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I'd like to tell you all a story about my grandmother.
My grandparents raised their children, four girls (one of them my mother), to be fighters. My aunts marched in Washington for women's rights with babies strapped to their chests and like to joke that all of the grandchildren who came from that line (including myself) were born with picket signs in their hands.
But it started with my grandparents. They fought hard for what they believed in. They marched against Vietnam. They marched for Martin Luther King. They marched for women's rights. They marched for a better future.
But let's talk specifically about my grandmother for a moment.
My grandmother unfortunately passed away in 2016. She had to watch the first Trump election and did so knowing that it would probably be the last election she'd ever see. And there is some argument there that she could have given in to fear and defeatism. She could have decided none of it was worth it, and she could have decided that fascism had won and the world was over.
But she did something else instead.
To give some context, my grandparents had friends who were Republicans. I say were, because they shifted from the normal Republican towards the MAGA Republican we see today. And despite a very clear message from my family about how we felt, they were more than ready to still come to the funeral as if everything was normal. Like their beliefs were normal. Like they were welcome to celebrate someone who had fought so hard for the rights of other people.
These were people who would have absolutely used their rhetoric to scream and shout if they were left out or disinvited.
And so my grandmother, even past her final moments, pulled the most brilliant, petty move I've ever seen.
She'd decided ahead of time that everyone who had known her was more than welcome to attend but that she wanted everyone attending the funeral to donate money. That was the requirement to be invited. And so everyone did just that. There was no talk about what the donations were for, just that they were appreciated. I want to say that the assumption was the money would help pay for funeral expenses and give the family some support while we grieved.
Except that wasn't the case.
Because in those final moments of the funeral, the rabbi stepped forward to thank everyone, and then very cheerfully announced;
"Arlene was so happy to know just how many people were coming to join us here today. She couldn't have been more proud of her family. And I'm sure she would have been elated to see just how much money you all gave today to Planned Parenthood."
When I say that the faces of those people are enshrined in my memory, I mean it. The anger, the devastation, the rage, the betrayal. It was an absolutely gorgeous display of true defeat at the hands of a boss ass old lady who literally fought with her last breath and threw up both middle fingers all the way out the door.
What I'm saying is this.
It is very easy to feel defeated. It is very easy to think that everything is over, and there's nothing left for us to do. It's very easy to say that fascism won, that fear won, that hate won.
But that's only true if you let it be true.
There is always more that we can do. There is a future that is still worth fighting for. And it's more than possible, even when it doesn't seem like it.
And fighting is going to look different every time.
Some days it will look like picket signs in our hands.
Some days it will look like spending time with friends and family and people you love and knowing that you have a community that supports you and your vision of a brighter future.
And some days, it's pulling absolute natural level 20 petty trickster shit even after you've left the world.
Because you can always make an impact and you can always add a little brightness to life, and if that means tricking a group of MAGA idiots into throwing their money behind Planned Parenthood in the middle of your own goddamn funeral then that's what it means.
Keep fighting. People have done it before you. People will continue to do it after you.
And enjoy the little victories.
(Even the petty ones)
#us elections#equality#equal rights#protesting#picketing#fighting#we can do this#we truly can#take a break and then keep fighting
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1982, JAPAN'S QUIDDITCH WORLD CUP.
summary — in which james' biggest safety hazard on the quidditch field is not the bludgers but being in love with you.
content — james potter x fem!reader, fluff
word count — ~800
a/n — me posting five days after i said i would never write again and privated all my works: 🤡. thank you @foodiegoogie for reading this before i post <3 (go read her fics, i recommend). no pun in the title this time folks. terrible.
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“You’re so stupid.”
You drag the piece of cotton lathered in rubbing alcohol across the considerable gash that covered the length of his left cheek almost entirely. He winces and you have to bite your lip to try and not laugh.
“I think you mean romantic.” He grabs your hips, getting you closer to where he is, sitting on the counter of the hotel room’s bathroom you were in. It was the fifth hotel room you had been in the past month, while you were following him around Japan, where the Quidditch world cup was being hosted that year.
“No, I mean stupid.”
He sticks out his tongue in response.
The grand final, Japan vs. England—the team James had worked his arse off to get into for years—and he’d managed to get injured in the last couple of minutes of the game, rendering him useless for the rest of it and part of the celebrations. He’d had no time to sulk about it; they’d won anyways, and his performance across the several other matches had been nothing short of phenomenal. The media unanimously agreed on that end. The whole of England too, save for a few pretentious gits that desperately needed to set themselves apart from the rest.
“People are allowed to have an opinion, love,” he’d said when you’d finished your rant against them, red in the face.
“Well, not that one.”
The incident plays in your mind again, and now that you’re not worried about his safety you can laugh about it. You don’t, though, instead biting your lip to prevent it. Excited and proud of your boyfriend for scoring—for the who-knows-th time, you’d honestly lost count—, you had yelled his name and waved your arms to get his attention. And gotten his attention you had; he let go of his broom to form a heart with his hands, letting you know he had dedicated the play to you.
You tried warning him about the goalpost he was dangerously approaching but it had been too late and the crowds cheering drowned out your voice. Not that you were close enough for him to hear anyway. He crashed, hitting the side of his head, and fell off his broom. Merlin knows it could have been much worse if one of his teammates hadn’t grabbed him before he hit the ground.
You’d run to take care of a very disoriented James, who kept trying to joke with the mediwizards—keyword being trying; you are still pretty sure nothing that came out of his mouth made sense—, in one of the medical tents they had for such cases.
‘The culprits that make you end up here are usually bludgers, not pretty girls’ James told you, laying on a makeshift bed, slurring his words but seemingly in a moment of lucidity. You grabbed his hand that was poking around your face and caressed it with your thumb.
That was precisely why you now found yourself at five a.m. cleaning his wounds and changing the plasters on his face after the bar celebrations.
You felt guilty, no matter how much he assured you there was no reason for you to feel that way. You were glad he didn’t seem to care one bit that he had been totally out of it—product of whatever potion they gave him to keep him going for the time being and dispatch him quickly—the moment England raised the cup, celebrating their victory.
“You didn’t like my heart?” He pouts exaggeratedly, lowering his face to find your gaze, now completely focused on the placement of the plaster.
“I’m more fond of your head staying in one piece.” You get his face back to its previous position, acting annoyed. “And in place, please and thank you.”
Once finished with the plaster, you grab his head with both hands and plant a kiss on top of it.
“It’ll heal faster,” you mutter before placing another peck, this time on his lips.
“Oh, yeah?” He quirks an eyebrow, his smile widens. “You should be a mediwitch.”
You pretend to think about it for a second and nod in agreement. You stand there staring at the other for a few seconds—you mainly checking if you have missed any wounds—before he throws his head back and groans.
“What is it?”
“Sirius will never let me hear the end of it,” he lifts himself off the counter, and kneels to pick up the wrappers and pieces of cotton he’d dragged with him.
“He should try hitting his head every once in a while, maybe then he will break a scoring record like the ‘promising rising star James Potter’,” you quote the article he’d run to show you last week, the day after the first match.
He laughs as you get out of the bathroom, both of your arms around each other’s waist, and you leaning on him. England, fans and journalists alike, could try to claim him for themselves all they wanted but he was, at the end of the day, unequivocally and solely yours.
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How would bonten be like meeting your family? Would they get along or not or even expose some stuff by accident?
Tbh, I think something could happen and it doesn’t go as planned. Let’s pretend for this scenario that Doe has a family… 😂 . Anyway, Anonie… sorry it’s years late but here we are trying. I just rewrote this so I’ll edit it later!
Bonten x reader
WC: 1320
TW: Fluff, revers harem, sad attempt at comedy, crackfic, fb!Mochi, gun, sappy/cliche ending, kinda uh… weird. It’s a mess.
You’ve been preparing this week’s dinner for almost two months. Arranging everyone’s schedules and thinking of ways to explain to your family how you have… more than one partner.
It’s not that you didn’t want to tell your family about them. It’s just that the subject was never brought up before and your parents weren’t so concerned about prior relationships, but what you had right now was beginning to turn into something more serious.
So, yeah. Here you are waiting for your parents and the guys to arrive. Which turned into you having to distract your parents because nobody was home besides you and they were not picking up their phones.
You left messages to each one of them with phrases like…
“Sanzu Haruchiyo! I swear to whatever is holy to you that I will have you maimed and hanged when you get home!”
or
“Mikey!!! I will put all the sweets on the highest shelves and throw all the stools away! See how you’ll manage! And no boobs!”
or
“Kakucho? Baby? Please pick up… I’m worried.”
Well, you were fuming and trying your best to pretend everything was in order. Until you heard the door open and steps closing in. Finally someone!
But all your relief flew out of the window when you saw none other than Mochizuki Kanji walking towards you with a big smile on his face.
Oh, hell no… they were so dead. Each and every one of them was so dead.
“Honey!” You visibly tensed as you heard Mochi’s boisterous voice greet you like that.
“Mo-Mochi! Ho-honey!” And so playing along it was.
You were actually grateful at the end of the night. Mochi was such a great guy. You would have cried if you didn’t have to act too. He treated your family so nicely and your parents loved him.
Mochi had your dad enchanted with his baseball and stock market talk. Then your mom was so in love with him too. No complaints at the end. On the contrary, they were so proud of you for finally finding such a wonderful person.
As happy as you were for a successful dinner. You were internationally seething.
Once your parents left and the house was cleaned. You arched your eyebrow and directed an inquisitive look at Mochi.
“So?” You asked after a while.
“Something happened… I know, I know.” Mochi dragged his hands over his face and sighed. “You have every right to be mad, but let me ex—“
Just then, the sound of the door unlocking alerted you of their arrival, and multiple footsteps followed to confirm the quantity.
In a flash you had Mochi’s gun in hand, the poor man panicking after you and not even the devil himself could stop you now.
“Are any of you injured to the point of being at death’s door? Are you all alive and kicking?” You asked in a solemn voice. “Well?”
“We–we’re good…” said Kokonoi who was the closest to you watched a very worried Mochi stand behind you and shake his head in silence. Was he warning them not to do what?
“Good,” and with that, you pulled the gun that was too big for your hand.
A bunch of screams and alarmed voices came in from the seven men standing at your entrance.
“Baby— wait! Baby!”
“We– it’s not– Y/N!”
“Woah! Woah! Woah!”
“Y/N, put that down before you hurt yourself.”
So you took the safety off which earned you more screams and Sanzu hid behind Kokonoi, Rindou took cover in Ran’s back and Mikey was lost in the tumult of panicking men.
“Mochi why did you give her your gun!?!” Takeomi asked as he harshly pushed against the door by Sanzu trying to get as far away as possible from the barrel of your gun.
“I didn’t! She took it!”
“This is your fault!” Ran blamed it all on Sanzu. “You taught her how to use one! We were against it!”
“Shut up! All of you!” They all went quite deadly fast. “I had dinner with my boyfriend!” As you spoke, you moved the gun at each one of them and they all jumped back scared it would go off. Even Mikey was eyeing your shaking hand like a hawk. “So I don’t know who you all are! Go away!”
Again, you pointed the gun, they jumped and they also crushed Takeomi against the door for the tenth time. While the other screamed, Takeomi was grunting in pain at this point.
“Can we explain?” Kakucho asked with his hands up to show he surrendered.
“And you are?” You saw hurt flash in Kakucho’s eyes once your words were out, but you needed to stand your ground. They had done it this time. “Sure, explain unknown man.”
“But please can you put the gun down?” Kokonoi was sweating buckets from the way you waved the gun everywhere.
“I’m not gonna—“ and just like that it went off against the wall where the Haitani brothers stood. You heard Rindou screaming and Ran cursing every color of the rainbow.
You crossed eyes with each one of them and threw them a sheepish smile.
“Sorry, maybe I should put it down…” putting the safety back on, you handed it back to Mochi with a second apology in tow.
With your attention back to the group in your entrance you saw Rindou having a… moment…
“Oh my God! I almost died! Raaan! I saw my life flash through my eyes!” Rindou was crouched down hugging his brother’s leg. Said brother had a tired face on… like this was a common occurrence.
“Sanzu, this is your fault too,” Kokonoi added to the
“How is it my fault?!” Sanzu exclaimed with indignation and fury.
This calmed down after a bit. Reluctantly, you let them in and sat down to explain. You heard their excuses, the emergency at work and called bullshit until Mikey spoke last.
“We were scared.” He began with his signature seriousness and almost sad eyes. “Look at us. We aren’t the guys you take home to meet your mother.” As he kept talking, you saw how one by one they all turned their eyes away, sour looks and empty faces. One after another. “Mochi at least has the looks to pass as a normal civilian.”
You nodded, understanding where they were coming from. Pink, purple and white hair… tattoos all over their bodies… and scars… your heart broke for them. But your fury wasn’t gone just yet.
“And you think I care? You think I care what they think?” You stood up and walked over to Mikey, holding his shoulders tightly as you spoke. “If anyone, even my own family, speaks ill of any of you, I would have thrown them out. And never looked back. Understood? I… I have my own life here… a family… that we built together.”
Even if you wanted to add more to your speech, you weren’t able to. An avalanche of bodies suddenly rained down on you and the next thing Mikey saw was a cluster of bodies on his feet.
You could barely breathe under Rindou’s arm and probably Sanzu’s leg. Kakucho and Kokonoi tried to wrench them away but it was fruitless. Both were moaning and crying about the family they built with you. Ran facepalmed at his younger brother’s behavior but smiled nonetheless.
“Wait, where’s Takeomi?” You asked having not heard the man in a while.
“Here!” Everyone saw the eldest Bonten member at the kitchen counter with a first aid kit. “I’m just patching myself up.”
“But you said you weren’t injured?” You said from the floor and in between two sobbing men.
“I wasn’t…” Takeomi winced as he applied a bit more ointment. “yeah, having six people push you against a door was awful. 0/10 would not recommend.”
Meanwhile, Mochi cried in a corner as he saw his family happy together.
#omi.dih#omificstags#bonten x reader#sanzu haruchiyo#kakucho hitto#kokonoi hajime#ran haitani#rindou haitani#tokyo revengers#tokyorev#kanji mochizuki#sano mikey manjiro#takeomi akashi#fluff#crackfic#omi.answers#anonie#tokyo rev x reader#sanzu haruchiyo x reader#rindou haitani x reader#manjiro sano x reader#ran haitani x you#tokyo revengers scenarios#kokonoi hajime x reader#Kakucho Hitto x reader#tokyo revengers x reader
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Skybound!Starcream x Yandere!reader
I love him so much. wanna just...ok, dont mind... !Skybound spoilers!
He was beautiful.
He marveled at his dazzling beauty when he first appeared. His eyes burned like wildfire, his every movement was so precise, so light, his flight through the sky seemed like a dance, if only he hadn't grinded human bodies in his huge metal palms with that very lightness. Not that this brutality spoiled him in any way. The splattering of people's blood seemed to freeze in the air as if in slow motion, and it seemed as if the petals of red roses were flying all around him. The monstrous screams of real terror of the crowd and deafening gun shots paled before his voice, his maniacal laughter. He appeared before mankind as a true angel of death.
He remained something unimaginable even after the betrayal of his brothers, a small, quick, and extremely violent rebellion. The other grouping had not had time to clean up the robot's unconscious body, and now he hung on chains, in a secret base underground, away from the prying eyes of others. Hanging without legs and one optic, with a haggard look, so defenseless he was still deadly at the same time.
It wasn't easy to bring the fighter to its senses, it couldn't be handled like a normal machine, but the effort was worth it. Of course, for the sake of general safety, his vision is limited and the chains are pulled tighter around, causing him to cling to even more attention. How cute he is, waking up in an unknown place, seeing nothing and unable to move. Adorable. Then shouts and a wave of questions, demands, assurances, threats. Everything but a hint of neutral, not even kind, words came out of his mouth. Like a sharpened blade, always ready to plunge into another's flesh. He'd promised to contact his own, but it was worth reminding him, oh, sweet warrior, who left you in this condition? Would they not come here just to finish their business? And the rage was replaced by a much quieter anger. Is it possible to wait long enough to speak of its beauty? Perhaps this task is easy for those ignorant enough to fail to recognize art. How dare they attack you after your labors and patience? How could they betray and mob you and tear you apart like a stranger? And even after that, you got up from your knees, said you dared not surrender, even offered compromises, but you did not run away, stood your ground and fell so honorably. You were perfect.
His wings twitch, trying to move, but patting the wall behind him with a clatter. Fantastic. A proud creature. Forgetting revenge and anger, he praises himself without the slightest bit of embarrassment and says his name in passing, along with words of power and conquest. Beautiful, sonorous, pleasing to the ear and tongue.
Starscream.
He doesn't think to stop, continues in his blinded and shackled state to utter insults in the direction of all those who dare to be against him, almost tearing his voice from his tirade about the unworthy and weak that have only miraculously lived millions of years on par with all the powerful individuals of their faction.
Millions of years, one wonders… and for such creatures to live so long, the luck for a human to live a hundred years is no more than a joke, a blink of an eye. And is it possible that at least the long decades of loyalty and patience for humans would one day be allowed to freely approach and leave a fleeting kiss on those lips that love to stretch in a cruel grin? It's a senseless and utterly stupid idea for sure, but for the sake of a ghostly chance one is willing to take a risk. To save him, to fix him, to help spread his wings again. And kiss.
Oh, Lord, if you hear my prayer, grant me the opportunity for just one fleeting kiss.
#transformers#skybound#transformers skybound#maccadam#starscream#starscream x reader#transformers starscream#transformers x human#transformers x reader#skybound starscream#skybound spoilers#tf skybound#im such yandere u know?#yandere
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pleaseee do a best friends to lovers with cubarsi🥹🥹
sorry it took so long! it was my birthday and i was traveling but here it is!
pau cubarsi x reader
fluff!
pau was your very best friend, you had known each other since you were in your nappies. so when he asked to hang out at the park, you thought nothing of it and went to meet him. you wore a cute summer dress and put your hair in a half up half down.
“hey pau.” you grinned as you gave the brunette boy a hug.
“hola mi reina.” (my queen) pau responded as he led you to a more secluded spot with less people. you gasped in surprise when you saw a blanket with fruits, sandwiches and drinks on it.
“what’s up?” you asked as you gently lifted up the skirt of your dress to sit down next to pau as he wrapped an arm around your waist and the two of you leaned against a tree.
“i wanted to ask you a question.” pau responded, rubbing the back of his head.
“yeah? go on…” you encouraged.
pau wanted to ask you out. he really did. but seeing you in person, all dressed up he suddenly got cold feet.
“i-i wanted to ask you… if you wanted to come to madrid for the el classico with me!” pau blurted.
“really?” your face lit up. “would you really take me?”
“yeah! i already bought tickets for you! you’ll sit next to mikky and natalia.” pau had already bought tickets for you, but he was hoping you’d be his girlfriend by then.
“i would love to come mi corazón.” (my heart)
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(pretend it’s a cubarsi jersey)
you sat down in between mikky and natalia, giving them both a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
“so… how’s your crush on pau?” mikky asked, wiggling her eyebrows as natalia giggled. those two were the only ones you told about your crush on the 17 year old boy.
you rolled your eyes, blushing as you nudged her arm to stop the teasing.
the match started and by halftime, mbappe had scored an offside goal and the score was still 0-0.
once the game restarted, lewandowski managed to score two goals causing you and the girls to scream and cheer. you made eye contact with pau as he blew you a soft kiss. you blushed a deep red as mikky and natalia cackled at the shade of your cheeks.
the game continued and by the 90th minute, raphinha and lamine had scored a goal each.
the final whistle blew and the red and blue crowd erupted in cheers. the blaugrana players jumped on each other as they celebrated. natalia grabbed your hand as she led the three of you down to the field. you looked around for pau and when your eyes finally met his, his face lit up even more. you rushed down and pau ran towards you.
in an instant, you were in the air with paul’s hands on your waist. he hugged you tight and you kissed his forehead multiple times.
“so so proud of you mi amor.” you mumbled. he set you down and you looked deep into his eyes before cupping his face and smashing your lips onto his. unbeknownst to you and pau, the other players and wags erupted in cheers as they saw the two of you kiss. you two reluctantly pulled apart and you rested your forehead on his while breathing heavily. suddenly, you started giggling causing pau to giggle. he brought you into a soft embrace before rocking you from side to side.
“be my girlfriend? please?” he mumbled into your ear.
“well… if you insist.” you shrugged before placing a soft kiss on his lips.
“finally man!” hector grinned as he slapped pau’s back.
“was kinda getting tired of you talking about her all the time.” lamine joked.
pau blushed a deep red.
“she wasn’t very different at all either. always talking about how sweet he is.” mikky grinned as she came up behind you.
the team continued dancing around while you and pau continued holding each other and staring into each others eyes.
“tot el camp…” he whispered in your ear as he brought you closer.
the end!
lmk if there any mistakes :)))
requests are open btw!!! feel free to request any football player and i’ll get to it asap!
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A few miles from my house, there is a church where I take my daughter to get pumpkins every fall. As an atheist, I normally don't support churches, but this one doesn't bother me. My husband and I call it the gay church because they proudly fly a bunch of LGBTQIA+ flags out front, and their slogan is "A Place Where All Are Welcome." Their pumpkin patch proceeds don't go to missionary work; they go to supporting homeless teens and other actual charitable causes.
When we first moved here, the gay church would host various fundraisers for those charitable causes. One of these events was a family-friendly drag bingo night. Remember not too long ago how there was a big push by conservative groups to ban drag shows all over the USA? The gay church got caught up in that, suddenly becoming a target for far-right protests.
By some weird chance, I didn't drive past the gay church the day it happened. I drive past it most days, so I was surprised the next day when I saw the news. Neo-Nazi groups, including the Proud Boys, Patriot Front, and the Aryan Freedom Network came out to protest this tiny little church where we buy our pumpkins. Many of them were armed with assault rifles; some waved Nazi flags and gave Nazi salutes. Counter-protesters stood in front of the church with signs and pride flags, too. Police in riot gear had to keep them apart.
The local news reported that the two sides were at odds over "providing a safe place for all" vs. "advocating for children in the community," which is an absurd way of putting it, but sure. What struck me most about the reports, though, was not that they ignored the presence of the Nazi groups or carefully edited their footage to avoid showing any swastikas that were present. It was the non-Nazi protesters who came out to picket the church, themselves representing churches or other religious groups. Those protesters complained about being grouped in with the Nazis, whom they found despicable, and it made me laugh because... I mean, you chose your side of the street, didn't you? You might not be able to control who else was on that side, but you sure as hell had control over whether or not to join them.
That's how I feel about the people who voted for Trump in this election (and the last one, and the one before that). Trump himself has told us that there are very fine people on both sides, and to be honest, I kind of understand that. Everyone wants to think of themselves as a good person; even those who don't think they're particularly good still think they're at least right in their beliefs about the world. Everyone is the protagonist of their own life story, and few ever think of themselves as being on the wrong side of anything.
Maybe most of those Trump voters are very polite. Maybe they love animals and do charitable work and donate to causes that those of us on the political left would happily donate to. Maybe they make the best brownies you've ever had and always tip well. Maybe they're friendly with their neighbors even though their neighbors are immigrants. Maybe they are immigrants themselves.
But whatever else they might be, they picked their side, and it wasn't the side of inclusion or kindness. They crossed the street and stood next to the Nazis.
So to all the very fine people out there who voted for Trump, whether you did it because you sincerely believe that public schools are performing sex-change operations on children or whether you just wanted another fucking tax cut, recognize that you banded together with the worst elements of our society in order to achieve your goal. We on the left get taken to task for lumping you in with Nazis, but you lumped yourself in with them by choice. The Nazis are celebrating right now because of the decision you made. They couldn't have won without you.
Go sit in that for a while.
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20. Tell us about a memory you hold close to your heart.
A very close friend of mine was moving away from the state, and I was really cut up about it. I'd previously been seeing him and Glen at least weekly for many years. We watched movie premieres together, we went to Japanese festivals together, we went to a regular cafe together, we watched TV together, I cooked us all meals together.
On that final day, we had planned a lot of things but we all knew my energy levels might not be up for it.
In the morning, we all went out for dim sum, and talked about our dreams and hopes, and how much we wanted the best for our friend (this person inspired Kadek, incidentally). We had our favourite dim sum dishes, and laughed together, and lightly made fun of each other (taking the piss in a very Australian way) and then afterwards I realised I'd have to dip and get some sleep to recover some energy for the rest of the day.
I was really scared I wouldn't recover, because I can count on one hand the amount of times I've been able to do three big things in one day, on one hand, in the last ten years.
I slept for many hours, and we rendezvoused at Kings Park, which is gorgeous, and it was a beautiful day. Lightly cloudy, breezy, cool but just enough that you'd warm up nicely in the sun. We all sat down on the grass and stared at the perfect panorama of Perth city and took photos, and made the most of it.
We drove back to our favourite cafe that we'd been haunting for a long time, had our favourite meals. As usual, he took forever to decide on a menu he'd seen over 100 times, and I knew what I was getting before I even got there. We reminisced, we talked about how good our friend was going to do after he moved, we made sure to let him know we loved him and we were proud of him and would always be there for him.
After that, we came back here. I was truly shattered. My body was in pain. My friend knew that I'd spent up all the reserves and all of the "savings" and when he inquired about it, I told him that he was worth a million days like this, and he is.
I sat on the couch, barely verbal, basking in a strange warmth I'd never felt before. It was like being in the sun at Kings Park, but somehow warmer. And as I experienced it for longer, I came to reflect on its newness and how strange and nice it was. It wasn't the feeling of being in love. It wasn't the feeling of just happiness. It was some new thing, completely unfamiliar to me.
It was contentment. Something I'd never felt before. It was a bittersweet contentment, because he was leaving, because I knew what it meant about my entire life up until that point that I'd never felt it, not even in my childhood. Not even for five minutes.
It lasted about 20 minutes, it was some golden thing, and I've only felt it about one more minute since.
I live my life hoping I'll get to feel that again, and yeah, I'd say that's a memory I hold very close to my heart.
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From the soft asks meme
#asks and answers#personal#memey goodness#anyway i miss him#here's wonderwall#*starts strumming my sad guitar*
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Lucifer eyed the man. For someone so tall, he looked terrified. Curling in on himself, like a scared animal.
Maybe Lucifer could play with him for a little while. He wouldn't be able to do much of what he would like with these guards standing bear by, but he can work with it.
Lucifer flashed the man a smile, showing his sharp teeth. It took a lot of willpower not to laugh as the man tensed.
Lucifer never thought he'd love bringing fear to someone, let alone an angel. But this was hilarious. He can't wait to tell Lilith.
Lucifer: Good afternoon, everyone.
No one said anything. But 'A' gave him a small wave. Adorable.
Lucifer: Still not talking? That's fine.
The guards were directly behind 'A', their stance unmoving. Lucifer could feel their hatred for him.
Guard 1: Numbers.
Lucifer: No. I want A to ask me. That is why he's here, correct?
Guard 2: You do not make demands here, Devil. You are instructed to give him the numbers. Nothing more.
Lucifer: Is it really all that bad for me to want respect in my own home~?
Guard 1: You do not deserve respect. Now, give A the-
Lucifer: Abel. That's who are, yes?
Lucifer smiled at how uncomfortable the man looked. Infact, he looked like he was crying.
Lucifer: Thought so. I couldn't imagine being the spawn of that bastard, Adam. I'm sure your murder was a sweet release, hm?
Oh yes. Now he was crying. One of the guards came up and shielded him from Lucifer's sight. Angels never were good at comfort.
Guard 2: Numbers. Now. Or you will be dealing with Sera.
Lucifer watched the man shake and beg to leave. Of course it's Abel. They really thought they could hide the pathetic second son of those animals from him? Lucifer wasn't stupid. He can easily sniff out a runt pretending to be a lion.
Lucifer: 3,500. That's how many souls we have. Roughly~.
He smiled as the guards glared at him.
Guard 1: Then that will be all.
In a flash, the three angels disappeared.
Lucifer felt very proud of himself. Now, to tell Lilith. Now that he knows it's Abel, he's looking forward to the next one hundred years.
I'm coming up with some aus for you, but I need some meeting shenanigans.
I would love to know what bullshit Adam and Lucifer got up to during meetings.
Slowly healing their relationship, one meeting at a time 👀
Well I think the very first one they wouldn't even be alone together because of what happened. I think Adam would just silently glare at him.
Over time when Adam was feeling more confident to face the devil he'd go alone but by hologram, Sera's idea.
Making snide remarks, snappy comments, and being sassy.
And Lucifer would come back with his own and they would end up in banter for a while other than why they are really there.
As more time passes it's less hateful and more playful, maybe even takes on a flirty edge.
And I always see Lucifer being the one to make the first move after what happened in Eden. Adam has so many insecurities he wouldn't think that Lucifer would want him as more than maybe a friend.
Hit me with them bud 👀
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Oh, the humanity. Please, pity me.
#south park#sp#south park fanart#dip#dip south park#damien thorn#damien south park#pip pirrup#pip pirrip#pip#pip south park#angst#i love this one very proud of how it came out#dip angst mwahaha. im so evil...
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konig is very good for ghost and soap in the soapbox saga finale <3
read the full comic (29 pages) on patreon!
#drawing this kiss was honestly one of my favourite parts#but yeah omg i spent the last 2-3 days just committing to getting this finale done#its by far the longest 'episode' in the series and im very proud of how it came out#also this comic series ended on such a sweet note despite the filth#love my boys#also the soapbox saga has technically ended but im definitely not abandoning these three#im far too attached to konig by now#wet cat and his two doms#konig#ghost#simon riley#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#john mactavish#soapbox#soapbox saga#giragi art
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🌻Blade Breaker II & The Rose Noble🌹 - Power Couple of New Fodlan -
I am SO EXCITED to show my full piece for Sunflower, A Leonie zine. What a beautiful book, with all it’s fantastic merch, and I’m so glad I got to be apart of it and show my fav cavalry girl all the love she deserves!! Thank you to everyone who supported the zine, but if you missed out the first time around, don’t sweat it! Sunflower is now having it’s leftover sale!! 🌻 Pick Up A Copy Here 🌻
#Fire Emblem: 3 Houses#FE3H#Leorenz#Leonie Pinelli#Lorenz Hellman Gloucester#Sunflower Zine#Leonie Zine#Fanart#Zine Work#'scuse me while i toot my own horn here but UGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH I LOVE HOW THIS CAME OUT!!!!!#my linework went OFF on this I am So FUCKING PROUD!!!#from concept to finish I've been bursting at the seams to put this in front you yall#I made a pinterest board for this! I had a Vision!!!#my only regret is that i couldn't fit more of the soldier in so that you could tell it was an Empire leftover#the important part is the shattered blade but yknow... woulda been nice :)#and on a very peripheral note; sylvain has now gained my eternal ire for make everyone in this zine draw a million and one sunlowers#his days are numbered
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POV your friend invites you over to play bloodborne (full version here)
#ratgirls are pretty cool right?#im very proud with how the render came out on this one#i love how warm i got it
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WWWOOOPS FORGOT I MADE THIS. drew this back at around when the hyperbolic time chamber training arc was just starting. remember that? huh? remember the hamspter??? ohhhhhhhh youll remember the haspter!!!! oh my god yknow what else i remember. williams overwhelming love for christmas. oh my god. spooky zombie boy loves the christmas.. literally the best possible thing for him...
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi pd spoilers#VYNCENT SSOOOOOLLLL I STILL DONT KNOW HOW TO DRAW YOUUUUU AND YKNIOW WHY?? YKNOW WHYYY???? BC WHEN I FIRST DREW EVERYONE:#I DIDNT LOOK AT ANY REFS. DREW EM STRAIGHT FROM OFF THE TOP O MY HEAD. AND WELL. IN MY HEAD SOMETIMES#I PICTURE THE CHARACTERS LOOKING SIMILAR TO THE PLAYERS IN SOME WAY. NOT THE BEST THING TO DO REALLY. BUT YOU SEE.#VYNCENT CAME OFF AS A VERY SOFT AND SWEET CHARACTER. BUT SEEMED TO CARRY ALOT OF STRENGTH. HES LIKE A BEAUTIFUL AND POWERFUL BULL TO ME.#SO I DRAW THE GUY REAL DENSE! BUT THEN YAKNOOOWW THE OFFICIAL ART CROSSES MY EYES N IM LIKE FFFYUUUUUCKKK HE DOESNT LOOK LIKE THAT!!!!!!#IM LIKE AAUGUHGH IM DRAWIN HIM WRONG!!! BUT THEN IM ALSO CRAAAZY STUBBORN N I AAALREADY ESTABLISHED THIS DESIGN FOR HIM AND I DONT WANNT#I DONT WANNA GO N JUS CHANGE IT AAAALL UP NOW!!CMAHHHNNN BUT I STILL GOTTA DO SOOOMETHIN!!#LEST HE BECOMES SO FAR REMOVED FROM THE SOURCE MATERIAL HE FAILS TO BE RECOGNIZED!! ANYONE ELSE GO THRU THIS? GIMME UR TIPS#anyway AHH THE DEMON THAT DESPISES ART FROM MONTHS AGO!! just means im improving so so fastly and cool-like. tbh im so proud o my recents#bUT HEY THOUGH I FIGURED OUT THE QUEUEUE THING AHAHAH NOW I CAN GET ALL MY THOUGHTS N DRAWINS OUT IN A DAAAYYYY#CONSISTENT POSTING FOR A MONTH HERE I COME. DAILY UPLOADS FOR A WEEK. YEAAHH BABY!!! PREPARE FOR SHOTGGUN BLASDT!!!!!!#ALRIGHT ALright one more thing before i go im. SO IN LOVE WITH MY SHAPES HONESLY... they are not just one shape but so so many put together#fucked up innit??? im seeing soo many problems in this piece though but i rest easy knowing i captured my feelings in the moment.
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🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️Pride, 2024🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
Lesbian flag colors taken from the flag made by Emily Gwen
#6#Deltarune#The Institute for Symbol Children#The Penumbra Podcast#Shiloh#Solid State#Nevermore#Shiloh Webtoon#Solid State Webtoon#Nevermore Webtoon#Webtoon#Another year another pride series!!#And just like last year I am posting them at the end of the month 😂#I work on them all month so it’s like fun for me idk anyway#Working on them in may feels weird but I’ll try to do it next yearrrrr#The improvement between the last ones is ASTOUNDING#I was very proud of last years and these are even better whatttt#Jupeter looks like a whole actual photo and it’s awesome considering I don’t draw them often#Shane & Dusty turned out a bit meh this year but whatever#Eiji & Castel have never looked better in my style it’s great#Noelle & Susie are so cute (I don’t draw UT/DR often but mayyyybe I should… new game’s coming soon also)#Trinny & Aakil (my OCs) like AUGH that lighting is great. Drawing Aakil’s head relative to Trinny’s was not fun but it’s fine now#And Lenore & Annabel I love how the soft warm lighting came out and the posing and the outfitssss#Uhhh yeah uhh tldr GAY PEOPLE WOOOOOO#gay#nonbinary#lesbian#transgender#bisexual
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Listen, sometimes in life you’ve just gotta ignore canon, and even certain headcanons/AUs you don’t like or agree with and come up with your own/a version of the thing you like. As a form of self-care. This is a moral I live by, I think anyone who knows me knows at this point.
But for all that is good and decent in the world, you still absolutely need to be respectful towards others, even if what they made does not gel with you, personally. Especially if they’re the original creator(s) of the original, canon work.
#rhys-ravenfeather signing on#fandom stuff#a reminder to myself and others#case in point: there's a CERTAIN fnaf character a friend and i have VERY different opinions on#she loves him; i...DON'T; and he's one of many i've elected to keep out of my fnaf au(s)#i don't spend every hour of every day whining about how much i dislike this character out of spite because i love my friend and respect her#also what would it really accomplish lol :P#there's also the time someone told me my ahit au was boring because i just made snatcher a good dad who's trying to become a better person#instead of a soul-stealing baddie#like...i know my au isn't the greatest thing ever but i still love it and love my versions of the characters; snatcher included#and i'm really proud of the story i came up with#bottom line: be decent to each other people
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Hi, can I ask your top favorite fics that you've written (feel free how much that you want to list)? Why they're special to you? Is there a specific inspiration when you wrote them?
Oh, it's Hanging Tough. It honestly feels like I peaked with it.
I just feel like it has a really nice flow. I love how Ash and Eiji's conversations came out. I love how it captures the 80s New York summer. I love how they are with each other.
I had absolutely no plan for it. It was just oneshots that kept joining together into something more. I love this moment:
"I never want you to act with me, Eiji." His voice was quiet.
"Really?" Eiji's lips quirked upwards. "So, I can hold your hand in front of Bones and Kong?"
"Is that all you want to do? Hold my hand?"
Eiji laughed, his fingers twitching in Ash's. "Maybe. What would you want to do?"
He stubbed out the rest of the cigarette on the balcony and let out the last breath of smoke.
"You don't want to know."
But that only made Eiji laugh again. "I just asked, didn't I?"
Ash gave him a sideways glance. He was smiling with slightly pink cheeks and sparkling eyes.
"It's too early for this."
"Let's go inside," Eiji said.
So, they did. And left the balcony doors open, putting on a pot of coffee then coming back to sit on the sofa with mugs filled to the brim.
A fun behind the scenes tidbit is that I started writing some of the earlier oneshots whilst I was at work. Only the only thing I could write with whilst on the floor was quill and ink, and as I wore regency dress, I didn't have pockets. Cue me stuffing pages of queer fanfiction down the front of my dress for safekeeping. Truly living the Austen heroine dream!
I also come back to We Don't Need Another Hero a lot - I enjoyed writing a young Ash. I really enjoyed giving young Ash a home; and really exploring that. Ash and Max's relationship is so special to me (as is probably evident in my other Banana Fish works). I actually have even more scenes for that one that I haven't uploaded.
I could probably fill the whole list with Banana Fish, lol - Bed of Roses I'm very proud of (inspired by Young Guns) too!
I also really loved Worth Running To. It's such a love letter to the first Kingdom Hearts game for me. I really loved the piracy hijinks, and weaving in the other characters and the story. I loved both Riku and Sora's backstories in it. It was really fun to have overarching story threads through the whole fic - Namine, but also the medallion. The Montague sibling books were definitely a big inspiration, but I was also surrounded by regency history at the time. I've considered making it into it's own novel many times, but it's just too entrenched in Kingdom Hearts, and I think that makes it very special.
I also loved their first kiss. I was so eager to write it:
“Riku!” He tried to fight his way forward, even as he was dragged away.
Riku started onward, panic in his eyes. “Sora!”
He dug his heels into the deck. He could only see those sea coloured eyes and he knew that he had to keep them in sight. No matter what.
But the men were stronger, and he stumbled.
Just as men grabbed hold of Riku, trying to tug his arms back.
But he had closed the gap. His mouth smashed into Sora’s.
For a moment, that was the whole world. The whole world was Riku’s lips on his and there was supernova exploding in his chest.
He was kissing Riku. Riku was kissing him.
Then he remembered the hands pulling him away. They were yanked apart and someone was yelling. People were yelling, but Sora couldn’t hear them. His out breath was a sigh.
The only thing he could see were those eyes.
And his lips were still tingling.
I also loved writing Roxas' story in the same universe, but it wasn't as big a hit on Ao3. (Very much inspired by Byron's schooldays, though.)
I also have a soft spot for Confession; I like exploring religion and it's been really cool to see it hit home with others, and I was very proud of An Impression in Bread Dough; it came out very poetic.
I feel like that's the main ones that I would say are my very favourites. I've loved writing all my fics, I think, but these are the ones I often come back to re-read and am proud of.
Generally, with my oneshots, I'm inspired by little moments or throwaway lines that mean something more. (My Fruits Basket fics usually come from there.) My Banana Fish fics are certainly inspired by watching movies with my dad, and me inserting Ash and Eiji into them. (He doesn't know this!)
#with a lot of fanfic i see crevices in canon that i squeeze into like a spider#thats what happened with waking life and skipping stones#and alls fair as well#that one doesnt get enough love out of my yuu no mori fics#i guess these ones are special to me because im specially proud of how they came out#i also vividly remember not being able to STOP writing worth running to#i was sat very uncomfortably in my student house at the time lol#the same with hangin tough#thanks so much for the ask#i hope that answered your question and wasnt too much of tooting my own horn#do you agree though#what are your favourite fics of mine#without sounding like im fishing for compliments#turnupstalks
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