#i know i dont post a lot of art anymore
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Also yeah I don't think I've mentioned it but like I'm in art school now. It's badass. So I might start dropping some stuff I did for assignments. YAY :)
#goobspeak#i know i dont post a lot of art anymore#and thats generally because i don't consider it impressive enough to post#or its just self ship stuff#which idk why im shy about posting that this blog literally ran on that for 2 years#but yeah school keeps me busy lol#one of my teachers worked on wildkratts#and i think two worked on hilda#its crazy#one of them is on tumblr
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sorry for not posting more art, I've been feeling really weary of posting stuff considering how much stuff gets stolen & resold...especially since I sell my own art...maybe I wouldn't care so much if I wasn't making merch but it's getting to a breaking point
#idk...its huge watermarks noise filters small file jpegs cropped images or its just posting them and dealing with the consequences#i dont care about people tracing my art anymore its people mass producing sticker packs or selling my prints#i keep prices affordable cause i know a lot of people dont have disposable income especially right now.so its like an extra slap in the face#when someone buys stolen work cause its $1 cheaper 🫠#idk its just tiring and makes me not want to post art...but i am working on stuff 🫡
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whoops, late komiket pride post !
i don't usually do this, but i'm severely artblocked and i have post-con blues soooo ... feel free to read ..?
sorry i didn't end up tagging anyone . if it shows up to them or to you, it shows up ! im already being this vulnerable so tagging them is gna make me more embarrassed LOLL
btw yes to me being vulnerable already includes thanking people HAHAHA its almost like showing genuine emotion is showing too much of my authentic self and idk ... thats kinda embarrassing ...... 😬💦💦💦 (grew up in a plastik household)
ANYWAY WOO HAPPY PRIDE!!! ive never outed myself online as trans (id rather kms than admit it) but uhm i guess with this post im explicitly announcing it one way or another .
im trying to move out and transition so id appreciate it if anyone could ... um . yeah (https://ko-fi.com/dandellation)
#i spek#lionhe(art)#komiket pride#komiket pride 2024#i also dont post on tumblr a lot anymore i dont know why#i really miss this place the most#i just need something to jumpstart my energy again#this feeling of burnout is something i havent experienced before and i think its doing something bad to me#i want to go back being silly drawing koitsuki and oc/canon and self shipping and oc making.....
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QUICK QUESTION regarding your beings made of stardust au, and I have no idea if we've been told this before BUT we know that sun, moon, eclipse and some others (lost to mukbang 20k special 💔) went on a space ship as a crew. But how common is it for these crews to exist? Do they serve some kind of cooperation or company or do they just fuck around independently for the shits and giggles until eclipse decided hmmm do you ever wonder what you taste like?
Eclipse and his crew work for the medical industry with a corporation that funds them! They gather resources that can be used as medicine! Most stardust! It's considered dangerous work so it's not too common (which means they get paid pretty handsomely) but there are other jobs that involve space travel that are a lot safer so space ship crews are very common. It's the work that's not so common. There are independent crews that are self employed but it's a lot of work! Have to find yourself, find your own employees, advertise yourself blah blah blah eclipse wanted to be self employed but because he's under watch he has to go through systems and all that. Idk if I explained that well djsjjs
I don't think I ever posted this info for sun and moon? They finished pilot school (they met there) then went their separate ways! They worked for a few years before either being laid off or fired! Eclipse and his crew started making a lot of money and wanted to upgrade to a bigger ship! The ship needed two pilots and since eclipse was their original pilot, he planned on only hiring one more. But he interviewed sun and moon (separately. They didn't know they were both going for the same job) and saw how much they could bring to the team so he hired both to be the pilots! He also chose them because he could tell they would get along really well! (He can evaluate people very well! It's one of his abilities!)
Ok, let me explain why eclipse is under watch djskjdjs when he was younger, he showed signs of being different. He was extremely intelligent but had an interest in a lot of morbid stuff. He was also very withdrawn from society and lacked the sentimentality that their species normally have. No big deal though! Their society has systems to make those like him comfortable! He was taught empathy and communication skills. He was told what was socially acceptable and what wasn't. For a long time, up until a few months before the incident with his crew, he was fine living the way he was. "under watch" really just means that he goes to therapy and checks in every so often. Eventually, he stops going and stops checking in. He lets his mind wander and he begins to let himself live by his own standards. Eventually, this leads to insecurities and paranoia. He loves his crew very much. They are his family. Soon, he starts to believe that the only way to keep them safe is to cannibalize them. He sees it as containing them within himself, so by keeping himself safe, he keeps his crew safe.
Also, wanted to go ahead and make this clear, they are not brothers in this au fjjwjdkaksisj definitely not in this au fjjsndjajsjs
#lots of explanation in this one djjsndjhsjsj#i dont think i ever said anything of this and posted it?#i know i was chatting with someone and explaining this but i never made it public? idk anymore kdksksks#so eclipse thinks his crew is still with him but they're dead!#let me know if this is a little out of line jdnsjsjs eclipse had all the resources available to him to live a loving life with his crew#but he made his own decision to reject the standards of his society#the system usually works for other who are like eclipse but its not perfect#moondrop#security breach moondrop#fnaf security breach#doodles#sundrop#maudiemoods art tag#security breach sundrop#beings made of stardust au#long post oop
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Ughhhhhhudhdudhtsgh
Have them,,,
So tired
No motivation but whatever
#i wanna do a lot of things but i just cant#probably going to have to walk in and tell them i have nothing.#again.#whatever#i did it literally every other time#ill get by at the least#my art#its ryan and min but im not gonna tag that#i suppose this is more vent art but i hate tagging it#i hate posting it#i dont want to make you guys feel bad or something idk#hm#ry is another character that i relate a lot to#at least i know what that means now#it was the same thing with marcy#friends and shit#what am i saying anymore#im just gonna post it
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molten/molted/molded
also yes i do actually have a flamingo mug thats sorta chipped, and it is a little ugly, here it is :
its not super chipped, but i was still devastated when i found out
#HI. WILL YOU GUYS LET ME POST PRETENTIOUS POETRY#idk i was just thinking about how im doing a lot better than before and. being sympathetic to the zoned-out escapism i did to survive then#im not that person anymore and feels weird to be in her body? but im glad shes passed away#i dont knowwwww. it feels like im a lizard shedding my skin every year and occasionally ill look at my old molts and be like wow#i used to fit in that thing. i used BE that thing. but now im not#dont take this too seriously i mean its not a vent its just me thinkin about how im doing great and little louie was not HAHAHA#im really proud of this actually i like how the glass effect came out and i like the colors and the poem.... i cooked !!!#this is also practice for lineless/painted art and its not too bad for a beginner#anyways. i like poetry and more ppl should make it casually this is poetry propaganda#uhhh what do i tag this as#poetry#art#artists on tumblr#????? i never know how to tag non-fandom art#anyways thats it :]
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Shout out to @purplishlemonyflavor for designing some of the most funky and fruity vampires I've ever seen 🧡🍊
#purplishlemonyflavor#persimmon#vampire#vampire oc#tw eyestrain#eyestrain#listened to a lot of 70s rnb with this one#i know i dont really post my art much anymore but im really pleased with this one and i may start doing it more in the future 👀 we'll see!#my art#artists on tumblr#shelley duvall#her pose fit him too well
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just experimenting
#my art#my ocs#mind wolf#furry#sfw furry#based on these drawings i used to do in 2015 or so....#i know ive been complaining about it for a while now but ive been having a rough time with art this year#im genuinely my worst critic#so i tried making something without caring about the little details... and as it turns out#you can really enjoy your art when youre not picking out every little detail or thing wrong with it#anyways im probably not gonna post much art anymore. im not leaving or anything just gonna be less active probably#i realized that posting my art makes me dislike it a lot more so im trying to avoid that right now...#because when i really dont like my art then i lose my drive to create anything and its really sad
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twitter is entering their "rts > likes" phase now that likes are private after they spent years calling us ungrateful for being demotivated by ratios lmao
#man fuck yall just support artists you enjoy#dont attack people who dont rb/rt your art (hell they might even have it scheduled) but also dont constantly demand ''content'' from people#ESPECIALLY without telling them that you appreciate the effort they put in to show you cool things they made for free#you should've been rt'ing/rb'ing from the START 😒 just show people you care!#im just waiting to scroll through post after post of ppl calling out ''entitled artists'' lmao#btw my opinion on the whole thing is painfully neutral if you couldnt tell#i dont think you should care that much about numbers and ppl take it wayyyyyy too far#throwback to that one guy who personally @ everyone who didnt reblog their art that was CRAZY. i would straight up report you KJFGHKG#i also understand and have personally experienced how much engagement can change your mood#a simple ''i love this!'' can make someone's day. it's not hard to understand why ppl like engagement#when they make post after post without so much as a little tag they dont care about sharing anymore#the fact that people call that ''entitlement'' is also crazy#i have a lot of drawings i havent posted or just left nonrebloggable bc it really doesnt make a difference lmao#the only ones i leave rebloggable are the ones that i Know will do well and get attention. like the little pig redraw#if it's cute or funny it gets positive attention. anything else is shit on here lmao#it's just not as fun to share. it either leads to no engagement or negative engagement#would rather have nothing than something rude so whatever#some ppl say it's always been like this but no it absolutely was not always like this#idk what exactly caused the change. probably a lot of factors#could even just be the fandoms i hang around in! but considering i've seen the same sentiment from a bunch of ppl i doubt it's that#the best solution to no engagement is to just make friends and have fun#but 90% of the internet is hostile and negative and rude for no fucking reason#when i unfollowed someone on my old public twitter and they @ me over it. damn i dont know why but NOW i know why 😭#this post has gone way off course im just ranting at this point. i havent talked in a while hi how have you guys been#work was a lot yesterday and today is too slow (im not at work im just going crazy in my house)#(and i cant leave my house bc there's construction blocking the road someone save me)#chat
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so. mushrooms huh
#digital art#artists on tumblr#doctor who#the master#not tagging this as anything more cause. im bad at tagging and i dont feel like it#anyways! this is all because the short story 'the master and margarita' is living rent free in my brain and has been for a couple of days#and i needed to get it out of my system. if you want to see the (awesome) mushroom in the bg then i also posted it on its own#ive been. um. ive been feeling very mushroomy lately and ive been looking at a lot of mold so i dont know whats gross anymore. so#doctor who fanart#the master and margarita
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In case it's hard to read/understand: "If I had a nickel for every time I had a story with a blonde girl named after a plant, who has a German father and a French mother but absolutely hates said mom, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice."
weird, extremely-specific tropes in my stories: pt 1
#oc liveblogging#ughhhhhhh i really CANNOT afford to be procrastinating rn but i know this happens when im extremelyyyyyy fucking stressed.#creative/art related classes always get me for this reason bc ill use 'wait but i need to find inspiration!' as an excuse to procrastinate.#fuckkkkkkkkkk. UGH IM NOT EVEN WRITING SOMETHING FROM SCRATCH ITS JUST A FINAL REVISION BUT IM CONVINCED IT SUCKS#the worst part is hkjhkjGHKJ I HAVE TO PRESENT SOME OF THIS SHIT AT AN. INTERNATIONAL FUCKING CONFERENCE GUYS. GUYSYSSSS#anyways this post is sadly not related to that. nothing im presenting is related to my ocs [un]fortunately lmao#ive just been thinking rotating various oc stories around in my head again ourgghhhh.#and i realized this LMAO. i mean maybe technically not 2 separate stories anymore because im recycling a lot from one for the other?#one of these was already established lowkey and the other was something i made for an assignment for a class like 2 years ago#i actually don't know if petunie will be blonde in her final incarnation?? ive always imagined her as silvery blonde ig but idk#if ill keep that. she doesnt have proper colors like colin but at least colin has his design set more straight somewhat.#and all the recent petunie development is lowkey really fucking funny to think abt. i girlbossed with her character development so#hard that she really replaced lucian as a protagonist HAHAJSDHKGJ. ok well not 100% kamille's story is a shoot-off#of lucian's technically? i guess? it started becoming that and now its solidified as that lowkey bc same town same place time period people#but man if im not careful i might accidentally make kamille/petunie's arc THE default one and lucian's main one the offshoot instead#a lot remains to be seen. but also yeah the other one who's story is mostly getting recycled (myrtille) actually ALSO HAD HER MOM#COME FROM THIS SAME FUCKING PLACE BASICALLY. a few decades later but still bruh given developments for lucian's story too its just like#at this point im noticing a pattern man wtf is wrong w/ women who come from this town specifically lol. 😔🥴#this town in general is just fucking cursed though i think ahkjshkg. i mean that jokingly and literally lolololl i gotta. work on it. but y#I HATE IT HERE WHY ARE WEIRD LITTLE FUCKING TOWNS WHERE BAD SHIT HAPPENS ALWAYS A CONSISTENT TROPE IN MY STORIES /silly#I DONT EVEN COME FROM A WEIRD LITTLE TOWN MY HOMETOWN IS LIKE. AVERAGE NORMALISH NOT SUPER LARGE??? IDFK?????#haaaaaaa fuck i need to finish this by the end of TODAY I S2G!!! SO I CAN MOVE ON TO ALL THE OTHER SHIT I OWE FUCKKKK
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hate hate hate how you have to make a twitter account to see ppls tweets now. like I deleted mine for a reason (rancid bad vibes + more ads and bots than posts) but some artists I like are ONLY on twt and :( man... I get how annoying having 23434 social medias to post stuff on is. im not really annoyed at the artists who do that (just having 1 place for their art) but im annoyed at the websites that do this -_- let me innn
#i know theres ways to get around it with 3rd party stuff but im rly not interested in doing all that. tbh#cant say tumblr or ig are much better at this#insta is mostly functional on mobile only if u have the app and an account (can be accessed thru firefox but-#if u dont have an account u can only see so many posts from someone and i think#tumblr is the same both on and off mobile if u dont have an account? last time i checked)#nd all the other art specific apps are too unknown like. cara just hasnt gained enough traction for me to be interested in joining yet#bluesky just looks like a twt clone to me and i was not interested in being on twt or its format anymore#devarts rebranding/reskinning drove me off entirely its SO bad now . ugly#the problem with a lot of those 'for artists by artists!' websites is uhh#artists NEED nonartists on a website to make money#most ppl looking for commissions are NOT artists in my experience so being on sites like insta or tumblr#where a lot of the ppl can just blog or post their own cute pics or whatever and stumble across artists?#way way better than sites that are ~artists only~. is this a hot take#lol#this got way off topic basically websites should let u browse whether or not u have an account. that is All#sanchoyorambles
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it's only a good headcanon if it makes zero sense.
mysterious parents and memory loss will do that i guess.
#this needs to hit a very specific target audience that i dont think exists besides me#it's not shameless self-projecting if it's really really funny#''but she's obviously british!'' you cry out#she's both#i think all of the main cast brits in hellsing are only half-british in my hc opinion#so these are my two cents for seras i suppose#i personally think her dad is the british one because of her last name#i forget what her mom's accent is in ultimate but idgaf i go off of manga canon with some gonzo inspo anyway so it's free game#dont ask how her master who is literally VLAD THE IMPALER feels about this#i did this for the irony of it all actually#also i debated whether to spell it goulash or goulas for this post but i think more people know goulash#also she did not make it properly it tasted horrible and integra was right#but at least she tried.#wow this is a lot of overexplaining for a hungarian seras joke maybe it's not a joke anymore#goodnight#hellsing#my art
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im GOING to write today ........ i WILL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#the sky speaks#i havent used twitter in so long and lemme say i missed using tumblr like twitter. just putting my long rambly notes into a single post#anyways onto the rambling#i havent been writing or drawing like at alllll#too busy#also was so sick#but now that i have my new job and i know what my schedule is gonna sorta look like#3 days at joann 2 days cleaning w mom and 2 days nothin#PLUS i dont have to spend money on therapy til after the new year now#and mom is coming home and she seems rly optimistic abt sobriety#im feeling like i can finally create again !!!!#i have 2 creative presents i need to do before christmas#but aside that and 1 prompt still in my inbox (that i rly wanna do anyways) everything else i wanna do is all for Me :)#im kinda put out bc a lot of stuff i wanted to do this fall got shelved.. i wanted to make bday art of kirishima xinyan and kazuha.#i wanted to open comms. but im way too rusty w art rn to be confident doing that. maybe after new years?#god i wanted to come out to my parents properly. the day my mom went to rehab was national coming out day.#it was also one of my last therapy sessions. i came out to her instead#i still managed to do stuff tho. started my new job and got together with friends TWICE !! and i've kept up w doing my moms job alone#idk where im going w this anymore ive lost steam. but yeah. i wanna write today! idk what yet. i hav so many wips i could work on..
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woagh 2 posts in one day
#sketch#listen your honor i love him#im unsure if i wanna tag yosuke in this bc theyre like 15 min sketches so i think imma leave it like this and let the lord decide#i know hes not a like the fan fave in persona but somehow the trash boy has grown on me and is now like top 4 for the whole damn franchise#like mold or smth#you just gotta like reimagine him as a very tired repressed bi 16 yr old in a closet made of glass and he immediately becomes more likeable#like bro he works retail and is 16 thats why hes like that#also like the scene from the group date in pq where he goes “all right now we can be partners for all eternity!!!!”#that lives in my head rent free#listen he lives with teddie and works retail#as someone who also worked retail i promise you most of his not kanji related outbursts are justified#the kanji stuff is bad fr fr but like hes also 16 in 2011#let the 1st 16yr old who was not an asshole and uninformed cast the first stone#sorry i have a lot of feelings for 1 yosuke hanamura and i needed to tell all of you in this my diary#which reminds me#most of yall came from me posting about dr which ndrv3 has a very special place in my heart and on my walls#but alas p4 kicked saihara to the curb so idk if ill be making anymore??????? maybe i might in the future but idk im old and tired#and dr is and always will be full of 13 yr olds which is fine but i dont wanna interact with them bc im old#and tired of the same discourse every 6 months#maybe when the not actually but totally is dr4 that kodaka is cooking up drops ill make dr art again but unlikely for rn#once i figure out how p4 protag chan's bowl cut works ill draw boys kissing#i do need to figure out how to draw boys kissing#since it will also lead to figuring out how to draw girls kissing which is almost dare i say more important#anywho thank you for coming to my newest diary entry#i will never stop yapping in the tags#this is a promise#yall gotta know all my thoughts in as many characters and tags tumblr will let me have
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So fucked up that I spend all my time creating things and making art and then if I finish it I'm like "huh, neat" and hide it away
#idk where to even post it#like i dont WANT to hide it but a lot of it isn't good enough to post and when i do finish something#im too self conscious to post it anywhere bc i know no one gives a fuck abt the source content#i keep starting new accounts to post all my art and then i either get no interaction and get sad or i get too much interaction and feel#like i have an image to uphold#thats why i hardly post here anymore bc i don't wanna like idk piss people off? or be embarrassing#i hold all of my passions and obsessions inside bc I'm embarrassed but i think I'm gonna blow up one day#i need to not give a fuck but if someone says a mean thing to me ill die#ive written an entire books worth of fanfic and it just sits in my folders for me to read and pick apart
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