#i know alot of things are wrong w me but fuck it makes so scared of being outcasted bc it genuinely feels like smths FUCKING WRONG WITH ME

[yanosdiary]

Me not being fazed by a bad mark, not realizing that its a bad thing:

Aben: *looks at my mark, pats back in sympathy*

Me: ???

Also me: fuck, am i that useless?

[honeyglz]

</3 Breaking up w/ mha characters + little snippets </3

A/N - Let me know if you guys want full length fics for any of these cause I may or may not do some. Im starting this off with the main three but hopefully Ill do more characters later. Also Shoto's is a lil shorter than the rest my bad. Yk the drill on rpoof reading.

Reader- GN for Bakugou and Deku, fem used for Todoroki (Though it could be veiwed as more of a Afab reader instead, just mind the pronouns) , She/Her, You/Your/ Yours

Disclaimer- I do not own any of the characters aside from my depiction of Y/N.

Pairings (separate) - Bakugou x (engaged)reader, Deku/Midoriya x (dating) reader , Todoroki x (engaged) reader

Warning- Mentions of violence/death/injury (No abusive relationship is written in this it is just part of their jobs as hero's). Arranged marriage for Shoto's

Category- Angst Check Master-list for follow up's for each character.

-♡- ✮Bakugou K.✮

Reason: He didn't care enough to make time

Plain and simple.

He's a busy guy, esp once he becomes a pro hero

It starts off small too

He misses the good morning kiss he usually gives you

Next its coming home late

At first you thought maybe he was just tired.

Until he starts blowing off dates. Here you were. Sitting in your chair uncomfortable with the amount of whispers that you could hear. 3 hours you had been waiting. Pity glanced brushed off your shoulders as you sighed flagging down a waiter. "ready to order?" the waiter said in a small voice as he watched you try to cover the sadness in your tone "Yea.. Ill take.."

Katsuki arrived home later that night. Covered in soot and ash as he lay on the couch.

You found him in the morning, still fast asleep.

You sighed as you let it slide, he was busy, surely it was a one time thing right?

Wrong

So so very wrong

He had missed a total of 20 dates

20 .

2

0

It wasn't until you finally had enough of being second place to his job did you try and talk to him...

Bad idea. It was late. The glow from your alarm clock light your face, dried tears staining your checks. You looked down at the sliver ring on your finger. Unaware of the door to your shared apartment having been opened. Katsuki's footsteps were heavy, sluggish movements as he kicked off his boots. His gauntlets thrown carelessly onto the couch noticing the dim light from your shared bedroom. Tracking his way into the room he noticed you staring down at your ring, twisting it nervously as you spaced out. A low grumble snapped you from your thoughts as you stared up at him, eyes devoid of the warm glow he fell in love with. "Bakugou. We need to talk." His thoughts came to a halt at your words. Why the actual fuck were you using his last name? He rubbed his eyes tiredly as he sighed clearly annoyed at the shit you were trying to pull. "Can this wait, Im fucking tired and-" he huffed only to be cut off "It can't wait." There was a cold sadness to your voice, foreign to his ears. He had to be hearing things. He watched as you stood only now taking in the rest of the room. Your things were missing. "Did we get robbed or sumthin- where the fuck is all your stuff" He said making a vague gesture to what now felt like a very empty room. Katsuki's eyes landed on the packed suitcase. Everything clicking in place now. You were leaving. He felt a lump form in his throat as he looked you over. You looked almost as tired as him. You kept your eyes low fidgeting with the ring once more before speaking. Your words calm and thought out. "I think we should take a break" Now. Katsuki has grown alot in the past years. But something inside him snapped at hearing the dreaded words fall out of your mouth. To him you were giving up on him. Like everyone else. Emotions swirled through his scarlet eyes before an anger bubbled over them.

Yeaaaa.....

Safe to say you both didnt recover from that. -♡- ✮Midoriya I. (Deku !!)✮

Reason- He's too scared of leaving you that he kept you at arms length.

You heard me right folks

Poor bby is scared that one day he wont be around and he'll leave you all alone

Solution?

Leave you all alone while he's still alive :D

Being fr tho ever since he became the new symbol of peace he's had this unconscious state of "Any moment may be my last"

Thing is he didn't really develop this until one night.... There had been a villain attack, one far more catastrophic then anyone would have predicted. Izuku came home hours later battered and bruised beyond belief. Walking into the your shared house it wasn't until he heard muffled cries that he snapped out of his daze rushing to the source only to find you, clutching his shirt, tears streaming down your face as the sound of the news blasted through the room. You turned your head to see your boyfriend, leaning against the door frame, splattered with blood and dirt his clothes torn with wounds oozing the horrid crimson liquid. Your glossy eye's met forest green and you sprang to your feet tripping as you fell, hands gripping his. That night Izuku fought tears while he watched you try to scold him between sobs about how he should have called you. How scared you were and how much you needed him to come home after stuff like that. Something in him switched that night. He never wanted to see you cry like that again.

And so he distanced himself

AND I DONT WANT ANYONE BEING LIKE

"Oh why dont u just come home early when stuff like that happens or be more careful"

At the end of the day there is no guarantee he'll be able to call you.

Or that he'll always be safe

There's no guarantee He'll be alive at the end of the day.

Its the realistic statistic's of his life

And of course being the symbol of peace, he had to accept that

But the thought of leading you on with the rest of the world

Leading you to think that every night he'll be there to lay next to you.

Allowing you to feel so much pain if he ever did leave.

The thought alone had him uneasy.

So he did the only thing he could think of.

Letting you leave first. You sighed as you packed your things, Izuku watching out of the corner of his eye, trying his best to act indifferent to it all. "I think that's the last of it..." You said gripping the handle as you looked over to the man you had loved for years. The man that you thought you would marry. The man who now wouldn't even spare you a glance. A uninterested hum echoed through the house. Utter shock painting your face as you scoffed biting back tears that threatened to spill once again. You turned on your heel hand hovering over the cool steel of the door handle before you stopped. "You're not the man I fell in love with, not anymore." You turned the handle leaving the shattered man behind. The slam of the door making the hero flinch. He did it. He kept you save. So why was he still crying? -♡- ✮Todoroki S.✮

Reason - He never gave it a chance

You two had been young when your parents arranged for you both to be wed.

You were told since day one about it.

Shoto, not so much.

It wasn't until he turned 18 was he told of this.

His first thoughts?

He hated it.

He hated the whole idea.

He despised it so much that he fought tooth and nail to get out of it. "You're not listening to me- I don't want to marry someone I've never met!" Anger filled his body as he yelled at his stoic father. The man never once cracking a look of sympathy for his son. Instead he stood up, firm eyes trailing down to the duo coloured ones below. "She had no problem with it. I don't see why you're making such a fuss, its for the family's blood line and-" Shoto felt flames crawl up his skin as he listened to his fathers ramble. Tired of it all he left leaving the man talking to thin air. He paced his training room before sending the room into a pit of rage filled flames. Ice covered the windows as he let out all his pent up anger. Cursing aloud at how foolish anyone would be to marry someone they didn't know.

Safe to say he didnt even want to meet you.

But you did and eventually got engaged.

But it was all a lie.

He didn't love you. He made sure you both knew it -♡- A/N I ran out of room. :/ I can redo Shoto's if yall end up liking this idk

[hornyvirgin69]

Your Guilty Pleasure

Yelena x F! Reader

Minors do not interact.‼️ if ur age isnt in your bio u will be blocked.

a/n: hiii, so this was like my 1st ever fic that i actually wrote (i have more fics but they are on wattpad) sooo please dont get ur hopes too high on this😁😁 bc i also didnt proofread this and... ive read alot of fanfics in this app and some are just too good and i know you guys here have very High expectations but so do iiii haha but yea, soo this fic is not gonna be as good as the ones u see on here but enjoy this so called drabble!! Thanks!

Liking/commenting/reblogging would be deeply appreciated!<3

Warnings: finger fucking!Gun play!swearing! I cant remember the rest im sorry, but if i missed anything pls make me aware, thank you!!

(Divider is from this)

You were assigned to clean the cafeteria by captain levi. It was around 9 in the evening and you were loading all the dishes, keep in mind you're the only one there. You were thinking about when all this chaos would be over, knowing that eren was now locked up after the incident that happened in marley. He's changed a lot, he looks a lot stronger but only physically, you can see in his eyes that he was hurting and that he was tired.

You and eren had a thing before when the both of you were around 17 or 16? but that was only because he had to use you. he told you he loved you but you knew deep down that he loved mikasa.

You've accepted it a long time ago, so it didn't hurt a lot. Besides, you've moved on already.

Sure.

Wiping your hands with a white cloth, you were about to go grab the mop until you heard the door open. Captain? I thought he was in a meeting? Ignoring it, you grabbed the mop and went to the small restroom in the corner to grab a sachet of detergent and soak the mop with water. You bent down to turn the faucet on until you felt someone grip your hips and pull you out of the room, making you yelp.

The person was really tall compared to your 5'1 height. (In this story your small🧍🏻‍♀️)

You were about to scream at the person and ask what the hell was wrong with them, instead you felt a gun at the back of your neck, you tried to turn your head to the side to at least get a glimpse of who the person was. When you did, you heard the gun click and immediately turned your head back where it was, fist clenching and your eyes shut.

"stop squirming, I won't hurt you." the familiar persons voice whispered, making you're heart skip a beat.

Yelena?

It was, indeed yelena. "yelena, let me go. Why the fuck are you doing this!?" Your voice almost cracked and you tried not to sound frightened and hiding the fact that you were scared shitless.

"Are you that clueless?" She scoffed.

"W—what?" You said through gritted teeth. Holding on to her arm for dear life that was around you to prevent you from squirming.

"Thought your pretty little brain had known..." she muttered. "I don't care what kind of relationship or what kind of feelings you have with eren. You. you're what I want, and need, of course."

What...

Flashback

You were with hange, levi, onyankapon and yelena. you guys were in the forest to look for survivors while waiting for updates from the scouts. You were in a tent with onyankapon and yelena, which for some reason, hange was not very happy about but before she could say anything, she had been dragged by levi since he needed her to talk with the other soldiers.

you and onyankapon engaged in a small conversation and you were talking about eren.

"So yeah, he said I was the most beautiful girl in the world and that he would give up everything for me and that whenever all this mess would end he was looking forward to building a family with me. He honestly was the bes-",

"boorrrinnnngggg" yelena cut you off, rolling her eyes and faking a yawn. "Men are boring. Except for you, onyankapon"

Your eye twitched and you looked at her confused. Eren was very important to you, so you were offended, "what? You said it yourself. He loves mikasa more. Get that through your thick skull, y/n"

End of flashback

Oh.

The warmth of her breath lingered on your nape making you shiver, "Now, now, no need to be scared of me. I won't hurt you, be a good girl and do as I say." You nodded, not wanting to do something you would regret.

You heard her set the gun on the counters as she turned you around so you were facing her, she looked down at your small figure while you looked up at her with wide eyes, she smirked and caressed your cheek while her other hand was on your lower back.

"Aww, don't be scared, baby. I won't hurt you." She said trying to calm you. Which, of course did not help because she was just too intimidating.

"You could have just told me..." you said in a calm voice while she chuckled and shooked her head. "Don't worry about it. For now. . . all I want is you" she tilted her head.

She leans in slowly and pauses before her lips meet yours, looking down at you with so much adoration. Her lips tastes so good, her aroma hits you hard, you feel your knees going week.

The hand that was on you lower back before, now squeezing your waist as the one that was caressing your cheek, now gripping your ass.

You wrapped your arms around her neck, still making out with her. She took your hands off of her and disconnected her lips from yours, you breathed heavily and so did she. She leaned closer to your ear and you could feel the hotness of her breath on your neck, causing your clit to throb. "You...have no idea.. how much I've been waiting to do that. Now, I have you all to myself".

and with that she turned you back around so that your back was facing her. She kneeled down so that her face was in front of your ass. She bent you down at the counter, your face came in contact with the coldness of the surface, while your ass was on full display for her, and her only.

You heard her take the gun from the counter and you felt it caress your thighs since you were wearing a skirt with no shorts underneath it.

"Hm, your wearing this short ass skirt and your not wearing any shorts underneath it?" She scoffed. She lifted up your skirt and inserted her fingers to the waistband of your laced underwear and slowly pulled it down.

You felt the gun in between your thighs as it kept caressing you up and down.

Yelena kept teasing you, making the gun barely touch your heat and then moving it down again. "Yelena, please...", "hm?" She asked, acting clueless.

"please...touch me!"...you whimpered. As her face was inches from your twitching hole. "Okay, as long as you make sure you be quiet..." she started sucking your vulva and she inserted her tongue inside you as she caressed your hips, making you a moaning mess, "yelena, more please!"  You whined.

She chuckled and said; "you need to be more specific about what you want, baby. C'mon use your words, your a good girl for me, aren't you?" She said kissing between your thighs.

"Please, please, please! I-i want your fingers deep inside me. Please!" You whined too loudly for her liking. "Didn't I tell you to be quiet?! Since you don't know how to fucking follow rules you won't get what you want" she scolded you, you looked to the side to see her face and you were shocked to see what she was doing.

She was licking her gun and smirked once she saw you, making eye contact while seductively licking her gun, then, she stopped licking it; "face forward." She said sternly, and you did as you were told.

You suddenly felt her insert the gun into your twitching hole making you squirm.

"Oo-oohhh! Yelena...ohmygod." Your eyes rolled back as she started pumping her gun in and out of you. Your tongue lolled out of the Corner of your lips, "fuck-"

"if I hear one sound come out of the pretty mouth of yours.. I will pull the trigger. Got it sweetheart?" She smirked "y-yes" you mumbled and nodded.

She smiled as she started using her thumb to circle around your clit and then replacing it with her mouth. You couldn't take it anymore, you took your free hand and covered your mouth to stiffle your moans and whimpers.

After a few minutes of her inserting her gun in and out of you while her lips were around your clit sucking it, you finally came. And she pulled it out.

"Good girl such a good fucking girl, and all mine." She said as she kissed your clit and giving it one more lick to tease you, and chuckled as she felt you squirm. "I'll give you what you want now" she sighed as she pulled you back up on your feet, your knees felt like they were gonna give up anytime. And her staring at you did not help at all. She put her hands on your waist to keep yourself from falling down.

She carried you bridal style and placed you on one of the tables, your bare ass coming in contact with the table and kept you there as she made her way to the door and locked it after that she came back with a smirk on her face.

All for her.

You bit your lip as you looked up at her, her attention was all on you.

"Let's take this off, yeah?" She whispered, referring to your white button up shirt.

"okay..." she kissed your cheek and unbuttoned your shirt until one more button was left, she took it off of you As she stared in awe.

"Can we... take your bra off?" She said, a light blush on her cheeks.

You giggled and nodded as she unhooked your bra and finally taking it off of you. You sighed, 'finally my boobs can breath now' you thought.

She stood up straight admiring the view in front of her. "So beautiful." She mumbled.

Now you were fully naked. In front of her. In the cafeteria, legs spread, your bare pussy right in front of her.

She put one of her hands on your waist as she connected both of your lips together, her other hand caressing your left breast and pinching your nipple making you arch your back making your chest push more at her fingers, desperate for more friction and moan in her mouth, you could feel her smiling through the kiss.

She removed her hand from your waist and caressing your right breast pinching your nipple as well. She placed your nipple in between Her index and middle fingers, Pulling at it and letting it go. Making you squirm and making her chuckle in the kiss seeing your reaction. She pulled you by your nape placing one hand at one of your thigh keeping them spread apart. She caressed your waist, to comfort you.

she inserted her ring and index finger in your dripping cunt pumping it in and out of you, your walls clenched around her fingers making her hum in satisfaction.

"See, look y/n. Look how your tight little cunt just swallows my long fingers, look at how inviting it is, what a fucking whore, my whore." She kissed your neck and jawline as she felt your orgasm coming. "I'm- I'm cu-cumming!" You moaned, which sounded more like a whine.

She shoved her fingers in you and you gagged. "Stick your tongue out." Your eyes widened and you did as she said.

You stuck your tongue out and she removed her fingers from your mouth and placed them around your neck.

She then spat on your tongue, smirking as she was satisfied seeing her spit sliding on your Tongue, "swallow." She demanded and again, you did as she said.

She put her middle and index finger back in your dripping cunt and started doing a scissoring motion inside, she bent down to your heat and started wrapping her lips on your clit and sucking at it, never breaking eye contact with you, loving how you looked, how sweat dripped down your forehead and baby hairs sticking on the side of your face, whenever your breast bounced when she would hit your g-spot from the stimulation.

She pulled her long fingers and rubbing them on your folds and spreading them too, she spat on your wet cunt mixing your juices along with her saliva making you grow more needy as the wet sounds echoed through the whole room, As you cried out her name.

She shoved them back in making you scream her name. "yelena..ah!",

She ignored you and continued to please you, she pumped her fingers in and out of you, "m-more. Please!" You whined. "Like this, sweetheart?" She crossed her fingers inside you. "Ah! Fuck... mhhhng right...there..ooo-ooh!" You whined and breathed heavily.

"yeah, come on my good girl, cum for me, cum on my fingers, I know you can do it, baby." She kissed you and you kissed her back. You finally came and she removed her fingers out of you as she kissed your thighs and stood up and kneeled at the chair.

Putting her forehead on yours as you tried to catch your breath, just you guys staring at each other. Admiring each other's eyes.

"Yelena, can I please touch you...please" you pleaded, eyes watery from your orgasm earlier.

"No, baby. I only want you, so this whole night is all about you, 'kay?" She kissed your forehead. And you nodded feeling your cheeks heat up.

"Get dressed. I'll take you to my room. C'mon" she handed you your clothes, she sat at the table in front of you.

Man spreading and staring at you intensely.

Jesus, now that's something I would want to have in between my legs, every.single.fucking.day.' You thought.

You started to put your skirt and top on and hopped off the table and immediately fell on your knees.

Yelena's eyes widened and quickly stood up to help you get up, "I'll carry you, I'm sorry." You kissed her cheek and smiled at her. The concerned expression on her face quickly softened as she saw you smile.

Yelena: how fucking, adorable.

"Your okay. In fact I should be thanking you," you poked her chest and she giggled and gave your lips a peck.

-

You guys arrived in her room and she let you borrow a change of clothes so you could sleep feeling clean. Now, You layed at her bed while she was taking a bath.

Then it struck you.

YOU CAME IN THE FUCKING TABLE AND YOU GUYS FORGOT TO CLEAN IT UP.

'Shit shit shit shit shit! Obviously levi is gonna blame me since I was supposed to be the one cleaning there' you thought, you waited for yelena and she finally came out after 30 minutes.

With a bra on and boxers.

Oh.

"What's my girl thinking about?" She said while leaning sideways on the bed to face you. "Yelena... we forgot to clean up my...mess, and Levi is gonna suspect me since... I was assigned to clean there" you said, and her eyes widened before she stood up from the bed and took a white shirt and put it on. "I'll be back." She kissed your cheek and went outside the room.

You waited for a good 15 minutes when you hear her door open and in came yelena.

"All good." She smiled at you and made her way to the bathroom taking her shirt off, showing off her muscular back. She went there to wash her feet, and came back and layed next to you.

"Come here," she said and you moved closer to her and snuggled to her side while her right hand was around you and her left hand was at the back of her head.

And with that you guys fell asleep in each other's arms.

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[vexelier-suix-cipher]

"Could you do Teruteru, Hifumi, and Ryoma getting drugged by a love potion and falls (even harder) for the reader (who has already fallen for them)?"

100% I can!! :D

Warnings: Mentions of love drug/potion, slight obsession(?), and swearing.

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Hifumi Yamada

•Proceeds to rant about how amazing Hifumi is

•Fanfic boy loves you very much!! (Though he did his best to hide it)

•It felt like when a cat loved it owner. Celeste went out the window. This man would get on his hands and knees for you. 🙇🏽‍♂️

•You also loved him very much!! (Literally Taka had to keep Mondo from lunging at you two and screaming "JUST DATE ALREADY!!")

•Oh but what's this? A drink on his desk after a hard day of drawing and writing manga?

•Well of course he drank it!! He chugged that drink and felt quite satisfied after.

•And back to work he goes :›

•He had some music on and his script for his next manga, scribbling out the sketches for his newest manga when he felt the sudden urge to go see you.

•It was nothing too new. Could've been he just wanted to show you the script for his manga!! A beta read!

•So Hifumi happily found you and sat you down, showing you the script for his manga!

•He felt a bit- different.

•He felt like he needed to have you in his arms.

•He needed you closer.

•He needed- you.

•The even more clingy behavior continued for a few days.

•Though you didn't mind, you did find it a bit strange.

•Why was he so clingy?

•You already read this script-

•And read that one too-

•Didnt he have things to do?

•He was going to fall behind in his schedule if he continued like this!!

•So when you saw him walking over to you once again, you pulled him to the side and questioned him.

"Hifumi, you've been acting kinda strange these past few days. Are you okay? Don't get me wrong, I love having you by my side but you're going to fall behind in your schedule."

"Well...I don't really know how to explain it. I feel like I've got to be with you all the time!! A-And I'm getting work done!!"

•He huffed and whined for a while longer as you continued asking him things before he got frustrated with himself and finally blurted it out

"Fine!! Fine. I like you, okay? I have for a while a-and I just didn't know how to tell you-...I found this drink on my desk one day and now that I think about it, it could've been one of those love potions that I've been hearing about...could've made my feelings stronger.."

•He started muttering towards the end but you could understand the gist of it.

•You reassured him it was fine and that you accepted his feelings.

•Which was returned with a loud,

"HUH?!? YOU DO?! WHEN- HOW-"

•*Once again has to calm fanfic boy down*

•After calming him down (again) you went over your own feelings.

•He had the brightest smile on his face I swear

•He just couldn't hold back!

•So he picked you up and held you close, hugging you sweetly

"Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!"

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Teruteru Hanamura

•AGGRESSIVELY RANTS ABOUT HOW AMAZING HE IS

•Love Potion exists?

•He probably bought it.

•This boy is already so head over heels for you it's absolutely adorable.

•He 100% cooks for you.

•Breakfast? In bed.

•Lunch? Made your favorite food.

•Dinner? You can eat with him! :D

•And his food is just 😩 to die for

•He does his best to tone down the sexual comments a bit, though he can't help if one or two slip out!

•Compliments you every 5 minutes no lie.

•Though he does turn cherry red if you compliment him

•If you allow petnames, he WILL call you darlin' and sugar the most.

•Now for the fun part

•He was most likey cooking and was working with the oven.

•Ovens hot. His clothes are pretty hot.

•So he stripped got something to drink out the fridge

•He blindly took a glass out the fridge and drank it.

•Drank the damn love potion-

•He knew he accidentally drank it. He read the label he had put on the glass right after he drank it.

•Unlike Hifumi, he tried staying away from you

•Poor boy doesn't know how to show such strong feelings :(

•He still does cook for you though

•And leaves you little snacks

•Did yelp when you came into the kitchen once without him knowing (it's true I was the dust on the oven window)

•Alot more fiddly and nervous when he has to go ask you something

•His gaze is towards the floor and he's playing with the ends of his scarf as that adorable accent decorates his speech

•Hes so nervous oh poor baby

•You found him scurrying everywhere once trying to find his hat when you had to point out it was on his head-

•He was so embarrassed-

•He apologized and walked back towards the kitchen

•He cooks his feelings away

•That is alot of food-

•Once he disappeared into the kitchen you went after him

•You had been wondering why he ran away from you every time you saw him

•You were worried :(

•As he went back into the kitchen, he paused hearing someone else's footsteps.

•He turned around and jumped slightly when he saw you

•Begin the anxious southern rambling and questions.

"O-Oh! S/o! What brings you to the...the kitchen??"

"Teru, what's going on? You keep ignoring me."

"W-Well I don' mean to cher' I-Its just I' been kinda stressed lately a-an' I don' wanna bother you with tha'-"

•Oh sweet boy almost cried just talking to you

•He wanted to confess so badly!!

•He just wanted to hug you and bury his face into your neck!!

•But he was so scared :(

•After a good talk, the confession just slipped out of him mid-sentence

"I already apologized cher'..."

"C'mon Teru, what's been REALLY happening with you?"

"W-Well...the truth is I accidentally drank a love potion and since I love you so damn much it strengthened my feelings...I-I didn't wanna make you uncomfortable so I stayed away in case I-"

"Did you just say you love me?"

"I-I did..?"

•Oh certainly he did. And when he realized, he apologized 10x more.

•You had to shut him up by squishing his face

•After a good explanation about you loving him too, he clung onto you with a laugh.

•He sat in your lap (and after some consent) kissed your face all over, muttering a soft 'I love you' after each kiss

•You two sat together like that for quite a bit, just laying in each other's presence

"Thank you so much....you don't know how much that means to me...how much YOU mean to me..."

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Ryoma Hoshi

•Ah yes. Tiny, edgy, ex-tennis, cat loving, deep voiced boy

•Where do I start?

•Lets start with

•He's absolute shit at feelings.

•Like really.

•He refused to believe he fell for you.

•His heart was racing? No it wasn't. It's probably because he was out of breath.

•He's flustered and blushing? Kinda hot in the room y'know.

•You get the point.

•He hates the fact he fell for you. He doesn't know what to do.

•He lost almost everyone he ever loved before. Why would this be any different? He didn't want to put you in danger.

•Ryoma hanged around with you though. He was a bit quiet but he went basically everywhere you went

•No one really messed with you when little man was with you.

•This was okay. He could hide his feelings. You wouldn't be in danger and he wouldn't ruin his relationship with you.

•Then the world announced a love potion was now available!!

•Ah shit.

•That damn Kokichi.

•All he wanted was some water and that little panta-loving gremlin switched it out with the new potion.

•He had already chugged around half the bottle before he realized it wasn't his juice.

•Ryoma would've just left it at 'Oh I just poured the wrong drink in' if it wasn't for Kokichi coming up to him about an hour later.

"Nishishishi....how's the love potion working Ryoma?"

"The what."

"Oops~"

"You little-"

•Kokichi went to the nurse with a bump on his head from Ryoma hitting him with a tennis ball.

•You thought Teruteru hiding away was bad?

•Ryoma refused to leave his dorm.

•He came out at around lunch time to get food, go to the bathroom, and then back to his dorm.

•No one was allowed in.

•He could feel the effects of the potion working.

•He wanted to get out and cling to you so badly. It almost physically hurt

•Fucking hell-

•Him. Ryoma Hoshi. The guy who basically gave up on life, wanted to run into your arms like a little kid.

•He almost cried.

•Of course you were worried!! He locked himself in his dorm without warning!!

•And he refused to talk to you!!

•You came to his dorm door almost daily, trying to pry open the damn door.

•With no avail.

•Goddammit.

•It wasn't until a few weeks later which he made a plan.

•He'd confess and leave right after.

•If you said no, that would be the end of it.

•If you said yes, ...well he didn't really plan that far.

=

•Ryoma met up with you at the back of the building, looking down at the ground as he heard your footsteps.

•It took a minute of small talk before he started speaking

"Listen, Kokichi switched my drink out a few weeks ago for that new love potion they're selling. I already had really strong feelings for you but with the potion they increased. I know you probably don't feel the same way but I wanted to tell you because it was starting to get too out of hand for me."

•He rambled on a little about how you would never like him and that he apologized for having such feelings and-

•You yanked his beanie down to his face, letting out a small huff.

"Ryoma Hoshi you have no idea how long I've been waiting for you to confess. You're an amazing guy Ryoma, and I really do wish you confessed sooner since I feel the same way. Now shut it with all the sad shit and come here."

•You told him, tugging him closer by the sleeve as you engulfed him in your arms

•Ryoma felt like his face was on fire. Butterflies in his stomach and a giddy, tingly feeling throughout his body

•He let out a low chuckle, hugging you back and sighing softly

•This was nice. He felt....loved.

•He liked this feeling quite a bit....he had missed this feeling quite a bit.

"Maybe I should've confessed sooner."

===

AHHHHHHHH I HOPE YOU LIKED IT-

I absolutely adore these three.

If you want me to add or fix anything just say the word!!

I had a great time writing this!!

Thanks for requesting!!!

-Vex ∆

[acreativeme]

Little Dove

Little Dove

Clinton Skye x Reader

A/N: I don’t know Russian, so I am using google translate. I apologize for any mistakes. Also, there is some triggers in here about kidnapping, sexual assault, and sex trafficking. 

She left a note, along with her phone and her engagement ring.

Clinton,

I’m sorry, but I couldn’t say goodbye in person. I wouldn’t be able to look you in the eye and lie to you. I will be gone for a while, so I am not asking you to wait for me. I can’t tell you anything yet, but I will try when I get back. I love you with everything in me. 

Y/N

 Clinton sunk down the wall, his heart breaking as he reread her letter. They had been together for a few years, only recently getting engaged. It took him a few minutes, but he called Jess for support.

...2 Months later…

With the help of her driver, Y/N stepped out of the town car-- the slips of her black bodycon gown showing off her muscular legs. Her hair was held back with silver dagger-like sticks, making it easy for her to hide weapons on her person. A bald man in a tight black suit held out his arm for her to take, escorting her into the ball room.

“Добрый вечер, мэм. Аукцион начнется через тридцать минут.”(Good Evening, Ma’am. The auction will begin in thirty minutes.) He said in a low tone. 

Y/N nodded, “Спасибо.” (Thank you.)

He let her go as they walked through the doorway of the ballroom. She walked up to the bar, ordering a gin and tonic. As she took a little sip, she scanned the room--picking out her targets in the crowd. A Russian human trafficker had kidnapped four undercover CIA agents, so Y/N was here to get them back and take out the traffickers.

She downed her drink, passing it off to a waiter as they walked passed by. She quickly reapplied her lipstick before heading towards her first target. He was standing off to the side, watching the crowd. Y/N acted as if she hadn’t noticed him standing there, to get him to make the first move. 

She watched him scan her from head to toe, smirking as he turned to fully look at her. “Вам нравится то, что вы видите?” (Do you like what you see?) She smirked, still facing away from him.

He smirked, “даже очень.” (Very much so). 

Y/N boldly took his hand, leading him to a door that was off to the side of the ballroom. She knew from studying the floor plans that there was a small coat room that was not being used. With her in front, she was not aware that he had pulled something out of his pocket. As he closed the door, Y/N reached for the dagger that she had strapped to her upper thigh. He wrapped one arm around her from behind, using the other to inject her with a sedative. 

“Goodnight, маленький голубь.’( Goodnight, little dove.) 

...6 months later…

Clinton’s POV

Clinton leaned against the counter, staring off into space-- which is something he’s been doing alot. His thoughts have been shifting towards Y/N, the ex that went missing. Everyone keeps asking how he knew she was missing and hadn’t just left him, and he’d always respond with that he felt it in his soul. He knew with his whole heart that she wouldn’t have left without a good reason. 

Jess stepped into the office with a grave look out his face. “Pictures of missing 16 year old, Irene Romanov, were found on sex trafficking website run by Russian Immigrant Dimitri Petrov.” He signaled Hana to pull up the website. “Many of the girls have been identified as missing in both the US and around Europe…” Jess froze as his eyes locked on one of the girls.

“Y/N…” Clinton whispered as he also locked onto her posting.

Y/N was laying on her back, hair dyed blonde. Her eyes were dull like life had been drained from them. She was in a matching pair of red and white lingerie with white fishnet stockings. There were bruises on her neck, arms, and inner thighs. 

“What the fuck did they do to her?” Kenny stated, anger evident in his voice. 

Hana clicked on the profile. “They say her name is Alyona. She is a ‘submissive and experienced’ lover.” She gagged at the end, as the team turned to look at Clinton. 

His face was unreadable. “I told you.” was all he said as he stormed out of the room.

Y/N’s POV

She looked around the bare room that Dimitri had shoved her into, trying to figure a way out. She had been traded to Dimitri by the man that kidnapped her, who then moved her to America--not realizing that this was her home turf. She observed him as he moved around the warehouse that he turned into a brothel, noticing that he would leave doors open as he rotated girls in and out of the ‘business’ bedrooms. 

Dimitri had a schedule for each girl, like this was some union job, and would rotate out the women after their shift. Y/N, however, was the only girl that he didn’t do that with. He would send in John after John, only giving her small intervals of time to recoup between dates. The only other thing he did different from the other girls was that he didn’t drug her. The man that sold her to him had mentioned that she was a submissive bitch and that he recommends not ‘damaging good goods’ with drugs. 

Dimitri seemed to idolize the man that kidnapped her, so he listened to him about the drugs. Dimitri uses violence to keep her in line, especially when she acts out around the other girls. He would use her as an example to keep the other girls in line, which she would gladly continue to do if it meant she could protect the other girls. 

The only time that Y/N gets to spend time with the other girls is when they shower, as Dimitri forces them to shower together in a prison-like shower area. She will check on them as they pass along the cheap hygiene products, which makes them consider her a guardian angel. There have been multiple times where he has come in to find her holding one of the other girls, which makes him rip the other girl out of her arms and back hand her. 

“Are you ready for your next customer, Alyona? Heard he’s a dark one.” Dimitri stood over her with a dark grin. 

She internally sighed, not wanting to show her true emotions. “Yes, master.” She replied meekly. She moved to be sitting on the edge of the bed with her knees together but feet apart. 

He leaned out the doorway to signal for the customer to come. “You may enter, Sir. Your entertainment for the evening is ready.”

Y/N had to hold back a gasp as Clinton Skye walked through the door. “Good evening, sir. Thank you for accepting me as your entertainment.” She recited, just as she had been instructed. 

Clinton nodded, trying to school his face. “She’ll do just fine.”

Dimitri nodded, shutting the door as he walked out of the room. Clinton and Y/N stared at each other, not knowing what to say to each other. After a moment, Y/N launched herself into his arms. She sobbed into his arms as he held her tightly to his chest.

He let her bury herself into his chest. “Shhh. I got you, love.” He whispered into her hair. 

She pulled away to look at him. “I messed up, Clinton. I lied to you about my past and my relationship with the agency.  I took a mission that I knew was going to go wrong.”

“Don’t think about it now. We’ve got to focus on getting you and other girls out of here.”  He whispered darkly, shooting the door a hard look. “We’ve got a team surrounding the building and snipers on the surrounding buildings.”

Y/N took a deep breath, hardening herself. “You are right.” She brushed the tears away, “did you bring in any weapons?” 

“Y/N, I don’t want you to get involved. You’ve been through enough, let me take care of you.” He looked at her with big eyes, wanting her to listen to him.

She sighed, knowing that she was not in any shape to take down these criminals. “Okay, we will do it your way.” 

Clinton kissed her forehead. “It’s a go!” he whispered into his mic. 

Clinton made sure to put himself between Y/N and the door. He knew that Dimitri was going to try and come after Y/N, having heard some henchman talking about how she was going to be their golden goose. He promised himself, after seeing her picture on that website, that would protect her with his last breath. He also promised not to tell her, because she would lecture him about how she can protect herself. 

Within moments of the team storming the castle, Dimitri was throwing open the door- half expecting them to be in the middle of having sex. He froze as Clinton aimed his gun at his forehead. “Freeze.” 

“You’re a cop!” He yelled, charging at them.

Clinton fired his weapon, only after aiming for Dimitri’s knee. Dimitri fell forward with a scream. “I told you to freeze.” 

Kenny came in shortly after the gunshot, gun raised and ready. “Clinton, you guys okay?”

Clinton nodded, “Yeah, the idiot moved when I told him to freeze. I’m going to let you cuff him, while I take Y/N to the ambulance.”

Dimitri looked up, confused on who Y/N was. “Whose Y/N?”

She finally stepped from behind Clinton. “Me. My name is not Alyona.” She walked forward, trying not to show that she was scared. “You are not only going to be charged for crimes at a national level, but an international level also.”

Dimitri smeared at her, laughing under his breath. “You went from cop to whore. What an upgrade.”

Without thinking, Y/N slugged him. Clinton and Kenny jumped into action, and pulled them apart. “At least I won’t be someone’s bitch in prison.”

Clinton pulled her out of the room, not wanting to subject her to that creeps presents. “Come on, let’s get you to the hospital.”

Y/N just nodded, becoming increasingly more hollow the farther away they got from her room.

... At the hospital…

Y/N’s POV

Y/N numbly as the SANE nurses poked, prodded, and took photos of her. She didn’t make a sound, no matter how much they made her uncomfortable. They hadn’t allowed Clinton into the exam room as they weren’t married. When they asked her to lay on the table, Y/N closed her eyes tightly-- trying to not picture the numerous men that had taken advantage of her. 

“This may feel a little bit uncomfortable, but we need to do a pelvic exam.” The nurse said, wanting to keep her clued into everything that was going on.

“I know.” She whispered, laying back and spreading her legs.

Everything goes black for the remainder of the exam, not that Y/N needed to pay too much attention. When she opened her eyes, Clinton was standing next to her-- talking with a doctor. 

“... she is going to need a lot of therapy and patience. We are going to prescribe anti-depressant, anti-anxiety, and sleeping medications as she is going to have some trauma from what she experienced.” The doctor explained, not even bothering to look at her.

“You know, if you are going to talk about me, you better man up and look at me.” Y/N stated, hoarsely. “I will not be treated like I am less than human, because I am a sexual assault victim.”

Clinton squeezed her hand, wanting to bring her comfort. “Y/N, he is just trying to help you heal.”

She rolled her eyes, reverting back to silence. The doctor shared a look with Clinton, before stepping out of the room. “I know that you’ve been through a lot, but you don’t need to be snippy with the doctor.”

She glared at him. “He was acting cold, not caring about my feelings. I have feelings, Clinton. I am not just some piece of meat.” She cried.

Clinton pulled her into his arms. “I know, sweetie.” He rubbed her head. “You’ve been through something horrific, it is going to take some time to properly heal.”

She looked up at him with big eyes. “I don’t want to do this alone.” She whimpered.

“You won’t be alone, love. I promise.” 

A/N: There will not be a part two. I don’t feel comfortable writing a 2nd part.

[crazyfreckledginger]

Ikemen Sengoku - “Motonari Dating A Virgin Would Include... (+ his Kinks)”

Requested by @odissey061​: “Lol, so is fine asking in which kink he’s in? Or a headcanon with a virgin mc?"

He’s pretty wild in bed and it was honestly extremely intimidating. 

Like he’s extremely experienced and kinky so you were terrified to do it with him. 

(In comparison to the other routes), when you got together with Motonari, you didn’t have sex for a whiiiiile.

He didn’t question it at the beginning but progressively, he started suspecting, were you not into sex? 

Or not sexually attracted to him?

That would be a problem, he’s VERY horny for you. 

One evening, you started making out and his hands traveled somewhere they weren’t as insistent about before and you pulled away bashfully.

“Hmm?” he gave you an inquiring look once he pulled away from your neck. 

You couldn’t meet his gaze in embarrassment, you stared at your lap, that was placed on top of his as you straddled him.

“What’s wrong huh?” despite his gruff tone, his slender fingers delicately laced around your chin. 

There were no negative emotions in his eyes that would scare you. But it was going to be his reaction to the inevitable that was shaking you to your core. 

"Have you never… done this?" he attempted to be subtle about his vocabulary not to be too harsh or making you more embarrassed than you already were.  

"W-What makes you think that?" you inquired, cheeks burning so much you felt like they might just melt off. 

He raised an eyebrow at you, 'really?' 

A big sigh escaped you and you looked away again. 

"I haven't." you murmured in defeat, he was too smart to let something like this over his head. 

He was too observant. 

"Why didn't ya tell me, sweetheart?" 

“W-well I mean- I’m- and you’re-” you gestured widely in embarrassment.

A grin tore on his face.

So cute

He cupped your cheek and kissed you hard to shut you up. 

But also your lips looked VERY attractive at that moment. 

You decided to do it  and he took his time to make sure you were comfortable. 

The next morning you spent cuddling naked beside each other and it was a little too fluffy for the both of you. 

Because you realised how smitten you were with each other. 

From there, he didn't bring any kinky shit until a while after you were doing it for awhile just to make sure you were one hundred percentage comfortable in bed. 

Okay now onto his kinky shit level lol. 

He has alot of kinks. 

It's pretty freaky at first. 

You were actually more nervous about trying out his kinks than your first time. 

He did sit you down and tell you a few things he’s into first in case you change your mind.

Motonari definitely has a daddy kink but because it's not something you're entirely comfortable with from the start,  he builds it up. 

He's also into light bondage, on you or him, either way. He does prefer fucking you into  the next week but seeing you use his body at your own pleasure is a huge turn on as well. 

He's definitely an ass type guy so he does have a tiny preference for anal over pussy.

But it does depend on the day, with you he also has a tiny breeding kink so on some days he needs your ass and others your vagina.

Either way it’s always a little painful the next day- which is nearly everyday because of his high sex drive.

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[scrawnytreedemon]

Cid Highwind and/or Vincent V!

Oooohhh!!! Bringing in The Boys? SNkkkkk, I’d expect nothing less of you, Enide <3 I’m not that well-versed in them as I’d like, buT!!! here’s trying!!!! Love a good challenge :)) 

Cid:

First impression: Grumpy tea DILF that swears his ass off. For some reason I keep forgetting Cid is a lancer and not a gunman because??? Usually it’s the gunmen that get depicted all vulgar and rugged, with stubble and cigarettes.

Impression now: Grumpy tea DILF that swears his ass off. Lmao, nothing much has changed, but there’s certainly a free-spiritedness to him; makes sense, the man is a pilot and would’ve been(got to be?) an astronaut. He’s very tough-love in a way that both meshes and manages to be distinct from Barret’s flavour-- I think they’d be good bros :) One thing that sours his character a bit for me is how he verbally abuses Shera :( I’d normally chalk it up to his usual tough-love, but with the major plotpoint of him blaming her for his crushed dreams and how she essentially fulfills the role of an abused wife... I, I’m not so sure. Overall, I like Cid, but it’s a shame.

Favorite moment: Ohh!!! I have a few, such as the way he joins the party, him calling Vinny back to their room, his return to the final fight-- But my favourite has to be on the Materia train hijacking sequence and the dialogue that follows if you pick Yuffie and Vincent as your party members. The dialogue is downright hilarious and you really get the sense that they’ve gotten to know each other behind the scenes(love that about FFVII <3) :)))

Idea for a story: To STEAL an idea from my bud @alunchboxofsushifries she had while we were whinging about DoC, but having the game’s storyline entirely revamped so that it’s Vincent, Cid and Yuffie doing it all together. We don’t know the finer details(and DoC being DoC quite frankly I’m scared of knowing just w h a t might we be changing), but I love the idea alot!!!!! Again, this is my friend Vee’s idea, so major credit to them!!!!

Unpopular opinion: Lmao I don’t think I have enough opinions on him to really have an unpopular one??? Dont get me wrong-- Love the man to bits, however as of yet my focus has been all over the other party members(Barret, Nanaki, ect.) and so I’m not as well-versed in what is the common fanon of this man-- Most I could say is I wished they handled his resentment towards Shera better :(

Favorite relationship: I think him and Vince are such a fun dynamic-- I lean heavily platonic, but I’m sure you know I’m cool with a more romantic connotation. Vince calling him chief and being this affectionately dry almost-sidekick to Cid is the absolute best and its what made me love the train sequence along with Yuffie calling him old man lmaooo-- Adding onto that, I think him and Yuffie could have a snarky grumpy old dad and snide-teenager dynamic where he gives her lectures and she goes “yeah okay, paps”.

Favorite headcanon: Sadly I don’t have really any(I am NOT giving you good food today, am I, Enide? :( ), but I personally think that he’s got the only functioning airship on the Planet. I headcanon Gaia to be roughly the size of our moon, so large enough to hold a fair amount of people but also small so everything’s just a stone’s throw away-- Hell, they only have one major ocean! How wild is that???

Now!!!!! Onto Vince :))))) I have alot more to say(hopefully lmaooo)

First impression: Cool edgy gunman who stands in a corner and mumbles huskily. Drinks only black coffee, if he even drinks at all. Desperately needs a hairbrush.

Impression now: This man is??? SO awkward I???? I lOVE HIM???? He’s also got such a sweetness in my eyes and it’shdfjkjhkjhjg!!!! Like mAN, he’s an outwardly chill if slightly skittish older friend who keeps to the sidelines most of the times but when he does chip in it’s a l w a y s good and very Wise. The man is a bit of a sod, though, sometimes to the point of debilitating self-pity. First thing this guy did was tell you to fuck off and go back to sleep. He rags on himself heavily for his sins and I want to!!! Give the poor fucker a hug because lord knows he hasn’t had one in 27~ years :((( All around, swell guy, WOULD love to have a chill garden-bonfire chat with him :) Still needs a hairbrush, lmao. Also g o l d - p l a t e d  c l o w n s h o e s .

Favorite moment: I must, again, bring up the train scene for reasons mentioned in Cid’s section-- But to get onto another that caught my eye, was when he returned, and Cloud was surprised, having got the feeling that Vince was cold an detached. It’s both sweet, and sad. Vince cares deeply about all of this, about all of them, but because he’s a bit of a poker-faced recluse he doesn’t express it very much. I wonder how he felt, hearing that.

Idea for a story: OF COURSE, once again, Vee’s DoC rewrite(even more so because Vince is the main character), but I think a Seph adoption!AU, whether pre or postgame where in the former he takes Seph in and they’re constantly on the run together, constantly awaiting Shinra’s wolves like stalked deer, or the latter where there’s a tender, redemptive atmosphere but also a psychological, almost-horror element where he loves his Lucrecia’s son so much but also has to serve as his warden lest he be unleashed once more.

Unpopular opinion: I don’t think he’s Sephiroth’s biological father, and, with the nigh-omnipresence of this theory, I’ll be honest and say I find it a little grating? I think it weakens Hojo’s character and makes Vince this Real Fix-It Parent Who’d Never Hurt You :) -- And I understand the appeal, of that, but honest to God it really feels like most of this comes down to Hojo Stinky Baf adn UGLIIII!!! Vimce Good adn Sweete adn Pwetty :333 Facetiousness aside, I can appreciate this being done well, as with anything! Just wish it wasn’t taken as almost canon in fandom spaces :(

Favorite relationship: The man is SO fun to platonically pair up with everyone it’s INSANE, though I don’t think I have a favourite ship??? Like yeah, sure him and Lucrecia had a thing once, but that whole ordeal was more of a human rights crisis and just generally a painful, tragic mess. I don’t think Vincent could really love like that again, not for many years. He aches, even in places he forgets aren’t meant to ache. Especially those. I think he gives everyone a little love in the help he hands out. Vincent’s heart is big and broken, and he fears that if he fills it too much, it’ll burst, and he’ll be left a beast. He needs to learn that he is worthy, but that is a task he must undertake.

Favorite headcanon: Can’t really think of any, as despite his mysterious nature, Vince doesn’t leave too many loose threads in areas of My ConcernTM-- Though if I’m gonna make one up, him, Barret and Cid get together on Saturday nights to hang out around a fire with some beers and have some good Dad Talks-- Peak DILF solidarity, tbh. 

But yeah!!!! Took awhile to write out, hopefully these are sufficient enough for you, O’ Valenwind Extraordinaire beloved! Again, as always, feel free to tack on any further thoughts of your own! Love a good discussion <3 Makes this little corner of the fandom feel warmer.

[bonniemdiaz]

There are a lot of things I wish people understood about the trauma of narcissistic abuse.

First the person going through the abuse doesn't even know they are going through it til it's too late. Your now trapped in a nightmare. When trying to explain to people what was happening and expecting them to understand they don't. And I come off crazy with people looking at me like "your exaggerating, it wasn't that bad or you would've left sooner." But that's where everyone is wrong. Dead wrong.

A person being abused in a narcissistic, sociopathic and psychopathic relationship will actually do the complete opposite and cling to the abuser stronger than before.

In some small dark corner of their brain they will have a tiny voice whispering "this isn't right. Your in danger. They don't care about you. Run!" But then the majority of their mind is rationalizing abuse. It's called cognitive dissonance. The brain is so abused by this point and so lost and manipulated that it rationalizes ways to stay even though it hurts. Why? Because you feel bad. Or your afraid it'll anger your abuser. You'll even feel sorry for THEM because your brain rationalizes it and calls you thinking about abandoning the abuser wrong.

"That's wrong, I love him, he needs me, everyone else always turns on him, his own family did that to him, he doesn't really have real friends, don't be another person in his life that fails him." So you stay because it's in your nature to love and feel compassion for people in pain.

But it's a trick. The narcissist, the sociopath, the psychopath preys on that part of you. See they can't feel shit! They don't know pain because they'd have to know love and they don't know that either because their brains are incapable of understanding emotions. They are very much aware of what they are doing to you and that it's wrong but they don't care. Because of this they can't even actually love their own children.

To the outside world everyone believes he loved his kids. Will do anything for his kids. But that's a damn lie. It was just words with little to no action at all. See it's the idea of being a great dad to the outside world that he loved to show off because it would make it that much harder for people to believe me when he finally got thru with what he was doing to me.

For the sake of minding your own business. Or not getting involved. Or staying out of it. Or even just because he was your friend. I know people knew more about him than they were telling me. That he had cheated before in the past. Or that he was fucked up. Or he was on meds. Or whatever.... Nobody said a word about it for the sake of staying out of it. I get it. I do...but it was wrong...Now granted very few of you did say something and for that thank you. Believe me your words rang in my mind but it was several yrs too late. I was trapped by my abuser and he turned my own mind against me by then.

I suffered alot from his abuse. And even though I left, my traumatic bondage to him sucked me back in and I came home.

It's easy to leave a guy because they're not doing what they're suppose to. It's easy to leave a guy because he cheats all the time. It's easy to leave a guy because you ain't into it anymore. It's easy to leave a guy because he's a slob or he neglects you or he's this n that. Normal break up issues makes it very easy to leave. But dealing with a narcissist, a sociopath, or a psychopath.. or in my case a bit of all 3 because the symptoms are so close yet he had all the symptoms of each class... It's not fucking easy at all.

Trying to explain to some of y'all in a short "hey how ya doing" type question is going to make me look crazy because part of my fucking damage is words escape me. Thoughts disappear almost as quick as they come. Then social anxiety kicking in at max speed because then you respond with "oh you'll be ok. Or just try to focus on you and the kids, or just move on now it's over with don't dwell on it." Those statements are actually severely dismissive and actually even harmful to someone who is fresh out of that abuse. Like me right now.

Don't you think I would if I could??? My brain is trying to play catch up to 7 years of mental mind manipulation fuckery that it's running in overdrive hence the fucking anxiety and panic attacks. Please don't ask me how I'm doing if you really don't care to know because I'm not doing... I'm actually stuck in a fucking fog, a haze of WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED TO ME???

I try to step out of my apartment and hold a decent conversation with people... On the outside you might see a mumbling person who is a fraction of my former self. But on the inside I'm screaming and frantic and scared that someone is going to blame or shame or judge me. I'm socially awkward and have no idea how to pull myself out of it. I research and research and the ONLY thing that helps me calm myself is seeing all the research saying and repeating to me all this is normal for someone like me. That these are all signs of trauma Bonding, manipulation, PTSD, CPTSD, anxiety, Stockholm syndrome. All of it I'm going through is fucking normal.

I'm scared to talk to my friends and to be on fb because I feel like I'm being judged. And even though you may not be doing that. Even though you all do care to some sort of extent my mind is so crazed that I don't trust it anymore. That I need to protect what little is left of me. But even feeling like that is normal. And yes I know I need therapy. But see I'm dealing with all these different legal things and having to make moves to situate my kids and my family now because I'm also still a single mom. That I'm left with no time, and having to figure my trauma out by myself while maintaining a "normal" single parent life. Because hey.. I'm not the only one out there dealing w some shit and has kids. Right?

Contrary to what you might think surviving narcissism and surviving almost being killed in front of my kids isn't actually normal. To encounter narcissistic abuse and survive is actually the hardest thing to do because narcissism, sociopathic and psychopathic abuse are the worst and most dangerous forms of abuse anyone could encounter. And can even be deadly...and gets worse than that when you have children with them.

[nahoyaglock]

Frobi selfship headcannons

!!sfw!!

shigabi, tenfro, fronaka, frobishima, inuobi, frokuto, aobi, frotani, fromi, ushibi, frobinoya, katsubi hcs

a/n: sorry for these long ass headcanons, i hope yall enjoy them tho?? also sorry for the reoccurring mention of my terrible paranoia </3 im going through a hard time w it rn, pls excuse me

reblogs on selfship posts are super appreciated!

shigabi

video games

i am his baby! he has a soft spot for me :3

lets me sit in his lap while he plays video games

hc that shigaraki is a twitch streamer instead of a villain and he streams with me on his lap

messy hair, black headset, pajama pants and a black hoodie vs pink tank top, white skirt, pink bows and a fuzzy blanket

we own cats named wario and waluigi >:3

we play ow and animal crossing together

he plays shooters and horror games while i play otome games and rhythm games

watching happy feet and cuddling, lets me lay between his legs as he plays with my hair

calls me brat and baby

cooks me seafood

some days i want him to baby me, other days we go run around at 4am

teases me bc of my height, leanes down to give me kisses

randomly tugs on my hair and pretends he didnt do it throught the day

i kick his ugly ass ankles /j

tenfro

baking, cuddling, horror movies and videos games 24/7

both bullied so we confine in each other and comfrt the other well

hes very caring so he always checks in, even when i seem fine

notices my mood changes

"do you need a hug?" and just hugs me bc he knows i do

he likes to rest his head on my chest when he rants to me

booping noses and interlocked hands ♡

ushijima gives us rides everywhere

their manager, so i have to make sure tendou does well

the other team members are happy im dating tendou, especially ushijima

sitting with tendou on the bus to their matches

kisses and hugs after every match and practice match

lets me wear his jersey bc he hates when other guys look at me

one time terushima tried to flirt w me and he made ushi scare him away

fronaka

hand on ass always.

tries to fight any guy that even comes near me

me, ryu and noya, the trio !

walks me to class with his arm around my waist

basically bestfriends to lovers so we spemd all our time together like we did before we were dating

still a slight kiyoko simp but lmao so am i, we admire her beauty together

brags to the team about me, telling them random things about me

"frobis favorite food are clams!" crosses gis arms proudly

"ryuu, you dumbass" insert me slapping the back of his bald head

saeko teasing him and telling him to treat me well

says "hey bae" and probably uses the devil emoji ajxjzjx

plays with my hair, he loves my curls :D

we prolly have a dog, small dog bc ooi dogs scary,, D:

frobishima

always has an arm around me

denki bestie af !

also one that i can relate to so we can share our experiences and comfort each other

top kin so we get along very well and have alot of the same interests

movie nights w/ the bakusquad

cuddling kiri the whole time and making the rest of them feel single

he likes to pinch my shoulder to get my attention

big smiles and playful biting :D

he probably has alot of my clothes left at his house bc i like wearing his shirts

insert kiri cooking while i back hug him <3

likes to princess carry me, and carries me when im sleepy

thigh kisses bc he loves them alot <3

best an comforting, sings me to sleepy and helps me when i have really bad paranoia </3

true loml

inuobi

walk to school together everyday

sometimes we race

brings me a breakfast bar, sometimes his mom makes me a morning snack too

little pecks and hand holding

we're like two energetic puppies in a relationship

i always attend his games and cheer for him and the boys

insert kuroo, tora, kenma, and kai acting like my dads

me and inu doing puppy eyes for little spoon, he usually gives in and takes big spoon

lots compliments and blushing

"inu, y-you look cute today"

"frobi, you look s-stunning"

comfort buddies!

convinces the coach to let me ride on the bus with them to tournaments

sleppys babies on the back of the bus

members have pictures of us sleeping

sharing a blanket that kai gave to us bc the bus was cold and sharing a scarf that inuoka bought me for winter

frokuto

if hes sad, im sad :( if im sad, hes sad :(((

my energy beam, my number one, my ace 🥺

he loves to hold my small hands in his big ones, rubbing the back of my hand with his thumb

he'd walk around at tournaments, big star bo with his tiny cute girlfriend

saru, komi, and konoha give me headpats

bo pouts because they didnt guve him head pats

many pats for the ace!! :D

during lunch i hang w him and akaashi, akaashi having to deal w me and bos shenanigans

lowkey, we probably bring him stress

me and bo go on night time adventures, he drives us <3

brings home ramen after a long day of practice

when hes sad he cries into my chest and i play with his hair

"its okay bo, your still my ace" kisses and more kisses and more kisses

he loves to hold my thumbs and kiss my wrists

always looks for me when he has a match, sees me cheering the loudest for him <3

hes my baby, he'll smiles at me and ill cry

aobi

listener

he lets me talk about my interests and day, i let him talk about his

loves to be supportive, my shoulder to lean on

we take public transportation after school to get to our house

he lets me lean against him and sleep, tired from a long day, he'll wrap his large arm around me

he opened up after a while and smiles more, sometimes he'll lightly giggle, one time i made him laugh for 5 whole mins

hes so golden in my eyes, lake dates, he likes to just walk with me

treats me to food whenever we go out

i help him be more open and push him to be himself, but i respect his boundaries !!!

if he feels uncomfortable he'll poke my back gently

i take him away from the uncomfortable situation and ask what was wrong so that it doesnt happen again

people ask why im dating him bc hes "scary"

my response is a punch to the face

jkjk, its none of their business why, but its bc hes very sweet and kind hearted, who couldn't love an angel like my nobu? :]

frotani

complicated hc?? i have like two ways it could go, my top is def still me being a shiratorizawa girl bc lmao canon !!

met him through levy, (@bigger-simp-than-kazuichi) aoba johsais manager

she introduced me to her besyies, kyo and yahaba

"hey, you're the one they call mad dog?" he hates that now but responds with "yes, im mad dog."

levy invites me to alot of their events if im not busy, lowkey oikawa is salty bc im shiratorizawas manager

kyotani stays at my side, we talk about our days and his live for volleyball

we exchange numbers and he messages me at night, we have hour long conversations till one of us falls asleep

late night calls, he just grumbles and scoffs at anything i say and he just waits for me to sleep before hanging up

confesses to me at a match infront of my team, i just kissed him in response

he visits me whenever he can, and brings me food and gifts

imagine aoba johsai vs shiratorizawa, rip kyo lmao ushi get his ass /j

kyotani likes to hold mt hands and wrap my in his jacket and scarf

barks at anyone who bothers me, loves when i sit on his lap btw

fromi

komi will pick me up over his shoulder and drag me to the room when he wants cuddles

loves horror movies, horror movie marathons any time of the year

he likes and kiss my jaw and hold my thumbs

calls me short when he's not that much taller than me

we curse at each other every 5 minutes

insert sarukui climbing through our windows atleast once a month to have a movie marathon with us

komi likes to slap my head

we probably play fight all the time, definently turns into something more intense

akaashi and konoha break us up and me and komi will be confused

"whats wrong? We were just playing"

"yall were strangling each other"

"we're fineee~"

chaotic, we always look like were fighting or arguing

"fuck you, i hate you" "fuck you too bitch"

holds hands and deep kisses the next second

akaashi lowkey hates dealing with us, bokuto loves us skxj

ushibi

shira and hayato convinced me to join at their manager

the original shiratorizawa manager, ceo of the company 😎

they introduced me to the team, and they took a liking to me

ushijima was by my side alot, helped me with my job and carrying thing especially

he was so kind and even spoke to me, asked if i ate, if i slept well, if i needed anything

didn't realize it was different from what he normally was like until tendou asked about it

one time ushi was walking me home and i asked him about it, but he was definently confused

"i, guess so. your attractive and have a good personality. i would date you."

hes so blunt, awkwardly blunt

so we,, started dating, and now he really never leaves my side

i got haterz bc im THE ushiwakas bby girl 🙈

gives me headpats and kisses before everymatch

lets me wear his team jacket, huge on my small figure

he enjoys our height difference, he thinks i look cute when i look up at him :3

teaches me how to play volleyball, even smiles when i land a good serve

patches me up whenever i get hurt, slight frown if i ever fall

hes,, kinda fatherly? a person w no dad calling someone fatherly sjcjxj lmao 🙈🙈

nurturing and caring, ushi i will kiss you, probably calls me by my full name, fro, manager, baby, and sometimes even brat

frobinoya

hes woke, i just know it

all the characters prolly woke but hes woke asf!!

we run around, literally our whole relationship is mainly just running around and being wild

arcade hangouts after school/practice

he loves arcade games so much, and so do i

we take off guard pictures of each other, also chaotic and blurry pictures

he'll kick me in the butt, que me chasing him till i run out of breath

he likes to support my interests, loves to watch me practice dancing

we wear cat ears and maid outfits and take pictures in his room at like 5am when the sun rises

videos of us kissing and cuddling in his gallery

posts on insta to make ryuu jealous

buys me cute skirts bc he knows i love to look pretty for him !!

im his pretty kitty ♡♡

likes to call me his girly~ and his serotonin

holds my hand whenever im feeling sad and strokes my cheek with his thumb

lowkey has a good voice, sings heather to me while he nuzzles his nose into my jaw

katsubi

random kisses throughout the day

pinky holding bc he likes my small hands

leans over me when he wants a kiss

gets teased by the squad and just endures it bc he likes the way i giggle when they do

head pats ! lots :3

likes to show off infront of class 1-b by holding me close and kissing me

brings me lunches he cooked and likes to feed me

always finds an excuse to be on my team for training or being my training buddy

barks at anyone who tries to train with me /j

walking me to school and home, even brings me over

mitsuki loves it whenever i come over and makes cookies when i do

katsuki helps her make the cookies D: so precious

never kisses infront of his parents bc he doesnt want to deal with their teasing and nagging

sings ballads, will sing me to sleep, probably listens to rap and rnb, some rock, but will sing me some khalid since he knows i love him

probably sung me "can i be him" one night when my paranoia got bad <//3

i laid on his chest and he ran his fingertips up and down my back, singing softly to me until i fell asleep

forehead kiss before he drifted to sleep as well, katsuuuu :( <3

@kekozume @nekosvno

[oh-theatre]

You Can't Force A Fairytale (Chapter 3)

Chapter title: Clouded

A/n:  Hi im back im so sorry tHAT ITS BEEN SO LONG BUT UHHH WHATS NEW!! I LOVE LOGICALITY!! THEYRE BAPEY!! ALSO REMUS AND PATTON FRIENDSHIP! ALSO YOURE GONNA SEE ALOT OF FROZEN INSPIRED WRITING CAUSE AAA ANYWAY SORRY IT SUCKS

also if this is confusing i understand, so please tell me and ill try and clear it out!

words: 31499

summary: The return of a certain dastardly twin sparks and ignition for adventure

pairings: Eventual logicality, eventual prinxiety, eventual demus, eventual remile (These might change but for now im love them)

warnings: bow and arrow, violence, injuries, magic, swearing, bruises, scars, blood, fighting

Ao3 Link  

“Roman?” Remus barely whispers, the prince wastes no time rushing into his brothers arms. A tight embrace between tearful brothers. 

“Youre...youre alive!” The prince cries, their father growls and the boys, as if routine, separate and stand stiff in position. They watch each other, silly eyes to communicate between siblings. The doors open once more as more people rush in, the twins turn bright smiles across their faces. 

“Remus!” Patton cries running through the carpeted hall, his cloak flying behind him. Remus laughs as his friend jumps into his arms, embracing quickly they pull away. “Are you alright?” Patton checks, his eyes move quickly as he examines his friend. Remus rolls his eyes grabbing Patton's hands. 

“I'm ok!” A goofy grin is his response. Patton huffs but resigns stepping back, Logan catches up a quick squeeze to the prince's shoulder. “Ah, Logan” Remus greets. 

“Enough of this, bring in the villains” Their father commands, Patton takes the three to the side as the door opens allowing guards to stroll in. They push forward three figures, each grunting disheveled as they finally fall in front of the king. Roman sucks in a sharp breath, one of the figures lands closest to him, his deep brood catching the prince's eyes. “Name yourself”

“Fuck off” The dark character speaks, Roman feels his face flush as the growl falls from his mouth. His purple hair falling in his eyes, the underbags quite prominent. Remus stifles a quick laugh, grasping to the hem of his battered outfit as his own eyes fall on the quiet adventurer with a small sparkle of yellow in his eyes. 

“To the dungeons!” Their father demands “Both of them” He shouts, the guards topple over themselves to do as he says. Quickly they move, dragging away a confused Dolion and an angry Virgil away. Roman and Remus find it in their will to try and move forward, feeling Patton take their arms. He shakes his head as a warning silently, they nod both seemingly worried however for these characters they'd barely known. 

“Father surely that's premature” Roman steps forward as the doors shut with a hefty bang. He turns to the children, a swish as his mighty swivel lays face on them. He glares with an anger the boys had only seen every so often. Remus puts a protective arm on his brother, planting his feet in the ground. “I-I apologize your majesty” Patton takes a look at them then back at the increasing number of royal figures including the King. He takes the twins' hands, quietly followed by Logan and leads them out of the room. Walking sullen they arrive at the stables, the princes making sure the doors are sealed.

“Wouldn't want Remy trying to find us” Patton jokes dryly, the air shifting uncomfortably around them. Remus sinks into a hay bale, caring nothing for his newly tailored outfit. Roman sits regal in one of the chairs as Logan makes himself a sweet spot on the clearing. Patton moves to the horses, Nork whines, desperate for a chance to race through the meadows. “I know bud, me too” Patton sympathizes, stroking his mane delicately.

“They didnt do anything wrong!” Remus cries, kicking the ground below him “Why should they be locked away?” He argues, Patton turns to him. “If anything we should be helping them” He stomps, his pout regressing his age. 

“Calm Remus” Logan advises, playing quietly with the straw at his feet. Remus growls, a glare shared between the pair, Roman hums gently trying to tune out his brother. Patton feels the room grow with anger, overwhelming his senses, he takes a shallow breath looking away from the group. Covering up a cough he regains himself. 

“Oh!” He brightens, a smile crosses his face. Remus looks up to him, his arms folded tight against his chest. “I almost forgot” He giggles, with a delighted swish and a glimmer of murky magic Patton holds out his arm. “Your morningstar” He offers, holding out the weapon to the prince. Remus takes it, a triumphant snicker, he spins falling back into a comfortable hold with it. 

“And so Remus finds himself motivated once more” He recites, instantly dropping his weapon, closer to Romans feet that either would have preferred.

“Careful!” Roman warns, jumping up as it clatters in front of him. Logan stands curious at the outburst, Pattons eyes widen, his hands tickling. “What was that?” Roman wonders

“I-i dont know! It's been happening ever since I...disappeared” Remus moans, feeling frustrated once more. Patton moves forward, removing his gloves, clipping them to his side. 

“May I?” He questions, holding up his hands, uncertain Remus nods. With the smallest flash of envy from Logan, Patton places his warm hands on Remus’s cheeks. The others watch, waiting for something. The room grows dim, colorful flickers dance around the room. The boys watch in awe, their eyes glinting enchanted. The trance so deep neither notice Patton's struggle to keep himself stable, the color quickly turning dark before a sudden bang. The prince flies back, hitting the stable doors. Logan and Roman rush to his aid, Remus coughs but joins them soon after.

“Are you alright?” Logan questions, trying to keep his tremble to a minimum. Pattons eyes dart to Remus, concern fill the bright blue. He struggles to stand with Logan as support.

“Remus?” He whispers ever so softly, the distraught prince shakes his apologetic head, scared sorrys are shared. “You have nothing to apologize for” He assures, a quick glance to his hands, biting his lower lip he places his gloves on once more. 

“What's wrong with him?” Roman spits, concern but anger flows from him. Determination above all else.

“Dark...dark magic” Patton confirms “Magic unknown to this land” He looks to Logan, one of their talks takes place 

“Are you sure?” Roman pushes, moving now to Remus, wishing to comfort his timid brother. He had never seen the prince so… un-enigmatic. It was as if someone ripped away everything that made the prince himself. 

“Lo and I know magic Ro, we can check again but this isn't just caliginous magic” He shakes his head, watching Remus “This is darker than that, rooted in a deeper evil than the old villains” Patton laments, knowing his tales only worsen Remus’s shame. “I need to see Emile” He decides

“You can't possibly be serious” Roman and Remus scoff united. “They put him in the dungeon with the two unknown’s” Roman reminds “After they found him with...them...they decided to hold him. And you can't go into the dungeons Pat!” Roman fears

“Can, have and will” Patton promises, wishing nothing more than to help his troubled friend. Before things simply worsened, and an evil unlike any other spread across the land. Roman groans, Logan remains quiet but his own mind runs with the same troublesome doubts.

“What if Remy catches you? Or the King gets words of what you've done?” Roman proposes. Patton knows his words are well meaning, but he knows this is something he must accomplish. Recognizing the expression that lay upon Patton's face his shoulders fall. “Fine, then I'm coming” The three of them purse their lips before uncontrollable laughs emerge. “I'm capable!” 

“Its not that, but with your father breathing down your neck at every second, we’d be caught instantly” Logan explains, his tone calm once more. Roman knows the truth in his sentiment, still feeling annoyed. 

“Surely that eliminates both you and Remus?” Roman notes “And Patton? I mean the King has his eyes on you at every moment” Logan and Patton share a look, nodding he steadies himself. “W-what was that?” Roman points between them. 

“I don't think we need to worry about me” Patton takes a deep breath, the stuffy stable air coursing through him. A dim flash, and Roman wonders what mushroom he might have consumed from the Beryl Forest as his eyes fall upon not one but two Pattons? “Ah!” He squeals excited, Logans eyes gaze in awe, the wheels turning furiously in his mind. “It worked!” Patton takes the prince's hand as they speak quickly in their delight. 

“I… hi?” Roman greets, Patton 2.0 smiles at him. Patton nods pleasantly.

“I must go before I miss my entrance but make sure everything goes smoothly” Patton prepares himself, tightening his coat “If he starts acting weird, remove him from the situation and just make up some excuse” Patton requests. Once the crew is ready they go their separate ways. Fearful goodbyes and wishes of luck to Patton before they return to the grand hall. 

“Are you as afraid as I am?” Roman whispers watching Patton 2.0 walk ahead of them

“Indubitably so” Logan replies, fidgeting at his palms. 

~~~

“Let me out!” Virgil screams, kicking once more at the frigid bars that keep him locked away in the dark. Dolion sits calmly in the corner, marking the soil with silly art. Virgil grunts turning to Dolion. “Aren't you upset?” He yells

“Of course I am” He hums “However, my mother always taught me to keep a levelhead. A clear mind so I can conjure up a solution” He explains, a sad feeling tugs at his stomach as he longs for his mother. Virgil slides his back against the rough rock, burying his head into arms, trying hard to stop the tears.

“I just want to go home” Virgil cries, Dolion watches him, his lips twist sadly. He goes to the boys side, soothingly rubbing circles on his back. Listening to the silent drops of water and the tears flowing down Virgil. A creak alerts the pair, shifting their silence into alertness. “Who's there!” Virgil tries, though more timid than he wished. 

“Easy!” A sweet voice replies, the boys stand looking through the darkness. A face appears, one Virgil remembered. The round glasses and the cheery grin set it off. “Patton” He introduces, reaching his hand through the bar. Virgil cocks his head but shakes it. 

“Virgil” He eyes, keeping himself steady. “This is Dolion” The boy waves at his name, but hides himself from sight. “Can you help us out?” Patton glances at the lock, hesitation crosses his shadowed face but he nods.

“Stand back” he advises, the boys find it best not to disobey. Patton takes a breath, removing his glove, squeezing his fingers deep. With yet another moment he holds out his hand carefully, focusing intently at the bars. Soon the room grows brighter, small pellets fly through the air, latching to the lock. The jail shakes but soon enough it cracks, blowing open. Gasps of excitement are heard from the boys. 

“That was..” Dolion marvels, quickly interrupted by Virgil.

“Awesome!” He exclaims, they push through the door. Patton smiles, facing away from them as he returns his gloves to their rightful place. “You're...awesome!” He nudges softly at Patton, a light blush as he nods. 

“Patton!” A voice from the darkness calls, the prince jerks his head a bright smile flashing his face. He races towards it, lighting up the path as he walks. The other two follow him, finding a whole area they hadn't known of. 

“Em!” Patton cries, hugging the bars as the magical man approaches. “Oh my! Are you ok?” He asks, examining through the prison. “Stand back” He cautions performing the same trick on the lock, quickly rejoicing into a hug. “I missed you” He whispers, Emile squeezes tighter.

“Hey love the uhhhh love but can we get out of here?” Virgil begs, Patton chuckles feeling an instant connection. Something about the way their paths would intertwine.  He turns to the boy taking his hand gently, Virgil finds this comforting, until a light gasp from Patton as his eyes blind him. 

“No!” Patton cries, collapsing in on himself. Quickly the ice shatters, crumbling to the ground around him. The cold circles him and fast, dancing around him, almost taunting him. His tears bellowed but heard by no one. The silence of the world set him uneasy, where was the fire, the passion that burned through the world. “No” He sobs silently, shuddered breaths. 

Every inch of him trembled as he mustered the strength to stand. The solid base he shook upon, cluttered with the remnants of his powers. He feared to look at his hands, the source of his chaos. The fresh breeze from atop the mountain suspended itself, frantic glances around him and his mind understands. 

Frozen

He numbed fast, the dark from the night he once deemed so beautiful and mystical now his prison. He would succumb, letting it take him. The stars that left him through life, comforting his every excitement were gone now. Their shine disappeared with his glint of love. The light that once sat ablaze in him now faded as the cold trapped it away. 

“He was right” He bites, he grabs the fabric from his satchel, furiously placing the gloves on his hands once more. He shakes away his sadness, knowing he must fix his mistakes. With one last look of defeat he begins his descent. Careful as he slides and races through the mountain. Finally running into the field, the grass stiff as moves through it. 

The palace finds itself in his view, the pit only grows in his stomach. Dreading what he might find he urges himself forward, feeling his hands grow antsy in their cages. Walking through the streets he finds himself glad at the time of day, knowing he doesn't have to walk by the frozen faces of his people. Reaching the steps of the palace was easy, but alas nothing of his journey was simple from this point forward.  The thoughts only push themselves to the front of his mind, taunting him with their whispers. He shakes it and strides through the chilling doors, everything felt so still. 

His eyes fell quickly on a familiar face, tightening his hands as they pushed into his palm. Roman stands triumphant with his sword drawn facing a less than worthy opponent. His face is determined though his odds may be low. Patton looks him over, taking his hand through tears. 

“Im so sorry Ro” He laments, finding his breath shaky he moves once more through the castle racing up the stairs. His fingers tracing the handrail, the ice freezing it from his fingertips. His powers grew out of control, breaking through their bounds. He winces but continues. The halls crowded with men and women fighting, everything a still life picture. His heart aches just a little as he brushes past a bloodied face of his befallen friend. Remus lay on his last straw, facing the man Patton loathed the most. Scared to look he races away, guilt consuming him. His tears only speed up as he makes his way to the treasure room. His breath ceases as the room opens up, the crown dead center and the doors to the balcony swung open in frozen action. But Patton can't see that now, his eyes stay planted on one thing, one person.

“Logan” He whispers, his throat unable to comprehend. The man stands final in his pose, his fiery eyes directed at the King as he holds tight to his breath. Bruised, beaten and ready to fall the sight hurt Patton more than anything he could describe. He takes Logans cheek, placing a tearful kiss on the princes lips. A moment of connected foreheads before Patton pulls away, his entire world collapses.

He did this

This was his fault

Patton falls to the hard rock of the dungeon below him, Emile dropping with him in safety. Virgil stumbles back, confused as to where his vision went. 

“Patton are you alright?” Emile questions, the prince ultimately nods rubbing his heads. They return to an upright position, Patton gathers himself with a breath. “We should get out of here” Emile advises

“Yes and soon” Patton agrees hearing the sound of incoming soldiers.

~~~

“A suitor!” Patton 2.0 exclaims, Logan has to admire the authenticity, although curious how it works. He hopes this isn't draining Patton too much, picking at his own robes in worry as he listens to the argument.

“You will not raise your voice at me!” The King bellows, slamming his hands on the table. “Prince Patton sit down immediately” He commands, Patton 2.0 shakes his head walking out of the room. Logan hesitates before following him. He follows the clone through the winding halls, taken aback as a group of people walk towards him. A quick flash of light and Patton 2.0 is gone and the prince stands in front of Logan. Accompanied by three others. 

“Patton youre alright” Logan identifies, a soft smile as the prince smiles back at him. A quick restrained hug and yet they keep their hands together. The three approach, one Logan knows. In Fact it would be a crime for him not to, everyone knows Emile. “Your sorcery” he nods in respect, Emile grins back. His interest takes over as he looks behind the godfather. 

“Lo?” Patton questions, Logan scans the figures recognizing them from earlier. “This is Virgil and Dolion” Patton introduces, pointing. “They're not from here” Logan scoffs, but delicately.

“Clearly” he notes, Patton bites his lower lip hiding his amusement “Their clothes, the way they present themselves, the clear disrespect for royal titles” he rants, a rare occasion but sometimes he would just go about it. Virgil and Dolion share a look, unsure whether they should be offended. 

“If it isn't the prisoners!” Roman cheers approaching the group, Virgil feels his face flush, rolls his eyes at the sentiment. Remus finds himself quiet as his own eyes fall on Dolion, the boys bright eyes observing the grand room around him. “Im prince Roman and you've already met my dear brother prince Remus” He greets, a gallant bow. 

“Dramatic much?” Virgil mocks, a raised eyebrow over his folded arms. Logan and Patton glance between the animostic pair. “So can we go home yet?” Virgil wonders, turning towards Patton, Logan tightens his grip. Feeling a sense of uneasy as everything falls onto his friend. 

“First we must exit the palace, it is unsafe here” Patton decides, an assuring smile to the group, feeling as though this journey would be long and hard, facing trials and obstacles to overcome together. Remus only confirms his notion.

“And so with an idea and mind, the group sets off on the most perilous journey of their lives. Ready to be faced with betrayal, lies, secrets, passion and more” He gasps, coughing once his muse is over. Roman takes his side, quickly tending over his brother. “Onwards!” He chokes out, doubling over. 

“Onwards” Logan agrees timidly, the words barely escaping his mouth. Patton watches all of them, biting back his secret, feeling a rising heat as he holds tight to Logan. Oh this was going to be an adventure. 

[the-fiction-witch]

Miss Y/I/N p3

REAL LIFE

COUPLE TBS X READER

RATING FLIRTY AND SWEET

I was worried, so scared of what they would say about it all. I didn't hold y/ns hand even though I wanted to I knew that would just make it worse. My dad was the first to speak

"How long as this been going on?" He asked

"About a year" i answered

"Your lucky I don't call the police" he says

"The police! Why would you call them?" I argue

"It's disgusting I found all the things you've been sending each other" he says throwing my phone onto the table

"Yeah okay we where sending stuff to each other but why would you call the police it's not illegal to sexted with someone" I explain

"She's almost twice your age!" My mother yelled

"I'm not a kid!" I yelled "so what if she's older then me. Your older then mum, your parents are almost ten years apart what's wrong with me dating someone older!"

"It's not the same Thomas" my mother argued

"Why not?" I argued but knowone answered

"I can't believe you would do this to me" Emily cried "your a horrible mother!" She screamed at y/n "I turn away for a while and you fuck my boyfriend!"

"I'm not your boyfriend!" I screamed back "and I never have been"

"W-what?" She asked

"Emily your a nice girl... I just, don't like you that way and I never have"

"But you kissed me?"

"You didn't give me a choice! We where locked in the back of a car you wanted to kiss me I couldn't get away from you I told you know but you didn't listen" I explain

"I thought you really liked me, all this time you where just using me to get with my mum!"

"Look Emily... Your a nice girl, your great but I never wanted to be anything more then your freind, I'd told you that so much but you never listened to me. I never liked you and I didn't use you, I know I shouldn't have kissed you but I wasn't thinking, I never saw you that way" I explain

"How long has you liked her?" She asks

"My whole life" I answered

"Your not seeing each other again" my dad told us

"What!"

"No I forbid it your not seeing each other anymore" my mother told me

"You can't do that! I'm not a child anyone you can't do that"

"Yes we can, your not dating the neighbor" my dad yelled

"Why not!"

"You can't date someone your ages mother!"

"What does that matter I love her!"

There was silence

"What?" Y/n asked

"I do y/n, I love you..." I told her holding her hand "and I don't care what anyone else in the world thinks. I love you and I want to be with you if you'll have me?"

"Ohh Thomas, that's sweet and I love you too" she says hugging me tightly so I hugged her as tight as I could I didn't ever wanna let her go

"Im not allowing it, your my son so long as you live under my roof you obey my rules and your not seeing her!" He yelled

"Thomas? You wanna move in with me?" Y/n smiled

"I'd love to sweetie" I smiled giving her a little kiss.

I stood boxing up the last of my stuff ready to take nextdoor

"You sure you won't reconsider Thomas?" My mother asked

"Mum... I really really love y/n, and if he won't let see her then I'm not gonna stay here" I explain "I'll just be nextdoor after all"

"I know, what about Emily?" She asked

"She's gone to live with her dad, she thought it was kinda weird us being in the same house all the time given I'm dating her mum" I laughed

"Alright, will you come visit?"

"If you want me too" I told her gathering my stuff and heading down and across to nextdoor where y/n was waiting for me to help with my stuff once we got it all inside I gave her the tightest cuddle I could "so... Where living together now" I smiled

"Yep, all nice and snug in our little house" she smiled giving me a kiss I happily kissed her back "now I'll call for dinner you go start sorting your stuff" she smiled giving me a little kiss and going off to the kitchen so I began finding places for all my stuff.

I yawned hearing the alarm going off so I turned the stupid thing off and pulled y/n closer to me

"What time is it?" She yawns

"About half seven" I groan "five more minutes" I begged

"Thomas it's Saturday you can stay in bed as long as you like"

"Ummm can we do whatever I like in bed too?" I smirked gently grinding against her

"No no more Thomas" she giggled "you had more then enough last night" she smiled getting out of bed and slipping her nightie on "toast or crumpet?" She asked

"Well... I'd rather like a bit if crumpet" I smirked pulling her back into bed with me

"Ahh!! Thomas!" She laughs "you dirty boy"

"It's Why you love me" I smirked kissing her

"It is" she giggled getting up and going downstairs so I got up slipping my shorts on and going downstairs with a yawn as the doorbell went "Thomas can you get the door"

"Course sweetheart" I laughed going to the door and it was Emily "ahh hi Emily" I smiled it still a little awkward

"Hi" she sighed coming in

"It still werid for you that I live here?" I asked

"Yep" she says going to the kitchen to talk to y/n "please put clothes on that doesn't help it being weird Thomas" she sighed "don't you feel the werid?" She asks

"Not really" I shrug as y/n gave me my crumpet with some Butter "I think next Month it will be kinda werid given your kinda gonna be my step daughter" I explain

"Ughh I've kissed my step dad!" She complained

"So have alot of people honey don't think your special" y/n told her giving her some toast

"Talking of kisses?" I smirked giving y/n a cuddle tickling her a little

"Ohh alright you silly boy" she giggled giving me a kiss so I kissed her back pulling her close

"Ummm I love you so much, my little fience" I smiled

"Quit being werid!" Emily complained.

I yawned a little as I grabbed my keys and went out to my car putting all my stuff in

"Ooh Thomas, don't forget your lunch" y/n smiled as she came out in her little blue dress

"Awww thank you sweetheart, you don't have to make me lunch everyday I know your busy" I told her giving her head a kiss and taking my lunch putting it in the car

"I know I just like to" she smiled

"Okay, you be careful, I don't want you or little one to get hurt" I told she caressing her sweet baby bump

"Umm I'll try, have a nice day at work Thomas"

"Umm I will, text me if anything happens even if it's just a kick I wanna know" I told her giving her a kiss

"Okay, love you" she smiled Hugging me tight

"Love you too" I told her before heading off to work.

[arcanarandos]

How the arcana LIs comfort MC from being wronged by someone.

Asra:

All the hugs

Will actually offer to kill whoever's caused this harm

Atleast curse the bastard

"Mc you are so strong, you can push through this. I'll be right here next to you the whole time"

Actually the most tame out of them all.

Julian

Is most likely the person who wronged you.

Ain't surprised cause he does some really stupid shit.

He apologizes alot, maybe too much.

If It really ain't him, expect chaos.

He will hunt this man down and cover their bed with leeches

"They did what! Oh, they are going to see what happens when you mess with my lass! THAT FUCKER GONNA PAY. Don't worry MC, julian has this u n d e r c o n t r o l."

He really doesn't.

Nadia

Looks very composed but is actually pissed.

Hide a sketch artist as MC provides a description of the person.

W a n t e d p o s t e r s ev e r y w h e r e .

There is a hefty reward for the guy.

"Oh my, MC did they really do that. You know I can give them capital punishment. Doesn't that sound lovely for a bastard like them."

She actually scared MC when shes angry.

Dungeon time.

Most likely talked out of a private execution.

Portia

This is gonna be fun.

Whips out the fucking pots.

Heavy screeching in pure anger

"WHOT! THIS FUCKER DID WHAT!? OH MC LET ME AT 'EM LET MEEEEEE"

Pepi is hiding, the poor thing is terrified.

So is MC, as they are trying to calm her smol ass down.

Literal definition of small but dangerous.

Actually a mama bear once she calms down

Muriel

You would thing this man would be the tamest.

Not even close to tame.

Looks calm and gives you all the hugs.

After you sleep he uses innana to track the guy scent. Takes a empty cloth bag with him and some rope.

You can probably see where his is going.

"You made them cry, your paying for that. No one makes them cry."

Knocked the hoe out and hides in an empty alley.

Casually throw them In the nearest lake arms and legs tied and head. covered.

Everyone is happy. Atleast almost... everyone...

Lucio

He returns to his roots as a goat and is screeching calling for the guards.

Holds MC securingly.

[svtmatokis]

Matchmaker P7

I’m finally posting again!!! I had a six day work week (which in the kitchens is a normal thing..) but also left me exhausted but thank you for your encouraging messages, despite the writers block, they really helped me continue with writing.

Plot: You’re a small name model who is close friends with Joshua and Taehyung and just moved to Korea after signing with an agency. You’ve been a fan of BTS for as long as you could remember and biased Yoongi. Little did you know, despite not being well known, you had caught Yoongi’s eye a long time ago and now you guys get to meet. Even though the two of you become friends, Yoongi’s apparently too shy and you’re just apparently oblivious to his feelings. Will it take a push from Taehyung and the rest of his members for you two to finally get together or will Yoongi be able to do it on his own?

Words: 3811

1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6

Warnings: This particular chapter contains alot of swearing and mentions of threats, stripping and slight nudity (trying to have all my basis covered)

Genre: flufff/ slight angst

Pairing: You x Yoongi

“So let me get this straight, Hara’s brother is your old manager from your former agency and he did what?” Yoongi asked. He was angry, not he was beyond angry, he was furious. You of all people in this world did not deserve what you were going through right now and all he wanted to do was put a stop to it. He had to.

The two of you were sitting facing each other on your couch and you had just finished telling everything that was going on. From Hara’s threats to what had happened in the past, you spilled everything.

After you were done, Yoongi sat there in silence for what almost felt like an hour but in reality it had only been about five

“Y/N...why didn’t you tell me sooner?” he asked softly when you didn’t reply.

Your head was down and he didn’t realize that you had been crying. He saw tear drops fall on your lap and he pulled you into his arms.

“Hey…” he said holding you to his chest, “Talk to me...why did you feel like you couldn’t tell me about what Hara was doing to you?”

“I...I didn’t think it’d be that big of a deal at first…” you muttered as Yoongi rubbed calm circles on your back, “I didn’t know who she was...He always talked about having a little sister who wanted to be famous but it never occured to me that I would actually meet her…Then it all happened so fast and suddenly I felt like I was suffocating...you don’t understand Yoongs...the last two years have been hell for me…H-he...I can’t believe he would stoop so low…”

You wrapped your arms around Yoongis waist as he placed a gentle kiss on the crown of your head and he held you tightly against him.

“They want me to stay away from you...He’s doing everything in his power to keep me away because of Hara...he doesn’t care what the damage will be...he just wants to win like he always does…” you continued, “And he has the power to do so..”

“Blackmail isn’t power Y/N...that shit’s frowned upon in our society...just because they come from a good family there doesn’t mean they’ll thrive here…” Yoongi said and bit his lip, “What...what was in that envelope Woozi took with him?”

“Photos.” you answered, “He had cameras around my old apartment in the States and didn’t tell me...he also made me…” you started choking on your tears as you tightened your grip on him as if your life depended on it, “I’m so scared Yoongs…”

“What did he make you do baby…” he whispered as he shifted positions so you were now lying on his chest and his head rested on the arm rest. As much as he didn’t want to pry, he needed to know everything.

In his mind, he already had a course of action he wanted to take and he hoped that your sister along with everyone else would go with it but he needed all the information he could get before he made the choice to execute.

“He came over the night that I told my agency that I wouldn’t renew my contract in those three months. I knew that he was pissed off because he was about to sign a huge contract for me, one that promised him a lot of profit…” you started and took a big gasp as your body shook, “Yoongi...I couldn’t do anything...he forced me…”

“What did he make you do?” he asked again. He felt your tears dampening his shirt and knew that this was serious if you were freaking out this badly enough to push him and your new friends away.

“He stripped me...took photos...told me I was a worthless slut who didn’t deserve shit…” you sobbed, “I tried to fight him off but he was too strong…Yoongi I was so scared…I didn’t know what to do…he said that if I told anyone… he would make it seem like those photos were consensual...that he would release them to the press...He would’ve gone farther but Jihoon and Joshua were in town and came to visit...they both had the key to my apartment where they saw him...But they couldn’t do anything because they didn’t SEE him do it...”

Yoongi felt his blood run cold at your statement and his arms tightened around your body so that you were flush against him. Having you on his chest was the only thing that was keeping him there at that very moment and not running to his agency to track that mother fucker down. He was thankful that Joshua and Jihoon had arrived and this bastard didn’t go further but he started to think about the what ifs? What if Jihoon and Joshua hadn’t walked in? What if he went too far and it was too late?

“He’s in town…” you whispered, “Hara must’ve told him where I lived…”

“W-why would he be here?” Yoongi managed to choke out.

“The agency’s looking for Korean connections...they’re trying to expand the market and he’s their highest ranked manager so of course they’d send him…” you responded, “I thought I was seeing things these last few days but he’s been following me...The only reason I know for sure was because I saw that new model he’s managing at the cafe near Pledis...he’s watching my every move” you gasped as you pushed yourself up to a sitting position.

“Which is why you can’t be here!” You said, “He’ll know you visited and and…”

You were silenced by Yoongis lips on yours once again and you instantly melted. He pulled away and rested his forehead against yours.

“I have a plan okay?” he said looking into your eyes, “You have to trust me, this guy fucked with the wrong person. We just need everyone here because they’ll all have crucial roles but you HAVE to trust me.”

After a few moments of just looking at one another you closed your eyes and let out a breath.

“Okay...I trust you.” you whispered as you leaned into him and you heard him let out a sigh of what you assumed was relief.  “Why do you want to help me so bad though?”

You couldn’t help but let the question come out. You were curious as to why he wanted to help you when you had given him a clear way out. If things didn’t work, there was a chance his career as an artist could be affected but here he was.

Yoongi shrugged his shoulders, “I thought I made it obvious before. I like you, you’re fun to be around and easy to talk to. Despite all the shit you’re going through, you still smile as if nothings wrong...you keep things to yourself so others won’t be burdened.” he gave you a small smirk and took your hand in his, “And after our first date, I was going to ask you to be my girlfriend.”

Your eyes widened as you felt your jaw go slack, “G-girlfriend? But…”

“Taehyung asked me a few weeks ago why you and I haven’t made it official yet. I guess we’ve been more obvious as of late by spending time together when we can and talking on the phone everyday...I know you’re just starting to build a career but you already have a decent fan base and you’re admired but a lot of people...But when I saw you with Woozi today...it sparked something inside me.” he explained and let out a breath as you looked on confused.

“You saw me and Ji…?” you asked and Yoongi nodded his head as he looked down at your intertwined fingers.

“I was kind of bummed out when you said you couldn’t hang out today and it bugged me when you didn’t respond to my texts...When we were coming back from dinner, we saw you and Jihoon at that restaurant in Gangnam and it triggered me. I know it shouldn’t have because I cancelled on you first but when I saw Jihoons hand on top of yours...I didn’t like it. It was at that moment I wished it was me. I want to hold your hand, I want to kiss you whenever I want, I want to make you smile everyday...I want you to be mine…” he whispered the last part and you almost didn’t hear him.

“In the beginning I couldn’t believe that I actually got to meet one of my favorite models...I was a fan of yours from when I first saw your first magazine cover shoot and then you MC’d at KCON LA last year and that fan crush turned into an infatuation” he confessed, “I never thought we would actually meet and I figured I would get over it someday but then you walked into my life out of nowhere and bang, that infatuation turned into a huge crush. Then I found out that our friends were already trying to set us up and I was like okay, I’ll go with it and see if she feels the same way. That very first day we actually talked and got to know each other, I was hooked. I knew you were still settling in so I waited...but Y/N, I can’t wait anymore...I want to protect you, I want to be with you, I just need you and...I can’t let anything happen to you...”

Yoongi let out a breath and he squeezed your hand, “I really hope you feel the same way or else I’d feel like a fool for spilling my feelings out like this...you know that it isn’t me but you make me do crazy things...Y/N...will you be my girlfriend?”

You looked between Yoongis face and your intertwined hands for a few seconds in shock. You didn’t expect him to come here and spill his feelings like he had and your mind was telling you to say no in order to protect him but when you saw the hope in his eyes and felt the caress of his thumb across your palm, you gave in to what your heart wanted.

Leaning forward, you wrapped your arms around his waist and nuzzled into his chest catching him by surprise.

“You’re such a dork…” you muttered into his chest, “Did you think I’d say no after I kissed you back?”

You felt Yoongi’s arm wrap around your body bringing you into his embrace as he placed a kiss on top of your head and chuckled softly, “There was a small part of me that was thinking that.” he admitted, “But now I feel more complete…”

You let out a breath you didn’t even know you were holding and smiled into his chest, “Me too…”

Pushing away slightly, he gave you a small smile, “Now that we have that out of the way, why don’t we call over your side and my side and I’ll explain my plan to you before they arrive.”

“What about us?” you asked curiously, “Are we going to tell them?”

“We’ll let the snoopers figure things out themselves…” he said as he took out his phone to send a text his group chat. “They claim to be such great detectives after all.” he then looked to you, “Unless...you want to tell them outright...I was thinking that we’d call them out for the group chat once one of them figures things out…”

“Oh they know I already know.” you stated as you texted Minyoung and the rest of your friends, “I called Joshua out on it so it’s just you...so you can do what you want.”

“We’ll let the kids figure it out on their own.” he said as he wrapped his arm around your shoulders, bringing you snug into his side. “So about this plan…”

Within the hour, your apartment was filled with all the BTS members along with Minyoung, Joshua, Jihoon and Dino who had come right after you had sent them the text saying that it was important.

After talking to Minyoung and Jihoon, you were allowed to tell the rest of the BTS members what was really going on with Hara and her brother. It was safe to say that everyone including Taehyung was shocked. They were even more shocked after Yoongi told them his plan on exposing the two.

“Wait so you want to do what?” Minyoung asked again for clarification as everyone stared at Yoongi in shock.

“I’ve always wanted to invest in small companies” he said crossing his arms and leaning back on the couch, “This way, I get my revenge and Y/N stays under my protection.”

“It could work…” Namjoon said after a thought, “Yoongi has a company under his name where he has shares in various production agencies...you really want to add modelling into your criteria?”

Yoongi shrugged, “Why not? I’ve made a profit so far under these companies and though I’m not entirely into fashion, I’m sure it could benefit me in someway. From what I’ve researched and heard from Y/N, her former agency is small enough that if a big enough investor comes by, they would probably bend at their will.”

“I want in on this too.” Taehyung said suddenly making all eyes turn to him, “I’ve been thinking about investing in small modeling agencies...this could work in both our favors.”

“You do know more about the industry…” Yoongi said with a slight nod, “Plus if we go in together and we connect with the CEO himself, I’m sure things could work faster...say two weeks?”

“I can see that happening.” Taehyung mused as the two shared a look, “How do you plan on executing?”

“First, one of you guys will go back to the dorms to get me clothes for the next two weeks. If anyone at the agency asks, I went back to Daegu for our break to visit family.” Yoongi started.

“And where are you actually going to be?” Jin asked with a raised eyebrow.

“Here.” Yoongi stated simply earning shocked looks towards you.

“And you’re okay with this?” Minyoung asked as you nodded.

“This guy knows where I LIVE. The fact that the security cameras caught a guy doing this and not a girl is one thing. The fact that I’ve seen the new model he’s in charge of is another thing.” You said, “If anything, I’d feel safer having him here with me.”

“And if he does show up, I’m going to be the first person he sees.” Yoongi said with a slight glare and clenched fists, “This is why we have to act fast, Tae you know what to do right?”

“I’ll contact the CEO in a few hours when it’s day time there.” he said with a nod, “They’ll probably set me up with their correspondent they have here aka…”

“Once that meetings set, execute.” Yoongi said with a nod. “We’ll set up the meeting at this apartment which will throw them off since to his knowledge, Y/N lives here.”

“He’ll think that he sent the threats to the wrong place and then hook, line and sinker.” Taehyung said with a small smirk.

“What about Hara?” Jungkook asked and Jihoon spoke up.

“We have enough evidence to confirm that she’s been threatening Y/N. It shouldn’t be hard to take her down either, we were more worried about the brother.” he explained holding up his phone. “Y/N takes a voice recording everytime she’s around her and our agency has all the copies. They plan on forwarding the copies to Big Hit in due time.”

“In the end, her brother will probably lose his job and Hara will have a chat with the Big Hit Execs and will be let go quietly if she doesn’t open her mouth to the press.” Minyoung confirmed, “If she’s smart, she should be able to get into a smaller agency that Yoongi isn’t invested in.”

“If she isn’t well, thats the end of her career.” Jihoon confirmed, “We could crush her like a bug and make sure she never debuts but someone,” he casted you a side glance, “Has too big of a heart.”

“She’s talented and blinded by infatuation…” you said with a shrug, “But Yoongi has to be the one that gives her the reality check or she will NEVER stop. I’m sorry guys, I’ve tried to be nice all the time and its backfired. It’s time to know who she’s actually fucked with.”

Everyone but Jihoon, Joshua, Chan and Minyoung stared at you wide eyes and you looked at them with innocent ones.

“Did you guys seriously think I was naive and dumb? Hello, I’m her older sister, not the other way around.” you said pointing at Minyoung, “I just enjoy playing dumb for the most part.”

“And I got it from her.” Minyoung agreed with a nod.

“So you’ve been acting this whole time?” Namjoon asked as you shook your head.

“I actually had no idea Hara was my old managers little sister and I never actually intended to run into her…” you stated, “It wasn’t after she started threatening me that we had to take things seriously so my sister, Josh, Jihoon and I had to figure out an effective plan for my safety.”

“So are you guys in or not?” Yoongi asked with a slight huff, “It’s been a long night for all of us and I’d really like to get some sleep. I know you guys didn’t want anyone hurt in this but I think its inevitable at this point.”

“I’m in...I understand where you’re coming from and it’s wrong for Hara to use such tactics to get someone who’s obviously not interested in her.” Hoseok said being the first to speak.

“Me too.” Jungkook and Jimin said together.

“You already know where I stand.” Taehyung stated leaning back on his hands.

The leader and the oldest member looked at each other as if having a silent conversation before letting out simultaneous sighs.

“I’ll go get your clothes.” Jin said first.

“And I’ll notify the agency that you’re going to be in “Daegu” for the next two weeks.” Namjoon said after, “I agree that Hara has taken this too far and you had never given any signs of interests so everything that she believes in is actually in her head.”

“Plus, we like you Y/N.” Jin said with a smile, “You fit in with our group and it would suck if you had to stop hanging out with us because of her.”

You gave everyone in the room a bright smile and bowed, “Thank you guys, hopefully things will blow off quickly so we can all resume our normal lives.”

“There’s actually one more thing…” Namjoon said after a thought and you looked at him with raised eyebrows as he shared a look with Minyoung who seemed to catch on quickly.

“Oh, no, you can’t tell them yet.” Minyoung stated with a shake of her head, “This literally just happened not even an hour ago, plus I think we can incorporate this into the plan somehow.”

“What are you two getting on about?” Yoongi asked looking between the two and they shot him innocent smiles.

“Nothing you need to worry about yet.” Namjoon said getting up, “I have to get going first but have fun in “Daegu” Yoongi.”

“Remember my sister still has to perform tomorrow and the day after, but she’ll be done after that.” Minyoung stated, “Are you going to show up at the broadcast?”

“Nope.” Yoongi said with a shake of his head, “But Taehyung will, to ensure nothing goes wrong. If you guys see Hara or her brother anywhere near Y/N, it has to be reported to me. I’m going to start working on this investment contract and I’ll have Tae read over it once it’s completed. Should be done before the first meeting.”

“Then we’ll leave you to it.” Joshua said getting up with Chan, “We have to meet the guys for a late supper but we’ll check in with you later Y/N. We’ll be at tomorrows broadcast too so you don’t have to worry.”

“Thanks for coming guys.” you said with a smile, giving each of them a hug as Minyoung got up as well. “I assume you’ll be crashing their dinner.”

“I was promised free food.” she said with a grin, “Lets go Ji.”

“We’re going to get going too.” Hoeseok said as he stood up with the rest of his members, “We’ll see you tomorrow Yoongi when we drop off your stuff.”

“Thanks for helping out guys...we really appreciate it.” he said with a smile to his friends.

Eventually the last person to get up and leave was Jihoon but before he walked out the door he only smirked, “Congratulations on the new relationship guys. You better make her happy Yoongi or else I’m coming for you.”

“Don’t worry, I have every intention of making her the happiest. Let’s just focus on bringing these two down first.” he responded, giving Jihoon a bro hug before you went in for your hug as well.

“Have a good night Ji, thank you again.” you gave him a kiss on the cheek before letting him out.

“I’m glad that you’re glowing again Y/N.” he said with a smile, as he stood outside your door. “I’ll see you tomorrow. A van should be by to pick you up in the afternoon.” and with that, he was gone.

After you closed the door, you felt Yoongi wrap his arms around you from behind and nuzzle your neck happy that he could do it without feeling awkward.

“Things are going to work out babe, and when they do, I’ll take you out on a proper date.” he promised.

Turning in his arms, you met his lips halfway as you shared a soft but meaningful kiss.

“I don’t need a date...I’m just happy I have you.” you whispered after you pulled away, looking into his eyes which were filled with love.

You felt his grip on your waist tighten and your lips met once more before he lead you over to the couch where you decided to put on a movie.

The two of you spent the rest of your night cuddling, kissing and enjoying your first official night as a couple. Eventually, you fell asleep lying on top of his chest as he stroked your hair.

He looked down at you and placed a gentle kiss on top of your head all the while thinking he was the luckiest man alive to have a girl like you in his life.

[mehanblog]

THE UMBRELLA ACADEMY

Similar to other comic adaptations I saw this as well, honestly I have not read the comics but I did my fair share of research before watching the show and I wasn’t disappointed with it. I mean they did a good job and tried to make it as much authentic to the comics they could. As I speculated that the “ranking” was in the reversed order of their powers and that was it, well watching too many mystery shows and movies give you a fair idea of what might happen in the show and I did predict how the end would happen, the apocalypse not exactly but who would be the reason behind it.

#1 Luther (The Spaceboy)- I HATED HIM. Just the worst of the siblings. You think you are better than all of your sibling because you listened to you so called father?? No you are not practically you are the worst. They all left the house when it was time because that is what you do when you grow up, move on. You keep sulking about that how he sent you to the moon, overlooking the the fact that he literally tortured every single of your siblings. This character got on my nerves to an extent even I can’t describe. The character depiction was amazing thought, it was the character that was complex and narcissistic and the fact that people hate the character with so much emotions is that it was portrayed perfectly. Still hate him.

#2 Diego (The Kraken)- Okay not my favourite but not the worst either. I honestly thing he was the most “normal” of all the siblings on an emotional level, sure they all had problems but he actually dealt with them like an adult. He called out Luther for his bullshit and supported and took care of Klaus in a way that mattered and not just money, He had to work and earn like a normal person and had friends, because it was just him who had friends amongst everyone. His reaction to his mom was something I totally agree with, even if she was a peice of technology she was more of a parent to those kids than their father ever was. And seeing him loose her broke my heart.

#3 Allison (The Rumor)-  Not the worst but in the bottom two for me atleast. She tried to be a caring sister to Vanya but it’s not that she was before, this is all because now she realizes how she must feel because she is away from her loved ones too. She is kind of a manipulative bitch character who you don’t completely hate but is just plain bad writing. And if we talk about her powers its simple mind control I think. She can compel anyone to do anything against their will, it may good to use on your enemies but you always get greedy with great power and she did even after promising her husband that she wouldn’t. And her relationship with Luther, was like what the hell?? Who cares you guys are adopted you are still siblings and it’s just so wrong. I think it’s because of the growing “trend” to use incestous characters. That’s the worst relationship in the show and we had a boy with a mannequin.Yes Allison did pay up for the rehab for Klaus a few time but that does not change the fact that there has to be a profound bond and it’s not just about the money you spend on someone to show them you love, you actually have to show your bloody emotions.

#4 Klaus (The Seance)- My and probably many people’s favourite character, for me it’s because I can relate to him on a certain level that he chose the easy path of drugs instead the more difficult one because no matter what anyone says it actually hurts alot to be able too even think about your loved ones and baby boy could see them and have an actual conversation with them not just hallucinations. The part were their father use to lock him up in a mausoleum just so he could overcome his fear was one of the many reasons for his toxic parenting. He fucked up all his kids in all sort of different ways but i guess the higher their numbers get the higher they were “tortured”by their tyrunt of a father, he gave competition to Thanos for the worst adoptive father. I loved the fact that somehow he found love in dave but even that was taken away from him. One of the best sibling relationships amongst these was Klaus and Diego, how he took care of him while listening him to whine all the damn time. He showed alot of courage in the later episodes, I mean c’mon he literally died and even then his shit of a father was there insulting him instead of comforting him. Klaus (number 4) Hargreeves deserves way better.

#5 Number 5 - He was the only one who didn’t even want a name and that says something about a 10 year old child’s mental health and one more reason how cruel their father was that he didn’t even want to associate with that man. Yes he suffered alot because of a tantrum he threw as a child and not having a supporting parent in the household, clearly shows how much a lack of opportunity or encouragement means to a growing child. That is something I can vouch for personally because I have been through that and it is devastating that when you tell your parent about a dream you have and they don’t take you seriously and ignore you. Although my wish wasn’t to travel in space and time but all have our own things and he had his own, he made mistake and he did suffer for it and too alone, do you know how hard it is to live alone in this age of technology and connectivity and he lived all alone in a post apocalyptic world with a freaking mannequin, no wonder he got so hard and defensive, living like that can affect anyone and I don’t blame him at all for taking the only chance he got to get back to his family to do anything it takes to be with them, don’t tell me you don’t take the opportunity after you live 35 years alone in a  world with no knowledge of how to get back or any other living person. He might show he didn’t care about his sibling but he would kill for them and we all know that very well. Don’t know what kind of relationship he had with Vanya before running of but how he trusted her and opened up to her after he came back tells me that he was actually nice to vanya than others, and Vanya did say she kept the lights on all the time for him hoping he might come and she didn’t want him to be scared of the dark when he comes back says something about their relationship, I am not saying that he wasn’t cruel to her as we saw the flashbacks that even klaus was mean to her a little bit can you literally blame the kids for that because no matter what you see what you do and they saw how cruel and cold and distant Reginald was with her and all they thought the same and c’mon they were kids the only person to blame was their father for everything. He had a hard time an dhe was trying to do everything he can to prevent that from happening again. This is the only show that didn’t give a crap about mixed timelines or anything, he wanted to save the world and w tried everything he could to that and honestly for the first time it was good to see that way. Well as i said before how the higher the number the stronger the power and it proved true when in the end he made a portal that could transform his siblings and got ben back from the dead too.We can only see his powers grow.

#6 Ben (The Horror)- we didn’t get much about him on the show because he was deceased. All we saw him was in the flashbacks and when Klaus conjures him, he is the purest of all the siblings maybe because he didn’t have to put up with the shit they had to go through when they become adults. Judging from his statue he died young and was very powerful too. His powers were something to do with a tentacle monster from a different dimension who he could conjure in his stomach. Kinda weird but if it wasn’t a powerful tool. We saw that he was actually sacred to use his powers and didn’t use it unless it was the last resort the whole team had and he felt bad about it. He was a good more like the best sibling to Klaus and their banters were honestly one of the best part of the whole damn show. The fact that he knew that Klaus needed hima nd no matter how much drugs he took ben fought throw it and stayed with him as his voice of reason. And for him to come back in the final episode to help all his siblings when they were all cornered was a defining moment and was a smack in everyone of their siblings who didn’t believe in klaus or him. I am glad that he is back, would like see more of him and that we would explore his powers as he was ranked the second most highest amongst the siblings.

#7 Vanya Hargreeves - Hands down the most powerful character, i mean she started the apocalypse. Someone like me must have guessed from the start that she has powers or is the most powerful and there was something their shit of father had something to do with it. But there is the one time I liked him was because he gave vanya the violin and the smile he had , had me thinking that he actually cared for one of his kids but it was just that he was scared of her. Having a father you says you are the most ordinary hurts no matter what you do and honestly that she lashed like that was understandable. Everything she did was just perfect for me, her reaction to everything was how it should have been. The only part i hated wa show she trusted luther and that asshole of a brother locked her up despite every single sibling of his was yelling at him to get her out of the prison and she wouldn’t have done anything if they actually talked instead of locking her up. She was the most human character in the show and how she embraced her powers at the end and became the white violin is honestly worth the whole show. And at the end them talking was the only thing that got them threw.

All in all a I liked the show and would want another season of it, just less of Luther because he sucked as a leader and as a sibling too.

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24.

It’s been a wild ass week since Cassius made me watch us have sex, that shit is still playing on my mind. It was a whole ass experience to feel. I mean you never know what the guy can see when he is on top, I am not big headed at all but I looked good, we looked good. I mean damn, I orgasmed more just seeing us so connected. I feel that shit, I really enjoyed it and I can’t stop thinking about it. I have the best sex ever, I have had sex but having sex with a man that knows how to use his dick and ain’t scared to use, my god. My pussy is pulsating thinking about it all over again, my god “I am back, sorry. Mitch left his key and couldn’t get in” Mia bringing me back down to reality “oh it’s ok, so yeah. Things are ok, I mean I hate being in a hotel but it’s a bigger suite. We have somewhere to sit rather than just that one room, so I am happy. I love Atlanta, Cassius on the other hand. He misses Brooklyn” Mia cooed out “where is he? I want to say hi to him?” Reaching over and moving the laptop screen forward a little, couldn’t see myself in that “he is at the gym, he lives there. When you see him he will be the same guy you first met. He looks well” I grinned “whew chile! That grin, you getting that good dick, I know that smile bitch” I can’t hold it in, I laughed out “I mean so to say yes but how is everyone back home? I do miss you all, how is Olivia, Lloyd, Kenton and my beautiful Mitch?” Forget about me, I want to know about them “well I am happy to see you happy, we are all good here, we are just getting along. We met Friday for a drink, Ivy came to drink water this time. Lloyd and her broke up, hallelujah. But he’s still a friend now, so it’s awkward. Erm yeah that’s it, Olivia is attempting to eat healthy which lasted one day, she isn’t even fat. But we all miss you Sofia, my baby sister, I love you so much. I can’t wait to hug you. I am happy to see you happy, I hated seeing you down so much” I love Mia so much, she means the world to me.

I am so very content right now, with life. After that Skype call to Mia, I know my friends are ok too. I really have nothing to do today, maybe I could read up on things Cassius and I can do together in Atlanta, I don’t want to annoy the workers again, I am trying to let them do their job. I was actually considering in going to gym with Cassius, I mean why not but Cassius talked me out of it, I wonder why, I mean what if there is some pretty lady there that he is entertaining, I think tomorrow I will be going with him, I have the doubt in my mind now so it’s too late. I’m just so very bored now, I don’t have anything to do, this hotel cleans itself because of the cleaners, I sighed out. I am still shook at Cassius admitting to me being the main boss, I knew it. I just had the feeling of him being that, he wasn’t doing no deadbeat work, which guy does that. Only a boss calls the shots and that is him, I mean it doesn’t shock me because he has the brains, he really is the Pablo, he won’t let me say it though. I am just as bad but it makes me think now, now I understand why he is putting things under my name, he hasn’t got anything under his. Only a child if I can give him that.

Folding Cassius’ tops, I am dying to be a housewife and do all these things in my own home “I’m back” Cassius announces like I couldn’t hear him come in “let me see you” I said with a grin, I want to see my baby all hot and and sweaty, I mean if he still is all hot and sweaty “mhmm what’s up?” He walked into the room “excuse me? You walked back with no top on?” I pointed at him “nah, my top is here” he bought it forward “I’m going gym with you tomorrow” Cassius snorted laughing “right and why is that? Why do you want to go gym with me?” he is laughing but I don’t find anything funny about this at all “because I said, now what?” Cassius groaned out walking off “fine, you can go. You’re just going to be useless and annoy me” I gasped, he is being so rude “oh and” Cassius walked back into the bedroom “we are going for a meal with my friends, Kyle, Myles, Amira and Isabella” scrunching my face up “are we?” Cassius just gave me a look, the look of shut up and you have no choice so I have no choice but I don’t want to go “can’t you just fuck me in the mirror again!?” I spat, he is so annoying.

I don’t want to be with his friends, they never leave him. He wouldn’t do shit, like I know they must be up to something “are you wearing that?” he pointed at me wearing sweatpants and a tee “yes” crossing my right leg over my left “we going now then” my head snapped in his direction “not ready are you? Sofia, I have spoke to you on this already. You are going, you are doing this” who is he glaring at “ask nicely then” Cassius sniggered “I tried that and you said fuck me in the mirror. You are annoying me, I fucking already spoke to you on this. They will be around, you know what don’t go. Stay here, I can’t be bothered. I asked you nicely. I was in the shower, I got dressed and you purposely got sweatpants on, you won’t win this Sofia. I am telling you now” pouting at him as I frowned, getting up in a huff and throwing my phone on the couch “what is that supposed to mean? Getting up doing what?” he asked “doing as you please! I don’t want to hear you!” slamming the door shut, he is so fucking annoying.

She has real issues with my friends, it’s beginning to really piss me off with it. They will be in my life and will remain there, they moved here and I don’t know what made them decide that. She is all upset because they moving close, I don’t want to hear it. She has no choice in it at all, and then this gym shit. I like to have some time away, it’s still new to me. I like time to myself but now Sofia wants to come with me, she will only just have a face on. There is females there, I am not interested but they are there and they do look good but Sofia will drive me crazy. I hope she doesn’t, do I need to deal with her being like this. She is really pulling tantrums on shit for nothing, she wants me to have sex with her in front of the mirror again, she is crazy. My burner phone started ringing, this phone rings more now I am not around. Unknown number as always “yo” answering the phone “Lamar, I miss you bro. I helped your mom today with the shopping, she has Bryce but she said he is visiting for a few hours” my smile grew “that makes me happy, you good Lamar? Where was you anyways?” how did he even see them “Walmart, I mean I just keep an eye on them. Things been a little rocky, nobody seen you, you dipped and they been trying to come to your family home. It’s good, we good. I got it” I got my family in that home “you think they going to try and go near my family?” I need to know what “I don’t think it, they want to know where you are but desperate times. You never know, I just want to ask. What you want me to do? Shit is still going on right now?” rubbing my chin “look after my family, until it dies down. They are thinking how I am still running shit, you need to quit it Lamar. They think it’s me running it, it’s not me is it? I want you safe Lamar, I told you to get out. Don’t run it” he doesn’t listen “Cassius I got it, I am the one that is rolling with your family. I got you, do you want a cut?” shaking my head “no nigga, just stop it. I don’t care if it is on my name but they seem to be on this shit, get out. End it” he is crazy.

Sofia didn’t make that much of an effort but she did the bare minimum, she still looks beautiful “I apologise if I shouted” I can’t be bothered to see her moody face “to make it better, you stay here. I will go, I will say you are ill but just remember this, they will be with me. Even when I get married” Sofia is a brat at times “I will come” she said in a whisper “good, come then” walking around Sofia “we will fall out if you do be a bitch to them, don’t disrespect me Sofia. I am never that with your friends, I am ever so nice with them too” walking into the bedroom “I won’t, I am sorry Cassius. I just got all angry for nothing. I was being stupid” grabbing my gold chain “it’s fine, just listen to me with shit” I am not in the mood for shit myself after hearing what Lamar said, I mean I know nothing will go wrong. I set things up to not go wrong and I have people there to keep my family safe. They my family at the end of the day.

My smile grew, Myles is here with his white woman “missed you bro” hugging Myles “missed you too Cass, good seeing you after a while” I am glad he is ok, I did think he would have said he going back to Brooklyn “same with you” dapping Kyle “the threesome are back in action” Myles patted my back “oh yay, the lovers are back” Amira is cheeky, I know that “you pipe up everytime” I am a nice guy “you jealous he screams my name at night” hugging Amira “how the hell do you know?” I chuckled “I just know, nice seeing you Isabelle or bella, I don’t know” she just laughed “nice seeing you again Cassius” she kissed my cheek, do we kiss cheek. I am not sure now “Sofia here?” Kyle asked, looking behind me “yeah, she left her lipstick in the car” Sofia walked in finally, I am watching her tonight “sorry, I left my lipstick behind. How are you Kyle right?” I don’t want no funny business ��for your first girlfriend, she is pretty” Amira said “you know alot about me huh?” looking over at her “many years, Kyle just never let us meet. He said I wasn’t that trusted or he said you wasn’t bothered for this. I goes to him it’s because he doesn’t have a woman and would you look at that” she walked off “Amira, I know you may have forgotten” she said to Sofia, I know Sofia can like these girls because they ride or die.

Pulling a face at Myles “you one nasty nigga” how he eating Mac and Cheese with Bacon in it, who does that “it’s nice, fuck outta here. You look at your food, you always judge me, leave me alone” I chuckled “I don’t, you just dumb with food” which I am right “so I am guessing you had to leave your work?” Isabella said to Sofia “I did yes, I didn’t know his friends were coming, I was shocked” Sofia is still shocked “oh, I have been dating Kyle for three years now, he would speak on Myles and Cassius, I mean as you know they was out all time. The most I saw of Cassius was his mug shot when he got locked up, but Kyle would not let us have a meal. He protected him like some side hoe, even Myles. I didn’t know any of these friends. It is nice to see and also nice to know the people he spends time with and get all emotional over” Kyle is hating “why you playing for? Nobody gets emotional?” Amira snorted laughing “look you nearly died for Cassius, I knew for a fact you was going to move with him. But it’s hard, I know what he does. But it is what it is, I can’t stop him but he” Amira pointed at me “he found a girrlll now he all want to have meals, it’s cute. It gets me to know everyone, I can now know Isa over there” Kyle’ woman does not stop talking “you ever stop talking?” I had to say it, Sofia hit my arm laughing “I like her” oh she does now, Sofia now is liking the girls she didn’t want to see.

Drinking my water, I am on this health binge shit. I am trying to be good with all this “so Kyle or Myles, did Cassius really not have any girlfriend at all?” placing my water down smiling “you know what, you don’t have to answer that, she didn’t even want to come today and is here asking y’all questions, you using my friends” I am airing her ass out “shut up, I am not. I wanted to come, tell me. I want to know. I can’t accept the fact he never had a girlfriend, it is just weird, like what?” Kyle and I just looked at each other and we just smiled “he never had a girlfriend, he was all about making money. Women just got in the way, he has girls. That is it, I mean they always asked us to tell him to make them official. But he never made them official, I think Cassius didn’t feel they was special enough but he has the ladies, he was the light skinned nigga that everyone wanted to be. Tatted and light skinned, looking like he belong in Cali. He got girls, girls!” laughing out at Kyle “so is he a hoe?” taking in a deep breath “Sofia, why are you asking this?” she must have been drinking too much “because you fucked me in front of the mirror, you know too much. You done this before, you had that with my cousin?” Amira’ and Isabella’ mouth fell open “why you airing that out?” what is wrong with her “I mean I don’t know his sex life” Kyle shrugged “lying ass niggas” shaking my head lightly “y’all talk” she pointed at us “he had the ladies, but that wasn’t on our mind, just money. I mean does it matter, he love you. He told us, he committed to you” Myles came through “he changing himself” clearing my throat “anyways, ignoring the drunk in the corner. I just want to say, nigga we made it, there is only a few that do but we what? Twenty nine, we ain’t supposed to be here though. We supposed to be dead but look at us, we here and I appreciate you all, for holding me down and for the ladies. The only way is up, from now on we move on together. Keep a close circle, we keep low about this” I wanted to say that because I love my brothers.

I think Sofia drank a little too much, she is a pain in my ass right now “Lamar, I called him up. He needs to quit it, I ain’t give a fuck about no name shit. I don’t want no cut, I want him to be safe out there. He doing me proud by..” watching Sofia move away from the wall “your girl way too drunk, what is wrong with her?” Myles said, stepping back “what you doing?” I asked her, she just kept on walking until I grabbed her arm “leave me alone, you don’t want me” she pushed my face away, gripping her hands “what is your problem!?” moving Sofia back against the wall again “you fucked them other bitches, you fucked my cousin. You don’t want me!” where is she getting this from “you being real?” bringing my face closer to hers “seriously!?” I said through gritted teeth “you stand here and you shut up” moving my head back and letting her hands go “you can go Cassius, she need you bro” walking towards them “listen, he about to get himself killed. They think I am still doing that, I am not there. They will grow tired, they will kill him to get to my family to get me back. Deal with it, any of you two ok?” now I got to deal with a drunk Sofia.

I left Sofia asleep in the bed, I came to the gym. I rather escape here while thinking of back home. I come here to just get my mind off it, Sofia had lost her mind. I don’t know where she got that from at all, she would have a heart-attack if she knew I was running topless. Maybe me coming here is making her go crazy, I don’t know but she needs to relax. Keeping my pace up as I saw the female talking to me, pulling my headphones back “what?” I said a little out of breath “you on a higher speed today” turning it down a little “I ain’t got you talking to me constantly” Yasmin is pretty, since coming here we just talk but it doesn’t interest me sexually to cheat “oh blaming me now? I see how it is but you started without me today” nodding my head “don’t worry, I will slow it down for you now you here” she walked off, she has the best booty ever. It’s literally shaped like a peach, it’s amazing.

Wiping my face with the towel, placing the towel around my neck. Looking down at the bench seeing Sofia calling my phone “how come you came here so early? We supposed to be partners in the gym” looking away from my phone “just some shit” holding the towel around my neck “went out with my girl for some food, she got all drunk. She acting like I don’t want her and shit, I ain’t even that type of nigga. I hate that shit, I am not like that. I am faithful to her, she just annoyed me. She stupid, like she perfect, she really is” Yasmin cooed out “that is a sad she did that, maybe because like you said. You looking good, you feeling yourself are you not? Maybe she sees that, as a woman myself. I see my man changing himself. So if we move and then he is doing this, I would think why. I like him the way he was, we as women assume a lot. It’s how we roll Cassius, accept it” even she saying that, that is wild to me because why feel that way for what. Chest machine for Yasmin, what a sight to see “see about that” I said to myself.

I got Sofia flowers, I don’t know why I have but I have. I don’t know what she is feeling, I don’t get women, I just don’t. Closing the door behind me, I see grumpy straight away “you ignored my calls” holding the flowers up “oh this is nice Cassius, thank you for getting them” throwing them on the couch “you ain’t even deserve that, you tripping. I just told you about tripping and you do that in front of my friends Sofia, I told you this! What is your problem” She putting her hand up in my face like I care about her hangover “why get me flowers huh? Feeling guilty about something? You a fucking man whore. Come to think of it, you fucked around with bitches, Why do I need flowers Cassius” she is acting crazy “because you’re pointless, I just really don’t want to be dealing with your shit. You assuming shit, you just on top of me about nothing. Fix yourself, I fucking mean that fucking shit” walking off towards the bedroom, feeling the flowers hit the back of my head “fuck you!” she spat, I am not a violent guy, not towards a female but damn she is pushing my buttons “don’t speak to me, because I had sex with you good you just thinking shit, you going crazy” closing the bedroom door, I don’t want to know.

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Hospital Visit

“Alot of things have changed now that your gon-... away.” Chase said softly as he hunched over in the hospital chair, over looking his friend locked away in slumber. “I can’t seem to contact... JJ or Jackie... or Marv.  Hell sometimes it’s hard to get a hold of Schneep but you know him, he’s a workaholic. He’s probably just finding ways to... well to wake you up.” Chase took a pause staring at the heart rate monitor slowly beeping away, a grim metronome of morality. “I think that they’re all kinda taking this hard. Trying to deal with it in their own ways. If I know them Marvin’s probably reading alot of magic books and tricks and stuff. JJ well you know him, he likes his quiet time he’s probably watching movies or listening to those old people records” Chase gave a weak laugh before continuing “I thought I saw Jackie once. Just outside the hospital late at night but it was too far away to tell. god knows he’s been going overdrive on crime watch lately. I... I just hope their all visiting you.  You probably get tired of my voice all the time.” He paused, as if waiting for Jack to respond only to get pure silence. Chase’s thoughts were all in a mess. All this radio silence, not only from Sean but from all of is friends as well. It was like they weren’t even there. It was like everyone disappeared from his life. Chase sighed and put a finger to is temple as his scar began to ache, the one from the failed gunshot wound. In all honesty when it did that it began to worry him. It was like a warning before the storm. “I’m gonna be honest with you Sean. I’ve been having these dreams. It kinda sounds like the sort of dreams you use to have before the whole... well the whole thing with HIM happened. I think he’s... i’m not sure I think he might be trying to get to me. But it seems different.” Chase bit his bottom lip, closing his eyes and taking a shaky breath. “Everything is just... red. You always say he felt like green. Green, green, green he’s always this green color but when he’s around me he’s just... this deep crimson. It makes me think if maybe... maybe it’s a different guy o-or maybe like... he’s more powerful?” Chase laid back in the chair, opening his eyes to stare at the ceiling. “Now look at me. Talking like he leveled up in a video game. I promise i’m taking this seriously it’s just that i’m not the best with words. I’m real shit at them. But what i’m saying is that i’m real scared. I feel like i’m just in this void. Everything’s so fucking quiet... so still. I haven’t heard from Stacy or the kids in weeks. I...it feels like there’s something wrong Sean-” Chase snapped his head forward before realizing his surroundings had changed. Although the heart monitor was still beeping the bed was empty, and the room was in a red hue. He could feel his blood beginning to freeze, standing up quickly and looking around. “S-sean?!” He called out, his voice echoing throughout the empty room. Chase began to dart towards the door only to feel a tug on his wrist and an aching pain, causing him to top. His eyes trailed to his arm, seeing a tube sticking out of it, leading to an i.v. bag near the bed. “W...what the fuck... this has to be a bad dream, this has to be a bad DREAM!” He cried, closing his eyes and grabbing at his head. The world felt like it was spinning and he could hear the heart monitor mock his own heartbeat, beeping with each accelerated pump of blood through his veins. Through the heartbeats and the slow ringing beginning to form in his ears he swore he could hear something muffled, a soft voice in all the noise. “Chase... I really miss you buddy” Chase’s eyes snapped opened as he realized it was Sean’s voice and it all seemed to click into place for him. Chase shakily grabbed at the bed he was now in, at the tubes sticking out, making sure he stayed hydrated and alive, at the hospital gown placed loosely on his frame. He could feel the stitches in his head, along his temple, freshly wet with blood and gunk. He could feel the tears begin to run down his cheeks as all he could do was push his face into his hands and curl up on the small bedframe, feeling air grow more thick around him. “Oh god.... Sean what do I do? How do I wake up?”