#i love this song to much...

[houndbitexx]

beach life-in-death - car seat headrest is SO DERAPCHU CODED like if i had infinite time id make an animatic to it, in this essay i will....

(ramblings under cut)

the fact that the songs repeating themes are loneliness, waiting, depression, and boykissing. youll never guess what ls!derapchus repeating themes are.... youll never guess what he spends most of his time doing...

just after the songs beginning with all of the 'what should i do? eat breakfast, what should i do? go to the store, what should i do? apply for jobs' with him just waiting for wemmbu to get back for so long. with him just doing what he has to fill time while he waits indefinitely

'i wrote beach death when i thought you were taken, i wrote beach funeral when i knew you were taken, i wrote beach f*gs well it wasnt about us... but it couldve been, well no it couldnt have' with all of his failed teaming attempts (sticklers, pangi, ect) most of which he could of joined if things had just gone a little differently

'I spent a week in ocean city, i came back to find you were gone, i spent a week in illinois, i came back to find you were still gone' the constant waiting, anything else just being a sidequest to the constant of waiting. for wemmbu, for zam, for the server

'i pretended i was drunk when i came out to my friends, i never came out to my friends, we were all on skype. and i just laughed and i changed the subject. she said whats with this dog motif, i said do you have something against dogsssss' the pangi videos, and his screentime/overall presence just being bits about being freaky. he pretended he was drunk when he came out to his friends. augh

'i am almost completely soulless, i am incapable of being human, i am incapable of being inhuman, i am living uncontrollably' him being isolated for so long, him not being grouped in with anymajor group, an outlier prior to zaun

'it should be called anti depression, as a friend of mine suggested because its not the sadness that hurts you, its the brains reaction against it' the defence/ repiration of spawn, zam (and by association zaun). while all are constantly griefed. its not the loss that hurts him its his own reaction against it

'its not enough to love the unreal, i am inseperable from the inpossable, i want gravity to stop for me. my soul yearns, for a fugitive from the laws of nature' the prot 4 exploits, and the possible upper hand that comes with them, aswell as the stigma and moral statement of exploiting

'i want a cut scene, i want a cut from your face to my face, i want a cut i want the next related video' his alliance with 4cvit, forged over this exploit, as well as being some of the only lore going on while so many people take breaks

'last night i dreamed he was trying to kill you, i woke up and i was trying to kill you' sunkissed and deraps manipulative tendancies, hes so scared of mapic hurting zam that he is hurting him himself unintentionally

'its been a year since we first met, i dont know if were boyfriends yet' sunkissed, and the return of the theme of isolation that runs through both his whole character and this hole song

theres so much more but this post is getting so long already augh!! love this song though go listen to it

[emilylovescookies]

miracle paint!!!

[palukoo]

three hearts that beat as one | old hollywood throuples anyone???

[returntosunder]

The artist <3

I've been having fun with his design lately

[fioweress]

my shaylas

[bluefireskiesfox]

[morganaconda]

[qqtofu]

Can you draw Trash and Trash Rin x Monitoring Miku perhaps? Thank you in advance !!

wait you kind of cooked with this ship i love them !! tysm for the ask anon :D

[javaxzun]

✨ Just you and me with the universe

ink - comyet / mye bi

error - thecrayonqueen

[egophiliac]

idia was an absolute treasure this update. you agree.

Idia really went "time for me to be a hero! but in, like, a super meta way" and if that isn't incredibly in-character then what is.

and of course we can't forget

I kinda hope he and Riddle get to do another game jam again sometime! it's nice to see them get along! and now they have, inexplicably...shared skills and interests???

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

How much longer 'til your luck runs out?

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[nunutiny]

[Special Clip] 'Enough'

[mayomkun]

Our hometown's in the dark

[twelverriver]

bonus: the shoes in question

Ncuti Gatwa in Behind the Scnes: Empire of Death

[zebratimw]

"All those empty rooms

We could have been anywhere, anywhere else

Instead, I made a bed with apathy

My heart knew the weight

Ten years worth of dust and neglect

We made our peace with weariness and let it be..."

(Song: The Moon will Sing by the Crane Wives)

[cinderduck]

Tale Weaver Part 1!

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