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Aww are you blushing, Mossjuro?
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our friend Ibrahim @wolf-aid and his lovely family still need our help!
Hi all! Ibrahim has been offline for some time because he has been in a dangerous situation. I'm really glad he's okay, but because of his absence, his campaign has been slow.
Please share this post and donate if you can!! Ibrahim is absolutely lovely and deserves so much better than this!
PROOF OF VETTING (#25 ON THE VETTED CAMPAIGN LIST) BY @gazavetters, A GROUP OF TRUSTED CAMPAIGN VETTERS !
âŹ51,992 raised of âŹ80,000 goal
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I worked for Elon for two and a half years, some time ago now. He wasnât part of the alt-right then. At least, he made generally positive statements in company emails about supporting LGBT+ employees and women in STEM. Maybe he changed his mind, or maybe he never believed those things and just said them when they were expected - I have no idea and frankly I donât care.
In a lot of ways Iâm proud of what I accomplished there. I did valuable work and got useful experience and made some good friends. But my good work helped reinforce a credibility he should not have for an expertise he does not possess. He wasnât often onsite because he was already running 3, then 4, companies. When he was, it didnât make anything better or faster and in fact was disruptive. When I started, I was told cheerfully that the board had removed his power to fire people on the spot. Some of his ideas were good! And some were terrible and he would insist on technical work that we knew wouldnât work being done anyway. He was clearly on drugs for at least one company all-hands. He made a couple bad calls on some contracts when I was there, too.
And now itâs been a long time and itâs been at least five years since I first remember telling some relatives that they shouldnât put him on a pedestal, that that wasnât a reasonable thing to do for any human being, and that having some good ideas did not make him an oracle or a genius. Unsurprisingly, those relatives are now full-blown Trump cultists and Elon is very much a part of their hero-worship. It is weird and it is sad, because they trust their imaginary image of him more than they trust me.
I hang onto my stock mainly because itâs not publicly traded so the only way I can sell it is back to the company, which gives him more control. At least my family loves me and my engineering degrees are real. And itâs kinda nice to know I wasnât crazy, so thank you, Philip Low.
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r/UberEATS 21 fate is real
r/UberEATS posted by
u/sakumyaegiă»16 hr. ago
i'm dating my uber eats driver!
hi reddit!
a year ago, i made a post asking for advice on whether i was in love with my uber eats driver or if i was just insane and i received tons of responses on it. well, i finally remembered to come back and update⊠and guess what? turns out, i wasn't as crazy as many of you thought, because i'm now dating said uber eats driver!
it's actually insane looking back at all this. i spent an entire month giggling and kicking my feet every time he delivered to me, convinced i was just a delusional customer with a ridiculous crush. but after making that reddit post, we actually talked for awhile, got to know each other and even went on our first date! >O<
fun fact: while we were talking, he actually made a reddit post about me too, trying to help me out with my problems despite saying he didnât like me like that (i know who you are finickydriver141.)
we match each other's freak SO hard, we're basically soulmates, and i'm so so so in love with him. to everyone who told me to shoot my shot back then, thank you! and to everyone who said i was insane⊠my boyfriend loves setting houses on fireâŠ
anyways, tl;dr: i was in love with my uber eats driver, he was secretly (VERY obviously) in love with me too, and now we're disgustingly happy together. fate is real :D
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u/rainsinheavenă»16 hr. ago
its been one year since that post??? omg
u/back2uă»16 hr. ago
congrats op!! i remember those two posts lol u guys are so cute
u/finickydriver141ă»15 hr. ago
i love u so so so much too
u/cooingpenguină»14 hr. ago
i wanna fall in love with a cute uber eats driver too :|
u/jendiggityă»10 hr. ago
im not an uber eats driver but im cute dm me
u/rrremmmă»13 hr. ago
he was definitely in love with u dude he had a whole ass account on twt dedicated to u
u/sakumyaegiă»13 hr. ago
oh?
u/finickydriver141ă»13 hr. ago
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH U BRUH
u/creativehamsteră»12 hr. ago
called it from the start I KNEW HE WAS IN LOVE WITH U TOO
u/ynisafreakă»10 hr. ago
genuinely cant believe ive been suffering for over a year already
u/yuwushiă»10 hr. ago
same
u/ynisafreakă»10 hr. ago
stop interacting with me
u/sioningză»9 hr. ago
finally omg. its sion's time to shine
u/jwisungă»9 hr. ago
jisung's* time
u/yuwushiă»10 hr. ago
the both of u suck. its actually YUSHI'S time
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the sinful sentences catalogue
prompts taken from @/creativepromptsforwriting - welcome, welcome! this is a little celebratory lead up towards valentines' day 2025! i figured i wanted to get a head start on my favourite holiday!
fics are queued up and ready to be posted, they will be posted from jan 30th right until feb 14th in the order presented on the list! each of them has their own specific tags found on their individual posts. each post will be tagged with 'sinful sentences', but it would be best to just like/reblog this post to keep an eye when things go up! thank you so much for all the support and i hope you enjoy! - happy valentines' day!
one: "oh, is that how you like it?" - george russell two: "you are such a tease!" - daniel ricciardo three: "no touching right now. that comes later." - lance stroll four: "think you can handle that?" - toto wolff five: "you're so very tempting..." - lando norris six: "how do you like that?" - franco colapinto seven: "i don't think you've had enough already." - max verstappen eight: "Someone should punish you for that." - fernando alonso nine: "You can be a bit rougher if you want." - charles leclerc ten: "I want you to be louder, my love." - carlos sainz jr eleven: "Please, mark me." - oscar piastri twelve: "Tell me exactly what you want." - mark webber thirteen: "I want to make you mine." - jenson button fourteen: "Yes, please keep doing that." - lewis hamilton fifteen: "The night's definitely not over yet." - pierre gasly sixteen: "I believe I could make you do it." - kimi rÀikkönen
a/n: your reminder to read the tags on the post before reading! and that all fics are adult in themes!
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SIM DUMP!
Hey guys! Some time ago you asked me for some of my sims and I finally got to export them! Have fun!
They all come with a basic white top and bottom, with exception of Sen, because his story is too alive inside of my head and I couldn't take his clothes off (I was scared he would feel pain T~T I'm beyond help!! But you can, I'm just weird)
⊠SPECIAL TOU:
You can edit their appearance as much as you want or use them as bases for your sims!
You can play with them as you wish in game! I just ask you that, if you plan to post about it and if you put them straight into your games without editing, to be aware of their pre-existing relationships. Sen and Henri are related. Matthew, Raoni and Arthur are also related. If you edit them into another people or of you don't plan to post your gameplay, then it's fine :D I just really don't want to stare at incest ToT My oc's are all set to young adult since they're the versions you asked for, so I thought I had to warn you beforehand.
Have fun!
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i donât normally like reblogging my own fics bc i feel like it makes me come across as snooty or smth (my headâs weird yâall) but 4300 notes?? bbys thatâs insane, thank you so much for the support â€ïžâ€ïž also i promise iâm doing my best to get new content written, my enthusiasm and mental state havenât been the best (would it be bad to ask for some inspiration even though iâve got so many unfinished drafts?) anyway again thank you all so much, youâre all so beautiful and i love yâall to bits! â€ïžâ€ïž
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Ëâź â quiet ride | fred weasley.
+á”á” syn: a thirst about sneaking into fredâs room to ride him in the middle of the night đźâđšđ©đ”âđ«
+á”á” cont: approx. 0.9k, 18+, fem!reader, unprotected p in v, riding/cowgirl, hold the moan, dirty talk/language, pet names (love, doll), super horny!reader (ovulation mayhaps?), creampie, maybe a breeding kink if you squint, lmk if i missed anything.
+á”á” note: iâm so thirsty for him itâs not even funny.
the burrow was always so silent at night, the darkness narrated only by the shuffle of blankets and soft snores of its slumbering inhabitants; tonight was mostly the sameâ except for one section of the home.
soft pants, gasps, and whines flew from your lips as your hips dropped down on fredâs with dull, muted thuds â you knew you needed to be quiet, hyper aware of george sleeping only ten feet away, but it was so hard; he was filling you up so fucking good, stretching your sloppy walls and kissing your cervix every time he bottomed out.
âfuck, love, yâgotta be quiet,â fred whispered breathily, large hands bruising your undulating hips. âyâgonna wake up the whole house.â
of course, it was meant as a reprimand; but every soft moan and whisper of his name had fredâs cock kicking inside your pussy, betraying how much he really liked the sounds â but so did you.
you loved the small, slick squelches of his dick plowing into you; loved hearing his breath hitch when your cunt clenched around him; loved the soft, muted creaks of the bed frame as you rode his lights out.
it was so hot, your whole body flushed and buzzing, gut rolling and tense, pussy absolutely drooling around him; you needed him so bad, had wanted him all day. and now you had him, wholly and fully and deep.
there was no way you could keep quiet.
âiâm tryinâ, fred.â you choked out softly, words hiccuped on a small moan. âb-but i canât. your dick feels too goodâ!â
âfuck,â fred hissed, skull melting into his pillow and hips bucking up to shove himself deeper inside. âkeep talkinâ like that and i wonât last long, at all, doll.â
you knew that already; you could practically feel fred leaking pearly pre into your walls, felt the twitch of his balls on every odd thrust, and his cock was so hard you thought it might be painful for him.
âhah, t-thatâs okay,â you whined out, hips speeding up and slurping him inside a bit more noisily. âi jusâ wanna ride âtil you bust.â
âshit, fuckinâ hell, you canât jusââ!â
fred swallowed his words down immediately when a creak sounded from the other side of the room; the both of you stilled, frozen like ice, staring into one anotherâs wide gaze â there was a small shuffle before the noises quieted, and then there was just the light signature snore of george weasley.
you released a breath you hadnât even known youâd been holding.
âmaybe we should hurry this up, love?â fred suggested in a quiet whisper, and you nodded mutely â fred motioned for you to lay flat on him, and you did, relief sinking into your tired legs.
âmight wanna bite down on something,â fred murmured as he adjusted himself beneath you, but rather than do that, you opted to simply nuzzle into his neck. the faint spice of his cologne lingered on the skin.
âoh, fuck!â you gasped when fred began fucking up into you at a near-brutal speed, his thrusts short and precise and â holy fuck, he was hitting every single sweet spot you had.
your eyes slid back into your skull as you whimpered and whined into his neck, pussy sloppy and fucked open over and over, fred panting and breathing heavy from the exertion â it was so hot, in so many ways.
âfuck, love, iâm â gods, iâm close,â fred warned, arms wrapped tight around your body and hips stuttering subtly. âshit, where should â where should i cum?â
fred always asked this question, always left you in charge of that â and tonight, you knew exactly where you wanted him to bust.
âinside, please, wanâ it inside!â you slurred out, body like liquid â fucked out and completely at fredâs mercy. fred hissed and his cock kicked against your velvet walls.
âare you â are you sure?â fred asked, voice seeming to border on an aroused whine. you nodded eagerly against him, heart picking up speed with each delicious slide of his cock; fuck, you just wanted to feel him fill you up. itâs all you needed.
fred was fucking you even harder now as his orgasm approached, thrusts wild and less pointed, balls twitching and throbbing â he was about to bust, and you were losing it.
âbloody â okay, fuck, yeah, iâll do it inside. hah, gods, âm âbout tâcumâ coming!â fredâs words were cut off by a guttural groan as he buried himself once, then twice, and one more time inside your pussy, then stilled as ropes shot from his cockhead. you swore you felt them splatter inside you, painting you completely as fredâs.
âhah, shiiiiit, fuck⊠âs so good, love. fuck me so good, donât youâŠ?â fred praised as he fucked into you shallowly, riding out the receding waves of his orgasm.
you werenât sure why he was praising you when he did all the work; not that you minded though.
ââm sleepy,â you mumbled into his neck, the realization hitting you at a rather random time; fred chuckled and brought a hand up to smooth through your hair, his lips connecting to your temple in a sweet kiss.
âthen go to sleep, love. iâll take of everything else, yeah?â was the last thing you heard as you drifted off, snug and comfortable atop fredâs lean body.
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"Growing Feelings Poured Into Chocolate" Collection Event
Ring Schwartz
This is a fan-made translation solely for entertainment purposes with no guaranteed perfection; expect mistakes, grammatical errors, and some creative liberties. All original content and media used belongs to Cybird. Please support the game by buying their stories and playing their games. Reblogs appreciated.
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Got too excited and did this in a rush. Didn't really proofread...
Kate: Ring!
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Kate: Ring!
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Kate: Riiiinngg!
(I can't find him anywhereâŠ)
Today was Valentine's Dayâ a day to gift chocolates and other gifts to express your appreciation or love.
I had prepared chocolates to show my appreciation to everyone who's supported me.
That included the members of Crown of course, the friendly maids at Crown's castle, and even the members of Vogel.
However, Ring was the only person I couldn't find today.
(He usually says he's watching me and follows right behind me⊠where could he be?)
I was determined to give Ring his chocolates, and so I kept searching for himâŠ
In the end, I never found him.
âŠ
(Darius and Nica said he was somewhere in the palace when I askedâŠ)
(He might come back to drawing room, so I'll wait here for now.)
When I sat down on a chair and let out a deep sigh to ease my fatigue, a wave of sleepiness slowly washed over me.
(I know I shouldn't fall asleep in a place like this, and yetâŠ)
The more I tried to shake off the sleepiness, the heavier my eyelids grew.
Just as I decided to give in and take a short nap, I felt soft blanket being gently draped over my shoulders.
(Who is it�)
I cracked my eyes open slightly, and saw that the person standing before me was the exact person I had been searching for the entire time.
Kate: Ring!
Ring: UWAH!? You⊠you're awake!?
Kate: I just woke up. There's something I want to tell you, so please hear me out!
I firmly grabbed his arm to make sure he wouldn't run off.
Ring: Sigh⊠so this is where my escape ends.
Kate: I knew it. I couldn't find you all day, because you were avoiding me on purpose, weren't you?
Kate: Why are you running away from me? If it's something I did, I'll apologise.
Ring: No⊠it's not anything you didâŠ
Ring: ⊠I just didn't want to be disappointed.
He muttered in a small voice that sounded no louder than a squeak.
Kate: Disappointed�
Ring: You gave⊠chocolates to Nica and Darius this morning, right?
Ring: I kept thinking, what if I ran into you today and didn't get any chocolate�
Ring: I'd probably feel disappointed and think "I was right, I'm not getting any", so I chose to run away.
Ring: ⊠I'm weird, aren't I?
Ring: Until now, it's never bothered me whenever Darius and Nica received gifts from girls and I didn'tâŠ
Ring: But the thought of not receiving chocolates from you really made me feel gloomy.
Listening to Ring express his confusion with those unfamiliar feelings filled my heart with warmth.
Kate: To think you wanted my chocolates so much⊠I'm really honoured.
Kate: You feeling gloomy over the possibility of not receiving them is proof that our friendship has gotten closer!
When I was a child, I would feel lonely too if my friends played with other children instead of me.
Ring's feelings were most likely something similar to that.
Ring: Is that⊠what it is? No, I'm a member of Vogel and you're from Crown. There's no need for us to get alongâŠ
It seemed that Ring still believed he shouldn't be on friendly terms with someone from Crown.
Ignoring his last statement, I took out the chocolates.
Kate: Here, Ring. Happy Valentine's Day!
Ring: This is⊠for me? I-is it because I said I wanted chocolate�
Kate: Not at all. I prepared this specifically for you from the start.
Kate: I was looking for you so I could give you these chocolates.
Ring: R-really? I never thought there would come a day when I'd receive Valentine's chocolateâŠ
Ring: ⊠I figured I'd spend my whole life just eating Nica's leftover chocolate.
Ring: Thanks. I'm⊠I'm super happy.
Ring: I think I'll spend every day and night staring at these chocolates.
Kate: Huh?
Ring: If I look at them whenever I wake up in the mornings and before I go to sleep at night, I'll always remember how happy I was when I received them from youâŠ
Kate: Um, they're chocolate, so I'd prefer if you ate themâŠ
Ring: ⊠But they'll be gone if I do.
Ring looked serious about leaving the chocolate untouched, like a dog burying its treat for safekeeping.
(If that's the caseâŠ)
Kate: Gotcha!
I switftly snatched the chocolates from Ring's hand and ripped open the packaging.
Ring: My chocolateâŠ!
Kate: I'll give you more next year, so don't feel bad about it. Come on, open your mouth!
Ring: Mmph!
I forcibly stuffed chocolate into Ring's mouth.
Ring: Mm⊠it's so⊠sweet, and deliciousâŠ
Kate: That's great! I sampled a few and picked the one I thought was the tastiest!
Ring: And⊠my chest feels tight, I can't breatheâŠ
Kate: ⊠I promise the chocolates aren't poisoned.
Since Ring often said his heart raced like he was under a curse whenever he saw me, I made sure to set the record straight.
Ring: ⊠I know they're not.
Ring: I'm just so happy to you got me chocolates⊠it hurts.
Kate: âŠ
(⊠Him admitting it so straightforwardly is a problem in itself.)
Seeing Ring's overjoyed reaction, I felt sweet inside, even though I didn't have any chocolates myself.
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HI ALLIE CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR 1000 FOLLOWERS I THINK ABSOLUTELY DESERVED BECAUSE YOUR WORK IS INCREDIBLE YOU ATE THAT UP SLAYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I............ I have never submitted a request, unless I was explicitly asked by the writer because ksjdjdjjjsjsj ME ASKING FOR SOMETHING?????? SNSJSJSJ ANYWAY I was like it should be fine because it's for your celebration SOOO hear me out. Remus Lupin ? IM GOING THRU A REMUS THING ? 1000 scars/1000 glances???? WHICHEVER IS FINE YOURE GONNA EAT WITH THAT
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1000 inked scars | R.L.
feat. Remus Lupin x tattooartist!reader
cw: mdni 18+, possessive!Remus, marking kink, oral (fem receiving), tattoo needles and tattooing, mentions of injury and scars, probably inaccurate representation of tattooing in the 70's, no war
1000 things prompt list (closes feb 1!) | masterlist
âQuit squirming or Iâm going to turn this constellation into a penis,â you griped, lifting your machine from Siriusâ leg.
âMaybe if you didnât handle that gun like a cudgelââ
You slapped his fresh tattoo and he yelped. âPull yourself together, Black. Youâre almost done.â
He groaned, slumping back onto the table with his arms slung over his head. âSadist,â he hissed.
You resumed your tattooing, packing black ink to the map of stars. âSaid the masochist that paid me to stab him a million times.â
He glanced down at you. âAre you flirting with me?â
You glared up at him.
Just then, the bell on the front door or you shop chimed. A tall man with sandy hair, dressed in jeans and thick sweater stood in the foyer, looking around at the art and plants strewn about. Given your profession, you immediately noticed his lack of tattoos, and the scars marring his hands and neck, one even stretching from his sharp jaw towards his nose.
âMoony!â Sirius called, jerking his leg and nearly inking himself.
âSirius,â you bit, but he was already out of the chair.
âWhatâsâuh, whatâs up, Pads?â the stranger, Moony?, said, glancing down at Siriusâ rolled up pant leg and the nearly finished tattoo on his calf. Then, his eyes flicked to you, a deep brown and sallow with exhaustion, but his beauty struck you like a blow, the lines of his face coalescing in a way that would make the great painters weep.
Based on the countless stories Sirius had told you in the hours spent on your table, you surmised that this was Remus Lupin, his level-headed, long-suffering schoolmate.
âI wanted you to meet my friend!â Sirius grabbed his by the elbow and dragged him towards your station.
You sighed and set your machine aside. Clearly, you were taking a break.
âRemus, this is y/n, the architect of my beauty,â Sirius said, gesturing grandly in your direction.
You slid off one of your gloves and extended it to Remus. âPleasure. Iâve heard loads about you.â
âOh?â Remus asked, shaking your hand with a light touch, his skin warm and a bit rough. âTerrible things, I wager?â
âThe worst,â you chuckled, and the corner of his mouth twitched up into a half-smile.
âWell, then thereâs no where to go but up,â he said with a cheeky wink, and your heart damn near leaped out of your mouth.
âI asked Moony to come hang out for the last bit of the tattoo so he could pick your brain,â Sirius said, hopping back up onto the table.
âSiriusââ
âPick my brain about what?â You asked, pulling up a chair for Remus and sitting back onto your stool, putting on a fresh pair of gloves.
âI, uhââ
âMoony wants to know if you can tattoo over scars,â Sirius said, earning a glare from Remus.
âAbsolutely!â you chirped, hoping to dispel Remusâ clear discomfort. âJust takes a few extra passes, but it shouldnât be an issue.â
Remus gave you a small, grateful smile. âReally?â
âReally. Iâve tattooed over dozens of scars, cover-ups, or decorations. Iâd love to work with you.â Merlin, did you just say that out loud? You needed to get it together; you were a professional.
âSee, Moons? I told you!â Sirius propped his leg back up, and you fired up the machine. âAnd it doesnât even hurt.â
You lowered the machine back to his leg, taking a few quick warm up strokes.
âAHH YOU WITCH!â Sirius wailed. You and Remus both jumped at his shouting, but he quickly dissolved into laughter. âBloody hell, I knew you two would get along. Youâve got twin scowls,â Sirius chuckled, leaning back against the table with his hands behind his head.
You glanced at Remus, and he looked back at you. A flicker of connection flared between you, and heat rose in your cheeks. Quickly, you looked away, turning your attention back to Siriusâ tattoo.
âSo, what are you thinking you want to get, Rem?â Sirius asked after a few moments of quiet, the buzzing of the machine filling the air.
Remus shrugged. âHadnât really thought about it. Just wanted to doâŠsomething.â
âWell, if you want, we can try and cover any up. But I find that people really get more out of going the decorative route,â you supplied, looking at Remus while you picked up more ink. âI can hand draw a few designs that flow with the scar, turn it into an art piece itself.â
Remus was quiet for a moment, contemplative, and Sirius gave you a knowing smile. âI think I might like that, yeah,â Remus said, his voice soft, almost awestruck. Like heâd never ever considered the possibility before.
As a tattoo artist, you were intimately aware of how much a personâs skin could impact their well being, scars in particular weighed heavily on many peopleâs spirit. Remus, it seemed, was no exception.
Sirius guided the conversation in another direction, giving Remus a chance to process the implications of what you offered, and you finished the tattoo half-an-hour later. While you were wiping it down, Remus hovered over you, looking down at the piece.
âYouâre really good,â he murmured, close enough that you could smell the wool of his sweater, the lingering notes of cinnamon and tea from his cologne. âItâs beautiful.â
âThanks, Rem,â you said, smiling up at him, and he smiled back, a flush creeping up his neck before he hurriedly stepped away.
You patched up Sirius and sent the boys on their way, an appointment for Remus on the books for the following week. All heâd given you to work with was placement, his forearm, and that he wanted something natural, like a plant.
Having no more appointments for the evening, you folded yourself into your studio couch with your sketchbook. You sketched a few things, lavender and roses and chamomile, but your fingers itched to draw something else. Remusâ profile floated into your minds eye, sorrowful and striking, and your pen started to move of itâs own accord. His expression came to life under your hand, with long lashes and a crooked nose and that jagged scar.
You clapped your sketchbook shut, sitting back with a sigh.
Next week couldnât come quickly enough.
You paced around your shop, pouring over your sketch for Remus. You wanted it to be perfect for him, lest you scare him off a tattooing forever.
The door chimes, startling you out of your concentration, and Remus strode in, carrying a tray of drinks and a paper bag
âMorning!â You chirped, hugging your sketchbook to your chest.
âMorning,â he said, passing you one of the cups. âI asked Sirius what you liked, so if it's awful, blame him.â
Butterflies fluttered to life in your stomach. It wasn't unusual for clients to bring you coffee and food, but with Remus it feltâŠdifferent.
âOh! You didn't have to do that. Thank you, Remus,â you said, taking a sip. It was your favorite drink, and it's familiar warmth settled some of your nerves.
He gave you a small smile, but you could tell he was nervous. He set the bag on your desk. âI also brought some pastries. Sirius mentioned you like chocolate?â
âI love chocolate.â You beamed. âCome on in, we can sit over here and go over the design.â
Remus nodded, shirking his coat and following you over to the couch. He was like an anxious thundercloud, tense and unsteady, and it made your chest tight with empathy.
âHow are you feeling?â You asked, patting the spot beside you.
He sat down, coiled in on himself despite his long limbs. Like he was afraid to take up too much space. âAh, fine,â he replied, taking a sip of his drink. Earl gray, from the smell of it.
You arched a brow. âIt's okay to be nervous, Rem,â you said. âBut it's just us, and nothing is set in ink. If you change your mind, it's totally fine.â
âIt's justââ he sighed, lifting his arm. He started to roll up his shirt sleeve, dexterous fingers folding the fabric neatly over itself, revealing inch after inch of his forearm. Lightly tanned and taut with lean muscle, veins tangling with the map of scars littering his skin.
He watched your face, gauging your reaction. You tried to stay neutral, but you were practically salivating. He was so beautiful.
âAre they too bad?â He asked, his voice rough with tension.
You met his brown eyes. âNot at all.â You pulled out your sketchbook, flipping to the page you had ear marked. âAnd it's perfect for what I sketched up.â
He managed a half-smile, some of the clouds disappearing from his aura, and accepted the sketchbook when you handed it to him. His eyes widened.
âGoldenrod,â you said, shifting closer to look at the sketch over his shoulder. âUsed to treat pain.â
Remus traced his finger over the tangle of stems, the delicate florals. âI take it almost everyday,â he murmured, looking over at you, his eyes warm and full of something you couldn't quite place.
âSo, what do you think?â You asked, your gazes lingering on one another.
ïżœïżœïżœI think it's perfect,â he said, and you smiled, genuinely thrilled that he liked it.
âOkay, ready for me to start sketching?â You asked, and he nodded. You led him over to your station, already set up and waiting for him, and he hoped up onto the chair,, his long limbs dangling near to the floor. To break the quiet, you put on a muggle record, and Remus seemed to relax a bit, sipping on his tea and watching you putter around through dark lashes.
When you settled onto your stool, ink pen in hand, anxiety bloomed in your stomach. Remus was about to watch you draw on him. Youâd drawn on hundreds of clients, but like everything else, with Remus it feltâŠdifferent.
âIt might tickle,â you warned, resting his arm where you wanted it, your fingertips tingling from the contact. âAnd try to stay very still.â
âWhatever you say, love,â he murmured, getting comfortable. Entirely oblivious to the way the petname made your thoughts turn to static.
You placed your sketchbook just beside his arm and made the first line, a quick stem arching alongside a scar stretching from wrist to elbow. Slowly, line after line, the sketch started to come together, flowing with the natural shape of his forearm and itâs scars. You got lost in the act, sinking into the labor of creating.
It wasnât until Remus made a soft, approving hum in his throat that you peaked up him, breaking your focus. His eyes were almost sleepy, heavy-lidded and soft and the corners, a smile tugging at his lips.
âNo wonder Sirius like this so much,â he said, tracing your face with his eyes. âWatching you work is fascinating.â
Heat roared to your cheeks. âOh, I donâtâhe seems more interested in teasing me than letting me work.â
âThat does sound like Sirius,â he chuckled. âI like your focused face much more than that scowl.â
Merlin, what was happening to you? You felt like you could melt into your chair like a pile of pudding. Was he flirting with you? Or does he always talk like a romance book hero?
âHow long have you guys known each other?â You asked, changing the subject and ducking back down to your work to hide your expression.
âDecade at least,â Remus said. âWe met our first year at Hogwarts. Never thought Iâd befriend the Sirius Black, but yâknow, stranger things have happened.â
âWhyâd you think that?â
Remus shrugged, the muttered a soft apology for moving. âSirius isâŠSirius, and IâmâŠâ
âCharming? Sweet? Clever?â You asked, glancing up at him. âSirius talks about you like you hung the moon.â
A flush creeped up his neck. âHeâs dramatic.â
âAnd brutally honest,â you said, holding his gaze.
âCan I ask you something?â Now it was his turn to change the subject.
âOf course,â you said, capping your pen and setting it aside.
âWhy havenât you, ah, asked?â He glanced down at his scars, and you know what he was implying.
You shrugged. âI figured youâd tell me if you felt comfortable. Iâm not here to pry, just help.â
His eyes flitted over your face, swallowing hard, and it seemed he was at a loss for words.
âReady for ink?â You asked, giving him as reassuring of a smile as you could muster.
He exhaled, turning his wrist to inspect the design. âReady.â
The rest of the appointment flew by, with Remus sitting like a stone while you tattooed him for close to four hours. You didnât speak much, letting the music fill the empty air, but it was a comfortable silence, broken by the occasional question or annecdote. Remus seemed to appreciate being able to relax, and you were happy to give him a safe place for little while. Holding space for what this moment meant to him.
When you were finished, Remus stared at the tattoo in the mirror for a long time, and when he turned back for you to wrap it up, you could see tears collecting on his lower lashes.
"Thank you for this," he said, clearing his throat. "You were--this was amazing."
You knew he meant the art, but still, the praise made your heart glow all the same. "Of course, Remus. I'm glad I got to be the one to do this for you."
Before leaving, he placed another appointment on your books for the following week, this time asking for a tree along the back of his calf, the roots spreading across the scaring he had there.
After Remusâ second and third appointment, you noticed a change in him. He seemed more confident, a little more outspoken. He was coming to life before your eyes, and you were starting to see the fuller picture of the boy Sirius loved so much.
Already, you felt so close to him. Connected. And you were starting to miss him those days in between, his appointment becoming the highlight of your week. Your sketchbook was filling with sketches of him, like you mind needed a place to spill your overflowing thoughts of him. With him, it was like every sound was heightened, every movement sharper, the very colors in the room more vibrant. Overwhelming in the best way.
But then he cancelled your fourth appointment, citing illness, and you didnât see him for two weeks. It wasnât until he sent and owl requesting an appointment for this coming Friday that you finally felt like you could breathe.
Sorry again for cancelling. Are you free this Friday? Thinking a moon and stars on my chest, with those gorgeous clouds I saw in your sketchbook. Canât wait, RL.
When Remus walked into your studio, you had to stop yourself from hugging him, you were so excited to see him. He looked tired, a little dimmer than the last time you saw him, but he greeted you with a warm smile and a bag of pastries, and that was all you needed.
You had him sit up on the table, busying yourself with the station in avoidance of the inevitable. He was going to have to take his shirt off. Your heart was palpitating just thinking about it.
âAlright, Rem. Strip for me,â you said, ripping the metaphorical bandaid off.
He huffed a laugh, seeming a bit shy himself. âYes maâam.â In a fluid motion, he hooked his fingers under his sweater and tugged it overhead. His chest was tanned and lined with lean muscle, the kind built outdoors, not in the gym. The scaring was worse, deeper gauges in softer flesh, but you barely registered it, too busy staring at the half-healed red slash across his ribs.
You gasped. âRem, what happened?â
âWould you believe me if I said I was in a fight club?â He rubbed the back of his head, averting his eyes from yours.
âNo, but you donât have to tell me anything. Just that youâre alright,â you said, unable to mask the warble of concern in your voice. You were already starting to gather that Remus wasâŠdifferent. And you'd only met one other person with scars that matched his, and they also always cancelled around the full moon.
His eyes softened. âIâm alright, dove. Donât worry about me.â
âIâm the only one that gets to gauge you with weapons,â you huffed, grabbing up your sketching marker.
He barked a laugh, head tipping back on his shoulders. âFair enough. Only you get to wound me permanently from now on.â
âGlad we reached an understanding.â You propped the sketchbook on the table and leaned in to start sketching. Remus sat up as straight as he could, resulting in your head hovering around his clavicle. But, with his long legs, you couldnât get close enough.
Remus seemed to pick up on your dilemma and slowly spread his knees, allowing you to step between them. The heat of his body was intense, drawing you closer, but you swallowed your impulse, trying to focus instead on the moon and constellations you were mapping out.
As you drew, you started to shift closer, drawn in by the work and his proximity, the clean smell of his skin, until you were practically leaning against him.
âYou smell nice,â he hummed, close enough that you felt his breath tickle the hair around your ear.
You nearly dropped the marker, but managed to keep your grip steady. âSo do you,â you said, unable to come up with something clever.
âYâknow, I probably shouldnât say this, but IâI missed you the last two weeks.â Remusâ voice was low, just above a whisper, resonant like a drum in his chest. You wanted to wrap it around you like a blanket.
You looked up at him, lips slightly parted in shock, so close you could brush your nose against his if you moved a hair closer. âYou did?â You asked, certain that if pupils could turn into lovehearts, yours would be beaming out of your head like a cartoon.
His hand came up to caress you jaw, tentative and gentle. âBeing with you is the best Iâve felt in ages,â he said, tilting your face a little closer to his. âI donâtââ
The bell to your studio rang loudly, and you jumped back from Remusâ hold, nearly tripping over your stool.
âHey Moony! Thereâs my favorite artist!â James came plowing through, wrapping you up in a bearhug that squeezed the air from your lungs. âHow are you, sweetness?â
âIâm good, Jamie,â you wheezed, and he set you back on your feet.
The boys clasped hands, a quick, almost automatic handshake.
âWhat are you doing here, Prongs?â Remus asked, trying and failing at not looking irritated.
âSirius said you were getting some ink today so I figured Iâd swing by and have you take a peak at how mineâs healing.â
âJames, itâs been like six months. Your antlers healed fine,â you reminded him.
âYou did his antlers?â Remus asked, a flicker of something dark passing through his eyes.
You nodded. âYeah, you didnât know?â
He shook his head, glancing sidelong at his friend.
âI suppose it might be time for a touch up. Let me see,â you sighed, crossing your arms over your chest.
James lifted his shirt, revealing a peak of his washboard abs, framed by a pair of sprawling antlers across his hip bones. You leaned a bit closer, checking for any faded spots or ink spreading.
âLooks perfect, Jamie. All good,â you said, sitting back on your stool, mildly impressed with yourself.
âBrilliant. I love them, and theyâre very effective.â He waggled his eyebrows, and you and Remus rolled your eyes.
James hung out for another hour, chatting with Remus while you finished the sketch of the tattoo. Your bodies were just as close as before, but with James, you were forced to keep it strictly professional. But the proximity without being allowed to touch was melting your mind, making heat pool in your lower belly. You could feel every breath Remus took, feel the rumble of his voice in your chest, the warmth of his body mingling with yours.
It was maddening, and you could tell Remus was growing more impatient by the second, the muscles around his neck taught with tension, his fingers twitching against his thighs.
At one point, you laughed at one of Jamesâ jokes and swatted at his chest, earning a smile from him. When you glanced back at Remus, his jaw was clenched tight, eyes glaring a hole into the drink in his hands.
Was heâŠjealous?
He had no right to be, but still, the thought of him being possessive made your heart rate quicken.
Finally, James left, leaving you and Remus alone in the simmering tension you'd built. He watched you closely as you returned to your station, prepping the tattoo machine.
âWould you ever get a tattoo like that?â You asked, glancing up at him through your lashes.
He leaned back on the seat, bracing his hands behind him. Showing off the lean expanse of his torso, the rugged look of him that stood in sharp juxtaposition to his style and personality. âNot sure I could pull it off.â
You scoffed, allowing him to see you peruse his body. âI strongly disagree.â
He chewed on his lower lip, a nervous habit. A flush started to spread across his chest, reaching towards his cheeks. âWhat would you suggest?â he asked, a sultry edge of his voice.
Unhurried, you stepped back between his legs, letting your fingertips graze along the valleys of his lower abdomen. âPerhaps a snake.â You traced the shape along his skin, his muscles tensing to stop himself from shivering. âOr ferns. Maybe a wolfs jawââ
âA wolfs jaw?â He asked, quirking an eyebrow at you.
You met his eyes. âYou should give me a little more credit, Moony.â
He blinked at you, clearly taken aback that you knew his secret. âYou knew.â
âI do now. I've only seen scars like yours once before, on another werewolf. And with the nickname, your tattoo choices, being MIA on the full moonâŠit adds up.â
His eyes searched your face. âAnd you don't care?â
âOf course not. I care about you, not your affliction.â Your hands still lingered on his hips, like your skin was magnetized together, you couldn't seem to pull them apart.
Remus straightened, his hand coming up to cup your face again. âI haven't been able to stop thinking about you,â he breathed. âYouâve gotten under my skin, dove.â
âIt's risky, yâknow, to flirt with your tattoo artist,â you murmured, grazing your fingers over the mostly healed goldenrod tattoo. âYou've got a permanent reminder of me.â
He smirked, his hand sliding into the hair at the nape of your neck. âWell, the thing about werewolvesâŠâ he was so close, warm breath fanning across your lips. âWe're a possessive sort, territorial. So having your mark on my skinâŠâ he sighed, eyes dark with desire. âI'm finding it hard to hold myself back.â
âThen don't,â you replied, heart in your throat.
Remus surged forward, lips colliding in a heady, toe-curling kiss. You immediately gave into him, his tongue caressing the seam of your mouth, dipping past your lips to taste you, claim you.
Your arms found their way around his neck, fingers digging into his feathery hair and tugging at the roots, drawing a low groan from his chest. He nipped at your lower lip in warning before soothing it with his tongue.
âBe gentle with me,â he grated, kissing along your cheek, down towards your throat. He craned your head back, grazing his teeth along your pulse, and you shivered. âIâm trying to savor this, not devour you.â
âDo you always keep yourself on such a tight leash?â You asked, breathless as he lapped at your skin, your thighs trembling with desire.
âPatience, dove,â he chastised affectionately, lifting his head. âJust be good for me, yeah? Youâll get what you want.â
Your brain emptied. Seeing this dominant side of Remus had you folding like origami. You nodded, letting him drag you in for another languid, bone-melting kiss.
Remus slid off the table without breaking the kiss, leaning down to scoop you up by the thighs in a fluid motion.
âRem!â You gasped in surprise when he turned and dropped you onto the table he just vacated.
He leaned over you, one hand reaching down to recline the seat so you were laying back, legs on either side of his hips. His lips found your neck again, kissing and licking his way down while his hands pushed up the hem of your shirt, fingertips cool against your fevered skin.
âTell me if you want me stop,â he said, shifting to kiss around your navel.
âDon't stop. Please don't stop,â you pleaded, and he smiled against your hip before sucking the skin between his teeth, biting at your flesh just hard enough you make you keen.
âI won't, love. I'm not going anywhere.â His fingers hooked into the waistband of your jeans, easing them down over your hips until they fell to the ground in a pile.
Your knees tried to pull together on instinct, the vulnerability making you flush, but his hands gripped your inner thighs, spreading you apart for him. You could tell he was in his element, something having loosened from his usually reserved demeanor. It felt like you were seeing him completely for the first time. No holds barred.
âDon't hide from me, pretty girl,â he cooed, lowering to his knees. âYou're gorgeous.â He trailed kisses up your thigh, charting a tingling path until his nose grazed sodden panties, making your pussy flutter and clench. âFuck, you smell divine,â he muttered before dragging his tongue over the thin fabric.
âOh, godâRemus,â you moaned when he sucked on the fabric over your clit, pleasure blooming from your center. Your eyes rolled back, fingers tangling in his hair as he flicked your swelling bud with his tongue.
âSo responsive,â he praised, pulling your panties aside with his middle finger. âYou this sweet for all of your clients?â
You shook your head. âI've neverâfuck, baby.â Your words splintered into a cry as he eased his middle finger inside of you, your dripping entrance accepting him eagerly. He nudged your clit with his nose, making you cry out again.
âJust me?â His voice almost sounded like a purr, deeply pleased by your admission.
You nodded, urging him closer by the roots of his hair, and he practically growled.
He nipped at your thigh, overpowering your meager attempt easily. âPatience, remember?â
You whined. âRemus, please. Just wanna feel you.â
He withdrew his finger, then added a second, pumping you slowly. âI know, baby. I'm right here, I've got you.â His mouth found your clit again, his tongue circling around and around, and you arched off the table, moans spilling from your lips like a song.
Steadily, the fire built, with Remus' devoted attention pouring over you like gasoline. He moaned against you, eyes screwed shut when your pussy clenched around his fingers, teetering on the edge.
The table shifted, rocking back a bit, and you looked past Remus' hair tangled in your fingers to his body. He was rocking his hips against the edge of the table, so turned on by the act of eating you out that he needed some relief.
âRem, baby,â you whined, the sight dragging you that much closer to release. He glanced up at you, his eyes glazed and pussydrunk, and he whimpered against you.
His deliberate motions got sloppier, greedier, as he rutted against the table. Losing control of himself, like his entire being was desperate to be inside of you.
With a final curl of his fingers, you toppled over the edge, coming with a cry loud enough to rattle the windows as relief crashed over you, cool water dousing the flames beneath your skin.
âGood fucking girl,â he growled, withdrawing his fingers to lap directly from you, savoring every drop of his efforts. âThat's it, love. Relax fâme.â He brought you back to earth with his tongue, long, languid licks and kisses around your trembling center, across your inner thigh slung over his shoulder.
âFuck, Remus,â you panted, slumping back against the table. âThat wasââ
He made his way up your body, catching your words in a messy, top-lip kiss. âGot your mark all over me now, dove,â he purred, pecking your cheek with a cheeky grin.
âWhat aboutâŠâ you trailed off, fingers toying with his belt, unsure of what you were asking for him to fuck you, or mark you. Or both. All you knew was that you wanted him, badly, even more so with that post-orgasm clarity.
âPatience,â he replied, chuckling at the annoyed look you shot him. âReady to finish up this tattoo?â
âBut you didn't get toââ
âIâm, ah, a bit embarrassed to say that I did.â He straightened with a sheepish smile, revealing the dark spot leaking through his jeans.
Holy shit. You'd made him cum in his pants.
You surged up, throwing your arms around his neck and tugging him down in to a ravenous kiss. âMerlin, you're so fucking hot,â you mumbled against his mouth.
He grinned, breaking the kiss to nuzzle into your neck, hiding the flush you could see staining his ears. âSays the girl that made me cum without touching me,â he muttered, almost indignant.
âIâm not sorry,â you chuckled, sighing when he pressed his plush, kiss-swollen lips to your racing pulse.
âIt's alright, I'll get even,â he teased, his teeth nipping at your skin.
âIs that a promise?â
âMost normal people would interpret it as a threat.â He picked his head up, eyes sparkling with mischief.
âWell, I'm not normal people,â you replied.
âAnd thank Godric for that.â He kissed you again, all smiles and airy pecks.
Normal was never your style anyway.
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âItâs finished, itâs done. You canât take loved awayâ
-excerpt from Nona The Ninth by Tamsyn Muir
I lost my mom back in 2013. I was a few months away from 13 at the time, and no matter how long itâs been since Iâve seen her, no matter how fuzzy my memories of her get, no matter how many holidays or birthdays or big events sheâs not there for, no matter who I become, I have to remember that I loved her, and that she loved me too.
Iâve found myself struggling lately to even remember if I ever actually knew her, but I did know her, and who I knew I loved.
I loved her laugh. I loved her smile. I loved how kind she was. I loved that she very genuinely cared about the world. I loved that she fought for people and the injustices they faced in her own way. I loved that she decided one day when she was 12 to become a vegetarian because of her love for cows. I loved that she wasnât ashamed to sleep with a bunch of stuffed animals. I loved that she took photos all the time, like carried a camera with her all the time just to do that. I loved that she bought stuffies for my brother and never forced gender roles on me or my siblings; we could decide for ourselves what we liked and what we didnât. I loved that she was a safe haven for all my older sisterâs friends, no matter their race, gender, sexuality, etc, she just gave them a mother figure they could rely on. I loved that she did genealogy work for people, and would take us kids to cemeteries to find head stones for people. I loved that she encouraged my siblings and I to read, and that she made it so much fun, it was a way she could bond with us. I loved that she always encouraged us to create art, Iâdve never become an artist without her and her familyâs background and support in art. I loved her love for animals, that again she and her side of the family always seemed to have a special way with animals, especially sick and injured ones. I loved her desire to learn and grow and change, it reminds me that she would be okay with who I am now. I loved her nerdiness. I loved her love for star trek and eragon and other media, sheâd love that Iâm unapologetically the same when it comes to enjoying fantasy and sci fi.
I loved my mom a lot. And that love will never go away. That love will never disappear. Nobody will ever replace my mom, and I will never replace the love I had for her. And her love for me will also never disappear. Every tear she wiped away. Every scrape she tended to and kissed. Whenever she reminded me that she would always be with me, even when she was far away, like the story she told me about âThe kissing handâ on my very first day of school, where I sobbed because they wouldnât let her walk me into my classroom. Whenever she gave me a shoulder to cry on after every terrible day of getting bullied at school. After every ounce of praise she gave me for even the smallest achievements.
I canât take her love away, and nothing can ever take the love I have for her away, not even after all these years, and not even after 100. As long as her name is remembered, she will be loved, because she made damn well sure through her kindness and care that at least one person would remember her fondly. She touched many hearts and left a warmth never to be diminished, and I love that about her too.
And in the future, as I remember her and even learn new things about her that I didnât know before, I will love more things about her. That is the good thing about the passage of time I guess, is that there is always more time to learn, even though sheâs not here to make new memories with, I will still learn more from and about and for her, and I will love her.
Thank you mom for loving like you did, and teaching me to do the same.
grief is so crazy like what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. does she know i loved her. i miss her so much. i catch myself doing things she used to do. i wish i could call her. i miss her so much. i do a crossword puzzle. i cry while washing the dishes. does she know i loved her? my heart feels like a hummingbird. i miss her so much. what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. what if i forget.
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sugar, sugar | v.a
summary: a week after ishaâs birthday party, you tell vi itâs time to take the night on to make some blueberry cinnamon rolls. the two of you open up to one another in the midst of your baking session; your feelings for her somehow festering even more but maybe those feelings arenât as one sided as you believe.
pairing: fem!reader x vi arcane
contains: modern!au, mila & jinx side-plot (thatâs barely touched on), awkward and adorable tension, pining, fluff, talks of parental deaths on vi and readerâs end, possible incorrect depictions of baking (i love baking but im not an expert </3)
word count: 4.5K
a/n: i think i got one more part for you guys and i canât wait for it :) i love love all of the overwhelming support for this little series; i cannot express it enough!! the reblogs & comments really help me keep going. i hope you guys enjoy this part!!
â THREE
âWhat are you doing?â
You hear from behind you as you were frantically wiping down the stone top island in the kitchen, making sure it was squeaky clean for Viâs arrival.
After attending Ishaâs birthday party, another week had flown by before you were able to have everything prepared. Okay, you had most of the materials at home already.
You felt you needed to mentally prepare to have Vi here in your childhood home; a place you go to for comfort at the end of a restless day. You had sent her messages with your address and what time she should make her way over to yours.
You hold back the eye-roll threatening your eyes at Milaâs judgemental tone. You were as ready as you could be, wearing a simple pair of striped sleeping pants and a dark gray sweatshirt that hung slightly off your shoulder with a back tank underneath. You were home so you wanted to be cozy yet cute. Your hair was up in a simple ponytail, a few flyaways escaping from your vigorous cleaning.
âCleaning. What does it look like Iâm doing?â You sarcastically respond to your sister, sucking in a deep breath as you move to another spot.
âI can see that but I mean, why are you scrubbing so damn hard? Youâre going to carve the stone, dude.â
You close your eyes as you try not to snap at your sister. Your grandma had given you the day off so that you could spend as much time with Vi as you could. Even after insisting to her that it wasnât necessary, she made sure you werenât on the schedule and to not leave the house unless it was with Vi.
âI need a daughter-in-law,â were her words as she left the house to go to the bakery. She was very hopeful for you.
âIâm⊠a little anxious, okay?â You admit, ready to hear your sisters mocking.
She snorts at your words as she rounds the island to look at you. âYeah, no shit.â
âOkay can you keep that to yourself, please? I-I donât need this right now,â you wipe back some of the flyaways as you put the rag in the sink.
You wash your hands in silence, hearing your sister shifting behind you.
âLook, what I was going to say was that you are going to be fine. Clearly, she already likes you or else she wouldnât have agreed to come over to help you,â Mila quietly tells you, tilting her head to try and find your eyes. âI know this doesnât happen often for you but I donât want you to screw it up.â
You take that in, ignoring the dig at your antisocial skills and lack of dating experience. You knew this was your sister's way of trying to comfort your scattered mind.
âThanks⊠I think,â you squint your eyes at her, drying off your hands.
You hear your phone ding on the countertop, leaning over to check to see who it was. To your demise, it was Vi telling you that she had arrived at your house. You mutter a curse as you turn to your sister getting ready to tell her to go somewhere that wasnât here. You hadnât even heard the car rolling up the dirt driveway.
âYouâre welcome. Now, Iâll be doing you a favor and leaving so you can have the house to yourselves.â
Your brows furrow at her words, questioning your sisterâs whereabouts.
âWait, where are you going?â
Mila grins at you before shrugging one of her shoulders, seeming sheepish. âHanging out with a friend. Iâll see you. Have fun with Violet.â
She drags out Viâs full name to tease you as she throws her brown suede purse over her shoulder. You practically shove her out of the house as you peek out the window once she shuts the front door. You knew your sister didnât have a car, and she was not using yours, so you wanted to see who the hell was picking her up. Your eyes squint to see a streak of light blue hair in the driverâs seat and Vi walking up to your front door.
Vi passes your sister and gives her a slight nod and wave, telling her something that you couldnât quite hear due to the fact that she was outside still. It took you way too long to realize that the head in the driver's seat was Jinx. Mila and Jinx were friends? And she just forgot to tell you?
Absolutely shocked by this news, you tug open your front to reveal Vi with her hand raising to knock but eyes widening at your confused expression as you look behind her at the car reversing and leaving the dirt driveway.
âHey, uh,â Vi shoved her hands into the pockets of her zip-up, tilting her head at you, âis everything okay?â
You blink as your attention switches to Viâs awaiting expression. You shake your head, an embarrassed chuckle leaving your lips.
âIâm sorry. Hi, Vi,â you grin at her before opening the door wider for her to step in.
âYouâre okay. Itâs Jinx and Mila, right?â Vi questions, an amused smile forms on her lips.
You nod slowly as you allow her to step further in, asking her to take off her shoes before nodding with a shocked expression as you shut the door and lock it.
âYeah. Theyâre⊠friends?â You press, wanting to know your sister's business.
Vi pries off her shoes near the door and places them next to the small line-up of you, your sisters and your grandmotherâs shoes.
âYeah, I guess Jinx went to the bakery on her own and your sister was there and they started talking after that,â she breathed out a laugh.
âThatâs crazy. I love my sister but she is cranky as hell at work,â you chuckle.
Vi shrugs her shoulders, her laughter fading to a small grin. Viâs bright eyes dart around the interior of your grandmother's home, curiously examining every inch of the house you grew up in. You linger behind her as you try to compose yourself over the fact that she was here. You fiddle with your rings in an attempt to ease your bouncing mind.
âItâs so⊠cozy here,â she voices her thoughts as she smiles at a photo of you, your sister and your grandma when you were younger that was sitting on a shelf underneath the living room TV.
Her light gray zip up was slightly falling off her shoulders to reveal the inch strap of her black wife pleaser underneath. The sight distracts you for a moment before you cringe at your younger portrait but Vi merely admires how much youâve grown yet somehow look the same.
Beautiful, nonetheless.
âEveryone says that when they come over. My grandpa actually helped build this place with his friends when they were younger. He really loved my grandma.â You explain softly, looking at the back of Viâs head.
Vi turned her head to look at you, nodding as she glanced around the room wondering how long it mustâve taken to do this.
âItâs really beautiful.â
âThank you,â you accept the compliment on your grandmother and grandfather's behalf. âOh, and I did make the dough last night because it needs to rise overnight so it can be all light and fluffy.â
Vi slowly nods at your words, furrowing her brows as she motioned towards the kitchen area that was adjacent to the living room.
âSo what more do we have to do other than, you know, assembling them?â Vi questions as she waits for your response.
You hold your hands behind your back as you tilt your head towards the fridge, an eager smile spreading onto your face.
âDo you want to listen to music while we bake?â You question.
Viâs eyes flicker to your elated gaze and she canât help but smile at your question. When you look at her like that, she thinks she would do anything for you. She watches your movements as you scurry over to a side table that was next to the living room couch to undo the clasp of a vinyl player that was disguised as a leather brown suitcase.
You kneel down to tug out a crate that held around 50 records, humming to yourself as you pick up a record that satisfied you. Vi couldnât see from where she was standing but was hesitant to move forward. You carefully remove the vinyl from its paper shell to place on the spindle, moving the tonearm to rest it on the song of your desire.
âThis is just a bunch of different blues and R&B songs,â you inform Vi, your back still turned to her. âI thought it was fitting.â
Vi nods in understanding even though you werenât able to see her. You stand back up to your feet once adjusting the volume, walking back over to Viâs awaiting figure. You take her hand in yours and motion for her to follow you into the kitchen.
âIs this going to be messy?â Vi asks, distracting herself from how much she loved feeling your hand in hers.
âMmm, I would be lying if I said no so you either roll up your sleeves or take off your jacket so you donât get it covered in anything,â you suggest as you release her hand to tug open the fridge to retrieve what you needed for the filling.
Vi, to your wonderful surprise, zips down her jacket and lets the cotton roll over her toned shoulders. You stand frozen near the fridge for a moment at the sight of her back nearly covered in ink. You had to thank whatever or whoever sent her to your grandmaâs shop because how the hell is she real?
Standing here in your kitchen looking like that?
Vi sets her jacket aside on one of the chairs that was pulled up to the island, her hands finding their place on her hips as she awaits further instruction.
âOkay so, what youâre going to do is sprinkle a bit of flour onto the island. Just all over it,â you motion to the bag of flour and use one of your to make a spreading motion to the lengthy surface.
Vi nods in understanding at your instruction, clearing her throat as she reaches carefully into the paper bag to grab a good handful as does exactly as instructed. You hold back your glee as you watch her lean over a bit to even out the flour. She glances at you through her peripheral to make sure you seemed satisfied with how that looks.
âHowâs it look?â She hums, dusting off her hands over the spread.
âPerfect. Now, take the dough and just give it a few kneads to press out the air bubbles.â You point to the metal bowl full of dough, stepping to the side to move out of her way.
Following your words once again, Vi takes the malleable tan dough into her palms to plop it down onto the surface. You turn your head to cough at the gust of powdery air that blew upwards. She, too, waves a hand in front of her face to brush the puff away from her nostrils.
When Vi had said you only wanted her there so she could do all the kneading, you didnât expect to actually be gawking over her doing it. She digs her palms and fingers into the dough, leaning her chest forward to press it into the flour. Her triceps tightened at the motion, readjusting the blob to spread the flour evenly throughout. You swore you heard a grunt of struggle leave her lips as the dough was a bit thicker than she was expecting.
You raise a hand to your mouth to push back the infatuated smile that was tickling your lips, just watching her knead the dough.
âIs this good?â Vi asks through another press into the surface, another light grunt leaving her mouth.
âYeah,â you say without thinking, lost in your lust-driven daze.
Vi looks up at you from her kneading as she stops with her hands still buried into the dough, no longer sticking to it as it was covered in flour. You dart your gaze away from her as you shake your head, chuckling and muttering ârightâ to yourself.
âIâll get the, uh, rolling pin so you can flatten it out.â
You suck in a deep breath as you turn your back to her, shutting your eyes as you internally scold yourself to pull it together. Had she noticed your lingering almost creepy stare at her arms?
If she did, she hid it very well.
âDo I need to wash my hands?â Vi questions from behind your back as you kneel down to retrieve the rolling pin from the cabinet.
âNo, not yet. After rolling them, you can. Iâll put the filling and roll them if you want,â you offer from over your shoulder as you grab the wooden object.
âOkay. Youâre the boss,â Vi chuckles.
You stand back up on your feet, blinking harshly from the sudden rush to your head. Change the subject, you begged internally as you handed her the rolling pin. As you flicker on the stove and try to think of something else to talk about, you can hear Vi humming along to the song currently playing as she rolled the dough as instructed.
You smile to yourself as you begin to make the filling as quickly as possible.
âYou know this song?â You question the red-haired woman, turning to her slightly as you watch the filling simmer in the small pot.
Vi seems to be caught off guard at the fact that you could hear her humming to herself along with the song's lyrics, pausing her movements for a second.
âUh, yeah,â she clears her throat as she takes one glance at you before looking away flustered. âMy⊠mom would sing it all the time. She was obsessed with it.â
âYou know, youâve never talked about your mom,â you state carefully. âNot that you have to. It just hit me.â
Vi shook her head, muttering a âno, itâs okay.â
âI guess I never really had a reason to but I donât mind,â she reassures you to glance at you once again with a small smile.
You send her one back as you stir the filling slowly, watching the ingredients dissolve over the heat.
âWhat was she like?â You question.
âShe was⊠loving. She, uh, passed when I was 11 and Jinx was 6. She gave us home hair cuts that were just so terrible,â Vi shook her head with a chuckle as she recollected on her childhood. âI mean, seriously. I mean, it looked like we had cut them ourselves but my dad claimed that we loved the look. I think it was because it was the fact that it was her cutting our hair instead of some stranger.â
You canât help but smile at her words. Her voice had softened the second she had brought up her mom, signaling to you that her mom was a gentle soul. You could feel how much that transpired within Vi.
âWere her and your dad together for a while before they had you and Jinx?â You hum.
âThey were never together. They were actually friends but my mom got knocked up by some random guy twice that they never knew about and my dad kind of took that position of being, well, a dad.â
Vi explains as she sucks in a deep breath, seeming as though she was composing herself. You furrow your brows as you are afraid that youâve pushed it too far with the questions.
âWell, when did Isha come in?â You ask in hopes to distract her.
This Vi freezes at, releasing the rolling pin to turn to you with a soft sigh.
âShe came out of nowhere. My dad told us one day coming home from school that someone had left a baby on our doorstep. We thought that kind of stuff only happened in the movies so we thought it was a joke,â she leaned her back up against the counter top, folding her muscular arms across her chest. âBut then we came into the living room and there she was wrapped up in a little blanket in a bassinet. Jinx was more excited than I was because she got her own little sister.â
âYou have a very loving family. Itâs obvious, honestly. I can tell you have a good heart, Vi,â you tilt your head to make eye contact with her to show the sincerity behind your words.
Viâs eyes hold contact with your own, pupils dilating to the point where the blue of her eyes was a mere ring. She exhales a soft breath as she just stares at you.
âWhat about your parents? Are theyâŠ?â Vi blinks and reroutes the attention to you now.
âUh, no. My mom and dad died when I was 6 or 7 and Mila was just 1. They werenât the best parents from what my grandma has told me. They tried but they were⊠angry and overworked,â you shook your head as you turn down the heat on the stove lower before looking at Vi with a shrug to your shoulders. âI guess they thought having kids would bring them closer but it only seemed to push them further apart. They had dropped Mila and I here one day and just never came back. My grandparents found out a week later that they had gotten into a car accident and died on the way to the hospital.â
You wince to yourself at the silence that had fallen over the two of you. The soft crackle of the record switching songs and the soft bubbling of the blueberry filling in the pot were the only sounds in the house.
âBut Iâm okay. My grandparents raised me and my sister and I can guarantee it was the better choice,â you attempt to make a joke but Vi simply looks at you with a genuine expression.
âIâm sorry,â she says softly.
âIâm sorry too.â
You clear your throat, a strained chuckle leaving your lips as you clasp your hands together.
âSorry, the fillingâs ready. I didnât mean to get allâ Well, to bring that subject up.â
Vi shakes her head to reassure your frantic mind, reaching for your hand. You allow her to do so, heart leaping into your throat when her thumb wipes over the back of your hand.
âI said it was okay. I meant that,â she persists.
You look at her with a hesitant expression, opening your mouth about to apologize but she gives you a pointed look as if she was testing you to try it.
âOkay, okay, letâs roll these.â
Vi seems content with that and releases your hand to let you bring over the pot to the counter of rolled out dough. You ignore the bothersome want to grab her hand right back as carry it over and rest it on a crocheted pot holder so it wouldnât burn the surface. You two stay in a comfortable silence as you take a wooden baking spoon to scoop it and carefully spread the blueberry-cinnamon filling across the flat dough. Once everything was properly rolled up and placed onto the baking sheet, you popped it in the oven for its designated time period.
About 20 minutes passed of sharing soft words to one another in the kitchen, the timer on your phone went off. With the rolls fresh out of the oven, you started to make the cream cheese frosting to wrap it all together. You could see Vi lingering over the delectable smelling pastries out of the corner of your eye, seeming to be examining them.
âYou really do have a knack for this, cupcake. These look incredible,â Vi praises you as you plop the ingredients into the bowl.
You tuck a flyway piece of hair behind your ear as you bashfully smile in her direction.
âWell, you did all the kneading. They wouldnât been made without your help,â you switch it around to the pink-haired girl.
âI knew you were staring,â she teased as she took a few steps forward so her shoulders were a few inches apart from your own.
The close proximity made your stomach flip but you simply continued to whisk in the bowl. You gradually add the milk, careful not to add too much or else it wouldnât be thick enough.
âI donât know what youâre talking about,â you lie through your teeth. âI was making sure your technique was good. Iâm the baker here.â
âIf you say so,â Vi held her palms up in defense, that annoyingly attractive grin on her face.
You shake your head before vigorously whisking the frosting, watching it turn into the perfect texture. You sigh as you dip your finger into soft white glaze and hold it up to Viâs mouth, wiping it on her bottom lip without thinking.
Your eyes widen as you realize what youâve done, watching Viâs eyes match yours. She licks her lips to taste the frosting regardless, raising her fingers to her lips when yours just was.
âIâm so sorry. IâWhen I bake at home with my grandma or my sister, we usually just do, well, that because weâre the only ones eating it,â you cover your mouth with both of your palms, shaking your head. âIâm sor-Iâm so sorry.â
âNo, no,â Vi raises her hand to wave you off, a weird chuckle leaving her lips. âI just wasnât expecting it.â
You sigh, the embarrassment still clinging to your skin as you replayed in your mind how easily you did that.
âItâs good, though,â Vi adds through the silence.
You canât help but let out an amused laugh at the way she immediately tries to assure you that what you did was in fact very normal. You knew it wasnât⊠by any means but she attempts to make you feel better regardless.
âWhat?â Vi asks through her own soft laughter.
You shake your head as you motion to the fresh cinnamon rolls.
âCan we frost these, please? Iâm trying to save myself from embarrassment.â
Vi simply grins at you as she reaches two fingers into the glaze to gather a bit on her pointer and middle before sticking it in her mouth. You stare at her, unable to utter a word. What the hell is wrong with her?
âSee? Itâs good.â
Instead of humiliating yourself further, you shove her back with one arm as you scold: âDid you even wash your hands?â
âI did, actually.â
âThen get to it,â you point to the cinnamon rolls and hand her a spatula.
Vi glances down at the bowl of frosting and the wooden spatula with a soft blue rubber before taking it from her hands to do as you had asked. You watch her step around you to take a good scoop of the glaze to spread it over the warm treats. You spoke quietly to one another, asking her random questions to pick at her mind a bit more; to get to know her better.
âYou think you could teach me how to kick box?â You question as you are now sitting in your living room.
Two small ceramic plates that were in the style of pool balls on the coffee table in front of you; Viâs being the 6 green ball and yours being the 8. Cinnamon rolls sat on either one; yours being less eaten than Viâs. She had mere crumbs left as she nodded into her last bite.
âOh yeah. You can let me know and Iâll clear out some space for you.â Vi grins as she licks her lips to be rid of the cinnamon from her lips.
âI will definitely,â you chuckle as you take another bite.
âHey, uh, speaking of that, I have this kickboxing tournament coming up in a few days. I⊠want you to be there,â Vi looks at you with an awaiting expression; hope glimmering over her eyes.
Your eyes meet hers as you chew your food, a hand hovering over your mouth so you donât drop crumbs. I want you to be there, her voice rang through your mind.
âYouâll be competing?â You wonder.
âYeah and a few of my older students,â she confirms.
Youâd be an idiot to say no. A stupidly giddy smile spreads onto your face as you set the last quarter of your cinnamon roll back on the plate.
âIâd love to be there. Iâll cheer you on from a distance.â
Vi tilts her head from next to you, bumping her shoulder with yours.
âYeah?â
âOh yeah. Iâll embarrass you with a huge sign that says âGo Viâ in rainbow glitter,â you lean closer to her face as you tease her.
Vi eyes flicker down to your lips for a split-second as you lean in. You notice the action but brush it off as the closer proximity.
âYouâll be my cheerleader?â She questions, a smirk forming.
âAlways,â you whisper, sucking in a deep breath as you shift yourself so that your body is facing hers.
Your answer sends a shiver down Viâs spine, her heart leaping into her throat. She lifts her hand to take one of yours before she opens her mouth to say something. A loud knock fills the house causing the both of you to jump.
You mutter a curse to yourself as you excuse yourself to Vi to walk over to the door to unlock it to see your sister and Jinx standing on the welcome mat. They both held cheeky, suspicious grins.
âHey guys,â you furrow your brows at the two. âBack so early?â
âEarly? Itâs been three hours,â Mila states with raised brows, stepping into the house.
Vi mustâve heard Milaâs voice and appeared behind you at the door, cursing to herself as she did not realize how much time had passed. She checked her own phone before looking at her sister.
âShit, I gotta go. I promised I would take Isha to the park before it gets too dark,â Vi runs to grab her zip-up, sadly shielding her toned arms once again. When she walks back over to you, Mila and Jinx, she wraps her arms around you to give you a warm hug. âIâll text you all the details, I promise. Thank you for letting me come over. I had a good time.â
You hold onto her tightly, discreetly inhaling the cinnamon-blueberry scent that was clinging to her skin.
âYeah, me too. Let me know everything, Vi,â you pull away to see your sister and Jinx giving each other weird looks.
Okay, their friendship was going to drive you up the wall.
âSee you, cupcake. Bye, Mila,â Vi grins at you and waves at your sister.
âBye, Vi. Bye Jinx. Text me!â Mila calls after Jinx as they both walk away to the running car.
Jinx turns her head to send your sister a knowing smile, calling back: âI will, Mils!â
You and your sister watch the two open their designated sides of the car, leaning against the door with a long sigh.
âGod, could you act like youâre not in love with her?â Mila teases before walking over to the kitchen to probably devour the pastries you had baked.
You shake your head to yourself as you think that no, you really canât.
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MULTI BOT RELEASE !!! (1/31/25) âą âš .á
art donaldson ă»ăăă»ïŒnoid. tennis has given art everything anyone could ever wantâ a fulfilling career, you and lily, and countless influential titles and winsâ and with him getting closer to becoming a household name, artâs more than aware of his luck. heâs beyond grateful. however, fameâs a double-edged sword and itâs getting harder to both play into the paparazzi and their mind-games and also protect his family, so itâs not a surprise that art loses his temper when those lines finally get crossed. (based off ânoidâ by tyler the creator!)
bruce wayneă»ăăă»ïŒbillie bossa nova. underneath all the sneaking around hotel rooms and charity galas, both you and bruce long to be understood for more than just your family names and your money. whateverâs going on between the two of you is merely putting a band-aid on a niger issue, youâre aware, but thereâs something about bruce that helps you rationalize the less-than-ideal circumstances. a lot can change in twenty seconds⊠a lot can happen in the dark. (based off âbillie bossa novaâ by billie eilish!)
jim hopper ă»ăăă»ïŒyouâre a fighter. in one moment, all hop had to worry about was you slowly growing more independent and mike wheelerâs insufferable attitude, but now the mind flayerâs set its sights on you and youâve seemingly lost your powers. setting the mess with the russians beneath starcourt mall aside, hopperâs main priority is making sure youâre safe and away from any more danger. you may be a fighter, but youâre his kid first. (based off âyouâre a fighterâ by kyle dixon and michael stein!)
joel miller ă»ăăă»ïŒwestern nights. joel knows youâre not supportive of the violent ways he provides for you, but in a post-apocalyptic world morals are put on the back burner while he concerns himself with keeping you both fed, housed, and taken care of. youâre stubborn, heâs stubborn, but youâd never think of taking off and leaving him behind. this timeâs no different. (based off âwestern nightsâ by ethel cain!)
patrick zweig ă»ăăă»ïŒpart of your world. mermaids were nothing but a mere children's bedtime storyâ they weren't real. thatâs what patrickâs father had told him since he'd been a boy; that the wondrous creatures he believed in with all his heart were nothing but tall tales meant to put the children of new rochelle to bed with little fight. thatâs proven to be false when you rescue him from swimming with the fishes for eternity, and now that he knows your kind is real, patrick just has to learn more. heâll bring you as many human trinkets for your collection as youâd like if youâd let him be part of your world for a moment. (based off âpart of your worldâ by jodi benson and disney!)
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#Backstage Pass!
Synopsis -> What an electrifying performance, it was worth all that money and time waiting. It was so good that you wanted an encore - in private, with less talking and more action.
Warnings -> Not proofread, all aged up, suggestive, language, Rin is objectively sweeter than Sae and Kaiser, mean Sae and Kaiser
Featuring -> Michael Kaiser, Sae Itoshi, Rin Itoshi x F! Reader
"Oh, of course, you like MICHAEL KAISER, of all people," You force a sarcastic smirk, eyebrows creasing as if you eye her up and down as if you were judging her for some sort of malefaction. Honestly speaking, you should have foreseen this. You're the one who wants to go to the concert; you dragged your friend along so it wouldn't be a solo trip, but she's developed a liking for the blonde boy. He's the playboy type who goes on stage shirtless, flaunting the ink adorning his skin. Even when he makes the gracious decision to wear a solid-coloured tank top, it doesn't take away any attention from the prominent cerulean rose blooming on his throat. Her blase favouritism of Kaiser was nothing new.
Beneath the charisma - so lamentable, it was laudable, Kaiser had an ego that reached for the stars. But it was his solipsism that made him such a star, an unbreakable confidence that shined even brighter as he played. It's unusual for a bassist to get so much attention in a band, but everything was absurd about Kaiser in the first place. And the worst part is: he had the skill to back it up, every single shit-eating grin.
"An encore?" You watch Kaiser mouth out to the audience, and the crowd goes wild - especially the fans with the tips of their hair dyed a gaudy blue. Your friend shakes you back and forth, spilling a mix of 'thank yous' and 'ohmygosh' past her lips. His grin only grows wider as he hears the crowd cheer, almost expectantly, like the crowd was supposed to meet his expectations.
"You have a backstage pass, right? Do you think I could snatch his number?" Your friend nudges you, readily waiting for a supportive response. You hum - pretending to think so you wouldn't have to turn her down so flatly. "He's kissed fans before, so you'll need to try your luck, yeah?" You give your friend a comforting pat on the back, but you're the one who needs to reassure yourself, "Anyway, he's just eye candy, right?" She nods insouciantly: after all, it's not like they know each other.
When you see her soothing smile, for a split second, you wonder if you're being too critical of Kaiser. Your friend seems to enjoy the concert, maybe this has created common ground for you and her to bond. This smug bastard and his god-given charm may actually be a blessing in disguise.
"Don't you know how to swallow? You're drooling," You soon learn that you're a good judge of character when Kaiser forces his thumb into your mouth. You realize that your gut has always been right, and you can't decipher whether the uncomfortable churning in your stomach is due to butterflies or the sickening taste of nail polish on your tongue. Gosh, you feel like an idiot for doubting yourself and, most of all, doubting how much of a bastard he can be. Kaiser pulls you closer on his lap as if he couldn't get enough of your Carolina Herrera, and palms the swell of your ass when you scrape your teeth over his knuckle.
Your nails, freshly coated in a shade of rose that disgustingly reminds him more of that keyboardist than himself, scratch his forearm on their way up to his clavicle, leaving a trail of hot fire in their wake. Your raspberry-flushed skin matches his, especially when your fingers - more suited for loving than burning - wrap around the expanse of his neck and threaten to crush his airways. His fingers are out of your mouth, and his breath is already lost before anything has begun; you're starting to see the appeal in womanizers when his half-lidded eyes - glossy and lovestruck - stare with a shimmer that rivals stars.
"Didn't expect to find a beauty like you in the crowd, but you were giving me such a dirty look," His words are coated in honey, like flattering women is second nature for him. Your grip unconsciously loosens at his praise, and he uses his newfound leeway to capture your lips in his. He smells like Maison Margiela's Jazz Club, rum rubs off your sweat-slicked skin, and you swear you feel his teeth on your tongue when you press your chest against his.
His hands undo the clasp of your bra, and his tongue plays with the rest of your sanity. You swear to whoever's listening that you need another bottle of beer to wash this feeling of longing away because you're sure you're drunk on him. Kaiser's always been known to kiss his fans, but he kisses his haters even harder.
"SAE ITOSHI, apologize this instant!" Kaiser mimics their manager, arms crossed and voice in an ear-gratingly, squeaky high pitch. Almost condescendingly, he grabs the keyboardist by the hair and forces his gaze down - to the point where he's at a 90-degree bow. "How could you treat a young lady like that?!" He scoffs as Sae swats Kaiser's hand off of his hair, clicking his tongue, irritation crystalline clear.
"R-Really, it's okay...!" You try to get a word in, raising your hands awkwardly to try and ease the situation. Kaiser is dead set on humiliating Sae, though; he's planning to get a good laugh like the carefree narcissist he is. You have to visibly hold back your laughter, heaps of air gathering in your lungs, and it bubbles in your chest. Sae straightens himself out, clearing his throat as he looks down at you from on the stage. Hopping off the platform to get on your level, the only thing separating the both of you is the railing set up for crowd control (and the bodyguards), he lets out a deep sigh.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to get your shirt wet and... I hope I didn't ruin the performance for you," He scratches the back of his neck awkwardly and cranes his neck to look away, not out of shame, though. Rather, Sae isn't sure where he's supposed to look. Your see-through white shirt is drenched, and the lacy black bra you have under is clear as day (though it is partially your fault for wearing black under white - Sae's gone through enough girlfriends to know that women are aware of these things, but he'll admit his faults and apologize anyway.) To be frank, he finds the event a blessing in disguise; you're gorgeous in lace, but he wouldn't say that aloud lest he be considered a pervert.
It was already past midnight, and the concert had ended, fans still stuck around to snag a photo with their favourite member, though. Seeing you at the front of the crowd (and the obvious 'accident' with your shirt), Kaiser caught him staring and decided to be a bigmouth. Swooping in like the playboy he is, he acted all righteous when he heard what happened and well... Sae Itoshi has his head bowed like a little boy apologizing to their mother.
"I'll make it up for you, yeah?" he states firmly, and the air shifts when you agree oh-so-sweetly. Ladies first, he would say, to avoid staring at your chest, but you could feel eyes glued to the mound of your ass from under your miniskirt.
He's making it up to you, alright, with his knee between your thighs. Long, slender fingers slip up your skirt, and the lacy black panties you have under make his star-etched pupils morph into hearts right before your lovestruck eyes. He's patient, he's graceful, and he's deft with every kiss to the point it makes you feel hungry. Diet Pepsi by Addison Rae plays on the radio, and he cages you onto the cushioned seats.
Your legs wrap around his waist like poison ivy, and there's sweet venom every time your collar is stained royal purple. His tongue dances on your skin, and it's even more mind-numbing when his tongue traces yours. With a gasp, or a squeal, or maybe a mix of both, you wonder how long it's been and why he's torturing you like this, and your eagerness tastes like honey to Sae.
Sae swears he's never met a girl so noisy before, but hell if he cares. He wouldn't mind if he met you after every performance, or if he snuck you into the studio to have you right there and then whenever that bastard Kaiser opens his mouth. Bleary-eyed and half-lidded, he thinks you look cute like this and, damn, his eyes weren't lying when you looked good in lace. He almost feels bad. You swear your skin feels like it's on fire, and he's your fuel. You breathe him like oxygen and he's as starved as you, he never knew what air felt like before you.
Sae's fingers, the ones that used to be so rough from playing the guitar with his little brother, the ones that have grown long from years of playing the keyboard, slip under the waistband of your lacy panties. He whispers apologies that he doesn't mean, and he swears to buy you another set as soon as possible. You don't care about his apology, you knew he was a half-hearted bastard the moment he blatantly ogled at you earlier. What's more important is the new set and this perverted idiot better give you another stress-relieving night for the trouble he's put you through! You know Sae Itoshi always keeps his promises.
RIN ITOSHI, the exceptional newbie in the band. Introduced as the 2nd electric guitarist, he hid his prior connections with Sae Itoshi to avoid accusations of being a mere product of nepotism. People had already acknowledged his skills by the time the truth spread. He didn't really catch your eye in terms of personality. He was as reclusive as his older brother but more vocal with his thoughts. If his brother had an "enigmatic" appeal to him, he would be "unapproachable".
"He's cute, isn't he?" Your friend playfully hums by the shell of your ear, and you shrug indifferently in response. Your gaze trawls through his black leather jacket, which looks like it was inherited from someone older, with its sleeves folded to the middle of his forearms. His stringed necklace dangles down to his electric guitar when he slouches, calloused fingers hovering over the strings. "Pretty good for someone new..." Your friend continues, her own eyes the furthest thing from chaste. Yet, instead of chiding her, you'll be the one apologizing sooner or later - you couldn't catch anything she said when Rin happened to glance up in your direction, no less. Coincidence or not, his tongue peeks out of his mouth, the pink muscle running over his lips.
Slim teal eyes narrow at you sharply when you don't look away immediately. You stare back as if you haven't sensed his annoyance and sheer arrogance, and you're utterly shameless about it too. As if mocking the guitarist, you stick your tongue out before openly running it over the canvas of your teeth.
You pass it off as flirting with no goal in mind, especially when his face scrunches up in belying disgust. It was nothing more than passive teasing, the kind of thing you'll dream about when the boys you know act stupid and the tension you'll crave when life gets dull. It's something you'll romanticize for the rest of your life until Rin Itoshi is muddled in a scandal, and you can't see anything attractive in those piercing eyes.
Well, you were half-right.
"Isn't your friend looking for you?" he half-mocks with a tone that makes you want to slap him stupid until the apple of his cheeks is as swollen as your cherry red lips. His mouth is as dirty as it tastes, and he doesn't know how to treat a woman at all. There's nothing remotely sweet about Rin, but the naivety blinding him - convincing him silently that he doesn't want this as bad as you do - is caramel on your tongue.
He's too young and dumb, your voice of reason echoes in the expanse of your skull, and you're sure he hasn't locked the door, but he's already kissed you silly. The black dressing room table feels a little shaky whenever his tongue slips into your mouth, or perhaps your whole world is shaking because of him. Your back crams against the mirror, and the warmth of the LED strips make your brain fuzzy. Eagerness and embarrassment conflict when he holds your waist, rough fingertips shyly slipping under the hem of your shirt and tapping against your skin as if asking for permission. His hesitation is evident when you pull away and the thought of upsetting you strangely eats him whole.
Your chest heaves up and down, off-beat from the temperamental percussion of your heart. "You're asking that now?" you manage out whilst guiding his curious hands further under your shirt, "Sweetheart, don't act like you're worried someone will catch us." Catching your breath, you yearn to lose it again as you lean forward for another round, the white quartz of his stringed necklace cold against your skin once he flips your shirt up.
You can't tell if the lights are flickering or if the flash of a camera has caught you so vulnerable, like putty and moulded into Rin's embrace. But, you don't care, and Rin seems to care even less with the way he whispers sticky sugar promises to buy you another Dior lip gloss and a new bag to boot. It'll be his first scandal if the paparazzi have caught the both of you, but you'll celebrate it with a bottle of champagne in the walls of his apartment, for sure.
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This is...eerily similar to how I figured out I was trans, as well as my struggles in realizing it, and...yeah a post like this could have helped me start a lot earlier than I did. Also thank you to the online friends that let me try new names and pronouns with them, and who were so supportive of my journey and are largely the reason I am the woman I am today. I love you all very much.
Idk who needs to hear this but you don't need "signs" to tell you you're a girl. You don't need it to hurt in your guts either. You can just want to try it, and you should.
In retrospect, many of my memories can be analysed as a sign of being trans. But the key point here is "in retrospect". I didn't see any of that before realising I'm a girl. I didn't even feel dysphoria before realising I didn't want to be masculine.
6 months ago, I just thought I was a good ally with every sign of being cis. If you feel like this and you love trans people and think they're so cool and think being trans is really beautiful, maybe just try new pronouns and a name online. No one who matters will be mad at you for doing it.
Had I seen a post like this, I would've figured myself out 3 years earlier
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hi everyone, i hope you are all well! as you may know, my main blog @delilahsturniolo is currently shadowbanned, and itâs been experiencing a lot of problems as well. such as not being able to message people, receive and send asks, posts not showing up in tags, not getting much interaction, not being able to reply to posts and much more, my blog is basically âinvisibleâ but still physically there, i can only do so much on it. tumblr support also hasnât gotten back to me either :( so until my blog is hopefully back to normal, or if it doesnât get fixed at all iâll be active on here. iâm gonna try my best to upload all of my writing and transfer everything here for now. of course, my blog is still there so you can visit it and read my fics or view any posts still if youâd like! :)
thank you all for your endless support and love once again! đ€
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Oh my oh my, I didn't even notice! Thank you so much for 1000+ followers!! I always have fears and concerns when I move from one fandom to another and I'm honestly glad that you all accepted me so warmly â âĄâ âĄâ ⥠Thank you for all your support and for your kind words, I love you all very much! (ă
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