#if the person influences my vision of the characters and then dips like dorito it will be hard to uproot all this | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

katyspersonal · 4 months ago

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You don't get invested in people's fandomless OCs and original projects because you are only online for the "content for your current hyperfixation". I don't get invested in people's fandomless OCs and original projects because if they abandon me it will hurt like heck to uproot all memories and emotions developed towards these, like a stump of a chopped tree, however a creator of a huge show/videogame/etc doesn't have that power. 😎

#personal #for the same reason I cannot read fanfics #if the person influences my vision of the characters and then dips like dorito it will be hard to uproot all this #I made one exception in years. ONE. just ONE.#and do you see me succeed at loving micoed as much as I used to huh?#so yeah with original characters and settings I have to know person very close #because I am super sensitive about fiction and creativity overall #so it hurts to delete emotions and memories and *information* to my best ability yet I must because-#-if person leaves the good memories and passion become dangerous poison #also disclaimer no nothing happened recently #(JINX!)#just the topic of how 'no one cares about original things' came up and I had an awful realisation that I have an 'excuse' fsdhfdsh

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