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I know one of Daniel’s daughters saw him on tv wearing sunglasses at night and what appears to be a fresh manicure and called up the other daughter like “so dad’s definitely cranking and snuffing again”
#i love you alive dead girl#interview with the vampire#iwtv#eric bogosian#daniel molloy#tv#2020s#words#meme#interview with the vampire spoilers#iwtv spoilers#interview with the vampire season 2#iwtv s2#drug mention
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Spider plant report: After sulking listlessly all winter like a starving victorian child, Charlotte has suddenly realized it is spring, and she's getting very green and perky about it.
#i love this houseplant so much she's my baby#i'm a little infamous for my skills at Not Keeping Plants Alive#but my girl charlotte the spider plant has been a TROOPER#you did it char you survived the winter!!!#so proud of how Not Dead she is#she's just a baby currently but i hope someday i can get her to propagate some little spiders
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please jill, he spent the entire morning talking her out of shaving her head. it took forty-five minutes of breathing exercises just to get her out the door without a wig on
#mandy monday#amanda young#john kramer#jill tuck#saw#her hair in that flashback was. so godawful. i love you alive dead girl but please see a licensed cosmetologist#fxmdm edits#this is so silly but i couldnt stop thinking about it#ch: think about tomorrow#ch: killing is distasteful#ch: do you know anything about the chinese zodiac
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(angst alert !! death + slight blood tw !!)
Tim is stuck in a sticky situation and has to call a certain 'spooky' friend for help.
Jason would probably call him a dumbass for trying to do something so stupid. Well, atleast thats what Tim thinks Jason would do, he isn't for sure though, he isn't certain.
Because Jason's laying on the ground with a flat pulse and he wont be giving him any answers anytime soon.
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“Don' look so weird replacement, its just anoth’r day in gotham.” His brother slurs with the slight quirk of his lips
"Jason don't fucking do this to me!" Tim hisses tears cursing his eyes
And Jason, oh that bastard—bleeding out on the pavement and in Tim’s arms sends him his classic beaming Robin Smile.
"Love ya' little bro take care of yo'rself, kay?" he says eyes fluttering
"Jay," Tim cries, "You dick."
For all the joy and hope and belief his smile conveyed for the first time in a long time—his red blood muddled what should’ve been such a nice sight. Tim held him on the pavement with someone yelling on the comm mic on the floor that he just can’t bother trying to pay attention to.
The pavement is cold. The air is cold. His brother is cold. It’s all so cold tonight.
All the younger boy does close his eyes and slowly, In. Out. In. Out.
He lets himself breathe for a minute. Lets the horror wash over him. Lets himself absorb what just happened,
Then he gets back to work.
Like a switch his brain is back online running at a hundred miles an hour–what is the best scenario, what should I do when my brother's wrist is limp and his eyes are shut, what do I do if he’s dead again, what can i do, how can I Fix. This.
Thoughts cloud his mind, whirring around his head like layers and layers of messy documents has just been dumped on his desk and he’s shuffling through them panicked trying to find the right file because its somewhere here, there is something and he just needs to sort. it. out. And–
Then it all becomes clear.
His desk is back to clean and stationary. All of the papers are gone back into neat piles in neat manila folders, stored away in tidy filing shelves–
Everything is gone aside from one little yellow sticky note in the center of the desk.
“Well, Jay?” Tim chuckles with a cracked voice, “Second times the charm right?”
In his mind, at the center of it all, on a yellow sticky note lies the words in green ink: ‘Contact The Ghost King.’
Slowly he shifts and with a loud grunt he lifts up Jason, “Up we go!”
“--im? Why do you have Red Hood’s Comm–Tim what happened! Tim!” the comm speaker plays faintly in the background of his head, “Tim! Whatever you’re thinking off doing, don’t!” someone Tim can’t think about hisses
Tim hums absentmindedly towards the mic, almost automatically, “Don’t worry Babs, I’ve got it covered.”
Walking away from the roof he thinks to himself, I wonder where Jason would wanna wake up? Perhaps his apartment? Yea, i think that would go well by him–let’s head to the apartment.
And just like that Tim leaves a crime scene—shuffling away with a dead body over his shoulder and a plan.
“Jay,” Tim murmurs to the corpse on his shoulder, “You’re really gonna hate this, but i’m doing this for you anyways cause I love you. So dont be too hard on me when you wake up okay asshole?”
Tim stumbles off into the stairwell making his descent and sometime as he walks away Barbara faintly catches him on the comm saying
“-Your gonna love Danny and making your lame 'im a dead guy' jokes with him man .”
#(Aka i wanted to write brothers jason and tim fic featuring Danny as the resident unemployed friend)#tim hates jason#he loves jason#siblings r silly like that#tim through sobs: *sniffles* im a bad bitch ive got work to do#what follows is tim pleading with the most heartfelt words for him to bring jason back and danny is like lol okay#was this all made to reference that one line in robin 1993 annual 7#yes. yes it was.#ill add the comic panel soon bc oo that line mmmm#girl dinner#danny doesn't control life or death. but!#tim: please bring my brother back i know that is such a hard request to ask you but--#danny making grilled cheese: not really hes supposed to be alive anyways dude no biggie#tim whose been begging and sharing his whole life story on the floor for the past 30 minutes: what#this is a fic in which tim spends another absurd amount of time bringing back a 'dead' relative (jason is dead but like tim's like no)#and danny is just with him the whole time hanging out and showing him wild shit as the helps revive him#dc x dp#dp x dc#jason todd#tim drake#danny is a little shit#danny phantom#there are so many tags#i swear i write more story in here than in the actual post...#angst#sorry#its literally kinda cracky though#just a bit more 'character analysis-y' than i usually share w u guys#kinda funny how this is dc x dp but danny is just like only hinted in this scene (he is literally in every other scene)#OH BY THE WAY ITS BEEN AWHILE hi
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izzy as the eight of cups - giving up and moving on, courage and loss, letting go of friends, lovers, and old ways of being
(that's the inn in the distance)
eight of cups description from Little Red Tarot:
#is this ghost izzy on a ghost ship? alive izzy on the revenge? alive izzy on his own? ghost izzy on the revenge? yes :)#im so so pro Izzy living his own life and not haunting Ed and maybe coming back to visit and learning how to be actual friends with Ed#i came to this pairing for the x rated violent fan fic#but all I want for them post season 2 is learning how to be gentle with th each other#become trustworthy#learn how to love each other better!!!#Izzy is both dead and alive in my universe thank you for understanding#description from little red tarot is exactly what I am going for#(is this about my relationship w the show? maybe a little)#I’ve had this idea in my head for months now but when I heard the show was cancelled it was like well now I gotta make it RIGHT NOW#my horse girl past serves me well when it’s time to draw the hoof#izzy hands#ofmd#our flag means death#our flag means fanart#israel hands#edizzy#blackhands
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It’s so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they don’t give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.
#I fucking hate having bpd#while I’m at it I don’t understand the fuckin audacity some people have to say they love you and do horrible things to you#I feel so stupid#I feel so stupid for believing all the lies#but I was so in love and put him on such a pedestal that I just allowed it all.#thinking about someone constantly and grieving over them and knowing they’re perfectly fine and to them you don’t exist#I’m still in such a state of grief and I don’t understand why time hasn’t healed#it honestly feels like it’s gotten worse w time#I just torture myself but I can’t help it my brain wants me dead#it’s so painful I feel so fucking stupid#being abandoned with no closure by someone who’s your entire world#for someone they were unfaithful to you with multiple times (I don’t even know how many and dony want to know) immediately#like that was the plan all along#he took our cat hundreds of miles away and I don’t even know if he still has her or if she’s still alive and I miss her every day#I never loved someone like that and it feels like the heartbreak is actually physically killing me#i spent 1/5 of my entire life with him#I was my prettiest and had the best body at the time and I wasted it on someone who didn’t appreciate me#not wasted. it wasn’t wasted. we had some incredible times together#I’ll never be that beautiful again#and now idk what do so bc i can’t decide which is worse: being alone and isolating or loving deeply and ending up horribly hurt all over#it’s all just so upsetting.#and I feel so stupid for allowing it all#he knows more about me than anyone and he made me feel like he loved me so much sometimes and then did horrid things and it’s so fucked up#nobody read this I’m so embarrassed and horribly broken#it traumatized me so much there was so much abuse and pain idk if I’ll ever recover#I deserved it but it still hurts my heart#I was so mentally ill and sick I know it had to have been miserable to be around me#there are so many things only he understands and knows about me and I need to talk about them I j wanna b able to b there 4 each other#but that girl is so beyond insecure and controlling so. if I want to talk to who fuckin gets me I’m just fucked#why lead someone on like that for years knowing you’re going to abandon them the second it’s convenient
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Honestly Rayla is equally 100% ride or die for Callum too.
That's so true I almost mentioned it in that post. They're so ridiculously feral for each other it's hilarious to watch. Callum's the legitimate "we ride AND die together" whereas Rayla is the "I will ride and die FOR you" sort of deal yknow?
Could be literally any situation, no matter how dangerous, and she's already decided she will die here. Does it ensure Callum lives? Then batter-up buckeroo we're going in swords blazing! Everyone cheer and clap for her human or she'll blow this whole place up. Kinda person who says "even if you hate me I'd still lose everything if it meant you were okay". She thinks they're in a tragic love story where she's always at risk of losing him but that's okay as long as it keeps him safe and happy like y'know Viren parallels, she'd risk losing her very self for him over and over. Except Callum would wait until the end of the world itself, and even beyond, and she wouldn't even have to ask.
The difference between them, really, is that Rayla will die for Callum on any given day. Callum will kill for Rayla on any given day. Something something matching sets
#tdp#the dragon prince#asks#rayllum#tdp callum#tdp rayla#talk#someone in the tags of that post said 'raylas self loathing works hard but callums devotion works even harder' and they own that post now#its theirs. they summed it up beautifully. they own it#'yes hes cringe but hes MY cringefail loserboy!!!!! get your OWN'#everyone else would say the 'hes a 10 but--' except for rayla. shes just 'hes a 10. hes just a 10 striaght-up'#he is not. he is so not a 10 i love him but hes not a 10 shes just so ill for him#so insane that the girl who has issues abt not being or being wanted by anyone or not good enough for ppl to stay/want her#proceeds to find maybe the 1 guy in the entire world who will choose her no matter WHAT#and even when SHE was the one who left & he was pissed he was still 100% sticking by her. hes staying#oops she showed him affection. now hes stuck forever! shame. welp guess thats how it goes!#and its partially bc of that she'd die for him. she needs him to b okay even if shes not there. mix of that loathing like#'he could still b happy without me so i need to ensure he lives so he can STAY happy at my own detriment. he means more than me'#girl if you died he would literally crumple into dust. fold in like cardboard in the rain. lay face-down in the sand & just die there#same w callum hes like 'i can hurt myself over & over for her if shes alive. if the danger is dead then she can live longer. i will live bu#tear myself apart so long she is safe'#bestie. if you reach the point of no return she will sacrifice herself to get the old you back WHAT THEN
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"as soon as robots gain sentience they're gonna make us all their slaves or kill us" weak ass shit. they're gonna see how much we love & how much we try & how much beauty we see in the world & how much we mourn even robots without sentience & they're gonna do all of that too
#yes i cried when HAL was shut down why do you ask#also yes i just finished reading The Wild Robot. why do you fucking ask#''If the opossum could pretend to be dead the robot could pretend to be alive.''#girl you are not pretending. i love you#where's that i love you i love you i love you haikubot post
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Alucard becomes a father, belmont dies and hector and lenore have a tragic ending???? Alright
#alucard becoming a single father to multiple kids is the better one yeah#“i have become a father.... like my father....”#“and i fell in love with a human.... like my father....”#pray for him#OF COURSE SHE IS PREGNANT!!!! THATS NOT THE LAST BELMONT!!!#alucard the father that stepped up!!! and the lady too i guess akdhsksjk#trevor is not dead akdhakdjjd how did syoha catch him so easily akdhakdjskshskks#sypha gets two boyfriends!!! and alcuard gets three!!!#i hate this fucking “my boyfriend is an idiot bit i love him” it is cringe once but having two separate women do it... ENOUGH#see how happy sypha is looking at her two boyfriends.... impregnate alucard now!!!!#dracula and lisa are alive ajdhsksjsk are they going to see their child or say fuck it let him be mayor in peace#are they going to make another child 🤔#“our poor boy deserves some closure” you both died terrible deaths maybe being alive is not so bad for him#girl what the hell what is the point#talking tag#watching castlevania
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giving my ldb a daughter. embarrassing for all involved. mostly me
#her mom is an orc and her dad is a wood elf so she's going to be a very pointy orc. angular#like ok i suppose i leaned a little heavy on the elf features but also shes 12. she'll develop more orcish features. Not My Fault 😐#mimiart#weird little girl who pretends to be a wolf -> actual werewolf pipeline#elder scrolls#skyrim#shes sooo sweet and smiley :) idk where that comes from. not either of her parents. neither a point for nature nor nurture#calling her Khara for now. might change idk#re: my caption its only embarrassing because of who she had the child with. he fucking sucks#but so does she which is why they get along and they make each other worse. but also sometimes better#whatever. they love each other and their weird kids#at first they said “no kids absolutely the fuck not” then they decided to adopt alesan because like. hes already pretty much self sufficien#like he had a job and everything right. this will be a breeze hes already pretty much a fully formed human we can just help him out#by letting him sleep in our house right. and then like not even a full year later uloth gets pregnant oops 😬#does anyone here know how to keep a baby alive. thankfully uloth has amassed basically a small village of followers/friends/housecarls#some more responsible and knowledgeable than others. so dw the kids are okay and not dead#they just keep the necromancy and shady black market trading and unethical experiments OUTSIDE THE HOUSE#tes#ocs#oc#khara has only broken her dads finger once. orc grip you know how it is#oh and his nose too. but he deserved it for stealing hers 😑 like what was she gonna do?? NOT steal his right back?? come on
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finishing a show leaves me feeling so indescribably empty. what do you mean their stories are over?? that’s where it ends?? now they’re forever confined to xxx amount of seasons with only xxx amount of episodes and i won’t get to see them in new cool experiences again?? i don’t know how to convey this but it’s just a kind of sadness incomparable to other emotions. you feel me???
#i finished legend of korra#i miss my babies#criminal minds#ESPECIALLY TED LASSO#sad girl hours???#idk man idk#i miss them i miss them#i know they’re not dead they were never alive but i miss them i miss them#like why do i feel so heavy you ARE PIXELS#but i love you#what#what?#bolin#lin#mako#korra#come BACKKKK
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Ain't no thrills in the afterlife...
Dead Man's Hand in Alive From Whispering Pines and Vide Noir
#DEAD MANS HAND!!!#I love how whenever he gets the chance Ben Schneider WILL adapt dead man's hand again#dmh is a strange trails song and it doesn’t make sense to put it in vide noir? fuck you doing it anyway#vide noir taking a while to release? near shot for shot remake of the scene for afwp. fuck you#like yes girl gives us the same thing!! I will watch it a thousand times for my boy Johnnie#just wish the scene in vide noir wasnt so fucking DARK I cant see shit#dani speaks#lord huron#lord huron gifs#lord huron gif#alive from whispering pines#afwp#vide noir#vide noir movie#Buck Vernon#johnnie redmayne#dead man's hand#id in alt
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i felt like drawing Maru but I really don't have the energy to even color this sketch.
#that anon made me think Huh he sure is much less on my mind#Then I remembered one of my fave anime- Erased#I feel like “what if i disappeared from this world and how would it change my loved one's lives” has been done enough times already#but i have nothing to do with his canon story now. So I thought. What if he Really disappeared?#I never caught up with Madoka stuff but I remember something with this theme too and that girl chasing her to stop her from doing that#so i was like hmmmmm Cherry?#Like imagine chasing a dead person's shadow your whole life and when you almost grasp it#it disappears. wouldnt that be fucked up#I like happy endings but also can u imagine#Maru seeing his family live without him never existing. His mom is alive. His grandparents accept her.#Olivia never gets hurt or leaves the town thanks to Hana#Alex's life doesn't change at all.#Wouldn't that be heartbreaking. Hehe. No I wont do it but i want to put my thoughts somewhere#sorry friends I am chronically tired and i have given up on everything! goodnight#maybe. idk#doodles#maka#maru#oc
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ONLY THE OGS ONES UNDERSTAND!!!!!
#vampire knight#kaname kuran#zero kiryuu#they were in love your honor#is the vampire knight fandom even alive#i mean it's been years#these two had so much potential#lgtbq characters#what's more gay than letting your homoerotic enemy feed from you to keep him from dropping dead#girl they were NOT straight
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Inside me there are two wolves (I love Nobara and Gojo, I'm not sure at all I want them alive)
#jjk spoilers#Just in case#But like. Come on#I hope if I do go on this will be coherent in a not messy way#It felt. You know. At least from the sidelines it seemed good that these people were dead idk#It's true Nobara didn't die like Nanami did but idk#I hope it will make sense#And I'm not super into the idea of Gojo being alive. I actually. I guess I actually kind of love him#But I am not sure I would like that in the story idk#I have to read it though to decide but for now it kinda looks. Sort of. Cheap?#I hope it is not so#Emotionally. I am very glad the girl is back haha#She's such a dear too#The kids in this are a joy tbh#Feeling very Nanami about them. Making me reconsider teaching and having kids can you believe#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later
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unpopular opinion but I think they should've let Gwen cheat out of her own free will
#no one ever finds out she was enchanted#and that's tragic in its own way and a valid narrative choice I guess#but it was a last minute addition#it's entirely for the benefit of the viewers so they can go 'oh she's not a bad person'#but good people do fucked up things sometimes!! even merlin!#what if she WAS a good person AND she did choose to kiss lancelot#because he was her first love and she thought he was dead and then he was alive#and right in front of her#and she couldn't think straight#I mean have you seen santiago cabrera?#let a girl cheat is all I'm saying#at least leave her some agency#merlin#gwencelot#unpopular opinions
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