#i m so nervous about this
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shakes myself by the shoulders YOU HAVE A GUITAR RECITAL TOMMOROW YOU NEED TO BE PRACTICING ALL DAY YOU STUPID FUCK GET UP N O W OR YOU'RE GONNA FUCKING RUIN EVERYTHING PLEEAAASE GO PRACTICE ALL DAY ALL DAY AND
#siiiiiigh#um yeah#i m so nervous about this#AAAAAAA#shut up stinkman#what if i dont practice enough??? what the hell????? what if i fucking mess up????? RAAHAHHAJSFKSLKFSL#eeeeeeeeeeee 😭😭😭#guitar player#help#looking for a bit of reassurance here dont mind me
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20/10 stars little guy
#me (scrounging undetected autist whose ideal fashion sense is ''if i have to be seen at all: shrouded'') seeing encanto the other month.....#and on top of it all i LOVE slice of life. encanto being so focused on What It's About that there's so much of that + character / dynamic#also part of what i loved abt pixar luca. ppl like ''simple story but not a problem :)'' like YEAH thank god it's Also so slice of lifey#2021 what a year lol. though again i only Just saw encanto....tfw Studio Creative Control backs off a bit more than usual: Joy & Wonders#anyway i knew going in bruno wasn't an antagonist (fine if he was though b/c slay & b/c scapegoats can do whatever they want)#knew i'd love him b/c again Scapegoat shows up & i'm the Amazing Showstopping Totally Unique Never The Same gif on loop#but what a delight even beyond those expectations lol. love again how Focused the movie is on What It's About & Thee Points it makes#the Characters / Dynamics & the Metaphor & the plot stays right with all of that. the focus & importance re: thee scapegoats....#& bruno being disabled like whole layer of Yay Yay Yay spamming. that even when He's Back we're reminded he's not ''normal now'' or w/e#(i.e. presenting that as The Good Ending for the disabled outcast. vs just being embraced as part of the group again & accepted As He Is)#meanwhile was like hmm chat is there queercoding do we think? like is he queer: Yes. but is there coding? hmm#sure isn't cishet coded though. but i was also having the thought like fellas is it gay to [higher tenor tessitura or w/e] lol#made me go ''do i know this voice? ok do i know this name / face / actor? (i have never seen anything ever / bad w/names/faces/voices)''#indeed was like yeah haven't seen this; heard of this; seen it once ages ago no way i remember more than like 0.6 details#then from ''ohh haha I'm A Mammal That Cares....yeah i hear that'' to ''omg CHI-CHI RODRIGUEZ???? ;;0;;'' waaah fantastic revelation lmao#also the way Literal Future Seer ability was externalized to make it more wrangleable for plot is so impressive & fun & excellent#got a lot of [i like this thing i saw a lot] i got to say....guess i can do that w/the sideblog i made for one drawing i made last night#encanto 2021#bruno madrigal#also the way bruno is so Nervous + Hiding / Bold + Big Personality like yes ha ha ha Yes....tamped down as ''too much'' experience#also the [stuttering stumbling muttering mumbling] line: i fr nigh wept upon going back over a moment like what am i hearing here?#& realizing the answer was: it's bruno quietly stuttering a moment during this one line (& then (& then (& then)) i saw you) ;;;mm;;;#hang onnn....the first scapegoat who's driven off being Disabled is so real so ;m; that again they're like so he got Weirder; Okay ;;m;;#that we get jorge thumbs up nobody having an Aside to be like [ugh; this guy] or Anything. augh always have too much to say for 30 tags#fabric drape there sure not accurate but i was like okay if i try to really reference that i'm not getting this done tonight
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hivemind furry fanart that i gave to the boys as gifts at livemind!!! riley and grant recognized my designs for their sonas from the very first hivemind furry fanart i drew last june, it made me very happy :-)
shoutout to kait (mod on the thursday streams) for helping me pick a fursona for tony she's so real for that
originally finished 3-4-2024
#hivemind tv#my art#fanart#finished#2024#furry#traditional#hmfcu#WAHOO!!! YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!#trying not to gush bc everyone i know has already heard me talk about this. but THEY WERE SO NIIIIIIIICE#i was so fucking nervous about the livemind m&g and then the moment i started talking to graydon i turned normal again#oh yeah this is what i kept alluding to in my tags on stuff i didnt wanna post the art anywhere before i gave it to them#the risk of them seeing that shit from tumblr is next to nothing but i refrained regardless
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Eve: "Regarding the lyrics, this time its about portraying the conflicts and feelings of the characters in Jujutsu kaisen. This kind of feeling inside me, made me choose the characters one by one and thus write the lyrics. I don't dare to say where or who..."
Also Eve:
Alternative translations: 1 2 3 4
The lyrics hit different after ch 271. I kinda want this to be the op for s4 ngl
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#ryomen sukuna#gojo satoru#sukugo#my post#this is all eve all I did was take a screen shot at the convenient time to further my Sukugo agenda lol#I think the characters this is about are Sukuna Megumi gojo and maaaaybe yuji and yuta#But I think it's mainly about Sukuna's feelings during the shinjuku showdown especially towards gojo#It's art anyone can interpret it the way they want#but “my passion that towards you only cuts through the air like a wish” while showing the prison cube getting cut in half... yeah...#Also “lost emotions”??? Like what? Nervousness? Lmao#Love is when he makes you feel nervous for the first time in a thousand years#“thoughts voice words and lost emotions and love spin and spin towards the chance of victory” I love the use of the word “spin” here#cuz mahoraga's wheel spinning was like a count down for the you know what#I like how it starts with Sukuna's finger box and ends with it note how it has this black sludge thingy around it in the beginning#but in the end it's cleared (watch the video)#“Expectations overlap with regrets” *Shows their hands reaching* o m g????? That other hand is definitely Sukuna's it has black nails!!!#The other hand we see coming out of an eye !!!!!!#“the memory and love to be hidden and the eternal identity till death shall it be fine to keep them staying” While showing the last finger#And that heart cut in half!!!! it's probably about kashimo but kashimo was only created to bring the subtext into text anyways sooo...#That brain is definitely yuta taking over and I'd like to think that broken sphere is yuta's domain barriers that shattered in ch 263#Expectations overlap with regrets indeed 😏 that being the slowest part of the song is so fucking funny Sukuna's really missing his wife#To me now this song is about Sukuna's unspoken love and regret and preserving this love and memory for as long as his remains exist#Also there's a line in the song about these feelings “riding on the past and future” which is just aghhhh reminds me of Kashimo's question#why mince your soul into cursed objects and watch all those years go by what were you looking for#Sukuna literally time travelled met his love said he will remember him for as long as he lives and died in the same fucking day#only for his remains to stay protecting japan and preserve that memory The body is the soul and the soul is the body yeah?#Also Sukuna is basically tengen now so the six eyes is bound to him 😉 Gojo is the reason Sukuna's memory is preserved and vice versa#kenjaku baby trapped him to do bad things gojo finger trapped him into becoming Japan's protector against curses... Gojo best wife
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NO NO NO THIS CANT BE HAPPENING NO NO NO NO
WE HAVE TO REDO THE MATH EXAM TTTTTTT
I HAVE ACTUAL TEARS STREAMING DOWN MY FACE I THOUGHT IT WAS OVER EXAMS ARE SO FUCKING STUPID I HATE EVERYTHING I DONT WANNA DO IT AGAIN
And the worst part is we students did nothing wrong, it is fully the teachers fault, because they apparently made the exam too similar to the practice ones they gave us. Now the whole language section advanced course has to retake it in a week - just because of 2 fucking IDIOTS
#i am crying#I just had a reaction similar to one if you would bring up someones trauma#I HATE EVERYTHING#I just fucking hate having exams so much it´s torture#I can´t eat because I´m stressed#I have no free time because the only thing I think about is that#I sleep horribly and I get nervous a lot#god why do they have to drag me through this again#fuck man#studyblr#exam#exam stress#exam season#karorambles
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Сommissions are open!
All details on my carrd
I will be grateful to the reposts ♥
4 slots opens
#commission#commissions are open#i wrote so much text on TOS#i`m sorry i just anxious#so i wrote not the rules but an algorithm for anxious people (me) and tips on what you can write about characters#bc a detailed plan calms down yk#anyway I'm still very nervous lol#but I will be happy to work with commissions bc i actually really loves to draw other's OCs (i just -almost- never posted it here)#and comms for fanarts are always so interesting too#I love to see how people see the characters
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Gloria Victis -> Malevolent THIS TOOK ME A WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I debated for a while between human!John and my entity design but went with human for the point of sticking closer to the reference I saw this sculpture on a trip recently and it really stuck with me so. i autismed all over it ofc. please enjoy jarthur classical art edition, vers. with a fun frame beneath cut :)
w frame because i needed to fill that space but im also iffy on it
#lowkey so so so nervous about posting this idek why#ok tags right yes#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent fanart#arthur lester#john doe malevolent#my art#i might slap a m/sked tag on this later aaaaaaa im just a coward at heart#puhLEASE ask me about my john design i have a lot of thoughts and a literal presentation i made for fun#just about the progression of my malevolent designs
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A Preview of the upcoming second chapter of my one-shot, Baring It All
I must be dreaming—there’s no way that this is real.
These were the only coherent thoughts to make it through the haze of Five’s lust and euphoria.
He had—quite literally—no idea what he was doing. But ‘doing,’ he was, moving on instinct alone, only his desire guiding his clumsy, amateurish movements.
Lila’s movements by contrast were fluid and sure, her lips moving against his, her mouth hot, wet, and demanding. Her tongue licked, and tasted, greedy and experienced.
He instead focused what little attention, he still possessed, on not going off like a flare—cumming right there and then—while doing little more than ‘necking,’ in the middle of his living room.
Five had done much over the course of his long life—had experiences many couldn’t begin to fathom—and exactly none of them involved sex.
Five could fly a plane, disassemble and reassemble a rifle in less than 30 seconds, and ride a horse—but he hadn’t even kissed another human before this very moment.
He was utterly at Lila’s mercy, her patience and pity more than he could have ever hoped for—and yet, she was giving him so much more.
The press of her nipples against his chest, the slide of warm, silken skin against his own. The intoxicating taste of her mouth—all of it left him helpless. It set his blood on fire and made his knees feel ready to give out. He could feel the way his erection—painful, he was so hard—pressed against her; she ground her core against him, tormenting him with the promise of heat, of ecstasy he’d only ever imagined, his rough and clumsy hands nothing compared to the paradise between her legs. He could feel how she soaked through the thin fabric of his boxers, the smells beginning to fill the air foreign to his senses. They were so close in height, their bodies slotted together seamlessly, like puzzle pieces that fit perfectly together.
This can't be real.
#I realized I'm a liar and said I was going to post this yesterday#I am so nervous about this#tua#the umbrella academy#five hargreeves#lila pitts#five x lila#five x lila fanfic#fanfic preview#ao3 link#smut#m/f
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Pre-school? We don't even get married for three more weeks.
#lois and clark: the new adventures of superman#clois#clark x lois#lois lane#clark kent#lnc: tnaos#m: lnc#mine: edits#otp: you are way out of your league#i love that she's so confident in his ability to be a great dad#and also that she doesn't spend the episode being nervous about them having kids#also:#THEY WERE SO GOOD TOGETHER#they're the best version of clois fight me
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i want to post more on here yet it feels like i've been nonstop doing art work!! i want to really buckle down for this project at school.. my tutor absolutely tore apart my FMP proposal today but in a way that i'm thankful for because now ive got to rewrite it better. i've already got an unconditional place at uni so theres not lethally high stakes but i still want to do well & make the most of my last year at college <3
#she is so lovely & supportive and also absolutely brutal about the coursework god bless#i have potential I SWEAR!!! I SWEAR#excited and nervous for everything m
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can someone who's done the dan and phil m&gs on their current tour tell me if you get your merch before you meet them? i want them to sign the pcs because i have nothing for them to sign rn
#i'll have to dig out my old tabinof copy if we don't idk where it even is 🫠#or go the signing random items route but i do sorta want something specifically -theirs- i can frame so either the pcs or a poster or smth#i'm so nervous about this btw its in less than a month aaaaaa#i think i'm more nervous about this than i've been about any other m&g situation i've ever done because i've waited like 13 years for this#dan and phil#daniel howell#phil lester
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you know what? at least he got his wedding. i guess ,
#liz blogs#knight rider#knight rider spoilers#kr#knight rider liveblog#stevie makes me so fucking sad you dont understand. you dont understand. oh my god.#''at least i could always run into you at the supermarket'' ''thats how i do it too'' yeah. yeah. about that. uh. um. not. anymoRE#oh my god. at least they finally got their wedding. oh m y fucking god. it was beautiful for all of 8 minutes#this episode really smacks you with horrible grief over michaels two best relationships. its not bad enough about stevie#but then kitt rushes to his side after he gets shot. protects him. calls the ambulance. follows behind it the whole way there and looks#after him. god. tapped into the camera in his room and saves his fucking life. SITTING IN THE PARKING LOT FOR WEEKS#AND MICHAEL GETES OUT AND GOES 'YEAH ANYWAY IM LEAVING THE FOUNDATION' BITCH ??????? BITCH ??????????????#WHAT HAPPENS TO KITT THEN 8( YOU CANT JUST LEAVE HIM BEHIND HE'S YOUR FUCKING BUDDY !!!!!!!! HES YOUR PAL#OH MY GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM GOING TO CRY FOR LIKE THE 8TH TIME#BUILD ANOTHER CAR. PROGRAM ANOTHER AI. THIS ONE IS MICHAELS HE SHOULD GET TO KEEP HIM FOREVER#IM GOING TO CRY MY FUCKING EYES OUT OH MY G O D#i was right to be upset and nervous for this episode. i was right. i was right. oh . my god.#knight rider is ruining my life actually. jesus christ. i thought michael was actually going to Kill for the first time. oh my god.#im so upset. about the tv show. im so upset im in grief im going to cry#Again.#she threw himself in front of him. she threw -#''haha funy show about a guy and his car'' -- five months later i am never recovering. i am never recovering from my decision to watch kr#jesus. FUCKING christ oh my GOD
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!! aftg help pls !!
i'm 9000 words into an andreil fic, ALL i need to write is the resolution. I desperately want to finish it because im so excited to share it, but i have no idea how to make the final act good enough. im also so desperate to talk abt it but i have no mutuals or friends who like aftg. Also im generally just down to talk abt aftg like 24/7. pls talk to me :) and pls help ahahha
#aftg#andreil#neil josten#andrew minyard#desperately want friend sbut far to nervous to make any#this fic has been such a labour of love and its been sitting in m brain for so long#i need help and also friends#am i wrong in saying theres discord to talk about this stuff??#i dont have discord anyway#i just need opinions!!
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Someone had posted cat boy shawn Michaels and I um
*sighs* so here i am
#jimmy hart#wrestling fanart#just doodling so pardon the sketchiness#also his megaphone would have a bunch of cat heads on it lmao#shouldnt be nervous about posting this but heRe I a M 🤪#if he finds this im deleting my whole blog loL
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aauughhgh I am so obsessed with cr rn I'm wondering if I should drop even more f/os and just keep my mains hjghfjg cause I hardly self with a lot of characters on my f/os list besides my mains and I FEEL bad about it OTL
#bug dad txt#also thinking about converting some fandom oc f/os into regular ocs and my mind is GOING on the possibilities rn gjhfjgfh#i'm particularly nervous about even thinking about dropping my hk f/os but my hyperfixation is gone q m q#i made so many memories with them and my bug children!! i was a bug dad!!! hjgfhjg#and of course theres the e.w drama... so i could totally steal tord and make him an oc hmmm
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love that my body is rebelling against me and keeps waking up after only sleeping for like 4 hours
#im so tired please let me go back to sleep#like i have to work tomorrowwww#i completely fucked my sleep schedule since last week when i was nervous about tit#and then since friday ive also messed up my appetite severely#had to force myself to have a yogurt some mini m&ms a soda and toast#that’s all i ate starting from 1pm onward yesterday#not sure wtf is happening or how to fix it#just needed to complain a bit#caoil rambles
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