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i know it's pathetic and not helping anything but man i feel so fucking hopeless about life in climate catastrophe
#basically i read this morning how this year is likely going to be way hotter than the past#(and i struggled a lot these past years with dealing with the heat)#and i just spiral from 'this is going to be very uncomfortable for me how am i ever going to work properly i can't function above 30°C'#to 'the trees are already damaged they will die we will lose the forests and the animals and everything will die it's going to be awful'#to yeah just full on climate breakdown anxiety#in minutes lol#and the woooorst part is that I'm not even exaggerating eh#like it's really just this bad#why the fuck even uh.... stay alive for it huh#i know i am sensitive to these topics#but uh the reality is on the side of my feelings in this case#even if i got 'harder' and could ignore eg. damage on trees that i see everywhere#the reality of climate catastrophe doesn't get better - quite the opposite even what i know and notice is conservative#so. what.... do i do
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yknow what i think it's pretty fucked up that my instinctual reaction to hearing any mention of the holocaust is to brace myself for antisemitic talking points. in discussion about a jewish genocide.
holocaust inversion, universalization, minimalization, and denial are inexcusable in any context, and the fact that they've become this common is appalling on every level.
#disclaimer: i am not jewish#holocaust#holocaust denial#holocaust universalization#holocaust minimization#holocaust inversion#shoah#antisemitism#leftist antisemitism#judenhass#jew hatred#i realized i was having this reaction the other day and i am pissed the fuck off about it#fellow goyim do better challenge#keep the holocaust out of your mouth#as always i welcome good faith critique and discussion especially from jewish mutuals/followers/whoever#i know this is an extremely sensitive topic that's not generally my place to speak on#and if i'm not handling it well i want to know#faggotry enjoyer original
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Mark Oshiro confuses me a little bit not going to lie. In the press tour for the first book all they ever talked about was how Nico is their son and Will is fine I guess. Then they said like 2 weeks before TSATS came out that they didn't understand Will's character at all and it's one of the main reasons why Will has so little POV.
Possibly unpopular opinion but I don't think it's a good, encouraging sign when the writer admits to not really caring about the deuteragonist or not even having a sense of how to write them...
Yeah, no. If you have no interest in 1/2 of the POV characters of your book, you REALLY shouldn't be writing it (or at least, not have that be a main character). Especially when the main way TSATS could have been improved is if it was primarily Will-centric instead of Nico-centric. Will basically had next to no established character prior to TSATS! He was practically a blank slate! But all the new stuff we got for Will in TSATS was so clearly disinterested and had no regard for his previously established traits (or the established timeline/canon). Which is annoying because fleshing out Will would have been the PERFECT opportunity to actually incorporate a lot of the topics that Mark Oshiro specializes in as a sensitivity reader, which was the ENTIRE REASON THEY WERE BROUGHT ON AS A CO-AUTHOR!!!!
As TSATS stands, there is no reason for Mark Oshiro specifically to have been the co-author instead of someone else. It's so clearly just a PR move from RR following the huge backlash Rick received due to his response to criticism on how he wrote Piper and Samirah (and Reyna and etc etc). This was immediately following Rick saying he wasn't going to write what would become TSATS because "it [wasn't his] place to." Most of the topics that Mark Oshiro specializes in either weren't relevant at all to TSATS or written very poorly (to downright offensively) in TSATS, so either Mark Oshiro wasn't doing their job or was not able to do their job for some reason, but either way it basically makes the theoretical justification for Mark Oshiro being the co-author/sensitivity reader irrelevant.
With Will, it was HUGE fanon back in the day for him to be trans. Trans!Will and photokinesis!Will were basically the two biggest headcanons for him (both largely popularized by Cherryandsisters). We know Rick is aware of this old fanon because he canonized photokinesis!Will. If we had gotten trans!Will, that would have been great! And then made sense why we specifically got a trans co-author! (Instead, if anything, TSATS canonized Will being cis.) If we had gotten Will being latino, that would have been amazing!!!! And also then made sense as to why they chose Mark Oshiro for the job as a latinx author/sensitivity-reader, versus potentially choosing an Italian co-author since Nico being Italian/Venetian was emphasized so much in the book (and done poorly! Yknow what they could have done to fix that? GOTTEN A SENSITIVITY READER FOR IT)! Based on the themes and focuses actually present in the book, it would have been most logical to get a queer, neurodivergent, Italian co-author or sensitivity reader who specializes in those three topics at least. But we didn't! So why was Mark Oshiro chosen instead when they only specialize in one of those topics? PR reasons. It's blatantly entirely PR reasons and no actual thought or care was put into this book (or, likely, TSATS 2 either).
It doesn't help that we're also actively being told that the published version of TSATS was a rough draft. Or that their editor blatantly isn't doing her job. Or that "The Sun And The Star" was the working title that they just kept cause they didn't bother to make an actual title. And that the final version is full of explicitly last-minute scenes that weren't checked over at all (the final Bianca scene, for one). Or the ACTIVELY ADMITTING TO SOURCING IDEAS AND INFORMATION FROM FANS! That last one is kind of important because at this level of publishing that is a HUGE no-no for legal reasons. You can get into a lot of trouble for that and there is a reason why it is Ye Olde Fandom Law to never try to pitch your ideas or headcanons to the source creator(s) and keep fandom separate from the creators. There is a REASON why Rick Riordan is so distant from the community these days and it's for PROTECTION AGAINST LEGAL REPERCUSSION. Mark Oshiro being the exact opposite while also ACTIVELY ACKNOWLEDGING sourcing concepts from fans does not bode well! It has to do with copyright stuff.
It's just. So. Sighhhhhhhh >->o <- me lying on the floor about all of this. It's sad being able to see the glimmer of what could have been at the very least a decent book underneath all this. If anyone involved in the process had actually cared just the tiniest amount.
#pjo#riordanverse#tsats#the sun and the star#tsats crit#rr crit#mark oshiro#mark oshiro crit#< ?#ask#Anonymous#long post //#i wrote out a whole response to this and them tumblr deleted it. SIGH. re-writing.#sharking Mark Oshiro: YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO DEFEAT THE SITH NOT JOIN THEM!!!!!#i do also want to make it clear: i have not read Mark Oshiro's other work so i have no opinion on if they are a good writer or not#and that is irrelevant. i am not judging them based on that at all. if more of the topics that they specialize in as a sensitivity reader#had actually come up/been relevant in TSATS i think it would have been nice for them to have been the co-author and stuff#but as things stand based on what actually ended up being relevant in the book i think another co-author would have been appropriate#or even just. if you keep mark oshiro as the co-author then have *other* sensitivity readers#because as things stand the only specializations that Mark Oshiro has that were relevant in TSATS were mental health and queer topics#and BOTH WERE DONE POORLY. like REALLY BAD. plus the blatant ableism and minor racism and such#i know Mark Oshiro doesnt specialize in neurodivergent/disability topics (though a sensitivity reader for anything riordanverse SHOULD)#but they *do* specialize in racism and it got through. also the fact that blatant ableism got through should also be a bad sign#and yes ''respect the right for bad queer novels to exist'' BUT THATS SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE. SMALL-SCALE.#thats for like. indie publishers. it should not be used as an excuse to let an extremely famous straight/cis author write bad queer stories#i want to like Mark Oshiro really really bad. i do. i really do. but RR is not making it easy#anyways after having to rewrite this i dont have the energy to proofread it more than once please excuse any errors
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once again, another project's come up that pushes afrocentric ideologies which severely harm egyptian people (like me🫠). a girl much younger than me put into words why exactly this show is doing so much more harm than good, and much more calmly than I could have managed, so here's some screenshots bc im tired
afrocentrism as a concept has been around for about 150 or so years. it was most likely created as a direct response to eurocentric views and history teaching. there is nothing wrong with lifting up and centering african histories + cultures, and in fact that should be celebrated! I do however think that this concept takes everything a step too far, because by claiming "true egyptians" were black, and not egyptian, that erases people like me, and families like mine. ancient egyptians have been mythicized and fetishized to the nth degree for as long as people decided to have an opinion about them. it's frightening how so many prominent figures in the entertainment industry buy into the literal delusion that is "real egyptians" because of pure fascination with a history they wish was their own. please don't watch this show when it's out, and if you hear people discussing it, help people like me out and call out the bullshit when you see it! the second i get any hurtful or racist comments about this, im turning off rbs I don't even care. twitter is a cesspool of the worst takes in the world, so hopefully the few like-minded friends I have here will give this a read at least. it's not nice to be erased from your own heritage!!!!!
#anyone that knows me sure knows how sensitive to this topic i am#i almost minored in anthro at one point and i had to stop bc i know when it comes to THIS i simply cant be objective#i almost dont even want to take this as afrocentrism simply bc i dont know what this post will attract but sigh#racism#afrocentrism#egyptology#cleopatra#queen cleopatra netflix#sammy.txt#*tag this
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i'm tired of the beatles
#ok to reblog#i know this is a sensitive topic so i am clarifying that it is okay to reblog#however please do NOT feel obligated to#this is a SAFE SPACE#for people who are TIRED. of the BEATLES. the BINGOS. GRINGO PINGO and JINGO.
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i actually do feel like ive been doing slightly better at this lately though.. like replying to peoples posts and trying to initiate conversations and dms and stuff... so i am winning a bit
#🎇#and i mean. i actually do know how to socialise. i am fine at it#i just experience the horrors constantly & dont like to burden people with my existence when its unwanted & say things uninvited & etc#i do want more people in my life im comfortable with so i dont feel these things talking to people all the time but man#ig it's hard because i don't blame people for not being that interested in talking to me when i don't make it easy to talk to me#and i struggle so much with like. when i bring up a topic and they dont really show interest & im like o. ok. and then i just never want to#bring up anything because it keeps happening and it's easier to just talk about things they like#but then that makes me boring and hard to talk to because i dont offer anything to the conversation but its because i feel like my existenc#is pointless to the conversations we have because nothing i say going to get a response so we may as well just talk about what u want#idk. i know its a personal problem of mine and i should be fine just saying whatever i want etc and i might be misinterpreting the signs#because im hypersensitive to it after the shit ive been through#but its something im conscious of at least and i do try to continue to bring things up and offer things to talk about and stuff anyway#ive been trying to do it more lately. and starting conversations even if i feel unwanted because i know its likely just me being#overly sensitive . and continuing to reply to peoples post even if they never reply because im probably oversensitive about that too. etc#i want to make friends arg
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what fun!
#he has suffered more than jesus at this point what the HELL IS WRONG WITH MY GAME#i forgot i had butt babies enabled courtesy of wickedwhims and also my alien save so this is his life now#by the way for anyone who follows me because of my sexy hot awesome epic sims: please know i am gameplay oriented#im that motherfucker with like 10gb of script mods and 50gb of cc#im living for the drama but i feel like i have whiplash#and ive actually HAD whiplash before#guuuhhh#sim: yvain#pregnancy /#miscarriage /#if i need to tag this any other way lmk i realize these things are very sensitive topics to ppl and it is never my intention to offend
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hella do you think you could dumb bitchify aftg 🥺
(your making me want to get it but idk yet)
NO. GET HELP
#um. so basically i do not know how to even begin to explain aftg even if i am dumb bitchifying it. there's this guy#and he's on the run and he's on his own no family no friends but he's OBSESSED with a made up sport called exy#it's like a mental crutch for him it's the one thing he's really passionate about and he's willing to risk his brutal life#of survival and being on the run if it only means he can play. and this team of professional exy players called the foxes sign him on#and they're all messed up in some way bc the whole point of them is to be a refuge for societal rejects#we're talking drug addicts ex-juvie abuse victims etc etc the works and it's written in a VERY raw way#that often lends itself to making the characters feel very real but also does mishandle a lot of very sensitive topics as a result#and the series is basically about the found family of this team and them going from dysfunctional underdogs to national champions#except the fucking mafia is involved. and andrew minyard exists but i cant even speak of him tonight with the mood im in#i WILL shatter into a million pieces#ask#aftg
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You don't get invested in people's fandomless OCs and original projects because you are only online for the "content for your current hyperfixation". I don't get invested in people's fandomless OCs and original projects because if they abandon me it will hurt like heck to uproot all memories and emotions developed towards these, like a stump of a chopped tree, however a creator of a huge show/videogame/etc doesn't have that power. 😎
#personal#for the same reason I cannot read fanfics#if the person influences my vision of the characters and then dips like dorito it will be hard to uproot all this#I made one exception in years. ONE. just ONE.#and do you see me succeed at loving micoed as much as I used to huh?#so yeah with original characters and settings I have to know person very close#because I am super sensitive about fiction and creativity overall#so it hurts to delete emotions and memories and *information* to my best ability yet I must because-#-if person leaves the good memories and passion become dangerous poison#also disclaimer no nothing happened recently#(JINX!)#just the topic of how 'no one cares about original things' came up and I had an awful realisation that I have an 'excuse' fsdhfdsh
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always amazing when one interaction with a specific person can just zap your energy and motivation for a bit
#whyyy wont he leave me aloneeeee#what was the point of coming in here. and thrwoing 473875 different topics and things to do and questions at me#and then just Sitting There staring at me and judging me for like everything in sight#tried to open my blackout curtains too to ''let light in''#theyre not closed all the way?? he'd open the window too if i let him#ii am light sensitive you would know this if you actually gave two shits about me <3
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(me, preparing an important presentation on queer issues): ah, yes, doing this will make my favorite fictional characters so proud of me >:)
Me, cont: yes, they will indeed be proud of me for standing in front of an audience and talking, despite the fact that they do not exist, cannot see me, and do not know of my existence. making fictional characters proud of me is something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve...
(does anyone else do this?)
#personal#like... i'm doing something difficult#and pretending that they're going to be proud of me if i pull it off helps#if i manage to pull off what i'm trying to pull off it will be huge#even if the audience is limited#i'm half debating advertising it to get some extra publicity#sending the zoom link by which people would be able to watch me#but... hmm...#my topic is a little controversial#it's about the intersection of the queer and christian community#and how christians should learn to be more chill with LGBT+ folk#and... how christians and LGBT+ people shouldn't be enemies#but instead focus on the real villains of the world- white supremacists and nazis#this will be incredibly difficult to handle with sensitivity and grace#and i'm really scared of doing it for a lot of reasons#putting a few different kinds of potential targets on my back to deliver an important message#but if i do it..... and do it well...#i'm sure the fictional characters i adore would be so proud of me despite the fact that they don't exist#and cannot see me or know who i am
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My best friend keeps on flexing that he spoke with my ex. "We caught up n shit, yk, doing something you CANT do :))". Good for you bestie. Did I ask
#im so close to throwing myself against a hard concrete wall i dont fucking get it#why flex with it#he knows how sensitive I am about this topic it legitimately makes me want to relapse beyond human comprehension#like yes bestie go on and ruin the last bit if happiness i had left from 2023#hes rubbing salt into the wound. at this point its chili powder. im in agony can you tell
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TRUTH
Of Isamu and Chiaki, who do you miss more?
I already answered this. Are you fucking illiterate, anon? I don't know. I'll probably never know. I can barely feel regret. Do you think I can feel grief? Do you think I can mourn? Do you think I'm capable of missing them as the missing limbs that they should be like instead of like they're broken trinkets tossed in the garbage? I'm not. It's something that I lost and will never get back.
#asks#ask games#demi.txt#pkmn irl#pkmn rp#//i know who sent this and i am v sorry asdfjhasdfas#//she's vvvvv sensitive about the topic and some of the few emotions she can still feel with any clarity are anger and hatred.
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Discussions of implied fictional CSA & SA
I recently been wondering if there’s a chance Richard thinks Roy’s aggressive and distant behavior is normal and not a sign of CSA because he acted similarly to Roy when he was younger
Reasonings in the tags
#Again TW for discussion/mentions of CSA/SA#I believe Richard was repeatedly SA by his brother throughout his childhood and early teenage years#He never realized it was SA because no one told him and pre-existing misinformation and harmful beliefs about SA#He unknowingly developed bad behaviors and coping mechanism from his CSA in his teenage years but nothing was really done#The school thought he was a rowdy troublemaker. His parents didn’t do jack to help him even after discovering the abuse because they-#worried more their reputations. And his friends didn’t know about the abuse either so they thought he was a rowdy kid and sometimes#Feed into his bad behaviors because they were dumb teenagers looking to have fun in the stupidest ways possible and not thinking of the-#consequences or why a kid like Richard was so mean and aggressive in the first place#I know this is a very sensitive topic and the fandom has all right to be hesitant about seeing how Roy’s truama was treated and#certain individuals approaching it terribly#However I don’t think the majority of the fandom understands how Roy’s SA is an integral part of his character. not only because it’s an-#canon explantation for his behavior but also being SA impacts EVERYTHING. how you look at the world. behaviors. relationships. etc#imo it’s feels weird to ignore it even if the original source treated it questionable#I am interested and do want to explore Roy’s story and the probable story of Richard too#Not only is it an integral part of Roy’s character that should be acknowledge more but also there’s an interesting story to tell about-#CSA/SA. how it affects everybody. and the different interpretations that can be written from it#I’m really interested in seeing a fanfic where Roy and Richard addressed their truama together. learn to heal. and become closer by the end#That being said I want to make it clear that when discussing these topics I still want to be respectful#If I ever handle it wrong or go to far. let me know. and if you have criticism for me regarding this. let me know too!#Again this is a very sensitive topic and I don’t want to contribute to the harm#spooky month#spooky month roy#spooky month richard#tw csa mention#tw csa#tw sa mention#tw sa implied#tw csa implied#tw sa#ChuchaYucca.text
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I think the biggest red flag for me regarding the hopelesspeaches and lio convoy stuff, their entire group (especially lio) has near identical speech patterns and dynamics as my mom's online friend group. Which is less of a red flag and more of a raging wildfire tbh
#I listened to all the calls when they 'leaked' but I didn't know they were leaks I thought lio posted that stuff proudly#I didn't know that they weren't meant to be seen by the public until just now lol#Anyways I'm pleasantly surprised people are talking about how fucked up they were#Bc tbh when I was like 'oh this makes peaches (and everyone else) look like a bitch kinda' the first time I heard the calls-#I thought I was maybe being too judgey or sensitive or something?#But now everyone else is like 'yeah they are all being bitches actually' im like. Oh! So I understood right and wasn't just overreacting#Mostly bc lio was ranting about being a conservative Christian and weird 'nuclear family values' on one call and my immediate thought was#'oh gross Im too biased against this man to be able to look at this-#-discussion objectively. I'm gonna think he sucks regardless of the situation and therefore idk lf im a fair judge ?'#So it's cool to get confirmation from other ppl saying 'oh no ur right he sucks and here's why'#this is the 2nd time this week I got 'no youre not just overreacting. Other ppl are upset too' validation abt a topic. cool#//shade#I'm sure there's plenty of found family groups online that are great but so many of the ones i hear abt feel like a cult imo#My mom is in a group where this dude calls her and other women there his daughters like lio does to peaches and it feels gross to me idk#Ik everyone craves found family connections but. Idkk it feels weird to be taking that in a literal sense and calling them dad/my daughter#Feels like introducing unnecessary power dynamics.#Theres a difference between 'oh this person is like family to me because we're so close'#vs 'oh i am adopting this person and assuming a parental position over them'. that sounds unhealthy I think ?#Edit I just found out lio posted a response but it's midnight and I have a date tomorrow I'm not watching that rn lol#imo both him and peaches are bad and idc if one is worse than the other or whatever.#Peaches has been two faced for a while; lio might've taken advantage of her bc he's kinda creepy. They're both saying the other abused them#This is like jade and julian talking shit about each other to me. Idc guys I hate both of u srry <3#Iykyk
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Anna🚀
I love this movie, it broke me but it's just !! I probably also shouldn't have watched it two times in a role but i can't help it
Just saying I didn't know how sad it was going to be. It also didn’t help that I am also a twin and I watched this on my birthday. I just wanted to watch a movie with Jodie whittaker as the lead okay
I made her for Jodie as I was I went to Gally one and I was making some of the actors two dolls (mainly the actors who doctors have passed) but I wanted to do something extra and i couldn’t pick favorite with the fam so I thought of doing anna instead as this movie have stuck with me. I also want to post something for her birthday just because. And I think am out of 13th doctor ideas at the moment.
This doll was also one I give to the actually actor, if you want to read about that I wrote it in this post
[ID: picture is a felt doll that is the shape of a gingerbread man with a big circle head, they are supposed to be anna from adult life skills. She has light skin, long brown hair, she is wearing light blue jeans and navy shoes. A red button shirt with some patches under a navy and red zipper up that have pink sleeves under a purple puffer vest. She has a little smiley face sewn on her hands, and she has a red knit hat that has a cable stitch and a pom pom on top. The 2nd picture is her without the hat:ID]
#adult life skills#jodie whittaker#I’ve also heard some of the rumors during filming and I would politely ask for people not to talk about them in the tags.#I have Tokophobia and on behalf of other people who also have it#I ask for it not to be in the tags of this post.#I don’t want to go all into it here but I know it is a sensitive topic#I know for me I feel bad as I can't stop the effects even when it relates to an actor I like.#And sometimes it makes me feel guilty over a phobia I can't help.#Am trying to work on it but it is sometimes scary to go into some places as either it is not a tag people add or it’s talked about in a pic#and it is hard when you want to be in a space but it might pop up.#and it taking me a bit to even write this here but I thought I might as well try to ask nicely#If you want to talk about it please restrain from doing it here
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