#i lost my job

[slunberparty]

Would you guys be interested in my hypothetical patreon where I would post tutorials on game dev and 3D animation and exclusive stuff related to the development of my game? Such as cut content, sketches, sneak peeks, code, etc?

[24horasconsue]

Y perdí mi trabajo.

Todo el mundo me dice que debo enojarme, ponerme triste, pegar el grito al cielo y demandar a mi ex jefa por el despido injustificado.

Otros me dicen que no pierda tiempo, que busque otro empleo, que ponga mi propia clínica y crezca en este momento de desamparo.

Yo decidí descansar un poco, terminaré mis pendientes y me relajaré un par de meses, solo yo y mi proceso de titulación.

No correré a ningún lado, todas las oportunidades seguirán ahí cuando yo las busqué, aún tengo una vida por delante como para angustiarme por "perder un par de meses" y si acaso no tengo tanta vida como para "perder el tiempo" entonces tampoco es tan terrible...

Ahora solo soy yo.

(Me doy el lujo de relajarme porque ahorre una decente cantidad de dinero mientras trabajaba.)

[littlemoondarling]

I genuinely hate my family and am just tired of them....

[transpenguin]

Genuinely very close to ending it all

[inkskinned]

i don't want to celebrate but i know this body is an animal that i must tend to like a cow. i put on jazz music and rub my hands down my fur and sometimes brush out the tangles. the cowbody is splotchy and angry and grows horns and always walks too heavy. it is sometimes very hard to love a cowbody. it is hard not to envy the fox or the crow.

i don't want to celebrate, this was a terrible year and i accomplished nothing.

i put coffee on the stove though. i made my bed. i handmade all my christmas presents this year, and it made my mom happy. i don't cry every day anymore, just some of them, and it's not as violent. i finally made something recognizable as bread.

we are supposed to celebrate sometimes, because it is important for the animal body to feel joy, even for manufactured reasons. i hold garlands and feel raw and sullen. i want to spend the party with my eyes closed, just breathing. this was a terrible year, and took too much. in the span of twelve months - my life, slashed in pieces. from half-full to bottom-of-the-cup.

i am going to bake a lot of cookies. i am going to make champagne punch. i am going to show the cow of my body to an empty field and tell her - it's not much, but. this is how i will love her today, when i do not want to. i will put a bell on her and hold her. we are celebrating that i finally learned how to knit, and am very bad at it. that i walked my dog in dark woods and watched the seasons pass. that i made myself a good meal once in a while. we are celebrating nothing but the sun, the grass. the ever-lovely wide night sky.

for now, i guess. we celebrate that we did not die.

[kimmei-a-minute]

why is living so hard.

[pixlokita]

A very glazed page 39

Previous - next - first

[spoopup]

dont cry. klapollo littlest pet shop. ok?

[coffeebanana]

okay but what if. video game designer marinette...

[tamagoneko]

BONUS ART!!

the luau scene 🥥🌴🌺🍍

[hyacinthsdiamonds]

I'm sorry but the irony of Nico calling Max unprofessional is sending me so bad like sir there's an entire garage full of people, who were literally in the trenches trying to survive the Brocedes fallout while just doing their jobs, who might have a few things to say about your (& Lewis') level of professionalism at that time 😭✋️

[shushmal]

i love the idea of steddie getting out of hawkins, having these big lives and chasing big dreams.

but in a more real, vindictive way, i LOVE the idea of steddie staying hawkins and having a bunch of kids that absolutely terrorize the entire town because they have both munson and harrington traits in the absolute worst ways

[piratedllama-art]

The Assistant Manager [prints here]

[Done in procreate. Total time: 42 hours 12 min]

[inkskinned]

so i wrote a book that comes out soon and having that be real feels like falling down stairs because i wanted this since i was 7 years old so now what do i want after it.

so tell me why today all i care about is the word trundle, that the word trundle exists. of course i have things to do and emails to send and a world of suffering to protect but today my brain won't let me look away from the sheer linguistic improbability of trundle.

i saw a truck doing it. i imagine animals did it first. or people maybe. to trundle comes direct from old english. cows do it on occasion, but more often sheep (in my experience). someone had to name lope and someone had to name slog. the verbs to run and to leap make sense; they are singular and important distinguishers.

but we can bask rather than relax. we can scuttle rather than crawl. sometimes when i move in dance class it is to undulate rather than roll. someone had to name things like sonder and whimsy. of course we had words for tangible things like tree and grass and root. i love those words, i'm eating them.

i don't know the word for this thing. where it's real-now. sometimes i feel it when i am dating someone i actually like-and-love and i realize that is real, i am dating them and it's real that i like-and-love them. sometimes i have this feeling when i have been planning a vacation or an event for weeks-and-months and it finally happens - the feeling this is happening, it's happening right now.

it happens randomly sometimes too. i will be at the carnival or at an ice cream stand or with the last light of summer in my hair and i will feel it again, that sense - i have waited my whole life for this, and im finally experiencing it, and i need to pay attention to it.

but it's real! how amazing! how horribly tragic! it's real. it exists. the moment is here.

i have no idea what to do with it.

[timethehobo]

Just wanted to draw him in a turtleneck tbh. (Also I should count how many drawings I have of him now lol)

[theninjazebra]

Well, I spent all my $$$ on replacing my laptop (fuck u microsoft).

So uhh, anyone want to pay me to Do Art??? I'm fast, reliable, and good at communicating 👍 i also charge NZD, so prob cheap too if you're from a favourable exchange rate country.