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lunarspearedarchive · 4 years ago

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elias beak

Biological father to the triplets. ( shout out to mr. walt disney’s middle name being the name of their dad bc my good friend bri is a genius and suggested that, and ofc we have beak for the bird pun bc i am a fucking loser )

He is a private pilot ( i made him work for fuckin glomgold bc i think i’m hilarious okay i will go more in detail w that later )

Elias was born and raised in Mexico, but he lives in Duckburg now

He has a nice sized family! His father is still alive and retired, and he has twin sisters, Maya and Briana. Both of them are married and have kids of their own. Maya has three and Briana has two. ( Fun fact I made Briana into an OC recently as well, because I would fucking die for her )

Elias and Della are TOTAL FUCKING OPPOSITES ( legit y’all, it is a gotdam miracle these two dated long enough to have kids together )

Here is a small list of things that make them opposites: della can’t cook, but can bake, elias can’t bake but can cook. della loves adventure, elias would rather not take the risks. He’s organized, she’s messy. She’s great at split second decisions, he’s not. The list goes on and on and on

He’s got a temper once he reaches his breaking point, but it takes A LOT to get him there. He’s very disciplined and doesn’t make rash decisions. ( most of the time ) He prefers to be able to evaluate a situation before making decisions. It’s when he doesn’t have the time to do that that he makes mistakes.

Communication is hard for him and he gets so focused he overanalyzes and can wind up with tunnel vision. He misses out on a lot due to lack of making decisions.

His dream is to just settle down with a big family of his own. He wants to be comfortable in life. Family is the world to him.

He’s got a good sense of humor and can be very charming when he wants to ( it’s why della fell for him to begin with tbh ). He’s also incredibly stubborn at times ( another reason why he and della managed to stay together for as long as they did; they’re both fucking stubborn asses who didn’t want to admit they weren’t right for each other )

He is GOOD at business. Really good. He’s got a degree in it. He did this to help out his father so that he could retire and not have to worry about their family store. Even if now, Maya is the owner, Elias ran it until she wanted to step in. The two of them have managed to make the store a staple in their community.

Elias is very close with his sisters. Their mother died when Elias was 15. His sisters were only 8 years old at the time. He helped his father with the twins as much as he possibly could.

SO LIKE, Elias working for Glomgold is fuckin hilarious because Elias is one of the most normal men you’d ever meet in your entire god damn life, and he works for a fuckin duckburg billionaire.

That is actually how Della and Elias met!!

Scrooge vs Glomgold on sOMETHING or other. They both fly the planes out, those two idiots go do their adventure race bullshit that everyone just rolls their eyes at. Della, being Della, decides she’s gotta just mess with this poor dude. They became friends ( Della was dating Selene when she met Elias ) and eventually started dating. ( and bOY OH BOY DID THEY MOVE FAST, they moved in together after just a few months of dating, like damn y’all calm down pls )

Elias knew that Della had been fresh off a break up with Selene, so he decided not to ask her on a date - he’s respectful like that. But Della surprised him by asking him to dinner one day. Of course he said yes, because he’d been developing feelings for her.

This relationship was a hot fucking mess. They’d get along well, enjoy their time together and then Della would pick adventuring over everything else. This started to grate on his nerves, but he overlooked it a lot.

They had SEVERAL fights about her lifestyle, but they were DETERMINED to make it work.

Finally though, he’d had enough. A year and a half - ish after they initially got together, he wanted to propose. But when she went on a last minute adventure and missed the date, he knew he wouldn’t be able to keep on like this. So he confronted her and gave her the ultimatum: adventure, or him.

She walked out without a word.

Della found out that she was pregnant about a week and a half later, but never said a word to Elias about it because she was still hurt from their breakup.

She’d planned on telling him about the boys, but then the Spear of Selene incident happened. ( and before u ask me ‘ash! why didn’t donald or scrooge let the triplets’ literal biological dad know abt them after della disappeared??’ because grief. and when has the duck fam ever been good at communication???? )

I have more on him finding out, but that’s sorta verse specific, so it’s open from there!!!

Anyway I think that’s a long enough info dump, and that isn’t even everything holy shit. I love Elias so much, he is a good man and he just loves his family pls let him be happy ( I say as I created him specifically for angst and angst alone )

HERE HAVE ONE (1) ENTIRE PIECE OF ART OF HIM, DRAWN BY THE LOVELY AND TALENTED toxikku

#☽ | life is strange & vast ★ (BLOG CANON.)#long post //#im not putting it under a read more here #bc no one is following me yet #but the few who are #get rekt

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lunarspearedaa · 4 years ago

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SO RIP TO PEOPLE WHO HAVE HEARD ME RANT ABT MY VERSION OF THE TRIPLETS DAD BUT UHHHH, HERE’S A FUCKIN INFO DUMP FEATURING MY OWN COMMENTARY IN THE PARENTHESES:

His name is Elias Beak ( shout out to mr. walt disney’s middle name being the name of their dad bc my good friend bri is a genius and suggested that, and ofc we have beak for the bird pun bc i am a fucking loser )

He is a private pilot ( i made him work for fuckin glomgold bc i think i’m hilarious okay i will go more in detail w that later )

Elias was born and raised in Mexico, but he lives in Duckburg now

Elias and Della are TOTAL FUCKING OPPOSITES ( legit y’all, it is a gotdam miracle these two dated long enough to have kids together )

Communication is hard for him and he gets so focused he overanalyzes and can wind up with tunnel vision. He misses out on a lot due to lack of making decisions.

His dream is to just settle down with a big family of his own. He wants to be comfortable in life. Family is the world to him.

Elias is very close with his sisters. Their mother died when Elias was 15. His sisters were only 8 years old at the time. He helped his father with the twins as much as he possibly could.

SO LIKE, Elias working for Glomgold is fuckin hilarious because Elias is one of the most normal men you’d ever meet in your entire god damn life, and he works for a fuckin duckburg billionaire.

That is actually how Della and Elias met!!

They had SEVERAL fights about her lifestyle, but they were DETERMINED to make it work.

She walked out without a word.

Della found out that she was pregnant about a week and a half later, but never said a word to Elias about it because she was still hurt from their breakup.

I have more on him finding out, but that’s sorta verse specific, so it’s open from there!!!

E D I T: HERE HAVE ONE (1) ENTIRE PIECE OF ART OF HIM, DRAWN BY THE LOVELY AND TALENTED @toxikku

#☽ | ★ (BLOG CANON.)#it's just under the cut for length #be proud of me for not going into a briana rant along with it

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edorazzi · 6 years ago

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Well, here we are again! Twitter said yes to a review post for a Miraculous magazine that suddenly showed up in my local area. ‘Tis the season after all, and by that I mean someone bought it for me as a joke birthday gift and I was way too happy about that.

I’ve done previous reviews of the Miraculous Christmas calendar, Easter egg set, superhero fashion dolls and action figures, so let’s dive into the unknown world of merchandising yet again!

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4 FREE GIFTS! PACKED WITH ACTIVITIES! MEET THE KWAMIS! PRANKS & LOLS! CUT-OUT MEMES! FANGIRL ALERT! NAIL ART! 100% OFFICIAL! I’m overwhelmed! It feels like I’m having a seizure just from the packaging!!!

I should preface this by saying I haven’t bought a magazine like this in years. Possibly ever. I read things like the Beano, Animals & You and the odd Disney Princess zine when I was a kid but I have no idea what to expect from a free-gift-packed kiddie magazine in 2019. If the outside is anything to go by we’re in for a wild ride.

I’m noticing that it says “Miraculous #20″ on the back. Does this mean I’ve missed 19 previous issues? I’m genuinely a little upset by that. My local area is a complete dry zone for Miraculous so I haven’t had the chance to pick these up.

First step: let’s separate everything out and get a look at these freeeee giftssss. Except they aren’t free, because this magazine was like £3.99. This does seem to be the current trend - it’s kinda rare to see any kids’ zines without the excess packaging crammed with ‘free’ stuff. Is it really too expensive to just produce the magazine? Probably, in this economy.

Chat Noir is revealed on the cover! He was on the back of the plastic jacket, but it’s still nice to see the kids as a front-cover duo. Apparently we’re going to learn to draw Pollen, too, which sounds fun. I’m actually liking the look of the gifts as well, but we’ll get into those in a minute.

This hairbrush............. is adorable. Oh my god. It’s pretty cheap and flimsy but it functions the way it’s supposed to, and the Ladybug design has been taken into account in a better way than “it’s red/black, that counts” (lest we forget the UTTER BULLSHIT of the Christmas calendar, and YES I’m still mad about that). I don’t know how well I expect the outer sticker to last, but if it can take a bit of wear and tear this would be an adorable little travel brush. Nicely done, lads!

These nail stickers? Also adorable. They remind me of the kiddie makeup sets I had when I was little, back in the early 00s when plastic stick-on nails and decals were all the rage. Are they still a thing? That’s nice to know.

There are 13 designs (that I can count) - a Queen Bee mask, Chat Noir pawprint cake, macaron, cupcake, heart-print cookie, Ladybug stud, flower, lightning bolt, love heart, Marinette heart, bee, fox tail and star. The majority are directly related to the show and that makes them feel special. No Carapace though? :(

I’ve put a little Marinette heart on my furthest finger. At the time of typing this up (about a day later) it’s still firmly in place. I haven’t really knocked it around, granted, but it’s not flimsy enough to fall off after five minutes either. It’s also really cute to look at. Guess I’m still a decal-loving 2004 girl at heart......

These stickers though!!! Wow! They’re those holographic and slightly-puffy kind and they feel like pretty good quality, and the designs are so cute! I can’t fault these, they’re absolutely adorable. I immediately want to stick them everywhere.

So I’ve stuck them everywhere. I’m especially proud of the light switch pun. My room looks GREAT.

I saved these “mystery stickers” for last because I’m weak for the thrill of mystery bags, and there wasn’t anything on the packaging to indicate what kind of designs to expect. And OH!!!! OH, IT’S MY BOY!!!! Look at him!!!!

I made jokes with the Christmas calendar about all the Chat Noir items being stolen ahead of time, but that’s definitely NOT the case with this magazine. I have been SPOILED with the presence of my cat son.

These stickers are similar to the sticker sheet (and the Chillin’ Out design is reprinted), but they’re puffier and non-holographic. I’m deeply allured by the “decorate your phone or tablet” suggestion on the packet, but I’m going to see how the previous stickers withstand the wear-and-tear of my laptop lid before adding any more. If I damage these beautiful Adrien stickers I’ll be devastated.

Those are our free gifts! They’re actually very fun and cute, I’m really happy with them! I guess now it’s time to get into the magazine itself...........

I genuinely almost forgot the magazine was the main part of this package. I figured I was done, but we’ve barely even started! Here’s a splash page of the kwami. Kwami with a capital K? Kwamis? I still feel like it should be singular-lower-case-k-kwami. I’ve never been happy about this “miraculouses” business either.

But is that--

It IS!!!! It’s Nino!!!

I guess this is the new flavour of Miraculous tie-ins. Now they’ve broadened out to a full team we’re seeing a lot more of Adrien alongside the girls, and Nino is the elusive hero who shows up once in a blue moon. At least this time his name isn’t in the title of the gotdam show.......

Anyway, I can see I’m supposed to draw my “fave Kwami”. Better get to it.

Felix just wants a break. Just one break. But not in this magazine.

Speaking of seeing more of Adrien (and, tragically, less of Nino), this is the kind of splash page I want to see! Both kids are here! The banner themed with Marinette’s signature flowers is a nice touch too; that’s associated with her arts ‘n’ crafts in the show already and it makes sense to apply it to the creative portion of this magazine too.

I LOVE the promotion of Chat Noir nails as something the little girls buying this magazine will definitely want to try. I’d expect them to do Marinette vs Ladybug nails, but instead we get a boyish option! Hell yeah!

I’m a little confused by the Queen Bee masks apparently going on the Chat Noir nails though. I guess they’re friends? Is this secret AdriChlo confirmation? Watch out, Marinette, Kagami’s not the one to be worried about.

SURE WOULD BE NICE TO HAVE SOME TURTLE STICKERS FOR AN ALL-BOYS THEME BUT I GUESS NOT HUH

Next up is a short merch catalogue (why would you put the big bold arrow pointing right to the underoos.....). Would those Chat Noir socks come in my size? Asking for me.

Then there’s......... this page. FANGIRL ALERT. God. It’s like the Ladyblog, if only the Ladyblog ever gave a heck about reporting what Chat Noir’s up to.

THE SPELL WAS BROKEN AND THE FANDOM IMPLODED WITH JOY.

I really have to wonder what age range this is meant for. Do kids know what a “fandom” is? Do little girls consider themselves “fangirls”? I guess most kids have enough internet access to figure it out these days (all the hashtags and LOLs and memes speak volumes), but I can’t imagine being young enough to fit the target range of this magazine while also knowing these terms. I dunno.

(Also, the definition of ‘implosion’ is ‘an instance of something collapsing violently inwards’, so I’m not sure that’s the word they’re looking for. Unless the return to the status quo in Dark Cupid and the continuing stagnation of the love square was enough to make people quit in frustration? Probably.)

I’m filling it in, of course. Because I must.

I gave up on the pre-approved ratings system pretty much right away, but I think this is an accurate rating of my LadyNoir opinions.

I might be kinda cynical about it here, but I am actually pretty fond of how this magazine sells Ladybug and Chat Noir as a couple. The show’s portraying it as very onesided lately, with Chat pining over Ladybug who has absolutely no interest in him (Glaciator was a TERRIBLE episode and I’m still hurting from it), but reading this zine I’d guess they were already dating. It’s cheesy, but in a nice way.

I have to laugh at “the most amazing thing about this super duo is that they always look out for and protect each other” though. Chat’s usually pretty focused on LB, sure, but there are endless instances of LB using Chat as cannon fodder and just generally abandoning him to get mauled by akuma while she carries out her personal private plan to save the day. Maybe we’re just focusing on the better-written episodes, huh?

Moving ahead. I’ve been dreading this page since reading “Plaggs Pranks & LOLs” on the back of the packaging. I feel hatred in my very bones just looking at it.

I like that there’s ONE instance of the term “ladybird” in the joke column. This is a UK-based magazine and that IS the word we tend to use over here - “ladybug” is an Americanism - but it’s like they’re worried kids could have got to the middle of this magazine about a superhero named Ladybug and then not understand the bug jokes. Maybe whoever was writing this page slipped up?

OH NOOOOO. MARINETTE, NOOOOOOOOOO.

THIS IS WHY FELIX GOT RID OF YOU, PLAGG. THESE ARE ADRIEN’S PROBLEMS NOW.

(mmm whatcha saaaaay)

I mean........... YEAH, I guess, but we absolutely did see Plagg destroy Felix with an entire shelf of heavy books. I guess he’s nicer with Adrien. It’s all fun and games until someone has a nervous breakdown in the library.

I do love the concept of Tikki getting glitter-bombed by Plagg through the mail. She just curiously opens up the little letter which got slipped into Marinette’s purse, and-- WOOSH. One entire wall of Mari’s room is glittery except for a little Tikki-shaped silhouette.

Next up is a two-page comic which is absolutely adorable! Look at those little chibis! The warm and soft colour palette! This is nicer than most of the official Miraculous comic book art I’ve seen, I hope they keep giving this artist work.

Nino’s here too (and he looks great!), and I like the touch of Marinette and Adrien playing as each other’s superhero characters. Adrien even wins the match, though I guess there’s something to be said about Ladybug beating Chat Noir (again)......

It does raise the question yet again of where this tie-in merchandise is coming from! They’ve had action figures, a movie, music video features, now an arcade game... Who’s getting the royalties here? Who’s profiting? Is this how Fu can afford to buy all those rare ingredients for the magic potions?

Over the page we have an activity to Design your Secret Lair! Right away I love the Marinette theme of the page, the soft pink and flowers, and the drawing space looking like a page in a binder with marker tabs and everything.

I have to design my secret lair, of course:

What do you think? I’m very creative. I’ll need an adult to send in the drawing of my hideout but I think I’ve really got a shot at those unicorn headphones.

Now we’re on to puzzles and character pages. I don’t know what ol’ Gabe is doing trying to meet a 13 year old girl in the dead of night without telling anyone, you’d think if he’s got that much free time on his hands he could be spending it with his son.

I don’t know how those points in Ladybug’s power profile are awarded or what they mean, but you can tell this is a fan magazine. Official sources would have put her at a 10.

Standard House of Villains page! Most of these were good episodes but I’m deeply offended Riposte isn’t on here. Maybe her motives weren’t dramatic and cartoonish enough to be up in the ranks with Glaciator and Gorizilla?

“Cat Noir’s dad is also the evil Hawk Moth”, huh? I mean that’s not WRONG, but is it really something to put in his power profile when Adrien doesn’t even know yet??? Feels like we’re kinda jumping the gun on the poor boy. What if he picks up this magazine?

Apparently he’s one point weaker than Ladybug (seriously???), two points faster, equally as agile, one point less skilled and two points less cool. Despite all those lesses he still comes out at an equal 9, which is a relief! These kids are a team, putting either of them below the other would have been a big no.

I did the colouring page too, naturally. Je suis un artiste.

Now we’ve got a page fresh from the Ladyblog, a Miraculous quiz! Not a lot of excitement, but it’s nice to see Alya getting her own section.

I like that the qualifications of “you could be Ladybug herself!” are knowing what city Marinette lives in and what school she goes to. Well done, Mari! You’re doing your best!!!

TEACHER I AM SO HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

I gotta say, I’m not so sure about decorating donuts with fondant. I’ve never tried it so I could be wrong, but it feels like rolled icing instead of frosting(?) would be too heavy for an entire donut. The texture is totally different.

I mean I guess if you’re going to load your kids up on sugar you might as well go all the way. They’re going to look like they’ve eaten something horrible with all that black fondant, but they’ll have fun. Adrien would love these.

WHERE’S NINO. THIS IS JUST UNFAIR. You’ll have four out of five heroes, then a double of Marinette and Tikki? Maybe this just goes to show how little memorable dialogue Carapace has.

Though if “Spots On!” is Marinette’s dialogue and not Ladybug’s, why are the other transformation phrases attributed to Rena Rouge and Queen Bee instead of Alya and Chloé? Surely they could have picked something better for Marinette to justify having her on this list twice instead of Nino.

The next page brings us one of those flowchart quizzes! And ouch, yet again the absence of the other heroes is obvious. I can understand not including Chloé here since she’s technically not a “friendly” character yet, but no Nino? Alya and Marinette are close friends, but Adrien doesn’t really hang out with them without Nino around. Having the three of them together just seems strange.

I do like the little fashion page! They’re all cute and affordable and easy to find on the high street here. I’d love to see how other issues of this magazine are structured; is there a different fashion spot every time? Styles to channel each individual hero would be adorable.

Moving on to a tutorial for a Ladybug notebook! I would have made this, but I didn’t have the time nor a notebook to stick it to.

Between this and the donuts, it seems weird that these designs are based on, like... an actual beetle, eyes and antennae and all. Shouldn’t it be Ladybug’s symbol? These come across more like “fun animals” arts ‘n’ crafts instead of themed after Miraculous specifically. I think if I made this (or decorated the donuts) I’d miss out the head and match the spot pattern to Ladybug’s symbol.

The hidden message design is adorable though. I can see this being a craft kids are super proud of.

Another activity page! I didn’t have a go at these but they’re pretty standard. It’s cute that the coded message designs are the same as the stickers and nail decals!

Also, apparently Ladybug’s ‘secret’ is “LB mask + heart + CN mask”, which was (somehow) stolen by Volpina. Is that the secret Hawk Moth was talking about earlier in the magazine? Is he blackmailing Ladybug with revealing she has a crush on Chat Noir? How did Volpina ‘steal’ this secret? Is LadyNoir finally reciprocated???? THIS IS A WHOLE EPISODE IN ITSELF, I NEED ANSWERS--

Next page we have an ad for another girly magazine (Quizzes! LOLs! Celebs! Cringes! Puzzles!). I think I’ll pass, no matter how appealing that giant microphone pen is.

And a “Miraculous Identity” quiz! Tikki’s apparently super fickle with her wielders, three seasons of relentlessly praising Marinette and now she’s telling us we’re the Chosen Ones. You can’t fool me with those big ol’ eyes.

My inner superhero is Marvellous Fox, by the way. Though yet again I’m noticing we don’t have turtle options...................

And on the back cover... the memes. Oh, sweet lord, the memes. They’re hashtag-SoRelatable! And I can cut them out to keep! Oh boy!!!

Is this what kids do when they have limited internet access? Cut fresh memes out of magazines and carry them around? I need to know.

That’s a very sinister Ladybug at the bottom of the page though. What’s-- What’s she going to do to me if I don’t cut out and keep these memes. Ladybug what are you going to do if I d--

Well that brings us to the end of the magazine! And yet again I’m surprised by how much time it takes to just put a bunch of photos together and write about them.

This is a neat little magazine all in all! The ‘free gifts’ are pretty nice, there’s a fair amount of content and the whole thing is pretty cute for young fans of the show. I could see myself buying this again - if it ever shows up on shelves, Miraculous is so scarce around here that I fully expect it to disappear again after this one issue - just for the free junk, but it would be interesting to see how they’d structure different issues too!

I notice we never did get that promised tutorial on how to draw Pollen; the one advertised on the cover. Was the “draw your favourite Kwami” activity supposed to cover that? I’m not sure that really counts.

If you got this far, thanks for joining me on this Miraculous journey! We’ll meet again whenever I get another piece of weird ML merch to cover. Bien joué!

#miraculous ladybug #josie talks about things #josie's art #i really should get a review tag #ANYWAY there's a bit more art in this which isn't just the header image so give it a look!#and felix features a couple of times because WHY would he not on edorazzi dot com

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catsi · 6 years ago

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me, crying: i just love your art so gotdam much

me, crying: thank you so much

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we-are-the-sickness · 7 years ago

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1-100, go go go

1. NameSavanna2. Age193. City that you live inYuma, Arizona atm4. What do most people not know about you?That I learned a bit of Hebrew as a child5. What do most people know you for?Idk tbh jokes ig6. HobbiesArt,, singing,, writing,, archery,,, etc etc7. What are your passions?So much hnstly. Cooking, agriculture, helping the helpless, art, the stars, music 100%8. What do you search for in a significant other?compassion, kindness, someone who wants to spend time w me, affection etc7. What are you most proud of?Im proud of my friends! does that count or8. When was the last time you had a significant conversation with someone you love?hec idk tbh9. Have you ever collected anything? What was it?Rocks fkn collected hella rocks. also antlers n shit u know Midwesterners10. List 10 things off of your bucket list.Visit ScotlandGo to law schoolBe in a bandSell my art at some pointlearn how to sew n knit n all that shitTake Gemi, steve, and lukas and mayb steves brother if hes available on a road trip11. What was the last thing you learned?THAT I WAS MISHEARING S LYRIC IN TWO MINUTES TO MIDNIGHT FOR YEARS12. How many relationships have you been in?Like 4 i think 3 or 413. Turn onsIdk certain ppls voices are mega turn ons, genuine kindness, JESUS IDK I CANT THINK14. Turn offssmellin bad, bein a dic, know it all 15. Favorite foodMexican food!!! asian food!!!16. Favorite drinkraspberry tea or Hurricanes17. What is the best birthday gift you have ever received?My guitar tbh altho i still cant rly play its a big part of my heart18. Are you optimistic or pessimistic?Logical.19. Do you sleep during class?nah20. What is the most expensive thing you own?probably my guitar and amp lmao21. What is the cheapest yet most useful thing you own?hmm idk22. How many times a day on average do you check your phone?too fuckin many23. Text or call?depends on where i am lmao24. Opinion on long distance?In it rn pal25. What is your definition of success?Consistent happiness 26. Favorite song?Rn bc of Gemi ive been falling asleep to Panteras cover of planet caravan so i think thats my favorite as of this second27. Favorite artist?too gotdam many28. Celebrity crush/crushes?have u seen this bloge29. When was the last time you read for fun?early last month 😪30. Favorite flower?Sun flowers, Lilies, Irises31. What is the best gift you could receive right now?reassurance, flowers, a hug idk affection32. Any guilty pleasures?Fuckin...buying quality cheeses ,,33. What is one thing you would like to change about yourself?My whole damn self THROW THE WHOLE DAMN HUMAN AWAY34. What do you search for in a friend?funny, kind, smart35. How many times have you said “I love you” in the past month?fuc idk36. Where did you last go other than your room/home?McDonald's for some Nugs boyeo37. Why do bad things happen to good people?The universe can b a cruel bitch bro idk38. In your opinion, what hurts more? Being left out or being stabbed in the eye?well ive been left out of plenty things and yeah they hurt but a piece of metal in me eye would be rather unpleasant 39. How many green shirts do you own?2 i think40. Do you like anime?Bleach and deathnote were all i ever watched41. What do you invest the most time in?keeping my parents alive 42. What was the name of the last book you read?"Up from the cradle of Jazz (New Orleans music since WW2)"43. What’s the difference between loving and liking someone?thats like asking me the difference between olives and like idk a burritoi like olives but i love burritos ya know44. Where are you most productive?usually anywhere as long as im by myself 45. List 3 things you enjoy doing with friends.EatingPlaying board gamesDoin shit outside46. List 3 things you enjoy doing alone.everything everpretty much47. Do you believe world peace will ever exist?Probably not48. Do you have any allergies?yea49. When was the last time you cussed at someone?today lmao50. What was the last promise you made?jeeze idk51. What was your last dream about?i was dreaming abt telling my dad how to wash clothes52. If you won a trip to Hawaii and you could take 5 people with you, who would those 5 people be?SAMM GEMI STEVE NICK N LUKAS53. How many countries have you visited?never rly been outside of the country ive been next to the Canadian border and im currently living abt 20 minutes from Mexico 54. What is your favorite medium of art? (Music, dance, painting, etc.)music first n foremost but painting comes in second56. When was the last time somebody complimented you?idk i cant remember ig56. If you switched bodies with someone, how would you recognize yourself?hair lmao57. Do you consider yourself mature?I think so yeah 58. How many days in your life do you think you have wasted on tumblr?too damn many59. What is your favorite quote?some stupid ass corey quote that ivw been saying for years 60. If you started a new religion and you had to create 3 rules or commandments for your new followers to live by, what would those 3 rules be?RespectAlways Understand different point of viewsLove unconditionally 61. What is your greatest accomplishment?Idk still to this day i think my greatest accomplishment has been being able to teach adults n children archery on the weekends and at certain festivals. I miss that62. Do you believe in the death penalty?Im on the fence about all that63. What are your goals for life?Stability 64. What do you think your soulmate is doing right now?HOPEFULLY SLEEPING65. If you could live anywhere, where would you live? The place can be in an imaginary, fantasy, or the real world.i used to have visions of a place with meadows and a large creek running through it with moutains in the bg, lots of space for fruit trees n bees66. What were you like in 2013?suicidal and just an absolute wreck of a child hnstly 67. Do you have a job?My job is taking care of my mother atm68. Tell us a story about your childhood best friend.akfhakfh His name was Ezra and my dad built his families vacation home across the street from ours so we were pretty close. I think my favorite memory was when his dad Brooke brought us out on their pontoon boat to fish. Had a lot of fun w that kid, i miss him.69. If you could change one thing about society, what would it be?THE LACK OF COMPASSION PPL HAVE70. How many all-nighters have you pulled beforeTOO MANY71. Is tumblr your favorite website? If not, then what is your favorite website?idk if i have a favorite website tbh?72. What is the craziest thing you would do for a million dollars?almost anything 73. Does money equal happiness?unfortunately in my situation yeah74. How many times have you experienced true happiness in your lifetime?6 times 75. How many times have you experienced true sadness in your lifetime?776. What is the funniest joke you have ever been told?ya had to be there kinda jokes77. When was the last time you looked at the news?this afternoon 78. If you could say one thing to the world, what would you say?pewp79. What is your favorite animal?wolves80. If you could earn a million dollars by pretending to be dead for 3 years, would you do it?oh fuck yeah dude 81. What is one thing that everyone is bad at?🤔 jesus idk82. What time do you normally sleep? How many hours of sleep do you usually get?late and not enough 83. Does age necessarily equal maturity?god no84. What is your favorite clothing store?idk tbh85. In the winter- beanies or gloves?beanies86. Would you rather have wings or a fish tail?wings87. If you had the power to erase one person from the world so that nobody remembered him or her except you, would you do it?yes 88. What do you fear the most?apparently since im a pisces technically, its loneliness 89. How many digits of pi can you recite?none lmfao90. If you could travel back to one year and relive it again, which year would it be?200591. Describe yourself in one word.Brave92. Describe your last victory.Jeeze idk im half asleep now 93. What is the weirdest thing you have ever seen?Last time i was in Phoenix i saw a rly old meth head on a scooter w a meth prostitute humping him from behind whilst smoking a cig94. What is something you will never forget?Seeing Aerosmith 💕💕95. Would you rather forget all of the past or remember everything in vivid detail?thats hard for me bc since i have rly bad dissociation i try to reply my life in my head at night so that i actually don't forget things but also i rly want to forget so its a double edged sword96. Have you ever broken a bone before?not yet! give it another year97. Is it harder to love or to hate somebody?love98. Coffee or tea?both!99. What are some little things that you do that have changed your life in a positive way?Let myself be creative unapologeticly100. How many hours have you spend on tumblr today?probably an hr and a half in total PROBABLY 2 NOW BC OF THIS ASKTHNK U❤️

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homicidalfelidae · 4 years ago

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HHHHH aight here goes

@laing-caster thanks for tagging me and I appreciate you. Also teef to big for his gotdam mouth. Thank you for being some of the gasoline keeping the AAWIL meme bonfire / dumpsterfire scene alive!

@ohrganizedkhaos. Ngl we don't actively talk or anything any more but I still smile when I see your posts on my dash dude.

@a-flickering-dennys-sign I know you aren't active on that much but many thanks for the chaos you generate on discord. Also I found packing tape so whenever I leave my house for the post office you'll have your parcel.

@crangrape-queen I just love hearing you talk? Like, even our ceramics teacher was with the whole bogs versus marshes versus swamps talk. I love that. Never change you dare I say this, you linguist nerd.

@emariialex HHHH I know most of my content just caters to me but MAN you are thorough like bombing me. I wake up at noon on an unkown day to 99+ notes. Also hope your enjoying the tea the postal service deemed too thicc and an explosive risk in transit.

And that one nb dude from my last hs art class I KNOW I'M MUTUALS WITH YOU, And I know you like to go haha wack you got the wrong person to people online. But dude,,, I appreciate you too!

2020 was both surreal and unsettling. Lets hope 2021 is a much kinder year to us all!

michaelmyersthestabbyboi:

capital-radio-three:

ecle-c-tic:

is-this-a-queen-of-magic:

thislookinyoureyes:

freddie-moments:

freddiemercurylovah:

ilookinthemirrorandcry:

doing-albri:

speciallyred:

mazzell-ro:

hugeolnerd:

I’m starting something! Just tag your favourite blogs to show everyone some appreciation in these final days of 2020

I’m tagging @slightlyrebelliouswriter23 @lavenderlemonrose @fandomqueenregnant @triquetrine @cinnamonfoxjosten @chaoticneutralcinnamonroll @illyrianwitchling

aaah tysm @hazypoppy and @imcompletelylost!! likewise, you’re both wonderful!!

@archaicmusings @mistiermistshazierdays @speciallyred @ilookinthemirrorandcry @ecle-c-tic @heyjonesey @some-major-ishues @hazypoppy @imcompletelylost @aprilaady @folietracksix @amethyst-serenade @johndeaconshands @jd-johndeacon-or-jackdaniels @brinteylovesaliens @freebooter4ever @ineloqueent @younggiantbiscuitzonk @brianmays-hair @joemazzmatazz @gwiilymslee @im-an-adult-ish @theblossomknows @snugglyducklingbrewhouse @tintinthebastard @rhohemian-bapsody you’ve all made this year so amazing! thank you for being wonderful friends, creators, and blog cultivators. ly ly <3

thank you @hazypoppy @imcompletelylost @mazzell-ro for this 💕💕

@mistiermistshazierdays @aprilaady @drivenbybri @ilookinthemirrorandcry @mazzell-ro @hazypoppy @ineloqueent @folietracksix @imcompletelylost @ecle-c-tic @some-major-ishues @doing-albri @gwiilymslee @wildwoodflow3r @archaicmusings @heyjonesey @freddie-moments (i’m sorry for clogging up peoples dash - i’m sure you’ve already received this many times) 💞💫

Anna 🥺🥺🥺💗💗 this it’s such a touching tag, thank you so so much for this, it truly made me happy, and not mention honored 💗.

@stoneqoldcrazy, @drivenbybri, @imcompletelylost, @ineloqueent, @speciallyred, @killerqueenoftheclouds, @moustachefreddie, @freddie-mercurys, @ewannmcgregor, @radio-goo-goo, @imalososos, @armieahammer, @folietracksix, @aprilaady, @ilookinthemirrorandcry, interacting with all of you has been an incredible experience and addition to this complicated year, and were some of the brighter, most positive points of it. You’re all wonderful and I’m grateful for all the friends I made in this community, and honored to call you all my friends 💗💗.

@hazypoppy @mazzell-ro @speciallyred @doing-albri pati, ro, anna, and vi— thank you SO much for the tag 🥺🥺 this means more than you know 🥺 i really appreciate all of you soo very much and am so glad to know you!! i send this right back to you all most definitley 🥰🥰💖

@ecle-c-tic @freddie-moments @is-this-a-queen-of-magic @mistiermistshazierdays @some-major-ishues @whitequeen-ofwillowgreen @killerqueenoftheclouds @drivenbybri @aprilaady @freddiemercurylovah @trinikins @heyjonesey @benders-diamond-earring @beevean @wilyserpent @ilygwilym @rhapsodyroger @wildwoodflow3r @musiccat1971 @imalososos @myfairykingmercury @folietracksix @hard-yearned-wisdom @farrokhbulsaramercury @39-brian @eusuntgroot @chrysochromulina i just love you all so much 🥺🥺 every single interaction has meant the world to me and i just really love being apart of this fandom and getting to know so many of you. it has really made this year so much better for me 🥺 thank you so so so much 💖🥰💗🥰💖

tysm Beck 💜💜💜 love you

i tag: @is-this-a-queen-of-magic @trinikins @freddie-moments @mistiermistshazierdays @mazzell-ro @pauls-broke-a-glass @joanecmon @wildwoodflow3r @tenderbri @radiosomeonelovesyou @ecle-c-tic @plainxte @emmaandorlando @freesiafields @mrs-ianto-jones 💞

thank you so, so much for tagging me as one of your favourite blogs anna, beck & marty @speciallyred, @ilookinthemirrorandcry & @freddiemercurylovah it means all for me and you’re my favourite blogs too! <3

also @is-this-a-queen-of-magic, @ecle-c-tic, @trinikins, @39-brian, @whitequeen-ofwillowgreen, @thislookinyoureyes, @hard-yearned-wisdom, @warriorteam1924, @some-major-ishues, @mistiermistshazierdays, @killerqueenoftheclouds, @freesiafields, @thosequeenboys, @wildwoodflow3r, @drivenbybri, @chrysochromulina, @s-k-y-w-a-l-k-e-r, @debdarkpetal, @natromanxoff and so many more of you - you all bring great content to my dash, every day, and this is the chance to say how much I appreciate you! I’m really happy being a part of this fandom. thank you <3

Thanks @freddie-moments, your blog is one of my faves too 🤍

@americaspencil @lady-ofmischief @annina-96 @agentidiot @mynameisbillandimaheadcase @is-this-a-queen-of-magic @ineloqueent @jonesyjonesyjonesy @natromanxoff @letthemusicbeyourmaster1 @everyone I follow

Thank you so much for this @thislookinyoureyes @freddie-moments @freddiemercurylovah @ilookinthemirrorandcry YOU ARE MY FAVS💛💛💛

But also @ecle-c-tic @freesiafields @drivenbybri @trinikins @pamouche @skam-wtfock-sobbe @rojoclaro @musiccat1971 and everyone i follow

AHHHHh Thank you so much @hazypoppy @mazzell-ro @speciallyred @ilookinthemirrorandcry @freddiemercurylovah @some-major-ishues @mistiermistshazierdays @archaicmusings @freddie-moments @trinikins and @is-this-a-queen-of-magic I love and appreciate you all to the moon and back! Thank you so much and you all make my days so much happier!!!! Moran taing mo charaidean, tha gaol mor agam oribh!

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This is going to be long, everyone is so kind and creative and funny!!! Even if we’ve never interacted I always appreciate seeing you on my dash and all of the other works, scans, fics, moodboards, games, playlists and art you’ve created! THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!!

@mercuryandmeme @heyjonesey @chasingmercury @aprilaady @benders-diamond-earring @imcompletelylost @spaceballricochet @capital-radio-three @highlyycaffeinated @musiccat1971 @rhapsodyroger @chasingmercury @folietracksix @stoneqoldcrazy @hard-yearned-wisdom @fuckyeahmercury @freesiafields @moustachefreddie @cherries-n-rocknroll @drivenbybri @killer-qu33n-of-disaster @killerqueenoftheclouds @seven-seas-of-ham-on-rhyee @ineloqueent @darlingfreddie @caviaaar-and-cigarettess @silver-salmon15 @kensingtonmarketstall @drummah-in-a-rocknroll-band @cool–cats @horriblequeenmemes @immistermercury @demo-wise @thesunburntpotato @gwiilymslee @ilygwilym and of course, anyone who reads this!

Much love, good vibes!!! 💛✨

Rock on!!!

AAAA THANK YOU SO MUCH @ecle-c-tic !!! I always love to see your blog in my dashboard it’s sooo cool!!! 🥺🥺🥺

To @michaelmyersthestabbyboi @j0estrummer @cool-n-out @moronicbehavior @londoncalling1979 @bangbangimdead4u @niterunner @wandahart @charliedonotsurf @motorcycleleatheralliance @sheeeeeeeeesh @flixlz @slamdance-cosmopolis @givehereffervescence @cartoon4evah @mmjunkeric and everyone who reads this (you too, Rach! :D), y'all are the greatest, y'all are the heccin best, and I love y'all from the bottom of my heart

Never stop being the amazing person y'all are!!! :D

@capital-radio-three Awwww thank you! :D

@jinxthequeergirl @rik-the-peoples-poet @evilash @slash-r @ajokeformur-ray @cloubdustings @herbert-east you guys are awesome! (btw it’s slashybois and verymetalduuude here) I’m glad i’ve gotten to meet all of you and make some friends in this absolute dumpster fire of a year. Love you guys and hope all of ya are safe and doing well!

Hey this is really sweet

So here are some of my faves and friends i’ve made

@laing-caster @halfmaskedmoon @rycethenerd @lightofthemoonglow @michaelmyersthestabbyboi @schizybun

#tag game

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neonhotelsign · 7 years ago

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Hello! ✨✨✨ When you get this, please respond with five things that make you happy. Then, send to the last ten people in your notifications anonymously. You never know who might benefit from spreading positivity! ✨✨✨

oog this was in my askbox for a while well,,

1. i love my stinky cat

2. all the new friends and mutuals ive made since i started joining new discord servers!

3. all of my current friends of course hjdsgf

4. darth maul.. hes like my biggest cc so whenever i see him i flip my gotdam lid ghsfj

5. as much as i get frustrated with my art im actually pretty proud of my art skill :’)

#Anonymous

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rololonde · 5 years ago

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Bro I love your art so gotdam MUCH!!!!!!! The anatomy. The paintyness. The COLORS. Its all perfect *chefs kiss* MWAH I lOVE IT and I love YOU

😭 omg thank you so much,, you made my day 🥺💕💕💕

#ask #asks #inbox #ask box #this is so nice omg

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hoenursey · 8 years ago

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I Love Him, He Loves Me || nurseyrans

Ransom could appreciate art. He could! He didn’t, often, and he didn’t get it a lot of times– he preferred practical things to appreciate, like Bitty’s pies, or good goals. Or, of course, Nursey’s ass, which he’d stolen a few furtive glances down at as he walked in front of him. It was a great ass, okay? Sue him. Now that was art to appreciate.

Right now, however, waiting for Nursey to finish what he was doing was sort of killing him.

Ransom… the thing was, he didn’t want to bother him. He knew he could snap like a twig if someone interrupted him, and Nursey had said something about a homework assignment, so he didn’t want to interfere with that. Even though Nursey wasn’t the type to snap, it felt rude not to give him the same respect he always gave him. Besides, he looked kind of cute sitting on the floor, all hunched over his journal, tongue sticking out just the smallest amount. But he was bored. He was mad fucking bored right now.

He tried going through his phone, systemically hitting Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram, but it was a dead day– not much posting, only a few notifications, some tagged pics, some snapchat selfies–

Oh. Ransom sat up and went to snapchat. He could probably entertain himself for at least a few more minutes with snapchat filters.

Dog filter, bunny filter, gold butterflies, truck driver, the little frowny face– he glanced over at Nursey and pouted just a touch because a face swap would be hilarious, honestly. Instead, he pulled one of his selfies from his phone and captioned it “missing you”, before posting it to his story.

[TO: SAMWELL MEN’S H-E-DOUBLE HOCKEY STICKS]

[text: doctor ransomstein] [attached: payattentiontome.jpeg]

[text: dr ransomstein] look at that. gotdam

[text: raggedy ann] is that a piece of kale stuck in his teeth, fucking vegan

[text: sharkbait ooh haha] nursey I can’t believe you’re doing homework

[text: sharkbait ooh haha] aren’t you guys on a date

[text: horse teeth] who does homework on a date

[text: a manager for ants] 👀👀👀 rans

[text: dr ransomstein] n o i f u c k i n g d o n ‘ t

[text: sharkbait ooh haha] 👀

[text: horse teeth] 👀

[text: raggedy ann] 👀

[text: poop emoji] 👀

[text: the muffin man] 👀

[text: dr ransomstein] SHITS WHAT THE FUCK YOU’RE AT HARVARD (fuck harvard) SHUT UP

[text: rich kid asshole] 👀

[text: dr ransomstein] nursey if you’ve been on the gc the whole time i s2g

[text: big booty judy] why is everyone sending eyes

[text: rich kid asshole] only a minute or two :P

Ransom looked up and glared over at Nursey, who was already smiling crookedly at him, flicking at his new septum piercing, the gold glinting in the soft natural lighting of the museum.

“You’re lucky you’re so fucking cute,” he grumbled, and Nursey laughed, pushing up from the ground to come over to him. He misjudged his weight a touch, falling back on his ass, but managed to stand without crashing into a multi-million dollar painting and putting them both in debt.

“I zoned out,” he admitted when he came to settle next to him. “And then you started sending pictures of me to the groupchat. Wasn’t looking before that, swear.”

“I’m not mad,” Ransom murmured, settling his head on Nursey’s shoulder. He was never mad at him, and it took reassurance after reassurance to assure his boyfriend of that sometimes, but it was worth it. He was worth it. “Just wanna hang, we never have time to do much. I don’t care what we do, just…”

Nursey slid his hand down his arm slowly, distracting him, until his curled his hand around his and laced their fingers between one another’s.

“Together?” Nursey finished.

“Together,” he agreed.

Nursey made a pleased noise that he only somewhat managed to stifle; Justin cupped his chin and pressed their lips together and it drew the noise out of him again, a little softer, a little gentler. He thumbed along the line of his jaw– he had shaved and his skin was so fucking soft, just a little prickly– and Nursey opened up for him, sighing sweetly into his mouth. God, but Justin loved the way his boyfriend melted for him like winter giving way to spring, walls tumbling down around him as he fell into the rhythm of it, the slick slide of their mouths deepening–

A surprised “Oh!” came from behind them and they broke apart, startled. Ransom’s head snapped to the source of the noise, fingers tightening around Nursey’s to keep him from tugging away; it turned out to be an older woman with a scarf around her neck, which she clutched delicately, flushed. Derek took one look at the woman and buried his face in Ransom’s neck, hiding his likely-embarrassed laughter.

“Sorry,” he called out sheepishly, the hand at Nursey’s jaw sliding back to cup the back of his neck, “We’ll move.”

“You’re fine!” the woman squeaked out. “I was just surprised! This part has been, ah, fairly empty, eh?”

“Right, haha; we were about to get going anyways, though,” Justin said, an apologetic smile on his lips. He rose quickly, pulling Nursey to his feet. “Have a nice day, sorry again!”

They walked as quickly as they could without running, stifling laughter as much they could until Ransom shoved Nursey into a family bathroom and they both burst out loud, giggles and snorts and laughter ringing in the empty room.

“I fucking hate you,” Ransom said, shoving Nursey slightly. Nursey shoved him back, grinning, and Rans yanked him into a headlock and scrubbed roughly at his head, making Nursey shriek and try to tug out of his grip– he nearly succeeded until Ransom hooked his ankle and he stumbled, falling back against the wall.

Justin took Derek’s wrists and grasped them firmly, sliding them up against the wall; Derek sucked in a quiet breath as his arms were raised above his head, effectively pinning him there.

“The look you’re giving me right now doesn’t say ‘I hate you, Derek Nurse’,” Nursey murmured.

“People make out with people they hate,” Ransom argued weakly, even as he switched from two hands to one at his boyfriend’s wrists and slid his arm around his waist, tugging his body flush to his own.

“You don’t.”

“The only person I make out with is you.”

“And your life sized poster of Alexei Mashkov.”

“I was drunk, Derek.”

“You’re not drunk now and i’m right in front of you, so–”

Justin rolled his eyes and pressed his lips to Nursey’s. He could feel the smile his boyfriend still had and nipped at his bottom lip, kissing away the answering sound of protest, soothing his bite with his tongue and Nursey sighed into the sensation, lips parting for him. When he pulled away to breathe, he nosed along his jaw until his head tipped gently back and he kissed at his bare neck: he could feel the beating pulse beneath the skin and sucked hungrily at his pulse points until Derek was gasping weakly, fingers twitching up against the lock they were in. “Stop, stop,” he breathed, fighting his pinned state– he broke his hands from Justin’s grip and pulled his face to his own to kiss him once again.

Ransom loved kissing at Nursey’s skin and driving him crazy, but even more so he loved the soft sighs and sweet sounds his boyfriend made when he kissed him properly. Nursey was so, so easy for kissing– if puppy dog eyes didn’t work then pushing him down in his chair, the bed, a couch, and kissing him like this, a slow drag of lips, tongue teasingly flicking over his open mouth and then dipping in to taste him– it almost always got Rans what he wanted. Granted, usually what he wanted was Nursey, but that was a moot point. Sometimes he wanted–

As if cued, Derek’s stomach growled, loud in the quiet of the bathroom, and Justin pulled back, eyeing his boyfriend. A flush was already staining his cheeks, though he didn’t know if that was from all the kissing, or– ah, no, it was growing darker.

“Baby,” Justin admonished softly, tilting up Derek’s chin. His boyfriend bit at one of his swollen lips tentatively, drawing it into his mouth, and Justin let his thumb drag over it, parting his lips once again.

“Yes…?” he mumbled. He looked… appropriately abashed, and he shook his head fondly at him, giving him a quick kiss.

“You forgot to eat again, didn’t you?”

“Yeah.”

Justin’s hand slid up Nursey’s shirt, caressing over his stomach softly. “Can’t take your meds on an empty stomach, Der, you know that.”

He cursed softly. “Forgot my afternoon meds at home, I broke my phone again so my alarms don’t go off.” He gave him an apologetic look, a “sorry” clearly on the tip of his tongue, but Ransom kissed the apologies from his lips and pulled him off the wall.

“We’ll make a pit stop at yours before we go to that pho spot on main?” Ransom asked, searching for confirmation from Nursey, and Nursey nodded, a little smile gracing his lips.

“Sounds good, Rans,” he agreed, something a little funny in his tone.

He looked at him curiously as he took his hand and started walking out of the bathroom. “What?”

Derek shook his head, self indulgent smile curving on his face. “Nothing. You’re just… a really, really good boyfriend, dude.”

Ransom’s answering smile was a little bewildered. “I mean, it’s not a big deal? You need your meds or you’re gonna be miserable, and I wanted to take you out to eat anyways. Healthy boyfriend is a happy boyfriend, right?”

Bemused, Nursey kissed their joined hands as Ransom guided them out of the museum– fuck, where did he park? goddamned big ass museum– and said, “Sure, Rans. Healthy boyfriend is a happy boyfriend. And you parked in the green lot.”

“Oh, shit, ha. Thanks, Derek.”

“No prob.”

And it wasn’t– their relationship was like that, soft and quietly loving and easily giving– it kind of made his heart feel tight with how much he adored Derek, every time he looked at him, and maybe they were only three months deep into their relationship (February first, two weeks before his birthday), but really, damn. What a feeling.

I love you, he thought suddenly, abruptly, fully, as he opened the door for Nursey and he rolled his mossy grey-green eyes at him before sliding into his seat.

I love you, he thought again as Nursey said breathlessly, “Sorry! I couldn’t find them, my med cabinet is a disaster–” clicking on his seatbelt and giving him that wind blown smile.

I love you, he thought once more, as Nursey tripped trying to get to the door before him to open it, catching himself at the last minute and smiling triumphantly, holding the door open for him.

“I love you,” Justin said to Derek, out loud, as he gestured dangerously closely to his tea trying to tell him about his shitty professor– “I mean, come on, who doesn’t think rap is poetry? It’s literally in the name. Rhythm And Poetry, how much more blatantly racist could you get?”– and Derek paused.

“What?” he said, a little startled.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to interrupt you,” Justin said quickly.

“But, like– really?”

“Yeah. I… yeah. I love you.”

Derek looked at him for a long, long moment. Slowly, a smile unfurled on his pink lips and he leaned carefully over the table: his palm curled, a little cool, at the nape of Justin’s neck and he kissed him tenderly.

Soft, quietly loving, easily giving.

“I love you too,” he murmured against his lips, and then sat back and continued his story, as if Justin’s whole life hadn’t changed.

I love him, he thought. He loves me.

#nurseyrans #fluff #omgcp #check please fanfic #nursey #ransom #derek nurse #justin oluransi #derek malik nurse #samwell men's hockey team #my fic #(fanfic): mine #this is really just two thousand words of ransom being mad gay #which? mood

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