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LukeHemmings: 🌧️
#THIS CAME UP ON MY FYP AND IT WAS ACTUALLY HORRIFIC#5sos#5 seconds of summer#luke hemmings#luke#shakes#boy ep#TikTok#video#kh4f post#just me fully zoned out on my fyp#endlessly scrolling#JUMPSCARE#😭😭😭😭😭😭#i may never recover actually#anyways i guess he's pretty or whatever
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Minnie Driver joins the cast this season as Anne Bonny. [x]
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we're still right where we're supposed to be together through ups and the downs, dungeons and ivory towers
@froschkuss has blessed me with this lovely commission of io and estinien, i can't stop looking at it!
#io laithe#io/estinien#estinien varlineau#EVERYTHING TO MEEEEEE#ooooooo the way his eyes open in a little flutter 🥴💗#HER SMILE#and ofc.... hands....#i may never recover#thinking about them agreeing to wander separately for a bit because estinien is feeling restless#but ending up in the same place anyway and just melting into each other on that first night because they missed each other so much!!#i love them too much they might actually give me a heart attack#ffxiv
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HEY SO UMM...DID WE KNOW ABOUT THIS?? BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE THIS IS SOMETHING WE SHOULD KNOW ABOUT
stumbled on an ~8 min clip of a/ubrey p/laza on an australian podcast and she...well...just listen
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the whole thing is good obv but around :50seconds is where it gets really good 👀
#'i'm not feeling so good today' --WELL NOW NEITHER AM I BC I'M FUCKING DEAD???#the guy is so annoying but i don't even care this hits like E V E R Y T H I N G for me with a goddamn hammer!!!#the stuffy voice the multiples the sniffles the hitching and talking through it the fact that she doesn't even try to stifle???#i'm actually just straight up dead from this like i fear i may never recover#(also not that anyone cares but my other main kink is hiccups and she's also done THAT on camera a/ubrey p/laza the woman you are 🥵🔥)#snz kink#snzblr
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Not sure what emotion it was when I saw this image but I felt it. Physically.
"I can make him worse," said Alan Becker about his own in-universe avatar.
#what do you MEAN it wasn't a one and done thing?#what do you mean it went on for A WHOLE YEAR?!??#again. this episode made me physically ill.#I just-#this is something I may ACTUALLY never recover from. this and the rest of the episode#animator vs animation#ava 11 spoilers#ava victim#what the FUCK
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working hard for u pookies
#peony speaks#undertow#actually im sweating because theres a chance i have to add another scene#6 scenes???#SIX SCENES????#MY WRIST MAY NEVER RECOVER#anyway im adding some stuff to my outline and why do so many bots have names#that start with 's'#its uncomfortable to look at all the 's' in one place
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there are a lot of implications to unravel in James not telling Rachel about Sera for so long but the one i think about the most is like. dude you waited until your kid was already at the point of stealing other people's booze for fun to mention that she probably has a genetic predisposition to addiction/alcoholism issues
#not that he's aware she's doing shit like that but Still. and ofc that's not even what he says bc god knows if he even thinks of it that way#idk preferably you tell your kid that drugs&alcohol are family issue Before they hit their teenage reckless experimentation phase#sorry i'm having Blorbothoughts. it's an illness actually. i may never recover#nebular.txt
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What Deacon thinks: what did that mean? did he want me to wear a collar too? why else would he mention my neck? i mean, if he /asked/ me i would wear one but he didn't so would wearing one be weird?
What Ymber meant: It's nice to be near someone who isn't tethered to this world to serve it with a physical reminder for all to see.
#my characters#this just in ! thats why all the deities in the plot have collars and a chain !#its because THATS THEIR DESIGNATED I AM HERE TO HELP THIS WORLD SYMBOL#they cant remove their collars and thats fine by them - its a constant reminder that they exist to serve#deacon really shouldnt get as much crap as he gets in canon for being weird cause the deities are just a different brand of weird#like its not deacons fault that apparently you can say nice neck with no underlying desire#but he cant say hi would you please possess me i want to know what its like to have someone else in my body#like thats really not something you should pin on deacon YET EVERY deity is like wow what a lil weirdo#he also just really wants to please ymber so if ymber asked he would definitely do whatever#on the flip side i need to point out that deacon very specifically doesnt ask ymber for things nor does he pray for things#and it drives ymber up a wall because this is his favorite human who wont ask for anything and he isnt a psychic#he doesnt know what deacon wants or needs and its infuriating cause he exists to serve humanity#and yet this ONE GUY wont let him do things for him#this is very important and i cant believe i mentioned it like a month ago to someone and today#i received gift art of these two and i may never recover#its so perfect and its ymber just looming over deacon telling him that he can pray about anything to him#its also worth pointing out that when i was telling the person about the whole ymber begging for a prayer#its because he realizes that after all this time hes never had a single prayer from deacon - not before nor after the hire#so hes like oh well thats odd hmm#and then begins to talk to deacon like you know people pray to me for lots of things#and deacon looks at him unsure of what this is leading to - did someone offer a weird prayer? ask a weird thing? whatst?#and no - its just ymber saying that people will pray for wealth or an item#or they will express frustration if something is lost or broken despite it not being ymbers fault so deacon just stares#he has no idea what this is going to end on really so he points out 'well you do like to think you break people'#and ymber just ASDFASDFSADF STOP OK NEXT POINT people pray to me to bless relationships with happiness#and thats fascinating so deacon is like wow can you actually do that?#and ymber is so stressed as hes like i mean kinda i can simply amplify the positive emotions in gestures#like if someone gives an item out of love then its blessed#he also admits that he cant mask insincerity or malice so those feelings are not hidden nor amplified#and deacon just is impressed bc that is actually VERY cool
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Looking up at the stars, I know quite well
That, for all they care, I can go to hell,
But on earth indifference is the least
We have to dread from man or beast.
How should we like it were stars to burn
With a passion for us we could not return?
If equal affection cannot be,
Let the more loving one be me.
#this fucking show#i may never recover#tender light#cdrama#we need some actual visual artists watching this show#i’m telling you it’s nonstop fodder for beautiful edits#shan shouts into the void
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If someone(ie you) follows me how can I know that it's your main? I just can't.
i know, that’s part of the fun :)
#tbh if you investigate my main you CAN know#you just have to look at all the provided resources on said blog and then it’s glaringly obvious :)#good luck my friends#(but actually don’t try to find it lol I like how small it is)#(this is just silly goofy fun don’t actually try lol)#(although now a member of staff follows it and I may never recover from that RIP)#ask#the hellsite answers#anonymous#hellsite hall of fame curator’s bullshit
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what would you trade the pain for?
#it is possible that i may have gotten teary making this#doctor who#timepetals#fall out boy#my stuff#just. his face in EoT#i am never recovering#sunshine of two lifetimes actually!!!#tenrose#doctor x rose
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i don’t know what’s happened but the way i’ve become so obsessed with victoria neuman in the last 3 days as if i haven’t been watching the boys and gen v since season 1. i may have to write something for her 🤭
#the boys#gen v#victoria neuman#she’s not new to me so idk why my brain has only just decided she’s the hottest woman alive#and i need her in a way that’s so downright sinful i may never actually recover
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KIMI NI TODOKE SEASON 3 IN AUGUST EVERYBODY STAY CALM
#ITS RYUCHIZU TIME BABY#AND MORE SAWAKO + KAZEHAYA BEING AN ACTUAL COUPLE#I MAY NEVER RECOVER#kimi ni todoke
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Arcane s2 spoilers
Powder in episode 7 is so unsettling to me. They neurotypicalized my girl. She’s in regular girl clothes and has a boyfriend and a stable job and is able to think rationally and also work towards her goals and reach her potential…she’s no longer #hashtag relatable. That whole arc had me like “put it back!!!!! I need that girl to be fucking insane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
#sillyposting#and shitposting#as soon as they started the Ekko and Powder love story I’m like come onnnn not my emotional support ‘I’m not like other girls’ girl#JOKINGGGGGG kind of#the narrative framing a Jinx free of any neurodivergence as the ideal self she should strive to achieve makes me cringe#like of course they should frame recovery as a good thing#but there idea of a recovered or ‘normal’ Jinx seems so far divorced from her character that she may have well been#*their#an entirely different character#I don’t know. it feels insidious somehow#I can’t explain the gut feeling well but it gives me vibes of autistic masking and the idea there’s a version of you that is palatable#and good and all you have to do is work endlessly to reach this impossible standard of normality that you will never reach#with the cards you were dealt#it’s just the VIBES I get man#that actually might be the entire point of that section (assuming the writers are competent) but I fear people will walk away from it#thinking omg she could have been so normal without the trauma! and not unpack anything else about it#jinx was right when she said there’s no world where she can be ‘good’ because there’s not!!! not in the uncompromising way society#wants her to be!!!!#the moral of the story is that if the narrative would have had her recover (which I wish it would have)#everyone around her would need to come to terms with the fact that she is traumatized and there is no world where she is not fundamentally#changed by that trauma#but she can still work on becoming a better person in spite of it#even if she can never become that idealized non-traumatized girl that she will never be#does this make ANY sense#I will say. At least Vi kinda tried I guess lol#but the Ekko thing I don’t know it just!!! hm.#something about it…
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Just finished playing Vampire: The Masquerade - Bloodlines,,, consider my brain chemistry ALTERED
#i WILL be drawing art of that#it's so good#genuinely#THE LAST TAXI RIDE ???#bro#THE ENDING SCENE#OH MY GOD#i may never recover#but i will enjoy my suffering#i can finally introduce the Malkavian i played as#not a great first option when they only speak in “solve my riddles three”#but oh my GOD was it fun i actually really enjoyed playing a Malkavian as my first run through#i can't wait to introduce him#he's butt ugly#i love him#jay talk
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so kusakabe and higuruma Megumi and fucking MEI MEI can survive but Mechamaru Nanako Mimiko and Mai had 2 die. Alright.
#JJK spoilers#Everytime I'm like ''i don't actually care that much I shouldn't be so negative'' I remember that Gege treats disabled characters like shit#And also fucking fumbled some of the characters with the MOST POTENTIAL (THE FUCKING NANAKO MIMIKO AND MAKI MAI PARALLELS)#Anyway I'm killing us allllllllll ❤️#Also I feel like the idea of ''strength'' is never really actually. Fully criticized like maybe I'll have clearer thoughts later but it's#Very much ''dont look down on the weak bc they might be strong'' instead of ''dont look down on the weak bc. They're human beings.''#And that just annoys me personally. Like Suguru is Wrong but the narrative doesn't actually Prove Him Wrong y'know. In the story#He's mostly wrong bc he's the antagonist not bc he's created a whole fucked up worldview as a deeply traumatized teen and then#Created a structure that was abusive not only to the ppl he didnt value but also the ppl he did and NEITHER GROUP IS GIVEN SUFFICIENT FOCUS#AAAAAAAAAGHHHH. <- guy who's interested in cults and cult abuse and wants to see fiction that actually reflects#How cult survivors are affected by said abuse and also recover. Can you tell I'm not over Nanako and Mimiko's deaths because they were#REALLY FUCKING INTERESTING CHARACTERS. CAN YOU. CAN YOU. CAN Y#Somehow everything I write Abt JJK ends up being about how I wish I could enter the story and crucify Geto. I hate that motherfucker#(he's was my first favorite character in the series and even tho he's been rightfully usurped he's genuine fascinating both in general and#Also specifically bc his character touches on some of my preexisting interests and also I feel like no one else understands him.#And when I say that I mean no one else wants to beat him to death with bricks and rocks and blunt weapons for the right reasons like I do)
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