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arsenicflame · 9 months ago

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Bonus round! Do you use a queue tag?

#ive been super curious about this because people seem to have really strong opinions on the queue! so many people seem to HATE it #but i love using the queue! i dont really know exactly why i like it so much- i started using in like... 2016 and its a fundamental part of #my tumblr experience now. i think i started off just using it for offline hours so id hit most my american mutuals (/ for aes posts)#but these days basically everything goes in my queue (cept time sensitive things & like. current hype and original posts-#anything 'normal' posting is in the queue)#idk it feels. nice to me! i like to spread out my posting and not rb 30 things in half an hour and then disappear for the rest of the day #esp since my spaces are so circular- the same post runs on my dash a dozen times minimum. and i get to put it on ur dash a week late!!!#and its so nice to have small interactions with mutuals in incompatible timezones; to open up my notifications in the morning #and go: oh! my friends were here <3 #its such a Part of the tumblr experience for me i dont think i could ever truly change now. maybe switch to timed queueing #but my availability changes so much i prefer to just. know i guess #but (i am so sorry for all that) im curious about how other people feel!!!!!! itd be so interesting to hear abt why people do/do not like i #i know some people like the experience of spamming and going. some people think it makes this seem to much like influencing or whatever #everyone has their reasons and i want to know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#nyxtalks #poll #queue #no see answers option because you must fall into one of these

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trauma-bot · 4 months ago

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sin eater

#sorry its been a minute!!! the horrors. you understand.#anyways yall ready for another gloom tag essay because here we go!!!#im constantly thinking about the ramifications of uzi literally eating cyn and her now being apart of her.#specifically how it impacts uzi mentally. like dgmw i LOVE the silly cyntail shenanigans in fanart (ive also contributed to this) however #when i really think about it in relation to uzi's arc i go crazy insane #uzi is a character who is grasping for control after a lifetime of not having it.#she has no control over how her peers treat her. she has no control over khan neglecting her for reasons that arent her fault.#she quite literally has no control over the solver taking her over and making her do monstrous things against her will #which solidifies her feelings of being a freak monster who everyone was right to outcast and mistreat.#because im Unwell i interpret her calling herself god as a way to convince herself of having control- and to lock away feelings of impurity #if anyone is in control- if anyone is loved and cherished despite any and all wrong doings- its a god.#and that all comes to a head when she eats the heart of cyn thereby destroying the AS- a literal manifestation of a corrupted god- for good #finally taking back control from the entity that had been terrorizing and traumatizing both her and her loved ones. but did she really?#cyn is apart of her now. powerless sure- but that doesnt take away the horrors she wrought previously #and even so- has uzi ever stopped being just a host? do you think shes terrified of cyn regaining power out of the blue?#do you think uzi ever stops feeling like a monster?#“sin eating” was a thing that happened where someone would consume ritual foods to take on the sins of a recently deceased person #thus absolving said deceased person of any sins and putting them onto the sin eater. being a sin eater ensured eternal damnation.#and i just think about that a lot. when applying that (symbolically ofc(somewhat literally. she very much is a cyn eater)) to what uzi did.#“gloom you're reading way too much into this” THE LITTLE GOTH ROBOT. MAKES ME INSANE IN THE HEAD. OK!!!!!#gloom.art #murder drones #murder drones fanart #murder drones uzi #uzi murder drones #uzi doorman #uzi md #md uzi #uzi fanart

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xxplastic-cubexx · 4 months ago

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if i said i picked up this issue for anything but drunk erik i fear i'd be lying

(Wolverine (2020) #3)

#xmen #xmen comics #krakoa #magneto #ok fine logan can get a tag too. this IS his story after all ja/lkLAJVEAVKLJ #wolverine #snap scans #i should read the rest of this run but its like 47 issues i think so. gonna take some time with that #spliced up the panels so its easier to look at everything. and so i can frame drunk passed out erik on my wall #someone uploaded some of the first page some time ago but 1.) i forgot to rb it 2.) it didnt include the rest of the scene #it ESP didnt include erik fallin face first on the table and his lil sleepin face on the next page like please im gettin cuteness aggressio #im so miffed that these are printed on the same page cause i woulda framed this spread otherwise like PLEASE #this shit got me GIGGLING SO BAD i cant. 'dare i say it .......' he's so unnecessary i love him so much #he's so silly ..... also someone said it best in that whenever erik's drawn like a bug it's the best thing #like look at him. that's a beetle. that's my little beetle and i love him i need to put him in a terrarium and watch him #honestly theres a LOT of things i have scanned and wanna share however i have to do it. Reasonably so to speak #in that i dont want to accidentally drown out all my doodling with comic scans jvEALKVJEAKL #maybe i'll do it sandwich style ... art -> scan -> art -> scan etc etc #that does remind me i have a doodle i wanted to do today. so maybe ill do that and share another thing i got scanned ....#unfortunately i do very much love reading the comics. a troublesome thing cause theres so much i wanna share and talk about #like from this issue too i love how hank describes what charles' mutation feels like #its not a grand thing but i love it whenever charles' telepathy is described and how it effects him physiologically #maybe hank was just Theorizing what it feels like but still ... i love that insight so much .....#i'll share that quote another time- i prob won't scan the page cause it's just a text log but i will say it was from here dont worry #ok ive rambled long enough BYE im gonna go draw charles

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todayisafridaynight · 9 months ago

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#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza 7 #yakuza like a dragon #masato arakawa #snap sketches #how many outfits can i draw masato and daigo in tune in next week to find out #i just think masato would benefit from a cropped blazer .........#all i do is come on here ramble bout Some Bull and give characters outfits i own #its cause when i WANNA go out and show everyone around me i get CANCELLED ON #im fine. really. anyways #ive made dandy progress with my To Do list today i deserve a treat. and to go outside #but there's a thunderstorm approaching and while i love driving in the rain i fear everywhere's closing in three seconds #probably. idk i live near nothing and im not wandering target for an hour #listen i do live that p4 live where going to the grocery store IS the highlight of my week but not today #it is a drive-in-the-rain-and-scream day i think tho ... thats what the weathers telling me #oh while im rambling i put a cubicle in my room. by accident #i was just rearranging things and i accidentally made a cubicle with my screen but i really like it frankly #its cozy and small... epic ...#ok bye im gonna finish up some stuff

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cent-scratchnsniff · 5 months ago

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here together

#lobotomy corporation #lobcorp #lobotomy corp spoilers #lobotomy corporation spoilers #abram lobcorp #i didnt know that the song that plays during day 48 ending is called 'here together'.#couldnt hear it well because i typically have my sound low (sensetive to louder sounds) and also the dialog fucked me up #so when i pressed on it to hear it. to actually listen to it. then to see the name and remember what it Looked like #i got teary eyed. sorry.#it happened quite. afew times when finishing this shitty thing #i was thinking of how camren's not quite corpse looked as if it were reaching out to him inside the container #how it looked as if she had wings. abrams words. the line from one story that was--#something like 'we were hoping it was just one big prank and she would hop out fro. around the corner with a smile on her face'#how do you move forward when all you think you cause is pain? when everything else youve done only brought to bring people you love to thei #downfall and demise inside agony and fear as they lay dying. none of that was merciful. none of that was just. they were told to carry on #her dream and he views as if all he had done was to become cruel and wasnt fit and never even began to finish what she started.#it was so striking to me. the language he used. sleeping. alseep. waken. when all the others never sugarcoated it #in lobcorp they always said it straight. 'suicide' 'killed' 'dead'. but he used something far more.. peaceful? kind in wording in a way.#softer. describing death as if it were a merciful thing. an end that suits them and not something to be afraid of. to just... sink. to slee #to be with carmen again. to put everything to an end #the place they built with their hands. to have it just... stop. not in a way of repeating and staying in the moment #but of a permanent end. to 'sleep'. to die. to just.... stop. forever. to see no more. to do no more #to not be able to do Anything for when ever he had done Something it just cause agony. cruel hands partaking in acts he so deeply #regrets. everything is just regret. it sounds nice. to move on. to just move forward. but how can you move forward when all you think you #bring to those you cherished and couldnt leave behind is pain?#ill likely move this somewhere else as well. ive been meaning to talk about abram #the rest as well actually. mostly just the few final days w abel adam and abram since i am STUCK ON DAY 49 #oh dear i uh typed a lot in the tags. oops

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lightbulb-warning · 7 months ago

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so has anyone figured out WHY there is the Need To Share our Artworks™ or is it just the vibes and our Soul apparently

#ive been running on “two cakes. u aren't BOTHERING people by putting art on their feed they can scroll past it/if they dont they get ”cake“”#and we love “cake”#“cake” is picture on the internet in this case #like okay the contracts and transaction format is a me problem!! i need to get rid of the “utilitarian brain worms” bc they're boring #this is supposed to be a hobby and the “get a good grade in hobby” wolf in the brain is just crying bc that's how they understand the world #the “get a good grade in x” wolf has valid pain but needs to stop controlling my life because they don't need to earn “enough value to live”#ect ect ect #and the life of minmaxxed utility is a life of trying to appeal to a “correct” that doesn't exist yaddi yadda = boring #i love you wolf. also shut up. affectionate. concerned. you get it #ok so we remove tangible purpose from act of experience art because THAT'S not “the point”#because “the point” is the joy killer eccetera ecc #but then what? “here check out this labor of love. i drew this fucker 15 times. no there's no story* there it's just a guy”#*story in this case being an emotional engagement/a situation/a context in which to ponder/other #so it's just a Draw. no further analysis. what do others Get from that?#i know i deeply enjoy art because im a fan of the process of People Making Stuff. i love when there was nothing but now there's something!!!#THAT'S what's it all about!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to me!!!! right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so it stands to reason that creation is purpose enough?? to be experienced???? to be known????????#idk!!#this is a nothing burger of a thought people have always liked picture on the internet stfu maiora there doesn't need to be a reason #this is just the brainworms talking!!! because god forbid “something not have a purpose”??? blegh!!!!!!!!#sounds like unhealthy rationalizing instead of letting things be out of The Fear™!!sounds like depraving urself from joy bc of BRAINWORMS!!!#so like!!!!! picture on the internet doesn't NEED inherent value. creation is enough!! (plus there's the Attachment to Character. also.)#but then why are YOU *points at you* here? gen q!!#i made an image you like and now you are reading my word babble in some tags!!! what's THAT all about???????????#it's INTERESTING!! do you see what im trying to get at??#is it empathy??? person made something other saw something other made- other2other connection???? intrigue????????#.......all this is probably explained in some book or yt essay somewhere. oh well.#in the meantime thank you for your time! we can pretend we were stuck in an elevator together and then i started rambling #i hope you have a great rest of your day thanks for stopping by!! <3 #maiora garrulates

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vaniliens · 18 days ago

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Im not even sticking around for the drama that stuff gives me heart diseases im just here to see where this guys gonna lead us and to make fun of him if it ends up bad and ignore it if it was good

#That one tweet the good sir made abt comparing the stories (potential) ending to onk's lifted one of my eyebrows now im intrigued #Ive always had issues with it since I started it lmao #its good at making people think unfortunately theres just 1 too many flaws in how it executes it now were here #Like i said if he really wanted this to nail the landing its should've just been a multiple choice video game / visual novel / whatever #Not only will we get to see the other routes we'll have more things to discuss with eachother #and the fandom is less likely to turn into a political argument twitter esque cesspool #Like i understand why a live big audience like this was chosen; The IRREVERSIBLE Community Voting nails the 'This is what you wanted'#idea home; where all participants who are interested are directly put in the chair of Jury & Judge & even though YOUR idea might seem good #not everyone would agree with it #Like its good on paper but seriously it wouldve worked better if it just focussed on 1 guy per viewing like idk disco Elysium or umineko or #any other well known well thought out ''Your actions & thoughts have consequences'' games #Like you put 10 (/11) characters in the spotlight & youre supposed to figure out everyones deal and judge them correctly #but we cant do that when theres 1. only 3 chances to change the direction of their development / get deeper insight #2. They dont even exist outside of the main attraction which are the mvs #3. They can just die unsatisfyingly without any conclusion to their arcs or explanations if the audience fucks it up badly #Like what are you gonna do when this story finishes? Make it a time loop to give the audience another chance to explore their characters?#Umineko no naku koro ni can be downloaded for free through umineko-project.org or purchased through steam or bought physically from a game-#nillas #vanili powder #i love having hatred in my heart I needed something else to make fun of after Mashima ended EZ like that #I can make fun of episode 8 but im too much of a coward to rlly point things out As Of Now so mlgrm going out in flames woukd be fun #im not saying it Should id love it if a miracle can occur and save its issues thats been there since the premise but yea. I dont think so.#anti milgram

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blluespirit · 6 months ago

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the level of BRAINROT that shipping has caused in fandom circles is unfathomable to me btw. like two characters will like Be Nice to each and maybe even.... become friends... and next thing I know there's 50+ dissertation length posts discussing how these two characters are made for each other and if the writers do anything but make them canon then they shall be hunted for sport. anyone in fandom that disagrees will be hung drawn and quartered.

#this is not me saying saying shipping is bad this is me saying that so often it is taken WAY too seriously and to an extreme #like some of you are just out here LYING about things that characters did or said to try and alleviate your ship above others #ive become an avid hater of any and all ships and its completely unrelated to the characters and everything to do with fandom culture #to be clear: if you want to write a lengthy analysis abt a non canon ship u love and how you interpret it that fucking fine #its the drama that im talking about... how 'shipping wars' start and how people will completely disregard characterisation and plot to forc #a ship to work therefore almost always making characters Worse.#and then how interpreting anything to be non-romantic or non-sexual is somehow ignorant and bellitiling #i am very 😑 abt both romance and sex as a aroace person so i like to put most things under a 'platonic' light or just in different context #but the pressure that is felt to conform to interpreting EVERYTHING as a ship is crazy #the allonormativity/amatonormativity in fandom makes me want to (starts vomiting)#this is not at anyone in particular btw this is just general frustration #hattie talks #form: txt #misc: fandom

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greyedian · 27 days ago

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google search how to talk about a character without feeling like a dumb stupid fucking idiot

#yknow i had a whole rant typed out in the tags about how im always second guessing myself about character interpretations #and how i believe im genuinely too fucking stupid for any fandom ever bc im probably misinterpreting so many things #which is why im a lot less vocal on here that id like to be bc i dont want to bother anyone with my dogshit takes #but like lets be real no one wants to read that and that whole train of thought was so unhelpful and whiny #also im probably having That One Day in The Week™ today so i should just chill the fuck out #<- for context a piece of me-lore here: i've come to dub this day my Viktor day #as in the day i have every week where i just feel so bad that id like to remove my ability to feel any emotions at all #ive had that thought a lot before i even got into his lore but then i read it and i felt so seen adkjfg #its just one day its not always on the same day and im fine for the rest of the week but yea thats besides the point #the point is... idk what the point is. smth smth i always feel like an outsider #even though i dont make much of an effort to put myself out there #bc there must be a good reason why ive always been an outsider right? like there must be something wrong with me <- i love cyclical thinkin #anyways deleting this later sry ill get over it

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 1 year ago

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yaz voice: i keep thinking,,, i keep thinking abt the.....future affecting the past of it all. the "if he runs out of time the hostile action would end and a time machine would know", "im fine because you fixed yourself", and "because it's not a grave"

like if it were me. if it were me. i still would have gone with the villa diodati conundrum. "save the poet, save the universe" what do we do when the poet IS the universe. "watch people burn now or tomorrow" like the distinction exists? like tomorrow isnt yesterday?

so we make them face the child. the doctor loses this one, right? too beholden to their rules. lost with shelley, will lose with the child. because there is no way to win it. not with the rules of the universe theyve clung to up to this point. not without play

so theres a child that needs to be saved but the doctor cant do it because it will take the foundation out from under the universe. she Can Not interfere. she fails to be the doctor when it comes to herself. but yaz is there. doctor's doctor. wont accept this. saves the child

the universe crumbles, but this or tecteun's revenge the outcome is similar except. the universe that crumbles if you save the child is the timelords' universe, their imposed histories, their laws, their logic. nothing makes sense anymore. it's terrifying. gotta let go gotta let go gotta let go. you HAVE to play. play or perish. please it's not that serious. it's just identity! funniest game there is. listen to the master; tag, youre it

#i admit theres a lot of details to work out #a lot of details ive forgotten about also #but give me a minute and a rewatch of every episode since 2019 and i'll be good to go #hdfkjhgj #i Would like to write my own version of idk everything since halfway s12 i guess #but it'd be so much work man #and for who #well me i suppose #maybe one day #also now that ive written it out loud a 'future affecting the past' theme seems inevitable if youve got a writer #responding to his own old work #but i really do need to rewatch to remind myself of all the details i need to fill in and check off here #theres a lot im missing #but if it were me!#if it were me the scene where yaz stops the doctor and runs off to save the child would echo the end of 12x10 #the aftermath of it would be brutal i think #13 would be torn apart by conflicting impulses #YOU SHOULDNT HAVE/yes you should have it was the right thing to do/but ILLEGALIMPOSSIBLE/you did what i coudlnt (shamepride)/#it was done for love/how dare you/it was done for ME/the universe cant suffer for me i cant bear that/#you had no right to make that choice/i wanted to protect you from it/you had no right to put the end of the universe on me like that #she would break open completely it'd be messy as fuck #and incredible to see #and then i havent even imagined yazs responses yet

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microwavetoaster-selfships · 2 months ago

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Yes but one of the grand things about having Finn cook for me is that I don't have to suppress my autistic need to know every little ingredient inside of a food or dish because I can just endlessly ask him the question every five minutes or as needed.

#this is silly. this is so silly. I was also reminded of how overstimulating restaurants were especially when I cant wear any headphones or-#-earbuds because I dont want to come off as “ignorant/indecent person” sort of thing. But what is even more silly is me ominously staring-#-at my food trying not to ask. as it was made. in front of me. IT WAS A HIBATCHI RESTAURANT. The only things I didnt know were some of the-#-sauces that got put into the stirfry and even then im like 95% sure it was just soy sauce or like teriyaki. I dont know about the salad-#-though. That was like thousand island dressing but...lumpier. and something else. Restaurants are like the opposite of where I should hang #-out. They are my enemy. the only upside is that I can take my food home in a take out box if the place offers it. Cause eating infront of-#-other people i just cant do it. Which im sure ive said before perhamps. I was so worried the hibatchi person would question why im-#-not eating and I gotta explain to them that it's not the food I just have some strange.. paranoia? I suppose I would call it? I mean it is #-an irrational fear. Im not even that upset over it this was all last night im just running my mouth now.#It's where I can look back and giggle over it now because it was a bit silly. Forgive me Finn. You seem like you would love to-#-eat out at restaurants as date nights. I would absolutely fork over all my money even if it was just buying you a meal. Howver unfortunetl #-for me I feel like you would also tell me it isn't really a good date if only one of us are enjoying ourselves and would rule out-#-doing dinner dates until it got to the point of like. Me being fine with eating at home infront of him.#And for that I banish him to kisses from me for one thousand years. It says it here in the rule book. I dont make the rules I just follow-#-them.\#finn🩶💙#self ship #selfship #selfshipping #self shipping

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scattered-winter · 2 months ago

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I really forgot just how miserable I was here huh

#like damn howd i put up with this for 20 years without ending up on the news #im not miserable now i really am glad to be visiting. its a lot more bearable when its temporary #i dont think ive slept more than 2 hours at a time since ive been here and idk if its just jetlag #or if its me being so on edge which. that is always going to be a given when im here #and i really really wish i had a door that locked bc im sleeping w my back to the wall again bc i feel like someones in here with me #AGAIN </3 #but the guest room only has a curtain so thats wonderful thats lovely #whatever. i do think im just extremely sleep deprived so its just making all of the problems i already had Worse #at least my puppy is here and i can cuddle her. and im going do do the FUNNIEST thing to wrap my brothers present.#im so excited its been so long since ive been a little shithead to my siblings #time honored tradition <3 #i just might have literal bags under my eyes when i get back home. whatever.#winter speaks #personal #idk idk idk just thinking about how different it is being back here when i dont live here anymore.#when i have somewhere else i can go and when im more centered in who i am vs who they wanted me to be.#kinda wild. whatever goodnight im gonna try and sleep a little bc my old boss might call me in tomorrow #and he pays me like hes an old dying king trying to hand out his life savings so. hell yea brotherrrrrrrr

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themyscirah · 8 months ago

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Okay so basically the United States MINT of all people is going to be working with DC to make a line of coins! These coins sadly won't be in circulation (the things I would do to live in a world where I could get Batman coins from the supermarket) as they're collectors coins, but will be releasing over the course of the next 3 years, 2025-2027.

Designs haven't been released yet (the same is true for all 2025 designs) but we know there will be 9 coins in total (3 each year) with the first year featuring (of course!!!) Superman, Batman, and Wonder Woman.

Although we know the first three heroes to be featured, the remaining six have yet to be decided, and it turns out the Mint is putting out a survey on their site to gauge which of a group of culturally significant heroes people want to see most! (link to the form is mentioned in the article above)

The considered group includes: Supergirl, the Flash, Green Arrow, Black Canary, Captain Marvel, John Stewart GL, Aquaman, Hawkman, Jamie Reyes BB, Robin (Damian?), Cyborg, and Batgirl, of which 6 will be selected.

As someone who does a bit of coin collecting myself (mainly circulation coins like the quarters sets, but I also have a couple proof and collectors coins) I think this is a really cool and interesting idea that showcases the history of the comics medium and these characters and their influence on American culture. Really excited to wait and see what the designs look like for the coins already announced!

#ABSOLUTELY INSANE TO ME #sorry just. only thing that could make this crazier is if these were circulating. i would fucking die actually lmao #i mean you could buy something with one of these legally but like youre an idiot if you do that so likeeee #someone showing up with the solid gold superman collector coin and its only legally worth a dollar lmao #not that someone would do this but future generations/archeologists finding a coin in some ruins and it just has like. batman on it #amazing to me #also just the transition from us currency having all fake people (lady liberty some random native american guy etc.) and then going to real #people and presidents then expanding that to honor people that they believe should be honored (think the harriet tubman coin set right now)#and representing beauty and innovation and culture through representation of the states #only through that lens to swing back around and have fake people on the coins again in the form of the freaking dc trinity. insane to me #no one ever gets me when im nerding out over coins its okay. at least its not postage stamps (i actually do have some special postage stamps #its like 1 sheet though it was for the 2017 eclipse and the image changes from totality to the moon with the heat of your finger theyre so #cool okay) anyways i like dont really know that much abt coins lol i originally saw a post abt this on reddit 💀 lol and had to check this #was real which is insane. anyways my dad got my all my coin stuff ive got a proof set from the year i was born albums to hold the 50 states #and national parks (america the beautiful but its 90% natl park designs lets be honest here) quarter collections as i find them irl #(dont have an album for us women yet sadly but do have some of the coins) as well as a few dimes and other circulation albums i havent used #much. and then i have a few collectibles like the hubble telescope $1 coin the 50th anniversary apollo 11 one and the 2021 anniversary peace #dollar. though like not the gold ones or anything like that lol but yeah. i talk abt coins every once and a while with friends and i know #things but then my dad is in the car and its like nevermind lol.#also put a ? after damian's name bc theres a chance it could be dick and they just used the wrong picture. because some of the character #bios had names but his didnt and seemed very dick grayson (acrobatics mention “batman's partner” etc) but not so specfic exclude either one #and the pick was damian. but then the ollie pick was goateeless for some reason so who knows #culturally dick is more important but dami is current so idk #dc comics #blah #ive really been learning so much today. first all in announcement and subsequent leaks and now this. what a ride #also love how im anticipating and know future comics things lol. when did that happen haha. ive really transitioned from only reading back #issues and never knowing current events to following a lot of releases lol and somehow finding out about the freaking coin collection...#crazy how that happens #cant scroll up at that first image without losing it a bit still actually. what a world we live in. anyways take your bets who is gonna be

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courfee · 8 months ago

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just went through all my ao3 fics and edited all the tags because i feel like i overtag a lot and it always bothered me. tbf the most overtagging happens in my relationship/character tags but i find it super difficult to judge who/which relationship is important. like friendships are So Important in my fics i dont feel like i cant tag less there? especially my longer fics. amtc james&sirius and black brothers are in my mind at least if not more important than literally amtc jegulus. i know its a jegulus fic but also jegulus is just the catalyst for other relationship dynamics. how do you tag that stuff

#honestly same with operation wanker #i finally put the wolfstar tag at the end of the relationship list #because genuinely when i first wrote the fic i debated leaving that out completely because i just do not focus on them At All #but considering theyre the very reason for the whole fic i couldnt not tag them #but james and sirius in operation wanker are as important to me as jegulus #and they go through a similar plot line of developing and changing so ?? yk???#idk how to tag i am really bad at it honestly #as you can tell i have exam season #hence me doing anything but the things i should be doing #hp #fic rant #i need a tag for general ramblings #i did take out a lot of character tags in a lot of my fics #like in some of them i literally now have a relationship tag but not the character tag which im also still not sure at #like on lies and spies still has the peter&marlene tag but it doesnt have a marlene tag anymore #and im still debating if i should also take the relationship tag out but also its important for peters actions??? idkkk man i am bad at thi #took out a lot of tags from amtc because i just felt it was too long overall #like i do think they were not completely unimportant but it was such a wall of text i felt a bit overwhelmed #tagging fics where its literally just 2 characters and theyre romantically/sexually involved is so much easier #like on high delight the tags make perfect sense because its very obvious what the focus is on #but i so seldomly write fics that are confined to just a ship (/) dynamic #maybe this is my arospec that ive been eyeing for the past 10 years and keep ignoring showing #i just care about writing relationships (&) so much more honestly #ok thats actually a lie im not tooo good with just platonic fics but i like writing romantic stuff in the context of friendgroups #i like characters having to keep secrets from the people they usually tell evrything to #love exploring characters finding out they have friendship boundaries they previously didnt know about #love writing about trust and and conflicting feelings and having to make choices #also lmao very iconic of me to have 5km of tags on a post of me saying i am prone to overtagging. really proving my own point here

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volivolition · 1 year ago

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what's the theme you're fucking going for here voliiii!!! what are you fucking getting at!!! what are you trying to say, what's the point??

#still working on this drama chapter in Swept Up. they're. confusing to work with? from an empathy standpoint at least.#skill who is trying to honestly understand the other skills VS skill who is just always lying and putting on an act.#and then theres the whole thing that im not going to spoil yet but the dynamic. fuck man. i dont even know what im trying to say here #lying is bad? no i dont care about that. honest communication is important maybe? i feel like i need a central theme for this.#and i dont want the theme to be ''empathy good'' because low-empathy people are also good and i love them!! and also:#empathy is a flawed character!! i try to portray this. i dont like moralism/centrism which empathy believes in and is the main skill for #empathy you stupid centralist (affectionate) i know this is just because you don't know how to make everyone happy. who can fix this?#you dont think you can fix this! you feel too much debilitating sadness to make meaningful change!! responsibilite to others more capable #still. i do depict empathy as often kind on a small level because i think that's in character. empathy just helps you understand.#i guess this fic is also a ''empathy doesn't mean kindness. kindness is a choice you can make afterwards but empathy just means empathy''#but that's not a centralizing theme that all the chapters share. its also about vulnerability and the mortifying ordeal of being known #urgh. i'll think about it some more. knowing me its probably another ''love (in all forms) is the meaning to life'' type story lmao <3 #i need to make a skill chart for this harry. all i know is that Volition is his skill signature but Empathy is his highest stat #hyper-empathetic harry with the rsd that comes from adhd!! haha!! suffering. everybody fucking hate you. this is based on me btw lmao #i was working on voli's chapter which has a flashback and child empathy! new to the mindspace looking out through harry's eyes and crying #the world is full of sad people and it's just too much for a lil guy! the backstory i have planned for this like. huh okay. wild. anyway!!#oh shit ive made a fucking breakthrough with the drama chapter. its not a theme but its something i figured out at least. we stay winning!!#chemi chats #task: swept up

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