#i know and he's like. lowkey struggling lol but like tbh if you don't struggle a bit while trying to reason out biot-savart's law out of

[mimikoolover]

I haven't seen any hate or negative comments directly, I've only seen people discuss the negativity and this is not meant to come across defensive but I wanted to write out some of my thoughts cause why not lol

some things that stood out to me about the travel show include confirmation again about the thing I keep saying is that jikook make the effort to understand and care for each other (and as a side note I find it so hilarious that people are so determined to misunderstand them) for example when jimin said he knew it had to be him to make the travel show happen. what this means (I think) is that he pushed the idea forward so that it actually became a reality (with the implication that it would not have been jungkook to do that). it's so funny that people wanna say this means that jungkook doesn't care about jimin when that is not true at all and such a wild thing to imply (if it was true, jimin would know by now and he would not try. also jungkook would keep rejecting jimin's ideas). if you look at it from jungkook's perspective it undoubtedly feels really nice to have someone care this much about you. they know each other well and they care for each other a ton which is just so obvious. jimin had no problem pushing to make it happen and he actually /did/ which says a lot. they know what they need to do for each other and they actually do it which is a massive deal to be quite honest.

I do not agree at all that jungkook was 'off' and the whole thing about people always claiming that he's off around jimin makes me lowkey uncomfortable at this point tbh. for whatever reason people really struggle accepting that jungkook is human and that he doesn't mask his emotions 24/7 and that his emotions fluctuate throughout the day like everyone else's. when he's around jimin people expect him to have one flat emotion (happy) for some reason and also expect that nothing else outside of jimin would affect his emotions somehow. like that's wild to me. and funny in a way cause once again this show has shown that jimin reads jungkook's emotions well and when jungkook gets mad or upset about things like falling off that bleeding kayak he responds in a way that will help jk get over it. you have to be pretty close to someone to be able to do that, js. if he's upset about something and he happens to be around jimin, it's not jimin he's upset with but that is literally what people are saying and that's so beyond ridiculous. again to be around someone you don't have to put up a front for and can say whatever you want and tease each other knowing you won't offend each other fr shows closeness jfc.

personally in the car in episode 1 at the start I see jungkook holding himself back a little but he probably would've preferred to talk more with jimin when they're not being filmed, then they got distracted when they did stuff so he seemed more relaxed after a while. but I think them talking about what happened when they weren't seeing each other etc., I think jungkook would've preferred to discuss that off camera, like talking about missing each other and stuff like that, that he probably wanted to say off cam. even if I completely disregard that opinion, they did not seem awkward to me at all at any point. I think I've been off twitter for so long and have not seen the fandom chatter for so long that it doesn't affect me any longer which feels great but sometimes I really wonder how much people think for themselves vs think based on what they read about other people's perception. and that's funny to say given I just wrote down my own perceptions but really I think people online state and word things as if they were facts and I'm sure that affects a lot of people subconsciously. so all of this is just my opinion but if you actually try to put yourself in jikook's shoes without any preconceived ideas, knowing them to be the friends that they are, it's pretty easy to see how much they care about each other.

[sunthyme]

Sorry for this being a day late, I last second decided I hated how the og designs turned out so I redid them lmaooo. Whoops! Tyty sm for the support though, I love y'all! 🩷🩷🩷

💐Ignihyde💐

I cleared the tail end of Book 4 and all of Book 5 two days ago so fair warning, I'm still not completely aware of all the ins and outs of Ortho and Idia. And I might have to redo some of my Pomefiore headcanons with Book 5 in mind, namely Rook??? Whose apparently from Sunset Savanna??? Anyways, onto the designs...

🎮Idia Shroud🎮

(he/it) Unlabelled Gender - Achillic Asexual

Ah, the most relatable character in Twisted Wonderland...

- I don't think I really changed a whole lot about him physically, tbh. Gave him slightly bluer skin and dark makeup. I figured he's kinda one of the closest characters to like alt fashion and stuff so I slapped some piercings on him.

- You can't see them with his GIANT MESS OF HAIR but I gave him some piercings. I'll just grab a pic of them rq.

No bald Idia today guys.

- He's autistic. Is that even up for debate at this point? Either way, I feel like he'd actually hate having hair against his neck and typically put it into a ponytail or something. That shit would be hella warm otherwise, fire or no.

- He plays dating sims religiously but god forbid someone ACTUALLY flirts with him. In the unlikely scenario that he actually realises they're hitting on it, he just freaks out and runs, physically if possible. I think he's unintentionally shut people down hard because he cannot fathom why anyone would like it.

- He has to fight his demons whenever he see any of the people with cat ears which me too me too. Ignihyde actually has a bit of a stray cats issue, namely because Idia sets out food and water for them and refuses to let anyone take them away. They never get into the workshops or anywhere dangerous and Idia has named all of them.

- He has unique names not only for the stray cats of Ignihyde but also for all of the ones in his games, in specific his Minecraft cats.

- It's actually in the process of making a robotic cat as a sort of emotional support animal since a live cat isn't allowed in classes due to allergies (which Grim is exempt from due to him not technically being a cat and not producing allergens, fun fact).

- Oh! And I headcanon him as Greek and Japanese. Forgot that oops. Nationality-wise he'd be Australian though.

I was struggling to think of things that were just canon facts of his character already, which, to be fair, some of this could be but moving onto...

🦾Ortho Shroud🦾

(they/it/he) Nonbinary???

I actually adore how they came out omg. I have no really experience with robot/cyborg character design so I gave myself some liberties.

- First and for most, I made a lot of its robot features more obvious with panelling that would make it easy for Idia to access any brain or vocal mechanics. You cannot convince me that Idia, known for liking video games and anime, would pass up an opportunity to make Ortho look cool asf. Or maybe Book 6 can but for now, panels.

- I don't know if it's ever brought up in detail Ortho's like material components and stuff but I think they're made with the anti-magic stuff Charon's ferrymen have, further enhanced and durable. His freckles help with sensing particularly smell and temperature.

- His eyes took a bit of inspiration from Genoa, I just though a black sclera would look super cool tbh.

- It's hair is a bit crazier and I wanted to lowkey emulate Medusa vibes with it and the soulless eyes lol.

Not much else right now but I know damn well Book 6 will make me cry... Time for the ocs!

🪻Fuji Izanami🪻

Third Year - (she/he) Bigender - Bisexual

- So, a bit of a disclaimer, I've never actually seen Hercules because I was a Greek mythology nerd and was offended by the inaccuracies lol so keep that in mind with the ocs for this dorm. Fuji is my Cerberus character!

- He's the vice-housewarden of Ignihyde and tends to help out with Ortho's upgrades by moving the heavier parts that Idia can't lift.

- Since I believe, and correct me if I'm wrong, Cerberus means 'spots', I wanted her to have a ton of freckles as an omage.

- She's fully Japanese and has been a childhood friend of the Shrouds, with both families going way back. He was kind of Idia's emotional support before Ortho was allowed as well as a bit of a bodyguard. She and Ortho were the reason Idia didn't have to attend with a mass guard force.

- Quiet and seems quite menacing at first but is a huge softie and loves to be around other people. She and Jack are workout buddies and bond over common music tastes in the J-Pop and K-Pop genres.

- When she's talking to Idia or Ortho, it tends to be in Japanese (neglecting that the game is set to Japanese, imagine the default is like a common tongue or something lol).

- He specialises in heavier mech tech, developing protective wear and other durable things to work with. She hopes to intern with Charon eventually and work to study the containment of blot.

Now for another set of triplets, these ones all in Ignihyde...

🕰️Ye-Jin Ryu🕰️

Second Year - (she/her) - Sapphic

So these next three characters are representative of the Fates, they're Korean.

- Ye-Jin is my 'past' character. I styled her hair is an older-fashioned wavy cut and gave her some classy pearl earrings to give that 🌸vintage aesthetic🌸.

- Her primary skill set and interest is in re-purposing older things and upgrading them i.e. keeping the older aesthetic but making the mechanisms modern and remove the fear that it'll break down from overuse and whatnot.

- As such, she's a sucker for antiques and older fashion trends, mostly consisting of long skirts and formal wear. That being said, she still wears properly protective gear w an working on one of her projects.

- A hobby of hers is photography and she loves both actually taking photos as well as experimenting with different kinds of old cameras. She's a part of a photography club and also has a photo wall in her room.

- Never one to slack, she enjoys journalling and writing letters in her pass time as well. A hopeless romantic, she and Chanda share a class and Ye-Jin writes little posty notes for her.

Now for the present..

🛰️Ji-Ho Ryu🛰️

Second Year - (she/they) - Heteroromantic Bisexual

- Ji-Ho is the present and reflects a more modern Korean makeup style and haircut. I think she'd have reading glasses but only wear them when necessary.

- She has an interest in modern technology and pushing its limits. Adding more storage to a computer than typically offered, making a car even more gas efficient, that kind of stuff.

- They like a combination of things but are actually a part of the Spelldrive Club. She wanted to try something new and expand their bases. It gave her some insight for a recent interest in prosthetics she's developed.

For the final Fate,

👾Dae Ryu👾

Second Year - (she/they/it) Agender - Pansexual

- Dae is the future! I gave her more sci-fi-y makeup and a bit more flare in its hairstyle. Some piercings and ta dah!

- They specialise in bio-tech. Looking at nature to modify scientific approaches and being more environmentally friendly. Sustainability is a top priority for Dae.

- She wants to eventually make basic resources easily accessible to all and is doing its best to work out a solution. They're connecting the dots lol.

- Dae is a part of the hiking club and loves being around nature as much if not more than being in her lab. They often go hiking with Chunying on weekends.

For the last Ignihyde student and the final Benoit...

💀Cooper Benoit💀

First Year - (they/he) Nonbinary - Queer

- Cooper is twisted from Barrel and is the last of the Benoit family to be introduced. They are a very booksmart person and a math nerd.

- He's also disabled and typically uses a wheelchair. As such, they have been working on trying to improve the school's general accessibility as even with magic, NRC's campus can be difficult to navigate in a wheelchair.

- Similarly to Idia, Cooper is a total cat person and he and Idia take care of the strays together. Cooper's slowly memorising the names lmao.

That's all for Ignihyde! Diasomnia will be out tomorrow, promise! Tyty 🩷🩷🩷

[isa-ghost]

✨️ A (Witchy) AMFMN Update ✨️

Also I finally admit I'm famous at the end, war is over and yall won, come read my confession /hj

Spoke to Apollo about AMFMN struggles just now. I say struggles but that sounds scarier than it is, really I just mean grappling with motivation and the energy to write for long periods of time.

It boiled down to the fact that I won the battle against my grief with QSMP ending and no more ongoing Death Family content, but it cost me my motivation to write. That's not to say that the fic is dying or anything, basically I just need to find a new source of motivation, even if that motivation is myself.

But as long as I stay in-tune with myself and keep at writing because I WANT to rather than relying on something fueling me to keep going, I'll be good. Which is what I Have been doing, it's just not been easy. But that's to be expected.

He ended things off saying don't feel discouraged just because the process has gotten a little harder and slower. If I'm ever struggling with motivation or something else to do with the writing process, I can always come to him for guidance and encouragement.

Tbh I really needed to hear the last part even though I already kinda knew it. I'm not entirely sure how me being cheered on by him and him being SO INVESTED in Phil and AMFMN has looked from an outside pov, but Apollo genuinely has been such a devoted fanboy and a great mentor through baby's first huge creative endeavor in a fandom. I've always stuck to OC and original stuff, so fanfic has been a really interesting and different experience.

Also for shits n giggles I asked him if I'm actually "famous" like everyone's been insisting because I love enabling him to be silly with messages. A while back he actually told me AMFMN was gonna pop off and get popular and stuff like that but I never really felt like it had? And some of my other circle members had echoed this to me too, but I still never felt that moment of like "okay yeah, it's popular."

Surprisingly, the first of two tarot cards he just gave me about "being famous" is actually a legit answer. He was saying don't be afraid to indulge the ego sometimes, it's okay to do that if you're not being a dick about it. I did something cool and I deserve to enjoy the pride I have in the success of the fic. And my refusal/denial to do so is kind of rooted in my broader issue with self confidence and whatnot. So lowkey he's bonking me on the head for Indeed Being Just Like Phil, Who Can't Actually Take A Fucking Compliment Or Praise.

The second card he pulled about it was sillier, since that WAS the intention of me jokingly asking him if he did think I was "a famous author." And of all fucking cards to pull he pulled DEATH. Which is SO FUNNY because *gestures to Phil's ties with death* but ALSO THAT CARD IS GENERALLY SO ALARMING TO PULL?? The gist of what he was saying with it is that if I stop letting self image related bs cloud how I look at "my popularity" so to speak, it'd actually hugely boost my confidence and lead to even more success with the fic. And while he can't confirm it'd get me "noticed" by Phil (as some people have for Some Reason said it should, it's not my goal), however that would go down, that IS a possibility. He just kinda said "take the fucking compliments, idiot. If you stay humble without downplaying things, you COULD pop off to the degree some people are already saying you should.

Which tbh,, I DID have a Phil pegs member recently put in perspective that most fics don't pass 1k hits on AO3. I don't know how true that is bc I Didn't Go Here (fic writing) until I got the idea for the AMFMN, but the fact that it has over 8k hits is apparently a huge deal?? And I guess my newness and inexperience with the fanfic scene just has kept me unaware of that?? So statistically speaking, AMFMN *is* famous? Which I just still cannot fathom LOL.

Idk, it's weird to think about. I legit do feel like just some guy who's simply passionately vocal about This Cool Thing I'm Doing. But I will admit, even if I don't Feel "famous" and can't take praise to save my life, it's been genuinely really sweet to have people drowning me in compliments and stuff??

And if I'm being honest, it really does motivate me to keep going, because it's nice to know that people really really like the thing I'm doing. People theorizing and being invested in the story has been the #1 thing making AMFMN so fun. I LOVE watching people try to work out what's gonna happen, when I'm foreshadowing, and yelling at me when I nuke them with angst.

I guess that's a long-winded and self-reflective way of saying thank you to everyone who's been so ride or die about AMFMN so far. Like seriously. It's hard to actually Process all the love but it means the world to still receive it??

But yeah, uh. God says I'm famous guys. Guess I have to admit it now. /silly

Anyway, AMFMN may be slower to update (for now) but I do absolutely mean it when I say it's not gonna die. I am legit too excited about shit I have planned to let it happen.

I wanted to finish Chapter 7 by yesterday but Shit Happened and so I'm gonna try to aim for this weekend instead. If I remember correctly I don't have any plans Saturday so,,, PauseChamp

Also as a quick note, I was gonna say this in the tags but it should actually probably be seen by people: #AMFMN things is the tag I use to save my own posts related to the fic on my blog, BUT if anyone wants to, or is already making theories, art, shitposts, memes, or just generally posting about the fic, I DO check that tag sometimes to see if there's anything not from me. So uh. If you haven't used it already, definitely feel free to use that tag for your own stuff related to the fic too, I will be looking. I 1000% want to see anything and everything people might be saying or posting. It's by far the most rewarding part of writing the fic. :)

[thewarnerbrothers]

Hello I’ve got two questions

1)Do you believe disney and wb are ever going to bring back max goof/the warners one day? Animaniacs got its reboot but I miss them already and max has so much potential

2)I know you’re a fan of max and yakko but do you also ship max with bradley or is yax your main favorite?

aww, this is the first ask i've gotten in a while!

more under the cut!

animaniacs first: i think it'll be a whiiile before we see another animaniacs reboot, even with the pace film/tv is pumping out remakes. for a hot minute i thought there were plans for another patb spinoff (which honestly i wouldve fucking loved). alas, we only really got those masterclass shorts. fun, but i was hoping it would be followed by more gay lab mice!!!

WB seems to fucking hate their own cartoons at the moment so i'm not really hopeful we'll get much more animaniacs any time soon 💀 not even spinoffs

i'd love to see even a direct to video movie featuring the kidses though!!! i want another silly adventure a la wakko's wish

if they ever do i'm promptly shitting my pants

as for disney... lately max goof/the goofy movies (especially the sequel) have been enjoying a huge fandom boom! 🥹 it makes me SO fucking happy seeing people draw max in droves again

apparently at least a couple of formal goof troop reboot pitches had been made in the past few years alone, from what i've gathered on social media! AFAIK none have been greenlit. maybe one day max will get his shot at the spotlight again. if that happens, i think we're gonna see a MUCH different incarnation of max.

he was originally a very stereotypical rambunctious 90s kid/edgy angsty teen (as edgy as disney toons ever got anyway). unless they set the reboot/remake in modern times, it might feel a bit dated and played out. i don't think the 90s nostalgia market is strong enough to convince disney to bring back max atp

tbh its lowkey funny. they always seems to forget/bury max outside of goof troop and SOME movies

its lame that bc outside of little cameos, sparse social media posts, occasional merch, and park appearances, max goof doesn't exist. he's goofy's fucking son, hello? one of the most popular toons to ever exist? POWERLINE has more merch than max at this point.

(tbf he's iconic but anyway)

my own personal conspiracy theory was that the slight increase in attention to max on disney's part (that powerline boardgame, some merch, and the documentary on goofy movie that's supposedly coming out) is testing the waters for audience reception. if there's enough, maybe they'll finally consider it

until then i am doubtful we'll see goof troop rebooted or another film featuring max.

as for max/bradley, i honestly don't care about it too much. i wouldn't go so far as to say i hate the ship. it just doesn't interest me by default? popular fanon doesn't align well with my tastes. i like enemies/rivals to lovers, but i struggle with taking him seriously as a romantic counterpart in fic/fanart lol. the only versions of the ship i am drawn to are where bradley and max are at each others throats, or through the lens of comedy.

i suppose in meme terms i only like maxley if it's toxic yaoi lol

honestly i don't care so much about how people are shipping max as i do the fact that he's getting any attention (art and fic) at all. i'm a multishipper at heart anyway, so i'm having fun all the same!

[torialefay]

And I would also love if you have the time to see how compatible I am with Bang Chan.

My placements are:

Aries Sun and Mercury (retrograde) in 6th House

Capricorn Moon in 3rd House

Scorpio Rising

Pisces Venus (5th House)

Taurus Mars (6th House)

Thank you!!!

here you are babyyyyyy ❤️ lowkey feel like i know you too well now and have to go read through your blog. don't mind me 🤭

ascendent in scorpio:

i think this is a good match for chan tbh. i think with this placement, you're someone chan would naturally be drawn to in a romantic way. i know we all say "ahh chan has to befriend someone and get to know them before a relationship", and that still stands. but i think right off the bat, he'd see you as someone he could be romantically interested in. i'm pulling this from his venus in scorp. like it would feel like it just makes sense to him??? idk i think he'd initially sense some sort of depth and sexiness to you. i think he'd be able to play off of it a lot too with that gemini ascendent energy of his.

p.s. i think scorp ascendants also always make people feel loved and seen and drawn to them so i just idk. i love this one. channie would love u

sun and mercury retrograde in aries in the 6th:

omg sis, i'm so sorry to see this placement omg. wishing you peace and love lol.

sun: with your placement here, i'd venture to guess that you really struggle with knowing yourself. it's something you're probably really passionate about, bringing that aries fire to the mix, and you're probably constantly looking for ways to connect into your inner self. however, with that 6th house placement, i'm also guessing that this results in a lot of struggles mentally or physically. you may have mental health or physical health problems that you're dealing with. i think you can definitely pull through (and you know that), but it is still a struggle to be able to get your real personality out there with so much going on for you constantly. when you're in your good energy though, you are likely a loyal, fierce friend who always shows up for others and is encouraging them to become their best self. i actually do think this is a good placement for channie. when you're at your lows, chan UNDERSTANDS. deeply. and you understand him too. however, at your highs, you are GREAT for him and can help him get through some really rough times in trying to figure out who is really is, and not just what other people want from him (bc fundamentally, you are rly good at that)

mercury: all things considered in this placement, i can see you being a perfectionist. almost to a fault. you probably really struggle with putting things out there or doing a job, where you feel like you haven't given it 100%... this could cause problems in multiple areas though, and even putting so much pressure on yourself that it starts to affect your health, mentally or physically. i think this is also a struggle of chan's... so y'all are gonna GETTTTT ITTTT. i think you'd actually be able to communicate quite well with each other. the only thing i can say for sure is i don't think it's a good idea to go into business together bc y'all would be neurotic as shit, but not want to put it on the other person lol.

side note: 1 additional thing i look at when there's planets in retrograde are the positive affiliations there would be for the opposite house on the axis. so opposite of 6th house is 12th and you'd have your libra here (most likely). i've found that when you're in retrograde on one side of the axis, the other side usually has a stronger hold on you. from what you've told me about being into astrology, i think this makes so much sense. i always associate 12th house energy with connection to the metaphysical, the divine. playing into things like astrology, tarot, spirituality, etc. it's likely that you lean heavy into that and can even help you cope with some of that retrograde 6th house energy. the fact that it's in libra is actually really cool, considering chan has soooo much libra placement. you probably feel connected to him, or that you understand him, on more of a spiritual plane... and you'd be right. it's in your stars baby. since you cope via throwing yourself into this energy too, chan is probably a very comforting person to you who makes you feel safe and understood. <3

moon in cap in the 3rd:

this house placement tells me that you often take on other people's emotions and in a way feel responsible for them. being in the 3rd house also shows that you probably take this on and actively TRY to help people through them, almost as if it was your own burden to bear. not only that, but you likely have a deep need to HELP others emotionally. it gives you a sense of meaning. BUT you like to see concrete evidence of helping them. they can say they're fine all they want, but you have a deep need to see others actually doing well and thriving. you could find this need for yourself as well, but you tend to really thrive when you know the others around you are as well. this is an amazing placement for chan and is honestly exactly what he needs.

venus in pisces in the 5th:

okay wow this is a loaded placement i feel like and is actually an insane match with chan. it's giving big intense, emotional sex where like you literally want this man to get you pregnant. and he does too as like a control thing, but also he thinks its so hot how badly you want him and want to have a part of him forever..... so yea. not just emotional sex though, i think y'all would just be the type to be kinky af and try pretty much everything out. the only thing i can think of is that pisces tend to be more trusting (and in a way more easily manipulated justtttt a little bit), so i could see chan roping you into some shit you didn't expect lol

mars in taurus in the 6th:

to me, this means that you know how to get shit done. not in a domineering, know-it-all way, but more from a place of love and "taking no shit." but like also nurturing? you also probably really care about beauty and will want to encorporate that into everyday life, but especially when involved in travel and roadtrips. you also probably seek beauty and routine of some form in your daily life. you probably don't like taking risks tooooo much, so this could be one area of conflict with chan. his fiery sag nature can sometimes butt heads with you, but i think you would just end up putting him in his place lol. he'd have slightly the upper hand at the beginnings of arguments, but you'd be able to outlast him basically.

[silvery-bluish]

1, 18, 20, 32 for ocs of choice in the character dev questions for couples 👀

Questions from here!

Thank you for the ask <3 I'm gonna answer for Arsinoe

What, specifically, was the catalyst for their physical attraction (if applicable) to the other character? In other words, what in particular had them like “Oh, they’re...hot...”

Arsinoe is Middling on physical attraction as a whole (what tf even Is It they ask, confused and trying to nail things down while unaware they're demi--) so this is kinda tough to answer for them, never mind my Own inability to nail down what physical attraction is LOL. I'm really not sure, tbh. It’s more along the lines of— Ricardo’s confidence in himself, even if they Kinda Needle him abt it sometimes? Daniel’s openness and what they perceive as a lack of artifice. Also they think it’s kinda hot he doesn’t mind if they’re constantly going 👁️ at his brain. Attraction to their physical forms ends up being more because it’s Them than their actual physical attributes.

18. They’re going through something incredibly difficult—perhaps they’re very sick, have lost a loved one, or have gone through a traumatic event. Do they ask for or accept support and care from their partner, or try to isolate themselves?

Oh isolate themself 100%. That's Their Problem not Your Problem don't mind them dropping off the face of the earth for two weeks-- (i do not think either ricardo or danny appreciates this tendency.) When Stuck accepting help from others (innocent crash ending, y'know, the whole Legs thing) they're,, they downplay what they need, still, try to be unobtrustive and not Needy and not take up too much space.

20. When would they say “I love you?” Do they say it first? Do they say it often, or is it reserved for special moments?

Hahaha ho boy they're Weird about I Love Yous. In their canon Retri run, there've been four (4) I Love Yous thrown around. Daniel says it a whole Twice (trans talk, regene reveal talk), they say it first to Ricardo in the hospital post-crash thus stealing his Saying I Love You First rights, and he says it back.

Arsinoe doesn't manage the words themself a lot of the time -- they tend to get tangled up in the definition of romantic love, or all the reasons this is a Stupid Idea, or just Struggling with how to Verbalize their Internal Feelings, it took a car crash and being Very emotionally compromised and on pain meds for them to manage it to Ricardo, and that was the first time they'd wrapped the word "love" around those feelings, and then they went oh NO internally about their Danny-feelings being similarly shaped.

(Also they don't really frame Daniel and Ricardo's I-love-yous as like. Real? At this point? Because of all the secret keeping? They're very 'thats not real until you've seen every single terrible secret i have.' They get the ‘let’s just forget I said that’ line after saying it to Ricardo, but I Don’t Think He Will Be Forgetting.)

I don't think they'll ever get to the point of saying it casually, they're more of a "idiot (fond)" kinda guy. More likely to try and get the point across without actually saying the words themself.

32. How do their friends react to finding out they’re a couple? Do they have lots of mutual friends? Did their friends know, perhaps before they themselves did?

Mutual... ish friends. They're in the same circles, for the most part, Arsinoe doesn't have the Widest friend group. They're past flirting with Ricardo, and Themmy had Approximate Knowledge but In My Mind did offer to have a Talk with Ricardo on Arsinoe's behalf because they uuuuh ghosted him for a whole month after the Psychopathor Kiss Incident and Themmy was. A little worried about it. But then Themmy was mostly just Supportive and Smug about it once Ars and Ricardo got it as worked out as it was gonna be.

Arsinoe wanted to keep it Very Lowkey but that. Didn’t end up lasting v long around the pre-HB Rangers and associates, even if Themmy didn’t gossip about them. I don’t think Ashfall approved. I think Sentinel tried to give them Unprompted Uncle Advice and they got Panicked about Being Perceived and did not actually hear any of it. Chen was side-eying them already and side-eyed them worse abt the not-not-dating situation.

Post-HB, alllll of the Rangers are Very Aware of the ‘its complicated for a decade plus with a brief seven year pause to be assumed dead’ situation. The Danny situation is— evolving still tbh. Chen wingmans for Danny, somehow, despite the 115 clue and knee situation, although I really can’t tell if ‘approving’ is what’s happening there, exactly.

[1d1195]

Wait omg Love and Dryer sheets came to you in a dream??(idk if you mentioned this before and if you did I’m sorry😭) also the fact you’ve written many by starting in the middle is so crazy but in a good way! I don’t think my own brain could comprehend that but for some reason it makes sense lol love learning about your writing process!!

I do love reading your descriptions! It’s like little commentary and I find it cute! Though I cannot lie if I get too excited I just go straight in even avoiding content warnings lol I have my own qualms about TikTok and the music industry BUT I will say it is a helpful tool for both users and artists due to how it does help with reaching a variety of people! Also tbh idk what young people(I know I’m young but I’m very offline lol) are listening to these days so I can’t imagine the out of pocket recommendations you may have gotten from them😭

You know I would be surprised if you weren’t buried with 1D merch and honestly I love that for you!

Also I can see how the number of posts you make can add a bit of pressure despite you knowing you prefer quality! I do think it’s hard not to compare yourself so it’s not something you can easily switch off. Though I hope remember that you constantly give out so much quality content that it’s okay to not be constantly putting out so much!

I genuinely didn’t remember about the long weekend 😭 but omg I hope the rest of the week wasn’t as messy as Monday! And yeah we are so close but idk girl I’m barley hanging in there😭

It’s truly wild what’s been going on over here but really all we can do it just stay informed and help in any small way we can! I’ve already planned on donating a bunch of clothes so I just gave them to local organizations for LA! But thank you for being so sweet and checking up on me💕

I remember! I think the last I asked it was basically the same color lol but there’s nothing wrong with that! Blue is your fave color(if I’m wrong I’m sorry 😭) so it’s very fitting to get some form of blue on your nails! And honestly your sister is right BUT I saw get them done! It’s always fun to feel pampered!

This week was not smoother but alas it’s over lol shit went down on campus this week and I almost got ran over twice! Crazy but I’m not as fazed anymore lol

Okay bestie I’m gonna try to make this quick(lowkey never happens) but I LOVED THE EXTRAS YOU GAVE THIS WEEK!!! Didn’t expect to get extras for these two stories but it was definitely a nice surprise! For independent it was soooo sweet! I love them and I love how they are just taking their time despite the long wait lol but omg my girl needs better boundaries, I deeply feel for her since I have been in the same situation 😭 anywayssss I’m glad Harry is subtly helping her with that!! He’s so sweet and reassuring and I love that for her!!! And omg two negatives… BESTIE I FEEL SO EDGED AND TEASED😭WDYM YOU ENDED IT THERE?!? lowkey it’s a very “Sam style” ending so idk why I’m surprised lol BUT OF COURSE I STILL LOVE IT! Also omg she said I love you first😭 I love that for them! I expected Harry to say it first but omg I feel like it’s more special for her especially with vulnerability being something that’s a bit hard!! Once again I love them bad!!! Really enjoyed reading them!!

Wishing you to have the best weekend! Hopefully you can get some relaxation in especially after a busy week! Love you lots Sam!!-💜

Love and Dryer Sheets as well as Ding both were from dreams. They were quick and I STRUGGLE to remember my dreams so when I woke up I was CLINGING to the inspo. Starting in the middle is the hardest. I think I struggle with endings (hence why you felt I left it unfinished for Two Negatives this week 🤭) I feel like I spent all this time writing the background and middle pieces I get to the end and I'm like "I don't want this to be done" so I just try to leave it all open (but usually end with an I love you) you know? So I can come back.

Idk what young people are listening to either. I try to get them to tell me ANYTHING about themselves but everything is a secret to them. The recommendations they've given me mostly include people I already know. But my older students have a bit more success than the younger ones. I added Frank Ocean to one of my playlists as well as some songs I heard on TikTok but didn't recognize until they told me about it. I would say the descriptions and commentary are mainly unnecessary most of the time; I of course always want to put content warnings, but everything else is probs just more of my stream of consciousness which is usually not needed lol, I'm glad you like it!

Ma'am you don't even KNOW how much 1D merch I have it's BAD.

I lowkey keep forgetting about the long weekend too. I'm hoping to read a book and clean and that might be all I get done this week. I had a pretty shitty week at school. I don't think it's a secret that teaching is difficult right now and this week seemed to be extra disheartening.

That's so kind you donated clothes. I love that! I seriously can't imagine what people are going through out there. To your point it's winter and it shouldn't be happening right now. It's so scary to think that it's only the beginning of the year :( God it's so horrible. I'm so glad you're okay 💕

Blue is my favorite! I don't remember when I got my nails done before this time but it's been a LONG while. If i had to bet, it was probs like right as school started and I did a royal blue color. I will do my toes sometime soon. I'm pretty basic there too. I'll probs do black with sparkles lol.

RAN OVER TWICE SO CASUAL. I used to hope someone would hit me with their car so I could get a break. I'm sorry to hear this week wasn't smoother. I hope you have Monday off so you can relax a little more!

Poppy and boundaries are nonexistent (she is me). I struggle to say no to people. Even my fave student pointed it out ☠️ like EVERYONE knows. I LOVE this Harry so so much. I think he's so sweet and just so concerned. 🥰 he makes me melt and maybe I'm biased because I wrote him that way but he's dreamy

EDGED AND TEASED 😭 I have part of their first time written already but it's like the middle part and if you see the discussion above it's hard to write like the beginning and end so I really gotta think. This whole extra was just to buy me some time before I write the next extra (a month or two maybe if I'm lucky lol) As much as I love Harry in Independent I think I love her so much in Two Negatives. She's vulnerable in a way that's not always seen and Harry is just so good to her even though he's annoying hehehehe. I'm glad you liked both so much!

Tell me about your week and anything fun you have planned ❤️ hope you're having a good weekend!!!

xoxo

[futurequibblerjournalist]

Omg!!!! So much to say about your response!!! /Pos (not piece of shit Lol)

Ummumum 1st of all,,,, I love love love the explanation (IG? If you have a better word for it you're 100% and totally welcome to tell me!!) for wise prince!! The only thing that gets me is then in the bath, but like,, the more I (dorm)dwell on it LOL the more I can Def see it :0

2nnnnd um................ Igor and Snape... Goodness. Um I can definitely see the subtext there in Gob but idk ig I've never really given them like THAT much thought (super positive!!) and I like yours. :3 do you know how they got started? Idk they're like weirdly cute to me especially when you talk about them. How do you think they like,, started? Bc I could totally see them like teasing each other or something AGHHHH IDK I just think Sev is such a brat lol and idkidk Igor would probably love to put him in his place IDK

Um um and 3rd do you think the Malfoys being sort of peacock-y does any thing w Igor's fear of birds? :0 Idk I just like your thoughts on everyone (I've been keeping up with all your posts!!! Hope that okiedokie:3)

Ohoh and 4, how do you think the Igor/Snape stuff changed like not just in Gob but while Igor was in Azkaban?? Idk I wouldn't be surprised if he was like,,, scared of being on Snape's bad side (tbh a lot that is because the narcing didn't work and Snape would 100% let him know that he KNEW) and like,,, tried to somehow let him know that he "didn't mean it" or something, and like,, even more since you think Igor like actually trusted him (which I would be super down to hear how you think that began, too, if you ever want to yap about them (idk you just make them so cute to me))

Aghhhh super long sorry!!!!!!!! I'll be going, now, DW LOL

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Ahhhh this is so long I love it jvnjbngjbg

Their stupid little shower time thing is actually one of my favourites, it's so funny to me. You've got this actively "I hate the gays" dude who regularly gets up from his equally as regular cuddle with his best bud on the PUBLIC COMMON ROOM COUCH to be like "Do excuse me while I fetch my (way too many) hair products, Sevvy. Mother and I found the most wonderful hair mask, you simply must let me try it on you" and then they go for their "platonic" soak in the baths where Edmund somehow manages to convince Severus to let him clean his hair because the one bar of soap Severus uses for everything "simply will not do!"

It's the scene with them outside that was cut (or in the extended version or something??) that really got me, where they catch a couple fooling around in the carriages and then it lowkey looks like Igor is reaching for Sev's waist but also the second he tries to grab his arm Severus raises them full on above his head, wrists together like??? (they're also on a first-name basis which like,, could mean nothing but??) (this is also completely unrelated to this but can we talk about how Severus curled his hair for the Yule ball??? Edmund in his influencer era after years and years of trying) I'm not entirely sure how they start off, though I'm not sure how playful I imagine Sev to be. I don't think he's got anything going for him sexually, in fact, he probably considers it a bit gross and unnecessary and he's acknowledged long ago that no one in their right mind should be attracted to him, so he struggles with people actually wanting to be intimate with him/people seeing him as attractive (he's got this problem times ten with Edmund who is clearly blind because he's somehow convinced himself that Severus is gorgeous). I do think Igor was more forward, I think he's always asked a lot of questions like "how far have you gone with girls" or "do you have a girlfriend" or "are you into insert stuff that's inappropriate to ask during dinner" you know?? So at some point, he probably made some stupid comment about bending Severus over or how he'd look nice splayed out on his bed or some shit and one thing led to another. I don't think it was ever a particularly talked about or thought-out thing it just sort of happened and then,, kept happening???

I'm so excited to hear you've been keeping up with everything, it's been a true joy to yap!! I don't think it's got as much to do with the Malfoys as it does with the Averys vjfnbjgb. Because yes, Igor fears birds in general but he especially fears owls and the Averys are barn owls through and through (Edmund Senior wooed his wife by gifting her a taxidermied rat and telling her facts about owls). Igor and Edmund do not get along (especially not in the aus where Igor and Severus sleep together because "how dare he, that gauche pigeon-livered, fatheaded flapdoodle!!!"). I don't think Igor necessarily fears Edmund but he definitely freaks him out enough for him to keep him at a distance while Edmund hates Igor for being close to Severus and also because he thinks he's way above being in the company of "someone like Igor"

I definitely think Igor was scared shitless at the thought of being on Severus's bad side, but also he was just scared of being in society after being released from Azkaban tbh. Azkaban fucked with his head a bit, did what it's supposed to do I guess cause homeboy does not want to go back there. He took the coward's way out and ratted out as many people as possible, including his former fling and his school bully (which is just,, so full circle if we imagine Dolohov is one of the people that hunt down and kill Igor in the end). I think maybe Igor pulls some sort of "what would you have done"/"look at what everyone else did, it was every man for himself" and I would not be surprised if he brought up how other people close to Severus pleaded the Imperius curse (cough Edmund cough). I don't think there's necessarily any like,, deep reason for Igor trusting Severus other than "losers gotta stick together". It kinda reminds me of how Viktor Krum's most important person in GOF is Hermione despite him having only met her a few months prior ngl (someone should ask me about Viktor Krum cough cough)

I think it's so funny /pos that you think they're cute cause in my mind they're literally this and also they're both nasty LMAO (shoutout to my friend for the picture lmao this is exactly the vibe they should be giving off)

[platinum-iridium]

My first watch, Serena was one of my faves because someone (who I now suspect is an enemy…) told me something really gay was instore so I assumed there were hidden layers lmao. Plus I think I was also just so over Abbie I was relieved by the time she came around but watching now the lack of consistency is super irritating. The other second chairs definitely get a lot more. But I wouldn’t mind her coming back and working with Nolan though I guess she’d be above him now? Idk how lawyers work but seeing her be firm in whatever her beliefs are would be cool. Maybe they can give her a wife. Think I stopped around her lesbian reveal because it was so worthless lmao. I remember some DA(?) being found in a trunk? By then the show was background noise while I did homework so idek what the plot was. Don’t think it’s the Connie era but it could be. I don’t really wanna rewatch after s12 but are there any stand out Connie eps in your opinion ? I’m curious now since you like her so much lol

serena is more fun to watch if you look for hidden messages but deadass there's one episode you could choose to believe is foreshadowing and that's about it. that and the fact that there's absolutely not a hint of flirting with jack. i don't really like serena but a lot of that is because the writers just dgaf about really making her a good character. i will say, once they sort of settle in with the conservative DA, i think her character gets better because they have a built in ideological enemy and she doesn't have to fill that role anymore.

i don't know if i posted much about it but i really liked claire and jamie the second time around. i don't think either of them made a big impact on me the first time because i didn't find them relatable yet, but now as a career woman it's different. that's the case with van buren too now that i'm a manager of white men @ work. certain shit just hits different with more life experience. like claire's whole thing for older men was viscerally offputting to me when i first watched and the thing with jamie's ex husband was utterly unrelatable but their character arcs have grown on me with age. lowkey i need a whole post about that because claire was damn near a baby and they need to send jack to the hague. she was grown but jack really should have kept his hands to himself. he's the epitome of the "feminist" man. like just watching her slowly open her eyes to who he really was and slowly develop the ick was honestly great. wish we got resolution on that. serena as a defense attorney or a project innocence type would make a lot of sense. i have mixed feelings about how they brought jamie back. i was glad to see her but if they weren't going to do her justice they could have left it on the playground tbh. she always struggled with real person ethics vs lawyer ethics and i guess i'm glad they were consistent about that but it just didn't hit to me. it doesn't make sense to me that she would still be in the DAs office tbh just given her character arc.

also the DA that died (borgia) was a waste of a plot point. i really like connie but without actually watching it again idk why. somehow i found her kind of relatable but idk if she's particularly well written because i do remember them treating her like a very pretty lamp a lot of the time. honestly i went back and watched an episode i enjoyed with mike and connie (the one where you find out mike never got his bachelor's) and i can't in good conscience recommend that episode bc it's not that great. the twist was good but the writing was just trash. chile i had to go back to make sure i had at least one good episode to show. season 18 episode 16 "strike" is an excellent episode that features her prominently. also after rewatching it i like her because i relate to her a lot. i wish the writers let her come out of mike's shadow more but when she did, just damn.

[daz4i]

putting thoughts in text in hopes it'll clear my mind enough to sleep 🫡 (aka. a vent. maybe a call for advice...? tho idk if there is any)

i feel like. maybe. i'm having such a hard time lately (beyond like, making a lot of big changes in my life and lowkey overhauling it) bc i'm filled with opposing and contradicting emotions and thought processes

i am on the path to recovery. but i don't want it, bc i want to die. i need to put in a lot of effort into doing anything, but i don't have any energy, in part bc i don't want to do any of this. i know in order to be more stable i need to be kinder to myself, but i don't think i should be, bc i don't think i deserve it and idk how to do it and it's not a good driving force for me bc i'm already lenient with myself enough as is and and and look it's all excuses at the end of the day, truth is i just don't want to

i don't know what i want. ig death is the only thing really. unfortunately that's too much effort too (really i'm just scared of the repercussions of a failed attempt). but i can't move anywhere like that. i don't have a direction. bc i don't want anything

but at the same time i do, like. i want too much. and that's the issue ig. bc it's unachievable. and i'm not willing to settle for anything less. bc nothing is ever enough no matter what

my singing teacher kinda called me out on this today lol like how i'm never giving myself any kind words or how i'm never proud of doing good even tho in her opinion i'm already great. i can't ever be proud of my achievements (in general, not just singing) bc they don't feel like achievements to me ig. bc ik there's always better, so what's the point in less, yknow? to compare it to video games. yeah bronze medals or half collections are fun at first but at some point it's frustrating to not get gold or 100%. but it takes way too much work to get there or relies on things you can't even do

not even getting into things ppl in my life consider achievements when i do them, even tho i know they're below the bare minimum for a normal person lol (like any of the mental health shit i do today). not to mention how much i struggle with it anyway, i can't even get through things that are meant to be fun without feeling like i'm dying before during and/or after them

or how awful it feels to be unable to do things i used to. not even when i'm looking far back (<- peaked at 13-14 y/o) but even like, oh last month i was able to complete this task easily, this month i had a severe panic attack trying to do it or ended up being unable to do it at all

i wanna say i'm trying but idk if i am. bc i have no goal. i am definitely putting in effort, too much by my own standards tbh (hence why i'm in a constant state of debilitating stress and why my body feels like it's falling apart all the time) but it feels all over the place, like instead of pushing a boulder up a hill it's pushing multiple of those but on different hills. just running back and forth between them before i can even get a single boulder to any top

idk how to go at it in a different way or a different pace tho. idk how to make it better. i already committed to this program and if i leave it now i won't be able to get it again later in life. and like, i got into it in the first place for a reason, life of Nothing is so fucking boring and i got tired

but before i started it. i told my friend that being this depressed and doing nothing is better than being this depressed and trying to do things bc at least i'm not putting in meanless effort. and he got mad - we had this conversation more than once and he got mad every time - and said i can't know that, and that if i did things i may not be as depressed. well now i AM doing things and as expected i was right!!!!!!! it IS fucking shitty!!!!!! i AM getting worse!!!!! in ways i wasn't before, even!!!!!! and maybe it's bc i'm so fucking stubborn and it only happened bc i expected it too, but it's not like i can turn it off 🤷‍♂️ that shit happened subconsciously

so that just makes me think. again. how am i supposed to get better like this. my own body and brain battle me on every move and make it thrice as hard, things that are already hard as is, and i am very very weak and don't have any tools to deal with hardships (before you suggest therapy, I've been in dbt for years, my therapist just gave up on me bc he already taught me all of it and nothing ever worked bc my brain is fundamentally broken) so in this 2 on 1 battle i am not even armed in any way, obviously i'm getting wrecked no matter what

(one might argue that part of the issue is me seeing my body and brain as opponents rather than just me. and to that i say. bro if you had these they'd be your enemies too, this shit is hopeless, they're built for suffering is2g if you wanna feel anything positive that's a bummer ig. bc you won't. ever. and no amount of therapy and no medication and no life changes seems to help. and it's been 14 years of only getting worse. not that you were doing great before, you just didn't actively want to kys, bc you didn't know it was an option. so. 25 years of getting worse really. god i'm too old to be this fucking useless still lol)

[ishikawayukis]

Yes que si hablo español JAJAJAJA I just thought it would be weird to straight up start talking in spanish but I really needed to reference that meme (and here’s the moment where I’m unsure which language I should keep using WJDIEBD) y no me molestaría que me compartieras el video<3 bc I don’t mind shipping!! I’m not hardcore either but I love the dynamics too so it’s hard not to agree with a bunch of ships lol

NO ACTUALLY FAIR tbh I did skip some flashbacks back in the first season (see: Syrup Village) and if it’s dragging too much bc of that I do skip the flashbacks

Fr no one can convince me these guys don’t curse, I love they decided to show that side of them AND how it is unique for both of their personalities (see: Zoro saying ass and Sanji saying arse) but yes a documentary about the process would be *chef’s kiss*

NADIE SE MUERE JAJAJA I just finished the Alabasta arc (thank gOD) and I lowkey cried for Pell juST FOR HIM TO COME BACK??? I’m glad but wth they’re going to make me desensitized/skeptical with future ‘deaths’ atp bc most of them seem to come back anyways

Zoro literally just said “Sorry, but…I’ve never once prayed to God” and I was like “holy sh*t that’s hot” just for him to freaking scream like Tarzan while swinging on a vine minutes later LMAO and two things: 1) is this a good lose my mind or a bad lose my mind?? and may I know if it’s during the 100s?💀😭 2) I’ve seen people saying pre time skip a lot!! Is that like a canon event that just happens and we don’t see that ‘time skip’ (kinda like the blip for the avengers) or is it like a time travel thing or something?? If the answer is too much of a spoiler I’m fine without knowing it, just sounds confusing LOL

I have my fair share of songs that I didn’t think I listened to them that much so I get it 😂😂 my #81 song is Not Fine by Day6!!! which feels kinda fitting to me rn ngl JAJAJAJA

AJAJAJ the constant struggle of wait what language do i speak in now. i tend to always go with english because i'm aware of how Chilean i am and sometimes people don't understand what i'm saying, so whatever makes you feel more comfy <3 this is the video it's SO stupid but it made me cackle and i couldn't sent it to my friend that's watching it because she hasn't reached alabasta or ace yet

the one thing i will complain about one piece (well, one of the things LMAO) is the flashbacks like yeah i do love how fleshed out all the characters are but man keep it short and sweet

i LOVE that sanji is the only one with a different accent in english from the straw hats, like it makes so much sense for his background this is all i can say without spoiling anything (y weno en español también acento canario de taz mi amado)

NO BUT SAME i was fucking sobbing over pell and then they were like teehee actually he's not dead 😋 there is a reason for that tho i think it had to do with 9/11 no i'm not joking LMAO

SKYPIEA ZORO MY FUCKING BELOVEEEEEEED everytime he says that when someone is like "omg you're gonna make god mad!" i went a little insane because yEAH MAN TELL THEM, and him doing the tarzan scream he's just a little guy he's feeling goofy and silly and we love him for it. also!! are you watching it in japanese or dubbed? because luffy sings an iconic song during this arc that everyone loves LMAO. it's a uuuh it's a mix LMAO and it's in the 300's i think. the only thing i will say about the time skip is that it's a canon event and nothing more because it's more entertaining that way teehee

ooof man now that's a song LMAO it could've been zombie which i would ask all good dear is everything ok (obviously the answer would be no)

[aylaaescar]

ooh I was obsessed with PJO back in school, so here's my take on it :) with some help from search engines in regards to demigod traits because it's been a hot minute since I've read the books lol

(some alpha demo spoilers here)

Blade - Nemesis (Balance, Retribution, Vengeance, Justice)

Blade was a prominent member of the Ket rebellion, meant to assassinate the entire friggin Autarch and everything. She spared his life, and asked him to lead the Shepherds - themes of the above with Nemesis there!

children of Nemesis tend to gravitate towards being pragmatic and rational; many of them dislike bullies, irrationality, and betrayal. of course, not every single one is like that, but I'd say that sounds like Blade to me. :)

Trouble - Ares (War, Violence, Rage)

the temper is what first came to mind for me, though Ares is definitely waaaay more of a hothead in the series than Trouble is. we know that Trouble has perfect aim - a combination of both the Equalists and his own natural talent in-game, but could definitely be a gift from Ares in a PJO AU.

children of Ares tend to be stubborn, confrontational, physically strong, and deeply loyal. hurting somebody they care about is basically signing your own death sentence.

Tallys - Demeter (Harvest, Agriculture)

you know, I wasn't totally sure with her - my other choice is Hades tbh. but! as we all know, our best elf girl Tallys is very much connected to nature, with a green thumb and a love of animals.

children of Demeter tend to be fussy, stubborn, strict, take on too much responsibility, and let their emotions cloud their judgement.

Shery - Hebe (Youth, Forgiveness, Innocence)

Hebe's domain is basically my explanation for her. :)

children of Hebe tend to be kind, gentle, generous, forgiving, protective, loyal, soft-hearted... you guys I'll cry I love Shery Acquell so much. she deserves the best.

Riel - Hephaestus (Blacksmiths, Fire, Volcanoes)

Athena would absolutely be my other choice, but here's my reasoning for Riel. not only is he brilliant, he's an inventor! how much stuff has he made by himself in-game? I rest my case.

children of Hephaestus tend to be intelligent, crafty, meticulous, and struggle with relationships/social things.

Chase - Hermes (Messengers, Travelers, Thieves)

this one seems like a gimme lol. the god of thieves for the prince of thieves, doing his dad proud. also, kids in the series who don't know who their god parent is stay in Hermes' cabin until they find out (if they do) - this lowkey makes me think of Chase taking in others in the Thieves Guild? that one might be a stretch, though.

children of Hermes are crafty, deceptive, sneaky, humorous, all over the place, and unable to take things seriously.

Red - Hecate (Magic, Sorcery, Crossroads)

Red probably has more of Apollo's sunny personality, but hear me out. this guy loves the weird and the unknown. he isn't put off by it at all - on the contrary, he wants to know as much as he can. and with him being a Traveler, his god parent representing crossroads just feels fitting to me.

I don't see a ton on what traits kids of Hecate tend to have? I should reread the books sometime.

Best Character in SHOH Ayla - Zeus (Justice, Weather, the Sky)

she was abandoned as a baby to avoid Hera omg Ayla puts on a tough front, but pls that girl has a marshmallow center. a strong sense of justice, a temper, association with the weather. that's Ayla! as a child of one of the Big Three (Zeus, Poseidon, or Hades), she's led a rougher life than other demigods because of the bigger target on her back.

children of Zeus tend to be independent, temperamental, unforgiving to their foes, and paranoid. I'd say she's more untrusting than she is paranoid, but I can't blame her either way bc her life suuuuucks.

Briony - Poseidon (The Sea, Storms, Horses)

Briony seems like she'd be a horse girl in another life. once again, a child of the Big Three! she had to be one of their kids bc of how powerful Big Three children are in the series, and given how relevant the sea is in her backstory, Poseidon seemed like a good fit. maybe the amnesia storm was a blessing in disguise?

children of Poseidon tend to be reactive, unpredictable, deeply loyal (to the point of it being a fatal flaw), and jealous.

Lavinet - Aphrodite (Love, Desire, Beauty)

this one might also be a gimme. in the series proper, Aphrodite's kids have a tradition of making somebody fall for them, only to break their hearts. Lavinet, who values love and is searching for her own true connection, spurned this tradition and is something of a black sheep amongst her siblings.

children of Aphrodite tend to be romantic, compassionate, charismatic, empathetic, and shallow.

Lena I'm so sorry for this wall of text lol

Lena I am BEGGING Percy Jackson/demi god AU PLEASE 🙏🏽 Chase as a child of Hermes, Briony as a child of Ares, Lavinet for Aphrodite, so many of them fit PERFECTLY

Haha, although I never saw/read Percy Jackson, I did write down which Greek Gods the characters seem closest to here! How did I do? Does it seem accurate? :)

[drlavenderpepper]

MCR TODAY

[triviareads]

it's been lingering in my head for a while now, could you please give us any hc's for edwina and i think the tortured prince kleypas?? (i'm not sure)

This has consumed me since yesterday so THANKS. I think I might go fully unhinged with this one, but here are the vibes of a potential story:

I might do a Pippa/Cross (From One Good Earl Deserves A Lover) style sex lesson thing? But also, for anyone who's followed me long enough, you know that I have been working on 2 sex scenes for like, 8 months 😭. Trying to find the appropriately sexy words gives me anxiety lol. In that vein, if anyone has advice on how to write a tastefully M rated story (as opposed to E, which is the rating of what sex scene bits have written thus far, but can't bring myself to finish), please advise?

So, post-S2, I imagine Edwina is back on the market and is probably treated as an object of pity for having been rejected by the viscount in favor of her sister, and there is probably some quiet mockery aimed at her. Plus, I feel like Anthony probably gives her a fat dowry out of guilt, so she's the target of fortune hunters who also kind of see her as spoiled goods who may or may not be compromised. My friend @jeanvanjer suggested Edwina trying to save face and act like everything is normal but under the surface, she's struggling.

So enter the exiled Prince Angelovsky who's spent the last year recovering from torture by the tsar's "Special Committee" (that's what it's called in the book lol). I imagine he'd be dismissive of women like Edwina at first but he's intrigued eventually. So Edwina goes to Nikolas to get sex lessons and figure out this *passion* thing that seems to have overtaken Kate and Anthony? It's all a very tenuous plot but I'm just putting it all out there.

He confesses to killing his brother's murderer before making out with her...?

I lowkey might have them talk about religion because Kleypas goes off about Russian orthodoxy/their inherent mysticism like a dozen times, and the vibes were kinda similar to Hinduism so... maybe...?

Also he totally has sugar daddy vibes based on how Lisa keeps talking about him as one of the richest men in Europe... which tracks, tbh. I don't think the English could comprehend what money could get you in Russia... mostly because of the serf labor.

Anyway, I reread the book and took notes so enjoy what may or may not be an actual story at some point.

[miss-oranje-disco-dancer]

this comment made my freaking day!!

while i understand the appeal of fics where characters are gay and no one bats an eye, where everyone is secure in their sexuality and it's not a source of stress and i think those are valuable and important, i really prefer when authors grapple with the reality of being queer, especially in the early-mid aughts. i think the end result winds up being much more engaging and its got more stick-with-you.

for me, it just comes naturally to write about the sexuality struggles bc it's what i know (and lowkey this fic is kind of about me in a way)

i don't know if it was intentional or not but they make a fantastic metaphor for comphet. i really enjoyed the occasional reminder that theyre still there, still watching, even as ashley is exploring her identity.

i had not thought of it this way but i wish i had! this is genius ! the fear of being seen while doing even the most innocent things w a same sex partner is so pervasive even when you've 'accepted yourself' (personally, i remember being nervous to hold hands w a girl on a date while walking around in public)

Chris has got big 'ok 💛 yay 💛' energy here.

i'm so in love w chris in a platonic way (i personally hc that he is gay despite writing about him w f! reader often) i think he would be the most supportive friend

And I also love what's essentially your case for Jill/Ashley! ashley doesn't have a ton of people to talk to about her experience, certainly not people who get it, and tbh, yeah, leon's pretty tight-lipped about it whereas i don't think jill has anywhere near that level of reticence to talk. idk jill's very action-oriented, and leon's prone to sitting and stewing in all the bad shit so while i think jill's eager to offer a shoulder she's also prone to withholding on her own end -- anyway. this ain't about them.

that's such an interesting way to put it! i think there are many similarities btwn leon and jill (and we know that ashley v much likes leon), but i think jill would ultimately be better for her. i think leon tries to be good at comforting ashley in spain but he's never really open w her and sometimes it feels a bit surface level. i think jill would be more willing to listen even if she's not going to talk about her own feelings. (I think leon doesn't want a discussion on either end). and i think ashley's lightheartedness would be good for jill

I think there's something special about your first kiss with a woman, especially when you're coming into your own identity and accepting your feelings.

absolutely!!!! my first kiss as a young teen was w a girl and i don't really know how i felt about that, but my first kiss as an adult w a woman was the first time i was left speechless after a kiss and ultimately, she was the person who brought me to the realization of my own lesbianism

there is a second part to this fic that is partially planned out! (it's a little smutty and a little angsty - grappling w homophobia) i've been holding back on writing it bc i didn't think anyone cared and i also have a third part in my mind but i would have to finish re5 to write it and i hate that game lol

anyway, this makes me want to write a part 2 <3

make the yuletide gay

pairings: ashley graham/jill valentine, leon kennedy/chris redfield

cw: everyone is gay :), fluff!

summary: jill is ashley's gay awakening

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The first time Ashley met Jill was at one of those galas that posed itself as something celebratory but was really intended for diplomacy and networking. As the president’s daughter, her presence was often requested by her father at such events. She wasn’t a part of any government agency, so it wasn’t like anyone would find her attendance beneficial in any meaningful capacity, but it was good for her father’s image. It made him look like a family man. Not that he wasn’t a family man. He was just busy.  Ashley made an attempt to attend these things for the most part in the hopes of gaining her father’s respect or at least, his attention. She knew there were only a few routes to her parents’ praise and this was one of them. 

On top of that, Leon was going to be there, and she hadn’t seen him since Spain. When she’d thanked him on Ada’s jetski while they watched the island go up in flames, he’d said “don’t mention it”, but she was definitely going to mention it every time she saw him for as long as it took her to properly express her gratitude. Her infinite gratitude.  Ashley assumed that Leon didn’t like her based on his standoffishness, but when she’d approached him about it soon after they’d made it stateside, he told her that he just wasn’t really an affectionate person. He learned to accept her hugs slowly, but surely over the years. 

As it turned out, the brooding air he carried was typical of most anti-bioterrorism agents. That late-2004 night Ashley met other agents from the DSO and the soon-to-be BSAA, not that she knew much about either organization. Most of the agents were male - the strong, hardened type. People that could realistically kill her in one punch. She was constantly watching her back after Spain, so she felt safer knowing that she had dozens of Leons in the room. 

There was one agent that would put all others to shame: Jill Valentine. The coolest of cool. All of the men around her were either infatuated with or terrified by her, sometimes both. Ashley personally just admired her. Her confidence, her power, her beauty. 

Ashley went for a stylish little number that night, wearing a designer dress that cost more than most people’s rent for the month, but still, she was not on Jill’s level. It was nothing to do with money or prestige because Ashley, as the president’s daughter, had more wealth and status than she knew what to do with. It was about coolness - an intangible, ineffable quality.

Leon introduced the pair with the typical “Ashley this is Jill, Jill this is Ashley”, and Jill went in for the handshake, not a hug like most of the women in the room. Most of the women weren’t Jill, though, they were all somebody’s wife or somebody’s daughter, but Jill was somebody. She bridged the seemingly impossible gap between woman and operative with a feminine chivalry in her handshake. 

“Jill seems so cool,” Ashley remarked to Leon once they were alone again. 

“Yeah,” Leon said, not quite as fixated. 

Leon knew the look in Ashley’s eyes way before she did. 

“Looks like someone has a crush,” he teased.

“What?”

“You’re staring at her, Ash. I wouldn’t be surprised if cartoon hearts replaced your eyes.”

“Shut up!”

Yeah, Ashley was blushing, but it wasn’t because Leon had actually clocked her. It was just an embarrassing thing for him to point out even if it was false. Which it was.  

Then again, when she mulled over the night in her mind that night, Leon’s comment refused to leave Ashley’s head. 

I’m not a lesbian. I like guys, so I don’t have a crush on her, she thought, I can’t have a crush on her.

It wasn’t that Ashley was homophobic. In fact, many of her friends from school were gay and she’d gone to the pride parade in DC that past June. She wouldn’t have a problem accepting herself if she were a lesbian. But she was pretty confident that she wasn’t. 

She hadn’t heard of other sexualities before. It was 2004. It wasn’t like people talked about those things openly, not even on popular parts of the internet. Where was she supposed to read about bisexuality, pansexuality, asexuality, and the like? The gay newspaper? Ashley didn’t read the news. She barely had time for her own life, let alone anyone else’s. 

The holidays were coming up, and if you know anything about America, you know that Christmas at the White House is a big deal. December is basically a month-long party.  When she’s not being held up by the press or forced into a photo-op, the parties can actually be kind of fun. Ashley’s the kind of girl who communicates only by Christmas carol beginning December 1st.  Initially, it seemed like the 2004 holiday season was not going to be so cheery. Every news outlet needed their fix of “post-Spain president’s daughter is A-OK” content. But since she’d gotten home, Ashley’s father had become more protective of her, maybe out of guilt, or maybe out of love. This holiday season she would not be followed around by reporters because the Secret Service was ordered to keep them away from her. Yeah, it’d suck to be surrounded by a group of men with a grouchy disposition, but at least they didn’t talk. They were practically allergic to conversation. 

Leon texted Ashley to let her know that he’d be coming to one of the many, many celebrations planned for that December, to which she replied without thinking, “Do you know if Jill’s coming?”

L: “I don’t know. Do you want me to ask her?” 

She could hear Leon’s teasing tone through the words on her screen. 

A: “No!”

L: “Okay.”

A: “I mean, you can if you want, but don’t tell her I asked.”

A few minutes went by before she received another message from Leon.

L: “You’re in luck :)”

A: “XD” 

Ashley then had to go on to explain to Leon the concept of XD and XP. They didn’t cover that in all the paramilitary training he’d gone through.

As soon as Leon made it to the party, Ashley was gushing to him about Jill, not that she’d admit it was “gushing”. Ashley went on and on while Leon sipped his champagne in relative silence. Free champagne was always the best tasting. It might have been the alcohol giving him a buzz, but he did start to feel a little bit warm inside listening to Ashley’s ramblings. 

Little did either of them know, Jill was having a similar discussion with Chris across the room. 

“She’s totally into you,” Chris insisted.

“Really? You think?” Jill tried not to stare, but it was hard not to when Ashley was twirling around the room with tinsel lighting up her hair. 

“Everyone’s into you. You’re like the most badass woman ever.”

“I think you might be projecting your thoughts onto ‘everyone’, but thanks for calling me a badass, I guess.”

Jill patted Chris, her personal cheerleader, on the back. 

When Ashley left Leon’s side for a moment to talk to whoever had just arrived - Leon was exhausted and not really paying much attention to names - Chris approached him with a conspiratorial look on his face.

Chris looked around the room to see if anyone was listening to their conversation before leaning closer to Leon casually to whisper, “Ashley’s totally into Jill, right?”

“Oh yeah,” Leon confirmed, “but she won’t admit it.”

“Jill’s convinced that Ashley’s straight, so she won’t go, you know, chat her up.”

“Even Ashley herself is convinced that she’s straight.”

From afar they probably looked like they were chatting about women they wished they were man enough to hit on, whispering and pointing vaguely at the two girls. No one would know that they were matchmakers in the making. 

Ashley returned to Leon’s side, forcing the two men to put their conversation on hold. 

“Hi Chris,” Ashley said with a smile.

“Hey Ashley. You look great tonight.”

“Thanks. It’s Versace.”

“I don’t know what that means, but I take it it’s expensive.”

“Very.”

Jill, who’d gotten caught up at the bar ‘mingling’ with some government officials, rejoined the group. Chris took her by the shoulder, pulling her into the conversation. 

“Leon and I are going to go get another round. Do you ladies want anything?” Chris asked.

“Just got a brand new one myself, so I’m good, thanks,” Jill responded, holding up her full champagne flute.

“Ooh. Can you get me another one of these?” Ashley asked, thrusting her glass at Leon.

“What is it?” He looked at the pinkish remnants of liquid contemplating its contents. 

“Just tell the bartender ‘it’s for Ashley Graham’ and he’ll know.”

Ashley, herself, wasn’t quite sure of the exact recipe, though it tasted like it had more than a hint of grenadine in it.

The moment Leon turned away to retrieve her refill, Ashley said, “You’re really pretty, Jill. I mean, your dress, it’s really pretty. I like it.” 

Ashley’s cheeks were pink, realizing that she’d said something a bit more flirtatious than she’d intended. The drink must’ve had more alcohol than she’d thought because she was already making a complete fool out of herself, or so it seemed. It was true, though, that Jill’s dress was really pretty, a subtle blue, that complemented her blue-gray eyes, eyes which Ashley was trying not to get lost in. 

“Thanks. I wanted to wear a pantsuit originally, but I was told a dress would be more ‘festive’.”

“You could totally rock a suit.”

“You seem to have a good handle on what’s fashionable these days, so I’ll keep your advice in mind.”

“I just read a lot of Cosmo and Elle, you know.”

Jill nodded, pretending to know about fashion magazines. 

“Have you seen the Blue Room yet?” Ashley asked, hoping an exclusive White House tour would be enough to impress her.  

“No, I haven’t. Are we allowed back there?” Jill didn’t care much about Christmas decorations, but if she got to spend time with Ashley, then she could pretend to be interested in whatever Ashley liked for a little while.

“I am,” Ashley said proudly. 

“Is this an offer for a behind-the-scenes tour of the White House?”

“Yeah, I can even show you the Oval Office if you want.”

Ashley looked back at one of the Secret Service members behind her who only glared back. 

“Okay. Maybe not the Oval Office,” Ashley said. Then, leaning over, in a whisper, “They’re a little on edge tonight.”

“Who?”

“Secret service. Otherwise, I could probably convince them.”

“Are they following you around?”

“Yeah, my dad doesn’t want any reporters hounding me about Spain, and neither do I.”

“That makes sense. People don’t really take into account how traumatic an experience like that can be and don’t even realize how insensitive it is to constantly be asking questions.”

Jill followed Ashley out of the ballroom, completely forgetting about the men they’d left at the bar. Who needs men when you’re getting a tour of the White House from the president’s daughter who is almost impossibly beautiful. Along with her designer dress, Ashley was also wearing tinsel in her hair and a necklace of battery-powered string lights. It was actually quite fitting that she’d put a flashing rainbow on around her neck. If her actions didn’t say ‘I’m gay’, her accessories sure did.  Jill would’ve thought the ensemble looked tacky on anyone else, but Ashley managed to make it look festive, maybe even avant-garde. Though, fashion terms weren’t her area of expertise. 

In the corridor, Ashley turned to face Jill, “They put all these articles in the news saying how happy they are that the president’s daughter is home safe, but they don’t even treat me like a human being when they talk about me.”

“I’m sorry you had to go through that. After Raccoon City, I remember constantly being asked questions about everything that happened, and I couldn’t even remember most of it. I passed out for days,” Jill said, trying to be sympathetic without raining on everyone’s parade. 

Ashley’s holiday spirit surprised, yet delighted Jill. Knowing what Ashley went through, she would’ve expected her to be bitter or closed-off, but she retained this vibrance and sweetness that was charming. 

“Wow. I don’t know that much about Raccoon City. Leon brought it up once, but he didn’t say much, and I didn’t want to ask him.”

“Yeah. There's solidarity between all of us who went through stuff like this. A silent solidarity, but it’s there. Especially silent on Leon’s end.”

Ashley had gotten to know Leon well over the course of those past few months, and yet, he was still a mystery in many ways. 

“He’s definitely the quiet type. Sometimes I wanna open up to him about the whole thing, you know, Spain, but I’m sure he’s the last person that wants to talk about it.”

“If you ever feel like you need someone to talk to, I’m always here for you.”

“Really? That’s so sweet of you.”

“Of course. I’ll give you my number.”

Ashley couldn’t help but notice how the hundreds of lights strung around the blue rooms’ Christmas tree reflected off Jill’s face, how she glowed, how she was far more beautiful than the angel that took its place on the top branch of the tree. There was a moment of peaceful silence where she stretched out her pinky finger, not even realizing what she was doing until she felt the tip of Jill’s pinky touch her own. Similar to the moment before someone kisses you, where it becomes inevitable, the slow rush of butterflies to the stomach, but with an added tenderness, a sense of sweet innocence. 

Leon and Chris appeared near the entrance to the room, but were stopped by a Secret Service member. Ashley had to step in with a, “they’re with me”, before the two men were allowed to be within 100 feet of her. 

Chris, ever the opportunist, spotted an ornament on one of the many Christmas trees in the room, and swiped it. It was mistletoe shaped. He dangled it above Ashley and Jill, causing Ashley to blush and leaving Jill to be the one to initiate the kiss. 

It was sweet. Ashley had kissed boys before, but never a girl. Jill’s lips were softer, not just in their composition or the way they sat on her face, but the way she kissed. It was nicer. Ashley was so engrossed in the kiss that she almost didn’t notice Jill’s hand on her cheek. The kiss probably would’ve lasted longer if they weren’t being gawked at by two men, and maybe ten more if you included the agents patrolling the area. 

Jill deftly snatched the mistletoe from Chris’ hand and dangled it over him and Leon. Chris seemed surprisingly receptive to the idea, but Leon, on the other hand, looked a bit nervous. He cleared his throat and tried to hide the pink rising in his cheeks. 

Hey, at least the blood wasn’t going anywhere else in his body, right?

Ashley held in her giggles while she watched the event unfold. Jill continued to hang it over them both, letting them know there was no way out. 

“C’mon Leon,” Chris said. 

Leon rolled his eyes, but he seemed to enjoy the kiss he and Chris shared. 

Jill and Ashley were caught in their own little world, barely paying attention to either of the men, when they rejoined the conversation. They both slowly retreated once they realized they weren’t going to receive the attention of either of the women. 

“Do you think they’re offended that we were ignoring them?” Ashley asked. 

“No,” Jill said, “I think they get it.”

Get what? Ashley thought. 

Jill’s lips were on hers again and she understood ‘what’. 

At some point, the two noticed guests beginning to file out at a more rapid rate - people always came and went, but now the party was wrapping up. Jill looked at the clock and realized how late it was. 

“Oh, wow. I didn’t realize how late it was.”

“Time flies when you’re having fun, right?”

“Right. I should get going, but I hope I get the chance to see you again soon.”

It sounded like a question that Ashley didn’t know how to respond to except with a ‘yes, absolutely, please and thank you”.

She said, “Yes, I have your number, so I’ll call you, if that’s okay.”

“Sure.” 

Pulling away from their goodbye hug, Ashley kissed Jill on the cheek without really thinking about it. Luckily, before she had the chance to be embarrassed, Jill kissed her back. 

Jill was leaving the room when she turned back to Ashley and said, “If you see Chris, tell him I left. He follows me around like a lost dog sometimes, so I don’t want him to get confused and end up roaming the halls for the next few hours.”

“Will do,” Ashley said with a smile.

She did start to wonder where Chris and Leon were. She hadn’t seen them in quite a while. Since most people had left, her security loosened her leash a bit, and let her wander off on her own to some extent. She eventually found Leon and Chris making out in an otherwise empty room. As much as she thought Jill might like that story, she was sworn to secrecy. 

[1111jenx]

What is having Uranus in the 7th like for you?

Hey love!

Ahaha I get this question a lot:D The fact that I have Aquarius DC AND Uranus 7th house have always sit right with me like Oh so thats why I'm like this💀💀💀and I've made peace with it😀 jk but I'll be more than happy to share you some small notes<3

🪐Uranus in the 7th🪐

(personal experience obv)

(also I'm into men so I'll be regarding my subjects of interest as he/him 🥰

Idealistic. I don't want a romance thats like anyone else and I hate feeling mundane if that makes sense LOL. I want someone who can be as quirky as they can with me and once they show me how much of a mad genius they are, I'll fall in love so hard y'all.

Introverts and Ambiverts 4ever. Perhaps this is wayy more of a personal preference but I have always believe in balancing out energy haha (Venusian household thing) And I don't like dating people who are too similar to me! I like men that are different from me and we can complete one another and therefore this create more growth for both sides😋 I'm an extrovert so I like them to be calmer and less out-going haha we can't have 2 jenx in the same room can we now

I notice a lot of fellow Uranus 7H are into open romances but my Leo Venus really grounds me tbh, I love too hard and for me love is so personal and intimate I don't see myself sharing my partner with anyone else:D Not counting casual flings ofc!!

Very progressive in terms of dating. I literally don't care about someone's past when I date them, I once joke about how unless you committed certain crimes (yes i said certain) and I do end up falling for you, then it is what it is. My prideful Leo venus would talk me out of it though especially if I don't see a future with you LOL

Attracting too much flighty people 💀💀 Like I know how I come off to others and while I do have a harder side to me, I also look for partners I can emotionally rely on (Venus 12H) in the long run:D Yet when I was younger I was around too much of them and it was draining for me as I always give my 100% when I'm invested

Attracting too much possessive people💀💀 I'm territorial, not jealous. Like honestly for me trust is something I care so much in relationships and I prefer my partner to earn it and I would never ever enter a committed relationship that lacks trust as a foundation🤣 I understand jealously but I don't think I find it cute like a lot of other placements, I think I get more scared?💀💀 Like oh ok what do you want now? Ofc its different but I'd rather my partner to talk to me if they feel such way rather than emotionally projecting their insecurities on me y'all

Issues with intimacy. Even in friendships, I need my space dawg. I take 3-5 business days when something traumatic happened and another day to resolve it. I would resurface a week or so and my friends, esp new ones are always mad MAD HAHAHAHAH and I feel so bad but I struggle to open up so much esp during my more vulnerable moments

Issues with the idea of love. You see this is where my aspects contradict. I believe in transparency and committed relationships yet I lowkey don't believe in DECADES LONG love as a result. I think this is me trauma dumping due to certain stuff I have witnessed when I was younger but all the cheating and stuff from couples that have been tgt for 30+ years rly make me question love lol. I think its so much different than marriage like for me I don't associate love with marriage at all and I think it takes other things aside love for something to work out in the long run, its also respect and trust, and wayyy deeper than what I'm barely scratching the surface here:D

Independent and confident people > everyone else. I like nerds LOL i'm not gonna lie brain is hot af. I think it takes time for people to be confident but people who are self-awared and are persistent with their goals is just *chefs kiss*

Literally mayb this is a Uranus 7H thing but I have had so many people coming up to me irl and tell me I'm the most unique friend they have ever had?😀 Since 7H briefly talks about close friendships and Uranus is.. well Uranus so I can't blame em💀

Ahhh I just woke up so I will rb this and continue this later boo:D But here are some of my experiences with this placement and while sometimes I do think its a curse, its a blessing at the end:) Working with 7H energy is not just understanding how others see and view you but also how you see yourself. I find myself attracting people who are shy away from the spotlight a lot and usually are not big fans of too much attention from the public(i can't relate lol), but therefore this speaks sm about me doesn't that mean I like to be the center of the attention then😀😀😀😀😀😀 HAHAHAH here are some very scattered lines of thoughts, hope you enjoy this beautiful 💕

love,

saint jenx🪐