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i'm never going to be normal again. oh my god
#i literally don't know where to look#this is the hottest music video i've seen in my life idc#i feel so insane so fucking insane i need to be locked up#someone sedate me pleaspeleaplseplaselplespld#i'm gnona loop this one to death just like i did with espresso#i hope the people who are weird ab these two are pissed LOL#barry keoghan
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Cas really read dean to filth within an inch of his LIFE three (3) minutes after meeting him (What's the matter? You don't think you deserve to be saved?), threatened him the very next time he saw him (You should show me some respect. I'm the one who dragged you out of hell. I can throw you back in.), then the time after that overshared about being a good little soldier (Can I tell you something if you promise not to tell another soul? I'm not a... hammer, as you say. I have questions. I have doubts)
absolutely insane writing from the destiel show
#look i don't even know where i was going with this post#im just.... the timing of it all#like literally their first three interactions#in this exact order#im just fully insane about s4 and the way cas changes almost instantly after meeting dean in person#destiel#don't ask me to make sense of this post please it's almost midnight and i got like 4 hours of sleep last night#and lord im about to do it again#spn#it's ya boi rach
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imma be so real with you I did NOT care for all the cutesy ways they presented Vi and Cait's disbalanced social status in arc 3
#first off the parallel of cait arriving to let vi out of prison. but this time they ~have sex~. IN THE CELL THAT WAS UNJUSTLY HOLDING JINX#bitch why are you invoking THAT REALLY FUCKED UP SCENE right before such a milestone romance scene??? it's not cute??? JINX WAS JUST HERE#then the one thing cait tries to apologize for is MADDIE. GIRL. NO ONE CARES ABOUT MADDIE. WE CARE ABOUT HOW YOU KEPT DEMEANING#AND TORTURING ZAUNITES INCLUDING VI. but that isn't addressed bc vi needs to give her head. speaking of vi#VI WHY ARE YOU GIGGLING LIKE A SCHOOLGIRL YOU ARE IN A PRISON CELL. REMEMBER HOW YOU WASTED 7 YEARS OF YOUR LIFE IN ONE#then the way jinx believes vi should be with cait as an alternative to staying with her simply because she is too fucked up while cait make#vi happy. i am sorry but show me where did jinx see cait makes vi happy. then the show just rolls with that and says ''yeah vi should be#forced to leave jinx behind and choose piltover. this is a happy ending for everyone.''#and finally ''i'm the dirt under your fingernails'' WHAT A DEPRESSING FUCKING FINAL NOTE TO LEAVE YOUR RELATIONSHIP ON.#a zaunite is literal DIRT under a ruling class piltie's fingernails. and it's cute and means they are gonna be together forever. HELLO????#i don't know WHAT that thing is but that thing is NOT MY OTP#arcane liveblog#arcane spoilers#it's like they were planning to write a fucked up tragic romance story. like they were PLANNING to make cait the bad guy. IT IS CRAZY#they weren't let's be clear. but s1 was so deep and yielded to analysis so well. meanwhile if you look any deeper than shallow into s2 you#get interpretations like THIS#''finally a lesbian couple with a happy ending'' YEAH IF YOU IGNORE CLASS. IF YOU IGNORE CLASS BASED OPPRESSION. CMON GUYS WE DESERVE BETTE
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It's looking like there's a growing divide between Campaign watchers and Tlovm watchers in terms of like. We're here for the characters. 12-episode seasons aren't. They can't be. I'm already making peace with everything we'll lose in the Mighty Nein show, and I know I will enjoy it for what it is but I also know that almost nothing that made the story so special will translate to the screen, because turning it into a show automatically means (in this day and age) that plot must be the number one priority. They've already come out and told us it's going to be different, the characters we know and love but new stories.
Because that's how this has to work. And I feel bad for campaign one lovers, because while it is certainly the easier of the two to translate to a big, overarching story, even though it's a more "traditional" high fantasy story with easier archetypal characters, the archetypes and the plot aren't what cemented most people's love for the campaign. So much of the love for critical role is stored in the interpersonal dynamics and the payoff that comes from hundreds of hours of tiny interactions that one day become cornerstones of development and even affect or dictate the plot.
There's no room for that. There's no room for Bard's Lament in a story that cannot afford to remove and replace a main character. A lot of tlovm is for people who have been here for all of campaign one. Most of it, however, isn't. It's for a new crowd. While CR may have creative control, you can bet your ass that there were months and years devoted to figuring out how to map a character-focused love of the show into a plot that hits the right beats to be viable in the show market.
And it worked. Tlovm has consistently high viewing numbers, and its popularity has brought and will continue to bring new people into the universe who have never interacted with CR previously. That's not a bad thing - imagine finishing your favorite show and discovering it has another FIVE HUNDRED HOURS of the equivalent of behind the scenes content. That's incredible for these newcomers. But man, it is in many ways a loss for us.
#Tlovm spoilers#In some ways it's like looking into a dark mirror#And this is again with a story that's relatively easy to plot with clear arcs and themes#The mighty Nein was a sandbox that was entirely character driven in terms of where they went and what they did#It has a few loose arcs but even the fact that molly died so early#The fact that he haunts the remainder of the show#That's going to be lost. Its impact on Yasha and on beau who spends the rest of the campaign looking for a chance to do what he did#The fact that his death tied narratively into Caleb getting the spell for their hut - their home - and nearly crying#Knowing he had a way to keep them safe after they lost one#None of that is plottable#I'm losing my thread of thought and I have to work but. I don't even know if sad is the right word#Because CR has gotten so far. So much further than anything of its kind.#There is much joy here and I will adore seeing the Nein#But it's okay to acknowledge that capitalism strips away the ability to focus on the heart of critical role#And that's why the live play media is so special#That's literally what makes it special and what makes the story so impactful#Critical role
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#yes i did also mean this in the literal sense#one of the great things about being a short bitch is incorporating it into justifications for poor decisions & dickhead behavior#“whoooaaa buddy calm down!!! you're not gonna pummel a *lil* guy are you?? that'd be sorta fucked up of you.#i've heard it's bad luck actually. to beat up someone who's under 5'5“.#i got sgs anyway ya know?? short guy syndrome.#it's where you don't have enough height for your body to contain your weirdness so it seeps out. hemorrhagic strangeness. can't control it.#doc said it's incurable. you can donate if you want. maybe treatment will get me to stfu for a little bit. ball's in your court my guy“#pacific rim#pacrim#newt geiszler#newton geiszler#newmann#(that's hermann in the corner of the shot who newt looks like he's about to gamer rage on so yes the newmann tag is valid)#hermann gottlieb#k sci#k science#meme#shitpost
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Hyrule and dungeons-
So apparently Hyrule has a spider sense for dungeons
I think that the layout further proves (kind of) that this is close to Hyrule's era/is his style dungeon.
'With this architect, you don't know what could be around the corner'- but he does and can- because this is the type he's familiar with
Side note- I CANNOT express how much joy this gives me
Wind encouraging The Pose tm! (I just know there was music in the background)
Anyways I appreciate the detail of Hyrule knowing/feeling the chest, because from what I've played of the og Zelda that's fairly accurate. With the game guides and how the players get around- blowing stuff up randomly doesn't always work to find something, but just knowing does, because that's the only way to get through productively.
I don't know if that made sense. Hyrule's games and dungeons are hard- I couldn't get through by just finding things- because all the walls look the same! What a cool character trait to introduce: 'lucky guess'
And don't give me a heart attack like that gosh Hyrule!
Way to go, buddy
Art by Jojo @linkeduniverse au! :D
#linked universe#linkeduniverse#Lu hyrule#I think I got a grey hair when he vanished through the wall#I haven't played Zelda two just the og so far#but it's like everything looks the same so blowing stuff up doesn't always work- you have to know where they are#which he always does because the player moves him to it!#it's literally so cool#again I don't know everything. the people who do should tell me more :D
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#kyoshi#rangi#kirima#rangshi#it's rangshi cause they're in the frame together and Rangi is a bit possessive uwu#i don't make the rules#legend of korra#lok#silly edits#ok ok Rang's edit was from FMA:B I needed a funny chibi face#and i WASN'T gonna edit Rangi outta Tenzin I already was dying TT0TT (that's beyond my abilities atm)#got a diff background from Lok cause I was having issues with that damn bison#I did this whole thing to do Kirima and she ended up being the one I'm kinda eh on TT0TT I blame my struggle with hair. orz#(really I literally didn't plan on doing Kyoshi or rangi fljdasflkj and I like them more here TT0TT)#i like the other kirima I did (not posted yet) tho her hair is kinda bland in it#there is not a thought in Kyoshi's head baby girl go home and sleep#silly colors#blame pema for Kyoshi's expression#but kyoshi really just looks like she doesn't know where she is ever man TT0TT thank god rangi and lek have the map cause girlie is LOST
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mercenaries the typa person to say "is anyone gonna fall in love with that?" and then not wait for an answer
reblogs > likes btw \(^_^)/
zoom-ins under cut :3
the polka dot brush texture was made by ggutinho on DeviantArt btw!!
#i know Dell's hand positioning looks wrong but i literally didnt know where else to put them so i guess he's grabbin spys ass#i'm trying out a new style of shading because i hate the way i shade and i need to change something#also experimenting with colours and filters#i think i like it#tf2#tf2 fanart#engineer tf2#spy tf2#practical espionage#EngieSpy#napoleon complex#don't tell anyone but i had to trace my own legs when drawing spys because i couldn't get the perspective right FUEGFES#do you guys like my shoes FSFGES#it looks kinda off since they're so detailed and shit but i make this for myself so <3#also hi i gues i'm back :*
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Watching The Empty House and oh my god Watson literally fell to the ground when he saw Holmes alive again THAT'S emotion and then LOOK AT HIS FACE he's so happy my heart 🥺🥺
Holmes, always keen to a dramatic touch. Like, my man's throwing ballet poses while he stretches just look at that
Also going from David Burke's To Edward Hardwick's Watson wasn't as shocking as I thought it'd be. He's just as charming as Burke.
Also also! I am SO drawing this frame:
#very bad quality photos I know#but I literally took photos of my tv#this season is already great#Watson's “where you like - when you like” was AWESOME look at that man hes so down#sherlock holmes#Granada holmes#granada watson#the empty house#also also also how tf does the naming system for the cases work bcs I've seen so many that I don't know like BLAN#what does that mean is it the four first letters???#holmes#watson#johnlock#freaking out about acd canon#sh#sherlock#john watson#david burke#edward hardwicke
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The thing about Jayce and Mel is that like. She does not view him as an investment. That is just certifiably false. You have to skip over all her scenes to believe that.
In the beginning she does! She absolutely does! She conceives of their relationship as a business one - where she makes profit off his inventions, and he profits from her business and political acumen, both monetarily and powerwise. And overall, she believes she's fulfilled her half of the bargain.
It's only when he comes back to her after Viktor gets sick that she realizes he believes this is something deeper. And it's notable that she responds to that emotion - she opens up about herself too, comforts him, and expresses real emotionality about it. It's then that we see his ideals start to influence her - especially reawakening in her a desire for nonviolence.
Wanting to do things peacefully is something that's been with her since she was a child. It is what guides her away from Noxus, because her pacifism just does not fit there. It's why she loved Piltover so - they aren't a violent expansionist empire, which is a really low bar, but that's what she's grown up in.
She never finds the violence in Zaun, because she never goes looking for it. This is her fault, and her flaw, let me make that clear. She has some of the most power in the city, and should know about what kind of violence is holding up, and work to resolve it, truly. But she doesn't, because she's focused on her own exploits, and has so insulated herself away from the class struggle that it does not register for her until it grows to violence.
And then, once that violence comes, she maintains that pacifism with an iron grip, more than Jayce himself. It is Jayce who constructs (almost) all the HexTech weapons that are used in the Undercity, in Caitlyn's police squadron. He betrays the oaths that he's made to his partner, where Mel keeps the promise she's made to her's. She is the only politician left to try to tamp down on the worst of Ambessa's instincts, and her removal from Piltover is what marks it's descent into militarism.
She is ultimately a complicated woman, with a bunch of interesting relationships to Piltover and Zaun. I think you can divide Piltover as a city neatly between her, Jayce, and Caitlyn - each of them standing for some of Piltover's best instincts, and some of its worst.
#telespeak#mel medarda#jayce talis#It's why I find Mel discourse so tiring. Like.#This is a show full of complicated characters.#If we are willing to look beyond Victor emptying people and Caitlyn becoming a puppet dictator and Jayce literally killing a child#and see them as full and complicated people who are trying their best with worldviews that are influenced by their circumstances#why is she where we stop. I mean I know why. but still.#I don't even like MelJay. But like. It's there for a reason.#sidebar I find the notion that Jayce of all people should hold her accountable for Zaun just. exhausting.#Jayce is a piltoverian through and through. He loves someone from Zaun yes but that relationship is soaked with casual classism#There is a lot to be said about Mel ignoring Zaun! But he does too#it's something she reflects in him#The biggest critique of her arc I have is that someone in Zaun shoud've taken her to task#(My vote is on Vi just because she should get to confront the head of the faceless machine that's produced every tragedy in her life)#(But any Zaunite would do honestly. Just not heckin. Jayce.)#I do want to make a post about how Jayce Mel and Cait kinda cover all of Piltover's values#Cait as their enforcer arm Jayce as their scientist and Mel as their businesswoman/politician#but that's for another post. really this is two posts squeezed into one#I am just exhausting seeing people who do not care about Mel in her tag. Like. She exists outside of JayVik. the show is not subtle with th#arcane
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walking through lucanis' mind prison. the tam lin of it all
#his mind keeps changing forms and you just have to show him you won't let go of him#it doesn't even really matter what you say to him just that you're consistently there to say it. your voice is a comfort. im in pain#I'm having so many feelings about like... rook can't be here. because of all things in the world rook means 'safe'. what if I exploded#what if I just shattered into a thousand pieces and was swept away by the wind actually#'it's better that I stay here than risk losing you' is such pitch perfect trauma logic. freeze logic specifically#on some level he seems to think he keeps rook safe like. existentially. by staying here#it's heartbreaking child magical thinking that makes me wonder like. has he basically been in a place like this inside#ever since his parents died? before that? the ossuary is just new set dressing the underlying logic is OLD. and very very sad to me#'I keep everyone safe by staying here'#(and then the perfect hilarity of having an actual demon be like 'ROOK. YOU TALK TO HIM HE NEVER LISTENS TO ME'#tfw your inner demon gets worried enough to stage an intervention and get you therapy whether you want it or not lmao)#dragon age#dragon age spoilers#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age: the veilguard#rook x lucanis#lucanis dellamorte#rookanis#rye staying mostly in gentle professional mode for this one b/c this is literally his training#('I may not be batting a hundred at being a person but I DO know how to deal with fade shenanigans! not to worry I've got you')#except in that last part with the illario mind ghost where he roundaboutly admits 'I need you I don't know how to do this without you'#in rye speak that is very big it's like. third base of his soul or something. we do not ask for things for ourselves in this house#(because we already know we will not receive anyway so that sounds both humiliating and ultimately pointless. no thank you!)#and yet. the things we'll admit for love#the feeling that some of the things varric did for rye immediately post-exile rye is paying forward with lucanis now. don't look at me
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I've said it before, but Ashton really just reminds me of my sister who is a punk. It isn't a compliment.
However, it sure is fascinating as a character choice and COMPLETELY consistent with what Taliesin said is his inspiration, touchstone, and framework for the character.
#fun fact: last weekend my sister tore down a far-right sticker (good) across the street from the park#then waited until we got into the park and threw it into the plants 10 feet from a garbage can (littering - bad!)#then got annoyed our other sister said hey don't litter there's a trash can right there and acted like she was being an unreasonable nag#I'm not saying Ashton would literally do this.#Just that it's one of the latest incidents that makes me go “yeah I was right when I said Ashton and my sister are the same kind of punk”#my sister also tried to spit on the ground in contempt of a cop (which cool) and spit on my ankle bc she wasn't looking where she spit#CR spoilers#Critical Role things#there's like punks and there's punks and then there's punks if you know what I mean and these three do overlap
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Slay the princess portraits life and death on meta level so beautifully
While playing as a forgetful god you truly relieve experiences of the mortals. You appear in unknown circumstances no matter your will with strangers who are in the exact same position. And you are trying to build something. And it gets taken away. All, no matter good or bad, ends.
There were many living creatures similar to the vessels you saw. There are probably many of them now, in slowly dying universes.
And then TLQ is a god once again. And it gives you a new godhood perspective.
The shifting mound is such neat embodiment of the cycle of life. Dynamic is truly beautiful. It's paint on the blank paper of mediocre days. But art demands sacrifices.
Do you agree to kill myriads of those pitiful again and again to make the art of life? Can you still perceive it as beautiful after living through just as much misery and fear as they did?
And it lines up with the game you had. Aren't you sad that the thorn never walked out of the destroyed cabin? Wasn't it sad to see the damsel being taken away? Isn't it a pity that adversary was forced to stop doing what she loved? That wrath and nightmare tried so hard to be free and never got to experience it? That we never got to apologize to the stranger? Is it that foolish to believe that even the most wrecked vessels could find their peace if they just had more time?
And the shifting mound shows how their departures have meaning. But it is so by her context.
Of course the shifting mound says they found their peace in her. Of course they are still continue to live through her, in a way. But will it work for our life too? Will we find any soft embrace after death? Will we be a part of a greater narrative, like the vessels are a part of the shifting mound? And even if so, does it really matter if it's beauty is seen only from a far?
Sometimes mortality really feels like standing all alone in the neverending abyss and screaming: "well all this beauty of eternity - and what about me? What about how I want to see my loved ones happy? What about the beauty of my life?"
Of course EAH and MOC show how scary the constant static is. But my mortal mind wants to believe there is still a way to live through it. To make it work somehow.
I don't know. I really don't know anymore. This game had me in pieces
#stp analysis#slay the princess analysis#i don't know if this can be called analysis if it's just devastated questioning but alright#narrator's team#it's literally just me and narrator and whoever made this phrase#(I'm sorry I don't remember where I've seen it)#stp shifting mound#stp#slay the princess#stp narrator#I really am that annoying guy who looks at Sisyphus and says: “yep definitely strong enough to take his place for eternity”#looks at moc: “skill issue. I could do it and not go insane with the right mindset (but life IS already a moc prelude if we're being honest
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Does Daemon fuck Viserys in a hallucination? Has Daemon fucked Viserys in a hallucination? Will Daemon fuck Viserys in a hallucination? When will Daemon fuck Viserys in a hallucination?
#house of the dragon#hotd season 2#hotd#hotd spoilers#hotd season two#look all I say is I don't know if fucking his brother in a dream is going to help him#or if it will make his issues worse#all I mean is let's see where that gets his character#daemon is like a shiny bug I want to put inside a jar and just shake for a while#call me Helaena for this thought#another idea besides having an extreme makeover harrenhal edition#because what if that project isn't enough??#so maybe he needs to fuck his brother#whatever helps i guess#men will literally have homoerotic and incestuous dreams instead of just saying sorry#daemon targaryen#viserys targaryen
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More doodles of the new chapter of How Nightmare Became Dadmare by @topazshadowwolf please go read it
#UTDR#UTMV#Topazshadowwolf#HNBD#Ink Sans#Horror Sans#Killer Sans#Dust Sans#Nightmare Sans#As soon as I got off work I dropped everything to go read this and I was not disappointed#Sibling energy was off the charts in this one and I am so well fed by it#Also (spoilers) the part where they're about to train and Dust says Nightmare is looking at them almost like he's proud#Fucking losing my mind yelling shaking the bars of my cage#HE LOVES HIS SONS#Sorry I'm normal about this I swear#He is (spoilers again) LITERALLY disrupting universes to adopt another son this guy is so far into dad mode he may never get out#Anyways hope you don't mind the tag again!#I know I'm in your inbox like every other day about this I promise I will calm down at some point
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every time i see someone shit on the xianzhou story quest on twitter i die a little bit inside.
#narus' corner#SO LET'S TALK ABOUT HOW EVERYONE HATED XIANZHOU BECAUSE EVERYONE AND THEIR MOTHERS AND ANCESTORS HAD PULLED UP THEORY AFTER THEORY#AND WHEN SAID THEORY DID NOT FCKING GO ALONG WITH WHAT THE ACTUAL WRITERS HAD IN STORE HELL BROKE LOOSE#ion think u understand#maybe im biased. i probably am but the way hoyoverse tackled immortality with xianzhou is quite bittersweet honestly#YA'LL WANTED UR DOOMED YAOI AND YURI AND TBH ME TOO BUT THEY ARE STILL FCKING DOOMED EVEN IF SOME THEORIES DID NOT GO AS MOST SHIPPERS WANT#THEY STILL DOOMED MILADYS AND GENTS AND NONBINARY PEEPS DAN HENG IS SUFFERING FROM PTSD AS WE SPEAK.#u look at xianzhou and see predecessors suffering the consequences of what their ancestors wanted because of immortality and vow to stop it#because they been fighting people against GALAXIES who wants a taste of that immortality who also don't KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES OF IT WHICH I#LITERALLY GETTING MARA-STRUCK WHENEVER UR MEMORIES OVERLOAD FROM LIVING TOO LONG AND GO: damn this was shit writing cause i didn't understa#IMMA AAAH#eternal wars where when u find peace after winning you DON'T BECAUSE YOU TURN MARA-STRUCK FROM THE AMOUNT OF TRAUMA U HAVE#when immorality isn't immortality in a sense u can't be killed but long lifespan but then u can't even live said long lifespan#because u get mara-struck from participating in wars to protect AND YA'LL COME OVER HERE AND SAY BAD WRITING?!#and don't come with what the fuck is phantylia doing#ion think u understand how fucked we would've been if phantylia managed to actually absorb that ambrosial arbor AS A GODDAMN EMANATOR#OF DESTRUCTION OF ALL THINGS?! YA'LL WANT INFINITE HEALING WHILE GETTING BLASED OR SMTH!?!#and the aftermath which was probs the most hated on#imma just.#imma shut up LMFAO
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