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viktor x librarian! reader (headcanons + tiny scenarios) part 2
summary: even before your relationship, heimerdinger already knew you and viktor liked each other. now, he wants to help to bring you two together.
content warning: fluff!! and a bit of language towards the end :D (it was written with s1 viktor in mind!)
author notes: im here again with the viktor and librarian! reader hcs, but it was so cute and i couldn't turn down the anon who sended me the request!! i really liked to write this (i mean.... you can see how much i liked, its pretty big lol) and i hope you like it too! (i recommend you read the part 1 before this, bcs you wont might understand some stuff since its on the first. well, here's the link for part 1!)
» being a librarian near piltover’s academy means that every time a student needed some book or document you might have, they would come to you. even professors.
you’ve seen the doors opening, but you didn’t see anyone standing there. you thought that maybe it was the wind, but soon you heard a voice coming from behind the reception desk. “hey, down there!” looking down, you recognized the owner of the voice, professor cecil b. heimerdinger.
“oh, i’m sorry, didn’t see you in there!’’, you rubbed the back of your neck, nervous, afraid considering that you had one of the most important people of piltover inside the library you work in. “well, how could i help you?”, you offered him a polite smile and he offered one of his, fur twitching up around the corners of his mouth.
“oh, you see, maybe you do have some old stuff, like-”
» after this, whenever he needed something, he would find himself already walking to your library. he often recommended the establishment for his students and pupils, making it a spot for study dates and scientific discussions. now, it was even harder to take breaks, the place was more crowded than it ever was. oh, you just wanted to hear what heimerdinger was wanting to say, about what had been happening at the academy or, even better, at the council, but, obviously, only the non-confidential stuff.
when your lunch break hit, you were finally able to come meet the professor, a normal occurrence every week. you could see his small figure waving and smiling, seated and already waiting for you at the cafeteria he likes. “hi, friend! i’ve ordered the usual for us,” he said while adjusting himself on his seat, “my assistant and one of my students are working together on... something. it's revolutionary, i could say, but very dangerous. i’ve already advertised them about it but they insist on doing it anyway,” he sighed, tidying the ends of his furry moustache, “and my assistant, specifically, wants to know if you have some old materials that could possibly help them.���
“oh, of course! it’s always a pleasure to help piltover’s geniuses.”
» next week, he showed up with the said assistant, viktor, and it was love at first sight. he was gorgeous and intelligent too. oh, dear janna, he was the perfect kind of guy. you eyes didn't catch how he was less confident than how normally he is, or the way he smiled at you, of course you didn’t, it was the first time you’ve met each other, but professor knew you both well enough to know something was going on. and he was correct when he said viktor would come in there often, because, indeed, he did. way too often for someone who was meant to be just a customer.
» sometimes, heimerdinger would stay in the library, pretending to read some book, only to observe how you and viktor interacted around one another. it was crystal clear how you liked each other, but were rather afraid to confess your feelings, so the yordle made it his personal mission to help you two to get together.
» and when you first sorted and stored some books for viktor based on what he was reading these past days, it was when it hit him that he might be liking you. and later, once he reached the academy again, jayce and heimerdinger already were waiting for him in the lab, both of them noticing how tense he was as soon as he opened the door.
“viktor, my boy, what happened?” the yordle said, making up space on the couch so his assistant could sit by his side. which he did, leaving the books on the table and his cane near himself, often rotating it around its own axis, just so he could occupy his mind with something that wasn't you.
“it's nothing, professor,” but he knew viktor was lying. the way he played with his cane, or how he wasn't looking at their eyes, it all made him seem more and more suspicious.
jayce came closer, sitting at the edge of his rotating chair, touching viktor's shoulder lightly, “hey, if something is happening, you can count on us,” his eyes full of empathy, looking at his friend, “whatever it may be.”
soon, it clicked for heimerdinger. his assistant just came back from the library, he had books on his hands and was visibly shaken. of course! how could he forget about the librarian? “i might have a theory why he is like this, jayce,” he chuckled, leaving viktor flustered and jayce confused. he met jayce's curious gaze, his own smile bringing a smirk to his pupil's face.
“and what would be that theory?”, jayce asked, thinking about all the possibilities of what had happened to get viktor like that.
“he is in love, boy.”
jayce smirk grew to a smile, then this smile turned itself into a full laugh, shaking his whole body, rubbing his hand over his face, trying to recompose himself. “i can't believe it!”, he was trying to hold his laugh, while viktor looked at him, completely serious.
“then don't,” viktor said, giving his friend a death stare.
jayce took a deep breath, never wanting to see this look again on viktor's face, adjusting his posture and continuing, “tell me, who is the lucky one?”
“i don't want to say it.”
“please?”
“fine! ehhh... do you remember the libra-”
“HA! I KNEW IT WAS THEM!”, jayce shouted, throwing his hands in the air, celebrating.
» from this day on, jayce and heimerdinger often gave viktor advices on how to win over your heart (because they had a lot of love experiences before, obviously). one day, heimerdinger suggested for him to bring over some coffee and pastries for you while you were working, he even recommended the ones he knew you liked, the usual you ordered in the cafeteria on your lunch breaks with him.
» so your not-a-date happened. people were talking loudly on the streets, but not a single client in. the natural light coming from across the windows giving the whole place even more of a cozy feeling, the light breeze was getting colder but the coffee he brought for you was keeping you warm. there was soft music playing in the background – most clients liked it since it helped them to focus, or so they said –, but you couldn't concentrate since he was looking at you, stealing glances from in-between pages, admiring you while you pretended to read, just like him. little did he know your heart was already on his hands.
» after a particular day, where you finally confessed to one another, exchanging your firsts “i love you's”, you both started to be spotted together a lot, usually at library or, like now, at piltover’s academy, bringing your boyfriend resources useful for him and for jayce too.
you knocked on the lab's door, receiving an answer from the other side, a muffled “come in” from someone you assumed was jayce. you then opened the said door, greeting jayce quickly while you walked towards a desk, leaving everything upon it.
heimerdinger was near viktor's workbench, helping him solve an equation, both totally focused on their tasks. when the tiny creature noticed you, he immediately came to you, “oh, friend, you're here! what brought you in there?”
“i've invited them,” viktor said, putting his goggles over his forehead, reaching for his cane and standing up, leaning on it. “i wished my, ehhh, partner knew my work place. besides, they also got me the books we needed, right?”, you nodded your head, gesturing to the desk where the books were placed on.
heimerdinger looked at them, then to viktor, to you and back at him, “oh... so, now you're partners?”, heimerdinger raised his brows, tilting his head to the side, “well, i knew it would happen sometime. i mean, ever since i’ve seen you both together, i knew you would be together,” he smiled, his fur turning up, “oh, friend, one day, me and jayce realized why he was acting so weird around us, just after one of his visits to the library, it was because-”, heimerdinger was talking excitedly, gesturing with big motions until viktor cut him.
“oh, please, professor. stop it,” viktor said, walking up to you and standing by your side. redness was spreading over his cheeks and ears, “there's no need to share any of this.”
“but you were-”
“professor,” you called, looking at him with apologetic eyes, “sorry to interrupt you but my break is going to an end in-”, you looked at the lab's clock, “fifteen minutes, i must go now.” you've met heimerdinger and jayce with a goodbye, then, getting closer to viktor, tidying his hair and adjusting his goggles over it so it won't fall over his golden eyes again, “see you later, vik. i would like to hear about any stories you might want to tell me,” you kissed his cheek, happy on how he blushed even more after the little display of affection, walking away and leaving the lab.
“you are in love!”, jayce said in between a laugh, pointing towards viktor.
“fuck you.”
“language, boy!”
#—swe writes#arcane#arcane x reader#lol x reader#league of legends x reader#viktor arcane#viktor x reader#finally im writing again! :D ((i know that not much time passed by since i posted my last thingy but anyways#i want to reread this forever#i love to write for friends dynamics#i mean they are so funny to write!#i always base it on me and my friends dynamics#we are a chaotic friend group but wtvr!!#back at the normal tags#thank u so much anon for requesting this one#and my friend (again!) for helping me decide what was better involving the plot line#i wish i never ended writing this one bcs i was so haply doing so#i think i never felt happier writing something for this blog ??????#damn i love librarian! reader so much#like a lot#viknat pls keep feeding me with requests i beg you
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Thinkem bout a modern AU where Ace and Sabo obviously being two or three years older in school, were experiencing things years before Luffy would. Things like prom, grad and all that. But because he could COME to these events they did their best to get him envolved as much as possible so he wouldn’t feel left out. And when years rolled around, Ace and Sabo are well into collage each on different sides of the country. They still come down to help pick out an outfit for him and be there for his graduation. After all he was there for them.
Jus…
Luffy manages to graduate by the skin of his teeth and a LOT of work from all of the east blue gang. No teacher thought he would make it and it really was a moment of celebration. And as Luffy takes that paper thingy, and looks over the crowd. He thinks if only for a moment, no one is there. Gramps is Busy, Makino is running the bar, Dadan and the others of the Share house all have jobs they gotta go to.
Then all of a sudden he hears the loudest cheers in an almost quiet room. And there are his brothers, Dadan trying to wrestle them down and Makino laughing with Woop Slap. His brothers from schools hours away. His brothers who are in collage and following there dreams. His brothers are here just like they promised three years ago when they graduated. Completely forgetting to thank the teacher, he runs down the steps and Usopp has to stop him from going to them right away since there were still other students. So the rest of the ceremony he’s sitting on his chair like he’s going to explode quietly whispering to all them “ My brothers are here!! They made it!!” And all of them can’t even be mad cause Luffy deserves it for all the effort he puts in
#one piece#modern au#asl brothers#monkey d. luffy#portgas d ace#revolutionary sabo#alternate universe#head canons#thoughts#fanfic#ficlet#technically?#it’s so funny writing this cause my ass is NOT American#also I didn’t graduate normally anyways#he’s wearing that dorky graduation cap over the strawhat#I feel like the entire year group would have argued for Luffy to keep it#students love Luffy teachers grieve him#he’s not stupid btw. Luffy can learn but he needs to put in a LOT of extra work for it#rambles#one piece modern au
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i am so normal abt my dnd character…i’ve never understood liking ur oc so much and hyperfixating on them, but. this year………i have done it fellas
#IT’S SO WILD TO ME….#FOR 8 YEARS I’VE BEEN LIKE ‘haha yeah ocs just aren’t my thing i don’t get as much joy from drawing them than i do fanart !!’#and then— boom#cable#this past week i’ve been writing a google doc compiling every information abt cable and it is 30 pages and counting#i am SO NORMAL ABOUT HIM#shoutout to my frens for also loving him a lot and fueling the thoughts 😭😭#i luv this dnd group i luv my frens 🫶#casu’s ramblings#my shtuff#d&d#angels of apostasy#literally for the past year i’ve been like ‘hm. i wonder what my next hyperfixation will be after cr…..’ and then it’s dnd game!! oc time!!#gosh…
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Following the chilling conclusion of All That's Left's first season, Mac and Layla and their friends find themselves scattered across a divided Los Angeles a year after their successful return to town. Matrix Corp has taken control— "With humanity's best interest in mind"— but with our protagonists' knowledge of Opportunity's destruction and Houston's unexpected fall, they know better than to trust the corporation and its near military-sized security force. Closed district gates separate them from one another and a new threat lurks just outside the city's walls— but resistance is on the rise, and it is only a matter of time before truth comes out. [SEASON ONE HERE]
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#all that's left#edit:misc#nuclearedits#OK HIII here is season two :D i hope you guys like ittt the playlist is very funky just like the one for season one heehee#reblogs encouraged btw!! i love reading your guys' thoughts on stuff like this especially my original stories :^)#the opening theme is so good it works so well. very similar to the first season opening with wouldn't it be nice#wide shot of los angeles from the sky with the closed districts and one district in ruins because they let ghouls in a year back#with the song playing in the background as the camera pans over to show how bad the situation is after like#a little text intro that explains what happened in season one and how they made it back to los angeles safely for their happy ending#but. well. now there's this! and then the title shows in the screen and the song continues playing while you get like#a sequence of random shots from what life inside town is like now that matrix corp has taken control. are you seeing my vision#anyway i have a lot to say about the whole playlist again like with the other one but i won't do that here right now#this season would be fun because it jumps around more between different guys whereas in season one it was all one group#now you get a lot more interesting perspectives and there's additions to the cast and gabriella gets her own storyline#because she's stuck in some neighborhood outside the city walls with like. HUNDREDS of ghouls in slumber#and there's no way for her to get out of there safely. but she's going to try anyway#obviously this is never gonna be an actual tv show but i wish it was. i really wish it was i have so many visuals for it in mind
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my babys the best trio to ever do it
#i miss themmmmmmmmmmmm#as someone who has been in a group of friends with the same 2 people for like a decade#huge huge fan of trios. love them immensely#somethin about 2 people who have known you since the beginning. watching them grow up and knowing they're watching you grow up#and you're all different people now but by some miracle you've grown around each other instead of apart#not to get sappy in the tags of my one piece fanart#i love my friends a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sue me !!!!!!!!!!!!#monkey d luffy#cat burglar nami#roronoa zoro#luffy#nami#zoro#romance dawn trio#romance dawn#one piece#one piece fanart#my art
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Party (group) party (celebratory)! (Patreon)
#Doodles#Pokemon#Gyrados#Ninetales#Sableye#Ampharos#Banette#Politoed#Pikachu#The lot! Mostly my SoulSilver guys but a kind of general mishmash of nostalgia and aiming-fors#Even tho I played Yellow when I was quite a bit younger I never beat it or got particularly attached to my 'mon and ended up selling it#Mistake I know blame the folly of youth lol#So I really consider Soul Silver as my ''first'' game - though I beat X before SS pfft just can't make it simple eh!#But I got veryyy attached to my SSteam <3 It's fun to watch them grow in the photo album! Can see most of them as babies :D#I ended up with a Vulpix named Beauty since Ninetales is my favourite Pokemon <3 I knew she'd grow into a beauty! Thusly named#And a Magikarp that I thought would be ironically funny to name Beast because well - y'know lol#Did not even occur to me Once that they'd be Beauty and Beast haha - the reasoning is so strongly connected it just didn't register!#They're a fun duo :) Fire and Water Fish and Fox hehe <3 Cute lads!#Group of four was speculations about building a really ideal team for me - Mareep Line Obviously and Ninetales goes without saying#Sableye is another really obvious one lol I love Sableye so muuuuchhhh aghhh <3 <3#Banette wouldn't exactly fill in many gaps but I've always leaned more towards Ghost and Psychic types#The Politoed doodles were just for funsies tho lol I really can't decide on a Water type I like that I haven't already exhausted!#They're silly little frog guys which I do enjoy haha#Probably not my personal pick but I like them :)#The aforementioned Yellow playthrough had me with a Pikachu I named Sparks which I then wrote fanfic about haha#Baby's first fanfic and fanart were both Pokemon! I have no idea where it'd be now as it was in a notebook but I remember the gist at least#Thought it'd be nice to bring him back to visit <3#And then some silly ones for myself lol what's a good trainer pose!#I think they're all silly lol but I do like the middle one :D#I'd love a Pokeball shirt like that! All the Pokemon things pls and thank you!
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I've noticed some of my Pizza Tower posts as well as my Star Tower overview post have been getting some attention as of late, and I simply couldn't be happier on the matter, especially seeing how much people like Star Tower in particular!
And seeing as I've had art of the lot sitting around for some time, I've decided to whip up six individual icons for each of the five Fruitins as well as the Super Key as it's been quite a while since the Fruitins have all been seen together on this blog! 🍒🍊🍈🥨🍌🔑
#⭐ Star's Art ⭐#Star Tower#Pizza Tower#Pizza Tower AU#The Fruitins#Cherry Fruitin#Orange Fruitin#Melon Fruitin#Pretzel Fruitin#Banana Fruitin#Super Key#Icons#Aseprite#Sprite Art#Coolness#Ladies and gentlemen and all in between... THEY'RE BACK!#My friend giftboxxworld particularly adores the Fruitins and so I thought I'd showcase them again for newcomers of my blog#For a bit of trivia... these particular drawings of the Fruitins (Save for the Super Key) were drawn for Star Tower's rank screens#Where instead of all five being separated they're bunched together in a neat little row#If anyone would like to see the only rank screen I have drawn right now (That being the D-Rank) do let me know#I'd like to wait until every rank screen is drawn to post them in bulk but I'm not opposed to sharing what I have right now#Sometime in the near future I'd love to draw a group shot of all of Star Tower's bosses#Or I could just draw Charley Chuck again what with all the hype surrounding The Noise lately#I've put a lot more thought into playable Charley than you might think. My bestie Pan can attest to that!
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Friendship is the most special thing in the world because no award could be give me bigger happiness than jumping around in my room and smiling because my pookie asked me if I wanted to match pfps
#SHES AMAZING I LOVE HER AHHHHH#I hope we manage to find a cute bsd pfp it would be literally my dream#little vent tw!!#it's been so long since I matched pfps last time was with my ex who started being wayyyyy too weird..#and the other time was with a friend who started ghosting me some months later just because I didnt give her enough adopt me pets or smth 💔#and like. her stopping talking to be literally broke me as a person. it was devastanting for like 13yo me#woahhh thank you k. now I have social anxiety and keep dobting whether people really want me there or not#I still have a sort of love hate relationship w her but like its been over 2 years maybe 3 why do I still care abt it sm :<#especially since our other bestie is wayy more affectionate w k than w me it just makes me feel so weird like im sort of a 3rd wheel#but at least the friend im gonna match with is the sweetest person ever and we can be silly together :333#unfortunately we only know eachother from a course so we always have to wait 2 weeks to see eachother#and even tho i still see k almost every day shes pretty different now#but ive been feeling so so happy the last few days since school started and im afraid I might go back to being how I was when she returns#because. I bet my two friends will keep being silly together and ill have to sit w my ex again cuz hes still part of our friend group#I mean hes a nice and funny guy but I figured that a relationship wont work with us. I tried it and I just wanna be friends#I have a lot of fun w him but like in a platonic way#and im afraid he still thinks we should be together#meanwhile my besties keep flirting w eachother like??#I mean its pretty funny as a joke but I cant help but feeling kinda jealous especially because I used to have a huge crush in one of them#talked a bit too much ooopssss#Im just trying to move on but I hope k coming back doesnt start everything over again#anyways!! I love my bestie from the course smmmmmm Im still so so happy :D wish we could see eachother more#random stuff#chaos#friendship#violet rambles
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I need to be weirder about the scavengers and cannibalism...
#its been a long day... but im feeling better now. (thanks for the well wishes and such btw <3-)#(-sending my well wishes in return by tenfold bcs. damn. it seems stuff is really going around rn)#but yeah... just. augh. theres just smth about how the scavs sorta translate into more like. thriller-esque genres pretty well?#like. i feel somehow those themes compliment their characteristics? or could compliment their characteristics in a more rounded out way#sure. theyre generally a light hearted romp of absurdity with occasional themes of a not good not bad handling of 'mental health matters'#but they just really shine a bit in horrific circumstances. esp with the sort of absurdity they bring to the table#theyre odd people. even in the context of their generally weird and alien universe. and that right there feels like a trove of potential#its like. ok. the lost light crew? also odd. but thats a huge ship. full of people and variety and a sense of purpose and normalcy post-war#(normalcy being. whatever all those background folks were getting up too while plot happened around them. cruise ship stuff ig)#but in contrast. with the w.a.p crew. its an ark class ship with like. a handful of people. and a whole lot of junk and free time#both just cruising through space endlessly for years. one with hundreds of people. and one with like 6 people.#so both are technically isolated when theyre not making pit-stops planet or station side. but again. 100s vs 6 dudes.#think. top of the line cruise ship from hell with a small town sized populace vs a big shitty boat and 6 starving guys#both have the capacity to become case studies in madness. both could do really well thriller wise. but the scavs being a smaller group?#it only being the 6 of them emphasis the isolation perhaps. less variety. less change. same 6 people for 5(?) years#things could get weird fast. codependent mentalities. us vs them mindsets. an otherness about everyone else outside of their group#and then! then you add to the mix the fact that theyre eating/drinking from corpses?! *chefs kiss* awesome. love it.#non-stationary isolation + cannibalism. ough. perfect mix. a classic of maritime horror but in space! :D!#a big ship. small crew. living while knowing that as soon as you kick the bucket. your body is the meal. your body is the fuel.#no decorum about it. no faith. no belief. just perverse survival. bcs they might enjoy it. a bloody gluttony. with a bite. a sample. a taste#it takes seeing your buddy as a walking talking burger to another level. bcs every corpse you come across is also a burger. and a gas can#also fulcrum making candy out of corpses is so. particularly perfect when it comes to the horrifically absurd. just. smth about it. idk#but also also. the line. where was the line drawn for each of them? and when did they each cross it?#most of them dont seem like the type to jump head first into that. so how did they justify it to themselves? had they done it before?#and then. when did it become normal? a habit? smth enjoyable?#i might be running out of tags. but yeah. them being weirder. esp about each other and others.#nothing brings a group of people together like the overhanging knowledge that you sort of kinda wanna eat each other#(rlly wishing i could stomach realistic thrillers rn. but i just cant. gotta stick to written or artistic styles or risk panic attacks :/)#(ive tried a couple movies and shows now. and cant get through most of them. praise be synopses and peoples long rambles about them tho :D)#(nothing like reading someones passionate ramble about the meaning/symbolism of some gory nightmare without having to actually see it lol)
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vent under the cut you don't need to read if you don't want to!!!!!!!
I honestly hateee opening up or oversharing with ppl. it's kind of like eating for me where it feels okay in the moment but then afterwards I just feel awful. it feels like I'm attention seeking or saying someone else's experience isn't valid for some reason and it sucks. I don't do it at all with ppl I just met but with friends I tend to get carried away with it sometimes,,,
It hurts even more because I've been distancing myself from ppl bcz I'm scared of this exact thing happening. People have messaged me before, saying I seem cool and they want to be friends. And I get happy in the moment, but then I get really anxious about accidentally getting too comfortable and blurting out personal things, because then their opinion of me will wane and they'll think I'm annoying or ungrateful. So I subconsciously begin to distance myself and take a while when responding to messages, because I'm scared of getting too comfortable with them. But now I'm anxious that they think I'm cold or distant and that I secretly don't like them. It's just a lose lose situation mannn </3
I have so many DMs I've put off responding to, and I've stopped talking in servers as much bcz I'm scared of getting close with ppl in them. I really feel bad for it, though. I've drifted from friends bcz of that and it sucks because I genuinely love them a lot. I love everyone I talk to a lot and they always make my day better--I just wish I could be the same for them. I feel like it's a chore to talk to me. I honestly don't know what to do. It's even worse when I get close to someone bcz they like what I make/post because again, now that they've seen how I really am and I've opened up, they more than likely see me as annoying or a bad person. Like it hurts enough whenever we become friends naturally talking, but if it's with someone who's seen me at my "best" and has seen things I work on or stories I've created, they ofc associate me with those things, and their expectations of me are through the roof. So when I disappoint them it hurts a lot more. I hate getting attached to people it hurts so much
#vent#it's okay tho.I think a hug would fix me. I want a hug so bad :(#probably delete later#tag ramblings below#AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH LIKE SO MUCH so it's even harder. like I feel like I don't deserve them#y'all deserve better than me#I WISH I COULD ADOPT THE IDGAF ATTITUDE#truly the best feeling in the world--realizing you don't care anymore#and idk how someone could possibly like me for things I created--it's not even like I write well or sing well#I honestly don't understand how ppl could see anything I've made or sung and genuinely like it#so whenever someone DOES I'm just like hasbdhabsn yay!!!!!!! and then I ruin it w my awful personality </3#it's also why I take down a lot of ao3 works#like I've made 50 something works but it only shows two because I've taken so many down or made them anonymous--I hate my work so much#but ppl like it enough to actively want to get to know me and it hurts bcz I feel like they're not THAT good#same thing with singing like I'm not good at it at all#but ppl used to rlly like my impressions of characters and I'd get cast in quite a bit of cover groups and I just don't understand.why???#but ofc I can't ask that bcz.idk it just feels attention seeking when I do that#like can you praise me a whole bunch so I don't feel like it's not totally awful please?#I appreciate the support I get so so much and it's not that it's not enough it's just my brain is mean </3#idek what this vent is abt#I think ultimately it's just abt my fear of disappointing ppl#I'm close with a few ppl who know me bcz of things I made--and I feel like I kinda ruined their impression of me a little (a lot)#especially bcz I didn't always used to vent this much. like back when I was 12-15 I literally refused to vent no matter how bad it got#and I had friends who vented every single day so it's not like I'd be the only one#I just feel like it's wrong when it's me :'D I feel like my feelings aren't valid ig and I'm ungrateful bcz my life rlly isn't that bad#I only started venting a lot this year for some reason--and it makes me feel bad bcz now my current friends have to deal with me like that#like I have a diary I write in and it works sometimes but ultimately it's better for someone else to give you validation#I hate venting so much though#(<- literally venting rn BAHSDBAS)#I'M SORRY if I've been venting too much. I feel like I've been venting too much.guys am sorry if this is annoying I promise I'm workin on i
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no more suffering??????🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 please please please aaaAAaaaaaaaaaa
#so bighit ceo changed? and it’s that woman from t&d team#and i didn’t know her until that one hybe video and after watching the video i was grateful to her because#soobie & namu were also grateful to her🥺 and namu said that she was the one of two ��guardian angels’ who kept jimin in the group#so i was really grateful to her for that as well#and apparently she was in bighit from the very veryyyy beginning... like when bighit used to have 10 employees. she was one of them#she was there during both bangtan&tubatu’s whole training period. she did support them a lot🥺#and in that one video i remember soobin said he was really grateful to her and he even cried while saying goodbye to her & t&d team🥺#i remember namu also saying good things to her🥺 i don’t know but i assume she is a good person#and the fact that she is one of few people that knows the boys very well since she worked closely with them from the very beginning#and she witnessed their whole growth and journey and all...#i just really hope this marks a great beginning for both of the groups and everything will be better than before#idk after seeing whole 2 years my tubatu never getting the treatment they deserve from that damn company; seeing someone like her becoming#the new ceo gave me a huge hope for better future for them🥺#just.. i just want to see my tubatu being healthyandhappyand together and doing what they love with the great support and care they deserve#pleasepleasetreatthembetterastheydeserve#we’ll see how it goes but i have good feelings and i hope they come true#tu’s moa diaries (tu’batu wari wari) 🌟#no but i was just sulking around and i saw this and my mood immediately changed and lightened up lol#all it takes to make me smile is a good news from tubatu. well this isn't completely good news. news-that-carries-good-possibilities?
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Are you in any other fandoms? Not asking you to draw all the fandoms you're in or anything! Just wanna know if you have any personality other than "heeheehoohoo southpark" ?
i don't have a personality
#asks#tumblr is my all south park content#to the point where i don't even like posting my ocs here;;;#on twitter i go ham though#im talking the las/t of us#HAD/ES you know Hade/s#I love anima/l cross/ing when the animals cross#Im obsessed with all zombie things#I love pokemo/n so much I love Gen 4 and 5 with all my heart#i play lots of walking d/ead and watch that too#chai/n sa/w man as well omg#just finished watching that 90/s sh/ow because i loved that 70/s sho/w so much#I watched shameless and continue to rewatch it liek soemthing is wrogn with me#NIGHT IN THE W/OODS SHAPED ME BTW#I am currently reading this one comic called the ni/ce hou/se on the lake by Alvaro Martinez#i can go on but now i'm starting to think that you mean actual groups? Actual friends? actual FANDOM instead of media?.#because if thats the case#i choose to not be part of anything i just like lurking lmao#My sketchbook has all fandom art but i'd rather not share that stuff too much um they're just sketches#anyway no only hehehaha south aprk in my brain#and even then i just like to draw and be bymy lonesome#it's such a surprise i even made this blog in the first place 😂#thanks for#the#question.
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bring it on is such a good mv because you can derive so many details from the visuals it's so fun... the first time i saw an analysis of the gui i was like No Way
#lem text#🧯 cue-to-cue <3#SURPRISE SURPRISE lemmy shadow.bringers argentum thinks the mv based around fantasy video game design is one of the coolest .#also my girlfriend is in it. fnwjkefrj <333#the progression of the minimaps n the damage counters represent so much. so fun. and i love her knight design she's so cute#also OH MY GOD i have seen such in-depth speculation about how the profile icons relate to her party/group#AND how they correspond to the colors and graffiti patterns in **backdraft**??!!!???? omg . there is so much in here#mlgrm is just suchhh a fun project from an artistic perspective the unique art/music styles across it all make me *VIBRATES EXCITEDLY*#i mostly just talk about the characters but it's genuinely so inspiring from an art & storytelling perspective. i love it a lot TT <3#anyway (shy about being passionate) this series sucks it s lame and i thinkg the characters are stupid an d boring HKKDJKZ <33
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for the longest time i was a loss as to what to bring to the potluck because i thought i should bring something good and of high quality but then i realized that i was supposed to be having fun and that the whole point of the event is to have fun. so here i am, smiling at you, handing you a doodle of Guys From My AU because, let's face it, if i were to make a full illustration for any of them i'd only be able to participate in Potluck 2027. look at the itty bitty bastards :)
(the lineup is missing the team's AI but he was too darn itty bitty to draw next to the already ittybitty-fied Big Dudes)
#potluck2023#they're just shapes but i love them so very much#come to installation 07 we got uhhh cool bastard with a cool visor d°°mguy with a bigass scarf THE DUUUUDE a really fucked up machine guy#two out of four odsts of the rat squad and an ai named after hal ninethousand#funnily enough despite more than half of this lineup being spartans (or spartan-adjacent... things) if zg were a game it would be very much#odst-like in nature because it's just a small group of dudes trying to find survivors from the lnfinity crash while also trying to survive#themselves#and then of course things keep devolving but they're all bonding with each other#and they all get to meet both new people and people they care about a lot and it's great despite the hardships :)#anyways this au is my proudest creation but materializing these ideas in the physical world is a pain in the ass because it takes the amount#of time i simply Do Not Have. one day though. one day. :)
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I dunno why it's taken me this long to clock all the npmd mentions you've done that weren't even subtle girl(gender neutral) it's been weeks and it just did not enter my brain until now
Anyway
Do you have a Favourite lord in black and/or a Favourite nerd? (Mine are tinky and grace <3<3)
So I first saw this very early in the morning, and I very much misread it as you realizing that I was a girl (gender neutral), which I do think is very very funny anshdhdjf
I am also chuckling at the idea of me very obviously saying ‘Gee I sure do love Starkid’ and you just standing there like 🤔
Hi hello!!!! I do indeed love Starkid, and while npmd isn’t my faaaaaavorite of the hachetfield trilogy, (that honor goes to Black Friday, ily Black Friday), I do love the music and the characters, it’s definitely the most well produced in terms of its music. Very very cool
Ooooo the lord in black question is very difficult…..appearance-wise I’m gonna have to say Nibbly or Blinky. I really like eye motifs and eye imagery, so it’s a natural match.
As for Nibbly, he’s my favorite token™️ lord in black, for the costume and the aesthetic. Love him.
As for overall favorite, I’d have to go with Wiggly, surprisingly. This definitely has to do with my love of Black Friday, but he’s still my favorite overall villain from the trilogy, Jon Matteson’s voice acting is absolutely stellar, and his plush design is so so cool. I made little felt pins of the lord in blacks for Christmas for my friends, and wiggly actually turned out my favorite, he looked so cool. Maybe someday I’ll post some pictures of them lol.
GRACE CHASITY 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶
She’s SO fucking me fr, that’s just how I am, I love her from the depths of my heart, she’s utterly unhinged <333333
I hope to god that someday I can play her in a show, I’d do SO well. Alto Queens unite!!!!!
Angela’s line read of ‘so you do know the Bible’ has me under lock and KEY, she’s SO mental
As an asexual I’d marry her ily Grace Chasity you will forEVER be famous. Dirty Girl is iconic 😌���
I’m not really active in the Starkid fandom bc cats obv, but also they scare me like a lot. And don’t seem that friendly 😰 one of them blocked me for my opinion on Ted that I apologized for later, and I agonized over it for a week before realizing that it literally wasn’t my fault lmaooo.
Also I do have some opinions that prolly wouldn’t go over well in there, (I had a lot of feelings about workin’ boys lol)
That being said, going through the tags on the Twisted vs Cats poll is my favorite pastime. It’s so fucking funny to me. The girls are fightinngggggg
#asks!!!!!!!#tbh I do feel like a girl (gender neutral) a lot lol#I have a weird relationship with gender that’s hard for me to explain and also I don’t want to explain it#what if I get canceled/delusional#the fastest way to explain it is call me a girl in a Gerard Way/Joan of Arc fashion#my pronouns are I me myself and everything else is ur problem#ANYHOW I’m actually being Nibbly for Halloween :3#I think most of my friend group is going as lords in black#and since I’m the only girl™️ in the group imma be nibbly :D#I aDORE quoting max’s line just before dirty girl#I love…Jesus 😄✝️!!!! but I also love….to FUCK’#ahajsbdhhsh it’s just so funny#it’s also super out of character for me as a well known asexual#I love doing that shit it’s so funny#now I know what I look like in ur mind I keep picturing that little me explaining this like an animated intro lolll#what else do I even tag this?#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#that seems fine#don’t mind me guys
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Your knitting circle sounds like a hoot! What knitting project are you working on?
Getting into this knitting/crochet group has been such a treat and I love it and the ladies I've met. It's such a fun mix of personalities and it's almost never dull.
This week was a bit unusual because I was the first one there and the second person was a newcomer who seemed just as nervous as I'd been my first time. I'm not great at conversation with people I don't know--I learned most of my conversation skills from Shannon Hale and, when lost, revert to my grandmother's habit of reacting to everything with an exaggerated, "Tch. Well, isn't that just [adjective]!" (Often her adjective of choice was "Cute!" This applied to everything from my aggressive dog to my second car, a rusty black crossover SUV.) The third arrival was the college student, who is also shy, so things were exceedingly awkward until Ruth with her German sensibility completed the group.
The rest of the cast are three old ladies who remind me of my aunts in various ways, except at least two of them are Catholic (one sincere and one who seems to approach it grudgingly as a matter of course). There's a foundational member I've never met who apparently winters down south with her brother. She was expected back by the beginning of June and hasn't turned up yet and no one knows what happened to her. Over time the group has seen other folks as well, including a mythical "young man who was really good at knitting" who up and disappeared one day. Unfortunate, that loss.
My current project is a sweater! It's given me a great deal of grief but the end is in sight. (And it's actually crochet, not knitting, because I haven't reconciled with knitting yet.)
Unfortunately my house has really bad lighting and it's cloudy outside have a picture of it on my kitchen floor (yes, that is carpet). The lighting never does the color justice; it's a soft green-blue color:
@parlaypeach Here's the direct link to the free version of the pattern, but it is a doozy. These are my notes on my printed copy (some of it is row counting and I restarted a few times before I was happy with the size):
I chose to decrease the arms as I worked them down to the cuff and then gathered the cuff. Somehow this gave me almost the same stitch count as what I think the pattern called for without that decrease. But I'm not sure, because we get two stitch counts in the entire pattern and they're for the first two rows. So riddle me that.
I'm also adding proper ribbing to the hem and putting in ribbing and button holes along the front edges, whereas the original pattern just has you work a basic narrow row along the edges to give a somewhat finished look.
Oh, and where the stitch type switches partway down I opted for a simple stitch instead of the reverse stitch in the pattern because I prefer how it looks.
Warning: You WILL need to size down. My yarn is listed as worsted but feels lighter (knitting ladies agree), I sized down my hook, and I adjusted my stitch count, and this thing is still big. But oversized is fine. (I also am not at all matching gauge so there's that. My rows tend to be short but my stitches tend to be wide?)
Also, this is the first sweater I crocheted, and the pattern. This first one was more straight-forward and, y'know, written correctly (I have MANY of this artist's patterns bookmarked), but the one I'm working on currently has that nifty way to shape the shoulders and I didn't have to join the arms as separate pieces, so I do like that about it.
#sorry it took me a minute to respond#I had to get a picture of the project--even if it's a bad picture#apols to everyone who has heard me talk about my plans for this sweater MULTIPLE TIMES#I keep repeating myself as motivation for finishing the dang thing#anyway yes I love the knitting group so so much and I'm 100% convinced society would be better if people gathered for an hour or four#of some sort of handiwork while they gossiped about life#and it is CRUCIAL that there be all ages included and lots of stories and memories shared#my soul is healing#(I didn't want to get Too Weird this last time but Ruth was telling us about how her husband was living with his grandpa when she met him)#(Grandpa didn't need a lot of help but they didn't want him to get lonely)#(and Ruth said it was the best thing ever because he helped with the kids when they were really little)#(and I wanted to jump in with how that's the whole point Western society is missing with elders)#(but I didn't because it wouldn't have been coherent)#so yeah!#also d&d will likely be moving to a new day of the week once we get our lives figured out a bit#so I may be able to make this a regular thing!#asks#crochet
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