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Transcript of Aaron Ehasz Interview (Sept 2024)
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R: Alright so welcome back to the Wordswithdragons podcast, and today Iā€™m joined by a very special guest, the co-creator of The Dragon Prince, Aaron Ehasz.Ā 
A: Hello, thank you for having me today. Glad to be here.
R: Thank you so much for being here. Um, yeah, so, as we semi touched on, it is the 6 year anniversary of The Dragon Prince this September 14th.
A: Yeah.
R: Do you have any thoughts, reflections, feelings about the show having gone on for this long and being such a big part of peopleā€™s lives?
A: I mean for starters, itā€™s really hard to believe itā€™s been on for six years. Like that seems insane to me. Cause it seemed like we had ā€” Justin and I had been working on it for so long before it finally came out because we had worked on the story and then gotten feedback, and help in improving that pitch and bringing it out and we had it set up at Netflix, and we had to ā€” we wrote the pilot obviously, and we didnā€™t know where we were gonna produce it, and found Bardel. So there was so much time between even just starting to think about it and when it came out.
R: Yeah, cause that was like 2015, right?
A: Yeah, I guess we started the journey in 2015 and we got with Bardel by the end of 2016, and it got released evidently in 2018, so... Yeah, yeah, cause I remember even we were writing kind of the end of season 3 when we had that panel with Marco and named the character after Marco.
R: Oh yeah.
A: The character [chuckles] from the first episode, we only had an opportunity for him to say his name out loud in that last episode because we were writing the ending while we were showing the episodes for first time, so. Anyway, thatā€™s my reflection, itā€™s great itā€™s been six years.
R: Yeah. I know The Dragon Prince has been a really like ā€” both life changing and I think, like, life affirming experience for a lot of people, myself included. So we just really appreciate everybodyā€™s hard work on the show and are very excited for season 7 and hopefully beyond as well. As well for any future projects that Wonderstorm comes out with, like Bonders sounds amazing.
A: I feel ā€” well first of all, thank you for saying that itā€™s life affirming, thatā€™s such a nice thing to hear about something youā€™ve worked on, but I also agree that Justin and I feel a ton of gratitude for the whole team and the work and heart that everyone put into making this. I think people wanted it to be meaningful and special and that takes a certain kind of energy and vulnerability to build something like that, that you share, and our whole team really did give that in building the show.
R: Yeah. I think for sure. I think thatā€™s like, um, I was even ā€” I was rewatching some of the show earlier for ā€” for a parallel, and it was the scene between Avizandum and Zubeia when she goes to him in like her kind of corruption dream semi-nightmare, and obviously thatā€™s such a heartfelt, touching scene, and itā€™s always so strange. Because on the one hand, you should hate Avizandum, he killed Sarai and Rex Igneous has rightful criticism of him, but then you watch that scene of him and he really did love his family, so I think the show being able to draw out those strong, conflicting emotions for so many of the characters is one of the reasons why it connects with people to the degree that it does.
A: And thatā€™s one of the themes you probably see in the show ā€” just gonna make a quick ā€”
R: Yeah, yeah for sure.Ā 
A: Avizandum, which is that being a good dad can make up for awful lot of [R laughs] monstrosities, as long as youā€™re doing it in the name of being a good dad. Iā€™m joking, uh. Of course, yeah, Avizandum was always meant to be a complicated figure like many of our characters.Ā 
R: You mentioned that you guys have been working on ā€” I think season three during this panel with Marco, or Marcos, and I remember, I think youā€™ve said before that the seasons get worked on concurrently, that thereā€™s a decent amount of overlap.
A: Yeah.
R: Iā€™ve always wondered, because we know ā€” obviously, Iā€™m a big Rayllum fan ā€” but Iā€™ve always wondered, cause I know they werenā€™t originally planned, and then you guys were boarding season two when you were like, ā€œHey, maybe this should be a thing,ā€ and then probably like shifted and tweaked things or changed things to write more towards that in the future... Um, Iā€™ve always wondered, if there was time, like at that time, to go back and change anything in season one for them, or the season one that we see was just like that?
A: I donā€™t recall there was time to change season 1 ā€” that does happen because we are working on things in parallel because we are working on something in the script and then some time later we are working on the later stage of production, like an animatic, and weā€™ll be able to kind of give notes or even make changes with the knowledge of whatā€™s coming, so that has happened. But in the case of Rayllum, I donā€™t think so. I mean, I think ā€” again, I remember...
R: It was a while ago, yeah.
A: We were rekindling, or when we were realizing that something was being kindled between them, it was watching an animatic so that shouldnā€™t have informed our writing of season one, but our later stage stuff. But we werenā€™t trying to force anything so it got in there naturally and I donā€™t think we went back and changed anything.
R: Yeah, thatā€™s what Iā€™ve always ā€” they had those kind of vibes to me from like episode two and three, obviously season two brought a lot more people on board, but I was always curious. Cause in season one, like, I think, it feels so natural, it feels so organic, and like Iā€™ve shown ā€” one of the things I love about Dragon Prince is itā€™s a great way to connect with friends and family and you kind of catch up with each other like through the show, of ā€œoh have you seen the new season yet?ā€ and that sort of stuff. And so when Iā€™ve shown the show to like my brother-in-law, who is not plugged in at all, he also kind of picked up on it in season one, so Iā€™ve always been curious.Ā 
A: You know, what else, Iā€™ll even say, I think we initially, intentionally planned they werenā€™t going to be a couple. We were like ā€œOh yeah, no, theyā€™reā€”ā€
R: Friends, yeah.
A: Friends, with different views of the world and they journey together, and we donā€™t want them to be a couple. Weā€™re not ā€” weā€™re definitely not targeting it. I think we were intentionally not targeting it, and then it was ā€œtoo bad creators! [R laughs] Weā€™re going to fall in love despite everything youā€™re planning.ā€
R: Well, that very much I think even fits what they represent to each other, of like you donā€™t have to do this path that you think you have to do...
A: Yeah.
R: You can be something new. I always kind of felt like Ezran and Zym were ā€” felt very kind of like designed as foils, as like a pair, of like through Zym, Ezran learns more so like how to grow up, and theyā€™re both like the princes who will be king, and then Callum and Rayla also kind of felt sort of like developed as a pair, in terms of like ā€” he needs to gain more confidence, sheā€™s pretty confident on the surface.
A: Yeah.
R: She needs to learn how to open up, heā€™s really good at being open especially in the beginning.
A: Right.Ā 
R: So I was always like...
A: He needs to be murdered, she needs to learn how to murder someone.
R: Yeah! They complete each other, yeah. Uh... Some other questions that I had [rapid typing]. So I guess, maybe, I have some questions that are more season specific, in respect to time, but I also had like more general questions.Ā 
A: Okay.
R: So, one of the things Iā€™ve always love in general and really love about The Dragon Prince is its like use of philosophy and like its deeply interested in ethical and moral questions, and presenting some answers for some of them, but like are those the right answers? We donā€™t know.Ā 
A: Right.
R: So I know King Harrowā€™s choosing of Lady Justiceā€™s blindfold is a pretty apt comparison to John Rawlsā€™ Veil of Ignoranceā€”
A: Yes.
R: Of, you know, you strip away everything that you could have, like advantages, disadvantages, and think, would the system work for me? Which has been useful when Iā€™ve like, had to tutor students in philosophy actually, but I was curious, were there any like philosophical concepts or ideas that people really, or you really, wanted to work into the series? ā€˜Cause we have a lot of trolley problems.
A: Right. Um, probably. I mean like, I should say, I was a philosophy concentrator in college so I absorbed a lot. Things likeĀ  Rawls, I had a class with John Rawls, and thought that was a really interesting concept and I liked including it, and I thought we can include it in a fun way, the idea of justice. So other philosophy probably makes its way in, it can makes its way in accidentally or subconsciously, so nothing specific right now comes to mind. I will say, as with kind of Avatar before this, I donā€™t like to have ā€” Iā€™m not trying to have a right answer, ever. Iā€™m trying to have the characters have a deeper understanding of what theyā€™re struggling with, and yā€™know, move in a direction of deeper understanding, so if anything, itā€™s more interesting to me to see conflicts between maybe philosophical approaches that are different and see how ā€” Oh well, this has these kinds of results, and positives and negatives, and this has... so that the audience can have a chance to say, ā€œOh well okay, I have some thoughts on that,ā€ or ā€œhereā€™s what I feel,ā€ and thatā€™s why sometimes I think we see the fandom actually kind of go back and forthā€”
R: Yeah.
A: On ā€” around characters and peopleā€™s choices, and things like dark magic or Viren, which are controversial, are things where like, I do not have a strong point of view on... the kind of binary right or wrong of... Viren in the long term. Heā€™s made a lot of wrong choices and heā€™s made a lot of choices for good.Ā 
R: Yeah.
A: He is an arrogant and power hungry person and heā€™s also a caring and loving father and someone who wants to have a positive impact on the world, right, like?
R: Yeah.
A: So those conflicts play out in him. But similarly, I think with maybe most of the philosophical ideas I can think of, Iā€™d rather get to like a place where everyone just has a chance to entertain those thoughts and ideas and struggle with them, or hold them in an authentic way, and then can come to their own conclusions and feelings. I mean, I have some deep feelings about like, the world, and how can people be optimistic or not pessimistic orā€”yā€™know, what it means to hold onto hope or what it means to try to move past conflict, and I have beliefs that there are conflicts that get so you know, kind of sewn in, that they feel they are impossible to untangle, and especially if the game youā€™re playing is who started it, or who did the worst thing, where you canā€™t just ever untangle it. You canā€™t ever find a right or wrong, so how do you get past that? Thatā€™s one of the questions I was hoping Rayla, Callum, and Ezran would try toā€”
R: Figure it out.
A: Struggle with. Anyway, Iā€™m giving a very long winded answerā€”
R: No, no.
A: Thatā€™s the philosophy that comes to mind. If something comes to mind for you, you can bring it up and I can go, ā€œOh yeah, that was probably influenced by so-and-so.ā€ [R laughs] Or maybe not.
R: Well, one of the things I loved about season six was kind of ā€” you see, even... One of the things I thought was really interesting was we see, not quite like that return to trolley problems, but we see Aaravos at the end of season 5 is telling Viren you have to make the sacrifice so that you can live, and then we see Rayla tell Callum, ā€œHey, if the choice ever happens, you also have to sacrifice me,ā€ for ā€” so Callum can live, but also for like the greater good and that sort of stuff. And then you have Kppā€™Ar, who ā€” I love Kppā€™Ar, I think heā€™s terrible and interesting and I love him.
A: Awesome. He is ā€” weā€™ll learn a little more about him in the future, but yes.
R: And obviously when Virenā€™s like, ā€œA child will die,ā€ and this is a kid that Kppā€™Ar wouldā€™ve known, and we see in The Puzzle House that he loved these kids, and whatever is up with the Staff is bad enough that Kppā€™Arā€™s like, ā€œOkay. Iā€™ll make that sacrifice.ā€ Which feels very much in a way like heā€™s given up on dark magic, and to a certain degree heā€™s both given up on the mindset of dark magic, and maybe also hasnā€™t given it up in the same way. Like I love that ā€” Claudia, you know, obviously, puts Viren above all else, is she always right to do so? Maybe not, but we get why sheā€™s doing it, thatā€™s a hard thing to say. And then we have Callum, who also seems inclined to put Rayla above all else, and because we like Rayla more, weā€™re like ā€œYeah, he can do that, itā€™s okay for him to do dark magic for her, thatā€™s fine,ā€ even if thereā€™s also like, consequences. Cause most characters in the show, like you said, everybody kind of wants the same thing, they wanna have a positive impact on the world, they want to protect their loved ones, but what constitutes that world, what they think is a positive impact, or who they want ā€” how they protect those people, thatā€™s all very malleable and can fluctuate. Viren says ā€œClaudia, youā€™re on the wrong path,ā€ and weā€™re like yeah, heā€™s right, and Karim says the same thing about Janai, like the exact same thing, and weā€™re like, well heā€™s wrong.
A: Yeah. I mean a lot of things come to mind when youā€™re talking through that, but one is thereā€™s often a conflict between rigidity and rules and some kind of compassion, or emotional decision, and those decisions are hard, right? Like I dunno, maybe Kppā€™Ar shouldā€™ve said, ā€œOkay just this once, itā€™s Soren,ā€ or not, I donā€™t know. I mean obviously Kppā€™Ar had taken himself to some deep horrible place and he really had, actually. And was like, ā€œOkay, dark magic is just corruption when you start and keep going down this path, but this Virenā€™s kid so I donā€™t know.ā€ One of the things here, I think thereā€™s a relationship between ā€” you know, sacrifice plays a role here. Sacrifice and thinking about generations and generational conflict and thinking you know maybe in a way I think is interesting. I think about the beginning of season 6 when Claudia has done all of this and sacrificed another life but also sacrifices some of her soul or whatever to save her dad and heā€™s like ā€œNo no! This is not the way! A parent is supposed to do this for a child but never the other way around,ā€ right? And thereā€™s something to that I find interesting which is ā€” itā€™s almost the inverse of children having the opportunity to start anew and break cycles, parents potentially have the opportunity to make sacrifices that donā€™t pass by burdens onto their kids, but sort of like thatā€™s the mirror I see a little bit, in terms of how do you have generational change and evolution? Itā€™s somewhere in younger generations being able to not get stuck on conflicts and burdens, but also the older generations recognizing that they may have to be the one to take the ā€” and this is I think a natural... I dunno, itā€™s something I think about a little bit and came to mind when you were talking. So weā€™ll see more about what is the meaning of sacrifice and when ā€” when do you... trade? Yeah.
R: Yeah.
A: Side note on sacrifice. Youā€™re familiar with Game of Thrones? Youā€™ve watched all of Game of Thrones?
R: Iā€™m decently familiar, yeah.
A: Okay.
R: And if not, I can have Kuno explain it to me later, so.
A: One of the things I love about the sacrifice Ned made, that we didnā€™t realize heā€™d made until I think the very end of the series, we realize ā€” a sacrifice to his kind of reputation, right? And Iā€™m talking about him representing Jon Snow as his bastard to protect him, right? Think about that, thatā€™s a sacrifice, he had to go through the anger ā€” he didnā€™t tell his wife the truth, he didnā€™t tell anyone, because it was the only way to protect the child, and as a result he lived with ā€” even though the truth is that he was a really honest, good, or evidently he didnā€™t go cheat on his wife, he sacrificed that part of his reputation to protect Jon, at least how I see it. I think things like that are kind of interesting. I dunno.
R: Yeah. Yeah, I think it speaks to that idea of ā€” one of the things I love about Dragon Prince is itā€™s so much about choices.
A: Yeah.
R: Like one of the things I really really liked about season 6 was that, you know, Callum is like, ā€œOkay, Iā€™m going to get myself purified, healed of dark magic,ā€ and Rayla was his light, which was very validating, cause I had noticed in season two there was like some framing so I was like well ā€œMaybe, maybeā€ you know? And then slowburn buildup but it was ā€” I think that was a great moment that really paid off. And heā€™s told ā€œif you ever do this again, itā€™ll corrupt you completely.ā€ And whether he will or wonā€™t ā€” I personally think that he will, but spoilers, you know ā€” but whether he will or wonā€™t, I think itā€™s really nice because now whatever choice he makes, heā€™s making with the full context, of what this would do to him.
A: Yeah.
R: Whereas in season two, yes he was making his choice to do dark magic then, and I donā€™t necessarily think he would make a fundamentally different one if he had known what it would lead to, but thereā€™s a different kind of awareness. Like I always of it wouldā€™ve been so easy to have Harrow not know that Viren was going to kill Zym, cause thatā€™s such an easy way to kind of let Harrow off the hook of well Viren went off and did this on his own, and Harrow had no idea, and blah blah blah, right? Cause we like Harrow, heā€™s a ā€” again, heā€™s a good dad, weā€™ll forgive a lot. And instead, itā€™s not his idea but heā€™s fully aware, he signs off on it. And I think constantly pushing characters to make hard choices ā€” kind of like what Ezran says, ā€œthese arenā€™t dreams, these are choices.ā€
A: Yeah.
R: You can choose love, you can choose to make... Itā€™s something that makes all the characters feel so fully developed and interesting, so I always appreciate that you guys push them to make the hard choice.Ā 
A: Yeah. Cool. Thank you.
R: One question I did have is, uh, Karim is one of my favourite characters.
A: Okay. Unusual person. A lot of people hate ā€” or love to hate...? I love him too.Ā 
R: I also love Kasef, so I think I just kind of love everyone, because Iā€™m like well, theyā€™re really interesting. I feel like [Karimā€™s] arc was one of the things I loved most about season 4 because you can see him really wrestling with his choices and I love watching him fail, cause thatā€™s kind of all he does, so thatā€™s always fun. But I am really curious obviously now heā€™s been betrayed by Sol Regem, Katolis is in ashes and maybe theyā€™ll blame Karim for that cause Sol Regem is like ā€” dead, and now, presumably his only hope is going to be that his sister doesnā€™t execute him on the spot?Ā 
A: Yeah.
R: So is there anything you can tease about Karimā€™s arc in season 7?
A: Yeah, so ā€” so itā€™s not just Karim, thereā€™s an army of people who betrayed Janai, and ā€” and...
R: What do we do?
A: Yeah, what do we do? That will be something weā€™ll have to see them grapple with pretty much right away in the season. Especially cause [Karimā€™s army] showed up for this battle where they were never even ā€” they were just planning to sweep up the ashes afterwards, so when they didnā€™t get the dragon support they needed, I suspect they lost really quickly.Ā 
R: Yes, yeah.
A: So uh... Yeah, but basically as of the start of season 7 ā€” all of them are prisoners of Queen Janai and the question is ā€” what do you do with that? What do you do when you have an entire army and your own brother who betrayed you? And so thatā€™s ā€” weā€™ll find out.
R: Yeah. [Laughs]Ā 
A: But yeah.
R: Yeah. Another question I had going forward was Terry and Claudia obviously I thought had a really beautiful relationship arc, particularly in season 6, and we saw in season 4 the lengths heā€™s willing to go to for her, and how Terry, I think, is a great example of how thereā€™s a lot of character traits where we think ā€œoh, if youā€™re a selfless, helpful, accepting person, youā€™re a good person,ā€ and I feel like Dragon Prince does a really good job of how, Raylaā€™s selflessness can be great but it can also be kinda bad, or, um, Terry can be super accepting, maybe a little tooā€”
A: Yeah.
R: ā€”accepting sometimes, right? So I feel like at the end of season 6, it will presumably be him, Claudia, and Aaravos for a little bit now that heā€™s out of the prison. And it feels like maybe Terry might hit a breaking point?
A: Hereā€™s what I will say ā€” Terry is a really special character and if you watched him, heā€™s so good, and what weā€™ll find out is, he is ā€” there is an episode called TRUE HEART and he is someone who has a true heart.
R: Oh thatā€™s so sweet.
A: Itā€™s very impossibly rare and special ā€” but also we all understand what a true heart is in some way and weā€™ll learn a little more about that. But yeah, the question of what will Terry do, what can he do, is difficult because he has a very strong sense of right and wrong, but he has a very deep capacity for love and he loves Claudia with all of his heart. Where does that present an impossible conflict, it may... weā€™ll see a challenge.
R: Yeah. Yeah, for sure.
A: Iā€™ll also throw in like I sometimes see some parallels between Terry and Uncle Irohā€”
R: Yes.
A: Though Uncle Iroh I think has a very different journey. Iroh is kind of a recovered problematic person who now has some wisdom and enlightenment, so in terms of the difference between the purity of a true heart versus where Iroh is more of a later stage enlightenment, the love that they have for the kind of complicated person that they are with is similar to me. And the way that they both sometimes have to, or donā€™t have to but...
R: Choose to?
A: You have to give that person the space ā€” you canā€™t force them to choose right or wrong, you can be there with them, you can try to guide them, you can ā€” but ultimately you have to give them the space to fail, and eventually, you may have to turn your back on them.Ā 
R: Yeah.
A: At some point. I donā€™t know. But um yeah ā€” I still see them as connected characters in my mind.Ā 
R: I think I can even see some of that with even the way Callum is with Rayla, like season five onwards, of like ā€œIā€™ve hit my turning point, Iā€™m not mad at you anymore, and you can steal my key, you can lie to me, and Iā€™m not going to have you open up to me out of guilt or obligation, I want you to tell me whatā€™s going on when you want to tell me whatā€™s going on, and Iā€™m going to give you the space for that.ā€ So I think it speaks to that unconditional love that I thinkā€”
A: Yeah.
R: ā€”a lot of the characters are blessed to have. But I do see the Terry Iroh connection. So another thing that I thought was really interesting was ā€” obviously next season is dark magic, and Iā€™m very hopeful that maybe weā€™ll learn more about the origins of dark magic or Elarion, even.Ā 
A: Great.
R: Because I know when I was watching Sol Regem burn down Katolis, it made me think of what mightā€™ve either happened or almost happened to Elarion in the past, you know?Ā 
A: Yeah.
R: Even down to Ziard and Viren both die, kind of deflecting and trying to save people, with the same staff, you know, and how the cycle continues to just always repeat itself over and over again. And if there was like ā€” yeah, cause burning down Katolis was a massive shakeup, you know?
A: Yup.
R: And what maybe the process was there, with the ā€” Aaravos seems like heā€™s trying to repeat the cycle of like ā€œOh Iā€™m going to take down the dragon monarchy or Iā€™m gonna use that vacancy to my advantage, and mess with the Sunfire elves.ā€
A: He has a specific vendetta against Sol Regem, obviously, but itā€™s one where he has played it out in... Whatā€™s certainly meant to be implied, even though weā€™ll find out more later, is that one of the great mysteries of Sol Regemā€™s life is that his mate disappeared and he never found her. Heā€™s the freaking Dragon King, and she disappeared. And though we donā€™t know how or what happened, while she was buried alive. He killed her. He didnā€™t even realize it, somehow. Somehow, Aaravos manipulated him into killing her, and he doesnā€™t ā€” I dunno, I assume Sol Regem does understand when it must have happened, but that moment, itā€™s like an impossible ā€” itā€™s meant to be just...
R: Awful.
A: Heā€™s tortured him for 1000 years or whatever, without him knowing he was being tortured by Aaravos, and now heā€™s given him the mercy/cruelty of knowing the resolution to the mystery was that he killed her. And one of the things that worked well with that was that, we had sort of said Sol Regem can smell the truth from a lie, so he has the horrible curse of being able to know this is the deep dark truth. So I dunno, I think um, are we going to find out more about that? So, if we can eventually get the Book Three novel out [R laughs], we will find out more about that.
R: I did wonder, I was like ā€œMaybe this is something that was gonna be in the book three novelization.ā€
A: Yes, we will find out more in the book three novel, it may be a year or so before unfortunately. And then I donā€™t think weā€™re gonna get too deep into that in season seven, thatā€™s part of ā€” it is involved in what weā€™re thinking about as the third arc, understanding and resolving the third arc, is gonna go a little deeper into...
R: Some of the history, yeah.
A: Some of the stuff that happened with Sol Regem. But yeah, no, I ā€” itā€™s enjoyable to have these figures like Aaravos and Sol Regem who are ancient and operate over the course of centuries and are incredibly powerful, yet they canā€™t ā€” or at least Aaravos,Ā  they canā€™t conflict directly as easily, and so Aaravos has played this really complicated game. Anyway, but yes Sol Regem is part of that, but thereā€™s ā€” thereā€™s more, thereā€™s more people who ā€” beings that took from him. He feels that Leola was unfairly punished and that that was ā€” you know, he sees a future and he has something... All this time, a burning ā€” itā€™s the twisted form of his love, in which heā€™s full of hate right now to the beings who brought this about. Obviously, Sol Regem played a role because heā€™s a rules dragon.
R: Yeah, yeah.
A: He is the one who betrayed her to the Cosmic Council ultimately ā€” but how do you punish the Cosmic Council? Thatā€™s a bit more complicated.
R: Yeah. No, I remember finishing season six and just being so impressed with the story. Like, taking that direction, and almost doing a lot of recontextualization, because itā€™s one thing to have like your worldbuilding where ā€œmagic in the story works like thisā€ and itā€™s just very kind of like hand of God, you know? Like oh ā€” cause the magic system has always been unfair, thatā€™s why we have Callum, you know? Itā€™s another thing to say weā€™re going to have characters in the story who are responsible for it being unfair. And now weā€™re just going to have that in terms of conflict and themes of destiny. We have about seven, ten-ish minutes left I think.
A: Probably seven, if thatā€™s okay?
R: Yeah. Of course.Ā 
A: Iā€™ll throw one other thing in there, which is that ā€” cause characters experience things that change them: has Aaravos experienced ā€” Iā€™ll phrase it as a question, even though probably the answer is here, has Aaravos experienced much that has changed him in the last ā€” since the death of Leola? I mean certainly some things, and is whatā€™s happening now changing him in any way? Is it satisfaction, is it the relationship with Claudia, and what does that mean to someone? Thatā€™s a question that I think weā€™ll have to watch play out a little bit.
R: [Intrigued] Okay. Yeah. One thing that I really liked about Leolaā€™s character was I felt like she had pieces of each of the main trio in her? Of this very helpful innocent well meaning child, kind of like Ezran ā€” and I have also always seen Ezran as autistic as well cause I know that Leola canonically is ā€” and then you also kind of have the whole oh she gaveĀ  / helped humans have primal magic, which obviously Callum has. And even just being this young elven girl punished for her compassion and mercy, that felt a lot like Rayla. And when making the choice for Leola to be Leola, was that something intentional or like the choice for it to be a child rather than another loved one?
A: It was very intentional that it was a child... And we talked through other versions of Leola that couldā€™ve been, in other ages, genders, relationships with Aaravos that an important person was lost. Some of the things I liked about the way, Leola both as a child, children are the cycle breakers.
R: Yes, yeah. I think it was the strongest choice.
A: And in particular also, the idea of coding her autistic was a little bit like not as cued to kind of accept the social order and the order of things, but actually more open in a way to in what some people see as like ā€” something thatā€™s broken which is not taking those cues, something else about that ā€” not being bound by it that allowed her to have compassion that crossed the line in terms of the perceptions of what the Cosmic Order needed to be in it ā€” but it made her more, both as a child and an autistic person, to make that choice and do what she did that changed everything.
R: Makes a lot of sense.
A: [Her being a child] also frames it with some innocence obviously right? Itā€™s not calculated, itā€™s kind.Ā 
R: Yeah.
A: So I dunno.
R: Yeah. Yeah, Iā€™ve been curious about how Ezran might be challenged now that Runaan is back in the picture.
A: Thatā€™s a great question. Thatā€™s a great question. I mean, itā€™s so weird, itā€™s like no one even asks that, itā€™s like ā€œCool,ā€ Raylaā€™s like ā€œIā€™m gonna go get him. Awesome! Runaanā€™s back.ā€
R: Yeah Iā€™m like either ā€” either Callum is like ā€œEzran will be totally fine with it,ā€ and EzranĀ  is probably not going to be fine with it, or maybe Callum knew that maybe it wouldnā€™t be great, and kept it under wraps. Yeah, Iā€™m so excited for that like trio, potential broyals conflict, so...
A: Well, I mean, Ezran is a very special kid and heā€™s very positive and kind and forgiving and all of this. But weā€™re talking about, Runaan is back.
R: Castleā€™s destroyed.
A: Katolis is rubble. Where does that leave him?
R: Yeah.
A: You know? I mean ā€” so Iā€™m excited about that part of Ezran.
R: I know the fandom is really, really excited for Ezran to get to be ā€” not that he hasnā€™t always been complex, but to get to be like messier, of letting his emotions maybe get the better of him and that sort of thing. So people are definitely hype for that, for ā€” cause I feel like season six really brought home a lot of things for Soren, and it seems like season seven is going to do a similar thing for Ezran, so thatā€™s ā€” thatā€™s really exciting. Um, with our final couple minutes, I wanted to see ā€” do you have any questions that you want fans to ponder or to be thinking about?
A: Um... Gosh. I donā€™t think I have anything specific that we havenā€™t talked about, but you know. On some level, like, you know how do you take the tragedies and conflicts that we all inevitably face repetitively and relentlessly and kind of learn to move forward in hope and optimism? I think thatā€™s more of a question of like how do you personally learn to process ā€” all the kind of bullshit in the world, and process it, and still move forward as a kind, connectedā€”
R: Measured person.
A: ā€”hopeful person? Thatā€™s a challenge we all face in our lives, so thatā€™s like...
R: Yeah. Well, I think the show does a good ā€” really good job at asking and challenging that ā€” that question. Uh, yeah, I think ā€” I think thatā€™s our time for today, uh. Thank you so much, this was...Ā 
A: It was my pleasure.Ā 
R: This was a lot of fun.
A: Itā€™s always my pleasure reading your theories and yourā€”
R: [Gasps] Oh my gosh.
A: Honestly, I came on today and to tell the truth [R laughs] a little bit intimidated.
R: Oh my God.Ā 
A: Youā€™re soā€”
R: I also felt intimidated [laughing] so donā€™t worry.
A: Youā€™re so insightful and articulate, that I almost am like [R laughs] what if they catch me that thereā€™s something not as smart in the show as I thought it was?
R: Oh my gosh, no, youā€™re fine.
A: [Overlapping] So anyway, I really enjoy what you writeā€”
R: [Overlapping] Iā€™m also a writer so I know what itā€™s like to be like ā€œI did this subconsciously,ā€ itā€™s ā€” yeah.
A: I love what you instigate in the fandom and the kind of conversations you support and engage in. Iā€™m a huge fan of yours, so.
R: Oh! Thank you so much, thatā€™s so sweet. Um. And I am a huge fan of yours.
A: Yay. Thatā€™s a great way to end a podcast.
R: That is a great way. Okay. Alright, well thank you so much, hope you have a great day, great week, uh, and ā€” yeah. Okay.
A: Alright, and Iā€™ll see you soon, weā€™ll do this again sometime, I hope.Ā 
R: Yes! Yeah. Okay.
A: Alright. Thanks again. Alright, bye.
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the last anon gave me an idea, so I'm requesting you
How Drew asks actress y/n to go out on a date, without the friends, only with him this time? How the first date goes? How he/she confesses his/her feelings for each other, without kiss? I mean, we don't kiss at the first date, it's like "see you soon" right?
Also love ur writing! <3
first date gone well ā€” DREW STARKEY
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authors note ooo i really like your thinking! definitely see drew being the type to kiss maybe on the second or third date for sure. super sorry that your request is coming out late. so close to 900 followers!!
summary actress!reader and drew go on their first date.
warnings drinking, flirting, shyness, soft!drew
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Drew and you exchanged numbers after the party. You haven't stopped texting each other since.
Drew asked you out on a date after a week of texting. He maintained an interest in getting to know you more, and you reciprocated. It's been a while since you've felt this way about a guy.
You were instructed to dress casually for dinner, since he is taking you to an Italian restaurant. There's a surprise at the end that he thinks you'll enjoy.
Drew knocks on the front door; you grab your belongings as you walk to unlock it. When you see each other, you both smile.
"Hey, how are you?" Drew asks, drawing you in for a tight hug; "You look really beautiful too," he says, pausing to admire you.
He smells so wonderful, holy moly!
Blushing so hard right now.
"I'm doing well, and thank you; you look handsome," you say, blushing quickly, hoping he doesn't notice how he's already influencing you, even though the date hasn't even begun.
By the time you arrived at the restaurant, Drew had parked his car and walked around to open the passenger door like a gentleman. He let you walk in front of him, placing his hand softly on your back as you entered.
Drew and you sat in a two-person booth near the bar. You both ordered a glass of champagne with a side of iced water. There were several options on the menu.Ā 
"This place is wonderful Drew, thank you," you exclaimed, your gaze fixed on everything in the restaurant.
He smiles, "I'm happy you like it. I was browsing for places to eat and remembered you saying this type of restaurant was your favorite, so I thought this would be an ideal spot to take you."
Everything in your body slid down to your feet. Knowing that he paid attention to every detail you told him indicates his character and good intentions. You felt your cheeks turn red and butterflies in your tummy.
The two of you spoke about work. At the moment you are starting to work on a new rom come movie; you cannot wait to start filming. Drew has been working on season four of Outer Banks and leaving in two weeks to film in Marco.
After dinner, Drew and you returned to his car. He let you choose the music for the short drive you were about to take. You plugged your phone to the car, scrolled through your playlists, and chose the more relaxed option.
Lana Del Rey, West Coast.
You begin humming the melody while closing your eyes and moving your head side to side.Ā 
Drew begins singing a few words, taking you off guard. You turn to face him, surprised that he is singing Lana Del Rey, one of your favorite artists.
"I didn't know you listen to Lana," you say out loud, pointing to the screen.
Drew grins, "Well, I have sisters who listen to her, and the more I listened, the more I liked her music," he adds as he turns the corner leading to downtown.
You feel yourself liking this man even more.
The two of you continue to discuss your favorite artists. Tonight you've learnt a lot about each other and will continue.
"Would you like to grab ice cream and take a nice walk on the beach?" Drew asks with a suggestive tone, secretly hoping you'd say yes to his question.
"That sounds like a good idea, I'd like that" you smile, "I love the beach so much, it's a safe place for me" you explain.
"The beach is somewhere to let go and relax your mind, no worries, no distractions, just peace and quiet" Drew replies.
"Exactly!"
Drew made careful to park near the ice cream business; there was a parking lot. It's going to be a busy Friday night in the summer. You both knew what you were getting into when you walked out together.
You walked close to each other, chatting rather than strolling silently. Throughout the evening, you found that you two can communicate without being awkward or bring up unexpected topics. You enjoy that about him.
A couple fans spotted you coming down the sidewalk and approached you for a photo. You politely snapped pictures and parted ways. They looked astonished to see you two out together.
"My favorite flavor is mint chip," you remark, pointing at the ice cream flavor through the glass.
"That's crazy you say that because thats my favorite flavor" Drew responds, smiling.
Drew paid for the ice cream, leaving a tip for the nice workers. You two could tell it made their day. They kindly asked for pictures too.
The sun began to set as you walked along the beach and ate your ice cream. The cool breeze, the sound of the waves, and the people looking out into the ocean; the scenery was breathtaking.
You pause to bring out your phone and take a couple photos of the scene in front of you. When you walk on the beach or visit the beach in general, you always take pictures.
When you arrived home, Drew walked you up to your front door.
"You know, I had a great night tonight, Y/N. "I'm glad you said yes to tonight and getting to know you better," Drew says, seeming anxious.
"I had a fantastic night, Drew, and you made it ten times better. You are quite something," you end your sentence in a flirtatious tone, hoping he will catch on.
Drew raises his brows in delight, smirking.
"Oh, really now?" "How about I take you out next week?" He speaks quietly, touching your free hand nearest to his.
"Yes, Drew." You are an excellent young gentleman who made me feel special today, and I would love to go out with you next week," you say, staring at his facial features and seeing how lovely he is standing in front of you on your porch.
"It was a pleasure tonight, Y/N; I'll text you when I get home." "Get some rest tonight, beautiful." He leans down and kisses your cheek before walking back to his car.
After closing and locking your door, you lean against the front door and reflect on what occurred tonight. You smile as you glide your body down onto the tile.
What an amazing night.
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strangemaleswaps Ā· 8 months ago
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Strange Job Swap
ā€œOh it's beautiful!ā€ exclaimed the customer waiting in line. I handed her a nicely decorated cake for her son's birthday.
ā€œIt's no big deal. Just doing my job.ā€ I acted like it was no big deal, but really I was gladly accepting the praise!
ā€œThis is perfect though. Have you considered being an artist?ā€ she replied with a slightly more serious look.
ā€œYes I have actuallyā€¦but the job market is tough.ā€
ā€œAww you'll get there eventually! Don't give up! Well anyway, you made my day so for that, thank you!ā€
ā€œYou're welcome.ā€ I was a bit sad though, because she was right; I SHOULD be an artist. I recently earned my bachelor's degree, but yet I was still stuck in this dumb hick town, working as a grocery store cake decorator. I may have been good at what I do but I wouldn't want to do it forever!
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At least my co-workers are pretty decent, especially my fellow bakery buddies, Chase, Amber, and Domingo. Amber was cool and didn't take anyoneā€™s shit, which is why I loved seeing her because I didn't have much confidence when dealing with unruly customers. Domingo was very sweet, and even though he didn't speak very good English, he's hella good at his job. And Chase, wellā€¦he's hot! His bleach blond hair somehow always caught the light at a perfect angle. I don't know how I even kept my focus when he's working next to me.
At the end of my shift, I clocked out, and decided to buy a couple groceries like I normally did. I scanned everything at the self-checkout, put the receipt into one of my bags, and started walking towards the exit. The store had 2 exits on either side of the front, but I only took one because the other had a certain asshole at it - Richard.
The greeter position was removed a long time ago, but they bring it back for employees that have been injured or are too old, so that they can keep their jobs. Now this old guy named Richard had surgery a long time ago and became the greeter while he recovered. But yet he never went back to his old position.
He always stays at one specific entrance, and the reason I hated him so much was because he's racist. Part of his job has him checking customersā€™ receipts to make sure they didn't steal anything, which seems pretty unnecessary when you have those anti-theft machines at the exit. But I've seen him. The only people he checks the receipts for are minorities. It's not a subtle thing either; heā€™s super friendly, greeting and saying goodbye to all the white people passing but when it comes to someone who's not, his demeanor suddenly changes.Ā 
My luck must've run out today, because I found the sliding glass doors at my usual exit were broken and currently being fixed. The area was blocked off by a barricade, and I knew there was only one other way to leave. I headed over to the other exit, and there Richard was, waving goodbye to a white mother and her toddler. He was wearing his typical gray uniform shirt that was clearly too small, because you could see his gut and nipples trying to poke through. Gross.
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I moved through the aisle, trying not to draw attention to myself, but it was all for nothing because right on cue, Richard walked up to me and gave a great big (and so obviously fake) smile.
ā€œHello sir, can I see your receipt please?ā€
ā€œRichard, it's me, Marco. I work in the bakery. You've seen me a million times before.ā€ His smile suddenly faded, and his eyes narrowed, as if every ounce of happiness in his body just vanished.
ā€œThat's no excuse. How do I know you aren't stealing?ā€
ā€œBecause I want to keep my job?ā€
ā€œDon't backtalk to me. You seem awfully suspicious today.ā€ He then reached for his walkie talkie and started to page a manager. I really was able to walk out with no repercussions because I truly didn't steal anything, but there's a chance he would page the Asset Protection lady, who was almost as awful.
ā€œHello? Is anyone there?ā€ Nobody answered him. Thank god.
ā€œAm I free to go now?ā€ I said happily. The anger returned to his face.
ā€œJust don't let me catch you stealing again. Or there'll be consequences!ā€
ā€œYeahā€¦suuuure.ā€ I walked out the door, into my car, and back home. I can't believe some people honestly. I was so sick of this town! I needed to move away real soon.
When I got home my dog, Kenny, was excited to greet me as usual so I let him outside to do his business while I got into my running clothes, prepping for a run. As I let Kenny back in, I went to check the mail and found a weird envelope in between the bills and spam. I opened it up and it was a letter addressed ā€œto whom it may concernā€. I threw it away without a second thought but Kenny suddenly ran up to the trash can, took it out, and placed it back in front of me.
ā€œYou really want me to read this, don't you boy?ā€ I said cheerily as I patted him on the head.
ā€œTo whom it may concern,
Are you struggling with your current job? Unhappy with the life you have? Well I have just the cure for that! We are now selling happiness inducing coins for only $1 with free shipping! One flip of this coin will guarantee you will soon get a job you love! Get it fast before it all runs out! Just follow the link on the back of this letter if you are interested.ā€ - VV
I wondered who or what VV was supposed to be, and $1 with free shipping sounds too good to be true, so this seemed like a scam. I also wasn't a superstitious person,Ā  but for some reason my gut was telling me that this was a good idea. Kenny seemed to think so too as he was wagging his tail under the table and I read. I followed the link listed on the back of the page, typing in each random letter and number combination into my phone and ordered the lucky coin. I went to bed that night feeling a little more hopeful.
The next day at work was just like the previous day, only the door was fixed so I didn't have to walk out the exit Richard was standing at. We did make eye contact though, and he shot me a dirty look. I got home to find that the package had already arrived, which was awfully quick. I cut open the box and inside was a golden coin with a picture of a brain on it. The other side had a picture of a person with their arms spread wide. It was a really weird design. I read the instructions.
How to use:
Flip the coin
No matter what side it lands on, you'll be guaranteed happiness in your new job!
It sounded so lame, but I followed the instructions anyway. I flipped the coin the air, and slapped it on the back of my other hand. Tails. Nothing happened. I guess it was just $1 so it wasn't a huge waste of my time. It's pretty cool looking so maybe I could display it on my dresser or something.
I felt especially tired the rest of the night, but I was fine because I had a day off tomorrow. I was gonna go to the park with Kenny, as well as do a few errands. I was just glad I had time away from my job.
The next morning my alarm went off for some reason. I must've accidently set it by mistake. The weirder thing was Kenny wasn't there. Normally at the sound of my alarm, he comes running from wherever he was sleeping, and jumps on the bed to get me up. But there was nothing. When I started to truly wake up and become more alert, I realized that my alarm was set to the default or something. Instead of my usual calming piano, it was an annoying ringing. I opened my eyes to see what was happening. My vision was blurry, but I could tell I wasn't in my own room.
What happened? Did someone kidnap me? The alarm clock wasn't even on a phone, but rather it was an actual alarm clock. I had no idea what was going on, but I reached over to turn it off so I could think. I'm certain I must've been kidnapped somehow but why? And why would they set an alarm clock? I couldn't see but felt around the nightstand for a clue and found a pair of glasses. When I tried them on, just like that, my vision returned to normal. I had perfect vision before! Why did I suddenly need glasses? I reached up to scratch my head and found my hairline was incredibly receded. I was balding! I looked down with my now clear vision to find an even worse fact. I was chubby!
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I sat up and stared at the foreign gut and two large man tits, as well as numerous graying chest hairs. I ran my hands through the hair, pinching them to make sure they were real. I pinched the tits as well, and felt sensations I've never felt before as they wobbled when I let go. I ran my hands through my face and felt a mustache and double chin, and began feeling nauseous at the thought of what I actually looked like. I didn't see a mirror in the room so I walked out the door trying to find a bathroom. The fat jiggled all around as I ran.
I got to the bathroom and nearly puked on the spot when I saw who I was. Richard. Oh god no. Of all people, I had to look like this racist bastard? I stared at myself and grazed my hands along my face. Suddenly I felt angry and started pinching it instead, as if I was doing the same thing to the real Richard, but denial didn't help; that was my face and it hurt. I touched his mustache and pinched it, as if it would come off.Ā 
Just then I heard the doorbell ring. I didn't want to interact with anybody looking like this but until I figured out how to fix it, I knew I had to pretend to be Richard. I answered the door to find the mailman.
ā€œHowdy Rich! Woah uh.ā€ He stared at my chest. I forgot I was still shirtless. Having this much fat hanging from my body was almost like answering the door naked. ā€œI see you've lost some weight!ā€ he said, obviously lying.
ā€œOh uh, thanks.ā€ I replied, trying to imitate Richardā€™s voice, which was pretty easy considering I've mocked him before.
ā€œWell anyway, not much today; just a letter.ā€ He handed me a letter with a purple stamp on it.
ā€œWell uh see you tomorrow!ā€ The mailman went on his way and I closed the door. I opened the letter and found a note similar to the lucky coin advertisement.
To whom it may concern,
Good morning! I trust that your lucky coin worked well? Welcome to your new life! As promised, you now have a job that you love. Unhappy with the results? Just flip the coin once again, and make sure it lands on what it landed on before! If not, however, your fate is sealed. Best Wishes! - VV, Venefica Viola
Shit. They're not lying though. Richard did love his job. And since I was in his body, I now had that job! But who is this Venefica Viola? It sounded like Latin somehow. I walked back to the bedroom to find Richardā€™s phone. Luckily he didn't have any lock screen pin so I could easily get in. I searched for a translator, dodging the random pop up ads that were everywhere on his phone and looked up Venefica Viola.
Violet Witch. So magic is involved somehow. I needed to get my coin back so I could undo this! It must still be at my own house. Shit! I just realized why the alarm clock went off. Richard worked today! He had perfect attendance and never uses his PTO, so not going in was gonna look suspicious. I glanced at the clock and realized I only had 20 minutes.Ā 
Even though I'd love to see Richard be humiliated by going to work in his underwear, I decided that it wasn't worth attracting attention so I looked through his clothes to put on a work uniform. I found a pair of boxers and accidently flashed myself when I completely forgot I didn't have my own dick either. It was all wrinkly, but honestly a lot bigger than I thought. No. I was not about to get horny over Richard's dick! I found what he normally wore to work and put the rest on. I found tucking the shirt was more difficult than usual, as I had to pull it over my belly.
I guess I could make this workā€¦for now. I hated to admit it, but Richard wasn't all that bad looking. It was his personality and habits that made him so repulsive, but now that I was in control of him, he didn't look all that bad. Maybe I could even turn things around for now and do something nice for the people I know he hates. I grabbed the car keys on the nearby table, and drove to work.
I walked in the store, put Richard's nametag on, and clocked in. I nearly started walking to the bakery area but stopped myself. I guess I'm really going to have to be a greeter for a day. This feels humiliating. I made my way to the front entrance and just stood there, waiting for customers to enter or exit.
Soon enough customers began arriving and I tried my best to act like Richard, though one customer asked if I was all right because I guess I overdid it. I didn't ask any customers to show their receipts though, because I might as well take advantage of being a greeter. I noticed Domingo at the checkout and when he bagged up his groceries, he approached me first instead of the door. He hastily grabbed his receipt and started showing it to me. I wasn't about to let this happen.
ā€œNo no it's ok. You don't have to show me the receipt anymore.ā€
ā€œNo?ā€ He looked shocked.
ā€œChecking receipts is stupid anyway. I don't need to do it anymore.ā€
ā€œReally? I can go?ā€
ā€œYep! Have a good day.ā€ It was unnerving seeing him so scared at the sight of me, but he smiled like normally did as he put the receipt back in the bag and walked out.
As I moved towards the break room to take my break, I noticed someone who looked awfully familiar walk through the door. It wasā€¦me! I mean Richard. It must've been; if I was in his body, he must've been in mine. It became more obvious by the way he was walking, taking big steps as if he was used to having his gut swinging aroundā€¦like mine was now. God I hated this. I had to talk to him to sort things out. He smirked as I approached.
ā€œHey!ā€
ā€œOh it's you. I mean me. I mean,ā€ he paused for a second and rounded his mouth into an even bigger smile, which looked uncanny with my face. ā€œThe old me.ā€
ā€œWhat do you mean ā€˜the old youā€™ā€?
ā€œWell seeing as I'm much younger now, while you're much older, I think the term is appropriate.ā€
ā€œWell yeah, but not for long. I'm going to switch us back.ā€
ā€œOh no you're not! I may have preferred being white, but Iā€™m enjoying youth again! Oh, and don't worry. I saw that coin thing and that letter this morning, and I made sure it would never see the light of day again. You got thatā€¦Richard?ā€Ā 
He called me that in the same mocking tone that I always use to call him. I can't believe this!
ā€œY-you can't do this! I had a future!ā€
ā€œThat's my future now old man. You know maybe I could be a model with these looks. Maybe make one of those, what do you kids call it? OnlyFans?ā€
God no, I'm an artist, not a pornstar. He can't do this!
ā€œThe greeter is a real fun job, Richard. Enjoy it. You're hired!ā€
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electraslight Ā· 4 months ago
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I liked how you made star a little less human. Like her skin is stretched over too many bones. Is nice. Also, do you subscribe to the Trans Marco theory? Or are they just GNC as f?
Either way, great art! Would love to see how you interpret the other characters if you get the chance.
Thank you so much!! i cant help it, i dont intend to redesign characters but i see a non human character and i keep giving them nonhuman features until they look completely different.
marco i flip flop on, on the one hand i really enjoy the theory, on the other hand the mishandling of the coding and payoff sours it for me. he is thus in a flux in my brain so you can interpret him how you will. i just thought the pigtail plaits were cute.
i totally intend to draw the other characters too! take a tom, hes not that different bc if it aint broke dont fix it. thank you for the ask!!
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hansoeii Ā· 1 year ago
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Several things: -LOVE your art, itā€™s amazing! Especially the one with Crowley and Aziraphale under the umbrella - which software do you use? Your art always look SO gorgeous (cheeky quote from GO right there lol) - how did you get so good at drawing?And thank you for encouraging other people to keep drawing and being so kind as I sometimes canā€™t help but compare my sketches to others and feel silly, but I guess itā€™s just a learning curveā€¦ Thank you so much for bringing your art to the world!šŸ˜Š
Thank you so much!!
I use Clip Studio Paint for drawing and Photoshop for small adjustments!
2. Haha thanks! Honestly...it's the hyperfixations. I managed to improve a lot in just a year because I've been drawing SO much cos there's so many shows and movies I became obsessed with that I wanted to create art for. So by drawing a lot I just naturally improved. For example these two Illustrations are just a year apart:
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I actually didn't actively try to improve, it's been a while since I did proper studies (I just don't really have the time for it between freelancing and art school), it just happened.
But I can absoluetly recommend going on YouTube and look for some art tutorials if you actively want to start improving! There's some channels that helped me so much back then:
moderndayjames
Incredible shape language and super insightful tutorials on all kinds of topics! I learned so much from him.
Ahmed Aldoori
So many awesome tutorials on so many different areas of art. Love it.
Marco Bucci
Incredible tutorials on color theory and understanding how color works in general! Learned SO much from him!
Sinix Design
The OG tutorials I began learning from. I watched his videos religiously as a teen. I adore his painterly style and adopted it in some way, haha.
Ethan Becker
This dude sometimes drops these tiny art tips that just completely blow my mind and that I adopt immedietly. He's super entertaining but also such a great teacher.
And I can also recommend checking out this book by James Gurney if you want to get better at colors!
And for anatomy I highly recommend the Morpho books!
But improvement doesn't only come from drawing a lot. A lot of the time I don't draw for a while and just study the world and artists around me and suddenly I improved when I get back to drawing. Don't ever overwork yourself to the point that you don't enjoy what you do anymore. Take breaks and listen to your body!
I learned to try and not compare myself to other artists, which helped a lot. Through conventions and social media I made so many lovely artist friends and realized how we're all struggling in a very similar way. A lot of us don't even really know what we're doing most of the time, haha. But we help each other out, it's such a wonderful community. I think when you're not actively part of the community it tends to feel like other, more successful artists are some kind of art gods that have perfected the craft and never struggle. But believe me, all the artists you admire go through rough times all. the. time. Sometimes what they do feels easy and natural, other times (more often than not) it feels like you have to try and learn how to walk all over again and you start to doubt your abilities. I personally go through that so many times.
So what I'm trying to say is that instead of comparing yourself to the artists you admire, learn from them instead. Ask questions, befriend fellow artists, study the artists you enjoy and just have fun with it!
And finally I thought it would be fun to share some of my horrendous Johnlock fanart from a decade ago for some motivation:
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I hope my answer didn't overwhelm you, but I thoight it would be nice to give a more detailed answer!
Have a wonderful day and keep drawing! :)
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gatitties Ā· 6 months ago
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Haihaiii! Ive been reading ur op stuff for a while now and i really love the way u write the strawhats and the wbp, i wanted to ask if i can i rq the WBP and/or the strawhats with a young (like around 14/15) isekai'ed reader whos like a really bad procastinator? Like theyll be telling the crew how they have this project they have to do till *random date*, and the crew (specifically marco & thatch/robin nd sanji if u can šŸ˜“šŸ˜“) will ask them from time to time if they alrd started doing it and theyll be like "yeah dw imma do it tmr" then theyll just draw or do smt else rather than do the thing they have to do, eventually when its 1 day till they gotta send it they'll panic but eventually get it done?
Thank yew ^^ !!
ā”€Strawhats & Whitebeard Pirates x young!reader (platonic)
ā”€Sumary: There is no need to stress yourself unnecessarily, you just enjoy until you have no options left but to move forward with your task.
ā”€Warnings: none
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ā”€ The moment you were sent to this world full of pirates and adventures you knew that your procrastination would only get worse, but who wouldn't prefer exploring another world full of fantasy things to doing class work?
ā”€ This crew doesn't know what it's like to leave everything to the last minute until they meet you, you will simply block all kinds of activities if you find one much more entertaining or better.
ā”€ Many of them don't understand it because you seem so calm and then so stressed about being able to finish your projects, stress that you would not have been exposed to if you had kept up with your tasks.
ā”€ Sanji refuses to give you any type of drink or food that could stimulate or vary your sleeping hours just because you didn't start doing your homework sooner, he probably reminds you all the time that you have pending homework.
ā”€ Robin will offer to help you with anything, but knowing that someone as smart as her would help you only made you think that the job would be done quickly and that's why you delayed it further.
ā”€ Even though they scold you for your poor time management, they will help you complete anything pending if they see that you are going to tear your hair out if you keep pulling it, Chopper and Jinbe are usually quite reliable.
ā”€ Luffy will only be one more cause of your procrastination, he gives you the opportunity to do what you want when you want, although your world cannot always be governed by that rule, you can afford to do it in this one.
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ā”€ Temporary vacation in another world? It sounds a lot better than that assignment you have to turn in in two days.
ā”€ You will leave even the simplest task alone to see how this crew does the most trivial things like cleaning or cooking.
ā”€ Whitebeard never thought that he would find someone lazier than Ace, although you are not lazy, you just enjoy things until the last moment.
ā”€ Marco scolds you a lot because he says that it is not healthy to go through so much stress in a short period of time for something that you could have done before calmly, the excuse that you work better under pressure is not valid for him.
ā”€ Ace tries to get you not to stop doing what you're doing for something else more entertaining, but you also find his narcolepsy much more entertaining than some of your pending works, he tries to help but it's also a distraction.
ā”€ Thatch will also try to help you with your homework when he has free time, but one, either he doesn't know how to help you because he doesn't understand what you're learning, or two, he'll start blabbing about any gossip with you.
ā”€ If you really want to do your tasks on time and calmly, Izou is probably the one who will let you have the least distractions, but for now you still prefer to be a chaos of anxiety because you don't know if you will complete the work on the deadline.
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sabo-has-my-heart Ā· 2 years ago
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Hey there Astra! Hope you're taking care of yourself and doing well šŸ˜„. Can I request Izou, Thatch, Marco, and Ace with a shy!s/o? If it's too much you can just do Izou, thank you so much you're the best!! šŸ¤
So this is also my @onepiece-bingo submission for 'First Kiss'. Thank you for being so patient with me.
Warnings: first kisses, Shy!Reader,Ā Izou, Thatch, Marco, Ace
Word Count: 1490
Izou
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā It was cute how shy you were, how you hid behind him if too much attention was on you, how you sank in your seat to try to not be noticed, and how you squeaked and quietly insisted on being put down if he lifted you into the air. That being said, it was hard to keep a ā€˜low profileā€™ when you were dating the prettiest pirate in the New World and 16th division commander. The man attracted attention and oozed confidence and an elegance that drew people to him. You, by comparison, were relatively plain. Choosing not to wear flashy makeup or clothing in order to not attract attention. Head down and refusing to meet peopleā€™s eyes so that they wouldnā€™t approach you. Izou wasnā€™t really bothered by your shyness, in fact he found it rather endearing and cute. There wasā€¦ one thing he didnā€™t like about your shyness though. You hated PDA. PDA always brought attention to you, attention and teasing. The most he could do was hold your hand but even then, you preferred to hold one of his long sleeves, afraid of the attention you might get if you actually held his hand. The crew never teased you on anything, they knew better than to try to tease you, less they invoke Izouā€™s wrath, but you still worried about all the eyes that could be watching you. He hadnā€™t even had his first kiss with you yet! But he was going to change that today! He had a nice place to pull you aside, away from the prying eyes of the others, secluded and not likely to be bothered. So pulling you through the halls, he smiled back at you, the confused look on your face only making you cuter.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā€œY/n.ā€ he said softly, caressing your cheek as he closed the door behind you, ā€œitā€™s not the romance you deserve, but Iā€™ve been waiting too long to do this.ā€ Izou said softly, pulling you into a sweet kiss. Your heart pounded in your chest as you kissed back, wrapping your arms around his neck. Suddenly, you wished youā€™d done this sooner, that youā€™d had the courage to kiss him in front of the others. Breaking the kiss, you looked up at him, in wonder.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā€œCanā€¦ can we do that again?ā€ you asked softly, the dark haired man smiling as he pulled you into another kiss.
Ace
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ace was wild, loud, outgoing, and commanding. You were shy, quiet, introverted, and timid. Logically, your relationship made little sense, but then, love didnā€™t make any logical sense. You liked how he was always doing grand gestures to show you how much he cared, how he was pulling you out on some new adventure, and how he showered you in affection. He loved how cute you were, how your need to avoid attention kept him out of too much trouble, how you quietly gave him small gifts. That being said, there were things you both hated. You hated how he was always attracting attention to you, despite your protests, you hated how he was always pulling you into his trouble, and how heā€™d pull you with him when he was really happy, drawing the attention of the entire crew to the two of you. He hated how you always wanted to be a wallflower during parties, how he wasnā€™t allowed to show you off and tell everyone how amazing you were, and the one he hated the most, how adamantly you refused PDA. He wanted to walk down the street with his arm wrapped around your waist, he wanted to spin you around in his arms, and most importantly, he wanted his damn first kiss with you! But heā€™d be damned if your shyness stopped him! It was the dead of night that he tugged you to the back of the ship.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā€œAce, whatā€™s so important that you needed to talk to me at this hour at the back of the ship?ā€ you asked, confused and slightly annoyed. Youā€™d been getting ready for bed, what did he want? Ace just gave you one of his sunny smiles as he pulled you into a passionate kiss, hands on either cheek, holding your head as he sighed happily into the kiss. You couldnā€™t stop yourself from melting into the kiss, hands gripping his shoulders. Pulling back, he grinned at the dazed look in your eyes. He didnā€™t bother to say a thing as his arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you into another kiss, neither of you aware of the small audience that peeked through the windows, quietly cheering and exchanging bet money.Ā 
Marco
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Sitting in his office, Marco smiled over at you. You always looked so at home in the solitude of his office, away from the rowdy and often boisterous crew. Helping the phoenix with whatever various paperwork or office work he had. He understood your desire to stay out of the spotlight, to stay away from the excitement and attention that often came with much of the crew. In fact, it astounded him that someone as shy as you even sailed with the Whitebeard Pirates. The most infamous pirate currently alive, someone everyone kept an eye on, and you stayed with them. Getting up, he walked over to you, pushing some hair out of your face and placing a gentle kiss to your forehead, your cheeks turning a light shade of pink.Ā 
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā€œSorry, Little Bird, you looked too cute-yoi.ā€ he said softly, large hand cupping your cheek as he sat on the edge of the desk you were working at. Smiling up at him, you leaned into his touch, he was always so sweet. Turning your head, you placed a soft kiss on his palm, the sweet gesture making him sigh happily. Leaning down, he put a hand under your chin, his lips meeting yours, lightly pushing you back into your chair so he could deepen the kiss. Pulling away, you couldnā€™t help but giggle.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā€œWhatā€™s so funny, Little Bird?ā€ he asked, as you smiled at him.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā€œItā€™s justā€¦ every kiss feels like the first with you. Iā€¦ I still get butterflies and my stomach still does flips.ā€ you admittedly shyly.Ā 
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā€œI agree, your lips still taste just as sweet-yoi.ā€ he said with a nod before pulling you into another kiss. Heā€™d never been so happy that he worked away from the crew, able to share kisses like this with you as often as he desired.
Thatch
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā The man was a damned flirt, though perhaps thatā€™s what attracted you to him in the first place, how he made you swoon, how charming and sweet he wasā€¦ his culinary skills didnā€™t hurt either. Wellā€¦ mostly, in any case. It was sweet how heā€™d make you all sorts of culinary confections, cooking your favorite just for you, or other delicious treats. But he was always presenting them in the biggest, most ostentatious, attention drawing ways. Ways that had you looking for somewhere to hide from the prying eyes. Sure, he usually tried to keep said ostentatiousness in private, but on more than one occasion, heā€™d drawn the attention of damn near the entire crew to you. Hiding in the kitchen, you glanced back at Thatch, making sure that nobody could peek in and see the two of you.Ā 
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā€œDonā€™t worry, my sweet treat, nobodyā€™s going to bother us.ā€ he said, wrapping his arms around your waist from behind, nuzzling into the crook of your neck.Ā 
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā€œI justā€¦ you have a tendency to draw everybodyā€™s attention and you know I hate that.ā€ you said, placing one of your hands over his as you relaxed in his hold.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā€œIā€™ll make you a deal, you give me one thing and Iā€™ll try to be better about that.ā€ he offered, making you raise an eyebrow.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā€œI suppose that depends on the ā€˜one thingā€™.ā€ you said, as he continued holding you.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā€œJustā€¦ close your eyes and trust me.ā€ he whispered in your ear, making you sigh both from exasperation and your heart melting. Doing as he said, you felt him let you go for just a moment before his hands were on your waist again, picking you up and setting you on the counter as his lips met yours. You wouldnā€™t deny that youā€™d been waiting for this moment for a while, but there never seemed to be a good, quiet, moment for your first kiss. A moment where the crew wouldnā€™t bother you with wolf whistles and ā€˜good naturedā€™ teasing. Your hands clung to the yellow scarf he was always wearing, keeping him pulled close to you as you remained lip locked until you needed to breathe.Ā 
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā€œA-alright, thatā€¦ Iā€™ll allow you one more for free, but after that you have to keep your end of the deal.ā€ you said shyly, staring down at your lap as you blushed. Thatch chuckled and pulled you into another kiss, more than happy to get another ā€˜freebieā€™.Ā 
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urmomgoodwoman Ā· 19 days ago
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idk if you draw bez and pecco but if you do iā€™d enjoy very much a beznaia drawing of them just relaxing on the beach
hope this is good enough to get your art block unlocked
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They are not my main pairing, but I like the dynamicšŸ’™ And thanks for that request, it definitely made me think and encouraged to try some things that I usually find difficult (and also not trying to make it perfect because it is fine to ignore the details from time to time)
They spend too much time making stupid pics and sending them to other guys (first art. Poor Luca, his hand is glued to his face when he scrolls through their group chat). Also if they received a dollar every time they had to stop Turbo from trying to get a huge stick out of the water (because a huge stick is more important than surviving), they would have two dollars which is too much for one evening on a beach.
All of their date activities include cuddling and/or fooling around. Marco initiates physical contact literally every time he sees an opportunity to reach for Pecco. This is his love language and Pecco enjoys it so much.
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stillxnunpxidintern Ā· 8 months ago
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Yandere/Super Possessive Marco x Reader x Ace
(I had the original thought of them being yandere the other night as I was about to sleep, and then expanded upon it before I went to sleep the following night.)
So they "rescue", basically kidnapping You under the pretence that they're protecting you. They met you on your home island and they've known since first meeting you that you were their, their fragile little flower that only they can protect & love.
They take you aboard the Moby Dick and do everything in their power to make you rely on them of the most of the time, they still wanted you to have a little fight/feisty-ness.
At some point you hear some of the crew talking about your island, what they were saying didn't match with what Marco and Ace had told you, so that first time you go against them but they simply use sweet words and touches, giving you misleading information about what the crew members said, but you're unsure about what been said and who to believe.
While you were sleeping, they had a little "chat" with the crew member you heard, and now if they see you, they quickly escape else where on the ship.
So when next time that the Moby Dick docked, they take you shore letting you look at the stalls and shops, and when their not paying attention for a second, you make your escape and doing your best to put in as much distance between you and them.
You end up in the forest, and use that to try and hide them as you attempt to get to the other side of the island, and hopefully off the island.
It takes them a few hours to finally come get you, as they took their time once they found you thanks to their observation haki as well Marco fly over head.
You knew that neither of them are happy as they're quiet, so you know you fucked up, as you were expecting them tell you off and then smoother you affection as they say how worried they were .
When they get you back to the ship, you left in their room and the locked door, no one was allowed to go in their room, not even to give you food in the middle of the day when they would be busy.
They nearly completely ignore your presence when in the room with you, not even touching you when asleep, eventually you chose to sleep in the floor, there wasn't much difference between the floor and them not touching you.
The only time seemly to give your presence smallest bit of acknowledge when setting food down you for you, before leaving the room, not even eating with you.
At first it didn't bother you, as you would just read but it slowly gets to you as they removed anything that would take your mind off things like books, writing, drawing etc. Soon the room was just an empty shell with only bed now and you would just look out at the endless sea, the food they would leave you would hardly ate much and just threw it out of the window, just they through you ate it.
Eventually it gets to much and you're begging them to acknowledge you, crying and saying you'll be good, trying to grab some part of them just so they would speak to you, but they both ignored you after that.
It was a few days after that, that they decide your punishment is over, and came back to the room to find the food they left you breakfast was still untouched and as well not seeing you, but they knew the door was locked and no one but them had a key and you couldn't fit out of the window, there wasn't any place to hide but under the bed.
And that is where they found you, curled up in the furthest corner with your back to them, just staring at the wall not even registering that they were in the room with you, even when they spoke to you and tried to coaxed get out but when that didn't happen, Ace came under the bed and pulled you out.
Even after getting you from under the bed, you stayed curled up staring off in the space. They moved you to the bed and stroke your face and hair, speaking softly to you trying to get something out of you.
It took a while to register in your brain that they were talking and touching you but when it did, you sobbed that you'll be good and won't try to runaway again, just no more silence, anything but silence.
They got you to eat some of the cold breakfast, but you only ate a third of it, even when they tried to get you to eat more by saying how good your being, but that only resulted in a few extra bite. They did made you drink whole glass of water and prised you for drinking it all.
They then spent the rest of the afternoon with you, that your can have books back now. They reminded you that your punishment was over, when it got too quiet and you began to shake, thinking you were ignored again. They pulled some snacks out that were kept in the room and would make you eat them, saying how good you were for eating.
When dinner time came, you still didn't eat much of it even with them prising you for being good and eating, but it was more than that of the breakfast.
Turning in for the night, as you tried to goes to sleep on the floor as it had become a habit now, but you are pulled on to the bed between both Ace and Marco, being reminded your punishment was over but that didn't stop you from trying to get back to the floor, but they kept a firm hold on you, keeping you in the bed.
While they didn't lock the door anymore, you still stayed in the cabin not wanting to get in trouble for leaving the room without their permission or without them. A couple of crew who had been by looking for Ace or Marco, try to coax you out of the room, one even grabbed and tried to force out but you not them no. You were good and didn't want to disappoint Ace and Marco by going outside, if they hadn't explicitly said you were allowed.
When they were told of what had they happen, they prised you for being so good and staying in the cabin, which made you preen hearing it, cheeks going pink. You liked being called good by them and wanted to keep it that way.
They both could see how you reacted to being prised and as well as being called good and knew with how you were clinging to them, they weren't worried about you trying to leave them again, especially with you respond to the punishment and the fear you had of it now.
So now that they had you in their hands, they would make you realised just how much you loved and needed them, and the ship was the prefect cage for you, not that you knew that.
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firefly--bright Ā· 6 months ago
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carry me out.
jean kirstein x reader , modern a.u.
summary ; you've let your predetermined, statistical thoughts on being loved carry you out for a long time. maybe you realise that jean should be an exception.
warnings ; HUGE trigger warning for suicidal thoughts, especially in the beginning. overall very angsty, but slight comfort at the end. no pre-existing relationship, only the indications of one. underage (?) alcohol consumption (please be safe n responsible with alcohol!)
a/n ; finally wrote a fic after like a month lmao im so sorry. a) for being gone so long and not updating my other fics but also b) returning with another heavy one. no promises if this is me coming out of my haitus, though, i still have end-sem submissions to worry about. everything has been hell but hey atleast im alive! anyways, as always, enjoy! also if you ever need anyone to talk to, im always here. please know that. youre not alone!
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You werenā€™t going to live past the next three years.
You knew this ā€“ it was written in your teary-eyed thirteen year old selfā€™s note to a much older you, ā€œif youre still the same after everything and you still feel like this all the time, then why keep trying? If youre not happy in somewhere outside of your head, then why keep living? Do you really want to live past 24?ā€
The letter may have been written against your better judgement, and you could still feel the cold of your marbled bathroom tiles and the too-bright florescent light above your head as you tried to stop your hand from shaking, but you lived by it. In all reality, your hopes were dwindling, and this misshapen version of you that sat infront of the mirror looked more like a smudged charcoal drawing instead of your face. You didnā€™t know how or why it was the way it was, but you had to live with this, live with the burnt and shaky outline of yourself thanks to the years you spent with your light still ablaze.
you sigh. Its all you know how to do.
The door knocks and you shift from your mirror to the source. Your heart skips a beat and everything lulls into a low hum.
ā€œhey,ā€ he says, with your name on his tongue as if heā€™s kept it there for years. ā€œwe were thinking about going out now that midterms are over. You wanna join?ā€ he asks, his thumb pointing to the invisible invitation outside of your room.
You blink, humming the semblance of what youā€™d call love in your mind. ā€œmaybe. Whatā€™sĀ  in it for me?ā€ you ask. A smile graces your face and it doesnā€™t feel that foreign.
He pretends to think, humming out the same tune that played in your head every waking moment, his voice a low and calm tide. ā€œfree food?ā€
You breathe out a laugh. This bit doesnā€™t feel like a play, it doesnā€™t feel like a script with big block letters and directions and your name written in all caps. It feels normal. It feels foreign.
ā€œdonā€™t tell sasha, though.ā€ He says, pointing a finger at you with a loose fist.
ā€œI make no promises.ā€ You really donā€™t.
ā€œwell, then, you should."
Maybe you would.
Ā Connieā€™s laughter would usually be described as an annoying 11 year oldā€™s, but today, it offered you comfort like ice against a bruise, and marco would usually be described as a worried father, but his warmth was appreciated when he held the door open for all of you to walk in. sasha was already inside, chatting with her boyfriend who couldnā€™t be more happy to look at her with his chin resting on his palm and a soft smile on his face. Sashaā€™s animated voice could usually be described as the babbling of a child, but today it offered to be the noise that you craved. She was dressed well, with a bow tied gently into her hair and you wondered how you got this lucky to be half-present in the light of these fools.
Jean was always next to you, always to your left, always silently giving you his secretly undivided attention. Even as connie got another round of drinks for the table, even when sasha ate all the fries that were supposed to be shared, even when marco, ever the extrovert, went to mingle with friends from his other classes, even as niccolo held sashaā€™s hair back when she entered an unsaid drinking competition with Mikasa and her unshaken record, he was there. To your left, looking at his right with a warmth and gentleness that wouldā€™ve shaken you had you noticed it.
There was chatter. There was always noise, something to occupy your mind, as you played with the condensation on your glass, silently waiting for connie to shout out another drink that he presumed youd enjoy. To his credit, you did enjoy them, but maybe downing them in one go wasnā€™t the best idea if you truly wanted to savour them, and if the attention you were getting from your left wasnā€™t so alert, youā€™d have left this bar a long time ago.
And this didnā€™t mean any harm to your friends. Of course not, they couldnā€™t help but be the sun. they couldnā€™t help being this all consuming light that couldnā€™t stop itself from touching and spilling onto any surface it could find. Truly, you loved them for it like how you loved the sun ā€“ from a distance, looking at it through squinted eyes because you were afraid of itā€™s beauty. No, it wouldnā€™t be their fault that you were too much of a coward to feel what they offered to everyone without the hesitation you had.
ā€œthis is the part where you tell me whatā€™s on your mind.ā€ Jean says from beside you, memorizing a script you weren't aware of. theres a chord in your mind that rings out as he does, beginning an unfinished song that would continue on for as long as you lived.
You hum. It gets lost with the increasing sound of the song in your head and around you. shaking your head, you say something thatā€™s unconvincing to your already deaf ears. ā€œnothing,ā€
His palms slide over your wrist, covering up the embarrassment your pulse brings to yourself with a softness that doesnā€™t fail to shake you this time, noticing the way he looks around the place youre in ā€“ a bar? Youre not sure. You havenā€™t been sure where you ever were ā€“ and stops as he finds one. He gives you a once-over and leads you to the haven heā€™s scanned around for. he refuses to remove his hand from your wrist and some small or large or whatever-is-remaining part of you wants him to keep it there until your body evolves to accommodate his skin on yours.
You wonder how he feels. For the first time in a while, you wonder what it feels like to live outside of your head, outside of your own whatever-is-remaining body, outside of the stripped bare bones with pieces of meat stuck on it after charred teeth having gorged upon it night and day for twenty years. Does he see you that way? Could he stand to see the state you had yourself in, an unholy and unceremonious shrine to yourself, with nothing but the most minutest proof of your existence instead of everything youā€™d always wanted to become? Or does he see you as something that remains standing despite it? Would he see you as just that- the proof of the proof?
ā€œthere we go. No more noise.ā€ He says decidedly and youā€™d agree a thousand times over. The chord he plays still reverbs through the empty nest of your chest and you agree ā€“ its as present as the noise of silence.
You hum again. You have no words to say. He doesnā€™t let go of your wrist and you pretend not to notice, just as he does. His fingers are calloused and weathered under unsaid conditions but you hope its because of love. Itā€™s a large word to say, to think and to feel but youā€™ve long since forgone the formalities of having to speak. In your head, all words mean the same and nothing at the same time.
ā€œsaw a cat today.ā€ He says. In your head, you agree.
This means something. Each word he says has its own representation, its own grip and handle on you instead of it all being everything.
You lean against something solid. Only then do you realise youre at a rooftop ā€“ climbing the stairs wasnā€™t registered when you spent your time staring at your belovedā€™s back, observing how his shirt moved over his skin with every consequential step, every meaningful breath. You became even more blind to the bodies of people that were a thousand times more present than you.
Only then do you realise the brightness of the city lights under you. the building you were on didnā€™t look all that tall, but it seemed taller than the rest. There were people there, being alive, breathing their own air and their own sound as yours made none. You let jeanā€™s breathing be enough for the two of you until youā€™d find the dormant strength in yourself to find your own.
ā€œbrown and ginger fur. It was this tiny-ā€œ he says. You throw him a glance because youre afraid looking at him for more than that would leave you with no choice but to keep burning, and his hands cup an invisible ball-like shape. You smile, looking back at the distant windows that carry their hopes into the night sky. ā€œIf I see it again, im gonna name it cookie.ā€ He says.
Your smile grows gentler under the curtain of your fingers that are curled up against your lips, your chin on your palm. You wonder then, again, how he sees you. do you seem uninterested? You donā€™t mean to be, and he should know, but you donā€™t have the courage or the guts to let him know otherwise. Your words will get jumbled by the time you decide to regurgitate it, theyā€™ll spill out of you in a blurring mess. Youā€™ll end up having to say your name thrice to believe youre still here, if at all.
He's silent. His shoulder brushes against yours and you feel this like a script of a play ā€“ written in big block letters with his name signed over it, written in the brackets because its something that needs notice.
HES BRUSHING YOUR SHOULDERS LIKE HE ALWAYS IS, and youre an idiot because you think it makes you yourself. In a bracket, its specified with your name on top in big block letters ā€“ HE SEES YOU.
When you turn your head to that god-awful, all consuming left side again, he does. He sees you and you decide that now is a good time to return back to the whatever-is-remaining body again. Your bones shake with the song that keeps playing when heā€™s around and maybe the hopefulness of the open window lights of the city before and after you carries your hopefulness with it.
Maybe the light that his eyes reflect can carry out your silent grief with him. Maybe the burden you hold over yourself for so long ā€“ the one that youā€™ve gnawed and scratched and kneeled and digested over ā€“ maybe this all consuming shake in your body could use some pre-written and pre-determined accompaniment.
He doesnā€™t say anything. Whatever his script is, he doesnā€™t follow it. Maybe its his silence that speaks more about you than you could fathom for yourself. He carries out your grief and takes it for what it is ā€“ the proof of all of your love. He carries it out in his eyes, in his hand that is calloused because of words he hesitates to speak and carries in his fist, hidden behind his back. Only now, hes thankful for this silence. You understand it better than anyone, he thinks.
The big block letters in all caps overweigh the desperate letter you wrote to yourself when you were thirteen. He shift beside you, HIS ARM IS AROUND YOUR SHOULDERS AND HEā€™S HUGGING YOU NOW and youre Ā a little hopeful now. Youre a little hopeful that your longing has a partner. That your teeth can still be capable of letting go. That your tongue is capable of saying ā€œthank you,ā€ muttered against the warmth of his chest and his too-weak left side that carries his heart flutters against itself and heā€™s glad for how weak his left side is. Heā€™s glad he feels your words ten times over because of it.
Whatever this script is, whatever dialogues are written and edited and predetermined are either being fulfilled or being gone against. You donā€™t care. You have the time to read it later. You have the choice to never read it ever again.
He holds you. your words donā€™t muffle because he hears you.
He hears you, and this is not a compulsion. Its not written in the script, no, loving you has always meant breaking the rules, loving you has always meant going against the forces of the nature that shaped you. jean didnā€™t seem to care much for rules, anyway.
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luna-orix Ā· 7 months ago
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I love all the Puff Ball Phoenix Marcos that you draw, they bring me so much joy to see.
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Thank you so much! šŸ„¹šŸ„¹šŸ„¹šŸ˜šŸ˜ hope you will enjoy next ones too!
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eustasskidagenda Ā· 1 year ago
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Hi hi! I was wondering if you could write some fluff for Ace with a male reader that is struggling coming off his ADHD meds and sleeping properly. Or something simpler like Ace being with the reader while the reader works on their personal projects and keeping him on task, reader still has ADHD. More details could be that the reader is apart of the Whitebeard crew. I donā€™t mind what form you write it in, how long you want to write it is up to you. I did not know how to word this correctly and I am extremely sorry if it is completely unclear or entirely wrong requesting format. English might be my first language but that does not mean I can make sense of English's extensive grammar that is utterly flawed and quite irritating.
Thank so much for taking time out of your life to take peopleā€™s requests and write them instead of just ignoring us. Fanfic writers like yourself are what makes the world go round, mostly, have to give at least the tiniest bit of credit to the governments. Also have a great night/day/afternoon/evening!!!
Hi hi dear, of course, I'm always willing to write some fluff, especially with a cutie like Ace. :D And don't worry, it was totally clear and you did the request correctly. Hope the result will match your expectations, thank you so much for requesting.Ā  ā˜†
ā˜†Ace helping his s/o struggling with ADHD
CW : m!reader, reader has ADHD, fluff, using of DF in some fluff way
WC : around 700
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Ace definitely knows how to take care of others. He is both a commandant and a big brother, and he takes his position very seriously. He used to keep an eye on Luffy during his childhood. So heā€™s always watching for you, even from afar, to make sure you're alright. Ace has no problem with your ADHD since he has to deal with Luffy anyway. Even if his brother doesn't have ADHD, some things you may do may sound familiar to him.
He would be unsure at first. He doesn't know a lot about ADHD and is stressed about bothering you with possibly uncomfortable questions. Ace is likely overthinking and afraid of being annoying, because he always thinks he's not worthy of being loved. He would seek Marco's aid in learning the fundamentals by reading books on the subject. He wants to do his best.
He will ask you for the specifics. With a flushed and embarrassed expression. Let him know if it's alright and if he's not bothering you.Ā 
Reminding you to take your medication would quickly become a part of his own routine. And, even if he's not around, he would make sure to leave a cute note with some random drawing, like a Stickman and someā€¦ hearts, but it doesn't look like hearts. Although he doesn't know how to draw, it's nonetheless cute.
If you struggle to go to bed early because of hyperfocus and overthinking, he would just say something like "I'm going to bed. You come with me?" He doesn't want to constantly remind you about your ADHD because you're more than that. So he wouldn't bring the subject up all the time.Ā 
You're treating him like a normal guy and not like "the son of someone" so he would do the same to you.Ā 
Depending on whether you struggle with physical touch or not, he would or just lay close to you, trying to soothe your potential overthinking with random jokes and sweet nothings. Or just using his DF to make you count the fire sheep. What a cutie. And if you don't struggle with physical touch, then prepare yourself for a lot of cuddles. He would use his DF to gently run his hot palms over your skin, making sure you're comfortable again.Ā 
And if you really struggle to sleep, then he doesn't mind chatting and learning more about your hyper fixations. Ace likes that kind of stuff, and honestly, he's just so happy that you're actually justā€¦ talking to him.Ā 
Imagine his cute laughter every time you say something funny.Ā 
He might fall asleep randomly while you're talking due to his narcoleptic tendencies. But overall, he likes long-night conversations because, as you know, often the night conversations are the most intimate, the ones where two people bond closely.
When you need to focus on your work, again it depends. If you're in a hyperfixation mood, honestly, he would just look at you and randomly smile because he thinks you're adorable when you're that serious. He won't bother you since you're in your own world. But if you're hyper-focused for hours, then he would come from time to time to remind you to stay hydrated or to eat something.Ā 
"Y/N, look, I've made some grilled fish" while placing the plate in front of you.Ā 
During your night work, Ace would leave a small candle on your desk that he would light himself as a small reminder of him. He's always with you this way. "I want a goodnight kiss" with a cute pout before leaving you alone.
If you're having trouble with your tasks, he'll remind you not to procrastinate too much. Because he knows that it would just stress you more and more as the deadline approaches.Ā 
He would help you take some breaks from time to time. "Okay y/n, that's enough work, let's visit this island together"Ā 
Once you come back to work, he doesn't interfere much. Just helps you here and there as best as he can. He doesn't want to distract you. "Get outta there, you goddamn pineapple, he's working" when Marco randomly comes to talk to Ace.Ā 
And, once you are finally done with all your duties, he would proudly lend you his hat with the warmest smile ever. "I knew you could do it. That's my sweet boy, always so brave."Ā 
Ace is so wholesome, help.
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gummyobunni Ā· 1 year ago
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Hi I just wanted you to know I found your webcomic an hour ago at most, and I!!!! Absolutely ADORE your artwork!!! The way you draw eyes makes the emotions so powerful, especially the tension and emotions within those tensions??? Like the way Levi and Marco were definitely angry but also a little... sad, maybe? BUT I ESPECIALLY LOVE HOW FLUID AND NATURAL EVERYTHING IS. The art you have of the trio dancing gives me so much relationship envy omg THEY LOOK SO SOFT AND COMFY AND AHHHHHHHH šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’• anyway yeah one last thing, I adore Marco he is precious and I am so excited to see where the comic goes. Thank you for such a cute story!
Ur little diagnosis of Marco and Levi makes me so happy šŸ˜­ Iā€™m glad it feels that way!!! Itā€™s very accurate šŸ©µ
And thank YOU for enjoying the comic and I truly do hope you enjoy its future! It starts with a very clichĆ© opening but it becomes more developed and diverse the more we get into it! And itā€™ll slow down a bitā€”emotionally, I mean! So hopefully it will be enjoyable :3
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diminuel Ā· 27 days ago
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Hi, I hope youā€™re having a very lovely day! Just wanted to say that itā€™s been 10 days since this and I havenā€™t stopped staring nor thinking about it on the daily. Itā€™s been my lockscreen since I saw it. šŸ„¹ā¤ļø I also love your Crocodile, CrocoDad and Dragodile stuff SO much, you have no idea. I met you through supernatural, and I was absolutely delighted when you started on this fandom as well. Youā€™re amazing!šŸ’–
;w; Thank you!
I still have my moments where I stop what I'm doing and ask myself "are you really drawing One Piece fanart now? really?" X'D Not that it's not a perfectly fine fandom to be in!! But it's still weird doing something that's not Supernatural related...!
But I'm very happy that you're enjoying it!! I've been enjoying myself a lot! (And I'm glad you like Marco and his little baby~ I should probably draw some more Marco Ace stuff or Ace stuff in general. ;w;)
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onepiecepositivityproject Ā· 26 days ago
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For @attyrocious: Your art moves mountains my friend! I appreciate your vision, and love that youā€™re willing to share it with the rest of us. Your band AU is a blast, and I love the ways you draw Law, Kid and Killer the most (All your art is great, but man) - Oh you did a Marco once with the most divine happy trail. Thank you, thank you so much T-T <3
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