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😮‍💨 that was intense writing a conclusion for a 10 am-due 3-page paper at 9:30 am. While in the middle of working. 🤯

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As long as I’m not hit by a truck or struck by lightning or fall off a cliff (accidentally), I need to wake up and get through the day. No matter how fucked up the day, the week, the month will be, I will fight for—well, not exactly fight, maybe just survive it.

Ending it all might be a viable option, but it(death) will be for me if the time comes—if the time is right. For now, I’ll face this hell-on-earth of a life even if I don’t have the emotional, physical, and mental and intellectual (I’m dumb as fuck, as I have learned recently) capacity to do so. Because at the end of the fucking day, the only way out is fucking through.

Sounds constricting, huh? But that’s the truth. Unfortunately.

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Good news doesn’t make me less suicidal

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“Just a gentle reminder” and it’s a message from your manager 9:00 pm on your day off.

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500+ Sapphic Books That Came Out in 2024

500+ Sapphic Books That Came Out in 2024 (The Lesbrary)

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You’re on Episode 8? Good luck!

now it's beginning to get interesting. can't wait to see who's going to be the new prince of maeran theater troupe

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Just finished Derry Girls. I am not okay.

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Why weren’t the younger versions of the parents in the episode 5 of Derry Girls Season 3, not played by their kids. I don’t understand. They would be perfect.

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I’ve been refreshing Huion’s website just to see if they restocked their h1161 pen tablets already. 😭

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I really want to die holy shit

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How did you do it, Emily Dickinson? How did you reach 52, without wanting to end it in your 20s? 😭

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Life would be okay if I don’t always want to die.

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I Want You To Quiet Down by Patrica Grullon

2011, acrylic and ink on wood

This got taken down for violation, even though it’s a perfect example of what is supposedly allowed. So I’ll put it back up for the three minutes it’ll be allowed up. 😴

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Nobody touch me right now, I’m writing a trial scene.

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My favorite girl group 💛🫶

Maeran!

My bias is Juran btw.

My bias wrecker is leader-nim Jeongnyeon!

But Yeongseo has a special place in my heart.

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The universe knows that a female-centered and sapphic-coded kdrama (starring kim-taeri) won’t happen again or anytime soon. But I’m still glad it happened.