#i love this game woth my whole heart

[qusok]

I just checked, in that pairing tournament we have three little hope pairings (which is only 1/16????), and guess what?

THEY ALL ARE LOSING???

That's disrespect, right here

I want all of them to pass on to the next round 😭😭 I voted for two of them (would've been three if not for Clarachel, but it was a tough one)

Wdym Daylor is losing to The Curator x Dr. Hill???????????

[envember]

1st - 7th July 2024 - Calmer storms

Final Seminar Day- Poster Presentations

Thursday was a nerve-wracking day. It started at around 9AM with taking an old route to uni since it was the final presentation in this seminar of Nutrition and Prevention of Chronic Diseases with Dr. C and Prof. Nöth.

I ended up oversleeping because I spent the whole night putting together what I wanna say and go through some parts.

(The birdies home picture was taken on another day- I don't recall. But I thought it was cute)

I had my breakfast to-go from home (lol). I managed to inhale the coffee before biarding the train and also met my friend omw to the building. The anxiety was hitting rooftop, but my girls and I ended up slaying it and we did well presenting our poster and discussing it with the professor.

The PreventionPals gorup (literally the name of our group chat) we ended up celebrating with a slice of pizza and a nice boba (I chose Passionfruit with Pomegranate tapioca). Dano took the new Watermelon boba and An took the Yakult one. We enjoyed a nice chat and then separated, each to their rest of the day ♡

I cannot express enough how much I love these girls. Working woth them in this seminar the past months has been more than a pleasure 😭🤍

Work Wednesday u. Friday-

I don't know where to start, so I won't. I had a nice coffee at home before leaving to my 8 AM Physio Seminar. Bought an Erdbeerliner (it was so good) and it sweetened my bitter day 😭🫶🏻

Friday was an even more tension-filled day at work, but we had a slice of pizza and admired the poppies. Later, a walk in the evening burned the rest of the pain ♡

AND DE LOST AGAINST SPAIN SO THERE WE GO!!

After all the racism going on, a lot of people were having schadenfreude towards germany. Which is understandable tbh, because why would you sing "Ausländer Raus" after u win a game? Have some shame. Half of the players on your national team are of Ausländer-descent. عيب عليكم.

Anyway, we move on (ﾉ≧▽≦)ﾉ

Weekend-

MY SISTER IS QUARTER A CENTURY OLD! WOOHOO-

Yes, we celebrated her existence for another year, and we enjoyed TO. THE. BONE. the Türkiye game. After the heart-wrenching gane we had some grilled Maiskolben. We also grilled am Samstag so all was nice hehe ♡

Now we await a monday full of meeting with the business partners, warm hugs and sweet chatch-ups (and maybe a Şapka thrown here and there)

Peace

🍉

[writingthedas]

ok I'm putting this under a cut bcs this is gonna be long. some of these worldstates are newer and need more fleshing out but I love them all.

worldstate 1: Belladonna Amell, Easter Hawke, Niara Lavellan

ok so this is my 'main' worldstate

Belladonna is probably my favourite of all my heroes of thedas. shes a blood mage, she's 16, she's got a god sized ego, she's aroace. she's got it all. she heard about Anders blowing up the chantry and that he was possessed by a spirit and thought, "huh. i can do that" and let herself get possessed by a spirit of wisdom who'd been visiting her in her dreams since she was little. his name is Wisely. they're platonic life partners. she's also related to one of my other wardens, as well as my friends warden (as in they are all siblings)

Easter is technically Belladonna's 2nd cousin but is at least 8 years older than her. Easter is a blue/purple mix leaning more towards purple as the game progressed. her life is a nightmare, Bethany dies before they get to kirkwall, Carver dies in the deep roads, then her mother gets killed. also she romances Fenris so there's the whole breakup that she also has to deal with.

Niara is my Solasmance inquisitor bcs I love pain. she's a fighter bcs I love that solas canonically likes buff women. and she's a templar for angst reasons. she was originally born into slavery in tevinter but her mother grabbed her and ran when she was about 7 and left her with clan lavellan. her mother ended up in orlais and they reunite post trespasser.

worldstare 2: Eden Amell, Tola Kader, Jeannie Hawke, Celene Trevelyan

Eden is probably my most tragic warden. she's Belladonna's older sister, they look nothing alike. she's a bleeding heart. I designed her to be representative of the warm, protective, healing aspect of fire. she romances Alistair, and doesnt let morrigan do the dark ritual with him. she never even tells him it was an option, bcs she knows he'd ignore his own discomfort to save them both. she died killing the archdemon. she was only 19.

Tola comes from a carta family and has done everything she can to escape them, going so far as to join the grey wardens. she's the warden commander for awakening since Eden is. y'know. dead. I know it's not canon but she ends up in a relationship woth Nathaniel bcs I say so.

Jeannie is 1 of 2 blue hawkes I have. she's a lesbian and romances Isabela. Carver becomes a templar in her timeline which has extra sting behind it bcs she has some intense templar related trauma. I like to think her and Isabela are living happily sailing the waking sea post inquisition. they deserve it.

Celene is another lesbian, and she romances Josephine. she's actually a half elf, her Orlesian mother having had an affair with one of her family's servants and being married off to Lord Trevelyan before she started to show she was pregnant. Celenes step father was kind enough to give her his surname and raise him like she was his own. she ends up meeting her father after Josephine finds out who he is for her, and he comes to work for the Inquisition as a groundskeeper in skyhold. he later comes with them to Antiva post trespasser. also when I named her i forgot the empress of orlais was named Celene, which is why her mother ended up being orlesian

worldstare 3: Jelsi Brosca, Malcolm Hawke JR, Sumeyye Adaar

Jelsi Brosca i love you. Trans woman, bisexual, in love with Morrigan but gets rejected and romances no one. she fathered Kieran though. she's a dual weilding rogue, and until coming to the surface didn't know how to read or write.

Malcolm jr is my second blue hawke. a gay trans man who romances Fenris. he's desperately trying his best and do good in a world that does nothing to help him and always seems out to get him. Bethany becomes a warden, his biggest regret is bringing her with them to the deep roads.

Sumeyye is a no nonsense mage who fights on the front lines alongside bull as a knight enchanter. she romances blackwall. she lives her small human boyfriend that she can pick up without trying too hard. and he lives that she can pick him up so easily.

worldstate 4: Jon Cousland, Amelia Hawke. Efe Adaar

Jon is another one of my characters whos a soft bleeding heart. he wants so bad to be what's expected of a warden, to make his parents proud. he becomes king by marrying Anora. their marriage starts of purely political but Jon eventually starts falling in love with her, and they start a courtship despite already being married. it's very cheesy and romantic.

Amelia is one of my red hawkes. I think red hawle is severely underappreciated. she's a dual weilding rogue who romances Merrill. its very much a 'touch her and I'll kill you' kind of relationship. neither of her siblings survive past act 1 unfortunately.

Efe is Sumeyye's younger brother, he's taller than her and has no horns. he's Bi and romances Cassandra. i don't have too much fleshed out for him yet.

worldstate 5: Arenil Surana, Valentine Hawke, Esric Lavellan

Arenil is actually the first warden i made, now revamped and renewed. she has a twin brother named Lion (leon) who uses crutches to get around. she's a hopeless romantic who believes in soul mates and romances Leliana. she's also albino

Valentine ehehehe. a mage who's doomed to repeat the mistakes of a father she wants nothing to be like. she's got his personality, his eyes, his magic. she turns to blood magic like he did. shes red, romances Isabela and Carver becomes a warden.

Esric is another one I don't have super fleshed out yet. he's twins with Esmae and is the more chaotic, spontaneous of the 2. he's a trans man who romances Dorian.

worldstate 6: Oriel Mahariel, Holly Hawke, Esmae Lavellan

Oriel was in love with Tamlen, but never knew if his feelings were reciprocated until he had to put him down. she romances Morrigan, and follows her through the Eluvian. also they're genderfluid and use any pronouns.

Holly is the definition of disaster bisexual. everyone's hot and she doesn't know what to do about it. she's purple. romances Merrill and Bethany becomes a circle mage.

Esmae is the third inquisitor I still need to work details out for. she's Esrics twin sister and is the more careful and calculated of the 2. she's a trans woman and romances Cullen

worldstate 7: Eloril Tabris, Theodore Hawke, Von Cadash

Eloril is one of my favourites. she's a lesbian who didn't want to marry Nelaros, and hates that he died for her. she's angry, aggressive, straightforward, and sometimes downright mean. she romances leliana. is some canon divergence, after the blight she's given the title of Arl of Denerim, and after finding a cure for the blight, she takes up her position. she's nicknamed The Wolf of Denerim.

You know how Anders says that he'd drown the world in blood for Hawke or something like that. yeah, Theodore thought that was the most romantic thing he'd ever said. Theodore is my third red Hawke. he's bad with people but tries his best for Anders.

I created Von bcs I saw like. no Cadash romances for Bull and thought that was a crime. Von is another carta dwarf who wants nothing to do with his family, and uses the Inquisition to put some distance between himself and them.

worldstate 8: Adelaide Cousland, Fiona Hawke, Fane Lavellan

Adelaide has a lot of Lioness imagery in her Pinterest board, and i live that for her. she romances Alistair. honestly she doesn't have a lot of drama surrounding her.

Fiona wants to be your typical knight in shining armor for Anders, but cant take things seriously long enough to do so.

Fane is my little weirdo. thousand yard walleye stare, necromancer obsessed with death, sera romancing weirdo.

AU 1: Minerva Bywater

OK MINERVA. There's a lot about her, but basically she was a harrowed mage in the Ostwick circle. when the circles began uprising, some of the templars in her circle got scared and grabbed a bunch of mages and made them tranquil, Minerva was one of them. she, alongside others, was brought up at the conclave to prove the templars abuse. this caused a huge argument and justinia called for a break which is when corypheus arrived.

being sent into the Fade + exposed to that amount of raw magic undid the Rite of tranquility. Minerva's an emotional mess for a lot of the story, but with some help from Cole she relearns how to control her emotions. she's a spirit healer and basically refuses to use offensive spells.

she ends up in a relationship with Krem. and after trespasser becomes a member of the chargers. her and krem get married on a battlefield very Elizabeth Swan and Will Turner style, with Bull officiating.

AU 2: Inquisitor Belladonna

she's back, baby!! this AU came to me one night and ive been obsessed with it since. Basically, Belladonna attends to conclave to see what's up, disguised of course. when the wardens show up with Corypheus Bella's darkspawn senses go nuts so she goes to investigate. and then the explosion happens.

the most drama here is how her companions react to finding out she's possessed. like, her and Vivienne BARELY get along, they'll gossip over wine, but that's it.

also poor Cullen (not really) has to deal with the girl he had a crush on 10 years ago now being his boss.

I love hearing about people's specific world state dramas in the tags. Whenever you reblog a post from me and expand upon your wardens, hawkes, and inquisitors and their fucked up lives, know that im sitting here like "wow I love that please tell me more"

[animehideout]

Tokyo Revengers boys x fem!reader when you have a nightmare 😴:

Baji:

• would get annoyed at first cuz boy wants to sleep and you woke him up in the middle of the night.

• "ah what is it y/n ? oh baby why are you shaking?"

• would turn into a softie really fast.

• "come here princess let me hold you".

• would give you the biggest hug ever.

• plays with your hair, to make you relax.

• "baby i have an idea, i know what to do to make.you forget about your nightmare 😏"

• proceeds to take his shirt off and gets on top of you " but i can't guarantee you'll get back to sleep soon"

• lets say none of you slept that night but it was worth it.

Mikey :

• would hear you squirm and whine.

• would wake you up immediately.

• this softie would be really concerned about you "damn baby your heart is beating so fast".

• would do everything to make you feel better. you want water he'll get you a full cup of water. something warm? he'll make you some tea or hot chocolate.

• "do you want to keep the lights on my love?"

• he's okay with everything, the modt important thing is that you're okay.

• would pull you closer and rub your arm

• "you're safe in my arms".

Draken:

• 100% would tease you about it.

• "really y/n you're scared of a nightmare, you're not a child"

• "ah you're such a big baby"

• would stop teasing when he hears you sniffing.

• "y/n are you crying?"

• "sorry for bothering you Draken" you would say and get out of the bed taking your pillow and heading to the other room.

• would pull you back to your bed, and wrap his arms around you, stoping your movement.

• "shh stay here I'll take care of you, im so sorry , i was just messing woth you, you're fine here nothing can get you when I'm around".

• you can feel his hot breath on the back of your neck.

• he may acts cold but deep down he's happy he found a small reason to cuddle you the whole night.

Mitsuya :

• ah this gentleman.

• would turn around in his sleep to hug you but he can't feel you next to him.

• boy would panic, did you leave him?

• he woul turn on the light quickly and he would find you standing up, watching the city through the big window.

• "oh sorry did I wake you up"

• "no no y/n ! is everything okay why are you up?"

• you felt slightly embarrassed to tell him but you know that he would never judge you.

• "um i had a nightmare 🥺" you would say looking down

• "oh come here my little baby, dont pout like that"

• you would join him again in bed, "put your head on my chest y/n".

• his left hand would massage your hair and the other hand on your waist holding you close.

• your legs are tangled.

• "you know you can talk about it if you're comfortable with it"

• if you agree he would be all ears and you want to forget about it he would respect your choice and try to make you feel better.

• would attack your face with kisses.

• "next time wake me up princess and then we can go back to sleep together okay?"

• would make sure you sleep first.

• keeps on holding you the whole night.

Chifuyu :

• okay this cutie would have a nightmare too.

• both of you had a rough day.

• both of you would keep tugging the blanket.

• Chifuyu felt your movement next to him and it woke him up.

• "huh y/n why are you stealing the blanket?"

• would hear you breathing fast and notice your tense expressions.

• "y/n wake up! baby come on you're having a nightmare".would shake you softly.

• after too mamy attempts you finally opened your eyes.

• "aah chifuyu" you would say and hug him immediately "I'm s-scared"

• he would remember that he had a nightmare too. but he would ignore it and focus only on you.

• "baby you're fine, we're fine ! you're safe and sound in my embrace"

• you would keep on burying your face in his chest not wanting him to let go.

• "I'm here baby, i got you. if you can't sleep we can watch a movie or play games"

• would stay up with you, but you would fall asleep again 5minutes into that movie.

• his chest was warm and his arms around your figure made you feel safe.

• "baby this scene is amazing, they're really good actors~ babe ? babe?"

• would look down at you "oh you're asleep, such an angel, i love you"

• would give you a soft kiss on your lips making sure not to disturb your sleep.

• would pull the blanket up covering both of you.

• both of you slept well forgetting all the stress.

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Sleep well my babies, dont think about anything , dont stress yourself . everything will be okay . just take deep breaths. if anyone wants to talk about anything I'm all ears.💫

stay safe ! love y'all 💘

[benisalilbitch]

for these witcher3 characters ask.. How's about Regis, Geralt, Orianna, Iris von Everec? :3c

I needed to take a quick break, but we're back with the thirsty asks!

Thank you so much for the ask! And absolutely! Finally someone got another one of my faves and I know you know who it is. Regis has already been rated along woth Dettlaff, so you can find him in the 'ask me' tagged posts!

Geralt of Rivia

Is there anything sexier than a man with flawless white hair, fighting with a sword? Fuck no. Will definitely bang. 15/10

You might be surprised that Geralt is one of my faves given how much I make fun of this dumb slut, but he is. I'm a dumb slut myself and we are just made for each other.

The first time I saw Geralt in the game I died. I just couldn't believe I was going to be looking at this hot mf the entire game because he is the main character. I was like, bitch what?! I was so lucky to see this sexy witcher fighting monsters the entire game and I was more than happy to find that the game is long af.

I just adore men with long hair and semi-permanent scowls (you can ask my other baes) and Geralt fits that mold perfectly. Also, my man high on potions? Hot af. I swear I don't do it just because he looks hot (I do), but also because they do come in handy whenever you're fighting a monster. I also definitely didn't make Geralt run around shirtless half of the game because I just couldn't get enough of watching that hot fucker. I finally let my boy cover up when monsters started becoming tougher and his amor started looking sexier.

Geralt's voice just does it for me. Of course he's hot af, because he really is, but I really dig his voice. And his gorgeous hair. And his weird eyes because I have a thing for creepy weird eyes too. Also, isn't Geralt just the sweetest guy? He's the whole package. He cares about his family and it just makes me so happy to see all the friends my himbo has. He's hot, mean and soft, all at the same time. And whenever he growls at someone because they're not paying him enough? My hoe ass just couldn't take it.

I've started kind of categorizing a few characters into a dom/sub kinda thing and Geralt doesn't fit any. He's a switch and so am I and we're in love. I just know Geralt is whatever you want him to be. You're a hoe who's into some kinky shit? He's got you. Are you more of a vanilla kinda type? No problem. Geralt always does his best and it's always more than enough.

We also love confident and brave men. I'm constantly in awe of how brave Geralt is. He straight up talks to spirits and investigates some pretty creepy stuff that made me scared, but I was sure my man was protecting me the entire time (and I tried my best to protect him, but he died a couple times oops). We stan men that are sarcastic and funny and just plain gorgeous. I recently heard him actually laugh in a side quest and I died. His laugh is the best thing ever and whenever he has one of those cute little smiles, my poor heart can't take it.

I'm always right there with my favorite witcher, no matter what dumb shit he gets himself into. I always got Geralt's back and what a nice view that is.

Orianna

Rich, hot, vampire lady? Sing me up. Will bang. 13.5/10

I only met Orianna for a bit, since I went with another route in the DLC, but that was more than enough for me to love her. My girl is hot and feral af. Her first instinct when seeing someone stealing from her was to fucking stab them and I just love it.

Orianna's name is one of the best names I've heard and she's just so badass and classy, my heart can't take it. This rich bitch is the shit and Anna Henrietta wishes she could. I knew vampires were hot, but this lady is just too much for me.

Orianna is one feral, badass bruxa and she is more than welcome to stab me anytime.

Iris von Everec

Why? Why would you do this to me after what I've been through? I love her so much.... Also, hot af. Will totally bang and we'll cry afterwards. 13.5/10

My baby. I love Iris so much, she didn't deserve what happened to her and I did my best to try and make it better for her. My bae Olgierd definitely has good taste and Iris has even better taste. Olgierd is one stupid fucker, but he had good intentions and he sacrificed it all for his wife. I just want to take care of my baby and make it all better for her.

Iris looks gorgeous no matter what she was wearing. Her dresses were the shit and I just adore her voice. My baby also paints and she paints so damn well. I don't know if I was supposed to use the portrait in the quest, but I didn't because I only saw it after I was done lmao, so I brought it home and it's my absolute favorite.

They would have been the hottest couple together if only men in the game weren't so fucking dumb. Thank God they're pretty or I'd have gone mad already.

Send me The Witcher 3 characters and I'll rate them along with my thot thoughts.

[mangles-fruity-maze]

1. I DIDNT, I NOTICED MONTGOMERY HAD A DOOR AND FOR SOME REASON BRUSHED OT OFF AS DECORATION AJDNDKS

THAT'S A VERY GOOD THOUGHT THOUGH, THAT WOULD EXPLAIN HOW THEY GOT INTO THE PIPEY LOOKING PARTS

2. YEYEYE I NOTICED THE SCOOBA DOVER AND IT DOES LOOK VERY VERY SIMILAR TO THE VR PIRATE RIDE

MAYBE THAT AREA IS LIKE A LITTLE HOMAGE TO THE GAMES AND PREVIOUS CHATACTERS??

3. I DONT HAVE THE PICTURE OF KT BUT MR. SUNNY MAN DOING HIS LITTLE HOP ON THE BALLPIT??? 10/10 I LIVE HIM AND MOON MAN

4. I lowkey wonder if it's supposed to be some sort of foreshadowing, if they're supposed to be there for a little cover up maybe? Or if it's just me going overboard with things ^^

5. OOOO I DIDN'T THINK OF THAT WKDKOWKWNW THAT VERY WELL COULD BE WHAT'S HAPPENING

6. TO BE HONEST I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I CAUGHT IT, I THINK I WAS LOOKING AT GLAM CHI'S EARRINGS BC THEY LOOKED DIFFERENT FROM PROMO PICKS AND I JUST SAW EARS AND WENT "OWO??? WHATS THIS??" AND WENT DOWN A CURIOSITY RABBIT HOLE, PUN NOT INTEDNED 🤭

7. I DIDNT KNOW THAT, I HAVENT BEEN VERY UP TO DATE WOTH THE AR GAME BC IT'S NOT COMPATIBLE WITH MY PHONE AND IT MAKES ME ANGERY >:(

BUT BUT!! THAT DRAWS ANOTHER PARALELL BETWEEN VANNY AND WILLIAM/GLITCHTRAP, THAT COULD BE REFERENCING HIS INFLUENCE IN HER

I say influence bc,, I'm not entirely on board with the whole possession thing they're hinting at,, i like the idea that she's being manipulated by her preexisting interest in maybe murder mysteries, strange disappearances, and maybe even the history of Freddy's itself and trying to unravel the story herself, and finds herself caught up in something she shouldn't be but it's too late to back out sort of thing,

Like maybe Vanny's always held an interest in rebellion and has an affinity for disobeying authority, but not quite to the extent of murder

She runs into glitch while beta testing and they form a bond under false pretenses on will/glitch's part, "I'll be your friend", father figure, etc. type scenario

And then he pulls the "you want to make me proud? here's how" card and it's literal kiddy strangling

And thIS COULD BE WHAT THE RELUCTANT PART OF RELUCTANT FOLLOWER REFERS TO

SHE DOESN'T WANT TO COMMIT KIDDY STRANGLE BUT BECAUSE SHE'LL BE "DISAPPOINTING" WILL/GLITCH, THE ONLY PERSON THAT'S PAYED ATTENTION TO HER IN A SEEMIBGLY CARING WAY

SHE FEELS LIKE SHE HAS TO

THEORIES ARE SO FUN!!!!!

OUGH THAT VANNY ONE...OW OOF OUCH MY ENDOSKELETON

I'm on board with u there I like to think they're real close friends but GOD

Seeing Afton threaten her makes me see RED. Hands off my friend, as another bird I know would say

I'm wondering if itll all end with him being taken out by Vanny....like it would be poetic. The creator getting taken out by his creation. That's one of my fave tropes...........

ALSO THE AR TRAILER IS ON YT IF YOUD LIKE TO TRY AND FIND GLITCHY

LIKE A FUN LIL SCAVENGER HUNT

Honestly I'd love if Glitchy was separate from William but I cant have everything I guess. He's my bunny friend in my canon and my heart 😔

[karaxreds]

Proud of you - Harry Winks

She watched the score as a small tear rolled down her cheek, it felt like someone has just stabbed her in the chest.

She felt bad for him, for his team and for the whole fans that travelled all the way down to Madrid to watch this game.

"Hey." Your future mother-in-law whispered, "Don't cry, honey! You need to be strong for your man, we all need to."

You just nodded your head, of course you were devasted but not as much as your finance who's probably heart broken , you couldn't see him yet.

He was subbed off a few minutes after the second half, you know he probably feels bad too about not getting to play the full ninety minutes but he also knows that his mamager knows better.

The score was disappointing, this was Harry's most important game of his career but unfortunately it didn't go their way.

You watch as the liverpool players lined up in two lines so they could clap to their opposites as they walked up to the small podium for them to grab their silver medals.

You started clapping as well as you saw that Eric was the first one to walk up and grab his medal, a disappointed look on his face, but he looked a bit more composed than the others fiving the fact that a few minutes ago he was the one collecting his devasted teammates from the ground.

You watched him walk toward the podium a small sad smile on his face as the man put the silver medal around his neck, he whispered a small thank you before he walked away, staying a little bit longer on the pitch so they all could thank the travelling fans.

You waited for what felt like forever before he finally started walking up the stands, toward his family, you took a deep breath, you had to be strong for him, for you and for everyone around.

His parent and siblings were the first ones to hug him, he seemed pretty composed untiil them and it made you feel a little bit relieved at the sight.

It was finally your turn, you give him a tiny smile, opening your arms for him and he didn't hesitate to throw himself into them.

"I am so proud of you." You whispered, kissing his head.

"I am so sorry." His voice cracked, and you could've sworn that you heard your heart crack as well.

"Baby." You muttered, slightly pulling away from him. "You don't need to, never ever. You were so great, so amazing on the pitch." You give him a small nod, "I am proud of you, proud of this journey of yours. I am pretty sure that everyone else feel the same."

You watched his parents and everyone else slightly nod at your words, they knew that if anyone could make him feel better it would be you.

Harry's brown wattery eyes pierced into yours, he opened his mouth to say something but no words came out.

He threw himself back into your arms and a sudden sob left his lips and it broke your heart, you just wish you could take his pain away even if it meant that it would only hurt you.

- A few hours have passed and you were on the plane on your way back to London, sitting right next to Harry's mom who looked exhausted, just like you.

You couldn't wait to go home, the spurs' players were probably still in Madrid for a couple more hours, just in time for them to gather all their belongings.

"You alright sweetheart?" Your mother-in-law's voice pulled you out of your thoughts.

"Yeah." You nodded too quickly.

"It just wasn't meant to be, Darling." She smiled, putting a hand on yours. "I am pretty sure there's going to be plenty more finals for him to play."

"I hope so." You mumbled, fighting a few tears back. "He only deserves the best, he deserves to win."

"I know, I know." She nodded, "And he will, we just have to be patient and believe in him."

You give her a sincere smile, his mother probably loved you just as much as she loved Harry and it always warmed your heart, knowing how much she cares about you.

"Thank you." You spoke, "I should be the one consoling you and not the other way around."

"Don't worry, darling. We're here for each other." She squeezed your hand slightly, "You just need to take care of yourself, you need to stay positive and avoid all the stressful things."

Her eyes moved down to your stomach as she spoke those words making tou blush lightly, she was the only one who know about it.

"Don't worry, I am fine." You smiled, putting you other hand on your stomach. "We both are."

"Are you telling him later?" She asked curiously.

"Probably yeah." You shrugged, you've already have known for a couple of days but you only told his mother, you thought that if they won the champion's league tonight, it would've been the best moment to tell him about it, just a few moments after he lifts the trophy but unfortunately it didn't go as planned.

"At least it will cheer him up, he'll be over the moon."

"I hope so, I just want him to feel better." You admitted.

"I can assure you, this will. This is the most amazing news a man could possibly ever receive." She giggled, "I am glad you chose my son."

"I am glad he chose me too." You smiled.

-You were curled up on the sofa a few hours after you landed in Londed, Harry arrived just an hour later after you did.

As soon as he opened the door and found you curled up on the sofa he immediately cuddeled down next to you, inhaling your sent.

"Haz." You whispered, cheking up if he was asleep or not.

"Humm." He hummed,  his eyes still closed.

"Babe." You sighed, "I know you said you don't want to talk, but you have to you know that right?"

He sighed and finally opened his eyes before he straightened himself on the sofa.

"I just think that I could've done better you know ." He whispered, "All of those fans who travelled all those miles down to Madrid, just to be disappointed with our shitty freaking performance."

"You weren't shit and you know that." You pointed out.

"Then why did we lose then?"

"Hard luck babe, just didn't go your way." You started caressing his head, "They were just a bit luckier. You guys did an amazing job and I am so proud of your Champions League journey, baby this is probably one of your best seasons."

"Not really my best." He shrugged, "This freaking injury just fucked up everything, I was out for weeks and didn't play so many matches."

"Hey hey hey." You said, putting your fingers under his chin and lifting his head up so he could look right into your eyes. "This isn't your fault, You did everything you could. Harry, you weren't supposed to be back on the pitch until weeks later but you worked so hard, so confidently that you came back weeks before." You told him, a hand caressing his cheeks wiping away the few tears that escaped his beautiful brown eyes.

"I am so proud of you, I could never put into word how much proud I am." You smiled, "And I am pretty sure you're going to be back next year, stronger than ever."

"You think so?" He mumbled,his voice cracking at the end. "You think we can do just like liverpool did?"

"Of course! I know so" You nodded, "They just showed the world how determinate they were, you guys just need to work a little bit harder next season for both the league and champions league."

He finally smiled for the first time in the last few hours,a genuine smile making butterflies erupt in your stomach. You two have been together for over five years but it didn't matter he still made you feel like the first time you met him, like the first time you kissed him.

"What would I be without you though?" He smiled.

"Probably already asleep in your bed, or just drinking a bit too much alcohol." You shrugged, a playful smile traced on your lips.

"I love you." He mumbled, leaning down and capturing your lips with bis own. You moved your hand away from his cheek and slid it into the back of his head playing woth his soft hair. "I am so in love with you." He added once the both of you pulled away for air.

"Kinda feel the same." You giggled, "We love you, so much. Both." You whispered.

You watched him pull away a frown on his face, and you heart started beating faster, you felt as if it was going to explode.

"Both?" He asked confused.

You nodded your head, before you took his hand and placed it down on your stomach.

"Both."

His eyes widened at you words, going from his hand on your stomach to your face than to his hand again.

"A-are you p-pregnant?" He asked in a pure state of shock.

"Yes, we're having a small Winksey." Your eyes full of tears once again for the millionth time this night just for another reason.

"I-I, Oh my god!" He screamed, jumping up from the couch and pulling you up with him. "We're having a baby!"

You just nodded your head,tears streaming down your face.

He pulled you into a bone crashing hug, and slightly lifting you up the ground and jumping up in pure bliss.

"Oh my god." He cries, putting you down on the ground. "I am sorry, Are you okay? Did I hurt you?" He asked concerned, putting his hand on your stomach.

"I am fine." You giggled, "We both are,baby."

"How long?" He asked.

"Six weeks." You told him, "found out a couple of days ago."

"God, why haven't you told me before?"

"Wanted to wait until we were back home." You shrugged.

"Mum, is going to be thrilled." He ran a hand through his hair.

"Oh believe me she is." You chuckled.

"What do you mean? She already knows?"

"Yes, she was with me when I had my blood test." You said, "Took three test and they all said 'positive' but I couldn't wait, so I called her and we ran into the nearest hospital."

"God, this is the best thing." He shook his head in disbelief, "can you believe it? We're becoming parents!"

"I know right, who would've thought?"

"You always said that we'll be having kids but only after we get married." He laughs.

"I know right!" You pouted, "I am glad though, could never not want this baby."

"But you're still marrying me this summer,right?" He smiled.

"Of course I am."

'I love you so fucking much." He mumbled  kissing your forehead.

"I love you too, Winks." You whisperes, "We both do."

You were probably the happiest woman alive, what a night it was went from tears of sadness to tears of joy and ro be honest, you wouldn't have it any other way.

Not edited, write this a couple of days ago idk just felt like writing something about him because we all know he must've been devastated that night, along with the rest of his amazing teammates.

Hope you'll like it and sorry for any grammatical, spelling mistakes english isn't my first language in fact it's my third so... ENJOY IT, MUCH LOVE TO ALL OF TOU BABES OUT THERE ❤❤

[dyalavellan]

Dya'hel's relationships with companions & advisors

@lavellanlove​ asked me what her relationships were like with the other companions & advisors, so I decided to make a post about it because I found the question pretty interesting ^^ I hope you wouldn't mind the tag!

(Btw, if you are interested, the link for asking questions should have been enabled. I'm sorry I did not noticed before it was blocked!)

Companions

CASSANDRA:

Her relationship with Cassandra is quite hard at first. Basically, Cassandra scares as hell her because she always feels like the woman is about to draw the sword and cut her apostate throat. The two of them then, slowly become friends especially when Cassandra starts to open a bit. She reveals herself to be as pure as Dya'hel and a mother-like supporter. At the end of the game, they are bestfriends.

(You can find more on Headcanon#6: )

VARRIC:

Although Dya'hel will never be like Hawke to him, He treats her like a friend. Maybe more like a precious cinnamon roll to protect like "Daisy". In fact, she reminds him a lot of Merrill and sometimes he makes jokes about this. At first, he sure likes her because the fact she's part of a ethnic minorance and her innocence gives him the chance for doing some funny storytelling. In the end of the game, he becomes to Dya'hel like the uncle she never had.

SOLAS:

You probably already know a lot about their relationship since he's her love interest and I keep spam the two of them together hahah. Almost certainly soulmates and very close since the very beginning, it was love at first sight. They let things happen between their two without even noticing it at first. Forcing to end their true and inconditionate love it's what brokes them eventually in the end, knowing that they are losing the person who really belongs to each other.

DORIAN:

He finds Dya'hel truly beautiful in a matter of an objective point of view. He enjoys to be sassy with Solas and very caregiving with her, and secretely is one of the best supporters of their relationship. He values Dya'hel like a great companion and during the time they spend together, he manages to see in her some kind of hidden strenght that leads him to have an high consideration of her. In the end of the game, He stays with her for a long time after Solas leaves and becomes a sort of big brother to Dya.

SERA:

Sera finds her scary at first. Dya'hel is everything she dislikes in a single person: An elf, a mage and an "herald of Andraste". She pranks her a lot in Haven and Skyhold, making fun of her not-yet-relationship with Solas, turning their attempt of flirt in something awkward. But Dya'hel is too kind to get angry and tell her to leave the inquisition. So she kills Sera with kindness until Sera herself understands that Dya'hel is nothing of dangerous for her and that she can be trusted. Sera feels strange after realizing this, and also a little bit guilty. So she takes Dya with her on a pranking adventure to bother others and see how it goes. Revaluating her, they slowly become friends.

IRONBULL:

In the beginning, Bull thinks Dya is a fragile and shy lady elf who doesn't know how to relate with others. But in their first fighting together, He sees her as the war machine she's inside and completely changes his mind. Despite that, He's convinced by Sera to prank Dya'hel together and take her to the tavern to make her drink like there's no tomorrow. Dya'hel's low alcohol tolerance always guarantee the maximum fun on each trip. In the end of the game, Bull sees Dya as a friend and as a great companion, seeing other aspects of her character beside her shiness and her awkwardness.

BLACKWALL:

He's surprised at first to see an elf as the herald of Andraste. But her open minded character and her pure soul, makes his heart skip a beat. He has a crush on her for a very long time. And that's so big, he feels like he's competing with Solas at a certain point, even if he NEVER tells nobody about his feelings for her. Probably, only Cole knows. Anyway, Dya'hel sees him just like a friend and a good companion. He always has her back and protect her during fightings. Even in the end of the game, after Solas' betrayal, he doesn't confess his feelings knowing that Dya'hel would never love nobody else as much as she loves Solas. So he stays at Skyhold, silent, trying to confort Dya'hel as best as he can, serving her with determination. I think his love can be seen as one of the purest form, since it's based on the concept of letting free and see the other one happy instead of being selfish and wanting to be absolutely loved back.

VIVIENNE:

As well as Dorian, Vivienne sees Dya'hel as one of the most beautiful and classy creatures of the whole Thedas. The only thing she finds indigest about Dya, is her far-too-much-Solas-like humilty. She thinks that one apostate hobo in the party is enough. So she tries to convince Dya'hel in dressing up a little bit fancier than usual, and she proclames herself the inquisitor's "fashion advisor". She becomes the fashionable Aunt taht Dya'hel never had before. With this, Vivienne becomes also one of her closest friends after her breaking up woth Solas, remembering how Dya helped her in her darkest moments when her beloved duke died. Vivienne and Dorian in the end, are like Dya'hel's “feelings body guards”. They keep Solas in the distance to prevent her mental breakdown and they make fun of him in a very sassy way. Their poisonus tongues are like a wall between Dya and Solas after their break up.

COLE:

In my game, Cole becomes a Spirit. Before this, though, Dya'hel is one of the ones that tries to understand Cole's strange manners, feeling close to him due to his being emarginated from everyone. They have long talks about the fade and sometimes, even Solas takes part to their chit chats. Dya'hel wants to protect him to the bad of the world and let him be what he feels right to be. Cole owes her his life, so he becomes a devote spirit to her. He wants her and Solas to be together forever, so after his betrayal and also after the very end of the game, he travels everywhere to find him and make him come back to Dya'hel. Cole becomes the very link between Dya and Solas even after the events.

Advisors

CULLEN:

He doesn't talk much to Dya'ahel. He feels shy in her presence and limits their talks on organizational matters. Their relationship is trictly professional and Cullen really admire her for her actions and her will to make Thedas a better palce for everyone.

LELIANA

She really doesn't know how to handle Dya'hel. Her researches tells her very slightly informations about the girl so she has no idea about who she really is or what she should say to her. Her eagerness to know her more tho, scares a lot Dya'hel so they end up not talking much. Despite that, Leliana really tries hard to get close to her by giving her The Hero of Ferelden's grey warden outfit as a present (like descripted in one of the headcanons). Dya'hel reminds her of her disappeared friend, so Leliana is always kind but a little bit malinchonic when she tries to approach Dya. In the end, their friendship is stronger on leliana's side, since Dya'hel is too shy and she still feels like they are not that close to be called friends.

JOSEPHINE:

She feels like that asking questions to Dya'hel could always hurt her elfy feelings. Everytime she tries to know something deeper about Dya, the girl becomes silent and leaves. The truth is that at the beginning, Dya is still confused by the events and doesn't know who she should trust. Plus, Dya'hel has always had difficulties in trusting people with high roles in the community, due to her turbolent past in the Dalish tribe. With time, they manage to talk a bit but it takes forever to Dya to open up with Josie. So, her relationship with Josephin stays on a level of not-yet-friendship. Like it's freezed in the step before turning out to be real friendship.

NOTES IN THE END: They all become like a big family, even if someone might be not that close to Dya. Eventually, the fact that in my head she becomes pregnant at some point (see Cassandra's headcanon), makes everyone get closer to the kid and act like a real family. Nobody is left alone! (Except Egghead, but he deserves it XD)

[strawberryjun]

one hundred reasons to love lee jeno

eye smiles !!!!!! hes all (∪ ◡ ∪) all the time

his we young hair !!! metallic and blond and Beautiful

"no jam-jeno" what a b a b y

hes actually hilarious trust the rest of nct just makes him look bad

his dancing !!!! he always tries so hard and I know a lot of ppl compare to jisung, but they have 2 completely different styles and hes amazing in his own way

in his joy interview when he literally did Not Stop smiling

baby dont stop dance cover with jisung

his fashion sense is really nice and cute and colorful

"manners make men"

when jaemin was trying to kiss him and hes all "no,,,, ,, , help me,,,, , , sa ve m e"

speaking of jaemin , ,,,, nomin,, ,, , icons

he named his airpods "jeno's shower heads" like honestly wow

the very beginning in we young where hes dancing in the front ykno and in go and in black on black: Powerful

his face when haechan called him the funniest member

his voice is so nice to listen and it makes his raps so much better

search up "60 seconds with jeno" and u will be b l e s s e d

when he was too excited during the go filming that he was running and ran into and broke the green screen

jeno was one of the members who could do a wheelie on a bike

he tried So Hard during the I love you game but couldn't keep going bc the smile :))))))

whenever hes disgusted by something and his whole face shrivels up and wow

his commercial with the milk when he was younger and the ~cutest~ smile I have ever seen + all the other cfs he was in

I talk about his smile a lot but during weekly idol when the host complimented it and he couldn't stop smiling UWU

such guitar skills !!!!

his eyes literally Glow like I was showing my friend a video and she now stans because the universe is actually in his eyes

his instructions on how to ride a hoverboard

whenever he gets excited it's so evident and beautiful

did a whole one legged spin on the hoverboard time to Stan

part of 00 line aka the ppl who are gonna take over the world

emceeing legend

is allergic to cats, but has 3 of them ?????

hes a taurus (like me wow our bdays r three days apart too !!) and taurus men r very affectionate and love giving gifts and making ppl happy so basically is the best boyfriend you could ever ask for

hes literally the lead rapper, lead dancer, a vocalist and a visual hes really Out Here

hes soft, and his face is soft and his voice is soft and Oof soft icon

he couldn't open the package so he just ,,,, ,,,,,, , ,, ,, started hitting it

"this is jisung" stabs the mochi

just think abt how much his voice changed in two years bro I'm weak

listen,,, , jesus starts with a j,, , ,,, and so does jeno,,, ,, , coincidence ??? I think not

on the most recent the show that hes emceeing, he did this lil eyebrow raise and he got so flustered and omg

he looks so good in hats ??? wow ???

at the end of the joy behind the scenes vid, hes wearin this rlly puffy back jacket and black cap and my heart: burst

he looks so good in glasses ??? not only like framed ones, but goggles too like damn

when mark, jaemin and him were singing go in the car and he just started screaming and made them all have a Chuckle

his beautiful white shirt in the go dance practice he looked so fly

doyoung being his number one fan (other than me, of course) and always hyping him up this is what everyone should do stan jeno

when he kept slipping during one of their performances and he just kept sheepishly smiling to himself I'm gone

dude when he was playing love yourself on the guitar and haechan was singing but jeno moved to the chorus when haechan wasnt finished the verse and the way he looked and smiled at haechan wow

his go photoshoot: Art

him in eye contacts (I mean he doesnt need them but mans still looks hot)

in the joy mv, his highwaisted pants thingy oof that was Good

whenever any of the members makes fun of him, he doesnt say anything and just smiles hes so lovely

he said he likes haek-no jam !!!! and that he wants us to remember him by that and eye smiles !!!!

his laugh is a sound from heaven tbh

he won the random dance because he is a dance legend !!!!

he always seems to look at people with the utmost sincere love I've never seen him mad

in the nct recording thing when the producer said that he sounded like mark and he just goes 'well that's no good' s a v a g e

speaking of the recording he sounded angelic and also he does like this lil turn right after he finishes his part and it's so cute he like bounces back bc he whipped around to hard

his face in the song challenge thing where he was focusing and his mouth was open and he was squinting and looking towards the ceiling

him and haechan pranked jisung but changing his bg to a cockroach no jam-jeno who ???? I only know prank legend-jeno

he always goes straight from his emceeing duties to his nct duties hes a busy loyal man

his fingers r so long ??? how

he looked like such a Nerd predebut ,, , but I dig it

during nct night night where he went on with renjun whenever he spoke he spoke so softly and beautifully and I Cried

ok but his body is really nice like wiki how to have a jeno body

that predebut vid of donghae taking pics of him and he like shoved him at one point bc of how shocked he was of their similar appearance but jeno just stood their smiling at him

theres this picture !!!! its part of the nct dream official goods photoset I think !!!! he has black hair and hes like pulling on a marshmallow and honestly Blown Away from the beauty of this boy (I'll post it l8r)

his hands r so so nice and I just want to hold them :(

his black hair !!!! wonderful !!!!

jAW LINE g u y s

k I already said abt his dancing but he just picks stuff up so quickly and hes so effortless but at the same time giving all his effort idk it's just Amazing

those polaroids of him and jaemin idk of it's the lighting but he looks so Damn Good in those

when they were trying to get the food using the grabbing machine and jisung failed so jeno just 'thank u <3' and proceeded to get three foods

that video where hes woth doyoung and he kept messing with him and slapping him

his color block sweater !!!! I love that sweater so much

the random faces he kept making at the beginning of the 00 live, the one featuring his tongue rlly got me

wHEN HAECHAN KEPT SPOILING GO SO JENO LITERALLY T A C K L E D HIM wow

that vid of him looking renjun then pretending he had nothing to do with it

when he thought that his wish wouldn't come true so he just ran around with his arm in the air

jeno grabbing marks leg and mark clinging onto him like a koala so he wouldn't fall while saying sorry for whatever he did

jeno looks soft but he'll kill u with his eye smile and strong arms bro

the vids of him and jaemin at school: Pure

that vid of jaemin speaking thai and jeno saying no when jaemin asked if he was cute

the thing he did with jisung where jisung made a buzzing sound and jeno pretended to catch the bug and when he shook his fist m8 I uwu so dang hard

when he played the crocodile teeth game with jisung and scared him and he thought it was so funny he had to lay back on the couch to laugh

I really,, , , love his eyebrows ??? idk if it's just me bu t his stylists must have a rlly fun time filling them in cuz they're already so perfect

his legs !!! so nice and long wow

the biting of his bread, almost as powerful as his dancing

jeno-imnida !!!

he always looks good but when he has those stupid filters it just makes my day

his cherry bomb aegyo !!

when they were waking up on nct life and renjun kept making that noise so jeno fell on top of him

on nct life when he was playing the guitar and just Setting The Mood

he said jaehyun was one of his favourite artists he just respects and admires nct so much

shoulders: Wide

hes an absolute god tier denim wearer

I think the question was something a long the lines of who would be the best emcee and they kept saying chenle but the whole time jeno was just in the back pointing to himself and trying to flex well guess what mOrk

sleepy jeno = clueless jeno =baby boy jeno

"jeno hwaiting !!!! hehehhe"

when doing the holding hands with jaemin his "I'll hold u like this, ,,,,, UAOOOoooOh"

right before the we young (?) performance markhyuck were arguing and blocking jeno fron getting to the front where hes supposed to be and so he just moved mark out of the way ICONIC 100. literally softest boy ever, loves his members and what he does so much and I'm proud of him and his no-jam there I said it

[golden-flower-crown]

~BASIC INFO~

Name: Kris Dreemurr

Nickname(s): They aren't really referred to by anything other than Kris. At least, nothing nice. Though, they're often called 'creepy' or 'weird' by others due to their complete lack of knowledge on social cues and their generally antisocial attitude.

Gender: Non-binary/Male

It depends on the plot. Most of the time, I'll play them as a they/them, but every once and a while I'll refer to Kris as a he. I see them as both, to be honest.

Age: My default age would he twelve years old, but I can certainly go younger or older depending on your preference. My mains, I will explain here.

Four: Toddler Kris! This is mainly for a family type roleplay, as I'm definitely not doing any romance with someone this age.

Seven: Young kid Kris! They're more social than they are in their older years and seem to be exploring different interests. At the same time, they don't know how to act right in social situations, and started getting a not great reputation since they have... Different interests than the other kids. This was when they started becoming closer to Noelle friend-wise.

Twelve: This is my default, unless asked otherwise. This Kris is definitely more antisocial, and only has a few close friends. They tend to stick to themselves, not really having any hope that the creepy reputation they had earned would dissipate. They try, yes, but they are usually shot down by people they aren't friends with.

Weapons: Knife

~RELATIONSHIP INFO~

Friends With: Noelle, Asriel, Susie (after the

Neutral With: Jockington, Catty, Bratty, Monster Kid, Snowdrake.

Family: Toriel Dreemurr, Asriel Dreemurr, Asgore Dreemurr

Crush(es): Depends on the roleplay

Relationship (dating) Status: Single

~PERSONALITY~

Personality Towards Humans: They haven't had much experience with humans, actually.

Personality Towards Strangers: Generally neutral, but they'll usually try to make a good impression.

Personality Towards Friends: Kris is kind and friendly to their friends. They might act a little weird and odd at times, but they'll be good to them.

Personality Towards Enemies: Kris can be threatening, but generally they won't do much. It's not their place, and if they wait it out, it'll go away.

Personality Towards Allies: They'd trust them for sure, no doubt about it.

Personality Towards Family: Kris loves their family a whole lot. Asriel was their best friend before he left, and his absence devastated them. When Toriel got a divorce and they stopped seeing Asgore as much, that hurt, too. Still, Kris remains staying with and loving Toriel, as well as going to see Asgore frequently and communicating with Asriek through phone calls when he's not too busy.

Strengths: ACTing

Weaknesses: Charisma, Persuasion, Magic

Flaws: They can be way too emotionless looking and forgettable to others, as well as having an overactive imagination that others don't often understand.

Likes: Flowers, Sweaters, Video Games, Lights

Dislikes: Nighttime, The Dark, Vanilla, Spiders

Fears: Losing control of themselves, Crowded places, Needles

~APPEARANCE~

Eye Color: Crimson

Clothes: A green and yellow striped sweater woth a black collared shirt underneath, and brown long pants, along with black boots.

Hair: They have medium length, neat, dark brown hair, reaching roughly their shoulders.

Skin: It's more of a tan color, though they tend to seem slightly paler in the colder months.

Other: They tend to have what their mother and brother used to call sleepwalking or extreme night terrors, where they seemingly wake up in the middle of the night and do some creepy stuff (the ending cutscene of the game, basically)

~OTHER INFO~

Alignment: Neutral

Items: Heart Locket

~BACKSTORY~

Backstory:

Kris was born in a human village a ways away from their current town. They were abandoned shortly after their birth and went to live with whoever would take them. Their first new home was not a kind one, and they had been extremely young at the time, barely five years old.

While on a trip to visit the area on official business, Toriel and Asgore found them and managed to get them and take them home. There, Kris grew up with a much better childhood and family. They grew to be extremely close with their older brother, Asriel, and retained a good relationship with their new mom and dad as well. Everything was going good.

Still, they had picked up odd habits and issues, such as insomnia due to night terrors and sleepwalking problems, being extremely antisocial, and sometimes doing some not very good things out of curiosity. They also seemed really emotionless all the time, which, along with their overactive imagination for someone at that age, led to it being difficult for them to make friends.

This worried their parents, of course, and Asriel leaving for college took a toll on them, which just worried the couple more. After the divorce, they just got way worse.

They started playing games to avoid the real world, which spurred Toriel into action. Kris suddenly had a lot more hangouts in their schedule with a childhood friend, Noelle, and random kids who their mom thought they could be friends with.

Not long after that period, Kris ended up discovering a portal to another part of the world. The Darkner world. Suddenly, they, along with classmate Susie and Darkner Prince Ralsei, set off on an adventure to save everything as they knew it.

Once that adventure had concluded on a happy note, Kris seemed to be on a spiral upwards. They were doing better, they had someone other than Noelle to hangout with - it wasn't perfect, but it was definitely better.

And that's where we pick up in a roleplay, unless any backstory was changed.

Picture Credit:

I was unable to locate the original artist, but know that the icon used is not mine!

[v-again]

So... I guessed I finished Persona 5?

I beat what was obviously the final story boss (it felt good to use all those rare and powerful items) and felt moderately challenged? Well it was more that my strategy had the desired effect, really.

So now I wait until whenever I try to finish up what social links I can finish now.

Protagonist is dating Makoto, because I think she's cute and the whole Behaved Daughter hanging out and falling in love with the Kind Troublemaker is really neat. And also I like her social link a whole lot.

Sojiro was very close to my heart from the first minutes in the game that I had him, and he only became bettee throughout the story.

Maybe I'll try and collect my thoughts on what irks me woth P5s (many, many) characters. But not tonight.

[xxsammysaurousxx]

04/01/2019

I could make a blog post with a kawaii anime picture and such like I usually do but I have a lot I want to write about so I ended up using my boyfriend’s computer.

I honestly haven’t been doing a lot lately since I’ve been back but spending time with the family and playing phone games. I have so many new and enlightening books I need to read, art that is yet to be made, and things that have yet to be written - like me writing in my actual physical diary which is so rare these days but of which I used to do every single day - but I lack motivation. I could blame it on my disorder. Or I could blame it on being a protagonist. But either way I need to own up to the fact that this is something I am struggling with as my own flaw and I need to put forth the steps to fix this problem because I don’t always want to be this way. Especially since I am an influence to my children. Really I know deep down this lack of motivation stems from my disorder and me not using my strength and assets adequately. I really need to get some professional help but it’s hard to find a health clinic like they had in the country out here in the city. You’d think they’d be easier to find... Maybe I’m just not looking hard enough.

Anyways aside from that things have been going really really really well on the whole relationship and family front. 

Sometimes I’ll still get paranoia and random intrusive and irrational thoughts but for the most part I just try to put them aside and focus on all the good I have in my life because it truly is boundless and limitless. Sometimes it gets so bad though. Like I will actually play out negative scenarios in my head. Kind of like I’m daydreaming but instead of fantasizing about delightful things happening to me I imagine the worst possible things that could happen to me, emotionally. Maybe that is an offset of my PTSD. Maybe the paranoia and delusional visions is my subconscious trying to tell me that I still hold onto fear of being pained again. This is even evident in my day to day life because sometimes I will become suspicious and weary of my partner cheating on me when really I do have so much faith in him and believe that he would never do that to me. But when I get these paranoid thoughts and delusions it’s a different me. Not the real me. And I have to remind this me that it’s all in my head and to have more faith that he wouldn’t do anything to hurt me because he truly does love me with all of his heart. Him and I have been through hell and back together and we are still together. We have both changed for the better for each other and through loving each other. 

Ugh there’s so much I want to document here. I am truly loving every single second of this life I am living with Bryan and our little family.

04/03/19

See this is exactly what I mean when I say it takes me forever to sit down and write a blog post. But I just found out I can write in cursive on here so that's pretty cool. I think the size of the font is kinda extra but I'm still going to use it cause I wanna. Anyways. I wish I could document all the moments happening in my life right now. There's so much beauty all around me and in my life every single day. It amazes me sometimes how blessed I am. And then of course Depression/irrational thoughts try to rear their ugly heads. But I have to remember the power and strength I have within myself and my God. There is nothing in this life I can not do. Anything is truly possible with this divine life path I have taken. I just must embrace the divinity of it.

As for my paranoia about my lover... It stems from my own insecurities as well as not being able to let go of the past. If I'm ever going to be truly happy with my man and in this relationship then I need to learn how to just let go of everything I've experienced in the past and just live in the present moment. Be here. Now. Because there is so much beauty in the present and I'm going to miss this one day.

I am going to miss this moment I am living in so much that I will look back on this blog and reminisce. Of when my son was so young - only 3 and a half months - and small and fragile...

How he plays with my hair and fusses when I set him down for too long and just wants to be held. How he holds onto my finger with his tiny hands and his adorable expressions and baby babble.

The other day B and I were taking Jedi somewhere and before leaving we looked into the car seat because the baby was giggling. He stopped when we both looked at him, looked up at us with his beautiful blue eyes, and laughed with us. It made B and I both so joyous. And this morning we were laying in bed with him as we do early in the mornings when he refuses to go back to sleep and he said "dada" and "yeah" & he also said "hi" this morning <3

And of course I'll miss how the first word he ever said was "mama" when he cries for me. This precious child of mine moves my heart to depths I never knew before.

And then my relationship woth B... It's truly the best it's ever been. I've never been so happy nor felt so secure in my whole life. I undwrstand him better especially about the whole not having sex thing because I can now harness my own spiritual energy when we are sexually stagnant. The love we share goes way beyond that of the physical and the relationship we share is truer than any other one ive ever been in. Sometimes I get crazy but I just need to learn to either be mindful of all the blessings and joy I have in my life or don't think at all.

Anyways we have shared a lot of beautiful moments these past two weeks we have been back together. I started playing Pokemon Go with him and we've caught a lot of beautiful sunrises together. The other morning I was looking at the game and B said excitedely "look babe!" & I dumbfoundedly looked up at the most gorgeous bright pink sunrise. It was definitely a good omen.

& This picture definitely does no justice but it will suffice~^0^

We also watched a movie I've been wanting to see on Netflix called The Dirt. You know, the one about Mötley Crüe. Legendary. Anywho I'm really glad we actually got to sit down and watch a movie together. We hardly ever get to do that because B doesn't really have the attention spam for movies, or so he says. He's just not a movie guy but he knows how badly I've been wanting to watch it with him and he canceled his plans woth his friend just to watch it with me. He's the best. He really is. And he deserves all of my love and faith. Unconditionally, just as my God loves me. <3 <3 <3

Oh yes, I'll miss this. The cuddles and warmth in the middle of the night. Being able to hold his hand whenever I need. Being able to talk to him about anything and everything. Going places and making love with him. But hopefully it never ends.

I believe in us. And our beautiful family.

~Xx Sammy Saurous RexX~

[sandsandtheirfanboys]

I couldn't stop entertaining the idea of a Pomemon Diamond and Pearl remake and it got away from me

I was thinking about it, as it is highly possible since it’s been 10 years since the games came out already, and there was a LOT to Sinnoh in and out of the core games. Plus the original games were very broken and have now been rendered mostly unplayable due to server shutdowns and incompatibility with sync up to other games. That said… heres some things that Id love to see in the remakes that I loved in the old games or things that could be improved upon:

Dawn

3D DISTORTION WORLD

CANALAVE CITY AND FLORAMA TOWN NIGHT SONG REMAKES I WILL LITERALLY START CRYING

AND MOUNT CORONET’S SONG

Plus all those dang legendaries XD What if they all had post-game side-stories?

If the battle area was HUGE and had all sorts of cool areas to explore all free-range like in Alola

If they brought back the casino jk

MEGA (Prof- Mega?!) Except theres an actual reason instead of the stupid alternate universe copout like maybe Cyrus (That was his name right?) makes this insane machine to increase Dialga’s power or to get to the distortion world and it blows up. Voila. Suddenly mega.

AND THEN SYCAMORE WILL HAVE TO EXPLAIN IT LIKE AN ORIGIN STORY BECAUSE DIDNT HE USED TO WORK UNDER PROF ROWAN IN SINNOH OH MY GOSH

AND THEN HE FOLLOWS YOU ON YOUR JOURNEY OH MY GOSH THATD BE SO PRECIOUS

Empoleon XD

More fire types because there were literally only like 2 in the whole entire game

Combining things from Platinum like that princess character and the battle tower

UNDERGROUND IN 3D

That Pokepal park or whatever it was called combined with Pokemon Amie to bring you Nintendogs jk

Chairs jk

The old chateau and mansion Because ghosts

The swamps XD

AN ACTUAL JUNGLE AREA WITH THE ACTUAL SAFARI GAME FOR STANKIN ONCE PLEEEEAAASSEEEEEE

Cynthia

The abolishment of those dumb “one hp havks” and all those cheat codes Fantima must have used to get like 15 critical hits in a row

ALSO Pokemon Contests And you can choose to opt out of the League and go for alternate paths for once jk

Barry lol

Different clothes because they had different clothes between Dp and Platinum right? Dawn had the winter outfit

AN ACTUAL DAY CARE

THINK OF THE JOY WHEN YOU DONT HAVE TO USE DEFOG AND CAN INSTEAD TRY TO NAVIGATE THROUGH A SLIGHTLY VISIBLE FOGGY AREA INSTEAD

AND THINK OF THE ELATION IN YOUR HEART WHEN THE GAME ACTUALLY MOVES AT A BEARABLE PACE AND NOT STANKIN TWO MILES AND HOUR

Unique locations and side stories to explore for eah legendary I know I said that already but A SHAYMIN EVENT MANAPHY WHERE YOU EXPLORE THE TEMPLE UNDER THE SEA GIRATINA AND THE DISTORTION WORLD A TEAM UP WITH LOOKER WHERE YOU GO AND DISCOVER HEATRAN THE POSSIBILITIES ARE ENDLESS THERES LIKE 500 OF THESE SINNOH LEGENDARIES Just in a way where theres secrets in game like in Zelda or whatever where you uncover the legendaries yourself and not through those stupid events because theres tons of them anyway and it makes it feel so stupid and not special anymore that just anyone can get a Phione or whatever

And Riley!!! I loved that kid! He was the only one that actually worked with me in battle And oh right! You teamed up woth people along your journey! That was so nice

Ride Pokemon in the cliff and mountain areas

Poketch!!! Except more useful, I guess Maybe with minigames you can play with friends I dunno And connected to global trade

And didnt some of the gyms have a unique design like in BW2? They could do that again with puzzles in 3D even. Thatd be confusing but fascinating

Different pokemon between night and day

The battle restaurant

CRESSELIA

And the red Gyarados event too! Maybe a combination with the whole Pokemon Ranger thing, too. There was a LOT connected to the Sinnoh generation/universe Poffin cooking minigame? Maybe an option to choose character as Dawn/Lucas or one’s own character?

HELP ME I CANT STOP!!! ITS BEEN TEN YEARS THATS IMPOSSIBLE I AM NOT THAT OLD!!!

I NEEEEEEEEDD THISSSS

[grapsandclaps]

PROGRESS UNBOXING PART DEUX

Hello everyone! Welcome to the final edition of Grapa and Claps for 2017 which took me to Camden for Show 104 of the year for Progress Wrestling's mystery show - Unboxing which as with the word mystery it was actually a mystery to who or what would turn up???

But as with any trip to Camden, it was time to take in a couple of the sights and sounds of the town before going to the graps.

First port of call was The Black Heart where rumours of a possible BritWres Pool Title taking place were unfounded due to Champion Athers strategically placing a 'No Pool' sign on the table to take his reign further into 2018 😉

Drink in this establishment though was as expensive as ever with one of the drinks on offer being £7.80 for a 6% pint of Beavertown - ridiculous 😣. I instead went for a pint of Camden Town INK which is a cross between a stout and a porter and cost the sum of £4.70 for a pint.

After working through the crowds of the Progress Fans Forum meet up, it was time to get to the next destination of Brewdog for the inevitable dry bumming of £6 for 2/3rds and surprise surprise I wasn't far away. 2/3rds of 5.6% Big Brown at a cost of £5.60 and also 2/3rds of a 6% ale for £5.40 weren't too bad with the Big Brown maybe picking up the best drink award.

An early start to proceedings was had with a start of 3pm at the ballroom for Progress Wrestlings last show of the year. So let's see what went down:

First match up was a Survivor Series style 4 on 4 elimination match with the teams entering the festivities were as follows - Moustache Mountain, Aussie Open, Chris Brookes and Inflatable Lykos and also the Tag Team Champions - ITV 1's BAFTA Award Winning Drama THE GRIZZLED YOUNG VETS.

The rules of this was Tyler Bate and Trent Seven were made respective captains of their team with them picking high school style - all lined up. So the teams ended up.being Trent, a reluctant Zack Gibson who was on great form again trading barbs with Trent, Kyle Fletcher and Inflatable Lykos vs Mark Davis, Tyler Bate, Chris Brookes and the unfortunate James Drake who was picked last (much sympathy here from 14 year old FAT Andrew Ogden of Hollingworth High School, Milnrow who always got picked last)

This was a lengthy but fun match with Gibson and Drake being early casualties getting done over by shenanigans involving the Inflatable Lykos. One of the main comedy parts of this match was the Inflatable being chucked off the Electric Ballroom balcony by Chris Brookes to the awaiting congregation below to the laughter of the 700 strong crowd.

Finish eventually came with Trent Seven and Chris Brookes being the last two men woth Brookes pulling out the Cheeky Roll Up victory over Trent to win in 22 minutes (the whole segment was just over 40 minutes, like an opening to RAW) - I just wasn't a big fan of the GYV's looking silly here if being critical of the match but i'm sure they will bounce back.

2nd match was Jack Sexsmith vs Joe Coffey in a interesting match up as it was Sexsmith in a different predicament against a much larger opponent. This match I felt was to get current No.1 contender Jack Sexsmith over a serious wrestler and I have got to say it worked here with him and Coffey producing a very good match which Sexsmith won with the Crossface for the surprise submission victory.

The Sexsmith push has been a bit stop start obviously with him getting injured in the SSS16 when I guess he would have been prominent in the latter stages of that tournament. But since then he has played beating stick having been done over by Haskins, Havoc and Eddie Dennis, I am just hoping now that there can be a sustained push now to get him ready for a match with Travis Banks for what would be a great title match.

3rd match up was a 6 way Womens contendera contest with a multitude of new faces to the Chapter shows with Chakara vs Charlie Morgan vs Charli Evans vs Millie Mckenzie vs Candyfloss vs Sierra Loxton.

One thing to note early is that Candyfloss's music just doesn't suit her bubbly character, The music is all dark and moody, when it should be a more upbeat and snappy pop tune.

This was a really good showcase match here with everyone getting their spots in, including many German suplexes from Millie Mckenzie for whom 2018 could be a huge year. Sierra Loxton I like the look of as well, good character and a good wrestler - very promising.

It was Millie who ended up with the victory here hitting a neckbreaker type move for the popular win. Millie vs Toni Storm in 2018 could be a great match to set up to later in the year with the right build.

Half Time Main Event was a '12 Days of Christmas' Tag Team Match with Jimmy Havoc & Mark Haskins vs the Progress debuting Clint Margera & Drew Parker. In all sense and purposes this was a Tag Team Hardcore match with the usual cavalcade of weapons including Kendo sticks, tables, chairs and lego.

I never understand why if doing a hardcore match why wouldn't you use Sticklebricks instead of Lego but thats just a personal choice of mine.

In terms of a Hardcore match it served a purpose and was good in places but having already seen the Fight Club Pro DeathHouse this year with at least 3 of these characters, everything else past it this year has gone down like a 'wet fart in church' and would be a late entrant into the 'get in the bin' awards for 2017 - i'm just fed up of these type of matches now.

That aside this was a good introduction for Parker and Clint to Progress but they eventually fell to the team of Havoc and Haskins in 17 minutes due to a Lego related finisher.

After the break and a great review from our Geoff of Bang Bang Chicken it was time to get into the meaty sized portion of the second half of the show, starting off with Flash Morgan Webster looking hopeful of victory but this was soon banished with the opening sounds of 'I Will Be Heard' by Hatebreed signalling the arrival of Rampage Brown to the roar of the Camden Massive.

Very good 10 minute match played to the backgrpund noise of the '12 days of Rampage' which first got an airing at a TIDAL show recently. The original version at a wrestling show was sang to Ryback at PCW Bradford last Christmas for those who could remember.

Webster plays the underdog really well against much larger opponents and doesn't really get the credit he deserves. But for all of his effort he was eventually put away with a SUPERBOMB from the top rope and then finished off with the 'Piledriver of Death' from Rampage for the loss.

After the match Webster got on the mic to say that the run of losses has took a toll on him that much that he is now taking time away from Progress to regain his bearings. This is very similar to what Progress are currently doing with Doug Williams at the moment 🤔

It is to be noted that the winning theme of Rampage's was not 'I Will Be Heard' but more 'I Won't Be Heard'.

Semi Main Event was for the Progress World Championship with Champion Travis Banks facing a returning and in what was a surprise to many - Will Ospreay who when last seen in Progress was losing a 'Loser Leaves Progress' match vs Jimmy Havoc in March this year.

This was 20 minutes of just fantastic high-octane action between 2 of the best wrestlers in the world. For all what people think of Ospreays usual high flying antics, his ground game has really improved in the last year since his move to pastures new in New Japan.

Plenty of near falls in this match with Ospreay kicking out of the Slice of Heaven and Kiwi Crushers, Banks also kicked out of many finishing attempts from Ospreay as well. The end came though at just after 20 mins with Travis locking Ospreay in the Lion's Clutch Submission for the win - this was a late contendet for Match of the Year, you owe it to yourself to watch it on demand.

After the match TK Cooper made an in-ring appearance to say to tag team partner and friend Travis Banks that when he is fit in 2018 that he is possibly coming for a Progress World Title shot in the future. If he can stay fit next year, TK could do big things - he has the look of a young version of The Rock in my opinion.

Main Event time with the WWE UK Title taking prominence tonight with current WWE UK Champion Pete Dunne facing off with a one off returning Gentleman Jack Gallagher.

Now in his time away from the UK scene, Gallagher has carved out a decentish career in the WWE starting off as the quirky umbrella carrying gentleman who also had a fantastic upbeat theme, he looked so different to the rest of the bland blokes in trunks brigade that are prevalent on 205 live that the crowd really got behind. I can say first hand that Gallagher is a lovely person to meet and has some of the warmest hands around (only matched by Chris 'Taff Master' off of Twitter)

But in the last 6 months that has been ripped up totally by WWE who have turned Jack into a dastardly heel with an utter dirge of a theme tune and also stuck him with perennial momentum killer Brian Kendrick. Jacks likeable personality has literally disappeared and he is now just 'bland bloke in slacks and brogues'.

So with utter toss theme tune in hand, Gallagher made his way to the ring to a good reaction to face the Bruiserweight Pete Dunne for said WWE UK Championship.

A good match in its own right but it did have an hard act to follow after Ospreay vs Banks which for me was Match of the night. Lasting just over 15 minutes, it was Pete Dunne who retained the title hitting two bitter ends on his way to victory over a valiant Gallagher who looked good in defeat.

By the looks of it, Pete Dunne will now be moving on to a match with Joe Conners early next year.

Drink prices - £4.90 for Camden Pale Ale and £3 a pint for coke.

Leaving the ballroom it was then decided to have a swift drink in the Euston Tap which I had 2/3rds of a Beavertown Stout for £4.60 and it was very nice indeed.

I would like to note the train ride home was also one of the noisiest ever singing along with a load of merry Stoke City supporters who had just seen there team get hammered 5-0 with Chelsea, they were in great spirits though and made the journey home a fun one.

So that was that for the last show of the year and I feel despite some gripes e.g. the hardcore tag, the lengthy opening and some questionable music choices, I thought it was a really good end to the year. Ospreay vs Banks, Sexsmith vs Coffey and Gallagher vs Dunne are ones to watch back when it arrives on demand.

Hope you have enjoyed reading and see ylu again in 2018 for the first review of the year which will be Progress in Birmingham #grapsandclaps.

[fic-dreamin]

Woth Waiting For How long was the publication delayed for ?.. i dunno.. seems ages.. but the quality of the book can not be faulted and the Love the publishers have for the work is clearly evident from the cover page to the end page. .. and after all it is Forster at the ( growing) heights of his art work and writing. Go to Amazon

Still Good after all these Years. It is Hal Foster's premier work, in my opinion, so that pretty much sums it up. I remember waiting for the Sunday morning paper just so I could read the next installment to this wonderful story. This particular volume is very impressive in terms of size, coloring and clarity. I am going to buy all the remaining volumes. I highly recommend this series to anyone that remembers and enjoys the Prince Valiant saga. Go to Amazon

Art and History based Illustrated novel 1 Volumes 1 and 2 are excellent quality reproductions of this continuing novel with a new chapter every Sunday. Hal Foster put his heart and soul into developing the concept and creating new and fresh stories each Sunday. The Sunday stories are each a reasonable short story that is an integral part of the whole. The same thoughtful care was the standard when he found people who would continue the beauty, the story and the traditions. Go to Amazon

Return of Chivalry, Wonder & Dreams Fantagraphics has always enjoyed a reputation for publishing cutting-edge, quality Go to Amazon

Harold Foster's character, Prince Valiant- a good pal. The work speaks for itself. Foster did for fiction what most authors don't: the reader comes out of the story empowered and craving more of life. I love fantasy, but shear fantasy, even when it's good and relevant, makes one regret the story is over. For some, a listless feeling from being too dependent on the world created by its author. (I have been a little sad after reading The Lord of the Rings for this reason. It takes me so long to read, however, that I can just about turn around and start over again after I've finished. Better example of my sis telling me that she was bummed after seeing Star Wars because her life wasn't like that. But it's a great movie- and fun! I think people who play video games go through withdrawal if they attempt to stop playing for a period of time.Though not as well conceived, Avatar gave many people what they stated as depression because the fantasy world was not real.) Go to Amazon

Great stuff! Though I am not old enough to have started with the 1937 comic strips, I used to read about Prince Valiant every week in our local paper. When these archive volumes caught my eye last year I knew I would eventually have to purchase one. Well, I guess I'll be collecting the whole series! Volume One was great, I can't wait to see what happens next! Go to Amazon

Graphic Artist genius One review for all of Hal Fosters work is sufficient. Genius artist and story teller, and as a graphic artist/cartoonist for dozens of years there was no one better. I am aiming to own his complete collection. Go to Amazon

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[humanoid-lovers]

Woth Waiting For How long was the publication delayed for ?.. i dunno.. seems ages.. but the quality of the book can not be faulted and the Love the publishers have for the work is clearly evident from the cover page to the end page. .. and after all it is Forster at the ( growing) heights of his art work and writing. Go to Amazon

Still Good after all these Years. It is Hal Foster's premier work, in my opinion, so that pretty much sums it up. I remember waiting for the Sunday morning paper just so I could read the next installment to this wonderful story. This particular volume is very impressive in terms of size, coloring and clarity. I am going to buy all the remaining volumes. I highly recommend this series to anyone that remembers and enjoys the Prince Valiant saga. Go to Amazon

Art and History based Illustrated novel 1 Volumes 1 and 2 are excellent quality reproductions of this continuing novel with a new chapter every Sunday. Hal Foster put his heart and soul into developing the concept and creating new and fresh stories each Sunday. The Sunday stories are each a reasonable short story that is an integral part of the whole. The same thoughtful care was the standard when he found people who would continue the beauty, the story and the traditions. Go to Amazon

Return of Chivalry, Wonder & Dreams Fantagraphics has always enjoyed a reputation for publishing cutting-edge, quality Go to Amazon

Harold Foster's character, Prince Valiant- a good pal. The work speaks for itself. Foster did for fiction what most authors don't: the reader comes out of the story empowered and craving more of life. I love fantasy, but shear fantasy, even when it's good and relevant, makes one regret the story is over. For some, a listless feeling from being too dependent on the world created by its author. (I have been a little sad after reading The Lord of the Rings for this reason. It takes me so long to read, however, that I can just about turn around and start over again after I've finished. Better example of my sis telling me that she was bummed after seeing Star Wars because her life wasn't like that. But it's a great movie- and fun! I think people who play video games go through withdrawal if they attempt to stop playing for a period of time.Though not as well conceived, Avatar gave many people what they stated as depression because the fantasy world was not real.) Go to Amazon

Great stuff! Though I am not old enough to have started with the 1937 comic strips, I used to read about Prince Valiant every week in our local paper. When these archive volumes caught my eye last year I knew I would eventually have to purchase one. Well, I guess I'll be collecting the whole series! Volume One was great, I can't wait to see what happens next! Go to Amazon

Graphic Artist genius One review for all of Hal Fosters work is sufficient. Genius artist and story teller, and as a graphic artist/cartoonist for dozens of years there was no one better. I am aiming to own his complete collection. Go to Amazon

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