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so uhh i got summoned to asurei court, if anyone's interested in my testimony papers, theyre down below the cut. (aka my whole take on how i believe their dynamic would develop in cannon)
asurei isn’t for everyone & its whole point is unhealthy dependence.. toxic yuri if u will.. anything resembling a healthy relationship would only be in one of the alt universes created by the 3rd impact 💀 rei and asuka both have what the other wants (whether it be the worth asuka puts on recognition of piloting skills or rei's desire to break from mindless obedience like asuka seems to do so easily.) They both hate and admire each other for this, and asuka specifically expresses this by lashing out at rei. asuka's whole relationship w lesbian comphet plays a HUGE role into all of this but let’s gloss over it for the time being. (now, with asurei u gotta get a bit delusional cuz cannon doesn’t give us much so from here on out is just my opinion on how it'd play out.)
in terms of rei's POV in this:
rei hates the attention they gets from men, and is especially disgusted by gendo's fake kindness. he sees rei as a replaceable doll and pushes yui's image on them. gendo has never actually seen rei for who they really are, and rei later begins to hate and despise not only gendo but themselves too. in the anime, rei is shown to have self destructive tendencies & suicidal ideation because not only are they constantly being replaced & having their memory wiped, but each time they forget any sort of emotion that they learn in the meantime. recall the scene in which rei, right after being "revived" and left with no memory, sees gendo's glasses. although they cant remember anything, its hinted that their "soul" still remembers and hates him. rei tries to break the glasses but in the end, they’re still unable to defy and break free from their situation. feeling frustrated and helpless, rei starts crying & remarks how this should be the first time they've experienced it but somehow it feels like its not. back to the present, reis acting very reckless in battle and basically using themselves as a meat shield. they're so full of self-hate, and seeing asuka's obvious inferiority to them just upsets them even more. why does she put so much worth on the one thing that acts like a plague to them? compared to these pointless test results on a screen, asuka has something so much more valuable. the ability to think for themselves, to not be someone's doll. asuka's inferiority is almost insulting. rei verbally lashes out at asuka in the elevator, showing defiance that they never knew they could produce. it felt almost liberating. they find that being around asuka gives them emotions that they've always longed for, no matter how ugly they may be. they soon find themselves seeking asuka out, and the inferiority that was once insulting became a means to control and keep her close. asuka, someone who was seemingly invincible and can roam free without care, has one weakness that causes her to crack and shatter from the slightest touch. and that weakness is none other than rei themselves. rei becomes possessive in a way that they've never known possible. so much so that a part of them starts to hate themselves, fearing they've become just like their abuser gendo. nonetheless, rei begins to value their life more. they become deathly afraid of dying & being replaced by some mindless clone that has forgotten everything they now know about asuka and themself.
now what is asuka doing in all of this?
asuka deals with a lot of comphet and its an integral part of her character, so much so that it doesn’t seem right to not mention it. but to quickly summarize, because of this she has a love-hate relationship with attention from men. she feels disgusted by it but gets extremely jealous when it seems like another girl might replace her. then comes rei. (now what most ppl don’t seem to notice is asuka didnt start off hating rei, she tried to be friends but ever since the beginning misato has ALWYAYS pitted them against each other. this of course led asuka to feeling threatened & seeing rei as an enemy. especially since it involves piloting ability, something that asuka sees as her whole point of living.) she begins to hate her because how can someone who is so good at piloting be so brainless and doll-like. that’s exactly what asuka was trying so hard to not become! in this aspect, rei's entire existence defies what asuka has tried so hard to believe in up to this point. her hate & inferiority towards rei is only made worse when she sees that they're not only being objectified by men, but are seemingly unbothered by it unlike asuka. rei is now constantly on her mind, and asuka starts to realize that what she's feeling towards them isn’t just hate. its around the time of the elevator scene that these confusing emotions and inferiorities are at their peak. right after this, asuka goes into battle & is ordered to be rei's backup. she defies this order but receives a mental attack from an angel that causes her to re-live all of her trauma & comphet issues. the person that saved her from this is none other than rei. at this point asuka is at an all-time low, and states that she'd rather be left for dead than saved by someone like rei. she’s still confused by her feelings towards rei, but right now her hatred and insecurity is taking priority. its right after this battle that her synchro rates plummet and she loses the #1 thing she based her life worth on. she then goes out to die in an abandoned building but is eventually retrieved by NERV. I believe that during this time alone, she’s also wallowing in her feelings for rei and coming to terms with a lot of comphet stuff, especially after that psychological attack. right after this the world like ends or whatever but lets forget that for now & extend time cuz the gays need it 🥰 .
rei and asuka at this point realize their feelings in one way or another, and there's a lot of tension in their conversations. asuka is at a very fragile point rn bc of all the stuff that just went on, and rei is unsure how to go about things, half due to their inexperience & half due to their fear of becoming like gendo. however, asuka realizes rei is acting different from before, and advances on them as a way of lashing out. but to her surprise rei is undefiant and actually willingly helpless in her hands. she feels a rush of superiority and is amused by how inexperienced rei is. she also realizes that unlike her previous experiences with men (like when she tried to kiss shinji but didnt want to see, smell, taste, or even feel it & had a mental breakdown afterwards lol ) she actually likes it!? the romantic/sexual affirmation that asuka has always wanted from men like kaji is being fulfilled by rei in a way that asuka feels completely in control & comfortable. she's not forcing herself or being objectified, but rather is taking the lead. this is something she never imagined possible before. and all of this is with rei to boot! the rei that, in asuka's eyes, has always looked down on her and been unobtainable is now melting in her hands like putty. there’s a sense of accomplishment she feels, which makes her want to push rei even more. she finally has authority and to make herself feel better, she takes it out on rei through advances like this. she goes further and further, and in an ironic way, uses intimacy as a form of self-harm. she feels shame and despises herself for doing such things with ill-intent, and with another woman at that. its a toxic relationship that tries to fill the hole in her heart, but only leads to a bigger one forming.
when asuka first advanced onto rei, they felt something unlike anything before. unlike when gendo would often touch their shoulder, rei didnt recoil from asuka's touch. rei also felt something similar to asuka, in that the person who always seemed unbound by anything in now giving them her undivided attention. the fact that this came from an act of anger didnt really bother rei, since they knew from the beginning that was one of the only ways to get asuka to even spare them a glance. rei would gladly become hated if it meant binding asuka to them. in a mix of touch-starvedness & unhealthy dependency on asuka, rei kept looking forward to any interacting with asuka, since it was what really made them feel alive. asuka slowly becomes rei's world and meaning for living, but they eventually realize that causes a great insecurity. asuka is independent and can go anywhere she wants if she feels like it. from rei's pov, asuka desperately wants attention from men, something that rei could never give her. rei's afraid that asuka will leave them, & to tie asuka down they play the role of a villain. rei keeps asuka feeling insecure by becoming what asuka envisioned them as, and slowly starts hacking away at asuka's Achille's heel. rei desperately uses the short time that asuka has given them to engrain themself into her, so much so that asuka would be nothing without them. rei cannot let asuka realize her worth for fear that she would leave them. rei notices that asuka enjoys seeing them helpless and plays the part, almost like a honeytrap. slowly tho I believe that rei starts to take control of the relationship in hopes of making asuka dependent on them.
Asurei is in no way a wholesome relationship, and ik that’s not for everyone.. my vision of a happy end for them would be both of them becoming comfortable in their relationship and finding that the actions they once used to express hatred for themselves and each other is now slowly becoming fueled by love and desire for each other. They form a very unhealthy co-dependence on each other, but for them it works. They cant envision a world without the other in it.
#asurei#i was so surprised i got summoned#am i seen as some kind of asurei-connoisseur#toxic yuri#thats all it boils down to
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ah frick, i forgot what i was doing again and got distracted for half an hour finding out how many languages have the word for orange the fruit and orange the colour as the same thing, and it turns out most of them do and i think thats really stupid
WAIT APPARENTLY ITS BEEN AN HOUR AND A HALF SINCE I POSTED LAST?? WHAT THE HELL WAS I DOING, I GENUINELY DONT REMEMBER
welp, either way, time to continue. i probably wont finish today
ENGLISH JUMPSCARE, JEEZ, I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THAT "good morning"
you spent half of it lost in a forest, but sure. whatever you say buddy
kiss. kiss. kiss. kiss. kiss. kiss. kiss. kiss.
HES SO PRECIOUS I LOVE HIM SO MUCH
FHJEWKBSDG THE STICKY NOTES
BRB IMMA CRY REAL QUICK
THE FACE
THE FACE
THE SMILEY FACE
THE PRAN SMILEY FACE
AAAAAAAAA
AND THE WAY THEY KEEP SMILING AT EACH OTHER???
I AM DECEASED. DEAD. GONE.
I AM KICKING MY FEET AND SMILING AND CRYING AND DYING AND AAAAAAA
THEY FISTBUMPED
THEY FISTBUMPED
THYE FISTBUMPED
GIEJRHNGDSOJVBENRPDOIKGNL
YOURE KIDDING
this is the end of me. thats it.
im writing p'aof into my will
someone play Our Song at my funeral
imma head out and die rn
see y'all in hell
OH EW I SAID Y'ALL, NEVER MIND IM COMING BACK, NOT DYING TODAY, I NOW REGRET EVERYTHING IVE EVER DONE
AAAAAAAAAAA
THEYRE BOTH JUST SO PRETTY AND SO PRECIOUS AND I WOULD DIE FOR THEM
PFFFT
my favourite thing is the fact that (if my memory serves me correctly) patpran never actually told phutian that theyre dating, but it was like as soon as they stepped foot into the village their gaydars went off and they just immediately k n e w, and i love it so much
theyre just such dads
HHHHHHH
GUEORJBDG
THEYD BETTER FREAKING COME BACK
THERES NO WAY THEY JUST LEAVE ALL OF THIS BEHIND
THEY DEFINITELY COME BACK EVERY SO OFTEN, COMPLETELY UNANNOUNCED, BECAUSE I SAID SO
AFTER PRAN GOES TO SINGAPORE, WHEN HE COMES BACK ONCE A YEAR THEY GO TO THE VILLAGE FOR A BIT
MAYBE SOMETIMES PAT GETS LONELY WHILE PRAN'S GONE AND HE GOES TO THE VILLAGE FOR A FEW DAYS AND HANGS OUT WITH THE KIDS OR SOMETHING
I CANT TAKE IT IF THEY JUST DONT COME BACK SO THIS STUFF IS CANON NOW I DECIDED
KAMPUNG
MY FAVOURITE CHILD
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH
HIS NAO NONG DOLL EYE MASK???
DAMN OKAY THEN
YES
PLEASE DO
"think of this place as your home. you're always welcome here." YES. GOOD. THANK YOU SO MUCH
ITS NOT THE END OF THE JOURNEY
THEYRE COMING BACK AND THATS FINAL
THEY. ARE. DADS.
I LOVE THEM ALL SO MUCH
THEY MAKE ME SO HAPPY????
they're gonna fu-
they're definitely gonna fu-
AND THEY SAID "OF COURSE"
THERE IS HOPEEE
well duh, of course he did
(there's this one tiktok i saw of a clip, and it has been the main driving force for me to finally watch this, (alongside wanting to finish before my friend), and the clip wouldnt have happened if phu didn't sign it)
NO BUT SERIOUSLY
WATCH IT
I HAVE WATCHED THIS ON REPEAT SO MANY TIMES THAT I DONT KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE
PFFFFTBAHAHAHAHAHA
THIS IS SO FUNNY OMG
THEYRE SUCH HUSBANDS AND BOYFRIENDS AND DADS I LOVE THEM
PLS ITS SO FUNNY
it honestly looks kinda like a horror film or smth
i just love them so much
you guys have literally had sex before, what do you mean a "closer look"
bro hes probably licked those abs before, what are you doing
PLS-
LIKE YOU'RE ANY BETTER?
I JUST LOVE MY DADS SO MUCH
ah frick im out of images again
IM TWELVE MINUTES THROUGH THE EPISODE AND IVE ALREADY USED UP MY 30 SCREENSHOTS FOR ONE TUMBLR POST, WHAT THE HELL
im making another one, ill be back, i promise
#quodekash watches our skyy 2 despite desperately needing to sleep#our skyy 2#bad buddy#bad buddy series#a tale of thousand stars#atots#1000stars#patpran#phutian#phuphatian#ohmnanon#earthmix#ohm pawat#nanon korapat#earth pirapat#mix sahaphap#our skyy 2 x bad buddy#our skyy 2 x a tale of thousand stars#our skyy 2 x atots
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Apologies for how long this is But,,
People who are antis about vocaloids are the funniest.
"She's 16" my buddy, she is sounds. She can be whatever you want her to be. She is a disembodied voice making noises that you can string together into a song. Watch me make her say "Hello my name is Miku and I'm 38 years old and I do my taxes. I have two kids". The high school idol girl who loves leeks Guidelines used for marketing and to kickstart producers' creativity are not the same as canon character traits (p sure the leek thing was even added by fans and adopted into official shit??). You can follow it or you can just not according to your will.
"Rin and Len are siblings" they're whatever you want them to be. Every single Vocaloid is whatever the fuck you want them to be. They're not characters. They're instruments. They're ideas. They're a baseline to build your own character on top of.
I've been listening to VOCALOID for 12 years. Miku doesn't have to be depicted with one design, with one character type, with one age. Neither do any of the others. Sometimes Rin and Len are siblings and sometimes they are an unrelated couple. Sometimes Miku is 16 and sometimes she is a grown ass woman with a job, or a housewife. And yeah sometimes they're sexualized in their teens and sometimes Rin and Len are an incestuous couple but that's the individual producer's choice. That's what's cool about VOCALOID ??? people do whatever the hell they want and tell weird and funky stories or even discuss personal traumatic events through the anonymity of a robot voice.
Like I guess I can understand even if I don't agree with people who do this with actual characters with established backstories and canon and reasons one might be squicked out by people using their image to play with taboos. But no VOCALOID is that. Acting like Miku being 16 is a law set in stone is so ridiculous to me. It's, like... do you even listen to VOCALOID? lol. Just went and shuffled a random playlist of songs to get some examples — I got a song where Miku is literally an actual Child who can't be much older than 12; I got a song where Miku is a doll; I got a song where Miku is a newscaster; and I got a song where Miku is in-universe a VOCALOID.
I'm just. very very tired and also confused and I guess I remain a bit amused but it's so sad and pathetic. I have been arguing in YouTube comment sections about VOCALOID since I was like 11 years old 😭 it never ends but it has become more annoying. Like idk does anyone else remember the era of "*nosebleeds* len is a shota >w< I ship him with kaito omg yaoii". It's probably good in some ways we've moved past that but I would still trade This for that instantly.
yeah it’s ridiculous how people will be like “miku can be anything” but then turn around and say that she has to be 16
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-- Prologue --
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Hello, December. This is it, it's the final month of 2023. And while I have a bunch of items that I would love to review, I want to tackle my recent order that was delivered on Nov 24th of that year. 🙂📦
My paper dolls ask "So, what's inside of that package?". Well, let's find out right now! 😁📦✂️ ↓
🎦 My Recorded video No. 1 ↑ 📲
IMPORTANT NOTE: My apologies for the awful background, despite my current smartphone (the Honor 8C) doesn't have noise cancelling / anti-background sound feature. 🚫🎶🏙️📲
My High Purity Copper Wire Replacement Audio for my QKZ AK6 Pro IEM review (w/ my paper dolls) - 1st Half [Recorded: Dec 8th, 2023]
DeviantART Version: [CLICK ME!]
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Here it is! This is my last item review for 2023, the "High Purity Copper Wire Replacement Audio" [Model name: "HC001ABK"] for my existed QKZ AK6 Pro IEM Earphones by the folks of Popcorn Tech. 🙂🎧🎶 Mmmmm... I would like to call it "Audio Wire Replacement", for now on. 🙂 So, will it worked on my current IEM Earphones? Let's find out. 🤔
IMPORTANT NOTE: I know what you thinking, but... They're not actual selling ✌ "popcorn" ✌ foods ❌🍿, no. (as confused as I am) Rather, they're selling tech stuff, aside from audio items. See these for yourself:[Lazada - CLICK ME!], [Shopee - CLICK ME!].
BTW: If you haven't seen my review of QKZ AK6 Pro (from 2022), then I'll provide some links down below. ↓ 😉
My QKZ AK6 Pro IEM Earphones:
• Revealing parcel [Oct 1st, 2022]
• Part 1 (1st half) [Oct 8th, 2022]
• Part 2 (2nd half) [Oct 8th, 2022]
• Part 3 (Final) [Oct 26th, 2022]
So, without further ado, let's get started:
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• [5th & 6th Images] Alright so, let's have a comparison with my old one (from the original box), while I'm making an explanation why I bought this replacement. I have a ton of photos, so let's keep rolling.
• The reason why I need it as urgent was because of our new pet bunny 🥰🐰🤗 (yes, we do have a pet domestic rabbit gifted by our related family tree) chewing on my OG audio wire, while I was sleeping at midnight. Apparently, My IEM earphone was felt beside our pet rabbit's cage before it chewed. 🐰 (Reason? Because my parents bought a ton of item goods to sell for our small business, which ended up in our living room) And what you see now (followed by other snapshots) are the remaining pieces of my OG audio wire, and that's why I need a replacement for my current IEM. As I said before, owning an IEM had a huge advantage over ordinary/regular earphones was the ability to detach the earpiece from the old audio wire and in favor of the new one. As for our beloved pet rabbit, we've decided to move to the backyard, along with our beloved mixed breed canine (named "Buster") during the cleaning schedule. 😊🐶
BTW: While I can't show ya our actual pet rabbit, instead here's a video of our exact pet rabbit breed 🥰🐰🤗 → [CLICK ME!]. As for our mixed breed canine? Well, sadly, I have no information on what breed he/she is... Sorry. 🤔 Anyways, let's go back to my review.
• [7th to 19th Images] As I said before, here are the remaining of my OG audio wire from QKZ, completely snapped and chewed by our beloved pet rabbit. Nonetheless, the comparison between my old and new audio wire is completely identical (from the C Pin to the ear hooks, and even the Y-shaped splitter. Not to mention, the material used), almost. 🙂 Because there are notable things that I've found except the yellowish color of the QDC C Pin 🤔, like their controls. [12th & 13th Images] The OG had a single play/pause/call button, while the 'audio wire replacement' had included the volume buttons (alongside the aforementioned one) to prevent reaching our smartphone for adjusting our music sound 🚫✋🎶📲, which is good. 🙂👍 [19th Image] Another one was the missing logo from the new 'audio wire replacement'. Yeah, there's nothing special about it 🤷, since this 'audio wire replacement' had strong compatibility with other IEM brands, not just for QKZ models (like my AK6 Pro), as long as you're using the C Pin variant over other IEM audio pins. 🎶😉
Unfortunately, This is the end of '1st half'. But, fear not because I have the '2nd half', right here. → [CLICK ME!] 😉
Well, that's all for now.
Tagged: @lordromulus90, @bryan360, @carmenramcat, @leapant, @rafacaz4lisam2k4, @alexander1301, @paektu
#My Video#MyVideo#My Photos#My Photo#MyPhotos#MyPhoto#Video#Photos#Photo#Chowder#Panini#Chowder Panini#Paper Dolls#Audio Wire#Audio Wire Replacement#QKZ#QKZ AK6 Pro#IEM Earphones#In-Ear Monitor Earphones#In Ear Monitor Earphones#Earphones#Earphone#Earbuds#Earbud#Photography
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My Wisp Dolls!!
bc I've mentioned wanting to show them once or twice and then never.. did that
SO
under the cut 'cus it'll be LONG between image size & mini rambles/text blurbs in between them
I'd also like to add these guys are roughly life-sized, based on comparison of wisp venti's size to the bard's head in screenshots from The Boy and the Whirlwind animation
The original, the one, the only, TB (originally meant to stand for Tiny Barbatos, but at this point it alternates between that and Tiny Bastard), the one that stared it all in June of 2021
he is also the only one w/ a name bc I didn't expect to make so many more
I know you're not supposed to play favorites w/ your children but THIS ONE'S MY FAVORITE I LOVE HIM
this li'l one's my second wisp. They've been to a lotta places with me, and even have been to comic con! (/srs - a prop for my Nameless Bard cosplay)
they're what started the actual trend of me making these lil fellows ; I wanted to take TB on vacation with me but got scared bc I didn't know how to clean felt, so I made a second one a few days before our trip with t-shirt fabric. I've smuggled them into school a few times too
i never gave the third a name, but they look like they'd be namedFrank
they were an experiment to see how non-stretchy fabric worked with the pattern (Which was primarily drafted for use with felt, as that's my go-to sewing medium)
They uh... no longer exist (which looking back on, I'm sad about, I wish I kept them instead of [redacted])
One of my partners affectionately calls this one the strawberry wisp
They're actually based on art by Ceri_obt on twitter, of their corruption AU venti and the wisp form to go with it
I planned to add chains from the craft store and then I didn't
their eyes also used to swivel bc of how I unintentionally sewed the buttons in ; after awhile they got too loose, so i just hot-glued them into the above position.
I guess you could say they have a case of... resting wisp face?
Eh? ... No? Okay, moving on-
I wanted to experiment with how I attached the flowy part, and I had more spare tshirt fabric, hence.. this li'l fellow
I don't have much to say, just that they too were an experiment
..that sounds really concerning out of context
This one was actually for a friend's birthday! I fucked up the stitching on their back a li'l but other than that they're relatively normal /lh
my friend also used them as a reaction image for the next few days after I gave them to him so counting that as a W
they're my latest one, made early December of 2022
BONUS IMAGES OF TB!!!
This is how they look after ~2 years of being cuddled and well-loved- I like the pilled texture truthfully, it feels nicer than you'd think
the fabric marker on their antenna & wing have signficantly faded, which sucks, but hey, it's alright!
they're so tiny that they get thrown around during sleep unfortunately and end up in silly situations
this is one of those, found literally this morning
it looks like they're having an existential crisis & is using my pillow as a weighted blanket alternative /j
and there we go! all 6 wisps (I feel like i'm missing one but i genuinely cannot remember / find any pictures I took of them upon creation, sooo,,,)
#genshin impact#wisp venti#my sewing#plush maker#plush doll#wind wisp#stuffed toy#stuffed animals#venti#genshin venti#plushblr#if i'm fucking up the tags im gonna cry#i should make another one soon#i know im making one in june for a friend's bday thats in august#and eventually i plan to make 2 for sure one for each of my partners#i hope to make more#og posts#carmen's art
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Ok I'm in bed time to write about my silly little guy
HAHA it's a lot ✌️
First image top left I made a lil diagram to show the differences design wise on how I draw darling and how I draw myself mainly that the no glasses version has darling with kind of a goofy face (u gotta make the eyes look at nothing!!) My dad says I have a goofy look w/o my glasses on bc i can't focus on where to look lol but I always draw myself w glasses Homestuck style that's my vibe they're stuck to my face. But for design sake I just put a tired look on
For the difference between the glasses version in the lil hair clips on darling otherwise it's literally the same. Ah but I tend to draw myself with no mouth while darling has the cat mouth. Slight differenceeeess.
Top right literally two self portraits love and peace
In the middle it's just the difference in dynamic regarding karamatsu aka karadari so sweeeeet hug hug!!! Lovely friends <3 I personally wanna take a bite of him it doesn't even have to be sexual it can be if he wants but it doesn't HAVE to be I wanna [I am forcibly dragged away from my phone] he's like my personal pin up doll I wanna see him in silly outfits and on his knew begging. For what? Idk man. Do I have to put a label on this post.man
Bottom left darling :3. Bottom right me but silly. It's me tiny yr friend tiny <obsessed w that line.
Uhhh second pic r expressions!!!
Darling kinda puts on a mask and by putting on I mean removes thyr glasses so everything is out of focus and not so scary yay for not having to maintain proper eye contact <3
First is a neutral face. Darling puts on a smile and keeps it all the time he's just a silly guy! W the glasses on they don't have to smile too hard n the cat mouth is kinda stuck now they r chill.
For a confused face if darling is out and about with ppl they just do the airhead act when they don't get something and is confronted about it (otherwise they just fake they know stuff "yes and " king of improv) if they act cutesy whoever is asking might go easy and explain. If they're just hanging out darling will just straight tell u they don't get shit tactless king 👑
Darling has a infinite patience bc they are also kind of a lot to deal with hey she gets it. No use getting mad at stuff. However they can get tired of u if u r being a dick but they will avoid confrontation n try to keep on smiling. if they're hanging out and they get irritated about something u Will Know, still have lots of patience but will actually let it out on you instead of grinning and bearing it. They're a forget not forgive kinda guy so if u did something real bad they will remember later and will curse you out when that happens but mostly tries to keep a good attitude! Dont mind!!!
Happy!!! Darling laughs at everything they're just a silly happy lil guy but while playing up the "happy persona" they will sound kinda fake? Anime girl teehee kinda laugh when Not playing up the airhead act they do like a deadpan laugh like they're so tired they don't have the energy to laugh. But they still laugh bc u said a funny :) a friend once told me I laugh like fenneko from agretsuko so if u need a reference maybe that 👍 they can laugh out loud real hard but u have to caught them off guard laugh so hard it Hurts <3
For the sad one darling will try to hide if they're upset by distracting u or changing the topic. Will try to distract themselves and try to have a good time or forget why they're upset up until they can't do that anymore but theyr face gets red and it would hard for them to speak so u Know something is wrong. Probs thought about their thesis.i also cry when I think about it. When they let it out they're a messy crier. All kicking and screaming v v ugly. Doesn't happen very often but when it does it's all so dramatic
Top right second pic! A transition of sorts <3 darling wears flowy clothes they would wear comfy shit n stuff that shows skin bc it's comfy and the movement on the fabric is just fun! They get cold easily so a big sweater for when they get cold or in this case tired of being social they can just hide. Being too long without the glasses also makes them grumpy cause they can't.see. so it's full on back in the cave mode.if ur close they will keep hanging out just with less energy if this is a social thing or a work thing they'll try to bail. Hit the bricks Dari!!
And the last one!! I love when a guy is two dudes auughh. I overbalanced my simple design of literally drawing myself by making it a double form kinda think. Max said that it's like a pokemon w a second form on low HP and YES it's like that
Ok that's all wow that got long
made doodles to show the differences between darling and me design wise and also some expressions bc i need to show u how this guy works do you see my vision
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Hear me out bro okay bare with me because I’m scraping my brain to find out how to word this lmao okay hear me out Bucky and Steve just doing their thing yk being a couple and they get invited to a Halloween party and they do a couples costume Steve dressed as a farmer and Bucky as his cow (keep in mind nothing is kinky yet okay ) and throughout the night Bucky drinks some beer and just gets more bloated and drunk ,belly getting tighter but the more he drinks the tighter he gets right and he just slowly gets more and more out of it and he starts complaining to Steve about being full and his groans turn into mood and well I’m not sure what happens next but would love ur thoughts lol - imma sign off w this emoji 🐮
Also to add onto the cow ask not sure if it made sense but tried to imply bloated Bucky mooing was making Steve hot n bothered lol (also hope these asks were okay since they contain implied nsfw) -🐮
I am bared and ready 🤭
And I fucking love this idea.
I love the innocent beginnings of farmer Steve and cow Bucky dressing up in a couples costume on Halloween suddenly becoming kinky 😳
And to add to this idea, in my mind's eye, I see BOTH Steve and Bucky in "slutty" versions of these regular costumes. Maybe it's just the part of me that's very attracted to them both talking selfishly but, actually, I'm gonna blame that mental image on the idea that in this universe they're either (a) himbos that are all about showing off their bodies or (b) all about reversing the patriarchy and being the ones in slutty costumes rather than women being forced into it. So....
For Steve, I'm picturing of something like this Yandy Farmer Costume (or "gone country" whatever haha)
And for Bucky, I'm picturing something like this Dolls Kill Cow Costume
Stucky fic, unbeta'd, warnings for belly kink, intoxication, dubious consent (because they're both drunk but they're both very much on board), beer bloating, stuffing, name-calling (cow), semi-public, coming untouched, etc.
Bucky doesn't notice how much he's been drinking until he gets up to get another pleasantly spiced, apple flavored beer. The beer's flavor is wonderful and the alcohol content is high- so it's perfect for the season. (What else is Halloween night, as an adult, for anyway? It's for being drunk and on a sugar high at a dope party. And maybe they'll play a scary movie later.)
But, Jesus, yeah, Bucky did not realize how many bottles he has had (nor how many fun-sized candy bars, pieces of pizza, handfuls of chips, and other types of party food he has had) until he tries to rise up off of Sam's way too comfortable, cushy couch and his stomach lurches with all of that food and drink. It's all shifting around inside him. All that liquid and food packed heavily in, changing his center of gravity and not helping his buzzed, wobbling balance in the slightest.
Instinctively, before he can fall back onto his ass, Bucky reaches for Steve.
Steve laughs gently from behind him, quickly sitting up from where he was sprawled out on the couch next to Bucky, and grabs his waist. It is his job as a farmer to make sure his cattle doesn't tip over after all. He's gotta keep his cattle safe and in line.
But everyone else is too caught up in conversation, shouting over the music, to notice. And Bucky is glad for that because...
Oh.
With Steve's hands on his hips, calling even more attention to his sudden situation, Bucky looks down, feeling his face get hot. He's not flush with alcohol now. It's- it's all him. And-
When did that happen?
Steve's fingers flex on either side of the swell of his belly, not keeping him in line as much now as teasing him. The tips of his fingers dig into Bucky's puffy sides. His sides and... his belly. Jesus. His belly is sticking out from his body. Stretching the already thin black and white, cow print fabric to be practically see-through. God. He's so sloshy and full of everything that's been going down his throat all night. His skin feels tight from everything in his stomach under his costume and... it's making him feel kind of,, funny.
Okay, so, he's had more beer than he thought and is drunker than he thought. No big deal, right?
"Where're'ya wanderin' off to?" Steve says, interrupting Buckys confused thoughts with a voice half slurred in this lazy but in-character, southern accent and half slurred from Steve's own slight drunkenness. Steve uses his hold on Bucky's hips and sides to pull Bucky back down onto the couch. Onto his lap on the couch.
"I wa-" Buckys voice cracks, his eyes are still glued to his belly. It jiggles as he lands with an oof on top of Steve despite how bloated he is. Taut and full of beer and carbs, rounding his costume out impressively. "I wass gonna get 'nother beer."
"More beer, huh?" Steve's voice is husky and his teeth are on Bucky's ear, nibbling gently and sending a stronger pulse of pleasure down Bucky's spine than usual. He does like when Steve bites him but he'll blame the extra surge of arousal on how much of their skin is touching and how he's halfway to drunk. Not anything else.
The pleasure of Steve's mouth is definitely not made more impactful as his hands slip from his hips to all the way around his waist. His larger than normal waist. Stretched out. Skin flushed and hot and now being rubbed by Steve's big, big hands, only seperated by a flimsy one-piece has absoulately cannot contain him anymore. Not his belly or.... other places that might be interested in that rubbing. Because, yeah. Steve's hands are rubbing him almost like he's intentionally soothing the alcohol and carbs as they bubble and move substantially around inside Bucky.
Finally, Bucky chokes out a "yeah."
"Have the rest of mine then," Steve says, gruff, lips to the side of Bucky's neck. One of Steve's hands snatches up his still mostly full bottle from the side table, lifts it up, and presses the opening to Bucky’s mouth.
Bucky can do nothing but barely swallow down a moan and then swallow the rest of Steve's beer. Yet, he doesn't indicate to Steve when to stop and give him a break like he usually would. He's distracted.
God.
He's so distracted by how it feels like - now that he's paying attention to what's happening - the pizza crust, the chips, and the pumpkin bread inside him are soaking up the beer and expanding outward like a sponge being rehydrated. He's sure if there wasn't pounding music and conversation, he'd be able to hear the sloshing, growing, and groaning sounds of his stomach. Slogging through all the calories he's mindlessly packed away. He's always been a greedy drunk.
But, right now, Steve must be distracted too.
Because before Bucky can think too hard about what the hell is happening, the last delicious drops of beer are dripping out of the upturned dark, glass bottle onto his tongue. All of it has gone down his throat like that.
Fucking Christ.
He just chugged another beer. Another beer bottles worth of liquid inside his already bloated tummy.
Oh.
Bucky can't blame the way his head spins on the alcohol. It's too soon for him to already be drunker; it hasn't hit his bloodstream yet. Shit, the beer has barely hit his stomach, stretching his skin further. He's not drunker. He's... he's more turned on. From... from sitting in Steve's lap and being provided for, right?
Turned on from that or not (more not that than that, if Bucky is honest with himself), all Bucky can really focus on is his costume. He's barely covered at all but, still, suddenly it feels much too tight. Like it's cutting into him.
Oh. Ugh.
Bucky leans back into Steve. Pressing him against the couch, his back to Steve's chest. His stomach sloshes. Normally he's smaller and lighter than Steve but tonight Steve really sinks back under him.
Steve drops the empty bottle carelessly between his thigh and the side of the couch. It's forgotten instantly as he teases, "what'd you say when you get what you want, Buck?"
"Th-" a hiccup attacks Bucky, jostling his gut in its tight prison "-thank you."
"Nu-uh," Steve tuts behind him, hands now casually thrown around his middle. Around his round middle. "How'd'ya really say it, baby?" He lays on the southern accent thick.
Bucky can't think of anything. He's blanking in favor of focusing so heavily on how much he wants to melt into this couch (and Steve). Stomach heavy and tight, body thrumming with pleasant levels of arousal and heat, he feels heavier than he's ever felt before in his whole life. He could lie here forever. He doesn't want to think.
Steve prods his side.
Bucky groans, feeling tender, as if his skin is stretched just as thin as the fabric of his costume.
It doesn't deter Steve though, stubborn as ever, "how'd a cow say thank you, Buck?"
Bucky giggles, oh, okay, he gets it. "MoOoOOo-" he laughs his way through the sound, making it wobbly and funnier.
Steve thumps his sensitive tummy like it's a watermelon he's trying to decide the ripeness of. It hurts but also-?
Okay. Fuuuck. Fine.
Fine. Something about this is turning him on.
It feels good but is also hurts when Steve hits his tummy like that, saying, "you're welcome," then, "good boy," for answering.
"Steve," Bucky breathes, his dick twitching in his tiny little one-piece.
"More beer?" Steve asks, mischievous and not serious but...
Bucky cannot turn the offer down.
"Take me to the kitchen to get more beer," Bucky turns his head as far over his shoulder as he can, batting his eyes at Steve, hoping his cuteness with assure that he gets what he wants. He doesn't want to get cut off. Not yet. He... he doesn't know if he can fit anymore but he wants more.
More.
Steve is staring at him, eyebrows raised. "Really?"
Bucky stickes his lower lip out. "Really." And rolls, ungracefully, off of his boyfriend with his arms around his basketball belly, trying to assure it doesn't get moved around too much. It does. It sloshes and gurgles. Bucky burps. Being on his side makes him so much more aware of all the pressure inside him. His eyes flutter shut. His toes curl. Just for a second. Savoring the feeling. Heat curls tightly in his dick and balls.
When he's off, Steve hefts himself up and brings Bucky up too immediately after.
Again, the contents of his tummy shifts as he moves. Bucky isn't sober enough to not bite his lip and moan a little.
"You sure you need more?" Steve asks, sliding an arm around his waist like he's injured and not just obscenely full. His eyes flick up and down Bucky's frame... the blue in them is quickly being swallowed by black.
"Positive." Bucky burps behind his hand. "More, c'mon, don't ruin my fffun."
Thankfully Steve needs no more encouragement. Or-
Bucky doesn't think he needed more encouragement because Steve instantly tugged him along with the arm he's got around his expanded waist, moving, but-
"Steeeve, wait, no, I'm serious, I-" Bucky starts to whine but Steve just hushes him, reaching with his other arm to pat Bucky's tummy again rather than politely moving people out of their way, maneuvering through the packed house.
"You'll get what you want, just trust me. 'Kay, Buck?"
Bucky, as much as he maybe shouldn't looking at the record of things Steve has done (namely all the righteous playground fights he got in), does trust Steve. He lets Steve pull him along.
Steve takes Bucky to the guest bedroom. Miraculously, there's no one inside, already fucking in the shelter of the unoccupied upstairs of the house. Steve leads him to the bed. Bucky plops down, letting gravity take him, bouncing a few times. A few burps come out.
"Uuuuuuughhh," Bucky moans gratefully, letting his hands smack (lightly) down against his swollen stomach, loud after having to hold in all his sounds downstairs among the other party goers.
Steve laughs, rubbing the underside of his gut and simply, mysteriously states, "wait here, big boy."
Bucky waits. He hangs in. He rubs his gut. He doesn't think too much about why his cock is hard in this stupid, tiny outfit and when his cock twitches whenever he lets himself think about what would happen if he got his hands on another beer.
"Knock knock," Steve's voice comes from the other side of the door.
Bucky lifts his head up a few inches from the mattress. He sees nothing but the white and black pattern stretched over his inflated-looking tummy. He lazily moans, dropping his head back and digging his fingers into his gut.
"You always this happy to see anyone with beer or just me?" Steve chuckles, squeezing the tent he's pitching in his stupid little costume.
Bucky whines desperately, jerking his hips up. He means to open his mouth and tell him, just you. But what really comes out of him is, "beer?"
Steve laughs, "yeah, Buck, if you can get yourself up, I'll give you the bounty I brought back with me, my little cow."
"Little?" Bucky says, brain seemingly fried.
"My cow." Steve repeats, voice low and dark. He makes a rumbling wordless sound when Bucky gets his arms under himself clumsily, rocking up onto his elbows, then onto his hands, groaning all the while. His abs are too stretched out to be useful and the food packed into his gut is holding him down.
The second Bucky is up, red in the face and panting, he's sweetly repeating it, "your cow."
"Mmm-hmm," Steve hums, herding him back up against the headboard. Bucky's gut feels impossibly bigger like this, propped up against the head of the bed with his legs spread wide. Belly sticking out more than it has ever on Thanksgiving or Christmas or anything. Round. Heavy. Straining his cow-costume. And putting more pressure on his dick.
Then...
Then Bucky spots all that Steve has brought back.
Bucky doesn't know how he managed to hold all of it.
More beer. A bottle of water. Two plates of snacks and a few extra slices of pizza. A couple fistfuls of candy.
Oh.
"Think you can get all of that down for me, cow?" Steve whispers, dragging the plates closer to them, then grabbing the bottles as he throws a leg over both of Bucky's saddling up. His hot, heavy hand drags down the middle of Bucky’s big tummy.
Bucky licks his lips, staring into Steve's dark eyes. Nodding wordlessly.
"Yeah? You think you can get everything in here?" Steve slaps his tummy, making it jiggle.
Bucky moans and he nods again.
"Nope. C’mon, Buck, answer me proper, you gonna fit everything in this big, heavy tummy, aren't you?"
"Y-"
Steve raises an eyebrow.
Bucky's blood burns hotter. He squirms as much as he can under his stomach. Oh. Okay. They're doing this. He takes a deep breath, mouth drying. They're doing this.
"Moo-" he says, not much heart in it.
Steve let's it go easy this time. He pops open a beer, holding the bottle with one hand and Bucky's jaw with his other. Bucky chugs it. Some spills out from the corners of his mouth. His gut is blossoming.
Rounder and rounder and rounder-
Steve gives him the whole bottle. Steve feeds him pizza. Steve unwraps pieces of candy, shoving them between his lips. More beer. Water. More pizza. Chips. Crackers. Candy. Beer. Pizza. Pumpkin bread. Beer. Beer. Water.
"How're you feeling, cow?" Steve rubs his tummy, giving him a break from constant feeding.
"Moooo-" Bucky moans, he's so. full.
"More?"
"Mooooo-" Bucky nods. He can take more. He wants more.
Steve gives him more. And more.
And more.
Feeding him until they're down to nothing but three pieces of candy and a few mouthfuls of beer. Feeding him until Bucky is constantly moaning, his jaw is tired of chewing, and the seams of his costume are literally creaking as he pants. He has literally never been fuller. Never rounder. His skin never more tight and hot and-
Bucky is honestly sure he's going to come without Steve touching him, his dick is aching. Throbbing. He wants to beg please, please, Steve, please touch me! Rub my belly! Jerk me off! Please! I need to come! I need to get out of this fucking costume! But all that comes out are pathetic whimpering, moaning, groaning sounds and moos. He can't stop now that he's started.
And...
Jesus Christ.
Steve feeds him the last piece of candy and all at once-
The seams in Bucky's costume give in to his swollen form. Ripping apart.
Several inches of the seams on the sides of the body suit rip open. Giving Bucky just enough extra breathing room. Letting his gut take up even more space in front of him. Lurching forward. Oh. Everything inside Bucky is on fire. Throbbing with his frantic heart rate. Feeling immensely swollen and impossibly huge and-
Jesusfuckingchrist.
Steve makes everything better worse by groaning and shoving. his. hands. in. the. open. rips. Grabbing his gut and manhandling it under the fabric. Jiggling it and pressing down and-
Bucky comes.
Bucky comes with an embarrassingly loud moan. He is devastated. Pleasure wrecks his body. His nerves. He's being unraveled. Eyes rolling to the back of his head, back and neck arching, and his whole tummy clenching impossibly tighter. Christ. It feels so good.
Bucky comes to the sound of Steve praising him, "good. Good cow."
I hope you enjoyed 😳
#ask#🐮 anon#mylevisdontfitanymore#belly kink#text#stuffing#beer bloating#alcohol consumption#animal play#hucow bucky#steve rogers#bucky barnes#stucky#chubby bucky#cow
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*Catches the latest RH doll news on IG*
*suddenly feels like ranking them all ‘cause h y p e*:
(Spoiler images below)
Sooooo uh w o w, looks like I’m gonna need a second wallet for how much these girls are gonna steal my soul gjgjgk 😍💕First impression-wise here’s my own rankings so far:
~(Royal Three trio)~
1) Minnie/Pink girl (Idk what it is exactly but she just looks so soft and cuuute~ ☺️💕I'd love to own her first! ^w^)
2) Tiara Song/Purple girl (I'll have to see her up-close/other outfits to know for sure but glad to finally see her doll version, she's lovely~💜)
3) Tessa Park/Pastel Blue(?) girl (Again like Tiara I'll prob have to see her more upclose to judge her for sure, but I like her clothing style & color choice its also pretty cute~)
~(Costume Ball, Shadow High)~
1) Eliza McFee/Fairy (*yall know me and my fairy bias will never go away lol* -But omggg she is stunning~ that icy bluish color scheme with the makeup and the shiny wings and hair aaaaa I gotta have her now TwT 💙✨)
2) Lola Wilde/Werecat (Wasn't sure what to think when I first saw her box art leaks, but her doll form's looking pretty cute actually now that I see her! :3 I love the mix of light pink, black and magenta its all so lovely~ 🥰)
3) Demi Batista/Vampire (Hmmmm, I feel like I should love her more 'cause I've always adored vampires/goth aesthetics in-general... but hmm, idk how to feel yet? .3. I like the mix of purples and the rainbow iridescent look under her cape though, maybe some more in-person pics will help me decide for sure! 👍)
~(Costume Ball, Rainbow High)~
1) Witch Bella (More. Bella. Yes. Please~ 💖💕😩And omg her witch aesthetic here I did *not* see coming but she's pulling it off SO beautifully~ Bless you MGA for listening to us to give Bella more doll love! 🥺 )
2) Spider Robin (Oooohh, interesting idea they decided to play into Robin's brief spider makeup from last season to this design! :3 Was lowkey expecting more of a goth-y spider vibe though but I do get what they're going for nonetheless ^^ The more Robin the better~)
3) Superhero/Catwoman Violet (Hmmmmm... I do get the vibe they're trying to capture here (*esp with the lowkey callback to Tim Burton's Catwoman?*)... b u t eh, she's kinda not giving me the same "flair" like the others to get more into her rn? .w.; Idk maybe that's just me-)
#rainbow high#shadow high#purfy dolls#purfy chat#doll collecting#(Yeeee I'm SO hype for these girls' release yet at the same time I know my wallet wont ever forgive me lol TwT)
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I was hoping u were still up I deadass had this sitting in my notes since March!!! Now someone can mindlink with me!! 🥺❤️
Wei Wuxians Cats:
Orange tabby- momo (middle)
- [ ] chunky boy but also crazy strong from the cat wheel
- [ ] Loves butt pats
- [ ] Acts like an old man surrounded by his rambunctious grandkids
- [ ] Bites Jiang Cheng out of love
- [ ] Tail nub
Black Sphinx- chenqing (oldest)
- [ ] She’s a mother to all other cats
- [ ] She’s been with Wei Wuxian the longest
- [ ] He saved her from starvation on the streets
- [ ] She’s semi blind in one eye
- [ ] Loves giving Wei Wuxian kisses
Norwegian Forest Cat- suibian (second oldest)
- [ ] Lazy but sweet
- [ ] Obsessed with Lan Sizhui (loves babies)
- [ ] Has slight foot fetish
- [ ] Crazed for bread
- [ ] Abandoned on the street also
- [ ] SO FLUFFY
Siamese cat- sesame(middle)
- [ ] Missing one of her legs
- [ ] Never meows (it worries wwx)
- [ ] Chatters a lot though
- [ ] Always asking to be picked up
- [ ] Extremely fast when playing
Munchkin calico cat- chuchu (baby)
- [ ] Flat faced (abandoned because of that)
- [ ] Wei Wuxian carries her like a literal baby
- [ ] Lan Zhan is her favorite (it’s because of his ribbon, she loves string)
- [ ] Struggles with eating food instead of just treats
- [ ] Scared easily (Hides under Wei Wuxians shirt)
Rag doll cat- custard (youngest)
- [ ] A gremlin but cute
- [ ] Eats a lot of food if left unattended
- [ ] Anxiety disorder (her tail used to stay down constantly)
- [ ] So fucking pretty
- [ ] Loves talking
Munchkin British shorthair(cream)-cream (hungry hippo middle)
- [ ] A gremlin
- [ ] Eats ANYTHING
- [ ] Not allowed near Lan Zhans zither (he tried to eat the strings)
- [ ] Wei Wuxian got him as kitten (was supposed to be a two week stay but ended up keeping him)
- [ ] Huaisangs’s least favorite (he ate a piece of one his fans)
- [ ] Cries the LOUDEST when food involved
I'm literally about to CRY this is so much..... his house would be so cat optimized (like that guy w the 22 rescue cats)... he would spoil them so much...... wei wuxian and his little cat family truly has me on the verge of tears... I'm imaging a sort of romcom plot scenario where wei wuxian and lan wangji want to move in together but wei wuxian has all his fuckin cats... and lan wangji has all his fuckin bunnies... and they're both so worried that this is gonna break their relationship but in the end....... the bunnies and the cats are all friends 🥺
#OBSESSED w momo on the cat wheel...........#I'm gonna be thinking about this forever...#if I could draw cats well you KNOW I'd be posting pics of wwx and his whole cat entourage#but alas. last time I tried to draw a cat it looked like a fucked up little rat so#wait but chenqing the cat...... weeps and cries#ask#mewts#mdzs#wwx#lwj#jc#nhs#lsz
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warnings for antiblack racism and sa
basically they've said the n word on video, repeatedly worn black hairstyles (and done so deliberately after being called out for it), darkened their skin for a cosplay, got accused of sa (multiple times) and proceeded to make a tiktok thirst trap with the allegations on a crop top, as well as call the victim in question like an attention seeker, made a joke about being problematic on purpose immediately after being called out for sa. also this one's unproven bc it was on stream although i personally believe it's true, but allegedly that they defended people sexualizing the rh girls, who are all 14 year olds from a show meant for young children.
receipts below
here's a link to the n word clip, it's uncensored so be warned
[ID: 9 images. the first is a screenshot of a tiktok showing clawdeena, they're dressed in a way inspired by clawdeen wolf and have a noticeably darker tan than the other images of them in this post, and their hair is possibly done with edges, the next is a screenshot of clawdeena's instagram, which shows them cosplaying a doll with buns and thick braids, their cosplay has bantu knots and microbraids, the third image shows clawdeena with youtuber the doll circle on an instagram live, they're both cosplaying rainbow high dolls, and the doll clawdeena is holding has edges which clawdeena had attempted to replicate.
the fourth image is a screenshot of an instagram story of a tweet by @/angelicbladez, which says "what the actual fuck is she playing at? making a shirt with anonymous confessions about her on it... AND PUTTING THE ABUSE ALLEGATIONS ON I?! what the hell..." attached are two screenshots of clawdeena's tiktok, which is shot like a thirst trap, where they're wearing a crop top that visibly has the allegations that appear later in the post printed on it. the fifth image is a screenshot of clawdeena's snapchat, which is a picture of them captioned "feeling problematic today, thinking of ways to get cancelled! 🥰".
the sixth image is of the allegations printed on the crop top, which are two dms that say
"so i don't have screenshots of it happening bc it was over voice call but i remember being 13ish and clawdeena and a bunch of other young boys in the chat brought up how they 'never seen a girl masturbate' and asked me to send them a vid 😐
also clawdeena would verbally abuse [blurred out] when they were kids. idk what was said but she and i would both get bullied by clawdeena and their friends"
the seventh is a screenshot of an insta story by eah.lover captioned "my friend's expierience w clawdeena" which shows a screenshot of something written on notesapp, it reads
"i was verbally abused by clawdeena9 when i was younger, trying to become friends with them. i was young and impressionable, i thought it would be super cool to be friends with someone like them since i looked up to their content. i used to talk to them in massive group calls, they used to tease me how my laugh was annoying, or how i would repeat phrase over and over again. they would mock my love for characters and they would call me disgusting for it. they used to bully me and my friend constantly when we were younger. and they used to rally up their friends to harass me on social media as well, they had made tons of different accounts just to send me messages telling me to kms. i wish i remembered the names of the other friends, but it's been so long and they aren't 'famous' so it's not like i see them anywhere.
this was traumatic. and i can't imagine how others feel as well, since some situations were worse than my own. it kills to see someone so terrible in a spotlight.
the fact that clawdeena still has a platform after cultural appropriation, and all the shit they used to do to people it's time to step up and unsubscribe, unfollow, and block.
#cancelclawdeena"
the eighth is a screenshot that's captioned "i'm literally speechless", it's of an instagram comment by clawdeena, which reads
"@/golleonsky also stop referring to her as ' the victim ' she's not a victim for creating a fake like of a story. however, i could very well consider MYSELF a victim, to YOUR abuse, considering i have fact evidence that you've been harassing me for MONTHS with screenshots of the various awful things you've said to me, and times you've tried to campaign to get me cancelled - but i won't. cus i'm not a victim. i'm an artist who will continue to use my experiences to create art that reaches the ears it was meant to. maybe one day you'll finally listen to it."
the ninth is a screenshot of another instagram comment by clawdeena, which says
"@/freddies_dolls because i've explained several times that i'm gay so why the hell would i go out of my way to see a girl naked? especially at 13. i know very specifically who i talked to at 13 on skype calls. also it makes no sense to ask me for evidence but then not ask the same from the person creating fake stories. that's a hypocritical double standard - and if you need more evidence, the person who created the fake story is also best friends with a guy i had a crush on, that guy and i had a falling out and he admitted he'd done vangeful things to get back at me. maybe because they're friends she created this fake story to try and ruin my reputation. 🤷🏻♀️"
/end id.]
[video description (linked): a screen recording of an insta story captioned "is this who youre defendig??? deplatform clawdeena", it shows a screen recording of a video of clawdeena using a filter to make themself look older, they say "hey it's hillary clinton, you guys are all a bunch of [*******]", the censored word is the n word with a hard r]
HEY GUYS IK THEY'RE A PROMINENT MH INFLUENCER BUT CAN WE PLEASE STOP PLATFORMING CLAWDEENA?
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