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The Great Shift: Awkward Tales - Vignette 2: Athletics Run in the Family
âHey dad! Ready for that workout? I think this football jersey is getting a bit tight. Might need a new one later.â Kyle boomed as he bounded across the hall. The sound loud enough to cause his dad, Bill to jump!
âOh uh⊠yeah sure Kyle. Maybe we skip the workout today. We could go shopping and get you new clothes.â Bill offered, gulping as he walked over to his towering son.
âHaha! Very funny dad. I know how you always said that every workout skipped, is a day wasted. I finally get it now! I just beat my PR for bench presses last week! Pretty sure I could do it again this week too if we keep at it! Now letâs go!â Kyle smiled and carried his dad to the car.
Bill sighed. Kyle wasnât wrong. Before the great shift Bill was a retired amateur athlete. He never could quite go pro, but his passion for working out and fitness was always there. It was something he tried to inspire in his son Kyle, but it never took. Kyle was always more artsy. More sensitive. Less in the physical space and more in the mental. Bill didnât even care that his son was interested in men, only that he tried some kind of athletic activity. Even as he was making his way through college Bill held on to hope that Kyle would find some athletic spark in his son. Something for them to bond over, but it never came⊠despite how many times he tried to force sports on to Kyle.
It turns out he shouldâve been careful what he wished for. After the great shift, Kyle had landed into the body of a professional athlete, Dallas Turner. Now his one shrimpy son was a 6â5, 250lb titan of athleticism. Suddenly, Kyle finally understood what his dad was talking about. Running around, lifting weights, hell even playing football. Kyle was in love! The consistent amount of fitness planning that Kyle had done in the 1 year since the great shift was more than heâd ever done in his entire life! And the results had shown! Kyle had gained over 10lbs of muscle since heâd got that body!
NFL scouts had even come around and asked him if heâd consider joining the league after he finished college! After all, a majority of former athletes were now in much smaller bodies that couldnât play anymore. Kyle was considered a top prospect!
Meanwhile Bill was experiencing the opposite end. Where as Kyle had gotten huge from the shift, Bill was on the smaller end. Previously Bill was a proud 6â3, and now as a modest 5â0 he was seeing the world from a whole new perspective. Not only had he gotten significantly younger, now around the same age as his son, but he was not blessed with the same athletic disposition. Somehow most of his body was much smaller everywhere, but he maintained a bit of pudge around the belly, almost like a reminder of the beer belly he had once before. Only now smooth with no hair.Â
Needless to say, it was clear that Billâs new body was not built for physical activity. That didnât stop Kyle from dragging his dad to every possible gym that was open post shift. Kyle loved testing the limits of his new strength. At first, Bill liked it too. Helping Kyle reach his physical potential is what heâd been waiting for ever since he had a son. However, the longer they worked out, the more tired Bill became. Not only from the actual exercise, but also from discovering his new sexuality at the gym with all the hot guys in the area.
Bill had gone from a sternly athletic father, to a nervous gay nerd quite quickly. His behavior became more shy and reserved. He began to understand more and more why Kyle liked things like music, art, and games compared to football. Most importantly he even understood why Kyle could never focus around his athletic peers. Every time Bill and Kyle went to the gym, Bill would get distracted after a new hunk began their workout! Kyle was too, but more so happy to show off his incredible new bod!
These thoughts raced through Billâs mind as Kyle drove them to the gym! Bill could only hope that his secret crush was there. The handsome bearded bodybuilder was a large Arab man who was some sort of janitor in his previous life. Now this guy was second only to Kyle in the gym the more he worked out and showed of his manly body. Bill had already rubbed one out in the gym locker room thinking of him.
By the time they arrived Kyle got to working out as Bill went to refill their water bottles. Then as he joined the gym floor he was stunned to see Kyle talking to the big bearded gym crush!
âHey dad! This is Amir! I said he could workout with us. Itâll be nice lifting with another huge guy who could keep up with my lifts. Maybe if I play my cards right with him I could invite him over for dinner.â Kyle gave his dad a confident wink.
âW-what?! I mean. Are you sure? You just met him and-â Bill sputtered as the large man came over and shook his hand. The young father was mortified. The guy heâd been obsessed with at the gym. Here? Now!? Talking to Kyle!?
Amir didnât seem very interested talking to Bill. His banter was mostly with Kyle as they worked out. The two of them matching their routines and flexing at one another. Bill was practically seething with jealousy as Kyle and Amir tossed their sweaty workout towels at him. They were so lost in their workout and getting to know one another they'd completely forgotten about Bill.
âHey itâs pretty nice of you to bring your little brother to workout.â Amir smiled as he spotted Kyle.
âOh thatâs my dad. He taught me everything I know about working out.â Kyle corrected, as Bill blushed.
âThat so? Iâll have to thank him, because he sure made a handsome son. I hope he wonât mind seeing more of me. Especially if Iâm gonna be seeing more of you.â Amir arched an eyebrow and smirked.
Billâs hands were over his face. His son was gonna start dating his gym crush. It couldnât get more awkward than this!
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It's all that you can do.
Links to each piece: Keep Moving Forward. Slightly sappy yap about how much i love tfftt under the cut you've been warned
TFFTT has been really special to me since the moment it came out ... at the time, I wasn't doing the greatest mentally, but combined with something else that happened on the day of its release, it's one of the days I can look back on fondest from that period of time !!! I distinctly remember doing nothing but replaying the MV for an hour straight, noticing every detail i could ... Over time, I've done nothing but appreciate this song even more !! It's inspired me so, so much, and I genuinely couldn't be grateful enough for its existence hehe Part of why I decided to draw these was cause I revisited the song again recently, and reminded myself of why I love it. It still resonates with me a lot, especially when I look back on my past self. I feel like I CAN look forward to the future, at least a little bit. If you actually read all this I very much appreciate it hklsjfdg i just really needed to express how special this 3 minute 45 second mp3 is to me ... :) !!!! Oh yeah also some of the backgrounds which i'm pretty proud of !! ((No bg for Blue cause i refused to turn off my rendering and it also looked pretty bad w/o it shdfklg
Okay buh bye tell someone you appreciate them today !!!!!!!!!!!!!
#chonny jash#cj tfftt#cj the forest for the trees#not super epic art tagging this one cause they've all been tagged on their own !! hehe
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Imagine Yandere Sonic with a reader whoâs very motherly towards Tails :3 because even though heâs a Yandere thatâs still his little guy !! He raised him !! And now his love wants to help !!
A/n: this took a while
Yandere sonic x reader motherly towards tails
You didnât expect to find yourself so attached to a little fox with two tails, but Miles (tails as Sonic and pretty much everyone else called him) had wormed his way into your heart.
From the moment you met him, you saw the brilliant kid who was so eager to impress his older brother. Sonic had told you plenty about Tails, practically beaming whenever he talked about the little foxâs inventions or plans that saved the whole team numerous times. Seeing Sonic so proud of someone was endearing, but meeting Tails for yourself had sealed the deal.
Tails was a sweetheart, and you adored him almost immediately.
The first time you saw him, he had been tinkering with one of his many gadgets in his workshop. His fur was messy, and he had goggles that sat crooked on his head.
"You're Tails, right?" you had asked, kneeling down to his height. "Sonicâs told me so much about you."
His ears perked up. "What'd he say?"
"He said youâre the smartest, most resourceful guy he knows. I mean, Iâm looking at all this" you gestured to the various gadgets scattered around. "and Iâm already impressed."
From that moment, youâd made it your mission to look out for him. Sure, Sonic was protective of Tails, but you couldnât help wanting to mother the poor fox. He was still a kid, after all, and while he had Sonic to guide him, you felt that he needed someone to dote on him, to remind him to take breaks and eat properly when he got too caught up in his work.
Sonic noticed your attachment to Tails almost immediately, and it struck a chord deep within him.
You loved Tails.
His Tails.
Watching the two of you interact pulled on his heart strings.
In Sonicâs mind, this was perfect. You didnât just care about him, you cared about the person he cared about most. It solidified the idea that you were meant to be part of his little "family." After all, you didnât just love him, you loved both of them.
But that also came with complications.
While Sonic was thrilled that you cared for Tails, it also ignited a possessive streak in him that was hard to control. He had always been protective of Tails, almost to a fault, and seeing you step into that role stirred something in him.
On the surface, he was supportive, even encouraging you to spend time with Tails. But underneath, his obsession simmered.
What if Tails started to love you more than he loved Sonic? What if you started to love Tails more than you loved him?
The thought made him feel sick, and he hated himself for it. Tails was his little guy, he practically raised him, taught him everything he knew. But you were his, and sometimes, Sonic couldnât shake the feeling that Tails was stealing bits and pieces of your attention that belonged to him.
Still, he kept those thoughts buried deep. For the most part, he let you mother Tails, but not without inserting himself at every opportunity.
One afternoon, you had brought Tails a basket of sandwiches and snacks, knowing heâd probably been up in his workshop for hours without eating. Sonic had tagged along, of course, watching from a distance as you fussed over the young fox.
"Tails, youâve got to eat something," you said, placing the basket on the workbench. "You canât run on fumes."
Tails looked up from his latest project, blinking in surprise. "Oh, I guess I forgot, my bad..."
You gave him a gentle smile and pushed the basket toward him. "Thatâs what Iâm here for. Now, take a break, okay? Your inventions can wait a few minutes."
Sonic leaned against the doorframe, his arms crossed as he watched the scene unfold. His heart swelled at how caring you were, but there was a fleeting flicker of jealousy he couldnât ignore.
When Tails finally relented and started eating, you ruffled his fur affectionately. "Good. See? Doesn't that feel better?"
Sonic's chest tightened. That should be me, he thought. I should be the one getting all their attention.
But instead of saying anything, he strolled into the workshop, putting on his usual confident grin.
"Hey, little buddy! Whatcha working on?" he asked, his tone light but his gaze flickering to you briefly.
Tails perked up. "Oh, trying to find a more efficient wnergy source for one of my planes!"
"Sweet! Youâre gonna be flying circles around everyone." Sonic gave Tails a thumbs up, ruffling his head.
As the weeks went by, your bond with Tails only grew stronger, and so did Sonicâs obsession. He started orchestrating ways to keep you closer, using Tails as an excuse whenever he could.
"Hey, Tails is working on something dangerous. You should come keep an eye on him," hed say, even if Tails was just fixing something harmless.
Or, "Tails could use some help organizing his workshop. Youâre so good at that stuff."
It wasnât always subtle, but you didnât question it. You were happy to help, and Sonic was happy to have you around.
Still, his possessiveness began to show in little ways. He would hover whenever you were with Tails, always inserting himself into conversations or finding excuses to touch you, a hand on your shoulder, an arm slung around your waist. If Tails noticed, he didnât say anything, but you couldnât ignore the way Sonicâs grip tightened whenever you paid more attention to Tails than to him.
One evening, after you had spent the entire day helping Tails with a new project, Sonic finally snapped.
"Y'know" he said casually as the two of you walked home "you're pretty good with Tails. Almost too good."
You raised an eyebrow, sensing the edge in his voice. "Whatâs that supposed to mean?"
Sonic stopped walking and turned to face you, his usual playful demeanor replaced entirely.
"I mean, you spend a lot of time with him," he said, his eyes narrowing slightly. "Not that Iâm complaining, but... donât forget about me, okay?"
You blinked, taken aback. "Sonic, I could never forget about you. You know that."
He stepped closer. "Do I? Sometimes it feels like youâre more interested in Tails than in me."
"That's not true," you said firmly. "I care about both of you."
"But you care about me more, right?"
"Right..?"
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#fanfic#sonic the hedgehog x reader#sonic x reader#yandere#yandere sonic x reader#yandere sonic the hedgehog x reader#Yandere sonic x reader motherly towards tails
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Thank you to @kavalyera for the beta read!
Summary: Vincent and Chidi withdraw to a more private winter home to escape the bustle of the High Table for a while. And it's helping - Vincent is getting better. ...But does that mean he won't need Chidi by his side anymore?
TW: mention of drug addiction, lots of angst
The master of the Gramont house set out again, leaving Il Palazzo as vacant as he had left Versailles. Where there was no conquering to be done, he and Chidi could never linger. Onward they went, chasing the frontier. Fittingly, the United States came first. New York. Dallas. Later, Osaka. Casablanca. Chidi watched these cities pass in front of him with mild curiosity. They interested him primarily for the power Vincent held over them. He traced the lines of Vincentâs network with his own footsteps, his own jet trails, and saw firsthand how power ensnared the whole globe. There was nowhere where anyone could possibly escape from the Marquis, and nowhere where the Marquis could escape his constant work. Christmas had come and gone by the time the alliance with Gianna had reached enough stability to give him a momentâs rest.
âĂ ce rythme-lĂ , ils vont encore me mettre Ă terre. [Theyâll run me into the fucking ground again at this rate,]â Vincent said, in a Beijing hotel, severely jet lagged. He lay prone, his face half buried in a pillow. It was the kind of night on which he was liable to whine about wanting a hit, and if Chidi wasnât careful, heâd get one.
How many days had it been since the last slip-up? Eleven? That was a new streak. Chidi closed the curtains against the city lights and pulled his Marquisâ head into his lap. âJe suis fier de toi. Ils ne vous ont pas encore mis Ă terre, et je ne les laisserai pas. Que pouvons-nous faire ? [Iâm proud of you. They havenât run you into the ground yet, and I wonât let them. What can we do?]â Can I kill someone about it?
Vincent made a small, unhappy sound and blinked up at him cheerlessly. ââŠJe pense que jâaimerais devenir complĂštement inaccessible cet hiver. DisparaĂźtre de tout le monde. [âŠI think Iâd like to become completely unreachable this winter. Just disappear away from everyone.]â Very softly, âSauf toi. [Except you.]â
â"Je ne voudrais rien de mieux, monsieur. [Iâd like nothing better, sir,]â said Chidi, playing with his hair. âOĂč pouvons-nous nous retrouver enneigĂ©s ensemble ? [Where can we get snowed in together?]â
In the northern part of France, near Calais, the Gramont family kept a summer home (which Chidi quickly understood to mean a small castle dating back to the 16th century). Ălderic had barely set foot there, Vincent explained, but the young Comte had enjoyed a lovely few months there once when his father grew tired of him. âIl m'a plutĂŽt envoyĂ© dĂ©ranger les tuteurs pendant un Ă©tĂ©. [He sent me away to bother the tutors for a summer instead],â said Vincent, and laughed in a way that tore Chidiâs heart open without noticing anything unusual about it. âMais la plaisanterie Ă©tait contre lui, car câĂ©tait le meilleur Ă©tĂ© de ma vie. Beaucoup de temps pour lire et pratiquer le piano, et courir autour du lac pour me lier dâamitiĂ© avec la sauvagine locale, au grand dam de ma nounou. [But the joke was on him, because it was the best summer of my life. Plenty of time to read and practice piano, and run around the lake making friends with the local waterfowl, much to my nannyâs chagrin.]â
Chidi smiled, picturing it easily. âCela semble parfait. MĂȘme si vous aurez de la compagnie cette fois-ci. [It sounds perfect. Though you will have some company this time.]â
ââŠJe vais. [âŠI will.]â
Chidi liked âChĂąteau de la Luneâ just fine. To the south, it overlooked a lake where he might go walking or riding anytime, and to the north, a vast forest of hunting grounds. It was a patchwork of eras, renovated several times and partially rebuilt in the wake of an 1850s fire, but retaining its old gothic grandeur in its west wing. Thanks to that eclecticism, it didnât strike him as such as frighteningly rigid place as Versailles, nor even as curated as Il Palazzo. It simply was what it was â unique and historied and extremely comfortable.
Besides, he liked any place where Vincent was to be found, and where there was hardy work to be done. His friendships with Vincentâs attendants and secretaries and his own favorite trainees among the guards had grown into something dependable. He spent his days making sure that everything ran smoothly with all of them. But Vincent remained the one and only person who understood him not just in part, but in full. The Marquis was the only person who could motivate him not just to take general pride in his work, but to go into a kind of adrenaline-fueled frenzy over something as simple as making sure Vincent got the exact kind of crĂšme brĂ»lĂ©e that he wanted for dessert. To say that Chidi enjoyed this work would have been a vast understatement.
They were so perfectly settled. And Vincent had never struck him as a settled sort of person. Chidi waited for the restlessness, for the explosion. But instead, something heartier was unfurling in the evenings when Vincent sat playing him sonatas or dancing with him or joining him for an evening walk. The Marquis talked more. He made jokes. And when he went quiet, it was with calm, private reflection, not with emotional shutdown.
A reflection that Chidi couldnât enter into.
He went quiet like this more and more often as the days turned to late February and the dismal cold started to wear on Chidiâs nerves. He had to be thinking about something, but wouldnât say what. The Marquis had started to work alone in his study, to dismiss Chidi outright from time to time. But no matter how many times Chidi asked if he was okay (which provoked Vincent into irritation more than once), the answer was always the same â yes, he was perfectly content. And he could meet Chidiâs eyes when he said it. His voice no longer shook with concealed pain. He really was okay, and upon that realization, Chidiâs fear shifted.
He was watching Vincent pull away from him with newfound independence, he realized. He tried to be happy for him, and he was, sometimes so happy he could hardly contain the heartbreaking joy. But at the same time, it made him feel physically sick, adrift. Me, as Vincent's protector... What a joke. It's him who has protected me from purposelessness all these years, Chidi thought. First Vincent had been a daydream that heâd hoped for as a child, then the man he met and pined after, and then the lover he served. But this was the tragedy of his situation: that if he ever succeeded in healing the man he loved, what would be the need for him? Only then did he understand how much he needed Vincent.
Once, when Chidi could no longer contain himself, he asked, âMon amour, tu penses que les choses changent entre nous ? [My love, do you think things are changing between us?]â
Vincent simply said, âOui,â and smiled maddeningly. Chidi walked out that night into the forest. He walked until many layers of barren branches had hidden the lights of the castle windows, and the reflected glow of yesterdayâs snowfall sparkled as the only, unearthly light under the stars. Then he screamed himself hoarse.
The worst part was that he couldnât even blame Vincent. His favor had always been a fortunate and perhaps temporary blessing. He was the wildest person Chidi knew, and he loved him for that. To restrain himâŠit wasnât worth seeing him trapped in yet another gilded cage.
So when Vincent announced that he planned to spend a few days without him in Paris, Chidi felt the ground drop out from under him. He had no real reason not to trust Vincent to go on his own. He couldnât say no, even knowing that the reason could well be an affair or justâŠtime away. Time enough to contemplate a permanent severance between them. The best he could manage was, âJe prĂ©fĂ©rerais de loin vous accompagner, maĂźtre, pour votre sĂ©curitĂ©. Es-tu sĂ»r? [I would greatly prefer to go with you, master, for your safety. Are you sure?]â And Vincent said he was sure.
He kept in constant contact with the guards who did follow the Marquis. His fear, he told himself, was all for Vincent. A protective rage just like every other. But it didnât abate when they told him that all was well. âHeâs in the best spirits weâve ever seen,â wrote his second-in-command. âPractically skipping. And no, not from intoxicants.â Chidi looked down to find that heâd shattered the glass tumbler he was holding.
Another text shattered him on the second night of Vincentâs trip, this time from Vincent himself. âJe rentre demain matin, tĂŽt. Retrouve-moi au bord du lac Ă 7 heures. J'ai quelque chose Ă te dire. Habillez-vous bien â câest important. [I am coming home tomorrow morning, early. Meet me by the lake at 7. I have something to say to you. Dress well â itâs important.]â
Chidi shut his phone and let his chest shudder with silent tears for five whole minutes before he could bring himself to answer. âOui, monsieur.â And then his chest fully caved in, and for the rest of the night, he was, whether loudly or silently, inconsolable.
So it was with finality, with resignation, that he donned his grey suit for the last time, held his pin to the light till it flashed in his eyes, and stabbed twice through his lapel as he had done each and every day. One piercing on the way in, one on the way out, each one a rending deep in the fabric that left a small but irreparable hole. For your freedom, Vincent, I will tear out even Cupidâs arrow. I will do as you say.
It was the warmest morning in quite some time. There was mist over the lake, and it settled into Chidiâs skin and into his eyes, that vast damp blurring of an uncertain future. Would he at least be allowed to stay at Vincentâs side, enjoying the torturous sight of his masterâs unreachable perfection? To guard the gate of a life into which he would never again be permitted? Damn it all, but he hoped for even that small pleasure. Because if he could never see him againâŠ
But Chidi couldnât bear to think of that after catching sight of the Marquis, picking his way over the dormant winter grass in riding boots. He must have risen hours ago and seen to his appearance somewhere on the road, in a hotel perhaps. That majesty might look unstudied, but Chidi alone knew the effort that went into it, the thought and the fretting. His own morning routine seemed like nothing to him by comparison. Vincentâs lips, pinkened by the chill of morning, kissed him softly while the dew beaded on his polished shoes and kissed his ankles with flecks of sweet cold where the grass had poked its way under his starched hems. He let himself be present in his body and hold the Marquis, their breath intermingling in air, looking out across the dawn in silence.
There, on that glassy surface turned to agate by the rising sun, a pair of swans circled. The first of the spring. âJ'ai entendu dire qu'ils s'accouplent pour la vie. [Iâve heard they mate for life],â said Chidi. âQuand lâun meurt, lâautre aussi. [When one dies, so does the other.]â
âJ'ai entendu dire qu'ils pouvaient tuer un dogue allemand avec leur bec nu, [Iâve heard they can kill a great dane with their bare beaks],â said Vincent, âpour ĂȘtre sĂ»r que cela n'arrive pas. [to make sure that doesnât happen.]â For a second, Chidi almost laughed, but he didnât trust the choked sound that came out of him, and quieted it back into soberness.
He turned to his master, searching. His eyes came up against a wall of porcelain and glass and placid smiles. In his desperation, he found himself asking for the first time, âĂ quoi pensez-vous, monsieur ? Vous me dĂ©savantagez, et je â [What are you thinking, sir? You have me at a disadvantage, and I -]â His voice broke against that impenetrable wall. âJe sais que tu n'as plus besoin de moi. Je suis si heureux de te voir plus heureux. Je ne peux tout simplement pas supporter ce... suspense quand je sais que tu... finis-en, juste â [I know you donât need me anymore. Iâm so glad to see you happier. I just canât take thisâŠsuspense when I know that youâŠjust get it over with, just - ]â He narrowly prevented himself from collapsing onto Vincentâs shoulder and instead turned the other way, face hidden by his hands.
âChidi. Non, Oh mon Dieu, je ne voulais pas dire⊠[Chidi. No. Oh god, I didnât meanâŠ]â Vincentâs arms were around him then. âC'Ă©tait un plan stupide. S'il te plaĂźt, ne pleure pas. Je nâaurais peut-ĂȘtre pas dĂ» ĂȘtre aussi mystĂ©rieux, mais ce nâest pas comme si je voulais tout gĂącher⊠[It was a stupid plan. Please donât cry. I shouldnât have been so mysterious maybe, but itâs not like I meant to ruin itâŠ]â
âAttendez. Quoi? DĂ©truire quoi ? Non, vous n'avez rien fait de mal. Je comprends. Tu n'es plus obligĂ© de me vouloir, c'est juste â c'est juste dur pour moi, je suis dĂ©solĂ© â [Wait. What? Ruin what? No, you havenât done anything wrong. I understand. You donât have to want me anymore I just â itâs just hard for me, Iâm sorry â ]â
Vincent grabbed him by both shoulders so roughly that he was shocked out of his tears. âJE te veux! Bien sĂ»r, je te veux. Câest exactement de cela dont il sâagit. [I DO want you! Of course I want you. Thatâs exactly what this is about.]â
â⊠Je ne pense pas savoir ce que tu dis. [âŠI donât think I know what youâre saying.]â
Vincent just pulled him close, and whispered, âSoyons heureux, d'accord ? C'est un moment spĂ©cial. Il y a un photographe sur la colline qui va le capturer, alors⊠dis-moi quand tu te sens prĂȘt. [Letâs be happy okay? This is a special moment. Thereâs a photographer on the hill whoâs going to capture it, soâŠtell me when you feel ready.]â
Chidi hastily tried to clean up his face on his sleeve, but he still wasnât following. âD'accord. Je vais bien, je suis prĂȘt. Mais je ne le fais vraiment pas⊠[Okay. Iâm okay, Iâm ready. But I really donâtâŠ]â
And then he looked back to Vincent to find him on one knee.
âOh.â
Vincent, he realized, was faintly shaking. So was he, rather more violently.
âDios mĂo⊠[Oh my godâŠ]â
Time went surreally slow. With the motions of a person underwater, the Marquis was pulling a small velvet box from the pocket of his overcoat. To his surprise, Vincent spoke in somewhat stilted, practiced Spanish. âUna vez me devolviste algo que pensabas que habĂa dejado caer. Me lo devolviste cuando sentĂ que... como si no tuviera nada. Me encontraste en mi punto mĂĄs bajo y me ayudaste incluso entonces. Eso fue mĂĄs que una amabilidad. Cambiaste mi vida permanentemente con ese acto. Pero aquĂ estĂĄ el problema: querĂa dejarlo. Lo intentĂ© para que lo disfrutaras, porque querĂa que hubiera alguna conexiĂłn entre nosotros. AsĂ que ahora te lo doy de nuevo. Para siempre. [You once returned to me something that you thought I had dropped. You gave it back to me when I felt like â like I had nothing. You found me at my lowest, and helped me even then. That was more than a kindness. You changed my life permanently with that act. But hereâs the problem: I meant to drop it. I intended it for you to enjoy, because I wanted there to be some connection between us. So now, Iâm giving it to you again. Forever.]â
There in the box: a gold ring, with a band of clear resin at its core. And embedded in that band, amongst flecks of gold leaf, were flecks of white. âEl pĂ©talo de rosa blanca. [The white rose petal.]â
Vincent nodded, unable to speak. Finally, he managed it. âÂżQuieres casarte conmigo, Chidi? [Will you marry me, Chidi?]â
And again, Chidi saw that bottomless depth in his eyes. That desperate, hidden thing that had called out to him with irresistible compulsion from the first sight. Vulnerability.
And again, he answered its call. âSĂ. Dios, sĂ. [Yes. God, yes.]â
â Back â Next âč(coming soon)
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If you are accepting requests for Haikyuu could I please request Kuroo (or Kenma) with this prompt "Are you really jealous of my cat?" Of course you don't have to but if you do take as long as needed!â€ïž
third wheel - kuroo tetsuro ââËâčâĄ
a/n: i can't believe i'm writing haikyuu x reader in the year of our lord and saviour 2025 .... 2020 me would be so proud HAHAHA anyways thanks for the req anon i hope u like this! (it ended up being a lot longer than i had planned but i've always loved kuroo so i couldn't help it)
The question lingers in the air for a couple seconds after leaving his mouth - partially because you're stumped for an answer, but mostly because you're ashamed at being so plainly called out.
"Wh- no?" you scoff, trying to brush it off, rolling over on his bed so that he can't see the look on your face, "Why on earth would I be jealous of him?"
As students, studying together had become a common routine for you and Kuroo, ever since you had started dating a couple months ago. With your chemistry final inching closer, he had insisted on helping you out with some private tutoring at his place - an offer that had sounded too selfless for you not to accept.
Little did you know that, in reality, it involved you spending hours upon hours of going through practice questions and only getting short breaks when your boyfriend would look over your hastily scribbled, and most incorrect, answers. And to make matters worse, your 'private session' was currently being interrupted by Kuroo's calico cat and your sworn enemy, Leo - though if there was anyone third-wheeling you were sure it was you.
To set the story straight, you had been Kuroo's first love, at least before that cat had stolen him away from you - a stray he had taken in just a little over a month ago, but had since taken over his life. Already he had rushed the both of you back to his place just to feed it, cutting whatever night out you had planned short. At first, it had been endearing, the sight of Kuroo being so gentle with an, admittedly very cute, creature - but the more time you spent around it the more you came to resent the tiny ball of fur.
You were fully aware of how immature you were being - after all, you were his girlfriend and Leo was his pet cat. This was exactly why you had stuck yourself on the edge of his bed, watching with a furrowed brow as he read over your work - spinning a pen in one hand and petting Leo's head with the other.
"C'mon, admit it, you're totally jealous!" Kuroo's teasing tone snaps you back to the present, and to the fact that he's shamelessly confronting you.
"Don't flatter that tiny thing, we all know who you'd pick first," you scoff, though you should've known that your boyfriend's observance would be able to see right through your facade. Before you can think of another defensive quip he's standing up from his desk chair, making Leo leap off his lap with a high-pitched mewl.
He throws himself down beside where you're perched on his bed, gazing up at you with an expression that's equal parts amused and endeared.
"Don't deny it," he hums, "it's a little cute."
"It's ridiculous! I am not jealous," you continue your defence as you lean back on your elbows, but can slowly feel it slipping as he wraps an arm around your waist.
"Cute," he repeats through a smile, though this time it's more to himself than anything.
"Whatever," you sigh, trying to cross your arms but he's already pulling himself up to press soft kisses along your jawline, and you can't help but break into a reluctant smile. Once he sees you give in, you can feel his own mouth curving into a smile against your skin as you run your fingers through his hair with a soft laugh.
"Though your understanding of Avogadro's law could use some work."
"Shut up."
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Fuck it. Bre'uhn/Brian Masterpost. Because he is my primary player character in a text basted D&D Westmarch I'm part of, and I can't believe i havent talked about him yet cause he's the one I actually PLAY the most. Currently lvl 6 psi warrior, started at level 2. Basically. His whole deal is based on the thought that he needs to kill an illithid in order to be welcomed in with his kin in Tu'narath.
Also I wanted to make a very gith looking gith lol and he has since become a lil more unique in his design, but the biggest inspiration initially was the 5:e Volo's guide to monsters image of a githyanki as well as wanting the funny lil 1:e hair style Overview: Breâuhn is a githyanki who is haunted by extraordinarily bad luck. He wants nothing but complete his rite of passage into the Astral Plane by killing an illithid and bringing its head to his queen. Life seems to have different plans for him as something always seems to go wrong. The ship that would take him sunk. His party left without him. Adventurers has already killed the illithids he went out to get. The hunting party was stopped by an out of season blizzard. Even casually it seems like bad luck is always right around the corner. He's become extremely superstitious and afraid of things that could cause even worse luck. He adorns himself in lucky trinkets in hope that they will counteract his âcurseâ. Now heâs in his 30s, and he is growing more impatient. If he doesnât get that illithid head soon, heâs going to die from old age.
Personality: Everything youâd expect from a githyanki. Heâs impatient, stubborn, proud and blunt. Values efficiency and shows of force. He does have quite a bit of humor, though it borders on being ridicule and mockery. Wants to be logical, but acts based on emotion. Where he differs is his extremely crippling social and performance anxieties. He hates that he has these though unfortunately, him trying to force himself through them causes more flare ups.
He's also extremely expressive and everyone can read him like an open book. He.. also hates this aspect about himself but at this point he can't be arsed to stop it.
Backstory: Grew up in a creche in the Spine of the World that is pretty far up in a mountainous and a harsh cold region. Itâs rather close to a small town next to Mirabar. His upbringing was pretty much standard for a githyanki, and he reflects his culture in his temperament a whole lot. While the creche and the town didnât love each other, they werenât outright hostile to one another, and it was not super uncommon for githyanki to sometimes show themselves in the town.
Once Breâuhn was in his early 20s he tried to join several hunting parties in order to find and kill his first illithid to be "properly" allowed into the Astral Plane. However, something always came up or went wrong for himself specifically. Heâd always had a bit of bad luck in his shadow, but this is when it really started to mess with him. In his mid 20s he started to believe that Tymora herself scorned him. He didnât know why, but started to learn more about the istiks pantheon and religions in order to get in her good graces. He even tattooed her symbol into his ribs, a four leaf clover. Just two months after he got the tattoo, he got into a barfight. In typical githyanki fashion it soon escalated to a knife fight and he stabbed one of the other patrons. The four leaf clover was slashed in the process and Breâuhn soon found himself in prison.
âLuckilyâ enough, the man he stabbed did not die, which simply meant that Breâuhn was not sent to be executed. In hindsight, Breâuhn maybe would have preferred this⊠As he then spent six years in prison. Six whole years where he was not able to search or find any illithids. His prison mates also didnât know how to pronounce his name, thus gave him the nickname âBrianâ. As an extra kicker, once he got out of prison the creche where he grew up had completely relocated. None of the townspeople knew where they all had gone (and it's not like the githyanki would've told em), but it seemed they had all just packed up and left three years ago.
Still, heâs determined to find an illithid and that takes precedence over searching for his own kin. A few years into his search, he stumbled across a fortune teller. They told him that his chance to âprove himselfâ will come when he least expects it. Breâuhn, fully believing the fortune teller, took this to mean that if he is actively searching for illithids, he will not find them. If he expects them, he will âjinxâ it, and thus they will not show themselves.
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The game then picks up where he is ABSOLUTELY CERTAIN there is a mind flayer colony deeply imbedded in an abandoned mine outside Mirabar. He has rigged this whole cave with explosives, but as he sets up the few last barrels of smokepowder, he slips on the powder as a bright portal to Waterdeep suddenly sucks him up. ... and spits him out, crashing in the middle of the Waterdeep Market. He is quickly punched to the ground as he tries to attack people in his confusion and told about the strange rifts and portals that are opening around Faerun. And now, he is here, still on his quest to bring a single 1 (one) head to Vlaakith. Sure, there's literally a permanent opening to the Astral Sea above him all the time (thanks rifts...) But going there without his tribute is IMPROPER.
Trivia:
Oral fixation - Likes to chew on blades of grass or picks. Nibbles on his lip ring.
Very expressive face, which he doesn't like but he cant help himself.
Obsessively collects luck trinkets because you never know.
As a githyanki, he's not against murder and violence. But he started to curb his behaviour since he is afraid of going to prison again.
Since he's convinced his bad luck is the cause of a god, he is well versed in gods and religious practices. Moreso in that he's ready to fight them at this point.
Midlife crisis. Extremely afraid of growing old and he dyed a patch of his hair because he found white strands.
He got the tattooes in prison, which represents his wish to be amongst the clouds on the back of a red dragon.
Other Thoughts: Bre'uhn is aware that his 6 years spent in prison with humans, dwarves and a half-orc for company has changed the way he acts and talks quite a lot. This is cause for his anxieties since he is worried that even if he were to complete his rite of passage, the other githyanki would find him too different to let him back in. This results in him avoiding other gith at all costs because he doesn't want it confirmed... which tenfolds his anxieties when he's forced to talk to one. (And he is no stranger to panic attacks).
He scoffs in the face of zombies, owlbears, hags and black dragons and has not a single drop of fear for them. But seeing another gith from 30 feet away has his bones crumble.
Thank you for readin!
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Oh, the humanity. Please, pity me.
#south park#sp#south park fanart#dip#dip south park#damien thorn#damien south park#pip pirrup#pip pirrip#pip#pip south park#angst#i love this one very proud of how it came out#dip angst mwahaha. im so evil...
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konig is very good for ghost and soap in the soapbox saga finale <3
read the full comic (29 pages) on patreon!
#drawing this kiss was honestly one of my favourite parts#but yeah omg i spent the last 2-3 days just committing to getting this finale done#its by far the longest 'episode' in the series and im very proud of how it came out#also this comic series ended on such a sweet note despite the filth#love my boys#also the soapbox saga has technically ended but im definitely not abandoning these three#im far too attached to konig by now#wet cat and his two doms#konig#ghost#simon riley#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#john mactavish#soapbox#soapbox saga#giragi art
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canât catch a 8r8k
closeups under the cut
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đ»Blade Breaker II & The Rose Nobleđč - Power Couple of New Fodlan -
I am SO EXCITED to show my full piece for Sunflower, A Leonie zine. What a beautiful book, with all itâs fantastic merch, and Iâm so glad I got to be apart of it and show my fav cavalry girl all the love she deserves!! Thank you to everyone who supported the zine, but if you missed out the first time around, donât sweat it! Sunflower is now having itâs leftover sale!! đ» Pick Up A Copy Here đ»
#Fire Emblem: 3 Houses#FE3H#Leorenz#Leonie Pinelli#Lorenz Hellman Gloucester#Sunflower Zine#Leonie Zine#Fanart#Zine Work#'scuse me while i toot my own horn here but UGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH I LOVE HOW THIS CAME OUT!!!!!#my linework went OFF on this I am So FUCKING PROUD!!!#from concept to finish I've been bursting at the seams to put this in front you yall#I made a pinterest board for this! I had a Vision!!!#my only regret is that i couldn't fit more of the soldier in so that you could tell it was an Empire leftover#the important part is the shattered blade but yknow... woulda been nice :)#and on a very peripheral note; sylvain has now gained my eternal ire for make everyone in this zine draw a million and one sunlowers#his days are numbered
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Drawing every toon currently available for a pet project, pt 3-4/22
Sprout and Cosmo!!
#couldnât separate them lol#probably the only common Iâm gonna do the twisted form for cuz the others are lackluster and Iâm taking my sweet time w/ this as is#very proud of how twisted sprout came out!! moldy boy#Ough I love desatured grimey colors#this one looks a good bit different from the others since they were done on ibis and this one was made on procreate!#love the brushes on there#dandyâs world#dandys world#dandy's world fanart#dandys world sprout#dandyâs world sprout#dandyâs world twisted sprout#dandys world twisted sprout#dandys world cosmo#dandyâs world Cosmo#dandyâs world twisted Cosmo#dandys world twisted Cosmo#fruitcake#i guess idk#dandys world fruitcake#dandyâs world fruitcake#dw sprout#DW Cosmo#DW twisted sprout#DW twisted Cosmo#my art#berryboxed#procreate
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âWhyâs he call you Darlinâ?â
on my knees begging my brain to stop trying to associate this song with Sam
#(itâs too late guys iâve already added it to a couple playlists. i canât help it)#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted sam#redacted darlin#rp audio stuff#Sevenâs Blorbo Songs#music stuff#i fell down a rabbit hole of music videos on YT last night and decided to give this song a chance based on the title obviously#skipped through all the exposition just to quickly find out if i liked the song or not#and as soon as the first line came in i went head-in-hands at my desk bc i just Knew it was over for me#i hate that i like it#itâs very repetitive and giving strong Modern/Mainstream Pop-Rap-Country vibes#but iâm not too proud to admit that i eat that shit up on occasion#âYouâve been beatinâ âround the bush so much youâre knockinâ off the leaves.â goes kinda hard tho iâm ngl#âole boy in a Ridgeline and i drive a Chevyâ would Sam be a truck elitist? hmm#i doubt it. i see him as too practical-minded to care about brand names and shit like that#like irl i think itâs very silly. and perhaps a little questionable to hate on a âforeignâ vehicle. but i donât even like trucks at all so#insecure country boys and their obsession with big trucks are ruining the road for us regular people that just want a normal ass car#but iâll stop before i go off on a rant about americaâs transportation problems#anyways. i can separate reality from fiction and i love the image of Sam in a beat up beloved old truck. clichĂ© as it may be#getting back on track. my POINT was that the song doesnât even necessarily fit Samâs vibes i just. canât undo the association#been trying to think of a way for it to fit him but that would require Darlinâ to be cheating on him and i donât like that thought#like i love some types of angst but cheating isnât one of them#i could view it through the context of being directed at Alexis bc i already hate her lmao but once again it doesnât fit in canon#and i donât know how i feel about the thought that he used to call her Darlinâ too. though itâs very possible. mmm angst#not that it has to fit with canon for me to attach a song to a character. certainly not! but i need to make it work in my mind Somehow#and i canât even come up with a good HC to make this fit. the idea of Jealous!Sam is fun in theory but idk if iâd like it practice anyways#tldr: does this really fit canon Sam? meh. Is it forever tied to him in my mind anyways due to the use of the petname Darlinâ? absolutely.#anywho. one of these days iâll open this app to do something other than vent post or yap abt rp audio blorbos. but that day is not today!
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POV your friend invites you over to play bloodborne (full version here)
#ratgirls are pretty cool right?#im very proud with how the render came out on this one#i love how warm i got it
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WWWOOOPS FORGOT I MADE THIS. drew this back at around when the hyperbolic time chamber training arc was just starting. remember that? huh? remember the hamspter??? ohhhhhhhh youll remember the haspter!!!! oh my god yknow what else i remember. williams overwhelming love for christmas. oh my god. spooky zombie boy loves the christmas.. literally the best possible thing for him...
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi pd spoilers#VYNCENT SSOOOOOLLLL I STILL DONT KNOW HOW TO DRAW YOUUUUU AND YKNIOW WHY?? YKNOW WHYYY???? BC WHEN I FIRST DREW EVERYONE:#I DIDNT LOOK AT ANY REFS. DREW EM STRAIGHT FROM OFF THE TOP O MY HEAD. AND WELL. IN MY HEAD SOMETIMES#I PICTURE THE CHARACTERS LOOKING SIMILAR TO THE PLAYERS IN SOME WAY. NOT THE BEST THING TO DO REALLY. BUT YOU SEE.#VYNCENT CAME OFF AS A VERY SOFT AND SWEET CHARACTER. BUT SEEMED TO CARRY ALOT OF STRENGTH. HES LIKE A BEAUTIFUL AND POWERFUL BULL TO ME.#SO I DRAW THE GUY REAL DENSE! BUT THEN YAKNOOOWW THE OFFICIAL ART CROSSES MY EYES N IM LIKE FFFYUUUUUCKKK HE DOESNT LOOK LIKE THAT!!!!!!#IM LIKE AAUGUHGH IM DRAWIN HIM WRONG!!! BUT THEN IM ALSO CRAAAZY STUBBORN N I AAALREADY ESTABLISHED THIS DESIGN FOR HIM AND I DONT WANNT#I DONT WANNA GO N JUS CHANGE IT AAAALL UP NOW!!CMAHHHNNN BUT I STILL GOTTA DO SOOOMETHIN!!#LEST HE BECOMES SO FAR REMOVED FROM THE SOURCE MATERIAL HE FAILS TO BE RECOGNIZED!! ANYONE ELSE GO THRU THIS? GIMME UR TIPS#anyway AHH THE DEMON THAT DESPISES ART FROM MONTHS AGO!! just means im improving so so fastly and cool-like. tbh im so proud o my recents#bUT HEY THOUGH I FIGURED OUT THE QUEUEUE THING AHAHAH NOW I CAN GET ALL MY THOUGHTS N DRAWINS OUT IN A DAAAYYYY#CONSISTENT POSTING FOR A MONTH HERE I COME. DAILY UPLOADS FOR A WEEK. YEAAHH BABY!!! PREPARE FOR SHOTGGUN BLASDT!!!!!!#ALRIGHT ALright one more thing before i go im. SO IN LOVE WITH MY SHAPES HONESLY... they are not just one shape but so so many put together#fucked up innit??? im seeing soo many problems in this piece though but i rest easy knowing i captured my feelings in the moment.
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đłïžâđđłïžââ§ïžPride, 2024đłïžââ§ïžđłïžâđ
Lesbian flag colors taken from the flag made by Emily Gwen
#6#Deltarune#The Institute for Symbol Children#The Penumbra Podcast#Shiloh#Solid State#Nevermore#Shiloh Webtoon#Solid State Webtoon#Nevermore Webtoon#Webtoon#Another year another pride series!!#And just like last year I am posting them at the end of the month đ#I work on them all month so itâs like fun for me idk anyway#Working on them in may feels weird but Iâll try to do it next yearrrrr#The improvement between the last ones is ASTOUNDING#I was very proud of last years and these are even better whatttt#Jupeter looks like a whole actual photo and itâs awesome considering I donât draw them often#Shane & Dusty turned out a bit meh this year but whatever#Eiji & Castel have never looked better in my style itâs great#Noelle & Susie are so cute (I donât draw UT/DR often but mayyyybe I should⊠new gameâs coming soon also)#Trinny & Aakil (my OCs) like AUGH that lighting is great. Drawing Aakilâs head relative to Trinnyâs was not fun but itâs fine now#And Lenore & Annabel I love how the soft warm lighting came out and the posing and the outfitssss#Uhhh yeah uhh tldr GAY PEOPLE WOOOOOO#gay#nonbinary#lesbian#transgender#bisexual
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Listen, sometimes in life youâve just gotta ignore canon, and even certain headcanons/AUs you donât like or agree with and come up with your own/a version of the thing you like. As a form of self-care. This is a moral I live by, I think anyone who knows me knows at this point.
But for all that is good and decent in the world, you still absolutely need to be respectful towards others, even if what they made does not gel with you, personally. Especially if theyâre the original creator(s) of the original, canon work.
#rhys-ravenfeather signing on#fandom stuff#a reminder to myself and others#case in point: there's a CERTAIN fnaf character a friend and i have VERY different opinions on#she loves him; i...DON'T; and he's one of many i've elected to keep out of my fnaf au(s)#i don't spend every hour of every day whining about how much i dislike this character out of spite because i love my friend and respect her#also what would it really accomplish lol :P#there's also the time someone told me my ahit au was boring because i just made snatcher a good dad who's trying to become a better person#instead of a soul-stealing baddie#like...i know my au isn't the greatest thing ever but i still love it and love my versions of the characters; snatcher included#and i'm really proud of the story i came up with#bottom line: be decent to each other people
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