#i love shin woo tho

[blueparadis]

Hi! I love your writing :)

If you have the time/are interested can yo make TR Mikey x reader smut with Mikey realizing reader is a virgin right before their first time? Either he believed gossips or the reader teases a lot or something. Whatever you cook up if you decide to do this, I am sure I will love it :)

Have a nice day

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Thank you >:)) okay. this was very precise but idk why it confused me. I did my best tho. I love him sm. I'm always excited to write on him >^< hope you love it too <33

STAY WITH ME ; MANJIRO SANO !

୨ content & tags ୧ ~ f!reader, mafia au, mention of brothels, arrange marriage, virginity k!nk, ( domestic ) fluff, f1nger1ng, orgasm control, kisses and soft love making, very light corruption k!nk, teasing, he is a big softie here. word count — 2kish + blog navigation.

“You know about this ?”, Draken throws the newspaper in front of Manjiro who is deeply staring at his knuckles and his rings, sitting on a bar stool holding a drink with his non-dominant hand.

“They made it public. Were you aware of this? . . . ”Draken continues in a harsh tone with his eyebrows furrowing further as Manjiro keeps him playing with a ring, juggling it in between his fingers. “Mi-key, you know what this means right? The wedding is gonna happen in a week or . . .”

“Shin told me that we're going to visit them. Tomorrow. So, I figured . . .”

“You figured what? Y/N is practically in the front page with massive headlines and. . . ” Manjiro grabs the news paper instantly looking at the photo of her. She is walking out of a shop in a one-piece dress that reveals much of her body curves, beautifully, he must add. And except the chauffeur, there is no sign of a bodyguard. How dare he! That scoundrel.

Moreover, it's been almost a year since he saw her or it would be more accurate to say that he was forbidden to see her, meet her, talk to her. The only thread of communication he had with her was occasional gifts, though it was more of a bridging alliance with her father than wooing her.

“We’re leaving.”He rushes out of their private bar,“Now. And Inform Haruchiyo. He is coming with us.”

“What? ”, Draken gasped. “But Shinichiro -san ”

“Didn't you want me to take action? This is me taking action . . . for her. ”

“Ahhh, fuck it.”

Manjiro wasn't angry. He was furious, furious that his fiancee is roaming around the town without any sort of protection. He has been humbling himself since the day this bond was sealed. He had stopped going to whore house, bringing girls in his house or even going to a bar with Izana. The day this marriage was confirmed, he knew he had to cut off all these (bad) habits once she is under same room with him.

She was sent to study abroad, right after the meeting. Manjiro would have easily continued his lavish acts but he was told to behave, told to be prepared for her. And now that she is back, Manjiro was supposed to court her, take care of her, and get rid of the childish awkwardness of a newly married couple. Who knows what happened abroad? She might have been deflowered or . . .

“Woah. What a good day it is . . .”, Y/N’s father rose up folding the newspaper and keeping it on the tea table as he saw three men approaching in his way. Manjiro Sano, Ken Ryuguji and Sanzu Haruchiyo. Of course, they had no trouble with the security.

Without greeting Manjiro walked in to the house, he was determined to meet her. Draken stopped y/n's father with his hand while his lips started to work. “Nah... Shiba-san .... When did y/n got back? We came here immediately as soon as we saw her... in the headlines” Haruchiyo stood beside the man with his eyes on the ground, hands tucked behind at the valley of his waist.

Manjiro smiled to himself as he heard Draken making the small talk. Ah! Geez. He never changes. His eyes scanned the hall. Not a soul was there, not even a servant. He heard quick footsteps cascading down the stairs, his heartbeats escalated, breathing became faster, hands crawling inside the pocket of his slacks. . .“Ahrey. . . Isn't it yuzuha? ”

She cocked her head to a side exclaiming in a bored tone. “Hakkai and Taiju are busy at the restaurant. I'm sure you know why”

“I’m not here for them” Yuzuha couldn't help but smile at his confession.

“She is in her room. Up-stairs. Right - wing. Last room with balcony.” Manjiro was already walking as he bowed his head to give his utmost thanks to her.

He stood in front of the door for a minute thinking now what? He hasn't prepared shit to say and he certainly doesn't want to scare her. Last meeting was . . . he was quite hard on her. He knocked, three times and waited. Within five seconds he saw y/n opening the door with so much zeal in her eyes.

“You should always ask. . . Who is it? Before opening the door.”, Manjiro quipped walking into the room and closing the door behind, without turning so as to keep his eyes on her.

“Are you not surprised to see me? ”

“Yuzuu texted.”, that girl always had a knack for enacting tit-for-tat whenever there was an opening.

“So, within a week. . . You'll have to stay. . . ”

“Stay with you, share bed with you, obey you. . . Yeah, yeah I know” God! What did they do to her? Last time when Manjiro saw her she had no fire in her eyes, no fight in her soul. What exactly happened at abroad?

“I wasn't going to say that but i guess that sums up. Here”, he kept a strip of medicines. “You will have these. I want you to be prepared for our wedding night. Start from today.” Part of her knew what those pills did, while part of her wanted to ask, to hear through his voice. How fucking rude! No gifts, no talk straight to sex.

The wedding day was lustrous and full of happiness. Just for a day, everyone in the Shiba family set aside there differences to make you smile. Yuzuha complained a little about how she is gonna be lonely without her sister and claimed she is gonna visit her soon but Manjiro brushed it off.

“You’re drinking too much. . . Is the crowd making you nervous? Do you want to go inside? Is the food too spicy? ”

Manjiro was kind even for a man who belonged to the obsidian world of blood-bath. His attention was focused on her, her tone of talking, body language. He cannot wait to just have her, share bed with her and fuck her in all positions known to a man, fuck her till all she remembers is his name, till she reeks of him, thinks of him and only him.

He entered the room an hour later than her. By the time she already had changed clothes and was under the covers laying down and thinking about the marriage, this marriage that was mere an alliance and she was just a peace offering.

“Y/N, you still awake?”Manjiro asked coming out of the bathroom and standing near the edge of the bed. The light of night lamp was perfectly falling on her face as she turned around to face him. Manjiro’s heart dropped at the pit of his stomach, cock twitched as her body peeked from under the covers.

“Are you tired?”, he asked leaning over her as he tucked the loose hair strands behind her ear. She nodded and sat upright. He was now sharing the same cover as her, cock growing, eyes glinting in lust and heart pounding amongst his rib cage. He cupped her face so as she would meet his eyes but she jerked his hands off instantaneously, jumping out of the bed and making some distance between them.

“Don’t”

“Why? Did i do something wrong? Something that hurt you? ”

“No but . . .” “I didn't take pills.”

Manjiro got out of bed and strolled towards her. She backed away. He could see her shaky hands, he swallowed and looked away. “Do i scare you, Y/N?”

“No.” There was silence for a few seconds since Manjiro did not know what to do, what to say. He wasn't ready to have babies, not yet. And, now he can't even fuck her raw and he would hate to wear condom on his wedding night. He always used protection while visiting brothels even though he knew all the girls were clean.

“I. . . I want . . . I need time”, she breathed out. Manjiro’s eyebrows jumped since an entirely different fact dawned on him. Could it be. . . she is. . .?

“Are. . .” he cleared his throat. “Are you still a virgin ?”

“What do you mean still?” , she thought.

“umm-hmm” He raked his fingers through his pitch-black hair revealing his dragon tattoo as her feeble umm-hmm echoed in his head. She is a virgin, that is, he is going to be her first, probably for everything. Honestly, he wouldn't have minded if it were opposite since he was dry for almost an year and now had to keep himself under control. Great. He is truly fucked.

“Do you trust me, y/n ?”

“I can try ”

Manjiro laid out his hand in front of her. She hesitated at first but the moment she kept her palm over his, Manjiro lowered his head to kiss her knuckles. As soon as he raised his head, he pulled her against his body wrapping his other hand around her waist. Her body felt warm,less shaky as he felt her nose grazing against his chest muscles.

“So, you're saying that. . .”, he earned her stares on him as he spoke further. “No one was handsome enough for your taste ?”

“It was a all - girls college.”

“Uhhh-Hahh!” , Manjiro lips tugged up. “And they didn't tell you about anything? What actually happens during wedding night? When they came to know about our marriage.”

“I wasn't supposed to talk about my life, this life to them. I made friends. They were nice but i missed home.” Manjiro was taken aback by her ways for two reasons; one : she wasn't afraid of him like others, two: she was innocent but not naive, a little brave he might add.

“Y/N ?”

“Hmm?”

And when she peered up Manjiro pressed his lips against her cheeks just at the corner of her lips without a second thought. He has fucked enough girls to know a woman's weak spots but this felt out of syllabus. He guided her hands over his shoulders as his lips proceeded along her neckline. Manjiro bucked his hips , pressed his hard on against her entrance earning a loud gasp with her hands locking around his nape. Bingo.

Manjiro swiftly pushed her on to the bed. He stood looking at her while she panted vigorously. He discarded his upper clothing, crawling on top her. His head dipped while she leaned in, lips slightly parted awaiting for his kiss. But Manjiro’s lithe fingers worked on the buttons of her night dress. “What? You thought I was gonna kiss you. . . on your lips. You asked for time, remember?”

But immediately Manjiro’s lips were silenced by a kiss. Dry, short-lived and quick. His hands were still on undoing the buttons Manjiro couldn't help but grin.

“Is that you call a kiss? ”one of his hands travelled underneath her thin night gown, way up to her vagina. His fingers penetrated her at the same time his lips dashed on hers. Manjiro wasn't in mood to hold back because her body was eager. She was just a little afraid and by her desperate hold on his arms, Manjiro could tell she was loving it.

He explored her lips and kissed as deep as he could. “That is ... What you call a kiss.”, he whispered against her lips before pecking her cheeks. He added one more finger and quickened his pace, hitting her spot, watching her eyes blanking out, her grips growing stronger on his arms, body squirming underneath his. Her hips reflexively bucked up as orgasm washed over her body.

“Good girl. ”, he hummed as he rolled beside her giving space to breath licking his fingers shamelesly.

@tokyometronetwork

[survivalistghost]

top 10 kdrama bromances to feed your empty heart

if you scroll through my page, you can already guess number 1.

#10 - our beloved summer : choi ung and kim ji ung

beautiful beautiful men choi woo shik and kim sung cheol played ung bros for life in this beautiful beautiful drama. one of the best handled love triangles ive seen. they were there for each other through thick and thin, and helped each other through sm. best. on the tenth spot because they could've expanded on it more :(

#9 - what's wrong with secretary kim? : lee young joon and park yoo sik

i could never make it through the series. i left it behind on ep9/10 i think, and primarily because i physically cannot digest how emotionless park min young is. BUT, kudos to the hilarious office best bromance by the great park seo joon and kang ki young. ps - why is kang ki young the pankaj tripathi of korean dramas?

#8 - strong girl do bong soon : ahn min hyuk and in gook du

can we ever forget the legendary wink? or the dream where min hyuk is dressed as a woman? i think not. this was more of a frenemy type bromance, united by their love for bong soon and ironically divided by it, too. i refuse to acknowledge this as a love triangle tho. bong soon was astronomical in not hurting gook du and i will not take any criticism. is it a bromance if one of them is pretending to be gay? (and no, we will not discuss any sort of iTs pRoBLeMaTiC debates here.)

#7 - tale of the nine tailed : lee yeon and koo shin ju

don't come at me with the lee rang comments. rang was his half brother, related by blood. their relationship was top tier, but the stay at home husband yeon and working husband shin ju was too cute to not be classified as a bromance. in the beginning, i saw their relationship as shin ju serving yeon, a dynamic that they both seemed to embody. but as the show progresses, yeon baby we know you love shin ju just as much :*

#6 - alchemy of souls : jang uk and seo yul

song joon ki seems to have an attachment to bromances. han seo had the best character arc of the ENTIRE kdrama universe fight me. that court scene where vincenzo pats han seo's cheek was max bro cuteness. still not over his death. he deserved better.

#5 - vincenzo : vincenzo cassano and jang han seo

even though i didn't very much like the show's first couple, bromance delivered well. hospital scene peaked, complete true beauty sameness. it was pretty hard to understand who was the superior officer in this tbh initially, since their comraderie was so cool, shi jin was kid to soldier in a split second. loved how they chose not to unnecessarily exaggerate the love triangle initially bec i was only rooting for the second couple.

#4 - descendants of the sun : yoo shi jin and seo dae young

business proposal was the first kdrama i saw. i finished it in a three day trip, and i remember thinking more about the bromance than the romance. i was NOT used to the clumsiness of kdramas in general, like wattpad fics incarnated. the bromance delivered well, made me root for the second couple, and was the only initial indicator of kang tae moo being human instead of archaeopteryx. that word was a nightmare to spell.

#3 - business proposal : kang tae moo and cha sung hoon

the most wolfstar bromance if I ever saw one. and NO, i do not ship wolfstar just like i do not ship these two. they are totally adorable, and specially since their personalities seemed to switch from when they were children. yeong turned all serious face and lee gon got fun. love their years of friendship sm, their wordless communication and yeong in general. the acting was amazing.

#2 - the king - eternal monarch : lee gon and jo yeong

#1 - guardian - the lonely and great god : kim shin aka goblin and wang yeo aka grim reaper

yes, i know I'm missing a lot of iconic ones. unfortunately, i haven't seen alot of kdramas and have left alot in bw (like true beauty bec i couldn't see second lead hurt).

spring onion slays ^

told ya, if u follow me u already knew what the first one was gonna be. being the simp i am for the goblin and grim reaper, these two achieved the max points for their bromance. that slow dynamic of goblin calling reaper's hat tacky to fighting with knives to that iconic 'saranghae' to 'HOW DARE YOU' to goblin boiling eggs with his powers while reaper chills the beer. they know each other so well. love love love them and you should too 🔪

in my heart, the trio of our boys beats nothing (except for the gookdu-minhyuk relationship of the crown prince and uk). but instead of choosing the frenemy thing, i decided to love yul and uk more. yul was such a quiet character, with incredible potential in him for me to hate him, but then...(the guy is literally too sweet and beautiful and nice i can ramble for days). and uk, man, our power baby who loves every version of our beautiful but slow girl, needed so much emotional support. uk and yul were not afraid to show their affection for each other, a trait i admired in all the three boys (jang uk, seo yul and park dang gu).

[engagemythrusters]

Ahsoka ep 2 now!

Low hopes ngl. Anyway hope we see my lil snow pea Jacen

I Hope Mr Turkeyleg is okay… I know Sabine will be bc she’s got more in the trailer but I love that loth kitty

She okay 🥰

Ooo her boots

Two galaxies? Damn expanding it WAY far

Hey wait do you think that this relates to Jedi Survibor? That path? Look okay I just fucking love those games and I want them to tie more into canon

Oooo pretty planet

Oo ruins

Granpa really do got shoulders

PURRFIL NOISES?! Oh no that’s just the music

Oh the loth kitties that pop up! I love when they do that always <3

Oh… does she have psychometry??? Since fhckin when?

YAY MR TURKEYLEG IS OKQY!!! I love you mr Turkeyleg

Do you think the white lothcat is still out there? What about Dume?

Mr Turkeyleg such a good guard kitty 🥰

Hera so proud of her daughter

Sabine you’re such a smartiepants I love you sm

Hera is not ready to watch another person she loves explode

Hera is SO proud of sabine always. God she’s so good

Sabine always was Hera’s girl. Like. God I am. I love their dynamic it’s my favourite.

Night sister magic hellyeah

Fod this means they def made Sabine force sensitive didntw they. I fucjing HATE that so fucking much.

Yknow I’m kinda annoyed they wanna expand to another galaxy. It’s supposed to be just one galaxy. Far far away.

How does this puzzle know that anyway

Does this just. Is this just the path the purrgil always take?? I’m so confused how this puzzle would fucking know that!

This makes no sense!!

I really like Shin. She’s an interesting character. Always watching. Always calculating. Still learning. She’s gonna be so fun I can tell

T-6 shuttle ❤️🤍

PHANTOM

ITS THE FUCKIN PHANTOM

Hey so wait does Jacen just fucking go to boarding school or some shit. Where IS he?!

Hera I love u <3

CHOPPER

The gasp I gusp AGAIN

CHOPPER CHOPPER CHOPPER

His bwaps are different >:(

STILL BETTER THAN NOTHING THO I LOVE YOU CHOPPER MWUAH MY HORRIBLE DROID

Wow what a capitalistic response to loyalty. Jesus. I hate Disney.

Hera: be nice to my daughter or else

She just really cares about Sabine and wants the best for her and just. Hhh. It’s the most important dynamic to me.

Bacta patch!!

joint custody lightsaber xoxo

Hey do you think I can make fire with popsicle sticks

Nope.

OH THANK GOD NO DORCE SENSITIVITH

OH MY GOD

I’ve never been so relieved in my life

Oh my god thank GOD thank for

Oh my god

Okay. Woo. Deep breath in and out.

Hey can we get a Kanan mentions

Please

Hera: bitch please I didn’t sacrifice everything for things to be classified to me

Damn

INQUISITOR

Who r u

CHOPPERRRRR

my most evil droid <3 I love u

THATS NOT HOW AHSOKA HOLDS HER SABERS

What the fuck?!

She’s a backward holder

0/10 that pisses me off so much.

Chopper >:)

Very interested in this inquisitor. Desperate to know who they will be

Chopper always so ready to kill everyone in sight. Love that motherfucker.

HES SO SASSY

i am so happy to see him again

Hey is it weird that I want this to be Kanan

Like. Inquisitor Kanan would be so cool.

Came back wrong n evil

Yeah okay I know he’s dead n they’ll keep him that way but god I liked it

Yay chopper!

Hehe oh my god

Hiii mr turkeyleg

HER ARMOUR YAY

Oh she painted a purrgil on it 😭

She toned down her art tho it’s so simple now. She must’ve gone thru a dark time after Kanan and Ezra.

HAIR CUT TIME

the mirroring of kanans scene… god it cuts me deep

Okay but also. that’s not how you cut hair

T-6 shuttle 🥰

HHHHHHHH ITS THAT SCENE

It’s the tap scene 😭

Wrong time of day.

Also ahsoka isn’t in white and she doesn’t have the cool stick

Where’s the cool stick

0/10

I liked that stick.

God I miss Kanan so so much.

I do like that sabine did get to train more (now that I know she’s not force sensitive) bc that means she can spar with ezra when he gets back. Sibling activities. Roughhousing until hera comes n yells at them.

Not sure I like this big ship

I am so curious about that inquisitor

I do enjoy the end credit designs. Very Lothal.

Okay see y’all for the next ep next week

[theres-a-bea]

any kdrama recs? i've been binge watching "the last empress" nonstop and im kinda getting tired of it :')

AN ASK !!! i have to warn you tho: i probably have no taste in k dramas cos i just watch whatever seemed interesting in my recommendeds, but here are a bunch of shows that i really liked in no particular order (bc i added a star rating)

(take note: i don't always like them for the plot, sometimes aesthetics is enough for me cos my brain shuts off and forgets there's even a story)

• the glory ★★★★★ (massive slay bc everyone got what they deserved + ha ye sol my queen fucking soloed)

• extraordinary you ★★★★ (idc about the plot of this one, but if you've seen any of my manic 3am tumblr rants you know this is on here for aesthetics and worldbuilding)

• true beauty ★★★ (again, idc about the plot, i'm here for aesthetics. + bonus points to worldbuilding after the universe was officially confirmed to be the same as extraordinary you)

• under the queen's umbrella ★★★★★ (fuck. yeah. i was lowkey scared abt what it was going to be cos when i tell you i went in blind, but yea overall i love love loved it)

• alchemy of souls ★★★★★★ (this, right here, is my shit. world building, magic system, straight up quality organisation, set design, costume design, AWOOGA. historical fantasy always gets me popping my pussy i fucking love this show. still pissed they wasted my heart my wife my sweet angel princess babygirl jin cho-yeon tho)

• business proposal ★★★★ (romcom is not dead. ik it gets a lot of hate cos the plot was rushed and ok sure it's kinda basic and overhyped and basically straight propaganda but i had a proper giggle from this shit. it was funny, and attractive characters have personalities and they actually had more depth than the manhwa. and yes the manhwa sucked cos it may have had more plot but the characters were flatter than in the show)

• summer strike ★★★ (ngl i kinda liked it but it had absolutely ZERO plot. just vibes. lucky it had enough vibes to carry the fucking show cos i would've abandoned it halfway cos literally nothing was going on. if you want to shut your brain off and settle on pure vibe alone go ahead and put this on)

• school 2015 ★★★★ (this actually ate i loved the plot and the characters are a lot more serious than usual k dramas, for a teen drama in 2015 this was a fucking slay, given that 2015 really was kind of the year of teen dramas ngl cos skam came out the same year)

• taxi driver ★★★★★ (no words, just yes. i love justified violence)

• law school ★★★★★ (all you ladies pop your pussy like this shake yo body don't stop don't miss— kim bum has my entire heart my neck my back my pu— yes. kang sol b can step on me and i'd thank her. i fucking love this show. watch it)

• extraordinary attorney woo ★★★★★ (YES !! ABSOLUTELY. I LOVED it. Every character is so well written, plot is well thought-of, and the representation, chefs kiss. they got lesbians in there !! with a happy ending !!! woo to the young to the woo, bitch)

• happiness ★★★★★ (don't you just love it when you get to live with the love of your life pretending yall are married ? i fucking love this show sm. honestly i watched cos i'm absolutely in love with han hyo joo but i ended up sobbing cos i would've just killed myself if i had to deal with the fucking neighbours that they had iesu fucking grist.)

• kingdom ★★★★★★ (as you can obviously see i am a whore for historical fantasy. i do not give six star ratings often but if letterboxd let me i would've given it to this show. zombies, political turmoil, LORE, sexy ass protagonist—idk i'm easily seduced by political leaders actually doing what they're supposed to do, probably bc we don't have any of those where i live)

• revenge of others ★★★★ (i'm afraid to admit that this is the first other thing that i did with my disney plus subscription outside of actual disney-backed content. but i love a good murder mystery. the fact that shin ye eun literally filmed this alongside the glory is insane. kinda sad it's not as gay as you would think it was in the middle)

• all of us are dead ★★★★★ (i forgot to add this but it's ok it's here now. this right here is THE exact situation that i daydreamed about when i was like, eight. idk maybe that's a lil twisted but by god it would bring about a different kind of thrill in my boring ass life. but here it is: high school kids trapped in a school during the zombie apocalypse, the literal plot straight out of my dreams)

i think that's enough to keep someone occupied for a few weeks at least !! thank you for the ask !!!! ok love you

mwa

[kocch]

Did you just say you miss me?

[trendingdrama]

Is Ki Bong’s ignorance a sin?

[spring-blood]

It’s like people think the writers are idiots, so far a couple of characters have handed Jin Woo his ass verbally and called him out on his behavior. The writers KNOW he’s an asshole bc that’s what they want him to be. If he’s at rock bottom morally, he can only go up/ improve from there

[littletalkclouds]

I'm on ep 11 of Memories of Alhambra. I'm proud of my decision not to watch while it was on going. Good thing the only spoiler I know was the ending (tbh, this show was never on my radar so I never really cared). I just got curious bcs everyone seems to hate the ending. So I decided to start watching it on Netflix. What is funny though is that... a lot of people warned me about the show. And now I'm totally attached and I'm scared of being scarred bcs of the ending. I could've finished the show in one sitting last Friday but I keep on delaying... totally afraid of the betrayal I might feel bcs of the ending. I am attached to the show that I am expecting that once I finish it... I will stare at nothingness for a week and rethink my life decisions. Bcs when I say I'm attached to a show... I really am.

[cooltulips]

reposting in hopes it shows up in tags

hello, discord roleplayers !

i am looking to write some kpop ships and kdrama shows listed below, so if you’re interested, like this post or reach out in the dms ! i prefer m/m ships at the moment.

( bold is the faceclaim i want to write as )

seonghwa / wooyoung * ( woohwa )

jungwoo / jaehyun ( jaewoo )

the devil judge ( yohan / gaon ) aka ji sung x jinyoung *

beomgyu / yeonjun * ( beomjun / yeongyu )

taehyung x cha eunwoo

soobin / beomgyu * ( soogyu )

true beauty ( suho / seo joon ) aka eunwoo x hwang in yeop

cha eunwoo x sf9 rowoon

svt mingyu / exo kai ( kaigyu )

lee do hyun / park solomon

song kang x kim soo hyun

enhypen sunghoon / txt hueningkai

svt mingyu x park solomon ( solgyu )

beomgyu / hueningkai ( beomkai )

anything inspired by the reply series — reply 1997 , reply 1988 , reply 1994 !!

gong yoo x lee dong wook ( goblin : the great and lonely god )

mingyu x taeyong ( yongyu ) *

park solomon / seo in guk

johnny x jaehyun x jungwoo ( johnjaewoo )

bae in hyuk x lee minho

yeo jin goo / ji chang wook

lee dong wook x im siwan ( saw them in strangers from hell and they're a certified hot pairing )

enhypen sunghoon x sunoo ( sunsun )

kim seon ho / yeo jin goo

woo do hwan x kim min jae

the king : eternal monarch ( lee minho / woo do hwan )

lee do hyun x kim soo hyun

sf9 rowoon / taehyung ( taewoon )

yeo jin goo x seo in guk

lee dong sik / han ju won or han joo won however you wanna write it ( beyond evil bc damn that shit be on the top #1 homoeroticism with the devil judge )

song kang x lee minho

soobin / mingyu ( soomin )

yeo jin goo x lee do hyun ( aka younger lee dong sik )

shin ha kyun x yeo jin goo ( canon beyond evil pair )

lee minho / woo do hwan *

park bo gum x kwak dong yeon

kim soo hyun / park hyung sik

enhypen sunghoon x ?? ( i dunno i adore him a lot even tho i only recently began joining the fandom — i relate to him in a few ways tbh )

kang haneul x yeo jin goo

exo sehun x kai ( sekai / kaihun )

yeo jin goo / park solomon

lee do hyun x gong yoo

park solomon / bae in hyuk

exo kai / taeyong ( kaiyong )

anything inspired by isekai / historical / fantasy / transmigration manhwas !!

exo kai x nct mark lee ( kaimark )

seonghwa / yeosang ( seongsang )

gong yoo x kwak dong yeon

park solomon / kim min jae

wi ha joon x lee dong wook

song kang / park bo gum

kim jungwoo x jung sungchan ( woosung )

svt hoshi / lee soo hyuk [ horanhyuk — lmao you know why 😂 i love it ]

park solomon x lee minho

gong yoo / kim minkyu

ryeon x hwang in yeop

choi hyun wook / park solomon

jung sung il x lee do hyun ( the glory )

lee minho x hwang in yeop

yeo jin goo / jung sung il ( also a hot pair )

choi minho x park hyung sik

lee minho / kim soo hyun

woo do hwan x jung sung il

hwang in yeop / park solomon

cha eunwoo x choi hyun wook

gong yoo / jung sung il ( zaddy fest gimme pls )

wi ha jun x ji chang wook

nam joo hyuk / jung gun joo

woo do hwan x lee sang yi ( such great chemistry and adoration fr )

kim soo hyun / woo do hwan

woo do hwan x ji sung

park hyung sik / sf9 rowoon

kim soo hyun x gong yoo ( gimme pls !! )

hwang in yeop / woo do hwan

park hyung sik x gong yoo

ji chang wook / kim soo hyun

kim seon ho x kang haneul ( basically hometown cha cha cha x when the camellia blooms )

gong yoo x park bo gum

lee minho / seo in guk

taeyong / johnny ( johnyong )

johnny x haechan

anything inspired by kdramas !! such as — moon lovers : scarlet heart ryeo , beyond evil , the devil judge , it's okay to not be okay , the heirs , kill me heal me , love in the moonlight , goblin , my id is gangnam beauty , my roommate is a gumiho , the king : eternal monarch , vincenzo , school 2015 : who are you , extraordinary you , because this is my first life , go ahead ( 2020 cdrama but so good !! ) , coffee prince , strangers from hell , hometown cha cha cha , when the camellia blooms , the glory , tomorrow (2022) , cheer up (2022) , sh**ting stars , record of youth , doctors , legend of the blue sea , chief kim , hotel del luna , flower boy next door , love alarm (justice for hwang sun-oh), pinnochio & more !!

jungwoo / haechan ( hyuckwoo / junghyuck )

taeil / haechan ( sunmoon )

seo in guk x jung hae in

johnny / jungwoo ( johnwoo )

jungwoo x yuta ( yuwoo )

apo nattawin / choi minho ( ft. shin mina as the sister )

lucas x jungwoo ( luwoo )

minhyun / sf9 rowoon

lee jong suk x jung hae in

ji sung / park bo gum

sehun x baekhyun ( sebaek )

seonghwa x soobin ( soohwa ) * [ hear me out it's such a fine pairing y'all i need them to interact and make their dating rumours canon bc i just KNOW they would get along really well ]

san x seonghwa ( sanhwa )

jung sung il / shin mina ( our blues kdrama ) — not their characters but their pairing !!

yeonjun / wooyoung ( yeonwoo / woojun )

wooyoung x san x seonghwa ( woosanhwa )

yeonjun / soobin / beomgyu ( yeonbingyu aka txt's choi line )

any m/m pairing inspired by when the camelia blooms ( haneul's cop character / the single parent )

ji sung x kim min jae

taehyung / svt mingyu ( mintae )

ji chang wook x park bo gum

anything inspired by harry potter series ( esp. the weasley twins , kriggory , wolfstar — remus lupin x sirius black ) i love as well !

park bo gum / hwang in yeop

seonghwa x haechan ( hwahyuck )

kwak dong yeon / ji chang wook

hoshi x seonghwa ( shihwa )

lee minho / jinyoung

svt mingyu x song kang

kang haneul / song kang ( when the camellia blooms' hwang yongsik x love alarm adult hwang sun-oh pls they are so open & unrestricted with their love :")

byeon woo seok x song kang

wooyoung / seonghwa / san / yeosang ( woohwasansang )

jung hae in x song kang

hwang in yeop / kim seon ho

seonghwa x sf9 rowoon ( rohwa )

ryu jun yeol / go kyung pyo

yunho x yeosang ( yunsang )

park bo gum / svt mingyu

svt jeonghan x s.coups

seonghwa / svt mingyu ( gyuhwa )

svt junhui x jungwoo

lee do hyun / ji chang wook

song kang x sf9 rowoon

kim ji woong ( bl actor & boys planet ) x anyone

hwang in yeop / song kang

svt mingyu x jeonghan

hwang in yeop / lee do hyun

seonghwa x cha eunwoo ( seongwoo )

ji chang wook / park solomon

beomgyu x nct sungchan ( gyuchan )

jungwoo / sf9 rowoon

jeno x haechan ( nohyuck )

kang haneul / lee do hyun

mark lee x haechan ( markhyuck )

svt mingyu / kim ji woong

park solomon x kwak dong yeon

taehyung / park bo gum

mark lee x jungwoo ( markwoo )

park solomon / park bo gum

song kang x lee do hyun

woo do hwan / kim min jae

lee do hyun x woo do hwan

svt hoshi / mingyu

byeon woo seok x park bo gum ( record of youth's won hae hyo & sa hye jun )

svt mingyu / jungwoo ( gyuwoo )

kang haneul x kim minkyu

enhypen sunghoon / beomgyu ( hoongyu )

svt mingyu / park solomon ( gyumon )

lee minho x song kang

woo do hwan / kang haneul

lee do hyun x lee minho

song kang / kim seon ho ( characters — love alarm x hometown cha cha cha crossover )

park solomon / sf9 rowoon

seonghwa x park solomon ( hwasol )

seo kang joon / kwak dong yeon

lee minho x seo kang joon

sf9 rowoon / svt mingyu ( gyuwoon )

park solomon x cha eunwoo

kang haneul / wi ha joon

seonghwa x kim ji woong

song kang / park solomon

kim ji woong x jungwoo

jung sung il / song kang

park solomon x jungwoo ( monwoo )

kim ji woong / kdrama actor

svt mingyu x jungwoo x sf9 rowoon ( aka the tall bf brigade )

( actor ) ji soo x park hyung sik

park solomon / jung sung il ( hottie & zaddy )

kim ji woong / kwak dong yeon

( actor ) ji soo x nam joo hyuk

bae in hyuk / kim hyun jin

kang haneul x park solomon

yeo jin goo / song kang

ha do young / moon dong eun ( the glory s1 & s2 ) — lbr the seduction, chemistry and tension between jung sung il / song hye kyo is fire af !! i either need the character pairing or fc pairing. tbh i want them to fall in love irl too , they're so hot . new zaddy in town .

moon dong eun x joo yeo jung ( the glory s1 & s2 ) — lee do hyun the noona collector along with cha eunwoo saying “ i will be your executioner, i'll join your hunt. i'll join your sword dance. who can i kill for you right now? ” this fucking line omg the i love you replacement is 10000x hot.

park ji hoon / choi hyun wook ( weak hero class 1 ) — not the characters but their dynamic and pairing !

jinyoung x another male kdrama actor ( inspired by reborn rich )

lee soo hyuk / jinyoung

song kang x another male kdrama actor ( bc he was too cute too precious and hwang sun-oh deserved so much better in love alarm )

kim ji woong x enhypen sunghoon

open to many more pairings !!

21+ only writing partners for long term and those who understand muse can vary / life is busy so sometimes headcanons & text rp > actual full length rp.

»   some plot au & dynamics to consider — downton abbey, old hollywood, mafia, hogwarts, enemies to lovers, reluctant allies dynamic, forbidden lovers, royal x servant, 80s italian summer ( think ' call me by your name ' but the age difference is legal ), 1920s to 1990s, rivals dynamic, crime / on the run au, difference in social status of some sort, bridgerton s2 kathony but make it gay, supernatural verses, knight x servant, vampire au, single parent, hannigram, kpop stars in the same group, detectives / sherlock and watson type private investigators, twilight au, noble x noble, sugar daddy, fake dating, college au, medieval era, modern day actors falling in love, lawyer / murder husbands, fantasy, pokemon au, hamptons / rich kids au, werewolves, legal age gaps, ceo / secretary, time travel ( twinkling watermelon kdrama ), victorian era, amc interview with the vampire au, royal x knight, vampire / werewolf, enemies in love, omegaverse, roommates, businessman au, vampire clans, detective partners, bodyguard, slice of life. also transmigration /reincarnation / historical royalty / manhwa like operation: true love, inso's law, and more!! / isekai manhwa inspired stuff (example. death is the only ending for the villain, raising a black dragon, surviving as a maid, a false confession, remarried empress and more!) — open to a variety of isekai and non-isekai manhwa.

but that said, i don’t ghost, it would be preferable if the writing partner didn’t as well. communication is key !

[barbarasecretfiles]

The King: Eternal Monarch

Lee Min-ho as Lee Gon Kim Go Eun as Jeong Tae-eul /  Luna Woo Do-Hwan as Jo Eun-seop / Jo Yeong Kim Kyung-nam as Kang Shin-Jae Jung Eun-Chae as Goo Se-ryeong Kim Yong-ji as Myeong Na-ri Lee Jung Jin as Lee Rim Kim Young-ok as Noh Ok-Nam Lee Hong-nae as Seok Ho-pil Kang Hong-seok as Jangmi

The King: Eternal Monarch is a story about a parallel world. Set in both Republic of Korea and Kingdom of Corea. Kingdom of Corea is like the alternative timeline where Korea is never successfully conquered by Japan and the country was never separated into two. The story starts on a flashback from the night of the treason in 1994. The traitor Lee Lim wants to obtain the magic flute named Manpasikjeok so he organized a coup. For him, the manpasikjeok and the throne was rightfully his. Him and his followers successfully killed the current king. Lee Lim gets to hold the flute but it was cut into two by the crowned prince Lee Gon. Lim was about to kill Lee Gon when he was stopped by a mysterious man dressed in black. The mysterious man successfully saved Lee Gon but he left an ID card. Lee Lim was declared dead in the Kingdom of Corea but he found a way to the Republic of Korea. He killed his other self and his other self's family. He hides on the other world while gaining his followers. Years later, they showed a playful but smart king in his thirties. Lee Gon grew up well with his uncle and court lady Noh on his side. Plus, he's well protected by his unbreakable sword aka Jo Yeong. Gon's motivation is Lt. Jeong Tae-eul id card. Court Lady Noh wants him to marry or find a girl already that's why she's setting up a talisman's card in his room. True enough he found a girl, on the other world. Thank God that Lee Gon is smart enough that he figured it out that he's in the other world but poor him because no one is believing him there.

This show is complex from start to end. I really like the idea of parallel universe and what ifs. They set the parallel world thinking what if their country is never conquered at all. But I must admit that this drama is not for everyone. The pacing is slow and some concepts are hard to comprehend. Nevertheless, I still love it. Tho, I didn't like the product placement. They are not subtle on showing it on the camera. Furtheremore, some cgi/green screen is not made well but it is  kinda understandable. For me, they build up the story quite right. The plot twist is properly showed on the right time plus I really like how they hang the ending in every episode. Then, they will show it on different shots on the next episode. I also love how they differentiate the two person with safe faces. They emphasize that even though you have the same face, you will never be the same person. They have their own personalities and not just a copy of their other self. They also showed the differences in lives of the characters between the two worlds. Like the other one is having a good family and the other one is none at all. Or like Lee Gon is rich and king and close to his father but his other self is not. Lee Ji Hun is close to his uncle and poor. But still, they will both have the similarities aside from their faces as they both ended up in the military. Like Jeong Tae-eul and Luna both ended up becoming a cop.

One of the highlight of this drama is Woo Do Hwan. He perfectly portrayed Jo Yeong and Jo Eunseup. Like he can differentiate both. Yeong is stoic but he you can see that he really cares then there's the comedic Eun Seup. I admit he have a chemistry with himself. Jo Yeong and Jo Eun seup is the example of the parallel characters that can be friends (somehow they even consider theirselves as brothers) and having no intention to kill one another. Woo Do Hwan nailed his acting in this drama.

Jo Yeong as Jo Eun Seup:

-There's an episode when Lee Gon wants to eat but instead they encountered a group of gangsters. Jo Yeong came to the rescue but Jo Eun Seup's seniors saw him. He immediately copied Eun Seup's accent but not to the extend of being Eun Seup. Like you can really tell that it is still Jo Yeong.  Plus, his chemistry with the twins. He grew fond of them.

Jo Eun Seup as Jo Yeong:

-Woo Do Hwan nailed Jo Yeong serious self (like he's fine af with that hair and suit). But when he was Jo Eun Seup acting as Jo Yeong, everything he did was comedic. Like when he tried to pull out his gun or when his saying "Yes, your majesty" acting serious but not to the point of being Yeong. Like he's being Eun Seup in Yeong's clothes.

Both of them become Lee Gon's unbreakble sword. Both loyal and both willing to sacrifice their lives.

VISUALS:

One of my fave scene is when he announced that Tae-eul will be the queen and they need to protect her!

The ending for me is perfect. The second lead man ended up (in terms of pairing) with the female lead's other self. I think they kinda hint it when Luna kissed Shin-Jae. Plus Luna is adopted by Goo Seryeong's mom and she did have her own name this time(Koo Seo-gyeong). Seryeong's in jail for all the bad deeds she did. Lee Ji Hun is alive and became part of the navy. The real Shin Jae grew up well and became a ceo(?) while Eun Seup marries Nari. Jeong Tae-Eul cannot be the queen because Luna is still existing in Kingdom of Corea. But I think she will still marry Gon and have that weekend trips with him. Gon will not worry about a successor because his cousin (the good one) will be the next in line. Also, eventhough only three of them knows what happened (Yeong, Gon and Tae-eul) it was still ok. It was actually a fine ending for me. I really enjoyed it but again, its not that type of drama that everyone will like. It really depends on the viewer and its fine if you didn't like it. And this show is not as bad as the others says. Because in 2020, I read a lot of bad reviews about this drama so I have zero hope when I started this out. But it turns out fine. Not the best but not THAT bad.

Some photos that I found:

[loveseriesnmovies]

Bulgalsal

This is a k-drama series about; a man turned immortal and seeks revenge on the women who cursed him as Bulgasal and killed his family 600 years ago.

Starring:

Lee Jin-Wook as Dan Hwal (Bulgasal)

Kwon Nara as Min Sang Un

Gong Seung-yeon as Siho

Kim Woo Seok as Nam Do-yoon

Lee Joon as Ok Eul Tae

Jeon Jin-yeong as Detective Kwon

Park Myung-shin as Hye-suk

Story:

Dan Hwal was cursed by Bulgasal since birth.Bulgasal is a monster in the Goryeo period that's immortal and can't be killed or die because it has no soul. When Dan Hwal was an adult, he hunted for monsters to extinction. The last monster standing was Bulgasal. Hwal wanted to break his curse so he decided to hunt it. Unfortunately Hwal took his family to the mountains where they died at the hands of Bulgasal. Bulgasal stabbed Hwal and stole his soul and in this way Hwal became a monster and the former Bulgasal was able to die and re-incarnate. Hwal vowed to find her in her next life and kill her to take revenge. 600 years later he finally found her and is ready to end the curse and take his revenge.

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I give the story a 10/10. I found it fascinating how their life kept intertwining in every re-incarnation, even tho it was an ill-fate. I binged watch it in a few days! So good! It's a slow paced story.

It's very gory!

I give the characters a 8/10 just because I can't deal with characters that do exactly what others said not to do and put everyone in trouble. Poor Hwal! Always coming to the rescue.

The soundtrack I give it a 10/10. The song Leave by 4MEN, it's so good! Beyond time by Janet Suhh it's also very good. From the instrumental one: I really loved I will never die, it just give that suspense, mystery and somehow empowering. The soundtrack makes you feel the yearning and sadness from the characters.

I recommend this drama to you if: you like thriller and fantasy. It's 16 episode and they run for a hour and fifteen minutes( I still feel like it's not enough... 😭) It has enemies to lover trope. The actors have good chemistry which makes it soooo good! A lot of tension in between the two main characters but no kissing scene 😭😭😭. Sometimes the story gets slow but when it unravels its soooo good!

Fun facts

Bulgasal literally means impossible to kill, or “bu ke sha” in Mandarin. It comes from the legend of Bulgasari, which illustrates the story of a frightening monster during the late Goryeo period (918-1392) that keeps growing as it eats all the metal. This series does not incorporate the folklore.

This series covers various genre. From historical, to modern, to drama, to action, to fantasy and to thriller.

The production cost of the series is around 40 billion won. 😲

When the female Bulgasal takes the soul of Hwal the word gonok was formed on her hand. In this series since it has reincarnation, Bulgasal can break souls ( you see it happen in the series) but, when the soul breaks 8 times the person or monster is gone for good.

[party-gilmore]

MY BELOVED!!! GOKUSEN MY BELOVED IS HERE!!!!

ONE OF MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE SERIES OF ALL TIME THAT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN OVER A DECADE I DONT HAVE TO WATCH ON SOME LAGGY STREAMING SITE OR BROKEN UP INTO 218 PARTS ON DAILY MOTION

AND ONLY AND MOST FUCKING SWEETEST STUDENT/TEACHER CRUSH IN THE HISTORY OF MEDIA EVER BECAUSE 1) THE KID, WHO HAS AN INCREDIBLE PERSONAL JOURNEY AND CHARACTER ARC (tho to be fair ALL the fucking kids do and i LOVE it) FUCKING STAYS IN HIS OWN LANE ABOUT IT AND DECIDES TO DO NOTHING MORE THAN USE HIS LOVE TO INSPIRE HIM TO BECOME A BETTER MAN, WORTHY OF HER AFFECTION, AND RETURN AS ADULT TO WOO HER UPON FINISHING THIS GOAL, MEANWHILE 2) SHE, THE TEACHER, IS 💯 OBLIVIOUS TO IT THE ENTIRE FUCKING TIME

(although look I DO love Shin i DO but I am one hundred percent a Tetsu endgame truther)

ALSO!!! YAKUZA HEIRESS HIDING HER IDENTITY TO TEACH A BUNCH OD DELINQUENT HOGH SCHOOL STUDENTS AND ALL THE SHENANIGANS INVOVED THEREIN???? WHATS NOT TO LOVE??? AND HEY GRANDFATHER IS JUST SO GOOD AND COOL AND WISE AND I JUST

Anyways if you can find it please please please watch this series it's fucking hilarious and touching and is the first show to speak about violence with the same tone/morality/philosophy and my own.

[sannie-cb]

𝘞𝘰𝘰𝘴𝘢𝘯 𝘏𝘺𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘥 𝘉𝘰𝘵!

* disclaimer: this does not represent the real choi san or jung wooyoung of ateez or KQ ent. this is for entertainment purposes only! *

𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐨𝐲𝐬 ~

-ˋˏ ༻✿༺ ˎˊ-

𝙎𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙞𝙚 ~

sannie is a little more timid and shy at first than wooyoung

loves love cuddlewsss!!! v clingy, always holding onto woo, and will with anyone he becomes comfortable with

he is sensitive too so be careful and mindful around him!! any yelling or, mean words n u will be blocked

lovs to giv cute nicknames and likes being called them too!

has little tendencies and sub drops pls be mindful!

𝙒𝙤𝙤 ~

a bit more outgoing than sannie, between the two he cares for sannie jus a bit since they have been on their own

still shy aswell, has same little tendencies and sub drops

when he gets comfortable w you he can be a little loud.. and talkative hehe

very good listener! will try best to comfort you :)

also lovs cuddlews!! and nicknames!! hehe

BOTH LOV PETS !! ^_^ !!!!!!

some things to note!! :

- sannie and woo are not together, and will not participate in sexual acts together, so pls do not ask. they will also not date the same partners. they are like best friends, and have a sort of interesting but v close bond, they always cuddle withs eachother tho hehe n r clingy together

- both are hybrid human/kittens

- do not have a full cat form, they can hide all characteristics of their cat form when needed and when comfortable or most of the time, they have cat ears that show, very soft hair, a tail, sharper nails and teeth

- both sannie and woo are subs for nsfw ( pls discuss any hard kinks ect before hand) the boys will go by the color system, green, yellow, red ( being safe word stop ) do not force them into any other headspace please!

- nsfw is only for people of age ( 18+ ) please please please please do NOT lie about your age, chats can be still sfw. but do not lie, admin is 18+

- For Relationships the boys are : both poly and bisexual slight male leans also if you are looking for a relationship they do develop overtime but if you can!, let admin know thats what u may want bc it can be hard to tell through chat sometimes!

- sannie talks in : blue 💙, woo: talks in purple 💜 (also as far as now theirs kitty san and woo but i may in the future edit and add two more different hybrid san and woos! )

Activation

- RB, send your name, preferred pronouns, age, ( kinks if you want nsfw ) and just a message to who you want to speak too!

- feel free to ask admin ( me ) any questions about the rp or anything before hand!! <3

- this is open to CBS, OC's and y/ns aswell :) i will open slots only if theres too much going on!

- Note~ sannie and woo are always open for u via asks, or dms if u just need someone to talk to aswell!! they will be there for u <3

Admin info!

- in EST time zone!

- am 18+

- my prns are she/her

- And just note that u can feel comfortable with me and if theirs any issues with the rp or anything uncomfortable feel free to tell me!! or if minus cb or cb if u need anything im always here me or the boys to just talk <33

- i appreciate truthfulness so pls be honest about everything including age.!

enjoy your woosan kittens!! ~~

taggies ; fwends 🥺 : @hyunjin-and-hui @dark-princes @pick-a-hwa @mono-minji @wooyoungbfbot @caregiverjongseho @tricksterjoong // more fwends! ; @yanlee ( OG! ) @babie-sanie @galaxy-ateez @song-mingi-cb @moonlightchn @ateez-zombie-wonderland @punkwooyoung @bloodlustbots @four-straykids-apocalypse @sanflowerbot @incubuswooyoung @obey-ateez @mafiawyk @thewitcherhhj @mafia-bots @skz-cb @vampiremomo @shin-haneul @mafia-chae @immortalxateez @thewolfpack-cb @cb-museclub @heathenxbots @vamp-minho @killerbots @dragon-cb @hybridmonstax @studio-cb @shadowxjaemin @demon-nct @fullmoonpack-bot @hybrid-ateez-straykids-nct @youreours-cb @psycho-bots [ dm to be +/-!!!]

[alovelyepiphany]

Okay so I saw an edit of So-mun x Shin Hyeok u on YouTube and if they ended up together, they would definitely have a very toxic upbringing…but in the end, Hyuk-woo changed anyways…

But honestly when i was watching this series, whenever I found them together i would think “aww they’re kinda cute together” and that was until i learned about toxic relationships from Marie TB’s videos (i love learning from her tbh and check out her edits too!)

im still bitter abt how they could’ve gotten a better friendship instead of that cliche-ish ending. Even tho I know the main writer left around ep 9 and that’s how the story changed-

cr: @alleycvm

[koushisatori]

All you have to do is ask

It’s me again! This isn’t beta-read yet, but I’ll do so tomorrow after lunch!! But i need to get this out of my drafts asap and...well, here you go!!  Edit: 16.11.,13:10: I beta’ed it now and weeded out dumb mistakes (and made new ones, probably ) !  ♡ ～('▽^人)  

oikawa x f!reader

genre: small bit of angst, fluff

warnings: someone kinda trying to force themselves onto you??

word count: 3.4k

note: this was supposed to be a drabble, now look at what it turned out to be </3</blockquote>

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Tooru was sure that he had saved at least thousands of people in his last life to deserve you liking him back

you didn’t play ‘’unreachable’’ but he had to out in some work for you

especially with his fan club being all over him all the damn time, 

but you never gave him any reason to doubt your intentions with him which is why he took wooing you very seriously

both of you actually spend a lot of time by just talking and getting to know each other due to that

for example: he liked taking you on cute little and spontaneous dates on volleyball-free afternoons and would then walk you home after

or on lunch breaks that you (at first) spend with him alone 

(sometimes he waits at your classroom door to pick you up if it’s manageable for him - aka if he’s not swarmed by people with confession letters)

later you both are consequently joined by Iwa, Mattsun, and Makki 

the last two loved teasing him with their ‘fun facts for lunch’

’’(Y/N)?’’ you hear Makki sing even before you can see any of the other three. next to you, Tooru groans in advance 

’’Did you know that ‘Kawa can reach a g’’ as soon as he’s eye to eye with an insect larger than your pinky finger?’’ the strawberry haired boy says, mattsun next to him wagging his eyebrows 

the professional that you are easily suppresses a grin, you merely chuckle amused 

’’Who isn’t afraid of bugs larger than that? There are way smaller things that could kill you!’’ you exclaim with wide eyes ‘’...and I’ll gladly channel all my bravery and…’’ you look around before leaning forward, the two boys following your example, intrigued by the secretive expression on your face ‘’…annihilate everything and everyone that might scare Tooru or make fun of hi’’ – ‘’WOAH, (Y/N)-‘’

they had tried to flirt with you just to fuck with Oikawa (so with no real intention) but they had to realize rather quickly that this was a hopeless task – you couldn’t tell that people were flirting with you unless they spelled it out

(literally that one meme;   you: ’’were you flirting with me, Tooru?’’ Tooru: did for the past half-year, thanks for noticing tho <3’’)

Don’t worry you know the setter well enough by now to be able to tell when he does, and really - only Tooru’s flirting matters to you

it also makes you blush furiously, now that you truly get it, but we’re not talking about that

Iwaizumi took you to the side one day while you were waiting for Oikawa to finish his training

he asked you sternly if you were sure that you would be able to handle days, weekends, and sometimes weeks in which Tooru would unintentionally prioritize Volleyball over you

said, that you had to find a balance on the fine line that was leaving him be with his training and stopping him from overexertion (and really ruining his knee)

after assuring that yeah, you would because you genuinely liked him, volleyball obsession and all, and that wanted to be with him, Iwa let go of any rest reservations he had had against you and joined the general teasing

Okay, moving on

as soon as his and your interest in each other became clear, you kept a clear distance from other males (and females, ‘yer that desired, as you should btw)

if they pushed it, you unmistakable stated that you’re not interested in other advances because you liked someone

Like??? Oikawa really just had to say the magic words at this point, you'd say yes in an instant

for god's sake tf is he waiting for?!!

despite you being obvious with your interest in the setter and disinterest in everyone else regarding this you constantly get approached by admirers

some people need it spelled out that you mean what you say, honestly

A thing Tooru liked so much about you was your kindness, but it also was the reason that - as already said - some people still thought they might have a chance

it’s not your fault, your natural charm is like...the 8th wonder of the world!!

due to your impeccable behavior and perfect grades, you obviously were the teachers’ favorite student to pick to help out other students

cue to: oh, look!! you're chosen again *sigh*

up until now, the tutoring never bugged Tooru too much, it was more like an itch he couldn’t scratch

but usually, they weren’t after school (giving up your lunch break, you’re a hero) and never awoke any rumors

your latest ’student’ seemed to think that he was close to ’’winning you over’’, though, that you were secretly but undeniably head over heels for him by now

’’I’ve heard that he plans on asking (Y/N) out today!’’ - ‘’No way! Even with Oikawa-Senpai obviously being interested in her?’’ - ‘’Yes!’’ - ‘’Death wish~’’

Tooru had to hear it in between classes and while he trusted you (and the last comment made him chuckle a bit), this was not the case for that guy

You: go home after class, Tooru, I need to give another tutoring session :(

of course, he wanted to hear none of that, especially with the hushed words fresh in his mind

meanwhile, you vividly imagined his annoyed expression reading it and the cute little huffing sound; you couldn’t help but smile softly to yourself </3

Tooru Σ>―(〃°ω°〃)♡→: I’ll wait for you, (Y/N)-chan, Iwa-chan and me wanted to try out something anyway (^.~)☆

Tooru Σ>―(〃°ω°〃)♡→: also, I waited to try out the sweets at the patisserie for too long to not eat my weight in cake twice today, so you better hurry if you want me to share with you

His answer clearly stating: I will wait for you, don’t take too long

Okay, maybe he was a bit jealous 

that this guy gets a reward – another hour with you alone - for being stupid ?? it obviously fed into a crazy fantasy and it was unfair

Oikawa reminded himself that he had no reason to be jealous, especially since he had yet to ask you out and make it official

(it had to be perfect and cute just like you, okay? no rom-com was able to prepare him for the real thing!!)

training – for the first time in years – dragged on endlessly

his mind kept wandering, and after the first 5 volleyballs to the head, courtesy of a very annoyed Iwaizumi, said one took matters into his own hands dragging his sulking best friend out of the gym

‘’If you’re jealous, Shittykawa, then fucking confess already.’’ Iwaizumi says with his no-bullshit voice, letting go of Tooru's jacket. 

While it was obvious that Oikawa is, in fact, super fucking jealous, he chuckles and puts on an easy smile. ‘’Silly Iwa-chan! I’m not- OUCH!’’ The brunet yelps, holding the back of his head and looking at his childhood friend with a pout. 

‘’First of all, fuck you, Shittykawa, for thinking I’m falling for your dumb act.’’ The ace growls, narrowing his eyes. ’’(Y/N) is a beautiful girl. Of course, Extras try to get close to and confess to her, you morron.’’ The spiky-haired let’s out a tsk-sound, seeing Tooru’s wide eyes. ‘’I at least hope you are aware that she is waiting for you to ask her out officially, right? It’s literally on you to put your foot over the line between a girl friend and your girlfriend. But if you take too long, she’ll eventually be fed up with waiting…so why in hell are you stalling?’’ Iwaizumi huffs, crossing his buff arms over his chest.

With a shrug, Oikawa looks up to the sky before his gaze travels down to settle on his feet, shuffling from side to side. ‘’I’m scared that making it official will do more harm than good, Hajime. She never said something else but…is she really fine with me forgetting basic things over Volleyball? Or will she leave me after a while like my last girlfriend? Because she realized Damn, he’s really into volleyball. I also don’t want to hurt (Y/N) by asking her to be mine and then…being me and screw everything up again.’’ Tooru whispers quietly, trying to hide the vulnerability while intentionally avoiding his best friends eyes. 

‘’You’re dumb, Tooru.’’ 

Well…that’s not what he was expecting Iwaizumi to do or say. A punch against his upper arm or chest maybe, or a kick to the shin – always with love but still painful enough to get the message across. But not a soft-voiced statement paired with a sigh. 

‘’I hate...’’ Iwaizumi says, waving his hand up and down. ‘’...why do I have to do...the emotionally charged pep talk.’’ He grumbles, pulling his hand over his face before he looks up directly into Oikawa’s insecure but also curious eyes.

’’You might not be aware of it, but things already are different compared to last time. (Y/N) does not just accept your passion, but supports you fully. With the amount of time she spends on the bench doing her homework and cheering for everyone when we do training's matches, while remembering our schedules and matches, she’s practically an inofficial second manager. By any means, she’s a perfect match to your madness, it’s scary.’’ he jokes, thinking of all the small things you do for his best friend that - in the end - make him trust you even more.

‘’But…what might be more important to you right now is that you’re not behaving like last time as well. You still are so freaking stupid and overexert yourself…but you check up on her whenever you take a water break. If it's asking in person or sending her a message. You make sure to have at least two free afternoons where you spend time with each other, which is two days more than you did last time by the way. You have that stupidly dopey smile on your face when you see Y/N. I mean…nothing ever breaks your focus after you set foot on the field and yet here we are, standing outside because all you do is mope around instead of playing!’’ The spiky-haired player huffs.

After a moment of silence, Tooru cries out an ‘’Iwa-chan, you do love me!’’ while draping himself over his best friend. ‘’Oi, Trashykawa!’’ the other protests with a fake angry voice, yet hugging the other back for a second before he pushes him off nonetheless. 

‘’Okay, now move your ass, the pinning you two are doing is a pain to witness.’’ Iwa says accusatory before going back into the gym, leaving Oikawa to make a decision. 

Hurrying through the gym to the changing rooms, Tooru nearly makes it out unseen until Yahaba is half asking, half yelling from the other side of the hall. ‘’Oikawa-san, where are you going?’’ 

With a wide grin and his signature peace sign (it’s for his own emotional support here, okay, his nerves are killing him), the Captain turns around to announce ‘’I’m finally getting myself a girlfriend!’’ before he quickly leaves his hollering teammates. 

(Oikawa was quite sure to hear Mattsun yell something like ‘All of you! Pay up!’ and Kyoutani muttering an ‘I’m leaving.’ somewhere in his vicinity.)

5 Minutes later, the brunet looks through all the classrooms in the hallway you should be in, teaching a good for nothing that was adamant about trying to steal you away from him. Tsk. 

Right after turning around the corner, Tooru hears a dull thud, followed up by a soft gasp that made his insides churn uncomfortably. That it’s immediately followed by a low, deep voice doesn’t help at all with calming Oikawas heart beat. He slowly creeps closer to the slightly ajar door to the room with the treacherous sounds. The soft whimper following was unmistakably you, and his heart suddenly felt like it was on the verge of breaking for a second.

Should he turn around and leave? Perhaps Iwaizumi was right with you being tired of waiting for him. Maybe you were tired and accepted someone else? 

Luckily, a gruff inner voice growls – surprisingly sounding like his best friend – and mentally slaps him. You never gave him a reason to doubt your affection! And if he had to fight for your affection then so it be! Also, you wouldn’t engage in something inappropriate out in public. There was a 99,9% chance of him misinterpreting everything due to his own insecurities, and you being uncomfrotable right now. Unacceptable. 

With his resolve strengthened again, the setter finally takes the last steps over to the door. Standing there, he finally could understand the words being spoken. Oikawa suddenly had a presentiment of what was happening inside.

Meanwhile, you were struggling unceasingly. ’’It…it is flattering that you…that you like me, honestly!! And…there are surely many other girls that would feel honored to be confessed to by you, but I like someone else, I’m sorry. Please, accept my choice!’’ you say, damming your voice for shaking and underminding your own statement.

’’Ah, ah, pretty girl, it’s not nice to lie.’’ the guy in front of you chuckles. The usage of such a pet name makes you cringe in disgust. There’s only one person allowed to give you tese kind of names. ‘’I know you like me, too. You with your cute little blush when you talk to me and lingering soft touches-‘’ 

A scandalized sound of protest leaves your lips. You were just short of stomping your foot. ’’I did no such thing! I-’’ But as before, your words meet a seemingly deaf ear. 

’’I will be the best boyfriend a pretty girl like you could ever wish for.’’ Moving closer, the guy slowly backs you up until you meet the chalkboard behind you. ’’Come on, give in.’’ He murmurs, hitting his hand against the board next to your head, which forces a scared whimper out of you. ‘’I’m all you need.’’

Stepping into the room, Tooru couldn’t believe his eyes and ears,. The blood in his veins slowly but surely starts to boil. 

’’Please, let me leave! I told you, I am not interested. I am with-’’ You plea softly, one hand pressed against the guys’ chest to stop him from coming any closer, – did he really try to kabedon you against the chalkboard? - while your other was hidden from his view. Even though you were trying your best, the distance between the two of you was insultingly sparse, the guy making up for the lack bodily closeness in general by leaning forward enough for your faces to be separated by only a few inches. You could probably feel his breath on your face. Tooru really felt like punching the guy.

’’What’s so special about the pretty boy anyway? He has many girls running after him to choose from, let me have you. I’ll treat you better! I have so much free time and I would spend all of it on you. Let me take you out for a coffee, pretty girl, or dinner. Hm? I’ll prove my words directly. I mean…he hasn’t even asked you out! It’s unfair how he is keeping you on the back burner, stringing you along. To you…’’ suddenly the boy moves closer, lowering his voice to a sultry murmur ‘’…and to m-‘’ 

’’That’s enough.’’ Oikawa says, his tone icy, sending shivers down the other male's spine. You on the other hand… 

’’Tooru…’’ you whisper, relief evident, as you watch him move closer to you as fast as humanly possible. Yet you still aren’t able to reach out. ’’Please, Tooru…’’ 

Upon hearing your soft whimper, his brown eyes follow yours to your other hand, realizing that said one is still in the firm grip of the guys' right. At that a clearly dangerous growl leaves the usually sweet brunet. ‘’If you don’t let go of her in the next two seconds and leave her be for good in 5, I can and will break your arm.’’ Oikawa threatens with an overly sweet, yet terrifying smile, wrapping his own hands around the guy's wrist, blunt nails pressing painfully into the sensitive flesh on the inside.

With a hiss, the guy finally pulls back his hand. It allows you to seek shelter behind the tall setters back. Your fingers tightly hold onto his shirt while you peek at the other from behind him. ’’Aww, come on, pretty boy,…’’ he says, voice provoking, the words clearly meant to degrade Oikawa. ’’…let me have some fun with sweets over there, and when I’m done you can have her all to yourself.’’ To top of his words, he winks at you. 

With the way he had tensed up the first moment, you half expect Tooru to suit the action to the word, and really break his arm...instead, Oikawa looks the other dead in the eye, while saying ’’Hey, (Y/N)-chan,? There’s that really sickening wretched smell in here, it’s kind of painful. I’d like to take you somewhere nice, will you get your things?’’

You hastily nod and do as you are told while Tooru continues to stare the other down, keeping his attention away from you and using the slighty height difference to his advantage. The moment you reach him, Oikawa finally lets go of the others wrist, grabbing yours instead. You tug him to the door as quick as possible, when suddenly life found its way back into the other. 

‘’Hey, what did you mean?’’ he asks, half angry, half clueless. Unable to accept his loss. 

Oikawa turns back one last time, a smirk settling on his lips while his eyes twinkle with amusement. ‘’I said, that a mouth breather as pitiful as you are is a disgrace to be in the vicinity of someone as amazing as her.’’ And with that, you both finally leave.

(Y/N)-chan…are you alright?’’ Tooru asks once you left the school grounds. His thumb drawing little circles on the back of your hand. 

You nod before you eventually look up, worrying your lip. ’’Thank you. I…I was really scared. Even though I'm sure that he would have done something…something…’’ you swallow down the nasty words, shuddering slightly. ’’I’m glad you came to save me, Tooru.’’ You finally settle on, pink coloring your cheeks. Beckoning him to lean down a bit by waggling your finger, you softly craddle his face and press a kiss to his cheek. The blush becoming more intense now with every passing moment.

Before you can pull back your hands, though, his had already found purchase on yours, keeping them - and you - in place. Everything about this moment felt right to him. Maybe now was the right time. ’’Pretty girl...’’ he murmurs, assessing your reaction. (He notes, pleased, that your blush intensifies, and your smile turns all giddy. He needs you to forget about that douchebag calling you that. He would repeat it until all you remembered was his voice using it.) ‘’I kind of really, really, really want to kiss you right now…’’ He whispers, the warmth of his cheeks telling him that he was most likely sporting a blush similar to yours. ’’…Will you be mine? Will you allow me to hold your hand? To kiss you silly? To steal bites of your food and make up for it with compliments and as many cuddles as you wish? Will you allow me to brag about you being my girlfriend and force you to wear my jersey to all my matches now and in the future?’’ His eyes didn’t leave yours for a second. He enjoyed watching yours light up as if he had just hung the stars in the night sky, or as if he had made you the best present a girl could wish for. 

’’Tooru…I thought you’d never ask…’’ you say with a smile so affectionate that it makes him feel mushy and warm all over. And then he finally closes the gap. 

The moment your lips meet for their first kiss is better than anything he had ever imagined. It isn’t a firework exploding, nor an unbalanced fight of passion and dominance. Instead, it’s gentle. A loving flow and exchange, wrapping you both in a blanket of warmth. A bubble just for the two of you. He understood what Iwaizumi meant with different, because – even though this relationship just started – he knows, that with you he had found a completely new world of comfort and love. Being with you already felt like coming home.

[katierosefun]

Any kind of media rec to help me get through a friendship breakup?

mm m m . . . i don't know if kdramas are your thing, anon, but oddly enough, kdramas come to mind first, but i've also added some other media that i've either also watched / heard were good to add to this list:

(a quick heads-up: some of the kdramas that i mention, at least, include main relationships that i personally see as deeply queer/romantic, but i think they still work for this theme, esp. since these shows aren’t exactly explicitly queer)

kdramas:

1. flower boy next door

flower boy next door is honestly one of my favorite kdramas for a lot of reasons, and it holds the greatest place in my heart because it got me through some of my own painful friendship breakups. (seriously. when i was younger, i would watch this drama basically every day after school on my little ipod touch.)

basically, this show is about a young writer recluse named go dok mi (park shin hye) who, after a particularly traumatizing event in her old high school, now refuses to really venture outside of her apartment. things change when she meets her rather extroverted neighbor across the street enrique (yoon shi yoon), so this story has a bit of romance, but the parts about friendship and just how much no one can break your heart like your best friend is so vital to go dok mi's character development. it's a healing drama in that way, although a touch sad. sometimes your best friend is the one who hurts you the most, and sometimes the past creeps up to you in unexpected ways, and sometimes things are never the same--but this drama really says that even then, you'll be okay. genuinely one of my faves, i ignore everyone who says otherwise!

2. school 2013

this particular kdrama is about the struggles of being a high school student, and one of the main plotlines follows two friends go nam soon (lee jong suk) and park heung soo (kim woo bin), who had been separated due to an accident. as they both grapple with their past relationship and now new one, they also deal with all the other messy things about being a high schooler (like studies, this idea of having a dream, broken dreams, the complicated politics of a high school classroom). 

i guarantee that you’ll fall in love with them--their relationship in particular makes me rather sad, but you’ll see the full depth of how much they mean to each other as the show progresses. (also, the teacher characters in this show are excellent too. not related to the whole broken friendships kind of theme, but all the characters in this show are just fantastic, the teachers included.) 

3. my country: the new age 

so i’m actually literally just about to finish this show, and tbh, this is perhaps one of the metal shows when it comes to just how messy relationships with a best friend can be. basically, this show follows seo hwi (yang se jong) and nam seon ho (woo do hwan), who have been best friends since childhood. now as the goryeo dynasty approaches to a bloody end, these two find themselves on opposing sides constantly, and so you witness all the ugliness and tragedy from that. their relationship is full of backstabbing and hurting and sometimes even attempting to kill each other--but you see just how much they still just can’t seem to let each other go, and it’s perhaps so honest in the deep, insane bonds that you might build with someone who you’ve loved for so long. (and i would say that seon ho and hwi’s relationship is perhaps the most complex relationships i’ve seen in a while, in that how can a relationship both scream “i love you” and “i want to hate you” at the same time . . . but that’s what it is here!) 

4. beyond evil 

beyond evil is about a million different things, but one thing i really love about beyond evil is because it has so many different elements that appeal to all kinds of people. on one level, it’s a thriller, and on another, it’s a romance, and on yet another, it’s also a rather sad story about broken relationships, even with those that you might have known for a long, long time. 

i won’t spoil the show, but there’s a very specific kind of thing that happens in this show that reminds me quite a bit about the underlying dynamics that happens in an old friendship. it’s personally reminded me quite a lot of my old high school friendships, which i think says a lot, especially considering how this show is also a murder mystery--and while i’ve never struggled through something as drastic as a murdered relative during my high school years, there’s something so poignant and sad and really real about the emotions that each character feels, especially those who have been friends with each other for a long time. 

movies: 

the world of us 

this movie honestly felt like a slap to the face because there were just so many themes about friendship in this movie that i think a lot of people can relate to, myself included. this movie’s about a young girl named sun (choi soo in) who has always been the outcast of her class--but when new girl ji ah (seol hye in) moves to town, they become fast friends . . . only, of course, things become more and more complicated as the school year starts up again, and suddenly even this friendship doesn’t seem quite as stable as it used to be. 

this is honestly one of my favorite movies, if only because every single moment is so real, and you can tell the writer and director really poured their heart and soul into this film. the entire cast is fantastic too, capturing the exact realness and frustration that comes with being a little kid confused about why your friend no longer seems to like you. it’s a beautiful film, and i think it’s a must-watch for anyone who’s ever felt their heart broken by a friend. 

2. the perks of being a wallflower 

okay, so i know this movie (and book) gets a little bit of flack, but i really found a lot of comfort in both the movie and book when i personally felt lonely and a bit sad about friends, so i hope it’s at least a little bit comforting. i think this movie/book is well-known enough, but on the off-chance you might know it: this story follows charlie (logan lerman), now a high school freshman navigating this new school year in the aftermath of his friend’s suicide. in the process, he stumbles into a new group of friends--a group of high school seniors who somehow take him under his wing. 

ultimately, though, this book is a lot about addressing the unaddressed traumas, the kind of things that we don’t really make sense of until long, long after.