#i m so nervous about this
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shakes myself by the shoulders YOU HAVE A GUITAR RECITAL TOMMOROW YOU NEED TO BE PRACTICING ALL DAY YOU STUPID FUCK GET UP N O W OR YOU'RE GONNA FUCKING RUIN EVERYTHING PLEEAAASE GO PRACTICE ALL DAY ALL DAY AND
#siiiiiigh#um yeah#i m so nervous about this#AAAAAAA#shut up stinkman#what if i dont practice enough??? what the hell????? what if i fucking mess up????? RAAHAHHAJSFKSLKFSL#eeeeeeeeeeee 😭😭😭#guitar player#help#looking for a bit of reassurance here dont mind me
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20/10 stars little guy
#me (scrounging undetected autist whose ideal fashion sense is ''if i have to be seen at all: shrouded'') seeing encanto the other month.....#and on top of it all i LOVE slice of life. encanto being so focused on What It's About that there's so much of that + character / dynamic#also part of what i loved abt pixar luca. ppl like ''simple story but not a problem :)'' like YEAH thank god it's Also so slice of lifey#2021 what a year lol. though again i only Just saw encanto....tfw Studio Creative Control backs off a bit more than usual: Joy & Wonders#anyway i knew going in bruno wasn't an antagonist (fine if he was though b/c slay & b/c scapegoats can do whatever they want)#knew i'd love him b/c again Scapegoat shows up & i'm the Amazing Showstopping Totally Unique Never The Same gif on loop#but what a delight even beyond those expectations lol. love again how Focused the movie is on What It's About & Thee Points it makes#the Characters / Dynamics & the Metaphor & the plot stays right with all of that. the focus & importance re: thee scapegoats....#& bruno being disabled like whole layer of Yay Yay Yay spamming. that even when He's Back we're reminded he's not ''normal now'' or w/e#(i.e. presenting that as The Good Ending for the disabled outcast. vs just being embraced as part of the group again & accepted As He Is)#meanwhile was like hmm chat is there queercoding do we think? like is he queer: Yes. but is there coding? hmm#sure isn't cishet coded though. but i was also having the thought like fellas is it gay to [higher tenor tessitura or w/e] lol#made me go ''do i know this voice? ok do i know this name / face / actor? (i have never seen anything ever / bad w/names/faces/voices)''#indeed was like yeah haven't seen this; heard of this; seen it once ages ago no way i remember more than like 0.6 details#then from ''ohh haha I'm A Mammal That Cares....yeah i hear that'' to ''omg CHI-CHI RODRIGUEZ???? ;;0;;'' waaah fantastic revelation lmao#also the way Literal Future Seer ability was externalized to make it more wrangleable for plot is so impressive & fun & excellent#got a lot of [i like this thing i saw a lot] i got to say....guess i can do that w/the sideblog i made for one drawing i made last night#encanto 2021#bruno madrigal#also the way bruno is so Nervous + Hiding / Bold + Big Personality like yes ha ha ha Yes....tamped down as ''too much'' experience#also the [stuttering stumbling muttering mumbling] line: i fr nigh wept upon going back over a moment like what am i hearing here?#& realizing the answer was: it's bruno quietly stuttering a moment during this one line (& then (& then (& then)) i saw you) ;;;mm;;;#hang onnn....the first scapegoat who's driven off being Disabled is so real so ;m; that again they're like so he got Weirder; Okay ;;m;;#that we get jorge thumbs up nobody having an Aside to be like [ugh; this guy] or Anything. augh always have too much to say for 30 tags#fabric drape there sure not accurate but i was like okay if i try to really reference that i'm not getting this done tonight
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hivemind furry fanart that i gave to the boys as gifts at livemind!!! riley and grant recognized my designs for their sonas from the very first hivemind furry fanart i drew last june, it made me very happy :-)
shoutout to kait (mod on the thursday streams) for helping me pick a fursona for tony she's so real for that
originally finished 3-4-2024
#hivemind tv#my art#fanart#finished#2024#furry#traditional#hmfcu#WAHOO!!! YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!#trying not to gush bc everyone i know has already heard me talk about this. but THEY WERE SO NIIIIIIIICE#i was so fucking nervous about the livemind m&g and then the moment i started talking to graydon i turned normal again#oh yeah this is what i kept alluding to in my tags on stuff i didnt wanna post the art anywhere before i gave it to them#the risk of them seeing that shit from tumblr is next to nothing but i refrained regardless
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Eve: "Regarding the lyrics, this time its about portraying the conflicts and feelings of the characters in Jujutsu kaisen. This kind of feeling inside me, made me choose the characters one by one and thus write the lyrics. I don't dare to say where or who..."
Also Eve:
Alternative translations: 1 2 3 4
The lyrics hit different after ch 271. I kinda want this to be the op for s4 ngl
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#ryomen sukuna#gojo satoru#sukugo#my post#this is all eve all I did was take a screen shot at the convenient time to further my Sukugo agenda lol#I think the characters this is about are Sukuna Megumi gojo and maaaaybe yuji and yuta#But I think it's mainly about Sukuna's feelings during the shinjuku showdown especially towards gojo#It's art anyone can interpret it the way they want#but “my passion that towards you only cuts through the air like a wish” while showing the prison cube getting cut in half... yeah...#Also “lost emotions”??? Like what? Nervousness? Lmao#Love is when he makes you feel nervous for the first time in a thousand years#“thoughts voice words and lost emotions and love spin and spin towards the chance of victory” I love the use of the word “spin” here#cuz mahoraga's wheel spinning was like a count down for the you know what#I like how it starts with Sukuna's finger box and ends with it note how it has this black sludge thingy around it in the beginning#but in the end it's cleared (watch the video)#“Expectations overlap with regrets” *Shows their hands reaching* o m g????? That other hand is definitely Sukuna's it has black nails!!!#The other hand we see coming out of an eye !!!!!!#“the memory and love to be hidden and the eternal identity till death shall it be fine to keep them staying” While showing the last finger#And that heart cut in half!!!! it's probably about kashimo but kashimo was only created to bring the subtext into text anyways sooo...#That brain is definitely yuta taking over and I'd like to think that broken sphere is yuta's domain barriers that shattered in ch 263#Expectations overlap with regrets indeed 😏 that being the slowest part of the song is so fucking funny Sukuna's really missing his wife#To me now this song is about Sukuna's unspoken love and regret and preserving this love and memory for as long as his remains exist#Also there's a line in the song about these feelings “riding on the past and future” which is just aghhhh reminds me of Kashimo's question#why mince your soul into cursed objects and watch all those years go by what were you looking for#Sukuna literally time travelled met his love said he will remember him for as long as he lives and died in the same fucking day#only for his remains to stay protecting japan and preserve that memory The body is the soul and the soul is the body yeah?#Also Sukuna is basically tengen now so the six eyes is bound to him 😉 Gojo is the reason Sukuna's memory is preserved and vice versa#kenjaku baby trapped him to do bad things gojo finger trapped him into becoming Japan's protector against curses... Gojo best wife
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Gloria Victis -> Malevolent THIS TOOK ME A WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I debated for a while between human!John and my entity design but went with human for the point of sticking closer to the reference I saw this sculpture on a trip recently and it really stuck with me so. i autismed all over it ofc. please enjoy jarthur classical art edition, vers. with a fun frame beneath cut :)
w frame because i needed to fill that space but im also iffy on it
#lowkey so so so nervous about posting this idek why#ok tags right yes#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent fanart#arthur lester#john doe malevolent#my art#i might slap a m/sked tag on this later aaaaaaa im just a coward at heart#puhLEASE ask me about my john design i have a lot of thoughts and a literal presentation i made for fun#just about the progression of my malevolent designs
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Pre-school? We don't even get married for three more weeks.
#lois and clark: the new adventures of superman#clois#clark x lois#lois lane#clark kent#lnc: tnaos#m: lnc#mine: edits#otp: you are way out of your league#i love that she's so confident in his ability to be a great dad#and also that she doesn't spend the episode being nervous about them having kids#also:#THEY WERE SO GOOD TOGETHER#they're the best version of clois fight me
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i want to post more on here yet it feels like i've been nonstop doing art work!! i want to really buckle down for this project at school.. my tutor absolutely tore apart my FMP proposal today but in a way that i'm thankful for because now ive got to rewrite it better. i've already got an unconditional place at uni so theres not lethally high stakes but i still want to do well & make the most of my last year at college <3
#she is so lovely & supportive and also absolutely brutal about the coursework god bless#i have potential I SWEAR!!! I SWEAR#excited and nervous for everything m
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can someone who's done the dan and phil m&gs on their current tour tell me if you get your merch before you meet them? i want them to sign the pcs because i have nothing for them to sign rn
#i'll have to dig out my old tabinof copy if we don't idk where it even is 🫠#or go the signing random items route but i do sorta want something specifically -theirs- i can frame so either the pcs or a poster or smth#i'm so nervous about this btw its in less than a month aaaaaa#i think i'm more nervous about this than i've been about any other m&g situation i've ever done because i've waited like 13 years for this#dan and phil#daniel howell#phil lester
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hiiii good morning phannies who’s going to oakland tomorrow? <3
#i’m going alone which i’m nervous about even though i’ve been to shows alone before and i know phannies are really nice#but still#anyone else going alone and have m&g and wanna help each other record our m&gs 👀#txt#tags for reach#dnp#dan and phil#phan#dnptit#also if you’re going to oakland and wondering about transportation there#the 19th street bart station is right next to the theater#so bart is a really easy choice i used to take it into that part of the city a lot
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you know what? at least he got his wedding. i guess ,
#liz blogs#knight rider#knight rider spoilers#kr#knight rider liveblog#stevie makes me so fucking sad you dont understand. you dont understand. oh my god.#''at least i could always run into you at the supermarket'' ''thats how i do it too'' yeah. yeah. about that. uh. um. not. anymoRE#oh my god. at least they finally got their wedding. oh m y fucking god. it was beautiful for all of 8 minutes#this episode really smacks you with horrible grief over michaels two best relationships. its not bad enough about stevie#but then kitt rushes to his side after he gets shot. protects him. calls the ambulance. follows behind it the whole way there and looks#after him. god. tapped into the camera in his room and saves his fucking life. SITTING IN THE PARKING LOT FOR WEEKS#AND MICHAEL GETES OUT AND GOES 'YEAH ANYWAY IM LEAVING THE FOUNDATION' BITCH ??????? BITCH ??????????????#WHAT HAPPENS TO KITT THEN 8( YOU CANT JUST LEAVE HIM BEHIND HE'S YOUR FUCKING BUDDY !!!!!!!! HES YOUR PAL#OH MY GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM GOING TO CRY FOR LIKE THE 8TH TIME#BUILD ANOTHER CAR. PROGRAM ANOTHER AI. THIS ONE IS MICHAELS HE SHOULD GET TO KEEP HIM FOREVER#IM GOING TO CRY MY FUCKING EYES OUT OH MY G O D#i was right to be upset and nervous for this episode. i was right. i was right. oh . my god.#knight rider is ruining my life actually. jesus christ. i thought michael was actually going to Kill for the first time. oh my god.#im so upset. about the tv show. im so upset im in grief im going to cry#Again.#she threw himself in front of him. she threw -#''haha funy show about a guy and his car'' -- five months later i am never recovering. i am never recovering from my decision to watch kr#jesus. FUCKING christ oh my GOD
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!! aftg help pls !!
i'm 9000 words into an andreil fic, ALL i need to write is the resolution. I desperately want to finish it because im so excited to share it, but i have no idea how to make the final act good enough. im also so desperate to talk abt it but i have no mutuals or friends who like aftg. Also im generally just down to talk abt aftg like 24/7. pls talk to me :) and pls help ahahha
#aftg#andreil#neil josten#andrew minyard#desperately want friend sbut far to nervous to make any#this fic has been such a labour of love and its been sitting in m brain for so long#i need help and also friends#am i wrong in saying theres discord to talk about this stuff??#i dont have discord anyway#i just need opinions!!
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Someone had posted cat boy shawn Michaels and I um
*sighs* so here i am
#jimmy hart#wrestling fanart#just doodling so pardon the sketchiness#also his megaphone would have a bunch of cat heads on it lmao#shouldnt be nervous about posting this but heRe I a M 🤪#if he finds this im deleting my whole blog loL
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love that my body is rebelling against me and keeps waking up after only sleeping for like 4 hours
#im so tired please let me go back to sleep#like i have to work tomorrowwww#i completely fucked my sleep schedule since last week when i was nervous about tit#and then since friday ive also messed up my appetite severely#had to force myself to have a yogurt some mini m&ms a soda and toast#that’s all i ate starting from 1pm onward yesterday#not sure wtf is happening or how to fix it#just needed to complain a bit#caoil rambles
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okay next friday we find out if fish proximity can give me the retail worker's constitution
#toy txt post#im Nervous. it does seem like it will be a bit of a chaotic and disorganized workplace. but its fish and supposed to be queer friendly. so.#we will see if that makes everything else about it tolerable#and the pay....is. could be a lot better#im so scared but m trying to be so brave. before this i have only worked in warehouses#feels 50/50 on whether im useless and they all hate me or i become an Extremely Underpaid Essential Asset like i was at my first job#We Will See :)#if my Wretched Hands would stop acting up it would be nice. behave for at least a year. pretend the last job didnt destroy you
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only 4 days until i meet dnp ahahahaha im not scared youre scared
#i still havent written the letter hhhhh#and i need to print out my ticket just in case#stressed worried nervous i might rebook my train so i get there earlier 😇 im still not entirely sure when the m&g starts#theres absolutely no information on my ticket about it#i think i read 3 hours on the website#nebulae.speaks
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some ppl think it would be bad for last twilight to be airing at the same time as OF what do you think? i'm scared i want ppl to give them a chaaaance
I REALLY DO UNDERSTAND EVERYONE'S WORRIES ABOUT THIS TBH
after what happened with vice versa i think what we all want the most is for last twilight and jimmysea to be given a chance without the constant comparison with other series or other actors, which is definitely gonna be hard if the show airs at the same time as such a popular one like only friends
the way i see it tho, there really is no perfect time for last twilight to come out. even if it aired when there were no other BLs around, if someone doesn't want to watch it or only wants to criticize it regardless of whether it's actually good or bad, nothing is gonna stop them
i think the best thing we can do is spread as much positivity and excitement as possible, maybe promoting the show in our own small way, and then just hope that the story and jimmysea's talent are gonna be able to pull everyone in and make even the most reticent of people who don't care about them change their mind
WE'RE MANIFESTING LAST TWILIGHT ENORMOUS SUCCESS!!!!!!! WE'RE PUTTING ENOUGH POSITIVE SEXY ENERGIES OUT INTO THE WORLD THAT GMMTV WON'T HAVE A CHOICE BUT TO KEEP JIMMYSEA BOOKED AND BUSY AND TO GIVE US MORE DIVERSE SHOWS!!!!!!!!!!
#look at me sounding all chill and cool when im pretty nervous about that too ;;;;;;;#but in my head an october release would pretty much be a confirmation of jimmysea having another series in 2024#ALSO I JUST NEED MORKDAY IN MY LIFE NOW#and!!!! vice versa ended on october 1 last year so if last twilight started on october 1 this year that would be POETIC CINEMA#(and my birthday is in october AND it's falling on a sunday so. having an episode on the same day would make me very selfishly happy ;;;;;)#okay im shutting up now#last twilight the series#m: ask
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