#i mean i put my Drawing stuff away n im supposed to go sleep but imma take it out and send her a pic anyay....
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'Its Just a Bell' M.S series
warnings: strong use of language, suggestive, mentions of abuse
(if you know anyone struggling with abuse please tell someone right the fuck away)
Summary: After the night the triplets arrived, y/n searched them up.. and then she fully. met matt
I walked down to my dad who was getting ready to go to our house for the night.. always leaving me in charge.
I grabbed the keys from his hand as he walked into his old ford truck that that sat in the middle of the parking lot.
As he drove off i grabbed my phone and type out 'Sturniolo Triplets' on to google.
What popped up shocked the hell out of me 7.28 million subscribers?!
Jesus Christ and they could afford a decent hotel?
Because my shift was the whole 12 hour night i decided to grab a chair and turn on a video.
Throughout the video there was some sort of connection towards matt, his smile, his hair, his jokes, his lips, his eyes, his tattoos..
Now although i had no idea who they were before this i felt like i knew them my whole life after i watched 2 videos..
Until i hear a grunt behind me.
I quickly shut my phone off and look behind me.
Matt. Sturniolo.
"uhm hi?" I quickly look around to see if his brothers are with him surprised their not.
"I couldn't sleep so i was wondering if you guys at least had coffee" He says walking more into the main building.
"its only for the employees but.. i mean i can make you one.." Although it was completely against the rules that didn't stop me from breaking them.
I mean for this hot ass guy id do anything. fucking. anything.
"really? you sure its no problem?" He replies.
"its literally just me brewing it.. i got you.." My accent deceives me.
I walk to the back and signal for him to follow me. I grab a coffee pod and place into the coffee maker.
"you know.. your nice. one of the nicest hotel workers iv meet" He draws an imaginary shape on the counter where stuff is stored.
"Its my accent. it portrays my personality differently. no one can take me seriously with it," i complain. sitting on the counter.
"hope you know its gonna take awhile. this coffee maker is older then the building." Making him laugh.
God his laugh.. the way he just smiles.. makes me think of how he would pound int- y/n no he's a customer.
"so im gonna assume you have a boyfriend?" He goes into a little serious emotion.
"what makes you assume that?" I smirks.
"i mean your like really ho- i mean- shit i didn't mean to like.. fuck i messed up" he covers his face in embarrassment
"Bold.. i like it. and no.. i don't have a boyfriend." I get off the counter ass the coffee maker comes to a stop.
"wait really? wait how old are you?" he makes a curious expression
"18.. about to turn 19 in like.. 5 days?" i grabs a few creams a sugars for him.
"wait your shitting me." he looks almost happy now that he knows my age
"nope!" i say with that fake ass smile.
"i probably should of lead with that question before anything.." he makes a little smile.
"yeah probably." I laugh a little with him.
"god I'm heading to fucking Texas tomorrow.. or in two days.. i don't really know" he sighs and leans his head on the wall
2 days?! how am i supposed to make a connection in 2 days?!
"so your an influencer.." I bites my lip gently. him taking notice.
He stands up straight and gently walks to me
"yeah.. you like that huh?" He squints his eyes with a little smirk.
He puts both his arms on either side of me trapping me into the counter.
"i-.. uh.." I got so flustered.. fuck. I'm blushing to hard at this.
"well? gonna answer m-" He gets cut off by the bell signaling that the door opened.
"you uhm wait right her ill be back" I walk out and see my dad frantically looking for something
"uhm? what are you looking for?" i cross my arms at the front desk
"my lighter. have you seen it" he looks up at me with that look. the look of drunkenness.
"no.. dad.." i go quiet. not wanting to make him mad. especially when matt is in the back of this building.
"god your fucking useless. fuck. i bet you fucking took it because you so mother fucking greedy." he yells at me. making me flinch. making him scoff and leave.
At least he didn't hit me that time.
I walk back into the back. matt has a look of concern.
"what just happened" he questions once im in view or him.
"you should.. you should go before he comes back.. I'm fine though thanks." I look down at the floor the whole time
"Can i.. give you a hug?" he walks a little forwards
I nod and he closes the gap between us and wraps his arms around me. and in this moment i feel the safest iv ever felt around a man in my whole life. i felt hope about everything. makes me feel like a little kid on Christmas with her little barbie truck. Jesus Christ i might fall for him.
a/n: thank all of you guys for being sooo patient with meâ€ïžâ€ïž luv you guys soo much
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@iluvjakeyy @spicybabysworld @monroesturnns @sturniolo-fann @bernardsbendystraws @hysteria-things @ashlishes
#chris sturniolo#matt sturniolo#nick sturniolo#christopher sturniolo#sturniolo fanfic#nicolas sturniolo#sturniolo smut#sturniolo edit#sturniolo fluff#sturniolo imagine
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Get with me
spencer reid x reader
synopsis; in which you get two sets of news and a happy endingÂ
warnings; mentions of cheating, pregnancy scares, smut, unprotected sex, breeding kink (im sorry lmao), praise
pt 2 of ysbuwybf
a/n; patting myself on the back for not bailing on fic requests lmaoo anyways yall were so outa pocket with ideas, all i wanna say is that i am respecting our sweet prince anderson and letting him down gently (iâm writing this before the fic so i could completely switch it up) see end notes for final thoughts :)
hope you enjoy!
*also pls donât cheat its so icky and a horrible thing to do
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If your suspicions were correct you were fucked. Part of you would be ecstatic no doubt about it. But if things were true then you were utterly surly fucked.Â
Your period was late.Â
Which meant either one; your birth control was acting up or two; you were pregnant.Â
However being pregnant wasnât a bad thing, far from it. The bad thing was that there were two candidates in the running to be the father. Your boyfriend, Agent Anderson who was nothing but a sweetheart even though he was about as exciting as a wet paper bag.Â
Or Dr.Spencer Reid. Your best friend who you had also been sleeping with outside of your relationship. The best man youâd ever known who was also aching to become a father some day.Â
For a week you had been avoiding both of them in the office. Unfortunately for you there were no cases. While yes a lack of serial killing was always a plus it also meant you were stuck in the same building as them for give or take eight hours a day.Â
For days on end you stuck in your earbuds and kept your head down while doing paperwork trying to ignore both sets of eyes which would look over to you every once in a while.Â
Were you even pregnant, was the biggest question. So you had decided that it was time to get your shit together. At lunch on Monday you had made a quick doctors appointment and went on your way. The little old nurse had told you she would call you in a few days with results.Â
In that time you had gone over every possible scenario or possibility. Who would you tell first? How would you even bring it up? Would Anderson hate you for cheating? Would Spencer be upset that the baby isnât his? It would be like another JJ situation for him.Â
The thoughts plagued your mind throughout the week and the more you thought about it the more you thought about who you would have preferred to be the father of your child. Which then led to the guilt of picking and the realization that you in fact would have to break up with Anderson.Â
If the child did end up being his you would have to make it work, however you knew it was time to come clean and apologize for going behind his back. He deserved to know the truth.Â
Deep in your thoughts you barley heard your phone ringing. It was now Friday and you werenât expecting any other calls besides the one from your doctor. You looked around and made sure no one was paying attention before you clicked the green button.Â
âHello?âÂ
You heard the voice of the nurse on the line, she sounded almost sad, âHello am I speaking with Y/n Y/l/n?â
âYeah this is her,â you said dryly. Your nerves were eating at you.Â
âOh sweetie Iâm calling with the results of your test. It turns out that you are not pregnant at this time honey.âÂ
You let out the breath you didnât realize you held in. It felt as is a weight was lifted off your shoulders.Â
âOh, um thank you for informing me,â you said looking down at your nails.Â
âOf course. If you have anymore questions you can call back at this number or come in and set up another appointment. Have a good rest of your day.âÂ
With that the line cut off and you fell back into your chair. Your hand subtly moved onto your stomach. Huh. You didnât think that would be as hard to hear.Â
âY/n?â a voice called from behind you.Â
âOh hey Andy. Whats up?â you said putting a smile on your face.Â
He combed a hand through his hair before he sat at the corner of your desk, âIâve been meaning to talk to you and I think itâs best if I say it clearly and honestly.âÂ
Your brows furrowed. Oh shit did he already know? You had to stay calm.Â
âYeah go ahead.â
âI think we should break up. Itâs not you, I think weâre just missing a spark. At first it was fun but I donât think this is gonna work anymore.â
Pot meet kettle, you thought.Â
âPlus I think Charlotte from Cyber Crimes is into me so yeah,â he trailed off.Â
You bit your lip to try and hide the laugh you wanted to let out. This was an unseen turn of events. âYeah I get it. But hey no hard feelings. Go for it with Lotte, sheâs a total sweetheart.â
âThanks Y/n/n,â he said leaning down to give you half hug then gingerly turned and walked away.Â
Behind you Spencer couldnât help but listen to the whole interaction. Once he saw Anderson reach the elevator he got up and made his way over to your desk.Â
You looked up and saw the small smile on his face, âIs it party at Y/nâs desk today?â you asked causing him to giggle.Â
âI think the news I just heard calls for celebration in the best way we know donât you think,â he said looking around the bullpen nodding his head towards the hallway which was home to the spacious supply closet.Â
You looked around and made sure no one was looking. Emily and JJ were gone in Garciaâs lair. Derek was gone visiting his mom and the dads of the BAU were in a meeting.Â
âLead the way doctor,â you said standing getting up form your chair.Â
Once in the closet Spencer wasted no time in pressing his lips to yours. He sighed at the taste of your cherry chapstick. You put your hands on his face pulling him down but while you were savoring the taste of his lips your mind couldnât help but go back.Â
You could have been a mom. Spencer felt your lips slow down instead of returning the passion and stepped away.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â
âThereâs something I need to tell you,â you said looking up at him.
He tried to hide the look of worry on his features but you could see right through him as he nodded for you to continue.Â
âWell earlier this week I uh was supposed to start my period but I didnât,â
âY/n-â he tried to cut you off but you put your hand up for him to let you finish.Â
âI went to the doctors and got a test done. Before Anderson came over I got the call and Iâm not. Which is good right? It saved everyone a world of hurt and drama. I donât know I just thought you should know.âÂ
âDid you wanna be?â
âWhat?â
âPregnant,â he said gripping your hips and pulling you closer.Â
You felt your cheeks get hot at what he was insinuating, âWell- I- yeah. I mean yeah, yes.â
With that he brought his lips back down to yours. This time you wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him closer. One of his hands slid to the back of your skirt and pulled down the zipper. You let it slide down your legs and stepped out of it.Â
You sat on the table in the room, pushing off the bottles of cleaner. Spencer stepped into the space between your legs, his fingers reaching for your panties and tugging them down your legs.Â
âI canât believe I get this tight little pussy all to myself now,â he said biting marks onto your neck. You mewled tilting your head to the side and pulling on his tie.Â
âSpencer please. I need you so bad,â you whined out.Â
He stepped away and hastily started on undoing his pants, âWhat do you want baby? Is it for me to fuck you? Or is that not enough? Do you need me to fill you up with my cum? Want me to put a baby in you?âÂ
You moaned at his lewd words and quickly nodded your head. Your hand flew down to your pussy, you were practically dripping onto the table and he had barley touched you.Â
âPlease doctor I need you so bad.âÂ
Spencer quickly stepped into the space again and took both of your hands in one of his large ones, âI own this pussy. I always have, you donât get to touch without my permission,â he gritted out.Â
With his free hand he tugged on his cock before aligning it with your leaking slit. The both of you sighed as he pushed in inch by inch. Your head feel back with your mouth open in a perfect O shape.Â
After a second of letting you adjust Spencer started with rough thrusts. You could feel your hair start sticking on your forehead from the heat of the room. Spencerâs lips were inches from yours, sharing the same breath.Â
âFuck Iâm gonna fill you up so good. Let everyone here know youâre mine.â
All you could do was nod and moan in approval. His grip on you was deadly but it was just adding onto the immense pleasure you were feeling. The way he was repeatedly hitting your gpot had your vision blurry with stars. You could also feel him pulsing inside you knowing he was close to his peak.Â
âYou look so pretty like this sweetheart. So perfect around my cock.â
You wrapped your legs around his waist bringing him impossibly closer, âI want you to cum in me Spence. I need to feel it,â you mewled into his lips.Â
This motivated him to start drilling into you. At this point you were panting, aching to feel the sweet release. His hand dipped down to rub on your clit, he groaned at the slippery mess where you both met.Â
âOh god Spence!âÂ
A high pitched moan escaped your lips as he added on the extra pleasure. Soon enough you were squeeing around him, ready to milk him for all he was worth.Â
âThatâs it baby. Keep doing that. Iâm gonna stuff you with my cum y/n/n fuck,â he said drawing out the last syllable as he exploded inside you.Â
He stayed inside as you both caught your breathes, slowly thrusting trying to fill you to the brim.Â
He pulled out and looked for a roll of paper towels for you to clean up. Once that was done you helped each other tame your hair and outfits as you always did, with quiet and loving gazes.Â
âDo you think that one did the job?â you said with a smirk.Â
âWell statistically the pill contraceptive has a 7% failure rate so with my calculations there is a chance,â he said while smoothing down your hair.Â
âThanks genius,â you said lightly punching his arm, âLets get out of here. Together.âÂ
âTogether,â he said slinging an arm around your shoulders.Â
a/n; so guys what do we think. im not gonna lie i kinda hate it but i think it was a good ending for everyone. kinda feel bad anderson didnât get the whole truth but the cheating is OVER! also what did we think of what pregnancy scare?? let me know lovies!!!
#Spencer Reid fic#spencer reid fanfiction#spencer reid smut#spencer reid x reader#Criminal Minds Fanfiction#criminal minds smut#criminal minds fic#mgg fanfiction#mgg x reader#mgg smut#matthew gray gubler fanfiction#matthew gray gubler smut#matthew gray gubler x reader#chellewrites
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Lovebirds.
đšđđđđđ'đ đ”đđđ | omg this is my first request. ilysm anon, im now feelin super cool. also, i just realized i put recc (as in recommended) instead of requests. iâm super stupid LOL. anyways, im touch starved too dw bby, iâm servin u up a long one since i rlly like this request and after all u r my first! đ·đđđđđđ | Gojo x Wife! Reader đŸđđđ
đȘđđđđ | 2307 đŸđđđđđđđ | None! đșđđđđđđ | Coming home from a long mission in America, precisely 1 year, youâre excited to catch up on Gojoâs students, Nanami, and just Gojo in general.  Leaning out of the car window, resting your arm against your purse, you sighed. A humid wind brushed against your skin, tickling you. It had been quite a while since you had been in Japan, spending almost a year on a huge mission in America. You had killed a battalion worthy amount of special grades.  You spent most of your time in America in mostly horribly rundown places, equally as infested with curses. Although you found yourself enjoying Americaâs natural beauty, further away from the city life that many of the Americans found themselves enjoying, you much preferred Japan. after all, it was your home, and where you met Gojo Satoru. It would be another day until you could return, and you had gone through hundreds of scenarios of finally being in his arms again, but nonetheless, you were ecstatic at the thought of your husbandâs touch.  Your phoneâs notification chimed loudly, you threw your phone onto the other seat, heart jumping up to a high rate. It was a recording of Satoru loudly yelling, âOPEN YOUR FUCKING PHONE!â with a flurry of giggles afterwards.   Ijichi jumped, turning left and right. Whispering under his breath, he let out an exasperated sigh, switching the music channel.   The recording was mostly because of the time you had to ghost him due to work. Gojo had snuck on and recorded it, doing some magical tech stuff and giving you the custom notification sound. You had kept it that way ever since, since secretly, you enjoyed that you were so badly wanted by Gojo, that, and you had no idea how to change it back.   But the custom notification was sweet as well.  You smiled to yourself every time you heard it, a familiar twinge of pain flashing inside of you whenever you realized you wouldnât be able to see him for a while.  Well, today, and the days after that would be different. Youâd be able to finally see Gojo again, and his new students that he always frantically texted you about. Nanami, an old friend of Gojo, and also an old friend of yours, would also be there to welcome you back, you found yourself reminiscing about them.  You had heard so much about them, one of the kids being Sukunaâs vessel, you wondered how Gojo could contain such a fear, being around the kid at all times, he always told you about how the kid was actually energetic and happy and an overall great kid, you had heard about Nanami, finally coming back into the jujutsu sorcerer field of work, even though you always found that he still had a thing for finances.  You shook your head, âSave that shit for later, (Y/N).â muttering to yourself, you didnât want to think of anything but Gojo, after all, it had been one fucking year of being deprived of the man you loved most. You were practically starving for the guy, in more ways than one.  Ijichi gulped, facing towards you, one hand on his steering wheel, âForgive me Mrs. Satoru, but um.. Forgive me if I misheard, but I think I heard your phones notification go off.. Due to the ah- incredibly loud profanity.â  Now just realizing that you had completely forgotten about the phone notification, you nodded your thanks to Ijichi, a warmth rushing to your cheeks before opening up your phone.   In the small, rounded box containing Gojoâs message, he wrote in all caps, âSUGAR, MY BELOVED, MY QUEEN, HOW CLOSE ARE YOU? I CANâT FUCKING WAIT IâM LITERALLY BOUNCING UP AND DOWN IN OUR BED.â  Smiling to yourself, you furiously texted back, âCalm down honeybun, Iâll be there in like, 24 hours, Iâm not even fucking close.â  You almost instantly got a DM back, making you jump a bit in your seat. Even with the 5 years of friendship, and the 3 years of relationship, and the 2 years of marriage, he still almost always texted you back as quickly as possible.  âGod I canât fucking wait for you to meet the kids! Weâll keep it a surprise, yeah? We have a bunch of treats, and we also got the kids to get some gifts for you! How thoughtful arenât they? Theyâre MY offspring by the way, so like, you know, whenever you want a kid, itâs your call ;)â  You snorted to yourself, smiling. He genuinely seemed so excited, and it was all shining through even though it was from a screen.   âMaybe in a few years, I donât even wanna imagine a little you.â  Despite the excited, bubbling feeling brewing bigger and bigger in your stomach, you figured itâd be best to sleep before the chaos. Happily sighing, you laid down, using your purse as a pillow, drifting into a blissful sleep.  â§âËâ©ćœĄ.  You awoke to a sudden halt, Looking around your surroundings, you figured you were home. Ijichi looked like he was damn near about to fall asleep on the steering wheel.  Well, maybe thatâs what 24 hours of constant driving did to you. You fished around in your purse, silently cursing looking for a water bottle.  âHere, Ijichi, looks like you ran a marathon.â you grinned, handing the slightly crumped water bottle to him.  He beamed as if a guardian angel had descended down and gave him a trillion dollars.  âMrs. Satoru! You really mean it? The ride was nothing, I was merely instructed to do so and I wouldâve done it happily regardless.â  You waved your hand, as a dismissal of the conversation. âYou overwork yourself Ijichi, go catch a break, on me. If Gojo tears you apart, tell him he wonât be getting any pussy from me for another year.â  Ichiji nodded vigorously, before dashing off, probably towards a massage center, God that guy needed it. â§âËâ©ćœĄ.   Gojo frantically hopped up and down, it had been a day, now he was just waiting for you to bust through the door in your wild hair, his legs sprawled onto the whole of a couch, he stared at the ceiling, a dopey smile spread across his face.   âSatoru. (Y/N) will not even want to be associated with you, looking at your current state.â he remarked, staring at the sorcerer with his strikingly dead eyes.   âNanami, how the fuck am I supposed to act calm?! Iâve waited for this moment for ONE YEAR! Does my hair look normal?!â   âYour hair looks just like an albino porcupine, just as usual.â Flipping the page of his newspaper, he sighed, rubbing his temples. âI will never understand how someone like (Y/N) would be.. Interested in you, Satoru.â   Gojo paid no attention to the insult Nanami had so clearly made, his ears were perked up, eavesdropping on a distant conversation coming closer and closer.   âGojo-Senpai was telling me about this movie while training my cursed energy! He basically spoiled the whole thing but he told me that the main character was super annoying but apparently she dies in the end in the most gruesome way possible! Itâs worth the watch, your soul will feel cleansed as soon as you see her lifeless body!â   âYuuji, you literally spoiled the whole thing to me just now.â Fushiguro calmly stated, looking bored out of his mind.   âOh, oops.â Yuuji rubbed the back of his neck. He smiled coyly, tightly hugging his present.   âWhatâs with the decorations, Gojo-Sensei?â inquired Nobara, stroking her warm toned brown hair. She had figured it was something about the presents that Gojo had forced the trio to get, but he never told them who it was for.   The room had been decorated with various balloons and confetti, scattered about, on the table and the ground. A cake box wrapped with a gigantic bow limply guarded whoever was brave enough to get their hands on something that Gojo seemed to be protecting with his life.   A pink table cover with a crudely drawn Gojo and what would seem to be a girl, a heart in the middle of the pair. In a horrible font with an even awfuller text, the text on top and at the bottom of the drawing proudly stated:   âWELCOME BACK QTâ   â-YOUâRE HUSBAND AND THE CREWâ   Nobara stood in distaste, trying to disguise the face she made. The drawing, the misused youâre, and the overall poor design choice was enough to almost make her vomit.   Nobara, about to make her distasteful statements about the whole mess, was suddenly shut up as Gojo started hopping up and down, looking directly at his phone.   âSHEâS COMING! SHEâS COMING! EVERYONE IN YOUR PLACES!â   Now, seeing Gojo freak out wasnât outside of the ordinary, but it was to see him freak out to this extent. He was hopping up and down, blabbering about a certain woman named (Y/N). Nobara was pretty sure that if a curse attacked right now, even a special grade comparable to the one with the uncomplete domain could completely crush Gojo, the guy seemed completely unaware of the example he was setting to the kids. Even Yuuji stood in disbelief, and he had seen multiple tantrums by Gojo.  Nanami, however, licked his finger and flipped the newspaper page. A face of boredom obviously displayed.   Nobara, preparing herself to chew Gojo out about how utterly stupid and embarrassing he made the whole class of jujutsu sorcerers look like, stopped wide eyed as she looked at the doors slide wide open. â§âËâ©ćœĄ.   You stood, shyly, looking at the ground. Gojo dove headfirst into your arms, laughing like a maniac and digging his face into your shoulder. You breathed in his scent, scanning the room.   Three teens, sat wide-eyed, backs straight as they looked at you with eyes you couldnât quite read. All three of them held presents.   The one with eyelids underneath his eyes (which you assumed was Yuuji, the vessel of Sukuna) eyed you curiously, his eye twitched.   The other boy, one with wild black-blue hair, sat mouth agape, before closing it. He looked like he was about to say something, before stopping entirely and hugging his present closer to his chest.   The warm haired girl darted her eyes between you two, seemingly trying to put the puzzle together.   Nanami put the newspaper down, glancing over to you two.   âThis is obviously Gojo-Senpaiâs wife. He hasnât seen her in many months, and as you can see, really really misses her.â he paused, a small smile spreading on his face, a rare sight.   âI donât even know why myself, but what can you do with lovebirds?â he thought aloud, his attention now focused to the two of you furiously making out, hands in places Yuuji and the crew didnât need to see.   âSatoru, (Y/N), leave the kissing for later. Donât you see the kids?â   You detached yourself from his mouth, panting for breath. The air being exhaled out of his nose fanned over your face, you had just now realized the kids again.   âSatoru, lets sit down. I bet the kids are surprised. â you motioned to the couch. Gojo whined.   âWhat? Theyâre not that dumb, they can tell youâre my wife or at least, youâre my girlfriend, just by the way we kiss right? Isnât this telling enough?â   âYou didnât tell them about me, ever did you?â   He sighed in defeat, holding tightly onto your arm as you dragged him over and sat down on the comfortable couch, opposite of Yuuji and the crew. Nanami scooched over, before finally getting up to pull another chair from somewhere else. Grunting, he excused himself from the room.   âYOU HAD A GIRLFRIEND, GOJO-SENPAI? AND DIDNâT TELL US?â Yuuji questioned, looking like he was about to faint.   Gojo laughed, snuggling deeper onto you, almost like a koala.   âSheâs my wife, arenât you, sugar? Did you even pay attention to anything Nanami said? He literally said she was my wife.â   Megumi made an obvious gagging sound, but even he didnât seem as bored as he was usually. He actually looked intrigued.   âWhy didnât you tell us, Gojo-Senpai?â the girl nagged, slamming her fist down on the table.   Gojo smiled, âUh, well, I wanted it to be a surprise when she came back.â   âCouldnât you have told us that you had a wife or something?â Megumi butt in.   The door slid open, Nanami coming in with a wooden stool.   âKnowing Gojo-Senpai, that probably went over his head.â grunting as he placed the wooden stool down and sat, he opened his newspaper again.   âWhere do you guys know eachother?â   âWas Gojo-Senpai handsome back in highschool too?â   âDo you know what lipgloss Gojo-Senpai wears?â   âGojo-Senpai, how did you know you loved her?â   âGojo-Senpai, can we eat now?â   âDo you know why Gojo has such a horrible sweet tooth?â   Before you could even respond, Nanami put his hand up.   âNow, now, lets let the happy couple settle down.â he cleard his throat, not even making eye contact with anyone but the newspaper.   An audible chorus of groans sounded, âWhat do you expect us to do? We literally just met her!â moaned Yuuji.   âWerenât you the one that literally asked if we could eat yet?â   Yuuji immediately shut up afterwards.   âYuuji, she just came back from a 1 day trip. She should be laying down comfortably with Gojo-Senpai and they should be catching up. Youâll have the opportunity to talk to her and learn about her later. Right now she needs space.â   âBut-â Nobara whined, clasping her hands together.   Nanami turned to Fushiguro, but even he had his mind set. âI didnât even begin to think that Gojo had a wife. I really want to know more about her, if you think about it, this is all Gojo-Senseiâs fault.â   Nanami rubbed his temples, staring at the two of you for backup, realizing that you two were making out again.   Nanami sighed, 10 years later and you two were still the same.  Â
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My Love| Echo pt 3
Note: i'll edit this later, my mouth hurts from wisdom teeth removal but wanted to get it out for you.
Warnings: No real warnings, but there is a semi spicey scene and mentions of nudity towards the end, but doesnt go into too far of detail. And Echo's legs are cannoned a bit lower than tcw meaning yes Echos got an ass, but his legs and thighs stuff like that are still metal so
Reader: Male
Part: 1 | 2 | 3 | 3.5 | 4 | 5 | 6
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Y/n watched the boys try there food. They're faces lighting up as the room became silent, people busy digging into there food.
Y/n ate his own, his hand on Echo's thigh under the table, Echo's leg touching Y/n's.
"Ma'm this is way way! Better than rations!" Wrecker cheered.
"Im glad you like it so much, so tell me boys. What brought you over here?" Margie asked.
Hunter swallowed his food, "well we wanted to meet Echo's boyfriend Ma'm, we had no idea they had been dating for so long."
It was lucky for the group that talked they stayed together, near the head of the table where Margie sat, a small kid or two down from her.
"Echo's been nothing but a delight. To both my son and my family." Margie praised, "he's a good kid, Im assuming he gets it from his older brothers?"
"Oh...uh." Hunter spoke.
"He's older than us." Crosshair responded for the group.
"Oh?" She smiled, "you learn something new every day."
She looked at Y/n who nodded and smiled, "Yep."
"So where are you boys staying?" She asked.
Oh shit. Was the only thing Echo could think of. His brothers? Staying here?
"Oh we have our own place." Tech responded, "We live in a building complex called the Marauder."
Well that was a lie.
"Wait. Isn't that the name-" Y/n was cut off when Hunter kicked him.
"Ow.."
"Sorry. Foot must've slipped." Hunter responded his head slightly jolting towards the side, Echo was lost in his food, eating small spoon fulls, he was listening inteny even though he tried to cover his easedropping up.
"Oh! Yeah!" Y/n chuckled, Echo's frame slightly picking up.
"Oh. Nice place then?" Margie spoke.
"Oh..uh yeah. Decent..just a bit cramped but we don't mine." Hunter told, "we do alot of delivering off world too, so we work a decent amount...Echo! Echo here works the hardest. He may not be the strongest but he sure knows how to uh-"
"Pack a crate! And log the ports data. He's also a skilled mechanic!" Wrecker joined in.
What were they doing? Fake Prasing him? Why?
She smiled, "You boys seem like you like your jobs."
The boy's nodded, Y/n watched as Tech, Hunter and Wrecker hyped up Echo. The boy's trying to support Echo, "and you? Crosshair was it?"
Crosshair stopped from putting a spoonful in his mouth, "Oh. I.-" he looked at Echo infront of him, "I have a long way to go, a lot to learn."
"The youngest then?" She questioned.
"Yeah..." Crosshair responded bringing the food to his mouth.
"That's a sweet little bussniess you all have then," she congratulated, "We'd have to work with you one day, we have a business of our own."
"What's the bussniess if I may ask?" Tech questioned.
"Well our main bussniess is a food bussniess, you know selling buying, producing, but recently we've started a non-profit organization for battle droids."
"For battle droids? Clankers?" Wrecker asked.
"Thats what them clone boys call them," She smiled, "we basically rehab them, and send them back into the world, most as servants, translators. Small things."
"That's uh well..."
"I know I know. But here we believe that everything stands a chance." She contuined, "Echo has helped us alot on efficent repairs."
Echo nodded as he put a spoonful in his mouth.
"We have one that takes care of the animals in the small barn." Margie told, "Y/n! Have you showed them the animals dear?"
"No ma. This is only the second room they been in." Y/n informed.
"How dare you not give them a tour!" His mother spoke fake harshly, Y/n chuckling his mom soon following after.
"Oh mommy dearest I ask your humble apologies even though I don't deserve it. I suppose I'll sleep outside in the barn."
The two laughed as they smiled at one another.
"I'll show them around afterwords. Prepaired for your world to be rocked." He told the boys infront of him.
"Well I welcome you to the family boys. Its always a pleasure to have another few join the bunch!" She cheered.
"Thank you." Hunter spoke.
She smiled for a final time return to her food as did the others, small talk. Kids started asking to be excused, when excused they took there dishes and walked into the kitchen to clean there dishes and put them on the drying racks.
Echo finished before Y/n asking to be excused he got up with his dishes and went to clean them. Wrecker asked next, he being excused as he grabbed his own things and left.
Echo was along cleaning his dishes, his plate flat in the sink as he scrubbed the plate with one hand.
"Wanna hand?"
Echo turned his head, "oh. No. Im good."
Echo turned back towards his plates.
"Echo. Im. Im sorry." Wrecker apologized, "he's better than any lady you could date."
"Oh. Uh." Echo spoke, "thanks..."
"I didn't mean to hurt your feelings." Wrecker told him.
Echo frowned, "I. I know Wrecker. I shouldn't of yelled at you."
"We've should of waited for you to explain."
Putting his dishes on the drying rack he turned to Wrecker who stood next to him, Wrecker's dishes sat on the counter patiently waiting for his turn.
"It's. Okay." Echo responded, "I, I forgive you, at the end of the day. I'm the only one dating him. Right?"
Wrecker smiled, "So. We're okay?"
Echo nodded, quickly being picked up in a hug as he chuckled, patting Wrecker's shoulder.
"Now do your dishes before Y/n's mom cuts your head off." Echo joked waving smally to him.
Echo walked back out, going down the hall and too the living room, the room filled with silence as he collected the cups from eariler.
Bent over setting all the cups down accordingly there was a whistle, a soft one, not loud enough for anyone to hear if they weren't in the room.
"Would you look at that ass." Y/n spoke, Echo standing straight as he turned around, "aren't you a gifted fellow?"
Echo chuckled, "You should be careful what you say in here."
It was Y/n's turn to chuckle.
"Why's that?"
"Why do you think?" Echo questioned as he watched Y/n walk forward, grabbing his hips and pulling Echo closer.
"All I do is tell the truth," Y/n smiled.
Echo's arms drapped on Y/n's shoulder's, Y/n holding his hips.
"Now this is something we shouldn't be doing in here." Y/n teased.
Echo smiled, "One kiss never hurt anyone?"
"Oh?"
Y/n smiled, leaning down kissing Echo. His hand running through Y/n's hair, Y/n pulled away from Echo, foreheads resting on one another.
"I love you." Y/n told him.
"I love you too." Echo smiled.
Y/n pulled him into a short kiss, "You wanna sit on my lap again baby?"
"Gladly-" Echo was cut off again with a kiss, a chuckle filling his mouth from Y/n.
"Get a damn room!"
Y/n pulled away, glaring at the teen.
"Well Enzo. I am in a room! So get out of it!" Y/n argued, Echo's head in Y/n's shoulder.
"Well mom wants you to give those guys a tour." Enzo responded.
"Alright." Y/n spoke, turning back to Echo, "Later baby."
Echo was give a kiss on the lips, Y/n grabbed the tray.
"I can do that," Echo spoke stopping Y/n.
"How about you can do this one day, when we have our own home." Y/n spoke, "you know when we're married and have a little farm."
Echo flushed deeply, a farm? With him and Y/n all by themselves? Sounded...sounded. amazing.
Y/n pulled away from him tray in hand, "come on let's give that tour."
Echo followed Y/n dropping off the tray and then taking the boys around, introducing them to all the kids, big, medium small to twilek, zabrack, human to torguata. All of diffrent personalities. Some reading on there bed, some working out, some listening to music, others playing with dolls and action figures.
And then there was his room, nothing special, Echo and his favorite record in sitting still as the song had finished, a box of records tucked under the small table the record player sat on. The sheets a dark purple his pillow cases a matching dark blue a window at the far end.
"Please come in." Y/n responded offering them to come in and look around.
They filed in, the room fitting all them comfortably.
"It's quiet simple," Tech explained, "Your personality is a bit more bubbly so I was expecting something wild."
"Like that?" Crosshair questioned.
"Like what?" Tech responded turning around to face the wall behind them.
The wall was filled with photos, drawings and dried flowers, a vintage theme, branching off into its sub groups.
"There it is." Tech repsonded adjusting his glasses.
"Please feel free to look around." Y/n responded.
Crosshair stood next to Wrecker as they looked at the photos.
"Hey! It's Echo! Look!" Wrecker cheered as Crosshair peered over, the photo of Echo asleep on the couch, kids knocked out with him, "and Kamino!"
"How's you get a picture of Kamino?" Hunter questioned now also looking at the photos.
"Echo here got it for me." Y/n smiled as Echo rubbed the back of his head, "Its not just my memories up there- Hey! Lets get our own photo up there!"
Y/n got up going over to his desk as he lifted the top up pulling the old porloroid out.
"Echo." Crosshair spoke as the clone came over, "wanna explain this one?"
Echo looked at the photo, he clearly knocked out in Y/n's bed, his back bare hinting towards what had happened before hand, the blanket covering to his mid back and down, his arms tucked under a pillow permentatly fluffing it up as his cheek was baired into it.
"Not bad." Crosshair spoke nudging his brother, he was trying.
"Here is is new film and all." Y/n smiled going towards the group, "Come on! Gather around."
Y/n smiled as the group akwardly grouped together infront of the window. Looking at the group he rushed over, pushing them closer together.
"It'll be on a timer so I only have a few seconds." Y/n told them walking back over, "ready?"
"Uh sure?"
Y/n quickly pushed the button rushing over to the group, he quickly stood next to Echo. There was a click as Y/n rushed back over. The photo coming out the bottom as Tech rushed over intrested.
"Oh nice its comin through already." Y/n smiled, soon waving the square around as he walked over to his desk picking out a red and black thumb tack.
"Hmm..." y/n spoke rushing over to the wall looking around, "hah! Echo come here! Help me put this up."
Echo walked over as the boys watched him hand Echo the image and tack.
"See right there." Y/n pointed a spot above the door, dead center towards the ceiling.
"We'll move this one." Y/n said pulling up an old photo besides the light switch "up there."
Handing Echo the old photo they swapped Y/n pinning the new one with the group with a smile.
"Ready?"
"Yeah-"
Echo was grabbed by the legs, Y/n picking him up as Y/n grabbed the back off his thighs.
"A bit higher." Echo spoke as Y/n pulled his arms back, tight on Echo's thighs he pushed the clone upward, his thighs now trapping Y/n's face as Y/n's hands vanished behind Echo's kama skirt.
"Got it?" Y/n asked his chin resting at Echo's belt.
"Yeah." Echo spoke, his face red as he cleared his throat.
"Ready?'
"No- Y/n-" He spoke as Y/n laughed walking towards his bed, "Y/n! Y/n! I'll kill you don't- Ah!-"
Y/n tossed the trooper on the bed he bouncing as he let out a grunt, Y/n only chuckled turning back towards the boys, "come on i'll show you that barn they were talking about."
Y/n lead the boys along to the backyard, showing them the small barn his father worked on fixing a small animals leg, waving a B-1 droid showed up in a happy matter the others ready to fight.
"Master Y/n!"
"Please Y/n is fine B." Y/n smiled, "Boys this is B. He helps with the animals."
With an akward introduction the batchers kept there distance, but with the end of the small barn came the end of the tour. It now late in the hours of the day as the boys made there way our. Excusing themselves for the night.
"You'll have to come back." Y/n smiled.
"If its okay with Echo and your mother. " Hunter spoke, "and you of course."
"We'd be delighted to have you again." Y/n smiled, "Please. Come anytime with Echo. Or by yourselves. We're open doors."
Hunter nodded, the batch saying there goodbyes and thanks once more. They started there way away from the home, Tech staying back, "I suppose not all regs are regular after all. And that's good."
With his last comment Tech rushed to join the others.
Echo stayed behind with Y/n who smiled as the boys vanished.
"Now. That we're. Alone." Y/n teased.
"Alone? Really in this house?" Echo teased back.
Y/n chuckled, "as alone as we can be."
Echo smiled as Y/n closed the door.
"I'll go make some more milk and honey, you. Go get ready to cuddle." Y/n ordered playfully.
"Thats something I can do."
Him and Y/n unfortunately went separate ways, Y/n cleaning the cups and pot setting them to dry as one of the old B-1 droids would put the mass of dishes away during the night.
He pulled out another pot, putting it on the stove filled with the sweet liquid he wipped the tray clean, putting a fresh set of cookies on a small plate and two cups. Just in time as the pot started to whistle, pulling it off the stove he turned the gas off and went to his room.
Holding the tray in one hand he opened his door, "hey hope you didn't miss me too..."
Y/n's frame filling the door way, but froze seeing Echo's bare back facing him, a blanket sat high waisted on him as Y/n quickly stepped in, quiet with his steps he locked the door behind him, Echo now standing up and facing Y/n the blanket still around his waist.
"I uh..." Echo responded with a flush, "thought...you might like this first..."
Y/n flushed as Echo dropped the blanket, setting the tray on the nearest surface big enough, the floor flush against the wall besides the door, he walked over, kicking his shoes off in the process.
"Baby you have no idea how much I like this." Y/n told him, Echo's gaze away.
Maker. Y/n took his thumb to Echo's chin, Y/n's soft skin lightly tapping up Echo's chin to look up at him. Holding Echo's chin in place with his thumb and index finger Y/n smiled smally, his eyes filled with love for the pale male infront of him.
"Y/n. I..." Echo trailed off.
"Shh..." Y/n hushed softly, his thumb running down Echo's lip and back to his chin, "You don't have to say anything..."
Echo raised on his toes, leaning up to kiss Y/n, Y/n leaned down, the first kiss was almost shy, there lips only pressing together in sweet presence of one another. The small kiss leaving Echo breathless. They pulled away shortly. Another one soon be initiated, Y/n nudging Echo to sit down softly, he following Echo's movements, Y/n sitting besides him, the kissing barely any more intense, Echo swinging a leg over Y/n's straddling the taller male.
Y/n held the small of Echo's back, the two's makeout session growing in heat as Y/n's hands running down Echo's back and to his ass, where he gladly let his hands rest of Echo's warm skin while they kissed.
It was soon for breathe they pulled away, Y/n attaching himself to Echo's neck. Echo's hand through Y/n's hair as he hummed against Echo's pale skin, earing a soft mewel.
"Y/n...take me...take me away..." Echo whispered, Y/n laying Echo down on his back, his lips never movinv from Echo's shoulder.
"Take me away...Y/n..." Echo meweled softly, the words spilling from Echo's vocal cords once again.
Y/n stopped momentarily to lean up into Echo's ear, "only if I can come along baby..."
The night was filled with passion, hair being pulled in pleasure, moans dripping off each others lips, ripped from there vocal cords in call for the other one. Pleads drawn from the bottom as Echo left a few new scratch marks on Y/n's back, along with a line of hickeys following Y/n's collar blade to sholder. Y/n did the same, leaving hickies along Echo's body, where skin met metal.
Echo laid flat on his stomach now, his head turned towards Y/n. Y/n held a stupid large smile on his face, his finger's interlaced with Echo's.
"That was somethin else babe." Y/n told him softly, "Parched after the time of your life?"
Echo chuckled as Y/n pulled himself up, and out of bed. Echo receiving a pleasent veiw of Y/n's behind with one side having present marks, they currently defined and fresh, marks both darker and lighter spotted Y/n's back, mostly towards his shoulder and nape of his neck.
Echo watched Y/n pick up the tray and make his way back to the bed setting it on the nightstand, climbing back in the covers as Echo nuzzle up to Y/n.
"Clingy now are we? Let me pour you a cup atleast." Y/n chuckled.
Pouring them both cups Echo was handed one cold cup, "Thanks."
"Mhmm," Y/n acknowledged the two cuddled up, "shame its cold. Must sat for too long, needy thing arent you?"
Echo flustered, but took a risk himself, "Could still be longer."
"Oh? And what are you gonna do that I haven't done to you?" Y/n teased, Echo took a heavy drink, hoping it would bring him energy later taking Y/n's he sat it on the nightstand next to his own side of the bed.
Echo pushed Y/n onto the bed flat, the covers still hiding Y/n's lower half.
"I haven't rode you." Echo told boldly.
Y/n smirked up at him, "You're right you haven't,"
Echo's leg's swinging over Y/n, "Think you can handle me?" Echo questioned.
Y/n chuckled, "Baby you have no idea what I'd endure for you." Y/n sat up, holding Echo's face with a hand.
"Lets see then." Echo responded Y/n biting his lip as he pushed the covers down with a foot.
Y/n was pulled into a kiss, his hands running up and down Echo's back as Echo pushed him to the bed, the kiss never breaking.
Read the Next Part here if you like smut or stay generally sfw here
#star wars#the bad batch#sw: tbb#star wars: the bad batch#echo tbb#tbb echo#echo x male reader#star wars echo#bad batch echo#the bad batch echo#echo the bad batch#x male reader#lil smutty my bad#oof#i liked how this turned out
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đđđđđ đđđđ â skz with pregnant!reader
felix x reader | part six of dad!skz
⏠genre; fluff
⏠warnings; pregnancy, slight relation to sex, birth
⏠notes; this took so long lmfao i just had it sitting but iâm finishing up seungmin rnnn đ€ iâve been doing requests whew i just have EVERYTHING coming at once
u guys r really surprisedÂ
u two had been in a relationship for four years now so this was inevitable as u two were putting off the pressure of marriage for awhile now
âwoah, iâm gonna be a dad!! does this mean u have to call me daddy now?â
0_0
u r s e n s i t i v e
felix first notices this when he gives u a kiss in the morning n ur crying like two seconds after
:((
âwhy are you crying??!â
âyou just leave so early and i miss you!!â
felix skips the day, not rly caring he just wants to cuddle u đ„ș
speaking of cuddling u two r so cuddly together now
u guys just cant get enough of each other
ur at practice less often just bc of media and he thinks the house is safer for u
so the boys come over a ton more to the dorm just bc they wanna see u and spend time with u
he is so cute, whenever he sees you heâll instantly be on his knees to kiss your baby bump and leave u with a light kiss on ur lips
u guys go to ur scan at the beginning of the second trimester
its hush hush and ofc felix has u with the best doctor hes heard ofÂ
his hands are clammy asf, hes smiling and so dazed while he stares at the ultrasound
âlook at that!! baby a and baby b!!â
felix is like,Â
âoh im gonna pass outâ
now he gets these corny ass JOKES like
âwow lix has really GOOD swimmers!!!â
âfelix knows his way around the bedroom!!!!!!!!â
poor baby jeongin :( they are POLLUTING HIS MIND
he doesnt but this boy is scared shitless now, two babies?? thats a lot to handle
he likes to shop, a lot.Â
for some reason everything is dog themed, puppies on everything and heâll come home with bags of baby stuff everyday
lix is just so in love with your body
sweaters, t-shirts, hoodies, anything he owns, he 100% wants you to wear it
he might be a little excited at the thought of u in his clothes, it was usual but now u pregnant, he was a little MORE excited
abnormally this guy worships your body 100%Â
he loves how easily you can just unravel, to the point of tears and have u begging for him to stop
ok lemme not ill start writing shit type smut anyways chile yes lix loves u A LOT in and out of the bedroom
mmm heâll always be brainstorming names
aeygo for the babies đ„ș
tons of kisses he has plenty to go around
he acquires a new skill called cooking đŁ
ur his new favorite taste tester
heâll read books for them both
tons of research on expecting twins and what to do
âhey, okay.. so i bought a pregnancy pillow, and like, i wanna use it?â
felix has this smirk, holding the huge pillow that is supposed to be a maternity one, but he much prefers himself using it as a regular pillow
he actually goes public with this, knowing that the fans adored u after being his girlfriend for so long nd u soon became a favorite for them
some shit like âstays meet your new membersâ đŁ
this guy has a knack for painting, his newest canvas is your large baby bump, doodling little flowers n hearts or animals on it, sometimes painting characters on it or whatever it may be
u two have this rly cute vlive together which consists of him painting ur baby bump, plenty of fun while he asked stays to tell him what to draw on ur bump :v
âooh!! a ladybug!!â
he posts the finished project in nice high quality on their official instagram, showing off the many things he had painted
the dreaded bed rest comes into play
u are now nearing seven months, which meant that u should be experiencing labor or maybe labor pains soon
he takes his paternal leave, now indulging in ice-cream and gummy bears with u, rather than working out and drinking nasty smoothies
guess who has that sympathy weightÂ
(jk he just uses it as an excuse so he can just give up on his diet)
sleep all day
sleep all night
u two are honestly so tired for WHATEVER reason
lix is there to be a cuddle bug, pulling ur back close to his body, ur legs entwined and his hand on top of ur own that was on ur bump
its rly cute just try and picture it for a moment
u guys r trying everything to hurry and get to the end of this seemingly forever pregnancy
heâll def buy two yoga balls instead of just one for u and heâll bounce on them with u
who cares ab trying to hurry up yâall are having so much fun regardless of the fact u have to pee every ten minutes
u both forget the thought of it and just go with the flow
making a deal to go with the names for whomever u claimed aka baby a or baby b
i see ur guys timing to be during the summer so its miserable in ur house
its hot n stuffy
u two r just lounging n u both have popsicles, then ur just like
âoh! oh.â
it was a steady gush of fluid between ur legs and that was when the nervousness set in
u two just look at each-other in shock
âoh! weâre having a baby- um.. wow!â
he is abnormally good at keeping calm, helping u keep ur breathing steady and getting everything togetherÂ
felix is a pro.
u guys r kinda chilling in the parking lot just quiet and sort of nervous that the next time ur walking out of there you both will have not one, but two babies
âi donât know if iâm ready yet.â
felix groans, grabbing ur hand
âur right, ur more than ready. look at us!! parents of two in at least the next twenty-four hours!!âÂ
his hands r around u in a second to help u up and there to help u walk in
u two honestly decide to play games on ur phone to kill time
felix crawls into ur bed, seeing as how u looked extremely lonely, letting his arms and legs wrap around u n heâs just playing with ur hair
its honestly adorable
u two are really tired for whatever reason, falling asleep like this before u would be consumed in the late nights of being parents
these nurses wake u both up and are just like
âletâs see if weâre ready to meet ur babies!!â
felix is kinda scared but nonetheless heâll grab ur hand and hold onto it with a smile
10cm woo!
if he wasnât hyping u up before he is hyping u up right now
ur somewhat laughing and crying while in pain
yall r so weird
felix is there to wipe ur face with the wet cloth, or to give u a sip of water, rly whatever u need he is on it
poor baby just wants to be of help
âhereâs baby a! itâs a girl!â
u two have at least a moment with her, taking in her small appearance, felix holding her out for u to see
abruptly cut off by baby b needing to make an appearance
âi donât wanna do this again.â
âitâs alright, shh. weâre going to have two babies, two perfect ones. we have one little girl, letâs get ready for the next one, yeah? our two babies, youâre doing so good.â
they take away ur little girl while felix does what he already did beforehand
âhereâs your second one!! we have a pair of sisters!â
u and felix are so overjoyed at this news, literally sobbing, u two r a mess
both r brought over to u, felix taking in the fact heâs a father of two girls, such small girls
ur both smiley while u kiss them n cuddle them, getting the nurse to take a picture of u two
ur obviously tired, felix emotionally worn out but having the brightest smiles on ur faces while u hold onto ur pair of newborn girls
heâs so proud, heâs the definition of a proud father
lix is holding onto one and he comes over to you, the other one cooing
âthatâs it, my three girls.â
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You Can Make It Up To Me
Ok sorry if its too late or its already been done just thought id ask anyway, for the 1000 followers celebration why not throw it back to the early days, what about a sequel to "I'll make it up to you" based on another time rog comes home after being away for a while? Maybe reader cant keep to her promise this time? đ have been hooked on your writing since I read that fic!! â€
IâLL MAKE IT UP TO YOU
Pairing: Roger Taylor x Fem!Reader
Warnings: SMUT (18+), dom!Rog, sub!Reader, edging and denial, chastity belt, oral sex (male receiving), facial, mentions of spanking though it doesnât really feature, mentions of cockwarming though it doesnât really feature either, itâs really just a fuckload of edging lmao
Words: 9,307
A/N: Listen, yaâll should know by now I have a denial kink. You suggest a fic with edging and i fucking run with it.
This was another request from my 1000 followers celebration roughly a year ago. Apologies to the person who requested it for taking so long, I hope youâre still around and you see this!Â
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Youâd thought edging for a week was hard. Oh how wrong youâd been. A week was a piece of fucking cake compared to the two months youâd been asked to endure this time. Stupid Roger. Stupid you. Youâd been a fool to agree to the edging challenge again. You let Roger sweet talk you and convince you itâd be fun and hot and maybe he was a little bit right. Maybe you were turned on just from the suggestion of being edged for an extended period of time. He knew that and he used it against you as he cooed about how much he loved seeing you desperate and how good it had been last time heâd been away and how much fun youâd had playing with it all those times since, but theyâd all been so short and wouldnât it be fun to go for longer. And that was all very true, but youâd still been an idiot to agree to it. Two months! What had you been thinking? You supposed it could be worse. They could have been doing the whole tour in one hit, leaving you with much longer to get through. But that was by the by really. Youâd never have lasted longer. You hadnât even lasted the two months youâd agreed to. Roughly half a month from Rogerâs return and youâd fucked up. Gone over the edge without meaning to. And he was going to call at the previously agreed upon check in time and youâd have to tell him and then be punished when he got home. Maybe you could distract him, get him talking about the tour and stuff. Technically you were meant to save all the chatting for the end of the week when he could call earlier and spend longer on the phone but maybe heâd be so homesick heâd forget about the rules youâd agreed on. Or maybe you could just lie about it and get back into your edging routine and still be the same drippy mess he expected to find waiting for him on his return. Ten minutes until he was supposed to call. You had to make your mind up now.
 âLove?â âHi Rog,â You were still apprehensive about the call but the weary drawl in his voice softened your worry, âyou sound tired.â âOnly just got back to the hotel, howâs my girl?â âGood, how are you? Howâs the tour going?â âLove, you know this isnât a social call, itâs a check in.â Damn. So much for distracting him. âSorry, I just miss you.â âI miss you too Y/N.â âSo letâs just talk for a minute.â A feeble last ditch effort really. âWe can talk. About how your edging is going. Tell me what my slutâs been up to.â Double damn. âIâve been edging Sir,â âGood. How many times today?â âSix.â âOnly six?â âI, uh, I got caught up doing o-other things and, um, didnât have as much time today,â you hoped he couldnât hear how fast your heart was beating. âIs that so? This from the same slut who told me about how sheâd been so desperate while driving the two minutes to the supermarket that sheâd pulled over halfway to knock one out.â His weariness seemed to evaporate with every word, âWhat were you doing that was so distracting?â âI- um, it was, um,â He let you stutter and sweat a little before he cut you off, âIâm starting to think you werenât too preoccupied. Iâm starting to think you disobeyed me.â âIt was an accident,â you sighed, âI was edging and I slipped up and came. Iâm sorry.â âOh, love, thatâs okay. Mistakes happen. And I know weâve never done it for this long before and it must be so hard to keep stopping.â âItâs so hard!â you half laughed, relieved at his reaction. âI know. Youâve done so well.â âThank you,â âBut you know I will have to punish you when I get home right,â âSir?â âNot because you slipped over the edge, that I understand completely. But you tried to hide it from me. So youâll have to make it up to me.â âYes Sir. How?â âIâm not sure yet. Have you edged much since you went over?â âNo, I havenât touched myself at all. I wasnât sure I could start again and keep up with it.â âThatâs okay. You did such a good job getting this far so weâre not going to worry about edging any more for these lastâŠhow many? I think ten days of the tour, whatever. You can have as many orgasms as you want. But I want you to keep count for me okay?â âOkay, yeah, I can do that.â âYeah? Thatâs my girl. Why donât you run grab your vibrator and let me hear you have one now,â âNow?â âI need something to wank to if Iâm going to get to sleep any time soon.â âRight, give me two minutes to grab it.â âTake your time, love.â
 You hurried to the bedroom to pull open the draw where you kept your toys, not wanting to keep Roger waiting longer than you had to. Your fingers slipped a little as you quickly plugged it into the wall and positioned yourself, picking the phone up and pressing it back to your ear. âOkay, I got it,â âLet me hear it,â You turned it on for a couple of seconds. âGood girl. Now, what are you wearing?â Despite how worn out he must have felt Roger took his time. He made you describe the underwear you wore and told you how he wanted you to touch yourself over your knickers, made you tease yourself while he listened. He told you where to put the vibrator and on which setting and for how long. And you followed every instruction as best you could. You could feel the weeks of edging like every unachieved orgasm was gathered in the pit of your stomach. They made you ache for release. You told Roger as much, less eloquently, begging and whining rather than full sentences. There was a fear heâd lied about letting you cum or that at the very least he was going to make you wait for it. But he didnât. All you had to say was please Sir and he told you to let go. He didnât need to tell you twice. Relief washed through every inch of you as your pleasure cracked moans subsided. But he wasnât finished, and he wasnât going to let you off so easily. He gave you half a minute to catch your breath and thank him and then he told you to put the vibrator back against your clit. When you whined about being sensitive, he mocked you. His poor pathetic slut who was so worked up she just had to have an orgasm. âBut I havenât had mine and I told you I wanted to listen to you while I got off.â You came again as his grunts of release echoed down the phone line and he let you stop. But he was gentle as you caught your breath, soft words of praise making you feel warm and treasured. He made sure you were okay, reminding you to drink some water and get some rest, before he wished you goodnight, the tiredness returned to his voice, stronger than ever. But his parting reminder to keep count and expect his call the next night sent a shiver down your spine.
 Over the six and a half weeks since Roger had left youâd grown accustomed to X-rated dreams. Most nights ended with an edge or two and most mornings began the same way so it was no wonder your dreams quickly picked up the theme and ran with it. In them Roger returned early to surprise you and fuck your brains out. Or else he took you on tour and dressed you in skanky clothes that left nothing to the imagination so he could use you whenever he needed. Sometimes heâd share you with rooms full of men you didnât recognise but understood worked with the band. Once or twice youâd woken up on the verge of release and cursed dream Roger for being so arousingly evil. You hadnât expected to have one of those dreams after Roger overstimulated you on the phone but you woke the next morning grinding against the bunched up sheets, with a vague memory of Roger plowing you over his drumkit while a crowd of fans cheered him on. It wasnât until you were rubbing the sleep from your eyes that you realised it couldnât have been real. And it was followed by a moment of panic that youâd gone over the edge in your sleep before you remembered everything. The recollection brought a smile to your face as your fingers slipped between your legs. Still a little sore but you could avoid your clit, focus on trying to imitate the way Roger could finger fuck you to orgasm. You were laughing as you came, blissed out on just the notion of being allowed an orgasm. And not just one, as many as you wanted. It was tempting to take another just because you could but instead you forced yourself to get out of bed and start your morning routine. Of course you had to make some adjustments. Youâd taken to edging in the shower each evening but instead you allowed yourself the luxury of a bath, coming with the tap gushing directly into your clit. And instead of mindlessly edging while you spread out on the couch and read, you let yourself get off to the erotic novel you were halfway through. It was incredible, even without Roger there to help. The tingle youâd get right before it hit, the one that used to make you pull your hand away. And then the rush of the actual release that made your whole body tense up before relaxing completely. Youâd grown so accustomed to edging, gotten so used to the constantly building high that never ended. Actually being able to finish was like a drug and you kept going back for another hit. It was five times when Roger called though he made you do a sixth, once again explaining what he wanted, asking you how it felt. You didnât complain, didnât even consider it.
 It was the same most days though the number of orgasms you got out declined as Roger got closer to coming home. You were guaranteed one with every call he made to check in on how you were going, but more often than not it ended up being two or three. And heâd always ask for how many youâd had that day and then your total number of orgasms. Whenever you gave him the new numbers you could hear the scratch of a pen as he wrote it down. The night before he returned you reached thirty-nine. âThirty-nine?â Roger let out a whistle that made you chuckle. âYou wanna hear one more? Make it an even forty?â âNo,â âOh, really?â âItâs hilarious how disappointed you sound. But I think Iâd like to give you number forty myself, in person.â âI suppose I can wait for that,â âNot long to go,â âYou gonna miss touring?â âYeah, a bit. But Iâm gonna be even happier being back home with you.â âGetting to use your slut more like,â He let out a soft, breathy laugh, âThereâs that, but also just getting to sleep in the same bed as you sounds so good right now. And your tea. I havenât had a decent cup since I left.â
 You held off on the last orgasm, looking forward to one at Rogerâs hands and not just his voice. A little hint of denial to round out the separation. A nice way to bookend the experience, even if you hadnât managed to last the whole time. But your days of free flowing orgasms meant that his return wasnât like last time, when youâd be so desperate for release youâd tried to jump him on the front steps. You could wait, let him get settled first. Heâd probably want to shower, maybe eat something better than the plane food, maybe sleep off some of the travel, before sex even crossed his mind. Or rather, because it was Roger you were talking about, he was probably thinking about sex already but heâd want to make sure it was good for both of you even if that meant waiting a day or two. So you did what you could to make his return more comfortable, making sure the kettle was on when he arrived, calling out from the kitchen when you heard the door open. He greeted you with a tight hug and a soft kiss and followed it with a contented sigh as you handed him his favourite tea cup and led him out to the couch. He pulled you in close, entwined your fingers again as you chatted and relaxed. You figured thatâs how the rest of the afternoon and evening would be, that youâd order take out and stay on the couch until you were ready to shuffle off to bed. So, when Rogerâs hand, palm still warm where heâd been holding the teacup, landed on your thigh and began to creep higher, you were a little surprised. âRemind me what your total number of orgasms was again,â âUh, thirty-nine Sir. But we donâ-â âSo you didnât sneak in one more after I hung up?â âNo, I wanted to wait for you.â âIâm here now,â âYou sure you donât want to rest? I can wait a bit longer,â âLove, Iâve spent the last however long sitting on a plane, think Iâd like to do something a little moreâŠphysical.â You couldnât stop from giggling, couldnât deny your excitement at the turn the afternoon was taking. âIs that a yes?â âYes, definitely.â âThen why donât you go to the bedroom and strip. Iâll finish this perfect cuppa and meet you there. We could do your punishment too, if youâre up for it.â âWhatâs the punishment going to be, spanking or something?â âOr something,â he said with a laugh. âOkay, yeah, letâs get it over with then,â Roger just laughed again as he leaned forward to kiss you and then sent you on your way.
 âGood girl,â he cooed as he entered the room and saw you kneeling on the bed, your clothes scattered around the room, âYou wanna know what your punishment is?â âPlease,â âWell, because you tried to get away with cumming without permission, Iâm going to edge you again. I think one for every orgasm you had sounds fair, donât you?â âWhat? ButâŠâ âBut what, love? You didnât think I was going to give you a little spank and then forget about it, did you? I canât have my slut thinking itâs okay to lie to me.â âBut you said I could have those orgasms,â âI know. They were a reward for trying so hard to hold off for me. Iâm not punishing you for accidentally going over the edge,â he stepped towards you as he spoke, reached out to cup your cheek, his thumb rubbing over your skin softly, âSorry, I should have been clearer when I left that I wasnât going to be upset if you didnât last. Two months is a very long time and itâs hard to keep edging when youâre on your own, especially if youâve never gone that long before. All I wanted was for you to try and you tried so hard and did so well. I couldnât be prouder. But then when you did go over, you tried to keep it from me and thatâs not on. I expect you to tell me when something like that happens. Otherwise whatâs the point in agreeing to all this submissive stuff?â âSorry, Sir, I know I should have told you,â âThank you but youâre not getting out of it so easily. Lie back for me,â With a deep breath you did as he asked, shifting against the mattress to get comfortable. âRemind me what your safe word is,â âRed, Sir,â âGood, donât be afraid to use it if you need to.â You nodded as you watched him walk to the cupboard, your hands already rising over your head in anticipation. He chuckled when he saw you waiting, âso you agree then, I need to tie you down.â âThirty-nineâs a lot, I wonât be able to stay still,â âOf course you wonât, youâre a needy whore who likes to cum more thanâs good for you. Spread your legs for me too, Iâm going to tie your ankles.â You did as you were told, earning another chuckle from Roger as he took one wrist and tied it to the corner of the bed frame.
 He made you wait there, on display and unable to move, spread eagle on the bed, as he stripped down to his briefs and then stood over you, looking you up and down as if deciding how best to torture you. âAlready a little wet,â he said softly, fingers brushing over your pussy. You stayed quiet, worrying at your lip. âI said,â he slapped your thigh and made you jolt, âAlready. A little. Wet.â âIâve been thinking about this since your last call, Sir.â Another slap, this one directly on your pussy, âHmmm, thirty-nine orgasms in ten days and youâre already asking for more? Such a good slut for me. Iâd have loved to see what kind of a mess you were by the time you accidentally came.â You whined as his fingers teased your entrance but he ignored you and kept talking. âIâll do my best to get you dripping again now but I think I might need to give you a hand getting started, huh,â his fingers left you as he moved to the draws and pulled out a small tube of lubricant. He spread a dollop over two digits before slipping them inside you easily. Instinctively your hips rose to meet him, encouraging his fingers to sink deeper into you. âMaybe Iâll give you a few weeks break and then we might try again, see if you canât go the whole two months while Iâm here. Iâll help you be a good girl, keep you from going over. And then we can see just how drippy you get. I imagine you wonât be able to wear knickers for more than an hour before theyâre soaked through. But itâll make you easy to use. A self-lubricating little toy for me to play with. So desperate and needy.â He grinned as he stretched you out, using his other thumb to collect some of your rapidly pooling arousal and spreading it over your clit, paying close attention to how you jerked in your restraints, watching for any sign of the release you werenât allowed, âYou like the sound of that?â âY-yes, Sir,â âThought you would. I definitely do.â He shifted the position of his fingers seamlessly, almost second nature. âFuck, close, âm close,â He pulled both hands away from you, smoothing them over your thighs, âThank you for telling me.â The familiar disappointment of a subsiding orgasm made you sigh but otherwise you kept quiet, not wanting Roger to hear you complain after just one edge. The first of many. Roger waited thirty seconds before he started in on you again, enough time for the orgasm to completely disappear so he could slowly rebuild the pleasure to the same point before he pulled his hands away again. There was another half minute pause before he repositioned his fingers where you so badly wanted them to be and began building you up once more. âWhat a pitiful little whine that was. And weâre only just getting started, love.â Roger stilled his fingers as he laughed again. âFuck,â âMaybe. If youâre lucky. But for now,â he curled his fingers inside you, watching every reaction closely as he pumped them into you, stilling as you neared the edge again. He didnât remove them though, just held them in you as you calmed so he could begin again as soon as youâd settled. âThatâs three done, thirty-six to go,â You groaned but nodded your acceptance.  Roger played you as well as he would any of his instruments, keeping you right at the edge as you jerked and jolted in your restraints, desperately trying to get just a little more, one more thrust, one more stroke, anything to finally feed the craving. It was blissful torture. But it was so much better with him physically there. Edging for him on your own was fine but nothing beat the way it felt to have him do it for you. The pure submission, the total lack of control. He owned your orgasms. You willingly gave them to him and now he owned them, controlled them.
 Roger enjoyed it as much as you did, the evidence becoming clearer with every pleading whine you gave him, though you were too distracted to notice. It only became obvious to you how turned on he was when he got up to take his underwear off and your eyes fell to his erect cock. He settled himself back between your legs and tapped the head of his dick against your sensitive clit. âWhat dâyou think, slut? Should I fuck you now?â âPlease,â âAwww you really want it donât you?â âYes, yes Sir, I really want it,â âMy good little whore likes Sirâs cock, doesnât she?â âYeah,â âEspecially in her cunt,â âYeah,â âYeah. But we have a problem.â Roger shuffled over you, straddling your hips, âSee, itâs been a while.â âMonths, Sir,â Roger chuckled, âExactly, months. And I just worry that Iâm going to enjoy being in your cunt again so much that I forget to edge you. And I donât want that. Not after youâve been so good for me.â âItâs okay Sir, you can fuck me. I promise Iâll be good,â âI know you would try to be good, but accidents could happen and Iâm not ready to let you cum yet, even accidentally. What kind of a punishment would that be? So, instead, Iâm going to use another hole Iâve missed, okay?â You agreed, though really it didnât feel like you had many other options besides taking it or safe-wording and you definitely werenât ready for things to end. âGood girl,â Roger cooed, leaning forward to kiss you softly before he repositioned himself. You giggled as he somewhat clumsily turned around, but the laughter died as he moved to kneel over your face instead. âSir?â Roger wrapped his hand around his cock, âYes, slut?â âCan I have my hands please?â âI think you can manage without them,â Roger said, âBut how about this?â He leaned forward to release the ties around your ankles before settling back, his bollocks resting against your lips. He seemed to be waiting so you opened your mouth, laving your saliva over them with your tongue. âGood girl,â Roger hummed as you sucked one testicle into your mouth, a small part of you hoping that if you did enough, heâd be lenient and reduce your punishment. âIf it getâs too much, stamp your foot okay?â You raised your legs so your feet were flat on the bed and stamped one to show you understood. âGood girl,â Roger said, pressing a kiss to your knee before he readjusted his position, letting his cock find your mouth.
 At first Roger contented himself with rocking slowly, letting you grow comfortable with the position. You had no control over how deep he pressed into you or how often but he kept his movement measured and careful, making sure he wasnât overwhelming you, and you kept up as best you could, running your tongue along his length and sucking on his head. It got harder when he leaned forward and attached his lips to your cunt. The distraction of being edged with his tongue made you lose focus as you bucked your hips in a weak attempt to get more pleasure. Which meant you were taken by surprise when he suddenly thrust into your mouth, pushing himself into your throat. You wished you had your hands so you could grab his arse or jerk him off, but you made do as best you could, eyes watering as you moaned and he gave another sharp thrust. As he got closer to release he slid deeper into your throat, unable to control himself as easily while he was concentrating on edging you again and again. Each time heâd tell you how many edges heâd given you but you stopped listening. Between the jolts of pleasure from his tongue licking along your slit and the weight of his body on yours and the strain on your jaw as you kept your mouth open for him and the dizzying gasps of air you sucked in as he remembered himself and pulled out of you before sinking back in just as deep, everything else seemed fuzzy and distant. Your hands grasped at thin air in an attempt to break loose and touch him and your hips rose to meet him until he held them down. You moaned around his cock and whined with each new edge which only seemed to spur him on. At some point, after you werenât sure how many, Roger decided heâd had enough of edging you like that and sat up a bit higher on his knees. He gave you a brief warning and let you take a few extra breaths before he fucked your mouth for real, unrelentingly using you for his own pleasure. You knew he was getting closer by the way he was grunting and the small twitches in his cock and you tried to prepare yourself for a mouthful of spunk, tried to ready yourself for how it would feel when he came on your tongue. But then he stopped and pulled out of you entirely. You were surprised by his sudden disappearance as he swung his leg back over you and got off the bed. Surely he wasnât going to edge himself along with you? Surely he was going to use his release as another way to torment you, telling you how good it felt and mocking you for wanting the same. It was hard not to feel a little disappointed too. Especially when you could see how hard he was, his flushed tip proof of how close heâd been. âSir?â you croaked out, voice scratchy and throat sore. Roger ignored you, as he walked back to the end of the bed, wiping his mouth and chin. âSir, didnât you want to finish?â âAwww, did the whore want my cum that bad? Donât worry slut, youâll get it, just not to taste. Iâm going to put this load where it belongs. In my cunt.â You gasped as Roger pressed the tip of his cock into your heat, bracing yourself for the rough fuck he was sure to give you. But there was no thrusting, no pushing deeper. He held his tip inside you as his hand slid up and down his shaft, pulling himself over the edge with a grunt.
 You were left squirming and aching to be filled, to feel him inside you properly, as he left the bed again and moved towards the cupboard. A combination of your juices and his dripping onto the sheets. You knew what was coming but that made it all the worse. âDo you remember how many I said you had left?â he asked as he plugged the wand vibrator in and gave it a test pulse. âNo Sir,â âNo? You really should, I said it only a few minutes ago,â âI donât know Sir,â âWell itâs a good thing I know then. Otherwise we might have had to start all over again and kept better count.â You trembled at the idea, part terrified of it happening, part wanting it to. âYou only have to last 5 more. Not very many, is it?â âNo Sir. I can do five,â âI know you can. Because youâre such a good girl for me. My good girl. You ready?â âYes,â you swallowed thickly and took a steadying breath waiting for the buzz of the vibrator to start again. Roger made you wait a little, building the anticipation and the tension as he refrained from doing what you expected. He let the soft head of the toy rest against your clit, laughing when you jolted at the contact. And only once youâd stilled did he turn it on, leaving it on the lowest setting. Instinctively you tried to move your still unbound legs, but Roger gave you a slap to your thigh and warned you to behave or else heâd tie you down again and give you extra edges. You whimpered a small, âYes Sir,â as you did your best to keep still though it got harder with each edge. Roger was careful to pull the machine away as soon as he saw signs of your impending orgasm, never letting you get too close lest his reflexes be too slow. He didnât want any accidents to happen now, not after heâd been edging you for so long. He counted down each one, giving you ample breaks between to calm yourself again. When you finally heard him turn off the vibrator and say you were done you cried grateful tears. He untied your wrists and pulled you into his arms, soothing you with soft words of praise and gentle touches.
 âHow do you feel?â He asked softly once youâd sufficiently calmed, leaning back and placing his hand on your cheek as he studied your face. âBit sore. Really want to cum. But good.â âYeah? Youâre okay?â âYeah Iâm okay. Might need a few minutes before I can do more though. The fortieth orgasm I mean.â âThatâs alright. In fact, itâs perfect because Iâve got a surprise for you.â âA surprise?â âWait here, Iâll grab it from my suitcase,â You nodded, intrigued, and leaned against the bedhead to wait, letting your eyes close for a moment as he left the room. Roger returned and handed you a glass of water and box tied off with ribbon. You were definitely curious now, the box larger than youâd been expecting. You pulled at the bow with one hand as you drank with the other, letting Roger lift the lid from the box. You didnât understand what you were seeing until Roger explained. âItâs a chastity belt,â You almost did a spit take. âI saw it while we were exploring the shops of one of the towns we were in and I thought it might be fun to try it out, if youâre interested.â You placed the cup down and reached into the box to pick up the metal device, âLooks a bit medieval, doesnât it,â Roger chuckled and agreed, âWe donât have to use it if you donât want to. But while I was edging you I thought maybe it would be fun to make you wait a few extra days,â âYou want me to wear it now?â âOnly if you want to. If Iâm being honest, I hadnât planned to show you today. I was going to save it for after the rest of the tour, but you know how impatient I can be,â he laughed, his hand falling to your rub softly over your knee, âIf youâd prefer to cum now I will very happily make that happen. More than once. But if you did want to test it out Iâd also be into that.â âHow would it work?â âWell, um, youâd wear it all day, when youâre at home and when you go out. The guy who sold it said itâs very discreet and will go under most clothes without showing. You have to take it off once a day to clean it so I was thinking that you could wear it all day and take it off at night when you have your shower. That way it can be cleaned and dry out over night and you wouldnât have to worry about it not being comfortable to sleep in.â âAnd um, how would, uhhhh, bathroom stuff work with it?â âWell, thereâs a slit at the front that can be opened so you can pee but isnât it kind of hot if you have to ask me to unlock it every time you have to go to the bathroom?â âI hate to admit it but yeah it is,â you laughed. âI could also unlock it for other reasons. Maybe if I really really wanted to fuck you.â You shifted excitedly. It had been too long since youâd had Roger properly, and especially after his little teasing stunt just before, but you tried to sound more casual as you said, âThatâd be fun,â âThink Iâm probably more likely to use your mouth though. So much less hassle.â âItâs kinda unfair that you promised me number forty and now youâre not going to pay up,â âIâll give you forty and forty-one and forty-two and as many more as you can handle. Right now if you want. Or after a few days of having your cunt locked away.â You stomach clenched at the thought, âHow long were you thinking?â âI donât know. The part of me that likes symmetry says ten days since thatâs how many days of tour were left when you stopped edging. But really anything you want is okay with me. If you tried it for a day and decided it wasnât for you that would be completely fine. And, like I said, if you donât want to do it right away we donât have to.â âI think I want to. Maybe just a day to start, see how it goes. If I want another day Iâll let you know.â âReally?â You laughed at how excited Roger seemed, âYes, really.â ïżœïżœïżœI fucking love you,â âI am very loveable,â Roger laughed and pulled you into a kiss.
 He joined you in the shower, helping you wash off the sweat and other fluids left from the torture youâd just been through. You took turns washing each otherâs hair as you relaxed together, letting the hot water sooth any aches you felt. But there was a layer of excitement too and a few nerves at the prospect of wearing the chastity belt. Once you were thoroughly cleaned and dried, Roger helped lock the belt into place before you both got dressed. It was an odd sensation but thrilling too. It made you hyper aware of your own desperation. Every time you moved, sat down, you were reminded of how impossible it would be to touch yourself or get any sort of release. You only wore it for a few hours that first day, asking Roger to unlock it when you got up to change into your pyjamas. Together you worked out how best to clean it and hung it up ready for the next day. Roger kissed you good morning when you woke and asked if you wanted to try a full day of it. You agreed and, after visiting the bathroom, let him once again fasten the belt into place. It was even more thrilling the second time. In part because you had a better idea of how it operated, how it felt to wear it, but also largely due to wearing it out of the house. Roger decided to take you out for an early lunch, grinning cheekily as he made the suggestion. He knew full well youâd spend every minute of the excursion with your mind on the belt, wondering if anyone could tell you were wearing it. He was right. But it only made you wetter. Once you were home Roger checked in with you, asking how it was going and if you were still interested in wearing it. âItâs good. Still feels a bit weird but not what I'd call uncomfortable. Itâs just very obvious to me that itâs there. But fuck Iâm horny,â Roger laughed, âthat makes two of us. I swear Iâve been half hard since I put it on you. Was even worse when you asked me to unlock it so you could pee.â âJeeze Rog. Iâve been edged and denied, whatâs your excuse?â âShut up, thereâs just something super hot about me holding the key to your cunt,â You chuckled, leaned towards him and gave him the most sultry look you could muster, âYou know you could use that key whenever you want.â âMaybe later, love. Right now I really should unpack my bags, do some laundry.â âBut that can be done any time,â âSo can you,â Roger laughed, leaving you with a kiss to the temple. That night, after youâd taken the belt off and cleaned it, Roger edged you again, kissing you as his fingers explored your slit and your hand pumped over his cock.
 On the third day Roger disappeared into the back yard with a guitar. A question about the grocery shopping list sent you seeking him, and you found him sitting on a chair under the shade of a large tree, plucking at the strings. It was almost a shame to interrupt what seemed like such a serene moment. He spotted you though and waved you over, pulling you onto his lap. His fingers moved to the front of you shorts, seemingly automatically, but he stopped and chuckled when he met the firm resistance of the belt. âOops,â âForgot did you? Lucky,â âYou're not enjoying it anymore?â âNo, no, I am, but Iâm also getting really frustrated,â âYeah?â âThere is literally no way to relieve any pressure when Iâm wearing it and you keep edging me before bed and honestly I want you to fuck me so bad like I just feel kind of empty all the time cause itâs been so fucking long since I had more than your fingers in there and I'm used to just being able to pull out a toy and make myself feel better even if Iâm edging. Itâs fucking torture not being able to touch anything and not being even a little bit in control of my own pleasure.â âDo you want to stop?â âHell no. I just want you to fuck me,â âOh really?â he chuckled, âI guess I shouldnât be surprised my slut likes being completely denied,â You recognised his tone, the one that meant he was pent up and wanted to take it out on you. Hope that heâd do it, that heâd unlock you and give you a good hard pounding, made you sit up a little straighter. Your head was buzzing with ideas of Roger filling you with cum and locking you away again, but they were interrupted rather rudely by Roger growling at you to kneel. You nodded, a little disappointed but more just happy to get some sort of attention, and settled on your knees, intently watching as he stood and unbuckled his belt, the jangling noise of the metal sending another wave of desire through you. Heâd barely managed to push his pants down just low enough to get his cock out when you reached out to stroke him, mind so thoroughly focused on him that you barely noticed the itchy tickle of the grass under you. But before you could he slapped your hand away. âYouâre here to watch. Open your mouth and stick your tongue out. Câmon needy whore, I donât have all day.â You nodded as you did what he said. Roger waited, watching you for any signs of impatience but soon rewarded you with his fingers, two of them sliding towards the back of your throat until you gagged. He pulled back and then did the same thing again, slowly beginning to fuck your mouth with just his digits. You could feel saliva pooling on your tongue, his fingers gliding through it until they were slick and shiny. Thatâs when he moved his hand to his dick, slowly spreading your drool over his shaft. You whimpered as he brushed his thumb over his tip, letting out a small hiss at the contact. You leaned forward slightly, intending to lick his length and replace his hand but he stopped you, his free hand holding you in place, and you realised what was happening. He knew you wanted to be fucked and he was going to deny you that as well as your orgasms. He wasnât even going to fuck your mouth. All you could do was sit there, whining and watching as he jerked himself off. Every so often he dipped his fingers back into your mouth, either to gather more of your spit or just to hear you gag, you werenât sure which. A small part of you hoped heâd just push you down onto his cock but as his hand sped up, expertly pleasuring himself, that hope withered away. He was close. You could see it in the way his smooth strokes stuttered, hear it in his groans. If youâd looked up you probably would have found flushed cheeks, and lust blown eyes, but you couldnât drag your eyes from his cock, right in front of you, pulsing as he neared his release. And then he came with a guttural moan. You jolted as the first drops hit your cheek, but he was already holding you in place, making sure you stayed still until he was done.
 Roger looked down at you, the fist still milking his cock slowing down once more, though he didnât release himself. You swallowed thickly, shifting on your knees as the temptation to wipe your face and get up rose. âStay there, slut,â Roger said softly, reading your mind, âyou look so good on your knees. Just a toy I use to masturbate with.â You nodded, agreeing, your eyes already drifting back down to his dick. âYou want it donât you? Wish Iâd just use you properly,â You nodded again. âIf youâre very good I might...â he lay his cock on your tongue, âlet you have it,â It took all your strength not to close your lips around his girth as he rubbed his dick over your protruding tongue but your resilience seemed to impress him. Slowly he pushed himself deeper, allowed you to suck on his head for a moment. âMaybe I should use this time youâre all locked up to train you. Teach you to be a filthy oral whore.â The suggestion made your cunt throb but there was nothing you could do to alleviate the desperate desire to be touched. Not even squeezing your thighs together helped. âIâll teach you to be so desperate to suck cock that you wonât ever want to take the belt off. And when I decide to use your cunt youâll wish it was your throat,â Roger pulled himself from your lips and you were once again forced to watch as he wanked in front of you. Right up until he stopped and walked behind you. âSir?â His presence came close again, right up behind you, âShhhh, slut, Iâm still here,â Roger gripped your chin from above and tilted your head back slightly.  âFuck you look so hot like this, drives me fucking wild to see my little toy all soaked in cum. Close your eyes,â You did, heart racing with the uncertainty of what he might be planning. There was a tap on your forehead as the tip of Rogerâs dick landed there. âIâll reward you with some more edges tonight. Maybe Iâll even give you a ruin, if youâre very lucky. I want you so desperate that all you think about is my cock. Twenty-four seven. So desperate youâll beg just to be allowed to suck me off.â You couldnât see what Roger was doing but you felt it when he came again, jizz running from your forehead down the side of your nose, onto your cheek and over your top lip, dripping onto your waiting tongue. Roger stepped back and you heard the zzzziiippp of his fly being pulled up followed by the jangle of his belt, but you didnât move. He stroked his fingers down the side of your neck, offing you a soft, âgood girl,â as he moved back round to take in your appearance. âJesus this isâŠ.you look so fucking hot,â you could feel the breath of his laugh as he leaned forward, his thumbs brushing over your closed eyes, making sure they hadnât been caught in his crossfire, âalright, you can open your eyes now, and close your mouth if you want,â You carefully opened on eye and then the other, able to taste Roger as you swallowed what youâd caught on your tongue. âDid that make you feel any better?â âI donât know if Iâd say better. Wetter? Definitely.â âYouâre a bloody poet, love,â âI try. You wanna help me up or did you have more in you?â Roger held out his hand with a chuckle, pulling you to your feet. When you were closer to eye level he paused, eyes roaming over your face, and then leaned in to peck you on the lips. It was unexpected but appreciated, though not quite as much as the damp face cloth he used to clean you.
 The next morning Roger asked if youâd like to put the belt back on and you said yes. And the next day. And the next day. And the next day. Each time he reminded you that you were allowed to say no and then, when you assured him you knew that, helped lock it into place. At some point (and sometimes at multiple points) during the day heâd use your mouth, only needing to click his fingers for you to drop to your knees for him. He made sure to compare you to vacuum cleaners and other objects. Metaphors that would normally have made you roll your eyes or tell him he was disgusting, but which now turned you into a whiney wet mess. Admittedly they werenât all good. The time he said you had a mouth like a black hole youâd nearly choked as you started laughing with your lips already stretched around him. Heâd apologised and said heâd cut back on the sci-fi comparisons so you could finish the job properly. At night youâd have a shower and change into pyjamas, often forgoing PJ pants since Roger liked to edge you while you werenât wearing the belt. Heâd slip his fingers into your panties while you watched TV or as you were settling down to sleep. But not once did he try to actually fuck you. It was infuriating and frustrating and such a turn on. Until it stopped being hot.
 Youâd woken up that morning as excited and enthusiastic about the belt as you had been the previous few mornings but by the afternoon it had started feeling uncomfortable and oppressive. You came to the conclusion that denial and edging was fun but you needed a more definite time period to work within. When Roger had left and said youâd be able to orgasm again when he came back in two monthsâ time, that had been exciting and hot because there was a time limit. A light at the end of the tunnel that you could see and count down to. Something to aim for. Denial wasnât just about not cumming, it was about challenging your own expectations of yourself and maybe trying to beat your previous record. What you were doing now didnât have that specificity, that goal to work towards, and it was beginning to feel like you were being punished for nothing. The constant empty ache you felt didnât help. Of course denial usually came with aches and desperate needy feelings but something about this time was different. Usually Roger would relish fucking you as much as possible, all the time telling you not to cum or else heâd have to spank you. It was always hard holding back as he took his pleasure but it was rewarding too and it helped relieve the tension that constant edging could cause, even without finishing. Sometimes, if youâd been good and he wanted to be nice, heâd give you a ruin as well. And even if he ended up being mean and leaving your arse pink and smarting from his blows, you got a certain kind of enjoyment from it. But with the chastity belt and the refusal to fuck you, you werenât getting any relief at all. After thinking through it all, you decided you needed a break from the belt. It would be fun to try again another day but maybe with more discussion and certainties. You looked over to the other couch where Roger was stretched out. âHey, Rog?â âYes, love?â âI think I want to stop.â Roger looked away from the TV, his attention shifting to you, âYou mean with the belt?â âYeah. I think Iâm close to using my safeword. Itâs just feeling kind of not good at the moment. Can you please unlock me?â âOkay. Of course we can stop. Câmon, I left the key in our room,â Roger held out his hand for yours, brushing his lips over your knuckles as he pulled you up.
 You sighed with relief as you stepped out of the belt, already feeling better, if not a little embarrassed by just how obviously wet you were. Roger stood, about to say something, but you pulled him into a kiss instead, wrapping your arms tightly around his neck. âWell,â he said with a laugh, âI was going to ask what else I could do to make you feel better but I think youâve made it quite obvious,â âNeed you Rog. Literally need. Iâve never meant it as much as I do now,â âJesus, okay,â he was already fumbling with his fly one handed, âWe really did a number on you, huh,â You nodded, dropping your hands to help him get his pants off. As soon as the zip was down he kissed you again, leading you towards the bed. âHow do you want me?â âDonât care, just fuck me,â âFor as long as you want,â Roger pushed on your shoulder and you fell back onto the bed, watching as he kicked his pants and underwear off. You whined when he took too long but he soothed you with a kiss and then more down your neck, until he met the neckline of your t-shirt. He didnât bother removing it though, just squeezed your breasts through it. You were glad, sure youâd implode if you didnât have him immediately. Instead he kissed your lips again, fiercely, as you reached for his cock, willing him to hurry up and get hard enough. As soon as he was ready he pushed your hand away and pressed into your cunt with an ease that was somewhere between ridiculous and pathetic. âFuck youâre soaked,â he mumbled, more to himself than to you. Even if he had been speaking to you, youâre not sure you would have heard, much too preoccupied by how full you suddenly felt. It was such a contrast from the previous week of aching for it and all you could think to say was thank you, over and over as Roger slowly fucked into you. âYou gotta stop squirming so much, love, or Iâm gonna slip out,â You clenched around him at the suggestion, smiling when he tightened his grip on your thigh. Roger brought his fingers to your clit, circling it as you whined, your orgasm already so unbelievably close. It didnât take much more than a couple of light circles around your clit to tip you over the edge. You werenât sure youâd ever cum quite so hard from quite so little stimulation but you could barely speak, your breath catching in your throat along with your voice. Roger kept his fingers in place as he calmly thrust into you, egging you on, pushing you through the most well-earned orgasm youâd ever had. But he was by no means done with you. He gave you a few moments to calm and catch your breath, and then he shifted your legs over his shoulders, one at a time as you tried to brace yourself. He sunk deeper with the change of position, picking up his pace to fuck you harder, keeping a firm grip on you so that, even though your back arched and you writhed under him, head falling to one side and then whipping around to the other, youâd remain in place on his cock. With every thrust, every squeeze of his fingertips, you felt yourself drawing close to the edge again and you begged Roger, through gasped breaths, not to stop. He didnât. He wouldnât have even considered it until you told him to. âI can feel how close you are, love. Come on, cum for me. Show me just how much you like being fucked and cum,â âyes, yes, fuck yes,â âThatâs right, good- good girl, f-fuck youâre tight. Fucking feel your cunt pul-sing. Youâve missed that feeling havenât you?â You just nodded, head still foggy. âThink youâve got another one in you? Or do you want me to stop?â âNo, donât stop,â Roger chuckled and pulled out of you as you whined but it was only so he could flip you onto your stomach and pull your hips up. Before you could even begin to complain about the sudden desertion, he was back inside you, pulling you back onto his cock as he rammed into you. âI want to hear you this time. You know I like how loud my slut gets,â There was no way you could deny a request like that, not when he was making you feel so good, filling you so perfectly, giving you exactly what youâd so desperately needed. You babbled for him, a mess of curses and half conceived thoughts about how good it felt mixed with whines and moans. And that only made him fuck you harder, until you came again, screaming his name. He fucked you through it, though he grunted with each thrust, holding off his own orgasm until he was sure you were satisfied. You swore you nearly came again as he spilled himself inside you before both of you collapsed bonelessly to the bed.
 You complained when Roger pulled out of you again, but he did make a good point about not wanting to crush you. And he made up for it by pulling you close and kissing you as much as he could, in between checking how you felt and if you were okay now. âYeah, better,â you sighed, running you hand over his arm, âI really really needed that,â âI could tell. Sorry I made you wait so long,â âNo, it was fun too, the waiting. But not forever, yâknow.â âYeah I do. If you ever want to try the whole chastity belt thing again weâll be better, figure out how to make it fun again,â âSounds good. But maybe not for a while,â âNo, not for a while. I like fucking you too much to give it up again so soon,â You laughed at that, leaned in to kiss him again. âYouâre probably too tired but, uh, I could go again if you wanted,â âNow?â âMaybe a minute?â âA minute sounds good and Iâm not too tired. But if I was, maybe we could sleep like that, with you in me?â âReally?â âI donât think youâve grasped quite how badly Iâve wanted you since you first showed me the belt, how badly I still want you,â âI think that can be arranged then,â he laughed again, kissing you once more as he rolled back over.
#my writing#my fics#roger taylor x reader#roger taylor smut#roger taylor imagine#absolutely wild that any of you have been with me since IMIUTY tbh#i was so unsure about posting that sldjslkds#and now i just casually chuck out 9k words of filth#also#a lot of chastity stuff is about wearing them constantly#which is hot but not realistic#because if you dont clean them and give your body time to breathe#it can lead to UTIs and stuff#so if your gonna play with a belt and you have a p****#make sure to take it off intermittently#anyway#can someone please lock me in a belt and idk maybe mock me when i start to beg
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Obispo âBishopâ Losa x Reader
Anon asked: 43 and 44 with bishop, angst and fluffy : you lost the bet / stop calling me Im busy
Word Count: 1.2k
Thanks to my lovely beta reader @chibsytelford đ
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âStop calling me, I'm busy, Obispoâ. You mutter with anger and the phone on your left ear.
âThen forgive meâ.
âFuc' off! You don't fuckin' deserve anything from meâ.
âIt was a bet!â
âYeah', you lost a bet, and also meâ. Without giving him the opportunity to reply, you hung up with a bitter snort.
You had been working for almost twelve hours at the hospital, from dusk till dawn. Two long surgeries, three car accidents and some fake emergencies of people who visit it because some coughs. You didn't even have time to eat, other than a few bites of a cold sandwich. So, when you finished your turn, the only thing you wanted to do was go to the clubhouse and have a beer between your man's arms. But when you arrived and saw one of Vicki's girl on his lap serving tequila directly in his mouth, the hell burned like never before. It has been three infernal days since then, with a lot of Bishop's calls and texts begging you to forgive him.
Keeping your phone in the pocket of your doctor's gown, you walk towards the locker room to change your clothes. Resting your forehead against your box-office, with an angry tear running down your cheek. It's not like he's cheating on you, but disrespecting whatever it supposed you two have together. Maybe you don't have the right to reproach him for anything, 'cause you're not his Old Lady, but you have the right to cut everything with him after feeling so humiliated.
Your phone dings with a notification, when you're trying to figure out where are your car keys, supporting your waist against one of the doors. Unknown number. You roll your eyes opening the text.
đš: hi, im shara, im sorry about what happened with bishop. we were just having fun, i dont want anything with him and i also know he loves you. i never wanted to bother you and im so sorry. hes always talking about you and its amazing the way he does. please talk with him, vicki told us hes fucking bad
Rubbing the bridge of your nose, you lock the phone to put it inside your bag. After finding the keys, you drive your way back home. You don't want to talk with him, not even if you have read the message. What happened hurt you, hurt your ego and feed your insecurities. And it's not going to be easy to recover.
The headlights of your car illuminate the facade of your house, spotting Bishop sitting by your door and smoking a cigar almost consumed. He looks tired, with dark circles under her eyes and a sloppy beard covering his jaw. He throws the cigarette away, getting up and placing both hands by his back, with the head down. He doesn't know what more can say to you.
You keep silent, passing him away to open the door, closing it without letting him come in. Through the peephole you can see how he sits again, rubbing his nape with a hand. A sigh escapes from your lips, turning around to walk towards your room. Leaving your stuff on the unmade bed and getting undressed, you go to the shower taking your time in under the water, until your fingertips are wrinkled.
Wrapping your body with a long towel and your hair in another, you come back to the main room, to wear some comfy clothes and find something to eat in the kitchen. Your fridge is empty, 'cause you forgot shopping for food, so you need to order something. But before doing it, you walk next to the front door having another look by the peephole to see that Bishop still there. Sitting in silence with his locked phone in his hands, like if you were gonna text him or something. Opening the door, he turns a little towards you.
âI'm gonna order some food, you wan'?â He shakes his head and, by the way you opened the door, he knows he can't come in.
You nod with pursed lips, closing it again and pressing the button to make the order. If he's trying to make you feel sorry, he's doing it pretty well, but then you remember what happened and you forget how he feels.
The night passes and when you're about to sleep, you walk outside one last time, opening the door and supporting your body against the frame.
âAre you gonna sleep there...?â
âYesâ.
âIt's cold, Bishop. Go homeâ.
âIf I've to die tonight, I'll do it waiting for you to forgive meâ.
âSounds like a bad movie on Netflix...â You sigh rolling your eyes a little desperate.
âI'm sorry, (Y/N). I didn't mean to hurt you. You're my girl, my one and only, my Old Lady, and I waââ.
âNo, I'm notâ. You interrupt him, getting up of the door frame, with a confused gesture on your face. âYou didn't propose me, nor ask me, nor introduce me to the club, even if they also know meâ.
âI was about to do itâ.
âWhen? Before or after drinking the tequila with that bitch on top of you, uh? I don't know too much about the MCs, but I'm sure it's not the way to introduce your girlfriend to themâ.
Bishop, snortling and placing both hands on his head, sinks his face between his knees.
âGo home, Obispo. It's late and you look like shit... We will talk... tomorrowâ.
Then, he turns at you getting up and holding his helmet from the floor.
âYou promise?â
âJesus Christ, Bishop... Go homeâ.
âNo, no, no. Promise me. Promise me we're gonna talk tomorrowâ. He says walking next to you.
âYea', Bishop, sure... I promiseâ.
A soft smile is drawing in his lips, putting a hand on your left cheek, to leave a kiss on the right. You hold his hands, closing your eyes and enjoying the nearest. You miss him. Every touch, every word, every kiss. And you fall again, wrapping his back with your arms. He hugs you back, tightly, leaving some kisses on your head.
âYou can... sleep on my sofaâ. You whispers, pulling him away some inches. âIt's late and... you look tired. You shouldn' driveâ.
âYou sure, querida...?â
You nod one time. With an arm on your shoulders, he guides you through the door, closing it after coming in. He leaves his vest and the helmet on the table in the living room, while you go to your room to find a blanket. When you come back he's already lying there, with the boots on a side of the floor and an arm covering his eyes. You sigh for a second, offering him.
âThank youâ. He says grabbing your wrist to pull you closer.
He knows he doesn't deserve to sleep in your bed tonight, but he really wants to sleep with you and the sofa is pretty huge for both. You let him lay you down next to him, tangling your legs with his and sinking your face on his neck, taking a deep breath of his scent. Bishop wraps your body with his arms, getting comfortable by your side.
âYou have to shave tomorrow, pleaseâ.
âI will, but let me sleep all day. I need itâ.
âI need it tooâ.
#mayans mc x reader#mayans mc#mayans mc imagine#mayans x reader#bishop losa imagine#bishop losa#bishop losa x reader
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donât rush | 02
pairing: Yoongi/reader
genre: slight enemies to lovers, college au, fluff, eventual smut, classical pianist!yoongi, violinist!reader, theyâre both actually really into each other but wonât admit it
warnings (for this chapter only):Â mentions of stage fright/performance anxiety, swearing, sexual references, slight angst, dad jokes :|Â Â
words:Â 6kÂ
rating: +18
summary: You know, when Min Yoongiâs face isnât screwed into an accusatory scowl, he looks exactly like the kind of guy youâd have no trouble falling in love with. Or, the conservatory au where Yoongi helps you get over your stage fright. In more ways than one.
a/n:Â didnât plan to take this long for an update, life gets in the way, you know the drill. read 01 here and as always, this is crossposted to ao3Â :)Â
When you get inside, the warmth welcomes you in. Youâre not quite sure if itâs from the heating in the hallway or how Yoongiâs eyes had shone in the moonlight. You lean against the inner door frame, a happy smile tugging at the corners of your mouth, legs a little weak in the knee. You feel light-headed, maybe from being up late, maybe from your exhausting day, maybe from the lingering remnants of Yoongiâs cologne.Â
Did that really just happen? Did he really just ask for your number? Was this all a dream?
The euphoria is short-lasting, however. You still have some assignments waiting for you, and only a couple hours left until your morning classes. The tiredness never lets up, and your limbs heavy again as you make your way inside the lobby of your dorm. Â
Unknown number (2:47am): hi this is yoongiÂ
Unknown number (2:47am): did you get inside ok?Â
You (2:48am): yeah
You (2:48am): did u?Â
 Yoongi (2:50am): im walking back nowÂ
Yoongi (2:50am): you should sleep soon ://Â
 You (2:51am): I still have hw :(Â
You (2:51am): text me when ur back inside tooÂ
 Yoongi (2:53am): lmaoo is it counterpoint hwÂ
Yoongi (2:54am): itâs so sweet that you care for my safety ;(Â
 You (2:54am): yes sadlyÂ
You (2:55am): ofc I care, we canât have our amazing star pianist get hurtÂ
 Yoongi (2:55am): im home now
Yoongi (2:58am): you have a thing for praise, donât youÂ
Even though you canât see him, you splutter alone in your room, roommate fast asleep. There is no way that means what you think it means.Â
You (3:00am): idk where u got that fromÂ
You (3:03am): maybe i do, youâll have to find outÂ
 Yoongi (3:04am): I would, but you have to finish your analysis worksheet :/Â
 You (3:15am): ugh, fuck it
You (3:15am): im going to sleepÂ
You (3:15am): ill just wake up early tomorrow to finish it before classÂ
 Yoongi (3:16am): what? No goodnight? >:(Â
Yoongi (3:17am): some manners you haveÂ
Yoongi (3:17am): what a rude girlÂ
 You (3:18am): aw have i been bad?Â
You (3:18am): Iâm sooooo sorryÂ
You (3:19am): gnÂ
The minutes tick by, and you grow more indignant than you should. Is he serious?Â
Who doesnât say goodnight back? Maybe you scared him off. Maybe all this âflirtatiousâ banter was just how Yoongi talked to his friends. How would you know? You donât know anything about him.Â
The same insidious doubt creeps back in. Maybe this is all a game to him. Maybe he just wanted to introduce himself to another music student in the department, you all were supposed to know each other anyway. Maybe, worst of all, he had really only meant to wake you up in the music building as a simple courtesy, no intent behind it. You groan as you sink into your bed, cradling your head in your hands.Â
You (3:27am): some hypocrite you areÂ
 Yoongi (3:30am): I was in the showerrr relaxÂ
Yoongi (3:31am): hm you have been badÂ
Yoongi (3:33am): maybe I should punish youÂ
 You (3:29am): u wishÂ
You (3:30am): but goodnight for real, we have class in five hours :â(Â
 Yoongi (3:31am): goodnight
Yoongi (3:31am): save me a spot next to youÂ
~
You were in the worldâs smallest big crisis.Â
Was Yoongi actually serious when he asked you to save a seat? Or were you just indulging in wishful thinking? Was he flirting with you last night? And if he was, what are you supposed to do now?Â
Whatever he meant, you would have to face him now.Â
The endless litany of maybes and what-ifs grows louder in your head, even louder than last night during your text correspondence with him.You elect to use your backpack to save the seat next to you as class time draws nearer, chiding yourself for overthinking something so casual, but it does nothing to soothe your existential anxiety.Â
âThanks for saving me a spot, Iâm so glad you remembered.â A voice brings you out of your reverie. It takes a moment to register who it is at first. Your eyes meet the traditional college garb first, sweatpants and an overwashed fundraising t-shirt, then the half-tamed cowlick, that ever-present cup of coffee. Your breath catches in your throat, breathtaking despite the casual circumstances. Itâs just another class lecture, you chastise yourself, but your gut twists nonetheless.Â
Seeing Yoongi in such close quarters is still an adjustment for you, his presence (or even the thought of being close to him) a shock to your body. You had spent so much time languishing after him that even now, it still feels like waking up into a dream.Â
You clear your throat, stalling, âYeah, putting my backpack in the seat next to mine was sooo hard. You should compensate me for my labor.âÂ
You try to put on the flirty smile that you were wearing last night, but it feels like a grimace. God, you are way too nervous for this.Â
You realize youâll never get tired of the way he laughs at your shitty jokes, the way his shoulders shake and eyes crinkle at the corners.Â
âYeah, I will, donât you worry about that.â He sinks into the seat next to you and doesnât spare you a second glance.Â
Dr. Won walks in, the picture of put-togetherness, killing whatever flirty response you had formulated.Â
You thought you had enjoyed having a crush before, but admiring someone and imagining a life together from afar was worlds away from talking and sitting next to said object of affection. This shouldnât be that big of a deal. You shouldnât be tripping all over yourself when Yoongi sits next to you in lecture.Â
Whatever Dr. Won is saying is drowned out by Yoongi sitting next to you. It feels deeply unfair how he affects you, when he gets to sit next to you like nothing important is happening. Itâs just another day in lecture, preparing for the midterms coming up.Â
Heâs not even doing anything, minding his own business. You shouldnât be swooning when he is just sitting there, again bouncing his leg, taking diligent notes. From the furtive glances you steal, even his handwriting is attractive. Endearing, even if it was a little messy and looping over the printed lines.
~
True fact: the only reason why Yoongi fidgets so much is because of the effect you had on him. It drives him up the wall, the way you keep tucking your hair behind your ear. He envies your unfaltering concentration, the look in your eye when you see something on the Powerpoint slides that you have to jot down.Â
Yoongi canât stand to silently sit next to you without doing anything anymore. Taking his pen, he scrawls on the corner of your neat notes. He knows itâll piss you off, but thatâs the reaction that he wants.Â
 do you have any idea what is going onÂ
 He watches carefully for your reaction. Satisfaction creeps into his neutral expression when you notice, confusion turning into what could only be a lovestruck smile, and then into an irritated grimace. Fuck, even the curve of your wrist was enough to drive him crazy. You pick up your pen, writing back.Â
 No, stop writing on my stuffÂ
 Okay, new plan, Yoongi concedes. He settles for writing on the corner of his own notes, tearing off the corner. He slips the paper into your lap, fingertips skimming the top of your thigh. He doesnât notice, but he leaves a trail of goosebumps in his wake.Â
 donât you think dr. won dresses like an old hagÂ
 You write back on the scrap of paper:Â
actually you could learn a thing or two from herÂ
 Yoongi smirks, in classic Yoongi fashion.Â
You know I would rock a long skirt like herÂ
 Yoongi watches you read his message, smile, and then tuck the note into your notebook.Â
~
After class, Dr. Won reminds everyone of the midterm coming up two weeks from now, and thatâs when Yoongi senses an opportunity. The two of you walk out of class together, forced to walk side by side because of the student foot traffic.
âDo you like, want to study together sometime?â Yoongi blurts out, louder than he needs to be, even among the hum of the other students.Â
 He clears his throat. âI mean, weâve shared a lot of classes, so.âÂ
You canât help but laugh in surprise, or maybe incredulousness. You resist the urge to let the satisfaction show on your face. âI didnât know you ever noticed.âÂ
âOf course I did. Youâre like, the biggest nerd on the planet.â Even when Yoongi is teasing you, he canât help but sound bashful.Â
You gasp in mock offense. âThereâs nothing wrong with being a nerd.â You both stop, standing at the mouth of the lecture hall.Â
âOf course not.â Heâs awfully close to you, close enough that you can see the mole on the tip of his nose. âThatâs why Iâm asking you to be my study buddy.â
Itâs not necessary to be standing this close. Sure, the hallway is busy, but not that busy.Â
âStudy buddy? That sounds lame.â You scoff, playing hard to get. Both you and Yoongi know youâre going to say yes anyway.Â
âWhat else do you want me to call you? My homework homie?âÂ
âUh, yeah . That sounds way better than study buddy. â Youâre more proud of your humor than anything else, even if it earns a deserved eye-roll from Yoongi.Â
âAnd midterms are coming up. So you know, mutually beneficial.â Yoongi takes a sip from his coffee, peering at you from behind the rim.  Â
âLike⊠friends with benefits?â You canât help yourself. Itâs just too easy to flirt with him.Â
Yoongi tongues his cheek, he grins. âOnly if you want it to be.â Heâs having way too much fun with this.Â
You try to hide your reaction, but Yoongi notices anyway. (He notices a lot of things you donât realize.) Your wide-eyed shock, the blush thatâs flushing down your neck, the way you open your mouth as if to say something equally as flirtatious back, your laugh, like this is actually way more casual than it is.Â
âSo Iâll take that as a yes,â He says. You could get used to the playful lilt in his voice.Â
âOnly if you promise you wonât just copy my work.â You cross your arms in front of your chest, suddenly very aware of how tall he is.Â
âI live and die by the honor code, y/n. Of course I wonât,â Yoongi says, leaning ever closer to you in the cramped hallway.Â
You quirk an eyebrow. âDoes a man of honor text me like you did last night?âÂ
âOh come on. If youâre going to be friends with me youâre going to have to learn to laugh at dirty humor.â Friends? Itâs a start, at least.Â
âWho said that I didnât like dirty humor?âÂ
âHmm, I did.â Thereâs a glint in his eyes that wasn't there before. âYouâd have to be a woman of your word and show me.âÂ
âYouâll just have to wait and see.â You flash an innocent smile, like you donât see the implication of what heâs saying.Â
~
Tuesdays have always been the most bittersweet day of the week for you. Itâs lesson day, but oh, itâs lesson day. It feels like the day of judgement, every single week. Itâs a culmination of all the blood and tears that youâve poured into your music in the past week, another chance at evaluation. Youâve known your violin teacher longer than youâve been in college, and it still shouldnât scare you this much.
The nervousness spins and dips in your chest as you make your way up the winding stairs that lead to the music building. You usually soothe the apprehension by reminding yourself of all the things youâve done to prepare, just like you usually do before you go out on stage. This week you were supposed to get the rest of the Bach partita memorized and cleaned up, but it still resides in your memory as disjointed bits and pieces of what itâs actually supposed to sound like. You try to run through the parts that you were stuck on last night, but you draw a blank. You usually donât take this long to commit pieces to memory, but when you open up your score, all you can think about is the unmoving stare of the audience. Seeing your life flash before your eyes every time you stare at your pencil markings isnât exactly conducive to productive practice sessions.Â
As you retrieve your violin from your locker and make your way to the practice room, you feel like youâre preparing yourself for your own undoingâevery scale, every tick of the metronomeâanother step towards your demise.Â
It shouldnât be this serious, but the pitter-pattering of your heart says otherwise. You glance at the clock. Itâs time. You pack up now, so you have a couple extra minutes to wait solemnly outside of her office, staring at the posters that advertise the professionals who come to perform concerts at your college. Next week, a pianist and violinist duo is coming. In the picture, theyâre smiling proudly next to a Steinway piano. They look proud of themselves. They probably donât feel like theyâre allergic to the stage, probably live for the audienceâs applause. Thatâs probably how they ended up there on the poster, after all.Â
Your violin teacher isnât scary. Sheâs a homey, lovely old woman whose wrinkles come from a lifetime of smiling. Sheâs the type to bring you sweet, homemade pastries that are almost as warm as her hugs during the toughest parts of the semester. Which makes the moments when sheâs unhappy all the more painful. Itâs not her fear that plagues you, but disappointment.Â
The door clicks open, and you have no more time to ponder your failures as a musician. You gather your things and head inside. Nothing inside her office has changed since the previous week. The same teetering stack of well-loved method books sits on her chair, the same humidifier whirring steadily in the corner, the same Dr. Kim Hyung-Seo sitting on the piano bench.Â
âGood afternoon, y/n! Howâs the Bach coming along?â She asks, like you havenât spent the past week treating this piece like your mortal enemy. She takes a sip of her warm chamomile tea, from the same snowman-shaped mug that sheâs used every week, because she is that endearing. In another life, she would probably be your grandmother.Â
âGood morning. Ah, you knowâŠâ You trail off and gesture into the air, trying to hide your grimace. How could you possibly describe the unease and unsureness around performing without crossing some kind of professional boundary?Â
âLetâs hear it, itâs okay. Are you all warmed up?â You nod as you unpack your things again. As you move to put the Bach score on the music stand, she tuts.Â
âDidnât we agree that this would be memorized last week?â Dr. Kim flips through her lesson notes, inky blue scrawling over the pages. âYeah, it should be memorized. Close the score, darling.â Usually, when Dr. Kim calls you darling, warmth unfurls in your chest and you beam. Youâre not feeling particularly warm right now.Â
âAh, okayâŠâ With slow reluctance, you close the score, the plain paper cover mocking you. You lift your bow to your violin, and shut your eyes. You donât want to watch this.Â
~
Yoongi (4:38pm): HeyÂ
Yoongi (4:38pm): wanna study tonight :]Â
If thereâs anything Yoongi is good at, itâs having perfect timing. You half-walk, half-run out of the music building, sucking frigid air into your lungs. The cold weather seems to force the tears back into your eyes. If there was ever a worst-case scenario for how a lesson could go, then that was what just played out in the music room.Â
Shutting your eyes wonât stop the barrage of images, playing the worldâs cruelest slideshow behind your eyelids. Your teacherâs pursed lips, the still fingers clasped over her mug, the pinched brow.Â
ây/n, we donât have much more time to clean it upâŠâ Her words echo in your head. âWeâll try again next weekâŠâ The disappointment was the worst thing, the downward tone in her voice. âI expected betterâŠâÂ
You (5:15pm): maybeÂ
You (5:15pm): what time?Â
 Yoongi (5:20pm): like nowÂ
Yoongi (5:23pm): are you busy?Â
 You (5:25pm): no I just finished up a lessonÂ
You (5:26pm): iâm about to study in the library if you want to join meÂ
 Yoongi (5:30pm): I donât want to go to the library :(Â
 You (5:31pm): why notÂ
 Yoongi (5:32pm): if I feed you dinner will you come to my apartmentÂ
Yoongi (5:33pm): I really donât want to walk to the library itâs too damn coldÂ
 After all, the best way to a woman's heart is through her stomach.
 You (5:35pm): fineÂ
You (5:35pm): it better be a hell of a dinnerÂ
 Yoongi (5:36pm): of course it willÂ
Yoongi sends you his location, and youâre walking as fast as you can through the campus to make it to his apartment before you can freeze your fingers off.Â
~
Yoongiâs expression is nothing short of scandalized when you show up at his door. Itâs a typical mouse hole apartment, his front door identical to all the other ones that youâd passed to get here.Â
âYouâre not wearing gloves? In this weather?âÂ
âI donât have anyâŠâ You rasp out. Youâre tired. Your throat hurts from trying to hold tears back during your entire lesson, and you have no spirit left to give Yoongi an innuendo-laced comeback.Â
I expected better.Â
âOh my god, youâve been playing violin for how many years and nobody ever told you to wear gloves when itâs cold?â He leads you inside, the warmth abating the cold thatâs wormed its way underneath your clothes and into your bones.Â
âFor Godâs sake, y/n, hasnât anyone ever told you about the importance of blood circulation?â Yoongi clasps your hands between his, rubbing and blowing air on them to warm them up. He doesnât notice your surprise amid his chastising, muttering something about common sense. You donât try to keep your guard up this time, just trying to bite tears back at the mention of musicianship. The firm press of his hands grounds you.Â
âThere.â He smiles, proud of himself. âWarm now?âÂ
Oh yeah, youâre definitely warm. In every dimension of the word. But you donât tell him that, so you settle for a weak nod.Â
âYou can put your stuff there. Iâm hungry now, letâs eat first?â You hum in affirmation as you settle your heavy backpack on his cramped couch.Â
It turns out that Min Yoongiâs idea of gourmet cooking is heating up two freezer-burnt Hot Pockets while you watch him putter around the tiny kitchenette. This is the first time youâve ever seen him without his glasses, and this is when you finally internalize that Yoongi will always look good no matter what he does or wears or says.Â
âYou made it seem like you were cooking,â You say, just to fill the silence.Â
âUhhhh, I donât know who told you I was capable of cooking, but they were wrong. I can show you a good time in other ways, no?âÂ
You snort.Â
In hopes of saving time, he microwaves both of Hot Pockets at the same time. You silently bristle at the fact that even your dinner is getting more action than you are these days.Â
You and Yoongi eat together in his tiny living room, sitting on mismatched stools. Â
âHow did your lesson go?â Yoongi says, more focused on eating than on you.Â
âOhâŠâ You set your Hot Pocket down, sighing in defeat. The image of Dr. Kim sitting behind the piano bench, her dissatisfaction like a noxious cloud. âI⊠IâŠÂ got ripped apart. Iâm a little behind with preparing for the Bach festival, but it doesnât matter. Nothing I do or prepare will make me less stressed about it.â You slump onto the counter, recounting all the things you did wrong in your lesson today. I expected better.Â
âWhatâs the stress about? We still have over a month, right?â Youâre suddenly jealous of Yoongi. His nonchalance, his seemingly constant reassurance that everything is going to be okay.Â
âIâm not worried about that⊠just, no matter how much I practice, Iâm gonna fuck it up on stage.â Your forehead pinches in frustration.Â
âAre you that nervous?âÂ
âIâve always been this nervous. For any performance. I havenât performed alone in a while⊠and you know. Itâs Bach, and everyone expects me to do some amazing job, and itâs like, I donât know if I can deliver that and-â Yoongi eases his hand on your shoulder, calm, reassuring. He looks concerned. Like he cares. Like a friend.Â
âWhen was the last time you played something just for the fun of it?â
âI donât know, maybe my freshman year? I used to arrange themes from movies.âÂ
âWe should work on something together, just for fun. Weâre such a perfect instrument combo, thereâs so much repertoire for violin and piano.âÂ
âWhat did you have in mind? Do you even have enough time for that?â (You know you donât have enough time for that.)Â
âIt doesnât even have to be a difficult piece. It could be something easy or hard, I donât care.â Yoongi ponders his next words over a bite of his food. âI⊠I... just want to see you less stressed out. And music should always be fun, not just for a grade. What kind of music would you be making if you werenât happy?âÂ
âI donât knowâŠâÂ
âI know this one Brahms piece that I think youâd like. Totally fits your vibe. We can just work on it slowly, you know? Or we could arrange the Anpanman theme song, I donât care.âÂ
~
âI think Iâm mostly good for the midterm, except for the composer dates,â Yoongi spins around in his office chair, dragging his feet on the ground.Â
âMe too,â You say, as you drink in the sight of his room. For someone who claims to abhor studying and all things academic, Yoongi appears to be quite the organized student. Despite the constant claim that his education is merely a necessary evil, he keeps his notes organized in uniform binders on a well-cared for bookshelf. The bookshelf is adjacent to the extremely detailed wall calendar, marked full with due dates and deadlines in pens of various colors.Â
He runs his fingers over the binders to locate the binder allocated to the species counterpoint class youâre taking together.Â
âI already have flashcards for everything before the Romantic Era, but Iâm so fucked for everything else.âÂ
âWhy not just use Quizlet like everyone else?â You say. You eye his neatly made bed and the Kumamon stuffed animal shoved hastily underneath it.Â
âBack in my day, we used flashcards like cavemen,â Yoongi reasons, despite the fact that your birthdays are months within each other. âAnd besides, they feel better in your hand.â Of course, theyâre indexed by color and musical era.Â
~
âUgh, I hate sitting at my desk. My back is starting to hurt,â Yoongi says, despite having worked for about ten minutes. âDo you want to lay down?â He pats the fluffy comforter adjacent to him. Yoongi doesnât wait for your response however, plopping down on the bed with an audible thump.Â
âOkay, old man,â You jibe, but youâve also been sitting for a majority of the day. Your back is aching too, but youâll never admit it to him.Â
Sometimes, at times like these, you wish you could just muster up the courage and stop playing this game of cat and mouse with him. When you lay on his sheets that smell like him, quizzing each other, you wonder what would happen if you confessed your feelings for him, right then and there.Â
Or outlined exactly how exactly you would take his cock in your mouth, given the chance. Other times, you consider the fact that he might like to play with his food before diving in. Whatever it was, it scared you, the unease climbing up your spine and staying put.Â
You wonder if he understands the implication of you so casually lounging on his bed, but then you realize that you likely donât exist in the realm of romantic possibilities for him. He likely sees you as the nerdy, sexless violinist that spends all her time slaving away in the practice room or the library. Thatâs why youâre here, after all. To help study for the midterms coming up. âBeing friends with him is better than nothing,â you tell yourself, but you canât really bring yourself to believe it.Â
You donât remember, or at least donât care to, when Yoongi started touching every aspect of your life. Itâs really only been a couple of weeks since the two of you started studying together. You donât dare to imagine how much of your thoughts he would occupy if you continue your friendship into the coming months. If your crush of massive proportions was bad before, itâs truly out of hand now. It certainly didnât help that he actually knew you existed now. He spammed you gifs of baby animals while he was on the way to class, texted you links to performances of pieces that he was working on. He even began to send you teasing texts on the mornings that he made it to the practice rooms before you.Â
Every experience you have is colored by thoughts of him. The coffee that you drink like ambrosia conjures up images of him sitting across from you in some far-off sunlit cafe, laughing at all your jokes. On the nights when sleep escapes you, you lay awake rehashing over and over what you had said to him on the previous day. You even fall into reveries when heâs sitting there right next to you.Â
 Itâs inescapable, especially with the Bach Festival looming over your head. The more time you spend in the practice room, the more you go back to that one fateful night. You can still see the image of him now, sitting before the piano, playing Chopsticks.Â
You both make your way through the fat deck of flashcards, Yoongi quizzing you first.Â
âJ.S. Bach?â You note to yourself even the upswing in his voice was cute. How did you ever let yourself get so whipped?
â1685 toâŠâ You falter, still stuck on his voice. Even his voice drives you crazy.Â
âCome on, you should know this.â He drives his point home by poking you in the side, and he likes the gasp that you make.Â
â1750.â Of course you know Bachâs birth and death dates by heart. You see it every time you open up your score. Even the scant prod he gave you in the side, over your clothes, is enough to make your skin heat up.Â
âAnd if you ever tickle me again, you wonât live long enough for midterms,â You threaten, but your harsh tone of voice doesnât reach the light in your eyes.Â
âBrahms?âÂ
âUgh, fuck, I donât know. 1832 to?âÂ
âWrong.â He sets the cards down next to him, looking at you in mock disappointment. In an instant, he attacks you with tickles, and your efforts to bat him away are fruitless.Â
âThis-this is what you get for not knowing when Brahms was born! Learn through punishment! 1833 to 1897, remember that next time!!â He collapses on top of you, burying his face in your neck, unrelenting. Yoongi sounds almost gleeful in your torture.Â
You writhe under his touch, and for all the wrong reasons.Â
For the first time in your life, youâre almost glad youâre ticklish. Your eyes roll back into your head, not of your own accord. Itâs too much, the soft skin of his cheek pressed up against your neck, the warm weight of his body against yours, the way his legs cage you in. A moan slips in between your helpless giggles, and Yoongi doesnât miss it.Â
âUhhh, what was that?â He doesnât stop, merciless in his advance. âI didnât know you liked tickling⊠like that.â Heâs teasing you, now. He canât hide his pleased grin.Â
Between gasps, you manage to pant, âI⊠donâtâŠâÂ
âThen what? Tell me.â Thatâs when Yoongi relents, leaning back. He continues to straddle you, because heâs cruel like that. (And because he likes it too.)
âYouâre just⊠ugh, I donât know⊠so close.â In Yoongiâs eyes, youâre a study in debauchery. From your struggle, your hair is mussed, the hem of your shirt awry. Your cheeks are flushed, from embarrassment or from the tickling, you donât know. Your chest frantically rises and falls, trying to regain your breath.Â
You, on the other hand, feel fucking ridiculous. Contrary to popular belief, being on the recieving end of tickling is fucking physically exhausting.Â
Yoongi is stuck on the hot and bothered look on your face, except for the hard look in your eye. You despise being tickled, even if it is Min Yoongi doing the tickling. He wonders what youâd look like if you were underneath him in⊠different circumstances.Â
Would it compare?Â
âI⊠I⊠I justâŠâ You avert your gaze now, hiding your face behind your hands. You canât stand to look at him right now.Â
âSpill it, or Iâll go back to tickling you until you break.â He grabs your hands away from your face, pinning them next to your head.Â
He really isnât going to make this easy for you, is he.Â
This is overwhelming. The eye contact is too much. The weight of his hands on your wrists, holding you down, is too much. The way his panting breath tickles the skin beneath your collar is too much. Youâve had a bad day, the voice in the back of your head whispers. He makes you forget how awful this semester has been. He makes you feel better. Make this day easier on yourself. Just give in.Â
Thereâs no hiding it now, you concede.Â
You shut your eyes, unable to face him. âItâs just⊠been a while.âÂ
âUh-huh. Continue?â He places his hands back on your stomach, as if in warning.Â
âSince uhhhh⊠Iâve done⊠anything⊠with anyoneâŠâ Your words hang heavy in the air. Your secret is out.Â
He laughs. He really has the audacity to laugh.Â
âShut up! Iâm just like, touch starved, okay?â Youâre definitely just blushing out of embarrassment, at this point.Â
Yoongi starts to ponder if he crossed too far of a line, but you continue anyway. You huff, indignant and desperate to cover your ass. This is not how you ever imagined telling Yoongi you were ever interested in him, sexual or not.Â
âNot everyone is like, the campus pussy magnet and gets to fuck whenever they want,â You say.Â
He rolls his eyes. âOkay, Iâm not the campus pussy magnet. Weâre... not so different. I havenât been with anyone, um, in a while.â Now Yoongi takes his turn to blush and stutter. He does that thing he always does when heâs nervous, runs a hand through his hair and lets it rest on the nape of his neck. Â
âI find that hard to believe. No need to lie out of pity. Like, come on. Look at you. Youâre allâŠâ You gesture down his body, âAnd you have that whole vibe going on, and youâre tall, and you have good taste in cologne, and-and-and you play the piano , and ugh. You should know that by now.â You babble on. Youâre not that good at keeping secrets, anyway. Might as well let the cat out of the bag while youâre at it.Â
Yoongi doesnât say anything, but youâre not fazed. By now, youâre used to the long silences that elapse when youâre with him. You wait for him to talk first, just so you can discreetly enjoy the feeling of him straddling you for a little longer. You try to pass off the silence as you quietly fuming at him for calling out your lackluster sex life, but youâre really just trying get yourself together.Â
Then he starts laughing. Again. Â
âWhat are you laughing for now?â Your brow furrows in frustration.Â
âNothing, nothing, donât be mad. I just didnât think that tickling would be a turn on for you.âÂ
âItâs not!âÂ
âTo be completely honest with you, you look like one of those really innocent soft girls on the outside but youâre actually like, into choking and have a secret sex dungeon.â He doesnât seem to care that youâve all but revealed your massive, terminal crush on him.Â
You sigh, but youâre just glad he gave you something to fire back with.Â
âYou and I both know that the university dorms are too small for a sex dungeon, Yoongi. I canât even have candles in my room. What sex dungeon is complete without candles?âÂ
âOh, a devil in the details. The ambiance is important, I seeâŠâ That devious smile of his makes a comeback.Â
âOh, shut up. Give me the flashcards, four-eyes.â He relinquishes the flashcards, but he still continues to straddle you.Â
âWoah, thereâs no need to insult my glasses.â
You ignore him, desperate to move on from your momentary lapse in judgement. âHaydn?â
â1732 to 1809. What about music? Music must be important if you care about the ambiance. Answer my question.âÂ
You laugh to cover up how worked up you are. âMaybe you can find out after we finish reviewing. Scarlatti?âÂ
â1660 to 1725. What kind of music do you listen to? R&B, something sexy?â He sits up now, spurred on by your refusal to answer his questions.Â
âOr do you listen to classical music then, too? Does Chopin get your blood flowing?â Heâs being insufferable now.
You groan into the pillow. âYoongiii, letâs focus.âÂ
âIf itâs something like Liszt, Iâm sure I have a couple recommendations.âÂ
Yoongi sits up straighter, waggles his eyebrows in a way you definitely shouldnât find endearing. âOr, I could record something for youâŠâÂ
You snap. âJust, I donât know, sometimes I listen to music?â Your attempts to stop the blushing are in vain, heat blooming across your cheeks and down your neck. Itâs even harder to stop when itâs your embarrassingly short sexual history on the line.Â
âI prefer dirty talk anywaysâŠâ You murmur under your breath, wishing he could just get the fuck off your case. The more he keeps talking about things like this, in that tone of voice, the harder itâs going to get to keep your ever-growing crush a secret.Â
Still, some small part (letâs be honest, the monkey brain part of you) of you, the part of you that aches for him, wants to spur him on.Â
âWhat was that?âÂ
âNothing! Nothing.âÂ
âHmm⊠something about dirty talk?â Fuck, does Yoongi have a good ear. He smiles. He knows heâs gotten you now.Â
Okay, you should probably admit to yourself that heâs flirting with you now. The touches, the holding you down, the insistence on pushing this tiny matter, it all adds up. And the math says that Min Yoongi is flirting with you.Â
âMmm, nothing.â You snuggle a little deeper into his bedsheets, playing coy.
âYou know, like during sex? Donât make me tickle you again, because I will stoop that low.âÂ
âI donât remember saying thatâŠâ You mock-pretend to ponder his question, catch your bottom lip between your teeth. Out of the corner of your eye, you can see his gaze fall downward. You know youâve gotten him now.Â
âCan you refresh my memory?âÂ
âLike⊠you know.â He shrugs.Â
âIâm an auditory learner. Do you have an example?âÂ
âHmm, let me think⊠Iâll tease you until youâre begging for me to touch you properly? Does that ring a bell for you?âÂ
âNoâŠâ You bring your hands to your face to cover up your blush, and because you canât stand to look at him. Not when heâs talking to you like that, with that look in his eye, his hands on your body. âIt doesnâtâŠâ You laugh, even beneath his weight.Â
He laughs. âIâm just teasing. Youâre so cute when I get a rise out of you.âÂ
Oh.Â
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Prank gone wrong?
BNHA x gn! Reader
In which the bakusquad and Y/n prank bakugou, but it goes wrong in so many ways.
Warnings: cursing, Y/n having a little crush on everyone 0.o (that hoe), maybe OOC characters?
[[stupid decisions start......
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"im sorry, bro. but I canât risk it.â Kirishima said, shaking his head in shame. I sighed, knowing if he said no, everyone will follow with him.
âcome on kirishima! youâre supposed to be the dwane johnson of the group,â i tried convincing him. Currently, Iâm trying to convince the bakusquad to prank Bakugou, because he did something real dirty to me
âOi, airhead!â Someone yelled to me. I turned around and saw Bakugou standing at one side of the door turning his head to the left to show that he found something.
âwhatcha need, my man?â I said, pointing my fingers out and making little guns. âpew pew, right?â He just gritted his teeth and bit down a snarky remark. âdo it for the vine,â he kept on repeating to himself quietly.
âyou like the Backstreet Boys, right?â He said with a smirk plastered on his face, knowing all too well of my obsession.
âlike them? i LIVE for them! i mean, have you seen them? iâd turn down even todo, my beautiful babay, for them. wait, are they here?!?! bitch, move!â I said, running faster then Kaminari saying something stupid. Already, Iâm gasping for air, even if Iâve only been running for a few seconds. But the time I reached the door, I realized that Bakugou was acting a little too noice, and that he also had his phone out.
But I noticed too late, and there was that clear stuff people use to put on for food right in front of my face, and my face went right up against it. Since that happened, my body went straight forward, leaving my head behind, and making me fall. I could hear Bakugouâs laughter in the background, and heâs having trouble breathing from how much heâs laughing.
âif you donât start running, youâll have another reason why you wonât breathe.â I said, still laying flat on the ground. I could hear his laughing stop, but he just walked over to me, crouched down, and started talking.
âthatâs what you fucking get for putting foot cream in my moisturizer, dumbass.â He half yelled, half said. âwhat? you donât get the reference?â I said, still trying to catch my breath because Iâm out of shape. Then there was a silence.
â...â
â...â
ânow you pay for your sins, okay?â I said, but before Bakuhoe can say anything I tackled him on the ground, so I was on top of his stomach
âYOU HOE!! HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME?!?! I THOUGHT I HAD A CHANCE OF MEETING MY DREAM BANDâ no, I kNEW I HAD A CHANCE BUT YOU FOOLED ME!!â I yelled, while shaking his collar of his shirt with my hands. He started yelling his own insults while trying to get me off of him, but I wasnât planning on getting off anytime soon because weâre talking about tHE BACKSTREAT BOYS!
âget off me, you crazy bitch!â
âoh, you havenât seen crazy yet!â
âh-hey Y/nâs- A-AH, sorry!â Someone said, making me stop treating Bakugou like he was a rag doll and turn around, seeing a blushing Izuku. âoh, hey Izuku!â I said, waving to him, but Bakugou took this moment to shove me off of him.
âi-iâll leave you g-guys to it,â Izuku said, running of to wherever, then hearing someone yell, âget someâ to Bakugou. Then I facplanted.
âyeah, I still need to tell the poor cinnamon roll that I was trying to kill Bakugou. but, thatâs the reason why I need your help! weâre doing him a favor, if anything.â I said, sweat dropping. I see Kirishima blushing, then I pinch his checks and say,
âDonât worry, youâre still my favorite shark boy.â
âidk about you guys, but count me in!â Kaminari said,
âdid you just say I donât know inââ
âshhhhshshhshshhh.â Kaminari said, shoving his whole hand on Seros mouth, but then Kaminari pulled away quickly when Sero licked it. âthatâs straight up nasty, dude.â
âKaminari, I donât know if itâs a good ideaââ Mina started, âMina, yes, itâs a very stupid idea, but with a great outcome!â I started, then they all shhhhhhed me because weâre all in the dorms, standing outside of the spawn of Satans door. âokay.â She said, shrugging, âweâre all going to die someday, and itâll probably be by Bakugou anyways,â
âthatâs the spirit!â I said, clapping my hands together, but the two people who actually had common sense were still on the edge about it.
âiâll pay you guys $50.â
âdeal.â Sero said. âwait, but I want $50,â Kaminari whined, âshhhshhhshsh, we canât always get what we want, Kami,â I whispered, patting him on the shoulder.
âthatâs not very manly, Y/n.â
âwell, you gotta do what you gotta do, ami right?â I said, but they just left me hanging.
Then I pulled out the trusty black sharpie marker that I always keep on myself, even though I tell Aizawa otherwise.
âokay guys, this day will forever go down in history as the stupidest death, got that? okay.â I said, starting to open the door. âWait!â Sero yelled, holding out his hand. And I thought that he had common sense. Everyone looked at him and gave him the are-you-serious look. âwe need to name it.â He said, pointing to the weapon. âhmmm, I approve.â I said, then I hold out the marker on my hand. âokay guys, we gotta-â
âsatan,â
âjesus,â
âbenjamin,â
âmark.â
âwhat kind of name is Benjamin?â I asked to whoever said it, then Kaminari replied. âi dunno, isnât he the one who invented it?â
âhuh, that name doesnât seem so bad now.â I said, âbenjamin it is then.â As I said that, I pointed the marker to the sky like it was a sword. I turned around and opened the door, then looking around Bakugous room. Hmmm, his room smells nice, I thought. I looked back at everyone and saw Kaminari touching everything, Sero poking bakugous face, and Kirishima and Mina both playing sticks with eachother.
âguys!â I whisper shouted, and in a instant they all stood in front of me while saluting, like they are in military school. âoh? i like this. but anyways, weâre here for one thing, and one thing only. and that is to ruin bakugous pretty face with sharpie.â I said, and they all nodded in response.
âyes maâam, sir!â They said. then they all went where Bakugou was sleeping, and I followed with them, then I started drawing on his face. I started off with a unibrow, that made Sero and Kaminari giggle like little girls in preschool. Then I let Kirishima draw a mustache on him, but it looked like he was a pedo because of the style. Mine wanted it to be extra special and gave him a cat nose, whiskers, and drew little ears on his forehead. We were all laughing at this point, then we heard it.
Brumphhhhh
Bakugou falls off the bed, and wakes up in the process. We all just stand there, in either awe or disgust.
âholy shit.â
âhe let it rip.â
âthat shouldnât be able to come out of someoneâs, ya know.â
âg-guys- i think heâs awake.â Kaminari said, shaking in his boots. Bakugou starts getting up, with a red face. None of us know if he got up because he fell, his fart, or because of our talking. But boy, he looks mad. Or flustered.
âwhat thE HELL ARE YOU DUMBASSES DOING IN HERE?!?!â He yelled, his blanket falling off to reveal his..... Mickey Mouse shirt.
âthe real question is.... why are you wearing a Micky Mouse shirt?â I said, pointing my finger to him, trying to hold back my snickers.
âYou all have 3 seconds before I kill you all.â He said, breathing heavily.
âaw, shite,â I said, âwell guys, I wish you luck and donât die.â I said, waving them goodbye while sprinting out, but of course someone had to follow,
âhey hey hey,â Kaminari said, âi hope you donât mind that I brought everyone else too.â I looked behind him and saw everyone else.
âGET YOUR ASSES OVER HERE!!!â
âmommyyyyy!â
âcan we just talk about how Y/n topped Bakugouââ
âi still want my $50!â
âor that he let out a fart so loud it woke up the giants from their million year nap?â
âi still need to tell my mom about that time I killed my goldfish and I blamed it on the dog!â
âsince weâre making confessions, im gay!â
âwe already know that,â
âwatââ
âguys, my arm is bleeding and I donât know what to do or how it got there.â
âwait,â
âbrooooooooo,â
âokay, I need to take a breather.â I said bending down and putting my hands on my knees to hold myself up. Everyone else does the same, until we remember what we were running from.
âYOU CANT GET AWAY FROM ME NOW!!â
âaHHHHHH,â
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Public School Stuff I Wanted to Share
public school is both beautiful and horrifying am i right
so ill just go by the grades i guess
Kindergarten, first year
i did kindergartden at a catholic school in a relativly big city so this oneâs got some shit
we went to church every wednesday, me and best friend (lost track of her when we moved, wish weâd stayed in touch, she was awesome) would giggle the whole time, pretty sure we made fun of jesus once, canât remember why, possibly the hair
i had the nicest teacher, she was (as i remember her) young, blonde, and super sweet, that was the first and last year i ever had naptime
SPEAKING of naptime
i never slept during it
once i found what i remember being a nut of some sort on the ground, probably came off someoneâs shoe
i grab it, turn to sarah (my best friend), say something about putting it up my nose
sarah, apparently having common sense, says, âno dont do it!! weâre supposed to be sleeping!!â
i put it up my fucking nose
try to get it out, just push it farther in
im crying a little bit now, that shit hurts
go up to my teacher
âyouâre supposed to be asleep!â
âi have a nut up my nose and it wont come outâ
teacher tries to get it out, but it wont budge
just. sends me back to my mat
that was it
the art room was tiny
like re-purposed broom closet tiny
there was a copy of the mona lisa in the hallway, someone had drawn ray bans on it with a pencil, never got replaced
there was a creepy-ass basement i went down to after school, we ate cheeseballs and sandwiches with some kind of meat, mayo, and that kinda yellow bread
someone broke his leg down there once, think an older kid threw him at the ceiling or something
we learned how to play Silver Bells with actual bells in music class
Kindergarten, second year
i remember these two teachers as the evil step sister-type look, but it might be my little kid imagination
but seriously they were horrible
we learned stuff in a room that was more middle-school styled, except everything was green or black and it was v dark
me and sarah attained a new friend, john
honestly i think we wouldâve stayed friends for a while if i didnt move away
i have two vivid memories
one is of me really wanting to go home, so i walked by the teacherâs desk and did a fake sneeze
they laughed at me and told me to go sit back down
the other is john leaning his chair back and then falling, so me and sarah went to help him back up
it was funny, so he did it again
and again
me and sarah were laughing, had the time of our lives
after the maybe fifth time the teachers said âjohn can get back up by himself. sit down and stay there.â
one of the reasons we moved was bc i got sent a letter from my fourth grade buddie
most of the words werenât spelled correctly, many letters were backwards
my mother was horrified
ofc now we know it was probably a learning disabilityÂ
1st grade
this is when i moved
beginning of school i was ASTOUNDED we didnt have uniforms, one of the best things ever to happen to me
nothing wrong with this teacher, she was cool
thing is i was a little shit
told everyone my dogs died (they did but i was maybe three when it happened, i remember it not)
all my personal narratives were bullshit (only one sticks in my memory, wrote it about celebrating christmas AND hanukkah with my dadâs friends who were jewish, i have never even met those friends)
had a crush on this kid, best friend (she was terrible and helped wreck me emotionally) told me to kiss him in music class. me being a stupid ass bitch, i did it, aND HE GOES TO THE TEACHER AND CALLS ME OUT. at the end of class she gets both of us to stay for a bit, AND I DENYIED EVERYTHING. i walked across the fucking classroom, kissed him on the cheek, ran away giggling, told my teacher i didnât do anything, AND GOT AWAY WITH IT. iâve embarrassed myself further with this child but thats another story
2nd grade
i loved this teacher but honestly he was absolute shit
like. all he did was play the guitar and sing with us
never actually taught us stuff???
middle of the year, my mom goes in for a parent-teacher conference, he tells her i dont pay attention is math.
âwhat do you mean?â
âshe doesnât listen, she just takes out a book and starts reading.â
â........have you.... tried taking the book away?â
âsure, i could try that.â
âo....kayâ
he also told her iâd be a girl whoâd grow up to love spellcheck (which i do lmao)
like ???? why not just??? teach me to spell????
there was this one dude who one day showed up, gave me a pink stuffed cat, and then asked me where i lived
funniest thing was he lived on the same street as me
something that is vivid in my memory is showing up to class one day and realizing that i was wearing my regular clothes over my pajamas
also we had fish
every day someone else was in charge of feeding them
one of the times it was my job, i grab the fish food and walk over to the tank only to find all of the fish floating on the top
i screamed âTHE FISH CAN FLY?!?!?!?!?!â
everyone ran over, all of us scarred for life when Mr. G walks over and goes in the most normal voice ever âno theyre deadâ
we held a funeral
the cause of death is still undetermined
3rd grade
this year just draws a blank for me
all i know is that whoever the teacher was, they neglected to teach me how to tell time from a clock
also we learned the Cotten Eyed Joe dance in gym around here
4th grade
i had two teachers this year
one was the same one from 1st grade, the other one was a total bitch
made a girl named hannah ball her eyes out once, never apologized
i was (and am) and avid reader, so my reading skills were high above average
instead of being proud of me she told me i was weird, not normal, and too smart for a 4th grader, so i MUST be cheating.Â
she was the start of a lot of self confidence issues for me ngl
this was around the time i went and got tested for ADHD (me and my grandmother almost broke down on the highway but thats another story), Mrs. M (the nice one) was super supportive when i told her why i was leaving early but Ms. S (bitch) told me ADHD wasnât real and i just wanted to be special for once
she sucked, Ms. S
5th grade
this is getting super long so thisâll be the last one i do
but my teacher..... Mr. F was A+++++
he legitimately taught me math
we had i guess like,,, a buddie class we switched with sometimes
the teacher of that class was Mrs. R, who had crazy red hair and many freckles
at one point she referenced a meme and my entire class started screaming
also there was another Mrs. S (to differentiate this one will be called Mrs. Su)
she was kind of crazy
she was the astronomy teacher and she told us many times that the moon landing was faked
once she handed out sunscreen and had everyone put it on their whole body (this was in december, fyi)
Mr. F also hosted an âarcheological digâ which sounds cool but in reality he had a bunch of arcade prizes from his childhood buried in little flower pots we dug into with plastic spoons
also heres some stuff i cants pinpoint the time of/happened in multiple grades:
someone held a who-can-scream-the-most-like-a-goat contest
a guy named Makenzie won
remember we planned it while the teacher left the classroom so the teacher walks back in and one by one everyone in the room starts screaming, there was some applause, a few kids got a standing ovation
we cleaned out our desks in the middle of the year, i found 3 socks and a dog treat in mine
like how the fuck did any of those things get there
and whereâs the fourth sock
b o t t l e f l i p p i n g
but no seriously there were at least five water bottles stuck in the ceiling in the cafeteria
my sorta friend charlie was obsessed with paper airplanes
one time he mightâve broken the world record for longest time in the air but he was counting in his head and it was at recess so there was no video
four square and gaga ball would be played no matter the setting, time, or conditions and it was super competitive
like if you could get to king in four square you got the everlasting respect of everyone
and everyone was super educated on four square special rules, special plays, that kinda shit
no but guys i grew up with bus stop, candy store, haunted house on mondays, haunted mansion on fridays, zombies was fair game unless it was Zach, Ryan, Chrissy or Vee
me and one other guy named andrew were the only known pjo fans, had the time of our LIVES making refrences
âHEY ANDREW IM NOBODYâ
âI HAVE WAITED YEARS FOR YOU, NOBODY, COME HERE AND FACE YOUR DEATHâ
âhey annabeth, i thought you looked like a princess when i first saw you. i printed out a picture you sent me casually and kept it with me. i snuck along on a quest so i could save you, endangering myself immensely. i held the sky for you. when you talk about your crush on luke, i get jealous. beckendorf understood, but hes dead.â
âikr weâre literally the best of friendsâ
âRIGHTâ Â
also the first time we finished mark of athena we were in the same classroom and we individually dropped the book, stood up, looked at each other, and screamed âWELL FUCK YOU TOO RICK RIORDANâ
#public school#percy jackson#percabeth#my childhood#you dont have to read this but i felt like posting it lol#if you've read this far#i applaud you#thanks for listening to my meaningless shit#im gonna be a comedian#school#school stories#adhd#kind of
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soulmates / JJ maybank â„
Pairing: fem!reader x JJ maybank
Summary: the moment you finally realize you and JJ are soulmates
Warnings: none just fluff!
Word count: 1.2k
Authors note: okay hii this is my first imagine ever okay so please donât judge! I hope you enjoy I kinda just went with the flow on this one, itâs a bit weird but okay <3
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You and JJ Â have been dating for almost 9 months and this relationship was far from perfect but you still loved it because no matter what anyone said about JJ, or about you deserving better you loved him with every inch of your body and nothing or no one could change that.
It was currently 3 am, 3:41 to be exact and you have been trying to sleep for almost two hours cause you and Kie had promised Sarah to go shopping in the morning to buy a present for John B, but JJ decided not to shut up about a fight that he and Pope had like 6 hours ago about who would win in a fight Iron man or Captain America..
ââYouâre dumb as fuck Pope, Cap could beat the shit out of Tony I mean the guy is basically nothing without his suit.ââ JJ exclaimed once again as he finally sat down and put an arm around your shoulder, giving you a small kiss on the cheek.
ââYeah and Cap is nothing without a serum remember? At least Tony can build stuff, AWSOME stuff. What can Cap do huh? Cry about Bucky? Or is it Peggy this time?ââ Pope was frustrated and I donât blame him JJ has been going on about this for hours.
ââWhat, b-babe say something.ââ JJ turned to you, with desperate eyes to defend him in this stupid argument.
ââI am not getting involvedââ You raised your hands in surrender.
I love this boy to death but he needs to shut up.
ââHonestly I donât know why Pope is being so stupid, Captain  America literally held Thanos with his hands his bare hands!!Do you understand how much strength that takes? Tony almost di-ââ
ââBabe, I love you I really, really  do  but you need to shut up because if I donât wake up tomorrow to go over at Sarahâs then Kie is going to fucking kill me for leaving her alone and I canât have her being mad at me right now, so if you could please tell me about Captain America after I have returned safely from Sarahâs that would be great.ââ You suddenly interrupted him with this harsh statement which came out colder than you expected .
JJ stared at you but you couldnât quite figure out his face yet. Was he angry? Was he upset? This silence is getting annoying just say something!!!
ââYouâre so fucking hot when you get frustrated .ââ he .finally says, making you release a big breath you didnât even realize that you were holding in.
You got mad at him when it wasnât even his fault, heâs just being his normal self how was he supposed to guess that you have to wake up early? You never do.
You ran your fingers through your hair ââIm sorry J , im just tired I guess I didnât mean to burst out on you like this.ââ
He looked at you with a small smile on his lips ââNah , itâs not your fault baby I should have stopped talking about this hours ago, itâs just that for some reason I canât sleep and I dragged you down with me.ââ He admitted , his gaze never leaving yours.
You gave him a small smile, you understood why he couldnât sleep, besides this wasnât the first time.You knew that he couldnât sleep because when heâs at his fathers he usually doesnât sleep cause heâs scared that heâll try something while heâs sleeping.
ââWhat ifâŠI showed you some of my drawings? Would that make you feel better? Calmer?ââ
He frowned his eyebrows, you saw his smile widen but it was  only a glimpse of it, he quickly looked down ââNo, you donât have to do that Iâll just close my eyes and try to sleep.ââ
You never showed your  drawing to anyone, not JJ, not Kie, not anyone. Not because you didnât think they were good enough, but because they were kind of personal. A lot actually. You had only shown a few to JJ when you first started dating but they were more doodles than drawings.
ââI want to, really.ââ You got up, taking his hand and leading you both to your desk.
You sat down and unlocked the drawer where you kept the ââsacred notebookââ as JJ used to call it.
JJ kept saying that you didnât have to but you insisted. You were ready, so you took a deep breath and opened the notebook.
JJâs smile was so wide you swore he would rip his cheeks of. He slowly started going through the black notebook. Your heart was beating so fast you thought he would hear it. Why am I so nervous, theyâre just drawings. Calm down y/n .
ââSo, what do you think?ââ jesus y/n calm your tits holy shit
âây/nâŠâ he whispered ââtheyâre all beautifulââ he said softly, he smiled at you and you couldnât help but smile back.
You spent another hour analyzing and looking through every color, line and shape until this one moment where he pointed at this drawing of a butterfly.
ââWhyâd you draw all these little hearts inside this butterfly?ââ Â he asked, his voice low.
You loved this. You loved how invested he was in understanding you, your deeper thoughts and feelings.
You reached your finger to show him, help him understand and thatâs when you went quiet, eyes widened and your heart beat slowly rising with every beat. Thatâs when you saw a small freckle on his finger, right below from where your freckle was placed.
ââDaddy are  you and mommy soulmates? ââ you asked your father, sitting on his lap and looking at him directly in his eyes.
He let out a small laugh ââYes jellybean, I Â like to believe that we are.ââ He played with your hair as you held his hand in your arms.
ââHow do you know?ââ you whispered getting closer .
ââHow do you know what?ââ your father followed your moves and whispered back.
ââHow do you know when someone is your soulmate?ââ you asked again, your fathers eyes widened not expecting to have this conversation with his 7 year old daughter.
He backed away, his eyes trying to find somewhere else to look, thinking of an answer that you could understand. ââWell I think that you just know jellybean, the universe will send you some sort of sign. There is a Japanese legend that says that if you have a freckle on your finger, your soulmate is supposed to have a freckle on the other finger so that when placed next to each other they are at the exact sane spot, but different hands, completing each other. You should know though jellybean that soulmates are very rare.ââ
ââBaby? Hey baby you okay?ââ JJâs soft voice brought you back to reality. You looked at him for a second taking everything in, you smiled suddenly wrapping your arms around his neck probably too tightly but he liked it.
ââWoah, whatâs all this for?ââ he asked , hugging you back tightly.
ââI just, I really love you I hope you know that.ââ You closed your eyes and cherished this moment.
He smiled to himself, he felt so lucky to have you. ââI love you too baby.ââ He said hugging you even tighter.
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Will  you ever notice me? Arthur Morgan x Original Female Character
Summary: During they wandering in deep snowstorm, man from van der Linde gang found odd looking girl and Dutch decides to take her to camp to see if she can be any use, leading life of outlaw with them. Quickly, new girl develops feelings towards Arthur, but he sees her just as a kid...and she won't take that! It's an original character story that starts in the place where Arthur, Dutch and Micah were supposed to first meet with Sadie. Instead she's already with them.
Authors notes: Itâs second chapter and you can find the rest of chapter on my blog if you want to read more of my fanfiction.
Word count: 2978 Chapter 2
It was next day's evening when they landed on new camp's place. Everyone started arranging their tents and some of them decided to go to the lake and bath after long trip.
- The water is so damn cold! But it was nice to take a bath after all those hours- Iris was talking to Mary-Beth and her teeth were chattering. She decided to wear woolen dress Mary gave to her, not being even slightly suspicious why Iris would wear a dress so badly. It was nice, wine red and warm one. She decided to tweeze her brows a little bit and she brushed her long, black hair putting them in loose bun. Even though she will undress and wear only chemise in her bed in less than 3 hours.
Iris looked around and sighed. All good places for a tent were taken and she couldn't sleep with girls in their tent 'cause it was too small. She had to prepare her own but there was only one way left to do that.
- Knock, knock - she said awkwardly, knocking on one of polls holding Arthur's tent. He was on his coot, drawing something in his journal. It catched her attention. Didn't know he's romantic soul who would sketch while sulking like this.
- How can I help ya? - he closed the book and looked at her shyly. He analysed her posture in new clothes but very quickly so it wouldn't scare her or make her uncomfortable. Girls usually didn't like his sight on them.
- Will it bother you if I will place my tent right next to yours? All good spots were taken when I took a bath - her cheeks flushed a little bit. She even tried to flirt with him and bat her eyes, while she squeezed fabric of her dress.
- It's rather if I won't bother you, kid.
If I could I would devour you right here, Mr Morgan and you would be the only person not bothering me. I would undress you from your bright blue shirt which matches your eyes so good and I would let you pop my cherry...
- You'right out there, kid? Asked ya if I won't bother you.
- N-no, never. Thank you, Mr Morgan - she jumped into the air and disappeared to set her tent. It was mirroring his and when she was looking above her trunk she could see him, deeply in his thoughts. Honestly, if they would rearrange it a little bit more they would have big, shared tent with two beds next to eachother. But she they wasn't close enough for Iris to ask for it even if she wouldn't mind.
Later that night they had supper prepared by her and Mr Pearson. Almost everyone was eating together but she noticed Arthur hidden in his spot. She went to her tent and sat on the coot mirroring his position.
- I hope it tastes good? - Iris asked after few minutes. He raised her eyes surprised at her.
- You eatin' with my poor companion? I see everyone gathering around the fire.
- They're all nice and stuff but I like to eat in peace. You're not bad to be with, Mr Morgan.
It sounded a little bit frivolous and she actually liked it, surprised with her own temper.
He blushed. Or rather tips of his ears did.
- It's just surprising 'cause yall girls are always eating together. And yes, this stew is amazing - he liked his fingers and brushed his dirty mouth with his sleeve.
Normally she would jerk away on this kind of behaviour but she giggled at sight of big man eating messy like that.
- Girls are okay, especially Tilly and Mary, but Karen has...a little bit to intense character. Oh, and Dutch's girlfriend. That lady hates me.
- She hates everybody, dont'cha worry.
- Today she hit Dutch with a book, saying he's throwing me looks - Iris was giggling and she brushed loose hair behind her ear.
- Looks, ya say? Oh don't worry, you just new, that's why he does that, kid.
- She's rather young too, you know. It's just the make-up she uses, makes her look older.
- Ya say? Nah, you still look like kid to me. With all those freckles and you being thin. Not so sure you should go with us to rob that train, I will have to watch you all the time - his voice was low and he chuckled.
Ouch, that was bad! So he doesn't like freckles...It's nothing I can do about it. But maybe if I'm gonna eat more I'll stop being thin, get some bust maybe and then-
- You sure you want to sit here with me? You seemed bored with my old feller talkin'.
- I-I am not bored at all. Can you show me what are you drawing?
He brushed his chin, sign of him being shy and he passed her the journal. On two pages he drew their whole new camp.
- I must say you can draw, Mr Morgan. You've got talent - she passed the journal back and their hands brushed against each other. She blushed again.
- Talent that's useless for sure - his voice was low and nice and he almost sounded like purring cat. Iris felt knot tying up in her stomach.
- It's not, it's not! - she shaked her head - I find it really pretty. You could draw something for me one day - it was supposed to be flirt and she bit her lower lip but he didn't notice that. He just cheered up.
- What you like, then? I can draw it for you - he patted her arm in friendly manner. They were so close right now, their faces next to each other. She could smell him.
What do I like? Your lips, your intriguing eyes, the fact that your hair was so messy and the fact you smell like whiskey, cigarettes and sweat.
- Flowers - she said plainly, looking at her feet - Any flowers are good. Or animals. I saw you sketching deer one day.
- I've been hit on my head a lot so if I would forget remind me of it, kid - she looked at him once again and licked her lower lip, becoming red on her cheeks. He started looking at her quizzically.
- I think you catched a cold, kid, you seem burning up. Better go to sleep, tomorrow's a day too.
Knot in her stomach popped and she lowered her head. Kid, you say. Im gonna show you, one day I will gain weight, have some reall boobs and nice mature dresses and you will look at me the right way. She got up a little bit too quick, tears forming in corner of her eyes but he was facing her back almost immediately and he didn't see.
- Y-you right, I don't feel my best - she answered with shaking voice and she rubbed her eyes - I'm...gonna get some rest. Goodnight, Mr Morgan.
- Uh-, yea, good night - he read her bad, he was sure she's sick but she seemed rather irritated by the fact he noticed? I will apologize tomorrow.
She put on the curtain between the halves of tent which was giving them privacy now and she sighed. At first she looked in small mirror she owned and analised her own face. You ugly, Iris.
Girl looked at herself quizzically. Big, green eyes with long lashes and nice, pink lips but then freckles happened, covering her nose and cheeks. Her hair were jet black but wavy instead of sleek locks of other girls around. Iris started undressing herself and she looked at her figure with disgust. She had round hips and long legs, but that's it. She looked thin and had small breast and that was not what men would look at. It's not what he would look at.
When she put on her night gown and layed down she looking at tents ceiling and thinking. Oil lamp in Arthur's half stopped giving light, he was going to sleep. She heard him getting comfortable on his bed and after few minutes he was breathing heavily.
She drifted away in her sleep, thinking how it would be to cuddle his big frame.
Another few weeks passed and in this time Iris tried her best to prove she's mature and strong but also femine at the same time. It was difficult to kill a man at 4 and then acting like a subtle lady few hours later. It was nice, warm evening and girls decided to go swimming after long day of work. Iris was so happy and relaxed as she and Mary - Beth was looking at red sky and Tilly with Karen was fooling around in water.
- Can I tell you a secret? You will like it - Iris whispered. Mary seemed excited immediately.
- Tell me, tell me! - she giggled
- I fell in love - Iris whispered to her ear and her friend become red from blushing.
-No way! Who, who is he? Or maybe she? - Blond girl tickled brunette a little bit.
- It's him, yes. But I wouldn't mind you...- they purred at each other and then burst into laugh.
- Who? I bet it's John, all girls are sweet on him and Abigail hates us for that.
-Nope!
- Bill!
-No!
- New O'Driscolls boy!
- Ew!
- Then who, Dutch?
- You must be crazy! I mean...he's not bad if you think about him but this red-head witch he's with? I have no chances - Iris was laughing so badly.
- You have to tell me! But then it has to be someone from outside the camp...
-No! He's there, Mary-Beth, please don't make me say his name out loud.
And then Mary became pale. Then red again. Then she got up.
-No! From all of them you choosed Arthur Morgan?!
- Shhh! We are too close to the camp!
- But why?! He's sweet but we have never seen him with woman, you know. I think he's a little bit weird about it. Dutch once laughed at him taking a bath with a dog when camp had one.
- W-Well...he seems a little awkward and he's like wild animal more than a man but he's charming and he always complemented food I make and he always talks to me in the evening.
- At least he talks to you, he usually doesn't. To no one.
- That's my problem, he talks to me but he seemes to see me as a kid. I tried everything! Few days ago I was sitting with him and we was both reading a book and I looked at him so nicely, I tried my best to look at him with hazy, flirting eyes. And he asked me if I needed glasses because I blink a lot.
- Well...I don't know how to help you - Mary said as they were walking towards camp - usually it's easy, a little bit of exposed skin and being close. You should try it.
- I should...I should go to his tent dressing my nightgown for example?
- Oh, that's an idea! I saw it and it's really cute and...hot.
-Mary- Beth, are you hitting on me? - she joked as they was passing Hosea's tent. Girls heard him talking with Arthur and they would ignore but they heard Iris's name. They started listening immediately, hiding behind the tent to eaves dropping.
- And this new girl, Iris's her name - Hosea said.
- What's with her?
- Just wanted to know what you think about her - he seemed to tease Arthur a little bit.
- It's good kid, she seems to like my company. And honestly, I like hers, she doesn't talk that much comparing to any of you fools - he cleared his throat.
- I thought that you are much closer. Basically sharing a tent and talking every evening...
- What d'ya say, Hosea?
- How long have been since you had a woman, Arthur?
- Not long enough to think about it again- his voice became angry in the nick of time - it's kid we talking about, don't get the wrong idea.
Iris inhaled sharply and bit her lower lip, while her eyes became glossy. But she listened, she couldn't stop.
- Isn't it obvious, Arthur? She looks at you very odd way and she enjoys your company a lot, lot more than others.
- I didn't notice. By the way, she's not stupid. I'm much older and I have past, just no way I would be with her. She doesn't love me to start with. One day she will leave the camp to have a normal life.
Sound of tears dropping on Iris's dress was the only sound she was making. She got up quickly and in a blink of an eye disappeared, running into the woods.
- Iris?! - Mary- Beth tried to follow her but she tripped over one of tent's strings. She sweared ugly.
This is bad, so bad - was all Iris was thinking. Her breathing heavy, her eyes red. She stopped in the middle of nowhere, just when she was sure all around her was dark forest. She didn't even know why she was so agry. Maybe because he said out loud things I thought about myself? Maybe because she was sure that his ears getting red were sign of him considering her as someone hot?
But look at yourself, c'mon. When father lived, he always told you you gonna become a maid, because no man would touch something so fragile, that looks constantly sick. He was right, oh so badly right. And now Iris had to apologise to Mary-Beth for leaving her like that.It was dark night when she got back to the camp, everyone sleeping in their tents. Only one oil lamp was glowing. She decided to act like nothing happen, just not to lose his friendship, ever. So she took a deep breath and peaked her head inside his part of tent.
- Just wanted to say good night, Mr Morgan - was all she said, smiling faintly.
- Kid! You weren't there for supper. Did something happened?
- N-no...just small fight with girls - she lied without hesitation. Then smiled a little bit more so he won't be suspicious. He always was but he was taking her lies as an answer, 'cause she lied when it would expose her feelings.
- Small fight made you disappear without word? Y'got hot head then - he joked. His blue eyes were piercing her.
- Maybe a little - he didn't see nothing good about her anyway, she could become hothead in his eyes even it was inappropriate for woman.
- Wanna talk about it?
- With you? I-I mean we can but it's nothing. Really.
- You seem sad lately, kid. Is someone or something bothering you?
- Ah...no, just stupid, girly things.
- Girly things - he seemed a little bit scared now.
- Interests of heart, to call it. Nothing too exciting, especially for you.
He became silent. So she wasn't considering him as a close friend if she didn't want to tell. He thought different for a second but...she was right, he was no friend.
- Were you ever in love, Mr Morgan? - he heard her voice from behind one of trunks. She probably lied on her bed.
- F'course I was. But if you askin' me 'bout those things ya need to share with me first, ya know? What are those Interests of heart, huh?
She took deep breath. After few seconds she knew how to tell it without being obvious.
- I just fell in love with someone who will never accept me. He's good friend and that's only reason I didn't tell him yet. But I know....I heard what's he talking about me, no need to share my feelings with him, because he considers me strongly as a friend, nothing more. It would make our relationship awkward.
He furrowed his brows. So she was seeing someone. He wondered who.
- That sounds a lil' bit bad, kiddo. Maybe I don't look like but I know how to have a broken heart - he said as his eyes become glossy. She couldn't see them anyway, so he didn't hold back thinking about Mary right now - But if it's your friend he shouldn't judge ya, ya know. Even if he doesn't share feelings with you. You sure, he does not?
- One hundred percent sure - she said that very slowly because those words left bitter on her tongue - and I'm not afraid of being judged, I just know it would destroy our friendship.
- He's no friend then - Arthur replied shortly. He felt like dumbass but if she liked talking to him about all of this he felt appreciated.
Iris took deep breath. You are a friend. The closest one I have now after those weeks that passed. And I will cherish you forever, even if your lack of knowledge will hurt me sometimes.
- He is. About this I'm sure. I really love this person. Thank you, Mr Morgan for listening to me - it sounded like she thanked him for listening but she was actually thanking him for everything.
It seemed like yesterday when they rescued her but it wasn't. Many days passed and she already shared with him many thoughts but also many jobs, even dangerous one. They robbed trains together after all. They was murdering together. And every evening they were lying in their beds and talking. They usually looked at their tent's ceiling but she didn't mind. He seemed so sad and distanced, always worried. She also noticed his extremely low self-esteem, he always was talking that he's not good man and that he's stupid on account being hit on the head to often.
She had fallen asleep to those thoughts.
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"Person A is pregnant but finds out just before Person B has to gone on a six month long trip. When Person B returns Person A surprises them with their growing baby bump hilarity and confusion ensues" Maybe this one for Elliot and dad!Loki? have a great day sweetcheeks
combined with this request from @mylovelycrazyworld
summary: wellâŠElliot wanted a sibling. itâs about time he got one.
warnings: pregnancy stuff, a tiny hint of angst, missing Loki, fluff, and lots of Elliot silliness
a/n: FIRST OF ALL I AM SO PROUD OF THIS so i hope you e n j o y
sorry, second, i got waaay too carried away with this and suddenly its like a part of a wholeass story and yeah weâre gonna move this little storyline right along.
third i accidentally posted this before it was done a couple weeks ago so if you read it that time, iâm so sorry, this one is done and much better.
iâm also so sorry iâve been gone lately. itâs been a crazy hectic last couple weeks so i havenât had much time to sit down and finish writing anything! thanks for sticking around :)
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Of course Loki had to leave this week, of all weeks.
Elliotâs taking the separation fairly well; Loki had left for Asgard with a kiss on the forehead, a tight hug, and a pretty serious request.
âYouâll take care of your mother for me while Iâm away, wonât you?â
The little boy had promised, naturally, trying to look as serious and grown-up as he could, and even offered his hand to Loki for a handshake when he went in for a hug goodbye. Lokiâs jaw had dropped in shock; then he pushed Elliotâs hand out of the way and swooped him up laughing into his arms for a tight, chaotic, firm hug.
So now you have a protective five year old fussing over you all day long, which is honestly worse than having a protective 1000+ year old fussing over you. He tries to do everything he sees Loki doing, everything heâs supposed to do to âtake care of his mother:â like holding your hand in every possible situation, running up behind you and hugging the back of your legs, heâs even kissed your forehead at one point.
Lokiâs trained him well.
But morning four of Loki being gone brings an unexpected turn. Elliot has been sleeping in your bed with you, wanting to keep you companyâbut mostly just missing the clone that Loki normally lets Elliot cuddle up with every night. This Tuesday morning, heâs laying across your stomach, happily sucking a thumb and drooling onto your shirtâwell, technically itâs Lokiâs.
It wouldâve been nice to wake up and see his chubby little face all squished up with sleep, but youâre brutally shaken from your rest by a lurching stomachâyouâre going to throw up, right now. You try to push Elliot off you as gently as you can, already retching as you shove him one last time, a little harder than you meant to, and he groggily sits up.
âWhasgoinâon?â He rubs the sleep from his eyes, but youâre already sprawled on the tiles in the adjacent bathroom floor, emptying the contents of your stomach into the toilet. âMom! No, mom, whatâs wrong?!â
âS-stayâstay back,â you cough and wave him away just as before another retch doubles you over, chest heaving when it finally simmers down. âJust give me a second, okay? You donât want to see this, bud.â
âBut are you okay? You got really sick!â He rushes up behind you and starts rubbing your back with a cool little hand. âEw, you smell kinda funny.â
âGee, thanks, kiddo.â
âIâm just sayinâ!â He holds his nose with one hand, using the other to wrap around your waist and lean into your side. âWhat does dad do to help you when youâre sick?â
You pull yourself up and over to lean back against the wall, trying to catch your breath and running a hand through Elliotâs curls. âUses his magic stuff to make me feel betterâŠcuddles with me, just like youâre doing.â You smile weakly down at the little boy, and he quickly lays his little hands on your stomach. âNo no no, donât try it, itâs okay! I feel better!â
âAw, man.â He sadly retracts his sparking handsâthank godâand nestles back into your side. âIâm getting gooder at my magic, ya know. Dadâs teachinâ me real good.â
âI donât doubt it, Elliot,â you assure him with a light squeeze of a hug. âBut you probably shouldnât test out any of your magic on people, okay?â
He nods seriously, patting your stomach gently. âGood idea. I gotta be careful with your tummy now, too.â
âDonât worry, buddy, this is just a bug. Iâm already feeling better.â
Elliot shakes his head and crawls onto your lap, leaning down to put his ear to your stomachâwhat in the world? He listens for a moment and suddenly the wheels in your brain start turning: oh my god. This couldnât meanâŠ?
The little boy sits up again and feels your stomach one more time, focusing hard on something. âNope, sânot a bug,â he smiles and gives your belly another gentle pat. âItâs just my baby tryna say hi.â
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Six pregnancy tests later, thereâs no doubt about it. How Elliot figured it out before you even had a hunch, you have no idea, but the little piece of plastic drops from your hand when you flop face-first onto the bed, mind swirling.
This isnât a surprise.
Elliot had asked. Loki and you had talked, agreed; this is what you want. But really, baby?
Now?
Loki doesnât get back for another four months. Pregnancies are hard; youâre not going to pretend they arenât, and to not have your husband here to help you through itâŠthis is going to be much different than when you were pregnant with Elliot.
You glance once more at the last test: positive as ever.
Pregnant. Again.
Sighing audibly, you roll over on the bed and grab Lokiâs pillow, hugging it to your chest and breathing deeply, eyes drifting shut.
âWeâre gonna be fine,â you whisper, your voice serving more to soothe your own racing mind than anything, âweâre gonna have another baby, and weâre gonna be fine.â
You bury your face in the pillow, hugging it tighter. It smells like Lokiâheavenly.
Thatâll have to do for the next four months.
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âWhat does dad wanna name the baby?â
The plastic fork scrapes against Elliotâs plate in grating anticipation of your answer. Heâs picking at his lunch; his appetite hasnât been quite so bottomless with Loki having been gone for so long.
For yours, on the other hand, the exact opposite is true.
âDadâŠdoesnât know yet.â You rip another chunk of bread from the entire baguette in your hand and dip it in butter. This baby seems to have an appetite for seven and a particular fondness for carbs.
Wonderful.
âThatâs ok,â Elliot nods thoughtfully. âNames are hard to come up with. I think it should beâŠblueberry! Cause I love blueberries so much and I love my babyââ
âNo, no, I meantâŠâ you struggle to swallow your mouthful of bread and hold up a finger. âDad doesnât know that weâre having a baby yet.â
âWhy not?â
âŠyeah, thatâs a good question. You probably shouldâve called Loki a good while ago, when youâd found out youâre expectingâI mean, itâs his kid too.
But telling Loki heâs going to have a second child just seems like something you donât do over the phone.
âI donât want to miss his reaction,â you answer honestly, shoving another chunk of baguette in your mouth. âI wanna sh-uprise âim when âe gets home.â
Translation: Iâm terrified.
Elliot eagerly claps his hands together, the fork falling to the table with a clatter. âThatâs a good idea!â He squeals, jumping up to run over and climb into your lap, laying his little hands on your belly. âDadâs gonna be so excited to meet Blueberry, heâs gonna cryââ
âWe are not naming this baby after a fruit. Sorry, kiddo.â
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An agonising two more months pass, lonely and chock-full of horrid cravings, mood swings, aches and pains and puking nearly every single morningâŠthis baby already seems to hate you.
Elliotâs been a little trooper the past four months.
Hugs whenever you need them, plenty of crayon drawings of your family so you âdonât miss dad too much,â peace and quiet when you fall asleep at the table again, even a few attempted breakfasts in bed. Heâs been so sweet and helpful when you know he misses his dad more than anything, so today you drag yourself out of bed, throw up once for good measure, and tell him to get ready for an ice cream trip.
Loki was supposed to be home a week ago, but you canât let yourself think about that.
Driving with your little bump of a belly is starting to get really uncomfortable, but you make it alright to the little ice cream parlour that Elliot claims makes the best cotton candy ice cream of all time.
âI miss my dad,â Elliot pipes up while youâre sitting in silence, a faint bluish tint to his skin due to the coldness of the ice cream. âHe shouldnât hafta leave ever again.â
âSame here, kiddo, Iâm sorry.â You lay a hand on your belly and try to give Elliot a reassuring smile. âThis little monster misses him too, but theyâre just glad that they have an awesome big brother to take care of them!â
That brings a halfhearted smile to the little boyâs face, and he goes back to licking his ice cream cone, watching you with reddish eyes deep in thought.
âYâknow, dad loves you, mom.â Elliot reaches over to take your hand in his tiny, sticky one, much to your surprise. âHe loves you a whole lot, I know it, and heâs not gonna be angry that weâre havinâ another baby.â
Your jaw drops.
What the hell??
Your son, who is apparently getting some kind of crazy read on your thoughts right now, leans over the table and plants a sticky blue kiss to the back of your handâjust like heâs seen Loki do countless times. âDonât be âfraid of him, heâs gonna be so super excited.â
Part of you kind of wants to run away screaming, but maybe mothers shouldnât do that to their children, so you just gape like a dying fish at the strange little mini-Loki in front of you.
âIâmâŠI uhâŠâ your mouth opens and closes a few times while your brain tries to catch up. âIâm notâŠIâm not scared of dad, Elliot, what makes you say that?â
Youâre notâŠright?
Elliot licks his ice cream cone again, catching a drip down his arm. âNah, youâre âvoiding your âsponsibilities.â
âExcuse me?â
âYouâre scared to tell dad about Blueberry, right? I heard you in my dream, you told me dad was gonna be upset and get scared to have two kids.â
You swallow hard, trying to find the lie in his innocent statement. âBut heâno, he wonât be upset, he wants another kid, he told me.â
This kid is ripping you to shreds, covered in blue and pink melted ice cream.
âSâwhat you told me,â Elliot shrugs. âSaid dadâs gonna like one of us better.â
âŠyouâve got to pee again.
A blessed escape, cause if Elliot says one more word about Loki or this baby, youâre pretty sure your hormonal self is going to break down in tears.
âIâllâIâll be right back,â you choke, scooting your chair back with a loud scrape and pulling yourself to your feet. âAre you okay to stay here? Iâll only be a couple minutes right over there, no talking to strangers, you know the rules.â
Elliot nods, looking worried as you swipe at your eyes and set down your cup of ice cream with shaking hands. âYou okay, mom?â
âFine, fine, Iâll be right back,â You mutter and rush off to the bathroom.
You certainly didnât look fine, but Elliot shrugs to himself and goes back to his ice cream, keeping a wary eye on the other people in the shop.
âDid your mother just leave you out here all alone?â
Elliot spins around in his chair at the voice, dropping his ice cream cone to the floor and bringing his hands up ready to fight whoever is approaching himâLokiâs taught him enough to fend for himself.
But when he whirls around, he immediately lowers his hands and jumps out of his chairâitâs Loki.
âDAD!â Elliot scrambles out of the chair and bolts into Lokiâs waiting arms, knocking him over with the force of his hug. âDad, dad, youâre home! Youâre home!!â
âThat I am,â Loki laughs, hugging the little boy tightly to his chest. âI missed you so much, Elliot, so much.â
âHey!â Elliot points a little finger into Lokiâs chest, suddenly serious. âDonât you ever leave us again, âkay??â
âOf course, Iâm so sorry I had toââ
âPinky promise??â Elliot shoves his little finger in Lokiâs face, and the god chuckles, extending his own to seal the promise.
âPinky promise. Hopefully.â
Satisfied with the agreement, Elliot jumps off his dad and rushes back to the table, frowning at the sticky mess thatâs left of his ice cream on the floor. âYou owe me an ice cream, dad, look whatcha made me do.â
âMy sincerest apologies, young man,â Loki chuckles, swooping the kid up in his arms for another squirming hug, trying to sneak a few tickling kisses somewhere on his face. âWhere is your mother?â
You come out of the bathroom just in time to hear Elliot answer âhidinâ from you, I think,â and you stop dead in the middle of the shop when you see your husband smiling wide and holding Elliot in his arms.
âElliot! No Iâm not!â You shake yourself out of your shocked daze, running over to the two of them and nearly knocking them over when you throw your arms around Lokiâs neck.
Immediately setting Elliot back on the ground, Loki breathes your name and draws you into the tightest embrace he can manage, his arms clutching you so close you have to plant your hands on his chest and gently push him away to keep him from hurting your belly.
He doesnât seem to notice, but Elliot sure does.
Lokiâs hands cradle your face as he pulls away and just stares at you for a moment, trying to decide if words could even begin to describe how happy he is to be with you again.
âI missedâŠoh, come here.â
He laughs with watering eyes and pulls you close, pressing his lips to yours over and over until neither of you can breathe, half laughing, half teary-eyed because heâs here, youâre all here, together finally.
âThat wasâmmphâtoo long,â you laugh around Lokiâs relentless lips, keeping a hand to his chest to keep him from your baby bump.
Elliot bounces on the balls of his feet, glad to see his parents so happy again, but sticks a hand between you both to cover your belly. âCareful, dad, donât hurt my bââ
âELLIOT!â You cut him off with a nervous chuckle, shooting him a pointed lookâshh!
The little boy claps a hand over his mouth, eyes wide. âSorry.â
âWhat for?â Loki asks with a breathless laugh, his hand cradling the back of your head to keep you pressed against him.
âNothing, nothing,â you assure him, kissing him again. âOh my god, Iâm so glad youâre home, Loki. Tell us everything!â
He holds you away from him for a moment with his hands on your shoulders, looking you up and down with a dopey grin on his faceâyouâre really glad you wore a too-big shirt today, it covers your beginning baby bump pretty well.
âYou look incredible,â he murmurs, shaking his head in disbeliefâhe missed you. His eyes fall on your chest and linger for a half a second longer; your breasts seemâŠbigger than when he left.
Trust me, he would know.
But he shakes it away and pulls up a chair, and the three of you launch into a detailed retelling of everything youâve missed over the past four months.
âWell, everything went wrong the moment I stepped foot in Asgard.â He leans forward, eager to tell his story. âThere had been an attempt on the relics, and rumours of more to come, so we had toâwhatâs so funny?â
Elliotâs covering his mouth with a sticky hand, desperately trying to muffle the giggle-fit overcoming him as he looks at you: youâre clutching your stomach with an extremely pained grimace, trying to get comfortable in the little metal chair.
âNothinââŠâ he snorts and quickly looks away from you when you glare at him. âWhat happened next, dad?â
âOkayâŠâ Loki shoots you a confused glance and you quickly grin back, trying not to look like thereâs a tiny human laying directly on your bladder right now.
Howâs that working out for you?
âAre you alright, my love? You look like youâre in pain.â
âJust a stomachache!â Your gritted laughter is nervous but hopefully convincing enough.
âAre you sure? Just tell me, darling, I can disspell the sickness in less than a secondâElliot!â He whirls around in his chair to glare halfheartedly at the little boy giggling again. âYour mother is in pain, why are you smiling??â
ââCause I know something you donât know,â Elliot sings, clapping his hands with glee and wiggling around in his seat. âMhm, Iâve got a secret, ân Iâm not tellinâââ
âElliot. Thatâs enough.â
You reach over and pull the little guy into your lap, clamping both hands over his mouth and smiling sweetly at your husbandâwho just looks very confused. And a little worried.
Heâs made it pretty clear that there would be no secrets in this little family of yours.
âOur sonâŠhas a secret?â Speaking to you, not Elliot, he raises an eyebrow and itâs not exactly amused. âCare to enlighten me, wife?â
âDonât worry, Loki, itâs not a secret,â you sooth, tapping Elliotâs mouth twice before letting him go again. âItâs more ofâŠa surprise, really.â
Elliot clasps his hand behind his back and rocks forward on his toes, excited eyes darting back and forth between you and Loki.
âI donât like surprises.â
âBut youâre really gonna like this one,â Elliot promises, sending an overly dramatic attempt of a wink your way.
Unbelievable.
Letting out a dismayed groan, you drop your forehead to your hand. âElliot, please stopâŠâ
Loki crosses his arms, already looking a little on the defensive side with lips tightly pressed togetherâthis is exactly why you didnât want to tell him. Way to go, kid.
âIf you have something to tell me, tell me now.â
âIâcan I tell you at home? Later?â
The god sighs, not able to help feeling as if the joy of your reunion had been let out faster than the air in a deflating balloonânow heâs worried, feeling excluded, almost offended.
Secrets. Never a good idea within a family.
âDonât worry, snowflake,â you chirp with feigned nonchalance. âYouâre gonna love this surprise.â
Your fingers cross under the table.
* * * *
Loki doesnât bring it up the rest of the day.
Youâd guessed he would mention it again at least during dinner, try to pry the information from you, but he smiled and listened to Elliot talk about his loose tooth, eating his food apparently unbothered.
Your knee hasnât stopped nervously bouncing since you sat down.
Maybe he knows? If Elliot felt it, Loki certainly could. The kidâs voice is still echoing through your mind as you get Elliot ready for bed:
âYou told me dad was gonna be upset and get scared to have two kids.â
Okay, maybe youâre a little worried that Lokiâs past may hinder his enthusiasm for a second child, but youâve never even admitted to yourself that he would be upset or scared. But the more you think about it, the more sense it makes: he would be terrified.
Favouring one child over another? That would be Lokiâs worst nightmare, yet he hadnât brought that up when Elliot first asked for a sibling. Heâd happily agreed to have a second kid, kissing away your concernsâŠ
Hugging your arms around yourself, you stare at his back from the doorway. His hair is lazy, pulled into a mindless knot on the top of his head; he looks relaxed, doing dishes. At peace with his life.
His life with his wife and his one son.
Did he lie to you?
Had he looked you in the eye, said âI want another baby,â and lied?
God of lies, you keep letting yourself forget.
Your mind goes berserk right there in the kitchen, convincing you that he lied to you, that this baby is unwanted, that he only said that he wanted another baby to keep you happy, that no, he didnât ever want children, he just wanted to fuck you, that everything heâs ever said to you is a lieâ
âYour thoughts are deafening, my love.â
You jump with a start as his voice interrupts your destructive train of thought. âWere you listening?â You immediately ask, voice venomous. âLoki, did you listen?â
He turns around and dries off his hands, leaning back against the counter with a sad smile. âOf course not, out of respect for your secret. I trust you to tell me.â
You stare at him, unmoving and unsure, and he pushes himself away from the counter to take a few tentative steps toward you. âLetâs go to bed,â he murmurs, sensing your troubled mind. âYou need rest, then you can tell me this secret when you are ready.â
Nodding slowly, you let him take your hand and lead you to the bedroom, keeping your mouth firmly shut. He shuts the door behind you and you walk straight to the bed, laying down and turning your back on him to avoid this as long as possible.
âDonât you want to change first?â Loki laughs, and the mattress dips as he climbs on next to you, laying right against your body and pulling you back into him. âThose pants canât be comfortable, let me get them off of you.â
You shake your headâhorny, lying bastard.
ââŠwould you like me to draw you a bath?â Heâs trying a gentler approach now, noticing your apprehension and holding you closer.
Another shake of the head.
âWhy wonât you talk to me?â
Your hand subconsciously falls to your little baby bump, but Lokiâs follows right after to cover your own hand with his.
Youâre sick of thisâjust tell him.
You slip your hand out from under his, grab his wrist, and press it to your belly. His breath catches in his throat, you can hear it, and his cold hand gently runs across the swell of your stomach.
âWhat is this?â
Just say it.
âIâm pregnant.â
He sits straight up behind you and you screw your eyes shutâheâs going to leave now, right?
But he doesnât leave; instead cold hands grip your waist and pull you onto your back, catching the hem of your shirt and promptly ripping it from your body.
âLoki!â
He looms over you, knees on either side of your body as he stares down at you. His eyes are wide and a distracted hand rubs over his mouth, trying to process this.
âHow long have you known?â His voice is barely a breath.
ââŠfour months.â
âYou didnât tell me?â
The hurt on his beautiful face is a sucker punch to the gutâyou idiot, of course he wouldnât be upset. This is Loki weâre talking about, your husband, the father of your childâchildren.
âIâm so sorry,â you apologise quietly, avoiding his gaze. âI didnâtâŠI thought you-you would be upset.â
He breathes a laugh and carefully runs his fingertips down your sides, trying to memorise the sight of you carrying his childâŠagain.
âWhy would I ever be upset, my love? I canât believe youâre this pregnant and you didnât tell meââ
âElliot said something,â you anxiously cut him off. âIt was stupid, really, Iâm stupid for believing itâŠâ you take a breath and ramble on. âHe said he had a dream you got upset about having two kids cause you might like one more than the other.â
Loki pauses his kissing down your torso, freezing with his hand splayed across your baby bump. âHow did heâŠâ
âI dunno. He was freaking me out, Loki, he started telling me things I wasnât even thinking yet.â
âThatâs my boy,â the god laughs, resting his forehead on your stomach as your brow knits in concern.
Carding your fingers through his hair, you nudge Lokiâs head up to look at you. âThis doesnât worry you?â
âOur son turns blue when he touches something cold.â He presses his lips to your stomach again, eyes tightly shut. âIâm afraid your family isnât exactly the epitome of human normalcy.â
âYeah, but Loki, was he right?â
âThat Iâm scared?â He trails his lips up your baby bump, over your chest and coming to rest firmly over your mouth. âMy loveâŠI am terrified.â
âOh.â
Your arms wind around his neck and pull him back down to your lipsâmaybe if you keep kissing him, he wonât be able to see the disappointment in your eyes.
It works for a little bit, and you nearly lose yourself completely when he starts gently nipping at your lips and moving to tend to your neck; heâs making you drunk on him with the flip of a switch.
Itâs too easy for him.
âLoki.â Your hands curl tighter in his hair.
âHmm.â
âThen why did you tell me you wanted another kid?â
The god pauses, moving from your collarbone back to your face to frown down at you. His fingers are cold along your jaw. âBecause I do want another kid.â
âBut youâre terrified.â
âAnd youâre not?â
That makes your mouth snap shut, eyes darting around the room to avoid his piercing gaze. Of course youâre nervous, itâs not like you have any better ideas of how to raise a childâand youâre the one carrying it, for godâs sake.
âI donât think I need to say more.â Loki smiles, soft and edging closer to the sad end of the spectrum. âIâm always scared. Of you, of my sonâŠand now my second child.â
You still canât look at him. Shame, maybe.
âIâm terrified of you, did you know that?â Heâs kissing you again, lazy lips soft along the outline of your own, up and down your jaw. âTerrified of you, our future, our children. I could lose you in seconds.â
âThatâs optimistic.â You try for a cracked smile.
Cool lips meet yours, firm as his hand traces over your baby bump. âItâs realistic, actually. Keeps me honest with myself.â
âWeâre not leaving you, if thatâs what youâre scared of.â
âBut I donât deserve for you to stay.â
Here we go again.
âWhy do you always do this??â You force a playful smile onto your face and sit up, a hand on Lokiâs chest pushing him off of you onto the bed. âThere you go hating yourself again, sheesh.â
Grateful for the change in subject, you roll over halfway on top of him and mold your lips to hisâhis, parted slightly in surprise. Your hands cradle his face, stroking through his hair and over his cheekbones as you pour every ounce of adoration you possess for him into the kiss.
Then it really clicks, just how much you missed him.
Maybe thatâs why you feel thisâŠdisconnect.
Within seconds his shirt is off too, your hands scouring every inch of his skin you can reach, Lokiâs breathing becoming shallower as he fumbles with belts and tries to hold your face to his at the same time.
âMissed you,â he whispers hoarsely, giving up on the belt and falling into you, shaking hands holding your neck and waist in a death grip. âMy family, I missed you both, and this new oneââ
His voice cracks and he moves down, littering every inch of you with kisses that come to rest on the swell of your stomach as his hands hold tight to your hips.
âIâm beyond excited.â Itâs nothing more than a whisper. âTerrified, scared out of my mind, but I am so, so happy our family is growing.â
âYou sure?â You tangle your fingers in his hair and tip his head up to smile down at him.
âDo I need to prove it?â
God, you missed him.
You grab hold of his face and pull him up, smashing your lips to his. Â âI wouldnât mind if you did.â
So he does.
At least, he tries, until a yell for dad echoes down the hall.
âGood to see nothing has changed,â Loki sighs, pressing one last kiss to the inside of your thigh. âDonât you go anywhere, weâre not done here.â
You throw a pillow at him with a laugh as he winks and slips out the door.
Elliot is awake, as expected, sitting in his bed clutching the blankets to his chest, a strangely bright smile on his little face. âHey dad!â
Loki raises an eyebrow. âHeyâŠâ
âYou awake?â
âI am now, clearly.â He sits on the edge of the bed and plants a kiss on the top of Elliotâs head. âWhy did you call for me?â
The little boy shrugs. âJust wonderinâ.â
ââŠif I was awake?â
âYup.â
They stare at each other for a secondâ
âLoki confused and battling with the fact that he just had to leave you on the bed to come take care of this kid, and Elliot scrunching his nose up in the biggest grin at his dad, just happy to see him.
âIâmâŠgoing to go back to bed now.â Loki points at the door, giving his son a strange look. âUnless you have literally anything else to tell me? Redeem my coming in here?â
âNope!â Elliot throws his arms out in a request for a hug.
âŠthat Loki all too happily delivers.
âOh! Did mom tell you the secret yet?â He whispers, squeezing Loki tighter with arms thrown around his neck.
âShe did,â Loki chuckles. âAre you excited?â
âI canât wait! Weâre gonna be bestest friends and Iâm naming it Blueberry cause I love blueberries and I love my baby so Iâm gonnaââ
âBlueberry??â
âYeah!â
Loki shakes his head with a laugh. âBlueberry Lokason. A name for the ages, without a doubt.â
Elliot beams at his fatherâs approval and Loki ruffles a hand through his curly hair. âCome on, go to sleep. You shouldnât be awake right now.â
âWell you guys woke me upâŠâ he grumbles, flopping down on his pillow.
Not again. Loki freezes, face twisting in worryâyou hadnât even started. If that was too loud, then by the end of the night the whole neighbourhood is going to be awake. âWere we being too loud?â
âNah.â A little smile spreads over the kidâs face. âMomâs just happy, real happy, and it woke me up.â
âYouâŠyou can feel that?â
âYup. Just like you.â He nuzzles deeper into his pillow. âThoughtâya might wanna know, dad, âcase you forgot.â
With a face as precious as that, Loki doesnât have the heart to tell him thatâs not just like himâŠthatâs not exactly how his access to the mind works, but the last thing Elliot needs is another reason to believe heâs unusual.
âIn case I forgot what, Elliot?â He smiles and kisses the boyâs forehead, running a hand through his hair.
âHow to tell when momâs happy!â He opens his eyes and rolls onto his back, grinning up at Loki. âI almost forgotted too, sheâs been sad so long. Sâwhy I woke up!â
âWell.â Lokiâs heart twists painfully in his chest. âThank you. I think I remember now.â
âI gotcha covered, daddy.â
âGo to sleep, little giant.â
* * * * * * * *
The walk down the hall back to the room leaves Loki wondering.
HeâŠfelt it.
The kid could tell you were pregnant before you even knew, he could tell that you were nervous to tell Loki, he knew that Loki was scared before heâd admitted it to youâŠnow he felt that you were happy? Strong enough to wake him up?
Apparently Elliot can do a lot more than just turn blue.
The thought of that is terrifying.
All Loki can think of as his hand rests hesitantly on the doorknob is what heâs done. What heâs passed on to this child, unwillingly taking another life down with his own curses.
Elliotâs life is going to be full of pain, if this is what he is capable of. Itâs bad enough that he has no control over the shifting of his skin, no thanks to the fruitless attempts Loki has made to figure out how to help him, but nowâŠ
Loki starts when you open the door.
âWhatâd he need?â
Youâre smilingâhappy, Loki can tell this time. He silently thanks Elliot for the reminder.
âA hug.â He quickly smiles back. âWanted to know if I was awakeâŠthe usual midnight Elliot inquiries.â
âCan I get one?â
You hold your arms out and grin, giddy and irresistibly bright, and Loki steps forward to sweep you into his arms.
âIâll give you a bit extra, too,â he chuckles, peppering your neck with light kisses as he walks you backward towards the bed. Your knees hit the edge and you fall onto the mattress, grabbing him behind the neck to bring him down with you.
An arm by your head to keep him hovering over you, Loki pauses, just smiling down at you as a few lingering laughs leave your lips.
âAre you happy, my love?â
Cold fingers run down your cheek and he leans down, brushing his lips against yours.
âOf course I am,â you mumble, tangling your fingers in his hair to keep him close. âYouâre home, Iâve got the best little kid sleeping down the hall, and weâve got another one on the way.â Another peck on the lips. âIâm way past happy, snowflake.â
âGood,â he whispers, and decides thatâs going to be enough for him.
Thatâll be enough for all four of you.
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p l o t- the kids, robin, and your boyfriend steve watching a scary movie at your house all cuddled up as it storms outside..ingredients to a perfect night!
Since Starcourt went down this meant that the kids werenât able to see movies every Friday like they used to. You felt bad and decided that every Friday they would come to either Steve, Robin, or your house to watch a movie of their choice.
On this Friday it was your turn to have everyone over at your house to watch movies, throughout the week you always looked forward to it. This was a great opportunity for the kids to spend time with you, Steve and Robin.
Considering all you guys would do was work and in your free time you would go to college to take a few classes but Fridays was your time to spend with the kids.
You worked at Melvalds general store with Willâs mom Joyce, after work you picked up the kids at the Wheelers. You honked your horn twice, you then saw El and Max run out followed by the boys.
âShotgun!!â Max yelled making sure all the boys heard her, âOh come on!!!â Lucas says as Max gives him a sassy smirk.âCome on guys Robin and Steve are waiting!!!â you say, after everyone piled up in your car you then drove toward the Family Video where Steve and Robin worked.
âSo what movie are you guys wanting to watch today?â you ask, âWell itâs either between The shining or Friday the 13thâ Mike says.âA scary movie is perfect to watch tonight since itâs supposed storm pretty badly tonightâ Dustin adds,âooo well im excited with whatever!!â you say as you pull up to the family video.
As Steve sees you walk in he could not contain the smile that came across his face, he came from behind the counter and walked to you.You look up into his light brown eyes and smile softly, he grips your waist as he pulls you closer. âHey beautiful.â he says, âHey bubsâ you tell him. He then kisses you passionately, you then hear the âewwwsâ and the fake gag noises come from the boys and from El and Max you hear âawwwâ and âsoo cuteâ.
You pull away from Steve and smile at him again, he then sees Dustin. âHenderson!!! What goes on man!!â he says as they do their peculiar handshake. You chuckle as you walk toward robin as she resides behind the counter with her other coworker Keith.
âHey Robin!!â you say, âHey y/n!!â she says as she gives you a quick hug. You then set your eyes on Keith, âhey Keith!!â you tell him as you smile.âHey y/n by the way can you leave the make out sessions with Harrington at home iâve got customers getting grossed outâ he says.
âOh come one Keith it was only one kiss!!!â you say as you sit on top of the counter, âHey get off!!!â he says âKeith lighten up a little why do you hate me so much!!â you ask in a playful tone.Keith rolls his eyes and says,âIâm going to go sort the moviesâ you chuckle as you get a lollipop from a jar that robin had put out.
Steve walks over to you and smirks, âShut it Harrington!!â you say as you already know what his mind was thinking. Robin laughs, âYou guys are adorable so what movie is it today?â she asks the kids as they also make their way to the counter.
âShining or Friday the 13thâ Will says, âOkay well since thereâs an uneven amount of us so weâll just do a draw, y/n write the two movies on strips of paper and then Dustin can we borrow your hat for a minute?â Robin asks. Dustin nods his head yes and takes off his âcamp know whereâ hat and gives it to robin, you then put the strips of paper in dustins hat.
âOkay we should have a random person pick!!â Steve adds, everyone shakes their head in agreement, you look around along with everyone else.âWhat about Keith??â Mike says, everyone approves âKeith can you come here a second?â Robin yells.Keith rolls his eyes and letâs out a big sigh,âwhat is it now?â
âwe just need you to pick a strip of paper out of dustin hatâ you say, Dustin looks at Keith in complete and utter disgust âgreat heâs going to spread his nasty rash to me!!â he says.
Keith looks at Dustin and says, âIâve already told you acne isnât a rash and isnât contagious you pubescent waistoidâ they then argue back and fourth.
âCan you just pick out of the godamn hat Keith?â Max added, he sighs again and finally picks.
Everyone huddled around Keith and waited for him to open the crumbled piece of paper,âWhat does it sayâ Will says âI canât see!!â Mike adds.
As he unfolds the paper he reads it and looks at the kids, âYou guys might want to sleep with your mommy Steve tonight because looks like you guys are watching friday the 13thâ he says.
You laugh as you look at Steve, the kids then cheer âCan we go to the store to get snacks??â Lucas asks steve he shakes his head yes and they cheer once more.
âWell you take the boys and Robin and i will take El and Max and then weâll meet at the bradleys big buy okay?â you tell Steve.
He shakes his head and you give him a quick kiss as you and him exchange goodbyes, you, Robin, El and Max all walk out of the family video and towards your car.
âOkay shitheads make it fast go get the movie while i get my things from the back!â Steve says to the boys.
They run to the isle where they had the movie and grabbed it, as Dustin and Will make their back to where Steve was Lucas and Mike stay back.
âOkay were going to be watching a scary movie so itâs your job to make sure El feels protected by you okay?â Lucas says.âWhat do you mean like what should I do?â Mike asks,âOkay when there is like a jump scare and she gets scared hold her or like grab her hand trust me girls dig that stuff, works on Max like a charm!!!â Lucas tells Mike.He shakes his head,âOkay Iâll try it!!â
âTry what?â Steve says as he walks out from the back room,âOh nothing thereâs this new candy that Lucas was telling me about.â Mike says.âWhatever okay letâs go!! Keisha make sure you lock up okay buddy?â Steve says to Keith as the boys laugh,âSuck it Harrington!!!â Keith yells back.
Steve and the kids then get in the car and starts to drive towards bradleys, as they pull up you Robin and the girls are waiting outside your car.
Your sitting on top of your trunk with El while Robin and Max are talking about the movie, âI wonder if this movie is going to be like really scaryâ Max says.âWell if it begins to be to much we will watch something elseâ Robin tells her as she smiles.Considering everything that has happened over the years.
You then hear loud music coming from a car you look up to see your boyfriend pulling up next to your car, you and El jump off your trunk and walk towards Steve and the boys.
âAlright you guys ready we have to make this quick before it starts to stormâ Steve tells the kids, you look at him and smile.
The way Steve interacts with the kids always makes you melt inside, he cares so much about them and he definitely shows it.
The kids and Robin walk in front of you and Steve, he interlocks his fingers with yours and kisses your cheek softly.
You along with everyone else walked into the store and walked to the junk food isle, the kids eyes lit up as they see the snacks.
Everyone grabbed the snacks that they wanted,you look at them to see stuff falling out their hands considering they had an entirely to much stuff to carry. you laughed as you helped with their stuff and walked to the check out isle.
As you wait for the cashier to scan the items that the kids picked out, Steve came up behind you and wrapped his arms around your waist, a smile came creeping upon your face.
You turn your head to kiss him on the lips, âI wish tonight could just be us two..â he whispers. You look in his eyes,âIâll make it up to you I promiseâ you say as you wink at him.âYou better princess because if you donât you will have no idea what i will doâ he says,you bite your lip as his words brush over your ear.
You turn around to see his face, a sly smrik came across his face you rolled youâre eyes and smiled,once the cashier was done scanning the items Steve got out his wallet so he could pay.
âHey you didnât have to I couldâve payed for it.â you said, Steve looked at you and put his index finger on your lips softly.âShhh itâs okay i got itâ he said as he processed to pay, a light tint of pink appeared on your face as you smiled.
Once you helped the kids with their bags you headed to your car, the kids were scattered throughout yours and Steveâs car.
As you and Steve arrived to your house it started to pour, the loud clap of thunder made you jump and the rain was cold on your skin. Everyone hurried to get in, thankfully you guys didnât get super soaked.
âOkay everyone get comfy!!! im going to get the blankets and extra pillows..Steve help me please?â you asked, steve jumped to his feet as those words came out of your mouth.
You walked to the closet where your mom kept the spare blankets, you then went into your room to get the pillows.
As you walked to your bed Steve tackled you and started to kiss you softly, this surprised you but you didnât mind it at all.
âSteve...â you said, âI know i know but can you blame me i mean itâs hard to be around you and not want to just completely ruin you..â he said still hovering over you.âSteve!!! Shut your mouth thereâs children right outside!!!â you said giggling a bit, Steve shook his head and smiled.
âYour cute you know that?â he said kissing you once again he then made his way down to your neck knowing that this drives you insane.You laugh, âStop that tickles!!â you say as you try to squirm out of his grip. âOh it does huh??â he says as he grabs your waist and starts to tickle it.
You laugh loudly as he tickles you, you werenât able to hear the six kids entering your room, âUm what the hell???!!â dustin says.Steve jumps, he gets off of you and stands up he then looks at dustin with a cocked eyebrow, âWhat??? Canât we get a little privacy??â he said.
âNot when we are all waiting to watch a movie!!â dustin says back, âcome on Dustin itâs not like we were waiting longâ Max says.âYeah Henderson lighten up!!â Steve says as he throw a pillow at Dustin, everyone laughs and you and Steve get the rest of the pillows to take to the living room.
âTook long enough, struggled getting a couple of pillows and blankets dingus?â Robin said, Steve mocks her as he makes a goofy face.Everyone took their places on your sectional couch, you cozied up next to Steve laying your head on his chest as he plays with your hair softly.
El is next to you as she lays her head on mikeâs shoulder, Max is sitting next to Lucas as she puts her legs on his.Robin sits on the end of the couch on her stomach next to Will, while Dustin volunteered to be on the floor next to you and Steve.
As everyone got comfy and situated with their pillows, blankets and snacks they looked at the blank tv.âSo whoâs putting in the movie?â Will asked, everyone looked around of course not wanting to move out of their comfort.
âNose goes!!â Lucas says as he puts his index finger to his nose quickly followed by everyone else, Mike was the last one to put his finger to his nose. He groans and complains.
âAwww come on!!!! Why canât Dustin do it heâs the one on the floor!!!â He whined, âHey iâm not the one who was last!!! So hurry it up i want to watch the movie already!!â He said. Mike let out a big sigh as he put the vhs tape into the player, he sat back down to his spot trying to find âthe right spotâ.
You and Steve looked at each other and smiled you gave him a quick peck on his jawline and he gave you a kiss on your head as he pulled you in closer.
You then had set your eyes on the tv as it played the scary movie but you felt Steveâs eyes still on you as he admired you in aww, you have caught Steve doing this several time since you been dating but never said anything because you loved it so much.
The night ended with everyone but Steve falling asleep kinda at the same time, when he saw you asleep on his chest he picked you up bridal style and placed you on your bed.He crawled onto the bed with you and held you close he then whispered, âGoodnight my babyâ as he kissed you.
A/n: Okay i know i havenât posted but!!!!! THIS IS SO CUTEE LIKE I DIED WHEN WRITING THIS FUCK!!! STEVE WHY YOU DO THIS TO MEđ„șđ„șđ„ș
#steve harrington x oc#steve harrington headcanons#steve harrington headcanon#steve harrington x reader#steve harrington smut#steve harrington imagine#steve harrington#stranger things#joe keery
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im back to sending you a million requests because those last two were SO FUCKING GOOD (from @deakyfordays) ok so can i get a gwil fic where hes like 'oh u can draw, let me see ur stuff' and basically u draw some like ~nude~ things that are classy but also gets him horny af and hes like oh shit let's fuck???
sorry this took me like a week, but ok Iâm an artist and this made me super happy, thank you for supplying me with that good stuff @deakyfordays
okay so you and Gwil are supposed to be hanging out at your apartment, a Friday night tradition between you two, but Gwil knocked out half way through the movie you were both watching and instead of waking him up from a nap you knew he needed you decided to retire to the comfy chair by the window and work on a few of your incomplete sketches
Gwil was aware of your knack for art but wasnât exactly informed to the extent at which you drew. Most of your pieces were anatomy studies and the occasional full blown piece, a nude model/figure at its center. The human body happened to be your muse and there was no shame in that. Gwil had never seen your art, and you had no intentions of showing him said art.Â
You were idly working on a self portrait, a very nude self portrait, when Gwil began to stir and grumble from your couch. You grinned, but continued to drag your red drafting pencil across the sketchbook in your hands. You were so entranced in the motion of your hand that you didnât notice Gwil get up and settle himself behind you until he spoke.Â
âThatâs really good.â He mumbled, his voice thick and raspy with sleep.Â
âShit!â You squealed, your entire body jumping a few inches from the comfy day chair. You instinctively shut your sketchbook and tossed it to the side, your cheeks burning in embarrassment. Gwil raised a questioning brow and reached for your sketchbook.
âCan I see?â He said, reaching his long arm over you to grab at it but was stopped when you snatched it out of his grasp.Â
âUm, no.â You mumbled, his face fell and guilt wretched in your gut. âSorry, I donât really show people my stuff.â He seemed dumbfounded and his light laugh surprised you.Â
âCâmon, Y/N. I wanna see. I promise Iâll be nice.â He pleaded, widening his bright blue eyes to seal the deal. You playfully rolled your eyes, the grip on your sketchbook tightening before you relaxed your muscles.Â
âFine, but I get to flip the pages.â You warned, pointing a stern finger in his direction. He held his hands up in defeat before joining you on the couch, planting himself just centimeters away from your side. Your breath hitched momentarily before you cleared your throat and hesitantly opened the leather-bound book.Â
âThis is an anatomy study I did a few months ago.â You explained, tracing your finger over the sloped lines of the drawn figure. His eyes were concentrated, scanning precisely over each line and area of shading. They also held another emotion, seemingly one of admiration and it made your heart flutter.Â
You turned the page, the drawing a portrait of your good friend. His eyes widened, âWow, this one is incredible.â He mumbled, thumbing the end of the page to draw it closer, careful not to bend or tear the image. Your grin widened and the pace of your already frantic heart quickened.Â
âThank you.â You smiled, absentmindedly flipping the page to an image you werenât intending to show him, the nude portrait of yourself that you had been working on just minutes before.Â
âOh, shit.â You mumbled, flipping over a few pages and hoping he hadnât noticed. But, he did.
âWoah, woah, wait. What was that one?â He asked, trying to flip back to the drawing. He looked at you with raised brows and your face somehow grew exponentially warmer.Â
âIt was nothing. It was the one I was working on earlier. â You explained, trying to keep your voice calm and level. He smirked, gripping the end of the sketchbook in his hand. Your throat grew dry and you struggled to swallow the growing lump there.Â
âCan I see?â He crooned, obnoxiously batting his long lashes as he did. You pursed your lips and considered the idea for a moment. The drawing was essentially one of your nudes and youâd be showing this nude to your best friend. You concluded there would be no harm in it, as long as you didnât tell him who the figure was. You reluctantly flipped back to the designated page and held it out to him. He took the book in his hands and studied the figure with squinted eyes. Your stomach churned and the pressure in your chest tightened as he continued to scan the drawing.Â
âWho is this?â He suddenly said and you tensed, your heart stopping in your chest. The figure was unfinished and had no face yet, so only you truly knew who it was. You twiddled your thumbs and tried to not fumble over your next sentence.
âUm, no one in particular.â You mumbled, not meeting his eyes.Â
âOh, please. The detail is incredible. Youâre telling me this is all from memory?â He questioned, arching his brow and sending a sly smirk your way. You shifted uncomfortably, picking at the sleeves of your sweater and still not meeting his gaze.
âUm, yeah.â
âY/N..âÂ
âFine, fine. If you must know. Itâs a self portrait.âÂ
âAâŠself portrait? This is you?â He seemed stunned, and his tone made it hard to determine if he surprised or disgusted.
âYeah, it is. Is there a problem?â You asked, tone growing defensive and hands just seconds from snatching the sketchbook from his hands and vowing to never draw around the man again.Â
âNo, no. Thereâs no problem. Itâs justâŠâ
âWhat?â You were growing impossibly nervous, your gut clenching uncomfortably.Â
âItâs really beautiful. Iâm⊠almost speechless.â He laughed, his speech airy and hushed. Your eyes widened slightly and for a fleeting moment, you saw him shift slightly in his seat.Â
âR-really?â You mentally chastised yourself for making a complete fool of yourself if front of the man you had a huge crush on. The man who was essentially studying a nude photo of yourself in front of you.Â
âYeah, I mean. Wow, itâs incredible. Beautiful and talented.â He mumbled, handing you the book and immediately placing a throw pillow in his lap when you grabbed it from him. You were stunned, did he just compliment you or the drawing?Â
âWell, thank you. It means a lot.â You stuttered, giving him an appreciative grin. He nodded, watching your form intently as you put away your sketchbook and rejoined him on the couch.Â
âBet itâs even more beautiful in person.â He mumbled, probably intending for the words to go unheard but you caught them, every word. He noticed this, the way your body froze as you reached for the remote indicative of that. His heart dropped and he had to restrain himself from running through your window.Â
âSorry, that was..â
âDo you mean that?âÂ
His blue eyes widened, your reaction completely unexpected. You looked up at him expectantly and the way you eyed him sent he to his lower stomach. A sudden confidence bloomed in his chest and he shifted to face you fully.
âEvery word.â He whispered, bringing a hand up to cup your heated face. Your breath hitched and despite yourself, you leaned into his touch.Â
âYou are art.â He was so close, you felt the words fan over your lips and your eyes fluttered shut in anticipation. He softly pressed his lips to your and a relived sigh escaped your nostrils. You immediately melted into his touch, bringing your hands up to card through his soft brown hair. He whimpered against your lips, his own hands now gripping your hips tightly. He pulled away, his breaths coming out in heavy pants.Â
âIâve wanted you for so long. Iâve wanted to kiss you for so long. Wanted to see that beautiful body.â He breathed, pulling your body closer, nearly into his open lap.Â
âNothingâs stopping you.â You breathed out, taking it upon yourself to climb into his lap and lace your arms behind his head. He gives you a somewhat shy but appreciative grin, and reattaches his lips to yours. He tastes exactly how youâd imagined he would. Sweet, minty from that gum he always chews, and a flavor thatâs unidentifiable but him nevertheless.Â
His hands are leaving a fire in their wake. Everywhere he touches set ablaze and you whimper into the heated kiss. His fingers dip below the hem of your sweater and you wordlessly pull it over your head. Gwilâs blue eyes darken and his hand immediately begin working the clasp of your bra, eyes never leaving yours.Â
You let him take it off, youâd let him do anything at this point. He eyes you hungrily, bringing his lips to mouth at your chest softly, the touch pulling soft whimpers and moans from your lips.
âEven better than the drawing.â He says, words muffled against your skin and you laugh lightly. His lips then surround your left nipple, nipping at it gently and you have to bite down on your lip to cage desperate moans. The pressure in your lower tummy is unbearable now and your body involuntarily brushes against his clothes lap. His actions falters and he lets out a heavy, pained sigh.Â
âFuck, do that again.â He commands before continuing his assault on the delicate skin of your chest and breasts. You anchor your hands on his shoulders for leverage and begin to softly grind your hips against his lap, his cock hardening underneath you. Your head falls into his shoulder, the friction heâs providing satisfying the ache youâve suffered with since the day youâd met him. He can hear your soft whimpers and moans right next to his ear and he shifts his hips uncomfortably with each sound, his jeans now unbearably tight. He sits back for a second and removes his shirt, and you gaze at him appreciatively for a moment before he brings his lips to yours.Â
âCan I take these off, love?â He breathes, his prying fingers referring to your shorts. You nod wordlessly, and lift your hips to make the job easier for him. He removes both your shorts and underwear in one motion and you nearly faint when your pussy makes direct contact with his Jean clad lap. His hand settles on your hips and he gestured for you to continue your motions, his grip guiding you against him. You breathing is heavy, coming out in pants, whimpers, and the occasional moan of his name. Heâs loving every moment, watching your shaking form behind hooded eyes. The way you draw your lip between your teeth occasionally, how your eyes close every time he presses your body harder against him.Â
âFuck, Gwil.â You whine, feeling the tightness in your belly grow. You stop suddenly and bring your hand to his zipper, desperately fumbling with it. He laughs and removes his jeans without issue, giving you a soft peck before drawing you closer, breasts flush against his strong chest.Â
âYou look so pretty like this.â He whispers, brushing fallen hair from your face. You smile, bringing your lips to his in a searing kiss. You toy with the waistband of his boxers, silently begging him to remove them. He complies, sliding them off of his long lower half slowly. Now, nothing seperates you and him and itâs almost overwhelming.Â
âDo you have a condom?â You whimper, his lips working at the skin on your neck. He nods, leaning over to fish one out of his wallet and immediately returning to you. You grab it from him, quickly removing it and sliding it over his length.Â
âEager, arenât we?â He teases and you narrow your eyes, playfully sticking your tongue out as you settle above him. He grips the base of his cock and run the head through your folds, both of you breathing out heavy moans at the sensation. He catches your gaze and you smile lazily, pressing your lips to his as he slips in. You moan against his mouth as he buries himself to the hilt within you, groaning loudly as he bottoms out.Â
âFuck, youâre tight.â He groans, his head lolling back onto the arm of the couch. You're too overwhelmed to speak, only lucid enough to grip his strong shoulders and moan.Â
âCan I move, love?â He asks after a moment and you nod, eyes still shut tight.
He thrusts up into you and you fall limp into his chest as he settles on a steady pace, the head of his cock brushing against that certain spot and bringing you close to your edge faster than you had anticipated.
âFeels so good, Gwil.â You gasp, clinging onto him, his own hands gripping your hips and ass tightly.Â
âYou feel so amazing, sweetheart. So tight for me.â He groans, his thrusts picking up speed. You cry out, burying your head into his neck, the stubble scratching your cheek.Â
âIm close, Gwil.â You whimper, walls clenching around him almost involuntarily. His grip on your hips tightens.
âYeah, gonna cum? Cum for me, angel.â He growls, thrusting up into you with an almost brutal strength. Your orgasm suddenly rips through you, the sensation sending shockwaves throughout your entire body. Your walls clench around him violently and the way his thrusts falter indicate heâs right behind.
Fuck, sweetheart. Gonna make me cum.â He groans before stilling inside of your and releasing into the condom with a broken moan. Your mouth falls open but no sound escapes, and your body falls limply into his strong chest, the aftershocks of your orgasm still rocking you. Gwil holds you, his hands running softly up and down your back, his lips pressing soft kisses onto your temple.Â
âDid so well for me, sweetheart.â He praises, smoothing down your hair, pressing kisses to your sweaty forehead. Your eyes are hooded and lazy but you manage to give him a sweet smile.Â
âThereâs my girl.â He coos, giving you a smilier smile. He then gingerly lifts your hips and pulls out, quickly tying off and discarding the condom after. He returns to you, pulling you against his chest, his hands resting comfortably against the small of your back.Â
âMy girl.â He whispers into your hair. You hear him, but it's distant, sleep washing over you quickly. He watches as you drift off peacefully, smiling widely because he knows heâs got the most beautiful work of art in the known world.Â
this isn't great and it didn't really proofread it, but Im happy I finished it. now back to homework -macy:)Â
#gwilym lee#gwilym lee x reader#gwilym lee x you#gwilym x reader#bohemian rhapsody#bohemian rhapsody smut#borhap#borhap smut#queen#queen smut#gwilym lee smut#smut#request#blurb#doubledeakywrites
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Disclaimer For Potential Partners (f/m/x)
Writing this down as much to gather my thoughts and go into this with clear priorities as for possible future reference.Â
My mother always told me that if you wanted everyone to like you, youâd have to be a 50 dollar bill. I have come to accept that Iâm more like licorice. Some people arenât gonna like me but that doesnât mean that there arenât others who would appreciate me.Â
Iâd rather you run away screaming NOW than in three years when weâre both invested so Letâs get all this out of the way:
Iâm bisexual. Yes, Iâve dated dudes in the past. Iâve had a brief online flirt with an agender person and do think androgynous ppl are hot which I suppose would make me pan in some pplâs books, at this point the choice in label is purely aesthetic. Iâm looking for a female partner right now because Iâve always had a slight preference for girls anyways but a sufficiently compatible non-female would not be refused.Â
Because ppl have gotten this wrong in the past: Preference is about how likely you are to notice that someone is hot in the first place like in the early stages. It doesnât mean my attachment to those dudes was any less ârealâ (or the other way around!) I just flat out donât care whats in your pants there are other things to be picky about
From since I was young, the message I got from music, books etc is that itâs pretty bad to say âI love youâ unless you truly mean it. So I donât say âI love youâ until Iâm 100% sure I can do that it good conscience. It seems that it takes me a bit longer to be sure than most people, but itâs not like Iâve conducted statistics on this
Iâm not vegan/vegetarian and Iâm never going to be vegan/vegetarian
Iâm not a pet personÂ
Iâm not a sporty person and Iâm never going to be a sporty person
Go through my stuff, spy on me in any way or ask me to tell you where I am at all times and its over
Iâm an antiprohibitionist and donât think thereâs anything morally wrong with taking recreational substances. Conversely, Iâm not interested in that sort of thing as a full-on lifestyle either.Â
I try to keep an open mind and try everything once but im probably not gonna reorganize my life around new age woo-woo.Â
So far my folks have liked most my partners, but if our social circles donât get along Iâm comfortable with leaving them separate.Â
I believe in judging people as individuals first. I donât wanna hear no paranoid shit about âthe muslimsâ or other stereotypical carricatures but if youâre gonna be âeuropeans that europeans thisâ as if im not in the room its not gonna work.Â
Donât be fooled by the foreign-sounding surname im a potato through and through. No exotic fanservice to be had here.Â
Barring unforseen dictatorships, I donât want to move out of Europe. I like it here. Its full of frustrating dumbasses but so is the rest of the world. Yay for cheese and consumer protection laws! I would consider moving closer to the shore though.Â
Itâs fine if you donât speak German but you should not hate or dislike it. English is a plus because me, my friends and my family are into internet culture
I havenât spoken to my father in five years. No, youâre not going to patch this up. You donât have to ignore him too if youâre not comfortable but youâll have to respect my choice instead of playing family therapist or throwing platitudes about forgiveness at me.Â
Im not counting and it depends on your definition but Ive fucked at least 15-20 people, which according to statistics is above average? Always used rubber unless it was long-term and exclusive tho. That might bother some ppl.Â
That said it has been my conclusion that fucking does nothing that a beer canât do and that the real quality stuff is what you could already do as a grade schooler when you still thought of all the grownup stuff as mystical. Having ice cream together, exploring new places, having contemplative conversations in the rain, telling each other your fantasies? Thatâs The Stuff.Â
Hence while I wouldnât turn down some fuckage along the way what im looking for at this point is someone to share life and grow old with, like there doesnât need to be the expectation of further strings but the end goal RN is to find One That Sparks Joy(TM) that will get precedence
Iâm not big on material gifts or the ritual part of dating if thats important to you I might not be the ideal candidate, but if its not thats probably good for your wallet
Iâm a strong introvert. Sometimes I go weeks without talking to anyone other than my boss or maybe texting my relatives. If youâre very introverted or work alot this might be an advantage. Of course if I love you I will try my best to match up to your attention needs but if you need your partner to text you 15 times every day to feel good I might just not be your cup of tea
That doesnât mean im not interested in going on or doing new experiences. I very much hope to do that together with you just not 5 days a week - if you canât give new things wholehearted tries things might get uncomfortable
I like spicy food and all sort of asian cousine, but if you canât stand the sight of cheese, asparagus and sausage itâs not gonna work either. I can obviously put less chili in your portion.Â
I tend to talk fast and I find it hard to stop it even if I try, if that bothers you look elsewhere
I cannot stand forced optimism OR over-the top misanthropy or snobbishness. I will gush about things, but I like my dark edgy content and I stand by it. It is an advantage if you like talking about art. If you donât like morbid humor that might be a problem
No diet talk
No perfectionism
No passive aggressive ppl or ppl that are uncomfortable with direct confrontation. That wonât work, weâd just set each other off even without meaning to and it would just be sad. If Im doing something wrong donât expect me to notice by magic, tell me to my face so I can fix it. Donât be hostile out of nowhere and donât beat around the bush.Â
im not religious or spiritual. I donât mind if you are but if you want to have kids and bring them up strongly-immersed in some Abrahamic faith im not sure if this is the right adress
No anti-intellectualism (no snobbery, elitism or smartassery either - as a wise pig once said, âKnowledge is a horizon to strive for, not a prize to hold in your handâ It begins with realizing what you donât know)
Indifferent about monogamy, but I wouldnât say that Iâm the sort of person who needs non-monogamy either. If you want to we can do it (write me out some list of where you draw the lines so thereâs no misunderstandings) but if you donât itâs no biggie. I donât care if you fuck 10 other people - for me, respect, honor and loyalty are to do with other things, like, donât make fun of me and donât expect me to change because one (1) person said Iâm weird or whatever.
Donât give me diseases tho. Iâll take precautions to extend the same courtesy to you. Â
Potential character flaws: I can be a tad sensitive, disorganized and defensive sometimes, not gonna sugarcoat it. I have no filter and curse like a sailor. Also I have zero social skills and sometimes I come across as either angry or unemotional when its really the opposite. I find that just as confusing and contradictory as that sounds, I have like zero sense of how I come off. I try to be aware of all of these and do right to everyone to the best of my ability but if youâre sensitive about any of these point someone else might be a better fitÂ
2 kids max. Iâm not sure Iâll have ANY at this point, and most certainly not in the next 5 years. IF we decide to have some later I volunteer to carry them though, I probably have good genes, my mom popped out 4 babies in 6 years with nary a complication. Besides Iâd rather it was me dealing with the gross pregnancy stuff than someone I love
My favorite bedroom stuff is fingers-in-front-cavity and butt stuff. Mild sleepsex fetish but nothing super pronounced. What I donât like or just am not very good at is top/bottom play.Â
So far most my partners have had somewhat stronger sex drive than me but Id argue that I very much have one and ive never refused unless I was in physical pain, severely sleep-deprived or working on some important work-related thing that was due the next day.Â
Itâs important - and science backs me up on this - that you can freely talk to each other in n open, natural and relaxed manner
If you think im weird just do us both the favor and stay away donât come at me with the attitude that youâre gonna mold me to your desires - even just writing this comes off kinda touchy but im saying this because some people out there really donât get it. Like my natural tendency is to be open, courious and realistic, but some people see that as free real estate and then it falls to me to be the reasonable one and End The Madness and im tired of that.
Like I want to be able to give love and pour out all my inner romantic shit without having to be afraid of being fucked over I want to be able to trust you with my inner harley quinn as well as my inner phantom of the operaÂ
UGH that sounded a bit tryhard didnât it? But its the best description i could come up with
Must remember to translate this into mordor speak later
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