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Oh, wow. Lucky break.
Yeah, I'm not much for code either. I mean I can wire a shaped-charge baton into primary fire control, but that's about it. Not much use for system warfare when you're creeping through tunnels lined with RA-knows-what.
Wouldn't want to run into much fire down there, though. That'd be a time and a half.
asking for a friend but do you guys think it'd be a good idea to install like, one of those little rotisserie grill things for hotdogs in my genghis? cause like, sometimes a girl gets hungry and all that heat might as well be USEFUL yaknow?
#i like mechanical solutions to things#i feel like that's obvious when you see a gilgamesh with reinforced grapple cabling tho huh#lancer rp#oc rp#lancerposting
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first of all, these boys need to learn when shut the fuck up omg it's better than get more and more into this mess! everyone is so damn dumb, i was dumb when i was a teenager but god not this much
second, fou4mod is not all THAT, not enough to have TWO boys trying to get him like you guys (baabin) are better than this! i mean he such a mess like omg he doesn't need you guys in a weird competition to know who he gonna end up with he needs therapy and if you guys like him so much send him to therapy asap; all of you guys need therapy actually
third of all, i don't know how should i feel about bua?? he's a sweetheart but i don't know if he really does feel something real for baabin; i understand he's in need of real attention and love but it's like he clings to the first person he thinks will be good for him, which is a little unhealthy (actually VERY UNHEALTHY); but love him regardless
and i have nothing to talk about baabin bc he let me down so much and depending on what he does next week's episode i gonna become his hater #1
#gelboys#bua is favorite character bc i see a lot of myself and my unhelpful coping mechanisms of when i was a teenager in him#but he's a very sweet boy who deserves real love#fou4mod too he just doesn't know what to do and i don't think he should know everything bc he's trying fo figure life out#chian was too late but i don't think the solution for his life us getting with fou4mod sometimes we need to let go yk#baabin my cutie pie why do you like fou4mod? like guve me a real thing! a real reason to you to like him this much? i am sorry i see nothin#gelboys the series
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trying not to think about it. and by it, i mean the way my roommates lizards enclosure smells strongly of piss and shit, i’ve never seen her clean it, it’s in a cold room with two heat lamps, she feeds it chicken and cat food and nothing else, it gets no enrichment, and it’s lethargic as all hell when from everything i’ve read this species of lizard is supposed to be pretty energetic. i can’t even fix all of this for her, because first of all if it’s received well it’ll become an expectation and add to the free labour we’re constantly doing just to keep her from making us homeless, and second of all if it’s not received well she’ll freak the fuck out and we’ll be one step closer to being homeless. i don’t know what the fuck to do, because she’s a family friend of our partners family, so i can’t even get the SPCA involved or take her pets when i leave, because then we’ll have massive problems with our partners family. all i can do is hope that god will fucking mercy kill these animals soon so they don’t have to live with all the abuse and these fucking horrible conditions. and i know that’s horrible to say, but fuck, dude, i’m a human who can pull myself out of abuse and that’s why i keep going. these are helpless animals who are entirely at her mercy and will live like this until they die. if i was stuck here forever, i’d want to die. i mean shit, we tried to kill ourself over the winter because we thought we would be stuck here (or in situations like this) until we die. no one is going to save these animals, and there’s nothing we can do to help.
#📰.sam#also don’t you dare take this out of context and say we want to kill animals#i’m tired of people criticizing us and acting like we’re so horrible for the ways we think while we’re going through and witnessing abuse#you try living like this#you try being abused and treated like a fucking servant and witnessing the person abuse not just you#but also someone you love more than anything and also like 4 fucking animals#you try comforting your partner and your cat through this#you try being sleep deprived and having homelessness dangled over your head every waking moment#you try having to deal with an attitude whenever you go to medical appointments or visits with family or the fucking store for 15 minutes#because you leaving the house means you’re not available to act as her fucking servant#you try it#you try it and try not to say awful things about it on your vent blog#you try it and try not to kill yourself#you try it and try not to start losing your fucking grip#you try fucking living like this#i don’t want to hear fucking anything about how we’re handling this wrong#we are TRYING and we’re dokng everything right#you want to know how i know?#because even our therapist - the person who gets paid to clock us on our bullshit - is at a loss#where normally they’d offer solutions like communicating and shit - all she can offer is coping mechanisms for living in active abuse#so fuck you#and fuck that one guy for fucking vague posting about how we’re so fucking horrible for planning to leave while we can before we’re HOMELESS#fuck fuck fuck you#you have no fucking idea what this situation has been like
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very much need to go to the doctors but am also very much extremely terrified of being dismissed
#i’d have to rock up like ‘heyyy very sorry but this topic is realllly toeing the line of something i’ve had 8 years of bad experiences#at doctors with and honestly depending on what you say regarding it this could go very badly#if you could please just not act like i have pms#or say that i have not tried changing my lifestyle#(i’ve actually put this appointment off for 3 years doing every possible healthy lifestyle change/coping mechanism so you can’t say that#here’s a list of everything i’ve tried - believe me when i say im using every last bit of my energy keeping this up)#and definitely do not suggest going on birth control as the soul solution (or at all really)#then we might just get through this without a mid-appointment breakdown thank you :)))))’#i’m just tying to remind myself that i’ve had good experiences with this one and they’ve helped with other things before#- i have a convoluted plan here)#but i just don’t think id survive if this specific appointment goes wrong again#i talk and its probably something weird#and literally all i want to ask for is a hormone test to start (it will come back normal but it’s a basic first step to getting better tests
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ughh i wanna play a game but nothing is scratching the itch rn
#da2 is scratching the story itch but not the gameplay itch#datv is scratching the gameplay itch but not the story itch#cyberpunk is still too finnicky rn for me to feel confident enough about settling in for a good sesh#tomb raider is tricky bc i'm just in full anticipation mode for the next remaster release and i wanna play AOD SO BAD#but i'd rather just wait a month and enjoy the polished version#bg3 is... listen dont hate me yall but it's not really doing it for me#i think it's gonna end up like tw3 for me: i totally get why other ppl like it but it's missing a certain je ne sais quoi for me#i kinda wish i trusted my gut on the combat bc it is not my cup of tea#and i dont like the cc#i found some more presets but i just don't like using presets#they make me feel really disconnected from my character#i do like a lot of the other stuff tho#i like the interactions and dice rolling mechanic#and i like most of the companions#but every time i get to a battle im like nope dont wanna#i took a peak at the mods to make it less sluggish but nothing really looked like a solution to me#bc i just dont want to do it at all lmao#but i get why skipping it entirely would break too many things#anyway i dont know what i want!!!#maybe i'll try to get back into coral island#sim games are usually good for me when im in this wishy washy mood#and i could steam link it and play it on the couch#t: wench games#or not as the case may be lmao
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not to be adhd posting again but you really don't realize how genuinely disabling it is until you have meds that decrease the disabling effect and find yourself being delighted by having the executive functioning abilities necessary to do like. more than one task a day. or spontaneously clean something. or your emotions not being quite so wildly dysregulated (which also makes it easier to function turns out). my Functional Human Level has dramatically increased over the last few months. love not playing life on challenge mode every day.
#this has been a useless text post your may now resume your normal programming#was just doing stuff around my house suddenly aware that i didn't used to be able to do this at all/so often#shout out to adhd meds i love you adhd meds sdkjfhdgsf#getting the autism diagnosis was one of those yeah that tracks moments#but didn't like. open me up to any solutions or things to make life more bearable#since the treatment for an autistic adult is basically 'good luck!'#followed by trying to just trial and error your way through things that might help RE accessibility aids and compensatory mechanisms#but getting diagnosed with something where there's a medication for it??? game changer lol
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either gonna remake again in the future and hand out the url privately or gonna clean out the followers list again me'thinks. so if you wanna stay mutuals and plan on writing w/ me in the future when I can actually dedicate time to doing so w/out any stressors or anxiety spikes then please, slap that heart real quick for me.
if not, it was a pleasure to write and talk for a bit and wish y'all good luck on your future endeavors 'n stuff.
#010 //: out of character.#am I trying to make it easier and less anxious on myself to write here? yes. why? too much trauma w/ discord rp servers to warrant trying#and tbh I shouldn't feel pressured or afraid to even post stuff here thinking that I'm gonna get harsh words or nasty side-eyes despite#the content not even being that bad or triggering at all compared to other things I've seen on my dash.#long story short i wanna be here but something is making me feel unwell/not be here but can't pin-point the cause so the solution is to wip#didn't I do something like this last month? yes. everyone has their coping mechanisms. mine is mhw and seeking the once a month validation#'cos it either feels like i'm just a number to most people or just the one partner they decide to write w/ 'cos their bored or something#I wanna be someone's fav. who they scream to @ 3am about muses and hcs not just another number to their follow count :(#all in all? I will reblog this the next few days just to ensure that everyone just a fair chance as this makes it's rounds before commencin#the purge/remake just as a /FAIR WARNING/.
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its so fucking annoyinggggggg i want stuff to feel good and exciting again but instead its Nothing. and i have things to do
#i have the executive function to force myself to do things like shower and eat but i also have horrendous coping mechanisms#ie Lets Buy Things maybe that will make me feel something#bipolars so fucked i always think buying things is the solution. bipolar and childhood poverty.#i have to make a zine this week but i need access to the feelings part of me
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It actually was pretty tough to get diagnosed with and medicated for adhd, everyone kept telling me it was probably anxiety and nobody believed me until like five years ago I went through one of those intensive two-day testing whatevers and the psychologist looked at the data and went like Huh, That’s ADHD. then two years ago when I was On The Brink because of work I tried to see a therapist and in the first session I was hit with ‘actually instead of adhd it’s probably something else’ and then I quit my job
#my ramblings#people have been telling me to get a therapist and I’m like#haha. yeah. [still sore over last time and still not ready to try again]#like I’ve had good experiences with therapy#but I know it’s also hard to mesh with me as a client#because 1) don’t fall for the mask man obviously I use humor and irony as a defense mechanism duh#and 2) I actually already know how I feel most of the time I just refuse to say it so if someone is trying to help me process#or work towards solutions (which tends to happen a lot in therapy)#I get very. no no I know how I feel and what I need to do but it’s not time yet.#I have to talk around it and then talk about it and then acthally talk about my feelings and THEN I can do the functional thing#also I’m still on medicaid. limits options a lot. I really need to deal with health insurance.
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Just realized something about the dbd update that didn’t really hit me when I read the patch notes.
Grim embraces buff makes it a super important perk. Because now we’re really gonna have to consider if this gen has enough progress to warrant using a regression event on it and all that jazz. Gen blocking perks are gonna be essential slowdown now because they won’t use a regression event. We’re gonna see a surge in use of gen blocking perks rather than gen damaging perks. Which might be kind of annoying… It’s also gonna make people not really want to use weaker regression perks that are more valuable being used repetively and instead want to focus on stronger regression perks. Pop combined with overcharge or call of brine I think will make a return then. Cause would you rather bring jolt with it’s what 8% progress and basic regression speed or Pop (30% progress) and call of brine (125% regression speed plus tracking)? Maybe even a return of Ruin in the meta if it doesn’t trigger a ‘regression event’.
Unless I have misunderstood entirely what they are trying to do here. I don’t think I like this update much.
#they’re always like ‘let’s shake up the meta!’#then introduce the most unfun mechanic you’ve ever heard#heaven forbid we wanna do anything#they love to make killers miserable and then we become the bad guy for playin in an ‘unfun’ way#which survivors are gonna say ‘everyone takes gen blocking perks it’s so unfun!’#and then behaviour will nerf the gen blocking perks so we have nothing except tunneling and camping to secure a win#wah wah three gening is boring#but it really wasn’t a big deal!!! for an occasional problem their solution was to shackle everyone AGAIN#LIKE the only thing Freddy could do to win was three gen and tbf that’s why I didn’t like or play him much#dbd#dead by daylight
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#so on the one hand im having A Lot of existential thought spiraling issues lately. like. idk if its ever been so bad in my life#in this particular manner or about these particular things. so for the first time in literally years therapy is on my mind.#but on the other hand i have a psychiatrist to help w the actual mechanics of my intrusive thoughts-- IS THIS NOT WHAT THE MEDS ARE FOR?--#&i have so incredibly little interest in general therapy. what the fuck is a psychologist supposed to DO for me.#my existential crises are not unique but the circumstances surrounding them are specific&as per there are only a million reasons why#general therapy isnt only probably useless for me it can be potentially literally unsafe if im totally honest-- you know.#how therapy is supposed to be used to actually see results.#so my solution to this has been to read a bunch of fucking books on dialetical behavioral therapy&cognitive behavioral therapy lmao.#next up: acceptance&commitment therapy.#if i could hack my literal physical health hell will be freezing over before i give up on hacking my mental health too lmao.#**therapist. what the fuck is a therapist gonna do for me.
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ok sorry i just really loved the thought of n arguing with this little thing i wanted to draw it
Do you ever think about how almost all of N’s Pokémon throughout the first games were one offs he released after he battled you, how he cared about them all deeply enough that he thought it would be selfish to have them battle more than necessary. And do you ever think about how this is the case with all his Pokémon EXCEPT his Klinklang in the final battle at the league, where the second to last battle he had a Klink and this Klinklang is very likely that same Pokémon? Do you think this was a visual representation of his mindset wavering from a fixed point? How that Klink refused to leave him right away and he couldn’t bring himself to force them to leave because his mind is in so many different directions? He can keep them around just a little longer until he becomes champion, it won’t be long, he can bend things some so long as he doesn’t fully stray from his path…right?
Or is that just me am I the only one willing to be insane about Klinklang of all Pokémon
#pokemon#clai's art#i love when things are super serious and then suddenly arent. its my favorite bit#BUT ALSO. i come back with more klink thoughts#you mentioned how it would have been nice for the pokemon that signified n's turning point to be a friendship evo#and like yeah i think it would have been nice for him to have one i even have my own post on the matter#but tbh. klink is THE perfect one to represent it. like its driving me up a wall. i think it might fit n more than zorua does#the thing with n is he is horrifically bad at friendships. he pushes all his pokemon away by releasing them#he keeps saying he wants to be friends with the protag all throughout bw1 but doesnt give them a way to contact him when he leaves#he's gone for Two Years without reconnecting#my point being. a friendship evo actually wouldnt do him any good during bw1. he's fresh out of isolation he hasn't learned to process it#what n does do? he processes the world through formulas. makes sense of everything around him with numbers#klink is a pokemon that cannot function unless its in a pair. it has the abilities plus and minus which only activate when--#--another pokemon with those abilities. all rooted in very basic scientific terms. can't make a gear turn without a second one#maria also points out its a ferris wheel reference. ''The circular motion... The mechanics... [...]collections of elegant formulas''#what i'm saying is n needed that concept of togetherness explained in a way He understood#n thinks linearly. there has to be one solution to everything. it has to be neatly explained in a formula#friendships are complex and theres no Correct way to make and be friends#he just needed a kickstart idea presented in familiar terms. klink is exactly that#in addition like klink being an objectmon and n seen as inhuman? literally perfect. n connecting with something that might on the surface--#--look unfeeling and cold. but klink is all about connections and so is n#i hope that makes sense. its very late i might be rambling too much VJEVDJEVJED#sorry for putting a serious analysis in the tags of a Funny Comic. i am severely ill about black and white you must understand
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im not totally getting off all social media im just trying not to be on my phone, like even doing most of these things on my ipad doesnt seem to be as bad of a distraction. what im trying right now to internalize is the fact that the pervasive sadness and feeling insecure wont go away, but hopefully the compulsion to deal with it thru posting and the all consuming nature of it will be easier and easier to deal with until theyre background radiation i can just ignore
#like i think it is just as simple as the thing being at an arms length making it feel less consuming#as simplistic as that sounds#being online on my ipad or laptop feels like just#interacting with a notebook or a piece of paper#idk if its the closeness or the brain development#but ive tried to deal with how i feel guilty and unloved when i dont get enough attention#and i dont think theres any solution but ignoring it#because trying to feel loved thru those mechanisms just#feeds into it#and the cycle repeats#getting more likes isnt the solution its trying to go away from the place where theres likes#of course i know its gonna be hard to totally try to stop#even now ofc im hoping this post is interacted with#but i do enjoy communicting#so i just need to keep it at an arms length so i care less about the result
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You're more amazing than a full minute
Werewolves need help but everyone else trying to help them is STUPID and WRONG so I did it better. You're welcome








Also an artifact that I just had the idea for and kinda sorta supports werewolves if you squint so I gave it Innistrad flavor and threw it in the batch. So there, unique support cards that aid werewolves in their transforming endevors without defaulting to the laziest possible-
"Why not just give werewolves flash?"
FUCKING FINE

You want flash so bad you can spend 3 mana on it
#custom cards#Pack Loyalty was inspired by the Thunder Junction WU no spells archetype which i realized was really similar to werewolves#but unfortunately no overlapping colors so it'd feel awkward but i figured out a solution#a bunch of these are just figuring out ways to transform while still spending your mana so lots of big flash spells and activated abilities#the whole “stupid and wrong” thing was partly a joke but i do genuinely dislike the attempts i've seen to help werewolves#i've heard a few times “they should give some werewolves flash” or even “they should give MOST werewolves flash”#no. that would make flipping your wolves basically automatic. which would defeat the whole point of the day/night condition#the tension between casting your werewolves and flipping your werewolves is the whole point of the archetype#giving a large portion of them flash would change the archetype to just “flash creatures” with transforming being pointless complexity#and then the other solution was Tovolar which. what the fuck. he's encouraging you to cast MULTIPLE werewolves on your turn?#just completely throws out the entire day/night mechanic to just say “if you're playing werewolves then it's always night”#hey notice how all the “no spells cast from hand” cards in OTJ don't have plot? and only ONE of them has flash#it's because you're supposed to combine them with other cards to make a complete synergetic deck#you don't just throw all the payoffs into a pile and watch them all trigger each other for free#thus why only one werewolf has flash (Oakshade Stalker) and it forces you to spend extra mana to flash it in#thus why i made more non-werewolf cards with flash or activated abilities#the other problem werewolves struggle with is that in high-level play it's easy for the opponent to flip your wolves back#so i also made Twilight Prowler and Heckling Heretic to punish the opponent for doing that#and then Kessig's Shade // Kessig's Bark which doesn't solve any problems i just liked the idea#wait i just realized i made a “no spells cast from hand” card and gave it plot. which is the whole thing i was against. fuck#at least you have to spend an extra mana to plot it and you still need to find something to spend your mana on on the turn you cast it#and it's a cool idea that combines two related archetypes so that's justification enough. maybe#had another idea for a plot card just now and added it to the post#giving werewolves flash is fine because you need to play a support card for it so it's not free. it costs mana#and it's just one card so you still need other support cards to consistently flip your wolves#ka asks
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My husband and I were discussing how the first felon is defending the FDA and how the quality control of our food is gonna basically disappear and I proceeded to have so much anxiety about it that I didn't sleep last night. How do we prepare for this? Is there a way to make food safe at home? How can we avoid getting poisoned from the grocery store? Sorry for bringing this anxiety to your inbox but I'm exhausted and scared and I'm hoping you've come up with food safety tips what with your general food complications.
I’m afraid I don’t have a solution for something of this scale and am just as equally terrified, but that said:
Check your local state regulations. Some states actually have strict testing that the FDA when it comes to certain things like milk. See if they are listing any recalls.
Stop eating things raw for the foreseeable future. Wash and cook everything thoroughly, even if the bag claims it’s pre-washed, wash it again. Cooking will also help eliminate any remaining pathogens. It means no more salads for a while but that’s okay.
For things like fruit, try to go with things that have an outer skin that can be taken off. If it requires you to cut into it with a knife, give the outer skin a scrub and rinse to reduce the chances of your knife being contaminated by anything like e-coli and then contaminating the insides by cutting it up.
For fruit that can’t be peeled, make sure to inspect and wash them thoroughly. If you are immunocompromised like me, consider cooking it down into a jam or pie filling to reduce further risk. Not as fun as eating it fresh for some people, but it’s a valid way of still getting the flavor and nutrients.
For things like milk, only drink pasteurized and ultra pasteurized. Try to get pasteurized eggs if you can too.
If you don’t have a meat thermometer, now is the time to get one. Make sore everything is cooked to its required internal temperature. For poultry, the recommended temperature is 165°F (74°C), while for beef and pork, the recommended temperature is 145°F (63°C) with a 3-minute rest time. Ground meats should be cooked to 160°F (71°C). Eggs should be cooked until the yolk is set. No more runny egg yolks for a bit until we get a competent source of information back about bird flu.
For things like flour, try to go for reputable brands that have their own independent testing facilities for things like gluten. They also usually test for other things and clean their facilities thoroughly. My go to is King Arthur atm.
Also, stop eating raw cookie dough if you’re not going to toast the flour in the oven first. That’s how a lot of people get sick, not necessarily from the raw egg, though stop eating raw egg right now if you do. Again, bird flu. [Addendum] I learned the flour trick in a job I used to work, but apparently, the pre-defunded FDA didn't think toasting the flour made it safe, so maybe just don't eat raw cookie dough. And I know someone's going to be a cunt in the notes like "I don't care I do what I want" good for you, hope saying that made you feel better.]
This is a dwindling possibility with the tariffs but try to buy food imported from other countries that still have food quality control. I get my masa harina from a small company that imports directly from Colombia. They can’t afford the gluten free label required to be classified as such in the USA, but considering Cheerios in the USA can afford to buy that label and the celiac foundation certification logo and still routinely sells contaminated produce due to not using gluten free oats and a mechanical sorting system that can’t be certified gluten free (1) (2) (3), I’m more inclined to go with other countries labeling right now.
With clean water under threat, use a filter for your drinking water. We currently use the ones by Life Straw. They don’t fit into your faucet but the LS filters are better than most of the ones that can be attached that way and the housing of the jugs and countertop filters are easy to clean. Make sure you do so once a week and change the filters as directed.
Most of this is just basic food hygiene stuff combined with what it’s like to be immunocompromised, but it’s always worth repeating in case someone didn’t know, but especially worth repeating right now with all our rules and regulating bodies going out the window 😞
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Not to jump the gun but I think I’ve unlocked the secret to my executive function ohmygod
I realized the roots of my procrastination/executive function issues & after processing it, it’s like that wall that’s stopped me from doing anything has come down (or at least shrunk down to an easily jump-over-able height)
#it’s only been 2 days of Being Able To Do Tasks so we’ll see if I can keep it up#but I was thinking about shit & was like “yeah I use avoidance as a coping mechanism’’#and like we been knew but I started thinking about back in school when I was highly avoidant of things I needed to do#and it was because there was more shit to do than I physically had the energy for and ability to actually do#when I had VERY poor mental health and no one helping me & my parents didn’t follow through when I said I needed help#so I was in all this shit alone & literally couldn’t do a lot of the things I was meant to#so instead of doing what I could (because it was never enough & I’d always be a million miles behind)#I just shut down & did nothing#and it was also a lot about lack of control#being forced into a structure that wasn’t working for me & where I always felt l was failing & had no control#so avoidance became what felt like the only way I could get through#so then once I realized all that I could flag it as an unhealthy coping mechanism that I’m no longer in the position to need#and in the last couple of years I’ve been making lots of progress on prioritizing my mental health#so nowadays once I see something as unhealthy behavior I’m able to recognize it when it happens & move to healthier behavior instead#so now it would seem: avoidance flagged as unhealthy & detrimental to my mental health. solution: checklists & confronting tasks on my list!#AND I think it’s getting way easier to tell the difference between my avoidance & my need for a rest or my lack of spoons!#ok I’m gonna go watch an adventure time episode cause I did several of my tasks so imma take a solid 15 or 20 break then keep at it! :)
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