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not to @ anyone but i don't like the tiktokisation of fanvids... i think we should all have the guts to commit to an entire song again
#i have one in the pipeline#i knoe it's a lot of work#but come on#two catchy lines isn't it#*know#(sophie wie nennt man das nochmal fachsprachlich?! fan music video??? gibts da nicht so eine fancy abkürzung)
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If I could change one thing in my life I'd make it so no one ever commented on food
#elias.zip#im so fucking tired of it!!! joking or not its fucking degrading. just constantly. i get it im so fucking unhealthy all i eat is processed#chemical slop thats gonna kill me at 30 and im the unhealthiest person in the fucking work#world* you dont need to fucking remind me every goddamn day. even the comments that arent bad still make me feel likr shit for eating!!! i#already feel really bad about how poorly i eat. i literally cannot fucking starve myself more basically over this kind of comment.#like damn!!! i sure do have a lot of body issues for someone whos skinny WHY am i even complaining in the first place likr i used to fucking#hate my stomach and its noy when#even* big and i think its gone down bc i eat even less now!!! i cannoy make ANYONE happy no matter what i do or what i cook its always comme#nt comment comment in everything i fucking do. i swear to god im never going to fucking recover from living with them. i would've run away i#f i grew up with them im serious#negative#ihateithereihateithereihateithere#nothing's working out. i csnt make friends. i csnt keep them. im a fucking deadbeat im just like my dad in every conceivable way no ones pr#oud of me no matter what i do and i fucked myslef from any opportunity i had to get out of the system what is the fucking point#i jsut dont knoe anymore!!!!!! its not like the Future even looks good or that i see myself anywwhre but in the exact same spot because all#i ever fucking manage to achieve is self sabotage and whining about how no one loves me. god!!!!!
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workin on the multi revamp perhaps
#its gonna be. Different to my prev multi experiences i think. i want it to be#im tired of multis feeling like everyones there for one or two muses and all the ones im passionate about are ignored bc ppl dont know them#im gonna cull the list to muses i genuinely want to write and i think the url is gonna be kept secret maybe#like maybe. idk maybe like an interest tracker survey thing that at the end tells you the url#so people see the muses and can decide if they're interested before following#idk i dont think that'd work i just.#this i think is gonna be my last try at a multimuse. they work best for me in a lot of ways but im tired of putting in so much effort#to get nothing at all in return you knoe#in the least depressing way possible to say it i am isolated and not listened to enough in real life i will not allow it here#i am not going to stick around and put effort into a COLLABORATIVE hobby if no one will collaborate#the rpc just isnt a community the way it used to be and its draining the fun from it
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how bad are your eyebags even?
Keni eyeballs jumpscare
#keni.ask#bitches (my coworkers) hate me for my wide eyed stare#which. i didnt knoe wasnt normal until i started working here and they pointed out that i stare with wide eyes a lot#they say i look very intense? intent? idk. i have no thiguuts#please ignore my messy eyebrows pleade please please#also the eyebags dont look That Bad in this picture tbh
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Ohhh I've god to figure out my very own batman verse
#delete later skater#i was there for the very beginning of c*dotverse ive seen bad apples i know a decent amount of fan ones. despite only naming two#censored the first one just bcs i knoe the tag is active and i dont want to steo in there tbh#mine will also probably have a rogue focus tbh. though ive been reading a lot of loeb and i cannot lie im an enjoyer of a good#mafia storyline#<- guy that actually enjoys scorsese#and noire. and the beautiful movie some like it hot#anywayyys#im gonna figure out my personal canon events and work from there#ughh. ill need to read abt the court of owls#i do not care for them tbh but who knows. a lot changes in ten years
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trying sooo hard not to develop a complex abt my weight
#but i’ve gone up like. 4 pant sizes since i stopped working at target 😭#i knoe i need to exercise more but i eat a lot healthier than i did back then#which goes 2 show eating healthy ≠ losing weight#but also GRRRRR.
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umm so remember my early period?
well (tw blood, nausea, feelings of Sickness)
yeah. at work this morning, start feeling Really Really bad, like shaking (after a bit), nauseous, flushed, hot sweats, shaky, unable to focus, just Bad okay?
And I'm like shit, talk to my boss like Hey ( I accidentally told her it was my period and not a migraine cri 🥲) I need to Go, I'm not okay. She was like " can you wait til 1?" (It was 10:40 ish) I was like I can try...
Not thirty minutes later, and I've been telling myself, just ten more minutes then you can ask, five more minutes, - I can't
Mid rush I'm like, bro I CANT, then they have to move people around, I feel awful (health wise and situation wise) and they're like okay u can go
And I left so fast, didn't get a drink food nothing, didn't piss
I booked it, cus I was starting to feel ✨ nauseous ✨ which is Not Good
Anyways managed to drive myself home, had my trash next to my in my passenger seat, ready
Tl;dr god punished me for masturbating with an early period and the effects of Rapid Blood Loss at work
#hope u feel better soon#at least thats what my mum thinks happened#AND AND one of the Managers im iffy about told me and he best not knoe#know*#i swear my boss better not have told him#my fucking gender hurts enough#prob tmi things#im still ina lot of pain#and i took two midol before work!#granted midol has never worked great on me#but still!#and i have work tomorrow too#😭😭😭#i should just quit. not face the embarrassment#ozzy rambles
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i am okay tho i just have momeys sometimrs . please do not ever worry abt me guys
#i rly rly rly appreciate any asks u guys send me truly i usually hold onto then bc i dont know how to respond and rheyre good to see#sometimes#but im not in any danger i rly am. safe. i have a lot of things keeping me from doing That so. i am safe. dw.#i just get sad a lot. and its my fault i need 2 judt stop it and suck it uo and Work on it all but its so. insurmountable. and it judt#doesnt get easier yk. it never does. whatsver.#but. anyways i am safe i am okif it got to the point i was like. fearful for my life thatd either be The delusion (which is actually good#for me i cant explain it but its good for me) or i coulf talk to my family abt it and theyd help#i just cant talk to them abt This. stuff. the like. the being broken stuff and just not being right#i cant talk to any of them abt that. but if i said hey im genuinely faarful i miggjt do something they would um. help. so its okay#idk. i hope the posts dont seem like i make them for pity i rly dont this blog is just my stream of consciousness#ik i just shouldnt post them and i should judtkeeo a diary but i dont um. how to explain thid#even if nobody sees it it feels better to make a tumblr post bc then it feels like. a performance i guess. its not its real but its like#if i put it somewhere other ppl can see it then that means i exist. thats not quite right but i dont know how to articulate like#i dont nexessarily want ppl to see them i find it embarassing i guess. but it feels dishonest to not post them#since i post everything else. bc i like being open online it makes me think im real. does that make sense#and there are timestamps so i know when things happen. thsts modtly how i remember things#is looking at my blog and checking dates and timestamps. and for older stuff i have to check my dms with ykw. which. is not good for.me at#all. but ihave no other way to remember dayes#i dont know. im rly sry i hate podting vents but i dont like deleting posts eithrr so j dont know oike. idk.#just idk know they arent like. They are serious they are how i feel and i usually make them ehen im in distress#but its not dangerous distress i judt get hopeless. yk? i dont wanr anybody to worry abt me ever im not supposed to be a burden#i dont knoe. i havent articulated anything well. basicallt i dont do rhem for attention i dont do them for like. guilttripping or pity#i dont rly do them for any reason other than irs pure word vomit. i suppose. and tumblr is my wordvomit website. i judt get on here and yap#and it makes me feel so much worse but i get better eventually so its fine.
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Taiga, Romeo, and Gluttony
NOTE: This post contains spoilers for the entirety of the recently released Auction chapter. Read at your own risk.
So the recent chapter was everything to me. It was the shortest, but in my opinion it showed us a lot about Taiga and Romeo and their relationship to one another, and it also helped me refine a specific thought I had about Taiga and his whole deal he has going on.
To put it shortly; I think Taiga has a gluttony curse, and I think it functions as a mirror to that of Romeo's stigma, and is part of why they had a falling out, and why they can't seem to get away from each other.
To put it horrifically, horribly long....
So what do I mean when I say Taiga is cursed? Well, exactly that. I believe he's cursed in a similar way Rui or the MC are; he has an insatiable need to eat anomalies. I believe that this grants certain side effects like the MC and Rui's curse, and that one of them is a sixth sense for anomalies and anomalous circumstances.
I want to explain this before the Romeo part, because it's the basis for my analysis and thoughts on the two of them.
To start from the very beginning; I think Taiga, during one of his missions, was cursed by something like a jikininki as punishment for his 'gluttony' — the rapid rate at which he completed missions in his first year. This left him with his insatiable need to eat anomalies, but more specifically, is the reason he doesn't seem to want to eat them.
While I'm not certain the anomaly is for certain a jikininki, especially because there's certainly other similar folk legends out there, I chose that one specifically because they are noted for their sharp teeth and for not liking the insatiable need to eat corpses.
Now, what does this mean for Taiga? I think he's stuck between being a ghoul and being a jikininki, or whatever anomaly it ends up being, and I think this has given him a sixth sense that messes with his perception of time, self, and memory. But why would it do that?
Jikininki are immortal creatures, and wish to be freed from the torment they're in for the most part. If one was cursed to be part Jikininki, it would make sense for their existence to be similarly excruciating, with a difference being a lack of full immortality.
Remember the Mortkranken chapter, with the failed mermaid flesh? How their bodies continued even as their minds didn't? Taiga has multiple lines detailing how his 'body' remembers, even if his mind doesn't. Yuri and Jiro also explain that part of the side effects of the reaction are rapid mental deterioration. If Taiga had gone through a similar deterioration, it would explain his seemingly sporadic memory loss (not total blackouts like Jiro, nor specific category based amnesia either, just like. Random shit) and the fact that he doesn't have a concrete sense of identity (showcased through his constantly shifting first-person pronoun choice in Japanese). His cells of his body are reverting to their pre-aged self, and his mind is attempting to do that too, but it's imperfect and messy.
The key to the idea of the sixth sense comes from the fact that he's specifically cursed for anomalous gluttony. I think that he can sense anomalous material or anomalies themselves, and as demonstrated from Ed, this includes some sort of future sense. While we don't know the full specifics of what a sixth sense grants, we can see him utilise it in multiple different places. It's also, in my opinion, why he was sent on the Prologue mission.
Some examples of his supposed sixth sense are how he intuitively understood the anomalous dealer's entire thing, the scenes where he knows the Like Dove will appear before it does, when he senses Romeo approaching (Romeo is carrying an anomaly: his artifact), how he understands the auction is an anomaly, when he gets the mask under unknown circumstances, when he directly knows there's no anomalies... the list honestly could go on forever.
There's one other fact that I personally believe sealed this theory for me; his association with Haku.
In the recent chapter, when the MC is thinking about who to talk to about curses, Taiga instantly knows who we're thinking of, and rejects it on the basis that '[He] can't get rid of curses unless the anomaly that did the deed's right in front of him.' and that he's a 'Simp for the rules anyway.'
... Which is interesting, since it seems like Taiga has tried to ask him about this before. But if you think of this as Haku's stigma, and imagine Taiga trying to get his curse cleansed before, it makes sense! It would also be a good reason to put Haku and Taiga together in the prologue; Taiga can track the anomaly with his sense, and Haku can cleanse whatever curse it gives so long as Taiga manages to capture it or subdue it for long enough.
(Which, side note, is so tragic for the MC...)
Okay, now that the basis of 'Taiga is cursed' is out of the way, how on earth does this relate to Romeo?
Simple. I think Taiga's curse directly mirror's Romeo's stigma, and it's what caused their rift.
Romeo's stigma, as we learn in the new chapter as well, is dependent on his attachment to the items he throws. This, thematically, works with Romeo, who is known to be greedy. Everything he does is motivated by a profit of some kind, whether that profit is social or monetary or whatever. He wants special privileges so he does special missions. He wants money so he raises fees and coerces people to gamble. He wants popularity so he dresses nicely and pampers himself. It doesn't always mean he is money grubbing and stingy (because we see he's willing to spend lavishly on grooming and decor!) but it means that he's attached to what he has. His stigma requires him to give up that attachment. It is a punishment, a sacrifice, as a result of the pact. Similar to how Luca lost his brother (and gained a protective stigma), Romeo has to lose what he feels is worth something in order to fully utilise his ability. Call it a sort of pride.
I think, on the other hand, Taiga's curse is one of envy. He has a desire to eat anomalies, yes, but the desire becomes stronger the more attached someone else is to the anomaly. He doesn't need any interest in it, really. If someone else likes it he will need to eat it.
Taiga covets Haru's Peekaboo to eat instead of the wild one that we also know is in Jabberwock. He's composed about the Like Dove (barely, but he restrains himself!) until Romeo wants it. He steals the plants from Rui's BAR, not the ones in the garden outside (both are Rui's, but his bar is arguably the more loved thing of his since it was fully his choice). He covets Mortkranken's anomalies, and becomes mildly obsessed with the immortal one as soon as it becomes a major research subject. He's also completely fine holding and handling the mask, presumably for a long time, up until Romeo sees it as valuable and worthy.
Now, this doesn't necessarily make them instantly incompatible. But when you take one of Romeo's core traits being 'Greed towards anomalies' (He wants to collect them and frequently complains that other houses are 'stealing' them from under him; he sells them; he gets missions from Hyde to get them; etc), it becomes evidently clear that Taiga's curse is directly oppositional to it.
I think it's pretty obvious by now that Taiga and Romeo have a pretty turbulent relationship now, but were extremely close in the past. Multiple characters state that it would be nice to see them on good terms again, and it's certainly worth mentioning that Romeo is one of the few people Taiga consistently remembers. They both know each other exceptionally well, too. Taiga knows how to get under Romeo's skin and Romeo knows Taiga's habits.
Going back to the idea of this curse causing their rift, if Romeo was constantly on the verge of an important capture, or even if there was just one mission that was important, and Taiga ruined it by eating the anomaly, I doubt Romeo would easily forgive and forget. I think it could very easily cause a massive rift that just kept growing with each new snack Taiga picked up.
I think a moment that gets its nuance overlooked a lot is the scene just before Taiga eats the dove. The Japanese line emphasises that Taiga is referring to HIS heart, that Romeo could shoot through HIS heart, not just a general appraisal of sharpshooting. He even points directly to his heart as he says this, and it makes Romeo hesitate. They're BOTH in pain in this scene. They're both conflicted; this is their ex-partner (which I don't mean in the romantic sense, just in the general sense) who they were very, very close with, and who is now literally at arms length with a loaded gun. Romeo could just shoot him. Romeo could put an end to all of this supposed pain. And Taiga might even let him. And wouldn't that be karma for all he's done? But he can't. He hesitates.
And you know what appears after that? The dove.
This dove that symbolises both general desire (flies over peoples' heads when they're thought about) and Romeo's desire. His desire to escape probation. His desire to make money. His desire to capture, not kill. His desire to reconcile instead of fight. His desire to shoot.
And Taiga kills it. Eats it.
I think this is the most tragic scene between the two of them. This is the crux of it; they both want to reconcile. They want to be friends, to be close, to stop the war raging between the two of them that has done nothing but hurt them both AND hurt the wellbeing of Sinostra, but they can't, because Romeo will ALWAYS desire, and Taiga will ALWAYS take that from him.
It's a cycle they can't escape. The auction chapter shows it too. Taiga is almost disappointed at Romeo's greed. He seems jaded by it, and seems proud and happy when Romeo gives it up for once. Romeo is happy too; MC goes out of her way to say that Taiga handing him the mask makes him look more peaceful than he ever has before. It is quite literally a perfect ending for the two of them and a perfect way to reconcile.
And then Taiga eats it! Again! But I think the most horrifying part of it is that he tries to warn Romeo.
The comic doesn't translate or even transcribe it, so it's so, so easy to miss, especially if you don't speak Japanese, but Taiga grunts out the words 'I', 'Eat', and 'Next' as he approaches Romeo and the mask, and it's the direct reason why Romeo is able to realise that Taiga is about to eat it before it actually happens. He basically just grunts out 'I'm gonna eat that next' as he's fighting against it! But inevitably, neither of them can stop it. The cycle continues.
As long as Romeo is greedy, and as long as Taiga is gluttonous, they will never be able to fully reconcile, no matter how much they both want it. Both of them have to change, but I want to point out that at this moment Romeo is the bigger active obstacle between the two of them. Romeo can't let things go, he holds onto everything and lets it build until it explodes in one way or another. Tiris, his stigma, is symbolic in that sense, that he has to learn to let things go, because if he lets it build too much it will explode spectacularly.
(All of the ghouls have this sort of symbolism with their stigma, so it's not just a Romeo thing, but it's definitely important to his character.)
But Romeo can't get over it yet. He can't get over his greed, he can't let go of things he can't achieve (like getting Kaito's necklace), he can't get over past betrayals (Taiga, what happened with his family, etc)... He's too stuck and stubborn, and his refusal to budge has therefore lead to Taiga's refusal to push. Taiga has stopped caring about getting on good terms because he knows it won't turn out well. He's given up and become cynical, which in turn means that IF Romeo were to change, Taiga... still probably wouldn't. They're cyclical again. Always, always missing each other. So close and yet so far.
I hope the MC can be the catalyst for this cycle to end. Or Ritsu, who is a good equalizer to the two of them. But until she learns to see her own worth in the Academy, and until Ritsu accepts that sometimes he's wrong / he doesn't always know the most out of everyone in the room, I'm afraid Romeo and Taiga will remain stuck in this loop forever...
#tdb#all of this makes perfect sense to me tbh#except leading up to it(with the exception of the mask and the like dove) taiga doesn't seem unhappy with that he eats anomalies#he seems pretty enthused about it sometimes even.#afterwards he does act weird or he's in a bad mood(like dove and campus chat anomaly the latter of which he said wasn't enough food#which may explain the bad mood he was still hungry) but the notion of eating anomalies itself doesn't seem to bother him atm#but rhat could be acceptance#but like. aside from that he doesn't seem to mind eating anomalies except sometimes when he's actually done it#all of this seems totally possible to me#especially in terms of how taiga and romeo compliment(or contradict?) each other#this is really great analysis! and tthank you for pointing out what taiga says before eating the mask because my listening comprehension#isn't great haha. the folder name for the mask eating scene is 'taiga gives in' which suggests he was restraining himself#i figured it was for a while because. he didn't eat any anomalies the whole mission#and in the b's log interview he says he gets hungry as soon as he starts on a mission#but also he surely knew romeo wanted the anomaly the whole time? i mean they were there to investigate and possibly retrieve it?#but maybe that means he'd been restraining himself the whole time because of that. and romeo being so happy to have it in the end#magnified that hunger. he complains a lot about being hungry after all.#i dunno. but romeo's recognition of that hunger feels so. . . . .he let him take it. he could have moved away or something.#but he just let him eat it. but maybe that's because of how much romeo cares. taiga wanting to eat things he loves and wants sucks#but seeing his friend suffering from that hunger very well may suck more.#that or he was just. shocked he was still doing it.#eating precious things like that.#idk. i'm not. very in order.#i've been nauseous for like the past 30 minutes and i have to sit around at work being nauseous so. not very articulate.#but. yuri and rexii will probably enjoy these!!#they like smart people stuff and theories. and taiga rexii likes taiga i knoe that#THANK YOU FOR THE FOOD
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I feel so bad for my mom rn. She's struggling a lot with her job because they need her to do a lot of tech stuff (not complicated, just unfamiliar to her), and they're doing it all through apple (think: recording, renaming, and uploading videos, plus similar things that she has NEVER done like zipping files) and I've tried my best to help her but apple is so ass-backwards that I haven't been able to be much help. I've been able to teach her the basics and helped her find solutions online for the things I'm unfamiliar with due to the differences between windows and apple, but this garbage doesn't work a good third of the time. She'll use solutions given from apple and they straight up don't work.
I'm glad I've been able to help her gain some computer literacy, but this whole situation has been a fiasco.
I think people who are even moderately tech literate underestimate how well the majority of people can navigate a computer, even when they've been using computers for most of their careers. The average person doesn't use their computer for much more outside the software their work has them use; they dont know much about things file types and whatnot because they don't have to in order to get their jobs done.
Honestly, the only reason I know what I'm doing is because I used gameboy emulators when I was a kid & pirated art programs & music. If I didn't do that I would've been so lost come college (I studied game art) and would probably freeze any time im presented with a computer problem & would fall for hardware scams.
Like, my sister doesn't know what an SD card is. Do you think she's going to know not to buy a $15 "all in one" file sorter from amazon?
I feel like teaching basic tech literacy would save people so much time and money when they need something done with their computers or need to do something new with them. I can't imagine what would've happened when I lost half my school projects during a computer transfer if I hadn't known to dig around in my computer and poke in commands to find the files. Or like, what would happen when I have to google tech problems and know what results are total hogwash. I only know what's what because of the red flags you learn from low grade pirating. I'd probably have an extremely infected computer if I didn't want to listen to phantom hourglass music on my ipod when I was a tween!!
I know this post doesn't really have a thesis but like
Whatever I'm just ranting
#i dont torrent or anything bc im not knowledgeable about vpns and tbh i would probablh want to build a separate rig for it#but the basic stuff i do has taught me a lot about computer safety and literacy#my dad has told me so many horror stories about people bricking their computers at work from basic mistakes#people dont really knoe computers#i dont really know computers tbh#but like having basic computer literacy is so important but so uncommon
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Blue Lock x Reader Headcanons
Bllk boys cooking for you!!
(nagi, reo, hiori, ness, isagi, chigiri)
let me knoe if yall want part 2 gang and with who🚨🏈🔥🦅🇺🇲
Nagi x Reader Headcanons
he suggested it at first, which was quite surprising knowing how lazy he is
said he wanted to do 'boyfriend things' for you (he doesn't even cook for himself)
he kept messing up in the kitchen, adding the wrong ingredients, setting the temperature too high
dont blame him, he always bought his own meals, this is new (he cant even tell spinach and mint apart)
you just knew it was going to taste horrible once he set your plate down
to your surprise, it actually tasted good, like really good
he didn't think much of it but felt fuzzy when you complimented him
better salvage the taste while you can 'cause this is the last time he'll be doing this
Reo x Reader Headcanons
oh!
he warned texted you beforehand that he was cooking tonight
reo grew up with all kinds of people working at his mansion so there was no need for him to learn how to cook
once you've accidentally taken some wrong buses to avoid going home it was time to face him (and his creation)
a very happy reo welcomed you and lead you to the dining table
he was wearing one of your aprons and you could've sworn you saw some burned food remnants smudged on it
you smiled in pain wholeheartedly when he brought you your plate (it looked like 4 diseases mixed up)
that quickly changed when he insisted on feeding you
with no way to hide the food or run away, you gave up
first bite in you felt your tongue going through the 5 stages of grief
he was so happy when you told him it tasted amazing (it tasted like battery acid)
(i like to think he sent you this before you went home)
Hiori x Reader Headcanons
he is such a sweetheart
he actually takes you out for dinner almost everyday
you suggested it to him first and he agreed (he got that 'everything to make you happy' mindset)
he saw it more like a challenge than doing something nice for you tho (its the actions that count shhh)
he just went with something simple so it wouldn't get too bad
he lied saying he put no effort into it, that its just something small he whipped up (he counted the amounts of salt grains he needed)
after that day he decided to test his cooking skills more often thanks to your words of praise
Ness x Reader Headcanons
AWW MY DAYS
you dont even need to ask him, he already cooks for you evey single day
and if he's busy that day, he'll make food at ungodly hours and wakes you up to eat
he absolutely LOVES it when you eat his food and then waits patiently for you to say what you think of it
i feel like he gets a burst of excitement when you tell him you love it, this is why he prefers you eat his food instead of anyone elses
he tries finding excuses to make you plenty of food
one time you came home to him celebrating you for being yourself, the person whom he loves<3 (he made a whole feast for you)
he even wants to be the one to bake you your own birthday cake (watch out before its a kaiser themed one)
Isagi x Reader Headcanons
he absolutely adores your cooking so this was quite a bit of a wasted opportunity thing for him
however, he seemed really focused while working on your food
he kept asking you for help and after a while you stopped and he just whined about how unfair that is
bro would ask for 3 hints like this is some kind of quiz
he was very nervous about bringing you your food (he almost wanted to trip on purpose)
the food wasnt that bad but missed a bit of flavour or something to strengthen the taste
ofcourse you didnt tell him that as the good person you are
was happy about you liking his food but wouldn't be open to trying this again
Chigiri x Reader Headcanons
he loved this idea a lot, even wanted to ask you to participate as a competition but eventually decided to go against it
he wants to be able to cook for his partner at all times if needed
he used to chat with his mom a lot while she was busy cooking so he learned a few things from watching her
he took quite some time on presenting the food, made sure it looked very appealing
he would make cute animal faces on it<33
it was so hard for you to take a bite when the food looked so cute, he giggled at this
it tasted great, you didn't get to eat everything because chigiri stole his food back
greedy smh
i want to be one of those justin bieber memes🤕
requests are open!!!
#blue lock#bllk#blue lock x reader#bllk x reader#blue lock x you#blue lock fluff#chigiri hyoma x reader#chigiri x reader#hyoma chigiri#seishiro nagi#nagi x reader#nagi seishiro x reader#nagi#nagi seishiro#reo mikage#reo x reader#mikage reo#isagi x reader#isagi yoichi x reader#isagi yoichi#hiori x reader#hiori yo#ness x reader#alexis x reader#alexis ness x reader#alexis ness#ness alexis#blue lock isagi#blue lock headcanons#nagi x you
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heyy I love ur postsss😭🩷🩷
Actually u see I have my Saturn and my mars both in 10 house as u said it makes that stuff lack like it does give reward later but uk
So what like impact might that cause like haven’t mars and Saturn both in 10 house
Hello aluminium♡ thankyouu so muchhhh for appreciating my work🙏💗
For @aluminiumtab
From my understanding [of your question] it seems like youre asking about the impact ofhaving saturn and mars in 10th house.
10th house is a public house. It determines how people see us and heres the thing, saturn and mars both are considered to be malefics which is not always a bad thing. The impact this may have is
1) people may view you as a competition. Point blank. Saturn gives maturity and structure, discipline and drive and so does mars. I always deem mars as a militorial planet because of the fact that it rules aggression, drive, force, impulsive actions, quick actions which are all neeeded to succeed in life. There is also a lot of respect for your drive and people may knoe that you will be successful or will achieve something. They may consider you to be very focused but never compliment you in person.
2) you will have to work harder to attain your career goals too. As saturn dekays and mars requires strategic planning but guess what? Saturn also rules patience sooooo that means that you may be impulsive but also understand the importance of patience and may struggle balancing the two at times. Always remember strategic planning requires patience.
3) your karma lies in your actions. Since both are in 10th house, you should be very careful of eing impatient and dishonest as it will impact your reputation, career, structure and ethics. You may feel like others tend to get their goals faster than you and that might frustrate you alot too but whatever you achieve, it will be in your mind forever.
4) 10th house is an earth house and having mars in it imo may result in anger issues. Supressed anger issues. This may mean that you tend to supress your anger or have issues letting itout properly. It is also very much possible that people may demonise you for expressing your anger or boundarues and may constantly try to test it.
5) dont wait for karma to get them or try and take the matters in your own hands cause these placements indicate a grudgy personality (nothing wrong with *sometimes*). Move on with your own thing and leave them in ashes.
6) people might feel the need to confront you or "humble you down" but never let them love♡ esp people with more masculine energy.
7) you may have some issues with authority every now and then due to rebellious nature or udess but overall you may respect people with power and hierarchy even if it is not openly done. You may even dream to command a room full of people and may have an idea of militorial approach which is something that you may never admit publicly.
8) you may hate people who victimise themselves or dont follow the rules and hierarchy or those who disrespect the ones in power esp teachers, mentors and bosses and those who maintain the structure and servants as well or the underpriviledged class.
9) your father may be very hardworking, distant , disciplined. You may respect your dad but it could be that you may have a strained relation with him or may feel like you need to work hard for his approval.
10) this placement provides you the drive, patience, ambition, aggression and time to be successful in the most lasting way so dont worry about not being as quickly successful as your peers. Satuen creates lack so that we stop depending on it. It is a placement that teaches independance and drive alongside patience and mars is a warrior planet by nature and to win a battle you must be patient. Alsoo your career could be something related to strategy, control, law and order, related to structure, may require precision and patience,the working environmant may be full of ambitious and competitive people and may have a militorial approach.
And dont worry about late success and not having friends or weird confrontational people broskiiiii youll do well in lifeee♡♡♡ alsoo different but i also feel like you could fantasise alot about being respected, being the best and undefeatable for some reasonn.
Also the signs and degrees matter alot too.
By tarot enchantress🧚🏻♀️
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YOOOOOOO I LOVE THIS!! 😍❤❤😢😭❤
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For the last anon- so idk if this is helpful but for me personally what ive grown to do is take the customer service voice/face literally, like it's 100% as if im an actor playing the part of someone im completely not lol. I am and always have been anti social and shy and incredibly anxious- but when i get to work, i basically put kn the mask of playing the part that im not. I pretend to be bubbly, and over exaggerate the lilt of my voice so that it almost seems aninated when i speak, if that makes sense? Ive been wrokjng retail for almost 10 years and while there will always be bad customers wvery now and again, for the most part im able to get people to like me just by playing pretend. It does take a lot of energy, but you just kinda have to harness the anxiety you get and use it to give you the energy to act if that makes sense. Hope that helps or at least gives you some ideas- just knoe its nothing youre necessarily doing wrong, public service is harder than anybody will ever give it credit for
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Hello everyone, I'm back with another team, and for today with have Shidou's team!
I had to think a lot about his team as he is a very complex character and the only things we knoe about him are from the Egoist Bible and it took me a few reading to put all those information together.
Now, here's the explanation:
Voltorb from Hisui: now Voltorb is a very obvious choice as Shidou is the Exploding Demon, but not why the Hisuian form, you may ask? Well, Voltorb from Kanto only explodes through rage and anger, while the one from Hisui explodes because he is not able to contain his emotion, which then causes problem and it gets isoleted from human. Shidou, as you have seen in the Manga, is a character with very big emotion and most of the time he is not able to express them without hurting people around him. Shidou is desperate for connection but he doesn't know how to do it properly (I'm not trying to justify him trying to brake people's head, just to be clear, this is just an analysis)
Archeops: like for the other character I try to put a pokemin that resemble their favorite animal, which in this case is the velociraptor. Archeops was the closest pokemon I could think of
Toxtricity: i fell like this one is another obvious choice, as Toxtricity really looks like Shidou, in terms of aesthetic. Also, this pokemon is very provocative, and it does not shies away from a fight, just like Shidou
Grafaiai: this pokemon was choosen to match Shidou artistic tendencies, in the new egoist bible he said that he would bring paint to a deserted island and one of his best subjects in school is art. Shidou is creative, as we have seen in his behavior and in his goal, so I think Grafaiai is a good match for Shidou
Incineroar: for the starter I choose incineroar not only for its wild behavior but also for how it's a pokemon that gets exited in front of big crowd and likes the attention, also for how this pokemon has a kind side (it reminded me of when it the Egoist Bible Igaguri asked Shidou to cut his hair and he decides to shave his hair with a heart or how Shidou is able to compliment people around him)
Xerneass: Shidou is a character that seems to be very in love with life in general, he just loves to exist, as we can deduce from his profile on the Egoist Bible. Also, he has clearly stated that for him his goals are his way to create life, to create his legacy. Also, I think that, in contrast to Nagi who I gave Yveltal because his stop kill the play, Xerneass is appropriate to Shidou because it's like his crazy goal give life to a play that could seem dead
Done with the explanation! I hope you liked this team, I would love to hear any opinion 😊
I'm also working on Sae's team and thinking about one for Kaiser, but I'm not promising anything
Byyy 👋
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Tic-Tac_toe (Part 2)
3 parts to keep you from dying reading this
Edit: 4 parts
Spoilers abound
Use in Welcome Home
Several tic tac toe boards are found on the website. I am going to detail them, who won, who the x's and o's would represent and potential tac tac toe cypher. I moved the order of the paragraphs, so you won't knoe what i am talking about in relationship to using neighborhood locations as spaces on a board
Game: Frank vs Julie, Julie wins. There is another line that makes it look like frank could have won, but it is going through Julie’s marker, so probably not. Julie is X, Frank is O. I believe that means Julie went first.
Neighborhood reference: x’s—Frank, Wally, Eddie; o’s—Barnaby, Howdy, Julie
Tic-Tac-Toe Cipher: J, N, R, U, X, Z (incomplete since we don’t see the full board.)
Game: Wally/Home vs Julie, Julie wins. The board is pink, Like Julie’s color. Julie is X, Wally/Home is O. That means Julie went first.
Neighborhood reference: x’s—howdy, wally, sally, o’s—Frank, tower, Poppy
Tick-Tac-Toe Cipher: S. Z, X, P, N, L, D, B, I
Secretive tic tac toe board on an apple. The color is off on this one, so it appears that it is Frank and Poppy, which makes sense, because this is the Frank/Poppy scene with Wally. Game field is red? There is no winner in this game, it appears to be in progress. However, Frank cannot win here, only Poppy. If Poppy sticks with strategy, she is first, since she got the center tile. This means it is her turn, and she likely would win the game. Not for sure, since she could make an error, but still.
Game: Frank vs. Poppy, Poppy wins.
Neighborhood reference: x’s—Frank, Wally, Sally; o’s—Julie, Barnaby, Eddie
Tic-Tac-Toe Cipher: (going on the assumption that X chose center to start) J, N, L, V, T, NOTHING? The cipher is short a space, F, G, H
In the comments:
Exchange: Commenter (Ant) “I know what you are.” Wally: “You do. I am so happy!”
Wally/Home playing by themself/es . There is no winner since there is no opponent, but technically there are three in a row. The game board is blue, which could indicate that Barnaby is taking part, but he hasn’t moved that we can see.
Neighborhood reference: o’s—Frank, Wally, Sally, Howdy
Tic-Tac-Toe Cipher: S, B. U, D, W, F, Y, H, I
Kind of hidden tic tac toe in Eddie’s video. He has been making his shopping list. I think the idea here is that Eddie is playing himself in order to deal with the boredom, but there are two pages full of tic tac toe boards, as well as a score. The scoreboard is labeled “E” on both sides, so unless there are two of him, he is playing himself. What’s weird is the sheer number of wins for each Eddie. Surely Eddie would be switching off X between the two Eddies. But I think some people play if you win, you get first pick, in which case one Eddie would statistically win more.
Tic-Tac-Toe Cipher: too many
That may be all of the tic-tac-toe. It doesn’t appear that the TTT code is really working with this material. I have seen a few people make an attempt at deciphering it based on that code, but there are a lot of consonants and more z’s than anybody needs.
In the end, it may just be Julie’s symbol and a fun thing.
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