâ. Kie and the guys just gave you a small smile as they walked by you.
One of your co-workers goes to their table to ask what they feel like eating and you check if Mike needs you to take anything before you walk over to them.
You sit next Kie and she starts making conversation right away.
You laugh at her and she smiles, grabbing Popeâs and JJâs attention into the conversation. She continues whatever you two were talking about and you notice JJ looking at you.
You sign with your head as if you were asking him âwhat?â and he mouths a simple âIâm sorryâ.
You roll your eyes at him playfully and he smiles as he notices that you are playing around.
Kie continues talking, not even noticing what just happened from two sides of the table and just like that, the group is back to normal.
âY/Nâ Mike calls you and you get up, thinking that itâs time to serve more food, âSomeoneâs here for youâ
You freeze when your eyes meet Rafe and the guys stop talking behind you when noticing him.
You unwrap your apron from around your waist when close enough to the barstool, where Rafe is standing, and grab his wrist before pulling him with you to the outside of the restaurant.
âNo breaking my plants!â You hear Mike scream as you were walking out.
You two walk out and move over to the side, where the chairs are.
âWhat the fuck were you thinking, yesterday?â You ask him, catching Rafe in surprise.
âWhat are you talking about exactly? Because if weâre talking about the party, I was the one that got ignored the whole nightâ
âThatâs what youâre really worried about?â
âAbout you, out of nowhere, not texting me right after saying that you were getting off work, not answering calls or anything? Yes, Y/N, I was worried about thatâ
âDonât turn this around,â You say before Rafe was able to make you two start talking about how he was ignored, âBefore the party, around lunchtime, you did something, right?â
Rafe hears you and starts to think, really not remembering anything at first. UntilâŚ
âShit,â Rafe says before clenching his jaw.
âYeah, Rafe, exactly âshitââ You say, âWere you expecting me not to know any of this?â
He doesnât answer. And you stay silent for some time, letting the silence set in Rafeâs ears. When noticing that he isnât going to talk about anything else, you decide to talk.
âJust tell me why you did itâ You say while bringing your hands to your head in frustration, but he stays silent again, âYou donât have a reason, do you?â
âNoâ
You shake your head in disbelief and look away from him, not wanting to believe his words.
âSo, you just did this out of pure entertainment? Beat up my best friend when he was just workingâ You ask him, âDo you at least feel any remorse in what you did?â
âOf course, I do,â He says, and you scoff at his words, âI doâ
âYou couldnât even remember that this happened when I asked you, Rafeâ You say, âHow do you expect me to understand your side or even forgive you when you say and do shit like this?â
âBecause I did it without thinking. Your friends had been annoying me for some time now and I just, stupidly, explodedâ He says, and you shake your head again. âI know I shouldnât have done it. I know thatâ
âSeriously Rafe?â You admit, âYour friends also annoy the shit out of me, you know? With their stupid jokes and with their sexist comments. Everything. But youâve never seen me start arguments or even fight anyone! Why do you feel the need to start this shit every time?â
âI donât know,â He says, and you scoff again, âIâm serious, I donâtâ
You two stay silent. Rafe doesnât try to defend himself, he just stares at the wooden floor silently. You also arenât looking at him but at one of Mikeâs plants.
âWhat can I do for you to forgive me?â Rafe asks in a whisper, making you stare back at him and snap out of your thoughts.
âI donât know, Rafe,â You say, shrugging before looking away to the side. âBut you have to apologize to Pope. You know that, right?â
Rafe looks up at you, youâre not even looking at him, and that hurt him, in some way.
âYeah,â He says, nodding and looking down at his hands.
Silence is set between the two of you again and you look inside the restaurant, where you find the guys and Kie looking at you.
âShould I do it now?â Rafe asks and you shake your head.
âNot yet, everyone is still pissed, even if they donât show itâ You say before looking down at your shoes, getting a glimpse of his hands, which donât stop moving. âAny other day, just not today. Let this calm down for a bitâ
Rafe nods and you look over at him while silent.
âIâll see you around, Rafe,â You say before leaning forward and walking back in the restaurant, not letting him have time to respond.
As the door closes behind you, you grab your apron and tie it around your waist once more, ignoring your friendsâ eyes on you.
Once you start helping Mike with the plating, you notice Rafe finally getting up from his chair outside and walking away, back to his car.
(âŚ)
A week passed, you and Rafe havenât even texted each other since the altercation on the restaurant. But you both know that you are okay by talking to mutual friends that hang with both kooks and pogues. Theyâre useful in getting information on both parties.
Talking about parties, youâre in one right now. Itâs nothing too crazy, just a bonfire beach party. Itâs mostly chill. Just hanging out and meeting new people.
âJJ, be careful,â You say while laughing after he pushed you away playfully, âYou almost made me spill my drinkâ
âOoh, such a bad consequence of my actions,â He says while waving his arms around dramatically.
âShut up,â You say while rolling your eyes and also pushing him away by hitting him with your shoulder.
He laughs at your way to hit him and at the way you sip your drink, as far as possible from him, since last time you did it confidently, he just slapped your cup down out of hands and into the sand.
âJJ donât!â You say laughing, as he moves his hand closer to your drink.
âIâm not doing anything,â He says, smiling.
âThen why is your hand here?â You ask, still giggling.
âBecause Iâm protecting your face from the sunâ
âItâs 11pm, JJâ You remind him of the dark skies that are surrounding everyone.
Pope rolls his eyes at the two of you and then his eyes shift to someone further away.
You follow his gaze, curious and see Rafe, standing with some of his kook friends by the entrance of the beach, looking at you with a frown.
âWhat is he-â Pope starts to ask but JJ hits your cup out of your hands once again, catching you by surprise.
âAre you serious?â You ask him.
You glare at him and he laughs at your annoyed face, before getting up and offering you another drink as a way to make you forgive him.
âMaybe I should go talk to him,â You say to Pope after JJ walks away and he looks over at you.
âWhen was the last time you two talked?â He asks before sipping his non-alcoholic drink.
âLast week,â You say, and his eyes widen at your answer.
âOh, okay,â He says while nodding in shock, âMaybe itâs betterâ
You look down at your, now trashed, cup and spilled drink on the sand before almost forcing yourself into getting up and walking over to your boyfriend.
Once Rafe notices that youâre walking his way, heâs quick to end his conversation with Topper and Kelce. And once youâre close enough, every single one of his kook friends stare at you.
âCan we talk?â You ask him and he nods right away.
You two walk off to a more secluded area and Rafe decides to be the first one to talk once you are far enough.
âI know I still have to apologize to Popeâ He says right away and you shut your mouth to let him talk, âI just havenât done it because it never seemed right to walk over to your friends and ask to talk to him, especially when you were there. And when he was alone and working⌠Even worseâ
You stay silent while looking at him in the eyes as he continues to avoid looking at you for too long, and you decide to speak.
âDo you want me to get him?â I ask and he nods, âOkayâ
You step away from him and quickly walk over back to your friends. Both JJ and Pope look up at you once you stand next to their sitting selves.
âRafe wants to talk to you,â You tell Pope and he looks at you confused, âIâm seriousâ
âWhy?â He asks.
âYouâll see. Itâs nothing too badâ I tell him and both him and JJ get up, âOh. No, no, no. Youâre not going in thereâ You say while standing in front of JJ.
âWhy not? I canât let my boy go in the lion cage on his ownâ
âHeâll be fine, JJ,â You tell him, âIâll be close to themâ
JJ sits back down after taking a good look at your face, as if heâs trying to see if youâre lying, and you turn back to Pope, who was waiting for you.
You two walk side by side and when you two are close enough to Rafe, you let Pope walk alone to him and you stay back to let them talk in peace.
Youâre close enough to hear random words in random sentences but too far to understand anything.
Rafe looked slightly nervous, but nowhere close to how Pope looked.
You turn to look at JJ and everyone in your friend group is staring at you as if youâre crazy. Why is everyone acting like you just killed Pope?
You look back at the two boys and Pope continues to nod while listening to Rafe, looking way more relaxed than when he got there. You can only hear words such as âsorryâ, âhit youâ, fucked upâ and âapologizeâ.
It was a lengthy speech and Pope almost caught you by surprise when he started talking as well. In which you only heard, âforgive youâ, âlove herâ and âitâs okayâ.
You start walking to them when noticing that their conversation has died down and just after two steps and with also them not noticing that youâre closer than before, you see Rafe grab Popeâs arm before he could walk away.
âJust one more thing,â He says and Pope nods, making Rafe let him go, âDo Y/N and JJ hang out a lot?â
âSometimes, yeahâ Pope answers, without understanding where Rafe wanted to go with this.
Until he does.
âOh, but theyâre nothing. JJ just likes to constantly pick on her, thereâs nothing between themâ
Rafe visibly relaxes and Pope gives him a small grin.
âIâll see you around, bro. Good luck with Y/Nâ Pope says before walking away.
âYeah,â Rafe says before laughing a bit, âIâll need itâ
Pope smiles a bit at you when walking by, without noticing that you probably heard everything, and you walk back to Rafe.
âSo, how did it go?â You ask him and he looks down at you.
âGood, he forgave meâ He explains, and you nod.
You look down at the sand under your feet and slightly kick it before looking back up at Rafe.
âWhat was that about JJ?â You ask him and his eyes slightly widen at your words.
âWhat?â He asks and you smile at him.
âThe question you made Pope about me and JJ hanging out a lot?â You ask and he looks over to the side before chuckling, acting like heâs embarrassed.
âYeah, I didnât know you heard thatâ He says, and you chuckle.
âThat was all I heard, to be honestâ You explain, and he nods before looking back at you, âWere you jealous?â
Rafe bites the inside of his cheek to keep himself from laughing out of embarrassment at you and you grab his hand to hold you into yours, just like you used to do, before all of this.
âJust admit itâ You whisper, and he rolls his eyes at your playful words. âIâll take that as a yesâ
You look over at your friends and they all circled Pope to listen to what just happened, and you relax when noticing that Kie is smiling at what heâs saying.
âAm I forgiven by you as well?â He asks and you look back at Rafe.
âIf you promise youâll never, ever, do something like this again,â You say emphasizing the word âeverâ.
âI promise,â He says, and you give his hand a light squeeze.
âThen youâre forgiven,â You say before pecking his lips quickly, catching him by surprise.
Rafe looks down at you with a sweet smile and quickly leans down to you to connect your lips once more. You two smile into the kiss and you cup his face closer to you.
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hi hi !! can you do 7 and 18 for angst and 8 for fluff + kei tsukishima ?? congrats on your 200 followers btw bb đĽ°đĽ°
Thank you bb! I really hope you like this and Iâm sorry for the long wait. I lost a bit of motivation halfway through writing this and once I had it done Tumblr deleted it so I ended up having to re-do this. Iâm not sure I like how this one turned out, but I really hope you like it (if not feel free to request again), and thank you for requesting.
P.S Itâs 6am here, and I am very tired so I apologize if there are any misspellings or anything that doesn't make much sense.Â
Warnings: arguments, self-doubtÂ
Word Count: 1.3k
Prompts used:Â 7 and 18 for angst and 8 for fluffÂ
This is for my 200 followers prompt list event which is currently still open if youâd like to requestÂ
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You have no idea how this started, how you now stood at the door of your own house with tears rolling down your cheeks as your boyfriend stood in front of you, his eyes dark with anger. Your hands were at your side, balled into a fist as you stared at him, anger boiling.Â
âSay something! Please, just say anything!â You begged, your throat raw from the hours of screaming at your silent boyfriendÂ
Tsukishima looked down at you, his usual blank expression on his face as your glassy eyes stared up at him. His arms were crossed as his headphones rested against his shoulders and an almost annoyed look on his face. You werenât sure what was pissing you off more, how calm he looked or how fucking annoyed he seemed at you, but either way you wanted to slap that look off his face.
 Your hands found their way into your hair as you let out a loud groan, your body turning towards the door. Your hands dropped to your side as you started walking towards the door, your footsteps echoing in the empty house. Â
âWait, donât leave meâ Tsukishimaâs voice was low, almost a whisper as your body turned to face the large apartment door in front of youÂ
Your eyes slowly closed as his words hit your ears, after the hour of you standing in the foyer yelling at him he finally opened his mouth and spoke. Tsukishimaâs eyes stared at your back, a hand now reaching out for you as you stood there silently. Your eyes stared at the silver door handle, watching as the light above you glistened in the shiny metal. The room fell quiet, a broken sigh leaving Tsukishimaâs mouth as his heart began to race.Â
When this night started Tsukishima thought it would be the typical night where heâd say something offensive and youâd jokingly get mad, but this time everything felt different to him. The argument was the same as it always was, you tell him that he needs to be more careful at what he says and him just nodding before putting on his shitty headphones and drowning out your voice, but tonight you had enough. It wasnât even something he had said, or hell his usual uninterested actions that youâd gotten rather used to, but instead, it was something you heard in the hallways that set you off.Â
You raced through the hallway, the soft clicking of your shoes against the tile flooring echoing through the halls as you sped towards your class. This particular morning your alarm had decided to not go off, now leaving you almost 30 minutes late to your homeroom. Your books were held tightly to your chest as you curved around corners and took two steps at a time up the staircase, the rough hardback of the books digging into your arm. You were almost to the door of your classroom when you had heard two girls say your name, making you stop in your tracks. Your eyes scanned the hallways to see no one there, an eyebrow-raising as you accidentally picked up on the conversation of the two unknown girls.Â
âY/n? Yeah, what about them?âÂ
âYou know their dating that tall boy right? Tsukishima I think is his nameâÂ
âWell with the way he acts with them they might as well not beâÂ
âWhat do you mean?âÂ
âWhat? He acts like they doesnât exist half the time, hell I bet the entire relationship is just one-sidedâÂ
You stood silent in the hall as you continued on eavesdropping. You knew you should just ignore them and head to class before you were even later, but your body wouldnât move.Â
The rest of the day the girlâs conversation had been stuck in your head, maybe they were right, this entire relationship only relied on you. Which leads you to where you are now, you had decided to test out their theory, ignoring Tsukishima for the whole day, making sure to not initiate any conversation with him...this was the worst thing you couldâve done. By the end of the day, Tsukishima hadnât talked to you once unless it was to ask you to move out of the way or hand him a pencil. You knew with every rumor there is a hint of truth, but now you thought the entire rumor itself might not even be a rumor at all. It wasnât until you had decided to head over to Tsukshimaâs place for your usual study night when everything seemed to hit you all at once.Â
Youâd only been dating Tsukishima for 2 years now. Youâd met after you had become the team manager alongside Yachi in your first year. It took quite a while to get on the blonde's good side or even to get him to just acknowledge your existence. After befriending Yamaguchi, Tsukishima was almost forced to befriend you as well, as you had begun to hang out with both of them a lot more. As the months went on you learned through the rest of the team, Noya, and Tanaka, that the tall blonde had a crush on you. How heâd confessed that to the team? You had no clue, but he had probably only told Yamaguchi and it spread from there. It took almost a year before you both had confessed to each other, and ever since you thought that you both were doing great...but you were proven wrong.
âP-Please donât walk out of that doorâÂ
His words made your body freeze as your hand was lifting towards the doorknob, your mind turning blank at how desperate he sounded. For the years youâve known the tall blonde heâs never once sounded desperate. Your hand slowly dropped down next to you, your head lifting as a soft sniffle met your ears. Your eyebrows raised at the sound, your head slowly looking over your shoulder to see the once composed man with silent tears rolling down his face, his glasses slightly fogged as he stared at you.Â
Inside you knew Tsukshima felt embarrassed, heâd never or at least rarely cry in front of another person, the feeling of vulnerability was something he wasnât very fond of. He never liked really showing his true emotions in front of others, even though you were close to him youâd rarely see him cry or even show a lot of affection towards you. Â
As your eyes took in the sight in front of you your heart shattered, here was once the almost emotionless blonde-haired boy who was now in tears and almost shaking at the thought of your walking out of that door. Both of his hands were still down by his side, his body almost frozen as he watched you slowly turn around. You knew you shouldnât give in so easily or even go to him, but your body moved before your mind caught up.Â
Within a blink of an eye, you stood in front of Tsukishima, the palm of your hand resting softly against his wet cheek as he looked at you, his dark eyes glassy. Tears once again began to well in your eyes as his two large arms wrapped around your waist and pulled you closer to him, his chest shaking as a few sniffles reached your ear. As you moved to open your mouth his voice filled your earsÂ
âY/nâ He began, his hands gripping the fabric of your shirt tightly âD-Donât leave, I need youâÂ
His voice broke as his eyes closed, allowing a few more tears to run down his soft cheeks. A frown covered your face as you watched Tsukishimaâs strong resolve break as he began to cry in your arms. Â
âKeiâ You spoke softly, your other hand resting softly against his chest and over his heart âIâm not leaving, I promiseâÂ
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Hello! If it's okay, can I ask for a "Day6 as boyfriends" post?? Thank you and take care đđ
Thank you very much for requesting! Hope youâre well and enjoy this little something I came up with đđĽ°
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Sungjin:
I honestly love this guy
he isnât one to seek attention or one to speak up
but i feel like he truly cares and loves with his whole heart
he may seem a little cold on the outside but he is such a sweetheart
so please do not expect him to be huge into PDA
he might have an arm around your waist if youâre in crowded places but other than that? nothing
around the boys he is also distanced
his reputation as leader could be at risk
but when the boys tease him of how cold he acts, he sulks and defends himself but then smooches your face
just to prove a point, not because he is absolutely in love with you, lol
dates with him are always super laid back
a nice dinner at home, movies and snacks
not much but exactly how you like it
Sungjin might be distanced by day but by night he NEEDS your affection and touch
please hold him while sleeping, play with his hair and just love him
i also get the vibes from him that he is quite insecure
he might seem confident but he needs quite a lot of reassurance
just please love him and make him feel like the king he is
âDid you know, that you are the man of my dreams? Like seriously, there is no one else that has ever made me feel this way. I love you handsome, I truly do.â
*blushes hardcore and slightly slaps you shoulder* Ahhhh stop it! You make me feel all mushy and soft.... but I love you too and Iâm a very lucky man to be able to call you mine.â
âLook at you, being a bluhsing mess... declaring your love for me. Cute.â
âIâm not cute, I am sexy. Now please shut up and focus on the movie.â
Jae:
dude, Jae literally screams boyfriend material
he would be an amazing byofriend
not too lovey dovey and he will roast your ass whenever there is an opportunity to do so
while Sungjin will give you cute nicknames like âloveâ and âbabeâ, Jae will just call you âdudeâ, âbroâ, or âbuddyâ
but to be honest? thatâs why a relationship with him would be so chill and refreshing, itâs different - in a good way
Jae is a sleepy boyfriend, so PDA is a regular occurence
he always holds you somehow
either your hands, or his body flung over yours
he is not too much into public kisses though
maybe he will kiss your cheek or your hand but thatâs it
dates with him will be so fun as well
you guys will usually just play video games together
and even if you are not that much into gaming, you will be when youâre with Jae
sometimes, when youâre too tired, he will play and have you in his lap
nothing is more relaxing than leaning against him while he talks in his calm, deep and soothing voice
although he is a fun guy, he is super loving
he will brush your hair for you, tell you he loves you 90 times a day and he will constantly remind you of how beautiful you are
i feel like Jae also struggles with his confidence from time to time, so he knows how important reassurance is!Â
please make sure to remind him that you love him and that he is more than just enough!
âDude, donât look at yourself like that! You look like an absolute goddess! And Iâm not just saying this because Iâm whipped for you but because you truly are a blessing to my eyes. If someone dares to say otherwise, they obviously have never seen your sexy ass and need to get their eyes fixed. Sheesh, I really got lucky.â
âOh Jae, I love you.â
âI love you too, sexy beast.â
âPlease... youâre ruining the mood.â
Young K:
oh please, he is an awkward baby
super loving and so head over heels in love with you
but SO awkward
he is always a bit torn between being the lovey dovey boyfriend and being a badass guy
the boys tease him constantly, even worse than Sungjin
so sometimes you will get showered with kisses and physical touch
other times he will treat you like one of his brothers
which is fine by you, as long as you get to spend time with Brian
btw, you also tend to call him Brian, which he loves
it makes him feel like a kid in love
i mean he is in love and sometimes a kid - but you know what I mean
PDA is as I said, something he isnât always too fond of but sometimes he loves it and will show everyone that youâre his
weirdly enough, Young K is obssessed with your butt
when you guys are cuddling
he tends to lay his head on your butt and just relax there
butt massages are also a thing
he loves you, a lot
no doubt
dates with him are always a surprise
one day you guys will just chill, maybe write songs in the studio
and on other days you will do something more activeÂ
like hiking, going to the arcade or just simply taking walks in nearby parks
he is a pretty confident guy and rarely gets jealous
so he does expect you to be the same
he wants you to feel confident cause he only loves you
thereâs no doubt he would ever want anyone else
so when you get jealous, he will take it very personal
he loves you so much and you think he might be interessted in someone else?
âBabe, listen. I find this accusation very offensive. I love you so much, you are the only woman for me. Why would I be looking for someone else, when I have you? Aka everything I will ever need? Donât let other peoples stares make you feel insecure. The only thing that matters is us.â
âIâm sorry Brian. Itâs just... you could have anyone. Yet you chose me.â
âBecause all I want is YOU. Thereâs no one else, you are my person! I love you.â
Wonpil:
omg he is literally the cutest
but probably also quite savage
idk i just find him extremely funny
i think he is more on the shy side
he isnât too overly affectionateÂ
so please do not expect him to show any type of PDA
not in public and not with the boys
you will get treated like another member
this might be hard sometimes
especially if you are super affectionate (like me)
but he will make sure to make you feel loved to cease all your doubts
actions speak louder than words
definitely something he lives by, no doubt
he will spoil you with nice and romantic dates
omg for dates he will go all out
he will cook, decorate the house with rose petals, light candles
the whole shabangÂ
another thing i believe to be true is that he will treat you in a super gentle and respectful way (all the boys will, but just saying)
i think Wonpil is the type of boyfriend that will constantly ask for permission, no matter what he does and no matter how long youâve been dating
he is way too scared to do something you will not be comfortable or okay with, so he will always make sure you are absolutely fine with everything he does
âbaby? can I kiss you?â
âWonpil, weâve been dating for how long? 2 years? Yes, you can absolutely kiss me, no need to ask!â
âbut what if you donât want me to kiss you? and i just put my lips onto yours? I donât want to force you.â
âDude, as long as I am dating you, i want to kiss you 24/7! even when iâm mad, i will always crave your kisses.â
âDonât dude me! Youâre spending too much time with Jae... now please let me kiss you. Thank you.â
ugh I just love this guy
he is so cute and beautiful
and his vocals... imagine him singing you to sleep
i gotta go cry my eyes out now, cause I will never find myself a Wonpil đ
Dowoon:
last but not least, our maknae!
he is literally so sweet and HILARIOUS
the vlog where the attempts to talk in English?
duuuude I died
so I feel like, althouhg he tends to be an awkward bean too, he will constantly make you laugh
he will make a fool of himself, diss the others, talk in English...
anything to make his baby happy!
he will also shower you with aegyo
i just feel it haha
PDA is also a no no for him, he rather saves all the love and affection for when youâre both at home
with affection i mean cuddles 24/7 in bed, kisses (even with morning breath cause nothing stops Dowoonâs love for you) and loads of head massages
ugh he is a sucker for head scratches
i can slo see him trying to teach you how to play the drums
he will even take days off, just to be able to teach you
let me tell you, he ADORES you
please do not play him
you mean the world to him and he appreciates you sticking with him throughout his crazy and hectic life
there will be moments where he just stares at you with literal heart eyes
he finds it hard to believe that he got this lucky
and please, do not ever try to make him jealous...
he will be the poutiest baby EVER
*pouts and waits for you to ask him whatâs wrong*
*but you ignore him, so he starts making weird sounds*
âwhat? you big baby.â
âIâm hurt by you.â
âIâm so sorry that I breathe the same air as Jackson Wang. I will suffocate the next time he is close to me.â
âTHANK YOU! it would be very much appreciated.âÂ
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Hey! I'm fairly new here and I have a pretty uncommon take on Kaylor. But I just wanna start off by saying I try my best to be as supportive of LGBT people as possible and if they're both bisexual, then I would be 100% okay with that! I'm not trying to "defend their heterosexuality" or anything, I think that's really weird
Okay, so my personal theory is that Kaylor did happen, but that Taylor and Karlie are both straight. I know that might sound contradictory, but I say this based on my own personal experiences based on how I am with my best friend. I think Karlie and Taylor's relationship might have been similar in some ways to ours
Right, so I'm straight and I'm not into women in the gay kind of way (but it's completely cool that some girls are), and I have this roommate who's gorgeous. Really gorgeous, she's like a 10/10 "I would sell my kidney to look like you" kind of girl. She's very attractive, she has like tan skin and long legs and gorgeous brown hair and pretty eyes and nice lips and just like⌠she's just very good looking. I'm definitely jealous of her body, I won't even pretend I'm not đŞ I lowkey hate her because of it (jk)
We've been living together since not long before COVID started, and we're very good friends. There were three of us before, but our other roommate went back home to stay with her parents until in person classes are back on and we agreed to it and worked something out because she has really bad anxiety so we understood her reasoning for it
Anyway so it's just been us two and because we've been at home a lot during this time instead of out for most of the day like before, we've gotten to know each other a lot better and have become a lot closer. We were already friends from before, but now we're like super close besties, we've been hanging out a lot together and playing board games, watching movies, helping each other with essays, just having long conversations about anything and everything, etc
Like it's been so nice having a best friend that I can be this close to now because I haven't had a best friend since I was a kid
So my friend and I were having like a conversation last year about how hard it's been in quarantine not being able to go on dates and how we miss kissing people, and so we decided to just like, make out for fun you know. I mean, there's not really anything that's inherently romantic or sexual about making out, that's just society that says that. But tbh I think making out with your friends if you want to should be normalized, it's fun and it can even be emotional sometimes. It's not that different from hugging people
After a couple of weeks or so, I think we got bored of just making out with each other and decided to like, fully hook up. It started off because we were modelling lingerie for each other for banter and were pretending we were each other's runway judges and then I think we just decided to hook up with each other as like part of the whole "game". I can't remember who initiated it now, I think it might have been me as a joke lol
Like just in a platonic way for fun, as a kind of substitute until we can go back into society
And tbh I always expected hooking up with a woman to be like mediocre and boring and awkward, but although it was a bit hard to get the hang of at first and there was a learning curve, it's actually very enjoyable. Like I was very surprised actually at how hot it can be, I think I can maybe see why bisexual women and lesbians like doing it
Anyway we both liked it and we just carried on hooking up on the regular and it's been like 8 months now and tbh I just think it's very sweet and heartwarming, like it actually makes me feel a little emotional how we're close enough and care about each other enough that we can even help each other out with the physical intimacy side of things so that we don't get sexually frustrated while we're stuck in lockdown
I just think it's really cool and we even sleep in the same bed most of the time now because tbh what's the point in sleeping alone when you can sleep in the same bed as someone else? It's nicer, like you can cuddle and stuff
Anyway, I think that maybe Kaylor's relationship might have been similar. I think they're both straight but they became really close friends in a short space of time, and that their friendship was so intense that it became physical but in a platonic way
I think lesbians and bisexual women are amazing and I have so much respect for you guys for accepting yourselves in a society that tries to erase you, and I think there definitely needs to be more wlw representation on TV and in movies
But at the same time, I would also like there to be more close female friendships like the one that me and my friend have where you can just talk about everything together and do things that society usually reserves for romantic partners, but in a platonic way. Because female friendship is really important and beautiful, whether that's between straight women like me and my friend who I think is probably straight too, or between queer women because one thing I've learnt during my short time on this blog is how queer women can have very close platonic friendships with other queer women too
I think society just has overly strict ideas of "straight" and "gay". Like for some people, they would hear about two women sleeping together and think "Oh that's gay", but not necessarily because straight women can enjoy sleeping with other women too, like it's normal đ¤ˇââď¸
I think it's just a result of women being a lot more physically beautiful than men are, like straight women really got the short end of the stick tbh compared to straight men
I also think it's because women are so oversexualized in the media, and obviously straight girls see that too and so we sort of internalize that attraction to women because we're so used to seeing women being presented in a sexual way? Except it's not real attraction with us like how it is for queer girls
Like I'm very much "attracted" to my friend, she's genuinely stunning and just very hot tbh. But I still identify as straight because it's just a case of what I mentioned above, it's a "fake" attraction. And also because men are afraid to compliment other men because it's seen as "gay", but women can be fully confident in their sexuality and still recognize other women's beauty and sex appeal. You see it all the time in instagram comments, and I really love how we're all so supportive of each other like that
Like I can be fully confident in my sexuality and yet still say that some women like my friend are gorgeous as hell and also 100 times better looking than most men I've seen. I'm very much obsessed with some women's appearances but in a platonic way
And I just love the concept of "girl crushes" and I think that from a feminism viewpoint, it's beautiful that we're focusing on other girls and showing love towards other girls too, instead of just to men who, let's be real, don't even fully appreciate it half of the time
I am going to be sad when we all have to return to life as usual and my friend and I won't be able to spend as much time together anymore. I'm dreading it tbh, I don't want it to end yet. And it really sucks that the physical side of our friendship will probably have to stop too once our other roommate comes back because I think she'd definitely misunderstand the situation and think it's something different than it actually is if she ever saw us kissing or something. I really am going to miss it a lot though, I really like how things currently are and it's just really really nice and I don't want it to change :/
Btw I'm sorry if I sounded fetishistic or offensive with any of this, I just get a bit jealous sometimes that you guys get to date girls and we're just stuck with men. Honestly if it wasn't for all of the homophobia and the struggles that you all have to face and the fact that it would feel disrespectful to the LGBT community, I would probably really wish I could change my sexuality to be bisexual or gay instead because I just think women are better. Sometimes I really do wish I was into women in that way because dating girls just sounds so much more appealing to me (in a non fetishizing weird way) but unfortunately I'm stuck with dating men đ¤Śââď¸ But I also know I'm lucky and privileged to be straight even though most men are mediocre and kinda gross and I don't mean to be disrespectful because I know you all have to face homophobia and other LGBT difficulties and it really sucks, people are awful. There's nothing wrong with women dating women or men dating men at all, society is just ugly and bigoted
Anyway, does anybody else have a similar sort of take on Kaylor where they think they could have both been straight and just had a very close friendship with a physical side to it? I think it would explain a lot. But like I said, this is just a theory of mine based on my own situation, and I'm also open to the idea that it was an actual relationship and that they're both into women for real, not just fake "into women" like I am.
Also pls feel free to call me out if I accidentally said anything offensive towards LGBT people, I tried my best but if I made a mistake anywhere pls let me know and I'll avoid it next time!
Youâre not offensive. Please stop apologizing. And weâre gonna come back to the Kaylor stuff another time because... Honey. You and I need to have a conversation for a bit.
So firstly, Iâm not trying to like âdiagnoseâ you and at the end of the day itâs your choice what you want to call yourself but... tbh you might not be straight. Sexuality is fluid not static and exists on a spectrum not in absolutes. Itâs not like itâs straight, 50/50 bi, gay and youâre born knowing and thereâs no room for anything else. Thatâs not true. Thereâs a lot of room in between all of these and labels can change over time. Weâre people, not cereal brands, and sometimes we donât even KNOW the word for what we might be. Iâm tagging a tag for you from when we asked people to share their label journeys for you to see. Itâs not simple or easy and itâs not just because of external stuff - itâs because figuring this out internally is HARD. If you found yourself having such an intense friendship it became physical, repeatedly, you liked it a lot, you still sleep in the same bed and continue to share all your thoughts and you donât want any of that to end... Iâm not sure youâre Kinsey 0. And I think you might lowkey have a girlfriend dude.Â
You can obviously prefer men but like... hun I reaaallly donât think youâre completely straight.
Also: itâs okay to say âI see myself winding up with a man and this is a situationship for right now!â but that doesnât make you straight because again, sexuality is a spectrum and you can manifest a particular kind of endgame while experiencing other things along the way.
But hereâs where you really got me: âmost men are mediocre and kinda grossâ and âwomen being a lot more physically beautiful than men are, like straight women really got the short end of the stick tbh compared to straight menâ because thatâs the kind of thing I used to say in my Bi 1.0 era before I IDâd as a lesbian for a bit and before Harry Styles (KING đĽş) made me bi for real. Hun, no. Straight women like men. Tbh BI women like men. I genuinely, unironically, find Harry and Timmy and Matt Smith to be sexy beasts and I would do dirty things to the former two but maybe not the latter irl in 2021 but yes also him if I could be on that Spain trip with him and Karen where they got sloshed and which I think of often. These men are genuinely fucking beautiful to me in the same way Taylor is and Di Silvers is (okay sheâs prettier than all of them but like same ~vibe) and like Megan Thee Stallion is and Indira Varma in everything but especially GOT and Gillian Anderson and Keira Knightley. Like those women are HOT to me and SO. ARE. THE. MEN.Â
Straight women find SO MANY DUDES hot. So many. Starting from objectively pretty options I just cannot personally understand like Chris Evans all the way through to bitches who are outchea simping for wrestlers and Cole Sprouse. Do I understand? No. But like... thatâs straight girl culture and ours is not to judge.Â
If youâre struggling to find men hot then... you might be gay.
Also, Iâm not sure what you mean by âfake attractionâ. Like queer women - especially femme women which I assume you very much are - experience the same kinds of feelings straight girls do. We have women we want to be like and look like and find enviable (me and Oenone Forbat) and women we find aesthetically gorgeous (me and Anya Taylor Joy) and we have extremely close female friends who we can spend hours on end spilling our guts to - as you say female friendships are truly special - and without going into personal people that you donât know, thatâs me and Cam and Sim right? I literally talk to them for hours. Like those are not gay feelings. And yes we can chat about those kinds of feelings with straight girls and call them âgirl crushesâ and not immediately get âcaught outâ because they experience this exact shit too.
But hereâs the thing. They never do and I donât want in the cases above to fuck these women. Itâs not sexual.
The moment I can actually imagine fucking the women in question thatâs... gay.Â
Like itâs not âfake attractionâ itâs literally just gay. Thatâs how we desire women. We want to fuck them. Not all women. Not always. But sometimes we want to get under or on top of one and just really truly fucking make each other moan with pleasure.
I have no idea if Karlie or Taylor are into women. They could both literally be straight. I have no idea.
But I have a better idea about you.
Hun, youâre fucking your roommate/best friend and donât want to stop.
Youâre not âinto womenâ.
Youâre into this woman.
And possibly into women more generally.
So I know itâs weird to have to be the one to tell you this, and if you want to keep chatting via anon or in my DMs or if you want me to try collate resources for you from around the web but...
Like.
Dude.
Youâre a whole ass part of the rainbow.
Welcome to the community you thought you werenât a part of earlier today đ â¤ď¸
Itâs nice here, sure thereâs homophobia, but at least we get to fuck girls and man is it good.
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